Thursday, March 08, 2007
Subject : Me or my sister??
Category: Parties and Nightlife
I swear each day my sister gets touchier and bitchier!! I am fucking sick of her treating me like shit and not listening to a god damn word I say! I help her w/ her homework and point soem errors out and she trips out! It seems not matter what I ask her to do or say to her she fucking flipps her wig! Seh is going to make me loose my mind faster than anything. I hope I get a job soon so I see her LESS!!! My mental health is going to be SHOT if she screams at me anymore! I give her suggestions hell i try and talk to her and she acts liek ive just got done cussing her out! She has got to be starting soon! AHHHHH its next saturday!! St. Pattys day!! oh well Ill be gone that night so its all good!!
the comment left from my moms myspace:
this is your little sis . Why would you talk abot me on myspace in frount of your friends when you can go up to me and talk me about . I just want my old sister back then a snobby mean sister.
Then the bulletine I posted after this
Im now marking them ALL PRIVATE! It seems my little sister is now going on my moms account and reading my blogs and putting in her 2 cents. She is also upset if I vent if she irratates me one day and I write about it. So I'll no longer keep them friends only they'll only be my my eyes only. Sorry guys but shit happens and shit now longer can be free or ridcule and drama. So I'll fix it before more drama occures. So I'll ttygl!!
xo's
Amber
my moms email to me
Good deal but you know Amber how would you like it if she called you a bitch? That was not nice. I would be hurt to but I understand where you are coming from. I know we all have our rights to our opinions but you both only have 1 sister and she doesn't feel as though you love her maybe you two need to sit down and talk words do hurt maybe you don't think that but they do why don't you try talking she definately needs to control her temper and talk and not yell. But no one needs to be calling names. I agree maybe you should just keep your blogs for your eyes only. I do love you both no one more than the other the gelousy between you two needs to quit!!! We love you both!!!
Love,
MOm
Then my mom called on her lunch break just to make me feel like shit and blame this all on me!! aint that just mother fucking peachy! I am gealous of my sister! shes 11 and gets away w/ murder! if she doesnt liek what my mom is cooking that night no big deal. I dont like what my mom is making that night i get harassed all fucking day and and night about it! Then I get sarcastic and I get threatened with getting slapped or grounding! She SCREAMS at the TOP OF HER lungs says no i hate you i dont wanna live her anymore. and she gets yelled at. UM HELLO!!! where and the fuck is that fair? yes she is 11 but her ass knows better!! just like I do! Im FUCKING ALMOST 20!! grounding?? are you serious?? I need to get outta here soon than later! then she asks me howd i feel if she called me a bitch!! HELLO!! ive been called a bitch SINCE HER AGE!!! Its like calling me by my name!! Then she got pissed and irratated when I said It wouldt bother me!! she said in a really sarcastic mannor it wouldnt bother you?? i doubt that! if you and I got heated and i called you a bitch you wouldnt care? I said nope!! then she gave out a heavy sigh! and said that my sister and i need to talk and that she'll stay out of it and that we need to work out our issues! It wont be pretty. im already on the defensive. So when im getting attacked which i know i will i shut up and say what they wanna hear! so I can get my crusfiction over with! yes i will own up to calling her a bitch! but what 11 year old should be on their moms account reading shit?? umm none!! so again my mom is on my sisters side! wow surprise surprise!! i hope my dad gets home before my mom so sean and i can leave!! we wont get back until late then I have church!! oh darn cant do it then until after she gets done w/ school!! you know this is supposed to make shit better but shitw ill get worse!! i guarentee it! it'll make me more bitter than what i already am! so say a prayer for me light a few candels and bust out that rosary(sp?)!!
thank god I have a HUGE ass its gonna get all chewed off!!
xo's
Amber
