Ok so i met this guy right. He was awesome. Everything I had been searching for. We spent lots of time together. Laughing, loving, sharing. There was nothing that we couldn't talk about. Shared our deepest thoughts and feelings. then one day. It all stopped. He stopped talking to me. No communication at all. He had said there was a lot going on in his life with family. I understood and offered my help.
I don't know, I just don't understand why. I don't understand how loving someone can push them away from you. All I ever offered was my love. All that ever mattered was his happiness. Now I'm here, my heart in a million pieces. Makes me want to be hard and uncaring.
I don't know...I'm just tired of the pain. tired of games. I want to be loved for me.