i wanna i sorry i wasnmt there
and i sorry that i didnt care
sorry for the way pushed
and i sorry for the way i looked
that i'm not as strong as used to be
cant see to shake that vibe
something wrong with me this time
and maybe not always them
seems like it wasnt him
and i paint my self perfect
trying hard not to be a wreak
i wanna be what they need
anyone but me
seem to my self
but i cant find someone else
i dont know who to be
i dont know who is me
she got lost along the way
and there really nothing
i can say
but i sorry i wasnt there
i sorry i dont know care
sorry i cant be me
sorry sometimes i am to blind to see
int he morning i look in the mirror
trying to see something clear
i look my self in the eyes
i dont know that girl by my side
i hate to be a lie
but i dont know how to get by
i paint me perfect everyday
trying to be all the ways
everthing they expect of me
but i cant seem to find my self
i lost in someone else
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it might be time to be alone
i need to find home
when i was a lil girl i used to cry
screaming calling for someone to be
by my side
no one ever came and i just wanna go home
i still cry that way
i'm sorry
