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How Pathetic Am I?
Kay So Basically I Just Got Dumped By Cantrell Because I Didnt' Go Online And Tell Him I Couldn't Be Online Cuz I Was At The Hospital Watching My God Daughter Be Born.Now I Understand That I've Been An Extremely Seflish Person When It Comes To Myself And Cantrell But I Really Wanted To Work On It...I Meant it. And Then Fate Steps In And I Have To Go To The Hospital...GOD DAMNIT If I Could Turn Back Time I Would've Called Him. I Would've Got Online. Just So Everyone Knows I'm Seriousely Done With Love. I've Resigned To The Fact That There Really Isn't Anything Out There For Me But Friendship. I Mean Really...I Just Got Him Back And I Fucked It Up Already...I'm Mans Friend...Not Mans Love. It Just Hurts Soo Bad To Finally Realize It. I Wanna Crawl Up Into The Fetal Position And Cry Myself To Sleep. Welcome To The World Of Heartache Aubriana Nichole....My Little Angel. At Least I Have That Preciouse Face To Look At Every Day. Thank God For Life....I'm So Fucking Sorry Cantrell. It's Like

"wicked Pussycat" Danzig
Wicked Pussycat Enter those eyes split back opals There within eros is manifest Dark and light soul sworn to no one Both it's your game and you know it I like you lots now, I like you better Walking your catgirls in leashes and leather I watch you curl up into a circle Symbol of eternity, wicked pussycat Five pointed star-tail Six foot pussycat, I like the way you swing your tail Big black witch cat, yes, you cast a real strong spell Feline succubus, got your fangs inside her throat Wicked pussycat, got your girlslaves all in tow Six foot oni cat, I like the way you lick your fur Evil kittykat, what's it take to hear you purr

"mother" Danzig
Mother [Lyrics: Glenn Danzig] Mother Tell your children not to walk my way Tell your children not to hear my words What they mean What they say Mother Mother Can you keep them in the dark for life Can you hide them from the waiting world Oh mother Father Gonna take you daughter out tonight Gonna show her my world Oh father Not about to see your light But if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's like Till you're bleeding Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's Mother Tell your children not to hold my hand Tell your children not to understand Oh mother Father Do you wanna bang heads with me Do you wanna feel everything Oh father Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's like Till you're bleeding Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's Yea Not about to see your light But if

Love It Lmao
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home & ate in two minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore...whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving to West Va. , together! Have a great life alone! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you & I have been marr

Things Im Grateful For
the things im thankful for and keep me going everyday.. tho the list changes a little daily and thankfuly grows everyday. i wanted to share a little with all of you my friends... it may seem cheesey but so far its helping me deal with the day to day and things that have happend in my past...so here it goes the things that i am grateful for: All of my friend even tho i dont talk to them all the time when we do its a ton of fun For everyone that has been in and gone out of my life and teaching me new things For being able to start a bussiness and it going well in the first year For my wonderful boyfriend John(soon to be hubby) For being able to help others For other being willing to help me out For making enouph money to pay my bills and enouph to still have fun For being beautiful inside and out For being able to let my past go theres more but i dont know how many people are really going to read the whole thing but if you want to more of what im grateful fo

To My Ct Friends
I'll off CT for a week for those that know I babysit my grandkids at my daughters and well she is going on vacation next week and that means no grandkids and no comp time for me.WHICH SUCKS going to see about getting my comp or a new one up and going during the week I'm away from CT. So show your love to me while I'm gone so I know your all still out there when I get back I'll show my love back at ya all!!!! You'll be missed but be safe and enjoy your week!

Fukk Florida Stateboard!!!
grrrrr im so fukkin pissed, dumb ass mutha fukka's workin for tha state dont know how to lick a fukkin envolope,..so now my fukkin license is floatin in tha mail,...ANOTHER 7-10 bizznezz days,...WTF??...these fukkin ppl cant take 3 seconds to like sum fukkin sticky shit on an envolope n seal that bitch,...i am beyond mad,...i have been waitin for this shit for months,..first it was a retard that sent it to my address in Massachusetts,..DUUUHHHHH mutha fukka y wud i transfer it from Massachusetts to Florida if i still lived in MA.???,...r these ppl fukkin stupid??...all i wanna do is go back to fukkin work i miss my shop soooo fukkin much n all i seem to b doin is runnin into problems with these fukktards at stateboard,,...y tha fukk does Florida have assmunchers workin for statboard??...i mean really,...u cant lick tha fukkin envolpoe?...like a slip of paper tha size of my palm isnt gunna fall outta an UNsealed envolope,...c'mon retard,...grrrr yes tha website proves i have my Cosmetol

Why
Ok so i met this guy right. He was awesome. Everything I had been searching for. We spent lots of time together. Laughing, loving, sharing. There was nothing that we couldn't talk about. Shared our deepest thoughts and feelings. then one day. It all stopped. He stopped talking to me. No communication at all. He had said there was a lot going on in his life with family. I understood and offered my help. I don't know, I just don't understand why. I don't understand how loving someone can push them away from you. All I ever offered was my love. All that ever mattered was his happiness. Now I'm here, my heart in a million pieces. Makes me want to be hard and uncaring. I don't know...I'm just tired of the pain. tired of games. I want to be loved for me.

Do You Think I'm Dunb?
I have to know... do I seem like an idiot? Somebody came into my Stickam room just now. She wanted to chat on Yahoo! which, I really try to avoid unless I have had a chance to talk to you a little bit. I don't fill my Yahoo! list with "single serving friends". So, I asked for a little introduction first. The conversation went as follows. blue_smoke: How old are you? Jamie: 20 u blue_smoke: 24. Jamie: kool.. blue_smoke: Are you a student? Jamie: no Jamie: im a nurse. blue_smoke: What kind? Jamie: Just a RN. blue_smoke: What field? * Jamie left the room. * jamie joined the room. jamie: Hey what ur yahoo thing blue_smoke: What? jamie: dis thing sucks blue_smoke: What field do you work in? jamie: why u askin me Q liek that? jamie: going to cum kiil me or somethinglol? blue_smoke: To be honest... because you sound a little full of it. blue_smoke: Just an RN is not something an RN would say... jamie: Lol blue_smoke: And every RN I know is at least 22. blue_smoke: S

How To Cheat And Get Away With It
Before you freak, I would not necessarily do something like this, I just thought it was a good interest-getting tag line... You will see how it works in as the story is told. I went to Philadelphia last year with my wife to visit family. Well, things are certainly different once you enter the "city part" of Philly. The "City of Brotherly Love" definitely speaks to so many interesting things within the city. We went to the west side to visit some family and spend the weekend. Well, first of all, getting there is a chore. You can't possibly take I-95 North on Friday night - it would take about 6 hours. So instead, you have to take I-81 to the PA turnpike and the "long" way to get there, but that isn't the worst part. Once you get in the city, traffic laws become an option. That's right, I said and OPTION. A STOP sign is just a suggestion that you should probably slow down a little and see if anyone is coming and then floor it when you realize there is no one at the corner

Just Something That Came Out
I keep my paintbrush with me, Wherever I may go, In case I need to cover up, So the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you me, Afraid of what you'll do, That you might laugh or say mean things, I'm afraid I might lose you. I'd like to remove all my paint coats, To show you the real true me, But I need you to understand, I need to accept what you see.

"the Mob Goes Wild" Clutch
The Mob Goes Wild Please Allow Me To Adjust My Pants So That I May Dance The Good Time Dance And Put The Onlookers And Innocent Bystanders Into A Trance Give Disease So The Swine Will Marry And Propagate Lies. Tough Luck For Elected Officials. The Beast You See Got Fifty Eyes. Bring It On Home, Spread The Wealth. Play It Cool, The Hand's Been Dealt. Now, All The Odds Are In Our Favor. Save The Victory Speeches For Later. Streets On Fire, The Mob Goes Wild. 21 Guns, Box Made Of Pine, Letter From The Government Sealed And Signed Delivered Federal Express On Your Mother's Doorstep. Condoleeza Rice Is Nice, But I Prefer A-Roni. And That Man On The T.V. Who Speaks To The Dead, You Know That Man's A Phony. Everybody Move To Canada And Smoke Lots Of Pot. Everybody Move To Canada Right Now. Here's How We Do It: Bum Rush The Border Guard Before He And His Dog Ever Knew It. Streets On Fire, The Mob Goes Wild. 21 Guns, Box Made Of Pine, Letter From The Government Se

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
ok they are total ASS HOLES in real life but say what ya want about Oasis the Gallagher bros are great musicians and singers and this song was like the staple of my music collection throughout high school Enjoy Oasis - Wonderwall Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat, the word is on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've some

The World's Greatest By R. Kelly
DEDICATED TO ALL OF LIFE'S CHAMPIONS I am a Mountain, I am a Tall Tree, oh I am a Swift Wind Sweeping the country I am a River, Down in the valley, oh I am a Vision And I can see clearly If anybody asks you who I am, Just stand up tall, look 'em in the face and say CHORUS I'm that Star up in the sky I'm that Mountain peak up high Hey I made it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest I'm that little bit of hope When my back's against the ropes I can feel it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest I am a Giant I am an Eagle oh I am a Lion Down in the jungle I am a Marching Band I am the People oh I am a Helping Hand I am a Hero If anybody asks you who I am, Just stand up talk look 'em in the face and say CHORUS I'm that Star up in the sky I'm that Mountain peak up high Hey I made it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest I'm that little bit of hope When my back's against the ropes I can feel it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest In

The Business Proposition
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." The girl looked at him, and then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend.... so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened....? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Life lesson: Always consider a business proposit

Placate
A FORTIFIED PLACE, STRENGTHENED BY OUR SENTIMENTS. COLORED BY OUR EMOTIONS AND BUOYANT EXPRESSIONS OF AFFECTATION. OUR FORTRESS WILL ENDURE. FOR BETWEEN YOU AND I THERE IS: MENTAL AND MORAL STRENGTH, DELICATE SENSIBILITY, COURAGE, ENDURANCE, PHYSICAL STRENGTH, AND MOST OF ALL OUR FAITH. I WILL FOREVER INDULGE IN OUR FORTRESS AND YOU WILL FOREVER HOLD THE KEY TO MY SOUL. ENTANGLED AS ONE WITH YOU MY LOVE..........GOODNIGHT!

Random Quotes I Like
"whoever said nothing is impossible, never tried slamming a revolving door...." "When you lose someone, you realize just how much that person means to you, So maybe its a good thing they're gone. So you can see just how much that person means to you." -Anonymous. Guys are like port-o-potties. All the good ones are taken and all the bad ones are full of crap! -Anonymous You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted and used against you I'm in no condition to drive...wait! I shouldn't listen to myself, I'm drunk!" -Homer J. Simpson On top of a pickle relish jar: I relish the thought of meeting your buns. There is a light at the end of every tunnel....just pray it's not a train!. life isnt a garden ........ so stop being a hoe. when ya got em' by the balls...their hearts and minds will follow. Don't think of yourself as an ugly person, just a beautiful monkey. "The most powerful position is on your knees." reality is an illusion

If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time By R. Kelly
Guys, if you need to apologize to your girl, this is the song to do it. Girls, if you need to apologize to your guy, this is the song to do it! I guarantee it! How did I ever let you slip away Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more Ever since you closed the door If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine Funny, funny how time goes by And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering When every day I plead please come back to me If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine And you had enough love for the both of us But I, I, I did you wrong I admit I did But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone If I could turn, tur

She's Here
Well My Little God Daughter Aubriana Is Here. She's An Angel I Actually Got To Watch Her Be Born. Poor Kendall Was In Labor For What Seemed Like FOREVER But The End Result Was A Beautiful Little Girl...All Ten Fingers All Ten Toes. I Can Only Hope Something Like That Will Happen For Me...I Fucking DOubt It Tho.

Friends
Hay to all, ive been on here for a short time but havent talked to many im try to get new friend and met new people. i have plunty of pics and if you want anymore info about me justs ask im friendly and nice and could get along with just about anyone. my name is Donnis but my friends call me Dj. so hope to hear from anyone and hope everyone has a wonderful day. you could also find me on myspace. this my be the worsed blog but hay i had to try something right.

Are You Messy?
You Are a Little Messy You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob. You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done. Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes. You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule! Are You Messy?

Hell Explained At Last!!!
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so profound that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. - - - - - - - Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions s

Messy Or Neat
You Are a Little Messy You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob. You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done. Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes. You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule! Are You Messy?

Someone Asked Me To Throw This...now I Really Want To Win!
Hey everybody, I just got in my first big contest with one of my friends. Already had someone ask me to throw the contest so I wanna show em how good my friends really are. Yeah it's a couples contest but you only have to vote for me, the votes will be combined at the end. It' a week long so if you don't have time now you will for a while. It starts 3/9 @ 12 PST, 2CST…3 for you east coaster lol. It's based on comments so bomb away! If there's anything I can do for you let me know and I'll do my best. Untouchable And my partner Fxylil_Rebel_Kitty

A Pale Blue Dot
From: http://www.bigskyastroclub.org/pale_blue_dot.htm Preface: On October 13, 1994, the famous astronomer Carl Sagan was delivering a public lecture at his own university of Cornell. During that lecture, he presented this photo: The photo above was taken by Voyager 1 in 1990 as it sailed away from Earth, more than 4 billion miles in the distance. Having completed it primary mission, Voyager at that time was on its way out of the Solar System, on a trajectory of approximately 32 degrees above the plane of the Solar System. Ground Control issued a command for the distant space craft to turn around and, looking back, take photos of each of the planets it had visited. From Voyager's vast distance, the Earth was captured as a infinitesimal point of light (between the two white tick marks), actually smaller than a single pixel of the photo. The image was taken with a narrow angle camera lens, with the Sun quite close to the field of view. Quite by accident, the Earth was captu

Friday 10
1.How do you know when it's time to stop writing new material and whittle down what you've written to an albums worth of material? Well, we kind of wanted to have 20 to choose from. & we are getting pretty close to that. I'd say half of the record is completely finished the other half is getting closer all the time. 2.Do you have any advice for me about writing my own music? Just write what you know and love. Approach your writing with fearlessness and conviction. 3.Do you keep in touch with Jason, Shorty & Smalls anymore? Yes, I do. In fact, I spoke to Shorty day or so ago. He seems very happy and was at one of our show not to long ago. He got on stage to jam for old time's sake. 4.I feel like I have hole in MY personality. How did you pass by this episode? For me, it was all about self acceptance instead of self criticism. Things do change with time. 5.Dave, would you consider having a webcam say in the studio? Absolutely. We have already discussed it. We

Monday 10
Monday 10 1.Do you have a daily practice routine on guitar? Not really, but we rehearse so much that I get it all in then. When I pick up the guitar its mostly to write songs. 2. Are you only playing LSR songs at the upcoming show? Yeah, it will be all LSR. Maybe a few covers but no songs from our old bands. 3. Dave, what kind of recording equipment do you have at home? I have a pro-tools mbox for my laptop. Thats about it. 4. Dave do you have a certain song you like to 'shag' to? Inquiring minds want to know....lol Hmmm...I sure almost anything is great in the moment. Nine Inch Nails maybe... 5. tell me, would it be a faux pas to wear it (Frickin'A shirt) to LSR show??? Not at all. 6. What Cd is in your car stereo right now? None I listen to my iPod in my car. Wait I take that back there is a new song demo c.d. in my car... 7. How do you take your coffee? White Chocolate Mocha from starbucks... 8. How do you avoid the perils of junk food

Banoffee Pie
Banoffee Pie The word banoffee is a combination of "banana" and "toffee." This fun-to-eat banoffee treat goes even further by adding a sweet and crunchy crust made with toasted pecans and graham cracker crumbs. Enjoy! Servings: 12 Ingredients: Crust * 1 cup graham cracker cookie crumbs * 1/2 cup pecans, toasted, finely chopped * 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted * 2 tablespoons packed brown sugar Filling * 2 (13.4-ounce) cans dulce de leche (caramelized sweetened condensed milk) * 4 large bananas * 1 cup heavy cream * 1 tablespoon confectioners' sugar * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract Directions: For the crust: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. In a bowl, mix the crumbs, pecans, butter and brown sugar. With the back of a spoon, press onto the bottom and 1 inch up the sides of a 9 1/2-inch springform pan. Bake for 10 minutes. Cool on a wire rack. For the filling: Spoon the dulce de leche into the cooled c

Survivor By Destiny's Child
(Verse 1) Now that you are out of my life, I'm so much better, You thought that I'd be weak without ya, But I'm stronger, You thought that I'd be broke without ya, But I'm richer, You thought that I'd be sad without ya, I laugh harder, You thought I wouldn't grow without ya, Now I'm wiser, You thought that I'd be helpless without ya, But I'm smarter, You thought that I'd be stressed without ya, But I'm chillin' You thought I wouldn't sell without ya, Sold nine million. [Chorus] I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gonna give up (what), I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gonna work harder (what), I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what), I will survive (what), Keep on survivin' (what), I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gonna give up (what), I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gonna work harder (what), I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what), I will survive (what), Keep on survivin' (what). (Verse 2) Thought I couldn't breathe without you, I'm inhalin'

What.kind.of.boyfriend.are.you? (quiz)
You scored as Sweet && Understanding. You are sweet && understanding. You love your gf and show it! you know about her and she has a smile on her face everyday thanks to you. --She is one lucky girl!

One Hot Night
It was hot. It was late. Everyone in the house was asleep but you. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t talk yourself into going to sleep. You got up. You put on that flannel shirt that only seemed to have one button that fastened near your belly button. You had it hidden in the bottom of the dresser and only put it on when you wanted to feel sexy. A boy you knew in high school had left it under your bed one day when he had to make a quick exit out of the window before your Mom caught you. You had cut off the sleeves because they were too long. It brought your mind back to a time when sex was fun, and carefree. Your husband hadn’t touched you in a month because of the usual reasons, too tired or too much to drink or both. You slipped into some flip-flops and made your way downstairs. You grabbed a diet coke out of the fridge and stepped out on to the back porch. It was cooler there. You longed to be free of this, this life that felt like a prison sometimes. You t

"i Miss You Daddy"
Last night, my youngest daughter was using my pc while I was outside doing the laundry. When I returned inside, I was bum-rushed by all of my kids with hugs and kisses. It looked as if they had just finished crying, so I asked what had happened. I was told that they had all just watched this video, and that they wanted me to see it. I was kinda busy so I asked my daughter to write down the link for me. I didn't get to watch this until a few moments ago. I cried all the way through. I never heard of this video before, and apparently it's been around for quite awhile. Although it was made as a tribute to the parents lost in the 9/11 incident, it made me reminisce about my dad, who I lost by a heart attack 1 years ago. What really touched me was the fact that my kids were so moved by this and had me in their thoughts while watching this. My kids are my world, and for the life of me, I can not understand why some fathers (and mothers) refuse to do right by their kids. Forget about no

People...
Hi all. well just a quicl line about my earache. Since seeing the doc and getting the right advice my ear finally appears to be getting better. It is still quite sore and ache a little but it is WAY better than i was. Thanks to all who sent me gifts and messages,it cheered me up no end so thanks. Anyway....i have already wrote about the joys i had with my 1st time of MUMM'S. Well i have been a regular to this now, i'm even doing a bit at college to peoples responses and comments. i love it, it is so interesting to hear people views as they can be so different from mine...which is all good. Of course you do get the haters who say you are only doing it for the points...whatever trevor as we say in england. if i needed the points or bucks i wouldn't waste bucks putting them up would i duh. And it don't matter how many times i tell them it is for college, some people don't believe. Well to them people...KISS MY ASS.. i know im telling the truth and dont need your approval anyways. Any

Tgif
I am sooooo glad it is finally Friday. It's always good when the weekend gets here. It is suppose to be close to 60 today, but you'd sure not know it by the way it feels right now. It's about 48, but it has been raining since I've been up, the sky all cloudy and grey. Not the idea 60 dgree day we're suppose to have. A little sunshine would be preferred, over the rain. I'm not sure if it's suppose to do this all day or not. It would be nice if the sun would decide to peek out, at least sometime before the day is over. That would be the 60 seem much better, rather than all this cold, damp and gloomy stuff I'm having to look at now. Landon will be stopping by after he gets off work to get Moriah. She works this weekend, so it's back out to Landon's for the next couple of days. It's been almost a yr. now, that she's been working at Mc Donald's, and she has really enjoyed it. We're really proud of her that she's stuck with this, considering it was her first ever job. Y

Order Avon Online
avon.com shop online w/rep Last Name: Youngs State: NY Heather Youngs Shop Simple as that... set up an account and have the items shipped directly to you... I get credit and you get great deals and beautiful items!!

Stand Up For Love By Destiny's Child
This is dedicated to all the children who went through what I did, and to those who are still going through it. May God bless and keep you all! God loves you and so do I. Ernest "King of Hearts" Bethea Beyoncé There are times I find it hard to sleep at night We are living through such troubled times And every child that reaches out for someone to hold For one moment they become my own And how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on? When every second, and every minute another soul is gone? And I believe that in my life I will see(oh yea) An end to hopelessness, of giving up, of suffering CHORUS If we all stand together this one time Then no one wil be left behind Stand up for life Stand up and hear me sing Stand up for love Kelly I'm inspired and hopeful each and everyday That's how I know that things are gonna change So how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on? When every second, with every minute another soul is gone

Two More Days...
only two more days left of packing time before we start shoving stuff into the uhaul... we are SOOOO not ready lol.. at least we'll be getting rid of amaya tomorrow, taking her to my mom's so that we can tear down her room and get it packed up. i'm getting so antsy and excited to be moved into the new house.

Over It
I'm over your lies, and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me, when you know I'm not okay. You call me at night, and I pick up the phone. And then you be telling me, I know your not alone. ohh.. That's why (your eyes) I'm over it (your smile) I'm over it (realize) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over.. Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, its my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it.. I'm over your hands, and I'm over your mouth. Trying to drag me down, and fill me with self-doubt. ohh.. That's why, (your words) I'm over it (so sure) I'm over it (I'm not your girl) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over... Don't call, don't come by, ain't no use, don't ask me why, you'll never change, there'll be no more crying in the rain. I'm so over it.... I'm over it.... Music Video Codes By Mus

Waited
I HAVE WAITED FOR YOU HERE ALWAYS IN THIS FIXED PLACE SEPARATED FROM ALL THE WORLD A FEELING I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE THEAT WE WERE ALWAYS HERE TOGETHER AND WILL REMAIN FOREVERR. A SAD SMILE YET JOYFUL, SURE EYES GLISTENING FACES WET WITH TEARS OF LOVE, OF LOSS, THE KINDS THAT HEAL WE MEET FOREVER NEXT TO THE FOUNTAIN OF THE BLIND AND SEE OUR REFLECTION IN A CIRCLE OF PURE GOLD.

There Is Something My Heart Dares Not Speak.
There is something my heart dares not speak. A love so unrequited, as too never be mentioned by either heart. A white elephant of love; that will never be acknowledged, nor shall it disappear. For a bond, a tether links these two, ill fated lovers- Banished, for all time, to a world, of stolen glances and Nano second touches; that etch into the fiber of the soul. A bur; both painful and divine: Ecstasy forever remembered from a simple brush of fingertips upon my skin; A passing, happening, of chance that eternally bound two souls…unable to speak of the fire, that by one touch; combined their hearts forever.

Everyone's Invited 18 And Over! April 28!
Hey everyone i am having a party! April 28, 2007 The Luna Ballroom 131 19th street Melrose Park, IL 8:30 - 1am 10.00 cover For more info see: chicagobbw.com Hope to see ya there! Kim

My Boys
My two stepsons are the best kids in the world! Kevin Jr. is 10 and Christopher is going to be 9 in April. I wasn't really prepared to become an istant mom at the age of 18 when I married my husband, but it was worth it. Every time they come over my usually boring house comes to life it seems...lol. Yah sure they are little brats, but they are the kind ya just gotta love. I have pics on my page here of them and I will be adding more pics as soon as I can.

Ensign: We Offer What We've Been Given
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 9 March 2007 What is forgiveness, exactly? As one person to another, I'd have to say that all I know about forgiveness is I'm not good at it. Limited in our perspective as human beings, we can't separate a person from their sins against us (or even ourselves from our sins) like God can: "as far as the east is from the west". Who among us doesn't like recognition for what we've done, especially when we've been "big" enough to offer our hand to them? There's the rub: our forgiveness of others can and often does go unrecognized by others, especially by people who don't care much for us or people who take us for granted. "God, I leave this in your hands" -- next to "I love you" or "I'm sorry", that could contend for the hardest phrase to say in the English language. In this age of high-spe

Ok Let Have Fun
OK i seen this on my friend Mels Blog so I thought I would put I up and let everyone have some fun.... So you all know I made it out with all my hair (LOL) ... All the kids are going home with the moms and dads..We had a good time..Hugs N Kisses Queen Jelly 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ?: 4. Do you think I'm hot?: 5. Would you have sex with me?: 6. lights on or off?: 7. Would you have to be drunk?: 8. Would you take a shower with me?: 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?: 10. Would you leave after or stay the night?: 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?: 12. Condom or skin?: 13. Do you give Oral pleasures?: 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?: 15. Have sex on the first date?: 16. Would you kiss me during sex?: 17. Do you think I would be good in bed?: 18. Three sum?: 19. Anal yes/no?: 20. How many times would you like to cum?: 21. Would you use me as a booty call?:

True Friendship
True Friendship True friendship are for life until the end They're more than special They're your bestest friends. They're the one's you can go to when your in despair The ones that'll help you even when you got gum in your hair! They're the ones who'll laugh and go laughing with you all through the night The ones who'll help you Help you with all their might. To have a good friend you have to be one So be nice to one another So you can be friends forever and thats how to the best FRIEND YOU CAN BE!!

Good One For 300
300 the movie, my daily bible verse: From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members? Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts. James 4:1-3

Iaff Letter On Rudy Giuliani
On March 14, 2007, the IAFF will host the first bi-partisan Presidential Forum of the 2008 election cycle. No other union and very few organizations has the credibility and respect to attract top-tier candidates from both political parties. The lineup of speakers who have agreed to participate in our Forum is truly a testament to our great union and the reputation we have built as a powerful political force and a coveted endorsement. John Edwards, John McCain, Barack Obama, Chuck Hagel, Hillary Clinton, Chris Dodd, Joe Biden, Duncan Hunter and seven other candidates will make their case before the 1,000 delegates who will be attending the Forum and to our entire membership via same-day broadcast on our web site. Early on, the IAFF made a decision to invite all serious candidates from both political parties — except one: former New York Mayor Rudy Giuliani. We made this decision after considerable soul-searching and close consultation with our two New York City affiliates, t

The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is

Please Leave Me A Voice Message
I would LOVE 2 hear ALLLLL My Friends Voice's so PLEASE call the # below and start talking, Its ALLLL FREE Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *1986880. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com

Let's Raise Some Hell
My name is Shelby Kaine and I have created a website www.superstarblvd.com and I did it to just raise some hell. It is about anything and anybody. We talk about Hollywood, New York, and everything in between. But I need your help. I was just recently diagonosed with diabetic neuropathy in both legs and in two weeks I go into a wheelchair. So I want to have the best website, I currently get 15,000 hits a day. With the presidential election coming up I imagine you guys can find something to find out. I want rumors from all over, so if you have a inside connection use it. You can even use a pen name...just mke sure that it is true. I do not have the money to defend against a law suit about a lie. So lets gets this party started.

Women ! Know Your Value
WOMEN ! KNOW YOUR VALUE This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book Where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman Cry, because God counts her tears . The womanCame out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be Walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but From the side to be equal. Under the arm to be Protected, and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know.. And to men so they know the value of a woman.

Pledge Allegiance
~I~ me, an individual, a committee of one. ~Pledge~ dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. ~ Allegiance~ my love and my devotion. ~To the flag~ our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! ~United ~ that means that we have all come together. ~States~ individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country. ~And to the republic~ a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the people to the leaders, not from the leaders to the people. ~For which it stands, one nation~ one nation, meaning "so blessed by God" ~Indivisible~ incapable of being divided.

Kid With Pet Contest!
~~ Kid with pet contest ~~ I need kids with pet pics for my contest! Most comments wins! you can comment bomb ur own pic! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=3945380096" target=_blank> with 1 comment 5th Kid is...... with 1 comment 2 gifts each winner! Send me ur pic to my inbox and i will add you in the contest! Contest will start 3/9 thur 3/16 Thanks Maria click pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria ~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

Get Over It Day
Friday----You know what???? Today s get over it day,so if you need to get over something or someone else you know needs to get over something remember the words I say,And use them in your conversatrion today,AND JUST GET OVER IT,....YOULL FEEL BETTER.

Hollywood Music Tv Is Free
Everyone that wants to be a part of HMTV can have a FREE! profile Independent bands/artists,music fans. We encourage you to come check us out and join Hollywood Music @ http://www.hollywoodmusic.tv/ Once you set up a free profile at Hollywood Music TV your Fans and Street Teams can continue to support your band at the forum sites at Hollywood Music Tv by spreading the word out about your band. Our NEW website was launched on November 11th, 2006 and please note If you're a band and you want our company to come out and check you out, then lets start by you following the steps below. Here's how it works: We will help you by offering you FREE PROFILE and Media to help get your band noticed to our world wide network. We also have developed Affiliate Partnership with CD Baby & Zazzle, now offering you the ability to also sell your music and merch right from your Hollywood Music TV profile. We only do Interviews covering Independent bands and air Music Videos on Hollywood Mus

Hello To All
I promise I will figure out what all this is about and how to do things on here as long as you all can be patient with me...be gentle I'm new lol Thank-you to all who have started me out and chatted with me...I can't wait to explore more and get to know more..

Questions
Please take a few moments to answer these for me please, you can post here or send me a message. What is it you want in life? What do you look for in a partner? What keeps you held back in life? What strives you to do better? What is your main goal? What makes you happy? What makes you sad? What is your Favorite past time? What do you think of when you see your soulmate? What is your fantasy(non sexual)? What is your geatest fear in life? What is your great achievement? Please take the time and answer this and please send me a message with your answer. my plan is to take all my answer received and and write something on it. I will not use anyone names. All will remain secret to me. When I write I take things from real life and express them in the way i see things.

More Strange Items....
Seems the River City Bagel & Bakery in Boise, Idaho, has an interesting marketing plan. See for yourself: Federal prosecutors are seeking to gag a professional madam. Don't they know that costs extra? So YOU Thought Your Kink was weird... Mechanic Chris Donald loves his work — he has sex with CARS. Chris, 38, has a recognised psychological condition that makes him physically attracted to motors. He has had sex with more than 30 different models in 20 years — plus two motorboats and a pal’s JETSKI. Chris said: “It’s all about imagination and creativity. There’s more to car love than exhaust pipes. Stroking the body panels and delicate touching makes excellent foreplay.” And he bragged: “I did have the exhausts custom made for one car because they were too small. I had them widened and rounded. “The firm never asked why — but I loved the view while she was up on the ramp and they were working on her. I love all aspects of cars. Some people even like to taste mecha

I Want To Conquer The World!
Hey Brother Christian with your high and might errand Your actions speak so loud I can't hear a word you're saying Hey Sister Bleeding Heart with all of your compassion Your labours soothe the hurt but can't aswage temptation Hey man of science with your perfect rules of measure Can you improve this place with the data that you gather? Hey Mother Mercy can your loins bear fruit forever? Is your fecundity a trammel or a treasure? And I wanna conquer the world Give all the idiots a brand new religion Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness, and toil Promote equality in all of my decisions With a quick wink of the eye, and a "God you must be joking!" Hey mister Diplomat with your worldly aspirations Did you see your children cry when you left them at the station? Hey Moral Soldier, you've got righteous proclamations And precious tomes to fuel your pulpy conflagrations And I wanna conquer the world Give all the idiots a brand new religion Put an end to poverty, unc

Chapter 1
Souls of the Dead Chapter.1 Tom’s Love. It was a time of death and war, no one was safe, the world’s life is set on one man and that man’s name is Tom Rage Fire, a man that is half demon and half human. He is only 16 years old but is the only person that can save the world. April 10, 1993 (300 years before the war) Tom went to school he is only 14 right now. He has one teacher and his name is Scott, a nice teacher and tall with an Iron fist. He Walk up to Tom Giving him a hand shake. “Hey, Scott how is you today?” Said Tome taking his hand back. “Good, Tom you do your Homework?” Scott said greetings other students in class. “Uh, yeah here you go.” Tom handed Scott his packet on Germen History. Scott Looks through the Packet and Looks at Tom, “You know you could do better.” Tom looks down, “Yeah I know but something came up so I had to rush the paper.” “What came up?” “My mother is in the hospital.” Said Tom with one Tear going down his face. “I see,”

Waiting On Time
Time is a vaulble thing. Somepeople take time for granted and others use it to there advantage. There is a time and place for all things that take place in life. There is a time and place to cry, love, sadness, happiness, and other life things that come before you. Only you know when the right time is for these things to take place. Some people let time or people get away from them. There are times you must learn to let things or people get away from your and then there are times when you have to take a hold of what you have. Some people think that time will come to us. When in fact it is getting away from you. I have learned in my years of living that everythign that you come across may not be at the right time. I have let some things or people get away from me and I have held on to some as well. Some may have been a mistake to other people's views but what is the saying "Live and Learn, Take the risks, etc....". I have been through alot in my time, I have seen and been through al

Check Out The Jade
HI!! Hey, a new track King's Cross has been added on TJ profile. This is for the people who haven’t heard the song yet -hope you dig it!! Check out the lyrics as well, (King’s Cross-London) Ok!! Take cares, folks !! jann/TJ Visit THE JADE: www.myspace.com/thejadenet Also here's the interview with Eurobands: TJ INTERVIEW

Check Out Morian
Morian’s debut single “Away From The Sun” is now on stores in Finland for the ridiculous price on one euro! Go get it if you already haven´t! If you´re not in Finland you can order the single for a great price (Yeah, 1 fucking euro!) at : Recordshop X Order your cd-single today and come join the Official Forums for all the latest on Morian! Sign up and have fun! a>

Fundraising Bowl-a-thon For Bullies!
Here we go again!!! We are booked for Saturday, May 12th (so thats TONS of notice folks:) from 2pm-5pm at the Bowlerama Royale in London (ONTARIO) for our 2nd Annual London Bowl-A-Thon. Last year was a HUGE success!!! We raised over $5000, had a pretty good turn out, tons of fun, prizes, etc. We NEED the same this year! Not just to make a much needed contribution to the legal defense fund, but to continue to be able to fund our rescue efforts. (currently the dogs in the system are being cared from with $$$ for our personal pocketbooks). I will take ANY and ALL help . . .can you solicit a donation or two? Maybe ask your local pets store if they want to donate some treats or a couple toys . . .whatever you can think of. Even if you aren't going ot be able to make it to bowl, that doesn't mean you can't collect pledges - we'll still enter you for a door prize! This will be the only bowl-a-thon so those outside the city we WELCOME you to attend!!! And really hope you do! An

Day Eleven Album Release
Day Eleven will preview their new album on their MySpace starting Saturday, 03.10. They will put up a couple of songs with the band’s own comments for 2 days, then change to the next tracks so you will hear the whole album before its release. Day Eleven’s 2nd album, Sleepwalkers, will hit stores in Finland next Wednesday, 03.14. This bulletin is brought to you by: *Please Repost*

Thought To Ponder In 2007
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and People take Prozac to make it normal. AN

4 Months To Go
Ok so this is my first blog post. Let me catch you up on my life. If you read my profile you'll already know that I'm a Navy wife. And if you know anything about the military you realize that we don't stay in one place for very long. We have been stationed in Gulfport for a little over 2 years. On New Year's Eve we FINALLY got our orders to San Diego cut. So now I am in the planning stages of our big move. So many things to plan and arrange........it's really a headache. But I am soooo excited about going to Cali. If any San Diego cherries out there have any recomendations for me about that lovely city send me a message! So, approx 4 months to go and I can't wait!

Omfg Cleanin My Lists Right Out.
my blog b4 this i posted a thing where i am in a contest......five rates and twelve comments, comments are from 3 peeps.......as it is i have grown really fucking bored of ct...to many peeps are like children on here and others all about points and out of my over one thousand friends, very select few i wld consider keeping when i leave here, i am sure they know who they are, other then that i am sooooo done with this site, don't even ask me for favors when i pop on once in a blue moon cause the return i have had for favors i have done, it wld take more then u to brown nose for me to show anyone other then the select few JACK SHIT....peace i am outty. CT peeps really don't know what the word friends means. IF YA KNOW I DON'T TALK TO YA CAUSE U DON'T TALK TO ME DELETE ME FROM FRIENDS....."THANX"

Blind Bull Mastiff Girl In San Diego Deserves Second Chance
This dog doesn't have a name, she came into the shelter as a stray after being hit by a car, miraculously surviving serious trauma to her head. She didn't escape unharmed though, as her eyes have been injured to the point of causing blindness and are bulged and bloody. Despite this she's got an amazing temperament with people, is a staff and volunteer favorite, and has even learned quite a few commands during brief training sessions while out on walks around the shelter. She only has a few more days before she runs out of time -- she can't be directly adopted in her condition, and no rescues have stepped forward. The shelter is at a loss to help beyond their means. Please, if you can help, contact DONNA HIRTRITER directly at 760-743-6874 or dustilu@aol.com This girl is amazingly resilient, young and otherwise in good physical condition. If these photos don't tug at your heart strings, then I don't know what will...

Plus Some Stuff About Gom
Ok so most of you myspacers have me on your page 2 times!! One for my GOM and modleing page then for my personal peeps!! SO I am in talks with a band to sign them on w/ GOM. Cross your fingers and say a prayer!! I want this!! Fuck that I need this! I wont give up! out of about a dozen or 2 bands that i have emailed only 2 have emailed me back and 1 is out in SC. Plus they quit replying to my emails. So yeah I need them to give two squirts of piss about GOM!! On a different note!! My ex dani and I are becoming better friends again!! Im pretty geeked!! xo's amber

Adorable Bella To Be Killed In La - Momma Dog Left To Die !!
PLEASE CALL SOUTH LA POUND IMMEDIATELY AT 213/485-0214, 485-0227, 485-0303, 485-0117, OR 485-0119, IF YOU CAN HELP THIS POOR ANGEL. PHONES ARE ANSWERED 24/7, GET THE NAME OF THE PERSON YOU SPEAK WITH. Precious, gorgeous young Bella is "RED-LISTED", WHICH MEANS THE POUND WILL KILL HER AT ANY MOMENT. There is no telling which day, which hour she will be killed, since the pound refuses to give any notice. The pound is EMPTY, there is no excuse for the pound killing. Please don't let perfect angel Bella die, save her NOW, or this incredible pet will be dead at any moment. To see all the dogs on the "red list" and the "green list" at the South LA pound (and all the 6 LAAS pounds) go to http://www.laanimalservices.com/NewHopeDogList.htm. For the list of all the cats being killed by the LAAS pounds, go to http://www.laanimalservices.com/NewHopeCatList.htm. Please save this poor angel NOW, or it will be too late--don't let the pound get away with slaughtering precious Be

Bbblllaaahhh
Well, i can't sleep. I was Asleep. But now I'm not. It bites. I am tired, I am sleepy. I am CRANKY... and damnit, i just wanna be asleep!!!! IS IT GONNA HAPPEN??? Probably not. Ya know what i was just thinking about. I really dislike pop tarts. Ugh. Icky things. Right now, I need to pick and chose my words carefully... but I have never been so, confused, sad, hurt, angered, and near tears in my entire life. Although I brought it on myself.... But still... I suck at reactions to things. I get so sick of being blamed for everything. EVERYONE says "I'm sorry but you did this first". Why can't people just say sorry, and why they are sorry? I did. I was suprised. I made a concious effort to leave out the "but u were being a dick" shit, and jut said sorry... in return, i got, "well i'm sorry but..." and after attempting to explain my pain, which i am not good at, get told, well you started it... it's like, oh oh oh, progress progress... and, a wall. Why is it when I try so hard to do s

Big Kitty Bulletin..please Pass Around...
New Hampshire Kitties Round 2 3/9 more 2 come Dottie: Hi, my name is Dottie and I'm looking for a family to adopt me that enjoys having a cat who likes to be involved with family activities. I'm not one of those cats who just sits on a shelf somewhere. I like to be in the middle of whatever's going on. You're working on the computer? Let me press the keys. Reading the paper? I'll hold the pages down for you. Watching TV? I'll just plop in your lap so you can pet me while you're watching. I love an orderly household so I'm willing to help you with all your chores PLUS I'll help you relax when we're done. You'll wonder how you ever managed without me!VIEW PROFILE TwiggyOne-and-a-half year old TWIGGY is utterly stylish with his black coat with white tuxedo and boots. He simply epitomizes today’s up-and-coming cat. He is charming and energetic, a magnetic personality that helps him get along with both cats and dogs. He exhibits caution in new situations, but once he gets his paws u

If Restaurants Functioned Like Microsoft...
If Restaurants Functioned Like Microsoft... Patron: Waiter! Waiter: Hi, my name is Bill, and I'll be your Support waiter. Waiter. What seems to be the problem? Patron: There's a fly in my soup! Waiter: Try again, maybe the fly won't be there this time. Patron: No, it's still there. Waiter: Maybe it's the way you're using the soup. Try eating it with a fork instead. Patron: Even when I use the fork, the fly is still there. Waiter: Maybe the soup is incompatible with the bowl. What kind of bowl are you using? Patron: A SOUP bowl! Waiter: Hmmm, that should work. Maybe it's a configuration problem. How was the bowl set up? Patron: You brought it to me on a saucer. What has that to do with the fly in my soup?! Waiter: Can you remember everything you did before you noticed the fly in your soup? Patron: I sat down and ordered the Soup of the Day! Waiter: Have you considered upgrading to the latest Soup of the Day? Patron: You have more than one Soup of the Day eac

Luna Spent Her Life On 3-ft. Chain...neglected...
This is a CROSSPOST for Animal Action Rescue. If you can help, please contact Chrissy at the email address below. DO NOT CONTACT US PLEASE. Thank you!!! Before posting this, I sat here for an hour, struggling to find the words that would express the desperation of Luna's situation. How do I make this story stand out when there are so many others? Then I realized...her story itself will tell what needs to be told, and will ensure she gets the help she needs. I urge you to take the time to read her story below, and to then do whatever you can to help. Luna was born at a dog hoarder's house (30+ dogs). Luna, who is now three, has been on the same 2 foot chain in the exact same spot since she was two months old. She has never been off the chain.. never! She sat in mud puddles so long that her skin has a fungal infection. She could not move around enough so that her nails would wear down. As she was chained there, for nearly three whole years, she was slowly going

Why Should You Adopt Or Rescue A Shelter Pet?
Here are 8 good reasons: 1. Save a Life, Literally 5-10 million shelter animals die each year because there are not enough homes. Every animal that is born, intentionally or accidentally, takes a potential home from a wonderful animal that already exists. If you want a pet, go to your local shelter and pick out a new friend that needs to be saved before it becomes a statistic. 2. Stopping Puppy Mills and Backyard Breeders If you buy from a pet store supplied by puppy mills or backyard breeders, you are directly responsible for keeping them in business. Without demand, there is no need for supply. Puppy mills and backyard breeders exist today and in your community. Pet stores are not required to truthfully tell you where they get their animals. 3. What You See is What You Get Shelters are full of adults, so you know what you are getting. You know exactly how big the animal will get, how much they will shed, and what their personality will be like. Many

Don't Disturb This Groove By The System
I'm in Heaven Pay attention are you listening You're my favorite girl Excuse me for the moment I'm in another world On a mountain by a fountain Flowers blooming everywhere With Venus and Cupid The picture's very clear Hang the sign upon the door say don't disturb this groove Just a way to say that I'm so into you And the feelings so real don't disturb this groove Erotic whispers for the listener Let the music fill the air Excuse me for the momemnt I'm at a lost for words By election, sheer perfection As if these eyese would care Your heart is in the right place So don't you go and change Baby over and over The passion starts again You're my lollipops and everything You're my little taste of sin Causing fire and desire in this mortal soul to live Till the angels fall from Heaven And the day the earth stands still Hang a sign upon the door it says don't disturb this groove Just a way to say that I'm so into you And the feeli

My Cherrytap Thoughts
I've had people help me through cherrytap in my time of being here and i would like to thank all of those who have...muchly appreciated. Someone i would realy like to thank is a certain person that has had my back when i've been stuck. She realy knows her way around this site and is pretty damn good with assisting other members. This person never sleeps and is always helping out in the lounges. as not being a bouncer and going out of her way i would like to thank you for that...you know who you are buttonsssss lol. Here are a few people i would like to thank: Missy Buttons Kinky Phantom Juicy> Insanity And more... You guys rock!!

Turn Around
When it all seems hopless, you feel like walking away, hope you will remember, you are the sunlight in my day, in your heart you know, I love and need you, you lighten my load, you are my best friend, I do love you so, you are my world, and so much more, the most beautiful lady, I have ever known, without your love, my heart would turn to stone, before you walk out, there is just one thing I ask, listen to your heart, and just Turn Around... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Sissy Made Good News!
Finding A Connection With Youth Kieren Sell South Washington County Bulletin Published Wednesday, March 07, 2007 St. Paul Park resident Michelle Schaeppi has read all the Harry Potter books, listens to music on her iPod, has her own MySpace page and is fluent in the language of text messaging. As the youth director at All Saints Lutheran Church in Cottage Grove, Schaeppi considers it part of her job. “You can’t be a good mentor to kids if you don’t know what they’re exposed to,” Schaeppi said. But being a youth director was not something Schaeppi planned, nor is it her first career. For 10 years, Schaeppi worked as a legal editor for Thompson West, a publishing company in Eagan. Schaeppi was volunteering part-time with the youth program at All Saints when the job as youth director opened up, and she knew it was the right place for her. “I liked my job at West,” Schaeppi said. “But it didn’t leave me fulfilled. “It’s one thing to have a career, but this is a lif

I Wonder If His Owner Only Ate Once A Week
I wonder if his owner only ate once a week!! Notes: This poor boy has not a mean bone in his body...guess he thinks its normal to feel growling in the stomach at all times!! He had a buddy that came in with him who has found rescue- but this boy still needs help!! He deserves a great home or rescue to show him love and care for the first time in his life! He is so trusting and its so sad to see this. If you can help this guy contact the shelter at 304-425-2838 12:00-6:00pm I'm a good dog, I am not angry at anyone, I'm sure no one meant to make me so skinny, I can be a good boy but they say things aren't looking good for me- I don't know why there is food here! Will you help me? I want to make you happy and love you. Will you love me too? And give me some kibble? Mercer County Humane Society area/shelter picsPrinceton, WV304-425-2838 thank you for tuning in...please repost, fwd to someone, or consider adopting an animal in need

What A Day...
Just a quick note to tell my friends hello and I miss you all...what a week it has been!! Anyway with yesterday being joannes 4th birthday and today being the celebration day my week is going to finish as busy as it started. Everyone have a safe and fun weekend and I'll try to be on next week. brightest blessings!

Trumbull County Dog Pound, Ohio Urgent!!! Please Help!
URGENT! Trumbull County Dog Pound Warren, Ohio Boxer/Lab Mix Male 4-5 Yrs Very friendly and playful! Mommy got to meet him yesterday and says he deserves endless hugs like we get! VIEW PROFILE The pound gasses on Tues. and Thurs.... Please help us find a home or rescue ASAP! Lotsa Love & Kisses Caesar & Chloe

Today's Trying Times Are Tomorrow's "good Old Days"
The past is where you find it. Recently, a friend with an interest in local history picked up at a flea market an old account book for a nearby village's store--at a time the old accounts were recorded, a typical general store for a tiny community well back in the foothills. The book gives a uniquely detailed view of that community and its economy in 1842-43. The store accounts are kept in a fat, suede-covered ledger in a beautiful, ornate hand that looks more like the Declaration of Independence than a prosaic tally of nickels and dimes. The book has 452 pages, recording something like 6,000 transactions, remarkable chiefly in their diversity. This little store sold pretty much everything: nails, snuff, horseshoes, shot, calico, rum, shoe leather, baking soda, salt, scythe snathes, axe helves, butter, paint, pots and pans, baskets, panama hats, soap, oranges, tea, cloves, buttons, thread, molasses, oxbows, turpentine, whale oil, shingles. The village store was not a place w

Ugh!
I have been craving a cig for the past few days, which might explain my moodiness, and headaches. I have not had one in about 2-3 years. Luckily I'm broke and can't afford to go out to the corner store and buy a pack of smokes. :(

About Kids
i live in wheeling, west virginia and i have children...a 15 year old daughter and a 9 year old son... recently there have been a rash of attempted child abductions and one was successful but her abductor let her go after he raped her and she was only 11 years old... i am as proud of my kids as any other parent but why do people post pics of their kids on the net? i think it is asking for trouble...the ones that post pics of their kids should not put where they are...leave it annonymous the US is a big place or don't put anything at all...the world is even bigger! just my thoughts

Sad But True
THE INDIAN HAS BEEN OUT THERE IN THE GHETTO,ON THE RESERVATION FOR A LONG LONG TIME. WE HAVE EXISTED WITHOUT FOOD,CLOTHING,SHELTER.OR MEDICINE TO NAME BUT A FEW . IN THEIR PLACE WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN MALNUTRITION,POVERTY,DISEASE,SUICIDE, AND BEAURUCRATIC PROMISES OF A BETTER TOMORROW MAY YOUR GOD FORGIVE YOU, THE TREAMENT OF OUR PEOPLE HAS BEEN A NATIONAL TRAGEDY AND DISGRACE BUT TIME HAS COME TO PUT AN END TO THAT DISGRACE ALCATRAZ, FORT LAWTON WHATEVER NECESSARY. WE MUST NOW MANAGE OUR OWN AFFAIRS CONTROL OUR OWN LIVES, AND THROUGH IT ALL REMAIN TO BE.... ........THE TRUE AMERICAN........ NEVER TRY TO JUDGE OR DEMEAN PEOPLE UNTIL YOU FIND NO FAULT WITH THE PERSON IN THE MIRROR!

3/9 New Faces Added To Maxed Out Shelter!! ~ Athens, Ga
How would you like to wake up to be lead to a gas chamber? Athens Clarke County Animal Control This listing is current as of MARCH 9th "We are UNBELIEVABLY full at Animal Control. Every dog on this page is desperate at this point and in extreme danger. Please, PLEASE come by and you will quite literally save a life!!" NEW FACES ADDED & MANY ARE VERY URGENT OWNER SURRENDERS MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME HOME TODAY MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME HOME TODAY MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME HOME TODAY NEW ARRIVALS

I Love You!!
The love of my life will be home from the Sand Box " IRAQ " here soon. I can't wait!!! Will know close to the end of this month on when he will be coming for for R&R " leave, for those of you who dont know " in April. I'm so excited. He is all I ever talk about. Which to some of you, is pretty annoying, but I don't care about that. He is my hero, and I talk of him when I want!! Which is every day...hehe.... :) Like I said. He is the love of my life, and he is fighting for our right's and freedom!!! Him and his boy.....

As Written By A Good Friend About Skateboarding
Gliding Chase D. Gabriel Ryan D. Crone ----- A pounding sound, my eyes close a sharp pain carving the flesh of my back and a numbing ringing arrives in my ears a chaotic sense of misbalance and fear. - Determination, a flinch, my eyes open Raise to my knees; a stinging sensation, a damp shirt which I lift to find a trail of sweat and blood a rush of emotion; enjoyment, rage, love, my mind is flooded. - I gaze upon my path, dim lights in a small way moon lit stairs and congested city air I look down upon my board; beaten and scraped, and over my fear a curtain of adrenaline is draped. - I gaze upon my path, a trail of sweat of bruises, scrapes, screams and tears I clench my fist tightly and wipe the sweat from my face pick myself up and laugh as once more, my heart starts to race - I run back to the start, and pause that stupid question; 'Is this worth it?' I brush the concrete dust f

A Long Trip
I think that I will skip galevanting off anywhere this easter break and pinch my pennies for a nice trip this summer. A long trip, two to three weeks at least. I don't know where I want to go yet, but I have an idea of who I want to be with. I just want to get away right now, and the idea of having somewhere to go that will give me peace of mind away from the craziness of home sounds good, hopefully that will help me get through the next couple months of school.

I'm Still Here, Never Being Away!!!
Have a long time no entering my MSN space, though i was online almost everyday! ---Busy for work!? Just got home from the office one hour ago, it's 0:44, and i need to get up 4 hours later to catch the flight to Xi'an, have some friends to China, and i can only accompany them for 2 days in Xi'an.---Busy for work!? Went to the office without breakfast this morning, forgot to have lunch this noon, and had a fast dinner tonight with only 10 mins, my poor stomach is not feeling good.---Busy for work!? ???

60 Things Not To Say To A Naked Guy
60 Things Not to Say to a Naked Guy 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmi

Narcissist
WELL I'VE COME TO A CROSSROADS IN MY HAIRDO LIFE SHOULD I LET IT GROW OUT TIL I BECOME A CHARACTER IN A JAY AND SILENT BOB MOVIE OR CUT IT AND BE ANY MOTHERS WETDREAM FOR HER DAUGHTER TO BRING HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS...LOL...WELL I POSTED A COUPLE OF PICS OF HOW IT LOOKS RIGHT NOW SO GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK IF YOU DON'T MIND ANY COMMENTS WILL BE APPRECIATED...THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT...LATERS

Debating!
Life at home is is a drag... Its not bad but I cnat get my ink I cant model like i want. yet i dont have a place to go if i wanna move out. i know i piss and moan about this alot. Im sorry. Everytime my mom goes on my jade angel page on myspace she looks at the alt sites and just gives me the biggest look of disgust like why the fuck are you associating yuor self with that shit. then its everytime i wanna tell her what i wanna do that i wanna model on "thoes" sites. that it'd help me not feel like shit by seeing hey i could look hot naked!! I figure im going to saty around a size 18 because im lazy and dont know where i can go work out at or what exerciseing i would be into! only thing i would wanna do is work on my legs and arms. im proud of myself. ive only had fast food 2 times this week so far. I really hate eating out all the time. then the other day i made the best chocolate chip pancakes. a hell of a lot better then my moms. nice big and fluffy like a nice pair of boobs!!lol I w

Why Can't I Send A Shout Or Private Message?
If you can't send a shout or private message it's usualy because that user has you blocked or they have it set to only: Nobody Friends only Family only You will notice the settings by clicking the Profile Link

La- Dog Is Wasting Away ...needs Out Now !!!!
COME ON! THIS FELLA IS DYING AND SHRINKING DAILY. LOOK AT HIS SAD FACE! CAGED AND DOOMED AS A PUPPY TO BE RESCUED AND LOVED...THEN DUMPED BACK IN CAGE BECAUSE HE TORE UP HIS CHRISTMAS TOY? PLS. SAVE BLACK, DON'T LET HIM DIE LIKE THIS.

It Pays To Be Crazy
I urgently needed a few days off, but knew the boss would not allow me to take sick leave. I thought maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down from the ceiling and made funny noises. My coworker (who is blonde) asked me what I was doing? I told her I was pretending to be a light bulb so the boss would think I was crazy and let me have a few days off. A few minutes later the boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing?" I told him that I was a light bulb. He said, "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and get some rest for a few days." I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my coworker (the blonde) followed me, the boss said to her, "And where do you think you are going?" You will love this... She said, "I'm going home, too. I can't work in the dark!"

No Aurthorization Error,
I Rate 5 images,then error message pops up telling me I'm not sign'd in.I go to sign in error message says I'm sign'd in I got to Rate it then tells me I'm not sign'd in.Between Internet Exsploreing booting me off.An CherryTap not letting me in.I guess I'm a bit Screwed today nomatter what Direction I go.Then I decide I'm going to repost Lord Lestats,message on myspace.Then error message pops up again no Aurthorization. Then it wouldn't take my God Damn password said I didn't have an Account.4 try's at that it finally let me in.I was thinking maybe I'd make a new account but I dimissed that quickly, as why Bother,who the hell wants to start as a fresh meat ,not I said the Wolf,I'd rather chase down Little Red Rideinghood an rip out her throat for a Nice Virgin Meal.It will be a Miracle if this gets posted cause for some Damn Reason,I have no aurthorization to access my own account.Well the only thing going correctly I'll Fish on Saturday afternoon,I'll make mad passionate Love to my L

Hair?
I really want my hair red again. I'll most likely have to bleach me hair though. So I was thinking of using very light bleach so it doesn't kill my hair completely. Just to lift the black out of the hair a little bit. I might give it a try...I just don't wanna lose all my hair again.

What The Men Asked God In The Women's Day
OH MY GOD, Please ! Make me women A man was sick and tired of goingto work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: " Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man"> The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast forhis mate, awakened the kids, Set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, Drove them to school, came home andpicked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners And stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, Then drove home to put away the groceries, Paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He cleaned the cat's litter box andbathed the dog.

Spring (the Next Section Of A Poem I Wrote)
Spring The sight of the robin, returning in song The smell of fresh air, windows open all night long The sight of crocuses, and daffodils breaking through The feel of warmth, of sixty degrees on you The sound of jubilance, from the children at play The taste of dairy queen, on a warm spring day The sound of comfort and hope, from Ernie Harwell’s voice The feel of renewal, with cleaning the house by choice The sight of t-shirts and shorts, on the young women The feel of being young, riding a bike again The sound of a laugh, in the playground & park The sight of a flash, lightening in the sky so dark The feel of the soggy ground, beneath your feet The sight of dandelions, in the grass by the street The taste of a beer, at a Tiger’s baseball game The smell of wet mulch, after a good spring rain The sight of squirrels, seemingly playing without care The sound of finches, their songs filling the air The feel of pleasure, in the lengthening night The sight of tulips,

Sad Face.
So, I went and spent $80 on a new cam. It's a real piece of work too... high quality optics, and some kick ass software to boot. I came upon a problem when trying to get some of the "next gen" software to work however, and I don't know if it can be solved. I couldn't get it to work the first time, so I re-booted... twice to no avail. Next, I re-installed the software, making sure to get all the settings just right. After that... I still met with no success, so I went and ensured all of my video card drivers were up to date. They were not, but they are now. And in a fit of desperation... I did what every geek should always know to do right away.... I checked the system requirements. Drat! foiled in my dastardly plan by a processor that is too slow. I need at least a P4 that's running @ 2.3GHz... I've got a P Celeron... running at a little over half that. I have a fairly common laptop computer however... perhaps there is a processor to fit the chipset of a Toshiba Satellite M35X se

What Does Mod Mean?
ok i know alot of you know this lol but i get asked this quite often. If someone makes you mod in a lounge, you have the rights to ban and unban users you also have the right to delete conversations and edit the lounge skin The only one that can make someone mod is the lounge owner

Why Am I Stuck On Level 10?
In order to get past level 10 you need a salute photo. From the time you would have leveled up to the time you get a aproved salute photo all points will be carried over to your next level

Trying To See If I Can Make This A Pic In My Photos Lol
Sexy Naughty Graphics by Sexy.HitupMyspace.com how in the hell do u get the moving images as a photo can anyone help me.. when i save these pics to my puter they stop moving and i want to load them into photos and have them still moving..i know others have them like that in photos..so helllllllllp lol

Odd Pet
My pet I got lost He found me His words They healed me I told him my sad He gave me some glad He told me “damn” My smile came back I will never lose that He said in a laugh “think about something that will piss you off” “Like UA losing” Ass! You made me smile You killed my blah I lub you for that You lil odd pet We talk about a lot We talk about nothing You let me be me And you like me for me You dirty lil freak Secrets are saved You have mine Hehe You know my crush You read my here You read my there Only you know these So shut yo mouth And keep them between You and me I LUB MY ODD PET

Can You Answer These??
>The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. > >READY????? Here we go! > This is a test for us old kids! > The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. > > READY????? Here we go! > > 01. After the Lone Ranger saved the day and rode off into the sunset, > the grateful citizens would ask, Who was that masked man? Invariably, > someone would answer, I don't know, but he left this behind. What did he > leave behind?____________ > > 02. When the Beatles first came to the U.S. in early 1964, we all > watched them on The __________________ Show. > > > > 03. "Get your kicks, ___________________." > > 04. "The story you are about to see is true. The names have been > changed______________! " > > > > 05. "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, ________________" > > 06. After the Twist, The Mashed Potato, and the Watusi , we "danced" > under a stick that was lowered as low as we could go in a dance called > the "_____________."

For Him
Words are lost My agony is death My insides are torn My heart is shattered You left me so abrupt I don’t know how to handle it I’m lost in myself I can’t get out Pull me out Show me the way Give me the reason I have nothing You left me with me How do I fix it? I wake in tears They are yours I have none left for me The reasons have to be here Whisper Shout Yell Tell me It wasn’t enough The time was to short I lost to soon I didn’t fight long enough You didn’t want enough You walked away You left me behind Take my pain You left with nothing You are free

Untitled
Its hard to change the world, they say silence is a saviour but is it just a waste of time when you walk alone? You make no beat but that of your feet, you think maybe you can, maybe its all pretty sweet when your not down on your knees. Its a waste of time with an empty mind, its just a game inside this frame. They say one person can change it all,leave it be and watch it all crash & fall. To watch this shit get worse, fall & burn, to crash into whats left of of this. This pile, this mess, this whole worlds full of bullshit and stress, whats left? Feedback, step back,back track,

Friday 3/9/07
I'm really bored today so I hope I can find something fun to get into, I know for sure that I'm listening to DJ Crackerjack on Crush FM later on and chatting in their room if the site is back up but other than that I have no clue lol.

Ending A Friendship
how can this be true having one then its through been there for the past few years to hear it is throught calling all the time see if they need help then one night hear they want to put to a end if that is friendship i dont want it cause its pure hell to find out its time to call it quits

Wondering
i have alwasy wondered why i the saying is "harder you work more you make" when it is not true. Seems the hard er you work the less you make while the ass that sits down and does nothign makes more than you do? Everyoen who works knows that hard work goes unnoticed so why strive to be thebest? EWhen all you get is the stress of work and lack of money. We all should just go back to the days where everyone pulledther own weight, would make everyone less stressed which would cut down o nthe drug drink and crime. One day all the ppl who actully do the work will sit down at the same time and nothing will get done and we will see how far thigns go!!!!

My 1st Blast Preview
I WON MY 1ST BLAST TY ENGLA.I ALSO WANT 2 THANK MY CT FAMILY FOR THE LONG NIGHT TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. I ALSO WANT 2 THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HELP ME 2. ALSO PLZ PRAY FOR KARI SHE IS IN THE ICU. HERE IS HER LINK: http://cherrytap.com/user/519986 ALL IS WELCOME TO STOP BY RATE,FAN,ADD FOR FRIENDSHIP NOT POINTS. HAVE FUN ALL!!!

Wondered Why It Was So Quiet Lately. .
Woman allegedly lived with dead roommate Thu Mar 8, 5:29 PM ET A 28-year-old woman may have kept the body of her roommate in their apartment for up to three weeks, police said. An anonymous caller told police in Wayne County's Canton Township on Tuesday night that the woman was living in the apartment with her dead roommate. "Our detectives knocked at the door and the woman opened it and there is that odor, and you know right away what it is," Detective Rick Pomorski told The Detroit News. The body of the woman, believed to be in her 20s, was found covered by items of clothing on the living room floor. The 28-year-old tenant was cooperative with police and accompanied them to headquarters for questioning. She is not under arrest, Pomorski said. "She knew her roommate was there lying on the living room floor," the detective said. "She did give us a story as to her reasonings. We are hesitant to detail that now. We will be piecing everything together and expect to have b

Some Qoutes I Think About
Atheism is a non-prophet organization. Have you ever noticed? Anybody going slower than you is an idiot, andanyone going faster than you is a moron. If you can't beat them, arrange to have them beaten. Some people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don't have time for all that. Just cause you got the monkey off your back doesn't mean the circus has left town. There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.

Nsfw Pics
cant any one read im fucked off i keep getting messages from cherrytap shop saying some of my pics hav been rated as not safe for work thing is they are in a folder marked NSFW if ur offended then dont fucking look dont message me to tell me that my pics arent safe for work if they are already in that folder

Love
I love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you more as each moment passes us by. I love you more with every breath I take. I love you more with each promise we make. I need you like a flower needs the rain. I need you for you can wash away my pain. I need you more each day I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. I miss you more than ever now. I miss you because I really need you somehow. I miss you and your touch. I miss you for to me, you mean so much. I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. I want you to hold me close to your heart. I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you And I have for every single moment, right from the start. ..

Planning A Pic Nic For Tomorrow Night!!!
I am planning to throw a pic nic tomorrow night in bed for my husband... a basket, a bottle of wine, some sandwiches, etc. And then afterwards "dessert". I am hoping to get some suggestions on anything additional for the pic nic. Do you have any ideas?

Cherrytap For Sale Wtf
So Cherry Tap isnt about the $$$$$ this place is so much greater than any other site??? lmfao then what do you say to this? So CT isn't about Money??? then why in hell are their BIG WIGS SELLING THEIR FUCKING CT ACCOUNTS ON EBAY FOR STARTING BIDS OF $500?!?!?!?!?! ANSWER ME THAT! come join me, where there the owners and top members do not sell out, SB to find out where!!

New Article About My Brother And Whats Going On....
Three people accused of failing to care for an infant who starved to death in Waterford had their cases sent to trial today. The charges against the father and maternal grandfather of the victim, 7-month-old Nathan Rosier Jr., were ordered held for trial after a 75-minute preliminary hearing that ended about 12:20 p.m. before District Judge James Dwyer of Summit Township. The mother waived all the charges over to trial prior to the hearing. Dwyer rejected the defense arguments that the father and grandfather were not legally responsible for the care of the baby. All three defendants remain out of the Erie County Prison on bond. They are the mother, Crystal Peace, 19; the father, Nathan Rosier Sr., 21; and the maternal grandfather, Larry Peace, 56. The charges against all three involve the death of Nathan Rosier Jr. and what police said was the poor health of the child's twin brother, Tyler Rosier, who survived and is in foster care. Paramedics found Nathan Rosier Jr. dea

Silly Contest...help?
'ello all....this is me...writing for da hell of it....to self promote this silly contest that i'm in.. i need to be RATED AND COMMENTED...on the contest picture!!.. sooooooo that's where all who reads this...is gonna come in handy!!! i know that contests are totally silly...but wouldja please consider if ya haev nothing else to do for even 5 minutes outta ur busy schedules.... pleaseeeeee rate n comment on my contest pic....haha i'll leave the link...just click on it...and give 'er!!! i really appreciate everyone who takes the time to COMMENT BOMB me..and RATE me as well!!! this contest is on til the 21st of march...soooo we really have lots of time....PULEEEEEEEEEZ comment bomb me as much as ya'll can.... i feel like a total dork...but meh...c'est la vie...haha... C'MON....my boobs aren't THAT bad to look at...*giggles* well this is Danni...signing off...hope ya'll have a great day!! *hjugs n luvs to ya'll* ~~Danni

Attack Of The 1,000-calorie Entrees!
Think salads are safe? That grilled always equals guilt-free? Even healthy-sounding entrees can be cleverly disguised diet disasters! Here are some of the worst offenders, courtesy of your pal HG. SALAD INSANITY Bob Evans Cranberry Pecan Chicken Salad (1,108 calories, 63g fat, 2,741mg sodium, 63g carbs, 7g fiber, 43g sugars, 40g protein) Fruit, nuts, and sliced chicken...on lettuce? This salad sounds wholesome enough. But don't be fooled! Bacon, bleu cheese, and gobs of Italian dressing all play a part in this salad's pitiful nutritionals. Over 1,100 calories for a salad?! We're on to you, Bob. Hardee's Southwest Chicken Salad (1,100 calories, 83g fat, 1,910mg sodium, 59g carbs, 4g fiber, 6g sugars, 29g protein) Yes, Southwest chicken salads are delicious, but one with 83 fat grams is embarrassing. You may as well have a fat hamburger and a giant order of fries. Sheesh! Bob Evans Chili & Cheese Taco Salad (1,381 calories, 72g fat, 3,263mg sodium, 182g carbs, 23g

Up Your Fiber For Nutrition And Weight Loss
Fiber can reduce your risk of heart disease and diabetes, plus it helps fill you up, so you eat less and lose weight! If your daily diet falls short on the recommended 25-35 grams, boost your intake with high fiber cereals, whole wheat bread, brown and wild rice, whole wheat pasta, fresh fruit and vegetables. Also, take advantage of your local salad bar - build a power salad using the following fiber guide: Food Fiber in Grams: Romaine lettuce (2 cups): 2 Spinach leaves (2 cup): 5.5 Artichoke hearts (1/2 cup): 4.5 Onions (1/2 cup): 1 Carrots (1/2 cup): 2 Mushrooms (1/2 cup): 1.5 Corn (1/2 cup): 2 Peppers (1/2 cup): 1 Beets (1/2 cup): 2 Broccoli (1/2 cup): 1.5 Black beans (1/2 cup): 7 Navy beans (1/2 cup): 9 Chickpeas (1/2 cup): 6 Tomatoes (1/2): 1 Green peas (1/2 cup): 3.5 Chopped walnuts (2 tablespoons): 1 Slivered almonds (2 tablespoons): 1.5 Sunflower seeds (2 tablespoons): 1.5 For more information on healthy eating, check out my new book, Joy Bauer's Fo

20 What About Supplements?
This is getting into an area where I'm inclined toward a bit of emotion but like all things there are good and bad parts to it. When I started training people for money I was amazed at how often a beginning client would ask almost immediately what supplement should be taken. They hadn't even walked across the gym to a workout area and wondered about the pill or food that was going to help them. My take and that of many other reputable trainers is that supplements aren't necessary at all until you get to a higher level of work. Instead of worrying about what supplement you need why not take a look at your diet. You diet should carry the majority of your nutritional needs. I've heard many say that a good multivitamin should take care of any deficiencies. I've heard many others say that any vitamin is just creating expensive urine. Make up your own mind but remember this if your urine becomes strong in odor you might want to reconsider the supplement you take. When you get

Ohhwee Look At This
OK DOING A GIVEAWAY !! ** 3 DAY BLAST AND ONE OF THE FOLLOWING GIFTS EARRINGS,MANS RING,OR WOMANS RING ** ~~ALL U NEED IS 10 K IN COMMENTS ~~ $$$ PLEASE LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WANNA ENTER SO I CAN RIP YOUR PIC(NO SHOUT BOX OR COMMENTS ASKING TO ENTER ON PAGE PLEASE) I DON'T WANNA MISS AN ANYONE :)) $$$. ANY OTHER QUESTIONS HOLLA @ ME ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾@ CherryTAP

March 09, 2007: Technosexual
A person, male or female, who is so deeply enthralled with technology they discuss it with a level of passion that most people reserve for [sex]. Not always a [geek] or a [nerd], but generally someone who has the latest and greatest everything. She became so excited about her new laptop and PDA that her friends knew she must be technosexual.

31 Things Guys Should Know About Girls!!!
31 things guys should know about girls!!! 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. --8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did. 9

Weekend
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS, I WISH I COULD SEND EACH OF YOU AN INDIVIDUAL HELLO AND COMMENT, BUT I WOULD END UP SITTING HERE ALL NIGHT TRYING TO DO THAT, SO I FIGURED THIS WOULD BE EASIER. I JUST WANTED TO SAY I HOPE LIFE IS TREATEING EVERYBODY WELL, AND THAT I HOPE YOU ALL ARE ENJOYING NICE WEATHER LIKE I AM. IT'S BEEN A LONG WEEK, SO MOST OF ALL I WANT TO TELL ALL OF YOU OUT THERE TO HAVE ONE HELL OF A WEEKEND, I AM SURE YOU ALL DESERVE IT.. TALK TO EVERY ONE SOON..XOXOXOXOXOX

Kid With Pet Contest Now Open
~~ Kid with pet contest ~~ I need kids with pet pics for my contest! Most comments wins! you can comment bomb ur own pic! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=3945380096" target=_blank> with 1 comment 2 gifts each winner! Send me ur pic to my inbox and i will add you in the contest! Contest will start 3/9 thur 3/16 Thanks Maria click pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria ~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

Men!!!!!
Some days I seriously question what a man's purpose in life is. When will some men grow up!!! If you can't grow up and be a man and be a father then keep your dick in your pants!!! What I ever saw in my husband I still haven't figured out. Why can't he just let things go, give me what I'm entittled to and move on with his life and suffer the consequences of his actions. When will he grow up and stop the manipulation and the lies. Put aside the hate and look at what is best for his kids. Sorry I'm just so frustrated that I was stupid enough to marry a child. So I guess this is what I have to deal with now for the rest of my life....unless he grows up and hell will probably freeze over before that happens!! Okay I feel a little better now.

Well This Is Just A Blog But Near The End There Is A Question I Think!
Dark greetings to you all and may all your enemies die painfully in the shadows of this glorious night! It is I Wolfie!! And I a very pleased to say I am happy! My personal struggle with depression and hurt is gone! *ok I’m not on drugs so don’t even ask!* I’m happy as I do think I have found what I have been searching for my whole sick and painful life! Now I am not going to say religion *I already found the one for me and I’m happy there and will not tell you about it as now is not the time* I wish I could tell you all what it is but I do not think now is the time! I have had many revelations of late and many of them involve a fear bit of pain and a lot of suffering! But life is not an easy thing to live and suffering is just naughtier part of it and I have learned to except this as it is!… I just wish other people would do the same it lightens the load when you have one less thing to worry over!…… ok I know what your thinking I’m just gonna sit here and mumble on about my own

I'd Do It For You
I would swim an ocean, I would sail across the sea, I would catch a rainbow, just to have you here with me, I would lasso the moon, I would darken out the sun, to show my love for you, just to let you know, you are my only one, I would show you everyday, till my days are done, I will love and cherish you, always respect and treat you well, all these things and so much more, I'd Do It For You.. Kid Rock - Do It for YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

My Thoughts
Just Love Me Tonight by Mike Hernandez I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight.

About Love
Holding On To Love by Mike Hernandez The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even when we're miles away, So that we can be one, When we meet again someday. But until that day comes, I just want you to know, I have never loved someone, As much as I love you so.

How Does All Of This Work?
Well, this is my first CT blog! I'm very new here.. I'm a MySpace junkie and was recommended to give this place a try.. Certainly different to what I'm used to, so how do I get started? How do you find friends? How does all of this stuff work? It feels very competitive with the "cherry levels" and all of that fun stuff! I guess this will take some getting used to, but so far, the people I've met have been wonderful :) Any advice/suggestions are welcome.. Have an awesome day!!! Ldy B ~

Article
Here's an article I saw, very good read if you have a quick sec.. Thirty Pints of Blood A Contrast in Worldviews March 6, 2007 What difference does a worldview make? Around the world, we are seeing the clash of civilizations in action. In recent days, that clash has given us a story of life, and stories of death. In Baghdad yesterday, a terrorist blew himself up with a car bomb, killing at least twenty-eight people and wounding dozens more. One witness told the Associated Press that pieces of human flesh were scattered all around the marketplace. In Afghanistan last month, another terrorist blew himself up near a crowd gathered for a ceremony to open a hospital emergency ward. A few days later, a Sunni Muslim blew herself up and forty others at a college in Baghdad. In all three cases, Muslims blew up Muslims. The response of Europe and the Muslim world to the stories of death? Outrage? No. Silence. Did the Western press condemn them? No. Last week, another story

Playa
ROSES ARE RED, VIOLOTS ARE BLUE, I'M IN LOVE, BUT NOT WITH YOU, WHEN WE BROKE UP, YOU THOUGHT I CRIED, BUT IT WAS ALL BECAUSE ANOTHER GUY, YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS I WAS A TRICK, I TOLD MINE YOU WERE A PRICK YOU THOUGHT I LOVED YOU, YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TRUE, BUT GUESS WHAT PLAYER, YOU JUST GOT PLAYED TOO. (HEHE BACK TO THE HIGH SCHOOL YEARS)

Yikes!!!!
A huge big thanks to those that helped me yesterday in the dragon tattoo contest!!!!! I love you all!!!! Here's the deal. I'm in first by number of rates but ONLY BY ONE! And I'm in third by number of comments. I want to win. Now I want to win just because of all the help that I received. I don't want you to think you did it for nothing! :) There is the contest pic. I will be commenting off and on all day. If anyone else could do the same I think we got this thing beat! Happy starts tonight at 5pm PST until 11!!!!! So if you want to wait till then, that's fine too!!!! ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Comebacks
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

Do This Or Else
We are having so much fun. This forum is kicking ass. And it gives us something else to do! And its as addicting as CT LOL! Come join us..it only takes a min to register! You don't have to be a freak or a geek...just come have fun!

Still Loving You
Always you are on my mind, I wonder how you are, no matter what my day holds, or how far apart we are, you are always inside me, you make my life complete, I so long for the day, we can at last meet, whatever I say or do, not a day goes by, I'm not thinking of you, just know that come what may, whatever we must face, you are my heart and soul, my reason to awake, you give life meaning, always and forever I will be, Still Loveing You.. Scorpions - Still Loving YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Fantasy Dance
Alex and Carolyn had gotten an invitation to dinner at one of the most elite five star eateries, in New York. When they got there, the band was playing and people dancing; And Carolyn could not wait to dance. They walked over to the table grabbing drinks from one of the servers. Tom and Jody, friends of there’s, were sitting and waiting for them. The four of them talked and joked for a while; The band was playing something slow and Carolyn wanted to dance. As Alex and Carolyn danced, Carolyn put her head on Alex’s shoulder, Alex whispered, I love you, she looked up at him, and gave him a kiss and whispered back, I love you too sweetie, she paused, and said, I can't wait to get you alone. The dance ended, dinner was being served, and Carolyn and Alex made there way back to the small table for four, Carolyn sat next to Alex and Tom next to Jody. Tom asked, is any one in need of another drink, Alex answered no Tom thank you we're good. Carolyn looked across the

Praying Parrots
A woman went to her priest with a problem. "Father, I have two female parrots, and they only know how to say one thing. All they ever say is, 'Hi, we're prostitutes. Wanna have some fun?' " "That's terrible!" exclaimed the priest. "But I think I can help. Bring your two female parrots over to my house, and I will put them with my two male parrots whom I taught to pray and read the Bible. My parrots will teach your parrots to stop saying that terrible phrase, and your female parrots will learn to praise and worship." The next day, the woman brought her female parrots to the priest's house. His two male parrots were holding rosary beads and quietly praying in their cage. The woman put her two female parrots in the cage with the male parrots. The females said, "Hi, we're prostitutes. Wanna have some fun?" One male parrot looked over at the other male parrot and exclaimed "Put those beads away, our prayers have been answered!"

A Creed To Live
A Creed To Live Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest

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Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Lies
A lie is soothing to the ear, but dangerous to the heart Used for feelings to be spared, In return relationships torn apart Happiness in return for peace, in a simple moments glance A whole worlds simple pleasures, lost in a instant chance Provisions of a broken heart, broken in a gesture of the head painfully inscribed in ones mind temporarally as paper unto lead betrayl,agony,weeping,and pain so much lost yet so much to gain hollow holes of an unforgotten truth no more trust always needing proof Mark my words and you will someday see cause if you lie you pay the price, but ironically you tell a lie for free!

Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Mmmmmmmmmmm
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Sex Me
I know the touch of your hand Even when your not around. I know the touch of your kiss Even when your moving down. You let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal. Sex me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more. I know the look in your eyes, when you see me It let's me know in my heart were you art to be. Even though you wine and dine Even though you spendin time Even when your not around I can feel you going down. When I'm next to you the passion inside Makes me want to sex you body. To know that the love, can take over me And I can't wait till next time you on top on me. You let me know how you feel, And let's know it's surreal Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more. Sex Me With your lips from head to toe, Feeling the passion overflow. Feeling your tongue on my thigh And then we connect, it's for the long ride.

The Adventures Of Odarian Grey
An original literary work by me I stand at the end of a long corridor. It's damp and smells of mildew. Very little light creeps into this place. What light there is is coming from several small grates that run along the ceiling. The walls are constructed of coarse stone. Several kinds of moss are growing wildly upon them. Two large steel doors block my path. Though, I don't see them as an obstacle, for those door are the only thing that stand between me and my impending death. I just look at those doors and hope that they will never open....... but its only a matter of time before they do. I already know that an arena lies on the other side of the doors, but what I am going to be faced with, is unknown. I can hear thousands of people chanting. All of them are here to be entertained by the spilling of my blood. It's sickening. I can feel my once nerves of steel begin to crumble......I release the grasp that i had on my shield and sword. They fall in the sand. And so do I...I fall

Kieyah's Second Birthday
So tomorrow is my daughter second birthday. We are having a big party for her. Theme is disney princess. Shes got friends coming from playgroups and from swimming. We went out and bought her a disney princess birthday cake. I have to pick it up later today because tomorrow morning I want have time have to much other things to do. Her party starts at 11am-2pm its going to be a fast three hours I know that. We bought her a dvd, a princess dvd game, dora shoes, dora outfit and a big disney princess kitchen. I will for sure add some pics tomorrow of her birthday party and the gifts that she gets. I still cant believe that tomorrow shes going to be 2, its crazy. So for those of my friends that I talk to each day if I am not around tomorrow till late its because of the party and all the cleaning I will have to do after. Please feel free to leave a comment or birthday wish if you like. Have a great weekend all and keep a look out tomorrow for a blog on how the birthday party goes. Take care a

Aanndd Derek
Well, i sat and chatted w/ Derek for a while yesterday. He's a really sweet guy. Very quiet. Very shy. Reminds me so much of Lindon. Ya know, the good parts... And i would say, on over-all first impressions, he's done the best of any man I know. All i have to say, is he got his nipples pierced ;) Totally cool. We have a lot in common. That's pretty important. And, due to the recent shtuff in my life, I also told him every bad thing i think i have ever done.. and scared the shit out of him. I really wondered if we would talk again. But he messaged me yesterday evening, and we had a major long talk about a lot of stuff... and chatted till like 2a. I am going to venture to say, i reall really like this guy. He is the first one who ever referred to my kids by name... I about died. I know I have said all of this already.... but I'm in shock... But, we both have decided the best bet for now, is to be friends, hang out... whatever. Doin the whole extra slow approach ;) I mean, I am in NO h

Desert Rat
{Desert Rat} A middle-aged man shut the lid on his laptop and tipped a grin to the bartendress. "Thanks for letting me jack in through your port, Jess" The Red-haired, hourglass figure in the semi-formal black and white uniform smiled back, revealing a double-row of inhumanly well mantained teeth. It was almost blinding. "You can thank me in ways other than words, sweetie." The man couldn't help but chuckle. He never could figure out Jessica's attraction to him. He was really not much to look at, and in fact would have fit in pretty well with the old colloquialisim of the wisend college professor. He was thrity-seven years old. He remembered Fallout. Hell, he remembered the invention of cybernetic implants. His hair was thinning, and he was to vain to apply a toupe or get surgery to replace the recceeding hairline. the blonde locks, still short from force of habit and his stint in the Air Force, were already begining to whiten with age and stress. He remained clean-shaven, an

Red Moon
{Red Moon} A clipped voice resonated from an excessivly large, and unessecarily expenisve computer touchcreen on an otherwise bare wall, displaying a image of a smartly-dressed female with brown hair tightly wound into a severe bun, and her red sports jacket complementing her cream blouse to an oddly excessive degree. Her voice was as manicured as her nails, and it spoke briefly, describing the incident which had, just ten minuetes ago finally come to an end in Southeastren Massachusets. And it ended in a way where the local police refused to comment. "The two criminals are believed to be part of the global organisation known as 'shadow-net', and supposedly operate under the aliases 'Hat Trick' and 'Silvertounge'. Both men are considered armed and dangerous." The volume slid down with an alarming rapidity, as the reporter's mouth moved silently, supposedly spouting further details of the incident. Sometimes it would be more efficent to simply say, "In furhter news, nothing

Hat Trick
{Hat trick} resounded in one man's wireless headset, supposedly connected to his cell phone, and he breathed a sigh of relief. "Finally, Goddess, man, what took you so long?" He groaned as he slithered throught he crowd toward the caution tape, and a police officer holding the perimeter to wait for the Spec Weapons team to arrive so they could storm the place. A part of every onlooker was wondering why it wasn't the Spec Weapons team that responded to a call in the Red Sector, anyway. Most honest cops were too afraid to hear the calls for such areas, and devloped strange and persitent cases of deafness whenever a disturbance in these sectors were announced. the Department's Medical staff was "looking into it". The man approached the nearest officer and asked, as if he were any other civilian, what was going on. The cop, one Sergant Jenkins, gave the civilan a once-over. In another time, in another place, sunglasses at night, a buttoned-up trenchcoat and fatigues with the

Taking Entries For This Contest!!!
1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the others but DO NOT downrate them otherwise that will be a violation of my rules and you will be KICKED OUT! 9. NO CHEATING. For those who don't know what I mean...well here it is! DO NOT make multiple accounts and rate/comment yourself. If I find you doing that you will be kicked out! PERIOD! 10. Contestants will be taken from now until I h

Silver Tounge
{Silver Tounge} The Streetlights were dwarfed by the red-and-blue globes atop the city's new police cruisers, and as always, police presnce drew a crowd. As the globe lights graced the old brick building with color normally unknown to the area, civilans gathered around, pressing up againt yellow caution tape as if a force-barrier had been erected which impeded further progress. No such barrier existed, however, the city couldn't afford one. the citizens of Brockton's poorest sector were simply afraid of the police that patrolled the area, for good reason. Enough were too crooked to be capable of drawing a straight line, that citizens seldom fled to police for help, leading to a porportinate rise in crime rate. This portion of the city was a lost cause, one of many that were birthed in Fallout Year Zero. Such slums became known as "Red Sectors." It usually took an unbelivably large event to drive conspicous, armed police presence into a Red Sector, and currently, there was n

Sex
I love everything about sex. It makes all the worries in life seem so much less. Some say too much sex is a bad thing. Those are the ones who havent experienced good sex yet. For others too much sex is no such thing. Sex is so good at times you never want it to stop. In my mind it goes on and on and on. If you could pour the feeling into a bottle, I promise you would'nt spill a drop. Sometimes I get zoned out when having sex You know you're in the heat of the moment, As your body begins to sweat. What is it aobut these two bodies in conjunction as one. That some may say is bad, and I feel is a world of fun. Some like it fast, Like a roller coaster taking off and you hope it dont crash. Some like it slow, Like being in a boat with no engine all you can do is row. There's only one thing I think about during sex. And that hey baby what position next.

Scott, Part Ii
Wow... ok, so i got off work today, and was bombared w/ all these messaged on CT and Yahoo IM... I am not sure if he is just naturally that hateful, or if i really hurt him that badly that he would react this way. Although, goes to show, "love" means jack shit to people sometimes... they say it like it's nothing... and forget about it overnight... and go to saying all kinds of crazy shit... I dunno... i've been under hella stress recently... yeah, i made an ASS out of myself w/ the drama w/ scott the other night, god knows i know this already... but i wasn't expecting all of this... it was the same hateful messaged over and over and over ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Scotty: in fact i need to go back on there and make sure that all comments i left you are deleted as i don't want to be further associated with the likes of your Scotty: i had not further plans to..but ill go on your profile any damn time i please..you don't tell me what to do :) Scotty: don't flatter yourself..i al

The Word ..brother/bro....
THE WORD..... BROTHER Current mood: ecstatic Category: Writing and Poetry Below is what we in our lifestyle believe to be the meaning of the word BROTHER...read it, adhere to it and most of all RESPECT IT !!!! The word "Brother" has become very abused in the motorcycle world these days. Seems like if you buy a bike and a new set of leathers, everyone else that rides has now become your brother. Some call it Brotherhood when sharing the wind on two wheels. Some call it brotherhood when you ride a few roads together. Just what truly is brotherhood? There are Brothers in Christ. Brothers in Masonic temples. Brothers in several organizations. Elite military units commonly form a brotherhood among the members of squads. Navy Seals for example, are more than the sum of their individuals. They become more than just a team. They become brothers, totally committed to one another up to and including giving their lives for one another if necessary. Men that have share

Couple's Love Horoscope
Dear Kimberly, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Friday, March 9: You're in a good place to make decisions -- but not necessarily to sell them to your partner. Do your best, but you may need to wait for a few days before you can really convince them.

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Moon card suggests that my alter ego is the Magnetic One, whose superpower lies in my innate ability for reflection, and that of turning the tide. Today I feel like a natural woman. I am a goddess that reflects the mystique and magnetism of women, rising above all boundaries. 'This too shall pass.' Shining brightly, I will overcome empty promises in the dark and dangerous liaisons. Enjoy the thrill of the hunt and the drama when your forces of attraction are at their strongest.

Ponderings Of A "ambulance Driver"....
Well, I was thinking the other day on my trip down I-20...And I was thinking about the time Lee Ann posted her "ER Rules." And I have been trying to think of something for me to post for a while. Then recently I was on the ambulance and we made a call, and I heard a lady tell the person she was on the phone with "OKAY I AM GOING NOW, THE AMBULANCE DRIVERS ARE HERE." STOP. For those of you who work in EMS or have anything to do with EMS, you are going to appreciate this. For those of you who call "EMT's and Paramedics" "AMBULANCE DRIVERS" please read this carefully and completely. Now I was hoping this was going to be short and sweet, then as I was driving, I kept thinking more and more what to put. So if you have to read this in parts, but I want you to, if you have made it this far, to completely read this post. Please do not notice my grammar erros, as I can assure you, there will be many. The whole idea of this post was to make people think of what "AMBULANCE DRIVERS" really a

For You!!
My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving.Your hugs and kisses are like the stars that light up my life when things get dark.""I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.When I wake up in the morning, I think of you. When I go to sleep at night, I think of you. And for all those hours in-between, I think of us.A morning greeting does not only mean 'Good Morning,' it has a silent, loving message saying, 'I think of you when I wake up.

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ace of Swords card suggests that you should stand up for yourself. Stick to the point, make yourself clear and compare your options objectively before answering or committing to take the next logical step. Understand or identify the cause. You get what you want by trusting your own personal convictions and inner voice. A strategy of asserting your independence, directing the questioning or getting right to the point could make you seem impersonal, indifferent or even bossy, especially if communications are related to romance or happen via cell phone or online. Sometimes you have to cut through the bull while protecting your privacy before you can establish trust or let down your guard. This is only reasonable. Keep your wits about you.

With You
It is you who I want to spend the rest of my life with. i do much I adore you, appreciate you, admire you, trust you, respect you, and over all love you.Being away from you drives me crazy and makes me want to be with you right at this very instant. I just think of this separation as a test. I can deal with it. If this is what it takes to be with you then I will go through it.

Miles Apart
And though there are miles between us, I never stop thinking of you, you have brought a change into my life and my heart is forever yours.Thoughts of you warm my heart. You complete me, you are everything my heart desire. love you very much and always.. miss u alot..

U Make Me Feel Special
You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, wrapped up in your arms. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You'll will always be the love of my life.

Yea Right
you can trust me yea whatever. been here 3 weeks and have come to the conclusion that there is only one thing that 95% of everyone here is looking for. Too bad because some really good friendships could start here Yes I posted some sexy pics but there is alot more to me than that. Prove me wrong everyone. The pics may just have to go.

For All Of My Life
COME & LAY HERE BESIDE ME ID TELL YOU HOW Id FEEL THERE'S A SECRET INSIDE ME.. IM READY TO REVEAL TO HAVE YOU CLOSE EMBRACE UR HEART W/MY LOVE OVER AND OVER THESE ARE THINGS THAT I PROMISED MY PROMISE TO YOU... FOR ALL MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE I WILL LOVE YOU FAITHFULLY FOREVER ALL MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE I GIVE TO YOU MY GREATEST LOVE FOR ALL OF MY LIFE I WANT TO LEND A LOVE THESE ARE THINGS THAT I PROMISED MY PROMISED TO YOU

Oh Baby It's Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good morning everyone,and OMG I'm so glad it's FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!Don't have any planes for the weekend so far,but who knows?I might find something good to get into,mmmmmmmmmm never can tell,

Especially For You
Especially for you I wanna let you know what I was going through All the time we were apart I thought of you You were in my heart My love never changed I still feel the same Especially for you I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me How I'm certain that our love was meant to be You changed my life You showed me the way

Always Remember That!!!
I was alone on this journey You came along to comfort me Everything i want in life is right here You were the first to touch my heart Made everything right again With your extraordinary love I get so weak When you look at me I get lost inside your eyes Sometimes the magic is hard to believe But you're here before my weary eyes You brought joy to my world I want you to understand You are every breath that i breathe From the very first time that we kissed I knew that i just couldn't let you go at all From this day on, remember this: That you're the only one that i adore and most of all, the one that I LOVE VERY MUCH..

My Unknown
I’m falling fast For someone I don’t know What’s going on inside me head? Are the feelings starting to show? Do I truly want this? Is it worth the pain? My heart WILL get broken But what will I gain? Maybe an awesome friend… Who will never let me down Maybe someone that will always care Someone that won’t make me frown I guess there’s only one way to know Only one thing left to do I have to convince everyone That all I want or need is you You have to be accepted But the ones that care for me Although I don’t care what they think Maybe they’ll see what I see I picture you as amazing With a heart pure as gold You’re slightly older… no big deal You’re about everything I’ve been told You talk to me like an equal Like you’ve know me in and out I’ve talked to you when I felt like shit And you stopped me for starting to shout Please don’t get freaked by this I know it seems a little strange I like the relationship that we have And I don’t want anyth

A Wish......................
A WiSh...................... I lie on the ground and I stare into space, the satrs begin to move into the shape of your face I see you there now looking down at me, with that sexy smile that I love to see You say "close your eyes tell me what you see," "I see only two people just you and me" We're wakling the shoreline with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink as the sun begins to set We make love through the night on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking I could want nothing more Oh,I wish I could be in that special place, as I lie on the ground and stare into space.

Unbelievable .....................
UNBELIEVABLE ..................... It was unbelievable how we met. Knowing each other's every thought And, stop to think, We never really understood. Shooting stars sweep forgotten Lost like tears of my desire. My heart is on fire All because you swept me away Into a world remarkable. My love for you is unbelievable. The rain pours down The clouds race above us I smile and we don't care We sit alone Side by side, together. And as we dream- the world swims past

I'll Be There For You
i'll be there for you When you are going through things and you don't know what to do always remember I'll be there for you. When your life seems so empty and you haven't got a clue always remember I'll be there for you When you need that shoulder to cry on because you feel so blue always remember I'll be there for you I love you baby so much I hope you know this is true and always remember I'll be there for you.

Second Life
I started 8 monthe ago in Second life. I started as the most as an newbie. I got help from an friend an became my first avatar. (George cloony clone). This was not it for me and after an week i asked an vampire to be turned. She granted my wish and from that day i was known as an malkavian Vampire. Because i was new as vampire and got the rank as an royal i became obnoxius with my new title. In an event in an club i disgraced my mother the queen in front of many there. For this insulance i got banned from the clan. I became an outcast known in many vampire clans and families. I even did in those the most significant vampire sin (turning an child) and got hunted by many clans. I wnet to hell to flee for my hunters. next time more on that

I Love It!!!
I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart.

Brain Damage!!!
Well my friends little guy is a true fighter and i believe that he will perserve in whatever God hands out to him. He is off life support now. he still continues to battle the pnemnioa, but now he has permanent brain damage that has affected all areas of his brain and they are waiting to see if he is blind now too. My friend kelly is very optomstic and upbeat about the whole thing and keeps saying that God must have some sort of plan for her and her family. She is the strongest person that i know to have to go through something in a time like this

Its The Weekend
Okay so its friday and looks like there is a really good movie out this weekend called 300 based on the comic book by frank miller, which he also did sin city which was amazing. 300 looks sick i cant wait to go see it, i dont know when though i am workin the next couple weeks in nebraska so hopefully i can get some time too see. If you see it this weekend leave a message. later

I Love You!!!!
I love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you more as each moment passes us by. I love you more with every breath I take. I love you more with each promise we make. I need you like a flower needs the rain. I need you for you can wash away my pain. I need you more each day I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. I miss you more than ever now. I miss you because I really need you somehow. I miss you and your touch. I miss you for to me, you mean so much. I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. I want you to hold me close to your heart. I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

Ah That Was Too Much.
so i'm sitting in my car this morning heating it up when my mother pulls up to the house, parks her car, and runs right to me telling me to open the window. she then proceedes to ask me if i knew that Altoids had 2% alcohol in them. I thought it was too cute cause she looked so proud of herself. She got a kiss for that one. =) My parents are the best.

Life Support
ok, one of my best friends that i have known since high school has 4 kids and i just found out that her youngest one is on life support. He is 2 years old and was born 4 months premature. He has had problems ever since he was born and has a rare birth defect that normally kills children when they are born. He went in for tubes and the doctor didn't know that he had pnenmunia and his heart quit. So if you could please keep them in your prayers.

You Belong To Me
Across the seas , in a far away land, Sits alone this lonely man. Who waits there each and every day, For he and his true love will be talking away. From letters and net, they two confide And tell all the secrets kept inside. The smiles of icons is all they see, Yet he tells her , "You belong to me". The weary hearts between the two, Lays heavy on them when they feel blue. But when they get together online, They seem to be happy just one more time. One day soon, the two shall meet, And oh that day will be so sweet. But till that day, when the two will see, He just keeps saying , "You belong to me".

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok guys here we go its friday time for the weekend between watching 300 and playin xbox its gonna be a quiet weekend so here's some bush with glycerine to wake you fuckers up keep rockin guys :D Must be your skin I'm sinking in Must be for real 'cause now I can feel And I didn't mind it's not my kind Not my time to wonder why Everything's gone white And everything's grey Now you're here now you're away I don't want this remember that I'll never forget where you're at Don't let the days go by Glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time Are you at one Or do you lie We live in a wheel Where everyone steals But when we rise it's like strawberry fields If I treated you bad You bruise my face Couldn't love you more You got a beautiful taste Don't let the days go by Could have been easier on you I couldn't change though I wanted to Should have been easier by three Our old friend fear and you and me Glycerine (repeat) Don't let the days go by Glyceri

If I Could Catch A Rainbow
if i could catch a rainbow If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, and share with you its beauty on the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain you could call your very own, a place to find serenity, a place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, but all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair, but let me be what I know best, a friend who's always there.

First Love..................
first love.................. You are so dear I just want you near let's leave the crowd shout it aloud! We are as one God's work is done our lives will be roses and wine now you're mine. We two are in love and we fit like a glove ne'er to forget the hour we first met I love you so my heart is aglow we will be on cloud nine now you're mine. Come has the day for a wedding in May bells they will chime oh happy springtime a romance for two at last has come true our young hearts will entwine now you're mine. This is first love and it is young love and we'll fly to the moon I'll look divine my blue eyes will shine and our lives will be roses and wine because you are mine.

My Last Night!
Yep. Tonight is my last night home all alone, and I feel like ending things with a bang! Wanna chat? Play? Discuss complicated theories of alternate universes? Or somthing more decadent? Hit me up on Yahoo IM! Just leave me a messgae here and I'll give you all the details!

A Whisher Sweet.............
A WhIsHeR sWeEt............. Basket full of pretty posies from the "you" I love, both of us to talk together under stars above. A whisper sweet discloses the magic that you feel, I'm delighted with the roses, roses tell me love is real. We sing a song of rainbows to the tune of a lullaby, you and I both wearing halos so in love ~ as time goes by.

Letter Written,to D.j.dragan
I don't care who the Fuck u are.You've had it out for me since I join'd the Covenant.It's better now.Now I don't have to deal with your being a Bully.An checking up on me like a Fly on Shit.An your proberly right on my Curse,I don't have the Power I had as a young Man.I have no formal schooling on the use of Curses.An I have never sent one on the Winds before,either.I cannot remove it,thou.It must travel it's course.Yesterday was a sad,day,as I had to compose a letter to Lord Lestat.Asking him to remove me from his Covenant.As I removed myself.mostly a great bunch of people in the Covernant,+ some are friends.Some accociated with the Covenant have been very good to me,as well.I treat all with Respect + Dignity,till I'm Crossed.I ment Mistress of Wolves no Harm,all I wanted was to help with her turmoil that,I felt was there.I was not being Disrespectful to her in any way.I would never overstep my bounderies in any way.Towards anyone in this Great Familly.I did use poor judgement by not

I Cant Make You
I can't make you love me, if you don't love me. I can't make you be with me, if you don't want to be with me. I can't make you look deep into my heart to know me, if you really don't want to know, the real me. I can't make you think about me, if you don't want to think about me. I know you will never meet anyone like me again But I can't help thinking, do you realize what you are missing, by not knowing me. I can't tell you what you are missing, if you don't know what you want And It's obviously, it not me that you want!

Food Allergy Bummer.
You may know that some people have allergies to certain types of foods and you hear stories about these people who only have to look at a peanut and go into a life threatening anaphylactic shock. Unfortunately, I am one of the few people who have such a food allergy. For whatever reason, though, my life never seems straight forward and instead of having an allergy to something everyone knows about like peanuts I have to be allergic to the wierdest food possible. I can eat all the peanuts I like - in fact any nuts. And seafood and shellfish. And Milk and wheat and celery and so on. I am allergic to Poppy Seeds. Yes, Poppy Seeds, those hard little black spots you find on bread like Bagels and so on. One mouthful could kill me! Of course, it gets worse. Codeine, easily found in a variety of popular pain killers, is derived from poppy and has the same effect on me. Morphine as well. And if you know your drugs, you will also know that heroin is derived from the s

A Friend Like You !
A Friend Like You ! It's nice to have a friend like you With whom my heart can share Its little hopes and fondest dreams Because you really care. It's good to know I need but call In case my foot should slip, You're like a lighthouse in the fog That guides my little ship. It's nice to have a friend like you Within this "vale of tears," Someone who never changes However long the years. Who sees beyond the features, And all the outward show, And needs no words to read the thoughts That only friends can know. It's nice to have a friend like you, Forever and a day, Who through the good times and the bad, Will never go away. No matter what the future holds, Whatever life may send, I'll always know I have been blessed; ...Because you are my friend. A Friend Like You Today I'll try to live my life The way God wants me to. That's why I'm sending you this poem To express how much I love you. Good friends like you are hard to find A fact we all

To Make Amends.
AIGHT SO APPARENTLY I PISSED PEOPLE OFF WITH MY RATE CHANGE FOR MY CONTEST. TO MAKE AMENDS I'M STILL BUYING THE INNER ONE OF EACH BIG PIMPING GIFTS, BUT I'M NOW MAKING THE CASH 200 BONES INSTEAD OF A HUNDRED. DOUBLE THE BANK. HOPE THAT PUTS SOME ILL WILL ASIDE AND WE CAN ALL JUST HAVE SOME FUN WITH THIS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GUILT FREE.

The Postal Service, Nothing Better
Nothing Better (Boy) Will someone please call a surgeon Who can crack my ribs and Repair this broken heart That you're deserting For better company I can't accept that its over, And now I'll block the door Like a goalie tending the net In the 3rd quarter Of the tied game rivalry. So just say how to make it right And I'll swear I'll do My best to comply. Tell me am I right To think that there could Be nothing better Than making you my bride, And slowly growing old together. (Girl) I feel I must interject here. You're getting carried away Feeling sorry for yourself. With these revisions, And gaps in history. So let me help you remember. I've made charts and graphs That should finally make it clear. I've prepared a lecture, On why I have to leave. So please back away, and let me go. (Boy)I can't my darling, I love you so. (Both)Oh oh.. (Boy) Tell me am I right. To think that there could Be nothing better Than making you my bride,

Need To Get Away
Sometimes I just wish you’ll just let me be alone You’re always yelling, screaming, and cussing at me Sometimes I just wish you could be me for a day Maybe then you could understand how it is to be unfree I ignore you but you comes closer I stay away from you but you’re always starting shits WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LET ME BE!? I can’t stand you anymore and your hits I shiver under the darkness of death You came back and beat me down again I eat dirt while you feel good about yourself I just want you to feel this pain Trust me, you wouldn’t fucking last a day! You would feel like me, be like me Life’s a struggle but this struggle is too much I can’t take it anymore and I can’t fucking flee I’m holding on but I’m losing my grip Soon I’ll lose my mind and fall With no trace and peace No one will even remember me if I call.

Unloveable
id like to leave you all with something to think about tonight... this is me.. thinking outloud again.. always a dangerous idea... but so im talking to a girl... we'll call here - amordea =) i was talking to her briefly about her pics.. and how it saddened me seeing pics of people so in love.. well - that is, if shes in love now still.. who knows - emotions are fickle ever changing things - hopefully she is... but the point is.. it got me to start thinking of a great song by morrissey 'unloveable'... the lyrics are.. 'i know im unloveable... you dont have to tell me.. i dont have much in my life.. but take it its yours.. i know im unloveable... you dont have to tell me.. oh. message recieved loud and clear..' great tune... but the funniest thing about that song is... you can sing it - even when people are dying to have their love reciprocated (returned) from you.... even when there are 5 girls waiting for you to finally fall in love with them... you can feel 'unloved'... bec

Promises
All these promises are gone, you keep them no more, you threw them all away, as I walked out the door. No more promises of love, no more promises of no drink, you threw them all away, and you didn't even blink. You threw away your promise, that you would never lie, but you do it all the time now, and I feel I will cry. You promised me that things of us, would be kept secret and just ours, but that promise you threw away too, and left me with the scars. And then you promised me, that you would still be there, but where were you when I needed you most, my life is now empty and bare.

Clean But Funny !!!!!!!!!!!!
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey,pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First,of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the opt

Donated
On Tuesday March 6,2007 I got a hair cut. I didn't have one in a long time. But anyways I donate 12inch of my hair to locks of love. Locks of love is where you donate your hair for cancer kids that don't have hair. They will make a wig out of your hair. I thought it would be nice to donate my hair. If you ever want to donate your hair or somebody you know wants too. Goto: Locksoflove.org

Temptation
There's a bright light of temtation taking away the shadow of my misery, but its probably another simple infatuation to blind me from my destiny. I need to stop this before it goes to far I wish it wasn't like this throwing temtation away is so hard there is that constant voice, "what if this is it? the final piece to the puszzle that will make everything fit" It can't be that easy, because it never is So keep torturing me with a smile and making me feel like this cause it put something in my emptiness.

May The Luck Of The Irish Be With You
The Irish holiday is fast approaching, get out your green, cleanse that liver and prepare to drink until you can’t remember. May the luck of the Irish be with you when the many of you get into your cars at the end of the night barely able to stand up, may those of you unfortunate enough to be the designated driver have the patients of an Angel. And for all of you out there have a great time doing whatever it is you will undoubtedly be doing.

Denise
Which God or Goddess are you? Your Result: Dionsyus Greek God of Wine You enjoy the finer things in life. Your focus is on entertainment and drinking. You are never without friends or libations. You like to be the center of attention. You are the life of the party.Aphrodite Greek Goddess of Love Zeus Greek King of the Gods Ares Greek God of War Hades Greek God of the Underworld Artemis Greek Goddess of the Hunt Which God or Goddess are you?Quizzes for MySpace

I Think That Today Is The Day
today is it for me being pregnant I think? its just a funny feeling that i'm getting, haven't had any contractions but the baby dropped big time and it really really hurts to walk, can't even lay down with out it hurting and its just a feeling that i'm getting that i might not even get to my dr appointment because i will be in labor and delivery, by then? I might i don't know i could be wrong but its just this gut feeling that won't quit

Tell Me Why? Tell Me What You Think?
Why do people on here have too pretend to be someone they are not. Where does it get them? Are they afraid they wont be liked? Are they married and dont want whoever they are trying to get the attention of to know? Are they that ashamed of themselves that the only way they can be happy is to be someone else? It is sad when you find out that someone you made friends with is not who they really are. Come on people we are adults, if you dont know by now that it should not matter who, or what you look like, its the fact that you have made a new friend. I dont know about the rest of you, but if you dont like the way i look, or talk, then move on..... Cause myself i am not here to impress anyone, You will like me for who i am or go to hell....Because i am me, and i happen to like me! Im not ugly, but im not beautiful, im not tall im short, im not fat, im skinny, who gives a shit. I want people to like me for me, how i treat them, and care what they have to say. Because what my friends have t

Blogs Away
OK. Have you ever had a great idea, and someone came along to shoot it down with nothing more than the patronizing words " ...well that's great, but dont you think its a bit IDEALISTIC? ..." I guess i am dedicating these thoughts to all those people who hear them & identify. so first of all, let me once & forever retort to this ridiculous phrase: 1. The word IDEALISTIC, is based on the root word IDEAL, meaning to be the best & fulfilling all possible requirements for the thing or situation to which it is being applied. 2. Therefore, if you are saying to someone that an thought of theirs is idealistic, and that for some reason you think this is bad... then what you are saying is that in life, we should not aim for things that are idealistic or THE BEST, we should aim for 2nd best, 3rd best, or anywhere else down the list... but never the top. 3. this makes you a twit for saying it to them. ...what i want to do in life is to work with the best of the best... and i ha

Daddy Please N0
OMG!!! This is so FUCKIN sad DADDY PLEASE N0" This is just wrong.. you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? Hi

To My Friends
i am way over my limit for pics....so sorry to all that look forward to that morning pic....gotta delete some to add....so check out what i have if you haven't already....will try and add another tomorrow....xoxo...thanks for all the love you show me!!

Allow Enjoyment
Allow enjoyment Find something to enjoy and to sincerely value about whatever you are doing. And you will add power and effectiveness to your efforts. Realize that anything is enjoyable to you solely because you have decided for it to be enjoyable. It's a decision that can create much value. Instead of fighting against your own actions, give energy to them. Instead of making yourself miserable, allow yourself to enjoy. It's great when you can make positive plans and enjoy following through on them. Yet even when things don't turn out as planned, you can find something to value and enjoy. Learn to find enjoyment in life's surprises, and those surprises can yield great treasure. Choose to enjoy those times when you get knocked off track, and you'll discover the quickest way to get back on track. You are at your best when truly enjoying life. So allow enjoyment to bring out your best in every situation. -- Ralph Marston

Through A Rapist's Eyes (no Joke)
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one p

Iin Whom I Trust
Psalm 18:2 “The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust.” Do you know the greatest thing you could do to give God glory? It's not to give a million dollars. It's not to give your body to be burned. It's not to go overseas as a missionary. The greatest thing you could do to glorify God is to believe God. Faith says, “God, you are trustworthy.” Don’t just sing about your belief in a great God or pray about your belief in a great God or even read about your belief in a great God. You must believe Him. A strong faith glorifies God! Meditate on these Names of God today: Prince of Peace, Lamb of God, Bright & Morning Star, Dayspring, The Good Shepherd, Messiah, Alpha & Omega.

Mika - Big Girl (you Are Beautiful)
Big girl you are beautiful Walks in to the room Feels like a big balloon I said, 'Hey girls you are beautiful' Diet coke and a pizza please Diet coke I'm on my knees Screaming 'Big girl you are beautiful' You take your skinny girls Feel like I'm gonna die Cos a real woman Needs a real man is why You take your girl And multiply her by four Now a whole lotta woman Needs a whole lot more Get yourself to the Butterfly Lounge Find yourself a big lady Big boy coming around And there we gonna do baby No need to fantasise Since I was in my prizes A watering hole With the girls around And curves in all the right places Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Walks in to the room Feels like a big balloon I said, 'Hey girls you are beautiful' Diet coke and a pizza please Diet coke I'm on my knees Screaming 'Big girl you are beautiful' You take your girl And multiply her by f

Anthoney Darion Foster
For many of you that's just a name, but for me that was my oldest son's name. He would be 11 today if he didnt' have krabbes disease and passed in September of 2001. No this isn't going to be a dark and depressing blog, its basically me getting out some of my juice instead of containing it and mulling it over for a build up and blow out of feelings. I always ask for this day off because its just not an easy thing to discuss with co-workers. They just don't get you, unless they lost a child of their own. Makes u in a club that isnt' exactly ur heart warming subject. No i didnt' go to therapy after the loss, and yes my marriage was over as well. But some people need help, I'm more of a person that does it on my own, i know what i need to do and just do it. Too many people use crutches to make it through life and i sort of like the obstacles that occur. They make me stronger and make life not so repetitive and boring. I have two boys that remind me of Anthoney...each having some

Did You Know, There Are A Lot Of Twons Named After Water Towers..
Good Morning. Hopefully your Friday will be a great one for you and those that surround you. Not like stalkers or anything of that nature. Family, friends, cohorts, ect. Hey now I was always under the impression that some of the stupidest people lived elsewhere and I will not even name locations to save bombardment of or the on slot of more dumb jokes. Or better yet as Bill Engval would put it, “Here’s your Sign” But, I heard it all on the radio this morning. A listener wrote in (email wise) to the station radio personalities and commented on a previous persons comment on how funny it was and that why so many towns named there town after their water tower…. Oh it gets better. This listener said, “Well you think that is funny, well while me and the Mrs. Were traveling this past summer we came a crossed a town that was named after a meteor in Arizona. My wife and me both were astonished that the Meteor came so close to the visitor center and did not hit it.” Yeah… we have that going o

What!?
This is an absolutely GENUINE email that was sent to my Hotmail address. I know there are a lot of idiots out there, but exactly how STUPID do they think people are? "WINNIE MADIKIZELA MANDELA. (MRS) PLOT 145 HOUGHTON ESTATE ORANGE GROVE. JOHANNESBURG, SOUTH AFRICA. ALTERNATIVE EMAIL:winniemadikizelafamily@yahoo.com E-mail :winniemadikizela@webmail.co.za FAMILY DARE YOUR ASSISTANCE Attn: Copeland, I am Mrs Winnie Madikizela Mandela,ersthwhile First Lady and wife of the Former President Of South Africa, Dr Nelson Mandela. I do regret any inconveniences the suddenness of this letter may cause you. As I write now to seek your assistance in this important matter of very urgent and confidential attention,concerning my personal problem. Since the souring of our marriage relationship few years ago, I have continued to suffer undue humiliations in the hands of my former husband Dr Nelson Mandela, who has continued to spread series of false alleg

Pilot Humor :)
Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of >humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS ' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit S: Something tightened in cockp

Sorry, Gang.
I know I've been hella flakey lately, and I'm sorry about that. I've just been dealing with a few personal matters, and I've been a lil busy with a other things as well. So! If I don't talk to you on msn/yahell, or just like...Pop on and off, etc etc. DON'T take it personally, and don't think you're being ignored. I leave my comp on occasion, and I shut down my messengers on occasion, too. This too shall pass. Much love to you all. ♥

How To Delete A Invalid Thread
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Scottish Patter
[edit] A * amurNay - I am not! * aslaat - I was remarked to say (So the boss sez tae me that I was lazy, and aslaat "Naw amurNay!") [edit] B * baltic - really cold (It is the Baltic!) * bampot - an idiot, unhinged person (He is a bampot) * bawbag - scrotum, pejorative (That guy's a bawbag) * bawsed - drunk (I was pure bawsed the other night) * blootered - drunk * boggin - smelly, dirty (That's boggin'!) [edit] C * chib/chibbin - a chib is a weapon (knife, bat, wood) - chibbin is the adjective (He is gonna get a chibbin!) * coupon - face (What's the matter with your coupon?) [edit] D * dog/doggin - to skip school/play truant (Dogger's card - a card where person has to get signed for attending each class) [edit] F * faird - to be scared (I am faird of the dark) * fousty - dark/damp [edit] G * geggy - mouth - "( Wheesht yer geggy") * ginger - carbonated drink, red hair

Weekend
To all my Friends here, I want to tell you have a nice and great weekend. I hope that it i snice to have two days free from work. Like to spent some times with my childeren. I hope that my ex will bring them to me other wise Iám alone and that is not so nice. Courtesy of MsTags.com Kiss from Keesxx

Poem
There's been a lot of mucky poems about recently. I thought I'd try and elevate the tone slightly and to this end I have composed a haiku. It is entitled 'Spring': Shiny, shiny balls Pull upon the slidey shaft White stuff will appear. The haiku is one the noblest and most well-regarded forms of poetry in Japan. I am a dead man.

He Can't Stand Me
Its funny where I can get my inspiration from sometimes. Im pretty pleased with this writing.. There is a long story involved with this. But I will only spill it, at request... Title : He Can't Stand Me He cant stand me. And thats just fine. Its his loss. Not mine. I tried to be there. I showed that I cared. And in the end. Its just me sitting here. Saying.. What the fuck did I do wrong. I never turned my back when he needed someone. I told him how I felt about him. And he took it all wrong. Its not my fault, He feels so miserable. He does this to himself. He just cant move on. I'm sorry that Im saying all this. But it will all go on. For way to long. So from now on. Im done. Even tho it hurts so much. The thought of him. Is dead to me. And this is something, I would have never wished to be. But I'm thru getting upset. I'm tired of all my tears going to waste. And I no longer care if I ever see his face. This is a friendship, that he threw astray.

No More !!!!!!
Yea jus updated my family section, had to cut some of u out cuz i guess u forgot why u were there. But it doesnt matter, I deleted my NSFW pics anyway. But im shortenin my friends list and family list because some of u have forgettin the meaning of the words. I like how some friends say they miss u or love u or care about u, but then dont take the time to see how you are doing, or u hit them up wit a message and they ignore u or gone invisible or give you some bullshit excuse about why they cant talk, but then they postin pics or bulletins askin for points. OOO I really like the friends that are always hittin u up, but then they get a CT companion, or a real life companion and kick u to the curb, then wanna hit u up askin for favors lol. FUCK DAT. If "friends" wont be there for me, then why should I bother bein there for them. I know who my real friends are and Ima be true to them, all u others can do watever, delete me, scold me, watever, cuz I aint sugar coatin nothin, and i dont ca

Next To You (a Song I Wrote About 5 Years Ago...)
If I had to choose I know what I would do, Between a million bucks and you, I'd light up a match, Throw it on the cash, And watch all of the money burn, Next to you... Eskimo kisses with a side of love, Baby your the one I been dreamin' of, In your heart you know it to be true, I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you... If I had to choose I know what I would do, Between a safer world and you, I'd pull up a seat, Put up my feet, And watch the world go down in flames, Next to you... Eskimo kisses with a side of love, Baby your the one I been dreamin' of, In your heart you know it to be true, I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you... If I had to choose I know what I would do, Between heaven and you, I wouldn't give a damn, Cause no matter where I am, I'm in heaven as long as... I'm next to you...

After Some Consutation....
i talked with my ex of 6 years ago, and afterwards i came out feeling like a new person. i no longer feel the heavy weight on my shoulders. i know i have made poor decisions, but i am not what i made myself out to be. i am loved and I'm starting to feel some redemption. peace at last.

Spass And Pipples.
a poem by Crazy Jayne: pink cheeked nipple tweak. wanna cum? go fuck a geek. light eyes. pillow thighs. why don't you try me on for sighs? red toes. little nose. spank my ass and rip my hose. first time? nevermind. ride the wave. you'll be just fine. [sidenote : "my first attempt at humorous poetry. i think i turned myself on instead. oh well."] enjoy.

Eye's (not Really A Poem But A Poetic Thought... Hope U Enjoy)
Look deep into my eyes. See the gates to my soul. Therein lies the truth. Where I've been, what I've done. The story that lies within may never be told in words, but it is still there. All you have to do is look.

Early A.m. Greeting!
A very early good morning to everyone! Yeah, I can't sleep again, lol! I will have an early start to my day, with multiple errands, etc, then a late afternoon with 3 or 4 clients! So, I will be away from my computer most of the day. Just a heads up! Thank you to all those rating and commenting my tattoo in the Dragon Tattoo Contest! I appreciate your help very much! I seem to be maxing my photo comments out early in the day, and I'm trying to help some friends all I can with their contests, too. So I am off to bed, again! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs all around! Blessings all over the map! I'll talk to everyone much later, lol!

Standards
yea um i just thought id put this up as an addition to my "who i'd like to meet" section. standards: well there is a joke around my job "[manager] has low standards and seth has none" now while i was gonna post in here that this was true, recent events (not ida) have changed my thoughts on this. my new standards are that she is niether an alcaholic, pothead (or other drug) or smokers. social drinking is ok, but alchies are a-holes to me. i have often thought pot wasnt that bad, well any "friend" that i hav knonw that does the stuff has turned their back on me. as for smoking, i dislike kissing ashtray lips. beyond that i have no problem with race, i just hate everyone. that too is an old joke, except it is growing on me. every week i get another reason to hate the world. my below blog is good example. maybe my above will be another.

Why/who Should Be Deat To Me (5 Pgs)
Yea um so you must be wondering by now "what the hell is wrong with this guy and why does he want some bitch dead?" well easy, the bitch ripped my heart and ate it! Here is how.... (btw this is a long one, you may wanna print it up) We first met ooo soo innocently back when we were toddlers, and then my folks moved when the 2 of us were 3 (so she says). I saw her for a couple follow up b-day parties (she says again) and once around 8th or 9th grade (she is only older than I by 1 1/2 mnths). Fast forward to late August '06: I am leaving my Drs office in the elevator and see a girl. I check her out as much as I would any other. A few days later I get an email here on myspace from her...btw a few days - a week or so I searched her too myself, tho I didn't contact her... it is Ida, my long lost "girlfriend" from pre-preschool. We had both never forgotten about each other, how sweet. So yea then we set up a date to meet in public... lord knows how we have both changed over the years, we w

Blog Virgin
This will be my first official blog... well that I kinda plan on keeping up with. Anywho, I plan on just adding my poems and songs. I will update it from time to time. Hopefully someone out there likes my work.

Thoughts
What I don’t get about the whole online community fad is the whole bickering back and forth and the out right fighting. I also don’t get the whole point of the peace offerings that are thrown back in the face of the bigger person, and the constant stalking afterwards. I understand that views vary from person to person, I too understand that if someone uses hurtful words against a person then retaliation is not too far off. But when retaliation goes beyond just simple instant messages to the constant inhabiting of one person on another person page that is when the line should be drawn. Come on people arguing on the internet is like running in the special Olympics even if you win you’re still retarded.

Naughtypoll.com
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Sort of tried to 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watc

Beyond Fantasies
Sex. I wanted to have sex. I wanted to have sensual, consensual, erotic, hot, steamy, adventurous, sex. Two years and four months out of my marriage and I'd been through more changes than I could count; men, sex, love, friendship, break-ups… I'd been through it all. And yet there was still a boundary to be crossed. There was still a land yet to be discovered. I would dream about it. I would fantasize about it. It was un-chartered territory that I wanted to chart. Bad. I'd come close, in a way. As a massage therapist I had touched many bodies. I am always the consummate professional though. My thoughts are my own and I never crossed a professional boundary, not once. But in my mind I wondered what it would be like to touch everything? What would it be like to touch every curve, every plane? Curves that were soft and rounded, planes that were lean and strong, breasts that sit perkily atop smooth tanned chests, large full breasts that fall gently to the side as my clients lay on th

End Of The Rainbow
College life was something I had anticipated and dreaded at the same time. It was like everything. It was like meeting Amy. Amy lived next door. Room 418. It is safe to say that she had the most popular room on the floor. I think mostly it was because she had the best CDs and was generous with them, but she was also audacious -- okay, a little crazy. By the time I got to know her, I was simply joining the party of seven or eight that nightly got together, talking and laughing into the early hours of the morning. She was openly gay. I was in awe of her ability to just be who she was, when even the other girls would give her shit about it, at least in a friendly way. You know, like when I would go to the bathroom, someone would inevitably say, "Lock the door... you know Amy likes to watch!" Of course, Amy didn't mind. If someone forgot, she'd threaten it herself. Like everyone else, I laughed about it. And, I locked the door. As time went on, and the semeste

Let It Be Me(v.gill/a.murray)repost
I bless the day I found you I want to stay around you And so I beg you, let it be me Don't take this heaven from one If you must cling to someone Now and forever, let it be me Each time we meet, love I find complete love Without your sweet, sweet love What would life be So never leave me lonely Tell me you love me only And that you'll always Let it be me Now and forever Let it be me

My Letter To A Bag Theif .. Yeah I Actually Put This Ad Out There..
It's kind of the continuation off of my last blog explaining the oh so wonderful birthday I had. Well after a week of getting nowhere.. and yeah life sincerely sucks when ever damned gov. office you go to tells you to go to the next one or they cant help you replace anything. yeah. Anyway after spending 2 days running around chicago a week after my bag grew legs, I decided to post an ad in the Chicago Craig list classifieds. I thought I would share it here as well. Bitter-- barely-- I thought with as pissed as I am at the world in general, it actually turned out to be rather nicely written . *smile* _________________________________________________ Stolen Purse- - 2/24 (Cal's Bar South Loop) Reply to: pixi_kiss@yahoo.com Date: 2007-03-07, 6:02PM CST So I wasn't going to post anything looking for it as I know whoever took my bag took it intentionally and never returned it to the bar yet. Ive spent a week checking back in hope. I'm posting this at the prompting of friends

My Body
Big brown eyes, with a rim of green. Eyes that see, and show, the unseen. No twinkles, no sparkles, no glittery light Just two big eyes intense with unspoken delight. Plump red lips with a sweet cherry taste, Lips that won't let a drop go to waste. No pout, no smile, no innocence at all, Just plump red lips to answer your passionate call. Slender arms, enfolding you like wild fire, Arms that can clutch to you with desire No flailing, no waving, nothing to fight Just supple arms keeping you encircled all night. Smooth willowy legs, so lithe it's a sin, Legs to clasp around your body, pulling you in No running, no kicking, no shame at all, Just legs attached to gyrating hips, wanting it all! Proud soft breasts, nipples erect and pink, Breast to bring you to ecstasies brink, No perfection imposed, no expectation Just naked breast to stimulate in erotic anticipation. My body, willing and able to please, My body, I surrender to you with ease,

Thoghts From The Cave
How many times in life must one go thru this. I am talking about epiphanies. For those of you who don't know what that is, I will explain. An epiphany by definition is a life altering event. It could be an idea or an action, by you or someone around you, that changes the very essence of who you are as a person. These events are often times extremely violent upheavals. I have as of this morning undergone one such upheaval that at best has left me dazed and confused or at worst totally fucked. Honestly folks, I was quite happy with who and what I was. I didn't need to have my views on myself drastically changed and quite frankly I am just plain sick of changing. I guess all I'm trying to ask is it just me or does anyone else just want to scream out "Stop the Bus, I wanna get off!"? Caveman

Stabbed 2
"Three men were arrested last night in connection with the murder of a 16 year old lad on Jennens Road on Monday 5 March. They are a 17 year old Erdington lad, a 20 year old Erdington man and a 16 year old Aston lad. All three are helping police with their enquiries. Officers thank the public for their support but continue to appeal for anyone who was on Jennens Road at the time of the stabbing to call the CID at Steelhouse Lane police station on ************"

Ramblings...?
Drunken talking amuses me at times. Theres always the talk that Oh I'm fat, ugly, so and so hates me, and the I need to get laid conversations. Yes, I was drunk but I was listening. As I'm now sober I do recall the talk I am.. amused, concerned and slightly agitated.. It upsets me to hear someone speak of my friends who I have known for about 10 years in such a poor condescending manner and claim that they love them. I am sorry but if they were really that bad of a person I would have not let them move into my house and spend most of the free time that I have with them. That just doesn't work for me. Then have them say that they were torn about who they should hang with because they don't want to be judged, when they do all the time. People have a choice and a free mind. One chooses who they "hang" with. Weather it be the rich, high maintenance type, or the fly by the seat of your pants be who you are type. The fact is that a single person always has a choice. I think that

Little Things...
I notice you checking on me, Seeing if I am ok. I see how you react... When I enter a room. I don't know why you pay such close attention. I am not the most honest person, And there are many things I have done that I am not proud of. Yet you cast everything aside, And stay forever fateful. I am not ready for anything, Even tho I know what is in your heart. Even tho your intentions may be for the best... I am not sure what I am going to do now. I hope that you will accept that..

Is This The Definition Of True Love?
The definition of love is the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation, and thoughtful introspection. Some tackle the difficulty of finding a universal definition for love by classifying it into types, such as passionate love, romantic love, and committed love. However, some of these types of love can be generalized into the category of sexual attraction. In ordinary use, love usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience felt by a person for another person. Love often involves caring for or identifying with a person or thing, including oneself (cf. narcissism). Dictionaries tend to define love as deep affection or fondness. In colloquial use, according to polled opinion, the most favored definitions of love involve altruism, selflessness, friendship, union, family, and bonding or connecting with another. The different aspects of love can be roughly illustrated by comparing their corollaries and opposites. As a general expression of positive sentiment (a stronger for

Gentlemen Rules
General Etiquette: • Always be polite • Do not curse • Do not speak loudly • Do not lose your temper • Do not stare • Do not interrupt • Do not spit • Respect your elders • Do not laugh at other’s mistakes • Remove your hat indoors • Wait for seating before eating Basics of Chivalry: • Always open doors • Put on her coat • Help with her seat • Give up your seat • Stand at attention • Give her your arm • Ask if she needs anything Basic Good Manners: • Don’t flaunt your riches • Never let others see you looking at your watch • Never groom yourself in public • Be punctual • Shake hands firmly • Apply constant verbal grace • Tip well and discreetly • Project high moral values Party Etiquette: • Acknowledge your acquaintances • Address new acquaintances by their title and last name • Look at you interlocutor • At dinner, address those on your left and right • Never remove your coat or necktie when in company • Only talk when you’ve been formally

Are We Really That Stupid?
We dragged clinton through hell over a blowjob,how come bush has yet to be tried for treason? Television has given us all the evidence needed to convict,sentance & execute him for his involvement in 9/11,plus the illegal occupation of Iraq. How did we end up in Iraq? Aint bin laden in pakistan? How do we the people hold accountable a person who defies congress? I say we all go to K-mart,buy some whiffle bats,go to your local government office,and whoop the holy dogshit out of anyone wearing a tie,tell them as an employee of the people,their incompetent ass' are fired,~N kick em in the nuts! Eventually we'll end up with a responsible government.Rather than the disfunctional,fraudulent piece of shit we got defiling our country now.

It's Been A While...brief Update On Life...
hey...so I've been away from this site for a while now...since my last blog I have joined the Blue October official street team...THE BLUE MEANIES...hmmm...I have become slightly obsessed with the Zodiac Killer aka the Cypher Slayer...still obsessed with Buffy/Spike fan fiction and Veronica/Logan fan fiction...have recently started reading Jackie/Hyde from That 70s Show fan fiction...I still work at Raising Cane's...I still love Monty Python...I'm about halfway through with this second semester of my sophomore year and I think 6 credits short of starting my junior year...which is my fault because I should actually be a few classes ahead of the game if it weren't for that damn Hurricane Katrina and my depression/ADHD getting a little out of hand...but yeah...so that's about it I think...oh...and I'll be turning 20 on April 26th...goddess I'm getting old...heh...later ^_^ MONICA

Off To Texas
I wanted u all to know that I am off to TX in a few hours. I will be visiting some online friends there for the weekend & then on Monday I will be going down to Ft Hood to see my son & his family. My grand daughters are excited for me to get there (so they say), lol. I will probably spend a few hours playing dolls with the doll house ;) I love spending time with them, I always come back a happier person =) This will be my shortest trip ever. Have a great 10 days & be safe! Enjoy the race, lol. Its here in town & Im leaving! Go figure, lol!

Spring
The world is fresh and fearless and every leaf is new The world is brimmed in moonlight the lilac brimmed with dew Here in the moving shadows I catch my breath and sing The world is fresh and fearless and over brimmed with Spring...

Cross-fire
The Ripple Effect... All decisions in life cause a ripple effect, no matter how small you think the decision is. That's why you need to be careful when making them, cause you never want to get someone caught in it, even if it isn't intentional. Small things can weigh largely on other people, think of how everyone else around you will be effected first.. It's not just you and your heart out there on the line, its also the people's that care about you and Love you. Most people don't think about that, then it back-fires on them. Hurting not only themselves but the people around them... So the next time you think about doing something serious.. think about us damnit!! Cause I'm tired of getting caught in the crossfire!!!!

20 Things You Didn't Know About Bees
20 Things You Didn't Know About... Bees Undertaker bees, the queens who were called kings, how honey helps wounds... by Liza Lentini 1 There are 16,000 species. Most are solitary insects; only about 5 percent are social bees, the most common being the honeybee. As many as 80,000 of them colonize a single hive. 2 Drones—the male honeybees—live only for mating with the queen. If there is a shortage of food in the hive, the workers kick their lazy, gigolo asses out. 3 To die for: When drones mate, they die afterwards from a ruptured abdomen. Sex detaches their endophallus, which gets stuck inside the queen. 4 She continues to mate—the drones aren’t terribly smart, apparently—until she collects more than 70 million sperm from multiple males. 5 The queen was known as the king until the late 1660s, when Dutch scientist Jan Swammerdam dissected the hive’s big bee and discovered ovaries. 6 Someone call Homeland Security! Australian researchers discovered that

Lexus 350
YA GOTTA LOVE THIS ONE: > > > I bought a new Lexus 350 and returned to the dealer the next day > because I couldn't get the radio to work. The salesman explained that > the radio was voice activated. > > "Nelson," the salesman said to the radio. The Radio replied, "Ricky or > Willie?" "Willie!" he continued and "On The Road Again" came from the > speakers. > > Then he said, "Ray Charles!", and in an instant "Georgia On My Mind" > replaced Willie Nelson. I drove away happy, and for the next few days, > every time I'd say, "Beethoven," I'd get beautiful classical music, > and if I said, "Beatles," I'd get one of their awesome songs. > > Yesterday, a couple ran a red light and nearly creamed my new car, but > I swerved in time to avoid them. I yelled, "Ass Holes!" > > Immediately the French National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane > Fonda and Barbara Streisand nod, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie > Chicks and Babbles Boxer, with John Kerry on guitar

Surviving The Day
i have so many sins, i feel like alot of my life has been a lie, I have done many bad things. yet i continue to lie to myself about them. i want everything to be good, and pure, and yet i am not. not nearly as much as i would like to be. i don't feel as bad about the things i have done, but lying about them makes me feel terrible, but yet i continue to do so. why oh why. maybe im just having a shitty day, but it feels like this has been going on for much longer, and what started out as a seed, has now become rooted in, and i have become what i despise most. Why must i continue to plant seeds of deceit. my intents are not evil, but they grow in that direction. i've thought about becoming a monk and forsaking all of my worldly possessions and pray for redemption. or i can go to everyone i have ever wronged and ask them for forgiveness. and spend my life in servitude of others. though i already live my life in servitude. though my guilt consumes me. i must pray and meditate

A Best Friend's Depression
A best friend's depression... so severe she seems dead a heartache is what she suffers memories playing in her head Around her friends... a fake smile at night... she cries alone Wanting the love she had before not wanting to admit it was gone... Isolating herself from the people that care the most looking through a box of memories that seemed to be from long ago I talk with her my best friend to try and change her fate I told her to let him go it would be easier this way Her friends want her back the one that used to laugh and make all her friends smile A best friend's depression... so severe she seemed dead a heartache is what she suffers memories playing in her head... I love you Shelly, you're my best friend and I am here for you always!!

Vmpires
You scored as Excellent Vampire. You will be a excellent vampire. Click here to become a vampire! "Angel of Chaos has lured you into this dark alleyway. As you wait for your eyes to adjust, you feel something brush against your neck. There is a slight popping noise, of fangs sinking into your veins. You are paralysed, while the blood drains from your body. As the fangs retract, you feel a new strength, and a new coldness in your limbs. You have joined the ranks of the undead."Excellent Vampire67%Bad Vampire0%Could you be a vampire?created with QuizFarm.com

Aight I Know It Sucks But.....
CAUSE I'M TRYING TO KEEP THIS ALL FRIENDLY AND SHIT, HERE'S WHAT I'M GOING TO DO FOR MY CONTEST. ONLY A SLIGHT CHANGE TO KEEP IT REASONABLE. THE PERSON WITH THE LEAST RATES IS THE NUMBER OF THOUSAND COMMENTS I'M GOING TO USE. MAKE SENSE? THAT MEANS IF THE PERSON IN LAST PLACE HAS 19 RATES THEN EVERYONE GETS 19,000. UNDERSTAND? GOOD. NOW NO WHINING OVER THIS FACT, MY CONTEST AND JUST TRYING TO KEEP IT CLOSE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND AN ASSHOLE!!

Poem #77
RESCUE ME Everyting is dead and gone I'm left alone in the cold night In the darkest shadows I cry for you My heart and soul are hollow So frozen is my blood, my body Craving the warmth only you can give Needing, aching for your love Fearing I'll die without it So come for me, hold me, don't let go I miss your laughter and smiles Find me, help me, I'm drowning With your hands, reach for me Your spirit can save my own Pull me out of the twisted wreckage Breath life back into me Hurry, Im drowning, dying, breaking

B.i.t.c.h
I used to think that B.I.T.C.H. was a BAD word but not anymore! When she stands up for herself and her beliefs, they call her a bitch When she stand up for those she love, they call her a bitch. When she speak her mind, think her own thoughts, or do things her own way, they call her a bitch. When she refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it,she is defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when she takes time for herself instead of being everyone's maid or when she acts a little selfish. Being a bitch has meant raising your children to be strong people who have a solid sense of personal and social responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in and who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a bitch means that you are free to be the wonderful creature that you are, with all your own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means you won't comprom

Another Day....
So then, without a truck, I was left to find something to do. So I surfed the internet fantastic for various time wasters, one of which was cats and things, and basically, the day ended as...well, just as a day. Another day. Which, I know sometimes i'm losing touch with things around me, because it just seems like i'm letting time fly by at a record pace, and for some reason, i'm choosing not to capitalize on things that could be done with time wasted. ...I keep finding out bad news, recently. It's not great for the whole losing-grip-on-some-aspects-of-reality thing. It's like i'm searching for something to use to both bring me back down to earth, and, to allow me to live against reality at the same time. Eh.

Angel
THIS IS FOR MY CT WIFE AND HER FAMILY. HER GRANDMOTHER IS GRAVELY ILL. I HAVE POSTED A BULLETIN. PLEASE SEND LOVE AND PRAYERS. THANK YOU. Music Video:ANGEL (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Midnights Rain
Midnights Rain The sorrows of today, lead us to the happieness of tomorow. But all the while, The pain lingers on. In darkness of shadows, to the mysteries of night. We search for the happieness, Thats far from our sight. the never ending quest, To subdue ones pain. Finds them stranded alone, In the cold midnights rain.

Another Poem For The Heartbroken
Why? Minute by minute, Hour by hour, Day by day. Thoughts of you still haunt me, The wont go away. What happend to our love? When did it end? I thought you was my lover, I thought you were my friend. why did you do all those nasty things to me? Tell me straight up, Clearly make me see. I want to know where we went wrong. Did i say the wrong words? Did i sing the wrong song? The answers may elude me untill the day i die. Untill my last breathe leave me Ill ask myself WHY?????

My About Me
Hello, my name is Alana. I am not hot, it is winter currently and its cold. I am sexy I know...but its not what I look like, but how I present myself. I am not a MILF...that term is stupid...it was funny in the movie because they were teenagers..I am not! I dont feel comfortable with anyone I can't legally drink in a bar with so any of you younger than 21...don't expect me to respond to any flirting ok. I am older than my years say I am. I don't like being seen as a piece of meat in a flesh market. My private albums are just that PRIVATE please don't sniff...you arent going to find my exposed coochie shots posted on cherrytap. I do love men...I am a huge fan of lust, mystery, and inteligence. I also think there is a time and a place for it. I am nuttier than a fruit basket on my good days...and I am a very moody individual on my bad days.

Through The Never
Through the Never Through the never, We shall pass. Into darkness, Rather fast. A beam of light guides the way, But do we go or do we stay? Fear Consumes you, Reality eludes you. For endless aching miles. Insanity starts to creep, And bares its evil smile. Pride? Confusion. Reality? Illusion. Its mangled and stripped away. No longer knowing up from down, Because the dark hides the day.

Outside Competition
Im in a little competition for the cutest pet. Thought some of you might like to know about it so here is the link im in it under my user name here so please show me some love if you go have a look From: PhotoPox.com Date: Mar 9, 2007 3:52 AM ............................................. Enter Your Pet Today Click Here To Enter

Inner Pain
I sit alone in a world that has no time. Confused on what is real and what is not. Am I cursed to wonder alone in a crazy mixed up world? With no companionship? In my mind I see what i want, what i need. But then i awake and get thrown back into the cruel truth that is life. Why must there be such a horrific feeling as that of a broken heart?

A Reminder To Those Ive Loved And Lost
You was the one, With the key to my heart. you was the drive that kept me going, you was the one that help'ed me start. When times got tough, You was there by my side. helping me through it all, The endless aching ride. Your Voice was like an angel, That lifted the darkest night. Your love was like the wings, That gave the eagles flight. I dont know the words, To tell you how i feel. I'll let me heart be the guide, To show my love is still real.

A Bright Spot
first light breaks the horizon,first sounds of the birds,waves crashing against the jetty,sweet smell of cinnamon and vanilla, the light breath on your lips, is just me. a bright spot to my day. and the lonelyness abaides for night. where no one can hear,just a feeling between two virtual stranger together in cyber world.what a day today could be.

Drawing The Lines...
Where am i to draw the line of where i stand within my life.. I am still picking up the pieces of a heart that is not complete. To feel already i cannot decide if it is wrong or right. Perhaps i am allowing my emotions to cloud over my better judgement. But perhaps its right? Perhaps its not... So many things are involved, not simply a life not simply 2, not just 1 heart on the line not even 2 but 3 and 4 hearts on the line. Perhaps i am better to distance myself and let fate decide. But still... Do i dare.. My eyes are growing heavy.. the lack of sleep is catching up i know i need to go to bed but yet she rings threw my mind. I wonder if the sleep i need will come or if i will close my eyes and see dreams of what i know deep down i cannot have. Perhaps what i am simply not destined to have. Or at least so it seem..

The Way Life Goes
It's time i let some things out. life can be full of joy or it can be 1 bad thing after another. Every time i become happy for some reason or another life decides to hit like a damn truck and out the window goes my happyness. for example i was blessed with beutiful children that i love dearly and life saw fit to take them away from me. I found someone that i fell head over heals in love with and once again life plays its cruel role and took that away from me to. Maybe im destind to be alone and miserable. I dont know. Dont get me wrong im not saying what happens in my life isnt in any way my fault. Alot of what happens could or can be avoided one way or another. Yes i admit it I do make mistakes and have tendencies to not do the right thing untill its to late but hey nobodies perfect. But the way i was raised is you take the good with the bad and if you have problems you need toi work through them not take the easy way out. I try so hard to do that but its not easy. Life never is. Mayb

Villainy
Zac the mention of my name may induce puke worse then the father of a jedi named luke get choked to fucking death without ever touching you deploying wave after wave of storm troops but i'm not going out in some exceptional act of good i would have slaughtered my master years ago and start enforcing my own rules more ruthless then lex luther just not bald and i don't have a kryptonite ring because i don't need a ring to make you pussies sing bitch piss yourself at the scent of my intent apologize for nothing and curtsy as you exit stage left the joker was practically fashioned after me because with all the horrible things i do i can't stop fucking laughing i get giddy and ecstatic thinking up ways to harm humanity and make fun of people grieving over dead families i'm the leader of the deceptacons; megatron we're stealing all the energon put it all back where it belongs in the bow of our ship we're gonna fuel up, take hits and then we're taking over this shit

Pt. 6
Save some face, you know you've only got one Change your ways while you're young Boy, one day you'll be a man Oh girl, he'll help you understand Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things slide by so carelessly Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in And someone will drive her around Down the same streets that I did On the same streets that I did Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Oh no, oh no no no Oh no, oh no no no

I Wuv You!!!!
again, if you haven't heard or noticed i don't come here alot anymore but i still haven't forgotten about my favorite cherries. yes, YOU!!! I love you guys and i hope you have a great rest of the week, mmkay? You guys rock and I can't count the number of times you've put a smile on my face! mwuah!!!! Don't think for a second i'd ever forget you. love you!!! :-)

Underworld
Which UNDERWORLD character are you? SELENE: You are selene!Beautiful, vivacious, fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the Lycans extinct. Ever wish you could be a vampire?Click Here to cheat death and become a real VAMPIRETake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Gonna Get Me A Cream Soda And Gorge Like A Tick On It.
I wish I could claim that above sentence as my own, but I can't, thank you web comic goodyness for stupid ideas that sound really good right now. What can I say, I'm a stress eater, and right now I'm really stressed out and want to kill myself by consuming too much sugar at one time. You think I'm kidding don't you... ha ha, no. Now I can't get this damn song out of my head "Sugar sugar, ah honey honey, you are my candy girl, and you've got me going"... Geez, possibly most depressing kind of song to have going through my head right now. And it's all of my own damn doing. Ha ha ha ha! Well, maybe my depression isn't entirely my own doing. I think I could handle taking a break from the man I love so he has time to sit back and figure out "She loves me, she wants a break, maybe there's something wrong and I should ask her so that we can work this out and be happy again." What's really driving me crazy though besides this entire mess, is that, my mother is really happy no

This Is So Sad!
Body: DONT STOP READING THIS OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN TO U... boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school. boy

Wind Down
Try and rewrite yourself, find some other definition. Something new. That's the point right? Life is recreation, redefinition and a bright new day. Unless you are kind of exhasted by it all. Like you've worked that tired old trick a million times. Can you run out of masks? Do you reach a point where you don't even care if you have? The machinery that ticks and buzzes and whirls behind my world is getting a tad tired and played out. My inventions are winding down, quiet devices dancing to a stop. Massive atomic furnaces, slowly losing thier fire. Some sort of new element maybe, some sort of spark. Out of nebulous sky. Refire, reawaken.

Trouble With Momma To Be!
I filed for Paternity with the court, alot of good that will do unless I can get the papers served. Melody is leaving the state so serving her will be hard, it was hard enough just to get all the paperwork done & filed. Most people would be happy that the father of a unborn baby is taking an interst in the child but not her family, they are making it difficult to even have her served. Grrrrrrrrr.

Kelly Marie Mcclintock
Kelly Marie McClintock Kelly Marie McClintock 1975 - 2002 Im not One to typicly write about those who have passed but today as I woke up I felt as if I should take the time to write something. Her name was Kelly, and she was by far one of the sweetest people I have known in my short 29 years on this planet. She left this life too early at the age of 27, back in the year 2002. Today if she was alive would be her 32nd Birthday. so in thought of her today I dedicate this small piece of Internet to her Memory, and a small Reminder to those who knew her of the moments in your life she made an impact on. I met her when we were in the 3rd Grade, I was a chubby little goof that thought she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, I was on recess hanging with a kid named Jason Boyer. I told him "I Like her" and with the writing of a note, That kid Jason ran it to her. Moments later she walked to me and asked if I "Like-Liked her" (innocent kid moment). the rest is a l

~~simple World Peace~~
Subject: World Peace........... World Peace >>> Three guys -- a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden, and >>> an American engineer are walking together one day. >>> They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of >>> it."I will give each of you one wish, which is three >>> wishes total" says the Genie. >>> >>> The Canadian says, "I am a farmer, my dad was a >>> farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to >>> be forever fertile in Canada ." Pooooof! With a blink >>> of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever >>> made fertile for farming. >>> >>> Osama bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want an >>> impenetrable wall around Afghanistan , Iraq and Iran >>> with all believers of Mohammad inside and all Jews, >>> Americans, and other infidel forever outside our >>> precious state." Pooooof! Again, with the blink of the >>> Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those >>> countries.. >>> >>> The American

Trying The Clear My Mind
i just want to meet some new friends who will understand my problems i was raised to be a nice person im basically a momma's boy my dad walked out on us when i was 2 the asshole sent me a fake 20 dollar bill for graduation i was so pissed the babysitter doing that i wanted to tell someone but i was 5 i was so scared i sometimes feel like i gave up on life i have no teeth (im embarrassed) cant afford false teeth i am working my ass off and have nothing to show for it i have a judgment against my pay from 14 years ago for a repoed car i cry a lot everynight trying to forget the past but cant and everynight since being molested i protect myself at night (i cant say too embarrassing) i have had 2 nervous breakdowns i stress out too much i am shy and bashful afraid to meet new people i just cant figure out whats wrong with me

Mirror, Mirror On The Wall
Mirror, mirror on the wall, Should I really shave my balls? If I don't - she'll surely bitch ~ Does she care how much I'll itch? Take the razor and lather up, Don't she care that I could slip? Shave my balls ~ and cut off my dick? Easy now ~ hands don't shake, She'll call me "Stumpy" with one mistake, Pubes in her teeth she really can't bear, If I want some head ~ get ridda the hair. So I shave my balls all nice and slick, Did it up nice ~ without one nic! "Feel 'em baby ~ they're so smooth!" "Take off your clothes - get in the groove!" She looks at me from our little bed, "I'm sleepy, Baby ~ ain't givin no head!" She rolls on over ~ and gives me her back, I'm so pissed off ~ I'm about to crack! Next day ~ it's breakfast in the sheets, I spoon her bites which she gladly eats, And I must confess I think it's fair, That her omelet was made with pubic hair.

If.......
If.... If i ask you to kiss my lips Would you ask which set?? Or would u pick the ones That seem 2 make u sweat... If I ask you to let me ride Would u ask in what direction?? Or would u let me choose Based on the size of your erection... If I ask you to love me down Would you start from bottom to top? Or would you just go for the spots That make me say "Don't stop" If I ask you to scream my name Would you think it was a test?? Or would you just yell it to the rooftops As I give you my best without rest If I tell you to give it to me hard Would you give me all u got? Or would you hold back and tease me Until u feel I'm hot... If I asked you for variety Would we do sumthing different? Or would we do the tried and true Just because you love my belligerence.... If u wanted reciprocation Do u think Im that chic?? I can answer that for you... This girl can drive a stick!!

Well
I have found that I seem to stand true, because I don't know if really mister prince charming is really what he says, but givin he's leaving for iraq, but we'll see. I have just been burnt so many times that i'm terrified of it happening again. Anyway time to end

Love
I'm one of those woman who thinks love doesn't exist, I've seen it lost one to many times, i learn from others mistakes, I'm never turning back, you hurt me to much this life is messed up you love and then you lose you can never win, not anymore anyways the one you love will always leave and just when you think things are perfect they somehow get ruined i don't understand how everyone can look so happy when I'm holding all my emotions inside until i just break down and cry what happened to me being a happy woman what happened to i don't want to cry I'm not so sure I'm the same person i was before before i lost everything that meant anything to me that is before i lost my friend, my family, the love of my life or maybe i never had any of that maybe i lost everything but i definatley gained something to i have the best friend i could ever ask for and i would never change that i miss my old life, i miss my old friends i miss everything i used to have but i lo

City Girl Gone Country
Hello all you Cherrys! I am new here so dont quite know what i am doing yet. I am formally from Mass but have been living in SE ohio for the past 7 yrs. I enjoy the computer and playing at online game sites and chatting with friends i have met. Thanks to all of you who have given me such a warm welcome and i hope to return the favor once i know just what i am doing here.

The People That Made Me The Man I Am Today..(re-post Written On An Earlier Blog From Another Site)
Y'know, a lot of people always ask me how I became the stately, statuesque, honorable man I am today (at least that's what I think they mean by "Why the fuck are you so wierd?!"). I, like most of you, were greatly influenced by a lot of our early television personalities and helped mold me into the man I am today. This is a list of the 10 most influential... 1. Fat Albert- He taught me the importance of friendship when you are so fat you couldn't even see your willy to get laid (this was realy helpful in my later years!) 2. Popeye- He taught me not to eat too much spinach because it really affects your taste in woman very negatively (come on!! Who out there besides Popeye and Bluto think Olive Oyle is hot!). 3. Charlie brown- He taught me that even crack babies can be cute. 4. Jo from "The Facts of Life"- She taught me that a woman can be a man too. 5. He-Man- He taught me that even gay people can be heroes. 6. Al bundy- He taught me that no matter how bad your lif

More Things You Will Never Hear A Man Say
More things you will never hear a man say. * I know you just blew me, but I need a kiss. * I'm sick of beer, give me a fruit juice with a lemon twist. * Great, your mother's coming to stay with us again. * I wonder if my gorgeous neighbor knows that her drapes are open when she's getting ready for bed. Maybe I should tell her. * No way, you weeded the garden last week. It's my turn. * Better get ride of these old Penthouse magazines, I don't look at them anymore. * I understand. * This movie has too much nudity. * Damn, we're late for church. * No. I don't want to see your sister's tits. * Damn these onions, pass me a tissue. * Put some panties on, for Christ's sake!!!

Moving....
Ok So bruce found out that he is leaving probably monday for new mexico for 9 weeks. So I will probably b leaving next week to go home for good. I will b gone from here for a bit and I wont have the cell anymore either. As soon as I get settled I will let everyone know whats up. As soon as i get a new celly too I will let everyone (well some of you) have that number as well. I am gonna miss all my friends!! I will try not to b gone for too long!! Love, ~Stephie~

Playlist And Promos
Hey Everyone, Important Message from Lord Genocyde: I know this may be a disappointment but I'll no longer be posting the playlist to my blogs any longer. From here on out, I'll simply post video promos telling you what you can expect on the upcoming shows the weekend before the shows air. They'll include the dates, times, and shit like that. I've figured out how to refine the YouTubes I post so that they come out a lot better and include opening and closing titles PLUS music. The playlists are still being sent out to the people who signed up at TotalGenocyde@gmail.com because bands and labels use them to figure them up in statistics and whatever it is they do with them. Few actually repost the playlists. We're not really concerned with that, that's not why we're axing the posting of the playlists. What we've figured out was that a video promo with the banner was enough to really hype the show. The posting of the playlist itself was overkill and took up too much space on the b

5 Things That Make Me Go Wtf?!
You know, there are some things out in this totally f'ed up world that I just can't figure out. Does anyone else have these moments where you just have to think "WTF?!" to yourselves? These are my top 5 WTF's... 1. Directions on shampoo bottles- Now I'm guessing everyone that reads this knows how to use a fucking bottle of shampoo but the companies still think they should make sure we know to "wet hair, lather, rinse, repeat" on their bottles. It's sad to think about it but they're probably some dumbass in Bfe Utah standing in his shower, toes all wrinkly, staring at the back of a bottle of White Rain thinking "Damn! I was suposed to rinse, THEN repeat! Thats how I get the soap out!!! ahaa!" 2. The little packs of sillica gel that is found in a new pair of shoes that says "Do Not Eat"- Wtf?! Ok, I admit that I am a rather large man and I like to eat a lot of wierd things. But I have NEVER dug something out of my shoe (new or used) and thought "Man! that looks mighty tasty!"

5 Things That Really Piss Me Off...(re-post Of A Blog I Written On A Different Site Just After Christmas)
Ok with Christmas behind us it's time for me to stop being so damn chipper and go back to my usual "pissed off at the world" self. The best way I know to do this is to make a list of 5 things that piss me off. Here you go. Hope you enjoy. 1. Myspace: You have no idea how pissed I am that I'm addicted to this page. I always thought it was just an online popularity contest to see who can get the most friends. And for the most part it is. But now I'm addicted. Somewhere in between the get-to-know me surveys which ask "When did you last tell someone you thought about liking them" and "how many toes are on your best friends left foot" or whatever they ask I have got to know a lot of really cool people on here. And now I find myself racing home each night to see if I got any messages that day. So it's a mixed blessing. I'm thankful I got to know some great people on here but damn! Why did I have to get addicted! 2. Taxis: Ok I ride one to work once in a while and so

Like No Other
The pain is too deep You make me cry myself to sleep You left without any notice Why'd you do that didn't you know this would turn out all wrong? I begged and plead with you and yours Told you to put it down Walk away and say no more You had to fight Just one more time It wasn't yours It was all mine I told you I'd take it I'd handle it my way You wanted to make it All okay I'm so disappointed It's all my fault We should have had one more talk I loved you like no other We came from the same mother She loved us the same Why couldn't you have stayed You didn't have to do this We could have made it through this I apolgized for my words You cried in pain I told you I'd take it Just give it to me You couldn't handle it You walked away The man you were To much pride I'd rather have died For your life Don't do this again You have one last chance Lean on me And I'll bring you back

Hey Blogers
I just wanted to take a minute to thank everyone who reads my work. I wanted you to know that it's all mine... I have wrote it all myself and all of it it pieces of me. PLEASE COMMENT!!! I want to know what you think about it... how it makes you feel... if it takes you thru any emotions or stirs any memories... let me know even if you fucking hate it...=-) I want the honest love of my friends.... thanks again for taking the time to read them and rate them... Always, Hell on Wheels ( Jen )

Don't Understand
i really don't understand why i keep turning people off to me...it confuses the hell out of me to start with...and then when no one will explain it to me...it fucks with ym head even more...i guess women don't like nice guys anymore....

Brit-com Fans...goodbye John Inman
Actor John Inman, best known for his role as camp shop assistant Mr Humphries in the long-running BBC comedy "Are You Being Served?" died aged 71 on Thursday. Inman, who later became a pantomime regular, was one of the sitcom's most memorable cast members and his catchphrase "I'm free" became part of popular culture. In 1976, he was voted "Funniest Man On Television" by readers of TV Times magazine and was also named BBC TV's "Personality Of The Year." He died at St Mary's Hospital in London after having been ill for some time, his manager Phil Dale said in a statement. "John, through his character Mr Humphries of Are You Being Served? was known and loved throughout the world," Dale said. "He was one of the best and finest pantomime dames working to capacity audiences throughout Britain. "John was known for his comedy plays and farces which were enjoyed from London's West End throughout the country and as far as Australia, Canada and the USA." Inman's long-term p

I Put Your Name
I put your name on a paper and I didn't lock it in my heart. I made it clearly wonderful that you were just a memory torn apart. I loved it when you sang me songs when we had long walks just thinking of our friendship that we built. Now I stand in front of you, you're face if full of guilt. You know that you have cut me, you cut me nice and deep the worthless things you said I couldn't forget them.. Not even in my sleep You were my friend and I have thought about it long and hard. I Put so much emotion into something that was always going to fall apart. We soon drifted further and one day it was done I was standing in front of you, but you didn't seem to care that how you cut me deeply, my feelings just went numb. I'm looking at you carefully the words i didn't want to hear. Soon we both look at one another and soon our eyes start to tear. Sometimes its just time to say goodbye because hurting one another just makes the friendship die.

Stupid Things People Do On Ct
Ten Things Losers Do On Cherrytap....... ***ONE To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. ***TWO Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. ***THREE Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. ***FOUR Quit crying b/c you didn't win a contest. who cares? ITS CHERRYTAP!!! ***FIVE people who have whoring contests*such as creamy coochie,biggest breasts* or whatever other nasty and degrading contests your little brain can conjure up.. *to the guys that do these* go find a girlfriend and fuck her b/c apparently you need something to occupy ur time! *the girls that have them and are entered in them* ur j

Reality's Doubt
Reality’s doubt I can’t figure out Just how I feel What is fantasy And what is real Dancing on my tiptoes Waltzing through the clouds Playing in the language of love Never feeling the doubts Should I feel like this I really do not know I have got so much love inside Now it needs to make a show But love is just a memory For the hopelessness I feel That’s where I’m really at That’s when reality becomes real. Written by: J.R.A.F 1992

He Called Her Grey.
(Still lame Revision) Five minute fame. Two Dollar Whore. Twenty minute blowjob. Two seconds of ecstasy. Queen of the cock. Foolish little cunt. The pain of her pleasure will haunt you. Let it be the itch beneath your skin, the cuts under your fingernails. Destroy little one, bring with you complete mayhem. Within his pale, naked body was a beating heart. The only body part she was never able to control. The one part she could never please, for her own was tormented and tortured until it finally passed with bliss and discontent. He screamed her name and gazed into vacant eyes. Eyes that did not blanket a soul. Eyes grey as stone. Eyes that would be implanted into his mind forever. And as he tossed and turned, shaking from the disturbance of his own mind, he would once again think of those eyes. Pale and faded. Get naked for her once more. Let her feel your pleasure. Let her feel at all. She wants to know she's alive. The pulsation she feels inside of her cunt is wh

Don't Read Between The Lines...
...read the lines, you won't understand the infinite implications until you understand the infinity of what i'm saying best wishes special interest dirty dishes dead fishes free ticket good riddance broken stitches hits and misses rusty scissors poorly healed incisions blind divisions squeaky door hinges cattle never cringes it's delicious i'm cooking my steak less and pinker after every butcher shop visit don't be upset your turn is next take your place on the slaughter belt obnoxious minimalism vapid saturation moderate extremism secular state financed religion convicted by fringe convictions generals miss the days of conscription potpourri scented prisons i dropped the soap but no one's listening the mirror is superstitious it breaks itself without a witness your cancer obstructs my vision it's benign with its malignance held in place by a pair of forceps whispering its insistance assist the masquerade of resistance play a very convincing

Last Phone Call
While reading my latest book, I came upon these sayings. If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting? -Stephen Levine- Talk to your frineds and family memebers as if it's the last time you ever will.

One Lost
Love Lost Is no more Can’t count the minutes On the clock anymore We waited and watched Listened and felt The love you gave us While you walk through Heaven We stay on Earth To repeat your words They will stay in our hearts It was your life that came Screeching to a halt We couldn’t foresee You will be missed young man By so many of thee You rep’d the Bay In your own special way It won’t be in vain You have no more pain We’ll take over for you And run the crew like you did We loved you like blood You are like no other You’re in our prayers One lost brother

If Only But A Whisper
A whisper from the wind calls to me. It carries my name throughtout time, space, and darkness. The words, though unclear, reach deep within my soul where only you can go. The tears form and blink slowly from my eyes. Why can only you do this to me? As I teeter on the line of hating you, the utter mention of your name reminds me of a different place. A place I once was, if only for a short time. Sadness consumes me and my thoughts. As I slip further from the fakeness of this world, I remember the something I once was. Can you still see me? The dark shrouds me like a blanket that I wish never to be uncovered from. The safety of becoming numb has protected me thus far. But still I hear a whisper. If it is only but a whisper, why does it bellow out for only me to hear? The pain is an illusion, one that only I can see, hear, and smell. The sense of being able to feel has left me. The sense of tasting you would be too sweet for me to handle. Damn the whisper, it haunts me.

What Rapist Look For In A Target...............
This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attack

Redhead And The Pastor
A male pastor walked into a neighborhood pub to use the restroom. The place was hopping with music and dancing, until people saw the pastor. As the room quieted down he walked up to the redhead bartender, and asked her, "May I please use the restroom?" The redhead replied, "I really don't think you should." "Why not?" the pastor asked. "I really need to use a restroom!" "Well, I don't think you should. There is a statue of a naked woman in there and she's only covered by a fig leaf!" "Nonsense," said the pastor, "I'll look the other way!" So, the bartender showed the clergyman the door at the top of the stairs, and he proceeded to the restroom. After a few minutes, he came back out, and the whole place was hopping with music and dancing again! He went to the bartender and said, "Miss, I, don't understand. When I came in here, the place was hopping with music and dancing. Then the room became absolutely quiet. I went to the restroom, and now the place i

My Best Friends
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Two bored casino dealers are waiting at a craps table. A very attractive redhead comes in and wants to bet twenty-thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice. She says, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm bottomless." With that she strips naked from the waist down, and rolls the dice while yelling, "Momma needs a new pair of pants!" She then begins jumping up and down and hugging each of the dealers. "YES! I WIN! I WIN!" With that she picks up her money and clothes and quickly leaves. The dealers just stare at each other dumbfounded. Finally one of them asks, "What did she roll anyway?" The other answers, "I thought YOU were watching!"

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One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his redheaded wife and pinched her on her butt and said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of your girdle." While this was on the edge of intolerable, she thought herself better and replied with silence. The next morning the man woke his redhead with a pinch on the breast and said, "You know if you firmed these up we could get rid of your bra." This was beyond a silence response, so she rolled over and grabbed him by the penis. With a death grip in place she said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of the postman, the gardener, the poolman, and your brother."