WELL ITS GOING TO BE MY AND VERNON'S WEDDING ANNIVERSORY ON MARCH 8..I'M NOT SURE HOW ITS GOING TO WORK OUT FOR ME..I'M REALLY TRYING NOT TO LET IT GET TO ME..ITS HITTING ME HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE..I MADE IT THROUGH ALL OF THE HOLIDAYS WITHOUT GOING CRAZY..WELL NOT MUCH ANYWAY..AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE HE WAS MY WORLD,AS I WAS HIS..WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER..THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM AND MISS HIM..HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART..I LOVE HIM..THATS ALL I CAN SAY..I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIM..
