Well, i sat and chatted w/ Derek for a while yesterday. He's a really sweet guy. Very quiet. Very shy. Reminds me so much of Lindon. Ya know, the good parts... And i would say, on over-all first impressions, he's done the best of any man I know. All i have to say, is he got his nipples pierced ;) Totally cool. We have a lot in common. That's pretty important. And, due to the recent shtuff in my life, I also told him every bad thing i think i have ever done.. and scared the shit out of him. I really wondered if we would talk again. But he messaged me yesterday evening, and we had a major long talk about a lot of stuff... and chatted till like 2a. I am going to venture to say, i reall really like this guy. He is the first one who ever referred to my kids by name... I about died. I know I have said all of this already.... but I'm in shock...
But, we both have decided the best bet for now, is to be friends, hang out... whatever. Doin the whole extra slow approach ;) I mean, I am in NO hurry to be in another relationship until I KNOW for a fact I am ready for the responsibilities. I guess I forgot the rules *lol*
SOOOO, that made last night at work pretty darn enjoyable. Well, at least the first half. The remaining half I didn't do a whole lot anyways... so it wasn't too bad... And i gave my whole "don't do drugs and go to prison" speech to one of the kids. It amazes me how little thought they put into their actions... it's insane. I feel terrible. I was there once, and i wish they could see where their life is heading.
Anyways, i am heading to sleep. I need some sleep. I don't get enough. And for once, I'm tired. I'm relaxed. I feel peaceful. I will probably sleep well :) yay!!! AAANNNDDD i'll likely talk w/ jane and derek this afternoon/ evening which will of course make my day :)
SOOOO, goodnight ;)