A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes my soul
As I lay there hoping for the moment
will never end.. calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly i fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there.. wondering where i went wrong
Calling out for you.. only to find there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts.. so cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness i feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
