Life at home is is a drag... Its not bad but I cnat get my ink I cant model like i want. yet i dont have a place to go if i wanna move out. i know i piss and moan about this alot. Im sorry. Everytime my mom goes on my jade angel page on myspace she looks at the alt sites and just gives me the biggest look of disgust like why the fuck are you associating yuor self with that shit. then its everytime i wanna tell her what i wanna do that i wanna model on "thoes" sites. that it'd help me not feel like shit by seeing hey i could look hot naked!! I figure im going to saty around a size 18 because im lazy and dont know where i can go work out at or what exerciseing i would be into! only thing i would wanna do is work on my legs and arms. im proud of myself. ive only had fast food 2 times this week so far. I really hate eating out all the time. then the other day i made the best chocolate chip pancakes. a hell of a lot better then my moms. nice big and fluffy like a nice pair of boobs!!lol I was so excited!! that i had to go from a 34 a to a 36 a!! yeah they are that small!!
anywho... what should i do with my mom? I really am getting the itch! Jsut be like mom I wanna talk to you about something. now just listen to me and dont say anything until im all done explaining what i have to tell you. then show her soem of the sites taht arent hardcore that i want to apply to? like starsgirls.com let me know what you think!!
xo's
Amber