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Couples Horoscope
Dear Kimberly, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Monday, March 12: Your good energy will help you put the finishing touches on something that is so big that your partner might not really believe it's true. Give them all the time they need to fully absorb it.

Guess What Today Is...
It's Dontchas Birthday!!! Let's all go show her some love. Click the link below and blow her page up. Hehehe... ~Dontcha~X~Jus~X~Luv_A_Bitch?~S.B.A.B.~K.K.S. Co-Founder~CT♥Mafia~@ CherryTAP

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Three of Wands card suggests that romantic illusions may give way to the reality of settling down, marriage or monogamy. You may be dealing with issues surrounding the comfort and security of the family unit, particularly if it is your turn to send your own babies out into the dating world. Leave the proverbial light on for your loved one, for once you stop daydreaming about what you don't have, then intimacy, security or gratitude can return.

1-9-7
EARLY JANUARY MORNING SUNSHINE WATCHING THE SNOW BLANKET THE GROUND FEELING AS COLD & GREY ON THE INSIDE SIMPLY WISHING U WERE AROUND FEBUARY I'M AFRAID WILL ALSO BE BITTER LONELY AS THE PALE WINTER NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOUR EYES TO WARM ME MAKING EVERYTHING MORE THAN ALRIGHT BUT EVEN AFTER APRIL SHOWERS & MAYFLOWERS THERE'S A FROST ON HORIZON'S DOOR SUMMERTIME SUNSHINE CAN'T CHASE AWAY THE BLUES CAN'T WASH THIS FEELING AWAY FOR SURE FOREVER WINTER TILL I FEEL YOUR TOUCH LIKE IM LIVING AT THE SOUTH POLE CONSTANT DARKNESS UNTIL YOUR LOVE SHINES ON ME THIS MISERY HAS FINALLY TAKEN ITS TOLL 1-9-7 JAY ROGERS

Please Dont Touch Me There
being a little girl you think it is ok for people to tickle you , well as it should be, but there are perverts out there that take it took a discusting level.I remember being 9 years old when my dads friend took tickling a little girl to the next level, his hands going in my still growing womanly parts, going where no man had, destroying my innocence, and still never forgotten.He wont ever realize what he took from me, a part of my soul and heart.There has been others that have raped me and i was so scared that i didnt fight back, i wanted to so badly, but the little girl in me took over thinking that they had the control over me,i want my innocence back, i want them too pay for what they have done.The only words that i keep thinking about from those times is please dont touch me there. I am want to regain the strength in my heart from what they have done, it is slowly getting there, but with alot of patience i guess.

Lonely Lady
It seams that i have a lady that has no life.She thinks that by trying to take all my friends away from me with lies that it will be just me and her.It is so sad to see someone so lonely but after seeing how this person acts i can see why no one wants to be her friend.I will ask that everyone i know not be hard on her she has a problum that only she can fix.So please she needs out pity she is a pitiful girl.

I Miss You All The Time...
7 years ago today I had the worst day of my life and I will never stop thinkin about it. March 12, 2000 I gave birth to the mostamazing little girl who lived for 5 minutes at died in my arms. I would give anything to have her back. However the world had another plan for her. So as her mother I'm angry that the world took her from me and her from the world, however I thank the world for taking her from a life that would have been hell. I give kudo's to all the children out there in this world with birth defects I cant imagine what life is like. I will never forget her and she will always be on my mind. and I am fortunate to be blessed with my son who's healthy and amazing. Life throws many things is front of our path and it's our resposbilty to over come them. SO remeber this what does not kill you will only make you a stonger and better person. and for me wont you give you son or daughter a kiss and tell them you love them even if they are a brat you lucky to have them... In mem

Where Is It The Line Drawn On Right And Wrong
So I'm up. changed the baby she is having her bottle , Kisha is sorta awake sorta asleep... Is it wrong the feelings i have? Is it wrong to care? This baby is so cute and i have grown so attached, I know this is no rebound feelings because if it was it would be purely about those big beautiful eyes still asleep in my bed. But it is as much about her as it is about the bundle of joy sitting beside me in her play pin... She has someone that makes how i feel wrong, But cuddled up next to her feels right. Part of me knows this is wrong.. But part of me says its right.. i dunno what i am gunna do

Jus One Blah Day
well more bullshit yet happens my sister is tryin to get back in my life with all her "me me me " bullshit and shes doing it in a way if i say anything ill look like a total douche bag it pisses me off it always seems to happen someone finds a way of making me look like a douche , well two nights ago she called to tell me that an uncle ive mine had passed on and she was thinking i could track down the other uncle to let him know and also to see if she can have things of my past *old pictures family letters of the holidays, and the family bibles. and i personaly feel she can sit and spin shes dissed me for for 2 years and she expects me to be warm and recieving to her and the biggest thing that pisses me off is shes had it easier then ive had it for she was the child that was "wanted" i was always the accidentle fuck fest baby to my parents but she saddly cant get that thru her skull its like wtf one part of me wants to tell my sister to go fuck off and one part of me wants to mend brid

For A Friend.....
Although sometimes I think you're hard to read You're still a magnificent woman indeed Locks of pretty hair I do apologize for the way I stare The most beautiful blue light blue eyes Like an angel who fell out of the sky Skin so soft and smooth There's more to you then what's below the tattoo Don't get me wrong it's mighty nice From head to toe everythings sugar and spice Your company I must admit I do enjoy Because your personality brings happiness and joy I like when you make me smile Damn you're y and have a way with style Sorry I've been disrespectful to you Feeling rejected I didn't know what else to do Even though you won't give the time of day I'm still intrested in what you have to say It seems like you been a little down I hate to see you with a frown Caught up in drama between tow friends Now I realize I should've used a little more wind Your discomfort I know I felt You looked like you were ready to melt People are jealous of what they can't have or b

Some Of My Poems
I BEEN WRITING ABOUT THIS SUBJECT ALOT....LOL I Want You To Need ME I wanna be the face you see When you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need Every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything in between. I wanna be the eyes That look deep into your soul I wanna be the world to you I just wanna be it all I wanna be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish And all that you ever need. I want you to need me Like the air that you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream. The way that I taste you Feel you Need you I want you to need me Like I need you! Brian March 09,2007 Intimate thoughts I want someone true To share my life My innermost thoughts Know intimate details Who'll stand by my side Give me support And in return Will get mine And will listen to me Wh

Family
My daughter and granddaughter are up visiting on the days I would otherwise be chatting or posting with all you nutty cherries like me. However, I am just leaving this quck little blog to let everyone know I am still peeking in the website when I am at home and that has not been much lately. However sending my love to all I have become a fan of, friend of, or made part of my family and hoping to make more friends, fans, and family as we go on. have a great week in cherry land.

Free To Choose
Free to choose You do not have to keep making the same mistakes. You can choose to change. You do not have to keep being held back by the same fears and insecurities. You have the ability to move forward if you wish. There is no good reason why you must settle for anything less than the very best that life has to offer. Anything is possible when you put your full commitment and the energy of your life into it. The past has brought you to where you are, yet it has no power to hold you back. In each moment, you are free to choose your own direction. Reach within yourself and connect with a guiding purpose that you know is right for you. Allow yourself to fully be the unique and beautiful person you are meant to be. This day, this moment is a blank canvas upon which you are now able to paint. Fill it with the magnificent splendor that you know is yours to give. -- Ralph Marston

Random
Fun and Crazy Things To Do In An Elevator...if you are brave enough, haha... When there is only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you. Push a button, pretend it gave you a shock. Smile and go back for more. Ask the others in the elevator which floor they're going to, but push the wrong buttons. Call the Psychic Hotline and ask them if they know which floor you're on. Hold the doors open as if you're waiting for a friend, but then let it close. Say to nobody, "Hey, Wally, how's it been?" Drop a pen, wait for someone to pick it up and then yell, "That's mine!" Put a cardboard box in the corner; when someone gets on ask them if they can hear ticking. When the doors close, announce, "Don't worry, they'll open again soon." Enforce a group hug. Open your purse slightly and say, "Do you have enough air in there?" Tell one of the other passengers that you're sorry, but you're going to have to let him go.

It Saddens Me To Say.............
“There comes a time for every Vampire when the Idea of eternity Becomes momentarily unbearable. The wounds suffered from Loves And failed relationships, Doesn’t heal like a humans, But seem only to gape larger. The Longing to be mortal returns”. This being said I can no longer at this time Face the mortal world, it is not of me. For this it is time for TheUnloved to Return to my realm of Darkness. It saddens me to say that I will not be around On a daily basis as I once have been. Be assured that the Spirit of TheUnLoved still thrives. I will be checking in from time to time, To see if this mortal world is becoming a more Suitable place for My Spirit to dwell. My Dearest friends and Family, I will make a great effort to let you know Of the return of TheUnLoved in some form. I will miss you all greatly! I regret that I will not be able to be among you As I once was, but perhaps My Spirit will some how Live on and Bless someone. Blessed be You All! TheUnLoved

People
People Seem unattainable. Closed off to the world. Different than us. Superior. Inferior. Different Styles. Different Friends. Different Goals. Better looking. Sexier. Uglier. and then... we meet and in the end, everyone i thought I hated, or thought I loved, or thought I would never be good enough for, or felt intimidated by, or felt they wouldn't talk to me, or felt they had interests I wouldnt relate to, or felt I had interests they wouldn't relate too... in the end, we are all the same. Everyone seems 'unattainable' until you meet them. Then you realize, they're a stage behind you in life. At the same stage in life. or a stage ahead but either way, we're all working towards one common goal. I relate to a rockstar, cuz i just wanna have fun. I relate to a sports addict, because I want to do extreme things. I relate to the prettier girl because she feels someone else is prettier. I relate to the boy i could never get, because i'm the girl he can't get.

I Have A Lounge!
APOSRITHU'S SHADOW REALMIt's a place to hang out, do some role-playing online text-style, or just talk about the things that should not be. All I ask is that you check the drama at the door. I won't tolerate flaming.

To All My Friends!!!!!!!!!!!
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl hugs him Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you 4 ever.....and always 2 the end....i cant live without ya.....b-cuz ur my friend.....

March 12, 2007: Dst-lag
The jetlag-like disruption of your circadian rhythms that occurs on the Monday after Daylight Saving Time comes into effect. "Sorry I'm late. I've got the goddamn DST-lag. It took three cups of coffee before I could wake up enough to leave the house."

Completetley Irreleavent To My Blog.. But Damn Funny
THIS IS AN ACUALL LIST OF ENGLISH SUBTITLES USED IN MOVIE MADE IN HONG KONG...HAHAHAHAHEHEHEEHE ROTFLMAO 1. I am damn unsatisfied to be killed in this way. 2. Fatty, you with your thick face have hurt my instep. 3. Gun wounds again? 4. Same old rules: no eyes, no groin. 5. A normal person wouldn't steal pituitaries. 6. Damn, I'll burn you into a BBQ chicken! 7. Take my advice, or I'll spank you without pants. 8. Who gave you the nerve to get killed here? 9. Quiet or I'll blow your throat up. 10. You always use violence. I should've ordered glutinous rice chicken. 11. I'll fire aimlessly if you don't come out! 12. You daring lousy guy. 13. Beat him out of recognizable shape! 14. I have been scared sh*tless too much lately. 15. I got knife scars more than the number of your leg's hair! 16. Beware! Your bones are going to be disconnected. 17. The bullets inside are very hot. Why do I feel so cold? 18. How can you use my intestines

Gonna Miss Everyone
WELL I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE WEEK... WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING.. HUGS SHAWNA

How Do We Love
How can we love In the shadow of hate Or learn to trust before it's too late; To reach beyond What we can grasp, To love deeply And not live in the past. To know we can trust In the face of the storm Not turning to dust As we 've been forwarned; How do we love And some how make it last When the world is against us And our youth has since passed; How do we live in a world full of strife We must seek out the love that exists in life.

A Dominant's Prayer
To the power more powerful then myself, I was born in a way that has sometimes left me mystified Always reaching to guide those about me Needing to know that they are fulfilled before true fulfillment reaches in to caress my soul I have compromised, in many cases, to allow another to be fulfilled Wondering all the while how it is that they can not see me first, as I see them I have found myself pushing away all, in denial of my need to always consider another first Needing to be the one to consider others more needy then myself The world about me thinks that that giving completely is reserved for those who submit That serving another is not for the "strong" How could "they" be so wrong I love that I am the one who can be turned to The one to solve a problem The one to set the direction The Top The Dominant Please help me to remain focussed on this need to walk to the front To always stop when a searching soul reaches out for a hand up

Engineers
Understanding Engineers - Take One: Two engineering students were walking across a university campus when one said, "Where did you get such a great bike?" The second engineer replied, "Well, I was walking along yesterday, Minding my own business, when a beautiful woman rode up on this bike, threw it to the ground, took off all her clothes and said, "Take what you want." The second engineer nodded approvingly and said, "Good choice; the clothes probably wouldn't have fit you anyway." Understanding Engineers - Take Two To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist, the glass is half empty. To the engineer, the glass is twice as big as it needs to be. Understanding Engineers - Take Three What is the difference between mechanical engineers and civil engineers? Mechanical engineers build weapons and civil engineers build targets Understanding Engineers - Take Four Three engineering students were gathered together discussing the possibl

What Has The Qaulity Of Life Come To?
what has the qaulity of life come to? we live in a world of no shame and care for human well being.. Kids and women, men leave their homes in hopes of finding a better life in a different country... They do anything to get a better quality of life..they work under poor conditions..kids are sold to the sex market as slaves and prostitutes.. women are raped daily as payment for promotion or a false promise of getting a chance to "work" they get druged up against their will and managers sleep with them.. they loose hope..their dreams shattered coming to a world of doom..they loose all self respect and dignity.. They go unnoticed..many die and disappear but no one cares... those that have it good their biggest worry is not being able to buy a Benz or not being populor while you got other people hoping to have something to eat the next day.. The well to do people forever judge and look down on the lost and less fortunate..how much longer does one heart and soul

Guess Where I Will Be On Friday????
In New Orleans!!!!! My husband and I are going to see our school in the big dance! UNT plays Memphis on Friday. I'll make sure and drink a hand grenade or two for EVERYONE. :) Wish the Mean Green lots of luck! We will need it. lol ***kisses*** BeerQueen

The First Tee
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while a foursome of women is taking their time hitting from the ladies' tee. Finally the last woman is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet, goes over to her ball, and whiffs and then hacks it another 10 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those FUCKING lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replied, "Well, there you have it, you should have been taking golf lessons instead."

Shouts
I love these. I had so much fun meeting new people the last time I did a shout. I did it for a week again and totally recommend it to EVERYONE. I have met some really fun and creative people. Give yourself a shout.

A Personal Statement Of Feelings
I am a Dom. I did not say brute. I did not say harsh. I am a Dom, not a cold-hearted chauvinist who cares little for, and respects even less the woman in his life. No, I revere my beloved, for I realize that without I do not exist. Without her I am a mere disassembled puzzle. Yet with her I am a whole. Ah, yes I am a Dom. I call my beloved gem, more precious and rare than the most opulent of all yet undiscovered treasures. I also call her slave, yet what is life without paradoxes? She is my possession, my responsibility, my primary interest, and my saving grace. I am a Dom. I demand respect from her. I expect obedience from her, I am a Dom and from my slave, my beloved, gem, I receive the sweet fruit of submission. But that is just a fact, it is not the story. Submission is the fruit, yes. But as is so often the case, much more understanding is derived from the gestation. You see, I am a Dom, and I live in the paradoxical world we call life. I treasure the submission of my gem as I

Thinking
Do you remember the time So lost in your command I sharply squeezed my thighs together And nearly broke my hand? Do you remember the catch in my breath As you whispered into my ear? Do you remember at all How well I served you Master, dear? Do you remember the laughter That helped to sooth the pain? If we could do it over again, Would you do it over again? Do you remember the passion, The agony in my tears? Do you remember at all How well I served you Master, dear. Do you remember the ecstasy Of the pleasures that we shared?

Update
Just so you know, I havent dropped off the face of the earth. I've been putting in a lot of overtime lately. In fact its my day off and I volunteered to pull 10 hours to sit with a resident who is in the hospital. We've been short staffed and they have to have an officer stationed with the kid 24/7. So more money for me :D On top of that, my little girl has been battling Strep and Scarlet Fever going on 2 weeks now. She has been a sick little girl. So between work and her, I've not been on a whole lot. But I still get on here and there, at least once a day to check to see if anyone has said hi LOL. SO look for me :) I miss all of ya I talk to on a regular basis.

What If?
FOOD FOR THOUGHT What if... 1. I died: 2. I kissed you on the lips: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Lips: 13. Family: WOULD YOU 14. Help me hide a body? 15. Keep a secret if I told you one? 16. Hold my hand? 17. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? 21: Get freaky with me? HAVE YOU EVER 22. Lied to make me feel better? 23. Wanted to kiss me? 24. Wanted to kill me? 25. Broken my heart? 26. Kept something important from me? 27. Thought I was unbearably annoying? 28. Who are you? 29. Are we friends? 30. When and how did we meet? 31. Describe me in three words: 32. What was your first impression? 33. Do you still think that way about me now? 34. What reminds you of me? 35. If you could give me anyth

Type Of Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Last Time
THE LAST TIME YOU: Last person you hugged: sal Last car ride today: driving home from ashys last night Last time you cried: i dont know Last movie you watched: i dont know the name of it Last food you ate: a brownie with icecream Last item you bought: the hoops and studs for my lip rings Last shirt you wore: Wife beater!the adicts viva la revolution shirt Last phone call: charlie kope or bobby Last text message: erin Last kiss:sal ... it was a peck on the cheAK GOODBYE AFTER OUR TALK THE OTHER NIGHT IF YOU MEANT LIKE MAKEOUT UMMM someone i wont say cause thats bad ?or i dont know maybe ryan hahaha Last thing you touched: the mouse and keymoard Last funeral: fred i miss you man Last trip to the mall mall of america when i went to mn Last time you were excited for something: when i was supposed to see charlie Last person you saw: My dog?? Last thing you drank: water Last person that broke your heart: umm we just wont go there L

Come Bomb Her...
SHE NEEDS OUR HELP GUYS,,, PLEASE... COME ON AN BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA HER CONTEST PICTURE!!!! ~ LOVE YOU GUYS,,, KISSES AN HUGGESS ~ Sunni_Star* fan me*' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-11 19:23:00'..

How Sad That We Forget.......
JAMIE BULGER FEB 1993Remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr old boy was taken from Liverpool , United Kingdom , by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mother. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to view his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accident. This week Lady

Horror Picture Contest (last Call For Entries!!!!)
I'm going to hold a contest that will start on March 12. Looking for horror pictures for use on my website, www.Devilsplayground666.com. Enter any type of pic you like, make it or find it, it just has to be horror themed. The top three entries will get gifts...I'll determine those later, but my last contest I awarded a tropical vaction and two rolexes, prizes will be much bigger this time, and the winners will recieve alot of promotion for their page on the playground as well. Just pm me and let me know what pic you have to enter. It will be a comment bombing contest. Enter the contest!

Sexiest Smile Contest
Ok so I'm in a contest right now for the sexiest smile I can use some help with some comment bombs from all my sexy cherry friends and fans....help me out and i guarantee to return the love to you...xoxo

Work
I just got a call. I a to work from 1pm until 10. These are not the hours i want to work. I would much rather work in the day but this is what is available. I have no choice when i work. All i can do for now is cross my fingers and hope that my next job is a morning one.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What We Make It..something To Think About
Your born, sheltered my your parents, raised the best way they know how. Your tought right from wrong, how to make decisions, put in a path of your own destiny. You become a teenager, you discover that lifes not what it once way, you begin to see yourself changing, forming into a young adult who thinks they know everything. Your body begins to change, you do everything to stay fit and trim just to fit in with others in school, you begin to try differnt things some not good and others to make a life time change within yourself, you meet the one you think is your true soul mate, you have sex eventaully and all the sudden you dont know which way to go. In boys thier hormones are shooting all over the place and girls we begin whats better known as "our change of life". You wake up one day and your all grown up, new adventures awaiting our arrival, we will have our good days and our bad days. We form ourself to a way of life that has much more room to either grow or be taken right out f

Bisexual Test
You are 90% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

"i Know Not" Part 4
I know not what to say or to feel. All I know is how we laughed. All I know is how we cried. All I know is how we loved. I know not what to say or to feel. All I know is your gone where I can't fallow. All I know is I'm alone. I know not what to feel or to say. I Know I have to let go. I know that's what you'd want me to do. I know not what to say or feel. My sweet Brea. Mistress of my heart. Where ever you are,Your loved and missed. Rest In peace my sweet,sweet Brea.

She Remains
SHE REMAINS I come to her, in a dimly lit room, with the sight of her legs crossed, her skirt smoothed straight. I tell her of my intentions, my indecisiveness of the future, yet she keeps our date. I point to the location of where I wish for her to be. I ask for the candles to provide the only way for me to see. All in all, with the scene set…SHE REMAINS. I propose the rug in front of the fireplace I need an open arena. Oils, silk, and my longing for the that first touch…its all for her. She reluctantly accepts my proposal with a kiss; she knows that I mean it. I lower horizontally, her body; with a hint of light…knowing only I can see it. All in all, with the glistening of anticipation…SHE REMAINS. With every rub and every touch I explore her, uncharted to my curious hands. With every moment I prepare for the moment of contact…woman to man. Glowing from the reflections of the lights, her body, like mountains I must climb. Goose

What Women Say And What Men Hear
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ">.. Female to Male Translation What a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon, you and I need to clean up, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear, if we don't do laundry right now!?" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah,

Today's Random Bits Of Trivia....
- The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. - No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven times. - Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. - You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. - Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are 50 years of age or older. - The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. - The King of Hearts is the only king without a moustache. - Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. - Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. - Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. - Walt Disney was afraid of mice. - Pearls melt in vinegar. - It is possible to lead a cow upstairs... but, not downstairs. - A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. - Turtles can breathe through their butts.

This Is Beautiful
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Cutting Folx Loose
Hey guys! No real updates right now other than the fact that Im preparring for my next appearance in Texas. Also, due to a life change that I'm experiencing right now , I just need to reevaualte and no matter how much it hurts..I just need to let some things/people go right now I have a serious life issue going on right now..and I just have to figure on whats more important

Experience Gone Awry
I can’t keep acting Surprised Just cannot play the Fool again Believe it or Not I saw this coming Long ago When I explain It to you I’ll remember to Take it slow I didn’t need too Many clues When adding 2+2 Simple case of hearing What you meant Not What you said It never gets real Complicated If it comes out of Your head The clouds you try to Hide behind Are merely a Pale fog When you tie yourself up In tall tales You end up mired in The bog Now you are stuck And the one who Wound up shocked Nice to see you Bamboozled Here’s a kiss For luck Even fairy tales Attain conclusions We have touched the page That states The End I once saw a partner Now I can’t find My friend

Still Hanging In...
WELL, MY GRANDMOTHER IS STILL HANGING IN... IT HAS BEEN 3 WEEKS SINCE THEY TOLD US SHE HAD ONLY 2... MY UNCLE IS DUE IN TOMORROW NIGHT AND WE ARE ALL THINKING THAT SHE WILL BE GONE WITHIN A DAY OR TWO AFTER SHE SEES HIM... HE CALLS HER EVERY DAY AND ACTUALLY TOLD HER THAT HE IS COMING HOME THIS WEEK, SHE NEVER KNEW THAT BEFORE... MY GRAMMA STARTED TO EAT ALITTLE, VERY LITTLE, BUT AT LEAST IT IS SOMETHING. I GO AND SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH HER THAT I CAN, WHICH IS REALLY HARD ON ME... MY DOCTORS TOLD ME TO DO ALOT OF RESTING AND TRY TO TAKE IT EASY AND NOT LET THINGS GET TO ME!! HOW ARE YOU SUPPOST TO DO THAT WHEN SOMEONE YOU LOVE AND CARE ALOT ABOUT IS DIEING AND YOU KNOW IT?? ANYWAY, I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING... MORE LATER... CONNIE

Things I Learned About Boys Over The Last Few Years
Things I've learned about boys over the last few years. NO boy is worth shaving your legs over. NO boy will miss you as much as you miss them even when they say they do. NO boy will love you the way that you want to be loved when you want to be loved. No boy understand emotions, so being emotional is pointless. NO boy will be there when you need them and even when they are, are they really there? NO boy understands your male friendships and they definetly don't understand female friendships. NO boy cares about the cute clothes you buy they just want to see you out of them anyway. NO boy thinks that sleep is important unless it's them. Am I saying that all boys are the same, probaly not but I haven't met one yet that isn't like this. Just some food for thought thats all.

Monday 3/12/07
I'm just waking up and listening to DJ Dave on Crush FM and waiting on everyone to come into the room on Phreik to chat. I don't really have anything to do today so I'm just going to download torrents,listen to Crush FM and chat and work on my Cherry Tap page yet again lol. I still can't believe how addicted I am to this site. I've been trying to think of new blog topics but still have writer's block I think lol. Well, I think I'll end this entry here. Have a great day everyone.

"i Know Not " Part 3
I know not what to feel or what to say. You and I had so much fun. People use to get mad at us. I know not what to say or feel. I remember the time we went to the movies. You were slipping your hand up my thigh. I know not what to say or feel. One day you were there the next you were gone. It happen so fast,that I didn't see it. I know not what to feel or to say.

Ladies And Gentlemen
Ladies and Gentlemen, hobos and tramps, Bug-eyed mosquitoes and bowlegged ants! I'm about to tell you a story I've never heard before, So pull up a chair and sit on the floor. Admission is free, so pay at the door. One fine day, in the middle of the night, two, dead boys got up to fight. Back to back, they faced each other, drew their swords and shot each other. A deaf policeman heard the noise, and saved the lives of the two dead boys. If you don't believe my lies are true, ask the blind man, he saw it too!

Fucked Over
So it happened again. Imagine that. Every man is the same. Cheaters, Liars, Assholes, the list goes on. I have not met a single man out there that hasnt hurt me.. and dont tell me that you dont cheat, and that cheating is a mortal fucking sin, bc you know what? You've prolly done it. And for you Steve, I fucking hate you. You never "loved" me and you cant possibly mean the things you say. Everything was an excuse... if I hadnt found out, how much longer would you have dragged things out?? You're right, you do nothing but hurt people. And I know I'm being a major bitch right now, but you know what? I have the balls to call you and figure shit out, be responsible and fight for the shit I want, and I would never break up with someone over a fucking text message. Be a fucking man. But then again, Men are all the same. Nothing makes you different from the rest of them.

The Worst
Well I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy For you to be around Tear me apart Including this old heart That is true And never ever let you down You shouldn't stick with me You trust me too much, you see Take all the pain It's yours anyway Yeah kid... Oh, put the blame on me You ought to pass, you see Somewhere outside I threw love aside Now it's a tragedy I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy For you to be around

Best Blog Ever.
My bff wrote this on her myspace. It's a little recap of stuff that happened at the bar Saturday. Enjoy: things not to do to pick up some one at a bar well i want out with some girls to a wondferful place called the salty dog. and i found dating no no for everyone to learn 1. ladies if you are trying to impress a man maybe getting your ass slap might not venue to find your future husband. if i was a guy and i saw you bent over having some stranger slapping your ass with a paddle. i do not think oh this one a keeper. i can wait to show mom. 2. if someone says there married please stop trying to rap to them . it is a lost cause. 3.if someone does tell you that they are married do not i repeat do not and say "god why are the good looking ones married" if you know that the "good looking ones" are married. try rapping to a ugly ones. chunky/ugly girls need love too. 4.if you want to pick up a girl please do not wear a shirt that says in the ass in the vagina in the mouth

Rotting Tree
Solely for you. Not for me. Leaving me hungry running up that tree. In seeing the forgotten. lets find the end or at least just pretend. Stop screaming I still find you intriguing. Quit, my ears are bleeding. So these people, they call you friend. Can you see them there, at the end? You are compelling. Reading minds of those who are telling. Underhandedly striking. machinating against a device. My veins you decided to dissect then splice. Genetics tell the fib to the reader's lib. Not strict or literal, Obsolete ergo, noncritical.

The Buddha
"My body reached a state of extreme emaciation. Because of eating so little my limbs became like the jointed stems of creepers or bamboo; my backside became like a buffalo's hoof; my backbone, bent or straight, was like corded beads; my jutting and broken rafters of an old house; the gleam of my eyes sunk deep in their sockets was like the gleam of water seen deep down at the bottom of a deep well." 1 This was the Prince Siddhartha at the age of thirty-five. For six years, he had practiced the 'severe austerities,' depriving himself of food and water as well as torturing himself in a seemingly endless search for enlightenment. Who was this Prince Siddhartha? Better known as Buddha, he was born on April 8, 2 in the year 566, 563 3, or 560 4 B.C. to King Suddhodana and Queen Maya (also known as Mahamaya or Mayadevi) of Sakya (or Sakhya or Shakya) in present day Nepal. Both of his parents came from the Gautama (or Gotama) clan of the royal warrior caste. Maya died one week after Si

300
Okay I got to see this yesterday and all I can say is ........ WHAT.THE.FUCK?! Chris summed up the movie best with something she said and as hard as I'm trying right now I cannot remember for the life of me what it was. LOL

Photomagraphs
Oh how I wish we could all just morph from the ugly people that we are into the beautiful people who's photos we've stolen from the intertubes. Also, you're not a vampire. And by "we" I mean "me". And by "me" I mean "you". And.. I ... well ... I'm lost now.

Thanks
Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow stronger. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who i am today. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the true meaning of

"i Know Not " Part 2
For 16 years you were there. I know not what to say or how to feel. As you go down your path. All I can think of is us. You could make me laugh,even when i was lower then low. You always was the arms to hold me when someone broke my heart. I know not what to say or how to feel. I remember all those nights we stay up until 6 in the morning. Sunrise was always your fav. time,as mine was Sunset. You use to say we had the day covered between us. I know not what to say or how to feel. I remember the night we slipped out and went skinny dipping. We just made it back in time ,when your mom was getting up for work. We almost got caught,but we didn't. I know not what to say or how to feel. You were the first to every make me cum. You knew just how to touch me , I never saw it coming. I know not what say or how to feel.

I Wanna Know
Do you visit stash's? i havent only because im scared if i do that my pc will crash n burn lol but i plan on visiting them and posting and rating them ..... I had never worried about stashing stuff until yesterday:/ but did the stash thing for what reason im unsure ~shrugs~

Fake Proof
Haha i just got an add from a guy that had a totally fake pic. It was completely apparent that his pic was fake because the pic was black n white...the guy looked like an underwear model...and his underwear was white n purple! Gotta love that

Before It's Too Late (poem)
All I've ever wanted to be Was someone for another you see. Love without bounds or walls, Someone to catch me through my falls. One who will fight for me no matter the battle. One who you can never rattle. The lady that I'm every breath to. A woman unlike all others, tried and true. When my mind is twisted, she can get me straight. One with great patience if time needs her to wait. A soul as clear and strong as any before. A friend who looks not at my faults as a chore. No matter how uncertain I am. They are as sure as the Hoover Damm. Able to contain such a powerful force. But breathe life from their tamed source. A love for me unrattled and full of fight. A beacon even on my darkest night. I have depths many will never know. I wonder if this woman God can grow. I'm sad and broken as I wait. I hope in my life it won't come too late. Randy Best 3/12/07

Blog From A Friends Post
A FRIEND POSTED A BLOG AND I HAD TO COPY AND REPOST IN MY OWN BLOG ....TODAY LIKE OTHER I STARTED OFF TRYING TO CATCH UP ON COMMENT,REPLYS THE USUAL THING....BUT STRAIGHT FROM THE START WAS ERRORED OUT FROM COMMENTING OR RATING LIKE WTF!!!!! THEN THE POWERS TO BE SAID WAS FIXING PROB HAHAHAHAHAHAAH THATS FUNNY..ENVERY TIME THAT IS SAID CT GETS SLOWER AND MORE FUCK UP....BUT BACK ON AGAIN COMMENT ONCE THEN 5 ERROR MESSAGES GETTTING MORE PISSED OFF AS THE DAY GOES.....LEAVE FOR A COUPLE HOUR THEN TRY AGAIN WELL I WAS NOT DIAPPOINTED STILL THE SAME SO STRUGGLE ON AND GRIN......BELOW IS OTHER BLOG DON,T AGREE WITH ALL BUT THERE IS A LOT OF TRUTH IN WHAT IS SAID I wonder what people call the one line that goes over our screen where it tells you about the 5 DVDS and the whole page where you can subscribe to stuff to make cherry bucks. and what about the links at the bottom of the comment boxes? I call them all ads. Just that they dont pop up on our screen all the time, cause they are

Gemini
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by astrologic predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, send to twelve people as well as the person who sent it to you or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning a and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Sex Addict EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. L

A True Friend
A TRUE FRIEND A true friend never walks away A true will always stay A true friend looks out for you A true friend will guard your secrets Like a precious gift A true friend is there for you To give you a helpful lift A true friend tries to make you smile Tries to replace that frown They may not always succeed But they rarely let you down These arms for you are open This heart for you does care And when I think you need me I'll try to always be there I'll listen to your fears I promise not to laugh Comfort your falling tears I'll make this friendship last I'll keep you near to my heart I'll always hold you dear Even when we're miles apart Even when you're here I hope I am to you Everything you are to me For the friendship we have Is a special one indeed.

Randomness
WOW did y'all know it was possible to choke to death on a McDs sausage biscuit, it is b/c I just about did it DAYUM. It was a close call. Anywho tomorrow is my big big test so by tonight I will be in a corner, curled into a fetal position, sucking my thumb, blubbering and soiling myself, I'm actually almost to that point now. And the really horrible part of it all is, something in the universe is against me drinking, I have to freakin' work this weekend, WTF is up with that. Ok back to my corner, later

Denise
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Element Torpedo Your Superpower is Radiation Your Weakness is Sailors Your Weapon is Your Rusty Dagger Your Mode of Transportation is Motorcycle What's your Superhero Name?

Truisms (borrowed)
Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number. I've reached the age where "happy hour" is a nap. Be careful reading the fine print. There's no way you're going to like it. After a certain age, if

"i Know Not " Part 1
What to say when I know not how I feel. This is the thought I had as you left my life. I think back to all we have gone through. So much in so little time,it was only a few years. Yet it feels like a life time. I remember that day we were walking in the park. We got caught in a down pour,in more ways then one. You looked so good ,with your body wet and showing everything. Back then you wore your hair down and lose. Your eyes were so deep and full. That was the first day we kissed and my first kiss. We ran to the car hand in hand,we had to stop because my skirt got caught. You cut your finger freeing me,I kissed it and made it better. That was also the night you showed me your feelings!! It was the first time we cross the line of friends. I don't know what to say or feel as you leave me behind. I remember how we went everywhere together. Everyone knew, couldn't have one of us ,without the other. Now you go down a path I can not fallo

22 Putting In The Effort
I see if often, usually at those times of the year when people are concerned about how they look in lesser amounts of clothing. Those are the times that the parasites with the promises to get you in shape with little of no effort on your part come out of the woodwork. If it sounds to good to be true it probably is. There is no free lunch. Keep those two sayings in mind as you consider the TV commercials that will give you the world with no effort. If you want to get fit and stay that way be ready to put in some effort. Those funny shaped machines that can be folded up and stored conveniently do just that. You will fold them up and not get them back out most of the time. Many people who have contacted me to train them at home tell me about all sorts of machines they have available. Most of them I don't even recognize but they bought into the idea that the machine would revolutionize the entire fitness industry. Well I guess it did in one way, it was another money making su

Blah (again) Meh
Yanno, it never seems to fail. Somehow, no matter what I do.... I get like almost morbidly depressed... This is not good, and I'm not really wanting to slip back into the snap at everyone about every little thing that happens kinda moods... Its not fair to them... It's not fair to me. What have I ever done to feel like this? It's just not right. I don't even understand it... I mean, this is a rarity in and of itself. Yanno, me actually taking the time to sit here and try to put into words how I feel and what I'm thinking, simply because I generally don't try to confide in people, or in blogs, or journals... But I felt like I might explode or go do something I would ultimately regret if I didn't. But right now I want to thank DJ Milf for playing Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol in the DZ Lounge, kinda made my morning better... That song is supposed to be a happy kinda sappy song, I think... But if I'm in a good mood it makes me utterly depressed, and when depressed it k

Just In Case Anyone Wanted To See....
HERE'S TH ELINK TO MY MYSPACE PAGE, WISH I COULD GET THE SAME BACKGROUND I HAVE THERE FOR MY CHERRYTAP BACKGROUND. OH WELL, ENJOY IT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED CLEANING GUNS. http://www.myspace.com/5525164

Soldiers
Have we as a country lost touch with all of our roots? Have we grown so comfortable with our situations in life that we no longer are willing to step out side the box even for a second to see what is truly wrong in the world we live in? Too many people today are belittling those men and women who have sworn their lives to uphold our freedoms, too many college students with nothing better to do on a Friday night protest against our soldiers, they have never and will never see one of their friends die in battle while protecting the rights of all the people in America. I never could understand where a person who has never seen a battlefield can get off calling the men and women who fought and died on that distant land child killers or un-American, I can never and will never see the point in burning the flag that represents everything this country is about. These people will never know the true meaning of sacrifice and they will never know what it is like having a friend or many friends

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition! World Premiere!
ok guys i'm not exactly sure if this is the video for the song or not but its a BRAND NEW NIN song off there new cd Planet Zero! Check it out this is Survivalism by Nine Inch Nails :D I should have listened to her So hard to keep control We kept on eating but Our bloated belly's still not full She gave us all she had but We went and took some more Can't seem to shut her legs Our mother nature is a whore I got my propaganda I got revisionism I got my violence In hi-def ultra-realism All a part of this great nation I got my fist I got my plan I got survivalism Hypnotic sound of sirens Echoing through the street The cocking of the rifles The marching of the feet You see your world on fire Don't try to act surprised We did just what you told us Lost our faith along the way And found ourselves believing your lies I got my propaganda I got revisionism I got my violence In hi-def ultra-realism All a part of this great nation I got my fist I got my pla

My Tired Blog Is Not For The Many Of You....
IT IS A WRITING OF WHAT IVE HAD TO ENDURE IN MY OWN "BACKYARD", HERE IN MY HOME, SO DONT TAKE IT AS AN OFFENSE TOWARDS YOURSELVES, IT IS MERELY A "VENTING" OF MY TRUE FEELING AND AWARENESS OF WHAT HAS GONE ON AROUND ME HERE....LOVE YOU ALL, SWEET SACRIFICE.

Dear...! Dont Believe Your Eyes
SEEING IS NOT NBELIEVING....SOMETIMESHI DEAR, CHECK THIS OUT ... If your eyes follow the movement of the rotating pink dot, you will only see one color, pink. If you stare at the black + in the center, the moving dot turns to green. Now, concentrate on the black + in the center of the picture. After a short period of time, all the pink dots will slowly disappear, and you will only see a green dot rotating. It's amazing how our brain works. There really is no green dot, and the pink ones really don't disappear. This should be proof enough, we don't always see what we think we see ============================================================================================= dear,i know u r my good friend.plz rate this and comment..ty

Stale
Tonight is the night Take her into you Tie her up and drag her down Bruise her badly but not so profound Into your screams I desire that touch Tease her You blasphemous whore Tease her Rape the soul from beauty and sight Stab your knife into her beating chest Caress her breasts Drink the blood Flowing down with a single drop Chain her to your bedpost at sweet night Lust for the eternity of never ending twilight Whip her dry from blood and sweat Thrust unto her your mighty shaft Make her moan the ritual of the dance Moonlight Moonlight twinkling above my eyes She swore her love to you For your sensation Stimulate her Take advantage of the body that lyes before you Rape her and toss her Like an old rag doll Cause if you remember correctly Everything you touch becomes stale.

Staining The Pure
In the dark I spoiled you numb Your nightmares roaming Into a twilight of a bleeding comet Staining the pure Sweet vengeance stalking my mind Standing still on this one way street Nothing sweeter then your blessed feet Walk on my tortured ground Feel my thorns that I wear apon this crown Breath in my toxin and put down the muse Stain the pure With your poison and lure in the dead Feast tonight on a soul Feening the grace of such fragileness Petals within the blooming angel Feed on her rage Shaken and torn Bleeding alive Staining the pure.

Vain
Screaming out your name God it feels like vain Sweetly lusting for your kiss As you put me to the test of bliss Beat me insane Crazy is my name Call out to me when you need a hand Far away we shall go Far away to where no one knows How sweet it is to lust your name

Bring Me Down
Locked up in such memories of nothing but a painful headache Caught up in this world of nothing but day dreams Nasty cuts Stolen thoughts Forgotten faith Mental abuse Gonna lose it. Who are you What are you Where did you come from to cloud my memories of dispare What gave you that power to just take it away from me Mutilation from the very existance It's fucking with my mind. What kind of shit is this? Lay your head down on this massacred chest Feel the last breath Take in what you can't realize Replace your eyes with pencils Can you see now? Wait let me erase it for you. Stop bitching You're driving me insane Shut up Shut up GOD FUCKING RELEASE IT ALL I HOPE I CAN SOLVE IT I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAUSED IT Oops insanity Lets put me in the luney bin Stick me with needles Blind me by your lights Straight jackets in the padded room It's fucking with my mind. What kind of shit is this? Still can't stop thinking What's wrong Can't accomplish your brain washing

Subject: I Was A Sailor Once
I Was a Sailor Once...... Sharing a glimpse of the life I so dearly loved many years ago....... I liked standing on the bridge wing at sunrise with salt spray in my face and clean ocean winds whipping in from the four quarters of the globe I liked the sounds of the Navy - the piercing trill of the boatswains pipe, the syncopated clangor of the ship's bell on the quarterdeck, harsh, and the strong language and laughter of sailors at work. I liked Navy vessels -- plodding fleet auxiliaries and amphibs, sleek submarines and steady solid aircraft carriers. I liked the proud names of Navy ships: Midway, Lexington, Saratoga, Coral Sea, Antietam, Valley Forge - - memorials of great battles won and tribulations overcome. I liked the lean angular names of Navy "tin-cans" and escorts, mementos of heroes who went before us.And the others - - San Jose, San Diego, Los Angeles, St.Paul, Chicago, Oklahoma City, named for our cities. I liked the tempo of a Navy band. I

And Another Week Begins!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! I've got an early start for work this morning and a late ending - it's Monday, belly dancing class tonight, yay!! I'll be off and running shortly. The Dragon Tattoo Contest finishes up today! It's been fun, but I don't think I'll do it again for awhile, lol! Just not cut out for the comment bombing brigade!! I have enough stress in my life, I don't need more!! Thank you to one and all who helped me with rates and comments. I appreciate that so very much! You are the very best of friends, Muah!! Need to rally the guys and motivate them toward school, always an uphill battle! Have a wonderful day and a fantastic week, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings all over the map! Later, much later, lol!

Honey...its All Right
Jesica was standing vigil over her husband's deathbed. As she held his hand, her warm tears ran silently down her face, splashed onto his face, and roused him from his slumber. He looked up and his pale lips began to move slightly. "My darling," he whispered. "Hush, my love," she said. "Go back to sleep. Shhh. Don't talk." But he was insistent. "Rita," he said in his tired voice. "I have to talk. I have something I must confess to you." "There's nothing to confess," replied the weeping Rita. "It's all right. Everything's all right, go to sleep now." "No, no. I must die in peace, Rita. I slept with your sister, your best friend and your mother." Rita mustered a pained smile and stroked his hand. "Hush now dear, don't torment yourself. I know all about it," she said. "Now you be still, and let the poison work."GIRLS,SURE U WOULD LIKE THIS BLOG... PLZ COMMENT AND SEND ME A SHOUT.....K?

Pictures
What’s the point of a picture? A picture is just a way people who has never met you can feel that much closer to you. A picture is worth a thousand words is the saying but honestly what is captured in a picture is nothing more than a memory; whether it be good or bad, shameful or pleasant a picture is nothing more than a way to capture a person in one stage of life. A picture is no better than a quick email saying hello, a picture can’t comfort you in a time of deep depression, a picture is not there to take care of you when you are sick a picture can’t even cook or clean. To really know someone is to talk to them face to face, to share in their trials and tribulations, though people move on with their lives, it is better to have a mental image of that one special person or number of persons then to have a piece of overpriced paper in your hand. Now I do understand that people want to see other people, they want to feel they know them without actually knowing them but do this throu

Dear My Favorite Designers...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make shoes for my big ass feet!!!!! I FOUND THE MOST AMAZING PAIR OF SHOES....YES I almost orgasmed at the sight of them! These are Dolce and Gabbanas....I might die. HOLY SHIT I WANT THEM SO FUCKING BAD. Oh and ONE MONTH TIL MY BDAY! Whatcha gonna get me???

The Invitation
The Invitation Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are te

Pics From Sat And Phone Ettiquette
Saturday, We all left before the place closed, except for Jennifer. I was so exhausted from the outing that I slept till 8p.m. for an hour or less and woke to some ass wipe calling at 1a.m. and when I hadn't answered he just sat there with the phone ringing and ringing and ringing. When I finally answered I started yelling at him then when I broke for air he said "What?" so I just hung up. NOTE TO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE WH DID NOT GET TAUGHT PHONE ETTIQUETTE AS A CHILD: Let the phone ring no more than 4 times, 5 if you zone out, but don't keep ringing and ringimg if someone doesn't answer... unless you want them to get pissed off or block your number. It is rude to call someone before 10a.m. or after 10 p.m.. There are two exceptions to this: If it is an emergency If you were told you could by the person who's phone number you are calling, or their call patterns to you have indicated that they

Frustrated And Annoyed
Several things are really getting on my nerves lately.. Base housing. WAFJ! (what a fucking joke get used to this i'll probably say it alot!) If any of you have ever lived in base housing, you're probably nodding right now and saying "preach it sistah!" The house the USMC put my family in is, and I'm not joking, falling apart. If this house was in the civilian world it would be condemed. No joke. Today they are coming to replace the toilet and the bathroom floor because the toilet is cracked and the bathroom floor is about to cave in. I got a citation from housing on Friday for "not maintaining the grounds." F'ck you asshats, that's not my yard, check the lines. My neighbors yard is..yeah a dump. Not my problem until I get a $65 fine for it. WAFJ. What else? OH YEAH!! Recently part of a tree that I have been saying for TWO f'cking years is dead and a danger fell on my house. It ripped the power supply to the back of the house off and a small fire started. Just the siding though s

All Or All
Romans 10:9 “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.” Have you ever thought that salvation was like a cafeteria where you can pick and choose the aspects of Jesus you want. “I’ll have a little Saviorhood, please, but no Lordship.” If Jesus is not your Lord, Jesus is not your Savior. What’s the difference? Well, suppose we perform a wedding ceremony and say to the young man, “Would you take Mary to be your lawfully wedded wife?” and he responds, “Well, I’ll take Mary as house-keeper.” Then I say to her, “Would you take John to be your lawfully wedded husband?” and she says, “Well, I’ll take him as provider.” Friend, we can’t pick and choose what we want from Jesus. We simply take Jesus as Lord over ALL! Is Jesus Christ Lord of every area of your life? Take time to today to examine your life — your finances, your relationships, your hopes a

Stone Age...
Good morning. How are you today? Well it’s like a bad Geico commercial. The national association of Anthropology is trying to get its members, fellow Anthropologists are being instructed to not use the term Stone-Age when referring to people deemed living in such conditions. Yeah… ok.. like I said it’s a bad Geico commercial. Can’t call them old culture, can’t do much of anything now days that it does not piss someone off or get you in a situation of being sued! Daylight sayings time has came and the world did not stop turning. Bonnie feared the alarm clock to not go off this morning, so much so that she actually set another alarm clock to go off in the bathroom attached to the master bedroom to go off ten minutes after the original alarm clock was to go off. Well, that’s all good and all if you actually set the original clock to actually go off!...Oh, oh and the extra alarm clock?..Well just so happens that clock was not changed so it was one hour later so she would have gotten up

Grrr
People piss me off. Lets start with the damn point whores. Some of us have been here for a long time and we worked really hard commenting and ratng to get where we are. I personally have done very well here for a sweater girl. (no nudes) WHat pisses me the fuck off is all these contests and giveaways which ARE for the sole purpose to help the person get points so they can have a status. Or the stupid vic giveaways...HELLO those VIC gifts are cheap. You want a vic gift? ill send you one. Friends here are not very loyal and most only care about who can get them where or who atm can make them more popualar. I quit trying to be popular in highschool. Ive done some of the comment bomb contest but its hard to ask your friends to keep commenting. Any comment bomb contest over 3 days is ridiculous. Concentrate on friends not points! Grow the Fuck up

Do It Again.
Undecency is it that you rock my world with a voice and no hands turn me topsy turvy with your eyes looking right through me and to the other side cause you see me. You get me. You actually know who I am. Tied up and twisted by the mere thought of lips kissed bitten ravaged taste I can almost taste you such wicked emotion pleasure what you do to me do it again. Yes. You're someone I remembered or I remember but not here. Not now It's like a sun image burnt and I can feel your nails digging into me and I recall the caress of your breath untainted by or tainted. Yes. We danced, and my eyes were shut and you threw me somewhere from which I couldnt fall but I fell and you fell into me and they could hear us from miles away. But this is dreaming are you my dream? Cause I thought once that I shivered just a thought just the thought of you trailing lips tremble and I whimper but you're gone. Cause you are you are an image in my

Hold On.
Tragic this longing I would hold you if I could. I would tell you a story and I'd tell it soothing like a mothers breast a head to lay on and to call home. Don't forget me when I'm gone I cannot turn away but dreams fade I might fade or go away I dont like to be a memory I'd rather be a hand to hold a body to touch a soul to feed with your thoughts and passion I want your passion for me I treasure you locked up in the secret box that I keep behind me and under me and up in the sky. You are a winged one in a black cloak because your wings are too bright and to see them would be to die. And I love you for that. Cause you know? Baby we could fly if we can find the way out of here cause this place is a dead end hole probably Cause I'm without you and you are my muse. And your hand is all I need to help me through these days these days they they come and go and and I know that if I could I would hold you forever Or I w

And Stranger They Get..
Tell me a story he said wash me within another world cause this one's black and white no.. grey. Staticy and I am deaf so no write me a story so that my ears do not bleed. This path it It got overgrown cause see I was walking and ..I ... I strayed. And now the tree's you know them? (they talk to me) so it's probably a good thing that I cut off my ears because what if .... but what does that matter? And I smiled. Why are you smiling? I think that he said I'm not sure because I think he was mute rather I could not understand because he'd sewn himself shut muffled moaning so I closed my eyes. Help! A scream but.. if no voice? and I faltered he grabbed my hand. I saw him. and I saw him die. Tell me a story he said. It's cold out here. I need to feel your warmth and I cried. And I etched it out or rather traced a hand upon stone so.. cold. And I spoke to him so soft this voice and I touched the place that

Lovers Leap
It's a simple truth a trust between souls a lovers leap off of suicide lane Or is that backwards? hitthewall selfdestruct catch me when we fall. llafewfi we cannot rise back cause we just won't remember who can remember if we remember if we're nothing at all. Did you say my name? I thought I heard wait No this silence remembers why? Whydoesitremember and not us? Who are WE? Can YOU see? I can't. Blinded by what? PLEASE! I can't remember. I cannot remember your name and without yours I am WHO? Wait Bring me back I drownd. Drownding. Hold my hand cause I'm dropping and I cannot catch Hold my heart cause we're falling and this image dies die eid I d I dont know. Please. Won't you help me if you can.

Lyfe Jennings 26 Years, 17 Days
26 Years, 17 Days [1st Verse:] I was looking for God at my grandmother's house underneath the cushions on the couch I looked all around side to side up and down that man was no where to be found So I called my grandmama on the phone said old lady you best get home cause God aint where you said he would be and there's something that I really need to speak to him about immediately She said boy tell Granny what's wrong is there something I can do I said big mama now it's a sensitive issue and Lord knows I don't wanna worry you but I need somebody to talk to [Chorus:] It's done been 26 years 17 days been to 5 different prisons got 2 babies on the way and they say it'll be a waste of time to pray seeing that I'm going to hell anyway [2x] [2nd Verse:] I done smoked weed with the best of ya'll shot at all the rest of ya'll my heart hurts like an old man with high cholesterol the preacher said that I'm the dirtiest dude he ever saw shouldn't even be livin' and

Lyfe Jennings Cry
Cry [1st Verse:] I done had money I done been broke I done been talked about something awful Done been lied on by so many folks I done even been depressed at times and didn't wanna cry cause my pride was too strong But over the years I thought it over And after struggling for so long and still holding on I figured, can't be nothing all that wrong with crying If anybody says that they're that strong they're lying See crying is like taking your soul to the Laundromat It's like the feeling that you get when you see your Grand-mama smile Or the heavens open up and blessing rain down Go on child and cry Go on and cry, cry, cry We can cry together [2nd Verse:] See I done been a player I done been played I done went for some of the oldest tricks from some of the coldest chicks God done ever made Said I done even had a venereal disease And didn't wanna go to the clinic, all that attention embarrassing me But over the years I've learned to understand that I don

The Ghost Woman
A Seneca Legend In a Seneca village there was a young man who was an orphan. He had neither home nor relatives. He lived first with one family and then with another. One fall, when the men were getting ready to go deer hunting, the young man asked if he could go. The hunters didn't want him and he was left alone. Then he said, "I'll go by myself," and he started Towards night he came to an opening in the woods and saw a brush house over by the bushes. He went to the house and looked in; there was no one there. The young man thought that the other hunters had built the house and spent a night there. He went in, kindled a fire, made a place to sleep on, and lay down. About midnight he heard someone come in and, opening his eyes, he saw a woman. She looked at him but didn't speak, then she moved toward his couch and stopped again. At last she said, "I have come to help you. You must not be afraid. I will stay all night in the, cabin." He said, "If you will help me, you

My Grandma Part 10
Ok Update on my grandma.. My grandma thought someones was getting married, we told her no on e is getting married.. I started to cry.. When that happen.. Don't know if it's the meds or not, I don't know.. But seeing her this way makes me really hurt and cry.. Her face is sollon and I dont know what can I do.. All I have to do is help my grandma out around the house. My uncles and aunts are helping grandma out.. ALl I'm going to say I trying to be strong and i tis really hard for me, but it is her destiny and she will die anytime and any day.. So we are waiting day by da. I don't know whats going to happen to me.. W have to wait and see what happens when the time is right you know what I mean.. Virgo24

Damn You.
Damn you. And damn your sorrows. Bleeding blackness this light fuck fuck this light it is a flicker I cannot raise a flicker when darkness does call. Break I want to break I want to break something to explode If I burst If I burst you might hear me As I am I am just writing on the wall. I am screaming I am screaming inside at you. Do you hear me? I want to hold you I want to kiss away the hate the dark I want to smother you in light but this fire she fades I cannot I cannot get close enough to matter to matter to you I cannot hurt you enough to make you see me I have no hand to hold.

My Grandma Part 9
ok I know I was supposed to give you all updates on my grandma but things be getting out of hand here and driving me crazy.. Here is what is going on the hospices came tonight and they gave her more pain meds or level it up.. So they are talking about day by day or anytime she will die.. I am going to go crazy she has took care of me since I was a baby.. I need all prayers and put my family in your thoughts that will help.. I am sorry I did not give you update.. But tomorrow I am going to tell her I love her and I do.. I will give you more when i now more ok.. Virgo24

What Kind Of Lover Am I ..............
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you! Take this test

Lfye Jenning Let's Do This Right
Let's Do This Right [1st Verse:] This ones for my people locked up Know we keep you in our prayers and aint forgot about you out here No Call me whenever you feel Cause I know a lot of folks don't keep it real I know they got their own life but still When you love someone you let them know You don't let them go It's hard enough being alone Missing your family missing your home Whether you're right or wrong I'll be by your side Keeping your hope alive I know how it feels to cry So you aint alone in your struggle for life To my people [Chorus:] Hold up, Lets do this right First blaze one for all my fellas that aint here with us tonight hold up, lets do this right first blaze one for all my fellas that aint here with us tonight some of them for life [2nd Verse:] Your kids doing just fine The youngest, reminds me of you all the time He even shoots that ugly jumper from the foul line like you do and your girl she doin ok but dont concern yourself with

Lyfe Jennings Must Be Nice
Must Be Nice [1st Verse:] Must be nice Having someone who understands the life you live Must be nice Having someone who's slow to take and quick to give Must be nice Having someone who sticks around when the rough times get thick someone who's smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion Must be nice Having someone who loves you despite your faults Must be nice Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk Must be nice Having someone who understands that a thug has feelings too someone who loves you for sho' you just remember to never let 'em go [Chorus:] Even when your hustling days are gone She'll be by your side still holding on Even when those 20's stop spinning and all those gold-digging women disappear she'll still be here [2nd Verse:] Must be nice Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work Must be nice Having someone you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts Must be nice Having som

Am I Going To Heaven Or Hell?
Heaven or Hell? Heaven :)you are a very good person with a clean record. you\'ll have no trouble convincing them to let you through the pearly gates! You are already an angel!!! Take this test

Lyfe Jennings Made Up My Mind
Made Up My Mind [1st Verse:] Lord they really think they fooling you by coming to church on Sunday praying and laying hands on folks stomping and jumping around faking the holy ghost but its a thin line between walking it and talking it living it and giving it or just pretending it's alright and did they really think that they could pull the wool over your eyes lord did they really think that by faking they were saved that they would get the same reward this be the realest thing I ever wrote for sure after this a lot of folks wont like me no mo' but after this I gotta go answer to you Lord so I've made up my mind I'm a go to church on Sunday and sing a song that may hurt somebody's feelings so that maybe thy will, will be done on earth as it is in heaven and hopefully they will see how much they really be discouraging a little old sinner like me [2nd Verse:] And Lord who they think they jiving by singing these songs full of glory then out in the world it's a d

Lyfe Jennings Goodbbye
Goodbye [Verse 1] Sometimes makin up is easier than breakin up We believe if we just fake it enough We can trick our selves into believin that we're still in love But in our harts we know that it's inevitable Though it's hard to let you go I know I must [Verse 2] Sometimes memories just ain't enough Sometimes you out grow the ones you love Sometimes it's none of the above It's just the fact that people change No one's to blame There ain't nothin that stays the same So we sit around and cry Because neither one of us wants to be the first to say Goodbye [Verse 3] Sometimes givin 2nd chances is easier than dealing with the fact that Once the trust is gone you could never get it back But your holdin on because your afraid of bein alone So here you are holdin on to somethin thats already gone And don't act like it's the first time you've heard it in this song Cause your heart done told you all along If your momma done showed you right from wrong No thi

Lyfe Jennings Still Here
Still Here (feat. Three 6 Mafia, Project Pat) [Verse 1:] Street life killed my daddy Got my momma pregnant in the back of a caddy Since i lost my first tooth i ain't been happy Young wild nigga child why that boy is so nappy He got that devil in 'im Police wanna take him down Used to be a player but the coochie cost money now He ain't to bright but he know a trap when he see one Got is conscious in his pants with his gun [Chorus:] Seventeen years of rain foggin up my windows (yeah) It done been seventeen years of pain But i'm still here though Seventeen years of rain foggin up my window (yeah) It done been seventeen years of pain but i'm still here though [Verse 2:] Shoe box full of pictures All that's left of good times i shared with my niggas Some alive and some no longer with us How da, how da, how da hell do you pray for forgiveness When you got devil in you Rogain keeps the hair strong but Cocain keeps the cable on I can't wait t

The Part Of You No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Clear
I ache. Break, broken, speak, spoken. Burning dry those tears I can't hold on It's like a spiders web I can't hold on cut the flesh I cannot stand must stand strong I cannot speak clear I cannot walk broken knees I cannot heal these disease I cannot draw you better dreams Please no. Please. I cannot see you through these eyes I can not sing you better lies I know your going no not gone I wish that I could sing your song. I wish that I could free your heart and I wish we would not part but they say you don't have long how I wish to sing your song. I cannot move throughout this black I cannot breath or bring you back I cannot touch what will not stay I'm not okay not okay.

About Time I Posted One...
I'm known as the blog queen on myspace... Never posted one here... Most people on here don't know me... My passion in life is bowling.... It's also my pain... I do ok at it... I want to be better, but unfortunately my knee doesn't want to work with me on this... so I'm struggling this season other then a few random moments... The GTP crew, as I call them... are the greatest people on earth... When I look at all my friends, 99% are part of the GTP crew which is the bowling alley crowd... I see them more then my own family... We drink together, bowl together, and help each other out when needed... I was never good with friends... I'm too much of a loner, but I found a great group that accepts me as I am and that I can have fun with... Bowling has really impacted my life in more ways then one... I'm a big dork... I don't consider myself any sort of label... I'm not goth, punk, prep, or the such... I'm a combination of everything... I like to mix things up

3-12-07
Listening to GreenDay (Holiday)... Not busy for the first time in forever, and I have great news! A publisher is interested in one of my children's books... wait ... hmmm... did i ever mention I write children's book... prolly not... but anywayz.. w00t! BANG BANG GOES THE BROKEN GLASS MAN!

Preventing Child Sexual Abuse
SOME FACTS: 1~Sexual offenders are often known to the family, and not strangers. Abusers can be a man, a woman, or even a child - yes, a child. The offender on the video started sexually abusing others at the age of 10. 2~Sexual offenders are not homosexuals. Do not let your guard down because someone is not gay, vice versa, do not accuse someone just because he/she is gay. 3~Children do not lie about being sexually abused. 4~Only 5% of kids lie about the abuse, which means 95% are true. STEPS TO PREVENT SEXUAL ABUSE 1. Know the Warning Signs: Look for signs that someone may be an offender. In cases of reported sexual abuse, some parents step forward and say, yes, they knew there was something wrong with him/her. So what are some of these signs? · Likes spending time with children all the time. · More comfortable with children than adults. · Discourages other adults from getting involved. · Keeps children alone. · Excessive touching (tickling/wrestli

Here Are Somethings On My Mind
FIRST OF ALL I DONT WANT THIS TO COME ACROSS AS A PLEA FOR RATINGS OR POINTS. THIS AINT ABOUT THAT.. I JUST FIND IT SO STRANGE TO UNDERSTAND THAT IN THE LAST 36 HOURS NO ONE HAS EVEN VIEWED MY PAGE ... ITS LIKE I HAVE FALLEN OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH I THINK ITS PRETTY F*****D UP HAVE I PISSED ANYONE OFF AND THERES SOME BIG RUMOR GOING AROUND ABOUT THAT I DONT KNOW ABOUT¿? IF YOU ARE READING THIS THANKS I KNOW ATLEAST SOMEONE IS PAYING ATTENTION

Shut Out.
My love is an explicite monologue between two lovers battered and bruised smoke trailing the air and mouths sewn shut. I taste of blood and ash salt and sweat and when I dance... I fly. Do you see me? Can you still see? If you can see me then why? I think that I am nothing. You threw me out. Cherish the beginning for storys unwritten they are tragedys in the make. So empty. I cradle the filth of remembered lullabys bite the tongue so that you may not escape But all that I am. All that I am to you. Is a bruised image. A reacurring dream. A sad little dolly whom has outshown her use A black and white rerun with a broken remote untroubled by your thoughts cause you shut your eyes cause you shut your mind you shut your door to me.

Guts Or Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the subject. In reality there isn't much difference since either one will ultimately result in death.

A Short Story All The Goth Kids Will Like,,,i Hope
As the city below bustles with life, !sit on the roof and observe all below. The echoes of thier foot steps along the rain soaked streets of Seattle. the laughter, the pain the quiet suffering. Some is shouting in the streets over to the north. a lovers quarrel perhaps I hear the ships come and go in the harbor the sound of thier horns in the night. But yet I can still feel her. Among all these distractions I can still feel her. Even now the biter sweet smell of autem I can smell her perfume. But yet its been centuries since we said good bye. centuries? Really that long ago? Has those nights in San Francisco at the turn of the century been that long? Or when our eyes first met in Paris? Ah pairs those Victorian times. We blend so well with those of high born . Old money and foolish wealth and whims. Sheep she called them sheep to the slaughter. Our private joke as it were. They were food for our kind and naive to the blatant fact. She always said only the idiots and the desperate becom

A Place Where You Are Not Alone
There is a place where you are not alone, where your voice sings with every voice that has ever sung, or will ever sing. In this place you know that no encounter was ever wasted and that no face passed you by unnoticed in the crowd. Here you are allowed to choose again, and in this time you decide not to discount or overlook anyone. You move quickly past no one merely to get to someone else who pleases you more. Now you cannot see a single one you do not welcome, and in the harmlessness of your vision, all return your gentle gaze.

Butthole Stickers.
a poem by cake: balls in your ham wallet shuckin' clams to pay the bills. crumbs in your ass pocket pickle juices gives you chills. nerds. nards. ballick tards. oreo cookies make fat fuckin'lards. gristle pickers. butthole stickers. chewy knickers in a bunch. asshole fuckers. cumstain chuggers. have a taint for fuckin' lunch.

Obama, Clinton Sparring Early
Obama, Clinton Sparring Early Campaigns' Scrutiny Unusually Intense By Anne E. Kornblut Washington Post Staff Writer Monday, March 12, 2007; A01 CLINTON, Iowa -- Standing in front of a large banner that blared "Clinton," surrounded by students in Clinton Community College sweat shirts, Sen. Barack Obama offhandedly mentioned the obvious. "Hillary, you know, she's interesting," Obama said, acknowledging that he understood they would consider other candidates before making up their minds. Interesting, indeed. In the month since the presidential nominating contest got underway, Obama (D-Ill.) and Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton (D-N.Y.) have barely mentioned each other's names in public or even greeted each other in the Senate halls. But each campaign has increasingly fixated on the other, engaging in a shadowboxing match in which they intentionally cross paths but dodge to avoid each other's subtle jabs. With an intensity unusual for this stage of the campaign the two a

New To Everything
Ok...I'm sure that cherry tap has been here for awhile now, and I just got started. But things i'm hating at the moment is the fact that I can't figure any of the really simple sh*t out. So if anyone desides to read this and has anyway of how they could help me out, feel free to call me a dumb ass but do give me a hint as how to do things. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

What My Step Daughter Did This Weekend
Okay this is kinda funny but not, first off the ex called and said i wasnt gonna get ashley this weekend cause her real dad called and wanted to see her. My Answer, Cool if she's scared or has any problems she can call me or come over. So saturday rolls around, ashley goes to her dads, he takes her shopping and whatnot, buys her some brand new Heelies, the shoes with skates in them, Takes her bowling, feeds her and she tells him, I wanna go home, So he takes her home. Ex calls me about 6:30 pm saturday night says Ashleys back from her dads and wants to know if its okay if she comes spends the rest of the weekend with me, Im like sure ! Well she gets there and we start talking and im like so ashley, basically you just went with your dad to use him for his money. She goes, YEP, he only wants me 2 times a year and you ARE MY DAD because your always there for me so he can kiss my booty. LoL.

Fish Stick Dicks.
a poem by Mel: Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

New Hair Color
Ok, so I just dyed my hair lol back to a "normal" color. Putting pics up now Don't laugh at me. LOL OMG I gotta go to bed now. It's really late!!! Ha ha that would suck if I was late to work on my first day back!!!!

Fish Stick Dicks
Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

My River.....
I sit by this rock and watch the raging waters flow, Not knowing a beginning or an end, Never seeing the true way to go. I ride the tides and battle the rocks, I push my way through, against a force with no end, Such is my life as I run with the shore, Praying for a pathway to alter my course. The water pushes me to and fro, Sucking me under pleading for my breath, I hold on tight to that one ounce of hope, To keep my head up, just to stay alive. I reach the sandy, silky shore, Gasping for air only to collapse in the sun, My heart beats fast as my mind darkens towards sleep, Only to realize that my life is not mine to keep. My life belongs to another soul, And my river has brought me to you, In my darkest hour when I could breathe no more, You completed me and gave me life that was renewed. Never will I follow the neverending path, For I have found my rock that will pull me through, In my heart you will stay, never asking which course, You are my rock, t

Tied Up In Your Dream.
Rock me gently in the sea your dreams are a fashionable escape like a noose .... tied up and pretty gagged No no please, don't speak. Silence is forever Words only insert Unpleasure I'd rather hear the darkness from behind your eyes trace the echoes of an unset goodbye. Stalk your mind. Bleed you to cry cause my veins are empty baby and the ducts are dry. So I will save you this dance love a melody untarnished by the years unspoken from the fears trailing like some secret code but the music box has broken. I forgot my hello. So where do I go? Where do I go now? Now that you are not here. I am alone babe and this dream speaks of nightmares and the fog of my memory is a yester day Tease. Please babe blue is SO not your color touching to freeze Now how do I please? I forgot now how where did.. I you Oh. goodbye.

The End Of My Vacation......
I am heading back to work this morning. My week ~n~ a half off had it's ups ~n~ downs. LOTS of downs. My room mate went totally psycho on me. It started about 2 weeks ago, she started treating my kids like shit. Just being down right mean to them. Making them do things I had told them not to do. ~N~ I found out this last Friday she would hit them when they didn't or wouldn't do it. Calling them nasty little names to their faces ohh but being sweet as pie to them when I was around. Ok so one day last week she took all my stake knifes out of the house and disappeared for over 24 hours. **Scary** for her cuz she took of with her 16 month old son. She left her pills here. Anti-psychotics which the last time she filled them was Dec. 5 of 07 she had taken 18 out of 30. OK NOT GOOD!!! So when she came back I asked her how come she hasn't been taking her pills. She told me it was none of my business. I told her it was cuz she was my friend and I was worried about her. Then she starts screaming

Nine Letters
Claim: The English language has at least one nine-letter word that remains a valid word as each of its letters is successively removed. Status: True. There is a common English word that is nine letters long. Each time you remove a letter from it, it still remains an English word — from nine letters right down to a single letter. What is the original word, and what are the words that it becomes after removing one letter at a time? startling remove the l, and the word becomes: starting remove one t, and the word becomes: staring remove the a, and the word becomes: string remove the r, and the word becomes: sting remove the other t, and the word becomes: sing remove the g, and the word becomes: sin remove the s, and the word becomes: in remove the n, and the word becomes: I

Way Beyond Empty
If I could only be with you, I would give you everything, all your heart is longing for, I would spend my time, trying to find a way, to make you happy, just to see you smile, but if I never find away, to take the hurt away, from all the broken promises, all the shattered dreams, all the times that you been let down, by all the cold lies, would you remember, I was not to blame, done my best to show you, just how life can change, or would you just turn and walk away. would I be left standing here, Way Beyond Empty? Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Poetry
Whispering spirits.... Like the stories told from our forefathers, Like the smell of rain in the whispy summer air, These are the spirits that tell me who I am. The spirits visit my enchanted dreams at night, They paint a picture and tell of my life unfolding, They whisper to me who I am and where I come from, And they tell me to stand proud. As a young brave I sit by the fire, The spirits haunt me through the cloudy smoke, I watch it rise to touch the Great Spirit at night, Only to be lost in a neverending starry sky. I sit upon my painted horse, With furrowed brow I am ready for war, My visions from the smoke protect me, As my heart shall bargain for my life. In a land of hatred, In a land of muses and bigotry, I steady my bow and yell my final cry. Great Spirit protect all of us, And teach us how to become one instead of hate, As I raise my bow and make my final cry, Only to be hated for who I am, and watch my soul die. As I leave this world to my

Sad Excuse For A Marine...
True Story of the real world time ladies and gentlemen! *Ahem* Once upon a time there was a girl in tx who fell in love with a marine. He was from texas as well. He moved to japan to do his tour of duity. She was there for him, thru every drunken phone call. Thru every night of fighting. She was hurting every night but she still loved and stayed with him. She decided against his begging and pleading, guilt trips and screaming to join the army. While in basic she constantly wrote him, but at mail call no letters. Every day, no letters. Despite reciving them from his friends. Then one day she came home from basic to find that he was seeing a girl. He told this now soldier that he was getting revenge for a friend by dating her then was going to dump her. Anyways....things got way out of hand and he started being really mean to this soldier girl. The soldier girl thought that all was lost of her beloved marine whom she was supposed to one day marry and so the soldier girl decided to give

No Arms No Legs
one day a guy was walking down the beach taking his regular stroll and he walks by this log a huge log as he passed it there is this faint cry so he walks toward the log and see's this female with no arms and no legs. so he asked her what was wrong and she replied well sir with the way i am and the position i have been in i never been hugged before he responded (i can take care of that)so he reaches down and hugges her. he starts to walk away and she cries just a little louder and he walks back quickly(are you ok miss)he asked in a hurry she said well you see it is depressing because i also never been kissed before well this gentleman was getting agravated and says(ok i can help you)so he reaches down and kisses her on the cheek. so he turned around and walks away he gets about 20 feet away and can hear her bawling her eyes out he rushed over in a hurry and with a panting breath he says(ok now whats wrong i hugged and kissed you what now?). she said well with the way i am ive neve

My Poem---revenge Of A Black Rose
Revenge of a black rose (a boys story untold) until the darkness cease to end all that begins shall end again.... In a solemn line they now stand morning the death of a once life filled man but yet none of them neither friend nor foes will never know the truth that his grave beholds within this coffin lies the truth of beat, of rape, and harmful abuse and this one young boy he just wanted to fit in but never again never again... Here in the rain outside his window I’ll wait but never again shall I see his sweet face because of a step father who simply didn’t care and a blood father who promised he would always be there and in his final moments we all heard him call out his plea for life but the boy never said a word and it all ended that night... I’ll never forget you my friend you never deserved for it to end so early so I place a single black rose on your grave I promise to you your revenge I will keep save me a place in heaven, because we

The Day On Ct Where I Went A Bit More Crazy
A FRIEND POSTED A BLOG AND I HAD TO COPY AND REPOST IN MY OWN BLOG ....TODAY LIKE OTHER I STARTED OFF TRYING TO CATCH UP ON COMMENT,REPLYS THE USUAL THING....BUT STRAIGHT FROM THE START WAS ERRORED OUT FROM COMMENTING OR RATING LIKE WTF!!!!! THEN THE POWERS TO BE SAID WAS FIXING PROB HAHAHAHAHAHAAH THATS FUNNY..ENVERY TIME THAT IS SAID CT GETS SLOWER AND MORE FUCK UP....BUT BACK ON AGAIN COMMENT ONCE THEN 5 ERROR MESSAGES GETTTING MORE PISSED OFF AS THE DAY GOES.....LEAVE FOR A COUPLE HOUR THEN TRY AGAIN WELL I WAS NOT DIAPPOINTED STILL THE SAME SO STRUGGLE ON AND GRIN......BELOW IS OTHER BLOG DON,T AGREE WITH ALL BUT THERE IS A LOT OF TRUTH IN WHAT IS SAID I wonder what people call the one line that goes over our screen where it tells you about the 5 DVDS and the whole page where you can subscribe to stuff to make cherry bucks. and what about the links at the bottom of the comment boxes? I call them all ads. Just that they dont pop up on our screen all the time, cause they ar

My Poem---pain
Pain pain is constant inside and out it’s like lost In the silence lost in doubt though pain cannot be mistaken and never replaced it cannot be helped because it never leaves a trace in fatality it leaves in our final moments when all we wish to cry about it’s the broken shards we’ve left behind life is meaningless with pain because there’s nothing left to fell with no feeling of life nothing can be real

Alice.
Where are you going? I follow you. Leash in hand. Invisible lead. I let my mind take me. You see it's it that is leashed. Collared by my eyes. Sometimes I give it treats. But I lost it. And now I fall. Down this mole hole because for me rabbits are to good. I am just a shadow of Alice You see. My looking glass broke and my image is distorted My screams are silent Repeatedly.

Road Trip
Ok If I never have to go back to Vancouver Washington I will be sooo happy. This weekend I went to Vancouver to watch my daughter perform in a color guard competition * she is a flag girl* Grantted I had alot of fun watching an supporting my daughter, but damn that is a long ass drive LOL. Specially when ya got a 3yr an a 11 yr that fight like cats an dogs! The highschool here an the middle school here took home First place for the marching bands. We get to find out tuesday what my daughter school got. I am not sure who is more excited me or her LOL. Any ways I just wanted to share my weekend with all me lovely friends out here. I hope you all had a good weekend. HUGS Teasin

Smart Asses.....
i have a problem with smartasses...going on my page and to my family album and down rating my pics of my family and my nieces!!!!...who in the fuck is gonna be that damn cold hearted to down rate a 4 and a 5 year old child's pic a 1 and a 2!!!!....i mean come on its a child for fuck sake!!!....most of u have noticed me posting bulletins about the down raters....and thats the only thing i feel like i can do to warn others...and im not gonna lie i do delete and block all the people that do down rate my pics not becouse of points cause i would never do that to them ...i try to be a true friend to every one and keep up with their blogs and bulletins and pics...who knows maybe thats y they r down rating my pics maybe its cause some where i missed something??

Bomb Train System
Ok First off, This is for everyone thats in a contest or for people how help them out by doing some comment bombing. This how it will work: 1. If you're in a contest post your contest link in this blog comment 2. If you post your contest link, you promise to COMMENT BOMB the other contest pics that other people post (example) Say if there's 10 people that posted their contest link and you have 10 people doing some comment bombing and each one leaves at least 50 comments, That's 500 comments comming your way 3. If that person isn't online to see their comments, then send them a private message saying you did so. Please say how many comments you have left them, so they can return the favor.

Another Stream Of Concious
do you want to be me do you hate me like I always knew you did do you want me to take off my clothes on this table in this chair on this plaque there's nothng written only garbage and no one cares what I think despite how brilliant I am hah like I rally believe that you never know who's listening you never know who's watching and I like it when you watch I love it when you think of me when I'm gone because it might be some day soon it might be some day soon it imght be some day soon do you love me i think they do do they dont they hate me please just take it away i don't want to be here anymore i want to be at never thought id make it this far i thought id have give n up or do you think there is a god does he like me im doing all this for him im doing all this for you you are my only all of you need need was it ever real was i ever worth it was i ever the deserving son that they wanted me to be what did love get me in the end what manner of payment have they receive

Thanks Fallen Angel.....such A Beautiful Awesome Friend Love Ya
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Dreams Of Wetness
Dreams of Wetness We walk into the restaurant,,you ask for a booth in the back,,the only light is 1 single votive candle on each table. I step in front of you as we walk to the table and feel your hand brush against the back of my skirt. I feel my nipples get instantly hard. I slide into the booth bench first,, you slide in behind me,, I turn to face you,, pullin my left leg up onto the bench between us,, you lean over and kiss me,, after a nice kiss,, my tongue trails down under your chin and I begin to kiss your neck,, unbuttoning your shirt a bit,, nibbling gently but firmly on your shoulder. I whisper in your ear that I need to go to the ladies room,, you get up and let me out. Just as I am leavin the waiter shows up to take our drink orders and leave menus,,, I ask him to please bring some whole frozen strawberries,, I can feel your eyes watching me as I walk away. I leave and soon return,, you stand up and I turn toward the table stoppin long enough to remove your napkin a

The Journey
It's 2am, I'm still so awake My mind is clear, as to what is at stake What began a hopeless dream Has become a reality, beautiful seen Two people who believed, there lives on hold Have crossed a deminision, where dreams will unfold The journey will be long As the miles move in song The sun will set, in the mountains so near The journey will end and their love will be clear How they got to this place is a story to be told How they wished and wondered is the dream that unfolds Eyes finally meet, we see the loving smiles Their journey has finally ended, after so many miles

What I Am
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren\'t you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Demon58%WereWolf50%Dragon42%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com It seems I am both a full fledged Angle and Fairy, maybe I\'m a new breed. You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People

Invincible
Invincible "I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come

Drama And Bullshit
Wow. What a difference a week makes. A week ago, I still had a list of people I called friends. Everyone I spent time around, I spent time with because I knew them and loved them, and, from what they said, they loved me. Today, wow. I'm back with my ex-fiance. That's good. But, heh, that's the only thing that's good. She might be playing me. That's bad. Jammi is mad at me for 2 different issues, one of which I am not even responsible for. The other... I really had no choice. Andrea is mad at me because I'm back with Renney and not with her. Amy is mad at me for an issue I'm not even responsible for. Chris (my GM) is mad at me because they're slaving me at work, and I'm not getting the time to recuperate that I need. Jammi has no job. Andrea has no job. You know, I'm getting sick and tired of the bullshit in my life. People need to get their fucking act together and realize the way shit is now is the way shit is going to be, and it's always going to be like that. I got

Love Yourself
LOVE YOURSELF LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOUR BODY. FIND OUT YOUR OWN PERSONAL LIKES AND DISLIKES. TOUCH AND CARRESS YOURSELF ALL OVER. MAKE LOVE TO YOURSELF. FIND YOUR OWN LOVE, JOY, AND DELIGHT IN YOUR BODY. WWW.ADVENTURESOFMRSANDMRFUCKER

Take Responsibility For Your Own Sexuality And Sexual Safety. It's Not A Female Or Male Issue.
Take responsibility for your own SEXUALITY and SEXUAL safety. It's not a female or male issue. Take responsibility for your own SEXUALITY and SEXUAL safety. It's not a female or male issue. It is a human issue. In our "New Millenium of"Sexual Freedom." We have to realize that it is not "new". The same things happening today has happened before. Remember, history repeats itself. Technology has evoled into the birth of the Digital age. The Fkrs.It's not a female or male issue. It is a human issue. In our "New Millenium of"Sexual Freedom." We have to realize that it is not "new". The same things happening today has happened before. Remember, history repeats itself. Technology has evoled into the birth of the Digital age. The Fkrs. Adventuresofmrsandmrfucker.com

Oh To All Those That Are True
TO TRUE FRIENDS, WHO ONE DAY JUST MAY UNDERSTAND ME AND NOT JUDGE Current mood: disappointed Category: Life To True Friends The beauty of true friendship is seen through my eyes more magnificent with love than the day before the gift given freely with open arms held out bringing comfort and companionship to my heart's door The feelings of tenderness and pride in accomplishments of others is only the beginning of a friendship caring and wanting blessing for another fills your soul sharing all that you have, brings more to this relationship The hurt of one is the hurt of two multiplying the tears of unhappiness the victories of one are combined to double the joyous song making the hopes and prayers of one not solitude but a choir of voices heard loud and strong The union of love begins softly within each person in life making the day a place of contentment and surprise until finally the importance of other

Counterpoint
I put the gun up to my face Sweet gunpowder kisses on my tongue... blistering sex on my fingertips. Sweet seduction of my mind. Fucking me up. Fucking me up beyond all recognition. Piss whipping my cortex like my last lover's cat-o-nine. Painting my walls a fresh new color for spring. The voices in my head tell me to put my body in strange holes. Stranger holes. Tell me there's no God but ecstasy. I'm inclined to agree as I lick sweet nectar, tangy jam Thigh flavored mindfuck. Tell me I'm good. Tell me I'm bad. Spit on my face... rub my nose in what I did wrong. Just don't tell me you love me. Pins in my nipples... screws in my lovehandles... papercuts on my tongue... all with the cool detachment of burning trash. Of burying victims. Of driving those black stilletos into my irreplaceables. Tell me how you really feel. Drown me in hate. Tear the flesh from my bones in long strips... like curly fries of skin. Fill the wounds with ink and salt to leave a m

I Just Dont Understand What I Have Done Wrong In Some People's Lives
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG IN SOME PEOPLE'S LIVES Current mood: confused Category: Life SO VERY OFTEN I FIND THAT PEOPLE CAN NOT DEAL WITH MY SITUTION AS FAR AS BEING MANIC BIPOLAR, MANIC DEPRESSIVE AND OTHERS.... YOU KNOW I GREW UP LOSING EVERYTHING... I CANT HOLD ON TO A FRIEND BC OF WHO I AM. I TRY SO VERY HARD TO HELP PEOPLE UNDERSTAND MY LIFE AND WHAT HAS LEAD ME TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE. TO NO SUCESS, I STILL END UP LOSING THOSE I CARE ABOUT. IF THOSE WOULD ASK, I WOULD TELL THEM. I GREW UP FEELING VERY REJECTED, THAT WAS CZUSED BY MY OWN MOTHER.. ALL I CAN DO IS BE ME.. I HAVE HAD MY CHILDREN GO THROUGH ALOT ALSO. NINA HAVE A BLOOD DISORDER TO FIND OUT YEARS LATER SHE HAS ASTHMA, MY SON HAS ASTHMA ALSO, AND JUST ON MONDAY GOT HIT BY A CAR, MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER HAS EZEMA, ASTHAM AND HER DAD HAS ALSO PUT ME THRU SOME SHIT.. I LOST MY DAD IN 2005 TO A STROKE, NOT SURE WHY I WASNT THERE THE NIGHT IT HAPPENED BUT HE IS GONE AND I FEEL MORE ALONE THEN ANY

Cheating
I've been pondering on the whole cheating action produced by both the male and female populations. Believe it or not (sorry ladies) But, females are statistically more likely to cheat. Unfortunatly, men are to blame as well. I've been trying to figure out why a person would have a relationship with someone, just to go behind thier back and sleep with someone else. If you're not happy with the person your with, then why are you with them? Apparently they aren't doing it for you, either emotionally, physically, or mentally. If that's the case..... FIND SOMEONE ELSE, Don't play with someones emotions and feelings. It can be hurtful, not only to the victim. I guess that some people get off on the excitement of knowing they are doing someone wrong? Who knows.... I've come to realize that most of the women that are faithful, sweet, kind, gentle, etc..... are taken by these deceitful, coniving, cheating, and lying people. Leaving the rest of us high and dry. What a world we live in,

Chaos Or Humanity?
Chaos or Humanity? People call death a part of chaos. Some consider it to be nothing else then an idea, problem, or fear. I consider it just the beginning.... The beginning to another end. People killing other people.... Some call it Chaos. I call it survival of the fittest. Why survival of the fittest? Simple, look amongst the other creatures that this planet supports. Lions, kill their own prey to feast. Chaos? No nature. Same thing applies to the human race. Do we not kill and eat our own prey? We eat chicken, turkey, cow, and pig for example. People call eating another person cannabalism. Is it not cannabalism when we eat other creatures such as cow and pig? We are eating meat. Some people consider the world to be a cruel place and an unforgiving one at that. I see these things as just natures way of keeping its skin clean. It's got to dispose of some things some how, am I right or wrong?

Avoidance
I'll tell you, if there isn't one thing I can't stand more then lying, cheating, using, and abusing..... it's got to fucking be avoidance. I mean christ, if you don't want to talk to the person. TELL THEM! It's alot easier just telling the person you don't want to talk to them, then having them trying to talk to you or see you, and you avoid them. It's alot easier, not only for you but, for them too. I mean, is it so hard to tell someone "Hey, I'm not interested in talking with you." ???? NO IT'S FUCKING NOT!!! I mean, is it that they just aren't good enough to talk to you? I find it pathetic, that some people actually get off on avoiding people, cause they know that they will keep trying to get in touch with you. Avoidance is some stupid ass childish game, that I guess some people must play to make themselves feel better about who they are inside. GROW UP PEOPLE!!!

Women
Why is it that women judge a guy before they even know him? Why is it women think, omg he's got this and this flaw.... EWWWW. I mean shesh, I understand that you have to be attracted to the person yes, But, judging the guy compared to others isn't right. NOT ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME! What they don't realize is the guys they judge before knowing them, nine times out of ten are the ones that are keepers. No one is perfect in this world and we all have our own flaws. I love how a chick thinks, ok im too good for him.... (click delete). how would you know if your too good for someone. how do you know they aren't too good for you? BEFORE YOU JUDGE SOMEONE, GET TO KNOW THEM! It's not hard to judge someone. It's hard to get to know someone. What women fail to realize, is that most of the guys that are keepers shield themselves and lock themselves away so that no one will get to know them. They do it because of the girls that judge them and do things that are just wrong. It really

Knocking On Heaven's Door
First, let me say I am okay. Not great, but okay. Friday night Matt (my husband) and I where waiting in line to get our papers for the route... I was sleeping, but suddenly woke up. A few hours before I had a slight asthma attack but nothing major. I controlled it with a breathing treamtment. ...But this... this was going down hill... So we got our papers and Matt folded them. On our way to our route, I was getting worse not better, so Matt turned around and got the power inverter and the machine so I could take a breathing treatment in the car. We were on Highway 395 when I started having horrible chest pains... now let me tell you ahead of time... I have an enlarged heart. That was discovered after my Grand Mal Seizure when I was 12. ...The treatment wasnt cutting it and as Matt turned down Main Street, things went from bad to worse. He sped down Main and cut over to Hesperia Road in an attempt to take me to St. Mary's, but half way down Hesperia Road I told him my chest was

This Is Angel!
I don't know much about Angel except for she's been battling liver cancer for almost ten years now. I am hopeing that you put this young woman in your prayers. Ten years is long enough! Let's pray for a cure! XOXO LilMsSam

I Wonder
I wonder, how many burdens is Jesus carrying for us that we know nothing about? We're aware of some. He carries our sin. He carries our shame. He carries our eternal debt. But are there others? Has He lifted fears before we felt them?. . . Those times when we have been surprised by our own sense of peace? Could it be that Jesus has lifted our anxiety onto His shoulders and placed a yoke of kindness on ours?

S & M
The buzz word in today's business world is MARKETING. However, people often ask for a simple explanation of "Marketing." Well, here it is. You're a woman and you see a cute guy at a party. You go up to him and say, "I'm fantastic in bed." That's Direct Marketing. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a cute guy. One of your friends goes up to him and pointing at you says, "She's fantastic in bed." That's Advertising. You see a handsome guy at a party. You go up to him and get his telephone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm fantastic in bed." That's Telemarketing. You see a cute guy at a party, you straighten your dress. You walk up to him and share small talk. You say, "May I, and reach up to straighten his tie, brushing your breast lightly against his arm, and then say, "Let's dance so I can see how you feel about me." That's Public Relations. You're at a party and see a handsome guy. He walks up to you and says, "I hear

Monday Flowers
Like monday flowers, you sew your thoughts of love at my feet to propose to me. Your bond, ours, a resemblance of me and you. Together for a lifetime, longer to be true. My heart beckons to you, crying to be held, and with yours it does so melt. One-we are a blending...body, soul, mind. In ecstasy we writhe, rising on tidal waves of lust. As our bodies inner cores, burst showering one another in our pure, silken love. My body is yours. Your temple, your concubine of pure sex, an unadulterated bond. Your fingers strumming humming over me making the throbbing spread without. My skin, yours, damp..slick with our love. Your fingertips dancing in our sweet nectar, for us to taste the flavor of monday flowers.

News Flash Please Read
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Fake A Smile
This is a poem i wrote March 12, 2007 called Fake A Smile... its depressive so dont read it if you dont like that stuff!!! Slowly the blood drips Down her arms onto the ground Her tears flow like rain No one hears a sound She is cold hearted Had all she can take Fed up with this life Just about to break She cries at night For someone to care Even asked for help But all they do is stare She hides it so well Everyone thinks shes fine She smiles to her friends They believe her lie Day by day she does this act Pleasing everyone but herself She goes into her room And gets the razor from the shelf She writes a long letter Then takes a picture Cuts herself too deep Wished someone would have saved her

Poem I Wrote
The first time i saw you was a dream come true, That somthing about you made me like you. With your beauty and heart that is so fine, I wish that one day you will be mine. The hugging and kissing that felt so right, I wish that you were here with me tonight. Sent from heaven you came right to me, When your in my arm's i feel so free. Tonight the feelings are still this strong, I knew this could never be ment wrong. I thought about your past, But i know i wont finish last. my life was ment to be with you, I hope one day i can say i live you. In my heart i fell for you, i hope you fell the the way i do. I wish you'd come home to me, So i can set your mind free. Kevin D. Fox

Venting
ok so ive had one of my shittiest days ever. First off, I found out my grandpa died. We knew it was coming because he had gotten pneumonia last week. So that sucked ass, just to find out it actually happened. Next I watch the big ten championship game, thinkin well maybe my badgers will pull one out and win it or at least lose respectably. But, NOOOOOOOOO, they had to get killed! FUCKING BUCKEYE HORSE SHIT OVERATED SOB'S!!! Then, last, but certainly not least! I get called in to work for 2 WHOLE HOURS! Do you think it would be a legit reasoning? HELL FUCKING NO!!!!! Drama bullshit, causes my co-workers to say they CANT work. UGH its ALL FUCKING BULLSHIT TOO!!! I wont go into their reasons, because they are somewhat private, but trust me when i say its fucking horse shit! ok Im done for now. FYI the funeral is tuesday so I'll be gone all day.

Poem #2
Laying in the aftermath of my destruction The dialtone still in my ear My soul poured out all over the floor A beauty thought to be endless This angel of innocence and simplicity Has a dirty face and an endless black soul A lonely heart rots into a forgotten black lump In the middle of this breakdown In a world where there is no light,no hope I feel the coldness sink into my skin Nothing can ever go back to the way it was Nothing in the world could ever spare the pain Of those three small words. If anyone can help me come uo with names for these help me out please :-)

Love In Motion
I remember you. Your taste, your touch. I remember your sadness. You always said life was too much. So beautiful, inside and out. You dreamed more often than I could count. The look on your face, The sweat on your skin. It's hard to believe I'll never see it again. You opened your heart to me, You opened your legs. I took what I wanted, and never heard you beg. You tried to save me, tried to show me life. You told me you loved me, told me you wanted to be my wife. Did I ever really love you? I found out too late, I guess. Missing your lips, missing your caress. Since then, you grew up. You did what you said you couldn't. You're living without me, living life because I couldn't. I wasn't good enough for you, that much is obviously true. Although I miss you terribly, and all the things only you can do.

Ok Well........
i didn't need this with all the other shit going on.................BUT if you pray please keep my boy killian in your prayers.....i got home from work last nite to find he has a massive tumor on his rib-cage. it appeared in less than 10 hours...........this has me freaked out........it is big enough that i can cup it on my hand.....i have given him benadryl but it has done nothing so it must not be from a bite?? anyways since i am single with no wife or kids.....killian and onyx are all i have in this world and it has me in a frame of mind i don't like to be in.....i don't know what i am gonna do if i find out it is a benign tumor... my 2 four-legged kids are all i have in this world and i am freakin here.......so if you are a true friend of mine please keep him in your thoughts or prayers.......this is driving me insane!!! -BBB-

Love Dress
A woman dropped in unannounced at her son's house. Having knocked on the door she immediately walked in. She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for Justin to come home from work." The daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed. "This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "Justin loves me to wear this dress," she explained. "Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours. The mother-in-law left. When she got home she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and lay on the couch wait ing for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively. "Wha

Finally Home
Well, I am back home. Thankfully. Man I was tired. Busy freaking weekend. Crazy Crazy drama.... To begin with, Steven, YET AGAIN, professed his love to me... and was telling me he wanted to have sex with me... Man, WTF is going on with men?!?! Is there a full moon? I can count like, oh 10 guys who want me right now... *sigh* weirdos... and sadly, quite a few who think they love me!! Well, steven has known me since 4th grade....we "dated" in 5th grade... been friends off and on since... he is like best friends w/ my brother. SO, i dunno... He's a sweetheart, but a little weird.... Other than that, we had a blast... I got some cool hanging out time in w/ Tiff and Daniel. Pierced my Labret, dyed my hair red... i went from prep to punk over night *lol* tis funny... the pictures dont do the color justice... where my blonde highlights were it's like BRIGHT fire engine red.... other parts are darker... but it'sa gorgeous color... strange for hair though *lol* Other than that... I want

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What a year so far... Current mood: distressed Another weekend down the toilet. Man am I tired of making plans and them being cancelled. I am tired of attitudes as well, always bn miss understood. I don't understand that when u say something the negative way is how everyone takes it. Like when ur just stating a general answer and someone assumes that it was a malicious comment. If anyone has a reason 2b negative its me. I have signed a transfer at my job, and been waiting to tansfer since September, and it looks to be a couple of more months til the transfer takes place. Getting off of a 14hr shift is one of the reasons I signed the transfer, I was tired of it and was starting to be constanly late. Due to me being late I will now b fired the next time I am late. Yet if I had transfered back in September I wouldn't be in this predicament. I also have a union contract with my job coming to a close and it doesn't look good. It seems that we will most likely strike. Thats fine I b

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I've often thought it's a fine trick How easily a dog can lick his prick It might be fun to a dog be Oh the pleasures I could give me !! But when I really think it over Life isn't exactly perfect for Rover It wouldn't really be so neat To only make love when "the bitch" is in heat And then too, I never saw A dog that could masturbate with his paw !!!

Why Do You Do This To Me Ryan
you call me at the most random times andusually when i need you the most ... you text me when ive been wanting you and you make me feel so bad all at the same time .. you make me want to be naughty all the time ..you fucking suck ..why cant we be friends like we were when we were kids you ass

Cancer
CANCER ITS A VERY ULGY WORD THAT AFFECTS ALOT OF PEOPLE,I HAD 1 BROTHER AND 1 AUNT DIE FROM LEUKIMIA,1 AUNT DIE FROM BREAST CANCER,SO I KNOW THE PAIN THAT FAMILY'S GO THROUGH.I WISHED THEY WOULD FIND A CURE FOR ALL CANCERS. EVERYTIME I THINK OF THEM AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE CANCER,I SHED A TEAR, AND YES REAL MEN DO CRY,SO IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS CANCER,PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR THEM

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I'm so totally fucking bored... i wanna go out to the turnaround and party my ass off!!!!! I'm sick of seeing poser cowgirl and cowboy wannabees that i'm ready to strangle myself with a lariat!!!! For those of you who don't know that's the rope they use for calf roping, ya know the one with the loop on the end. Not really strangle myself, but maybe choke the holy living breath out of some stupid bitch... not sure who or when, but sometime... just wait LOL

Sorry For Bein Gone
Hey all Sorry i've been gone but i have had some company for the first time since returning. Umm not sure what to tell you guys as so many people tend to read this. I find i am growing rather attached to that of what i cannot have, not that it stops me from thinkng about it but i am trying to not think about it. To wish so hard but know you probably wont get it. Also heard my ex has already moved in with her new bf... I guess i shoudnt be surprised Screwed no matter what i do....

Was It Just A Dream?
Just sit in your chair, exposed to Me, legs parted. Sit there with your hands on the arm rests, unbound yet forbidden to move. Hold yourself in that position and watch me play with myself mere inches from your face. Here, I will steady you head with my hand, force you to keep your eyes at my waist as I grow harder. I own your body, but more important I own your will. You may look--must look--now that I am hard, but you may not touch, may not kiss, may not even breath on me. Now that I can stand erect without the assistance of a hand, choose: look at my waist and know that I am hard merely to prove you cannot have me now OR look into my eyes and let them tell you with a simple glance that I can have you whenever I choose. Yes, the eyes are easier, aren't they? My hand keeps your chin raised so I can step forward and touch your neck, but you may not break from my gentle grip, may not look down and taste me. You need to earn that privilege, slave. Inspire me. Prove your worth-

For All The Wrestling Fans!!!! Destination X Results Adn Opinions! Post Away!
Alright! Another stellar PPV put on by TNA Wrestling! The show started with LAX vs Team 3D in a Ghetto Brawl! Winner was LAX THen we had Austin Star vs Senshi (low Ki) in a crossface chickenwing challenge! Starr tapped like a baby to Senshi! then mixed tag biullrope match that seen James Storm and Miss Tennese vs Petey Williams and Gale Kim! James storm and Miss Tennese won! Scott Steiner vs Kurt angle Seen Kurt come out on top with a top rope sunset flip! It was cool! VKM vs kristy hemme's mystery team which was the Heartbreaker! VKM won this encounter. Sting vs Abyss in a last rights match seen abvyss stuffed in a coffin adn raised to the ceiling with Sting emerging the victor in what was a bloody mess after the first 30 seconds! it was a gore fest! Jerry Lynn vs Chris Sabin 2 out of three falls seen Chris Sabin Retain his TNA X-division Championship. Rhyno vs a.J. Styles in the first ever elimination X Scaffold match! it was absoluteyl breathtaking a

Why Me??
Last night I was going to write my blog but I had to many eyes an didnt feel like crying with people in my house, Yes I do cry when its just me or someone I can actually talk to about things alone. I feel like Im lossing my life slowly. 2 in a half years ago I broke up with the one I truely love to death, (July 8th 2006) 8 months ago I lost my father, March 5th I lost a close teacher due to the snow storm an March 7th from being on life support for 5 years due to a car accident. Then of course I missed carried. Everyone that I have been close to im just lossing. Ya I have been sad its that time of the month that my father passed away. I feel like my life is falling apart... Why me??? Why??

The Fantacy In Me?
Who i am and what i feel no one knows but me the fear and hatred locked up inside of me death and discomfort evil and light the fight has to end tonight who i am i will now show the wolf i hold tightly not to be freed the wight wolf of the snow scared on her left eye the only eye that can cry i only cry inside my heart i don't no what its like to cry on the out for now i leave it here so you no i am not to be messed with or she will be free thank you for reading........until the day you you'll wounder who am i...

New Virus Found Read Immediatly
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation " Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner. PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to PAS

"where Have You Been?"
Been getting phone messages, e-mail and myspace messages from people trying to get in touch with me. This past week I took a day job that keeps me in training from 7am-4pm Mon-Fri and I am also still working at KSEX full time Mon-Fri from 6pm-Midnight. Right now I'm not allowed to check my personal e-mail, answer my cell, sent txt messages or check myspace while at the day job so, it might take me a while to return your messages or calls but I will. Sleep? Who needs sleep.... zzzzzzzzz...

Spring Cleaning
Spring always puts me in the mood to shine up my house and get rid of some of the clutter that inevitably finds its way into my home. I found an interesting web site that is all about cleaning and making your house a haven... It has encouraged me in my cleaning endeavors. I tackled my closet yesterday and got it all organized. Today I plan to get to the hall closet which is the dumping ground in our house for all the things we are not sure we need or want but we will keep them a while and see if they are important. There is one closet in the house that will have to wait til July...The garage is another story. I am also happy for the return of garage sales. I found a beautiful antique coffee table that had been badly abused but I rescued it for three dollars and I am working on restoring it. I have managed to get all the acrylic paint off and after one more sanding I can stain it. It will go in the living room. So I am a happy camper when I have my house in order. I think that my ho

Things Are Geting Better
ok if you read my last blog then you know that Josh my ex has my son and wont give him back. ok the last blog didnt get into anything cuz i was FREAKED out and up set so for anyone who cares heres the whole story. Last Sunday i took my sun to ft wayne to see his dad for 2 weeks.Monday i had a bad feeling all day just something was going to happen but i couldnt think of what.Well at around 2 it happened.My sons dad called me screaming saying that our son was sick.Ok kids get sick.then he tells me that i am a bad mother our son cant read im never going to see him again ever and that he is going to beat my brains in.I tell him that im on my way to get my son and if he wants to hurt me hes gonna have to go thru dave.He tells me not to come to ft wany i hang up.I call Dave crying and freakin.he says lets go to ft wayne.i get Dave and the whole time im trying to get ahold of Josh to find out what the fuck is going on i call his aunt.she gets ahold of him and he tells her the same shit.Bi

Cyber-sex-lay-about-and-nerdo-well
It is estimated that 75 percent of Japanese women own vibrators. The global average is only 47 percent Perhaps this may be due to the influence of electronics in their society... it is also believed that the next generation of japanese vibrators.."comes" with a robot ! The maximum depth at which vaginal stimulation occurs is only 2" This makes it all the more funny, when women complain about being shagged, sorry that is when they complain that they have a headache when asked for sex ! A female orgasm is a powerfull painkiller [because of the release of endorfines], so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex... Women must be educated on this aspect ! It is believed that one in three men, cheats on his partner, as opposed to one in four women. However it is sad that only 28% of female cheaters get caught, while you don't want to know the male side... it may make you cry ! By the way... a "cybersexlayaboutandneerdowell" is a person who reads sex trivia pag

Top Ten Reason Women Using Computers
Top Ten Reasons Why More Women are Using Computers 1. It's easier for a woman to "turn on" a computer. 2. Women don't have motherboard fixations. 3. Women are much better at FDISK-ing a hard drive. 4. When lost on the Internet, women are willing to ask for directions. 5. Women can communicate gossip and rumors quicker than the fastest modem. 6. Only women (I think) can marry Bill Gates. 7. Women see a 14 inch monitor they think it's a 14 incher and not a 20. 8. Women have bigger SMART drives. 9. Women don't think with their joysticks. 10. Women actually read installation manuals

What Senator John Glenn Said
> > > *I thought this was interesting, no matter what your view of the war, > > this is good information.* > > > > WHAT SENATOR JOHN GLENN SAID* > > > > Things that make you think a little: > > > > There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. > > In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the > > Month of January.That's just one American city, > > About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq . > > > > When some claim that President Bush shouldn't > > Have started this war, state the following: > > > > A. FDR led us into World War II. > > > > B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. > > From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. > > An average of 112,500 per year. > > > > C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea > > North Korea never attacked us. > > From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... > > An average of 18,334 per year. > > > > D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962

Nervous
Tomorrow I'm supposed to be meeting a guy that I have been talking to online for the last week or so. He's driving down here from out of town. I hope everything goes well because i have really enjoyed talking to him. Mostly over the phone, sometimes online. Someone gimmie some kinda something here lol.

Everything I Know
all i wanted was to love you. love you. completely. your heart, your soul, i feel so at home there. so connected. so at peace. in your eyes i see myself reflected. and now am i just supposed to stand here and let you destroy it all? destroy you? destroy me? the tie that binds us is unbreakable. we will always be connected. if you cry, i cry. if you die, i die. no one can live without a soul. without a heart. and you are my soul. and you are my heart. and in the next life, maybe it will be easier. but you said i was worth it...

Friends
SO I WAS SITTING HERE LOOKING AT ALL THE ADDED FRIENDS I HAVE. THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN EVER TALK OR SAY HI TO ALL THE PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST SO THAT IS WHY I'M WRITING THIS LITTLE BLOG. I JUST WANTED TO SHOW LOVE AND SEND HELLOS TO EVERYONE AT ONCE...... SO HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO!!!!!!

Car Accident
well on friday around 3am we went to leave for Eureka for an AFI concert. The concert was fantastic..the band totally rocks. We were in the moshpit in the very front so we got a fantasic view of the band as they played and got a bit squished in the process..it rocked. The only part that didn't rock is we decided to head back to sacramento that night after the concert. We went through the mountains and redwoods and so on and so forth and got about 2 hours away from sacramento. I was exhuasted and couldn't keep my eyes open so I fell asleep even though I should of stayed awake...next thing I knew I woke up to the sound of my friend screaming and as my eyes opened the truck we were in started rolling. We both screamed so loud...blood curdling screams. Finally when the truck stopped my friend was still screaming and sobbing and I reached out to place my hand on the dashboard and pulled my hand back and noticed blood. I thought it was my friend's blood so I freaked out and start

Almost Died
I've been going through a really hard time lately... With work, with money, with getting the bills paid. I had been contemplating some bad things, and while I'd never do it... It seemed like an easy way out. But I'd never do it... cuz it's a sin. And I'm too chicken shit to anyway. Anyway, I went to see my family and realized I only had $10.97 to my name. That's it. That is all I had and I still owe my landlord a lil bit more on rent and he's being weird and doens't have a new lease for me to sign... So my dad let me borrow money so at least I had money to drive home. Since my car had no gas. Oh and wtf is up with gas? Two weeks ago it was $2.39 a gallon. Now it's up to $2.74! And when I went to Safeway to get gas, the stupid truck was there filling up the gas tank so I had to go to Shell and pay ten cents more a gallon (I always save ten cents with my Safeway club card, hee hee) But I did have a nice time hanging out with my brother and my best friend and her boyfriend.

Friends W/ Bennefits!
Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled butt... There's at least 1 person on your Cherry Tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... If you want to date the person who posted this, Send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, Send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your CONDERECHOS that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO if you're brave enough... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits [/quote]

No One's Gonna Read This Anyway
i doubt that this will get any attention, but im not writing it for you or anyone else...just me...for some strange reason it helps to get it out. i continue to wonder about myself...it seems like everything goes from ok, to great, to horrible sucky in like a week...thats how it always is in my life... then theres the "plane out" period...where everthing is ok...not great, but not horrible either...just survival. then things start to get really awesome, or have the possibility of getting great....and then it allllll goes to fucking hell again. I just wish i could actually get somewhere in life...just for once actually get something i want. i finally have the opportunity to meet someone, and possibly have a relationship with them, but i can't ever seem to leave her alone...im always trying to talk to her, and the more i try, the more fed up with me she seems...its to the point now, that i think she doesn't even want to talk to me...she just does because she doen't want to hurt my fe

I'll Show You Mine...
My I.Q Test results...does anyone actually believe these things. I mean I don't consider myself dumb, but WTF...are these numbers correct...anyone take one of these, if not go check it out, my score is on my page.

So You Say You Want A Revolution...christ, So Do I
During a conversation with a good friend, I had a thought...may be WAY out of left field, but I'm gonna throw that shit out there anyway. Revolution: a sudden, complete or marked change in something. (as defined by dictionary.com). The world we live in is sorely due for some change. Not just the country, but the world. We in the middle class bust our balls day in and day out to break even...those at the top get tax breaks. I know I'm not the only one that thinks this is bullshit. I'm struggling to get my ass back in school to finish my degree so I don't have to keep busting my head against the wall in a thankless, bullshit restaurant job for the rest of my life, but how the hell do you finance that? The effing government, who won't give you money for school if you have two nickels to rub together or were born in this country. It disheartens me that the hardest working people in America are also the ones kept so far down by political nonsense. Living in a world that

Damn Cold Weather Needs To Go
TELL U WHAT THIS COLD WEATHER REALLY NEEDS TO GO ONE DAY IT WILL BE UP IN THE 60"S THEN ITS BACK DOWN TO THE 20"S. ITS NO WONDER KIDS ARE GETTING SICK AND PASSING IT AROUND LUCKILY MY KIDS HAVE STAYED PRETTY HEALTHY THIS WINTER. THE ONLY THING THIS COLD WEATHER IS GOOD FOR IS CUDDLING WITH THE ONE U ARE WITH UNDER A NICE BIG COMFERTER AND STAYING WARM. WOULD BE NICE TO DO EVERYONCE IN AWHILE WITH NO KIDS AROUND JUST THE TWO OF U STAYING IN BED ALL DAY. I KEEP THINKING ONE DAY THAT MAY HAPPEN LOL. BETTER NOT HOLD MY BREATHE TOO MUCH ON THAT THOUGHT LOL. EVEN AT TIMES WHEN THEY ARE ALL GONE FOR THE WEEKEND IM STILL HAVING TO WATCH KIDS AT TIMES. OR THERE IS SOMETHING THAT HAS TO BE DONE THAT CANT WAIT. BUT ONE DAY IM JUST GONNA GO AND GET A ROOM AND NOT TELL A SOLE WHERE IM GOING SO I CAN JUST RELAX LOL. DONT GET ME WRONG LOVE MY KIDS DEARLY BUT THERE ARE TIMES US SINGLE MOMS NEEDS TIME TO OUR SELVES TO DO WHAT WE WANT AND NOT HAVE TO HAVE ANY WORRIES WHAT SO EVER. PERSONALLY I

Ramdom Memm
. Initials: SMK 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: i have no clue...i really dont care 3. Last thing you ate: turkey...yumm 4. For or against same sex marriage: For same sex marriage of course!! 5. Are you homophobic: Hell no....why would i be for same sex marriage if i was? 6. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning? Only if i am awake...LOL 7. Do you believe in God: Not the cookie cutter version of god no 8. How many U.S states have you been to: Louisiana, Illinois, Maryland, Rhode Island, New York, Delware, North Carolina, Georgia, South Carolina, Alaska, California, The state of Washington, New Jersey, Florida, Texas, New Mexico, Arizona,Colorado...i cant think of any more so 18 so far 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 5 - Louisiana, California, Arizona, New York, Florida 10. Ever lived outside of the US: Nope. 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: My feet and my eyes. 12. Something n

I Watched
There is a silence at the unfold of day like no other I have known. The breeze is soft, cool and fresh. The land damp with renewal. Creatures of the darkness wane As those of the light awaken. The transition is peaceful, Like the eerie calm after battle. The curtains flutter helplessly In the breath of morning, As do the stray strands of your hair. You lay naked, motionless, Except for the slow rise and fall of your chest, Curled up as though reaching with your whole body Across the room for me. I indulge myself to savor every inch of you. My eyes making love to you in the silence. The sheets transform from gray to white, As the mirror reveals its first reflection. Me sitting in this chair. In distance there is a fondness That fills me like the light slowly filling this room. It comes from a place so far within myself That I cannot get there alone. It is you that takes me there When you say my name in the quakes of orgasm. When you smile just because I’m

Is It Possible?!? Holy Shit!!!!
YOU CAN ACTUALLY LISTEN TO MY MUSIC AND TALK TO ME AT THE SAME TIME?!?!? OH MY GOD AND STROKE MY EGO LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW, AND IT'S REALLY SIMPLE TO DO!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE LITTLE LINK DOWN BELOW, AND JOIN THE LOUNGE. MY GOD THE EASE OF IT IS AMAZING!!!! SO QUIT BEING LAZY, JOIN THE LOUNGE, STROKE MY EGO, OR ANYTHIGN ELSE WHILE YOUR AT IT. LISTEN TO MY KILLER MUSIC. AND MANAGE NOT TO PISS ME OFF ALL AT ONCE. COULD IT BE ANY EASIER?!? NO. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOUNGE WHORING. CLICK IT YA BASTAGE!!! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5960

Not The Same But Maybe Better Than...
well it almost 11pm tongith, and im so exhausted its not funny.// i find myself sneezing and snifling, trying to keep myself from going crazy .... i didnt go to work today because of it, i slept for a big portion of the day... at least i feel better than i did though... any advice on previous blog would be gladdly taken by me.. night yall

The Yoda Is Back!!
My 1999 Toyota Tacoma SR5 was my first purchase when I got divorced 7 years ago. Instead of jacking this one up i decided to put racing rims and wide low profile tires on it. It also had a few different loud stereo systems in it. From a 15 inch sub that took up the whole extended cab to a 10 that put out an SPL rating of 135 on my windshield. Over the years it got me back and forth to college. about a year ago the engine blew up with 250,000 miles on it. I left it parked in the side field at the house to decide what to do with it. I moved away and came back and got a job at the college where i got my 2 degrees from. I decided to move out of the country and into the town that I was working in. That's when life threw me a curve ball. I met this beautiful girl here on CT. We decided to go out on a date and the rest is history. I decided to stay where i am at and commute. My current truck gets terrible gas millage, so I decided to get the engine in the Toyota rebuilt. The engine was instal

The Haunted House
It was Halloween again. I had ceased being scared, amazed, or even surprised by the holiday years ago. Part of that had to do with the haunted house I had worked at through my high school and college years. I had seen it all, I was sure. Hell, I had been the one scaring other most of the time. With that jaded mentality I was less then enthused to be heading back with a group of friends to the same damn haunted house I had worked at. They wanted a thrill and they felt I needed to be dragged along. 28 years old and single, they insisted I had no better way to spend my Sunday night then with them. Personally I would have rather watched my fish swim in circles in my aquarium, but telling them as much would have done more harm then good. So there we were, standing in line at the entrance to the seasonal park. Every year for Halloween the 10 acre field was transformed into a nightmare landscape. Or as much as minimal funding and a lot of creativity would allow. The big haunted house an

Revovling In Circles...
So lately I’ve started to see life as a synthesis of material and emotional presence. Primarily the trigger of a mental element to succumb a sensory stimulant into a whole being of perspective. Yes, something that takes place with every moment of our waking lives. You see something and you interoperate it into a piece of meaning that you have acquired to be known as ‘true’. Watching these elements and seeing if you can figure out within seconds, to even have a slight idea for progression to an element of change. Of course you could never hold an absolute for the sake of living through someone else’s life to the knowledge of where a complete perspective was nurtured from. That’d be like living two completely different lives within one and is truly unimaginable. So the thought is there and the extent is unreasonable. But it leads me to something else. Inter-changing lives on the point of synthesis to be in nature of a surrounding commutative response to society. This is where equil

Ehh
1) Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones. 2) At the end of every party there is always a girl crying. 3) One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronised with a complete stranger. 4) You're never quite sure whether it's ok to eat green crisps. 5) Everyone who grew up in the 80's has entered the digits 55378008 into a calculator 6) Reading when you're drunk is horrible. 7) Sharpening a pencil with a knife makes you feel really manly. 8) You're never quite sure whether it's against the law or not to have a fire in your back garden. 9) Nobody ever dares make cup-a-soup in a bowl. 10) You never know where to look when eating a banana. 11) Its impossible to describe the smell of a wet cat. 12) Prodding a fire with a stick makes you feel manly. 13) Rummaging in an overgrown garden will always turn up a bouncy ball. 14) You always feel a bit scared when stroking horses. 15) Everyo

Ladies Seductive Look Contest
TheRH@ CherryTAP RH's Ladies Seductive Look Contest Hey ladies show off Ladies Seductive Look Contest Rules: Pictures of you with your best Suductive look Content MUST be safe for work Taking Contestants, I can take up to 20 Current Contestants. ~¢¾Dragon Lovers_ Baby Girl¢¾~@ CherryTAP No 7 member of the comment bomb squad = myeviltwin@ CherryTAP bambamgirl@ CherryTAP Eyes~Like~Stacy@ CherryTAP sweetlyps4u@ CherryTAP Mzbehavin;)@ CherryTAP MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ@ CherryTAP Winner will be determined by comments and ratings. Voters and Contestants can vote. Starts Friday the 16th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 23th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH

Kiss Of The Vampyre Part 3
t to receive the attention it yearned for. After more anticipation than Becca thought she could bear, the hand across her mound twisted slightly until one finger brushed across her clit, making her yelp suddenly in surprised pleasure. As soon as contact was made it was broken and again Becca whimpered, this time in disappointment as she longed for the finger to return on her throbbing nub. Still the hands continued to tease her mound and her pussy, gradually pushing deeper inside her, two fingers slipping inside her tight hole and moving in slow circles in time with the massaging hands all across her body. The pleasure from the two fingers was intensely enjoyable at such a level of arousal but again Becca longed for more attention on her clit, jumping suddenly when two moist fingers slipped across it and began to push it around in slow circles. Becca’s whimpered moans became rhythmic groans of delight as the hands moved across her body, in her hair and across her neck and over he

Thought For The Day.......
THIS IS ABOUT NOTHING SPECIAL.... JUST BABBLE TALK, I SUPPOSE. TODAY, I HAD THE BEST DAY (NO WHERE NEAR AS GOOD AS YESTERDAY) BUT EQUALLY GOOD. I HAD THE FATHER OF MY DAUGHTER'S OVER TODAY. WE SEEMED TO HAVE A PRETTY GOOD DAY. WE TALKED AND HUNG OUT, WATCHED MOVIES AND PLAYED WITH MY DAUGHTER'S. IT WAS AWESOME. YOU EVER GO THROUGH A DAY, WONDERING... "AM I INVISIBLE"? WELL, I DO. NOT EVERYDAY AND I DO TALK TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS. BUT THERE'S DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE I'M INVISIBLE. WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT'S NOT JUST ME. AT LEAST I HOPE NOT..... I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. LIKE FOR INSTANCE, WHY DO I LIVE WHERE THERE'S A LOT OF FRICKEN RAIN? OR, WHY IS IT WHEN YOU ENTER A ROOM, THE CHATTER ALL OF A SUDDEN STOPS? WERE THEY TALKING ABOUT YOU? OR... DO YOU SCARE THEM? LOL THIS ISN'T ON ANYTHING IN PARTICULAR, JUST THOUGHTS.... YOU BREAK FREE FROM ONE THING AND GET HIT WITH ANOTHER THING... THAT'S JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY. EVERYDAY LIFE, I SUPPOSE. JUST LIKE DOING DISHES EVERYDAY, OR

Kiss Of The Vampyre Part 2
fears were calmed. Elly’s face seemed to beckon her and she gulped nervously, gradually becoming more uncertain of what was suddenly rushing through her mind than she was afraid; she felt as if Elly’s eyes could take away all her fears, and just by staring into them she could recover that happy feeling she had felt, just before she had been swept away into the cold autumn sky. Becca’s heart jumped as Elly suddenly moved in towards her, holding her so tight that she could not pull free, and kissed her gently, sensually, passionately on her purple lips. “Are you still scared, hon?” Elly asked after she had pulled away from the kiss. She was gazing into Becca’s eyes again and Becca found herself sinking into the depth of green before her. Her lips still tingled where Elly had kissed them and her body began to sing with joy; the softness of Elly’s lips had woken something inside her that she had never felt before, but she wanted more. A sense of delicate arousal grew inside her, overcom

Kiss Of The Vampyre
The sounds of the Brinton St. Michael Halloween Party died to a distant chatter as Becca stepped out of the old building, tears beginning to appear at the tops of her cheeks. Her thick soles clattered loudly on the flagstones as she walked, echoing around the courtyard in the moonlight until she disappeared through the open gateway and pat-patted down the road. Becca’s wet cheeks reflected the light from the full moon high above in the cloudless sky as it gazed down upon her, spreading its pale blue light across the countryside. At first the clap-clap-clap of Becca’s careless footsteps and her painful sobs were the only sounds she noticed, but as she walked further she tired of walking entirely, content that she was at least some distance from the party, and stopped to rest against the high stone wall of the church yard, drying her tears to look out across the moonlit fields. The sounds of the countryside began to creep unnoticed into Becca’s mind; the gentle breeze rustled the leaves

The Truth About Mary Jane!
I ripped this from my Fam proph3t! Check him out, you can find him listed in my Family. check'em out, rate him, comment his shit. Hook my boy up. If you listen to my joint "donforget" you'll hear me in the 2nd verse, state the following... "the reason herb's illegal is they earn more money on trees" - I realize that many lack the information 2 put 2 and 2 together or just lack the general knowledge to understand what this means. If you read these fun-filled facts about marijuana, you will completely understand ...so lets do this~ Fact: The first Bibles, maps, charts and even Betsy Ross's flag were made from hemp and The Declaration of Independence and Constitution were drafted on hemp paper Fact: For thousands of years, 90% of all ships' sails and all rope was made from hemp. The word 'canvas' is Dutch for cannabis Fact: Hemp was the most traded commodity in the world up until the 1830s Fact: Paints and varnishes were made from hemp seed oil until 1937. 58,000 tons o

*sighs*
I keep thinking bout someone but dont really know what to do.. she plans on going to the army and doesnt do LD relationships and neither do i... i think i may have found someone.. but i just cant quite somehow put it shes really cool... but idk how she feels bout me...

Thanks All
Wanted to say thanks to all my friends that prayed for me and kept in touch with me during my hospital stay, thanks for all those prayers. just wanted to let poeple know that i had a light heart attack but im ok now i spent 2 days in ICU, then transferred to a reg. room. had a heart cath which isnt fun by the way. im bruised from head to toe. thanks to my sis for coming down from tenn. (cougar) to help take care of me. and tinker for supporting and praying for me. and to all the other friends for their prayers and support. I still am weak so if i am not on cherry tap please forgive me i do get so weak that im not able to sit up long. i am good they put a sten in my heart and cleared the blockages so im new again. lol. like isaid thanks to all my friends i love you all. thanks redheaded lovin soldier for missing me babe your very special to me, and ponyboy thank you for the messages , tinker (sis) i love you so much girly. I'll be back to my old self soon. and ty CT daddy f

Never Rush Love
never rush inlove for it never runs out let love be the one to knock on your door So by the time you staet to fall you will know thast your feelings is for sure love has its ups and downs its twists and turns, love leaves you in painn teaches you until you r is over and even if it takes so long its always going to find you no matter where you are it also takes you were you belong

My Political Persuasion
You Are a Liberal Republican When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you. That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights. You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians. You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes. What's Your Political Persuasion?

Blah Blah Blah
I just want to know why I'm so sexually frusterated recently. Like I never think about sex that much but recently I have been quite often. HMMM... Oh well, guess it is a phase that will pass...LOL

Salute Bullcrap
Okay, i think im not the only one who can agree with this crap. I have posted i think like 4-5 pics of slautes on here and all of them have been rejected. WTF, they say that i need to read the "faqs" and I HAVE OBEYED THEM!!!!! fuck these people. I think all of you would agree that most of the pics on here of my salutes, are USABLE!!!!! Let me know what you think...

It's A Girl Scout Nation!! You Know, With Crack Involved.
I have a serious question about the ingredients of girl scout cookies, and the mental state of the Girl Scouts of America. Are these people crack addicts? If so, I am concerned for my safety and the safety of anyone who purchased girl scout cookies. Normally being a rational human being about my sweets (I have tons of sweets in my house and ration myself as to not lose my girlish figure), I consumed an entire sleeve of Thin Mints in like, 3 hours! This is effing unheard of. I'm also bouncing off the walls like a mad woman...is it sugar or crack? Now, after reading online the effects of crack on its abusers, I am even more convinced that pretty soon, I'm gonna start freebasing thin mints. Crack withdrawal symptoms include but are not limited to: * agitation * depression * intense craving for the drug * extreme fatigue * anxiety * angry outbursts * lack of motivation * nausea/vomiting * shaking * irritability * muscle

Contest Announcement!!!!
AIGHT, SO I LIED. HA HA HA, BUT SINCE YOUR HERE LISTEN TO ME PLAY MUSIC ON DIGITAL MIX RADIO!! LISTEN DAMN IT!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND DANCING!!! CLICK ME!!!! http://digital-mix.net WINAMP DIRECT!!! http://digitalmixradio.serverroom.us:9254/listen.pls

Who Likes Me
WHO LIKES Me??? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes Me??? " to find out! Reply!!!!!!! with a number WITH the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u rite now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20-

Online Friends...and Manners?
So ur talking to what you would consider a close online friend. That person says hold on, kid woke up. So you say ok. Ya wait 15 mins 30 mins 45 mins and still no response. You see this person is commenting around on cherry and MSN never even went idle or away (which happens pretty fast) Did i just get pwned? LOL I mean seriously. What would this seem like to you? ooops? being blown off? shit happens? I'd rather just be told, I don't wanna talk to you right now, or similar. What you think?

Here I Am
well i'm home again finally i need the break i'm glad to be home and i missed my friends i really wish some of them would relize that i'm still the same old misty that will always be there for them know mater what.................................................................................................................................aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss my friend

I Fuckin Love It ;)
Chris [7:51 P.M.]: so where's this pic?? lolj/k Me [7:52 P.M.]: do you really want me to send it? Me [7:52 P.M.]: lol Chris [7:53 P.M.]: maaaayyyybbbbeeee Me[7:53 P.M.]: lol, your funny,... Me[7:53 P.M.]: its a pic of my boob lol Me[7:54 P.M.]: okkkk Chris[7:55 P.M.]: let's do this Me[7:55 P.M.]: its a light pic Chris[7:56 P.M.]: what do you mean Me[7:56 P.M.]: its lightened up, i just sent it Me[7:57 P.M.]: =] Chris[7:58 P.M.]: nice, too bad you don't have more Me[7:58 P.M.]: lol Me[7:59 P.M.]: im all blushing now haha Chris[8:00 P.M.]: lol Me[8:00 P.M.]: yeah Me[8:00 P.M.]: well now youve seen my ass and my boob haha,... Chris[8:00 P.M.]: well kinda Me[8:00 P.M.]: and we havemt even had sex Me[8:00 P.M.]: lol Chris[8:00 P.M.]: lol Me[8:01 P.M.]: =] Chris[8:01 P.M.]: in all fairness i think i'd see a little bit more then Me[8:01 P.M.]: lol, yeah thats true Chris[8:02 P.M.]: lol Chris[8:02 P.M.]: the pi

Bored Because Of F#@king Theives!!
Ok, so i am spending the night at my shop. Why, you may ask. Last night we got broke into. The dumb bastards got away with 4 ATV's and one of our trailers. SO, tonight i am staying here to see if they are dumb enough to come back. God, i hope so. I would like nothing better than to bust them in the act!!! If you have't noticed i hate theives!!! And i am bored as hell.

Ok Everyone Is Rating But Not Leaving Comments
ok ppl i love that ur rating my pix but come on doesn't anyone leave comments on the pix anymore...me and friend were talkin a few days ago about this how girls were just rating his pix and not commenting on them....and so he wasn' going to post anymore pix....sooo if thats whats going to happen then i think i'll do the same no point of putn up pix if ur not going to comment....but for the ones who leave comments thank you....for the love....

Confucius Say
1. Woman who goes to man's apartment for snack, gets titbit. 2. Man who lay woman on ground, get peace on earth. 3. Man who gets kicked in testicles, left holding the bag. 4. Man who kisses girl's behind, gets crack in face. 5. Passionate kiss like spider web--lead to undoing of fly. 6. Man with holes in pocket, feels cocky all day. 7. Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night. 8. Virginity like balloon--one prick, all gone. 9. Girls who rides bicycle, peddles ass all over town. 10. He who farts in church, sits in own pew. 11. Baseball all wrong--man with four balls can't walk. 12. Man who live in glass house, dress in basement. 13. Kotex not best thing on earth, but next to best thing. 14. Man with penis in peanut butter is ------- nuts. 15. Man who walk through airport door sideways is going to Bangkok. 16. Man who drop watch in toilet, bound to have shitty time. 17. Man who take lady on camping trip, have o

Create Free Cell Phone Ringtones
OK, my 13 year old son found this site and when I am not on here I am on this site making ringtones from mp3's on my computer. You can browse through thousands of ringtones as well. These can be used with almost any cell provider. I know I have verizon and it works for me. My friend has T-Mobile and as long as she has her internet browser service on her phone it works for her. All you do is sign up and browse ringtones or upload your own mp3 and pick any 20 second increment of the song you want. Feel free to add me with this screen name to your friends list and browse through my tones. Create free ringtones at Phonezoo

I've Been Out Of Cherrytap
Sorry Cherries that i haven't posted anything in my blog sense the other day I just have had alot of things going on around here lately. I found out friday i'm going in to finally be indiced thank goodness, I was almost about to start charging this munchkin rent LMAO. other than that just been getting things ready for this week by friday when i go into the hospital at 4:15am soo fellow cherries i'm alive and still kicking just wanted to post something in here that way ya'll knew what was going on with me

I Love Him...like No Other, He's My Only Lover!
Well here's an update....Me and Jeremy didn't work out, which is no big disappointment to me...I think I finally found the one for me....It's kinda funny...we are two of a kind and everything just works out great. JR is 25 years old, 6'6, so sweet, so sexy! I have my own personal giant who loves the hell out of me. I'm so happy with everything that's going on with us. He's hardcore badass with a soft side, shhhh don't tell him that I said that....hey hey now, anyone wants to know more...hit me up!

What Not To Put On Your Application For Employment
NAME: Greg Bulmash DESIRED POSITION: Reclining. Ha ha. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle-management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment. MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had one, would I be here? DO YOU HAVE ANY PHYSICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD PROHIBIT YOU FROM LIFTING UP TO 50 LBS?: Of what? DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: I think the more appropria

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Life Is A Prision
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

My Feelings Today..lol
well just wanted to leave a note to say the last few days have been pretty awesome.. start with sat 3/10 me and my oldest sons father got back togther and we took all the kids to a park and had a great time.. and then 3/11 did the same thing.. I had suck a good time both days with my children and him!! Its awesome!! I love my boyfriend and now I know it's real!!

Sexual Zodiac
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Angel's Story Very Touching
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comHello my name is Angel Dean, I am 25 years old and I live in Indiana and this is my story. It all began in the fall of 1998. I was 16 years old and not a care in the world but, all of that was about to change. In a conversation with my mom I said, "Mom I have a hard spot under my right lung" the next thing I knew I was at deaconess hospital getting a cat scan. I remember what happened next the next thing like it was yesterday. The doctor that read my results told me and my mom that I needed to go to Indianapolis right away. He also informed us about the very large mass that he had detected on my scan. Well as it turned out when we got to Indy we met DR. Crawford in pediatrics. He confirmed that he had never seen anything like this before in his life, so we were sent to another doctor then another and another, and still none of them had ever seen anything quiet like my case. On November 1, 1998 the Doctors performed an angiogram to make

Set Me Free
Set Me Free Why do you still haunt me so... Give me back my heart Give me back my soul Constant and chronic pain... I can no longer stand For in hoping for you... I will never gain From my mind you need to be free I must banish thoughts of you ...or only sorrow bound ...my life will be I will certainly try to make this happen To free my heart and my soul from your grip ...or my life will always be lacking It will not be easy... it will be hard But to go on... Thoughts of you I must discard

Sexy Christian Morals
So that one can fully understand the obscurantism and obtuseness of Christian moral, here are some passages of the moral code regarding sexual relationships: 1) No sin is committed if the married couple have sexual intercourse without feeling pleasure. (casuistry) It was following this precept that women, in order not to commit the sin of lust which they would have to confess, (it is probable that there are still some today), during sexual intercourse recited: " I am not doing it for my pleasure but to give God a son 2) ".If during sexual intercourse either the husband or wife passionately desires the other, he or she commits mortal sin. (S. Geronimo – theologian). 3) The fondling preceding sexual intercourse is to be considered venial sin if it is limited to simple caresses and becomes mortal sin if the mouth and genitals are kissed especially when the tongue is inserted. (Debreyne – Theologian) 4) Husband and wife should not have sexual intercourse more than four t

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Current mood: excited Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all the things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin, bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly, for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight, you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin.

Friendship
If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them into the sea But all these things I'm feeling Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend who's always there.

Angels Sing
Tired of breathing, Screaming inside, Sick of waiting, Of nights I've cried. Want so much, Never get what I need, Carving my soft skin, Satisfaction from when I bleed. Gave up searching, So long ago, Can never, never run, From the pain I know. Can't leave it behind, Just like they tell me to, I'm somebody else, Thousands of miles from you. Don't know my life, About the things I hold, Broken from stories, Too unbearable to be told. Getting lost in the moonlight, Watching weakness fade, Will never get it back, See pretty memories jade. Touch the bottom, Pray to reach the sky, Will never know, Never know why. Time wasted, Short living things, If you're silent, You can hear the angels sing. There in the background, Saying what will never be, I'm following their lead, Because their calling me.

Could You Be The One For Me
Could you Be? Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, fate could be so kind? Could you be the one for me, the one to help me forget the man that broke my heart, my soul, the man haunts me yet. You tell me that I'm beautiful, Something I've never heard. But the one still lives here in my mind, that couldn't spare a kind word. Could you be the one to come and mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together what another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see my road has been long and rough, and the heart that was once soft is now shut, locked, and tough. But I can feel my heart open again, It's opening for you. Just come in, and love me back that's all you have to do. I must ask you one small thing before we kiss and part, Please be nice and kind to me, I'm tired of broken hearts.

The Worst Day Of Fishing
I WENT FISHIN TODAY..THERE WAS A BOY ,HIS MOM AND THERE FRIEND...THE MOM WENT THE STORE...AND I WAS HELP CATCHIN THEM FISH...AND THE FRIEND COME BACK AND SAID HOW MANY DID U CATCH...I SAID WELL I JUST CAUGHT 5 IN 2 MINUTES...THEN SHE WAS LIKE I WANNA SEE THEM...SO SHE WALKED OVER TO THE FISH ON THE STRINGER AND PICK THEM UP...AND SHE WASN'T THINKING BOUT THE STRINGER JUST THE FISH ONLY...SO SHE WENT TO PUT FISH BACK IN WATER AND AND RELIZED SHE THREW ALL FISH AND STRINGER IN LAKE...WELL I JUST LOOKED AND FISH WERENT MOVING...ALL OF SUDDEN FISH STARTED TO SWIM AWAY INTO THE DARK MURKY WATERS AND I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND AND SAID WTF MIGHT AS WELL ...SO I KICKED OF MY SHOES AND DIVED IN TO THE ICE COLD LAKE...I LMAO..SO HARD CUZ THE WATER WAS LIKE 50 DEGREES....AND EVERYONE ELSE LAUGHED WITH ME NOT AT ME...I TURNED AROUND TO EVERYONE AND SAID U KNO FOR WOMEN WHO DONT HAVE BALLS IM MORE BRAVER THAN THOSE MEN OVER THERE THAT U WANNA CALL UR HUSBANDS OR BOYFRIENDS....I THOUGHT TODAY WAS FUN &

To Be Heart Broken
It hurts to be left alone by someone you really love, it hurts to love someone, who would never love you back. It hurts to start falling, when you know you must stop. But what hurts the most is to end a relationship that was never even destined to start..

Lost
Lost Current mood: complacent Lost Confusion, Anxiety, Anger and Pain, Despair, hatred, Isn't it all the same? Turmoil, Anguish. Pity and Revenge, Spurn, Condemn, When is it going to end? Loneliness, Heart Ache, must I be disturbed? Desolate, forlon will I always be alone?

Sunday Night
who remembers Erasure? one of the greatest in the 80's so many love songs so many songs that melted our hearts but now one for me, i feel like this song is right now to me i feel the baby of the song good night

Everybody Screams
Normally the quiet community of Truehaven would have taken no notice of a man running down the street screaming. It happened that often. Eventually everyone screamed. Usually they were fine the next day and it was never mentioned again. Today was different for several reasons. Firstly was that this screamer (Thats what they had come to call them ) had only been in town for a few months. Most lived here peacefully for years before they were driven to run. No one knew what caused it.. Fancy scientists from the city had run all manner of tests on soil, water and people. Even they couldn't explain it with all of their expensive equipment. After a while folks just stopped trying to explain it and had come to expect a screamer every month or so. The second peculiarity was the man never stopped to screaming long enough to take a breath. Not that anyone heard anyway. If he had lived he might have made the record books with that scream. The final and most b

Open Your Heart
Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, Please click refresh, Cause the pain and hurt we store inside, Leaves us in a mess, Longing to be bonded, To find our soul and heart, But the memories of distant days, Tears our lives apart, Those people looking at you, They see your smiles and lies, But I share your pain and sorrow, I see depth in your eyes. Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, One message received, It’s a mental image of happiness, Love, and what you need, Don’t store it all away please, Don’t hide it in your depths, Don’t open and delete me, Don’t live by your regrets, The life we seek is buried, Just unlock and dig deep, Running makes you tired, Suffering makes us weep, Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, You logged into me, You logged into my heart today, You just didn’t see.

Why Do I Do This To Myself
Well here we go again. I made a complete ass out of myself. I had a date..cooked a nice meal...was ready and waiting.....great....a no show....damn i am too old to play these games i thought....but as i let my temper wear down...i began to think...did something happen to him...was he ill...did he have a wreck....i never thought of it from his prespective...that he might have had somethng come up unexpectedly and couldn't reach me....there i go letting my mind overload my big ass and mouth......i am my own worst enemy sometimes....now that i think about what might have happened i am sitting here crying because i thought the worst of that person and for that i am truely sorry

Here Is A Three Page Article That Was Wrote About The Waterwitch Fire Company
Here is the pictures i took of the article that was wrote about the WaterWitch Fire Company that was post in a locate paper that is drop off to all the local fire company in the following states Maryland, Deleware, Pennsylvania, Virgina and West Virginia. Well notice that on the 3rd page of the article that is pictures of some older fire engines that the waterwitch fire company owned that were between the years of 1956 to 1982 before get the newer equipment that you have seen in my photo section of my profile.

I Believe.....
I BELIEVE I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better b

Why, I Want To Know
Why is it always me? I can never find a guy to make me happy. I always find the losers of the world, I really do wish I was another girl. I'm tired of being told I'm so nice and so sweet. Maybe if I was mean, there'd be a nice guy out there I'd meet. I'm tired of being lonely, but, tired of being used. I'm hoping and praying for God to bring me good news. Is there something wrong with me? Is there something in my life that I've done to make me unworthy

Sunday Night Blues
The weekend is coming to an end and I sit here writing about how fast this weekend seems to have gone by. Right there in front of me is my beautiful girlfriend lying in her bed. Having a nap after the steak dinner I cooked for her. She told me that no one has ever done that for her. I am baffled that no one would have done that before. She is worth every last moment of time that I spend with her. The blues part comes with knowing that I will not be spending the night with her... Holding onto her...looking into those beautiful eyes..... I will not be waking up to her beautiful smile in the morning. I think I am learning how to LOVE this woman. Though, I am unsure if it is too early to say those 3 words to her. Life has been in a state of turmoil for me lately, with my Grandmother passing away, moving between houses and changing jobs. The only thing that seems to remain stable is her. She tells me every day that the little things are what matter and they do not go unnoticed. She t

Hello
This to all my friends i have made on here.Hope evry one of yiu take care of your selfs and that you have a wounderful week. This will be my last blog for while dont know when all be on here next. So you all take care and be safe and all see all you when i get back.

Never Again
When insecurities rise, And all your passion inside dies I can't seem to fall asleep without crying, All those around me lying. Father time tic tocking away, Wasted day by day, In a cage trapped by my own fears, Always hiding back the tears. Trying to make the best of it, Never the courage to make the final split, Doing what's best for others, As would any good brother. Never doing anything for myself, Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf, Resentment rising to the top, Fits of rage, not knowing how to make them stop. Wanting more out of life, Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife, Yelling, Screaming, Arguing, it never stops, Neighbors threatning to call the cops. That's it never again will I allow myself to be hurt, Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt, From now on I will have thick skin, Never loving again will be my final sin.

~the Sins Of Others~
~The Sins Of Others~ Your warm hands holding my face Those green eyes looking down into mine I hear those soft sweet words out of your mouth again Telling me how beautiful you think i am And yet again, as you speak, my eyes hit the floor The echo of my past racing through my mind For every sweet word your lips speak My ears have heard a hundred bad As much as my heart, wants me to let them go My mind doesn't seem to want to follow So as much as i want to let you in my heart and in my life I will not let you pay for the sins of others As i stand here with you I look up into your sea of green and try to remember this feeling Every detail I store it into my mind As i slowly remove the warmth from my face I smile..... Heart aching....... And walk away........ ~Patrice~

Omg
I am totally stoked... my uncle just called and told me that he just got our tickets for the Brickyard 400 this year... We're going to be sitting on the straight-way by the first turn. I am so amped up about this. and I can't wait.

Confuzzled?
I think some of my friends may be confused! Everyone calls me different things. My Name is Angel(for real) I hate my name so noone ever calls me that. I am most well known by the name Twinkies. Now I used that here when i signed up and then a few months later I see another Twinkies. Thats when I changed it to LilDevil. Welp guess what? Yup another lilDevil. Next it was Buttercup til I saw another damn buttercup. From there I went to ImmortalLove(love never dies) I slightly changed it to Tainted Love cuz it seems I am just that..tainted! I upped new pics in my march 2007 folder xoxxxoo

Let Them Know They Are Heard!!!
As most of you may know, my girls have been out selling raffle tickets. I have found out the hard way that Peanut does not handle rejection well, which is why we are doing this. But I have to say there are people that just walk by as if nothing is being said to them. Now I understand that they are little, but let them know you hear them. Even if you don't want what they are selling just say "no thanks". Pea did not get upset when she was told no it was when so many people just walked past without saying anything. She actually sat down and started crying...God love her. She is so sensitive. So my reason for typing this is to ask everyone to PLEASE! PLEASE! Acknowledge kids when they approach you, even if you don't want it, they work hard to get out there and ask total strangers for help with their cause, the least people can do is take one minute of their time to listen to them. Let them know that they have a voice. Thanks for reading my rant!!! ~Echo~

Miss April/may... Join The Runway!
DO YOU WANT TO BE MISS APRIL/MAY? I AM LOOKING FOR ANY LADIES OUT THERE THAT JUST WANT TO SHOW WHAT THE HAVE! NSFW OR NOT IT DON'T MATTER!! THIS IS A CONTEST!! CONTEST WILL GO ON FOR A WEEK MAYBE TWO WEEKS DEPENDING ON HOW MANY PPL I GET TO ENTER THE CONTEST!! RULES: HAHA THERE ARE NO RULES.. BUT NO DOWNRATING OR SLAMMIN ANYONE ELSES PICS OR REPRORTING THEM!!! PRIZE WILL BE: YOU IN MY PROFILE FOR A MONTH BLINGIN YOU OUT!! A LINK TO YOUR PROFILE TELLING PPL TO GO SHOW YOU SOME LOVE!! A BULLETIN/STICKY WITH YOUR PIC THAT YOU WON WITH. THE PRIZE THAT YOU WON!! AND MUCH, MUCH MORE!! GIFT: WEEK BLAST AND A VACATION OF YOUR CHOICE ALONG WITH A VACATION FOR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS THAT IS NOT IN THE CONTEST. (SO IF YOU WIN.. YOU GET THE BLAST A VACATION AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND GETS THE SAME THING.. BUT THE BLAST!!) SO MUCH FUN!! NOW GO ON NOW GO GET YOUR PIC LINKS AND YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN!! HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PROFILE booshine***CT Wifey To Annie O***Add As A Frie

All One
All One We've been created as one, No one never said a king is chosen by kings son God never said black should be slaves And white always are right and the braves God never came down and talked into our ears And said you should always have fears Its us who choose to be this way And some people chose to be gay Is this the situation we all want to stay Are we all separated by our color and our religious way that's not what the books say, So what if you think your different, who you trying to impress Oh wait no let me guess, Every one around you, isn't that right But you know deep down inside you cry when no one is in sight And you think your game will make everyone be close with you and tight But are you really thinking right, You know war is won by a fight Even the wars fought for the wrong reasons, People weren't even guilty, so they died of treason Who is to say what's right and the wrong A battle can happen just talking over a fone A

Different Equipment That I Have Been Traing To Ride And/or Drive To Help The Community Of Conowingo Maryland
This is equipment i have been driving for the fire company that i have been running with the last 7 years and have a blast help the community of Conowingo Maryland, and also the surround areas the area of Port Depoist where the Main Station is located on the Susquehanna River that runs from the upper east coast of the united states to the mouth of the Cheaspeake bay.

Go Here! Read This!
http://www.penny-../ Awesome web-comic that I recently rediscovered If you are at all into video games you will love it http://www.pvponline.com/ Another of my faves though i don't read it online much. I usually pick up the monthly collection at my LCS and aside from Powers it is the book I most look forward to Finally, GO SEE 300!!!! It will indeed rock your face off

Please Keep This Baby In Your Prayers
A one year old baby who is no blood relation to me but is related to my children has to be air lifted to Memphis Tennesse to children's hospital to be tested for Leukemia. Please everyone say prayers that whatever that hospital finds out they can help her. She really is the sweetest little baby. She is just starting out her life,please say some prayers for her well being. Thank you. Below is her picture. Her name is Elizabeth Ann Dugar. (birthday is March 17) St. Patrick's Day. Help a baby??? Say some prayers for her. It doesn't cost you anything.

Best Tattoo On Ct Contest Now Open!!
BEST TATTOO CONTEST IS NOW OPEN... SO COME SHOW SOME LOVE TO YOUR FAV TATTOOS!! COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF BOMBING ALLOWED.... WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY # OF COMMENTS COMBINED WITH TOTAL # OF RATINGS (SO EVEN A 1 COUNTS AS A VOTE!!) 1ST PLACE GETS A 3DAY BLAST 2ND GETS A 1 DAY BLAST 3RD GETS A VIC GIFT I AS RUNNER OF CONTEST WILL NOT PIMP OUT ANY 1 ENTRY BUT WILL POST BULLETINS FOR THE CONTEST AS A WHOLE... ANY DRAMA WILL RESULT IN DISQUALIFICATION!! I DONT WANT ANY OF IT AT ALL!! SO LETS SEE WHO HAS THE BEST TATTOO ON CT!!! THE PERFECT BLEND OF NAUGHTY AND NICE CHASTITY CYANIDE SEXYKITTEN SNUGGLE BEAR CASTIRONBITCH DALE DALE69 LEIA SNUGGLES LEANNE~BLAZINHOT

Unleashing The Evil!!!!
Yup I guess it is that time again. Every once and a while, I just can't hold back and that time is now... WHY THE FUCK DO WOMEN THINK THAT IF A GUY IS NICE, THOUGHTFUL and CARING that we are to much "Like a Brother" to date. FUCVK TNHAT. You fuckin women take us nice guys and turn us into assholes and then wonder what the fuck happened!!!! YOU are what the fuck happened. This is my solemn promise. The next woman that says "I loke you like a brother" is gonna get a fuckin' earful! And yes, I reserve the right to call her the "C-Word" because when a female says that, she might as well kick you in the fuckin balls!!!! There I feel a little better.... But not a lot.

Laws Of Man
Man's Law (about 30 of them) 1. Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. It is OK for a man to cry under the following circumstances: a. When a heroic dog dies to save it's master b. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse c. After wrecking your boss' Ferrari d. One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into The Crying Game e. When your Date is using her teeth 4. Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5. Acceptable excuse for not helping a friend move: a. Your legs have been severed in a freak threshing machine accident. 6. Acceptable excuse for not helping a friend of a friend move: a. You'd rather stay home and watch swamp buggy reruns. 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever, unless you actually marry her. 8. The minimum amount of time y

Part Of Getting Unsick...
is taking inventory of things around you. While sick, I just slept on the couch and in my bed for the greater majority of the time, with a few exceptions of braving a few moments of sitting up at the computer. Last week, while recovering, I took it easy still while reporting back to work by sleeping much of the moments I was at home. Unfortunately, that didn't get things done around the home. Part of the hazards of living alone now is there is no one there to help pick up the slack. :( After all, part of the joy of having a spouse is being there for one another and working as a team. Too bad I can't call my daughter to help come to my rescue!! lol... With her working and being pregnant, that is about all she can think of right now and that is the way it should be. I look around... some trash bags are filled and readied to be dragged out to the complex's dumpster.... dishwasher needs to be emptied... a few dishes needs to be put in the dishwasher... refrigerator

My Site
Just wanted to let my friends know that I have an adult chat forum.It has forums,arcade games,casino games,free porn,videos,live chat,great people,and free porn... We are a new site and need some love,like I said it's my site so why not stop on by and show me some love!!! OutKastsFreaks

Prison Of Conscience
I walk in and sit down Prepare myself Look through the silvery glass And stare into your eyes Blue-greenish, kind of gray I focus on your eyes Your ice cold eyes Amazed at the façade you can assume An impenetrable veil Giving away nothing to the viewer Except for me I see right through your eyes You look so unassuming Not innocent so much as upright. Dutiful Unlikely to transgress so completely I ask how you could do these things How can you rationalize such extremes You deserve whatever consequences descend upon you And yet you're so calm, relaxed even You regret the necessity for such measures But that given the circumstances, You did what you had to do You'd do it all again Your enemies were fools, weak yet irritating And they threatened you and yours Like mosquitoes with malaria I ask about regrets You feel for the innocents A tragedy for everyone, you say You describe feeling real fear A most unpleasant sensation Disappointment and horror Relief

Tears
These eyes they grieve in pity for my heart. I have known the suffering of every tear utterly undone they fall. Will they remember the words I spoke? My gentle heart goes willingly with her, but I must remain here. Weeping, I then will speak of her again, and again, who to her heaven came so suddenly, leaving Love grieving here on earth with me… To the high heaven she has gone, up to the realm where Angels dwell in peace, she lives with them now. To this world she bade farewell. Tis no degree of cold on her has won, nor of such heat as makes all others cease: it only was her goodness, great appeal. So did her shining humbleness excel, it passed the heavens with such wondrous worth, it moved to marvel the eternal Sire, so that a sweet desire pricked Him to call such worthiness from earth, and made her to himself go from down here: for when He saw this life of suffering had not been made for such a gentle thing… Her gentle spirit, full of gentle grace, at last departed from her be

Romantic Pick Up Lines
You're last name should be Campbells, cus your mmmm... GOOD Tell me something, girl. Did it hurt when you fell out of heaven? Your name must be cheerios...cuz you seem healthy for my heart. Girl are you tired, cuz youve been running through my mind all day Is your dad in jail? Cuz he stole the stars and put them in your eyes. I lost my teddy bear, can I sleep with you? Hey baby, You must be from Tennesee........cause your the only Ten-I-See Exuse me miss, are you a Hostess? Because you've got some sweet cakes!! You Dropped something , "My jaw"

Midnight Encounter
It was a hot summer night and I decided to camp out in my tent in my parents back yard. It was late when the lights in the house went out. I was laying inside the tent enjoying the quiet summer night when I heard a noise next door. As I looked out I saw my neighbor woman swimming in her pool. Noticing me, she invited me over. I declined telling her I did not have a suit. She replied it still was ok. So, I left my tent , jumped over the fence and climbed onto her deck. I mingled in the shadows as I was only wearing a pair of briefs. She coaxed me into the pool where I tried to swim while keeping my briefs on. Noticing my problem, she swam over to me and told me to just take them off. I rambled on about being naked in a pool when I felt her fingers grab my briefs and pull them down. She eventually freed them from my feet and tossed them onto the deck. As she swam away, I felt a little relieved and sort of uninhibited. Eventually I resumed my swim while maintaining a moderate distance

Love Story
A Love Story I shall seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and control you. I will make you ache, shake and sweat until you grunt and groan. I will make you beg for mercy. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I leave you. And you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu

Repost Of Last Blog ... Sorry Wrong Folder
OK THIS HAS NEVER MADE SENSE TO ME WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO GO TO SOMEONES PAGE THAT YOU DONT LIKE AND RATE THEIR PICS A 2 OR A 1???? IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE THEN KEEP THE HELL OFF MY PAGE LMAOOOO!! THE SHITTY PART ABOUT THIS IS IT SURE TELLS YOU ON HERE WHO GAVE YOU A 10 BUT WHEN THEY RATE YOUR PIC A 2 OR A 1 IT DOESNT... NOW THAT IS WHAT I CALL FUCKED UP... SO IF YOU ARE THE ONE THAT RATED BE A REAL MAN OR WOMEN AND LET ME KNOW DONT BE A CHICKEN SHIT!! BECAUSE YOU ARE ENTITLED TO YOUR OPINION AND I COULD CARE LESS WHAT ANYONE ON HERE THINKS OF HOW I LOOK!!!

----- Journey ----- A Poem.
----- Journey ----- Where walks Love's quiet journeyings, calmness in the bright light of shining day, peace and passion in the warm depth of night, Here exists that which T/two Souls Live as Truth: that modest unassuming security of total trust, that calm and loyal knowledge of internal integrity, to see T/them thus would be in and of itself an Experience: To BE T/them is a Treasured, Honoured Joy. ________________________________ For My beLoved nikki, Ever and Always, In Love, ^Uyraell^. 3/12/2007, Mar.12.

Dominated
"What the hell am I doing here at this hour," Carl said out loud to no one in particular, "man was not made to lift weights at midnight!" For over a year Carl Nevins had been working out three nights a week at the "Barbell Club", trying in vain to build up his underdeveloped body. Diets, protein shakes, aerobics, weight machines, and now free weight training, and not much of a visible improvement in muscle development. He had to admit that he felt stronger, but as far as high muscle definition was concerned, well he seemed to be paddling up stream on that one! Even at midnight there were plenty of people in the midst of their workouts, and most, if not all of them in better shape than Carl. After struggling through a set of bench presses, Carl decided to take a break, and watch the other people stretch and sweat for a while, so after popping open a can of diet soda, he surveyed the room, enjoying the sight of ten women in tights doing an aerobic dance workout. It was funny in a way, be

Going Under The Knife!
Hey guys whats going on? I am finally putting my little Dakota in the shop to get the air ride suspension done. It will go in on Monday to Solar Sheild where they will work thier magic totally customizing a brand new one off suspension for my truck(since there is nothing out there for it). It will have a 4-link in the rear like Baha trucks have in the front and one of a kind A-arms for the front that will be fabricated in thier shop. When done some of you 4X4 guys might not like the look but you will love the comfort of the ride. Also when i get it back thier will be some new 20's color matched to my truck under it so that way they can tuck under the body and lay the truck on it frame so I can get in and out, along with a Reflex bed liner and a customized lift for my powerchair. I might also go ahead and get the paint done since they are going to have it so long what is another week. I have put pics up of the suspension and under the hood befor they modify everything so that when they

Ladies Night
It was Thursday night. Her divorce had been final for almost a week, so the girls were taking her out. She was a little nervous because that is something that she was never allowed to do before the divorce. A shiver crept through her at the thought of the monster she used to be married to. “You can’t tell me what to do now, you asshole” she whispered to herself. She glanced in the mirror and caught her own reflection. She had went shopping today at the lingerie store. “I think these are my favorite” she thought to herself. She had on a black lace strapless demi bra and matching thong. He would have died if she had even thought of buying something like that when she was married. She knew that she had a decent body, and now she had the freedom to show it off. It was a hot day so she decided to wear her tight jean skirt. She knew just the top she was going wear, it was a light pink, low cut, halter top that wrapped around and tied in the back. She decided to leave her long hair down inste