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R.i.p Tanya.......i Miss You...
To my sister and my mom, Tanya there are no words to express exactly how I feel, My heart has been broken into a million pieces and will never be the same..You were my twin, my best friend and my heart and never in my wildest imagination have I ever thought my life would be lived without you in it.. Together we have risen above the turmoil and raised three beautiful kids, they are spoiled and most importantly they have been raised safely and closley protected....You are my angel and have saved me more times than u will ever know....I will never ever be the same without you.....You are with God now, and he has taken all of your pain away....Wait for me in Heaven...cause although you have started this Journey without me.....We will finish it together.....Until then my darling watch over me and the kids and I will make sure they grow up knowing exactly how beautiful u really were. Mom.. You raised us well and me and Tanya could depend on you for everything...She always thought abou

Not A Great Start For My Blog.
... guess what. i'm depressed, intensily so, tho i do not show it. i'm a good actress. i am in love with a person who is not in love with me, and may never be. this very rarely strays from the thoughts, and i wish that was not so. I try to find a way to get my mind off of it or to get it out of my system a bit, but alas there is not remedy...i'm suffering from writer's block at the moment.

How Fuckable Are You?
" The Punching bag"You are 91 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should lean to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 97% on humpersLink: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on Ok Cupid

Office Jokes
Thoughts from work Thoughts and stories from on the job My boss came in one morning and caught me hugging my secretary. He said in a rage, "Is this what you get paid for ?" I told him, "Nope ! I do this for free." This same boss was into all this dumb inspirational and motivation stuff too. I remember once he posted a sign which read "Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday." I couldn't resist and added a note: "And now you know why too". Once I came upon this pretty new temp standing in front of the paper shredder with a confused look on her face. I asked if she needed any help and she said, "Yeah, how does this thing work ?" I took the papers from her hand and demonstrated how to work the shredder. She stood there a moment with yet another confused expression, so I said, "Any questions ?" She said, "Yeah, exactly where do the copies come out from ?" People always say that hard work never killed anybody. Oh yeah ??? When's the last time ya ever heard of anyon

Its Humpday Woohooo
which means we are supposed to fuck like fiends high on reffer,which would be great if i had someone here with me,but one thing ,before we start fucking like fiends ,its was better to chat as friends,and be honest,dontbe afraid to reveal your bad side,and you might be amazed others are willing to admit there downfalls too.and when you find the one you trully love,let them know ,dont be afraid to go for it,as mr spock says ,live long and prosper,mother fuckers. ENJOY YOU HUMPDAY EVERYBODY

Q&a
Q. What's the difference between a man and ET? A. ET phoned home. Q. Why haven't they sent a woman to the moon yet? A. It doesn't need cleaning. Q. Why is a pap smear called a pap smear? A. Because women wouldn't do them if they were called cunt scrapes. Q. What's the difference between your paycheck and your cock? A. You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q. What do you call kids born in whorehouses? A. Brothel sprouts. Q. What's the difference between a 40 year-old man, and a 40 year-old woman? A. A 40 year-old woman dreams of having children, a 40 year-old man dreams of dating them. Q. What's white, smells, and can be found in panties? A. Clitty litter Q. I married Miss Right. A. I just didn't know her first name was "Always." Q. Why is psychoanalysis quicker for men than for women? A. When it's time to go back to his childhood, he's already there. Q. How do you know when your cat's done cleaning himself? A. He's smoking a cigaret

Food For Thought
This isn't meant to offend anyone just thought I would put it out there!!! This is a speech made by Bill Gates in regard to high school students and things they will not learn in school!! Rule 1: Life is not fair ..get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school . You won't make vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping they called it opportunity! Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents fault, do don't whine about your mistakes ...learn from them. Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills,cleaning your clothes and listening to you t

No Surgery!!
Ok, to my friends and family that have all known what's been going on with Sky, he does NOT have to have surgery! I am so fucking relieved! As is he =)! He does have alot of rehabilating excersizes he has to do daily and he will be back on the field in about 3 weeks. First base isn't the same without him, lol, but I think it may strain his left shoulder going back into that position right away. Anyways I wanted to thank everyone who has sent me mesages about this and just wanted to let all of you know! HUGS TO EVERYONE =*)

Lyrics
Bob Marley Lyrics Mix Up, Mix Up Lyrics Oh Lord, oh Lord, oh Lord, yeah! Well, it's not easy, It's not easy Speak the truth, come on, speak. Eh, now! It ever cause it what it will: He who hide the wrong he did Surely did the wrong thing still. Get in the studio of - Studio of time and experience Here we experience the good and bad; What we have, and what we had - This session (session), Not just another version (version). Oh Lord, give me a session (session), Not another version (version)! They're so much stumbling blocks right in-a our way: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday; There's so much wanting, so much gaining, so much have done. Too much little mix-up, in the mix-up, yes! Too much little mix up! Too much of this mix up - mix up! I was born in the country, right on top of the hill I still remain, I know I still, I will-a, But through your f...in' respect and through your false pride Someone wanna take Jah - Jah - Jah children for

Coincidences Of The Titanic
Coincidences of the Titanic Was the sinking of the great ship foretold? © Jodee Redmond Jan 29, 2007 There are a number of strange coincidences associated with the tragic maiden voyage of the Titanic. Was a mummy's curse the cause of her sinking? Before the RMS Titanic struck an iceberg on April 14, 1912, another ocean liner described as a floating palace set sail from Southampton on her maiden voyage. She struck an iceberg and sunk with a heavy loss of life, since there were not enough life boats on board. The “other” ship existed only on paper, though. This story was the subject of a novel written by Morgan Robertson. the book was written in 1898, 14 years before the Titanic began her fateful voyage. The name of the vessel in Robertson’s novel, Futility, was Titan. The similarity between the two ships didn’t end with the names. Titan and Titanic were approximately the same size, were capable of attaining the same rate of speed, and both were capable of carrying approxi

Oh My Gosh It's A...
When I was 15 years old, I let an Armadillo loose in a Piggly Wiggly! It was a Jr. High School thing ~ It was awesome to see that sucker go in the store! {Giggles} I never found out who caught it. {Giggles} I have not been nor seen one of these stores in 25 years. I gotta' go shopping here "just for FUN!" Yes, I am easily amused.

A Preview Of What I Am Writing :)
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If You Really Want To Know!
HEY YOU LOVELY PEOPLE OUT THERE IN NET LAND! HEHE I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT OF THINKING LATELY AND I CAME UP WITH A LIST OF WHAT I WANT AND LOOK FOR IN SOMEONE. YES I'M SINGLE, AND NO I DON'T LIKE IT ANYMORE! LOL BUT I'M NOT GONNA RUSH INTO ANYTHING WITH JUST ANYONE EITHER! SO HERE STARTS THE LIST... 1. I WANT A GUY THAT IS 25 YRS OLD AT LEAST BUT NOT OLDER THAN 32....I HAVE A PHOBIA, SORRY IF THIS CANCELS YOU OUT! IF YOU FALL A BIT BELOW OR ABOVE THESE AGES, JUST TALK TO ME AND I'LL TELL YA IF I'M COMFORTABLE WITH YOUR AGE OR NOT. 2. I WANT A GUY THAT HAS NICE LOOKS. NO I'M NOT A MODEL OR ANYTHING, BUT EVERYONE HAS STANDARDS RIGHT? AND MOST PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THEY WANT AND LIKE. 3. SOMEONE THAT IS EITHER IN SCHOOL GETTING READY TO HAVE A CAREER OR ALREADY HAS ONE. I KNOW I AM NOT ONE TO TALK SINCE I HAVE NEITHER, BUT THATS JUST A MUST. I KNOW I WILL WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. THINGS HAVE AND STILL ARE HOLDING ME BACK AND IF I GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO YOU, WE WILL DISCUSS THE REASONS THEN.

Happy Birthday To Meee
Heyy its my BIRTHDAY and im excited!! Thanks to everybody for the gifts and cmments im trying to get back to everybody but im having a lil tugh time here hehe So thankkkss so much still didnt hear abut anybodies crazzeee 21st B-day stories hehe..... thanks again and luvs u all lots!! ~CINDY

Werewolf
A werewolf is a mythological creature that is sometimes a person and sometimes a wolf, usually believed to prey on people. In different versions of folklore, the werewolf is either a magician or the object of a curse. In much modern literature and film, the werewolf is said to shape-shift under the influence of the full moon and to be vulnerable only to a silver bullet. The word werewolf derives from Old English wer-wulf, meaning "man-wolf." Tales of werewolves abound in cultures from all over Europe, from Russia to England and from Norway to Italy. Werewolves appear in some of the earliest literature of these regions. Because the legend spans such a vast geographical and cultural area, there are many variations. A person may become a werewolf in many different ways, according to different cultures. The curse may be effected by engaging in cannibalism or Satanism. Alternatively, stripping and wearing articles made of wolf skin, drinking water from a wolf's footprint, or being bit

Ballroom Blitz
(Chinn/Chapman) Are you ready, Steve? Aha. Andy? Yeah! Mick? OK. Alright, fellas, let's go! Oh it's been getting so hard Livin' with the things you do to me, aha Oh my dreams are getting so strange I'd like to tell you everything I see Oh, I see a man at the back As a matter of fact his eyes are red as the sun And a girl in the corner let no one ignore her 'Cause she thinks she's the passionate one Oh, yeah, it was like lightning, everybody was frightening And the music was soothing, and they all started grooving Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah And the man at the back said Everyone attack and it turned into a ballroom blitz And the girl in the corner said Boy, I wanna warn ya, it'll turn into a ballroom blitz Ballroom blitz, ballroom blitz, ballroom blitz Ballroom blitz I'm reaching out for something Touching nothing's all I ever do Oh, I softly call you over When you appear there's nothing left of you, aha Now the man in the back Is ready to crack as he

The Thought Was Enough
I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper for you. You don't

Skinwalker
A skin-walker is a legendary creature in certain Native American cultures that is somewhat analogous to the European werewolf. Like the werewolf, the skin-walker is a shape-shifter, human at times, and at other times taking on the aspect of an animal, usually at night. In its animal form, a skin-walker may be virtually anything, including a wolf, coyote, fox, bear, owl, or crow. Although skin-walkers may have a favorite form that they customarily use, they have the power to become anything they wish. While the skin-walker is known mainly from Navajo folklore, analogies exist in the mythology of other tribes, including the Mohawk, Hopi, and Aztecs. In the Navajo tradition, the skin-walker or yee naaldlooshii is a human who has gained his or her powers through witchcraft. Skin-walkers are frightening, dangerous, and difficult to kill. Witches earn their power through violating a taboo and generally use it to harm others, so they are considered a sort of monster. In animal form, a

Hiya All
Just joined cherrytap and want to say thanku to all who have welcomed me. it will take some time to get the hang of it all but trial and error is all fun hee hee. look forward to chatting with some new peeps cheers love susi xx

I Think Its All Starting To Get To Me Now
THIS IS IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM HOW I LOOK, I LOOK LIKE A FAT FRIGGIN OGER I PUT LOADS OF WEIGHT ON AND NOW BACK TO MY FAT BASTARD LIFE AGAIN, I KEEP TRYING BUT I KEEP ON FAILING. this is how i should look; week 8 You Your baby’s swift development makes you tired. Rocketing hormone levels can also cause nausea and vomiting, with smells you once loved (fresh coffee perhaps) making you run for the loo feeling sick. Your baby Your baby is 2.5cm (1in) long – about the size of a large olive - with a huge head in comparison to his body. His chin is fused to his chest and he now has a rudimentary mouth and ears. All major organs are in position. Now they must become more complex, mature and grow. Check-in time Your first antenatal appointment (your booking appointment) should happen between week 8 and week 12. It’ll be a long one. • You’ll be asked the medical history of you and your partner. • You may be weighed. • Your height will be measured.

My 1st Blong... And Its Sad.... :(
While I was having breakfast with my mom we had over heard that the school that I once went to was on lock down because of a school shooting… but no one knew who it was… while I was at the post office they finally let the names out and the person who got shot was a good friend of mine… she got shot 4 times by her ex-boyfriend once in the arm, twice in the chest, and once in the stomach. After shooting her he put the gun to himself and shot him self in the head. I am doing more then praying that she makes it out ok..... My friend’s name is Jessica Forsyth and she is only 17 years old. She has a page here on myspace. She has one other person on her myspace friend list and that is her brother James. To find Jessica’s page she is the 17 year old girl who lives in midland Michigan.. So if you would like to add her or her brother and leave a mess. I think that they would like that a lot………. Jess, I want you to know that I'm doing more then praying for you…….. And I hope that u make it…. B

True Friendship!!!!
WHAT IS A TRUE FRIEND YOU ASK,,, A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU,SOMEONE WHO IS REALLY TRUE BLUE. A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN YOUR WRONG AND HAVE YOU SINGING A WHOLE NEW SONG. A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE REGUARDLESS OF HOW MANY FIGHT YOU HAVE AND STANDS STRONG BEHIND YOU LIKE MOSES STAFF. A FRIEND WILL STAY WITH YOU UNTIL YOU SEE, JUST HOW STRONG A PERSON YOU CAN BE,THEY WILL CRY WITH YOU, MAYBE EVEN FIGHT WITH YOU,BUT JUST REMEMBER THEY ONLY WANT WHAT BEST FOR YOU, THIS IS FOR MY FRIEND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! MUCH LUV SPECIAL!

My Life In Sacramento!
WELL PEOPLE, HERE I AM AGAIN AND I AM TALKING ABOUT ME AGAIN! WHY IS THAT? WELL CAUSE I LOVE PEOPLE AND TELLING THEM ABOUT MYSELF AND MY LIFE AND THE THINGS I DO AND LIKE TO DO. SO HERE IT GOES WELL MOVED HERE IN JULY OF O6, HOT AND TERRIBLE TO MOVE, BUT WE DID IT. I LEFT MY FRIENDS AND MY 2 SON'S BEHIND, BUT I AM GONNA KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THEM. THE WORST PART IS I HAVE NO FRIENDS DOWN HERE YET, AND I WOULD LIKE TO GET SOME BUT I AM KINDA ISOLATED WHERE I AM, I HAVE TO TAKE THE BUS EVERYWHERE CAUSE BOYFRIEND DOES NOT DRIVE! AND I DON'T KNOW THE CITY THAT WELL IT IS BIGGER THAN SANTA ROSA HA HA!!!!!! I HAVE HIS FAMILY WELL SOME OF THEM ARE DOWN AND AROUND HERE, BUT THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES. SO JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW WHAT I AM DOING NOW, I HOPE TO JOIN THE ADVOCACY SOON HERE AND BE DOING SOMETHING I WAS GONNA GO TO WORK BUT I WILL VOLUNTEER INSTEAD AND DO THE ADVOCACY INSTEAD. NEED SOME THING OTHER THAN TH

Parents' Protection Doesn't Last Forever
But the desire to keep your child safe does. This is written by Norris Burkes I felt it was worth putting in my blog for others to read. It hit soft spot of my heart. When my son, Michael, was 22 months old, we feel down a hillside together. My wife and I were in the process of adopting him, and we decided to take him with us on a weekend retreat to a mountain cabin. One evening, he became a bit fussy, so I wrapped him in a blanket and went for a walk. As I made my way down-hill toward the street, I stopped to rest on a tree stump. Without warning, my foot slipped through the rotten stump. Suddenly, my world was a swirl of sticks, branches and mud. I curled Michael into me close, hugging him like a piece of pricesless art. It was a hug that allowed him to breathe, but refused him any exposure to the rough world we were tumbling through. Then, quite abruptly, I hit my head on the asphalt below. Things grayed momentarily, but I escaped with nothing more than some scra

Why?
why do ex boyfriends want to act like it's the end of the world when you break up with them>? there are plenty of women out there.and why do they try to make you feel like shit after it's over? i know women arent much better but damn

Friends Part 2
Friends Part 2 By Steven Cook You say you still love me. Can this be true After all the hurt you’ve put me through You tell me you miss me and need me around So what’s the reason you kick when I’m down You burden me with all of your fears And expect my shoulder to catch all your tears Your troubled mind is set in its ways And this is the reason that I wont stay There no reason for us to work all this out You know what you did so stop trying to shout Listen for once its my turn to speak Just close your mouth and pull up a seat The scars that you left on my heart alone Is no comparison to what you did to my soul I tore down the wall that surrounded my heart To let you and I have a fresh new start Little did I know you were here for the ride When times got to hard you left my side All alone till I’m back on my feet Then here you come again ready to eat Sleepless and distracted by those lonely nights I let you come back to screw up my life All t

Worlds Smallest Violin
crazy to think we could ever be anything anything anything at all given that we're all so small - so weak so pitiful we try to believe maybe someday we'll be somethin more than we are yet we know in our soul thats not logical the truth is frightening - dissapointment surrounds and our happy ending keeps getting more unlikely did all the suffering did it mean a thing? why would we try so hard if we knew it was just another fucking fleeting beating of the heart? theres a place in my chest where my heart use to rest the empty space where you use to be everyone knows - i can get out of this hole but can i get this hole out of me swear to god no ones been so broken sometimes i think im dead with my eyes wide open if theres anything i ever told you anything that means anything at all its that your right and you can be anything anything you- everythings gonna be alright everythings gonna b

For My Ex
I Hate You..Because I Can. I Hate You..For Hurting Me. I Hate You..For The Lies You Told Me. I Hate You..For Becomming The Person You've Become. I Hate You..Because You Just Don't Care. I Hate You..Because I Have Many Good Memories To Forget. I Hate You..For Making Me Cry. I Hate You..For Meeting Her. I Hate You..For Loving Her More. I Hate..That I Don't Hate You At All

Is This What Cloud 9 Is?
Whoa! A lot has happened in the last couple of weeks. A tornado, metaphorically speaking, blew through my life. It literally picked me up and carried me to another level. A whole new level that I have never seen. OMG I wish you could see the view! I wish you could see through my eyes for just one minute! I'm looking down at clouds! I'm getting carried higher and higher each day that passes. I never want this ride to end! It's warm up here. I think I'll stay a lifetime! Mmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!

When Someone Gets Racist Wit Me And Calls Me A Nigger I Will Always Defend Myself So Your Stupid Friend Is Pissed Off And Wait Your Sexy Vixen So Dont
WHEN SOMEONE GETS RACIST WIT ME AND CALLS ME A NIGGER I WILL ALWAYS DEFEND MYSELF SO YOUR STUPID FRIEND IS PISSED OFF AND WAIT YOUR SEXY VIXEN SO DONT BE CALLING ME A NIGGER AGAIN, (LISA WINFIELD) IS THE ONE WHO CALLED ME A NIGGER

Copy Cat
I EVEN TOLD U ABOUT THAT CONVERSATION AND U JUST LET THOSE PEOPLE TALK U INTO NOT BEING MY FRIEND AND ALL I CAN SAY IS IF U ACTUALLY KNEW THE WHOLE CONVERSATION THEY POSTED ON THERE, U WILL NOTICE IT WASNT THE FULL CONVERSATION AND I HAVE MY PROOF AND LISA WINFIELD WAS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINES UNTIL SHE GOT SMART WIT ME WHEN I TOLD HER I HAD SEX AND SHE TOLD ME SHE HAD SEX TOO AND IT WAS JUST A FRIENDLY CONVERSATION WHERE I BRAGGED ABOUT SEX AND I KNOW YOUR SO PISSED OFF BECAUSE YOUR OLD AND NOBODY LIKES U SO U JUST BECOME A FOLLOWER BECAUSE U HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO

Semper Fi
Life And Growth Semper Fi (Always Faithful) ‘Semper Fi’ is short for ‘Semper Fidelis’ – Latin for ‘Always Faithful’. If you’re sharp, you’ll notice that our modern equivalent for a faithful characteristic, fidelity, and it’s opposite, infidelity, derive from this word. ‘Semper Fi’ is a common phrase used in American Culture – particularly in the United States Marine Corp. ‘Semper Fi’ signifies the ‘dedication and loyalty that individual Marines are expected to have for “Corps and Country”, even after leaving the service’. While its meaning is a bit protracted in some circumstances, the sentiment behind it is certainly special. However, I think a lot of people are inspired by it for the wrong means. Just like the Marines of America are expected to show undying faith to a Corporation whose values and views shift and move as the group of people who run it change, I think people can sometimes become faithful for the wrong reasons – and undying faith can sometimes become blind faith.

Sex
So I dont have much to say right now.. except that I miss my baby.. he's been gone way to long... and I am really really in the need of some loving.. he better come home soon or I will have to go find me someone to take care of my needs...(no I would never cheat on him- with a man that is )

So Cold.............
i feel so small and crushed, hurt and dead inside. the cold words or a lost soul what have i done so wrong to feel this way, why is nature so cruel. the words they cut like a knife contradictions of statements made from afar, they swirl in my mind, the truth is lost among the scattered thoughts. nothing makes scense, no one to ask, no one to tell im living in my own unfortunete hell. the words they cut so deep, leaving a wound that will never heal the scar of a question will last forever, remaining never answered, forever swirling in my thoughts. none of this make scense to you i know all to well. it doesnt even make scense to me, and its from my head...........

E.r.
Hubby was taken to ER at 8am Monday morning, and admitted to ICU 8pm Monday night. Heart rate topped 178bpm when his stats were checked on ER admission, and had dropped to 100bpm by nightfall. However his heart rate has been all over the scales today, from 110 - 130bpm at any given time. Blood Pressure, in contrast, has been comfortably low throughout. Fevers topping 103.7 to as low as 99.1 have also been plaguing him. His mien has improved over the last 24 hours from a very pale sickly white to a more normal hue. The doctors are stolidly trying to find the cause of the elevated heart rate and fever - but have not yet found the cause. I'll provide more information as information comes - please keep him in your thoughts.

Me Responding To You
I am afraid that without a primary picture up there I cannot respond to anyone. So you are welcome whoever thanks for accepting their invitaitons and whatever. I will get a primary picture up when I can. Unfortunatelly this computer is not upgraded and wont be so I dont know how I am going to do that, but I hope to get my own computer hopefully soon. Anyways take care and if you have any suggestions I am all ears haha. Take care guys.

Hot Contest...
So... I entered best panty contest... Keep in mind pantys don't just consist of thongs or the bottom part. I'm thinkin, FULL LATEX NIGHT WEAR.... Yea... So, friend this profile, check his NSFW pix and vote for the best panty shots.... Hopefully mine... ? lol. If anyone can vote me with some 11s I will return the favor, and if I get 1st, "7 day blast" your profile will be mentioned in the blast and on my profile, in thanks. So.... Lookie and the undies! http://cherrytap.com/user/171588

Things Have Changed
I've read over my other blogs and I have to tell you that things have changed. Josh and I have worked out our problems and sure there are still problems to be worked out. I know that every couple has problems to work out and maybe ours are a little bigger than most but I know we will get through them. I'm pregnant again and it's a great feeling. Sure I still have the thought of what if I lose this baby but things are different this time around. I've already had to go to the doctor's office twice and we go again on the 21st. That should include an ultrasound. I will be getting all the paper work that day too so we will have it when we move to S.C.. I told Josh today when he came home for lunch that we only have 30 weeks left and I think that was a shock for him. We went last night to see 300, it's a great movie but if you don't like blood and gore then don't see it. On the way out we saw his friend, Peter, and they talked for a little while. We didn't get home until around 10 an

Captain America (1941-2007)
When I saw this as an article today, I wasn't as shocked as I might have been say, ten or fifteen years ago when I really collected comic books (particularly Marvels). Even with that distance, today's announcement of Captain America, one of Marvel Comics' flagship heroes who's actually older than the current run of the comics themselves, being shot by a sniper in the final issue of his series out on newsstands today still jarred me. By the way, when I say he's older, I mean that chronologically (within the Marvel comics universe, he's usually portrayed as having been born in the 1920s so he's a young adult during World War II) as well as when his character debuted in March 1941, twenty years before the modern age of Marvel Comics beginning with Fantastic Four #1. Even you who don't know Captain America is the superhero alter ego of Steve Rogers probably know of him for his red, white, and blue outfit and his trademark shield. What's really impressive about the guy is that, unlike B

Couples Contest...help Me Out
OK read all of this please....( 7 DAY CONTEST ) I need a photo of both you and your other half.The 2 photo's are part of the same team.I add the votes together at the end.WINNERS get 1 week blast EACH !!!and ALL the POINTS !! example your total points are 15,000 votes x 6 points for each vote = 90,000 cherry bucks.2nd place gets 3 days blasts EACH all the points in cherry bucks.3rd 1 day blasts and YES all the points.RULES NONE...yes you CAN vote for yourselfs. Couple No 1 Couple No 2 Couple No 3Couple No 4

Gotta Luv A Drunk Lol
a joke I recieved...thought I would share and hopefully bring a chuckle... A man and his wife are awakened at 3am by a loud pounding at the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push... "Not a chance'"says the husband, "it's 3am in the morning!!" He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked the wife. "Just some drunk asking for a push," he answers "Did you help him?" she asks. "No I did not,its pouring rain outside!" "Well you have a short memory," says his wife "Can't you remember aobut three months ago when we broke down and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!" The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes out into hte pouring rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello are you still there?" "Yes" comes back the answer "You still need a push?" calls out the husband. "yes plese!"comes the reply from the dark. "Where

Dear Dreams
My Dear friend,...I know we both care about each other,...But sometimes our reality will not allow us to show it,So we come to each other late at night,In our dear dreams,We do not have to hide,And say and do anything we like,And not have to worry,we run to each other,For then we both say,DREAM OF ME,...And we do.----SWEET DEAR DREAMS,...Til we talk again,...

The Sexiest Cherry Contest Is Now Open
Go vote for your fav sexiest cherry, all of them are vying for the Porse which is what the winner gets, the contest will run til next satuday. will update on what the 2nd and 3rd place winners get. good luck to all that are in the contest.

Girl In The Life Magazine
I fell in love with the girl in the picture That I use to keep Carried her 'round in the back of my pocket She was always with me I imagine that I was a man of importance And she had a fancy for me And I use to dream she would call Crying her eyes out She had an obsession with me I was the love of her life And she was all mine The girl in the Life magazine The first time we met in an aisle At the market She was staring at me I knew even then we would share Something special And it was like chemistry I fell in love from the moment I saw her So I took her straight home with me And that's where I'd dream She would step right out of the picture And spend a while evening with me And oh how she hated to go Back to her picture The girl in the Life magazine All of my friends use to laugh Said I was certifiably mad 'Til the day that she came And she blew them away And asked me if I'd be her man It seems that she went and fel

Sluts Annoy Me
Why do people feel the need to be all over everyone. I call this being a SLUT and it ANNOYS ME Thus I feel the need to blog about it... Because certain people should just be like murdered for being such a whore. I am so annoyed right now that I can't even put into words what I want to do.. Ugh I loathe people... I blame the PMS

Human Ii (don't Turn Your Back On Me) By Boyz Ii Men
To Kally. This is my apology You are my joy. Don't turn away from me. I love you with all my heart. I'm sorry if I hurt you. Chorus: I know I make mistakes I am what I am I'm only a man So don't take my joy away Don't turn your back on me I know this was my fault but How much should it cost To make things right Do I have to pay for life We all fall short sometimes And I'm guilty of that crime But I just wanna make you see That you can still believe in me Chorus: I know I make mistakes I am what I am I'm only a man So don't take my joy away Don't turn your back on me Speak to me let me know how you feel If you feel like you can hold on and be strong I will never leave you lonely I cry sometimes 'cause I make you cry And that ain't right I won't make the same mistake twice Baby please forgive me Bridge: Now I can't erase the wrong I've done But I hope you can give me another chance 'Cause if you were me yo

Ann Rice
Anne Rice, the author of the Vampire Chronicles. I read all of them. I think she is the greatest writer of my times. I didn't read all her books, but I list them for you. Interview with the Vampire (1976) The Feast of All Saints (1979) Cry to Heaven (1982) The Vampire Lestat (1985) The Queen of the Damned (1988) The Mummy (1989) The Witching Hour (1990) The Tale of the Body Thief (1992) Lasher (1993) Taltos (1994) Memnoch The Devil (1995) Servant of the Bones (1996) Violin (1997) Pandora (1998) Armand (1998) Vittorio the Vampire (1999) As Anne Rampling Exit to Eden (1985) Belinda (1986) As A. N. Roquelaure The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty (1983) Beauty's Punishment (1984) Anne Rice web home: http://www.annerice.com

My Bands Music On Imeem.com
HEY PEOPLE FOR THE PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW Y.B.E & HOODFELLAS ARE ON IMEEM.COM JUST SEARCH Y.B.E OR HOODFELLAS...THERE ARE OTHER SEARCH'S YOU CAN USE AS WELL THAT WILL BE LISTED BELOW..CHECK OUT SOME OF THE MYSPACE'S AND LISTEN TO THE SONGS AND WHAT NOT..O YEAH!...DONT FORGET TO ADD THE SONGS ON YOUR IMEEM.COM PLAYLIST... = ) .... OTHER SEARCH'S FOR IMEEM.COM Y.B.E DOUGH STACKS TANK NITTY MDOT BANKS FOLD OUT CORNERS CORNER THE TRILOGY HOODFELLAS J.JENKINS www.myspace.com/ybedoordie www.myspace.com/doughstackzhf ADD US

How To Post A Pic Link In A Bulletin Or To Your Friends
First go to the pic you want ppl to comment on then click on link to this photo. You will then see 2 codes above the pic, copy and paste the code on the left into a bulletin or to your friends. that way they will just have to click on the pic link and it will take them to the Contest your in.

Refreshed And Relaxed
I just got back from a hella awesome trip to San Antonio. I went to go se my bestest buddies, who I haven't seen in quite a while. We had such a blast. We went everywhere in San An, it was a much needed getaway. What made it even more awesome is that my daughter had the time of her life too. She got to go the zoo, ripleys believe it or not, louis tussauds wax museum, the alamo, and Seaworld. It was amazing. It was great to be able to get out of the house for awhile and just have a good time. The only down side is that my boyfriend didn't get to come along with us. He had to be away on business so that kind of sucked. Oh well, there will be other trips for him to go on with us. Well, thought I share my time with all you guys. See ya later! Lotz O' Love!

It's Hump Day!
Well another Hump Day is here and nothing has changed in a week...the planet still spins, the sun still rises in the east, gravity keeps us all from flying off into space So go out and enjoy today as if there's no tomorrow because if you don't, it will be just as boring as the past week has been!

Did You Know!
DID YOU KNOW! Current mood: frustrated Category: News and Politics FYI Did you know.... That Puerto Rico is the third country of the world with more physicians in proportion to its population? That the first person to fly up a flag in Puerto Rico was the pirate Cofresí? (A Puerto Rican Pirate) That it is estimated that there is more Nickel in the mountains of Puerto Rico than in the whole United States, including Alaska and Hawaii? That the most dynamic pier in the Caribbean is in San Juan? 50% of all business, for a total of 1,400 millions in goods is transported to or from here. The wood from our native tree ''El Guayacán'' is so strong that it suffers less wear and tear than steel? That the first puertorican municipality founded in the 20th century was Jayuya in 1911? That the male Coqui sings in a different way than the female? The male sings ''Coquí'' and the female ''co-coqui''... Though its small size, 39 different kinds of soils have

Omg The Countdown Is On
well i've just looked at the calendar & it's only 7 days til i get my head shaved. i didn't even think anything of shaving my hair off when i nominated to shave it at the start *as i was doing it to support friends who had suffered from leukaemia* but now that the time is getting closer i'm getting nervous & realising that i'm losing a HUGE part of my identity. my hair is one of the first things people notice about me due to its length *i measured it recently with a neighbour & it turns out it's actually half my height (for those who don't already know, i'm 6' tall so that's a lotta hair)* anyways i'm gonna leave this here & wish me luck with it all:D luv's ya's all muahhhhhhhh

You Know You Are From New York When
March 7 2007 You know you are from New York when Category: Life YOU'RE 35 YEARS OLD AND DON'T HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE. YOU GET READY TO ORDER DINNER EVERY NIGHT AND MUST CHOOSE FROM THE MAJOR FOOD GROUPS WHICH ARE: CHINESE, ITALIAN, MEXICAN OR INDIAN. YOU RIDE IN A SUBWAY CAR WITH NO AIR CONDITIONING JUST BECAUSE THERE ARE SEATS AVAILABLE. YOU TAKE THE TRAIN HOME AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE ON THE PLATFORM THE DOORS WILL OPEN THAT WILL LEAVE YOU RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE EXIT STAIRWAY. YOU KNOW WHAT A "REGULAR" COFFEE IS. IT'S NOT 'MANHATTAN' - IT'S THE "CITY". THERE IS NO NORTH AND SOUTH. IT'S "UPTOWN" OR "DOWNTOWN." IF YOU'RE REALLY FROM NEW YORK YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONCEPT OF WHERE NORTH AND SOUTH ARE.... (AND EAST OR WEST IS "CROSSTOWN"!) YOU CROSS THE STREET ANYWHERE BUT ON THE CORNERS AND YOU YELL AT CARS FOR NOT RESPECTING YOUR RIGHT TO DO IT. YOU MOVE 3,000 MILES AWAY, SPEND 10 YEARS LEARNING THE LOCAL LANGUAGE AND PEOPLE STILL KNOW YOU

A Bittersweet Memory
Well I haven\'t posted a blog in a long time and a couple of people asked me one day why I\'m not a very emotional person, so I figured I would share a little bit more of me, which as most folk who know ne will tell you I don\'t do that very much. Its about Myisha. I\'ve done a blog about her before and mentioned how close I was to her, but I never really told anyonw whoe she died, as a matter of fact. Aside from the people who were there when it happened, very few people have ever heard me mention the day that she died, so this is gonna be kinda hard for me so I\'m asking yall to bear with me as I do this. Well Myisha and I met when I was about 13. I had just moved back to Fresno from Oakland and I was still kinda angry and bitter from a lot of different things. I started to reconcile with my dad (again and it didn\'t last too long but that is another story to tell) and he had remarried and I met Mysiha through my stepsister, Tracy. Now as I stated before in a previous blog (or at

Midsummer Nights Dream
If we shadows have offended, Think of this, and all is mended, That you have but slumb'red here, While these visions did appear. And the weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend. If you pardon, we will mend. And, as I am an honset Puck, If we have uneared luck Now to scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call. So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends.

Clueless
ALTHOUGH I AM A COLLEGE GRADUATE, I AM CLUELESS MOST OF THE TIME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE ON CT MOST OF THE TIME! DON'T GET ME WRONG 99% OF THE PEOPLE ON HERE I REALLY LIKE. BUT THEIR IS SOME DRAMA THAT I NOT ONLY DON'T GET BUT DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY? LOL I KNOW THERE IS THE TYPICAL JEALOUSY AND PETTINESS BUT CT IS JUST A MICROCOSM OF REAL LIFE. I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF WICCAN AND GOTH AND CHRISTIANS ON HERE AND THAT IS COOL. BUT HAS ANY SEEN A BUDDHIST? LOT OF ANGELS AND DEVILS SEEN ANY SAINTS? ANT WIZARDS?? A FEW AND SOMEONE FOUND MY DAMN LEPRECHAUN HAD THE LITTLE SHIT TIED UP BUT HAD A POWER FAILURE HERE BEFORE I COULD RESPOND~~ SO IF IT IS YOU PLEASE CONTACT AGAIN!! ONE MORE THING A VERY SEXY HOT SMART FRIEND FROM HERE ON CT IS HAVING SURGERY ON FRIDAY. SO WHAT EVER YOU DO, PRAY, HOLD GOOD THOUGHTS, PRAY TO MOTHER EARTH, SACRIFICE CHICKENS, PLEASE DO SO FOR HER~~ I WOULD TELL YOU HER USER NAME BUT SHE WOULD NOT LIKE THE FUSS. BUT DO IT FOR ME OR HER THANK YOU

Right Here Right Now
ok im new at this but here goes. im single now ..yea. an looking.put the past behind me. an happy as shit..so any good men that are fun to be with i would like to talk ok... im good really i am an i can prove it.... so lets just see what happens from here.... oh an paul your still number one in my book... ok ..enough of that .i dont like to be alone .im fun easy going .dont like head games..hate to argue .love sex ...yes even at my age..i can roll with the best!!!!.... so if you like to be king of your castle an good back rubs an a good dammm women contact me cause yes im all that ..im not trying to brag really im not .. but i love being a women an real weman know how to work t an arent afraide to say so...so if your brave willing or able contact me lets just seewhat happens ok.. im waiting devils due can you afford to pay

The Cruxshadows - Sophia
SPOKEN: (The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty) When life is left behind this isolation Cruelty and hatred have become The cause of those whose eyes are full of wanting The truth will still abandon none So you must carry this light into the darkness You shall be a star unto the night You will find hope alive among the hopeless That is your purpose to this life The lips draw words and hands find actions Still there is more within one heart Into the silence will you answer Before the chaos will you come Do not injustice to another Defend the weak and innocent Let truth and honor always guide you Let courage find the light within Stand up when no one else is willing Act not in hatred or in spite Be to this world as a perfect knight Even if it means your life Here I am Alive among the injured and the dead Here I am Thy will be done Santa Sophia (Here I am) Pieces borne to your

Last Night...
well, I went to perry last night and hung out w/ derek jane and chris... it was really cool. Derek got his nipples pierced *lol* He didn't scream like i did though... cuz man, i screamed. But thats cool, i'm a chick, it's expected of me! But, it was cool. I realized stillwater is A LOT bigger than I thought... it's a pretty cool town. I might look into applying at OSU next semester. I may take off some wednesday and go out there and check it out. Who knows. But, anyways~ Chris, apparently, has this thing w/ nerds (the candy not the genre). And he was all enthralled with this one large nerd. Apparently they are really small usually, but this ONE was exceptionally large.. *lol* THAT was funny. but anyways, i am gonna get ready for class... gotta leave in likt 15 minutes... yay yay~ i'll be on later tonight....

Latest News
well its been awhile...but i figured id leave a blog for all u lovely ppl...well my daughter is due in exactly 3 weeks (march 28th)...i can barely control myself from the excitement...and my man finally purposed...and yes we set a date...we r getting married july 26,2008...and ive never been happier...i hope all of u out in ct r doing well...and as for my friends ur all in my thoughts...sadly i have to go, but i'll b back around soon...i promise not to make u guys wait to hear from me....

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

My New Folder
Hello to all my CT peps i have created a new folder in pics. this folder will show you, through my eyes the most off the chain women i have every seen So ladies if you think you got what it take to be in my folder. send me a private messeage with the pic and wait to see if your pic makes it to the folder later scandle

Racist People
I SIT THERE AND SEE SOMEONE POSTING HALF A CONVERSATION I HAD AND THEY LEFT OUT A BUNCH OF SHIT AND ITS CRAZY HOW THEY MADE ME LOOK BAD BY SEEING ALL THE SHIT I SAID WHEN SHE CALLED ME A BLACK NIGGER AND I HAVE PROOF BUT THOSE PEOPLE BLOCKED ME SO ANYONE WHO RATES ME A 1 OR RIPS MY PHOTOS, VICE VERSA BABY :) AND U TRY TO RIP ME, I WILL COPY CAT YA'LL RACIST MOTHER FUCKERS AND DONT FUCK WIT THE VAMPIRE OR U WILL GET BITTEN AND BY THE WAY, SEXY VIXEN IS PISSED

Much Ado About Nothing
Sigh no more ladies, sigh no more, Men were deceivers ever, One foot in sea and one on shore, To one thing constant never. Then sigh not so, but let them go, And be you blithe and bonny, Converting all your sounds of woe, Into hey nonny nonny. Sing no more ditties, sing no more, Of dumps so dull and heavy; The fraud of men was ever so, Since summer first was leavy. Then sigh not so, but let them go, And be you blithe and bonny, Converting all your sounds of woe, Into hey nonny nonny.

Read I You Want
lately i have been meetin some really cool ppl on here and have been asked the ssame question by all : what is it about feet i like? or what is it about feet you like? i know everyone has feet and alot of people dont like them but think about this. Women are built beautiful and soft and sexy well thats all that set them a part from men cause we all forget to do something when we get busy. So i feel if a women takes care of her feet like she do her body then that man that she love her whole body and i can love her whole body noone in this world can love some one that doesnt love there self so thats why i love a women with sexy feet cause to be loved starts with you and how you love yourself

Yaho 360
Check out my comment on my page. I'm just trying to figure out what is going on. Kinda getting creepy. Kinda getting close to closeing down my 360 page which would suck cuz i have a lot of good friends on there too... Thanks for understanding...

What Woman Want In A Man?
What woman want in a Man? [ Well with age things change and same do these preferences ] What Women Want in a Man, Original List (age 22) 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer things 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover ============ ========= ========= ======== What Women Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32) 1. Nice looking (prefer hair on his head) 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week ============ ========= ========= ======== What Women Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42) 1. Not too ugly (bald head OK) 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3. Works

Diaper Wearing Astronaut Fired
CAPE CANAVERAL, Fla. - Astronaut Lisa Nowak was fired from NASA on Wednesday, a month after she was charged with trying to kidnap a woman she regarded as her romantic rival for the affections of a space shuttle pilot. MY TAKE: TO be honest Im surprised it took this long. Im not up to date with popular trends right now but Im guessing wearing a diaper so you dont have to stop off at a rest area on your way to kidnap and possibly kill a co-worker isnt one of them. Nice work Nasa...what you can send a man to the moon but it takes you a month to figure out that just maybe you dont want some nut job working for you??

Average
Average Body Dimensions Male Female Height 5'9" (1.77 meters) 5'3.5" (1.65 meters) Weight 172 lbs. 143 lbs. Chest 37-39" (98-102 cm.) 35.9" (91.2 cm.)* Waist 31-34" (80-87 cm.) 29" (72 cm.) Thigh 21" (54 cm.) 22-24" (56-61 cm.) Hips 36" (92 cm.) 39" (100 cm.) * see Average Bust Size Average Penis Size Almost 88% of all men fall between 5-7 inches when erect, and when relaxed the majority (again, 90%) fall within 3 to 5 inches. Recently (well, in 1988) Paul L. Jamison and Paul H. Gebhard subjected the Kinsey data to an intense statistical analysis, ironing out certain anomalies, correcting subject bias and measurement error with various mathematical operations we need not go into here. Their results (shown below) were published in the Journal for Sex Research (vol. 24, pp. 177-183). Mean Standard Deviation Flaccid penis length (in.) 3.89 0.73 Erect penis length (in.) 6.21 0.77 Flaccid penis

Kissing Style
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Kissing Style? MY RESULT:Naughty Kisser Not the sorts of kisses you want to greet your grandma with on Thanksgiving. Kisses for you are merely a road stop on the way to grander places (and we don’t mean Shreveport, Louisiana). You kiss with enthusiasm (and tongue), and you’re not too concerned if anyone else catches you in the act. Hey, everyone loves an audience, right? While you’ve definitely got your own style going on, don’t be afraid to slow down a little. It’ll earn you respect, and believe it or not, it makes things a whole lot more fun. Take This Quiz!

Another Contest Lol
Well here I am again In another Contest I said I wasnt getting in anymore But Here I am .. I never ask for Much help ... and I am always helping others So Please Please Please Help me .. I have 200+ friends so I should be able to get plenty of help :o) Please come bomb my pic and rate ... and anyone Ive helped or who is my friend KNows I always return the love ..... Muahhhhh Here is the Link Just click on the pic it will take you there ........

I Am New Here
Hey everyone I am new here I would like to get to know people on this site and make some good friends here. Not looking for romance at this time but just want to be friends with people. I am not able to get a primary picture up yet but hopefully I will be able to do that soon. Some people on here already know me from another site. My name is James500 but you can just call me James. Hope to hear from people soon take care.

Kinky Turn On
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage92%Whips83%Blood67%Blind Folds42%Chains/Handcuffs33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Ghosts In Me
GHOSTS IN ME There must be more than this shell I endure. Deep, there is a soul, who longs for something new. A woman who wants change, to become a stranger to herself. A spirit, consumed by the spirit of others, who knew her before she knew herself. She is an enigma, even to herself. Her life is not complete; she will mold it to her liking, with the ghosts that make her me.

Alone
Alone from childhood's hour I have not been as others were~I have not seen as others saw~I could not bring my passions from a common spring~from the source I have not taken my sorrow~I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone~And all I loved~I loved alone~Then~in my childhood~in the dawn of a most stormy life~was drawn from ev'ry depth of good and ill the mystery which bonds me still~from the torrent, or the fountain~from the red cliff of the mountain~from the sun that round me roll'd in its autumn tint of gold~from the lighting of the sky as it pass'd me flying by~from the thunder, and the storm~and the cloud that took the form.

Demon
Demon That old familiar fear is here again. Temporarily banished, diminished Never entirely vanished from my world. Fear Are you real? Or just appear to selfishly intimidate I must finally eradicate this enemy. He has the poison touch; destroys so much Gives nothing The demon has disciples Vipers trying to spread toxic thought. We've been at war for years, myself against the fear He can't win. He can't rule. I must face another duel. My wounds, my pain can't be in vain.

Fuck
why is it every time that i think i found a nice guy who could actually love me, i think that somethings going on??? im not a bitch when it comes to having a man, he can have his own friends and shit so idk what to do when someone tells my man that she cant wait to be in his arms and she loves him soooo much....what do u do about that shit its fucked up!!!

John Is Soooo Sad!! :0(
HEY EVERYONE!!! I AM REALLY MISSING EVERYONE!!! I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP ON FIRST SHIFT!! LMAO. I HAVE WORK 2 OR 3 FOR WELL OVER 20 YEARS AND NOW I'M ON 1ST DUE TO BUSINESS REQUIREMENTS. I'M TRYING TO ADJUST TO THESE HOURS... AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL GET SOME COMMENTS OUT... I LOVE YOU ALL SO DON'T GO AN DELETE ME THEN I WILL REALLY BE LOCKED UP 'CAUSE I'LL COME AND FIND YOU!!... PLEASE PASS THIS ON FROM ME!!! HUGS AND KISSES PUT THOSE WHERE YOU NEED THEM THE MOST!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO SMOOOCH!! JOHN & SHADOW

The Part Of You That No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Baby Update
OK, I WILL NOT BE ON LINE TOMM UNTIL LATE. WE GONNA TAKE THE BABY, UNLESS HIS HEART BEAT DROPS AGAIN TONITE THEN IT WILL BE DONE THEN.I WILL POST PICS AS SOON AS I CAN AFTER THE BABY GETS HERE WITH ALL DETAILS.IT IS A BOY, HIS NAME WILL BE DAMION ZANE, AND THE WEIGHT AND EVERYTHING ELSE WILL BE ON HERE ASAP.KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS PLEASE. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND YOU ARE THE BEST. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Floater...
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her oldHammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the best of him and he could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it

What Kind Of F**k Are You?
You scored as Sexy. You're damn fine and you know it. Call me?Sexy100%Hott!!93%Rough87%Freak80%Cocky73%Sloppy67%Loving53%The Virgin27%Casual27%Akward0%What kind of fuck are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Quiz Y0.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||| 30% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70% Materialism |||||||||| 36% Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Wut Kind Of Fuck Am I?
You scored as Hott!!. You're better than sexy, you're hott! Why are you taking this quiz? GEt your fine ass off the computer and let some honeys know how damn sexy you are.Hott!!100%Sexy87%Loving80%Rough80%Cocky67%Sloppy53%Freak53%The Virgin20%Casual20%Akward13%What kind of fuck are you?created with QuizFarm.com

~a Silken Rose~
~A Silken Rose~ I leave with you a silken rose one that will never die or perish I'll lay it right beside you my love for you, the one i love and cherish I'll keep the memories alive in thought to help me through each day I'll keep you alive in my heart my love angels guide you on you're way My thoughts will take me on a journey until we meet again- I will reminisce remembering the wonderful life we shared my love and the thrill of our first kiss No matter where you are in the universe stop by to say 'hello' and as you journey onward my love for you will still gently flow.

What No One Sees About Me
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

~because I Care My Friend~
~Because I Care My Friend~ I say this prayer with you in mind because I care my friend I know that sometimes life's too hard it just seems there is no end ~*~ tying up all of the loose ends is something we have to do when you need a friend's comfort I'll be right here just for you ~*~ I know that this is difficult and sometimes hard to bear you will get there in the end you know just want to let you know I care ~*~ you still have the spirit within you no one can take that away you'll pick yourself up and dust yourself down absorb the strength to face another day.

~drifting Off Into Daydreams~
~Drifting Off Into Daydreams~ Looking back over the years The time has swiftly passed me by Remembering the good and bad old days I sometimes wonder why? ~*~ Some memories were filled with sunshine Some days I felt so blue I should have counted my blessings Because my darling I had you ~*~ No longer do you walk beside me For you have allready gone back home The memories are here right in my heart Dearest love,my beautiful angel in heaven My heart is with you, you'll never be alone.

~he Breathed Devilish Intent~
~He Breathed Devilish Intent~ I was tempted by his manliness His eyes resembed deep crystal pools His essence was just too tempting He sucked me in, a willing fool ~*~ In time he raised his fist to me I was terrified and in my defence I yelled out, but words i could not speak He breathed devilish intent ~*~ His aura was dark and tinted with darkened shades of grey I must be freed from this evil beast and try to flee today My heart was thumping as I took every breath If i stayed here i would surely die a sad and horrible death ~*~ I have to sit calm and make way for my plan To flee from the clutches of this terrible man No looking back I cannot stay This man took my spirit And his temper is frayed ~*~ So while I am calm I must be strong Take these shackles from my spirit Go back to where I belong.

Amazing Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by Simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two

Corny Fitness Jokes
My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the hell she is! The only reason I would take up jogging is so I could hear heavy breathing again. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up? I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. I don't jog... it makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

Sick, But It Is Kinda Funny.......
Bob goes into the public rest room and sees this guy standing next to the urinal. The guy has no arms. As Bob's standing there, taking care of business, he wonders to himself how the poor wretch is going to take a leak. Bob finishes and starts to leave when the man asks Bob to help him out. Being a kind soul, Bob says, "Ah, OK, sure, I'll help you." Then the man says, "Can you pull it out for me?" Bob replies, "Uh, yeah, OK." Bob pulls it out and it has all kinds of mold and red bumps, with hair clumps, rashes, moles, scabs, scars, and reeks something awful. Then the guy asks Bob to point it for him, and Bob points for him. Bob then shakes it, puts it back in and zips it up. The guy tells Bob, "Thanks, man, I really appreciate it." Bob says, "No problem, but what the hell's wrong with your penis?" The guy pulls his arms out of his shirt and says, "I don't know, but I ain't touching it."

Can You Stand The Rain By New Edition And Boyz Ii Men
On a perfect day I know that I can count on you When that's not possible Tell me can you weather the storm 'Cause I need somebody who will stand by me Through the good times and bad times She will always, always be right there Chorus: Sunny days Everybody loves them Tell me Can you stand the rain Storms will come This we know for sure Can you stand the rain Love unconditional I'm not asking this of you We've got to make it last I'll do whatever needs to be done 'Cause I need somebody who will stand by me Through the good times and bad times She will always, always be right there Chorus Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain No pressure No pressure from me baby 'Cause I want you And I need you And I love you Will you be there for me? Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain

No Scrubs!
A scrub is a guy that thinks he's fly And is also known as a buster (busta, busta...) Always talkin' about what he wants And just sits on his broke ass So (no) I don't want your number (no) I don't want to give you mine and (no) I don't want to meet you nowhere (no) I don't want none of your time and (no) Chorus: I don't want no scrub A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me Hanging out the passenger side Of his best friend's ride Trying to holler at me I don't want no scrub A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me Hanging out the passenger side Of his best friend's ride Trying to holler at me There's a scrub checkin' me But his game is kinda weak And i know that he cannot approach me Cuz i'm lookin' like class and he's lookin' like trash Can't get wit' no deadbeat ass So (no) (yea, yea) I don't want your number (no) I don't want to give you mine and (no) I don't want to meet you nowhere (no) I don't want none of your time (no) Chor

Hi! Sexy College Girl Here
Hi All, I finally have a minute to write my first blog! Studying, working and partying with my girls keeps me pretty busy. I was such a good girl tease for a long time. Now I think being a little sluty is so much more fun! Kissing Hot girls is hella fun, too! :) I love the thought of getting an anonymous guy off really makes me wet. You can call me, tell me all your dirty desires and hear about mine for only $1.69/min. 1-800-TO-FLIRT ext01833752

Political Rant Feel Free To Ignore
Ok so Libby is convicted of lying about outing the CIA person. So now we have the White House going after the people who exposed the lies about the reason to invade Iraq. Can we get angry now? Or does Bush have to have a affair before the Public gives a shit. Or as Fox "News" will report this story. Clinton has sex with Intern causing Libby to be convicted, Now back to All Anna All the time! Rant Over

Thank You All Soooooooo Much!!!!!
I just wanted to send out a HUGE THANK YOU to all of you that took the time to not only place your votes, but comment me also. I took second and am sooooo excited!!!!! I appreciate all of you and couldn't have done it all with out you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lots of Love!!! Thanks again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Parking Lots
I was in King Soopers parking lot today and I love the fact they have the dummy arrows. (These are the arrows that point which way you should go for those who find it too mentally challenging to figure it out on their own.) I was going the way the arrows told me to. Then a lady comes going THE WRONG WAY and glares at me like I am the one doing something wrong. GRRRRRR

Tribute To A Friend
Tribute to Al Wahl I once met a man who was big and strong, but was also kind, gentle and tall Although some called him muffy I knew him simply as Awahl As days became months and months became years we shared many things including our blood, sweat, and tears Some things we did together I can never tell For him, I and maybe a couple of others will have to answer that bell But know this my good friends a better man you will never call For I knew the man and myth, the one known as Awahl I called him buddy and I called him friend but the name of brother was most fitting in the end No matter what happens in this life of mine. The roads I must travel or hills I must climb. The trials I must pass or times I will fall. I will never know a man that can compare to Awahl. R.I.P. Al

June
June Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

While Driving
While I was driving home today I was in a great mood, the sun was bright and cheery,birds were singing, I was singing then I turned on a street on my final hop skip and jump home...now this is a narrow street with no markings BUT one would think that wouldnt matter.Going the opposite way was a little man in a little white pickup truck going down the middle of the road. One would think "Huh he sees me in my red car, he will move to his own side of the road." HA HA HA HA HA OHHHHH SILLY ME. Nope I had to go off the road for Mr. Little White Pick up Truck. grrrrrrrrr

U2-if You Wear That Velvet Dress
Tonight the moon is playing tricks again I'm feeling sea sick again The whole world could just dissolve Into a glass of water I've been good 'cause I know you don't want me to Do you really want me to be blue as you It's her daylight that gets me through We've been here before Last time you scratched at my door The moon was naked and cold I was like a two year old Who just wanted more If you wear that velvet dress If you wear that velvet dress Tonight the moon has drawn its curtains It's a private show No one else going to know I'm wanting Sunlight, sunlight fills my room It's sharp and it's clear But nothing at all like the moon It's okay, the struggle for things not to say I never listened to you anyway And I got my own hands to pray But if you wear that velvet dress But if you wear that velvet dress Tonight the moon is a mirrorball Light flickers from across the hall Who'll catch the star when it falls If you wear that velvet dress ---

Goodbye For A While
I just wanted to tell everyone that I will be in Bulgaria for the next 11 days on research. Although the trip will be exciting, I can't help but feel sad since I will be away from my computer for 11 days. I have never been away from my beloved laptop for that long. The most time I've gone without the internet was an hour and let me tell you, I almost died! At least when I come back, I'll have tons of pictures from my stay in Bulgaria. I will be visiting: first Sofia (the capital), then a 2 day trip to Veliko Turnovo and Plovdiv via Kazanluk and Blagoevgrad, so it should be fun! Until next time...

Dreams By Boyz Ii Men
Dedicated to Kally Here I am again, wondering if you're okay Can't stop this troubled heart Cuz we're apart, miles away Phone pressed up to my ear Wish you were here, holding me A face to go with your sweet voice Will bring me joy, totally I know I can't be there But baby it's alright I'll be waiting for you, tonight I pray that you'll be there When I close my eyes Meet me in my dreams, tonight One thing that never changes No matter what I can't wait to see you Can't wait to feel you And there's a place of our own, where we can go Nobody knows I close my eyes real tight And make love to you all night I know I can't be there Baby it's alright I'll be waiting for you, tonight I pray that you'll be there When I close my eyes Meet me in my dreams, tonight I wish I may, I wish you might Find some time when you sleep tonight To think of me and I'll appear before your eyes It's my paradise, your world You are my heart, m

Summer
Your Summer Love Style is Serious While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing. And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already. For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed. Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy! What's Your Summer Love Style?

Well...today's Topic...
OKAY.... WHERE TO START, TODAY AND YESTERDAY HAS BEEN A WORLD OF DRAMA. I TRIED MY BEST TO GET AWAY FROM THIS. AND IT JUST SEEMS TO FOLLOW ME EVERY WHERE I GO.... CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE THE DRAMA!! GUESS SOME ARE JUST MEANT TO LIVE IT ON A DAILY BASIS. YOU KNOW I WAS TOLD BY SOMEONE SPECIAL, "GOD ONLY GIVES YOU WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE" WELL IN THIS CASE... I MUST BE MEANT TO HANDLE A LOT.... EVERYDAY, I GET CHALLENGED WITH SOMETHING NEW. I'VE LOST A FEW FRIENDS IN THESE LAST FEW DAYS, BECAUSE OF SOMETHING GOING ON MY LIFE. WELL... THAT JUST PROVES, YOU WERE NEVER REALLY A FRIEND OF MINE!! TODAY, I FELT BETRAYED. LIKE IS ONCE SAID "WHAT IS... ISN'T.... IDK ANYMORE" I THOUGHT THAT I HAD A LOT OF CLOSE FRIENDS.... AND I KNOW I HAVE CLOSE FRIENDS, YOU GUYS AND GALS ARE THERE ON A DAILY BASIS. HAHA SOME OF YOU PROBABLY KNOW WHAT MY BREAKFAST IS ON A DAILY BASIS.... AND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T, DON'T WORRY, YOU WILL!! I'M LEARNING THAT THERE'S A LEAK SOME WHERE....AND IF YOU WANT, JUST TELL ME.... I

Married Women, Couples, Etc..
a. i've never cheated on a girlfriend/spouse/etc.... why you want to, i don't know and don't want to know... i do like sex.. b. i don't like dick.. period.. c. i only like women...period. d. please don't involve me in your marital or relationship drama if you have a boyfriend, i don't want to be involved... in anyway shape or form.. e. don't contact me to fuck you while your husband watches, tries to fuck me in the ass, etc.. "i wasn't born yesterday", bitch! f. don't call me, text me from a phone your boyfriend, sig, hubby, etc.. is paying the bill on... i don't want to go to jail because some asshole calls and threatens me and i end up fucking his face up.. i can.. i have and I will. g. if this applies to you and you still want to fuck, it's going to be a public place, you won't know my address... but i like public places... h. i don't do husbands or boyfriends, get it?

Can't Get Enough Of You By Tamia
I know you don't usually hear me talk like this I got a little game that I wanna play Are you ready? When I think about You I Think About Giving Myself To You Cause You Know I Want You Baby and I Would Do Anything I Know You Thinkin The Same Thing Baby So Come Get It(come and get it baby) I'm So Excited I Can't Hide My Feelings Get It I Won't Stop To We Start Over and Finish Tonight It's All About My Baby I'm Feening For You You Get Me High I Can't Stop You Feel Me Right Close The Door Bed or Floor? I Just Want More I Can't Get Enough Of You What I Got In Store It's All Of Yours I just Want More I Can't Get Enough Of You (2x) When I Think About Us I think About The Way We Make Love The Way That You Make Me Sweat Make Me Want A Cigarette And I ain't no Smoking Chick You Got Me Wanting It So Don't Stop You Making Me Feel Really Feel It Right There Wait Don't Make Me Turn Yet Keep It Right It There My Adrenaline i

Restrooms.... :)
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mi

Take This Quiz
table>A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: BrandiNickname(s): Age: 23Birthday: October 31Birthplace: Bloomington IlliniosCurrent Location: Bloomington IlliniosEye Color: hazelHair Color: blondeHeight: 5'9Weight: 150lbsLefty or Righty: rightZodiac Sign: scorpioWhat Do You Drive: CarScreenname: hazeleyedblonde22{---Favorites---}Color: Black and redNumber: 8Band: buckcherryMusic Genre: country and r and bTV Show: law and orderMovie: snakes on a planeActor: patrick swazey he is hot in dirty dancingActress: drew barrymooreqKind of Movie: horrorCartoon: adult swimSport: wrestling...john cenaFast Food Restaurant: taco johnsFood: tacosIce Cream: half bakedCereal: cinnamon toast crunchCandy:

So Called Friends
to all who claim to be my friends, and you know who u are. im sick of trying to talk to some of you and getting nowhere. its pointless to say you are someones friend but dont have 2 secs to say hi. the whole point of ct is too make friends and keep them, not snub them. i try to make way around to all of u but with the new family i joined its growing bigger everyday its tough but im managing. but from this point on if i get no responce back from any of you i will delete you permently from my page. i hate to do it but i have no time for childish bullshit. to those who do respond thank u. ~

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How You Are In Love You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Do This For Me....
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____??? I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. []1 []2 []3 []4 []5 []6 []7 []8 []9 []10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________ Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes

Love Questions
Dear Love, If I said, "I love you," would your heart skip a beat? Would you suddenly soar to a place where you'd always wanted to be? If I said, "I need you," would you hold me close? Would you tell me that you understand, and tell me that you need me too? If I said, "I want you," would you hold me and lie down beside me? Would you invite me to make love to you? how would you answer these questions

The Color Of My Heart
Your Heart Is Pink In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance What Color Heart Do You Have?

The Best Analogy Yet!!!
Best analogy yet!!! Let's say I break into your house..... A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: ·

The Continuing Saga Of..
So.. I think I have finally recovered from this past weekend and the last couple of weeks of crazyness.. so now I'm fresh out of excuses... and now I must be getting down to brass tax.. and all that sorta thing.. Today's mission is to put up a new podcast episode.. or that's one of today's missions. I have two episodes that are almost ready to put up... it mainly coming down to show notes.. the only trouble is that... one of the episodes is not so great.. and I kind of feel like.. well a little insecure about putting it up on the feed.. but it is on the subject of music production.. and the other episode is an example of some of my earlier production work.. (and is a bit flawed on that front...) The other thing I need to be getting to is working out the word press thing. Word press is.. I guess its.. in the social media circles I roam.. it seems to be the most popular blog engine.. my trouble is that I need to be able to control it's look and feel before I start to reall

Type Of Kisser
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

My D.o.b.
Your Birthdate: March 3 You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Hymn For The New Ages
Raise your heads, open your eyes For the lord has gone away Take your pills, tell your lies For the Lord has gone away Come to terms, abandon dreams For the Lord has gone away Drop your bombs, hear the screams For the Lord has gone away Thank you Jesus For all the guilt I thought your blood was on my hands There is no heaven There is no hell There are no promised lands Blood for oil, suicide missions For the Lord has gone away Worthless leaders, failure admissions For the Lord has gone away Weep my love, weep my child For the Lord has gone away. Curse the weak, kill the mild Fo the Lord has gone away Fuck you Jesus And you lies I've got no soul to save Still your sheep Line up to listen As you keep lying from your grave

Been A Few Days
ok, let's see now....well, i've been on jury duty for the past week (yippy), i had larengitis (i never said i was good at spelling), and right now i have a raging headache... can't wait for the warm weather to finally get here, i'm tired of having to put clothes on to go out on the patio.

Just Stuff
Not too much going on today... beeen working.. mixed in with some playing on CT and yahoo. Got another project done today. Want to finish off 2 more tonight if I am lucky. Waiting on the clients to give me the last bit I need to finish it. Got about 4 inches of snow last night and today. Thankfully it was not ice at all so shoveling will be easy. Allergies are kinda bad today. Eyes are itchy and head is stuffy. Maybe I should clean? lol. Feeling pretty good about life today. :) Sometimes just little things help bring you out of the blah moods and make everything better. Anyway I feel so much more positive in how I think the last few days. I feel like I will never get to level 10..lol. OK.. so thats not positive thinking..lol. I have 3000+ points to go. At the rate I move we can expect that around April. :) Back to work for me.

My Blue Brain Matches My Blue "inner" Hair :/
Your Brain is Blue Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life. What Color Is Your Brain?

My D.o.b Means
Your Birthdate: October 11 Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Color Of My Heart
Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Now All The Sudden I'm Rare (wth?)
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

And The Dreams Get Stranger
so i had a dream i was still living with chris and heather but at my apartment with the 2 bedrooms upstairs and it was bigger downstairs and we had a movie theater room .it was crazy so anyways im eating cereal and this guy i know comes start going at it lol it was crazy and heather comes in and is furious lol it was so funny and we just kept fucking and then chris heather and i and the guy all went up stairs to watch a movie and there were just a bunch of bean bags in the room and we were all sitting there just talking about life and it was wierd and then i was walking on the beach towards this house i go in and all these people are there and we look outside and the waves kept coming closer and closer unil they were hitting the building and going up really high on shore so i ran out and then i was buy tustin high schooland i was walking and brigditt was tehere i wa slike wtf i havent seen you in 4 years wtf wtf and she just did that damned laugh she used to do and this kid he looked l

Time
like seconds of a minute time seems to fly by life is circling around my head i wish to run away from it all but im stuck in a pit all alone i wait waiting for what the person that will never find me the people who dont care i know i am meant to be a alone and eternity without paradise is my life i know time cant be manipulated but i wish i could freeze it for the one minute when i wasnt wrong i was ignored i was alive if time is never on my side then time is a lie time doesnt exist

Which God Or Goddess Are You?
Which God or Goddess are you? Your Result: Aphrodite Greek Goddess of Love You are a beautiful seductress. Your first thoughts are always in the interest of love. Your focus is on passion, romance, and sexual escapades. Make love not war is your motto.Dionsyus Greek God of Wine Hades Greek God of the Underworld Ares Greek God of War Zeus Greek King of the Gods Artemis Greek Goddess of the Hunt Which God or Goddess are you?Quizzes for MySpace

Man's Answer To Maxine
MEN STRIKE BACK! Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex! drive by 90%. It's called a Wedding Cake ------------------------------------------------------------------- Women will never be equal to men until they can walk down the street with a bald head and a beer gut, and still think they

Cake (not Sure I Agree With This One But Hey! It's Fun)
You Are a Lemon Cake Strong, sexy, and overpowering. You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self. You're confident, charming, and extremely popular. What Kind of Cake Are You?

Aaarrrrrggggg!!! I Hate Doing My Taxes!!!!!!!!!
Grrrr...I'm trying to do my taxes and it's pissing me off. Why does it have to be so freakin' complicated!!!! I'm such an idiot too! Why didn't I keep my sh*t organized when I did my taxes for last year. I have a '2003 Taxes' file, a '2004 Taxes' file, and a '2006 Taxes' file, why did I not make one for last year! AAAAaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggg!!11 How am I supposed to figure out how much I got back from the state last year...arrrr, I found a copy of my state return, but I don't think it was the finished one, because the 'refund amount' line is freakin' BLANK!!! How in the frickin' hell did that happen? Everything else's filled in! Arrr. *pant, pant, pant...* Ok, thanks everyone for letting me vent. lol, i'm better now...

My Wish For Us
I wish I could go back in time back to those unspoiled moments in our relationship before hurt ever touched our hearts, before doubt ever entered our minds Because if I could go back and start from those moments once more I would hold you longer never miss a chance to tell you how much you mean to me and I would never, ever hurt you But I know we can't go back to those days I know I can't erase the mistakes I can't take away the questions you must have or the hurt we both feel. But I can assure you of one thing I love you as I did then and as I always will

The Part Of Me That No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Her
We spend so much time loving the other. We learn them, there ever move matter to us. How are u feeling to day love. Is ever thing okay, some thing you want to talk about. Is there some thing I can get for you. Love, thats love for ya. It can make or break you, in my case break. Time after time love kicks my assz. Should I give up on something so right or what. Back to back girl friends, it's time for a break... I got to love me now to get better for me, so I can be me... Love who needs it, If you are reading this Dar. Thanks for the wast of life and all this pain... Cee

Aj's Heart Cath
Aurora's Heart Catheterization will happen within 2-4 weeks of today. I'll get the actual date very soon, and will post it. Within a month of that they'll have to do the surgery. AJ is doing very well right now, but she needs the surgery, she is showing signs that she is in need of it. So keep those prayers comin!

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Why Can't They Just Leave Me Alone!
god now i'm pissed a bunch of people have just rated me a 1 and left nasty comments because of my ex's new boyfriend.. they say i'm not a juggalo and i am a disgrace to them... why does this always happen I AM NOT A HATER I'M IN LOVE WITH HER STILL AND I WANT HER BACK THATS ALL! GOD WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO GET INVOLVED IN MY FUCKING BUSINESS ITS BETWEEN ME AND HER!

Patience
Practice patience People who cause you problems also give you something of real and lasting positive value. They provide you with the opportunity to practice and build your patience. Patience is a profoundly powerful and useful thing to have. It can bring real value into your life in almost any situation. With patience, you can achieve a thousand times more than what you could achieve without it. With patience, you can listen, learn, work and prosper instead of lashing out at every frustration. Patience enables you to see and to experience rich treasures that you otherwise would have missed completely. Patience gives you the ability to forge deep and meaningful connections with others. Practice patience, and you avoid costly careless mistakes. Live with patience, and you have the persistence to create great things. Be truly thankful for each opportunity you receive to strengthen your patience. For it will surely bring new richness to your life. -- Ralph Marston

My Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

My Personality
You Are An ISFJ The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. What's Your Personality Type?

Sleep
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Hillary - Great Article
London Telegraph Whom does Hillary think she's fooling? By Jan Moir 01/31/2007 Only a few days have passed since Hillary Clinton announced she is running for president, but already it is clear that much forbearance will be required from us all in the long months ahead. This is not just because Mrs. Clinton has started wearing ominous pastels and smiling a lot, or appeared to enjoy a joke apparently about her husband's sexcapades in the White House - although these things do, of course, matter. No, what is so lowering about Hillary and her rush for power is the merciless, unapologetic, chisel-eyed way she has pursued her presidential ambitions over the past few years, and her blatant attempt to make over her naturally acrid persona into something that American voters might find palatable. Even from an ocean away it makes painful viewing, like watching someone trying to fold a balloon into a matchbox, or form a rounded human being out of leftover ectoplasm and a Martha Ste

Here Comes The Bride - Cranky, Prego, And Wide!
i am getting married on mondya and finally getting excited about it - i am no longer freaking out. it will be fine or momma and daddy will start kicking ppl out of our yard - i am going to have a great wedding!!! i will be beautiful (and really pregnant) and billy and i will start our new life together and be happy!!! and fuck the whole world if it thinks we wont!

I'm Walking.
I posted this in a bulletin as well, but I'm not sure if anyone pays attention to them... I am walking in the March Of Dimes WalkAmerica on April 14th. This organization helps thousands of babies every day. As most of you know, this hits home with me. I am asking now for sponsors and donations to help this wonderful organization. I promise you that if you donate it will go towards a great cause. If you would like to donate please go to this link. www.walkamerica.com/chelsea89 This means the world to me. Thanks in advance ♥

Happy
You Are Pretty Happy You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is! How Happy Are You, Really?

Help My Friends Out Please
PLEASE COMMENT AND RATE MY FRIENDS IN THE KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. CONTEST ENDS MARCH 13 AT 10AM. COME ON GUYS, THEY'VE HELPED YOU ALL OUT. ANY AMOUNT OF COMMENTS WILL BE APPRECIATED. THANKS

Sex Appeal
You Are 75% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Life In The Military
life is one big pain in the ass after another! i can't tell you the last time i felt really alive. i guess that it would be in the city, (those of you who know what i am talking about) is the most i have ever felt alive in my entire life! I joined the marine corps to fix my fuckups in high school, but all i have done is really make more work for myself that i really needed to! there is only a hand full of things that i can really be greatful for, the big one is meeting the sadistic 7, as well as carp, and ssgt brooks. but you know what i don't know what life will be like without these guys next to me everyday. i am as close to these guys as you can get and would TRUELY die for these guys. i only have one other person like that in my life and that is my buddy back home matt, but since i have been in this shit hole, i feel like i have been forced to abondon him. these guys helped me get through some of the worst shit most people can't even dream up! and soon we will all be going our sepe

I'm So Excited And I Just Can't Hide It...
la la la It is like 60 degrees today and sunny here!!! It's awesome. I just had the first walk around my neighborhood of the year, a very nice one too I might add and one I was in much need of since I have sit on my arse all morning. I am so so so excited, spring is almost here just a few short weeks and I may be warm again!!

My Soul (wow, How Do These People Know So Much?)
You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

When A Man Lies To A Woman 2 Get His Way
Why do men think all women will fal lfor their lies. Hwy Men! We women talk and your secert is known. How dare you come into my life and tell me lies. What did I ever do to you? You came when I was feeling bad about myself and you talked about sharing something from your life but that was just a lie. Boy, as that is what you are, need to stay where you are and quit looking at the grass on the other side! YOu made your choise so live with it! Quit trying to pull someoen else into your world becasue you hate yours so much! I screw my own life up and I sure as hell don't need you makign it worse.

My Mythological Creature (pfftt I Need To Figure Out My Real Creature First)
You Are a Mermaid You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Just A Quiz That I Took
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

My Life Path (i Need To Find This)
Your Life Path Number is 6 Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own. What Is Your Life Path Number?

Kiss........................................
When you kiss me Part of my soul drains away And becomes part of you And I feel you do the same. I feel you become closer to me; I feel so loved And I feel the ecstasy That only you could bring. I feel I could cry For I had stopped dreaming, long ago, Of finding the perfect guy And even as the moment ends And our lips begin to part I can still hear the pounding Of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed But the feeling doesn't leave As I fall back into your arms And begin to dream....

Things I Have Learned And Have Often Forgotten (by My Own Personal Experience And By Watching Others Around Me).
Things I Have Learned and Have Often Forgotten (by my own personal experience and by watching others around me). Feel free to agree or disagree, I just thought I'd share some of my views. I'm always up to learning something new even if it counterdicts what I think I already know. An ignorant person thinks he/she knows it all, a truely wise individual knows he/she has much yet to learn. I always would rather chose to be wise, so my mind is always open. I thought this would be an interesting learning experience! And remember if you want someone to respect your point of view, you must first respect theirs! I truly believe in "agreeing to disagree". About Friends: 1. True friends are hard to come by, when you find them never let them go. 2. If your friend likes talking "smack" about others' (especially his/her other friends) behind their backs, it's a guarantee they are talking smack about you behind your back as well. You don't need a gossip for a friend!

My Seduction Style (didn't Know I Had One Of These Either)
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Gays, Roosters, And Lettuce
So I haven't told ya'll about my neighborhood yet, huh? "Oh Lawd Kaviar! You gonna talk about Midtown AGAIN?!?!? How many gay jokes do you think we can stand???" I know. I know, ya'll. But I just can't help myself! There is just so much blog-worthy material here! I promise though… no gay jokes! I won't even say…errr, type… the world gay! Ummm.. I just did, huh? For the THIRD TIME already! Ok, ok…. except those previous three times, no more gay shit!! Oops. So I moved into this house that's 1200 square feet of the pure bomb shit. It sounds small for a house, but to my budget and in Cooper Young, 1200 sq ft is on the bigger end. But the true beauty of this crib is its architecture and the view. No lie… my pad looks like some gangsta-ass-Al-Pacino-Scarface-in-Miami-type shit! (minus the "gangsta"… ain't no guns or gators in this muhfukka… and the only coke up in here is that of the Diet variety…*well these days anyway* silver cans

Starting Over, Life Begins Again...
Well as you see my life has been in a major loop. I've recently been hurt by a person i cared deeply for and even when every alarm went off i still had tried to persue a future with him. I got dropped from cop school and have to restart with the beginning of the first phase again, i am still mourning the loss of my friend Tim who died in iraq, and a myriad of other things. But I have been thinking. Life starts again. If he didn't want to be with me then that was his decision but he must realize that this girl would have been there for him no matter what and never left him or cheated on him. I guess it's just reality. All the girls who are good and dont sleep around are the ones who get run all over. We try our hardest to be there for the men we care about and get rejected by them eventually. I realized this week that i will move on. I hurt yes but i move on with life. It wasn't the greatest happening but i have the future to look forward to. I no longer have to worry that my guy will f

Ky Grammy Nominee
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Slut Or Nut?
Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "Maybe Baby" Your Sign: "Curves Ahead" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Men" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Suicide
Hey friends, I'm sorry I have not been around in almost a week. Last Friday morning a friend of mine for almost 15 years took his own life. I'm still not ready to go back to work or do any of the normal things that I do. I'm still trying to adjust and cope. I'm sorry if I have not answered your email or comments. In addition my voice mail (if you have my number) is full so if you call you cannot leave a message. I just don't care to listen to my messages or take any calls right now. I'm sure you understand. Love ya, Jason

..::baby Izaiah::..
Izaiah Shane will be here tomorrow, March 8.. My daughter will be goin' in at 6:30 a.m to get prepared for surgery, than at 8:40 a.m it shall begin! Tomorrow night pictures will be posted on my profile, stop in 'n take a look at lil man. I can't wait to see the lil guy!! Woohoo

The Rules Of The Drunk Dial
Beerology 301: The Rules of the Drunk Dial 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 4. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 5. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 6. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 7. You can also call this same ex and let them know, that you know, that they still love you. Then explain to them that I would still love me too!

New Wow Figurines! Oct '07
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Sorry Guys
well i am sorry i have not been on in a few days. I have been partying with my man and friends . i went on on saturday night got drunk and then i got into a fight at the bar. Some guy hit his girlfriend and i saw it happen so i got mad and i broke this guys nose and broke 3 of his ribs for what he did to his girl.I was told by the police that what i did was not right but they can't touch me cause i was helping someone out. I was up for 3 days straight and i slept or 2 days and i am still tired but that is ok.

Needing Some Input
ok I have been thinking lots about someone that I love very much but she does not feel that way about me anymore. I changed my entire life around for her. Now how can I get her out of my head...I have not even seen her or talked to her since july of last year...how come an old goat like me can not get over this. Any words of wisdome would help...

How Dirty Is Your Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

35year Old Woman;-)
A mother was walking down the hall when she heard a humming sound coming from her daughters bedroom. When she opened the door she found her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What are you doing?" She exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." Later that week, the father was in the kitchen and heard a humming sound coming from the basement. When he went downstairs, he found his daughter naked on a sofa with her vibrator. "What are you doing?" He exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." A couple of days later the mother heard the humming sound again, this time coming from the den. Upon entering the room, she found her husband watching television with the vibrator buzzing away beside him. "What are you doing" She asked. He replied, "Watching the game with my son-in-law."

Passport Saga Cont....
Next day...arrive at passport office 8am with special note and get to ahead in line Yeah!!! (which by the way has at least five hundred frustrated folk shivering in the cold rain!) the rest reads like a friggin Master card commercial.... Wait inside office 2hrs Original fee $87.00 plus priority post $25.00 New fee (yup they got you by the short n curlies!)$117.00 (this is to rush things OMG) Hearing he can pick up said expensive bloody passport on Monday and his grin from ear to ear... PRICELESS!!!

Okay, So More About Me...
What shall I tell you about myself? I'm 37, bi, married, poly but currently have my Sweetie and nobody else. I would've been a great lesbian if it hadn't been for liking guys so much! Sweetie is the right one for me. He's not perfect. He can be annoying as hell sometimes, honestly, but... He loves me for me. Not for some idealized me that isn't real. He likes that I am a redhead, with all that entails, which means: Temper Demanding Smart Smartassed Bitchy Moody Exuberant Outgoing Outrageous And a lot more, but that'll do for the moment. Yes, the stereotype is true, in this case. I'm very much a redhead, no matter that my hair now gets henna to restore what nature has stolen from me. Damned sunlight fades out the color of my hair. We are not mentioning the gray, savvy? Good. Lessee, what else? Oh, yeah. I'm a witch. Card carrying. The genuine article. It's part of me, like that red hair. I'm Irish, if the coloring didn't tip you off to it. Th

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SATISFACTION GARANTEED BUT BE SURE AND READ THE FINE PRINT CAN I JUGGLE ONE MORE CHAINSAW SLEEPING IN A LION'S DEN PIECES OF ME SCATTERED SUNDOWN AND I'M SHATTERED THE ROAD HOME IS IN YOUR EYES TO PARADISE AND BACK AGAIN IN YOUR ARMS IS THAT MY DESTINY IN YOUR MOUTH IS THE SOUND OF ANGELS WINGS WASH OVER ME WITH YOUR WARMTH AND I AM AT PEACE NOW THE DEEPEST SLEEP IS WHERE I LAY NOW GOODNIGHT SWEET DREAMS MY ANGEL

Drug Recalls
All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke(bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka- Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Si

She Was Only 5
She was only 5. Message : She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to

Please, Daddy, No!
OMG!!! This is so FUCKIN sad DADDY PLEASE N0" This is just wrong.. you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? Hi

Busy At College.... (sigh)
Another day at college and another dollar out of my pocket. I can't wait to make my invention and change things for the better. The way I see it, the only way to be taken seriously in society is if you have a piece of paper stating you have a degree. Sometimes I want to be a successful bigshot and other times I just want to chill out with friends (who around here are mostly younger than myself) and hang out discussing the problems with society as a whole. When are you to give up your dreams and give into the pressures of life. To be honest, sometimes I don't see why I even try to excel when (from my point of view) it seems like the world is in a constant state of decline. Here I am getting slightly depressed. *L* Anywho, I'm not going to rant about the world. I want to encourage others to try and change it. ***Ranting Tangent Starts HERE*** 1. I don't think companies should be allowed to layoff 70% or more of their workers and hire migrant workers to replace them. (H

Selfishness And Greed
Selfishness and greed. Lately, thats all I see. Murder everyday, when will the stupidity go away? There's so much drama going on. People should grow up and realize they're wrong. People should just be honest and stop forcing their fakeness upon us.

Dropping Like Flies
I've lost another friend today, a victim of their own selfishness. It's amazing how people can change... how quickly they can point the finger. Then the truth smacks them in the face, and away they go. Why do some people choose to play the "Me, Me, Me" card? Don't they know it's unbecoming? One sided arguments always sound so right, atleast until the other side comes into play. Then, we're all bastards for pointing that out, aren't we? That there's another side... another truth, that puts things in perspective... in reality. I've known this person for half my life, and now it seems I've known them half a life too long. As people, once feelings get hurt, all understanding jumps out the window. No one tries, and no one wants to. We just shut down and push away. We don't accept blame... we don't accept our failures... we look for the scapegoat. Because, when all is said and done... it just CAN'T be my own fault., can it? I'm so sick and tired of this mental

Hope
I hope someday, I'll be happy, To be held tight, Made to feel right, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be cared for, To be cheer'd for, Made to feel compassion, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be touched, To be kissed, Made to feel special, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be loved, To be worth it, Made to feel I deserve it, I hope. I hope someday, I'll have that special someone, To hold, Made to feel whole, I hope. I hope these things will come to be... Until then I'm just me. Empty.

I Am A Piscean
myspace images MY BIRTH DAY FALLS ON 10TH OF MARCH WISH ME THAT WILL BE LOVE AND BLESSINGS FOR ME Pisceans r shy but sexy and hot and open with their friends. Very good lovers,sincer,very friendly,reserve,with good stamina,and energy. God fearings Get your layout at dam7.com

Wednesday 3/7/07
Not alot going on today just hanging out in the Crush FM room and still trying to get myself out of the sad mood that I'm in due to my online sister's cancer diagnosis, but I'm doing a bit better with that. Anyway, I'm glad that it is finally starting to warm up here, although it's still a bit chilly. Well hope everyone has a great day.

Hey
JUST DROPPIN IN TO SAY HEY, I HAVE BEEN PREET BUSY THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS.. IT IS BEAUTIFUL OUTSIDE RIGHT NOW SO I WENT AND BOUGHT SOME FLOWERS AND I WILL BE SPENDING MOST OF MY DAY OUTDOORS, TALK TO EVERY ONE SOON XOXOXOXO.

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
lol i don't need any explanation for this one i love RHCP and this video is so cryptic! enjoy my fellow tappers :D How long how long Will I slide Seperate my side I don't I don't believe its bad Slit my throat it's all I ever I heard your voice through a photograph I thought it up it brought up the past Once you know you can never go back I've got to take it on the otherside Centuries are what it meant to me A cemetery where I marry the sea Stranger things have never changed my mind I gotta take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on How long, how long Will I slide Seperate my side I don't I don't believe its bad Slit my throat it's all I ever Pour my life into a paper cup The ashtray's full and I'm spilling my guts She want's to know am I still a slut I've got to take it on the otherside Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed A candidate for a soul mate bled Push the trigger and pull the thread I've got to take it on th

I Wanna Luv U By Donell Jones
Dedicated to Kally! I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? You are the reason why I live, hmm A newfound joy I can contain, yeah Find myself thinking 'bout your love, hmm It's a feeling I get only my heart can explain You know... I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I've never felt so deep in love I think it's because You've touched a special part of me, baby Hope I'm the one you're thinking of You must be feelin' the same as I do I can't see being in love without you Lady, lady Girl I think about you everyday Hopin' you will never go away It's so special when we all can share Someone who'll give us tender loving care Girl I think about you every nig

Imagine This
How many lives could you change with $100,000.00? Now in the real world that isn't much money, hell now adays it is hard to buy a house for that. But last night I seriously thought about what I would do if I had $100,000.00 to spend as I see fit. It was kind of funny cause I began with a few of my friends and family that I would help and then went to various charities, left $10,000 to put a down payment on a house, and $10,000 to buy a car, pay off my bills and fines, and take a small trip to Canada.

New Story. Not Much, But A Start.
They say the eyes are a window to the soul; but as I look deep in these two blue liquid pools; I see a creature so hideous, my whole body tenses. His piercing eyes freeze me in place, I feel suffocated by this monster fighting to escape his fixated gaze. Never before had anyone implanted such a fear inside me. How did it come down to this? Where was the love I once seen glistening from those vibrant sapphire eyes? I wiggle against the coarse rope that bounds my hands behind my back. The friction of the rope rubbing against my bare skin leaves my flesh burning and raw. He is standing above me, his face close to mine, his voice but a mere whisper. His foul breath fills my nostrils causing my stomach to turn, I squeeze my eyes shut, praying this is all some sort of hellish nightmare. Cold metal runs the length of my neck, my eyes open just enough to see his barbarous eyes closely studying me. A look of concentration falls over his enraged features, for a spilt second guilt seems to st

Show Off Your Goods Men
i have created an album if u think u got the goods that can rock us women why not submit a great pic of ur goods..i will look at all the ratings and comments in two days..who ever has the most tens..will be notified and me and the ladies will come up with a gift..to have ur friends help u by rating or commenting have them add me as a friend then they can view ur pic u gave me to put up..its marked private for some that dont want just anyone seeing their pic.. this ends friday noon my time..so get ur friends to help u out..

Think Before You Speak, In Other Words, Open Mouth, Insert Foot
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with mens balls" THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed

To A Keeper!
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they ar

Small Wound
The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Iraqi sand. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small pain in my chest." "I lo

Did Lestat Really Write This #5
What does this dream mean-that my mortal friend is in danger? Or simply that his genetic clock has ticked to a stop. For a man of seventy-four years, death can come at any instant. Do I ever think of David that I do not think of death? David, where are you? Fee, Fie, Fo, Fum, I smell the blood of an Englishman. "I want you to ask me for the Dark Gift,'' I'd said to him when first we met. "I may not give it to you. But I want you to ask." He never had. He never would. And now I loved him. I saw him soon after the dream. I had to. But I could not forget the dream and perhaps it did come to me more than once in the deep sleep of my daylight hours when I am stone cold and helpless under literal cover of darkness. All right, you have the dreams now. But picture the winter snow in France one more time, if you would, piling about the castle walls, and a young male mortal asleep on his bed of hay, in the light of the fire, with his hunting dogs beside him. This had become

Did Lestat Really Write This #4
Rules, rules, rules. They always wind up talking about rules. And I love to break the rules the way mortals like to smash their crystal glasses after a toast against the bricks of the fireplace. But enough about the others. The point is-this is my book from start to finish. Let me speak now of the dreams that had come to trouble me in my wanderings. With Claudia, it was almost a haunting. Just before my eyes would close each dawn, I'd see her beside me, hear her voice in a low and urgent whisper. And sometimes I'd slide back over the centuries to the little colonial hospital with its rows of tiny beds where the orphan child had been dying. Behold the sorrowful old doctor, potbellied and palsied, as he lifts the child's body. And that crying. Who is crying? Claudia was not crying. She slept as the doctor entrusted her to me, believing me to be her mortal father. And she is so pretty in these dreams. Was she that pretty then? Of course she was. "Snatching me from mortal ha

Wanderings Of The Mind
Lost in the pit of chaos I glance around to see all I know so well. Sorrow, fear, hopelessness, and torment. Oh wait there is loneliness. Seeming to be trapped in this downward spiral. Barely able to raise my head atleast the tears have stopped. Hope and an Angel are all that keep me going. Yet my Angel is so far away I still struggle for her. Hope is a combination of two things blind faith that things will get better and the love still in my heart for one soul out there.

~drunk As Drunk~pablo Neruda
~Drunk as Drunk~ Translated from the Spanish by Christopher Logue Drunk as drunk on turpentine From your open kisses, Your wet body wedged Between my wet body and the strake Of our boat that is made of flowers, Feasted, we guide it - our fingers Like tallows adorned with yellow metal - Over the sky's hot rim, The day's last breath in our sails. Pinned by the sun between solstice And equinox, drowsy and tangled together We drifted for months and woke With the bitter taste of land on our lips, Eyelids all sticky, and we longed for lime And the sound of a rope Lowering a bucket down its well. Then, We came by night to the Fortunate Isles, And lay like fish Under the net of our kisses. ~Pablo Neruda~

Did Lestat Really Write This #3
If you read Interview with the Vampire, then you know all about this. It's Louis's version of our time together. Louis tells of his love for this our child, and of his vengeance against those who destroyed her. If you read my autobiographical books, The Vampire Lestat and The Queen of the Damned, you know all about me, also. You know our history, for what it's worth-and history is never worth too much-and how we came into being thousands of years ago and that we propagate by carefully giving the Dark Blood to mortals when we wish to take them along the Devil's Road with us. But you don't have to read those works to understand this one. And you won't find here the cast of thousands that crowded The Queen of the Damned, either. Western civilization will not for one second teeter on the brink. And there will be no revelations from ancient times or old ones confiding half-truths and riddles and promising answers that do not in fact exist and never have existed. No, I have done all

How To Treat A Woman
How to treat a woman... Wine her Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV. (I got this from Jimbo) passing along, lol

A Driving Application
A driving application Redneck Driver's Application Plez compleet this paper, best ya can. Last name: ________________ First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: [_]M [_]F [_]None Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children livi

Did Lestat Really Write This #2
Not bad, you might think. I loathed it. Without doubt, I was grieving for my old selves-the mortal boy, the newborn revenant once determined to be good at being bad if that was his predicament. I'm not a pragmatist, understand. I have a keen and merciless conscience. I could have been a nice guy. Maybe at times I am. But always, I've been a man of action. Grief is a waste, and so is fear. And action is what you will get here, as soon as I get through this introduction. Remember, beginnings are always hard and most are artificial. It was the best of times and the worst of times-really? When! And all happy families are not alike; even Tolstoy must have realized that. I can't get away with "In the beginning," or "They threw me off the hay truck at noon," or I would do it. I always get away with whatever I can, believe me. And as Nabokov said in the voice of Humbert Humbert, "You can always count on a murderer for a fancy prose style. " Can't fancy mean experimental? I already know o

Another Day Another Blog...
Um...NOt Really Sure What To Write TOday...I Fixed My Pix/Profile. I've Been Seriousely Contemplating Getting Rid Of My CT. My Step Sister's To Be Laid To Rest On A Day I Can't Make It To...Which Is Fine Because I Feel So Judmental When I See Her Family. They Desperately Need A Little Taste Of Jesus. Oh Yea...I'm Thinking About Becoming A Leader Of The Local Youth Group...It Was Offered To Me. Sounds Like Fun Lord Knows How I Adore Children. Well I Guess That's It...I'm Still In Love. And It Still Hurts. However, Still A Firm Beleiver That Love Is Dead And/Or Never Existed. But Good News Everyone!! FRIENDSHIP LIVES. WOot Woot, Can You Feel The Friendship...Whoopaty Doo. Agh. I Guess I'd Rather Have Friendship Than Nothing, He Is An Amazing Man And I'll Always Remember That There Are Men Out There Who Treat Women WIth Respect...But They're Across Country Making It Almost Impossible To Be Together. Damn I Hate Love. I Wanna Curb Stomp It. Feel Me?

Did Lestat Really Write This ????
THE Vampire Lestat here. I have a story to tell you, It's about something that happened to me. It begins in Miami, in the year 1990, and I really want to start right there. But it's important that I tell you about the dreams I'd been having before that time, for they are very much part of the tale too. I'm talking now about dreams of a child vampire with a woman's mind and an angel's face, and a dream of my mortal friend David Talbot. But there were dreams also of my mortal boyhood in France- of winter snows, my father's bleak and ruined castle in the Auvergne, and the time I went out to hunt a pack of wolves that were preying upon our poor village. Dreams can be as real as events. Or so it seemed to me afterwards. And I was in a dark frame of mind when these dreams began, a vagabond vampire roaming the earth, sometimes so covered with dust that no one took the slightest notice of me. What good was it to have full and beautiful blond hair, sharp blue eyes, razzle-dazzle clo

Home And Bills
Mom is in North Carolilna and she may move there. Good thing is that i will have the place to myself. Bad thing is that i will have bills to pay. I am basically going to have to carry her weight and settle my own debts. I just hope if she does move she will help me out so i can at least float through all of April and then in May i should be well off that i am able to just pay what i need and get by on minimal stuff. I may just have the satellite cut off completely and just keep the internet. I can always visit my brother and watch television there until everything is caught up financially. that is if she decides to move

Muahahaha
SECRET LOVERS By: Atlantic Starr Here we are, the two of us together Takin’ this crazy chance to be all alone We both know that we should not be together ‘Cause if we’re found out, it could mess up Both our happy homes I hate to think about us all meeting up together ‘Cause as soon as I look at you it will show on my face, yeah Then they’ll know that we’ve been loving each other We can’t let ‘em know, no, no, no We can’t leave a trace Secret lovers, yeah, that’s what we are We should not be together But we can’t let go, no, no ‘Cause we love each other so Ooh…ooh… Sittin’ at home, I do nothin’ all day But I think about you and hope that you’re okay Hopin’ you’ll call before anyone gets home I wait anxiously alone by the phone How could something so wrong be so right I wish we didn’t have to keep our love out of sight, yeah Living two lives just ain’t easy at all But we gotta hang on in there or fall Secret lovers, yeah, that’s what we are We shou

The Very Thought Of You....
The Very Thought of You…. And I forget to do, the little ordinary things That everyone ought to do. I’m living in a kind of daydream I’m happy as a Queen and foolish though it may seen, To me, that’s everything. The mere Idea of you, the longing here for you You’ll never know, how slow the moments go, ‘Til I’m near you, I see your face in ever flower Your eyes in stars above, It’s just the thought of you, The Very Thought of You, MY LOVE……. AND THERE WAS NO MORE...

Remember Me!!! This Is For All The Soldiers
OK THIS ONE COMES TO HEART AND MADE ME CRY. SO IF YOU KNOW A SOLDIER AN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR OUT MOST RESPECT. FOR THEY ARE THE ONES PROTECTING YOUR LIFES.

Dogs
Hello one and all! I am looking for another dog. I would preferably like a daschund doggie or maybe a pug. I dont want to pay an arm and a leg for such a dog, so if anyone knows of someone or some place where I can get a dog for cheap please let me know.

~and Because Love Battles~pablo Neruda~
~And because Love battles~ And because love battles not only in its burning agricultures but also in the mouth of men and women, I will finish off by taking the path away to those who between my chest and your fragrance want to interpose their obscure plant. About me, nothing worse they will tell you, my love, than what I told you. I lived in the prairies before I got to know you and I did not wait love but I was laying in wait for and I jumped on the rose. What more can they tell you? I am neither good nor bad but a man, and they will then associate the danger of my life, which you know and which with your passion you shared. And good, this danger is danger of love, of complete love for all life, for all lives, and if this love brings us the death and the prisons, I am sure that your big eyes, as when I kiss them, will then close with pride, into double pride, love, with your pride and my pride. But to my ears they will come before to

Yellow Eyes
Yellow Eyes We've roamed the wild country My beautiful yellow eyes, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet yellow eyes I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And no

Really Irritated
How can it be that you are having a perfectly good day and then all it takes is one person to shoot it all to hell? I am so tired of women!! They whine and moan over the most trivial things. The competition factor is unreal..."You have a new friend", "I'm not your best friend", "You're closer to her than me"...waah, waah, waah!! Won't even go into detail about the back-stabbing and two-faced BS!! The majority of my friends are men and this is the exact reason why! You don't see men pulling that crap! They accept their friends as they are, welcome new friends into the fold, have your back when needed. Doesn't that seem so much more the way a friendship should be?

My Attempt
well i haven't really been on ct a lot lately and to b honest haven't really missed it, but missed a few peeps and i am sure they know who they r, and sooooo all know i am not gonna b around much at all. feel since i ain't really been on line and ain't missed it that i obviously don't need my CT. so i will b in every now and then....have a good one and special peeps will b missed *wink*

Redneck Driver's Application
A driving application Redneck Driver's Application Plez compleet this paper, best ya can. Last name: ________________ First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: [_]M [_]F [_]None Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children livi

Honesty And Sex
Is there anything sweeter than blood? More addictive than sex? More lustful than chocolate? Nope. Not in my world. My life is intermixed with these three in such delicious ways. The other night I shocked a man by my honesty. Why, I don't have a freakin' clue, but I did. We where talking about inane things you usually find strangers talking about, until we took a turn down the dark road starting with candy. He happened to be cleaning out his pockets, offered me a sucker. I haven't had a sucker since I discovered the cock, and told him such. It all went into the gutter from there. It was a lot of fun. ;P~~~

Yayyy Presents !!!
Well I went to my Po box and found well someone else's mail ...but within all that mail I found I had a notice about having a Parcel .. Yayyy Presents !!! .. and holy heck .. what a BOX .. was pretty good sized .. Humm What could be in there .. Well My Friend Rich ( whom many of you know) Sent me a Very cool keyboard .. ..( Ill post a pic at the bottom) .. Itsneat . its fully Clear . .and the Cap locks Num lock and scroll lock liteup Bright blue .. Thanks Rich .. was very sweet of you to send that to me Xoxoxoxox And here it is .. Isnt it Cool ??

Lestat's Statement On Interview With The Vampire
Lestat's Statement on Anne's Novel (Source: The NewYorker) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sucking Up, by Anthony Lane '"I was honored and stunned to discover how faithful this film was to the spirit, content, and the ambience of the novel, _Interview With The Vampire_, and of the script for it which I wrote."' --Anne Rice, reassuring her readers, in a two-page ad in the Times. To Anne Rice A Personal Statement by the Vampire Lestat Regarding the Novel Interview With The Vampire On October 8, 1994, I finally got round to reading your novel, "Interview With The Vampire." The book is, I am told, a worldwide success, but, as you know, the world has never interested me that much, and I have better things to do at bedtime than sit and read. When I think of all the novels recommended to me over the last two hundred years, I shudder at the hours I wasted ib Mr. Stoker, with his quaint "effects," or that vulgar little

Letters From A Vampire Continued
Letter #3 Letter from Lestat Sharon, You ask many things, most importantly you ask how I came to know Anne, It's a rather interesting story. As I am sure you know, Mme Rice has lived in New Orleans for most her life, on First St. She is activily involved in many projects, mostly community oriented, and was a well known author even before the first chronicle was released. She had submitted several of her articles and short essays to many of the local papers and while I knew nothing of her writings, a young lawyer of mine did. I was yet to discover that this author was the very same one whom Louis had hired to assist him with ITV, though it wasen't Louis who made the actual arrangements, How could he? He knew nothing of the modern world, never mind the business aspect of it all. And so John Thomas, my current lawyer at the time came to me with Mrs. Rice's name. And I'll admit, I rather liked the idea of her, after all it was she who turned ITV into a smash hit. Of cou

Grilled Kielbasa With Creamy Mustard Sauce
Grilled Kielbasa with Creamy Mustard Sauce Preparation time: 30 minutes Grilling time: 10 minutes Yield: 4 servings 1/4 cup sour cream 3 tablespoons Dijon-style mustard 2 tablespoons prepared horseradish, drained Pepper to taste Tabasco sauce (optional) 1 to 1-1/4 pounds fully cooked sausage (such as kielbasa or knackwurst) 1. Prepare a medium fire in a charcoal or gas grill. 2. Meanwhile, prepare the Creamy Mustard Sauce by combining the sour cream, mustard, horseradish, pepper, and Tabasco sauce (if desired) in a small bowl. Cover and refrigerate. 3. Slice the sausages, if necessary, into 4 pieces of equal length. Cover and arrange the sausages on a lightly oiled grill grid. Grill, turning 2 or 3 times, until well browned on all sides and warmed through, about 10 minutes. 4. Divide the sausages among 4 individual plates and top each link with a generous dollop of Creamy Mustard Sauce. Try serving the kielbasa sandwich-style, betwe

Letters From A Vampire
I will not revile were i came across this because I can not contact the owner to these letters how ever since I am fasinated that there are people who go to many lenghts to prove Lestat exists I will let you read this for your self you decided.THis entry Is something i found i did not nor do i claim I wrote any of these letters I found this while reading.......... A few years back........... Letters from a Vampire NOTE: Any more letters asking me why or if I wrote these letters are going to be ignored. For those of you out there who obviously aren't bothering to read the introduction: the letters are written by someone else, not me, and I'm tired of having to say it. Now, on with the show... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Early in 1995 I began recieving letters from Lestat. It appears that while web surfing he came across this site and wanted to point out some little known facts and ammendments with respect to the information

Lent
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic....And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy water whic

New
well here is my first blog on here...where I rant and rave and just plainly put my thoughts on whatever the hell I feel like it. If ya dont like what I am saying...either dont read...or remember it's just a blog.

Apple Drinks
Apple Kir 1 oz. Jose Cuervo Gold Tequila 1/2 oz. Crème de Cassis 1 oz. apple juice 1 tsp. fresh lemon juice Mix in a rocks glass over ice. Garnish with a lemon wedge. Apple Pie 1/2 oz. Apple Schnapps 1/2 oz. vodka 1/2 oz. pineapple juice Dash of powdered cinnamon Shake with ice and strain into a shot glass. Appletini 2 parts DeKuyper Pucker Sour Apple 2 parts VOX Vodka Shake with ice and strain into a chilled martini glass. Garnish with an apple slice. Finally, don't forget apple brandy, served straight up in a snifter: Applejack is produced in the United States, while Calvados is made from a variety of apples from northwestern France.

Umm....excuse Me?
OMG...I just uploaded a new pic, me in a skirt, you cant see my face, just so you could see the shirt, but there is not a sexual thing about that pic other that you can see my thigh *gasp* I have half naked pics up here untouched, yet this pic was tagged as NSFW...wow...who ever did that...shame on you... I tag my own pics NSFW, because I am smart enough to know what they are, and as a nude model, I know what is sexual...OMG...people... OTHER than that, today is gorgeous here, im enjoying while I can since I am leaving early Saturday morning to go to Connecticut with Ryan and Panda for Spring Break...so yes more pics will come once I get back and can have internet! love you guys, more pics now

Beef Soup With Tomatoes And Potatoes
Spanky's Beef Soup with Tomatoes and Potatoes Yield: 6 to 8 servings Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 1-1/4 to 1-1/2 hours Freezes well One 14-ounce can whole tomatoes with juice, broken into pieces with the back of a spoon 4 cups beef broth or water 1 pound beef chuck, shank, or bottom round, cut into 1-inch cubes 1 medium onion, quartered and thinly sliced 2 medium potatoes, about 12 ounces, peeled and diced 2 celery stalks, sliced 1 carrot, sliced 2 plump cloves garlic, peeled and coarsely chopped 1/2 bay leaf 1 teaspoon fresh thyme leaves, about 1 sprig, or 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme Salt to taste Freshly ground black pepper to taste 2 tablespoons chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley 1. In a large pot over medium heat, combine the tomatoes, broth, beef, onion, potatoes, celery, carrot, garlic, bay leaf, and thyme. 2. Reduce the heat to medium-low. Simmer, partially covered, until the meat and vegetables are tender, a

Goaty Or Not
hello everybody!!! i need your help, as a bloke with no fashion sense, if you have looked or even rated my pictures, you will see me A clean shaven B stubble C goaty!! now which do you think suits me, please be nice with comments thanks for your help!! and if your really nice i will stop by and rate those who helped me thanx again xxx

Is It Worth It
My love is so near but she feels so far I fear this love is pointless But, something strong says it's not. Is she really worth fighting for? Is he really worth prayin for? I'm so confused I don't wanna make the wrong decision I love her so much I don't know what to do she wont accept me, she loves me I can tell But, she's too afraid to say It's so hard for the both of us, especially with everything that gets in the way. It's not as easy as I thought it would be what should I do? what should I say? There's nothing else in me that will prove my love for Her!

Check It Out
Hello to all my LC peps i have created a new folder in pics. this folder will show you, through my eyes the most off the chain women i have every seen So ladies if you think you got what it take to be in my folder. send me a private messeage with the pic and wait to see if your pic makes it to the folder later scandle

My Doctor Lol
Let me tell you about my doctor. He's very good. If you tell him you want a second opinion, he'll go out and come in again. He treated one woman for yellow jaundice for three years before he realized she was Chinese. Another time he gave a patient six months to live. At the end of the six months, the patient hadn't paid his bill, so the doctor gave him another six months. One time while he was talking to me, his nurse came in and said, "Doctor, there is a man here who thinks he's invisible." The doctor said, "Tell him I can't see him." Another time as I sat in the waiting room, a man came running in the office and yelled, "Doctor, doctor!! - my son just swallowed a roll of film!!" The doctor calmly replied, "Let's just wait and see what develops." One patient came in and said, "Doctor, I have a serious memory problem." The doctor asked, "When did it start?" The man replied, "When did what start?" I remember one time I told my doctor I had a ringing in my

Where The Hell Is Spring?
We had nice weather for a while then bam we get hit hard with snow and frezzing cold wind. It is now march where is spring at the dame ground hog did not see his showdow so lets stop frezzing to death and get some warm weather.

One More Night By Phil Collins
One more night, one more night I've been trying ooh so long to let you know Let you know how I feel And if I stumble if I fall, just help me back So I can make you see Please give me one more night, give me one more night One more night cos I can't wait forever Give me just one more night, oh just one more night Oh one more night cos I can't wait forever I've been sitting here so long Wasting time, just staring at the phone And I was wondering should I call you Then I thought maybe you're not alone Please give me one more night, give me just one more night Oh one more night, cos I can't wait forever Please give me one more night, ooh just one more night Oh one more night, cos I can't wait forever Give me one more night, give me just one more night Ooh one more night, cos I can't wait forever Like a river to the sea I will always be with you And if you sail away I will follow you Give me one more night, give me just one more night

The Nerve...
I need to rant for a bit. This morning a member of my kids/hubbys church comes over and invites himself inside my home. He proceeded to ask me what pagansm/wiccanism is. I explained it is an earth based religion which has been around far longer then christianity. He then said oh so you believe in worshiping satan. I smiled and said no...as a pagan I don't believe in satan. Well them he proceeded to tell me I am evil. That my children deserve a better influence in their life then me. I have never felt it was my right to push one set of beliefs on my kids and instead allow them asccess to any path they want to explore. I will support them no matter what they follow and will never assume the right to tell them what they believe in is wrong. I am proud of my beliefs. As you can see fromn my primary pic I do not hide who I am...nor do I see a reason to. I will explain my beliefs to those who ask and will always say I understand we don't share the same views but you have as much right

The Setup And Premise
If there is anyone who needs any song lyrics to a video seen on my profile, in my stash or anywhere on CT, drop me a line! I will have it here in the blogs! BTW, leave me a comment behind to. I love hearing from you all! I may or may not agree with what you say, but I would love to hear from you!

Think Before You Speak.......
Thanks for this bulletin! Made me Lmfao! Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with mens balls" THIRD TESTIMONY:

I Dont Get It.
We are told what we are doing is the 'right thing', we are 'liberators'. With the death toll slowly rising, are we really doing the right thing. Most say we are 'upholding democracy' and keeping america safe. Thats their arguement. At what price though? We are forgetting the other terror. Crime. Thats the forgotten war. The drug dealers who shoot and kill innocent people, the people who think that "Oh gee the morons are in charge now and all my voting is gone to waste Im gonna meet my buddies at the bar" so after a few bars and being a little tanked, they get delusions of grandure and run red lights and crash up peoples cars or run over people. The war on terror is really in our backyard. Drug dealers, criminals, spouse abusers, and the run in the mill, as I like to call them 'cross burners' or cluster-necks (like on the King of the Hill). Thats my opinion, and yes Im from a big city where crime is down. But Im from where you people call the person who is running for a President

Moving
THIS IS JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT WE ARE MOVING SOON, ACTUALLY THIS WEEKEND. US MEANING: HITMAN6,NICOLE AND MYSELF. WE WILL BE BACK ON AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO DON'T FRET. JUST KEEP SENDIN US LUV AND WE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR AS SOON AS WE GET BACK ON HERE. I WILL BE ON HERE PERIODICALLY CHECKING THINGS AND TAKING SHORT BREAKS FROM PACKING BUT THIS WEEKEND NONE US US WILL BE ON. SO LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND DON'T WORRY WE HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ANY OF YOU! PEACE AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ~TWEETYJINXIN~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ ~HITMAN6~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ ~NICOLE~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~

Coconut Brittle
Coconut Brittle Preparation time: 35 minutes plus about 30 minutes to cool Yield: 3-1/2 pounds (serves about 10) 1/4 cup plus 1 tablespoon butter 2 cups granulated sugar 1 cup light corn syrup 1 cup water 2 cups Spanish peanuts 1 tablespoon baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 3 cups medium-shred coconut, unsweetened 1. Use 1/4 cup of butter to coat two cookie sheets and set aside. 2. Combine the sugar, corn syrup, water, and peanuts in a heavy 5-quart saucepan and cook over medium heat, occasionally stirring with a metal spoon with a plastic handle until the batch comes to a boil (in about 15 to 16 minutes). Place the lid on the saucepan for 1 minute to allow the sides to wash down and dissolve the sugar crystals; remove the lid, and clip a candy thermometer to the side of the pan, being sure that the thermometer tip doesn't touch the bottom of the pan. 3. Continue cooking over high heat until the batch reaches 295 degrees F and remove from heat.

Who Is Jezebel Tempting At A Glance
Ok people seems that I do need to write this yet again.For most of you out there who know me you'll find this highly amusing and entertaining.For those of you that don't... take notes and pay attention damn it. I am a gothic/fetish model and performer.That does not mean I am your personal playtoy or that I want to be your personal fuckbuddy/playtoy.I am perfectly comfortable with my body and see it as a piece of art.I know that sounds olde world but I really could care less what you think.We would not have as many rapes or sexual assualts if people would just stop being so damn closed minded and prude. I enjoy being an exhibitionist although that does not mean that I am a slut or whore.I enjoy sharing my particular lifestyle and enjoy educating others.Everything I do in my life I try make an art form because that is how I see it.Life imitates art and vice versa.I live out my fantasies in the real world..I define this for myself as LIVING.Not being afraid to try new things or

Doin Math
if i give you 28 grams it equals a ounce now bounce go out double back and give me 56 grams of crack supplied the streets with 84 grams now i want to up to a pound get down surround and fllod the city with kilo's thats a 1000 grams thats 50g'z a key double to 5 keys slab out for 250,000 make that bread hold up ya head because them presidents you getting is dead stash the prez's and get back out now we fucking with more keys and pounds than the english men and janitors hold onto to that because i'm selling out like a animal selling a key at 35g'z 15 less but doublin my money doubling the number of honeys i got on my arm i do this drug game like mj in bball so if you want to get down you gotta take a fall no snitching gotta stand on the block pitchin that kane til night to duck 6 am to 12pm midday hours friends come cop the the grams by the showers cops come dip out come back out at 6pm to 12am night walkers making mad dough come with that real blow

Jokes
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the o

Acceptance.....
few realize this word. ACCEPTANCE, means to be unconditional taken for who they are or what they stand for. Too many judgements pass without so much as a thought required to think of what it may be truly like to be "in someone else's shoes". We make "assumptions" based on looks, appearance, and attitudes, but these are merely NOT enough "grounds" to decide if a person is truly worthy of our respect. If we dont learn acceptance at a point to where a person may be in their lives, then how can we make assumpmtions, or "judgements" on whether we can befriend them or not? HAVE we walked in someone elses shoes? people do wrong, they make mistakes, but where is forgiveness in a persons heart? Where is love and unconditional "help"....to a point....mind you, towards a person who may be lost, lost to the point of no return, lost to the point of just no longer caring anymore. We get angry at people simply because they gave us a "stare"across the room, or simply because they seem "stupid" in our

How I Become A Vanpire
tall im about 7 foot2 born as a pure vampire my father was count vladamore from translvania born in the deepest pitts of a carvern by a foreseer that predicted i would RULE THE WORLd and unleash a greater force of evil that anyone man or beast has ever seen. death is just an illusion to really know the story about me, i must take you back, back to where it all began. silence filed the air in the castle as a women screamed in pain. thunder stroke the sky in a powerful embrace as evil breeched the mortal world. "its a boy." a nursemaid whispered. moments later another dreaded scream peirced the silence. " a girl" a voice wispered. "twins, it's a sign the ancient gods have blessed us." seconds later a voice broke the silence. " A girl, my husband would kill her especilly since i have given him a healthy, apparently strong son." the nursemaid nodded "m'lady you must think of something you must not let him kill her. for they are twins and both will die" the mother stops and t

Registration For Ob
March 6th- I had my registration appointment in OB today. I am calculated to be at 8weeks 6 days and my due date is October 9th. I also talked to her about possibly going up to Alaska to deliver and thought she was extremely nice. I have heard a lot of bad stories about the OB here with a few good ones. So far so good with me. I would like the male soldiers who are obviously not pregnant and not with a pregnant lady to NOT park in the expectant mother parking spots. Theres about 20 of them and there was maybe 4 in the OB department. They also took 6 viles of blood for different tests and a urine sample. I remember when I was pregnant with Isabelle I was sooooo terrified of needles and was dreading every time I had to give blood. Well now that this is my 3rd pregnancy and I'm so used to being poked and prodded I am no longer afraid of the blood draw. Infact I can even point out which vein on which arm is the best stick! ;) Maybe by the 4th pregnancy I can draw it myself, lol!

How Sexy R U
You Are 79% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Champagne Punch
Champagne Punch Preparation time: 5 minutes Yield: 12 servings 1-1/4 cups Grand Marnier, chilled 1 cup cranberry juice, chilled 1 cup fresh-squeezed orange juice, chilled 1 quart ginger ale, chilled Two 750-ml bottles or 1 magnum brut Champagne, chilled Combine all the ingredients in a large punch bowl and serve immediately. Note: Grand Marnier is an orange brandy liqueur and can be pricey. You can substitute less-expensive Triple Sec with decent results; the punch will be a bit weaker. Per serving: Calories 217; Fat 0g (Saturated 0g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 14mg; Carbohydrate 24g (Dietary Fiber 0g); Protein 0g.

Scalloped Potatoes
Scalloped Potatoes (Gratin Dauphinois) Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 60 minutes Yield: 4 to 6 servings 2 pounds potatoes, peeled and thinly sliced 3-1/2 cups milk 2 cloves garlic, peeled and minced 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/2 cup coarsely grated Gruyère cheese 1. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Butter a 2-1/2 quart baking dish. 2. Combine the potatoes, milk, garlic, salt, and pepper in a large saucepan. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat. 3. Pour the potato mixture into the prepared baking dish and sprinkle with the grated cheese. 4. Place the dish on a baking sheet and bake on the center oven rack for 45 to 55 minutes, or until bubbly and golden brown. 5. Remove from the oven and let sit for 15 minutes before serving.

This Soldier Really Needs Your Help
please show some support for this soldier. He's in the Daddy's Girl contest. So please go and drop a few comment bombs for a soldier who protects our country. Currently in Second Place. Lets make this happen and get him in first. Contest ends the 20th.

Idaho Baked Potatoe Soup.
Hope this is big enough, Lol Idaho baked potato soup: 2/3 c. butter or margarine 2/3 c. flour 7 cups milk 4 lg baking taters baked peeled and cubed (4 cups) 4 green onions sliced 12 bacon strips cooked and crumbled 1 1/4 c's shredded cheddar cheese 1 c. sour cream In large soup pan melt the butter. Stir in flour, heat and stir until smooth. Gradually add milk, stirring constantly until thickened. Add potatoes and onions. Bring to a boil stirring constantly. Reduce heat simmer for 10 minutes, add cheese, bacon, sour cream. Stir until cheese is melted. Serve immediately Serves 10

Chorizo
CHORIZO Chorizo is a chile and garlic flavored sausage, much beloved by Mexicans and we of the American Southwest. It was originally derived from the Spanish sausage of the same name, but has evolved over the last few centuries to be distinctly Mexican. In Mexico, Chorizo is commonly made of pork, but also of young goat, javalina, venison, occasionally beef, or where meat is scarce, just about anything available. It is highly flavored, so a little goes a long way. It is convenient if it is wrapped and frozen in small packages which is what I prefer to do. Chorizo is great for breakfast. Thaw out a package, fry it up lightly while breaking it up, and when fried, scramble in a few eggs. This is wonderful by itself, or with tortillas. Instead of the eggs, you can add a cup or so of Mexican beans to the fried Chorizo. Mash them well while they fry, and you have "Frijoles Refritos con Chorizo", excellent when eaten like grits or potatoes, and also excellent as a taco, burrito or sandw

Check It Out
A middle aged woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. > While on the operating table, she had a near death experience. Seeing > God, she asked," Is my time up?" > > > > God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and > 8 days to live. " Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the > hospital and have a face-lift, brow lift, lip enhancement, boob job, > liposuction, and a tummy tuck. After her last operation, she was > released from the hospital. While crossing the street on her way home, > she was hit and killed by a car. > > > > Arriving in front of God, she demanded, "I thought you said I had > another 40 years? Why didn't you pull me out of the path of the car?" > > > > God replied, > > > > "Giiirrrlllllll, I didn't even recognize you."

Mini Sausage Quiches
Mini Sausage Quiches Preparation time: 30 minutes Chill time: 1 hour Cooking time: 20 to 30 minutes Yield: 48 appetizers 2 sticks (1 cup) butter, softened 6 ounces cream cheese, softened 2 cups flour 1 pound bulk Italian-flavored sausage 2 cups (8 ounces) shredded Swiss cheese 2 tablespoons snipped fresh chives 4 large eggs 2 cups half-and-half 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. 2. Beat the butter and cream cheese in a bowl until creamy. 3. Slowly blend in the flour. Cover and refrigerate the dough for 1 hour. 4. Remove the dough from the refrigerator and roll it into 48 1-inch balls. 5. Place each ball into a greased mini muffin cup. Press the dough into the bottom and up the sides. Set the pan aside. 6. In a large frying pan, crumble the sausage and cook until it's done, stirring occasionally. Break up large pieces. Drain off the excess grease. 7. Evenl

Killer Chili
Killer Chili Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 70 minutes Total Time: 80 minutes Servings: 12 Ingredients 2 lbs. ground chuck 2 lbs. canned Mexican style stewed tomatoes 2 lbs. canned spicy chili with beans 1 lb. canned red kidney beans 1 lb. canned pinto beans 1 tsp. garlic powder 1/4 cup cilantro, chopped 2 Tbsps. chili powder 1 tsp. poultry seasoning Instructions Brown beef in a heavy nonstick skillet over medium high heat 5-7 minutes until no visible pink shows. Drain and discard excess fat. Add remaining ingredients and salt and pepper to taste. Bring to a boil. Cover pan, reduce heat to low and simmer at least 30 minutes. Remove lid and cook 30 minutes or to desired consistency.

Numbers Dont Lie
Numbers don't lie! This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certa

Naked Assssin Poem
I go through the motions life I go through the motions of joy I go through the motions of happiness I go through the motions of laughter I go through the motions of a smile Yet I stand naked in an assassins way with sarrow Anger ever standing guard Silence holds me in its arms Fear is untold for me Boiling and boiling I close my eyes each night with hope and joy in my mind I open my eyes each moring with hope and joy in my mind Yet I stand naked as an assassin Who tears {ak cry) myself to apart with anger with sarrow with dispear With self-lothing Fear is chained / yoked to me and with hate as the key For true to words I am my own enemy my own friend my own critic In the end I bare myself too The naked assassin WHICH IS THE TRUTH Yes truth for that is who I am The naked Truth "assassin" Did this poem awhile back. I hope every one knows what I mean here. It is to be truthfull to one-self first then to others. In the

Cocktails
Almond Lemonade 1-1/4 vodka 1/4 ounce Amaretto Lemonade Shake well with ice and strain into a tall glass. Pink Squeeze 1-1/2 ounces light rum Pink lemonade Pour rum into a tall glass filled with ice. Fill with pink lemonade. Lemoneater 2 ounces gin Lemonade Add gin to a glass filled with ice. Fill with lemonade.

Kickin' Pretzels
Kickin' Pretzels Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 1 to 1-1/2 hours Yield: 25 to 30 1/2-cup servings 1 cup vegetable oil 1 package dry ranch dressing mix 1 teaspoon garlic salt 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper (or more, if you like it really hot) 2 12-ounce packages pretzel sticks 1. Preheat the oven to 200 degrees F. 2. In a small bowl, add the oil, ranch dressing mix, garlic salt, and cayenne pepper. Blend well. 3. Divide the pretzels into two ungreased 15-x-10-x-1-inch baking pans. 4. Pour the oil and seasonings over the pretzels and gently toss to coat the pretzels. 5. Bake for 1 to 1-1/2 hours or until golden brown, stirring occasionally. 6. Cool completely and store in an airtight container. Per serving: Calories 153 (From Fat 70); Fat 8g (Saturated 1g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 761mg; Carbohydrate 18g (Dietary Fiber 1g); Protein 2g.

Grand Canyon Chili
GRAND CANYON CHILI Ingredients: 2 lbs. ROUND STEAK, cubed 2 Tbsp. OIL 1 lg. RED ONION, diced 1 tsp. SALT 1 tsp. CHILI POWDER 1 cup WATER 1 tsp. DRIED OREGANO 1 tsp. GROUND CUMIN 1 can (16 oz.) STEWED TOMATOES 1 clove GARLIC, minced 1 tsp. FRESH GROUND PEPPER 2 cans (16 oz. ea.) RED KIDNEY BEANS, drained In a large pot, brown meat in the oil. Add the rest of the ingredients except beans. Cover the pot and bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer for 45 minutes, stirring occasionally. Skim off fat and add beans. Simmer for an additional 30 minutes. Serving suggestion: Cornbread is perfect with this dish Serves 6

I'll Never Be
I'LL NEVER BE I'll never be good enough for you I'll never be all those things you want me to be I'll never be perfect, or even close for that matter I'll never be the daughter you want me to be I'll never be the one that your proud of I'll never be your sweet little girl I'll never be the reason you want to love I'll never be the one walk down the isle I'll never be the mother you think I should be I'll never be daddy's little girl I'll never be the sparkle in your eye I'll be better!!!! I'll be good enough for others I'll be all the things I want to be I'll be fine with what I am I'll be the daughter I want to be I'll be proud of myself I'll be someone else's sweet little girl I'll be the reason lots of people want to love I'll have my one and only true DAD walk me down the isle I'll be the mother I know I can be I'll be the sparkle in many eyes I'll be me!!!!!!! ok the only reason that i wrote this i

Do You Want To See Some Of The Hottest Girls On Ct?????
Firechief has put together a group of "2nd Alarm Hotties" Copy and paste the link...you won't be disappointed! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=238044&albumid=204814 ***kisses*** BeerQueen

The Perfect Handjob
LOL,...OK,..Never knew there were actual names for this,.......Boy, was I wrong!!! "How To Give The Perfect Handjob" by Brooks Peters Sex means more than intercourse; exploring all the different variations enhances your sex life and keeps it from getting stale. Masturbating your partner can be very exciting for both of you. So, read on and learn how to let your fingers do the walking. Mutual masturbation can be a thrilling experience; but first, we need to study the basics of manual technique. Most men feel women aren't skilled at handling penises. Their grips are too limp, lacking conviction and exuberance. They seem afraid to apply pressure, yet often pull or tug at inappropriate moments, disrupting the rhythm. Some also have a tendency to scratch. Clearly, we all need to be more knowledgeable about the proper methods of mutual masturbation. Either you or your partner can perform the following exercises, but they are written with an experienced woman in mind. The first con

Mexican Style Turkey Casserole.
Tizzy’s Tantalizing Mexican Style Turkey Casserole What do you do with all that left-over turkey when you are finished making soups and such? This is a great variation to a somewhat boring left-over. Being that I am from Arizona I love to create Mexican style dishes, this is one of my favorites, and it doesn’t require a lot of time or expertise to do. Depending on the size of the casserole you plan to make you may adjust this recipe accordingly, I use a 9 inch glass dish, so this is what I use.  1 to 1 ½ pounds of turkey meat either shredded or diced in 1/4 inch pieces  Optional- 2 to 3 ground habenero peppers   2 to 3 cloves minced garlic  ½ tsp. Ground Cumin  ½ tsp. Salt  ½ tsp. Ground black pepper  2 cans  1 package of Mexican blend shredded cheese  1 package CORN Tortillas In a large bowl mix with 1 can enchilada sauce and the first six ingredients.

I Love You
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you I you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Tattoos
So, I'm in this Dragon Tattoo Contest. My first contest here and was wondering if anyone could please go over and vote & comment on my dragon. chaoscowboy I'd REALLY appreciate it as I'm already behind. Love you guys, and thanks. PS. Bombing is allowed if anyone cares to. ;)

I Dont Know Why
do you ever get the feeling that when you try so hard. that your only going backwards not forwards. Its just a game I guess and some play it well well im not playing games. love will coquer and find a way to the person your in love with. what ever happened to just plan love well I guess we will have to find out feelins we share just happen to be true hold on and never lose control I just dont know why

Sweet Mango-yogurt Cooler
Sweet Mango-Yogurt Cooler (Lassi) Preparation Time: 5 minutes Yield: Makes 2 servings 2 cups plain yogurt, any kind 1 cup chopped fresh ripe mango or canned mango pulp 1/2 cup crushed ice or ice cubes, plus more for serving 1 tablespoon sugar 1 drop mango essence (optional) 1. Place the yogurt, mango, 1/2 cup ice, sugar, and mango essence in a blender and blend until frothy. 2. Divide into 2 glasses and serve cold over crushed ice. Garnish with a mint sprig, if desired. You can find mango essence in Indian markets, and it's sometimes called mango-milk essence. It is very strong, so add carefully when using it. You can also make this recipe with nectarines, peaches, bananas, strawberries, or any other berries.

Primo Margaritas
Primo Margaritas Special tool: Cocktail shaker Preparation time: 5 minutes Yield: 1 serving 1 lime, cut into 5 slices Margarita or coarse kosher salt 2 ounces añejo tequila 1 ounce orange liqueur, such as Triple Sec, Cointreau, or Grand Marnier 1 tablespoon freshly squeezed lime or lemon juice 1/2 cup ice cubes 1. Arrange 3 lime slices to cover a small plate, and cover another plate with salt to a depth of 1/4 inch. Place a martini glass upside down on the limes; press and turn to dampen. Then dip the glass in the salt to coat the rim. 2. Combine the tequila, orange liqueur, lime or lemon juice, and ice in a cocktail shaker and shake. Pour into the prepared glass, garnish with the two remaining lime slices, and serve.

I Have The Best Kids
So on the way to taking the kids to school this morning i was telling them how their dad...yet again doesn't want to be with me. And my oldest daughter Claudia says to me "Mom he always does this to you he'll come back cuz he that's what he does" and i said to her "if he comes back n wants to be with me do you think i should take him back?" she goes " No you shouldn't mommy cuz he just keeps doing this to you and comes back then leaves you and it makes you sad" and i asked if she'd be happy if him and I weren't together n she's like "i just want you happy mommy i don't like you being sad all the time and daddy makes you sad, he always lies to you and is mean to you and yells at you. And he just keeps coming and going all the time." All i wanted to do right then and there was give her the biggest hug and tell her how wonderful, amazing and smart she is. I had tears running down my face after she said all of this to me. How did i ever manage to have such wonderful children?

Ganache Frosting
Ganache Frosting 6 ounces bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped 1/4 cup whipping cream 3 tablespoons butter, softened 1. Melt the chocolate and whipping cream together in the top of a double boiler over warm water or in a microwave oven on low power for 30-second bursts. Stir often with a rubber spatula to ensure even melting. When the mixture is smooth, remove the top pan of the double boiler and wipe the bottom and sides very dry. Transfer the mixture to another bowl, cover tightly with plastic wrap, and chill until thick, but not stiff, about 1 hour. 2. Using a mixer, beat the butter in a mixing bowl until fluffy, about a minute. With the mixer on low speed add the chocolate and cream mixture in two stages. Blend for no longer than 1 minute or the chocolate may curdle.

Drug Recall Plz Read And Rip
All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke(bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka- Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Si

Baked Apples With Butterscotch Topping
Baked Apples with Butterscotch Topping Preparation time: 20 minutes Baking time: 45 to 60 minutes Yield: 4 servings 4 baking apples (McIntosh, Rome Beauty, Golden Delicious, or Granny Smith) Half of a lemon 1/2 cup raisins 2 tablespoons honey 3/4 cup chopped walnuts or pecans 1/2 cup butterscotch topping 1. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees. 2. Core the apples (don't cut them in half) using an apple corer. Remove the peel from the upper 1/3 of the apple. To prevent browning, rub the peeled part of the apple with the lemon and squeeze a few drops of lemon juice inside each cut apple. Place the apples in a 9-inch square baking dish. In a small bowl, combine the raisins, honey, and 2 tablespoons of the chopped nuts. Stuff each apple with the raisin mixture. Pour a little bit of water in the bottom of the pan, about 1/4-inch deep. 3. Bake, uncovered, until the apples are tender (not mushy), from 45 to 60 m

Festive Pumpkin Pie Dip
Festive Pumpkin Pie Dip Preparation time: 15 minutes Chill time: 8 to 24 hours Yield: 6 cups 2 8-ounce packages (16 ounces) cream cheese, softened 4 cups confectioners' sugar 2 15-ounce cans (30 ounces) pumpkin pie filling 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon ground ginger 1. Beat the cream cheese and sugar with an electric mixer on medium speed until smooth. 2. Add the pie filling, cinnamon, and ginger and beat well. 3. Cover the mixture and refrigerate it for 8 to 24 hours. 4. Place the dip in a decorative bowl or hollowed out baby pumpkin, and serve with sliced apples or vanilla wafers (gingersnaps are also great). If you who want to go that extra step, roll out a pie crust and cut it into shapes with a small cookie cutter. Bake the cookies and serve alongside the dip. A leaf-shaped cookie cutter is always a nice choice. To garnish, add cinnamon sticks and sprinkle the top of the dip with ground cinnamon or nutmeg.

Changes
The heat rises to my face I stand at the edge, contemplating, Wondering how I got to this place. Revealing my fear only to myself. It seems like yesterday, it was good. Everything was going great. Then, I did something I didn't think I would. I stepped out of the box. I started changing things, The way I wear my hair, I stopped wearing my rings, I started going more places. My true feelings came out. I have opened my mind more, I am happier now, without a doubt. So why the fear? Maybe because I am standing so close, Maybe because I am not in that safe little box, Maybe the combination of both. I guess I will never know for sure. ~~Darla~~

Loud -n- Proud
TODAY'S EVENTS ON WORLD ROCK RADIO DRAGAN ATTACK 8:00PM EST CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE DOC NASTY ROCKS YER BOX 10:00PM EST CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE DISCIPLES OF ROCK 12:00AM EST (Midnight) CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE

Zombies
drifting to deep sleep, blackness all around not a sound to be made. wondering in my white shimmering night gown, long dark hair ever still, green eyes wide open seeking my way through the dark. fog curling swirling creeping up to my bare feet just ahead i see figures creeping along the fog, branches of twigs starts to entangle my feet to keep me still, spread my fingers apart to claw away the branches. zombies comming to my way i start to run. i run into the blackness forever running no where to run to. nothing for miles i run in eternity. my bare feet swifting faster and faster and the zombies some how get closer and closer thier finger tips just about reaching my flowing hair, i dont seem to be moving at all even my legs run faster and faster and they somehow are still behind me. zombies grasp my arms, tackled being ripped apart. i awake in cold sweat dripping to my bosoms, beads tickling my forhead. head pounding hard as my heart trys to slow down. i see my breath in the cold air a

Thai Iced Coffee
Thai Iced Coffee (Oliang Thai) Preparation time: 5 minutes, plus 10 minutes for steeping Yield: 4 servings 4 cups water 1/2 cup Thai coffee powder 1/3 cup granulated sugar 1/2 to 3/4 cup sweetened condensed milk 1. Bring the water to a boil in a medium saucepan. Stir in the coffee powder, blending well. Remove from the heat, and allow to steep for 10 minutes. 2. Using the mesh strainer or coffee filter, strain the coffee into a tall pitcher, mix in the sugar, and cool to room temperature. Cover and refrigerate until chilled. 3. Fill four tall glasses with ice. Pour the coffee over the ice and float 2 to 3 tablespoons condensed milk on top. Serve with long iced-tea spoons to allow your guests to stir their own coffee.

Corned Beef, Carrots And Cabbage With Spicy Mustard Broth
Mary Ellen's Corned Beef, Carrots and Cabbage with Spicy Mustard Broth Serves: 6 * 5-6 pounds corned beef * 4 large onions, outer skin removed, each cut into large wedges * 10 carrots, peeled * 2 ribs celery, cleaned * 2 bay leaves * 1 bunch parsley, cleaned * 1/2 cup Dijon mustard * 1 medium green cabbage * 12-14 small new potatoes, scrubbed * Kosher salt and pepper to taste In a large heavy-bottom stockpot, combine the beef, two onions, two carrots, the celery, the bay leaves and the parsley. Add enough cold water to cover the beef by 3 inches and bring it to a boil. Reduce the heat to a simmer and cover. Cook for 3 to 3 1/2 hours, turning two to three times. Cook until the beef is very tender, almost shredding when speared with a fork. Remove the meat from the pot and strain the broth into a large bowl. Discard the solids and return the meat and strained broth to the pot. Add the mustard, remaining onions, carrots, cabbag

2 Poetries
Eyes set deep in past. See the years of sorrow set deeply. Lips set apart in longing. Breath the years of sorrow set deeply. Heart set empty feeling. Beat the years of sorrow set deeply. .................................... Misting through deep soft cool grass in a wonderous path. brushing through the trees to see what is upon my path. Peeking at what i may see in astonishment of pure moment. fairies bathing in the creek giggling in upmost joy in the spring morning rays. Smiling at the purest fairies

Soaring Hidden Souls.
Soaring Hidden Souls. Travel light, heavy burden burns the chest. Casting angerely among those who burn. Fly high into the phlight of nothingness skys. Peer down to those who burn much more. babes crying in fit of hunger, momma holding in tiresome tightness. So tired...... momma looses her beauty, traveling has not been light, heavy burdens killing ever so slowly. Momma would'nt need clouds to cry rain, only if she knew how to cry.

Dont Buy Pepsi
Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.

Sickness
On saturday feb the 24th I woke up haven't taken meds for a week and put myself in a bad situation.I had about 4-5 shots of vodka after I was invited to go gamble.We went down got in there bet the horses got a drink maragritta.I had on sip sat down in at a machine.The drink upset my stomach a little so I had a cigarette I then felt very sick to the stomach.I let my sister know how I felt and she told her man.He was going to get me some water,but I felt the need to go to the restroom.I got up walked about 10 steps(blacked out) I fell to the ground a guy and my sisters man picked me up then I fell again almost hitting my head on the counter. Medics were rushed and my heart rate dropped to 60 my sister held my feet up while I tried to respond.I got rushed to a hospital and they let me know it wasn't the alcolol that caused the problem.My pottusium level dropped to 1.7(norm 3.5-5.0) very fatal.I could have past away that night but something held me back I don't know if it's my friends and

Employment
Sometime between now and Friday I am to get a call from someone telling me where i am to work. I am still rather nervous because i don't know where or when and i don't have much bus fare to work with if it is too far. Still this is a job (even though it's a sub job so my options of times are a dice roll) I just hope it's near by and during the day. I hate night work.

Some Of My Songs And Poetry
LET YOU IN you want me to let you in you say forget about him you want me to let you in you tell me you're nothing like him you want me to let you in into my broken heart when we met you knew that i was broken and how much my heart was torn I wasn't ready for another love but ya wanted to know me anyway you tried to make me smile did your best to make me laugh why were you so crazy for me knowing he wasn't yet my past? He keeps saying he loves me and maybe someday we'll be together yet every nite she sleeps in his arms while I'm here crying in yours you want me to let you in you say forget about him you want me to let you in you tell me you're nothing like him you want me to let you in into my broken heart each day is a constant struggle every phone call is the same he keeps my heart in limbo and it seems he won't let me let it end you try so hard to cheer me up and every day you offer me your heart you promise to make me love again you keep

Full Moon!
Night waifting through longing wailing fog that seems to linger on forever. Winds howl in song of sorrow, riping, shreding lurking up at the full moon. Eyes of prey shivering as the full night wagers on, the weak cowerd in thier burrows only find themselves being dug up. Beautious beast stares stright on, it knows what it wants, smells the sweetness and taste of the fury beast within. charges full on to her prey, smiling fangs licking lips as she comes closer to her prey. pouncing on. what do you think she does?

Part 1...
I came in from work total beat with only a bath in mind. When I opened the door with my key, first off I noticed the dog didn't greet me at the door. Since this had been happening for years, the alarms in my head went off. To top it off, the light switch won't turn on any lights, I was very tempted to go to a neighbors and call the police; but the phone was just around the corner within reaching distance, I reached for it and heard. "Don't move, I'm not going to hurt you," I froze. Panic rushed over my body with a cold sweat bringing dampness to my skin. In terror I couldn't move if I tried, I become a nail in a wall. A man's hand was moving in the reflection of the street light just outside, and I could see a blindfold being placed over my eyes. Not one of the tied jobs, but a head fitting cover for the eyes; which brought more panic knowing this guy had done this before. He said, " Your dog is fine, he's out back. I've disconnected the lights, but I'll fix them

Marinated Flank Steak
Marinated Flank Steak Here's an ideal recipe for the busy cook. Just mix the tasty marinade and freeze it with the steak ahead of time, then take the meat out the night before you plan to serve it. After defrosting in the refrigerator all day, it will be ready for dinner in minutes! Credit: Once-a-Month Cooking by Mimi Wilson and Mary Beth Lagerborg Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 1/4 cup soy sauce * 1/4 cup sherry * 2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger * 1 clove garlic, minced * 1 1/3 pounds flank steak Directions: Mix first six ingredients for marinade. Put flank steak in a freezer bag, pour marinade over it, seal bag and freeze. To prepare for serving, thaw flank steak, remove from marinade and grill 8 to 10 minutes per side; or set oven control to broil or 550 degrees F. Broil steak 6 inches from heat until brown, turning once, about 6 minutes on one side and 4 minutes on the other

Ignorance, Is It Stupidity?
If ignorance is stupidity then why fear diversity? We are all individuals, with different sets of rituals. But we're all people Some insensitive and some feeble. So, for the sake of mankind, open your mind. We all live in the same place, the 3rd ball from the sun in space.

Woman
ladies i feel that you are as confused as men are in knowing what tyou want from men as weare in what we want from you we think we want a reraltionship then when we ahve it we are looking at others why and i know woman do the same thing why do you think this is maybe it because you dont know what you want till its gone maybe your man doesnt pay as much attention as before why is that why cant it be the same as it was when you first met what do you think just curious on the female perspective and i am new on here so feel free to say whats up to massachusetts bye jimmy

Dun Fucked Up.
Damn after one crazy night of drinking smoking and walkin from pad to pad I woke up with not enough time to make it to my class. Like wow I'ma dumbass. Its not like I'm missing too much just review for the midterm. But damn there this girl that sits right next to me. We been talkin over the last couple days and I was going to ask her out today. Thats how it goes though. Trying to figure out how much walkin I actually did during the course of last night. I'm thinkin at least 1 1/2 hours of it. Also trying to figure out what this nice sized gash is doing on the side of my hand. Now that I'm thinkin about it theres not a whole lot of last night I'm remembering. Well I needa go smoke a bowl to bring me out of this hangoverish state I am in. As well as a ciggarette.

Ok, This Is Ridiculous
ok, maybe im on my man-period or something. but this petty points bullshit needs to stop. i caught some hell this morning for rating someones page a 9. they were really pissed. now, anyone who actually knows me, knows thats not my style. but instead of talking to me about it first, i get blasted for it. well, im sorry bitch, if you had a normal page, without all the dark crap around anything, it would have been easier to see the fucking 10. which brings to to my other point. why the fuck do we have those other 9 numbers anyway if nobody uses them. i mean realy, im not a 10, i dont get pissed if i get 9. hell, thats 90% and im good with that. we might as well just have a plus or minus. anyway, just had to vent, buh bye.

Funny Questions
Q. How can you tell when a man is well hung? A. When you can just barely slip your finger in between his neck and the noose. & Q. How are husbands like lawn mowers? A. They're hard to get started, they emit noxious odours, and half the time they don't work

Thanks
Free at CherryCodes.com Free at CherryCodes.com Jus wanted to say Thank u to everyone who has wished me a Happy Birthday, and who has sent me birthday cards and balloons and cake ;) Yur all such very sweet Friends to have on my page ;) Much Luv.....XOXO ~~Rhanda~~

Exhausted
i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i'm on my second job. It's not stop with getting dinner together, picking up around the house, taking Buddy for a walk. This week I haven't gotten to bed until 11:30 or 12:00 pm. I get up at 5:45 am during the week. Ugh. I can't wait until the weekend. I will sleep in. I need to catch up on some serious sleep. Normally i am in bed by 10:00, but this week has been unusually busy. OK. Enough about my lack of rest. The weather is great this week. The sun is out and it's just beautiful. We have broadband on our computer now and it's so great to be off dialup. When we had dialup, I would get online, try to get on a website and sit and wait, and wait, and wait. Now it just pops up. It's great. I'm on my lunch break and it's almost over. :( oh well. I shouldn't complain. I have a good job that i really like. :) Have a great day everyone.

Making A Proper Salute!
ok key things to making a salute are listed below!!! What is a CherryTAP Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. 4. Make sure the photo is in a public album. *Photoshopped or any ?type? print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your CherryTap.com Home Page (which has to be clear and not the view profile page) as part

Dear Tech Support ,,,,, (gf Version)
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5, and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ___________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to re

Rest In Peace Ms. Mildred Crouch March 7, 2007
Peace my heart Peace, my heart, let the time for the parting be sweet. Let it not be a death but completeness. Let love melt into memory and pain into songs. Let the flight through the sky end in the folding of the wings over the nest. Let the last touch of your hands be gentle like the flower of the night. Stand still, O Beautiful End, for a moment, and say your last words in silence. I bow to you and hold up my lamp to light you on your way. A kind lady with a heart of gold , will be remembered forever more ..

Here Comes The Rain
Well all, the movie shoot continues but the heavens have opened up so there ain't much outdoor shooting and therefore not much for asnowmobile driver to do. What that means is that i have time to update you on the happenings of the last couple days. First off, there is dog poop everywhere as there are more than 50 dogs on site. A lot of puppies, but a lot of big ones. Including a big Saint Bernard complete with the barrel of medicine around its neck. I have been forced to drive a sled that has no track on it so I slide around everywhere. Hemlock Mountain drift style. Good times, but a little harry too. I'll add more later. MM

Dear Tech Support,,,,,,,,,,,
Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- Particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate -------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, While Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "http: I Thought You Loved Me.HTML" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 sho

I Will See Everyone Later.
Well everyone. I am going to Holland today and I hope you all have a great time and I hope to have alot of stories and pictures to share with you when I come home but I will try my best to e-mail and keep in touch when I am there. Take care and talk to you all soon!

Fade Out Again...
Rows of houses all bearing down on me I can feel their blue hands touching me All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out This machine will not communicate These thoughts and the strain I am under Be a world child, form a circle Before we all go under And fade out again and fade out again Cracked eggs, dead birds Scream as they fight for life I can feel death, can see it's beady eyes All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out again Immerse your soul in love Immerse your soul in love.

"a True Soul Mate"
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

Im Sorry Part 2
ok so i did say a lot of hateful things to him, if he reads this, which i hope he does then he will understand..im fucking stressed out and im on the edge..im about to check myself into a mental ward...my second marriage and it goes bad,,,,wtf is wrong with my ass...how do you fuck up 2 marriages..ok so anyways no more rambling.:)

Im Sorry
ok yesterday i was pissed at my soon to be ex husband because he is a jerk ass...i decided to get online and my good friend marco was on and of course asked how i was doing, and me being the retard that i am jumped his ass...i told him the fuck off and more..when i woke this morning i was feeling bad so i gave him a text that said i was sorry and i didnt mean what i said..long story short we made up and all things are cool...we are the ninjas of the world...

Today's Appointment March 7
well my doc feels i have some moderate to severe nerve damage in my neck and back causing my arms and legs to go numb on me she is scheduling an MRI to find out how bad it really is from there she will know is therapy or surgery is required

Feelings
Void by Michael Anderson Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A si

Come Help Me Out In The Best Dragon Tattoo Contest!!!!
ATTENTION ONE AND ALL!!!! THE DRAGON TATTOO CONTEST IS NOW OPEN AND WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS... ENDING MONDAY 3/12.... There will be 2 winners... 1 winner will be determined by most comments and the other by most rates. AND HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS: Please come vote for BeerQueen!!!!! Help me out guys!!!! ***kisses*** BeerQueen Sam~Beer Queen~

(rant) I Had Not Realized This Was An Issue...
...until today. Don't get me wrong, I love meeting people, finding other geeks, sharing interests and jokes and so on. I love reading my friend's blogs to see what is going on in their lives. I love the comments that every posts that always help to easy my day along even if I never have time to get back to you all. But there are some things that I jsut assumed were things that you didn't ask. Particularly the phone number of a person you don't know and have never spoken with. Do I honestly make it seem like I'd give out that information? I mean, I don't think I give that impression but perhaps I'm wrong. Still, even after I've said no DO NOT PUSH IT! I mean, fuck! No means no, asshole. I dont' care if you "think" you can get me hot. And I certainly don't want to call you. Don't get your hopes up buddy...I'm a damn picky girl and you are most definitely not my type. I'm not into pushy assholes. I've had to block someone today beacuse of that. Oh well.

Marking Pics Nsfw
Ok, this topic seems to be touchy lately. Yes i know there have been alot of pics marked NSFW that should not have been, and there are still alot of pics out there that HAVENT been marked and should be. There are only a handfull of bouncers on cherrytap and 726,000 users. We try so hard to catch everything we can, but without the help of other users, we will never be able to do that. "But how do i report a pic as NSFW. I'm not a bouncer" you say? Well here is how you do it! Directly below each picture, there is a link that says "report this photo as NSFW". just click that link, and it sends a report to us bouncers! Guidelines/Hints to what is NSFW: 1. If an image shows even the slightest bit of: a penis, vagina, anus, or nipple, it is considered adult (this includes anime and cartoons). 2. Implicit sex acts, even if no inappropriate body part is exposed, is a judgement call. Generally speaking, if it seems like something you would see in Playboy, it's adult.

Night 3... March 7th
I can't tell whether what I see is a fallacy. Last night I went for a drive... When I stepped away from my car I had a cigarette and looked back. The car was gone. My eyesight is shaky and I'm afraid to go driving... but I do. I don't want to fall asleep at the wheel or start seeing things (or not seeing things) and someone gets hurt. Today's March 7th. Last night when I got home, I cleaned my garage for 2 hours, watched Dane Cook on HBO, looked at some recently recieved cards, walked around, and finally just sat outside alone until the sun came up. It's 6 minutes to 8 right now and I'm beginning to feel a numbness. Not physically, but emotionally. I have to wonder if I am inadvertently depriving myself of sleep to keep the tears from flowing any more, but then I know better... when do the tears really stop. I sang happy birthday to myself last night as I tried many times to see my car that was obviously there but would not come out of the shadows... I have a terrible pain in my chest

A Little About Me
i realize that i have not posted anything about me on here so here it goes, my name is fallon, i was born on feb 24 1977 in Dublin Ireland. i lived in my homeland untill i was 16, i was a river dancer for the best school over their but at age 16 you were required to either sign on to a company or continue your education, i had many offers to join on but i decided that it wasnt for me, so my parents decided that it was time to check into the school of arts in New York, i was accepted and went on to be the best in my class. i decided that once i was 18 i would become a teacher, so i took my life savings with help of my parents and bought a little dance studio here. i teach every thing from exotic dancing ( adults only) to river dancing. i also volunteer my time to being a Girl scout leader and a 4H advisor. i am now trying very hard to finish my bacholers degree in criminal justice. i am married and have 3 children. one is mine by birth the other 2 consist of my niece and my stepson.

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Cause I'm Bored.
AIGHT, SO I'M GOIGN TO HOLD A NEW CONTEST. SICK OF HAVING LIKE 5 THOUSAND FRIENDS BUT GET ALMOST NO LOVE FROM ANY OF THEM?? WELL HERE'S A CONTEST FOR YOU. IT'S SIMPLE!! IT'S CALLED THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN YOUR FRIENDS!!" CONTEST. I PICK THE PIC OF YOU, LAYING THE RULE SOUT REAL SIMPLE AND EASY. MOST COMMENTS WINS. EACH RATE EQUALS A THOUSAND COMMENTS, 10 DAY COMP. WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ONE HOUR AFTER THE CONTEST ENDS. GOTTA BE REAL FRIENDS, NONE OF THIS ASKING FOR A COMMENT BOMBER FAMILY TO HELP YOU OUT BULLSHIT. IT'S A WAY FOR YOU TO PROVE ONCE AND FOR ALL THAT YOUR FRIENDS ROCK!!! GET IT? YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW I DON'T PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT, AND I LOVE HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. SO BE A BUDDY, ENTER YOUR ASS IN MY CONTEST AND LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!! LOOKING FOR 8 CONTESTANTS. MALE AND FEMALE. JUST LEMME KNOW, AND LET'S HAVE SOME FUN. WINNER GETS ONE OF EVERY BIG PIMPING GIFTS THERE IS, I'M TALKING THE YACHTS, CARS, BIKES, JEWELRY AND ALL THAT JAZZ. ON TOP OF THAT