Last night I was going to write my blog but I had to many eyes an didnt feel like crying with people in my house, Yes I do cry when its just me or someone I can actually talk to about things alone. I feel like Im lossing my life slowly. 2 in a half years ago I broke up with the one I truely love to death, (July 8th 2006) 8 months ago I lost my father, March 5th I lost a close teacher due to the snow storm an March 7th from being on life support for 5 years due to a car accident. Then of course I missed carried. Everyone that I have been close to im just lossing. Ya I have been sad its that time of the month that my father passed away. I feel like my life is falling apart... Why me??? Why??