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Uhmmm... My Dog Stinks
ugh. i had this weird ass dream. it was pretty much the freakiest thing ever. anyway. the beach was fun. i got a sunburn, but it turned into a HOT tan. lmao. xD john cracks me up. and so does cody. and plus, they're hot. but you know. haha.. we went to galveston; and they got lost because they're retarded, so they stopped and were like "cait do u no wurr u go?!?!" and i'm like "yes you muthafuckass! i know how to get to the strand." bunch of dumbasses. i had to take the lead... how sad... i have a lot of homework i should be doing, but i'm not. i'm awaiting a movie phone call to go to the movies tonight to see premonition... woot. anyway. daisy stinks. she needs to go to the groomers. blah.. you're upsetting me, son. :/ bye. ps. my ex boyfriend from freshman year: his girlfriend is pregnant. that's so weird.

Np Parent Left Behind...
NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND.... I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are real notes written by parents in an school district. Spellings have been left intact. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray friday from school.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others

A Journey Of Friendship
A Journey Of Friendship Sometimes it's difficult to tell you what your friendship has meant to me over the years. When things were bad, I knew that you always cared. When things were good, I knew no one was happier for me than you. Your unwavering love has been an anchor in my life. Even when we didn't agree, I knew without doubt that you still cared. Do you know that caring is returned each day? That I think of you often and only wish you the very best in life. I hope our journey is always traveled together, because without you in my life I would be missing a large part of my heart. Sending this to you with much love. Hi Frnds Gud Mrning 2 All...

Lostprophets-last Summer
The Friday sun bears down again As we drive with our friends And on these longest days we spend All the time trying to pretend That our stories could be true Wanting to be cool The setting sunset says the day is through If only we knew... And we all sit around here in our home town Listen to the waves as they all crash down And watch the fire as it slowly burns away Glowing embers fly across the sky your Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world passes by in my summer, our last summer The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other I let you watch it all, the view from our last summer The view from our last summer... We trace the sun across the sky And we laugh till we cry Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye) And we all sit round here in our home town It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss The memories, I hope will never fade Glowing embers fly across the sky your Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The wor

To The Soldiers
To the Soldiers . Clinching fists a tear in their eyes . Off to war ! with the world in their sighs. Fighting for ideals and social lies . To protect a politicians lies. They fight with red ,white, and blue battle cries. Just a slice of American pie! Hoping that they will not die in vain. As they march through the autumn rain. To serve and protect with peace upon their minds The soldiers memory ,should live for all times. So thanks to all that fight tonight so Americans can sleep Safe, that’s right. Scott baker

Relationship Crap
ealous Old Fool Just a Jealous,Hopeless Romantic,whom still Desirers the Love of his Life.An this has been going on,off an on for 10 years.Nomatter what,I can't stop Loveing my Nieve'Country Women.Once Upon a Time,I held her high on a Pedalstal,an Cherished everything about her.I still Love her with all my Heart + Soul.An I wish I could Protect her,from all the Evils of the Internet,but I can't cause she's Independant.I'd like to see her Happy an find the right dude,but she won't she will meet married men an players + get a Reputation.Or an Ugley guy for her next rondervu,whom has simularity's to her ex Husband.What she sees in this Latest smuck,I will never no.He's proberly gonna drive 85 miles an acourse he will get Laid.I'd make Love to her not Fuck her.Life it goes on,it must hopefully not to much longer for this Lonesome Wolf.Whom has seen enough for his Life Time. Peace.

A Great Friend
JULY IST 06 I HAD LOST A GREAT FRIEND THREW CANCER. SHE IS SADLY MISSED .WE USE TO TALK ALL THE TIME. NOW ALL I HAVE LEFT OF HER IS A PIC AN A FLOWER . I MADE IT FOR HER AN NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO GIVE IT TO HER.SO NOW IT SITS ON MY DESK. WITH HER PIC.MARGE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.REST AT PEACE MY FRIEND, WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ME. DARLIN MOTHER MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND.

Moving Part 2
Just thought id let all know that im take up the offer from a friend for some help on gettin a moblehome. Will be pickin one out soon. Im excited/worried/nervous an stuff, but i guess thats exspected when u get/buy a home.

This One's For You Anna Nicole, R.i.p.
Anna Nicole Smith November 28th, 1967- February 8th, 2007 Last month's tragic event reminds me of a story.................. I remember the moment as if it were only yesterday. I was in 10th grade and had just arrived home from school with my good friend Mike. We made our way to my room, presumably, to watch some random wrestling tapes, bein' the cool dudes that we were. As I entered my room I noticed something was definitely askew. My bed was missing?! Where would I sleep? How would I gather rest for the next day's big math test? Oh yeah, I was already on a highway to GED by this point in my school career and considering I went to school on this day odds were high I wouldn't be goin' on the next. But where the fuck was my bed? Apparently, for some odd reason my Mom decided to surprise me with a new bed, instead of the ragged twin bed I had been sleeping on. How that took priority over tryin' to encourage me not to drop outta school is still a myst

Blood
As the year ends and a new begins I find myself sitting back reflecting on the years events. The good, the bad and the ugly, things that have gone on in my life. Where and how my life has changed some for the good and some still the same. But pretty much one thing I have seen is one thing, one thing that has been around pretty much since the beginning of the year, well since Feb anyway. For what ever reason that is I have no idea and why it kind of remains is yet to be seen. Whether or not it will be is not for me to say, or maybe it is, hell if I know. At times I am just a long on the ride called life and at times yelling get me off of this damn ride, I don't want to do this anymore. I'm sure you are wonder what the hell is she talking about or doing, damn blonde. I have come to realize something that I am not sure what to think about it or what to do about it. And it drives me nuts, but something I have to live with just as you have to as well. Yes, as

I Need My Friends Help Please
ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.....MY FAMILY IS IN A CONTEST SO I NEED YOUR HELP, I HAVE NEVER REALLY ASKED FOR ANY HELP BUT IM NOW COME AND HELP MY FAMILY PLEASE! THIS IS THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212962&i=3377456609

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she lays their with a smile she lays their with no care shes happy she thinks everyone is too but nobodies happy she doesnt realize how much she is cared for by anyone even her enemies care but now shes gone she lays there with the blood dripping off her cold dead hands

Why I Write
Why I Write If I don't scream my lungs out the words that fill them will drown me the exclamation and excretion of these thoughts and phrases are a function of my continued existence I cannot continue to tell myself I am frustrated I grow tired of hearing something I am already quite aware of therefore I scream onto a canvas a notebook a keyboard and into a text box and onto a web page into wandering eyes in hopes that someone somewhere someday will say: I understand, I cannot help, but i understand Thank you for understanding, reader All I need is the thought that you might exist it is what keeps me writing keeps me thinking keeps me from being irrational. done by christine

Tragic
theres this girl she hides in the shadows in the rain in the dark she wants to be loved she thinks noone loves her she thinks noone cares she has to go her life thinking nobody is there as the tears run down her cheek as the blade cuts her skin nobody can feel the pain that that she feels within as the pills that flow into her blood shes fading away slowly as she enters a world unseen with the human eye

Dammit
Iv been held in the inside for 2 long not letting go of all I hold writhing, its like poison flowing through my veins, a slow and yet fully unchangable pain of influence heats at my heart and swallows my soul into a deep and vast gap of hate. The light that once guided me through this dark tunnel beaneath the ground is slowly fading it is leaving me and trapping me within this dark prison, I have done all I can do 2 watch my soul be eaten away piece by piece and my heart was ript outta my chest like a monster in the night when it hunts its prey, for there is no escape from this long a dark path that I must take all those it feels like I have lost this war it has only begun because from within I have started 2 change, My heart has turned from its loving was a died within my chest and my soul has crept into the night and left me with this utter feeling of darkness, I pray 2 the darkness and let it give me strength 2 take back what is mine and hold those who ripped away my heart and soul

Gifts
People come into our lives some are only here for a short stay others for a longer stay and some are with you forever The reason for their stay is not always clear, but they are here to teach us what that lesson maybe, is not always known to us, and it for us to make clear Each person has something to offer it is up to us see if we accept their gift their gift are life little lessons that we all must have to endear Without this growth we will wither away never becoming what we could be

Knees
When i first saw you you took my breath away left me speechless you blew me away I wondered who this man is that can do this to me bring me down to my knees The gentlness of your touch as you caress my cheek the softness of your look with that my soul you took With sweet whispers in my ear i felt myself drawing near to the man is dear With a gentle touch you tamed my heart and conquered my soul as no other man has before I love you with all my heart never do i want to part with you i shall remain never being without you again

The Ugly Girl
The Ugly Girl She insisted she wasn't hungry, said she already ate So on the table sat, her still empty plate She kept running, from the ugly girl inside her head She couldn't make her leave, though relentlessly she tried The ugly girl inside her head, the one that wouldn't die The days she lay, powerless in bed Too weak to move, only strong enough to breathe She lay screaming, desperately inside her mind She couldn't make her leave, she couldn't make her die This ugly girl that lived inside her head Finally she fell, broken to her knees, Desperately she cried, just love me please She stared up with biug hopeless eyes, All that was left of the girl he knew, She tried so hard to make him love her He scowled and left, their love, no more, She cried please stay, I'm better than before, He didn't turn as he told her the girl he loved, was no more, Her hatred of what she was, Of the ugly girl that lived inside her head, Destroyed the girl he loved, And she caused the man

In Moonlight Serenity
Across silvery trails Dreamy paths I pursue I look upon the stars Upon the midnight blue Love leading me on In pursuing my dreams I embraced the night In view of moonbeams Laid upon my pillow In the blissful moonlight A light of love shone To the place lovers unite In moonlight serenity Starlight glistens above Eyes close I drifted In dreams nestled in love

Ya Think?
would it seem better to just go ahead... lose yourself to the sheer doom that you know is on it's way? to shut up and bite your tongue. to brand another person with your whip-smart comments. feeling used up gets old. really old. getting fired up and pissed, rolling my eyes inside my heart, saying...for the love of fuck, give it up. rest it a while. think of something else. but it's not that easy anymore... mind consuming all entrancing hopeless-styled days. shoving the rest of my heart under the carpet, along with that busted rum bottle... i've come to my senses. this is the end.

Shore Of Life
SHORE OF LIFE You swept into my life like a full blown hurricane knocking me to my knees and then breathing new life into me Your warmth and nurturing has allowed me to grow your strength has bred new strength into me The distance that once kept us apart is no more you are now more than just a keystroke away I used to lay awake wondering what it would feel like being in your arms and now Your imaginary arms have become reality My dreams have become your dreams as has your dreams become mine your future is now my future as we walk along the shore of life taking in the sweet Somerset

Walls
Walls I have decided to put all my pain, anger and tears to pen and paper Not wanting anyone to see but hoping that they will As I sit here I realize that my down walls are slowly coming up Where it will remain so no one can see my pain Where no one can come in again alone I will remain solitude alone with my pain since I have nothing else to gain Love gain, Love loss may I never Love again can't take the pain rather be alone again

Back To Work
well i'm back to work and back to no sleep yeah! i love it i really love working 19 hours a day when i sleep i do sleep. how ever it stops me from keeping up with cherry tap so show me some love even though i'm not here i miss you guys you know who you are peace and love xoxoxoxoxox

Where I Want To Be
You're always on my mind You're always in my heart Please remember this When we are apart I don't think of another My desires are for you You're in all my thoughts No matter what I do I look at other women But none can take your place None have that soft warm smile That you wear upon your face Yes, their bodies may be younger And tight in the right place But I've yet to see anyone Who has your style and grace You have a quiet confidence That you project We have a special chemistry That's why we connect What we have no one can take It's ours, and ours alone You've given me a happiness That I've never known You gave my life meaning again I now live for a reason And I love the playful way In which you do your teasing No one can take your place You're the only one for me And living my years with you Is just where I want to be

Worth
WORTH I hope you find someone worthy of you and your sweet soul But I am afraid I might not be that soul I hang on hoping and dreaming that this is not so But beginning to realize that this must be so Never meant to cause you pain or sorrow for this I must live with another black mark against my soul I sit here thinking of happy times now knowing you had none You always wondering What you had done Who is this person is she the one She says this but I don't believe it so I will try, but can't let go always wondering who she is She tells me that I am wrong but can I believe her I don't think so

Black And White
Black and White Some people say the world is black and white And they forget the things of every hue. These people think that only wrong and right Are all, but they don't even have a clue. There are so many choices you can make And they give life the blues and greens and reds. I can't imagine all the roads they take When thought of color never reached their heads. The people who do not see life like me Will have a very dull life with no change. Those people will not have variety; They won't feel in a completely full range. Those kinds of people need an open mind To see that colored life will be more kind. done by christine

The Test
The Test I do love you with my heart, my soul and this is why it hurts me so. I just don't know where to go from here. Do I keep trying Do I let go God please help me find the answers They say all our trial and tribulations are all a test but please God stop the test are you seeing if I am worthy to be with the rest all I know is I can't take much more of this test Why did you give me love only to take it away What did I do to deserve this test to feel this way My life has always been filled with sorrow and pain this I understand some must have it this way But why why show me something I can't have Is it to show me that I am not worth it not allowed it to show me yes this is what most people have but not you you don't deserve it God please show me the way I'm so lost I'm so lonely Will this pain ever go away

I Wish
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection

How Long Do We Have?
How Long Do We Have? About the time our original thirteen states adopted their new constitution in 1787, Alexander Tyler, a Scottish history professor at the University of Edinburgh, had this to say about the fall of the Athenian Republic some >2,000 years earlier: "A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government." "A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury." "From that moment on, the majority always vote for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always followed by a dictatorship." "The average age of the world's greatest civilizations from the beginning of history, has been about 200 years." "During those 200 years, those nations always progressed through the following sequence: 1. fr

The Wait
The Wait As I sit here waiting talking to strangers not really caring what makes them beat I look at the clock..... Waiting and waiting wondering and pondering Now what have I done to make it so Realizing that I'm wasting my time Knowing very well you are not coming and may never will so I might as well give up and go but still..... Wondering why this is so Wondering why we don't let go What keeps us hanging on It must be our love that keeps it so If this is the case why do we hurt each other so.

My Zoloft
Well, as of yesterday morning I have increased my Zoloft to 150mgs a day. It hasn't been working thus far, so I don't know if it will work now. Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

Soldier's Prayer, (repost)
This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time in Hell, Is may we learn the lessons of war well, That we not doom future generations, The same old tales of horror to tell, To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory. Oh God, do not let our children Repeat the same old story. Make it so that America's babies live to grow old In this land of the free and the bold. Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind. Teach us that there is no glory in war, Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor. Teach us instead, one for another our brothers to love. Shower us with thine Celestial message from above, That we plant seeds of peace evermore And make war-no-more! But if I should die on some far, far away battlefield Know I answered the call For a grand principle of freedom to yield. My fervent prayer is that death May not have been in vain Fighting for peace and right for the world to attain. My bro

Truth And Honesty
Truth and Honesty As I sit here and ponder I begin to wonder If what we have is worth it All the pain, unhappiness and uncertainty As of now it overshadows all the joy and happiness and the once bright future we shared You say honesty and truth is important to you: but are you being this way One can only take and take so far you have been doing all the taking with no giving You tell me that you love me but do you Do you know what love is do you enjoy causing the pain that you are inflicting You tell me that you miss me but if you did would one not expect you to spend more time, find more time to spend with a loved one instead of less Am I the one and only in your life As you say I am The lack of commitment you give makes me wonder Within the pain and uncertainty there is anger Anger caused by uncertainty lack of information lack of honesty and truthfulness

Re:accident Survival July 19, 2004
I post the following Blog and ask you to look at the new pic I made as a personal reminder of my near-death accident July 19, 2004. It was 12:15pm below Charleston, WV on a sunny Monday summer day. My right steer tire blewout when something in the road broke two holes into the sidewall of the tire. I was doing 60 MPH in a 65 MPH zone going into a gentle curve to the left and the tire blewout, I experience an immediate rollover, my truck was demolished beyond recognition, the top of the truck sheered off, the tank flipped over, my rig went about 100 feet off the road, I remember only dust and sunlight moving about the cab ... then to only go into darkness. I did not awaken until in the emergency room of the hospital. I suffered approx 40 stiches on my scalp and above my right eye ... 3 pulled ribs ... muscles pulled from my neck down to my solar plexis ... mino scrapes to my left calf but no fractures or breaks. Yes, I wear a seabelt ALWAYS!!! Angel's Riding Shotgun that day ... please

Ivory Tower
IVORY TOWER You sit back believing everything you do and say is alright and you have me to blame That all this is my fault me alone I'm the one to blame As you sit up high in your Ivory Tower looking down upon us mere mortals Maybe you should realize none of us are perfect and we make mistakes as none of us sit up high in an Ivory Tower What right do you have to play judge and jury to condemn me You should realize that you are not perfect just like me

I Cry
I Cry As the children pass I hear their little voices float up in the air A knot forms in my throat Tears well up in my eyes I can not see Can only feel the pain Deep inside my soul Violation I cry for the children Their past, present, future knowing I can't protect them I hear their voices I had no voice I cry done by christine

About Moving
WHAT EVER YOU DO DO NOT EVER MOVE INTO A SMALLER PLACE WHEN YOU KNOW U CANT FIT IT ALL ITS TROUBLE LOL. SO I ENDED UP GETTING RID OF 30 GARBAGE BAGS OF GOOD STUFF AN 12 BOXES OF GOOD STUFF AN WHAT A GREAT FEELING IT TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE. FINALLY JUST GETTING THE THINGS I WANT TO KEEP. IM SCHOOL FRIEND FROM YEARS AGO IS GETTING 13 BOXES OF GREAT STUFF SHE CAN USE, MYSELF I KEPT 80 PORCLION DOLLS THAT WERE GIFTS AN GAVE HERE 14 OF THE ONES THAT WERENT GIFTS. ALL I NEED TO DO NOW IS WAIT FOR MY COMPUTER TABLE AN MY OLD CARS TABLE TO PUT THEM UP ON. WHAT A GREAT FEELING IT IS TO GET RID OF SO MUCH STUFF.ITS GREAT WHEN YOU CAN HELP OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT NEED IT AN IT MAKES YOUR HEART FEEL GREAT. DARLIN MOTHER

Lascivious Girl.
lust in form and twisted around heartbeats shredded violently bound suffocate the nether realms demons rising asphyxiation found assimilation degradation beyond all recognition bloody hands and bloody soul hold on tight there's hell on this road taken, stolen from my bed raped against a will not fed into the mouth of madness i tread until i find the hopes and fears torn from here to there and seered svelte and nimble hands well kept behind a back that tastes the belt licking flesh with razor wire feel the burn eternal fire rise up and bring me again to a point of mortal sin destroy my temple feed me you taste this aura faded blue drifting off to sleep remains the only solace 'til we meet again.

From My Grl
i didnt get to tell you this on our anniversary. nothing could be more natural than to tell you that i love you but i cant let it go at that because that's what everyone says and we're not everyone.... some of our most loving monents come in times of silence..long ,quiet walks .. hand in hand.....doing thing for each other or simply holding each other close.so when i say i love you its more then just words its something i do with every brether i take.every beat of my heart because youre the only one in this whole wide wourld for me ... i love you more then you can put into words more then i can ever show smile i cant stop thinking of you

Men
Why is it some men just can't deal with a women standing up for herself. Its like omfg, I stand up for myself and now I am this rude, undisciplined, self serving bitch. Like I am to stand there and take what ever he throws my way and not say a word. Allow him to be in my life only on his terms. Just because I came back to him, or as he calls it crawled back to him, does not give him the right to treat me like a door mat and wipe his crap laden boots all over me. I just guess some men can’t deal with a woman that is able to stand on her own two feet, that is self assured and that is able to speak her mind and has the ability say, NO I will not allow you to treat me like that. I am not a yes Sir, no Sir, I have no mind of my own Sir type of woman. Take me as I am, or leave me alone but do not try and change who I am. I am not a doormat for any man, nor will I ever be.

A Poem About The Drama!!
A tortured soul, a girl who tries yet always fail, she says a little world, and it gets flipped upside down, someonetakes offense and gets upset, for the tortured soul is at fault again, a cruisifiction is soon to come, the small home of 5ill become four, they discourage her from speaking up, They want her gone into oblivion, for there is no room for her, the princess and queen want to see her gone, for she works for the house, cinderella had a chance, this soul has none, once bright and happy, now only wanting a way out, a miracle to come, her night in shining armor is defenseless, for only in his eyes is she his queen, to everyoen else she is a common field mouse, will our hero survive? we can only hope!! the queen favorite is her precious spoiled princess, her baby girl, the one that isnt the bastard of the girls, the one who loves and adores her, unliek the one who is a slave, the bastard child, the one who unlike her younger sister, the artistic and d

Funeral For Young Girl Possible Because Of Community Support Video Included
Friday afternoon, family, friends and anyone who has been touched by the death of ten-year-old Michaela Watkins gathered at the Church of the Living God in Winchester to say their last good-byes before she was laid to rest. But her funeral couldn't have been possible without the outpouring of support from the community. The support came in many ways and Lisa Watkins from the People's Exchange Bank was on the receiving end of most of it. "I keep getting letters from all over town and even from Lexington," she said. Those letters contain words of support and usually donations to ensure that the expenses associated with Watkins' funeral are paid for. Even with the many monetary donations, businesses around the area also stepped forward to offer their services for free. The casket, the vault, the plot, the headstone, and the flowers were all donated. Any money left over will be used to set up a memorial or scholarship fund. Michaela Watkins was found dead in her home on

Guts And Balls -the Medical Distinction
We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below. GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask, "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say, "You're next!" I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

To All Of You Ct's Out There
well ok so im new on here and i am bisexual. i want to hopefuly find a relationship on here but i cant find any other men that are willing to try things out with me. i am super lonly and sad. dont get me wrong women you are welcome to i hope every one here onct reads this and answers it i hope you all will help me with this little problem

Ur The Reason I Cry
When you looksat me I fake a smile so you won't see What I want and need And everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful That girl you talks about And she's got everything That I have to live without when you talk to me I laugh cause its so damn funny But I can't even see anyone when your with me You say your so in love You finally got it right I wonder if you know your all I think about at night Your the reason for the teardrops on my pillow The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star Your song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do When you walk by me Cant you tell that I can't breathe And there you goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She better hold him tight Give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes And know she's lucky cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I

Confused Brain
I'm very interested in a guy. Who seems to be a very sweet man. Very patient understanding and does his best to do anything thath as to be done to help me raise my own self esteem and help me think better about myself. He says hes intrested in me to just doesnt want to rush things to fast. We call each other names like hun and sweetie but then again we can other people that every now and then. We did that in a chatroom and someone said we are datting. He didnt deny it! But yet weve never actually talked about making it offical yet. All he talks about is not wanting to rush things. I'm just so not fully awake yet lol and dont know what to think about all of this.

And Biggest Pig Of All Award Goes To
ALRIGHTY THEN WELL IT SEEMS AS SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF SASSYONE HAS DECIDED TO TAKE IT UPON HERSELF OR MAY HAVE SENT ONE OF LOW LIFE SCUMS OF A FRIEND TO MARK FIREMAN185’S COWGIRL AND COWBOY TAG NSFW OH AND LETS NOT FORGET LONG HAIRDED COUNTRY BOYS TAG SINCE ITS FUNNY HOW BOTH NEW TAGS GOT MARKED ON THE SAME DAY YOU KNOW WHY IM AT IT SASSY YOU MUST BE THE ONE WHO TOLD DEMONSTORM HE COULD JOIN THE FFF AS WE ALL SEE YOU HAVE KINDLY REMOVED THE FFF FROM YOUR NAME WHICH BY THE WAY THANK GOD FOR AS WHEN FIREMAN185 ALLOWED YOU INTO THE GROUP I WAS ABOUT TO PUKE BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FAR BY NO WAY OF ANY KIND OF TRUE FIREGIRL IF YOU WERE YOU WOULDNT DO SOME OF THE STUPID SHIT YOU HAVE DONE AN DO NOW SO YOU WANNA STEAL MY PICS FROM MY ALUBM FINE YOU WANNA START A GRAPHIC WAR WELL NOW SWEETIE YOU HAVE IT IM CALLING YOUR ASS OUT RIGHT NOW I WILL HOLD THE CONTEST ON MY PAGE THERE WONT BE AWARDS JUST YOU AND ME THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME IS THAT I AM ORIGNAL THE ONE AND ONLY COWGIRL IN PINK THI

Not Written By Me
When I think of a Soldier When I think of a soldier I think about you Someone courageous, brave, loyal and true When I think of a soldier I often feel your pain Torn from your loved ones, off to War again When I think of a soldier my eyes fill with tears As you are shipped away, sometimes for years When I think of a soldier I often feel guilty For all the lives lost and all the loves scarred I wish I could stop it, but it’s a task that’s too hard When I think of a soldier I can’t help but feel pride Knowing Osama Bin Laden will run out of places to hide When I think of a soldier I feel safe back at home Knowing we are protected by great people like you When I think of a soldier I think about you For all you sacrifice, for all you do When I think of a soldier I just have to say You make me PROUD to live in the U.S.A. © Jennifer Ann Hultmark 2005

Was Bored
Why not i dont exist so why cant you resist me and twist me in to a shape that you want me to exist in outside of the box its hard to view in when its closed in the end it was just friends in the end it was makebelieve in the end it was a twisted fanasty come to life i was hidein away from the world to see cause i didnt want to be showen off and claimed for a little while i was the light shined through I was hidein so no one would know who i was so they wouldnt find out the disapoitment of my realization is now that was it all worth it hell yeah it was i am not even talked about except behind closed doors outside its just friends one fiends for the other only to get shut out hell yeah thats why i am confused.

I Want To Win! Vote For Me!
It's that time again. The voting polls are open for the Fame Awards! I'm listed in quite a few categories and last year I won for only Best Gonzo, If you're a true fan, please vote for me in all the categories you think I deserve to win! Your vote may not matter during the 2008 presidential election, but it most definitely counts for this!VOTE NOW!

I Am The Munky King!
I had to go shopping for my wardrobe for the Australia signing today! I decided to go to Melrose and see what they had to offer! I did find some very cool outfits, 3 days for signing in and 1 night for the dinner and 1 night for the ball! It was also a big day for me to be recongnized. Well, maybe not recognized, but for people to actually come up to me and say something. First I was stopped by Goldie from 1down. He was at Louise's eating lunch with a buddy of his. Next I stopped off at a really cool shop called Munkey King. I got to sign the art piece in the back which had a lot of famous artists work on it! I was so honored they wanted me to be a part of it! Thank you Munkey King! Later on I was in Sketchers and 3 20-somethings followed me in, pretending they were shoe shopping, until the moment was right, then one of them struck! "Can I get your autograph?" Of course you can! I wonder... are more people recognizing me because of these blogs? or was it just a coincedence? I guess I'l

3 Dates
ok ive got my self in a situation im not sure what to do.been talking to this guy,seem like the lord sent me to him and them he quit talking to me so i thought he was playing games with me so i expected another date and then i excepted another date.hes on his way down as i typethis.now i have a date at 1 and at 6...who wants to be in my shose.well if you all dont hear back form me them everything is all good!!

Forever And Always Does Have An End
TO FIND A FRIEND, AND SEE IT END, IS JUST TO MUCH TO TAKE, WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE " FOR GOD'S SAKE." HOW CAN YOU I SAY I LOVE YOU, KNOWING IT DOES'NT MEAN A THING, HOW CAN YOU SAY" OH " I'M YOUR FRIEND TOO, I'M NOT ASKING FOR A RING. I OPEN UP MY HEART, A FRIENDSHIP WE WOULD START, THEN YOU TURN AROUND, AND THROW MY HEART, ONTO THE DIRTY GROUND. YOU LAUGH AT ME AND THINK WHAT A JOKE, SHE'S SO NIEVE AND DUMB, TO THINK THAT I WOULD CALL HER A FRIEND, WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN. I THOUGHT CHERRY WAS DIFFERENT, I THOUGHT THE PEOPLE DID REALLY CARE, I OPENED UP MY HEART ON THERE, AND LET SOME PEOPLE IN, ONLY TO BE LET DOWN TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I'M GOING OFF THIS SITE, DON'T KNOW IF I'LL BE BACK MY HEART IS TURNING COLD AND DARK JUST LIKE THE NIGHT, GOTTA GO IT'S TIME TO PACK. I'M MOVING ON AND HAD HOPED, MY FRIENDS WOULD BE THERE TO, BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE THIS DREAM WORLD. THAT I HAD MADE FOR ME AND YOU. FRIENDSHIPS TO ME ARE FOREVER, I GUESS

The Past And The Future
I may have fucked up in the past with a really great friend but here and now I want to make it right! After YEARS of not talking to a man I once considered my best friend over some really dumb shit (and a dumb bitch), I realize just how bad of a friend I was to him.... I am sorry man... I was an asshole to let that shit go the way it did. What I did was way more fucked up than what happened so many years ago. Laters David AKA "WORK"

Whats This World Coming To?!?!?!?!
I CAN NOT BELIEVE WE NOW LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE OUR BASIC FREEDOM OF SPEECH HAS BEEN ELIMINATED TO THE POINT THAT IF IT DOENST KEEP EVERYONE HAPPY THEN WE ARE PUNISHED..MY POINT IN FACT IS THIS..I HAD A SINGLE MUMM REMOVED, AND ALONG WITH IT GOT THE EVER SO NICE WARNING THAT IF THEY REMOVE ANOTHER MUMM MY ACCOUNT WILL ALSO BE DELETED..NOW I ASK YOU HOW CAN I MAKE ANOTHER MUMM WHEN IM NO LONGER ABLE TO????? FIRST IT WAS 3 PICTURES THAT IN NO WAY INFRINGED UPON THE TOS, BUT NOW A MUMM???????? DUDE WTF IS GOING ON (OOPS I JUST USED WTF PERHAPS I SHOULD HAVE SAID WTP WHAT THE POOP) PLEASE IF ANYONE KNOWS OF A WAY TO KEEP THE PPL STILL LIVING AT HOME AND WETTING THEIR BEDS HAPPY..LET ME KNOW

A Tale Twisted
As the beast wakes from her potion he finds himself tightly bound No matter how much he struggles no freedom is found Arms tied behind him ankles to wrists Thighs bound to calves no movement exists His former captive approaches eyes full of greed If he wants to have freedom he must fill her need As she moves in to great him moves his head to her breast Tells him how she wants him to suckle tells him what feels best Between his lips there’s a firmness of nipple As she holds him tight to her body feels pleasure’s sweet ripple She steps back from his want to show him her treasure Tells him to beg if he’d taste of her pleasure As he sits in defiance she puts on a show Exploring with fingers where his tongue wants to go His frustration mounts as he lets out a roar Unable to move his limbs numbing and sore Never before has he had such needs To taste of her nectar he earnestly pleads She opens her thighs guiding his head If he wan

St. Patrick
This day, March 17th, is the date St. Patrick died around 461AD. At sixteen, he was kidnapped to Ireland and made a slave, herding sheep and pigs on a farm for six years, until he escaped back to England. In his early forties he returned to Ireland, confronted the Druids, converted Chieftains, and used the three-leaf clover to explain the Trinity. Founding 300 churches and baptizing 120,000 converts, he wrote in his Confessions: "Patrick the sinner, an unlearned man to be sure.... None should ever say that it was my ignorance that accomplished any small thing,..it was the gift of God."

Celebrate The Day....
he guys...wanted to let you all know to drop by my stash, and check out the Irish Music I added to help celebrate St. Patty's Day. Hope you'll drop by...rate and comment...Thanks a bunch! Top O' the Mornin' to ya! Lev

My Thundercunt Sister!!
Thursday, March 08, 2007 Subject : Me or my sister?? Category: Parties and Nightlife I swear each day my sister gets touchier and bitchier!! I am fucking sick of her treating me like shit and not listening to a god damn word I say! I help her w/ her homework and point soem errors out and she trips out! It seems not matter what I ask her to do or say to her she fucking flipps her wig! Seh is going to make me loose my mind faster than anything. I hope I get a job soon so I see her LESS!!! My mental health is going to be SHOT if she screams at me anymore! I give her suggestions hell i try and talk to her and she acts liek ive just got done cussing her out! She has got to be starting soon! AHHHHH its next saturday!! St. Pattys day!! oh well Ill be gone that night so its all good!! the comment left from my moms myspace: this is your little sis . Why would you talk abot me on myspace in frount of your friends when you can go up to me and talk me about . I just want my old

Wishing Everyone A Great St. Patties Day Today
May You be in Heaven a Half Hour Before the Devil Knows yYour Gone Happy St Patties Day Bottums UP hehe And what is with all this Snow on Pattied day I think Ive got a three feet sitting outside my window right now, Cant even get out to shovel cause its freezin rain and that wet heavy snow that causes heartattacks . Im house bound for the day I think , well good thing I ve got lots of coors to drink lol I perdict that for Easter wel will have 6 feet of snow or maybe MotherDay hahaha

Dudley
Boys do not make make passes at girls who wear glasses has been disproved. I'll admit it, i'm a dork. I have the dorkish short boyish haircut, i have the librarian style spectacles, i dress like i don't care most of the time, comfort is what matters to me, not fashion. Canadians are not known worldwide for their hotness, were the quiet, unimposing dudley do rights that live up in the frozen hinterland atop of them American folk. I'm at one with my dorkiness though, so that sort of makes me hot, actually. And oh, today is that green day......St. Patty's Day ....Have a good one. Make mine a root beer k, as i do not drink alcoholic beverages.

Take The Test And Have Fun
You scored as The reaper. You are the reaper the most feared creature of death. You are feared by many and love itVampire75%The reaper75%Ware wolf75%Which creature of death are you?created with QuizFarm.com

An Emotional Week For Me....
It has been good because I have had the opportunity to begin some meditation CDs that a coworker has provided me some copies of. Thank goodness for them because they have allowed me to get some much needed rest, which probably allowed me to be not quite so emotional when I got the bad news this week. I have been applying for fulltime positions at work for the past year and have always ended up being chosen for the second best choice. Augghghgghhh! That can be so frustrating and discouraging. This last time, I had applied for an overnight position for Sun - Thursday, 10:45-7:15a. I even had all of the overnight and second shift coworkers advocating for me. Come to find out today that another relief person has got the position. What is discouraging is that she hasn't been as dependable as myself, nor attending the relief meetings on a regular basis - and I have. In fact, some of my coworkers feel that I am much too good a relief person and that is why I keep being passed u

Contest On Best Tattoo Will Run For 2 Weeks Guys And Girls All Welcome
1st wiiner will be a yauht 2nd will be a porche final winner will win 3 day blast on me.. i wil rip your photo.. from your profile you can vote for yourself as much as you wish. starts as soon as i get all the pictures good luck. xoxox flame internal flame..@ CherryTAP

After A While
After A While After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn... Veronica A. Shoffstall

My Words To All The Blackmen
Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, etc. he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He i

Hey This Is All The Names For Weed Well To The R's
The many names of marijuana. Ace Acapulco Gold Acapulco Red Afgani Indica African African Black African Bush African Woodbine Airplane Angola Ashes Assassin of Youth Astro Turf Atshitshi Aunt Mary Baby Baby Bhang Babysitter Bad Seed Bale Bamba Bambalachacha Bammy Bar Bash Belyando Spruce Bhang Black Black Bart Black Ganga Black Gold Black Gungi Black Gunion Blanket Blaze Block Blond Blonde Blowing Smoke Blue de Hue Blue Sage Blue Sky Blunt Bo Bobo Bo Bo Bush Bohd Bomber Boo Boo Boo Bama Boom Broccoli Brown Bubble Gum Buds Bullyon Burnie Bush Butter Butter Flower C.S. Cam Trip Cambodian Red Can Canadian Black Canamo Canappa Cancelled Stick Cannabis Tea Carmabis Catnip Cavite All Star Cest Charas Charge Cheeba Cheeo Chemo Chicago Black Chicago Green

Nsfw??
So WTF is that sh*t about anyway. Now I'm good and pissed off. WTF is up with the CT Morons who administrate the site. I mean WTF is it that has them flaggin a pic and threatening to delete your fawking account 5 fawking seconds after you post a god-damed pic? Fawk of Mods, give a guy a fawking chance to breathe and realize that they forgot to check your pathetic little dickwad box calling perfectly decent pics NSFW. I wouldn't be ranting about it if I had posted the pics an hour or so earlier but 5 mother-fawking seconds? Jebus Kristo ashholes give it a fawkin break already. You remind me of the fawkin' cops that are to damn busy settin up speed traps to come take finger prints off a broken into car. Get your priorities straight. Leave the iffy pics the fawk alone and get the blatant nude pics. And who the fawk decides if a pic is tasteful or not? I for one think the pic I saw that you had marked in somebody elses gallery not offensive at all. I am refering to the pic of t

Drama In The Lounge
I would like to start out by saying that I enjoy each and every person that is on CherryTap and I finally found a lounge that I am comfortable in.I have been a member of a couple of lounges that dissolved, because of DRAMA. As you all should know by now I don't do drama.My quandry now is I will be moving in about 2-3 months and I am debating on whether or not to keep my membership in this particular lounge. I was in the lounge last night and we had a young man come in and thought he was more important than anybody else and he starting bashing everyone in the lounge when they didn't chat with him as soon as he said something to anyone. As you all know, it can get pretty messy in the lounges when you have quite a few people in there.Well, it seems now that he has some personal problems and he apparantely was wanting attention.There seems to have been a couple of others that felt the same way, and I have no problem with that, but, when you start bashing ME when I am not part of the proble

Need Some Help....
okay so I have like 400 dollars worth of playstation 2 games and no system..... OTHER than ebay (which has already proven to SUCK) where might I find a cheap one ? like in the 50 dollar range? pawn shops are out too......

-.-
Well I'm pissed off...why you may ask? the one time that I want my car to work, it decides that for over an hour and a half it doesn't want to start, and still refuses to start. Why is this a problem for me? Let me list the reasons. 1) I've paid $900 to get this car fixed, and the things that needed fixed, are still in shit condition...making me very angry. 2) I was going to see someone I love very much today, my GF, and had planned on it for the last week or so...this was something I was extremely happy about and I'm forced to reschedule due to reasons beyond my power, which should not exist. I dealt with the car being in shit condition after they "fixed" it because I hadn't been doing anything important, but now that they have interfered (inadvertently as it may be) with me seeing my girl, so they are going to hear a BIG piece of my mind, cause I wont stand for it. The owner of this lil workshop will know I'm seething fucking pissed off, and they will be fixing this car

All My Friends
OK ALL JUST TO LET YA KNOW IM TRYIN TO GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL CHERRY AND HIGHER U KVE BEEN RATED BY ME AND ADDED ASA AA FRIEND HELP ME OUT HERE SEND U FRIENDS OVEWR TO RATE OR COMMENT ON MY PICTURES ALSO C OME JOIN ME IN THE NEW (TEMPRTYS HOUSE OF PAIN AND PLEASURE) ROOM WHERE I AM HEAD SECURITY/KILLER OR IN (SYNDICATE STLYE) ROOM WHERE IM HEAD ASSAIN GUYS COME OVER TO THE ROOMS NO BULL SHIT WILL BE TOLERATED BRINH SMOKE POT SWEAR WHATEVER DRAMA AT THE DOOR STAYS OUT THESE 2 ROOMS ARE OWNED AND OPERATED BY MY BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORKD AND THEY ARE A COUPLE SO LETS GET IT ON IN THERE

Finished!!
So, I'm finally done with all the community service that I had to do to keep myself out of jail! I'm sooo happy to be through with it. Today is my mother's birthday and I'm taking her to Medieval Times, she has always wanted to go. That's an exciting end to a really busy week. I can't wait to get my camera working again, then I can upload some better pics to cherry tap. I love this site, Thanks to Tabi for hooking me up with it! Love to all, Ariceli

The Dot
The kindergarten class had a homework assignment to find out about something exciting and relate it to the class the next day. When the time came for the little kids to give their reports, the teacher was calling on them one at a time. She was reluctant to call on little Johnny, knowing that he sometimes could be a bit crude. But, eventually, his turn came.... Little Johnny walked up to the front of the class and, with a piece of chalk, made a small white dot on the blackboard, then sat back down. Well, the teacher couldn't figure out what Johnnie had in mind for his report on something exciting, so she asked him just what that was. "It's a period," reported Johnnie. "Well, I can see that," she said, "but what's so exciting about a period?" "Damned if I know", said Johnny, "but, this morning, my sister said she missed one. Then Dad had a heart attack, Mom feinted, and the man next door shot himself!"

Sweethearts
Just wanted to quickly tell everyone hi and Happy St. Patricks Day. I'd love to go to everyones page and tell you personally but my baby girl isn't feeling well so I'm not gonna be on much today. Drink plenty of green beer for me and stay sweet. Love ya all!

New To Cherry Tap
Ok, so I am new to Cherry Tap...I have been on for about a week now, and I am still trying to learn the ropes on here. Go figure. Cherry Tap seems pretty cool, but what is some of the edicate on here? For example, I ripped a pic from one person, and they got really upset. Other people don't mind at all. Now, there was nothing that I saw on this folder saying please don't rip, so is it safe to assume it is ok to rip as long as it does not say not too? What is up with all the private folders? I see a lot of them that say 'don't ask', so I am assuming people ask to see private folders. Isn't that kinda rude, since if they wanted you to see it they would give you the permision? Is it expected for people to ask to see these folders? I just don't know! How do you add things to you page? So many things to learn yet so little party time.. Anyway, to all that read this, I will assume you are on my friends list, and I look forward to talking to and getting to know you soon!

There's Really Only One Holiday I Actually
truly really celebrate every year.........and it's not that i don't like Christmas or new years......love those holidays.....but this one has heritage to it and i dig it.......i'm not a person who believes everybody's Irish on st. patties day.....but just because you aren't doesn't mean you can't celebrate it quick history: Saint Patrick born in AD 385 in roman britain sold to slavery at 16....escaped after six years to study under Saint Germain....he had hopes to one day convert pagans in Ireland to Christianity but Saint Palladius had been appointed instead.....this cat transfered to scotland and St. Patrick became second Bishop of Ireland.....held this gig for 30 years and was a wee bit succesful when it came to converting.....he was locked up on several occasions by celtic druids.....on march 17 AD 461 he died....day's been celebrated ever since..... thing that makes the holiday a holiday is the folk lore behind St. Patrick.....rising people from the dead....he onced used

Lips Whispering Encore
Lips Whispering Encore Keep my heart in touch In sunsets of my night When darkness falls Come share moonlight Reaching out your hand Clasp mine to escort Into endless dreams Have starlight transport With sensual embraces A whole night through Love again tomorrow As the sun arises anew Awakening at daybreak As we thirst for more With desires aroused Lips whispering encore

Fuck Ii
. Damn, Monday afternoon rush-hour sucks! It’s already 5:45, and I still have at least another 20 minutes to go until I am home. 6:09 - I open the garage door and see You are already home. Damn again. I finally walk through the door, quickly toss my keys, watch, and purse on the mud-room shelf, and hang my coat in the closet. 6:11 – I enter the living room. You are seated in Your chair, music playing softly in the background, Your head tipped back, relaxed. I get on my knees, drop my arms to the floor, palms and forearms flat on the carpet, head lowered. I hear You move, but dare not look. "Eleven minutes late, Jade. That’s going to cost you." "Yes, Master Darius." I reply meekly. "You may rise and prepare yourself. I will see you in fifteen minutes." I lift myself off the floor, walk unhurriedly up the stairs to our bedroom. Under no circumstances am I allowed to rush to "beat the clock." Nor am I allowed to wear a watch or look at the clock to check the time. I mus

I Am Sperm
I Am Sperm! The newly born sperm was receiving instructions in conception from the instructor. "As soon as you hear the siren, run for the tunnel and swim in a straight line until you get to the entrance of a damp cavern. At the end of the cavern you will find a red, sticky ball which is the egg. Address it and say, 'I'm a Sperm.' She will answer, 'I'm an Egg.' From that moment on you will work together to create the embryo. Do you understand?" The sperm nodded affirmatively. Two days later, the sperm is taking a nap when he hears the siren. He wakes immediately and runs to the tunnel. A multitude of sperm swim behind him. He knows he has to arrive first. When he nears the entrance to the cavern, he looks back and sees that he is far ahead of the other sperm. He is able to swim at a slower pace but does approach the red, sticky ball. When, at last, he reaches the red, sticky ball, he smiles and says, "Hi, I'm a sperm!" The red sticky ball smiles and says, "Hi.

The Words Unsaid
Have you ever had the opportunity to meet someone who has such a profound effect on your life that things never are quite the same??????? Well my question is how and is it possible to explain to that someone just how special and important they are to you???? And even when you try can he ever truly understand???? Or is it those words that are better left unsaid leaving it to ones eyes and heart to explain and understand?????

May You Always
May you always have true blessings With Angels by your side May you always find true happiness Have peace inside your heart ~*~*~ I wish for you lots of love Warm memories to share May you always find some comfort In knowing others care ~*~*~ May you always have your health And a home to keep you warm The love of friends and family Protection from all harm ~*~*~ My wish for you is harmony And all your dreams come true The riches of lifes pleasures Made special just for you ~*~*~ As you walk along lifes journey May you always find your way I wish you luck and blessings On this St. Patrick's Day... Happy St. Patrick's Day!

First Isn't Always Best
A secretary, a paralegal, and a partner in a big law firm are walking through a park on their way to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out in a puff of smoke. The Genie says, "I usually only grant three wishes, so I'll give each of you just one." "Me first! Me first!" says the secretary. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Poof! She's gone. "Me next! Me next!" says the paralegal. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of pina coladas and the love of my life." Poof! He's gone. "You're next," the Genie says to the partner. The partner says, "I want those two back in the office right after lunch."

My Hearts Voice
the voice of my heart, like a whisper in my head, a thousand voices indeed. the voice of my heart, should it speak no joy nor pain, as every natural thing should, the voice of my heart, like soft pillows, enchanting meadows, never as calm, peace unforetold' darlyn amazingly in all the words i hear from my heart, it passes on a message filled with pleasure i cannot explain, all for the love of you, with all my heart

Alternative Lifestyles Survey -- How Would You Answer???
A college student randomly picked me to do a survey for her psychology thesis on alternative lifestyles. These are samplings of the questions. How would you answer???? 1. Are birthday spankings normal or weird to you for children or adults? 2. Besides birthday spankings are adult spankings normal or weird to you between lovers or spouses? 3. Ever try it? 4. At what age last? 5. Do you give or get the spankings? 6. Are you spanked with hand, paddle, or something else? 7. What position are your spanked in and dressed how? 8. Ever get a red bottom or a bottom stinging? 9. Are dominant/submissive games or lifestyles normal or weird to you between lovers or spouses? 10. If so, were you the dom or sub? 11. If so, what sort of commands were given? 12. Is there a dress code involved? Survey of questions is to be continued at another time. How would you have answered the questions above, if asked of you????

Wild Hair
A punk rocker gets on the bus with green, yellow, purple and orange hair. An old guy sitting on the bus stares at him, and the punk says, "What's the matter, old man, didn't you ever do anything wild in your life?" And the old man says, "Yeah, one time I fucked a parrot. I thought maybe you were my kid."

Isp Is Having "issues"
My ISP (Internet Service Provider) is having yet more issues with their security settings. I can't use webcam and some other features in Yahoo because of it. But, hey - according to these guys I'm lucky because some people can't get into any sites at all. Well, I guess I should pray to the God of the WWW or some shit. Their worldly advice? Hang on for a few more days, we're working hard to resolve this server issue.

Is It Wrong
is it wrong to say i dont give a rats ass anymore about anything because yes friends and so called friends i could care less what happens anymore in life or anywhere so u know fuck it some will say this is a plea for attention while others just sit backand ask what the hell does that mean? everyone of u sit back and think about it the only time anybody wants to talk to me is when is convenient to them but if ur on bored or im on bored u dont have time for a so called friend what good friends i have....oh btw thanks to all of u for being my friends i really appreciate it and u know i just wouldnt be able to live with friends that want nothing to do with me....ahhh what a fucking joke here i thought friends actually existed wasnt i stupid for thinking this.

I Am Your Epitaph
Kick back the day of joy Darkness broadens to the day Say what you will Do what you want the hatred is ever choking holds you down so tight all you can do to gasp eyes ever widening I am sorry for confiding I am your epitaph Hate me for loving and hate me for trying Hate me for feeling and hate me for wanting Hate me for leaving and hate me for dying Hate me just to hate Seize your feelings Blackness is your comfort Believe what you will Become all your lies The madness is ever tightening pushes you down so hard all you can do to speak lips never fully opening I am sorry for denying I am your epitaph Hate me for choosing and hate me for needing Hate me for loosing and hate me for believing Hate me for confusing and hate me for absuing Hate me just to hate Hate me for loving and hate me for trying Hate me for feeling and hate me for wanting Hate me for leaving and hate me for dying Hate me just to hate I am your epitaph By:Stacey

Hosting A Party
1. $3 for every party that is booked with sales of $250+ (You will recieve the credit after the party holds) 2. $2 for every outside order you get 3. $1 for every person who orders at your party 4. 10% of all the party totals 5. $10 for every recruit from your guest list (You will recieve the credit after their kit is shipped out) 6. Free Basic Instinct or a bag of goodies ($26)

Happy St. Patrick's Day
I hope everyone has a great St. Patrick's Day. Between going to Mass, and confession hehe, I will be cooking and having a good time with family and friends. I know, it's hard to believe this sinner goes to mass.. I am an enigma. I will be making colcannon, and pulling the spiced beef out of the fridge. The soda bread is done. (you will have to go look those up, or msg me for the recipes). For most people, who have no idea Who St. Patrick was.. http://www.history.com/minisite.do?content_type=Minisite_Generic&content_type_id=859&display_order=1&mini_id=1082 St. Patrick, the patron saint of Ireland, is one of Christianity's most widely known figures. But for all his celebrity, his life remains somewhat of a mystery. Many of the stories traditionally associated with St. Patrick, including the famous account of his banishing all the snakes from Ireland, are false, the products of hundreds of years of exaggerated storytelling. May you never make an enemy When you could ma

Been And Gone
Well my mom has been here and is gone again. It was a wonderful visit. It's been a long time since we've had that good a visit. On the bad side tho I got fired from my job yesterday. I'm not really upset about it cause I hated the job, but financially I can't afford it. Got a job interview on tuesday for a new job tho. Wish me luck!

Now You Be The Judge Tap
YOU TELL ME HOW THIS TAG QUALIFIES AS NSFW? IF YOU THINK THIS TAG ROCKS AND KICKS ASS THEN GO BOMB THE HELL OUT OF IT IF ANYTHING IT SHOWS TRUE AMERICAN SPIRIT AND PRIDE FOR THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORE AND ALL MILITARY IF YOU THINK ITS NSFW THEN YOUR A HATER AND HAVE NO AMERICAN PRIDE! IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN LEAVE THE UNITED STATES YOU PUNK ASS BITCHES!

Straight, Bi Or What ?
It was early Saturday morning. I couldn't get it out of my mind. I had been having multiple dreams of having sex with another girl. It was so weird I am a women who loves men. I enjoy having sex all the time with men. I have dreams just like most all women do about having a threesome of two men and myself, but never had I dreamed about having sex with another women! My ex-boyfriend always wanted me to have a threesome with him and another girl but I couldn't get past thinking ANOTHER GIRL! I would always watch pornos with him and even by myself of threesomes, 2 girls and 1 guy,2 guys 1 girl or even gang bangs it never bothered me. I never thought once that I would even ponder of having sex with Another Girl! It became late afternoon on Saturday and I was still thinking of it . I just couldn't get it out of my head . So I thought to myself I need to talk to a friend of mine who is a Lesbian.

Yep Pink Is On The War Path Again This Morning
THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE ASSHOLE OR BITCH THAT THOUGHT THEY COULD PISS ME AND LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY OFF YOU SEE YOU THOUGHT YOU MIGHT HAVE RUINED A GOOD THING BUT YOU DIDNT ALL YOU DID WAS PISS THE WRONG PEOPLE OFF AND LET ME TELL YOU IF YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD BEAT US BY FUCKING AROUND WITH SOMEONES CUSTOM TAG THAT I MADE FOR LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY YOU WERER SADLY MISTAKEN IF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GONE FOR GOOD YOUR WRONG AGAIN IF YOU FUCK WITH IT AGAIN WE WILL JUST KEEP BEATING YOU AT YOUR OWN GAME ALSO WHO EVER YOU MIGHT BE I JUST WANNA SAY YOU SERIOUSLY PUT THE TARD IN RE-TARD YOUR A FUCKING COWARD ARE YOU NOT MAN ENOUGH OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO COME AFTER PINK YOURSELF OR ARE YOU SCARED TO CONFRONT LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY YOURSELF? YEA YOU PROBABLY ARE YOU LOW LIFE PIECES OF SHIT IF ITS ONE THING IF WE FIND OUT WHO THE ASSHOLE OR BITCH WAS THAT DID THIS TO JUST GET AT ME OR HIM WE WILL MAKE ALL THE REST OF YOUR DAYS ON CHERRY TAP HELL DONT FUCK WITH PINK OR ANY OF HER GANG YOU WILL BE SOR

Fair Warning About Tomorrow
TOMORROW WILL BE A DAY OF JOY AND SADNESS FOR ME.. IT IS SO HARD TO DEAL WITH THIS DAY. AS IM NOT SURE WHICH MOOD I WILL BE IN YOU SEE TOMORROW MY DAUGHTHER MARY TURNS 31. FOR WHICH I AM VERY LUCKY. AS SHE ONLY WEIGHED 2.13 LBS AT BIRTH AND THEY GAVE HER THREE DAYS TO LIVE. MY LITTLE MIRACLE BABY AND THEN ALSO. MY DAD PASSED AWAY 16 YEARS AGO TOMORROW. HE DECIDED TO BE SELFISH IN BY KILLING HISSLEF ON HER BIRTHDAY. MY DAD HAD DEPRESSION AND HE DECIDED TO HANG HIMSELF SO TOMORROW IS ALWAYS FILLED WITH SO MANY MIXED EMOTIONS. NOT SURE IF I WILL BE ON TOMORROW.AND IF I AM IM NOT SURE WHAT MOOD I WILL BE IN. SO PLEASE JUST BEAR WITH ME AND HAVE PATIENCE WITH ME THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND UNDERSTANDING HAPPY ST PATTYS DAY TO ALL HUGS AND KISSES VICKIE

Dead Hearts Dont Break
someone help me love has failed me again I hoped it would be different this time around in vain the black clouds overhead return showering me in this cold cold rain. love has failed me again I would cry if I were alive but dead hearts dont break soulless eyes dont die. --dean dark--

The Online Experience: Reality Check
Ok, first of all, Im going to quantify the forthcoming rambling by saying that this WONT apply to everyone. Those who are exempt from this should know that, upon reading it, and be able to continue with their happy little lives like any normal person, secure in the knowlege that I will still be talking to them tomorrow. Now, for the rest of you. GET A GRIP! No, seriously, run, dont walk, to the much-needed reality check. We are online. CT is an online site. That means its impersonal. That means that you dont really know me and I dont really know you. For all you do know, I COULD be some 350# hairy man (dont worry, Im not, but you get my point). Given that bit of information, you should realize that IT MEANS NOTHING, NADA, ZIP, ZILCH, BIG FAT ZERO, ETC! If I, or anyone else, decides to post photos, naked or other, its our choice. We have our reasons. Trust me on this, THEY ARE NOT POSTED JUST FOR YOU (any one person), SPECIFICALLY. I dont know you, remember. I didnt know you befo

25 Thins My Mother Taught Me
25 things my mother taught me THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the bac

The Hunt
There has been little sightings of the elusive willing damsel. Still the hunt continues. These are beautiful and gorgeous creatures, to understand them i know more than any other. To actually snare and capture one is a whole new story. The Hunt still goes ont hough knowing I will sek one out and find the prize that will be hers and mine

Cherry Blossom Festival 07'
I try to make it a habbit to travel down to DC durring the Cherry Blossom Festival and snap some pictures, have some fun, relax... yadda yadda. I took this picture a few years ago at one: By mistake. I was using an old analog/film camera, and I forgot to adjust the shutter speed which gave it a blurred effect. I guess theres some things that just can't be done with a digital camera, though I could be wrong. I need to start getting back into photography. Hopefully the cherry blossoms arn't all out of wack now due to the freak snow mixed with 70 degree days.

Im Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im too tall/short for you. I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

The Pasta Diet
ITALIAN PASTA DIET -- IT REALLY WORKS !! 1.. You walka pasta da bakery. 2.. You walka pasta da candy store. 3.. You walka pasta da Ice Cream shop. 4.. You walka pasta da table and fridge. You willa losea da weight! AND..... CONCERNED ABOUT TOO MANY CARBS IN YOUR DIET? For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink what you like. Speaking Engli

My Thinking
HANDY LITTLE CHART - GOD CHART God has a positive answer: YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afra

Things To Ponder For 2007
> #10 Life is sexually transmitted. > > > #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. > > > #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. > > > #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. > > > #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. > > > #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. > > > #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. > > > #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? > > > #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. > > > AND THE NUMBER ON

My New Belt
I got my belt buckle caught on something at work yesterday and it got broke. It was a cheap ass belt, but it was keeping my pants up. So I had to get another one right away because I cant work with my pants falling down. So the only place nearby that I could go to was this 99 cent store near my workplace. It's actually where I got the last belt, too. So I go.....I'm holding my pants up with one hand and I walk over. The thing you need to know about 99 cent stores is that they always have different merchandise. A lot of times they have the same things, but very often you see something there once and something else the next time. Maybe I'll write about 99 cent stores sometime. So while my original $2 belt that I got there was pretty ok looking....black with a silver buckle, went I went to get the new one, they didnt have any more of those. They had thin white belts with black braiding running up the sides. Right.... I really didnt have any choice because my pants were totally fall

50 Lines To Read...
Read each one carefully and think about them!!! 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. Its OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14 If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for lo

Sexy Harry Potter Shoot
I was asked to do a sexy harry potter shoot, LOL I was like wah? LOL But they will provide me with all of the HP clothing I guess people take advantage of the popularity of things every chance they get! Hey, when I'm done with my clothes I'll likely give them to my daughter who is the big Harry Potter fan I just thought it was a really strange photoshoot to do what do you think?

Why?
My soul aches, My heart breaks. A tear in my eye, I'll forever cry. I wish my pain away, I wish it away today. Why does it hurt so bad, Does this make her glad? Why does she douse my inner flame? Was this breakup my blame? What did I do to deserve this? I just wish I could have one last kiss. Why am I so heartbroken? A depressed soul I'll always be, Everyone will always see. I will be strong, Because he was wrong. This is now the past, It's going very fast. Love so simple, but hard to say, It keeps me living another day. I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be, My chest was shut tight, complete with purity. It's been a bad day, I'll try letting it not show, Another sad day, I'm just letting it go. Why am I so heartbroken?

I Believe..
I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I believe

Shenandoah Valley, Virginia
The smell of wet mountain soil, after the rain or a thunderstorm. The ruffle of the leaves, from the wind or scurry of the animals. The sound of the trickle of the stream, the water passing over the rocks. The feel of the cool water when I bathe, nude in the streams. The fun of gathering fire wood and pine cones and dried needles, for the crackling fire to gather around at night. Roasting hot dogs or marshmallows for smores. Just the smell of Mother Earth herself displaying her beauty using to her advantage all of our senses to indulge her. This is where I want to be. This is where I want to die.

Waiting
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting

Girls Versus Grown Women
Girls vs. Grown Women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk it out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or go

Expectations
SAYING I TRY TO LIVE BY... "In the course of living, many people are disappointed when others do not live up (or down) to their expectations. In order to be happy, some expectations must be dropped. These unrealistic and unhealthy expectations are three of the main culprits. 1. Do not EXPECT appreciation. When others say, "Thank you," or in any way show their gratitude, be happy. It is a gift! 2. Do not EXPECT others to make you happy. They simply cannot do that. Make yourself happy and share your joy with others. 3. Do not expect NOT to be let down. At times, people will simply not come through for you in the way you need. Forgive them and move on. Get rid of these three expectations and you will be getting rid of daily disappointment!"

Streets
the crowded streets have no name lying awake i see the day the busy people wonder with no care time slips by and falls between the cracks lights are shining the distance grows big tell me where to go how should i lead everyday seems to dissapear from under me life as we know it doesnt exist a memory of times past lighting towards a fake tomorrow the streets show signs of decay we walk them without ever listening the path they lead us to is the path of your self dont forget the streets or they shall lead you no more

Points To Ponder
In the last few days I have been talking with, and reading, many views on beliefs etc. Many people criticize those that do not believe the same way, or do not have an "organized" religious belief. Now I have alot of friends of different beliefs lets say. Not necessarily a "religion" but their beliefs are different than others. Ive watched in shame as they are berated and ridiculed for their beliefs from others who claim to be "christian". So, altho I am in the midst of questioning many things myself, here are some questions to ponder when ridiculing, or judging someone else for their beliefs. 1. If my good deeds in life determine whether I go to heaven or not, why did Christ have to die for my sins? 2. Keeping the above in mind, IF Christ died for my sins, why would I need to ask for forgiveness at all as they've already been forgiven and/or paid for? 3. IF God made "man" in his image, why did adam and eve become ashamed when they realized they were naked in the garden of

Drama....
Well, Dennis kicked me out last night... among the fighting and other drama bullshit... and he is saying he's cutting off my cell phone... SO that should be interesting. I am gonna make an attempt to get a phone of my own, and a place of my own this week.... Things have just gotten so bad around there... of course, it's always my fault, because i want nothing to do with him and refuse to have sex with him, SOOOO i am the bad person.... big shock there... I just can't deal with the bullshit anymore... I am supposed to just forget the 5 years of bullshit he has put me through. I am not by any means saying i was an angel.... but man, before him, i was at least happy... i giggled all the time, and laughed, and smiled... and, was, happy. Now, I am miserable... Unhappy... I rarely smile... Everyday I get yelled at for something else, sure, I suck at cleaning... i HATE cleaning... i clean SOOOO much more than I used to, it's not even funny... I have grown up a lot... I keep shit fairly ti

Job Dis-satisfaction...
I got a lot of it! I'm already pissed that I lost my free weekend to this damn storm. And now I get to be woken up early to being basically told I had to come into work. The only reason I'm not there right now is that my parents will not allow me to leave this house and try to make that trek. Even if I do live rather close to work... So I am pissed because this is not the first time nor will it be the last until I get out of there that they try and stick me with hours just because I live close and I've always been the one to help out. Yet people dont think of all the times I help out when it comes to complaining about me taking time off. They also clearly dont understand how to read a schedule for they dont seem to understand that it will send me over 40 hours if I work today and they truthfully can't make me do that. They can't make me go into work when I'm not scheduled. Not gonna work! Go ahead and bitch at me or about me but I'm so not gonna go in to that shit-hole beca

Cabaret
What good is sitting alone in your room? Come hear the music play. Life is a Cabaret, old chum, Come to the Cabaret. Put down the knitting, The book and the broom. Time for a holiday. Life is Cabaret, old chum, Come to the Cabaret. Come taste the wine, Come hear the band. Come blow your horn, Start celebrating; Right this way, Your table's waiting No use permitting soem prophet of doom To wipe every smile away. Come hear the music play. Life is a Cabaret, old chum, Come to the Cabaret! I used to have a girlfriend known as Elsie With whom I shared Four sordid rooms in Chelsea She wasn't what you'd call A blushing flower... As a matter of fact She rented by the hour. The day she died the neighbors came to snicker: "Well, thats what comes from to much pills and liquor." But when I saw her laid out like a Queen She was the happiest...corpse... I'd ever seen. I think of Elsie to this very day. I'd remember how'd she turn to me and say: "

More About Me
Let me begin by telling you that my cocky asshole persona that I have not only on this site but in everyday life, started out as a simple shell. Yes like a turtle, this shell is my home to protect my soft tender side from the elements of not only man but WOMAN as well. Through the years like all homes they need to be repaired and adjusted and upgraded. I mean would you want to live in a shit hole. Now this shell is so thick and strong it's easy to forget its just a shell. My heart and soul (LOL like I got those) still have the final say. Why am I saying all this on my stupid space? Some might say I'm letting my guard down by doing so. In all honesty there is no guard and there is no door. I don't care who knows because no one will ever know that side of me. Even those of you that think you do, don't. My heart and soul don't need a friend. They don't need support. They don't need a so called "rock". If you know me consider it a privilege, not because I'm that awesome but because I make

Comments.....
ok so lots of people stop by and read my blogs but most of the time never comment.... so whats the go with that i ask???? are you trying to be polite and not say random shit about peoples mindless ramblings??? i jibber jabber away alot and its nice to know if people like the jibber jabber or are sick of the same old shit i jibber jabber on with... i can jibber away till the cows come home so my mindless ramblings can go on and on most of the time i think i am going crazy... other times i have mental blocks... so ideas would be nice.. do i write some more erotic stuff or kiss and tell??? do i write more poetry about hte darkness in me... or shall i just jibber jabber away about nothing at all really???? comments are more than welcome to me as i bear no ill will or grudges for too long... i almost always have a larf at myself and what goes on in my life like waiting for cancer results..... gota laugh or you go crazy... any way that is some more jibber jabbering for now till

The Truth
to those of you who think he is telling the truth, i hope one day you will wake up. bumpem3car has been a liar for the last 6 years i have known him. My name is gloria. I met him 6 years ago, we talked for a while on the net, after about a month, he began to tell me how much he loved me, gave me his cell and work number so we could talk. I never thought much about why i could never get him on weekends or nights, just during work hours was when we talked. he ask for a picture of me which i sent to him. i was told he put in glass frame next to his bed and on his desk so he could see me his every waking hour. anyway.. over the next few months, my feeliong grew for him by leaps and bounds. He told me the things i wanted to hear, Made me feel as if i was the only one for him. He got around to asking me to send naked pics of me to him, i did,only because he had convinced me he loved me and we would be together for the rest of our lives. after about 8 months, i told my friend about him

Advice To People About Self Image, Your Life.
friend: I think a large part of it is that I want acceptance, to be a part of a group, to be noticed, included, paid attention to... To be able to hang out with, do whatever and pass the time. But I also want a gf again... i think with nai being there at school all the time, it's clouding my mind, especially since she's treating me different than before still, though more communicative now... Ngoc doesn't talk to me as much... I dunno.. just feel alone... reaching for something that I can't reach...friend: lol nicevIOLENT eLPY: yeahvIOLENT eLPY: u dont want to hear waht i have to sayvIOLENT eLPY: ull probably kill urself lolfriend: but yea, i don't really in the "censored" group have much of a place, I'm included, but more recently it's been breaking apart... they don't do anything outside of school, so participation is nil. (censored)'s friends, they don't really know me, but I'm trying to become familiar with them. friend: most the girls are ignoring me, specially the ones i

Some People Really Just Needs To Stfu !!
Lesson Learned - Child of God@ CherryTAP Posted a bulletin name: Why God Loves Goths Even Though They Are Losers Body: God loves us all, even if we are losers. That is what is really cool about God. Think about it, the whole "Goth" thing is so like 1998, yet we have adults going around dressed in dark clothes and makeup calling themselves "Lestats Dark Family" or some shit like that. Oh, and Marilyn Manson sucks. Speaking of Goths..ever notice that lots of people are going around claiming to be "Wiccan". What the fuck is a wiccan anyway? Everytime I see a wiccan chick on the internet she is either fat or ugly and sometimes both. Is this the new religion for people who cannot get laid? So, you are a Green Witch? Isn't that sweet. Now run along dear and get my coffee and I might leave a really nice tip. MY RESPONCE Wiccan and the Pagan belief in general are great, and Paganism in itself is older than christianity by over 200,000 years, so new belief..., so to gener

Happy St. Patrick's Day!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Hope everyone is having a good one. My quiet day has turned into a very busy one, lol! I have a client to treat at 9 a.m. Then I watch the store from 10 to 2, followed by two more clients. Not bad for a Saturday, lol! Maybe I won't be going out tonight after all!! Everyone have a wonderful St. Patrick's Day! Drink a couple for me, please, lmao! Much love and warm hugs one and all! Blessings all over the world to all my friends! Later!

I Will Bring Fire To Thee
I Will Bring Fire To Thee By: Kevin Mas Smith I will bring fire to thee And you to me Our souls intertwined In relativity I will bring fire to thee And you to me And all these nights ahead No mystery For you will Throw aways the keys Which hold us dormant In passages of futility I will bring fire to thee And you to me And this passion ignited Lofts heavenly

Potry By Yerz Truly
"AMEN" Back in the day when the West was young, Many songs of trial were heard n sung All through the land – mighta busted a lung These songs were bold, these songs were true Many times just poppin' right outta the blue But the words to these songs were very true Many different races came out in to tune And all through history These songs were no mystery They came about telling of the races' story And still to this day We hear their dismay All the way down to the southernmost bay Now just why is this? Why do people hafta diss All these social leaders comin' out from the mist? All I've gotta say- The gov's gotta have their way Cuz if they don't, we people gotta pay "Just Cuz" C'mon ev'rybody Let's go and see Just what we in the world can be Love, affection, and harmony Can result to the way things'll be- Could possibly result to a life of glee We can also be Piss

Bad?
so i went to earls after work on thursday sawchristina sal philly, philly , dick ,and johny ... i missed them and then i got pissed cause christina and sal were bugging me about my food so i left and i got home and ryan texted me and asked if i was at earls and i said now i m at home now an he said come over so i did . ryans roomate ryan and his gf weere all hanging out so i felt out of place but whatever it was kool the roomate an girlfriend went to there room and ryan and i watched tv and i layed in his lap and fell asleep as he held me .. it was like it used to be when were younger ); ryan woke me up and said to get a shirt to wear to bed so got one and put it on it smelled sooo good i love the way he smells lol ..so i came back and layed down and then fell asleep and then he woke me up again and said he was ging to get food and if i wanted some sso they left and came home so ryan and his roomate and i were in ryans room and ryans like leave the blanket on i was so fucking tired and

Oh Danny Boy
Oh Danny boy,the pipes, the pipes are callin. From Glen to Glen and down the mountainside. The Summer's gone and all the flowers dyin. Tis you,tis you, must go and die and I must fight. But come ye back when Summer's in the meadow, or when the valley's hushed up white with snow. Till thy be here in sunshine and in shadow, oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so.

New Quotes
Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. By:Antonine de saint-Exupery The loneliest place in the world is the human heart when love is absent. By:E.C. McKenzie Laughter is the shortest distance between two people. By: Victor Borge

Deep Thought I Am Bipolar
i am bipolar. i was on the verge of killing myself? i was in an "INSTITUTION". for a week. i am being completly honest. i have my reasons hate me love me just give me a chance and hear waht i have to say. consider it. then define your belife about it. my mother died st pattys day last year. my dog whom was with her died march 2. lots of wierd things have been happening.this is not copyrighted in anyway shape or form it is public domain so share it if someone you know needs guidence please tell them about me i will talk to anyone im getting a cell soon and will share my personal number to anyone. please find it in your heart to help. if you care you will. my email is asialurch@yahoo.com i have nothing better to do so i will although i have a small life i WILL respond as soon as possible. i want NO MONEY DONT EVEN OFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will might go back in the hospital but i will stay on top of it! i go to aa and na in havre de grace maryland and york pa. please.

The Greatest Creature On Earth
True love can be seen in the wolf,without doubt the true love story of the animal kindom, the female wolf will fight to the death to protect her purity untill she finds the mate of her choosing, they find eachother in darkness, and stick together for life, through the good times as well as the bad, never forgeting the love they have for eachother, having been known to stand over there mate after there death untill they literaly starve to death themselves, just because things are not always perfect they do not just walk away and find the most bountiful life, they find a way TOGETHER to face and over come there trials in life, they let nothing come between them and together they are one of the most furocious hunters in the animal kingdom, almost always successful in there hunt for prey.. Together we stand always lady,

He's Free
I knew you had to go away it was your time you see but i didn't take time to face that you were leaving me. You weren't afraid of dying for you knew what lay in store in the blinking of an eye or the closing of a door You shared with us a journey that only you could see and helped us understand God's way as it was meant to be. Life had so restricted you your spirit is now free to go explore the universe for all eternity

Never To Be Seen Agian.
Temptation tries to get me again and again The scars have healed The pain will disappear But here I am again with the blade in my hand Just a little one No on will notice I need to release In the flow of red Dripping from my hands Stains on the floor No one has seen before These are sighs Saying go away Far away To never be seen again

Could You Be The One For Me?
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart and soul The man that haunts me yet You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach me How to love again and forget Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart Are you willing to piece together what another broke apart It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft is now shut, locked, and tough But i can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts

Sometimes I Think ...i Think Too Much !!
I had one of those days today, I got up at 6.30am..(on a Saturday..so not fair !!)...took my son to cricket and sat there watching them bowl 20 overs of wides ...I found my mind wandering while my eyes glazed over watching the game... And I find myself.... asking myself questions like.... Why do we have earwax ? Why did someone call the penis...a penis..i mean wot made them think of that when they named it ? Why do some people go without getting a pimple their whole life..and others have acne ? ( this came about from the poor teenager sitting next to me whose face was more yellow than white ) :( Why do they call blogs...blogs ? Do Lizards...have balls ? Keep in mind...it was a long 20 overs of cricket !! Omg..one that came to the other day...I think im gonna have to google it....How do elephants have sex..without crushing each other :O ? These r just a few of the questions I ask myself..then feel a little weird..for even thinking them..???!!! Fellow blog

Yup
Ever reviled, accursed, ne'er understood, Thou art the grisly terror of our age. "Wreck of all order," cry the multitude, "Art thou, and war and murder's endless rage." O, let them cry. To them that ne'er have striven The truth that lies behind a word to find, To them the word's right meaning was not given. They shall continue blind among the blind. But thou, O word, so clear, so strong, so pure, Thou sayest all which I for goal have taken. I give thee to the future! Thine secure When each at least unto himself shall waken. Comes it in sunshine? In the tempest's thrill? I cannot tell--but it the earth shall see! I am an Anarchist! Wherefore I will Not rule, and also ruled I will not be!

Yo
"Educatio est omnium efficacissima forma rebellionis" which is scripted in Latin. The English translation means "Education is the most effective form of rebellion". The moral of Thorin's quote is that much more can be accomplished with a book rather than a bat. The system itself cannot be beaten by simply dropping out and having a middle finger attitude. To truly make a difference, you need not only angst, but also a firm foundation on what makes the system what it is. Past revolutionaries (Che, King Jr, Gandhi....) all knew how to use the system to their advantage and bring about change. Society loves stupid people because they are so easy to control. To truly make a difference organize with the tools that truly bring about change: Education and Unity. The sheep (people in general) are force fed crap everyday via the media. Unfortunately, they take it all in with their mouths open wide. The uneducated cannot tell the difference between truth and lie, instead they tend to believe every

Read
THE history of human growth and development is at the same time the history of the terrible struggle of every new idea heralding the approach of a brighter dawn. In its tenacious hold on tradition, the Old has never hesitated to make use of the foulest and cruelest means to stay the advent of the New, in whatever form or period the latter may have asserted itself. Nor need we retrace our steps into the distant past to realize the enormity of opposition, difficulties, and hardships placed in the path of every progressive idea. The rack, the thumbscrew, and the knout are still with us; so are the convict's garb and the social wrath, all conspiring against the spirit that is serenely marching on. Anarchism could not hope to escape the fate of all other ideas of innovation. Indeed, as the most revolutionary and uncompromising innovator, Anarchism must needs meet with the combined ignorance and venom of the world it aims to reconstruct. To deal even remotely with all that is being sai

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes my soul As I lay there hoping for the moment will never end.. calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly i fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there.. wondering where i went wrong Calling out for you.. only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts.. so cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness i feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

It Actually Works
This website seems like its b.s. but amazingly it is actually true. I already recieved my PS3. http://freeplaystation3.peel.com/refer.php?l=ps3153109240dhmg Try it I couldnt believe it myself that it worked. I thought i wasted 27 dollars. 2 weeks later it actually came in the mail.

We Were Meant To Be
Somewhere in time We fell in love Our feelings were so strong Stars sparkled from above Somewhere in time Nothing else mattered We were together Until our hopes and our dreams were shattered Somewhere in time Great memories are there Our love was once great Nothing could compare Somewhere in time Our love stands still A love that we lost Somehow against our will Somewhere in time We'll meet again Somewhere in time Our love will never end

Falling In And Out Of Love
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That i could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when i needed someone too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

You'll Know
When the wind blows And whispers through the trees, You'll know i remember you When the rain falls And drips from the flower petals You'll know i have forgiven you When a tear escapes And trickles down my cheek You'll know i still love you

10,000 Promises
1,000 times you turned away 2,000 times i begged you to stay 3,000 hugs from you i missed 4,000 kisses left unkissed 5,000 tears I've cried 6,000 times you lied 7,000 I hate you's 8,000 I forgive you too's 9,000 hateful words we've spoken 10,000 promises you've broken

"the Vampire's Kiss" (copywritten 2001, Don't Rip)
“The Vampire’s Kiss” I licked my lips and pressed them onto her wrist. I could feel the tooth marks from where I’d just been and underneath, the slow, warm, pulsing of her vein. I held her arm to my mouth and ran my bottom lip over her skin and she uttered a sound~almost a cry. I wasn’t sure if it was some kind of cry for help, or of submissive ecstasy, or a little bit of both. I looked at her face and she was a stunning vision. Rose petal eyelids closed softly and her beautiful lips parted slightly into the shape of a heart. It was the kind of relaxation you really only see when a child’s asleep. Total trust and sheer abandon. It was at that point, the only vision I had was to pierce her flesh and taste the metallic, salty richness of her coursing blood. That moment in time that we were sharing….stopped. It was the kind of beauty you can’t even wrap your brain around. The only way you feel to comprehend the emotion is to drink it in…make it part of you…to live in yo

Picture Reported
so the picture i had as my primary picture was reported as NSFW. you know its great cause if you keep a close eye on who does what to your pictures and your profile, you can tell when something like this happens who did it. and yes i know who did it. i'm not gonna point fingers, but damn your prude. i dont date, i dont drink or smoke. i'm a nice person. my looks are all i have left to tease and to make this world a lil better, even tho it has shitted on me. *deep breathe* i need a beer and a smoke. anyone have one i can bum? Virgo

Love Song
Nothing is plumb, level or square: the studs are bowed, the joists are shaky by nature, no piece fits any other piece without a gap or pinch, and bent nails dance all over the surfacing like maggots. By Christ I am no carpenter. I built the roof for myself, the walls for myself, the floors for myself, and got hung up in it myself. I danced with a purple thumb at this house-warming, drunk with my prime whiskey: rage. Oh, I spat rage's nails into the frame-up of my work: it held. It settled plumb, level, solid, square and true for that great moment. Then it screamed and went on through, skewing as wrong the other way. God damned it. This is hell, but I planned it, I sawed it, I nailed it, and I will live in it until it kills me. I can nail my left palm to the left-hand crosspiece but I can't do everything myself. I need a hand to nail the right, a help, a love, a you, a wife.

The One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with onl y two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft,

Body Remember
Body, remember not only how much you were loved, not only the beds on which you lay, but also those desires for you that glowed plainly in the eyes, and trembled in the voice—and some chance obstacle made futile. Now that all of them belong to the past, it almost seems as if you had yielded to those desires—how they glowed, remember, in the eyes gazing at you; how they trembled in the voice, for you, remember, body.

A New Day
from the ashes of my heart comes a new dawn promising to reclaim a love that was long forgotten from out of the darkness comes a glimmer of light showing me the way out of the depths of despair from the glowing sun comes a warmth giving me heat where it was only a sliver of ice from you comes the promise of a new day and a new love to keep me safe

Sex Without Love
How do they do it, the ones who make love without love? Beautiful as dancers, gliding over each other like ice-skaters over the ice, fingers hooked inside each other's bodies, faces red as steak, wine, wet as the children at birth whose mothers are going to give them away. How do they come to the come to the come to the God come to the still waters, and not love the one who came there with them, light rising slowly as steam off their joined skin? These are the true religious, the purists, the pros, the ones who will not accept a false Messiah, love the priest instead of the God. They do not mistake the lover for their own pleasure, they are like great runners: they know they are alone with the road surface, the cold, the wind, the fit of their shoes, their over-all cardio- vascular health--just factors, like the partner in the bed, and not the truth, which is the single body alone in the universe against its own best time.

Long Distance
well not too long ago i met someone that takes my breath away... however sad as it is he is 4-6 hours away... we talk everyday and he has been to visit a couple of times but it is beginning to take its toll on my heart.... my bed feels empty and my house and my life when he is not with me... my littlest ducky is also madly in love with him and cried the last time he left.. its so weird i have been single for almost two years and enjoyed my freedom but now cant think of not having him in my life.. he has brought a smile back to my face when i have not smiled for a very long time...with that smile he also brought back hope that there is really good guys in this world and not just dickheads that are out for themselves... and like hitting women.. he has started to restore my immensly broken heart and with each day that passes he fills a small piece of it... i have been through hell and back in the last 10 years and never thought that i was worth loving or being loved but he is giving

The Wearing Of The Green!!!
The Wearing of The Green by Dion Boucicault (1820-1890) O Paddy dear, and did you hear the news that going round? The shamrock is forbid by law to grow on Irish ground; St. Patrick's Day no more we'll keep, his colours can't be seen, For there's a bloody law against the wearing of the green. I met with Napper Tandy and he took me by the hand, And he said, "How's poor old Ireland, and how does she stand?" She's the most distressful counterie that ever yet was seen, And they're hanging men and women for the wearing of the green. Then since the colour we must wear is England's cruel red, Sure Ireland's sons will ne'er forget the blood that they have shed. You may take a shamrock from your hat and cast it on the sod, It will take root and flourish there though underfoot it's trod. When law can stop the blades of grass from growing as they grow, And when the leaves in summer-time their verdure dare not show, Then will I change the colour

Lollipop, Lyrics By Mika
Lyrics to Mika Lollipop Hey, what's the big idea? Yo Mika. I said, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down, I said, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down. Sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down. Say love, say love, or love's gonna get you down. say love, say love, or love's gonna get you down. I went walking in with my mama one day, when she warn me what people say, live your life until love is found, 'cause love's gonna get you down. Take a look at the girl next door, she's a player and a down right whore, Jesus slows up, she wants more, oh bad girls get you down. Singing, Sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down. Say love, say love, or love's gonna get you down. say love, say love, or

Night 1
It doesn't matter how many people I talk to my heart still hurts. I miss adam like I can't even put into words. I hurt so bad. I got so use to having his sweet voice being there for me. Tonight is the first night I have to go to sleep without having him on the phone. Part of me just wants to run and hide and forget how much I love him, but he asked me not to forget him not to push him out of my heart. I worry about him, his first night away from his family. I wonder where he is sleeping. I don't know if I'm going to be able to stand this pain. This hurts like losing a family member to death. I need him in Texas so bad. I don't want things to go bad for him, but I do hope that he decides that he doesn't want to live with out me. I don't expect anyone to understand unless they have recently been in love and were seperated from them. Long distance realationships are some of the most beautiful but painful experiences of my life. I hate to admit what I really feel like. I a

More About Me
You have a sexual IQ of 86 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Haha, super genius? I may be a super genius, but not when it comes to sex. Isn't 86 getting close to being handicapped? You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com That looks about right. You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city.

My Spin On " I"m Sorry"
Yah, didn't end up going to sleep. My spin on "I"m sorry" — Saturday, March 17, 2007 I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im too tall/short 4 u I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are" 1.Boobs make great pillows 2. I don't want to see your ribs, but if you have

Let The Inside Get To You
I don't know what to say here. Think of me fondly when I'm gone. However soon or eternally distant that moment may be. Only... remember me handsomely. Unless you'd prefer to dwell on something so ugly as the real. Gladly place my burial rites on auction. Hit me up for money and wisdom from the grave. That will serve my memory better than any offering or tear. Why, because its so geniune. Have I ever been offered a moment's rest from the taunting... the needy.. the ever plaguing presence of humanity's intrusions. At least defile my corpse. Take down my house, drag me through the streets and deficate on my tombstone. I think you owe me at least that much. Desecration after years of deception. Denoumant' after deploration, I demand that you detest me. Only... those deserving few... love me. Who among you are worthy of being on their level? Any of the rabble care to measure themselves? Sacriligious shits... none of you can compare, none of you offered what they

Ex-husbands
Why do ex's have to be such assholes? He is the one that cheated but I feel like I am paying the price. I moved out of the home and had to start over from scratch. I left him with almost everything in the house but I get attitude when I ask for something little that I may have forgotten. I could have taken everything and left him with nothing but I'm not that kind of person. He mentally and emotionally abused me for close to 10 years of our 12 year marriage and I'm getting shit on left and right. He recently brought his whore into my children's lives and it pisses me off! We aren't even legally divorced yet and the kids already think daddy is in love. I knew that 4 months before I left the house but for them to think it now, sickens me. I don't care who he's with but it's not right to mess with my children's minds this soon. He filed for custody of the kids and I'll be damned if that's going to fly. I just need to get some crap off my mind before I have to see him later toda

What You Mean Too Me..
im lost not knowing what too do whit out you . trying to put things right ,that way i might hold you tight.to my dearest love im sorry i fail you in this way .. i shure dint mean to .but i did. an soon ill begone, not know where i might end up! whit out you,here whit me ..you was my gift form god ..an i mest up buy not being, ever thing you need , knowing i am the one you love an i know i feel the same way about you .. just know ill always will love you..an if you love me these will work out for us. i love you bethi, i know this in my heart an soul there will never be another.............but you..my love

The Sweet Taste Of Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Late Night Mumblings
I'm tired and out of it.. so we mustn't expect too much of these words... I'm listening to this bit of madness that I've sorta produced... Which ends up sounding a little like "Satanic Hippy Music." It's basically a possible intro plus a track.. that we may put up on the pod safe music network.. for other podcasters to play... Where it could also function as a promo for the podcast.. which is sorta interesting.. It's a fairly amazing piece of of audio madness.. which ends up breaking down a little bit towards it's ends.. so I'll have to mess with it a lil bit before I put it up... but it'll still function perfectly well as an intro to an episode... But maybe its not as good as my imagination pretends.. In other news.. its a late night.. feeling a lil lonely.. and a lil libidinaly...... well wishing I was a lil less alone, you know? I'm so over tired and out of it. My car is now stuck in a neighbors driveway.. where it was forced to rest while the plows

It's You
back again seen this place before now and then I make it back to the door I close my eyes and everything comes rushing in im hypnotized wondering when life begins another day another round of pain some how some way I lose myself again to you its always been you inside my head its you another lonely night again I turn away shed a tear remembering when you made me smile sadness was for someone else and now i walk a mile just to fix my face again I try to live a life im supposed to and for awhile i make myself believe its true but its you that takes my world from me and its you that has a hold on me always you ill never be set free ill be here in pain where im supposed to be

St.patrick's Day!
The Run down for my Family is a tradition. Not just one big Bar Hopping party.. We start out at 8am for breakfast.. Then we go to The Marley Bone to get our faces painted...Then we travel to and from bar to bar meeting new people,maybe have a couple of drinks and then it's off to hear local bands and eat some conrbeef & cabbage...drink some more while we go to yet another bar..now mind you by this time it is only maybe noon. So then we get together and decide what is next and where too next.. I usually the Designateddriver but, two years ago I said enough of this crap give me a drink.. I had been The DD for ten years.. It was my turn.. anyhow we have a blast and my entire family goes and know all the people we have meet over the years join us and now our little pary is quite huge.. But so much fun.. I love this day.. HAPPY ST PATRICK"S DAY EVERYONE ...... MYCHELE

~surviving Life~
~Surviving Life~ Current mood: sleepy Category: Writing and Poetry Everywhere i look i see your face, that hair, those eyes that haunt me, still... Burned into my memory forever I was blinded by you Still am in so many ways i think I still believe with my whole heart that i was suppose to meet you.... I've never felt so connected to someone in my life... Although at times i have to ask myself if you were even real.... Or if i dreamed you up in my mind, an angel coming down to give me a taste of heaven.... God; letting me know how things can be, how they should be...... Maybe i'm making more of you than i should be But i really dont think so Your amazing to me... I hear myself talking about you to others and wonder how i could have ever let you go.... You were there, within reach....and as i always manage to do, i let you slip through my finger tips... My one true regret... Honestly, i don't know what i'd do if i saw you again...

Gift Exchange
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!! start with me then copy and post it in your blog and see what others think of you!!

Friday Night
It's a borring night, like other nights I suppose. It's nice like this when I'd just get drunk, and have sex. However, I don't have a girlfriend right now, and I'm kinda trying to quit drinking, or at very least, quit drinking alone. So I think I am just going to go to sleep soon. Maybe I'll go do something fun ealy in the morning. lol. Yeah, right, I doubt I'll have the motivation to get up early in the morning. Ya'll have a good weekend.

Whisper
A whisper rings in my ears And all throw my mind A truth I wish not to hear Far away and deep in my mind I hear the screams of the things That are locked deep inside my mind Calling out for release from what I can no longer hide The whisper lulls me closer To the edge of sweet insanity As I plung deep into the darkness I realize the truth that the whisper Were always me

My Life Passed Me By
My pain is deep I got lost in it Didn’t know it was my life I stepped away for a moment Opened my eyes to what it is My life passed me by With the blink of the eye I stepped out on my own Grown and without love Thought I’d never recover Figured I’d always love you To never be free again My life passed me by With a blink of the eye My heart hurt so much I thought I lost who I was Never to be found again Wandering through a life That wasn’t mine to start My life passed me by With a blink of the eye I awoke to an empty I smiled to myself I found my reckoning My regret My forgive My forget My life passed me by With the blink of the eye I took my steps I made my leaps I conquered my bounds I stand tall in who I am My soul is mine Never to be lost again My life passed me by With the blink of the eye

One Nation..
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! Nowhere did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German, Portuguese, Greek, French,? or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even ? gave the translation - not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is MY COUNTRY ? IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY, SPEAK UP! I am not against immigration - just come through like everyone else Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes; live by the rules; ? and LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone, YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make th

Its Not All That Bad Is It?
so im sittin here all alone on a friday night...why? i dont think thats fair at all.im so effin bored and hella tired from workin all day,but i still wanna party hella bad.i dont like living here,i wanna go home sooo bad.i miss it so much it makes me wanna cry.i used to hate it there and think it was boring and all that and that everywere else was better than were i lived.but now that i think about it,it was the like one of the best place to live.any thing i needed i got within the hour...and i do mean everything people.i had all my friends,the love of my life,my job,school and a place i could call my own.now i feel like im in a cross between prison and rehab,a rehab filled with ex-tweekers and alcoholics.i know this is something i should be writting on my myspace page,but the last thing i want is for my sister-in-law,who is on my friends list,read this and find out how much i hate it in her house.or how weak iam and cant seem to stay away from the one thing i know can and will take ov

One Of My Favorite Megadeth Songs
Somewhere there's a reason Why things go like they do Somewhere there's a reason Why somethings just fall through We don't always see them For what they really are But I know there's a reason, Just can't see it from this far Maybe I don't like it, but I have no choice I know that somewhere, someone hears my voice I thought I knew it all I thought I had it made How could it end this way? I thought I knew Somewhere there's a reason Why things don't go my way Somewhere there's a reason That I cannot explain Just like the change of season, Just may not be my turn But I know there's a reason, The lesson's mine to learn

Pics Of Me
I know I don't really have many pics of myself up. I should be able to take some real soon so keep your eyes open. The ones that I have up now are at least a year old, but I haven't changed much. The hair is a bit longer, but thats about it.

Charlie Daniels Speech. (he Rocks)
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have any-thing against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta-

Very Imformative And Thought Provoking.
Another day with Dv8... Ok, so I know it's been a while since I blogged..I mean truly actually had a topic- wrote down what I felt - BLOG. So I guess, here in a sense I'm going to "bleed" some thoughts and such and just get a few things off my chest. Now, naturally..I say what I feel when it comes to my head..but here lately it's been alot of biting my tongue and standing back to assess the situation. Sometimes, you just have to know when to speak your mind - and when to shut the fuck up. So, here goes.. So today, so far, my morning is going pretty well, but I can't seem to find something to do. So all morning I've been bored out of my mind. So I get on Myspace (of course) and check my email to find out that "Golden Boy" Arnold Skaaland has passed. My friend Robert says, "It seems that alot of the old school and 80's wrestlers are starting to fade away, and that soon enough, there won't be another wrestler like that alive to tell the tales of wrestling back when it was wrestling,

Happy St. Patricks Day!
For all of those that read this! Even those that don't, lol! Please copy and paste the link into a browser to check out your greeting. Best wishes to all! Pamela http://www.llerrah.com/irishblessing.htm

Test
just for the record, i dont take the easy way when it comes to anything, i believe that life is a system of trial and error and that you must experience everything to find whats right for you, people, music, jobs, food, it's all about trying everything and seeing what works for you, i do believe in destiny and fate, but i also believe that you control part of that by the decisions that you make, i have taken thae hard road at times because it makes me stronger and more confident, i firmly believe that 1 should never test me, unless they feel they have truly studied for the test, and if you dont walk in the room with your eyes wide open that you may get more than you thought you bargained for.remember that everything in life is a snowflake, and you must see them all, i fear nothing but respect alot and time is just that, time nothing more nothing less, we are here and then we are gone, so u must enjoy and take in all you can, if you cant bring back the past , or change the future, then

I Love You So Hard
I love you so hard It’s so hard to love you You drive me insane And I like it You take the lil and make it big You take the big and make it nothing You make me smile with your words I’ve found my happy with you I love you so hard I hardly can believe I really do You’re on my mind All the time My heart is warm because it knows it’s true You stalks my senses Always leaving me wanting more I love you so hard I try so hard to not I give in with all of me You want it I take a step You need a leap A bound I give an inch And you are there with arms wide open I love you so hard And I’m letting go You can have me I will have you Our happy will come from our us I will love you for life or longer Never to lose you to another I’ll give you what you want To keep you here with me I love you so hard

Diving In The Waters
Mesmerized by the beauty of your form, my passion rises like a flame that’s fed by airy desires. My tongue salivates with just the thought of touching you. My lips are trembling as they nibble a circle ‘round the nipples of your breasts. Kisses are planted along the way, like ribbons tied, to mark the path traveled beyond the navel to that lucious garden where dreams are fulfilled. With a deep breath, I dive into the warm waters to discover that we are one. We are in tune with each other’s vibrations and the tension mounts until we both explode in perfect harmony. In a moment of complete contentment, I fall into dream in your embrace and tomorrow doesn’t matter.

First Written Poem In About 4 Years
The things that I do The things that I say Contradict themself In every possible way I know what I feel I feel what I know Why in the hell Is it so damn hard to show Years ago I was fine Felt like a good man But yet I've deviated Somehow from my plan I can't explain how I hurt those I shouldn't Only know that once I had vowed that I wouldn't Yet here I am Confused by life Wondering how the hell I could cause so much strife But now I know Everything I've done wrong Just hope I can save it Before everything I love is gone

Apparently Yes
so from passed experience usually things get worse for me before anything gets better....and this time wasn't any different so thursday i went to check on my water dragon before going to the funeral home and i found him dead.....my mushu is gone some week of vacation i got..... instead of relaxing and sleeping in and taking it easy...i got to cry and cry and cry some more

Frat Party
Frat Party Frat Party Saturday night and the usual routine in the house. The pledges were getting the kegs ready in the basement and I was setting up my room for a night of pleasure. As the night progressed the basement filled up pretty well. The girls were mostly freshmen and sophomores, these were the ones not yet conquered. I cruised around the basement, talking to a few friends here and there, and then I saw a girl that made my jaw drop. She had brown hair about shoulder length, green eyes and a fabulous body. She was wearing a blue blouse and a black skirt. She was standing with a number of other girls talking. The room was pretty crowded as I made my way over to her. She said her name was Trina, and when she spoke the room seemed to light up, her eyes sparkling. I asked her to dance and went out to the dance floor. As she moved on the dance floor I got a better view of her legs, they were long and well defined, as my eyes roved up and down her she looked at me and s

...and Recording For All- Metallica Studio Update
...AND RECORDING FOR ALL 3/14/2007 [ back ] Metallica left the comfort of HQ this week to descend upon the greater Los Angeles area to begin recording their 9th original album. This is the first time they've recorded outside of the Bay Area since they spent an eternity at One-On-One Studios recording The Black Album in '90 and '91. The last couple days have been devoted to each band member working out the right sounds, including Lars who remembered to turn on the snare and Kirk who played a solo! The big, shiny red button was finally pushed today - and the wait begins.

Day 6
Well i a managed to resist the urge of what I normally do on Friday, smoke lots, it was tough last night as I was so dying for a cigarette but I never give in. I did spend time fixing up the site and doing mindmaps etc which helped keep me mind off wanting one for a wee while. As I said before weekends are the worst. I removed the patch last night and I didnt have no nightmares or strange dreams. I dont know whether I like this getting fit lark, I am up now at 6.38am on a Saturday, this is virtually unheard of i think I will go back to bed in a minute

Taste Of Salt Lingering On Tongues
candles’ flickering light glows softly upon skin that tingles with the touch of feathered fingertips, tracing circles that cause sighs of passion to ignite. lips know how to moisten the edges of the circles, the brush of breath being poetry whispered on the canvas, giving titillation to the flame. a gentle bite now and then changes the pace of heart rhythms, raising the temperature. the juices of ripened love begin to flow and the stream beckons for the two to join as one. bodies rise and fall like ocean waves seeking that same sweet shore of ecstasy to crash upon simultaneously. once the dream has reached fruition, mingled auras of souls electrify each other in a way that neither can truly describe. the last steps of their dance arrived as they lay, replete, savouring the taste of salt lingering on tongues that traded pleasures, looking forward to those first notes of their next song.

Somethings To Think About...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. And always remember, you are special to someone, someone cares about you more than you will ever know. So treat everyone in your life as you would like to be treated, special! Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Justice For Chevy The Murdered Dog.
I feel very strongly about this subject, and I wanted to make sure other people heard and had a chance to help if they wanted to. This is NOT and urban legend. This is real.You may or may not have heard the story about a 17 year old girl who had her special dog killed. Someone killed her dog and sent her the dog's head in a gift-wrapped box. The Humane Society of the U.S. is presently offering a $10,000 reward to anyone who can help with the capture/conviction of the person(s) who did this evil thing. They are accepting donations from people so they can raise the reward. I have donated $50. You can donate HEREYou can read about the story HERE (video of family and dog included) or HERE.

Why Parents Drink...
Subject: Why Parents Drink A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuan

The Girl's Locker Room
The Girl's Locker Room It is the last class of the day and you are tired. Being a phys-ed instructor at the local high school is a demanding job and the girls have been giving you a hard time. Spring probably has something to do with the rambunctious nature of your charges but all their energy is wearing you out. Also, just looking at their young limber bodies, just budding into womanhood has you kind of horny. You don't usually think about such things while you're working but seeing those girls today in their tights as they went through their exercises turned you on. Your pussy has been hot and wet all afternoon and your nipples seem to be in a constant state of erection. The last class that you currently have doing gymnastics are the grade 12s. The eighteen and nineteen year-olds are stretching their bodies into a variety of sexual contortions. In one corner, the girls on the mats are doing split after split and looking at those long legs stretched so far apart makes you imagine o

“you Signed Your Name”
I want to break free But God knows I have to know Before I walk out this door Will you still be there for me? In these dark corners of my soul I feel homeless always so alone Always without love… without you near Unless my heart gets healed by you You with who I trust my life The one I want to share the light The only thing that matters now I want to break free… and be with you But God knows I have to know Will you still be there for me? To take my hand and lead me To give light… to hold me tight To fight these dark corners of my soul I need your image to fill… These dark spots in my mind And make me see light again When you signed your name in my heart That became my freedom To love once again Being without a home Will be no joke

X-files
Sweetest dreams Penetration Awakes reality O’ No!! X-Files of love Erased all doubts in my mind Regardless any M I S U N D E R S T A N D I N G S True love never forsakes A love that’s unconditional It handles any back draw in life Like another sweet moment with you In full harmony Makes me happy Love is kind No not judge-mental In good times or in bad Real thoughts And wonderful dreams Reflections Of your beauty so true Another memory Of you!!

Exciting
I'm so excited that I'm going riding tomorrow and Sunday. We'll ride, take some pics, etc for a bit, than come home and swim. And than as it cools off here (it's been hot lately) we might go back out. I'll have some new photos too.

Does This Make Me Look Fat? Photo Shoot On Sunday
One of my best friends is a pro photographer. He'll be in town on Sunday and called/wants to do a photo shoot. My first thought : "Do I look FAT???" This is Raider. He loves me. He's my pal. He would never do anything to hurt me. but my fears are out of control and I wonder if I will look fat, no matter what I wear. Perhaps, if I "suck in", I can pass for twenty-something. Nah....he knows me. He knows who I am. The truth will out, and you know what? I'm finally okay with it, no matter what happens.

Why?
SO...these contests i keep seeing, what is the point, are these just for points,cherrybucks,tapgifts, i don't get it, and do people actually get 25,000 comments...thats a lot, idk, i mean if it was for a real diamond watch i can see the hustle, shit id do it myself, i mean, it's not like i won't support peepz, i was just wondering

As Years Have Past
Sunday, March 11, 2007 As I sit here in the dark alone I wonder what it'd be like To have the one girl I truely loved all along It may have taken until now to realize it But better late than never, right? She's beautiful, georgous, hilarious And flat out great to be around Everytime I see her, my heart pounds Not with fear or hate, but with joy She's a little crazy, a little wild but that's what I need That's what I love about her Insanely spontaneous Any guy that lost her is an idiot I think We trust each other and confide every conversation We've always been there for eachother No matter the distance between Neither her nor I are afraid of commitment or otherwise I don't want to ruin the friendship we have But at the same time, I don't want to be alone forever We're much like my ex and her friend... Without the hassle and heartbreak I know she loves me back But I still wonder how in what way Is it more than what I think Or is it just what I think

My Qualitys
1) great smile 2) good personality 3) beautiful eyes 4) sexy body 5) >.> nice fuckin ass 6) good mother/ care taker What Brandon said..... 1)friendly 2) sweet 3)loving to family and friends 4)open 5) honest 6) a terrific friend 7) very sexy 8) gorgeous eyes 9) can always make me smile no matter what 10) always there to help someone What Al said..... If anybody wants to leave some they can. Its so I can look at it everyday and try to feel better about Christina.....

Letter To Love
Maybe I did not treat you kind But no love will I ever find… again That will make me blind With tears of love I want you to know sweetheart Where ever I go My heart belongs to you I know there are more kinds of love God may take you away before he takes me But remember… Whichever way we might go My love will stay part of you Every blink of the eye Or an angel’s sigh Will be a token of my love for you Baby never feel sorry for being part of me You are a gift from….God That came into my life You made me feel again… love again You saved my heart from dying Oh!! I still do cry… that ain’t no lie It just shows my most inner emotions And the surety my heart does not lie If I had a choice Of where I would be right now Or even the day I have to die… It would be in your arms And when ever it is your time to go I want you to know I will be there with you I would love to hold you in my arms And have the privilege To die with you

Missing You Dad!
Well Dad, it will be two years this summer since you were taken from us. I miss you more and more with each day that passes. I know how worried you were about my health and all of the medications the doctors have me on. I try to find the strength you showed me and taught me to have so I can continue battling that aspect of my world. It gets more difficult with each passing year knowing there is no cure. I only have one thing positive to say in regards to the many medications. I would have never been able to handle your passing as I have without them. My world isn't the same without you. Mom and I clash terribly but now, you aren't here to stand up for me like you always did. Needless to say, the other 2 siblings are her favorites. I'll never understand why she hates me so much. I tried to be a good kid and obey her and even when I did something wrong, I always apologized and admitted to it. I sit at the pc and your photo is right next to it. So, I get to see y

Stone Sour2
Through the glass I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like I'm sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel, that is the question But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized Folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope And while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real, so much to question An Epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (No more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It's ju

Luck-o-the-irish
Here's a funny one- What do you find under an Irish man's skirt? Answer: at the bottom... I have Irish in my blood, that's for sure, where do you think I get the red hair, green eyes, and freckles from? Here's to St. Patty's day and my heritage! Hope you all have a safe holiday, have a sober friend take you around and drive safe. COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments Da-wang, da-wang!!! Ha ha ha!! I heard it on the Rosie Odonell show a long time ago.

Interesting
So yeah I am 6'8" wear a size 18 shoe and play basketball recreationly. I like to play video games every now and then, but what I love the most is Music any type of music I don't care. I have a bro and a sister. I enjoy chilling with my friends, clubbing, and whatever else comes to mind. There you guys know a little about me. So leave comments or other things and add questions to ask me if you would like i'll keep you guys updated. Peace all.

Used To...
I was perfect I used to love her I used to care I used to spend every opportunity thinking about her I used to Then I changed I got used to going to school I got used to working all the time I got used to living with stress I got used to living with her Then I died inside I got used to being with her I got used to fighting I got used to appologizing I got used to the break up Then I was me again I got used to life I got used to dealing with her I got used to just being friendly I got used to puting people first again I am me now and I feel better

I Wrote This For My Mom For Her Birthday!
The gentle touch of a Mother hand as we take our first unsteady steps. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we start our first day of school. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to dry our tears. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to guide us. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to help heal our first broken heart. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we grow up and move away. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we marry and have children of our own. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand when the dreams fail. And the gentle touch of a Mothers hand that welcomes you home no matter where life takes us. I Love You Mom for without your gentle touch I wouldn't be who I am today. Your Oldest Daughter Molly

Hole
Hole. Sep/11/05 There is a hole in my heart You can not see it but it's there. A hole so deep it hurts But it doesn't show. Sometimes it bleed's But you can't see it Till it's to late And I've let go. This hole in my heart Will not be filled till You say the words I long to hear. I LOVE YOU MOMMY!

Wish
Wish. Sep/11/05 There isn't a day, Something Or someone goes by I don't Think about you. The things I hope for, The way I imagon you turning out Your eye's how bright they were The first time I held you, Yourbig smile when I sang to you. The thing's I wouldn't do to got back, back to that one day in time. To beable to hold you again And tell you everything is all right. To tell you how much you mean to me. How I wish with my whole heart and soul I could tell You everyting is all right When you were scared or lost And needed help to find your way. I wish I could have given you Everything you needed in live But most of all I wish you love! Love you baby! Love always Mommy

Sonnet Xvii From: ‘cien Sonetos De Amor’
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. © Pablo Neruda 1950

Something I Saw...
Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

Feelings
Feelings 9/11/05 These feelings I have Are sad but yet I smile. How I felt is scared But yet I laught to Hide my true feelings. How I view thing's is A blur like when you First wake up and Rub your eyes to make Everything clear again. Should I feel this sad Knowing your always Going to be mine, And no one can take That from me? I don't know much but I do know how much I feel and what I feel Is love for you always!

Why?
Why? Sep/11/05 Why do I feel so sad Like I've given up on something I truely love? Why do I hate so much When love is all I have to give? Why haven't I moved on When there isn't anything To hold on to, but a picture] Of your smile? Why do I feel so lost and Have the feeling I'll never be found? Is there hope or is anything Ever going to make sence To me again? When I can't seem to find The answers to the questions I love to be answered? Why most I go on like nothing's happened and everything is all right when it isn't? Will I ever be able to move on?

Ladies And Gentlemen Of Cherry Tap And The Biggest Punk Ass Losers Award Goes To??
MY MY IM REALLY GETTING USE TO MAKING PEOPLE LOOK LIKE ASSHOLES ON HERE ALL MEMBERS OF THE FURIOUS FIGHTING FIREFIGHTERS WE HAVE AN IMPOSTER AMONG THE GROUP HE HAS ADDED THE FFF TO HIS NAME WITHOUT COMING TO ME OR FIREMAN185 SO IF YOU HAVE HIM ON YOUR LIST YOU MIGHT WANT TO DELETE AND BLOCK HIS STUPID PUNK ASS AS TO OUR PIECE OF MIND HE NEVER ASKED EITHER ONE OF US AND HES NOT WELCOMED TO JOIN NOW NOR WILL HE BE ALLOWED TOO AND HE CALLS HIMSELF A FIREMAN WELL I THINK NOT WHEN HE CANT EVEN COME TO THE FIRST AN SECOND IN CHARGE ASKING FOR PERMISSION TO JOIN ! DEMONSTORM YOU NO GOOD PIECE OF SHIT YOU SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP YOUR LYING YOU WONT BE ALLOWED IN THE GROUP AND IF SOMEONE DID YOU GIVE YOU PERMISSION OTHER THEN MYSELF OR FIREMAN185 WE'D LIKE TO KNOW WHO AS THAT PERSON WILL BE KICKED OUT OF THE FFF WHEN WE STARTED THE GROUP IT WAS BASED ON TRUTH AND HONESTY AND LOYALITY AND LOVE FOR THE AMERICAN HEROS AND YOU SIR ARE NONE OF THOSE!! DemonStorm@ CherryTAP

How I Feel
How I feel there is no words. Sep/11/05 All I see is darkness like being in a tunal or blind and can only feel things. I remember seeing light the day I held you in my arm so tight. But it all was taken from Me the day I let you go. Will I ever see light again Is there that posability? Will I ever feel like I am truely loved or understood for what I've done? Or should I even let myself be loved, When I'm in so much pain? This is how I feel!

Just Something I Thought Of. Tell Me What You Think.
The gentle summer breeze caresses the young womans body as she is kneeling, awaiting with anticipation of what is to come. She knows he will be there soon,but not knowing exactly when he will arrive.For she is as instructed to be.She is blindfolded with her hands behind her back,buttocks lightly touching her heels.She is awaiting the her Master,awaiting the touch that she knows will come.Yet when the touch comes.She is startled,but stays still.She feels the touch again and stays still trying to figure out what it is.Again she feels the caress across her bare breast,down across her stomach,down across her thighs,then up over her shapely buttocks. She is holding her breath as she feels it caress her back,up over her shoulders and gently against her cheek.She then realizes what it is.For she smells the hint of leather.She knows it the whip that her Master had specially made for her.Master lightly touches her shoulder,she knows what is expected of her.She leans forward and offers her bar

Fans/friends
I will be going threw my fans and friends on Monday, and the people who I don't talk to, or who don't talk to me I am going to take off my list...I think it is silly to have ALL those people on there...I only get comments from a few, and I don't want to be just a number, and I don't want to make anyone else just a number either! Thank you all! ~Lucie

The 19th Is Fast Approaching.
Well I am going in Monday the 19th at 6am for surgery. I will be there for 3 to4 days they said. If anyone wants to know how I am doing add my b/f to your friends. His link is in my page. He will post a bulletin once he gets home monday evening. He will let my friends know how things went. Hope to be talking to you all again soon after that. And thanks for the love you have showed to me. LilDevil

Thirsty Merc On I Tunes
IF you live in the U.S then you'll know we can;t buy thirsty mercs' new single "20 good reasons" and other songs. Request it in I tunes, lets get that shit http://www.apple.com/feedback/itunes.html

Have You Ever Had The Best Feeling In The World
well to me the best feeling in the world is being a parent.You will always have someone to love you.Besides the point i can still be a wild child when my mommy shoes arent on.

Just Buggin Outta Control
hey my cherrytap peeps, whats good, just chillin here....thanks for al the adds and rates...ya have been good to me.....please pay attention to some of the pics for i have ripped a few from friends..and soo on...my booboo u know I cant wait to meet up..its on when we do...keep addin points folks can never have enough

She Isn't Real... (vermillion Complete)
She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me (Yeah!) I'm a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, unchecked collectors I exist through my need, to self oblige She is something in me, that I d

Silly Lil Things That Can Make A Girl Feel Special
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN, LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES, KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS, TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE, TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL, L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER, LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR TO HER HEARTS CONTENT, MESS WITH HER HAIR WHILE YOUR JUST LAYING TOGETHER, JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER ENJOYING YOUR TIME TOGETHER JUST TALKING, F0RGIVE HER F0R HER STUPID LIL MISTAKES, L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY CHICK Y0U SEE, TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P, H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS, WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER, LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS, GET HER MAD AND THEN KISS HER, TEASE HER AND LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK, STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK, WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER, KISS HER F0REHEAD, GIVE HER THE W0RLD, WRITE HER LETTERS AND EMAILS, WHEN SHES SAD SPEND THE TIME TRYING TO MAKE HER SMILE, LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT TO YOU, LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS,

Pain
Pain! Nov/1/05 Why am I alone with this pain in my heart? I thought I had friends! You know the one's that call to see how your day went or just because? How about ones who call to see how our feeling or doing after you just had a major surgery? Guess that's where I'm wrong I have no friends. Here I sit alone and in pain but yet I hear no phone or doorbell ring. To see how I'm feeling or if I'm all right. How can one call them selves a friend when not only do I have pains from the surgery I have pain which my friends have caused! The pain I feel and have will be a scare not only on my body but also in my heart.

Cardiovascular Dr. Called
Well, now I have more crap to deal with. I had a stress test done yesterday and even before I got to my appointment I got in a bender 2 blocks from my appointment took a cop an hour and 15 minutes to show in Center City Philly man! That is unreal. Well I got a call today and the left side of my heart is not pumping the blood like it should so....the long and the short of it is that I am still cleared for surgery on the 22nd just have to see a heart specialist after!

Ignorant People
well this is my first blog but i feel the need to vent.... ok today i got a letter in the mail that was from an inmate in prison well it was to my sons grandmother who lives next door to me and the mail man can never get our mail in the right box well knowing that she usually only recieves mail form one person in prison i decided to see what it was about.... now i shouldnt have done this but the person she is supposed to be talking to is my brother in prison sick yes but that was there choice... now i have not spoken to this woman in months i cant stand her she is a nasty lying whore ass bitch... so this letter states that he is glad that she found out that my brother was going to be getting back with his wife who lives with me when he gets out of jail and that he was jsut using her and that he is gald that she is moving out of where she lives now to move in with a g/f closer to work and that it would be good for her to move away from me and her son and her only grandchild that she c

Happy St Pattys Day
Here's to hoping.. Theres pot at every rainbows end. You remember to share it with your friends. Theres always a steady flow of cash and no one ever finds your stash. Nothing is green that shouldnt be It doesnt burn when you pee. You will have everything you need without being consumed by greed. You never see a green man with funny shoes If you do, lay off the booze. If today started yucky you have all day to get lucky! Happy St Patricks Day from me to you

Confused
Confused! I'm so confused! So many things confuse me now a days, Friends, family and coworkers. Why tell anyone the truth they never want to hear it, they rather hear anything but! Why is it that when you tell someone you don't believe in one god, your told your a witch or a devil worshiper? I am PEGAN someone who believes in more then one god! I do not criticize you because of your belifes, please do not criticize me. I'm the same Becky Jo as you have always known. I have not and will not change for anyone please do not try and change me as I do not try in change you! If you don't know about someones beliefs and your queues about it just ask it never hurts to ask questions so ask away! Don't critasize them for being different then you. If your confused about my beliefs ask me I'm more then willing to answer your questions and give you the most honest answers. If you want to know what Pegans believe in, they believe in the old indian ways. If you want to know more please ask! Sorr

I'm Sorry Originally Posted As A Bulletin
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im too tall/short for you. I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

The Perfect Man To Me Is
The Perfect Man...[for those of you who care or always wonder why I'm single] PERSONALITY ONLY [in no particular order]: - -Someone who knows who they are -Doesn't have to drink all the time -No drugs[done them in the past,ok...but no need to do them ever again] -CHARMING: gets a long with EVERYONE...no hate for anyone... -FORGIVING: knows how to let things go -ACCEPTING/UNDERSTANDING: there is no reason to judge others...accept the REAL them [key: real] -SENSE OF HUMOR...this is a must...someone should never say freak,nerd,dork,weirdo, etc in a hurtful manner---jokingly shows loves! -MUST HAVE GOALS: motivated to do something that rises above mediocracy, no matter how stupid it may seem to someone else... -FAITH IN THEMSELVES: if he doesnt have faith in himself, how can anyone else? this also relates to the previous quality -HONESTY: everyone lies, however...doing your best to not lie & coming clean when you do..even if it "hurts" the other person is worth it -INTEL

I Want To Be 6 Again
... The husband was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife as she turned back and forth, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. "I'd like to be six again," she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her birthday, he arose early, made her a big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park.. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park: the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, every ride in the park. Five hours later they staggered out of the park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside-down. He then took her to McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, with popcorn, soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned ov

Fuck.......
6:15 p.m. The phone rings. The staff left an hour ago. Fuck, this is going to be a long night. "This is Jade,...." "Hey, you breathe." "Hello, my love," I exhale back. My god, Darius, just the sound of your voice makes me quiver. "What're you up to?" you ask. "Sticking around the office here until I get a conference call from Japan around 9:00. We have a half-million dollar marketing project coming down the pipeline. I figured I knock off some busy work between now and then. God, I love my job," I sarcastically reply. "And you?" "I have about an hour and a half to kill." Long pause. I hear the Cheshire grin spreading across your face. "So, what are you wearing?" you question. "Cashmere sweater, tweed skirt . . ." I respond before you cut me off with, "Cut the shit, Jade. Tell me what I want to know." "Wine-colored lace push-up bra, matching boy-cut panties, black thigh-highs, sling-back stilettos. How's that?" "Perfect, you have 15 minutes to get prepared. I w

Stone Sour 1
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my

Stone Sour
Omega What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now... We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag

Long But A Good Read
"Honor never grows old, and honor rejoices the heart of age. It does so because honor is, finally, about defending those noble and worthy things that deserve defending, even if it comes at a high cost. In our time, that may mean social disapproval, public scorn, hardship, persecution, or as always, even death itself. The question remains: What is worth defending? What is worth dying for? What is worth living for?" - William J. Bennett - in a lecture to the United States Naval Academy, November 24, 1997 One Vietnam veteran, an old retired colonel, once said this to me: "Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." This is true. Remember, the murder rate is six per 100,000 per year, and the aggravated assault rate is four per 1,000 per year. What this means is that the vast majority of Americans are not inclined to hurt one another. Some estimates say that two million Americans are victims of vi

One For The Mariens
Semper Fi THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS... is over 229 years of romping, stomping, hell, death and destruction. The finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. We were born in a Bomb Crater, Our Mother was an M-16 & Our Father was the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving Marine of the sea. I am rough, tough, aware 360* around me, and do not know the meaning of fear, for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster, made of blood and guts, who arose from the sea, feasting on anti-Americans throughout the globe. Whenever it may arise, and when my time comes, I will die a glorious death on the battlefield, giving my life for Mom, the Corps, and the American Flag. We stole the eagle from the Air Force, the anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. On the 7th day, while God rested, we over-ran his perimeter and stole the globe, and we've been running the show ever since. We live like soldiers and talk like

Well, This Is Neat... (myaskovsky)
A composer I've been interested in for years will share "Composer of the Week" status from March 26-30 this year on BBC Radio 3 (the CotW program)- see the March 26 schedule for example, and my article about Myaskovsky here too from the mid-1990s originally and updated a little since. Yay!

Ten Random Things About Me
1. I am a kind person, there is alot I will take befor I frag someone. 2. I have a dark side to me that I rarly let anyone see. 3. I'm a Irish/Scottish christian celt, and proud of it. 4. I have Hooters double D's yep....but Hooter's wouldn't wont me I'm to heavy. 5. I have a brother and a son with serious drug problems. 6. I am a grandma two times over at 37. 7. I FEEL OLD SOMTIMES. 8. I have been married more then half my life, 20 years. 9. I secretly wont to be a ninja and run away to the circus....LoL 10. I have a new friend that is the BOMB Love Ya Anubis

A Little About Myself...
HI EVERYBODY...I AM TWOSHY AND I AM NEW TO CHERRYTAP...SO FAR I THINK IT IS COOL AS HELL AND I AM MEETING SOME REALLY GREAT NEW FRIENDS AND HAVING FUN WITH SOME OLD! I AM 40 YEARS OLD A MOTHER OF ONE SON WHO IS 19 AND IN THE U.S. AIR FORCE. HE IS MARRIED WITH TWO BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRLS...YES I AM A NANA! LEXI DAWN IS THREE AND MOLLY MARIE WAS BORN JAN 20TH OF THIS YEAR...THEY ARE STATIONED IN FLORIDA AND I HAVE NOT SEEN THEM IN OVER A YEAR. I AM ALSO LIVING WITH MY BOYFRIEND LARRY WHO IS 29 AND WE ARE ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED...JUST HAVENT SET A DATE...I AM A LITTLE NERVOUS! I LIVE IN WEST VIRGINIA AND HAVE ALL MY LIFE. SOME THINGS THAT I LIKE: PARTYING I LOVEEEEEEE TO PARTY...HAVE SETTLE DOWN A BIT BUT I AM ALWAYS UP FOR A PARTY...I LOVE TO TOKE AND MY FAVORITE DRINKS ARE WILD TURKEY STRAIGHT WITH ICE WATER CHASERS AND MARGUARITAS...FROZEN AND STRONG...BETTER HAVE A BOTTLE OF TEQUILA FOR SOME SHOTS TOO....LOL FRIENDS IN THE PAST YEAR I HAVE REALLY FOUND OUT WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS AR

Please Help Me
i really need to find a bail bonds man or woman who will work with me to get my soulmate out so its actually more complicated than that see he had me quit my job and moved me into a tree bedroom house where i cant afford any of the bills i really need him

Posers, Friends And The Rest...
It bugs me to know end (and I'm not alone in this) that there are an amazing amount of people here that just plain seem to care only about points and not about being friends. Honestly I don't mind that people are out for points, that's fine. At least many are up front about it. Some just do it under the guise of wanting to be a friend and that's when it annoys me. They'll rate your profile/prictures 10's, ask to be friends/become a fan then ask for the same in return, then you'll never hear from said person again. There are a few on my list (and shall remain nameless) that I have tried to contact since adding them to my list, only to have my messages go unanswered. Doesn't matter if it's a private message, comment on their page, or through the shoutbox. Sure, some could be busy with a conversation or get several bulletins in one day. That takes care of the shoutbox or the bulletins, but not the private messages. Thanks to the way the system is set up, we can all tell if ou

Eight Words With Two Meanings
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit- ment ) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The great

Irish Friendship
IRISH FRIENDSHIP His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved. "I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved my son's life." "No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. "Is that your son?" the nobleman asked. "Yes," the farmer replied proudly. "I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the le

Love
i've just been kinda lonely lately. i get hit on quite a bit but it doesn't really mean anything to me. i would like for a guy to ask me out on a date or come surprise me with flowers or somethin. it sounds kinda lame but i've never had a guy do either one. its always kind of been a drop your pants kinda thing. i'm gettin older tho and would like to find a guy that i can settle down with. i'd like to find a guy i can walk around the house butt naked with and feel completely comfortable doing so lol. idk maybe i just think to much. but if you have any input plz feel free to let me know. ~valerie~

Life
Life has it's ups and downs. It's up to you wither you swim or drowned. Each day is a test. Some can be a fucking mess. Will you come out smiling? Or do you feel like dying? Are you strong enough? Sometimes you have to draw the line and say enough is enough. Must you grow cold first? Fuck it. Go for the thrist. I know corney but it's something.

“revenge Is A Dish Best Served Cold”
I remember hearing that quote a long time ago. Revenge can also leave you feeling very cold I would imagine. I would guess there are varying degrees of revenge but what if the act leads to death. Is it still worth it or does it leave a bitter taste? I guess it would depend on the person serving up the revenge entrée’. Now I understand how seductive the idea of “getting revenge” can be. I was swimming in the thoughts when my fiancé decided to throw me out while I was going through breast cancer knowing I had nowhere to go since we’d just moved to LA because he wanted a “new” start, etc. A shelter was easily looking like my new home. Thank goodness that wasn't the ulitmate outcome. Although I was still very angry I didn't act out in revenge. Now, I am still here in CA, cancer free, great job and great new found friends. Him, back in MI, and probably living the same old sad existence. I could have easily getting my revenge but couldn’t. Whether you believe in Karma or the B

Right Now.
For those that keep up or keep in touch, as you know I haven't been online much the last few days. Some may know my situation and other's may not. I just wanted to let everyone know I'll be back soon enough, I'm just going through some rough shit right now so please just bare with me. Just leave me an email or whatever if you want. But until then please take care and kick ass! Talk to everyone soon.

Im For Sale
i'm for sale Here's the rules of cherry TAP Adoption.... If your a guy you must pick a girl, if your a girl you must pick a guy. Put in the subject "i'm for sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send you a message saying "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny

Profiles
You know I think it is really rude for people to go on someones page and not at least rate them. what is up with that? i mean wtf. that really gets on my nerves when people do that and it always seems to be the people who have rate me, fan me, and friend me on their page. if you want people to rate, fan and friend you try doing the same when you go onto someone elses page. It's also ridiculous to see all these people buying all these happy hours that are $100 a pop and when you comment about it they get pissed off. If you don't want no one to comment about it cup of joe then don't show of how much money you have with happy hours. that is messed up that you rerated my profile from an 11 to a 1. you're a jerk. I can think of a lot of other things to do with my money that i earned then to piss it away on happy hours.

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The Way You Are.
The way you are. Exept people the way they are people are people not machines or cars To judge because of beliefs, color, the way they think or look Has always been wrong in my book. If someone shall ask you to change There unhappy with themselves, deranged. If a person cannot exept the way you are, there not worth the time. Let them live there life stuck in that box like a mime. If you want to change do it for you If you do it for another you will feel blue. for people who cant exept others, they are fools dont ever try to change a person its not cool. Exept people the way the are people are people not machines or cars By native.

Couples Contest Ii Starts March 23rd
I will be in COUPLES CONTEST II... will start on March 23th... please vote on me.. when I get one person send to me start on it.. then I will reply them.. get vote on me and guy :) thanks as much!

Funny
1. Well, this day was a total waste of makeup. 2. Make yourself at home! Clean my kitchen. 3. A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth. 4. Don't bother me. I'm living happily ever after. 5. Do I look like a freakin' people person? 6. This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting. 7. I started out with nothing & still have most of it left. 8. I pretend to work. They pretend to pay me. 9. If I throw a stick, will you leave? 10. You! Off my planet! 11. I like cats, too. Let's exchange recipes. 12. Ambivalent? Well, yes and no. 13. Did the aliens forget to remove your anal probe? 14. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed. 15. Suburbia: where they tear out the trees & then name streets after them. 16. Do they ever shut up on your planet? 17. I'm just working here till a good fast-food job opens up. 18. Are those your eyeballs? I found them in my cleavage. 19. I'm not your type. I'm not inflata

Do You Really Know Me(repost
How old will you be in 10 months? 33 Yrs and 5 Months 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? No chance, Unless a Miracle happens 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Visiting with the Friends I Really Care about,(fat chance of that happening, Parents are too Damned Strict) 4. Who was the last person you called? Someone off Cherry Tap 5. Who was the last person to call you? One of My Friends Living in Australia 7. Do you have any pets? 3. A Cat, A Miniature Fox Terrier and A Shiht-zu Cross Silky 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Sleeping 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Married 34 Years This September,and you only Get 30 for Murder (Joke) 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? Every Fricken Second of the Day ,Worse Luck 12. How many states have you lived in? 1 13. How many houses have you lived in? 3 and a Caravan, Does a Caravan Count???? 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare fe

My Pagan Pride
Theres people whom claim pagan wiccan hood and bare no fire or passion in it they let the weak christian and other kind walk all over them and have free range of being bigots well im not the pagan i hold pride high my pride is my fuel and my ways is the fire that lights my path if no one likes it to damn bad

You're The World To Me
You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that's as grand as stars above. I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love.

*sigh*
I feel like I am stuck in a perpetual grinder of sorts and it throws me out at the top so I get some airtime and then I land back inside of it and feel like I get ripped to shreds again. But I am working on grabbing the meat hook over my head and pulling me to safety. I'll be alright. I really feel like I am making progress though. Slowly, but surely. I truly think these a.d.d. meds are REALLY REALLY REALLLLLLLY going to help me out alot with this and the whole finding myself and growing up deal. I really think it will be a tremendous step. I can't wait to go see my doctor this wednesday. Then maybe I won't bother people so much and they will enjoy having me around more than I don't have to sit at home all the time anymore. I mean I don't have to now. It is just there is nothing to do here, except hangout with friends. And I tried to tonight with Justin and Tierney but in the end I ended up forgetting my wallet so I had to go home anyway. And the other one needs space so I am trying to

A Thank You & Final Goodbye To Mccayla From Rosie Beautiful Thank You Rosie
THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTN. I wanna personally thank everyone who paid their respects to little McCayla, who wasn't shown any respect or treated like a human her whole life. It's a shame the only time she got respected was after she died, and at the hands of those who were suppose to love her the most. Now that everything is finished I can't talk, repost, post, anymore about this I'm so drained mentally and emotionally. But this is my ty 2 all of u, and my last goodbye to McCayla who I have grown to love alot I just wished I knew her and I would've loved to take her from them and raise her myself, IN A HOUSE FULL OF LOVE AND RESPECT !!!!! McCayla my dear 1 final and very fitting song for you from me to you sweety: " FROM A DISTANCE " Myspace La

A Little Bit Of Heaven
Sure, a little bit o' Heaven Fell from out of the sky one day And nestled on the ocean In a spot so far away And the angels found it, Sure it looked so sweet and fair They said suppose we leave it, For it looks so peaceful there! So they sprinkled it with star dust, Just to make the shamrocks grow 'Tis the only place you'll find them No matter where you go Then they dotted it with silver To make its lakes so grand And when they had it finished Sure they called it Ireland! May your joys Be deep and many, May your heart be light and glad, May you have the best St. Patrick's Day, That you have ever had.

Revelation
k so i realized something today i really am getting older, went out mtn biking like i have been but decided to hit this dirt jump and as i was air born i realized the landing was gona hurt cause i knew there was no landing on my tires, instead i landed on my side and pretty much fucked myself up, for most part i feel fine except for my left shoulder that is hurting like a bitch think i jammed it lol. but realized i am not as young as i used to be when i used to do this stupid stuff that i think I can still do, so injuries from landing, dislocated my left knee but that went right back into place thank god for previous injuries lol, bars went into my rips they are tender, stubbed one of my big toes, and road rashed my right forearm and right knee and jammed my left shoulder and that is what hurts more than anything else at the moment. so getting older sucks, cause now i can feel every injury i get and that really sucks, but hasnt detered me as soon as i am good again i will be bac

Life
Okay here we go...this is my life in the past few months summed up in a nut shell. First i move into my girlfriends house with her three kids. The i go deal with my ex instead of be with my girlfriend for the holidays. But no sweat...she takes care of her own. then i make an extra trip just to go and get some things takin care of with my girlfriends ex. well on the way back from that trip i roll my truck. then i get a speeding ticket the next day. no biggie. then on super bowl sunday at 5 o clock in the morning my house catches fire. two weeks after that i get a phone call about my 8 year old son, whom i have never seen mind you, is going to be in my custodyfrom now on. i love that idea. my girlfriend has three so what is one more. but things are coming along great and i wouldn't have it any other way. if i just wanted to skate through life then i wouldn't have made the choices that i made. instead, i am happy with my life and will not give it up for anything or anyone i

Well Now I'm Done
i'm out and i'm on my way home for good i'm so happy just a little disappointed for reasons unknown that no one needs not to askso don't bother but i will soon know where that stands but this will be my last blog entry for this blog

Goal
She touches my heart, lives in my soul Lights up my life, making me whole On lifes path we start side by side no fear no regret nothing to hide. A smooth journey away from her past A blossoming love that will forever last. My heart melts at the sound of her voice For it is I that she has made her choice. Earning her love is my only duty Now and forever my Splendid Beauty. © Mark - Diesel

Don't Buy Citgo Or Petro Express Gasoline!
Don't buy CITGO or PETRO EXPRESS Gasoline!Don't buy CITGO or PETRO EXPRESS Gasoline! CITGO is beginning to change the name of their stations to PETRO EXPRESS Hugo Chavez is starting to feel the loss of revenue from his holdings. He substantially owns CITGO and he is the dictator who has pledged to bring down the U.S. government. This is a very important move that everyone should be aware of. ANNOUNCED JUST RECENTLY, CITGO, BEING AWARE THAT SALES ARE DOWN DUE TO U.S CUSTOMERS NOT WANTING TO BUY FROM HUGO CHAVEZ HAVE STARTED TO CHANGE THE NAME OF SOME OF THEIR LOCATIONS TO "PETRO EXPRESS". "PETRO EXPRESS" IS ALSO 100% OWNED BY VENEZUELAN DICTATOR HUGO CHAVEZ. THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY WITHOUT HIM "BAD MOUTHING" THE USA AND STATING THAT HE PLANS TO OVERTHROW THE U.S. GOVERNMENT! YET, HE STILL GETS RICH FROM US BY BEING ABLE TO SELL HIS GASOLINE IN THE U.S. LET'S SEE IF WE CAN CHANGE THAT! PLEASE K EEP THIS MEMO GOING SO EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT IS HA

Today
you never know if you push something too far...its hard to test peoples boundaries and when it comes to certian forms of communication a lot of guesswork is involved and the level that some one can place you on...can sometimes be a lot different then the plane you thought you were at. Or intended to be at for that matter. You end up looking like a whole nother person. Or if in fact you don't and whoever dosent know what the fuck your talking about, then you sat there a doubted the smoothness of the situation to begin with. Fuck. All I am is me, and without being able to say so much to a person I hardly know, its akward to feel out the workings of say calls? I mean you dont wanna come off as desperate cause ya know that its cool how it is now. THere's no need to make anything happen cause I go with the flow...but damn if it isent cool talking to em' Life gets away from me so often it makes me wonder if I really even had it to begin with. I say screw it! If it works it works if it don't

Fading Away
Little by little you’re fading away Seems like time is taking you from me…. Little by little I’ll set you free There’s no need to come back to me ‘Cause letting go really, truly is a good thing now So please let me go and fade away….. I’ll let you know it really is a good thing now And keep yourself away from me……

Crazy People
Ok so last night my fiancee dragged us into helping this random crazy bitch on the street. She was babbling some shit about not wanting to live anymore. Somehow she managed to talk my fiancee into going back to her place and I got dragged along for the ride too. There were a few times there that she was holding a knife, and I thought she might stab my fiancee who was silly enough to sit RIGHT NEXT TO THE CRAZY CHICK!! In the end my fiancee got really scared so I made an excuse and we legged it. My point here is at what point does compassion turn into stupidity? This chick was a complete random and thus her actions where completely unjudgable. She was heavily intoxicated and had obvious mental imparement. It's obvious to most people that we certainly shouldn't have gone to this chicks house, and I could have told my fiancee that from the begining but I was put into an awkard social situation. But this does bring up the delema at what point should you stop and help your f

Rambling On... About Life And Such!
I just wanted to update a little bit. It has been a little bit of time since I have paid much attention to this. I just got back to Madison today after a week long visit to Bloomington. I stayed with my best friend Amy and her baby and boyfriend. I have some new pics of me and the kid...check them out. We didn't really do much but that was the beauty of it. Just relaxing with good friends and having some great times with that adorable kid! She really makes me want one super bad. I go back and forth with this... do I want a child? Nah...not right now! Are you sure about that? No, I really REALLY want one! I think it all boils down to finding the right father. I am pretty old school when it comes to kids though. I was raised with two very loving parents and I want my children to have the same king of up-bringing that I did. I want the father to be around. I want the child to be created out of love, not out of a passionate accident. However, at this point in my life, I

Irish Blessings
IRISH BLESSINGS..... TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON ST. PATRICK'S DAY..... MAY THERE ALWAYS BE WORK FOR YOUR HANDS TO DO MAY YOUR PURSE ALWAYS HOLD A COIN OR TWO MAY THE SUN ALWAYS SHINE ON YOUR WINDOWPAIN MAY A RAINBOW BE CERTAIN TO FALLOW EACH RAIN MAY THE HAND OF A FREIND ALWAYS BE NEAR YOU MAY GOD FILL YOUR HEART WITH GLADNESS TO CHEER YOU. MAY THE SADDEST DAYS OF THE FUTURE, BE NO WORSE THAN THE HAPPIEST DAYS OF YOUR PAST. YOU'RE NOT AS YOUNG AS YOU USE TO BE, BUT, YOU'RE NOT AS OLD AS YOU'RE GOING TO BE. SO WATCH IT. MAY THE ROAD RISE UP TO MEET YOU, MAY THE WIND BE ALWAYS AT YOUR BACK, MAY THE SUN SHINE WARM UPON YOUR FACE, AND RAINS FALL SOFT UPON YOUR FIELDS,AND UNTIL WE MEET AGIN, MAY GOD HOLD YOU IN THE SMALL OF HIS HANF. MAY YOU BE IN HEAVEN, A HALF HOUR BEFORE THE DEVIL KNOWS YOU'RE DEAD.

Do You Really Know Me????
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 48 (!!! I can't believe it myself!!!!) 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Not likely, as my birthday is in just a month. :) 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Hmmm... permanent job... anticipating my first grandbaby girl to be born on July 8th... 4. Who was the last person you called? Steve 5. Who was the last person to call you? Student loan consolidation folks -- ughhgghghgh!! 7. Do you have any pets? Two cats -- Gibson and Moobaby.... 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? working :( 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? This year in December, they will be married 50 years!! :D 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? Last summer???? 12. How many states have you lived in? 3 (Texas, Maryland, South Carolina) 13. Hoyw many houses have you lived in? a lot 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? socks 15. Are you a social person? Usually.... 16

Redneck P/u Lines
Redneck Pick Up Lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. (works bunch betr'n "as brown as the skid mark in my shorts!") 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face works me over better than an open end wrench, every time I

Only In Britain
Be very proud to be British Because... Only in Britain... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in Britain... do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in Britain... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. Only in Britain... do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters. Only in Britain... do we leave cars worth thousands of pounds on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage. Only in Britain... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. Only in Britain... are there disabled parking places in front of a skating rink. NOT TO MENTION... 3 Brits die each year testing if a 9v battery works on their tongue. 142 Brits were injured in 19

A True Flame Never Dies (poem)
a true flame never die for whom you my loved or loved in the future for knowing this will help you feel the love for them ever more in your heart as the will for ever love you for brighter things to come in your lifes as one with your love by aj rich 17-03-07

Dennis, My Stalker
Get this shit... apparently due to "the talk" we had the other night, he decided i guess we were going to um "work things out"... yeah, same conversation i explained to him that i HATE him, and why... make sense to you? Me either... SOOOO anyways, he sits and bitches for like, ever today.... some people can't get shit through their heads... It's amazing how he sure wants to treat me like shit, but hell if he thinks i'm going to be with someone else, boy he's all ABOUT putting on the water works and crying his little eyes out... It's fucking bullshit... THEN the motherfucker, since he can't read my myspace blogs, makes a CT page::: dennisc214@ CherryTAP he does this JUST so he can stalk me, and read my blogs... Stalker? UUUMMM< yeah~ cuz now his little girlfriends at work (who convienantly added themselves to my myspace) can't read my blogs either.... so someone has to do it... so, the mother fucker actually makes a page... not to just have one... he didn't fill in any of the info

I See The Light
as i see to the other side i find that i do not see what i want to see but only see the things that i miss see yet i have been blind to see for my coming to see them has bright a new light to my eyes as i care to only not see them but i have no choice to see them for i was seen the light for i did not want to see..

Sexy
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Come To Me
When it all comes down, you can't take anymore, remember I love you heart & soul, the roads always open, I got money and time, sick fucked up whatever, just say the word, I'll find the way to you, all ya gotta do is, Come To Me(*_*) Come to MeBy TeslaBestAudioCodes.com

Im Alright
If your reading this Then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye There was no time Understand I was stressed Living day to day was hard And I gave it my best But there was nothing left For me in this world To convince me to stay Now I'm long gone away Don't you do that Don't you start your tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cried Never think bad to me What's done is done and that's the way it had to be I need you to be strong for me Say your prayer everyday in my memory I'm sure it's helping me To earn my feathers To get some wings And a halo and a harp and angelic things And even though I'm gone And outta sight Never worry about me I'm alright And if I should die Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside I'm alright And everytime you cry don't breakdown Just keep me inside in your mind You only saw the outside Never knew what I was feeling Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling But you don't see

Think Outside The Box
You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading... This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He

Insomniac
Okay, so its 10pm, Friday night... and i've been up for about 3 days now. I can't sleep. No matter what I try to do, even laying in bed watching stupid cartoons like Dora the Explorer and shit like that doesn't even bore me! LMAO...I don't know what i think i'm gonna miss, but i wish i could at least take a nap. yeah well... so my mom and my sister left for valley forge today to go to the one 9ball tornament i've been looking forward to going to since january, but i cant go because "my licence is suspended" ... stupid reason for me not to be able to enter a 9ball tornament, but my mom was the one paying for it all, so my spoiled little 15 yr. old sister gets to get instead. ...dumb bitch, lmao... oh well. i get to be lazy all weekend and lay in bed and watch tv and snuggle with my puppy and comfy pillows and goose down blanket. :) suites me just fine i guess. lmao, this after noon i went to take a bubble bath in my parents jacoozi, i filled it up, turned on the jets and just re

Lord And Master Of The Night (poem)
i am the dead walking in the life's of the living as i gently gather up soul's from the living for my dark lord and master of the blood driving evil of this long heated from the hells lonely world as my soul only be longs to the one who i love as i will all ways own her soul for my lord and dark master allows my wishes for doing his bidding for witch he can not do...

Thoughts About Baby
Here are the thoughts that are going through my head right now. The doctors want to run an amniocentesis on the baby nex thursay. i let them and the babys lungs are developed enough then they will induce me. but the problem with that is that day is my little brothers birthday. but if the lungs arent mature enough yet then they will wait one week and hen induce me. i am not sure what i should do because i thought it would be better to wait till the due date to have this baby so more things will be ready. still not sure what i am going to do though.

Searching My Soul
The Drive to build life is very strong Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ? Living to consume in this express lane Wonder why my body feels so much pain Push for the perks and things that pass away Am I the only soul seeing in a world gone astray ? Seeking to fill the void of an empty life No laughter of children, no love of wife Only the things that cold hard cash can buy Am I the only soul seeing this world pass by ? Time that just flies with nothing to show The young grow old before they know That living is more than things and money Am I the only soul left in this world to see ? By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Answer To You Questions.... Nsfw
soem one asked me y am i always so pissed off, and why am i so anti social why im tired of being lied to, used and stupidity pisses me off. im so sick of indesicive people they fli flop on every lil and or big thing every aspect of life is a mental chalange for them. im sick of it yes or no blue or red pick one fucking thing and stick with it. and lets throw in the contradictive people good fucking gawd, i dont want "whatever" but i can be happy till i fucking get "whatever" in my fucked up retarded contadictive life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes im a lil pissed off and tired and in pain and im tired of the bullshit. why cant people just do whatever the hell it is they need to do with out irritating every one else. and why cant you just make up your mind say what ever it is thats there i dont give a fuk who you are say it do it done whatever quite irritating the living fuk out of the logical thinking people you know those of us who live in reality AND use our br

I Will
A few weeks ago my son in law was driving taxi one eve when a young man entered his life as a new fare. He asked to be taken to a shelter for the homeless. As he spoke to him he learned of his difficult beginning in our city where he had come with much hope to start a life with friends from Toronto. He had given them his portion of rent as well as what was to cover a security deposit. The next day when he awoke his friends were gone. He had a secure job and continued working at this but his " friends " did not appear for many days and the rent funds had apparently disappeared as well. He was evicted from the apartment as he could not pay. My son in law told him he may have a place for him to stay and a job and gave him his phone number. After consulting with all of us ( there are seven of us that live together at this time ) we all agreed we must help this young man out. My daughter and her husband went from shelter to shelter to find him. He was brought home to a soft

Recording A Demo Cd
Well we're finally doing it! Lonely Highway is recording a cd! We'll be recording on Saturday 3-17-07 and I am really excited! It's going to be a four song demo, but we haven't decided on the songs yet! But I know we'll have at least two original songs on it, but again I don't know what songs yet. Also be on the look out for the Lonely Highway website coming soon! Also, Lonely Highway will be doing a show at "Legends" on Saturday March 31, 2007! Legends is located East of Ada, OK on Highway 1. So anyone in or around the Ada area come on out and listen to some really good country, rock, southern rock and blues!

Hello To All
I wanted to take the time and tell you all that I have not forgot about any of you.. My life has taken turns for the new year that well lets just say some have been good for the soul and others bad for the pocket.. So lately I have been sending most of my time on the site I administer so it has consumed alot of my time.. I have not forgotten about my Cherrytap friends that I appreciate dearly.. I still check in every now and then and your more then willing to send me a message I try to get to them as quick as I can.. Miss you guys.. Besos...