Tired of breathing,
Screaming inside,
Sick of waiting,
Of nights I've cried.
Want so much,
Never get what I need,
Carving my soft skin,
Satisfaction from when I bleed.
Gave up searching,
So long ago,
Can never, never run,
From the pain I know.
Can't leave it behind,
Just like they tell me to,
I'm somebody else,
Thousands of miles from you.
Don't know my life,
About the things I hold,
Broken from stories,
Too unbearable to be told.
Getting lost in the moonlight,
Watching weakness fade,
Will never get it back,
See pretty memories jade.
Touch the bottom,
Pray to reach the sky,
Will never know,
Never know why.
Time wasted,
Short living things,
If you're silent,
You can hear the angels sing.
There in the background,
Saying what will never be,
I'm following their lead,
Because their calling me.
