its really weird its like when u start to see stuff and just have to take it for what it is ... it kinda sucks but thats ok i guess .. it just reaslly sucks when u see ppl woth out he rose glasses and everthing u thought was wrong .... and its like what u think now pisses u off but thats how it is ... its like y is it that way u dont know but u see how one sided it is its like well if someone cared they would do this and they always seem to come short of what u need and expect so u cant just keep trying to make them in ur head the way u want u hjave to look at there actions and not over look the lil thijngs that u find un excusible u cant forget those things u never would take b4 and takle them now just cuz u wish things were differnt
and it really pisses u off when they let u down and u know thjey alays will and its like wow u have to stop trying to see things in a differnt like realize what u need and what u want r not happening at all so is there a point
