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Havent Unpacked
i havent even fully unpacked from my trip to minnesota ..i mean all my clothes are away now but my bag is still sitting on my bed with all my other stuff in it .. i wanna leave i hate it here ...i love ca. bu its just thet i will never be able to have a life here

Puppy?
i got a puppy..... but i cant keep her bc of my lease.... anyone near my area want her? she's extremely affectionate. she a mix, her father was a collie and her mother a heiler[spelling?]. please please please. she's fucking adorable.

Yeah, Its Like That
Lately, I've been building my collection of costumes and contacts and all other theatrical type stuff. This doesnt seem like it matters much, but as an actress...esp on the indie circuit..its important..I just added four new pair of contact lenses to go with the 6 other pair I already had..yay!!!! I also purchased 5 pair of fantasy wigs and a dancing cane...so when yo usee some weird props..don't be surprised! LOL I'm happy

How To Report A Minor On Ct
Hi alot of times i get messages about users not knowing how to report an underage user. I'm making it easier now. clickable links! 1. If you come across a minor on cherrytap the best thing for you to do is copy their url (example: http://cherrytap.com/user/28962) 2. Send that url in either the Shoutbox or a Private message to a bouncer with an orange name or to Scrapper personally. You can find all of the bouncers at cherrytap help. thats it! sit back and we will take care of the rest. peace out cherries xoxoxo juicy amy

Bulletins
You know what I find to be funny about the bulletins that people post on here, they have to lie to get people to look at them. I do not understand why people would have to lie with the title just to get someone to look at it or to repost it. I mean just be honest and see what happens. I mean your true friends will read it and repost it or do whatever is necessary. I do not lie about mine. If my friends do not want to repost then forget it. There are some that will repost it. Anways, I am off for a bit. Be back in like 45 minutes.

Anti-aging
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Did You
damn did you fuckers forget hoe to leave comments or something lol leave me some damn comments on my poems cuz it was so easy for me to put my personal shit up for everyone to read lol. tell me what you think.

Wow What A Picture
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

How To Delete An Account
Hi cherries, figured since i have so many friends on here, i would post some usefull tips about cherrytap. Tip number 1: How to delete an account. Step by step 1. Send a private message to cherrytap support stating in the subject line "DELETE ME" 2. Clear your profile of any and all information. including friends. delete all skins, fans, informaiton from your profile page (click link) 3. Do not access your profile again. It usually takes a couple of weeks to delete a profile. so sit tight and just forget the tap is here! thanks cherries, and as always you know you can message me with questions xoxo juicy amy

Some Spiritual Food To Chew Upon
Algernon Black Why not let people differ about their answers to the great mysteries of the Universe? Let each seek one's own way to the highest, to one's own sense of supreme loyalty in life, one's ideal of life. Let each philosophy, each world-view bring forth its truth and beauty to a larger perspective, that people may grow in vision, stature and dedication. The religions of humanity should be a unifying force, for all the great religions reveal a basic unity in ethics. Whether it be Judaism, Catholicism, Protestantism, Buddhism or Confucianism, all grow out of a sense of the sacredness of human life. This moral sensitivity to the sacredness of human personality -- the Commandments not to kill, not to hurt, not to put a stumbling block in the path of the blind, not to neglect the widow or the fatherless, not to exploit the servant or the worker -- all this can be found in the Bibles of humanity, in all the sacred books. All teach in substance: "Do unto others as you would that

Questions And Answers
1. WuD yOu Be In CoNtRoL? 2.WuD yOu Go SlOw Or FaSt? 3. WuD yOu WiSpEr In My EaR? 4. WuD yOu TaLk DiRtY tO mE? 5. WuD yOu KiSs Me WiTh A lItTlE tOnGuE oR a LoT oF tOnGuE? 6. WuD yOu SaY mY nAMe? 7. WuD yOu Go DoWn On Me? 8. WuD yOu lEt mE gIvE yOu A hIcKiE? 9. HoW mAnY rOuNdS wUd We Go? 10. WhAt WuD yOu WaNnA dO aFtErWarRdS? 11. WuD yOu tAkE oFf AlL uR cLoThEs ThEn TaKe MiNe OfF sLoWlY? 12. WuD yOu LiCk AnD bItE mE aLl OvEr? 13. WuD yOu lIkE 2 pLaY oR gEt StRaIgt To ThE pOiNt? 14. WuD yOu WaNt Me To TaKe My TiMe? 15. WuD yOu FaLl AsLeEp WhEn We WeRe DoNe? 16. WuD u WaNt Me To Go FaSt oR sLoW? 17. WhErE wUd yOu WaNnA "dO iT" aT? 18 WuD yOu Be lOuD oR qUiEt? 19. WuD yOu mInD iF i LiKeD yOu? 20. WuD yOu Do It 2DaY? 21. WuD yOu Do It 2MoRrOw? 22. ArE yOu GoInG tO rE-pOsT tHeSe So I cAn AnSwEr ThEm FoR yOu?

A Special Day. . . Maybe Not To All But To Me.
A friend Today, his day A desire To be with him to celebrate A past that has broken the celebration A heart that still celebrates A wish that God will bless him today A love that no matter what will always celebrate the 7th of March for A friend, a desire, a past, a heart and a wish.

Gwen Stefani (f/ Akon) Lyrics
Heard this song on a nighttime show the other night and I love almost any song that Akon sings in lol and I like Gwen Stefani too ..LOL GWEN STEFANI (f/ Akon) LYRICS The Sweet Escape [Gwen] If I could escape I would but, First of all, let me say I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold? [CHORUS] If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world & I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape) If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change) I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever) We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape) [Akon] I want to get away, to our sweet escape I want to get away, yeah [Gwen] You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point

My Imperfect Past
Ok, I'm not used to blogging, but here it goes. Just recently I got hurt. I guess I brought it on to myself, since I was the one not ready for a relationship, but things got a bit out of hand. I don't want to get into details, but all I know is that when you think you know someone and rely on that alone without truly knowing them, you get surprised, even disappointed at times. Love is a very beautiful thing. It can make you do crazy things and it can make you ignore the most obviously wrong things. I have had my imperfect past when it comes to love. Sadly, some of my relationships have been a bit weird and ended a bit harsh, again some, not all. I've had relationships end, that to this day I can still call them and hang out with them and even recieve/give them a nice hug. Then there are those other relationships where I can't do that for whatever reason. Nonetheless, I've loved them all with all my heart and they ALL hold a special place in my heart. I am happy that I've b

Global Warming!!
Sitting at my desk with 2nd cup of coffee just in me and looking outside at snow and cold. Should be about 20 degrees warmer here. Global Warming is now "The New Religion" of the left. It is treated as a deity and worshipped like a god. Only problem is it is based on false science and assumptions. Science is a "fact" and it must be proven!! You can not have a concensus in science. This is what the left use as their premise. Many brillant climatologists with no "political agenda" dispute all this so called science. Michael Crichton who has "no political agenda" wrote an excellent book "State of Fear". It debunks most of the left wing whackos claims. Being a bit older than most I remember all the prior "false" gods of the left and their dire predictions. It was don't piss off the Russians we'll all die. Well that didn't happen thanks to President Reagan. Then it was global cooling. Well no joy there either. Then "oil" spills that was going to wipe out anything it

18 More Fun Things That Are Great
Have you ever thought back to the time when you were a kid and wanted to do some of those things? I had numerous times but always put it behind me as being childish and something that an adult couldn't benefit from and thus it would be considered useless. Well that just isn't always the case. Here are some things to consider to do in the middle of a workout to make it fun and even improve the exertion. Jump rope. How often have you seen boxers working with a speed rope as a part of their fight training? It isn't just for the fun of playing jump rope it is an excellent coordination exercise. The hands get with the feet and better motor skills are developed. It improves endurance and enhances power in the feet and calves. See how long you can continue without tiring. That will teach you how good it is. Skipping. Skipping along seems childish as opposed to running but in fact it is a great exercise to do along with running. It is another exercise that will improve power

Blind Wal-mart Clerk:
BLIND WAL-MART CLERK: A woman goes into Wal-Mart to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get, so she just grabs one, and goes over to the counter. A Wal-Mart associate is standing there wearing dark shades.... She says, "Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this rod and reel?" He says, "Ma'am, I'm completely blind; but if you'll drop it on the counter, I can tell you everything you need to know about it from the sound it makes. She doesn't believe him but drops it on the counter anyway. He says, "That's a six-foot Shakespeare graphite rod with a Zebco 404 reel and 10-LB test line. It's a good all around combination; and it's on sale this week for only $20.00." She says, "It's amazing that you can tell all that just by the sound of it dropping on the counter. I'll take it!" As she opens her purse, her credit card drops on the floor. "Oh, that sounds like a Master Card," he says. She bends down to

I'm A Playful Kisser
You're a Playful Kisser Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Pecans In The Cemetery
Subject: Fw: Pecans in the Cemetery > >> > >> > >> > >> > Pecans in the Cemetery > >> > > >> > On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just > >> > inside the cemetery fence. > >> > > >> > One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the > >> > tree, > >> > out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. > >> > > >> > "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. > >> > Several > >> > dropped and rolled down toward the fence. > >> > > >> > Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he > >> > thought he heard voices from inside th e cemetery. He slowed down to > >> > investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for > >> > you, > >> > one for me." > >> > > >> > He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. > >> > > >> > Just around the bend he met an old man with > >> > > >> > a cane, hobbling along. > >> > > >> > "Come here quick,"

Stupid Kids Need......
to get a life!!! and grow up..... so yeesterday at my school there were these dumb kids that carved on the bathroom wall(which is something that we did when we were in middle school) and they wrote that they were going to shoot these people and they used names and now we are on a f***ing lock down and cant leave at all to do anything until class is over, we cant go to the lunch room twice, we cant go to the bathroom with out a teacher being with us and we can only go during our passing period, and we cant go to other classroom's when we need help... these kids need to grow up and confess that it was them, because ts not only pissing a bunch of people off but its just making it so they get in more trouble.... GROW UP!!!!

He Watches Over Us..
Free file hosting from File Den! Zach is always with us..He watches over us and lets his presence known always.. If You Look at this photo you can see his face.. This Photo was taken 4 months after he passed away.. When I am down or things are just not going right in my life.. My Son lets his presence known and sends me signs That it will be ok.. He is Our Guardian.. and if it were not for my little guardian angel.. myself, his dad and baby sister would have gotten hurt on Oct 2005.. Hurricane Wilma Hit my area.. The original forecast was only a tropical storm.. so many counties only issued a voluntary evacuation and many employers made people work until that night which did not leave much time for evacuating.. As the storm approached it was realized that this was not hitting as a storm but as a CAT 1 Hurricane it was 6am in the morning and no time to evacuate.. the news issued the warning that it had shifted to a hurricane and to take cover.. I live in a Mobile Home and riding

What Is "sexy"?
What makes a person "sexy"? Is it a particular build? Facial structure? Musculature? Waist to hip ratio? Sexy isn't that easy to pin down. Sexy is the way a person thinks about themself, about sex, about bodies. I've known women of every size who were fabulously sexy. They liked sex. They knew their own wants and needs sexually and weren't shy about asking to have those needs met. I've known guys who barely make the bottom end of "average" in size for penises who were so hot because they loved sex, loved making love to a woman, and knew how to use what they had. I've also known men who were convinced that sporting a cock the size of a ball bat made them sexy. Um, sorry guys. Most women look at a dick much over 8.5" long and 2" in diameter and see internal injuries, not a turn on. Mind you, there's women out there that not only like those big dicks, but even need them, since women come in all sizes, too. And I've known people who were "classically good-looking

Rearangged Part 2
Re-Arranged" Just think about it Lately I've been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak Distant from all around me who witness me fail and become weak Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown id love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down [Pre chorus] but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain because you know it all and I guess things will never change but you might need my hand when falling in your whole Your disposition ill remember when im letting go of... [chorus] you and me we're through and rearranged It seems that your not satisfied there's too much on your mind So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down [pre chorus] [chorus] .. you're no good for me Thank God its over You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin' You make believe li

Turpentine
Turpentine > >> > >> > >> > >>A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of Turpentine, shaking > >>it > >>up and watching the bubbles. > >> > >>A while later a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. > >>The little boy replied, "This is the most powerful liquid in the world, > >>it's > >>called turpentine." > >> > >>The Priest said, "No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. > >> > >>If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant women's > >>belly, > >>she'll pass a healthy baby." > >> > >>The little boy replied, > >>"You take some of this here turpentine and rub it on a cat's ass and he'll > >>pass a Harley Davidson."

Sour Part 2
"Sour" Mellow out Bitch I thought I knew ya Took the time to throw my lovin' into ya Screw ya Cuz now you got me sittin in the sewer I'm through with all them roller coaster rides See, I ain't forgot about the knots that you been tieing with my insides I dropped my pride Without you I was sure to die I tried with cash And all I could, to make it last Now I accepted that was in the past I know you love me Loved me like a piece of trash But at first you were so sweet Couldn't go without seein your face for an hour So sour It all became a hassle You were even living in my castle Just to use me And verbally abuse me That's not the way I'm running my shop It took a while to see the light before I stopped And you got dropped off It's over, probably I'll be sweating it But in the long run you'll be the one regrettin' it Maybe you won't, maybe you will But baby, you're still about as real as a three dollar bill Theres No one to blame but you Who gets the blame

Boudreaux Goes Fishing
Boudreaux been fish'n down by de bayou all day an he > done run outta night crawlers. > > He be bout reddy to leave when he seen a snake wit a > big frog in his mouf. > > He knowed dat dem big bass fish like frogs, so he > decides to steal dat froggie. Dat snake, he be a > cotton moufed water moccasin, so Boudreaux had to be > real careful or he'd get bit. > > He snuk up behine de snake and grabbed him roun de > haid. Dat ole snake din't lak dat one bit. > > He squirmed and wrapped hisself roun Boudreaux's arm > try'n to get hisself free. But Boudreaux, him, hada > real good grip on his haid, yeh. > > Well, Boudreaux pried his mouf open and got de frog > and puts it in his bait can. Now, Boudreaux knows dat > he cain't let go dat snake or he's gonna bite him > good, but he had a plan. > > He reach into de back pocket of his bib overhauls and > pulls out a pint a Tennessee hillbilly moonshine > likker. > > He pour some drops into de

Wanted Dj's Asap
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Sigh...
On my way home from work yesterday, I noticed my hands were swelling. By 8pm, I had little balloon hands, and damn did they hurt. I guess I had an allergic reaction to something. But the thing is, in my 25 years, I have never had an allergic reaction to anything. So, they told me I needed to go to the hospital... OMG, bad idea, I was there till midnight, and I ended up leaving since I had to be at work this morning. They hurt like hell today, and still swollen, but it'll be alright. On to the real reason I am posting today. I'm not sure if any of you have heard of the Jessica Lunsford case, but it was a 9 year old girl here in Florida who was kidnapped, raped and murdered. Anyway, they are in trial now... And OMG this is some bullshit. The fucker who did this to her is playing the I'm insane card. Before the trail started, he was a normal man reading newspapers, now he is in court coloring in a dinosuar book and acting like a damned 4 year old. Lawyers are treating him like a baby s

Back To The Dark Side I Go
I have decided ( now that I have done more research than I need to) to try the vegetarian thing again. I did it before ( hence the again part) and it started off ok, then went down hill. I was too picky about what I ate and I wasn't eating enough protein. Well, not eating enough protein ( no wise ass protein comments please..lol) can lead to serious health issues. Well, after my research I have found a TON of ways to get said protein ( yeah, that way too ) so I don't get sick. Maybe I'll work on my book more now. If I have the time, I'll do some more writing. (Ok by vegetarian I don't mean I am going to be PETA loving vegan. NO WAY. I will still eat dairy and fish.I am not doing this solely because of the animals. When I get more of my book done, you'll understand it all)

Just Wanna Die
Do you ever feel like you just wanna die? Where everything in ur life just always seems to go wrong and no matter how much and how hard you try to make things right they always fail? My life feels like a damn rollercoaster ride....goes up then comes down so fast my head feels like it's going to fly off. The one person i want to be with keeps coming in and out of my life...one minute wanting me the next not wanting me and saying he doesn't know how it's possible for us to be togehter cuz we fight so much. Yet i'm willing to work with him to work on our problems and make things better but yet he can't do things to work on them and make them better or even try he just wants to walk away....but then he'll come back n i take him back...but why? why do i do it to myself? Why can't i just let go and move on with my life? I've never had this problem before with anyone i was always able to just move on but i don't wanna waste 8 1/2 yrs when i know at one point before we both fucked up that we

Victoria's Secret?
I'm mad. In fact I'm mad as hell at my favorite lingerie store. It use to be that you could go into Vicki Secrets and grab some great stuff, sure it was a little overpriced, but hell it was cute, well made, and last for a long time. Well not anymore. The quality of their product has gone south unlike their prices which seem to be headed north. Personally I love their cotton panties. I only wear their cotton panties most days comfy and cute. Well not anymore I stopped in last weekend to grab some new ones and to my amazment they have changed and NOT for the better. The fabric is thin, rough, and cheap. Not nice and soft like it use to be. Oh Victoria what happened to you? I want my damn cotton panties back the way they're suppose to be!

All In The Genes
A man boarded an aircraft at Heathrow and took his seat. As he settled in, he noticed a very beautiful woman boarding the plane. He realized she was heading straight towards his seat and bingo! She took the seat right beside him. Eager to strike up a conversation, he blurted out, "business trip or vacation?" She turned, smiled enchantingly and said "Business. I'm going to the annual nymphomaniac convention in the United States". He swallowed hard as here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting for nymphomaniacs! Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use my experience to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really", he smiled, "what myths are those?" "Well," she explained, " one popular myth is that African American men are the most well endowed when, in fact, it's the Native American Indian who is most like

I Will Be Published In A Magazine!!!
A publisher of adult magazines from Canada offered to pay for my stories that they publish of mine. She said that they found me on either literotica.com or on eroticstories.com where I have published my stories online for free. They liked the way I wrote my stories and offered to buy stories. They said since I own the copyright I will be able to sell my stories to any other publisher also. They are now sending me the forms that I need to sign for them to get me onboard with their magazines as a writer. Cool... a few extra bucks each month... that will be nice for something I like to do... I guess I will now need to find the time to write more. I will need to get my fantasies to work overtime and sit at my laptop more. This could be the beginning. I will keep you posted on how things go.

Paddy The Kerryman Dies
Paddy the Kerryman died in a fire and was burnt pretty bad and the morgue needed someone to identify the body. So his two best friends, Seamus and Seanin (Also Kerrymen), were sent for. Seamus went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Seamus said "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." So the mortician rolled him over and Seamus looked and said "Nope, it ain't Paddy." The mortician thought that was rather strange and then he brought Seanin in to identify the body. Seanin took a look at him and said, "Yup he's burnt real bad, roll him over". The mortician rolled him over and Seanin looked down and said, "No, it ain't Paddy". The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Seanin said, "Well, Paddy had two assholes." "What, he had two assholes?" said the mortician. "Yup, everyone knew he had two assholes. Every time we went into town, folks would say, "Here comes Paddy with them two assholes...."

Beating Down Again
How do we know just what life is to be? who can we trust, when it's all falling down? where do we turn to, when the world's closeing in? my world is broke and empty, life is dark and cold, there is but one truth, I know it well my friend, I'm beating Down Again... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Favorite Band Is Playing
My favorite band is playing Friday and Saturday Nights Please come and join all of us SEE THE JOE TANNER BAND GREENFIELDS 3355 S. Yarrow Street Lakewood, CO 80227 303.989.9820 One Block West of Wadsworth, One Block North of Hampden In The Mission Trace Shopping Center) FRIDAY MARCH 9TH SATURDAY MARCH 10TH BAND STARTS ABOUT 9PM PLAYS CLASSIC ROCK AND BLUES GO TO www.joetannerband.com check them out

Bindi Update
Took Bindi to the vet yesterday. He said she is allergic to bugs. Go figure I live in southeast texas which is probably the bug capitol of the world and I have a puppy that is allergic to bugs. He gave her a steroid shot and today she is fine. No bumps anywhere. she is eating and playing like her normal self. Well wanted to let you all know she is fine now. Thank you again for all your love and support.

Good Morning
Good morning and welcome to my world!I'm at work,yuk!!!but that don't keep me out of here,lol without my computer I would be lost,I got to have that fix,anyway,hope everyone is having a great day and I buzz in and check ya later.

Inspired By Procrastination
I can no longer tolerate The same old thing It is like watching A repeat That never seems To end Changes have to Be made In my life In my brain I cannot continue Hoping without Hope Dreaming without Dreams Ideas are created Every single day They are born Then gather dust Because I get in Their way The time has come For something New This is my 1st step We shall see What else I can do

Just Having Alittle Fun Thats All
i'm just on here to have a little fun and to make friends you can never have to many friends. i dont need a boyfriend i have one of those already and im not bored with him yet. i just want to have a little fun flirting LOL thats all!

Im Scared
IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOU AGAIN, IM FEELING THAT MY LIFE IS COMMING TO AN END. FEELING THAT YOU NO LONGER WANT ME AROUND YOU ANYMORE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THEN BEFORE. IM SCARED OF YOU SAYING GOODBYE, YOUR FULL OF LOVE AND SUCH A GREAT GUY. I CANT HELP TO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, THATS WHY IT HURTS ME AND MAKES ME FEEL SO BLUE. IM SCARED OF YOU LOOSING WHAT WE HAVE TOGETHER, BUT IN MY HEART I THOUGHT YOU WOULD LOVE ME FOREVER. PLEASE DONT STOP LOVING ME IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART, I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO IF WE FELL APART. IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOUR HEART AGAIN LIKE I DID BEFORE, I WANTED US TOGETHER FOREVER MORE......

Addendum!!!!
I guess the Dragon Tattoo Contest starts this morning at 10 a.m. Eastern time! Yep, I'm entered, for what it's worth, lol! Anyone wishing to vote, comment bomb, pimp me out - go for it!! I will be at work all day, minus computer access. So, every man for himself, and God and Goddess for us all, lmao! Good grief! Thanks in advance to all my friends/family/fans! Love you all!!

My Tears
MY TEARS FALL DOWN MY CHEEKS, WERE ARE YOU WHEN I WEEP? ARE YOU THERE WHEN I CRY? NO YOUR NOT, ALL YOU DO IS SYE. WHO'S THERE TO WIPE THOSE TEARS! ITS NOT YOU, WHEN I HAVE THOSE FEARS. PLEASE WIPE THESE TEARS FROM MY EYES, I WISH IT WAS YOU AND NOT ANY OTHER GUY. WIPING MY EYES AS THE TEARS FALL, I DON'T THINK YOU LOVE ME AT ALL.

Crying
MY EYES SWELLED FROM CRYING TEARS OF SADNESS, FEELING SAD AND NOT GLADNESS. FEELING THAT NOONE LOVES ME, NOONE SHOWS THEY CARE IF THEY DO I CAN'T SEE. IM FEELING ALONE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE, WHY DO I FEEL SO SAD ,I WAS HAPPY BEFORE. I JUST WANT TO LAY DOWN AND DIE, I CAN'T EVEN GIVE A REASON WHY. I WANT LOVED AND I DONT FEEL IT IN MY HEART, I FEEL WE GREW SO FAR APART. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES ME FEEL LONELY AND SCARED, I THOUGHT I HAD PEOPLE WHO DID CARE. IF I WAS NOT HERE ,HOW WOULD THIS LIFE BE, I KNOW HOW IT WOULD, IT WOULD BE JUST ME..

This Weather...
Is doing a number on my head... *laugh* I cant take it..its too cold. It makes me sleepy and nonproductive!! I just want to tuck myself into my comfy feather bed and go to sleep ALL DAY... and I cant! lol I have things to do...tons of paperwork to follow up on.. and the coffee isnt working...nothing is working! When is spring coming?? WHEN? *groan* I think Im depressed :( somehow I have to pull out of this!!!

Life Sucks And The Goverment Fucks Ya Everytime
I want my friends here to know that if you don't hear from me for awhile please don't think I'm ignoring you ect. I just need a freak'n break. I'm losing what lil mind I have left. I have been on disability with the VA since 2004, the docs still have not approved me a release to work due to knee problems and major anxiety attacks. They all said to apply for Social Security Disability, I did,and 3 times now I've been denied!! I know of of a hand full of people in this town alone that are fully capable to work,take care of them selfs ect yet they were approved for disability. Yet the people who actually need it can't get it. I have a friend that was in a motorcycle accident and she can't work any longer and yet they give her the run around,and she's trying to raise 2 kids yet. Another, and old girlfriend has had knee problems and many surjurys since she was a kid, the docs told her no more work, she has a "help" dog, and when going to malls ect,she needs a wheelchair, yet the gover

Stupid Stalkers
Why do I get all the stupid stalkers?They can't spell..and most of the time it's because they are foreigners.Don't get me wrong some of my closest friends are from other countries that have difficulty with english but at least they try. These stupid stalkers can't even seem to understand how to read a profile.. that no means NO .They don't care to hear that although I appreciate their being fans.. they have no need to talk so rudely to me. Try to treat me as their own property or something to that effect. Why can't I get the shy, quiet stalkers??The ones who are nice and stalk you from a distance that kind of creep up on you from nowhere.. Did those kinds of stalkers die off all the sudden?? Or perhaps it's because of what I do for a living that they feel they can approach me in such a manner. Even old leather Dom's do not approach me with such disrespect,and those that have ...well..they have learned I am not a pure submissive and will bite back when disrespect become

Heaven
NOW THAT YOUR IN HEAVEN WILL YOU WAIT THERE FOR ME, WAIT THERE FOR US IN HEAVEN WHERE WE ARE GOING TO BE. TO BE IN GODS HANDS AND BE FREE OF SIN , TILL WE MEET IN HEAVEN ONCE AGAIN. GOD HAS THINGS IN STORE FOR US WHEN ITS TIME FOR US TO GO, THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO DONT BELIEVE AND THINGS THEY DON'T KNOW. WHEN WE DIE AND GO TOURDS THE LIGHT, WE DID THINGS HERE ON EARTH AND GOD SEE'S US FIGHT. FIGHTING FOR OUR LIVES AND FIGHTING FOR OUR DREAMS, BEING IN HEAVEN IS NOT TUFF AT ALL, ITS AS BEAUTIFUL AS IT SEEMS. SO PUT YOUR HEARTS IN GODS HANDS, AND PUT YOUR LOVE AND HEARTS TO THE ONE AND ONLY MAN. WHEN WE DIE AND BE FREE OF SIN, REMEMBER YOUR LOVED ONES THAT YOU WILL MEET AGAIN.

Can't You Please Read Before You Come Rate Me
I don't know what the hell is wrong with people on c/t all that you do is look at me never reading about me.. I hate that shit... why can't you be real and read all about it... you would think if you wanted to add me as a friend you took the time to read my profile... but noone ever does..you think adding me as a friend or fan means you can see my naked pic... all you want is my naked pic. it shows what kind of a dumb ass you really are... Do you really think I would just show everyone how beutiful my body is... That's just fucken dumb.. I may be a sub... But I am not a hoe... so figure it out would ya... Don't fucken bother if you don't read my profile... I'm sick of it....

To Realize
The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can sha

The Team Song Of My Xbf Me B4
erik santos - say you'll never go Say You'll Never Go Artist: Erik Santos Album: Your Love Sana Maulit Muli Theme Song LYRICS How can I make it through the day Without you You have been so much a part of me (and if you'll go) I'll never know what to do How can I carry on my way The memories When all that is left is the pain in my history Why should I live my life today [Refrain] I cannot live out on my own (I can't do anything at all) And just forget the love you've always shown And accept the fate of my condition Please don't ever go For I cannot live my life alone [Chorus] Say you'll never go Say you'll never go out my way Say you'll never go For we can still go on And make it through Just say you'll never go Say you'll never go away How can I make my dreams come true Without you You were the one who gave love to me (and don't you know) Your are my fantasy (Repeat Refrain) (Repeat Chorus) (Repeat Chorus)

Happy Hump Day, One And All!
Clouds and snow flurries this morning, but looks like it may clear off. Wouldn't that we a nice surprise, lol!! Announcement!!!!! My niece Maria delivered son #3 at 3 something a.m. this morning. Aidan Edward, a whopping 8 lb. 4 oz., arrived via "water birth"! Nothing like arriving into this world, soothed by nice warm water, soft lighting, hushed sounds! Then, reality sets in, lmao! Little Aidan has two older brothers: Isaic is 7 years old, Elijiah John is a disgruntled 4 years old. E.J. is my little "wild man," so life may be very interesting for Maria for some time to come! Welcome, little one!! Can't wait to get my hands on him, lol!! More impending changes! Damian, oldest grandson, soon to be 20, is looking for an apartment. When he moves, he has asked permission to take Tim, next younger brother, with him. Say, what?! Since I am a realistic person at times, but still rather liberal in my views, we will discuss him taking over the legal custody of Tim! He needs to know that

My Favorite Lyrics Your Love By.erik Santos
erik santos - your love Your Love Artist: Erik Santos Album: Your Love LYRICS You're the one who never let me sleep Through my mind and through my soul you touched my lips You're the one that I can't wait to see When you're here by my side, I'm in ecstasy [Refrain] I'm all alone without you But days are dark without the glimpse of you Now that you cam into my life I feel complete The flower bloom, the morning shines And I can see [Chorus] Your love is like the sun That lights up my whole world I feel the warmth inside Your love is like the river That flows down through my veins I feel the chill inside Everytime I hear the music played Reminds me of the things that we've been through In my mind I can't believe it's true But in my heart, the reality is you (Repeat Refrain) (Repeat Chorus) (Repeat Chorus)

Blondes
FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know,some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." `´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:- SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blond hands her the compact.The second one looks in the mirror and says, " You dummy, it's me!" `´*:-.,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:- THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the

Brave Terrorists!!
You just have to love these radical Islamofacsits!! They hate everything but themselves and degrade women on a daily basis!! Then these brave Islamofacsit bastards, don an Arab woman's dress and try to escape!!! Arafat did the same thing many years ago!! You'll never see a Marine doing this!!

Blah.
i spent all day yesterday sleeping cause i felt like poo. i feel a little better today just really really sore. i'd like to thank Nati though for the incessant phone calls wondering where the hell I was. LOL. Ah my friends/family are the best. Thanks to everyone else who wished me well. you guys are awesome. =)

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
ok guys thank arkham if ya get a chance she rules and has made me think about leaving and i've decided not to let the cherrytap fuckers to win by me leaving. This group is called RED and they are pretty new i dunno they remind me of Breaking benjamin and I love them so maybe these guys will satisfy your pallettes today... This is BREATHE INTO ME And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I thro

Round 2
Deleted another 160 people today, would do more but that shit takes forever. So if you're still around you are either a) a decent human being or b) I just didn't make it that far down my list yet. What bothers me is when you delete someone and they come right back and try add you again...look if I took you off my list I probably had a reason so kindly fuck off and die slowly for all I care. k thanx!! I also have no time for whining and bitching, If I say something and you take offense to it...oh well. I'm not gonna cry about it so why are you? With that said... have a nice day :)

Be Greatful Of Those You Love
these days we dont fully pay mind to whom we love and care for days come and go and we never tell them how we truly feel but dont let this be one day they can be here one day they can be gone so tell those ones you love and care for how you feel as much as you can and cherish the time you spend with them for those times will be your greats treasures in your life.

Is It Worth It?
I've been on CherryTap for a couple weeks - and I have seen so many different things, it's a bit overwhelming. The one that bugs the shit out of me the most, though, are the comments left by guys (and gals) that have absolutely NO content... I understand dropping an image to say hi, or wish some CT luv, and things like that...it's what CherryTap and related sites are for, right? What I don't understand is filling up a person's comments - either on their main page, or their photo page, to state the completely obvious! Example...take any of the beautiful women on CherryTap - and look at their profile's comments. In a completely random review - I found ALL 10 comment spaces had multiple posts with witty remarks like, "You're hot!" "You're sexy!" "Damn!" "Smokin'" etc, etc, etc... Are the people leaving these comments so totally useless that they can't think of something original to say? Then there are the posers who think that because a woman shows a little flesh

I Want To Get To Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANT TO KNOW YOU I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE 1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are you? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16. Do have any pets? 17. Do you know how to do the macerana? 18. What time is it where you are now

A Story About Jim And Peggy
It is important for men to remember that as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are oversensitive, and there's nothing worse than an oversensitive woman. My name is Jim. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife, Peggy. When I retired a few years ago, it became necessary for Peggy to get a full-time job along with her part-time job, both for extra income and for the health benefits that we needed. Shortly after she started working, I noticed she was beginning to show her age. I usually get home from the golf club about the same time she gets home from work. Although she knows how hungry I am, she almost always says she has to rest for half an hour or so before she starts dinner. I don't yell at her. Instead, I tell her to take her time and just wake me when she gets dinner on the table. I generally have lunch

Poser Alert....
Seems there someone here trying to make me look bad....and look stupid.... Alison@ CherryTAP For those that are my real friends, could you please go flood that poser and get them to remove the profile?? Thanks...

Gifts
Do people actually get angry here over who gives what & ratings and so forth???? I have read many blogs & profiles and I mean "many" and I see alot of mad pissed off people!!! I am wondering now if this place is a contest type deal or what... My gawd how can people get so angry over stuff like this.. WoWzerS!!!!!

Stabbed
From the BBC NEWS website: "Man stabbed in front of college A man has been stabbed outside the main entrance to Matthew Boulton College in Birmingham city centre. The stabbing happened just before 1500 GMT on Jennens Lane, at a bus stop next to the steps leading up to the entrance to the college. The man was treated by paramedics and taken to hospital but the extent of his injuries are not yet known. Police closed Masshouse Lane and Moor Street while investigations of the scene were carried out." This happened right outside where I work. I am I concerned? Noooooooooo. Not a bit.

Puzzling
On my alerts I notice that a person named ( someone ) always rates my profile or pics well re reates them and it bugs me because I dont know who this is, and I cant click on his/her name and go to there page like I can other names.... whats the deal! show yourself! lol

So Dig It, I Have An Idea.
Between TheGothGuyWho'sNameIDon'tKnow, (you know who you are.), and Courty, I've decided to Game-itize people. Got a favorite 8 or 16 bit classic game? Give me a yell, and I'll do up a picture of you in it, a la my recent additions to my album. It's fun for me, and gives me something to do when I'm bored.

Life
Well this past week has been one of the worst I've had to deal with in a while. I know everyone has them....but imagine this: For close to 20 years I've had little to no contact with my family in any way. It doesn't matter why...lets just say, some things make us walk away..... Well in 2005 I initiated contact. Shortly thereafter, deployed for a year, again had extremely limited contact....then came back and spent the holidays getting re-aquainted with them. Now...so it seems anyway...one by one, folks are getting sick...some terminally....dieing....starting in-family arguements...and in general the whole family is going nuts. Kind of makes you think that maybe all those years ago, you made the right descision to break contact and walk away..... Just my thoughts on current life events.

My 'updated Family Tree' Bulletin
Updated Family Tree Check the Updated Family Link Above, Search for your name,and if you have since made changes to your display name or display picture then comment the blog with a link to ur page i will get the link and change on the tree in the order that it comes..DO NOT SEND ME PRIVATE MESSAGES WITH YOUR LINKS, THEY WILL NOT BE ADDED and MESSAGE WILL BE DELETED...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED New Feature On The Tree When you see this under a persons pic: Some Words When You see the Bat and what ever words may be under a persons pic that is a direct link (that will open in a new window) to send that particular person a private message..all the links so far have been tested and are in working order If you can do morphs,banners,tags, emblems, or anything else that can assist the family in any way, contact any of the one of three ppl on the top tier of the family tree, with examples of what you can do and they will tell me ;) to make the correction as soon as possible E

Memories
years ago my nana was my inspiration she tuaght me to be kind to whom deserve it but yet keep level minded i know at times i slip from her teachings but yet she lives on in my life she was the biggest example to me of how some one should be, honest, respectible, and upfront always and willing to show kindness and forgivness. well she passed when i was 7 years old it killed me inside slowly watching cancer consume her but she always remained soft and kind not once did she speak harshly. An the day i heard she passed my heart was stricken with pain but i let it hide that day at the wake i walked around a 7yr old comforting everone when i was dieing inside years passed and i grew bitter and more withdrawn from life then more years came and i grew from my breaking points her words came back to my ears and my heart and for the last 5 years ive been trying to live by her example , I love you Nana, may you watch over me

Aussie Aussie Aussie
ok so i know you are in here somewhere,,,, just cant seem to find you where the bloody hell are all the aussies gone???? as we are totally laid back you are all probably sucking back a beer and laughing your arses off at some of the other people in here... well if u r aussie and read this here blog give me a cooee and say gday...

Primal Energy
Today, many people have been exposed to the use of energy for healing, as with Chinese medicine, Reiki, Touch for Health, etc. Yet, few people, except for the Taoists, use the body's most powerful energy center--the sex center--for the achievement of divinity, immortality and enlightenment. In Tantra, sexual energy is used as the ignition for firing the Kundalini force, the body's biological life-energy system, merging it/you with universal energy. Mystics and metaphysicians call this reaching or achieving Godhead, Nirvana, Samadhi, Mooksha or union with Divinity. However, unlike Taoism (which actually stemmed from ancient Tantra) that says bring your energy inside for longevity, Tantra says let it go...let it all go! There is no reason to hang onto anything if eternity exists. In Tantra, sex is used as the Cosmic union of opposites to create the polarity charge, or potential, that connects with the primordial energy from which everything in the universe arises--the totality o

Letting Go To God
Tantra doesn't tell you to control or suppress your sexual urges to reach God, but rather says the opposite. It supports development of this vital energy to achieve union with Divinity. The essence of Tantra is the full expression of being--a merging with, rather than a withdrawing from. It is the ultimate yoga, which is Sanskrit for union. In Tantra, the orgasm is with the universe. You become part of the primal energy of everything. In the Kama Sutra, genital contact is but one of the many kinds of intercourse. Tantrikas learn to make love with everything, letting go of all barriers to pure bliss. Sex becomes sacred and divine when you approach it from your heart and body, rather than your mind. It is common for Tantrikas to "drop their mind" when engaging in Tantric lovemaking. When the energy comes from a space deep within you--your essential Self--it connects you to God/Goddess/All That Is...moving you into the realm of spirit. The body is only layers of invisible energy in

Im On A Roll This Morning
When I talk about sex with people and why I feel how I do , or how I am, its hard to help them understand that sex is so much more then just a movement.Tantric sex IS a Spiritual Path of Ecstasy ----------- (Taken from the writtings of by Virato) Tantra's History The word "Tantra" has many definitions, and perhaps its real meaning has been lost to antiquity. Some scholars claim it comes from the Sanskrit or Hindi word for fabric or tapestry, meaning that it is woven into one's life. Others say that is comes from two Sanskrit words tanoti and trayati. Tanoti means to expand consciousness, and trayati means to liberate consciousness. One might then say that Tantra expands and liberates consciousness, making it the fabric of existence. The highest possible synthesis between love and meditation, Tantra is also the connection between the third dimension and other planes of existence beyond mere materiality. While not a religious philosophy, Tantra embraces a deep spiritu

Enjoy The Joke Of The Day
A guy walks into a bar and sees a gorgeous woman nursing a drink. Walking up behind her he says, "Hi there, good lookin'. How's it going?" Having already downed a few power drinks, she turns around, faces him, looks him straight in the eye and says, "Listen up, buddy. I screw anybody, any time, anywhere, your place, my place, in the car, front door, back door, on the ground, standing up, sitting down, naked or with clothes on, dirty, clean ... It just doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college and I just flat-ass love it." Eyes now wide with interest, he responds, "WOW!!! What a coincidence... I'm a lawyer too. What firm are you with?"

What A Grieving Mother Really Thinks
Hello, Old Friend, Oh, yes, you know I lost my child a while ago. No, no please Don’t look away And change the subject It’s ok. You see, at first I couldn’t feel, It took so long, but now it’s real. I hurt so much inside you see I need to talk, Come sit with me? You see, I was numb for so very long, And people said, “My, she is so strong.” They did not know I couldn’t feel, My broken heart made all unreal. But then one day, as I awoke I clutched my chest, began to choke, Such a scream, such a wail, Broke from me… My child! My child! The horror of reality. But everyone has moved on, you see, everyone except for me. Now, when I need friends most of all, Between us there now stands a wall. My pain is more than they can bear, When I mention my child, I see their blank stare. “But I thought you were over it,” Their eyes seem to say, No, no, I can’t listen to this, not today. So I smile and pretend, and say, “Oh, I’m ok”. But inside I am crying, as I turn awa

The Soldier
It is the Soldier, NOT the reporter who has given us the FREEDOM of PRESS. It is the Soldier, NOT the poet who has given us the FREEDOM of SPEECH. It is the Soldier, NOT the campus organizer who gives us FREEDOM to DEMONSTRATE. It is the Soldier who Salutes the flag, who Serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is Draped by the flag, who allows the protester to Burn the flag.

Face And Body Art Stash !
Happy hump day to all I've done a body and face art stash, please come along and show some love. Big hugs to my friend Kindredspirit who has already shown lotsa lurve (((hugs))), thanks hun. Have a great day ! Love Lin xx

Something I Read In Ng
I dont buy into this , just for the fact that I always orgasm . As a woman I find it my right to find pleasure for myself during the situation if he fails to provide. "A woman unconsciously uses orgasms as a way of deciding whether or not a man is good for her. If he's impatient and rough, and she doesn't have the orgasm, she may instinctively feel he's less likely to be a good husband and father. Scientists think the fickle female orgasm may have evolved to help women distinguish Mr. Right from Mr. Wrong."

Please
Free file hosting from File Den! PLEASE-don't ask me if I'm over it yet? I'll never "be over it" PLEASE-don't tell me that he's in a better place. He isn't here. PLEASE-don't tell me you know how I feel. Unless you have lost a child, grandchild, sister, friend or parent. PLEASE-don't tell me to go on with my life. I'm still here, you'll notice PLEASE-don't tell me I'll feel better with time. Bereavement isn't a condition that "just clears it up" PLEASE-don't tell me "At least you had been able to see him grow up for some time" When would you choose for someone you love to die? PLEASE-don't tell me "At least you still have a brother and sister, or other children, or another parent." I live with the empty space in my heart every day. PLEASE-know that sometimes there is nothing that will help but a hug. PLEASE-don't try to say words of wisdom when there probably aren't any. PLEASE-just say you’re sorry. PLEASE-just say you remember the good and bad times wit

Flu
I was really hoping that the thing i had would just be a 24 hour sickness. Well, Apparently I have the flu. My throat is killing me. I am soo weak i couldnt even pick up a cereal box. I cant move. My stomach hurts. I have a pounding headache. And the complaints go on and on... At 1:30 a.m. i took a sip of water and ran to the bathroom cuz it almost came back up :[ Well hope everyones day is good or atleast better then mine!

I Am A..
You Are A Chestnut Tree You are a born diplomat with a well developed sense of justice. And even though you're impressive and intimidating, you're also fun to be around. You can be irritated easily, and you sometimes act superior. Nevertheless, you are sensitive of others feelings and very loyal. Sometimes you feel misunderstood and are fiercely close to those who know you best.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Over 40 Contest Part 2 Update
Over 40 and sexy contest part 2 Still room for more. First one went so well others wanted to join to late. Contest open to men and women Lets go for round 2 anyone over 40 can join you choose picture but no NSFW pics allowed Prizes to top three and anyone with over 1000 comments over 8,000 will get a motorcycle over 15,000 will get a corvette over 20,000 will get a porsche Entries so far are:::: Pete Just_Me Brenda28557 teresa/ttweety a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=71689&i=4020656018" target=_blank> ZEBRAfan & JustAGal Comment bombing allowed, you can bomb yourself Contest will start 8 am central wednesday march 14th Contest will end 8 pm central wednesday march 21st Come show all that life is just begining at 40 send pm to me with link to pic you want to use any questions please feel free to ask Contest will be promoted and results updated twice daily on bulletin hotbostontr

March Of Dimes And Premature Births
I received an email from a close friend, I would like to share it with you. I myself support the March of Dimes for premature births, I myself have a grandddaughter who was a premie who has several problems today. Please if you can't give to your local March of Dimes, your prayers for the little children are so welcome. I have a 2 yr old granddaughter, a premie, she was born with no immune system, she gets ill very fast, she was also born with no stomache lining. She has IGG/IGA deficiancies..( It affects her stomache n lungs ) She is highly allergic to milk or any type of milk product, it could make her bleed to death internally. McKenna is our ANGEL, a blessing from God. Our baby has never ever had a M & M. Anyways, I would like to share my email with you. I have known these ppl for many many years. (30+) I know what they went through losing those babies.. All I ask, Pray for these children and their families, if you can not give. But please read this email from my friend.. It is v

Love Tarot
Your Daily Love Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Moon card reversed suggests that disappointment over unrealistic expectations about your love life or relationship might lead to outbursts or impulsive, wild behavior. This may further exacerbate the pressure and anxiety that comes with the effort of maintaining control or self-deception. Things may seem clearer in the morning if you listen to your gut. Plug in to the reality of long-repressed pain or emotions and turn them into power.

Love Horoscpoe
so what does it mean If Im NOT a couple?? :O Dear Kimberly, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Wednesday, March 7: Though things are generally good, you're still going to have to deal with something that's turning out to be a lot bigger than you thought it would. Relationships are equal parts challenge and satisfaction.

Daily Tarot
Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ace of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in capturing the essence. My emotions are valid. I am beautiful and I deserve to pursue, share, and express unconditional love, pleasure, and happiness. I bring new love into the world. I am empowered by love and my gift is beauty in truth.

When Angels Appear
This is a poem that I made myself that reminds me of my father and grandfather. WHEN ANGELS APPEAR Angels will always have one role, when they go searching for a goal, that someone could never tear you apart, and hopefully they won't play with your heart, so be prepared because, Angels will come and Angels will go, but only my father's and grandfather's will really glow, they will always continue to be a part, of my tender ever loving heart, so I will really grow gracefully old, when Angels appear in search of my soul.

Level: Cherry Godfather
=(^_^)= ENGLA@ CherryTAP WOW !! I hit level 25 today I want to thank all my friends in bunches who made this possible !! YOU ALL ROCK !! Also I want to congrats LC Man & SiN DeReLla who was 1st & 2nd to hit level 25 & 100% !! LC Man@ CherryTAP SiN DeReLla ™@ CherryTAP

Be A Fruit Producer
John 15:4-5 “Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in Me. I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in Me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without Me ye can do nothing.” One thing you’ll never see is a fruit factory. Now, you’ll see factories for making clothing, cars, and computers, but not a fruit factory. Instead fruit is grown in an orchard. It is dependent upon life. There is no fruit without life. The only way that fruit is going to ripen and grow is in the right climate and with the right nutrients. Just like we can’t grow bananas in Alaska, we can’t grow and produce the fruit of the Spirit unless we’re in the place where the Spirit can produce His fruit in us. And that place is walking and abiding in the Spirit. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-cont

Food Pairs...american Idol Sucks This Year
Good Morning, good morning to you. Sounds like the start of a song doesn’t it? Nah, just me being me. Did you get a chance to listen to the horrid singing last night of the American Idol (Male) Hopefuls? Let’s just say hope does not float. I would have preferred listening to cat scratch fever done by Phyllis Diller. My gosh they sucked! Hopefully the women shine tonight. I am slowly being weaned away from any remote possibility of continuing my torture of watching that show. Just like Survivor. Once again the show semi sucks because of lopsided teams. Oh well time for me to take of witchcraft. Or the studies of Hindu Voodoo. What is a Hindu? No idea… Ok as I was waffling around this am just prior to writing my daily dose of that special thing that comes out the south end of a north bound goose, when I seen on MSN FOOD-PAIRS oh yeah I like to eat, well I think everyone does or they would shrivel up to nothing more then a cadaver. Just how on earth does a dead body become a cadaver? I k

Ironic Members
This place is like my 2nd home, I login and get greeted with the most friendly people interested in my existance. Woot. They rate I rate, we add, I add, I fan, they fan and the torture continues for hours. People find common ground who share an interest, a desire or maybe sexual. blahblahboo-booblah. But what really pisses me off is when you get the "Ironic Members" i like to call them. These are the people who signup, upload 1000 pics of their past and present lineup mugshots..in all angles, their animals, their lovers, their kids. Then they add a thesis on there lifestyle. Need a friggin' PhD to even decode nor read it, and complain how they are looked at as meat products other than Chicken or Fish. Those who are smiling right this seconds, take a moment and think the last time they found someone who they know of or seen on here or other sites who bitch bitch about the attention they get but continue anyway.... So in words use by "Walter" I have two words for those Ironic Mem

Missing Everyone!! John's Sooo Sad.
HEY EVERYONE!!! I AM REALLY MISSING EVERYONE!!! I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP ON FIRST SHIFT!! LMAO. I HAVE WORK 2 OR 3 FOR WELL OVER 20 YEARS AND NOW I'M ON 1ST DUE TO BUSINESS REQUIREMENTS. I'M TRYING TO ADJUST TO THESE HOURS... AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL GET SOME COMMENTS OUT... I LOVE YOU ALL SO DON'T GO AN DELETE ME THEN I WILL REALLY BE LOCKED UP 'CAUSE I'LL COME AND FIND YOU!!... PLEASE PASS THIS ON FROM ME!!! HUGS AND KISSES PUT THOSE WHERE YOU NEED THEM THE MOST!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO SMOOOCH!! JOHN & SHADOW

Amazing Night... :d
so i am just feelin sooo good ... i have worked past alot of the bad feelings today and just thought how much better of it is now then later right also he wouldnt ance with me we were just too differnt and i had a wonderful night i dont feel sad and broken right now i feel lucky to be me i forgot me for a bit how i am when i am free to be me its like i dances and i walked my way and sun as i went down the street and jumped in puddles and spun feeling the rain on my skin and its like he wouldnt have gone for that and i danced with brillantly dressed guys with styled hair and who were into music and film like me i got numbers and evinvites hoem not that i toook it :p but its like its good to know i sooo still got it and i dont need a man but i could have one if i wanted one :p i feel really good really the perfect night

Job Interview 2
i was offered the job but when we talked money it seemed that the original terms were wrong and i was offered a lot less than originally stated and i do mean a lot less so i turned it down . he was taking the piss. got another interview this evening and another on Friday so fingers crossed once more.

Melt Away
I feel for you because the moment I saw you I felt something inside me. I knew I just had to get to know you. I just had to meet you. You with those beautiful eyes and perfect smile. You with with the warmth of an angel and the brightness of a sunny day. You cause me to daydream, to wish again, to feel the wall surrounding my heart melt away.

Champagne
I tried my first champagne tonight,maybe it is called champagne because champ is in the name,that it is a drink to have amongst winners,...something specail,when you really have something to celebrate,...I do have something to celebrate,my daughter is home,with my family where she belongs,...this is what I have wanted for a very long time, And my champagne was sweet,and a pleasant experience,something to be shared,The cork popped loudly,And the bubbles tickled my nose,...I laughed even got a little tipsy,But it was all good.

A Journey
ill tease and excite with my wit and charm i say sexy things to cause you alarm make you sit up and beg for what i can give an erotic journey is where we begin a scarf made of silk to bind your hands tight a feather to tickle and tease and delight small strokes over your body with lips of blood red small kisses ill place atop of your head a slow dance is in order for only you to see no touching at all the fun is for me with each item of clothing dropped to the floor you rise to the ocassion and cant stand no more you want to be with me inside me and out to feel me and kiss me and make my lips pout make me yours and ill do these wicked things just for you i know that you want me cause i want you too so kiss me and tell me your wicked little delights and ill let you keep me and warm up your nights

Just Me
I just wanted to say i love it here on CherryTap i have met some of the coolest people on here and i wanted to say to my new friends you are welcome to chat or stop by my page anytime. A little about myself i started back at the US Postal Service a few months back and i am loving ever minute of it and i am going to buy my first house in a few weeks so i am very happy about that also it a 3 bedroom and it just me, myself , and I (I am still single ) but i will have my own house and i will be posting pics of the new house on here to show it off. Well everybody have a great weekend. Peace, Jerry

El Alem Alla (only God Knows)
this is a song by AMR DIAB. the greatest egyption singer of all time.) El alem allah ad eih, Alby we rohy dabo feek. El alem allah ad eih Alby we rohy dabo feek. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Wallah dobt feek, We khadety behoor eneik. Salemt el alb leek, Mengheir ezay we leih. Wallah dobt feek, We khadety behoor eneik. Salemt el alb leek, Mengheir ezay we leih. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. (there is translation at bottom. this is a song by AMR DIAB.. one of my favorite arabic singers) Elly feia yellam allah. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Howa el hob eih? Gheir nazra men eneik? El lamsa mein edeik? Gheir alb tekhaf alei? Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. El alem allah ad eih, . Alby we rohy dabo feek. El alem allah ad eih, Alby we r

A Feeling
Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (b

Crazy Day.
I spent my afternoon at the library, barely did anything significant that had to do with my research paper. I came home and I did nothing again. Just like Sunday and Monday. So I decided I would go to bed at about 9:30, take a nap and wake up at 12:30am. So I woke up and I started my reading again and started to write. I have two pages and a sentence on the third. Its 4:30 right now. I wrote like two pages in those like 4 hours. I spent one of those hours just reading and doing others things. I really wish I could just like come up with something great and type away. If only this were that easy. I have to "wake up" at 6am but I don't see the point in going back to sleep because I'm not going to want to wake up at all and I'm not even done with typing my paper either way. I feel like not going to school today and just staying up all morning/afternoon then crashing all night. It sounds like a great idea but I'm not going to do it. I need to go to school. and even if I say on until 4am to

Im Too Tired To Be Up Right Now...
man i been up for like lets just say a long time okay? so ima go catch some ZZZZZs. ill catch ya'll later...iight? mad love for ya all.... PEACE "The 08's been good to me" Leave me some messages....I love the love... mary better known as Hawkeye

It Does Seem That Way I Guess
well I guess I can be an ass, yeah like you have never been an ass...I just cant seem to shake curtain things I know "get over it" right? yeah I wish I could, maybe a few years ago I could and I don't want to keep using my sons death for all my problems, I just cant seem to get over this sadness this weakness I feel everyday brings me more to nothing nothing more then the day before, was reading a book called "why bad things happen to good people" oddly enough written by a paster who's child had passed and I guess you have to be a special person to be able to deal with it, like I said this was a paster and even his belief and faith were tested, I don't know I have to deal with this in my own time on my own, one day at a time kids are suppose to bury parents not the way around, its sad and I feel it a lot.I cant seem to deal with assholes I use to be able to just walk away but for some reason I want to confront them and tell them how I feel, I do know that my doctor tells me that this g

Help!!!
Help wanted .. how do I tell someone who is say in their early 20's no to their friendship without up setting them? I have loads that asked for friendship who my age and still they never say hello..I have nothing in common with somone who is 15 years younger ... I am not on here for points... I just don't want to upset people. any idea?

Electric Papyrus
Electric Papyrus Conversations on Electric Papyrus, Flash and blink, Flow and wink, Keep me from sleep, But I don’t care. I laugh more than I yawn, And as I look out the window, Toward the dawn, And the orange and red, Of a new day, I feel good about the way, I chose to waste my time, That really wasn’t wasted, Just placed in a different, Field of reality, As I strove to be the man, I want, and need to be, For a million reasons, But none more important, Than the visions I receive, Like the limbs of a fall tree, Yellow and brown, Rooted to ground, With branches reaching up, up, Up to the heavens of the mind and the soul, Like a million stretching fingers, Grasping for the face of God, As my sub and conscious sinks into the screen, Longing for the grace and, beauty, On the other end of, Conversations on Electric Papyrus.

You Here With Me
Words can never say How I feel for you each day My thoughts are filled with wishes That may or may not come true But whatever does happen I do know that it all comes down to you The eyes that sparkle The smile that is so warm The heart of an angel Who knows right from wrong What will happen tomorrow Only God truly can see But whatever happens I can only dream, it is you here with me

♥me♥
Alcoholic Drink: EVERCLEAR BABY! or JD i love em both Actor: johnny depp, matt damon...ummm that one hot guy i for got his name Ledinor Decaprio something like that i cant remeber how to spell it lol he was in Titanic! Actress: WELL I WANNA DO angelina julie lol O YEAH!!!!!! THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: NEITHER Dr.Peper BABY! Fruit or veggies: FRUIT ARE U NUTS! Day or nite: DAY if its sunny and Nite all the time SO BOTH! Hot or cold: DEPENDS i would rather it be to cold then to hot! but i love the sun and i love the snow so BOTH! Summer or winter: IM a winter baby BUT I LOVE SUMER SO BOTH! Surf or snowboard: GOD THATS HARD BOTH!!!!! Books or movies: IF the books good enough MANILY MOVIES McDonalds or Burger King: NEITHER I live like right behind burger king and mcdonals is like a block away EWWWW Socks or Barefeet: Barefeet I HATE SHOES Beer or Liquor: LIQUOR BEER IS ICKY! Chocolate or Vanilla: WHITE CHOCOLATE HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: NEVER! STILL A

Four
FOUR When I was fourteen years old I finally got to see my dad again for the first time since he and Mom had been divorced. I’m still not sure how Mom pulled it off, but she managed to arrange for me and Marc to go to Florida to spend the summer with him two years in a row. I fell in love with Florida. I still love Florida, and today that’s exactly where I live. However, in all honesty, I believe that those two summers in Florida with Dad were the true beginnings of my lifelong problems with alcohol and other addictions. Sure I’d had a nip or two of beer before, but at fourteen years old, I wasn’t an alcoholic, yet. It was in Florida that I got drunk for the first time. It was there that I started smoking cigarettes. It was there that I was introduced to marijuana. It was also there that I not only saw, but actually got to touch a real, live naked girl for the first time; one that wanted me to touch her. It never went beyond the touchy-feely stage, but at fourteen years old that

Situations
Situations by Escape The Fate Situations are irrelevant now. She loves the way that I tease, I love the way that she breathes I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing. I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me. A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh. She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes. Darling what is going on? Honestly that never happened lying is your favorite passion. Leave me, go where you belong Hired heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion. The frustration it's a regular thing I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me. A certain girl she took her hand and put in my lap It's way too full she said once you have me you'll always come back. She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes. Darlin

From: The Nice Guy
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Lmao
Sex Advice From A Friend Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, ey

The Good Girl (for U Pervs)
the good girl - by ezlivingguy in fl (not from this site) I had been in an art class with Barb four or five times and really thought this tall, trim, big titted woman was a knock out. I spoke to her a few times and she seemed like a real prude. Yet I couldn't help thinking about her. Her long brunette hair and the freckles on her chest just above her barely exposed cleavage turned me on so much. I began to stand very close and behind her when I spoke to her, while she was painting. I was so close I could smell her fragrant body that smelled flowery fresh from the bath. Since she never seemed to mind my being very close to her I decided to ask for a date. Knowing how prudish she always acted I figured the best way to her was the traditional dinner and a movie. So I asked her out for that Friday night and to my surprise she readily accepted. Wow I was charged up then!!!! I could just imagine what her nubile and lovely body was like under those clothes. Her perky tits seemed to jus

Wounded On The Inside Written By Me On /3/7 /07/ 3:49 Am Est
Wounded On The Inside BROKEN I AM AND BROKEN I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN,MY HEART FEELS SO COLD AND LIFELESS TO THE WORLD AROUND ME.I FEEL MYSELF SLOWLY WITHDRAWING INTO AN INNER DARKNESS,AND I FEEL SUCH A DESPERATION OF EMOTIONS OVERWHELMING ME,RIPPING ME APART ON THE INSIDE,MY HEART CRYS THESE WORDS IN HOPES THAT SOME SOUL WILL HEAR ME CRYING OUT...I NEED LOVE, I FEEL SO ALONE.....I REACH INTO A SCREEN TO BE MY LOVE.. MY SATISFACTION...AND YET REALIZE MY ILLUSION OF IT, TO BE SOMETHING IT IS NOT..SHADOWS FILL MY SOUL AND SCARS ARE ALL THATS LEFT, I'M TORN AND BROKEN IN PIECESALL THAT HOLDS ME HERE IS THE MERE BREATH THAT I BREATH, MY BLOOD THAT IS TAINTED RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS STILL WARM BUT MY HEART IS GROWING COLDER...LIFE HAS BEEN FULL OF DECEPTION AND LIES AND SOME I EVEN IMAGINED;LAUGHING ON THE OUTSIDE BUT YET CRYING ON THE IN, SOLILITUDE IS WILTING MY JOY TO NOTHING;AND LONELINESS IS HARDENING MY HEART TO FRIENDS,SADNESS IS MY NEW FOUND LOVER, I HOLD HER VERY CLOSE...HER AND I HAVE A B

War: What Is It Good For?
So, if you've read my page, you know I'm not big on war. But I was wondering something. You see, I was randomly flipping through pics again, and I came across two soldiers standing in front of a gate. I can only assume this pic came from Iraq. The comment under it was Thanks for what your doing or some shit. What are you thanking them for? They are in a country for no reason. There are no WMDs. No link to Al Qaeda. Fuck, these people over here in the good USofA are so pissed about 911 that they dont even remember who the enemy was. Are you thanking them for killing thousands of innocent men women and children? Are you thanking them for dropping bombs on honest families while they slept? I mean, what did Iraq ever do? Sure, Saddam wasnt a model fuckin citizen, but we didnt just kill Saddam did we? All you stupid fucks out there that think this war is actually making a difference need to read this.

Women In The U.s. Army
Women have served in the United States Army since 1775. They nursed the ill and wounded, laundered and mended clothing, and cooked for the troops in camp on campaign; services that did not exist among the uniformed personnel within the Army until the Twentieth Century. Women are an invaluable and essential part of the Army. Currently, women serve in 91 percent of all Army occupations and make up about 14 percent of the active Army. Women continue to have a crucial role in the War on Terrorism and their sacrifices in this noble effort underscore their dedication and willingness to share great sacrifices.

Understanding
Understanding We always have a choice. You can feel or you could be numb. Joy runs deep, but pain always seems to run deeper. Its not a matter of what we hold closer to our hearts, because it just usually seems to happen that pain seems more everlasting than joy. I was just watching Almost Famous and I always held this movie in a special place cause I felt a unique connection with the boy of this film. I think thats one of the reasons this movie is so wonderful is the way it reaches out to other boys of that age, and age of curiousty, question, hope, and sexuality. I always felt bad for the kid, cause at one point in my life, i felt just like him, in every detail. We all have our own safehavens, enclosures that we set in our heads for us to escape to if need be. That boy had his own safehaven, his house, which is great cause basically for the span of the movie he was leading his other life, when he could have just as easily retreated home to his teenage life where his moth

Mission 4 Next Few Days
ok people just a rate is needed an wen u do comment say sent from raven bombers ty lets show the mafia who the dominants are shall we are sexy baby riggers is still fightin come all lets hit it big it ends today an the opposition are tryin to play dirty by submitting freaky is well behind so if brandy is well ahead please go here ty u for remainin raven an all ur help an support if u have any comments please give me details as soon as possible love u all an my friends badraven

Are You A Machiavelli Prince?
I assert that a person can become the Prince of his or her own life regardless of his or her station in life, if that is his or her desire. Not all of us can be President, CEO, Senator, quarterback, Pope, or chairman of the board, and not all of us would want those positions. It was true in Machiavelli’s day and is true in ours that there are a few in the world who are self-directed and a much larger group who are followers. Most people want simply to be like most other people. They are followers. They dress like others in their reference group, talk like others, read what others are reading, think what others are thinking, vote like others are voting, and want to be seen as part of the group. They are true to their primate natures. Human see, human do. There is nothing wrong with this and there is no reason to look down on these people They are what they are, as are you. However, a few of us prefer to assert control over the lives we live and theJulius Caesar people around us, to c

Machiavellianism.....your World And Your Domain
Your World and Your Domain The planet earth is not your world. Your world is the sum of all things that can affect your life.Remember that the Machiavellian perspective is a self-centered one. You, after all, are the star of your own personal drama. You are the center of all things. It is your experience of events that gives them meaning. You are the measure of all things. If something makes you happy, then it is a happy event. If something makes you sad, then it must be a sad event. There is no reason to pretend to yourself that you are humble or modest about the importance of your own feelings or your own position in your own life. You can pretend to be modest to others, but not to me and not to yourself. This does not mean that you should should indulge yourself in megalomania, imagining yourself to be godlike or uniquely special in some way that is invisible to others. Everyone else is also the star of his or her own drama. Everyone’s life is measured by his or her own feelings

Human Nature...machiavellianism
Human Nature... ... is described in a different way by each of the hundreds of religions, by the many philosophical schools, by psychologists, by psychiatrists, by sociologists, by economists, by political scientists, by marketing experts, by the thousands of guests on the hundreds of talk shows, and by the authors of thousands of self-help books. If one of these descriptions of human nature is the most accurate, then the other descriptions are, at least in part, wrong. Because no single description is embraced by a majority of people, we can safely say that most people base their lives on a flawed description of themselves and their world. And, as we all know, most people confidently assert that their beliefs are the really real, truly true ones, and that other people are foolish and mistaken. Every philosophy insists that its principles are the only correct ones and every religion asserts that its regional deity is the best or only one. This cacophony of beliefs is one of humanity

Morgenthau's "realpolitik" And The War In Yugoslavia
Bernard Baruch coined the Cold War in 1947, the same year that Hans Morgenthau published his classic Politics Among Nations, which defines foreign affairs, national interest, national security, deterrence, balance of power and other key notions of international relations that deeply influenced American thinking. Morgenthau observed that nations have interests which are furthered through the use of power to accumulate more power (military, economic and political alliances) to further new interests (regionalization, globalization). The world system constantly faces the threat of an imbalance of power, with some nations trying to maintain the status quo, and others trying to alter it. Morgenthau defined national policies that aim at changing the status quo as imperialistic - a meaning very different from Lenin's. Morgenthau wrote: "The balance of power and policies aiming at its preservation are not only inevitable, but are an essential stabilizing factor in a society of sovereign nati

How Machiavellian Am I?
You Are Somewhat Machiavellian You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to! How Machiavellian Are You?

My Personality Type
You Are An ENTP The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor. What's Your Personality Type?

What Type Of Girlfriend/wife Am I
You Are An Understanding Girlfriend! You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Time.
First off, i'd like to ask EVERYONE (and that means YOU too!) that reads my blog to leave a comment of some variety on it even if it its just a little face or something so I know who actually reads my stuff and gives a fuck about how I feel and think about stuff...kthx. This is an old song, but kinda summarizes how I feel about stuff overall right now, take from it what you want.... I Got So Much Trouble On My Mind Paranoia Time I'm Running Out Of Life Clockwise And The Seconds Tick Away Each Line That Cuts My Face Cut As Each Hand Moves Into Place Paranoia Amped And Wired Bile Black The Thoughts That Run My Head There's So Much To Be Said They're So Much Living Dead Walking Corpses Shambling Through Life With Nothing In Their Sight Dance On Their Bones, Step In And Fight Paranoia Amped And Wired Life And Death Are Fighting For My Time I Can't Seem To Find The Time I Want What's Mine Time Through The Clock Just Keeps Talking It Just Walks Any Damn Place It Feels

Hey All
due to immmaturity an just manners we have lost yet more mmeber but i am still here an standing strong i ever wanted was to walk tall atand strong an be a family that supports each othe instead i have had nothin but people turning there back on me so my request if u are willin to stay an fight for this family an help me make it one of the strongest good an im happy u do but if not please leave now so that i can rebuild start fresh an make this wat i wanted to be i love u all an i think ur all past an present great bombers an i have loved workin with u an hope to work with u some more but please if ur not in for the long hall please tell em now ty j badraven founder of the new revoulution of ravens

Worth....this Sounds Dark, But Isnt.
So many places I would rather be. So many things I wish I hadnt done. So many things I wish I hadnt have said. But is it all really worth it? There have been times where i stepped inside the wrong door. There are times where i should have never woken up. There are even days where they could have gladly skipped by and I wouldnt have minded. What was the worth of that day? Not enough hours to get it all done. Not enough things to put back. Not enough people who really care. So whats the worth of greeting new things? Not sour, not mean, not bitchy, just blunt. Whats it worth to you if i am me? Organized in a way of life I cant explain. Organized with the intentions of happiness. Organized under the assumption that I will be successful. There is no worth in being organized. Blown over by tragedy. Blown over by love. Blown away by the realism I have found in some individuals. That is a worth I will welcome with open arms. Dont walk away. Dont run away. Dont waste away. Its

No Underwear
Joe is sitting on a train across from a busty blonde wearing a tiny mini skirt. Despite his efforts, he is unable to stop staring at the top of her thighs. To his delight, he realises she has gone without underwear. The blonde realises he is staring and inquires, "Are you looking at my pussy?" "Yes, I'm sorry," says Joe and promises to avert his eyes. "It's quite alright," replies the woman, "It's very talented, watch this, I'll make it blow a kiss to you." Sure enough the pussy blows him a kiss. Joe, who is completely absorbed, inquires what else the wonder pussy can do. "I can also make it wink," says the woman. Joe stares in amazement as the pussy winks at him. "Come and sit next to me," suggests the woman, patting the seat. Joe moves over and is asked, "Would you like to stick a couple of fingers in?" Stunned, Joe replies, "Good grief! Can it whistle, too?"

Every1 Should Comment My Pix!!!
ok so i want everyone to leave me a comment and tell me what they think of me,i dont care if its good or bad...but plz dont be 2 mean! just leave me sum comments and ill be happy happy happy kk?? so yea that all i have to say... peace and luv oxoxox ~megan~ p.s. i just ate a bunch of shrooms....yay me!! hey can sum1 put alice in wonderland on???!!!?? plz!!

Screw Or Swim
Dave walks into a bar and sees John sitting at the end of the counter with a great big smile on his face. Dave says "John what are you so happy for?" "Well Dave, I gotta tell ya... Yesterday I was out waxing my boat, just waxing my boat, and a redhead came up to me... tits out to here, Dave, tits out to here! She says "Can I have a ride in your boat?" I said 'Sure you can have a ride in my boat.' So I took her way out, Dave. I turned off the key and I said 'Its either screw or swim!' She couldn't swim, Dave, she couldn't swim!!." The next day Dave walks into a bar and sees John sitting at the end of the counter with a bigger smile on his face. Dave says "What are you so happy about today John?" "Well Dave... I gotta tell ya... Yesterday I was out waxing my boat, just waxing my boat and a BEAUTIFUL blonde came up to me... tits out to here, Dave, tits out to here! She said 'Can I have a ride in your boat?' "Sure you can have a ride in my boat." So I took her way out,

Redneck Pickup Lines (ebaum's World)
1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea .. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

Hello
Hello to anyone who reads this. I am a 32 year old male living in a quiet little town called watseka. Right now I am making some changes in my life, and everything is moving pretty fast. I am a MMA fighter, and am looking forward to the next couple of events which are held throughout Indiana area. I have four boys, which are pretty much my life right now. If you want to get to know me than write me and I will get back to ya.

Mind Numbing....
I haven't slept since Sunday. I've worked two 10 hour shifts and done so much running around. I also have to go to my second job at 6:45 in the morning. Then I have to clean my room and go out with Nick for his birthday. Oh and I need to take my car into the shop too. damn... I don't think that I will have time to sleep tomorrow either because I need to go to the store. I think sleep dep makes me crazy...

Come On Guys Help Me Help Him Win!! & For All You Ladies He Has Hot Buns And I Can Prove It!!!!!
> > > Sweetest Tat Wins A YACHT > > Contest starts on February 26th at 9 p.m. Est time > Contest ends on March 7th at 9 p.m. Est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u want to rate you! > > 3) No harassment of any other contestant is allowed if this happens then you will be taken out of the race. This is for fun so lets try and be nice to one another. > > 4) I know that it is hard to get pictures or salutes up so You must have more than one picture of yourself to be in the contest. > > 5)

I Miss You All!!
I have been working so much lately, I miss all of you!! I feel like I've been neglecting you all, one more day to go and then Thursday I have a day off!! whooohooo!! So I will be on here one way or another (even if they try to call me in). Muah!!

Wanna Repost Something?
God Damn I LOVE YOU TALIA ! ! ! ! ! ! ! before this get lost somewhere on the bulletin board........ Talia (T-Ro) said............ Alright, prompted by Sugartastic, the most sardonic-ass coochie on this site, I feel the need to rant. What the damn is wrong with some of you? Why must you post copious amounts of dumbfuckery in bulletins? Why must you feel the need to post some random chain-letter that every other mouth breather on this site has already posted? They're never funny and just serve as a warning to others that you may be the product of imbreeding. Congratulations! Move back to West Virginia and stop wasting my Interwebz. Secondly, asking for people to "comment bomb" your contest pics? Shut the fuck up. Seriously, stop it. No, fucking seriously! I mean it. This shit is ridiculous and you need to get either A. some self respect and self esteem or B. A pistol to put in your fucking mouth. I'll sit quietly and wait... Go on... Pick one. What else? Oh yes!

Update
its been awhile since my last blog...so far i am tired of my job haha who isnt...and im getting ready to live to Columbus to finish my college. I am still looking for that someone yet to fill that last void in my life, so if anyone sees her tell her to look me up...which reminds me that someone still owes me a weekend ;) hopefully i can cash that in soon and meet and awesome girl...(or seems like it) but enough of that hope all is well and feel free to show the page some love if you want...till next time much love to all my friends

Two Nuns
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent,and the last instruction of the Mother Superior isthat they must not get even one drop of paint on theirhabits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, stripoff their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door. "Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice boobs," says the man, "where do you want the blinds?" Have a good one!

Yay For The Good Days.
Funny, I didn't do anything that resembled sleep last night, but I had a damned good day. :) I was tired as hell, and my head is all buzzy because I thought half a pill a night would work (uh, no). However, I still really enjoyed myself. I spent the first part of the day talking with my equally tired sister. It's nice to actually get along with her. I stumbled about, eating and showering and fixing the toilet because I'm so damned capable. Then Shannon and I went to raid his work. He works at Copperfield's now (bookstore) and has 40% everything (drool). He treated me to a gemstone book that I can easily carry around, a book about the history of Witchcraft, and a little dream interpretation book. He got a Gaiman novel, a book about macro photography, and a yo yo! I am SO happy he has a yo yo again... though he almost clocked a woman in the head with it at the post office. We also went to Aroma's for coffee and carrot cake where we ran into one person he knew, one perso

Contests!!
Hi all my friends this is about the contests on here and why are we all be cheated on here. why when some 1 makes a contest do they win? why when we all work our butts off with tattoos and piercings and theres a contest why is there some idiot buyin off friends with gifts to win? why are things not fare on this site.? its not fare to none of us that some 1 has to cheat to win or lie or even at times call us names . why are they soo 2 faced on this site? were all here to have fun make friends and such and then people rip us off that is the same as some 1 stealing from us and lieing about it. this all is gettin outta hand and getting old real fast.

Down Tin The Dumps
down in the dumps dont keep keep going cause if you do you will never be able to pull yourself out let others take you by the hand let them guide you to where you need to go if they can help let them or let me

A Piece Of Me
Have you ever loooked in the mirror and wondered where you were going with your life, or standing in the shower letting your mind drift to where you want to go? Life is full of surprises, twist and turns, good and bad, but nothing is black and white anymore. A few days ago as I was standing in the shower before the night of work, I let my mind drift...Drift to where it wanted to go. Although in the shower, my mind went to the mountains lush and green. Was able to smell the mountain air, one place that is my peace....My serenity. Life is a mystery no matter how much planning, percautions, "safty measures" that you take. Nothing is ever set in stone other than the fact that you will die. One day you can be the wealthy person in life, then the next have nothing. Don't be so self-absorbed in what you don't have that you foget to be greatful for what you do have. There is always someone out there that has it worse than you.

Bike Thoughts
I decided that when I buy my motocross bike I will keep my Suzuki (so I can still race trails). I am going back to our local dealer tomorrow to check out a KX85. I sat on a KX100 today... doing some comparing... I'm thinking I'll race beginners and womens 85 first in moto before moving to the 100s. It'll all depend on what I feel tomorrow when I really compare the bikes. I have reasoning behind my madness lol. I am hoping to fix my credit and get the bike soon after I buy a truck sometime end of this year or so...even though I'll already have the trailer for my car (has a V8) to pull.

Chicago Haunting Tour
I went on this tour about 2 and half years ago when I was stationed in Great Mistakes…I mean Great Lakes, Illinois. It was either July or August…forget which when I went on this tour. Started in downtown Chicago; we started at the Iroquois theater where back in 1903 a fire broke out inside killing thousands of people during a matinee. Which was supposed to be a predominate theater of its time, having being compared to structures in Paris. Over 2,000 people were in crowd plus 400 performers throughout the theater. We went to the alley around back where many leaped to their deaths because the mass of people that tried to get out had the rear of the theater. When we walked around the alley the lights flickered along the wall. Some say spirits use energy around them, so it is possible the flickering of the lights were supernatural but won’t jump to conclusions. Next on the tour was the Chicago River; which is haunted by the spirits of those who were on board the Eastland Ship which topp

Ahh
Missed my morning class today, made my night class. I really need to stop missing classes!! I have to post a response to a classmate's work by tomorrow and take a quiz... plus study tonight and tomorrow, while catching up in the class I made today. Go me.

To The Guys
Thank you for finding e attractive. I undersatnd if you want a piece of this, I don't blame you for it at all. But I am straight so no I don't want to be sucked off by a bi sexual dude. Not only would it not work for me but it may make me puke even thinking about it. I have nothing against gay people, be who you are, but it is not for me.

Sr-71 - Right Now
She clings to me like cellophane Fake plastic submarine Slowly driving me insane But now that's over So what if the sex was great Just a temporary escape Another thing I grew to hate But now that's over Why you always kick me when I'm high Knock me down till we see eye to eye Figured her out I know she May not be Miss Right but she'll do right now I used to hang on every word Each lie was more absurd Kept me so insecure But now that's over She taught me how to trust And to believe in us And then she taught me how to cuss ... that bitch! It's over You know I used to be such a nice boy

Still Looking For A Female!!!!!!!!
Obviously you are not understanding what we are looking for. We are looking for someone who is going to be with both of us. No strings attached, it is fine if you think i am attractive but you need to understand that this is a fantasy of ours. I am not trying to replace my wife, nor am i looking for someone to cheat with. We are looking for someone who is interested in both of us, and is not looking to hook up with me. You must understand that I am not looking for someone who has feelings for me, or is hoping to be with me in the future. We want someone who is gonna come into it for the same reasons as we are, just bringing a fantasy to life. We are not swingers, for right now this is a one time thing. We would also prefer someone who is experienced at threesomes, but not a requirement. We are very picky so if you reply you must have a recent photo. If you live a distance from us we will travel. We will also consider being with a married couple if they are interested. You can reply to

A Mother's Question
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity were awesome Love to Al

Mardi Gras, Part Two
*This is Part Two, please read Part One first* Another couple came, one that Tara and Bill had known longer, and the husband, Kurt, paired off with Tara. That was okay, Kurt and I were friends. Kurt and his wife were some of our first friends in the swinging Lifestyle. I danced with Mandy, and she felt my arms and said, "Have you been working out?" I told her yes; I didn't tell her I'd just started going to the gym again. After that I went out of the main room to get some fresh air. Andy and Carrie were sitting on one of the couches talking to other people. Carrie has short dark hair, and is voluptuous. She had on a red silk night, and she was stretched out with her head in Andy's lap. I sat down near her feet and started talking to her. The wife came out, fairly tipsy at this point. "There you are," she said. "You two go ahead and converse." She laughed and went back in the main room. "Wanna play?" Kathy said. I pulled her to her feet, and we went

My Friend Needs Your Help
IF you have a myspace acct.. this literally takes seconds... sign in.. click this link and give them a 10. That's it. My friend's band (Calous) has entered a contest that the winner will get to have one of thier songs played on an up comming video game. You don't have to register or anything.. just give 'em a 10. Please.. give my friend two seconds and a 10 vote.

Why Not?
out of my mind like an asylum is an institution used to relieve the afflictions of my insanity am I really lucid? 'cause these thoughts in my head I can't explain I want to go away but the only way out is not an exit so i drift off down a corridor of my own prison pausing occasionally to look back over my shoulder as if paranoid of the demons in which I've created are they real? or are they just illusions I ask myself,"Why?" "Why me?", I say and in return out of nowhere some one answers "Why not?" ~~sLaCkEr copyright2007

Blkeh Hahasadasdac
What the hell? Really... I can't figure out why I let myself get so upset over a certain uhm... situation when I know... I KNOW... it wont change its ways to make ME happy... Really helps with the not feeling good enough stuff..

10 Rules Cybersex Lmao
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Attention K.m.a Family Members...
A very good friend of mine Sarah and signed up for a CT Account. I hope you all don't mind but I added her to the family. Please stop by her page and add fan and family her. She's really cool. Here is a link to her picture...

Katezilla 2: The Revenge
Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I can handle spicy. Katezilla says: I like spicy food ^.^ Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I have a gumbo recipe you'll love then. Katezilla says: Gumbo Katezilla says: You're so... Katezilla says: American Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: S'what it's called! Katezilla says: Gumbo.. Katezilla says: Christ Katezilla says: Sorry. Katezilla says: Continue. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Do you call sushi "corn"?! Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: No, you call it sushi, cause it's sushi! Katezilla says: I don't think I have ever Katezilla says: In my lifetime Katezilla says: In Canada Katezilla says: Seen gumbo offered anywhere or made in anyone's home Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Well, it -is- cajun... Katezilla says: It's just like, people say gumbo, and we laugh Katezilla says: "Gumbo" Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: And y'all don't have cajuns there... Katezilla says: "Like, rubber boots" Katezilla says: "No, it's food. Lik

The Darkest Of Black
black as the darkness a room with no light the demons are screaming they play in the night and in this darkness a red soon appears as if it were bleeding from all of your fears but it doesn't take long this dream from within 'cause it seems to be real this darkness of sin an undesirable emotion between gods and men a prison of souls with a blood crippling end encased in the blackness a room with no light as the red starts to bleed down the walls closing tight and then once again the demons will scream an ear piercing mayhem that could not be a dream so what does this mean these words that I write? I don't know I can't tell you they just started tonight so as they come to me these words I put down the blackest of darkness in my head all around when will it end this torturous hell? or will it continue from this dark prison cell? ~~sLaCkEr copyright2006

Little Wonders
Little Wonders let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you and i don�t mind if it's me you need to turn to we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate t

Mardi Gras, Part One
This past weekend, on Saturday night, we headed out to the club. This was going to be combined Mardi Gras party and four-year anniversary for the club, so we knew it was going to be crowded. We'd been told that about forty couples had signed up to come. Since we were bringing shrimp, we left earlier than usual, around 6:30, and half an hour later we were at the club. There were already about 10 cars in the parking lot. Inside, our friend, Gil, was helping with fees and room assignments. He told us his wife, Trina, was not feeling well and wouldn't be there tonight. That made me sad, I liked her, she was fun to be with. The room was decorated in a Mardi Gras theme, and women started to see how many beads they could get. I had a lot of beads, so I traded quite a few for kisses, and feels, and some nipple sucking. The wife was giving out buttery nipples. She'd mix the butter-scotch schnapps and Irish Cream to make the drink, then dip a nipple in it and let guys suck it off

Empty Yet Aware
Empty yet aware, the original light shines spontaneously; tranquil yet responsive, the great function manifests. A wooden horse neighing in the wind does not walk the steps of the present moment; a clay ox emerging from . the sea plows the springtime of the eon of emptiness. Understand? Where a jade man beckons, even greater marvel is on the way back. bryan.AkA.The.Writer

Shit And Caboodles.
wtf is a caboodle? oooooh wait nm.... I remember....they were these super lil stash boxes when i was a kid... I guess this is a bulletin as an update... things are goin pretty alright... i think last time i wrote i was still technically unemployed... besides my lil running jobs on occasion that is... but things in that aspect are going good... Somehow or another i went from being unemployed and slightly looking for a new job when i found myself with very little sleep..and working 2 jobs... So now.. I work wok work...and sleep most the day away... Lack of having an internet connection really isn't bothering me... I feel a little bad for witko cause now he spends most times alone... but that will change drastically soon.. Umm lets see...what else? Room mate moved out... It's a good thing... I have a bunch of different opinions..and points of view on the subject... but really.. its not any of ya'lls business... I got new ink... well.. a cover up on something

Watch This Shizz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfilLgPB5Sk&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fprofile%2Emyspace%2Ecom%2Findex%2Ecfm%3Ffuseaction%3Duser%2Eviewprofile%26friendid%3D5614315%26MyToken%3D4a955386%2Dba16%2D4c7f%2Da3f3%2D watch that

Money
I always belive the more I give out the more comes back to me! Today someone gave me 100 dollars to pay for a penalty, when the deal was over I found out that there would be no penalty, so I went out of my way to return the money to them, they had no idea that there was no penalty, was that good neihboring or just stupidity?

Time For Fresh Ink, I Think.
The tattoo on my chest irritates me. It should be my pride and joy, but the guy who did the work botched the job and isn't available to make him fix the damned thing anymore, not that I'd trust him to! So, I'm working on a coverup. This will make the second coverup I've done. The first was on my ankle, where I ruined my little purple butterfly- done when I was 16- thanks to my brother borrowing my razor. Suffice to say that the little butterfly lost all of its body and most of its wings in a split second. The new work is coming along nicely. First I printed off a low-rez b&w frontal shot, nude. This time, no bra to keep everything high while they work, so it looks better when the bra isn't there. Over the top of the current tat will go a flower. Standard five petal posie, black center, most likely. It will be surrounded by knotwork vines with smaller posies- four of them, one for each of my biological kids. The design is based closely on the Celtic Tree of Life, split i

Long Last Few Days
i am going thru a very hard time right now. my sons father has taken my son and wont give him back.the cops will not help i have sole custody of my son and still nothing. no one wants to help me in any way. i have to speak with a lawyer tomarrow.ive been beside myself the last few days.I dont believe in god really but if you do pls pray.

Sleep Last Night?
SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Bed a little lumpy... Toss and turn any... Wish the heat was higher... Maybe the a/c wasn't on... Had to go to the john... Need a drink of water... ? ? ? Scroll down Yes. It is like that! Count your blessings, pray for them, Talk to your Creator and the next time when... the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes, or you have to park a little further from Walmart than you want to be, or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant, or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you, or the shower runs out of hot water, Think of them... Protecting your freedom! Message from Iraq The proud warriors of Baker Company wanted to do something to pay tribute To our fallen comrades. So since we are part of the only Marine Infantry Battalion left in Iraq the one way that we could think of doing that is By taking a picture of Baker Company sayi

Aaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaaha!
ok so I went out to plow my driveway tonight since it was almost done snowing according to the radar.......... everything went hunky-dory , although another major snowfall and i think we are gonna have to call someone to take our excess snow away.......... but thats another story altogether :P I get done plowing and as usual my cat comes out to warm up to me and get some petting......... well i dunno if it was the fumes from the plow or him just bein bundled up inside all day but he was in a very playful mood tonight. There was no walking or trotting with my cat tonight........ full sprint to wherever he wanted to go, which more often than not, the direction im heading (hes cool like that , ya know). So I go in the garage and start petting him and he goes nuts, starts doing mid-air flips, siwping and nibbling on my gloves (thank god i was wearing gloves or my hands would be fucked up lol). Its like someone fed him catnip......... but UBER fun either way. OK im done now, just

My Wounderful Day
so this is how my day went ~ woke up ~went to school ~at school shaffon told me i was n love with her b/c my pupls was big..long story ~then went to the computer lab ~said hi to some guy from facebook ~then went left with jen ~drove around the block to find somethign to eat ~drove to parallel n pulled in to a car kinda shop to only find out jen didnt like the rims for her car ~ we left n drove on the wrong side of the road I laughed my ass off it was so great ~still laughing we drove n to a gas station n pulled out n said im sure people knew we was not from around there ~we drove past the college n decided on KFC n MC D's ~go to order at KFC n order n then ask fora soft taco ~waited a minute for the guy to com back on laughing saying did u say a taco ~we say yes he says we dont sale tacos here ~we laugh feel dumb ~go to the windo n they laughing n the manager looks out the windo n say u guys no we dont sale tacos here ~we r like we fo

Midnight Moon
The ever shining midnight moon So pleasant is the appearence So brightly lit by the Lost Souls Demented Spirits and Forgotten love Ever constant as the Pain on my wrists The pain in my soul Midnight Moon Do you shine my pain and sarrow? Midnight Moon Will you be there tomorrow? The Lost Souls find a place around me The Demented Spirits call my body home The Forgotten Love takes up residence in my heart As long as Im around Midnight Moon Youll shine for me My Pain from all these Souls My Suffering caused by the Spirits My Tears synced in unison with the Love Sparkle bright Midnight Moon For tonight is your last night to shine

Hope Is Deceiving And Spreads Like A Cancer
Disarm you with a smile And cut you like you want me to Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you Oh, the years burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone

Skanky Bitches Need To Shut The Fuck Up
ok soo when i got on my other site..this girl wrote me a comment "you look like a man...i thought you were a tranny actually".... ok soo i wrote her a comment "how the hell do i look like a man"..and something else... and then i get a comment from some other chick ..... this is the convo: her friend-sorry doll that was me who told you you look like a man. I was still logged on under my friend Heather's account. You look like a man because you have masculine features there sweet cheeks! Oh and I didn't say you were a man I said you look like a man....so before you start pitching a fit read the fucking comment correctly or shut the fuck up!..... me-mmaybe i did read it wrong but i saw looked like a man and i flipped okay.so dont except to write me something like that and me not be a bitch..and im not your damn pet so quit calling me SWEETCHEEKS AND DOLL.mmkk hunny. have a nice day her-hahaha I didn't say that I didn't expect you to freak out, and I'll call you whate

Pipe Tobacco
ALright I went and bought myself a pipe the other day at a head shop. Nice small one formed to look like a dragons claw holding the bowl. Anyone out there smoke a pipe and can recomend a tobacoo? I like a smooth flavor, cherry and other fruity flavors are okay. Being that I have never smoked a pipe...just trying it out do you use a screen in it or a filter? Grandpa smoked a pipe and I always loved the smell so wanted to try one myself. Opinions are welcome here Thanks Dreams

Another Poem For My Mom
With my Mothers Birthday Soon Approaching I thought I would take the time to share another poem I had written for her soon after her passing. Talk to me I go to sleep with simple things To see you To hear you in my Dreams Death has taken you to the other side Please Mother notice my simple cries Although I cant see you nor hear you too In my sleep I think of you waiting for that special day When in my dreams the words you Say I love you My child I miss you So To hold to Hug To show theres More I yearn for those words to hear you Say so I can go on and live my days Til the moment arrives Ill pray in my sleep For that moment to come So Bitter Sweet Good night my Mother I love you so May God bless you and make you whole

Tattoo?
im itching ... i want more ink ... i miss the hot.. sting of the needle grinding ink into my skin ..the good burn worth the beautiful art that will stay in the flesh for ever ..ive got a lot of designs i need to get stuck on .. i want

All 4 One-i'm Sorry
i know i was wrong for treating you the way i did (the way i did) i have so much on my mind i didn't know where you fit in (where you fit in) and if i could do it all over again (again) i'll never treat you that way (i'll never treat you that way again) i apologize for the pain that i caused and i just wanna say (i just wanna say) i'm sorry (i'm sorry) so sorry (so sorry) for treating you the way i did (i didn't mean it baby) i'm sorry (i'm sorry) so sorry (so sorry) for leaving you the way i did when i close my eyes i think of how it used to be (used to be) that's when i realized just how much you mean to me (you mean to me) a second chance is all that i need (i need) to change what's wrong and make it right (to change what's wrong and make it right) a fool i was to let you slip away (away) when i know i need you in my life (need you in my life) i'm sorry (i'm sorry) so sorry (so sorry) for treating you the way i did (i didn't mean to hurt you baby) i'm

Simple Plan-perfect
Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according To plan? Do you think I’m wasting My time doing things I Wanna do? But it hurts when you Disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you I can’t pretend that I’m alright And you can’t change me ‘Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect Now it’s just too late And we can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be My hero? All the days You spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don’t Care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you I can’t stand another fight And nothing’ alright ‘Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect Now it’s just too late And we can’t go back I’m sorry I ca

Nephew
so this is kinda an update for those of you who have been really sweet and asking about my nephew. i was told today that he is doing better and the seizures stopped :) his fever is down and he is up and smiling now :D so thanks for all of you that were asking about him and asking if i was okay :D. you guys are great ELEXA

Back Again!
Well, Made it back from California. I am so wore out. Just the getting Dads things packed and loaded and having to deal with my sister. I havent had the break down yet. Sure it is coming soon. Probly when I start putting Dads things in my house. It was hard to leave his home, knowing it will never be the same. Its such a mess from trying to go threw things. Well may take me a bit to get it all together and be back to normal, but sure i will get there soon. My uncle that lived next door to my Dad (rented from my father) passed on Feb 14th. So I really got a double wammy. Just want them both to know, that I love them Deeply!

Fog
Walkin through the foggy valley, searching for something, but what? Have you ever wondered why you wander again for months searching for nothing? A sense of completion comes over you one foggy night, you finally realize there is nothing to be found... yet still having hope, you still search... That is why we are all human... We walk on this earth always pretending to know where we are going yet truly don't have a clue... Just makes you sit back, nod, and just think... There will be a day where the fog lifts and we do see our future... If I don't find it here on earth, I will when the light comes again

My First Rant....
Ok, I'm a little irritated. I went to repost a bulletin and as always there was a problem.. but instead of it saying.. "Error-please try again" it said this: 'Error: i _really_ fucking hate you!' When did it come to this? I hate bitching but it comes to a point where you wonder if they even realize we arn't pieces of shit, as cliche as it sounds we do have feelings. There's no need in putting crap up like that. I will end my rant there even though I really feel like bitching more. I hope someone else out there agrees with me.. if not I will wonder what kind of world I brought my son into. What happened to please and thank you? Or have a great day? Or nice to meet you? Simple stuff that makes the world a little better place to live in. Ok, I'm done... CT did bring something REALLY great to me. And for that I will always be grateful. Thanks for reading this. Whew, I feel better!

Killing Me Softly With His Words
If some of you might notice on maverick's page he's taken my name out of his. As much a shock as it was for some it is for me.As i review what had been going on I feel like all that had been said couldn't have been completely true. Things were getting to hard for him so it seems I no longer have any place in his life. I told him my heart breaks easily and he didn't pay to much attention to that as he said he'd be there for me during the hardest times, and i told him i would be there for him for his but I guess he didn't want that. The roads life take you in. I put my whole heart into getting myself to him but i guess efforts and working on things dosn't work out huh? Time to move on and wait until my cop school picks up again. I had to restart my new semester there. It might work out for the best because i was the class reject for that group of people as well. Pushed out of the group. Unliked for being me. So what else is new?

March 8
WELL ITS GOING TO BE MY AND VERNON'S WEDDING ANNIVERSORY ON MARCH 8..I'M NOT SURE HOW ITS GOING TO WORK OUT FOR ME..I'M REALLY TRYING NOT TO LET IT GET TO ME..ITS HITTING ME HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE..I MADE IT THROUGH ALL OF THE HOLIDAYS WITHOUT GOING CRAZY..WELL NOT MUCH ANYWAY..AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE HE WAS MY WORLD,AS I WAS HIS..WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER..THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM AND MISS HIM..HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART..I LOVE HIM..THATS ALL I CAN SAY..I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIM..

Allll Better!
You are all soooo sweet to wish me well about my feeling crappy. I got lucky and didn't get hit nearly as hard as some of my friends *whew* Anyway... since I'm feeling better I'm working my lil tail off now. So now comes the question of how hard can being a phone sex operator be? Well...... lol it's harder then it looks! I spend my days finding new and creative ways to market myself that doesn't cost any up front money. I spend time in chat rooms or endlessly posting on newsgroups and that sort of stuff. It takes hours a day to do all that posting and I only get paid on commission. It takes a lot of time and effort to keep my client list up to date and always be adding to it. I'm not complaining mind you. I love being able to work from home. I work in my pj's till noon or later. I love being able to pick up and go whenever I want to and the fact that I don't have to answer to anyone other then myself for the most part. I really do love it. I also love getting to k

No Good Deed...
...goes unpunished. It's not often that I get as irritated as I am right this moment. I hate when people make assumptions. I mean really, REALLY hate it. I became friends with this guy while he was in Iraq. Yeah, there was some casual flirting and stuff, but that was about it. We became good friends. He confided in me about issues he was having at home. I gave him advice. I also saved his bacon several times because he wasn't the best judge of people. He was looking to spread his wings. He was married and felt trapped. Things weren't going well on that front. I somehow turn into Dear Abbey with most of my friends. I don't mind. If I can help someone I'm cool with it. I tend to be blunt and I don't play BS games. The last time I talked to him he'd finally made some permanent decisions about his life. I was happy for him that he'd finally gotten some closure on some of the issues that seemed to be haunting him. I hadn't talked to him in a while. I've been pretty b

Are You Spiritual ?
I have a new site I would like to share with you all it is a very important topic to all of us that are on a spiritual path this is my site and I am helping a friend get her important message out to you all who will take the time to read it Http://www.lookingbackwoman.com

Three Rusty Nails
This is a story of long ago, Of a man who owned little store. He said, "I was proud to have my name up over the door." It was some 2000 years ago, as I recall, Located in Jerusalem, across the street from Pilate's Hall, I thought I had everything anyone would need, And folks would come from miles around, regardless of their creed. I thought I had but one thing that I could not sell, And that was, over in a corner on a shelf, three old, rusty spike nails. Then one day a big Roman soldier came through the door, And as he walked up to me, it seemed that he shook the floor. I said, "Can I help you, Sir?," in a voice that I guess seemed frail, He looked at me with a sneering grin and said, "I want to buy some nails." "Three old rusty nails is all I have." "That' ll do, For the job I have, three are enough. Now, how much do I owe you.?" He place the money in my hand and I was glad to make the sale. But then I wondered and I asked him, "Sir, what can you do with just thr

Test Your Skills
What is your Sexual IQ? The basics. How far have you gone? 1) Nowhere. 2) First or second base. 3) Third base. X) All the way. What is a rim job? 1) Something that I get done to my car every few months. 2) A special technique when kissing where you use the very tip of your tongue to tease your partner. X) When you lick your partners anus. 4) When you lick your lollypop/iced cream sexily to entice the guy/girl of you dreams. Would you say that you have above average or below average sexual experience for your age? 1) Above. 2) Definitely below. X) I think I am about average. 4) Um, only slightly below, I hope. Where did you pick-up most of your sexual knowledge? 1) Parents. 2) T.V. and movies. X) Porn. 4) Everywhere, I can't pinpoint one place. Which is the best method of contraception? 1) The pill. 2) Pulling out. 3) Wearing tightie whities. X) A condom with spermicide. Be honest. True or false: You know what snowbal

True Love
you know when your love for someone is true when all you do is think about that special someone when all you want to do is hold them in your arms and never let go when you want to spend the rest of your life with that special person and never wake up without them in your arms. i learned alot about love and i can say that the love i have for jenn is true b/c all i do is think about her every min of the day all i want is for her to be here with me and i love her to death, i would give my life for her just so i could watch over her. and all i want to tell her is i love you with all my heart and soul baby and that will never change not even when i die b/c my feelings will still be the same then as they are now. i have never loved anyone the way i love you jenn and you are my angel sent down to watch over me and for me to spend the rest of my life with baby and that is what i want you to know. i cant go to sleep at night without talking to you b/c if i dont talk to you all i do is lay there

A Sadist's Wetdream.
The Offspring is good at making me all happy even though they write about dysfunction and crap that would depress most people. However, I know when I turn off this facking music I'll be back to my normal thoughts. Which is never good. Mostly because I am frustrated, young and stupid. I'm frustrated because my willingness to bend, tolerate, and go along is wearing thin in the area of Benji C. I hate bullshit highschool games, and he loves playing them. Except I dont think he even knows he's playing them. I hate waiting, I shouldn't be doing it. Mostly because, I'm not one to wait around for someone to grow the fuck up. He's 4 years older. He should know this shit by now. Telling him how I feel is out of the question simply because I get serious about the decision to be with some one or not to be with some one rather quickly. I can see myself with some one or not after conversating maybe a week. However, I know that is not where he stands. So..I move on? Or I stay and wait forever?

What's Your Southern Sign? Have A Laugh And Enjoy!!
Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below... OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless t

Nice Guys Finish Last
Well it always seems like no matter how nice i am how much i am there for my friends they always say we cant i find a nice guy even tho im the one there at midnight or 2-4 am in the morning when u need someone to talk to. just look at me im tired of being the nice guy and finish last and heartbroken becuase im always the one waiting on u til things get better for u well im here to say im here now someone take me or forget me becuase im not waiting for anyone anymore im tired of being last!

How Will You Die?
You'll die from an Unlikely Illness (like the plague). You will unfortunately succumb to a random and unlikely disease. Only to find out after death that eating more broccoli would have cured you. 'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Playlist For The Week Of 2/27/07 - 3/6/07.
Annihilator - Alice In Hell Cannibal Corpse - Vile Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demo Cathedral - The Garden Of Unearthly Delights DarkThrone - Ravishing Grimness Deicide - Legion Dismember - The God That Never Was Evildead - Annihilation Of Civilization Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Ludichrist - Powertrip Megadeth - Peace Sells....But Who's Buying? Motorhead - Bastards Nuclear Assault - Live At The Hammersmith Odeon Obituary - Frozen In Time Possessed - Beyond The Gates Rain Fell Within - Believe Rare Form - So Ends Another Repulsion - Horrified Revenant - Prophecies Of A Dying World Sathanas - Armies Of Charon Scatterbrain - Mundus Intellectualis Testament - Low Vader - Litany Voivod - Katorz W.A.S.P. - W.A.S.P.

This Is Me Dying Your Arms, I Doubt You'll Ever Set Me Free.
I am very unhappy with my current situation. Work as gotten to very unenjoyable. I apparently pissed off the supervisor and once you piss her off, that's it, you're forever on her shit list and she will do everything to make your life miserable. And it's over something so fucking stupid and it pisses me off so much. And my boss isn't being very helpful, at all. Also, the minimum wage raise doesn't affect us because we're apparently considered a small business, which means I'll make shit pay forever if I stay there. I am considering looking at different daycares and applying at totally different types of jobs too. I don't want to leave the kids, but I am not going to be mad miserable every day. If I am not wanted at my job, then I will leave it, and they can fuck off. I deserve to be treated with dignity and respect, especially when I honestly didn't do anything wrong. But I hate change. I hate going into places where everything and everyone is new. It'll be difficult. BLAH. Also I h

Truth
ihave burning desire to tell the truth, even if it might hurt. It's important to me for several reasons; 1. when you live in a lie your not living at all, your just exsisting in a relm of unknown territory, one that might consume you as a moth is consumed my the fire. living a lie is to be in to nothingness, to live a lie is to destroy your soul, and to be like the king with no clothes. I'm speaking of the unseen world, the world that affects human kind weather you know it or not. Maybe it's nothing I say will convence you of the damage a lie can do, and i hate to say this old clechae is almost imbearrising but so true. seek the true and true will set you free. freedom of the slave mentality, free from the lies past coming, freedom from having a unclean conscience. freekom of a mark you leave behind you when your dust and one with the earth...

I Am Lv For Oversea Soon And See How Much Love I Can Get Before I Lv
If you havent "FANNED" me or rate my pics yet...please do If you open this and read it pls repost it to pass it on!! PLS Click on this pic to come by and show this Marines some love. Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Thanks!!
Ya know...lots of people on CT have been really cool since I got on here...Added me, talked to me, helped me win the MILF contest...and I've made some friends! So thanks! To all of you really cool people who have made this so much fun, I hope I've done the same for you! If not, then tell me I need a boot up the ass or something! Love and hope you're all having a good time!

Working
MADE IT THE FIRST WEEK WITH THIS NEW JOB AND I TELL U WHAT IT WAS A MAD HOUSE TONIGHT DOUBLED THE SALES IN 4 HOURS THE OHIO LOTTERY IS UP TO 370 MILL AND BOY EVERYONE IN TOWN SEEMED TO BE SCATTERING AROUND TRYING TO BUY TICKEST WE HAD ONE MAN COME IN AND ASK FOR 100 MEGAS WITH A KICKER. THE GIRL THAT WAS WORKING WITH ME JUST LOOKED AT ME LIKE DID WE JUST HEAR RIGHT WE WERE STUNNED THAT HE FORKED OUT 101 FOR LOTTERY TICKETS LOL SOME PEOPLE WILL GO TO EXTREME LENGTHS JUST TO WIN THAT.

A Kind Heart
A KIND HEART A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staf

~~why Are We At War~~
> > > Subject: Don't close your blinds > > > Don't Close Your Blinds > > The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war My > husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were > in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and > defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a > good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my > son to go stand in our front living room window. > > He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" > > "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. > > "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United > States of America and you are President Bush." > > Our son giggled and said "OK." > > "Now, look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this > block is a different country," my husband said. > > "OK Dad, I'm pretending." > > "Now I want you to stand th

Think I'm Gonna Give It Another Try
Yes, I think I'm going to give my relationship another try. Its been hell or high water and we've survived both. Those outside our world don't understand and those close to us think we're crazy and that one of us will end up dead. So be it! Life is too damn short to live to make everyone else happy. I've got to worry about me once in a while after putting my kids first. So, here goes nothing!!! I love those who have helped and stood by me along the way and hope that this decision doesn't make them turn their backs on me but I will be understanding if that's what they decide. For those people who have turned their backs, I'm sorry you feel that way. True friends stay by your side through thick and thin. If you decide to turn your back, guess we were only their for a season or a reason. Either way, I love you like a friend should and hope that you understand. Anyway, I am off to eat my supper finally and get the youngin's to bed. I hope y'all have a good night and safe keeping! Love,

Wow Thats Amazing
Funny enough I am a Leo but dont let this qiuz fool you its not all true!!! You Should Be A Leo What's good about you: you always speak your mind and aren't scared of anything What's bad about you: you have to be the boss, and you love to control others In love: you enjoy being admired and pampered, but don't always reciprocate In friendship, you're: easy to get along with and the center of attention Your ideal job: member of royalty, TV anchor, or investment banker Your sense of fashion: classic well fitting clothes that last forever You like to pig out on: Greek or Italian food What Sign Should You Be?

One Night Stands And Flings
It's GUARANTEED you will hook up. Folks in your town are looking for a FLING just like you!!!! Use the link below and you will be taken directly to the list of people looking for a fling in your area. Find a FLING here

Conservatives And Liberals :Þ
History lesson Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundations of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: 1. Liberals 2. Conservatives Once beer was discovered, it required grain, and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed. Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to B-B-Q at night while they were drinking beer. This was the beginning of wh

In Captivity
Sitting alone in a quiet corner, Looking out at the people in the room. To have just one of them notice me, Would break down this solitary tomb. Such a tomb have I created, So sturdy, so tall, so secure, so strong. I used to think this was where I belonged, But I get the feeling I may have been wrong. Why have I chosen to live like this? The answer, my dear, evades even me. Perhaps because I think it is safe, Or perhaps it's because they won't let me be. Have you ever built a wall around you? Encased yourself in an impenetrable shell? Sometimes it may feel like it is right, When actually you're trapped in a prison cell. But now you're a captive, just like me, You're stuck inside of it, can't you see?? No matter how you plead, no one listens, Can't you hear me? I'm screaming, "Please!" © Andi 2007

Help Save Internet Radio
Help Save Internet radio as we know it..! ! ! ! Body: Mar 4, 2007 1:57 AM Subject Calling all Bands Other internet Radio stations - and more Body: Hey Everyone - Please be sure to check out SaveNetRadio by Clicking on the Link Below - See How you can help save Internet Radio Stations like CrossFire-Radio from being put out by ASCAP, SoundExchange, SESAC, and BMI - Call your Friends - family - and send them the link, get as many people as you can to help us out... Go To http://www.savenetradio.com If all these internet radio stations go out - Thats less exposure the Unsigned Bands will have.. - Please help us out as much as you can. Thank you. This message has been brought to you by:

Sadness
Within this burdened breast lies a heavy saddened heart, this weight tortures rest of it you were a part. Now torn from my grasp, forever it would seem, this loneliness to never lapse so empty have I been. Once more, your embrace I need to dispel this wretched grief. From it I must be freed, with your compassion my relief. Come back and take my hand to comfort and to hold, end my devastation, if you can, and soothe my aching soul. © Andi 2007

Az's Smoking Ban.
So there I was today, locked into an arguement on azcentral.com, apparently, those who voted to ban smoking everywhere seem to think they've won a victory, when in reality they have lost in the long run by continuing to give government the authority to violate the rights of private property owners. I will say this real quick as I said many times in the discussion, this is not smokers vs non smokers as some have foolishly suggested, this is about the property rights and the rights of private businesses to cater to the market they wish to cater too. Anyway, read the article and scroll down until you see the comments, I am mike867. I explain it better there. http://www.azcentral.com/arizonarepublic/local/articles/0306smoking0306.html

2500 Photos?
I see that when you pay to get the VIC status your photo count limit is suppose to jump up to 2500. However, anyone's profile I have been in that is a VIC shows 255 of 2500 photos. Nobody has more than 255. So how do you get the 2500? Or is it just false advertising?

I Rule Ok
Dads rules! lol grrrr! Rule One: If you pull into my drive and beep you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you can’t keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I know that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear jeans so loose that they appear to be falling off. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this, so I propose a compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your jeans ten sizes to big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your jeans do not, in fact come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your jeans securely to your waist. Rule Four: I'm sure you Kno

More Quiz Results
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Helping Hands
http://www.thehungersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=1 is a website to help feed the children please go to the website and see what you can do to help please there is also a free way to help every mouse click can help

The Best Lounge On Ct
I am having a party in the lounge tonight to kickoff the new look and new tunes.. stop in as always with your requests and chat with us like old times... tell ur friends, post a bulletin/blog for me.. whatever u can do to get as many people in there tonight.. around 10pm Est.. stop by the lounge at anytime today to leave your requests.. and when i get home i will have them ready to play for when u come into the lounge.. lets have a good time tonight.. thanks and feel free to let the world know..

The Washcloth
The Washcloth....... Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am.. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appoi

Poem: Love Is...
Love is not jealous, love is kind Love is not for the faint of mind Love does not have wondering eyes Love is more than just compromise Love will test your strength, and your faith Only pure and true lovers will remain Do not take for granted this beautiful thing What you sew is surely what you will reap Chase not the whims of today The plague of regret for the rest of your days Stay true to true desires of heart Do not deny or in time love falls apart And pieced together as a lie And therein love will die Even love has a heart to break Love cries, love dies, love has life to take No one will ever respect you enough Never will you be blessed by better love Nothing can ever satisfy your lust Nothing can replace this broken trust Love is not perfect, love is flawed Love without conflict is not love at all The challenge should be beautiful and exciting The one you love, so special and inspiring Tainted love is such a fatal weapon Nearly impossible to m

You're The One { Happy 2nd Month Anniversary Kal}
You're the one, who stole my heart, Who can take my breath away. You're the one, that makes me smile, In everything you do and say. You're the one, I'm dreaming of, You are in my dreams every night. You're the one, I want by my side, So you can hold me so tight. You're the one, I want in my arms, To hold just you all night long. You're the one, my passion burns for, To show you our love is strong. You're the one,I'm longing for, To always feel your tender touch. You're the one, my heart belongs to. Because, I love you so very much. The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even when we're miles away, So that we can be one, When we meet ag

My Angel
My Angel... Where are you? I'm so lost, confused, alone... I cannot see you... There is darkness all around me; The fire has died, my light blown away By a harsh and univited breeze... I am wandering, going around and around in circles... Is there no end to this loneliness? My Angel... Where are you? My heart is sad, it cannot hear your songs. All I hear are echos of your love, Its melody fading... Fading... Fading... Now there is only silence, maddening silence. It is suffocating, draining my heart of your songs... Is there no escape from this madness? My Angel... Where are you? I am cold... I cannot feel your wings around me, Cannot feel your loving arms to embrace me... There is only emptiness... Emptiness that pulls, and pushes, and shoves... The emptiness is within me, devouring me whole, Leaving nothing left but an empty soul... Where are you, my Angel? Come to me, fill me up with your love... Make me whole again... Do not leave me in t

Take It To The Dome Piece.......
so this is the last time i fall for something stupid ill tell you that much....My heart may be big but i only have so much i can take...and this is about it...im done trying to believe whut others tell me....its all bullshit...If u feel like i do hit a brotha up cause there should definately be a club for people who get fucked over often....Peace to it

In Perfect Insanity.
the frame of my void sharp and jagged. a picturesque scene of broken glass. and a heart-warming dissolve of perfection. sane reality holds fast. my wounds transpire in a hidden fortress. forged inside a calm lake of ice. below the numb of cold a battle rages. only in lies and self sacrifice. this placid place of anger and hate. fires rage and thoughts are twisted. shadows fill corners and light flees. but never knowing this existed.

Booty Call
She's not my lady, she's just a girl on the side. She likes to rock my world ya'll. she likes to take a lil ride. She likes it in the kitchen, she likes it up against the wall.. But it's not like that, she's just a booty call. When she's feeling sad and lonely, I hear my telephone ring.. She want's to come on over just to do her thing. She likes it in the kitchen, she likes it down in the hall.. but it's not like that ya'll, it's just a booty call... (for the ladies..) Energizer bunny thinks he's got it going on, He don't know who's ringing my phone. Don't need no batteries, don't need no plug on the wall. All she needs is just a booty call..

Posting Half A Conversation
i have 1 woman who is posting half a conversation i had wit her friend and the woman who i had a conversation with she called me a black nigger so she made a small argument get bigger and all shes doing now is posting half the conversation and posting it on a bulletin and her friends r rating me 1's and believe me im not worried about it so just letting ya'll know

Mumm's
CherryTAP Levels Levels Cherry Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 New Cherry 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Cherry 500 Set your own online status 3 Cherry Grunt 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Black Cherry 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 Up to 8 MUMMs a day 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 2

Questions And Answers.
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? Yes, retired Chef > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? Like any boy, to be an astronaut. > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? Piano > > > 4. Favorite place? Trout stream in the mountains. > > > 5. Favorite vegetable? Corn > > > 6. What was the last book you read? one by Grissom > > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ?Pisces > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Yes 2 tattoo..ear pierced > > > 9. Worst Habit?smoking > > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? > Nope > > 11. What is your favorite sport? Don't do sports. > > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? Optimistic > > > > 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Talk of co

Be Careful Of Who You Meet Up With In Here!!!
You know I am having as much fun as the next person at this site. I'm having a peachy time leaving comments on peoples photos, talking with interesting people, posting my own stuff, looking at all the photos and what people consider sexy ..especially the ink!!! Thanks to all that have written me. But ya know... you just gotta be careful!! That person on the other end may look hot to trot..and over the internet and webcam,or phone, they are just the nicest person. So you strike up a friendship and start talking on a regular basis. "Wow, we have so much in common! " you think. "She really likes cheese, I like cheese!" "She thinks Van Halen was better with David Lee Roth,too!" Or " He thinks Howard K Stern Killed Anna Nicole,too!" or "He thought E.T was a stupid movie ,also, and the only reason he was crying was that little rodent looking alien DIDNT die .Wow thats what I think !" You know what I mean. And then you start wanting to meet in person ..and do all sorts of nice things tog

Ablutions
She folds her arms up nicely Lays them down Upon the table Wipes her mouth off as she Tries to find another word for love She hangs her skin up by the Window looks to see that all the Doors are open The She sits alone and Wonders where you've gone I counted your lingering I counted time between thunder And lightning I counted into silence, counted chickens, Counted sheep, counted 1,2,3,4,5,6,7... Upstairs she hears the space Between the words you never said She licks the tiny stone she gave herself And swallows all her worry Won't you leave me forever, won't you leave For good?

I Need Rates And Comment Bombs Plz!!!
RATES ARE MOST IMPORTANT! Please take a moment to click this pic and rate it for me in this contest and if you feel like bombing it, I will be forever grateful if you do! *hugs* Love you all! Crystal

Seven Degrees Of A Blonde
I did not write this i saw it somewhere and had to post it. FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know,some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." `´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´* SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blond hands her the compact.The second one looks in the mirror and says, " You dummy, it's me!" `´*:-.,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´* THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she go

I Wanna Know You Better
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? sort of > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? Movie Star > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? Singing > > > 4. Favorite place?Beach > > > 5. Favorite vegetable? none > > > 6. What was the last book you read? > > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ?Leo > > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Yes 1 tattoo..ears pierced > > > 9. Worst Habit?smoking > > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? > Nope > > 11. What is your favorite sport? Nascar/football > > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? Optimistic > > > > 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Talk???? > > 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? Lost my mother >

Conversation Between Me And My Writer Friend.
Katezilla says: So basically Katezilla says: What you're saying is Katezilla says: You're ignoring me to play shadowrun? Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: "...most authorities accepted at Goblinization wasn't a conta-AH! What the fuck!?" Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: No, I was reading while I ate. Katezilla says: You can't read MY text? Katezilla says: MY text isn't good enough for you? Katezilla says: Well screw you! Katezilla says: No love for you! Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Tell me a story about a dystopic cyberpunk future ruled by corporations. Katezilla says: Once upon a time Katezilla says: There was a guy name Carle Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Carled? Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Carlez? Katezilla says: NO Katezilla says: SHUT UP Katezilla says: So Carle Katezilla says: Lived in a dystopic cyberpunk future ruled by corporations Katezilla says: And one of these corporations Katezilla says: Was owned by Robot Chicken Synthetic Humanoid v4.

To All My Cherrytap Friends!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I WILL BE MIA ON AND OFF UNTIL I MOVE INTO MY NEW APARTMENT AND GET MY INTERNET UP AND RUNNING. OTHERWISE I'M BOUNCING OFF MY FRIENDS WIRELESS AND THE CONNECTION SUCKS....SO SOMETIMES I'LL BE HERE AND SOMETIMES I WON'T....BUT I'LL BE BACK SOON I PROMISE YOU ALL. WITH ALLLLLL MY LOVE!!!!!!! DAMN I MISS YOU GUYS :(. SO DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE ME LOVE I WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS I CAN I PROMISE. MWUAHZ MY LOVELIES... JESS...

Relationsips
Relationships Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

Believe In Yourself
Believe In Yourself There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, ....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will

My Thoughts...
So ... I'm sitting here thinking, by myself knowing now i am to do this single thing.. Not sure how i am going to honestly manage it. Though within the last 3 days i've had about 5 offers.. I suppose i should be satisfied with such things. It seems everyone around me is breaking up even the closest of friends as of late.. Can a heart love while still in pieces? i wonder if it is possible...perhaps it is and perhaps it is not. To love a person? or to not love at all, to care for one or more people, *sighs* it seems i am destined for some kind of drama... it seems to never end , it never is finished. The need to move on but the wanting to love, the need to mourn but yet praying for the pain to subside..

Be Inspired
Be Inspired May you be inspired today. May you be encouraged to travel your path with sure feet, confident in your direction. May you be spurred on to explore, to face the challenge, to go to the next level. May you experience many moments when you want to stand up and shout, “Hazzah! How grand this life is and I want more of it!” May you fall asleep exhausted but giddy with anticipation for what is to come, as though you cannot wait until the morning to continue the adventure, to see what glorious miracles are going to occur. And finally, may you realize your power to create such a day and such a life for yourself for you truly do possess it. Have an exciting day!

Old Timer Sex
The husband leans over and asks his wife "Do you remember the first time we had sex together, over 50 years ago we went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you?" "Yes", she says, "I remember it well" Okay he says "How about taking a stroll around there again, we can do it for old times sake." "Oh charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea" There was a police officer sitting in the next booth listening to all this and having a chuckle to himself he thinks, "I've got to see these two old timers having sex against a fence." "I'll just keep an eye on them so theres no trouble." so he follows them They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support, aided by walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man moves in. Suddenly they errup

Hello
Why is it we try to make new friends but they dont seem interested in u.Is it because they think there better then u or is it they dont like the way u look.U r how u r no matter what people think of u. Know body is better then the next person and if u give some body a chance to get to know them hell u just mind end up likeing them.So get to no some body they just mite be a wounderful person.

Please Fill This Out For Me
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? > > > 4. Favorite place? > > > 5. Favorite vegetable? > > > 6. What was the last book you read? > > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ? > > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? > > > 9. Worst Habit? > > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? > > > 11. What is your favorite sport? > > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? > > > > 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? > > 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? > > > 15. Tell me one weird fact about you: > > > 16. Do have any pets? > > > 17. Do u know how to do the mace

A Cleansing Blessing
A Cleansing Blessing I cleanse myself of all selfishness, resentment, critical feelings for my fellow beings,self-condemnation and misinterpretation of my life experiences I bathe myself in generosity, appreciation, praiseand gratitude for my fellow beings,self-acceptance and enlightened understanding of my life experiences.

Ouch
The pain I feel it just cant be real..take it away. Not again, Go away. I hate You I dont need you; pain. You are evil but, at the same time you feel good....Do I deserve it? maybe. Take my heart rip it, tear it, shred it...i dont care been through it all. Nothing new to me. Cant scare me away. Take the one i love..ill find someone new....take them, too..you always do...I hate lovew anyways that shit, dont last forever!!!!!! its just a hoax. not real. its plaguing our minds. go away. leave me alone.....everything just leave me alone.

I Love Myself
I Love Myself Affirmation Deep at the centre of my being, there is an infinite well of love. I now allow this love to flow to the surface. It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me mutliplied. The more love I use and give, the more I have to give. The supply is endless. The use of love makes me feel good, it is an expression of my inner joy. I love myself; therefore, I take loving care of my body. I lovingly feed it nourishing foods and beverages, I lovingly groom it and dress it, and my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy. I love myself; therefore provide for myself a comfortable home, one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in. I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter, myself included, will feel this love and be nourished by it. I love myself; therefore I work at a job I truly enjoy doing, one that uses my creative tale

What I Have Learned About Women After 28 Years In The Game
1. God made women just a little better then men....maybe alot better. 2. Women have many diffrent speeds "not just fast" you don't always have to fuck them hard, infact sometimes thats not right. 3. A lady can be enjoyed 10x more if you include foreplay. Men are 80% mental 20% touch, women are 20% mental 80% touch. 4. The Clitoris has 8,000 nerve ending and serves no purpose on the female body except for pleasure. 5. Kissing drives a woman wild, especially on the mouth. 6. A ladies inner thigh is her most erogenous zone. 7. A womans G-Spot is not 10 inches inside her, infact it is only 2, but you have to curl your fingers upward. 8. Massaging a womans stomach while giving her oral increases her orgasm due to the increased blood flow. 9. Women love oral just as much as guys if not more, they just look a hell of alot sexier when they are recieving it. 10. A woman is more likely to bed you if you are honest and not playing a game, but charm good looks a nice bod

Just Dont Ask
I feel like you lied, though you said nothing at all. I feel betrayed because you couldnt confide in me. I feel uncertain because i dont know what reprecutions lie ahead. I understand the difficulties and know that things happen that we can not or feel we can not control. I worry daily although you may not know, but i am proud to know that you try I can't protect you though I wish I could, and i can't make your decisions for you, when it comes to that i know i have to step aside. My place is not to scream and yell but to stand beside you and help you up when and if ever you may fall. I love you for who you are not for what you have done. I care not because i have to but because i choose to. I feel so much, much more than you know but most of all... I feel ashamed because I could't ask you straight up or tell you this all to your face. And i pretended that I didnt know, but no matter what happens know I love you and you will get through.

You Know Your My Friend
i'm writing this for one special lady out there in cherry land. you know your my friend and i would do anything for you. when your down i have a shoulder for you to cry on. when your happy and want to tell someone about it i'm here to listen and be happy with you. when your bored i will find a way to perk you up and when you find that special person to fall in love with and if it's not me then i will still be happy because your love that you showed me will all ways be mine and i will be happy that someone feeled that void in your heart. but rember this no matter were we go or were we are i'm your friend and you hold a specail spot in my heart.

My Higher Self
To My Higher Self I bless my Higher Self and ask that the way be made clear for the Divine Plan of my life now to come to pass. For me to fill the place that only I can fill and no-one else can fill. For me to do the work and the things that only I can do. I ask that all doors now be made open and all channels free for endless avalanches of abundance to be poured upon me from unexpected sources. I ask that all the above come to pass immediately, Under Grace and in a perfect way.

I Finally Did It!
thanx to all my friends who have chatted or discussed or whatever, over the past few months. I have FINALLY put the down payment on my new HARLEY (YEAH!!!!). I'm still waiting for the financing to be finalized, but that should be a breeze. For those that are wondering, I bought a 2007 Softtail Duece in Jake and Elwood blue. There will be a photo in my interests real soon. Mark P.S. I've wanted this since I was 19, so it's been awhile coming.

I'm Leaving Cherry Tap
I could say something about how it's unhealthy for me to spend so much time at my computer, but we already knew that. I'm just leaving for a few days--My father was hospitalized, so I am headed to the Dakota Territory to be with my family. I'll try to stop in occasionally, but really, I don't know if I want to be perusing CherryTap while I'm at the hospital. The whole website is NSFHospital, I think. Please, leave mean and snarky messages for each other so you don't miss me too much while I'm gone.

Guess The Body Part Game - Win A Rolex!
Guess which body part of mine these are! -None of them are in the bikini area/no NSFW content. -Most correct guesses gets a Rolex! -Second place guesser gets a Ring of choice! -Next four best guessers each get a Platinum Cherry! -Everyone who puts in a guess for each picture gets a Dozen Roses. -Contest will last one week. -If any pictures have no correct guesses after three days, a hint will be given for each. And you can take another guess. -Repost my bulletin! :) Thanks and have fun!

Fill It Out If U Want To Be Bestest Friends.....
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? i can try > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? to be a dancer > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? > uhhh anything > > 4. Favorite place? > I love any place, but I LUVS CALI!! > > 5. Favorite vegetable? > broccoli ;) nah its really corn lol > > 6. What was the last book you read? > i dont read good > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ? > pisces, Tomorrow is my birthday baby!!! The big 2-1!! Cum Parttyyy > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? > in my ears? > > 9. Worst Habit? > biting my nails :( > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? uhhh prbably not > > > 11. What is your favorite sport? > Basketball > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? > im optim

A Little Girls Life
This little girls life starts off as most do. She has the somewhat loving family. She has brothers and sisters and pets. Of course there are family outings like deep sea fishing- fishing on a frozen lake and cook-outs. Then dad starts sheating on mom. Of course mom has to follow him every now and then. A few times mom takes her along to be shown what her father is doing. One time dad is waiting at the end of the road waiting for mom to drive by. he proceeds to pull out behind them and rams the back of the truck so hard the tailgate falls off. And to boot the house is on fire when they all get home. She then has to spend a week or so at a friends house. After that it was just more of the same. Dad comes home drunk and you know when he gets because he always hits the house with his truck making the dishes fly out of the cabinets. One time he was so drunk he threw up so much the bath tub was almost full. Anyway!!! The mom left the dad and moved to Florida with the rest of the family. Only

Photography Update
So as many of u know i went away this past weekend. while i was there i found out that some of my photos had been presented to the Calgary Zoo for consideration for marketing. Turns out that they are considering using some of my photos for their promotions (color me shocked). Thanx to all of you who have given me encouragement over the past few months. this was totally unexpected, and I am psyched to even be considered. at this time no discussions regarding re-embusment for using my photos, but atleast some one is considering my photos for use. I'll keep you all posted. wish me luck! Mark aka Mr Lucky

Confidence
I sat there staring down the barrel of my empty life, wondering why, so hoplessly. I couldn't picture all of these things going oh so wrong, your sentance cut me like a knife. --- So forget the very reason why we fell this hard, when all you've found out there is absent stares and no one cares, I just wanted to see you walk back through my door, I needed someone to tell me Im still here. --- Wake up from your wonderful dream Wake up and realize Take up for your lies, your sweet deciet You faked it, now admit defeat. --- Now tell me what's next, are you going insane? why don't you tell me what you really think. Please tell me there was a good reason why I came, at least just put it down in ink. --- Wake me up from this beautiful nightmare, tell me everything's ok. You said these things before, what makes me think, this time you might care? It's been a while since I wasn't broken. --- Just say the word, just tell

Whats Your Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Me!!!
I wake up from time to time in a cold dark sweat from nightmares that i can't remember.the only motivation that i have is to look for an answer to a question that i do not have . Now i sit in my room looking around to see what life has given me so far; On my wall there are pictures of people that i used to know... they used to be my friends...most of them either moved away died or went to jail, never to be hurd from again . but thats the price you pay when you play the game... ON my dresser there are over due library books of emily dickenson,kuma sutra,and the encylopida of seiral killers . I love to read when i do im in a diffront world I almost lust for it some days. I can feel the stories the love, the hate, and the lust. I can feel the excitement of when the killers seek there pray the hoorer of when they make there kill.I taste the last blood of the victom was stabed , shot, or strangled. I can feel the knife penatrate there skin and worst or all i can remember there fear it hount

On The Wind
I've never seen such beautiful hair, play on a woman's face before. As you move swiftly from here to there, you leave me wanting more. --- Like the stiff, cold wind, flying through the trees. You leave not a mark to be found, and not a trail to be seen. --- But I know she was there, she clings to my lungs, to my face. She leaves the skies fair, and the soft sand out of place. --- Like she is on a mission, she flies by in a hurry, Leaving nothing but a blur in your vision, and a good example of fury. --- Though she isn't very big, believe she's tough as nails. You'd never even figure, that her heart could be so frail. --- So remember that she's a real woman, and not a machine. She's more capable than anyone of real love, and she can be twice as mean!

If (you) Are My Friend?,, Please Open This....ty
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE *WINK*). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY

Me
I wake up from time to time in a cold dark sweat from nightmares that i can't remember.the only motivation that i have is to look for an answer to a question that i do not have . Now i sit in my room looking around to see what life has given me so far; On my wall there are pictures of people that i used to know... they used to be my friends...most of them either moved away died or went to jail, never to be hurd from again . but thats the price you pay when you play the game... ON my dresser there are over due library books of emily dickenson,kuma sutra,and the encylopida of seiral killers . I love to read when i do im in a diffront world I almost lust for it some days. I can feel the stories the love, the hate, and the lust. I can feel the excitement of when the killers seek there pray the hoorer of when they make there kill.I taste the last blood of the victom was stabed , shot, or strangled. I can feel the knife penatrate there skin and worst or all i can remember there fear it hount

The Skinny On #77
The MUST KNOW of #77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the #77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called #77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't. He told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went to her side and the others surrounded the

Publishing Opportunity
I received an email from a eroitca publisher asking me to get back to them about a possible publishing opportunity over my stories and their magazines. I replied to them to ask for details and to tell me what the opportunity is. The web site they sent to me was real. So I am waiting now to see what they tell me. This could be interesting.

What Tree Are You
You Are A Hazelnut Tree You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor. You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding. No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular. Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics. In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist, and very sexual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Why?
Why should I care for you? Leave me in the rain and cold is all you do Can't find love that is meant for me Only finding toads it can't be How can I change is love doesn't care? Rips my heart out for all to stare Sitting in silence, I can only scream I thought is was real, but it was all a dream Your hands of leather turned to velvet against my skin I close my eyes to try to feel it again You hold me in the palm of your hand For a moment, I felt so grand Now you turn and walk away Leaving me broken, I guess I will stay Laying on the ground Never letting my heart free, it is forever bound I jumped without a net this time A heart broken and shattered is my punishment for this crime This is unfinished like my life is now But, I am sure your chapter is done somehow.

Hart Ack / Whats On My Mind
I won’t compromise with your lies Procrastinate that it be alright I don’t want to instigate I just want it to be alright But I can live this way I can’t live this life We don’t share the same hart We only share the tears we cry It makes me want to throw up It makes me want to say good bye Every where I go I see your face Every thing I do reminds me of you Why won’t this pain you left me with Just go away with you Cause im still in love with you Why am I so confused Why am I still in love with you

Egyptian Zodiac
Amon-Ra Very generous, fruitful, people feel reassured around you, and willing to give their best. Colors: male: yellow, female: orangeCompatible Signs: The Nile, Horus Dates: Jan 8 - Jan 21, Feb 1 - Feb 11 Role: A god of the creation of the earth; the patron god of Thebes; and the king of all the gods of EgyptAppearance: Form of a man, wearing crown with the sun disc and double feather plumes. Sometimes shown with blue skin.Sacred animals: ram, goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

You Again
It's you again Come to take my heart I see Why wait to break it, just begin This is all routine for me Why shed a tear for what you do? I can't anymore, I wonder why It's all thanks to guys like you So no I won't sit and cry Your days are done now Leave me be I will manage somehow This isn't new, its all the same to me

Rambels
Falling Flailing Slightly scared Holding on To whats not there A dream A wish That won't come true In my first reality I was ripped from you Then again As I begin to breathe Memories remind me I took my leave Life errupts In heavy air I jump to grab Whats just not there Familiars Protectors Seem to appear The comfort returns Infront of fear The panther The wolf Watch over my loves My friend And my heart Are watched from above It's presence is here For I am just fine Although I've seen their protectors I've never met mine

My Tarot Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Yeah, I'm Picky.. Sue Me.
Ok so I see all of these mumms about tattoos. If someone should get it and where they should put it and blah blah blah. I am real picky about what I get and where I put it. So picky I did something really cheesey. See, I am normally against tattoos on the boob or near the boob. I have just seen so many bad ones that I cant bring myself to like them. Well, I really want the Kanji symbol for "Love" on my chest. It has to go in a certain spot to cover a bad home made nightmare. Well, my daughter brought home some temporary tattoos. They are all kanji symbols!! So I picked one ( not the one I will get, but close enough) I put it where I want it to see if I like it. Before I washed it off, I snapped a pic. I kinda like it there. Any and all opinions are welcome. I am still trying to decide! Yeah.. cheesey idea with the fakey, but how the hell else am I gonna know, right? This is the fake one ( it means "passion" i think) This is what I want

Invincible By Crossfade
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that is just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things I tried to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I wanna make sure everything's perfect for you If you only knew that's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey ya I wonder if you have already figured out All these things I tried to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me N

What Eruopean City Do U Belong In?
You Belong in Dublin Friendly and down to earth, you want to enjoy Europe without snobbery or pretensions. You're the perfect person to go wild on a pub crawl... or enjoy a quiet bike ride through the old part of town. What European City Do You Belong In? this is so right because i was born in Dublin

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

The Stalker! Explaination
this story or poem was designed to make you think closely about who is around you and who you are talking to! always keep your eyes open and always be on your guard ladies! there is some freaky guys out there! i got the idea of this poem from a couple of movies i had seen that dealt with stalkers. i am not one myself. but, i have been stalked before. and it is an eerie feeling! this was wrote to make you think! take care!

It's Been Awhile...
YEAH!! It's another Sassy blog!! Ive been kinda blank lately on what to blog about... And I have been a lil busy with some other things... I asked my personal assistant Sven to blog for me...apparently i need to train him better cuz he does squat on this profile...hehe This is Sven, say hello!! I know there are lots of things i should be doing right now...hmmmm But I cant remember what they are... HEY!! Only 130 something more sleeps til... OMFG, i cant wait!! Well with that thought i am off to have the hottest, bubbly bubble bath i can have!! Was this blog as good for you as it was for me?? Oh and remember... RATE ME, FAN ME, LOVE ME!! X0X0X0X

Wow Hurt My Feelings Why Dont You
ok im really tired of being nice i guess i need to go back to being the blunt bitch i usually am..im tired of fucking heifers like this .. http://cherrytap.com/user/675711 'heather_cooley' this is what she told me "you looked like a man....i acutally thought you were a tranny at first".. so i told her "how the hell do i look like a man" i should have told her "wow at first i could of sworn your face looks like my dogs ass" thats why i was born and girl and have a fucking vagina and boobies you fucking cunt. goshdont except to send me a comment like that and me not be a bitch.

What Tarot Card Are U
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Leave A Message
Hello to everyone here on CherryTap I am going to be gone for a few days but i will be back as soon as i get another phone line here i am currently using a friend's phone line and he is moving tomorrow so i will be offline until i get a phone line i will hurry and get back as soon as i can. Danielle as babygirl

Few Days And I'm Done
i hope that all that care look and see that now i'll be out of the navy within the next few days i can't wait till i get the fuck out so i can go home to the lovly wife and be in her arms once again i love her and i have forsaken all advice to be with her i believe as some put it the juice is WORTH the sqeeze she makes me happy and i will love her till the day i die

Youngsters
I THINK THERE SHOULD BE AN AGE LIMIT ON WHO CAN JOIN CT.I HAVE HEARD MYSPACE IS FACING LAWSUITS BECAUSE OF SOME OF THE THINGS THE KIDS POST ON THERE.I HAVE NOTICED THAT THERE A SOME YOUNG ONES ON HERE.DO YOU AGREE.LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU DO.

Test
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Goodbye To A Friend
Goodbye to a friend RIP Tigger 1991 to 2007 I adopted Tigger from the Genesee County Animal Control Shelter in 1991 after looking for one of my cats, Zen, who had gotten through a screen window the week before. He was the least shy and most outgoing of the litter that was there, and my son Mark liked him. A couple of months later, Mark had grabbed hold of Tigger’s tail and literally flipped Mark backwards as Tigger jumped off my lap to get away from Mark! Mark ended up laying flat on his back with a very shocked look. He wasn’t hurt and I don’t remember him crying, but he never grabbed Tigger by the tail again. Tigger quickly became my cat, even though I thought he would become Mark’s cat. Tigger took to following me around, sitting on me whenever I sat down and eventually sleeping on me at night. When I’d go to bed, I always slept on my side and Tigger would lay along my side on top of me with his head on my shoulder. Sometimes when I woke at night, he’d still be on

Damaged Roses
And she comes, breathing heavy she flowns, waiting in rivers i choke, waiting for the moment of birth, my heart breaks it's cage, i bring her damaged roses And she falls, screaming my name, she crawls, breaking the water, she touches the bank and waits, cold and blue she waits dying, i never knew why she frozen, i bring her damaged roses And i broke, my mind in fragments, i awoke, my eyes wide with fear, as i climb to my feet, the trees begin to speak, i lost her today, lost in the waters of waiting, i brought her damaged roses...

My Dog Has Lost His Fight
TONIGHT IS MARCH THE 6TH, I HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD GERMAN SHEPHARD NAMED SARGENT,WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,4 MONTHS AGO, TONIGHT IS ARE LAST NIGHT TOGETHER, AT THE MOMENT IT 749PM HE HAS ATE HIS LAST MEAL AND HAS HIS HEAD ON MY LAP, MAKING MOANING NOISES,AND HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING, HE KNOWS HE IS DYING,AND WILL BE PUT TO SLEEP TOMARROW AT 6AM, HE WILL BE CREMATED, WHY DO WE TORTURE ARE SELVES LIKE THIS,IF U CAN SEE HIS FACE,HERE IS MOANING,AND BREATHING,I WOULD TAKE HIS PLACE, IVE HAD HIM 2 YEARS I WILL BE POSTING A MEMORIAL FOR HIM AND PICS, SO TONIGHT IS ARE LAT NIGHT TOGETHER,IM SPEECHLESS TO SAY ANY THING, IM NUMB, MY HEART ACHES, MY TEARS FALL LIKE PUDDLES,I FEEL LIKE A KNIFE IS BEING RIPPED THREW MY ENTIRE HEART AND BACK OUT THE OTHER END,WELL I MUST GET BACK TO HIM, I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU, FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND TO A CERTAIN SISTER,I WILL BE ON AFTER ITS OVER,I FEEL LIKE IM IN A DREAM SO U KNOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I GOT UP AND TYPED THIS,EVERY ONE HAS THERE OWN PR