sigh. Tusday is my grandpas bday! im going to release balloons at the old parks him and grandma took me to. and if its nice out i wanna swing. I watched Return to me last night w/ sean and grandma, I bawled almost the whole time. The grandpa in there reminds me so much of mine. Well im sitting at my aunts right now and I found the last pic w/ him in it. I'll upload it in a few min after this. it was january 2 2007. then he was gone only 4 days later. I knew it was his last holiday. in every pic that i am in w/ him hes right behind me. I know he is to this day. so much drama has happened since his passing. I just want him back. my mom aunt and sister have all had dreams w/ him in it and they talk to him. I havent. but i guess when i pray i pray to grandpa and god. i just ask for his help and vent to him. he still keeps my mind at ease! I guess ill end my blog here! its too sad and sappy!!
mucho smooches!!
Amber
