MY EYES SWELLED FROM CRYING TEARS OF SADNESS, FEELING SAD AND NOT GLADNESS. FEELING THAT NOONE LOVES ME, NOONE SHOWS THEY CARE IF THEY DO I CAN'T SEE. IM FEELING ALONE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE, WHY DO I FEEL SO SAD ,I WAS HAPPY BEFORE. I JUST WANT TO LAY DOWN AND DIE, I CAN'T EVEN GIVE A REASON WHY. I WANT LOVED AND I DONT FEEL IT IN MY HEART, I FEEL WE GREW SO FAR APART. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES ME FEEL LONELY AND SCARED, I THOUGHT I HAD PEOPLE WHO DID CARE. IF I WAS NOT HERE ,HOW WOULD THIS LIFE BE, I KNOW HOW IT WOULD, IT WOULD BE JUST ME..