i cant sleep .... this is sooo not fair.... u know u were right memeber when we spoke and u said u wanted me to hate u and i said i never would ... and couldnt well u were right i hate u right now .... its like u put the stupid idea of forever in my head... u make me belive it u really do ... and then u act like a child cant even say it to my face when u end it
and as much as i love u and i feel for u in ur hard times cuz i know now is hard for u i know it and i want things to get better at home and i know ur hurting over ur losses ... and i want u to get that job and be happy
right now i just hate u and i wish i had never even known u cuz
u were right and i was wrong
i was soo much better off with out u cuz had u never made me happy i might never have felt this horible ... and i hate u for doing this i hate u for stopping being my friend and becomeing my lover ... cuz clearly we were much better friends
i just i hate u soo much right now and u know what else i still wish and want the best for u but i hate that u cost me a friend
