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Gonna Get Married...eventually
It's been a while since I've been here at CT. That's what I hate about being a grownup. Work, work, work then come home and work some more. I sort of miss the days where I'd basically sleep all day, then party all night. I say "sort of" because most of the time, I'd have a hangover and that's no fun. Or I'd be broke. I'm still broke a lot now but the bills are paid. Somewhat. I actually like my job so it's not so bad. But I like not going to my job so much more. I think my boyfriend may be getting closer to proposing. He bought us a couch. For those that don't see the connection, allow me to explain. When a girl wants to get serious, she either comes right out and says it or she just does what she can to be closer to the dude. When a guy wants to get serious and you're already living together, he'll usually do things to show the girl that he can nest properly. Some may call me sexist but girls are ruled mostly by emotion and guys by practicality. I haven't seen that m

Emily Dickinson Poems
Emily Dickinson (1830–86). MY river runs to thee: Blue sea, wilt welcome me? My river waits reply. Oh sea, look graciously! I ’ll fetch thee brooks From spotted nooks,— Say, sea, Take me! ============== He touched me, so I live to know: That such a day, permitted so, I groped upon his breast. It was a boundless place to me, And silenced, as the awful sea Puts minor streams to rest. And now, I ’m different from before, As if I breathed superior air, Or brushed a royal gown; My feet, too, that had wandered so, My gypsy face transfigured now To tenderer renown.

Done
ok thats it i have finally come to see that people simply lie / fib/ or use whte lies for no reason. it pisses me off. i am tired of having somthing to look forward to and them get ignored. so unless you mean what your saying to me then please dont say it.

Sanctuary Lyrics...
Ahh.... I need more affection than you know [Reversed] [Chorus] In you and I, There's a new land, Angels in flight I need more affection than you know [Reversed] My Sanctuary, My Sanctuary, yeah Where fears and lies melt away... Music will tie I need more affection than you know [Reversed] What's left of me, What's left of me now... I watch you fast asleep, All I fear Means nothing... [Chorus] In you and I, There's a new land, Angels in flight I need more affection than you know [Reversed] My Sanctuary, My Sanctuary, yeah Where fears and lies melt away... Music will tie I need more affection than you know [Reversed] What's left of me, What's left of me So many ups and downs [Reversed] My heart's a battleground I need two emotions [Reversed] But, I need more affection than you know [Reversed] I need two emotions [Reversed] You show me how to see, That nothing is whole and nothing is broken... [Chorus] In you and I, There's a new lan

Angels: What Are They And What Do They Represent?
I know someone on CT with an angel morph as one of her pics. She didn't know that it would stir up something so much that it would come down to a black and white issue. So she asked me to write my true feelings on the issue. This was my response: Race shouldn't even be an issue here. The angel morph would be beautiful regardless of color. To me, an angel represents God in strength, grace and beauty--all the things God himself represents. When God created man in his image, he created something that represented himself. What I'm saying is simply that the love of God sees no color, but only ONE race...the Human Race! My skin maybe dark. On my birth certificate, it may say that I'm black or African-American, but the truth is I'm human by God, American by nationality, and Ernest Bethea by name. I'm proud of that. Do not let anyone speak ill about your angel morph. It represents you the way angel represents God. Strength...Grace...Beauty. That's you! This is exactly how I fee

This Will Be Long, Be Warned...
I picked up my son from daycare yesterday, and I was pulled aside and told that he punched a little girl in the mouth. I would have liked to think that I have been doing my best with raising him. He's smart, very smart, often smarter than me. He is just so bad. I remember when I was pregnant, my sisters little boy was about 3 and I used to tell her that my son would never act like that. He was bad. I would say that he would get the ass whipping of his life had he ever acted that way. And now my son is worse than he was. I don't know what else to do. I have punished him, grounded him from the things he likes, given time out, closed him in his room, any thing you can think of, I have done. Except the ass whipping. I think its about that time. I know I had my ass kicked when I was a being a little bitch. So anyway, he was sent to his room with nothing to do for 2 days. I can't whip his ass for hitting a girl, it won't teach him not to hit. So, he was all alone all day. When it was tome fo

I Wish U Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?". She

Fuck The Dumb Shit, I'm Moving To Scotland!
MARILYNmanson:snakeyesforsissies wrench is just a household god. but i carry mine with pride. i don't work but. i can work with. it to split your smile. run you down without a twitch. car's not as big as mine. tear the son out of your bitch and. sprinkle your remains with lime. i ain't no workin' man. i do the best i can. i got the devil's hand. rollin' sixes. i am the habit man. i use up all i can. i got the slackers hand. i can use remote control. daydream milk and genocide. tranquility with broken knees. silly putty enemies. butter knife in your side. what i got, i got for free. middle finger technology. whats yours is mine, yours is mine, told you fucker yours is mine. snake eyes for sissies. i ain't no workin' man. i do the best i can. i got the devils hand. i am the habit man. i use up all i can. i got the slackers hand. i was prophesised by shag-ri-la's. i am the leader of the pack. i am the pedophiles dream. messianic peter pan. just a boy, just a boy, just a little fuckin' bo

Let's Say I Break Into Your House
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me st

The Challenge
Attention potential stalker applicants... You have 1 week to stalk me. Show you have what it takes. If you impress me and the others you get a 3 day blast from moi! And it means you can proclaim your love for me to all of CT!

Go Figure!
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold withi

Capricorn Love Horoscope For 2007
By Rick Levine and Jeff Jawer* Provided by Tarot.com Relationships come to a critical point with responsible Saturn in your 8th House of Intimacy. Dissatisfaction within a partnership or as a single person requires a serious reassessment of your goals and expectations. Facing the hard truths of what you want and don't want works best with a combination of compassion and honesty. Be real, but without being mean or accepting abuse in return. It takes courage to keep your heart open when trust has been shaken, yet that is exactly what it takes to get what you need. Initiate meaningful dialogue so that you can bring up delicate matters with your mate, rather than being quiet and tolerating an unfulfilling situation. Saturn works best when direct action is taken, while denial undermines your prospects for long-term contentment. If you are on your own, step up and take risks to connect with others. This isn't a one-time deal. It's about making an ongoing and dedicated effort to find the

People That Lie!!
More than anything else that I dislike about people is their ability to lie. If you make a promise you have to do everything in your ability to follow threw with your promise. "A person is only as good as their word." -- so friggin true. No one here has shown this yet - ironically it is someone who claimed to have loved me in the "real world" LOL Guess it's someone who can come off the Christmas Card list ... saved me a stamp!!! Hope everyone is having a great Hump Day!!! XO

Weekly Love
For Monday, Mar. 19 thru Sunday, Mar. 25, 2007 Set your sights on Wednesday and Thursday. Elsewhere, the week has little to offer you in terms of romance. Monday and Tuesday are in your family's hands, or else they're dominated by thoughts of your career. Or maybe you're spending both days justifying your career decisions to your family. Tiring! And Friday, Saturday and Sunday you're inundated with tiring tasks as well. But Wednesday and Thursday? Oh, the things you'll do! If you're in the early stages of infatuation, you'll let your feelings be known. If you've been married for years, you'll rediscover what you love about one another.

I Need Sleep
Dom: Best Ride 'RATE AND COMMENT BOMB. THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS. IN CASE OF A TIE THEN THE RATES WILL BE ADDED TO THE TOTAL' ^^is behind^^first contest^^ Crazy aka Single, Solo, Sad, and alone: Best Fake Pic ^^very far behind^^first contest^^ends 28th^^ TeXXas: a team contest Team 2 (Texxas & crazyguyinohio) Come on and help us out! Stop by and drop off 10 votes at a time, just come back more then once!! ------------------------------------ NO END DATE ON THESE just please help if you got spare comments! '6000 COMMENTS AND SHE GETS HER TROPICAL VACATION'

Mmm !!
MMmMMMmmMMMmm what can I say next as I dunno what will I do next cuz life is too complicate if I decide to choose someone in my life what will you suggest to do?? For me, I will make a decision soon who will or what or when? lol Funny thing when, hell with when I am going to do that lol Anyway,, have a peaceful time out there folks and have fun!! Will be away for whole weekend wooohoooo about time need time out from work and at home!!!!!

Capricorn Astro-flowers
All life depends upon the rhythms of nature and since ancient times people have believed that the positions of the stars and planets contribute to this cycle. For example many gardeners still apply astrological rules to their work. In horticultural circles it is well known that peas, beans, flowering vegetables and plants which produce fruit above the ground should always be sown when the moon is going to the full. However, potatoes and root crops should always be sown when the moon is low and below the earth. The keen astrogardener will also take into account the exact position of planets and stars. Nowadays we read our horoscope to see what the future has in store but the first astrologers from Babylon and Ancient Egypt were much more interested in knowing what the stars had to say about fertility and agriculture. This is why astrology was invented so it's not surprising to discover that every plant, tree and flower is ruled by the planets and stars. And consequently ce

Dont Wanna Be Freshmeat No Mo!!!!!
I DESIRE TO BE A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE, BUT NOT FRESHMEAT! BEEN THERE DONE THAT! LOL. I WOULD LOVE TO BE A NEW CHERRY, SINCE THE ONE I HAD GOT LOST LOOOOOOONG AGO. LOL! SO FEEL FREE CHERRY FAMILY TO ALERT ME, HOLLA (SHOUT), EVEN BLAST ME....I NEED MY CHERRY!!!!!!!

Retreating Figure
Always there is a retreating figure Dry rocks, a heath, some twigs Where authority breaks down experiment escorts us Dry rocks then tempest and then rags Ragelight and then gradually A breaking in the mind like something lashed unlashed The mind different then, a river lapping its banks No longer insisting it's only plunge and tremor The banks mossy as when softness lures and bewilders the bewildered heart . . . Always there is a retreating figure The sky unremarkable above it The earth radioactive or not, the power lines buzzing or not Phones in each of the houses or phones not yet invented Or phones already obsolete It's hard to walk for so long year in year out but the figure walks it walks Is it blind has it a stick has it a daughter Somewhere the built world going on about its business Somewhere buildings crowding ever closer . . . Always there is a retreating figure (But my skin is almost nothing now, a tapestry of do

A Quiet Skin
Thinking has a quiet skin. But I feel the break and fled of things inside it, Blue hills most gentle in calm light, then stretches of assail And ransack. Such tangles of charred wreckage, shrapnel-bits Singling and singeing where they fall. I feel the stumbling gait of what I am, The quiet uproar of undone, how to be hidden is a tempting, violent thing— Each thought breaking always in another, All the unlawful elsewheres rushing in.

Stalker Applicant # 5 Opium Kiss
Name: (yours, silly) My name is not Silly. It's Opium Kiss. =-P Please identify and describe yourself: A kick ass chick who strips to Union Underground and knows what to not do with intergrated mother boards. Age: 28 Sex: None in 2 whole years. Oh, gender...got it. [ ] Male [x] Female Height: 6'1" Weight: 240 Hair: Asslength, Auburn with blonde streaks Eyes: Green, baby. Why do you want to stalk me? Because you are geek girl hotness with a cherry on top. Please rate your sanity: bad poor average fair good [x] Fucking Nuts Dowright creepy Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be an "effective stalker"! If you want to be MY stalker you must do follow these rules: 1.) You should write amusing comments that we will all laugh at. 2.) Commenting my bulletins and blogs to let us all know you were here. Do you agree to these rules? [x] I agree I do not agree Please list any special qualificatio

Capricorn
CAPRICORN December 22 - January 20 The Goat Capricorn is a cardinal earth sign and its energy is particularly earthy associated with the practical materialist. Saturn's influence can make Capricorn's a cold and calculating and uninterested in flights of fancy. Their energy is more ruthlessly realistic. However this hardness is balanced in its symbol - the goat - with a fishy tale, suggesting strange watery depths and spirituality. It is profound, serious energy. Ruler: Saturn - symbol of realism, authority and study. Associated with 'Old Man Time' with his sickle, Saturn restrains our actions. Saturn governs long term plans- study, concentration and dogma are his touchstone. Saturn is realistic, authoritarian and practical. Gender:: Female House: X Element: Earth Mode: Cardinal Colour: Indigo House: X Element: Earth Mode: Cardinal Colour: Indigo

Social Security
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, "Unbutton your shirt." So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me." And she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, "You should have dropped your pants... you might have gotten disability, too."

Social Security Benefits (repost)
Mom was a homemaker and Dad worked all his life and paid into SS. Dad has passed away and now Mom can barely make ends meet. Mom doesn't have out of state calling on her phone, because she can't afford it and shops at the thrift shops and dollar stores.? She considers having a pizza delivered once a week "eating out". She grew up during the depression, watched her husband go overseas to fight in WW II a year after their marriage, and then they went on to raise, feed and clothe 5 children, struggling to pay tuition for parochial schools. The Senate voted this week to allow "illegal" aliens access to Social Security benefits. I'm sorry, but how can the Senate justify this slap in the face to born and bred, or naturalized citizens. It is already impossible to live on Social Security alone. If they give benefits to "illegal" aliens who have never contributed, where does that leave us that have paid into Social Security all our working lives? Attached is an opportunity to s

Why Oh Why
Why oh why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough in the bank? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics? If you send someone 'Styrofoam', how do you pack it? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? If it's true that we are here t

Stalker Applicant #4 Color Blind Crimes
Name: BILL AKA COLOR BLIND CRIMES AKA DJ TWISTY MCNIPPLES, AKA THE MOST EVIL CONTEST RIGGING SONOFABITCH ON CHERRYTAP!! WOOT WOOT. > Please identify and describe yourself:I'M A MOVIE OBSESSED, MUSIC JUNKY, FRIEND TO LOSERS, DRUNK BASTARD, SMOOTH TALKING, SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW, BUT NEVER GOING TO LEAVE NEVERLAND HARDCORE ASSHOLE OF A LOYAL TO MY FRIENDS PERSON. > > Age:26 GOING ON 3 1/2. > > Sex: YES PLASE. > > Male X. > Female > > Height:5 12" > > Weight:215 > > Hair:BLACK AND HIGH AND TIGHT AT THE MOMENT. > > Eyes:PICK A COLOR. > > Why do you want to stalk me? CAUSE YOU RAWK HARDCORE, HOT AS HELL, CREATED AN AWESOME FAMILY, HOT AS HELL, KNOW THE OLD SKOOL SHIT LIKE NOBODIES BUSINESS, AND YOU TALK TO ME. LOL. > > Please rate your sanity: > bad > poor > average>>>>>>>>>>>>I'M SOMEWHERE INBEWTWEEN BRILLIANCE AND INSANITY. > fair > good > Fucking Nuts > Dowright creepy > > > Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be

Stalker Applicant #3 Crimson Trauma
Name: (yours, silly)Matt *Crimson Trauma* Please identify and describe yourself: uhmm im that cross dressing fetish model on your list you know that one guy who wears dresses? Age:26 Sex:uhmm Both *male unfortunatly* Height:5 ft 9 Weight:150pounds Hair:brown *unless you dont liike brown ill change it* Eyes:uhm green? Why do you want to stalk me?because i already stalk you your the shit and im just a like that and really because i want you to throw me around and beat the crap out of me Please rate your sanity: Fucking Nuts Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be an "effective stalker"! If you want to be MY stalker you must do follow these rules: 1.) You should write amusing comments that we will all laugh at. 2.) Commenting my bulletins and blogs to let us all know you were here. Do you agree to these rules? I agree Please list any special qualifications you have:former marine,full time 24/7 trai

Comment To Silverdragons Blog
Ok well... I agree that people need to feel comfortable with who they are, one should love themself regardless of what size they are, SELF esteem is incredibly important. And I also agree that everyone needs to be able to wear clothing. But I'm affraid thats about where I stop agreeing with the chick in the video. Sure she might find a hot little outfit in a store, there is a reason it doesn't go in a higher size. That reasoning is the outfit is cut in such a way that if it was made in a larger size it'd look ugly or dumb on. That doesn't mean fat people should by "tent" clothing, just clothing that compliments their shape. It's all about the cut. Also this garbage about fat being genetic, and about eatting healthy and exercising and still being fat...i'm sorry but thats just non-sense. Look its really simple, fat is your bodies energy reserves, it is made by the body from excess energy that you consume, which usually comes in the form of carbohydrates. Now if you st

Stalker Applicant # 2 Jellybean
Age:31 > > Sex:f > > Male > Female > > Height: 5'9 > > Weight: :) > > Hair: what ever mood i feel like coloring it > > Eyes: blue > > Why do you want to stalk me? you have a grate ass lfmao Please rate your sanity: bad poor average fair good Fucking Nuts x this one lfmao Dowright creepy Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be an "effective stalker"! If you want to be MY stalker you must do follow these rules: 1.) You should write amusing comments that we will all laugh at. > > 2.) Commenting my bulletins and blogs to let us all know you were here. > > Do you agree to these rules? > I agree... i so agree with the rules > I do not agree > > Please list any special qualifications you have: STALKING > > Why should you be my #1 Stalker? WELL I AM YOUR # 1 STALKER DAMN HOW YOU 4GET (SIGH) ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP

Why God Made Bbw's
"Dear God" I began, with my face hung down He answered back "Why the frown?" "Why, may I ask did you make me this way?" "What way is that? What are you trying to say" "My huge body, Dear Lord, My face, it's too square" They are the wrong color, My eyes and my hair. My hips are too wide, My belly too round. When I look at my feet, I can't see the ground. My thighs are so thick, My feet, they stick out. My fingers my toes they are as big as a trout. My eyes are too close, they're in the wrong place . I'm loud sometimes, and bossy to boot, Sometimes I wish I was just born a mute. The Lord, he just chuckled, as if it was funny, "Dear Child, you will learn, that's more than plenty." You're hair and your eyes, those things don't matter. It's the size of your heart, and not if you get fatter. You have the gifts that I've given to you. To cheer up your friends when they're feeling blue. You make people laugh and forget all their sorrows

Stalker Applicant #1 Gaz
Here is the first applicant GAZ...Do you think he can do it? Name: GAZ Please identify and describe yourself: Age: 27 Sex: Yes please! Male Height:5'8 Weight:225 Hair:Black Eyes:Brown Why do you want to stalk me? Cuz you're a cutie Please rate your sanity: Fucking Nuts...yeah....probably Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be an "effective stalker"! If you want to be MY stalker you must do follow these rules: 1.) You should write amusing comments that we will all laugh at. I'm not CJ!!!!!! 2.) Commenting my bulletins and blogs to let us all know you were here. Do you agree to these rules? I agree Please list any special qualifications you have: My Mommy sayz I'm Special..... Why should you be my #1 Stalker? Cuz.....Bad things happen when people tell me NO!!! =p Gaz~Freaks & Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP

New Work Shift
Well Started a New Shift this last monday, (March 19th 2007) I now work from 8 am to 12 pm then I am off work then I come back and work from 4 pm to 8 pm, this is Monday through Friday. Woo hoo go split shifts!

How Can This Be Fair?
I'm just writing today to vent a little. Most of my friends know I am a paramedic. Last night I was working in the ER and a 4 yr old boy was brought in by his parents completely unresponsive. He had no heartbeat, was not breathing, and was basically foaming at the mouth. It was so sad. We worked on him for more than an hour and there was just nothing we could do. Turns out his parents had left insecticide unprotected under the sink...he thought it looked yummy and decided to drink it. I have lost patients before..but the sight of this tiny blonde child on the table with nothing I can do to save him just overwealmed me. It just doesn't seem fair for a child to be taken when there are so many horrible people in this world leading great lives.

Three Old Men
Three Old Men Three old men were sitting around complaining about how much their hands shook. The first geezer said, "My hands shake so bad that when I shaved this morning I cut my face!" The second old fogey one-upped him. "My hands shake so bad that when I trimmed my garden yesterday I sliced all my flowers!" The third old man laughed and said, "That's nothing. My hands shake so bad that when I took a piss yesterday, I came three times."

Love Tarrot
god its in the cards .. alone, alone ,alone .. guess its time accept Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Hermit card reversed suggests that you may feel insecure. Take extra care that you don't come across as defensive, shut others out or treat those who show concern or interest with hostility, or else you could ignite sentiments such as 'good riddance' or 'they're just jealous.' Lighten up and you might find what you seek, but don't fall victim to someone who may prey on your vulnerability or feelings of isolation or pretend to know what you are going through. You may need to face the truth alone.

The Best Thing Ever In Life Is....
I remember when my father used to get this in the mail when I was a kid. It would take me forever to read that damn paragraph on the front, but to be honest we really looked at it for the gruesome pics on the cover! Enjoy! Best Thing Ever!

Even More Detail Of The Report Where The College Student Beat And Tortured Dog
Prosecute animal torturer ------------- Cornell student charged with torturing animal; Man allegedly beat, poured bleach on dog From Journal Staff Reports ITHACA - A 23-year-old Cornell student from the Boston area, taking care of another person's dog for a night, was charged with beating it and pouring bleach on it, leaving it with diminished eyesight for life, the Ithaca Police Department said. Alexander H. Atkind, 23, of 710 Stewart Ave., Apt. 8 and of Lexington, Mass., was charged with "overdriving, torturing and injuring animals" in violation of a section of the state Agriculture and Markets law. The offense is a misdemeanor. He was released with a ticket to appear in Ithaca City Court on Wednesday, March 21. According to an Ithaca police report, the case began when the owner of the dog contacted the police department at 4 a.m. Saturday, March 10. The dog's owner told the investigating officer he'd left his dog, later identified as a

Liberals And Your Money!!
Those of you that voted for the Dems are about to get your wish!! The Senate is considering a $900 Billion Dollar Tax Increase!! Part of the Liberal Campaign bulls--t was no tax increases. It is always the same with Liberals.....never ever believe what they say; always believe what they do. Liberals tax and spend. That is their only means of retaining their power. Make you a slave to their many and multi-layed bulls--t programs so that you will continue to vote for them. Of course you will never be able to leave the Liberal Plantation because if you do you lose your Government Check!! Meanwhile the very Liberals you elect will exempt themselves for the laws imposed on us!! They do it everytime and still manage to "fool" many uninformed people!! I urge each who read this to Google the President Carter years!! This is what you get when you elect Liberals!! Liberalism is easily defined....Spread misery equally and exempt the "elites" who make the rules!!! And I should know as

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal wo

A Bit Of A Thought...
Can you send a cigarette in an evelope with a letter, or would you need extra stampage? I've been wondering this since last night, but whatever it didnt seem too heavey or something.. So, whatever. On the other hand I miss someone and I wish they'd get online, but I hope they're finally getting some sleep... Cause well staying up for days on end isn't healthy!! ~_~ *glare at you know who you are* Hmm, yep, I'm fucking tired, and probably gonna write in my own personal journal that i got the other day.. wee... maybe I'll go back to writing poetry and post the good ones on here. I dunno. I feel weird sharing my personal life and shit with a bunch a fuggin people i dont know..

Time To See The Dr.
I guess i have to break down and go see the ENT who did my sinus surgery. he said way back when i had the first one, that it wouldn't be the last. i have cysts on my sphenoid sinuses and a deviated septum. they removed a cyst and some polyps during the last surgery, as well as widened the openings to my sinuses. however, because they had so much to do, they couldn't do it all in one surgery. since then, i've been a chicken to go back. well, not completely chicken, but it's fricken expensive! i have a high deductible. i'd have to be out of work for at least 2wks and because i'm self employed, i don't get paid for it. Expensive procedure, indeed. Plus, softball season is around the corner...can't be laid up for that!!! ok, enough of my pathetic whining. Things could always be worse, and i know that. I guess i just have to have a day to whine like everyone else.

What Makes A Man Fall In Love????
Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a na

Thoughts For The Night
I dabble in universal curiosity and I can't help but wonder - can't they tell? don't they see? I chase the butterflies of my mind wholeheartedly, the majority of the time I slough off the fat of my knowings and ponder the periods of my daydream goings meandering the extent of my attention span and following through without a care or plan I dabble in universal curiosity forgive me not - its just who I am...

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
I've always enjoyed Chevelle even though they are assholes in person and the lead singer doesn't sound anything like he does on CD the songs they make are usually very deep and I enjoy that kinda music.. Take This song for example what is Vitamin R? Rittalin! yes these guys are trying to show what ritalin does in a video.. it fails... miserably.. but its still a nice song check it out Here's Vitamin R By Chevelle Some will learn, many do Cover up or spread it out Turn around had enough Pick and choose or pass it on Buying in heading for Suffer now or suffer then It't bad enough, I want the fear Need the fear 'Cause he's alone And he has become Well if they're making it, making it Then they're pushing it, pushing it And they're leading us along The hassle of, hassle of All the screaming fans, screaming fans That panic makes remorse After all, whats the point? 'Course levitation is possible If you're a fly, achieved and gone There's time for this and so much mo

Cutest Baby Contest
Ok Cherry Tappers Im gonna be holding my first contest.. Its the Cutest Baby Contest If you would like to enter Your Babies Picture this can even be a niece / nephew etc.. If you want to enter your baby Then send me the link to the picture you want to enter in Private message there will be 3 Winners for 1st 2nd and 3rd place everyone who enters will get a vic gift Self Commenting and rating is allowed... Thanks Itsurangel

Please Sign This Petition And Show That He Should Not Get Away With This
Reporter: Stefanie Silvey New Media Producer: Rachel Beavin Update: The dog dragging case goes to court in Owensboro, and 14 News is learning more about the man accused of killing the dog. William Bowlds is charged with a misdemeanor in the death of Buddy. The animal was chained to the back of a vehicle and dragged to death. Police say Bowlds borrowed the dog to breed him. The courtroom was crowded with people who want the penalty for such cruel acts to be more than a misdemeanor. One woman even booed Bowlds as he came into the courtroom. And Buddy's owner told 14 News it never entered his mind Bowlds would harm his dog. We have learned that Bowlds has a lengthy criminal record: 36 charges in Kentucky including domestic violence, terroristic threatening, assault, manufacturing methamphetamine, possession of drugs, theft, burglary, and Previously: A dog dies after police say it was chained to the rear of a vehicle and dragged for a mile. Daviess County, Kentucky sherif

I Hate Mornings.
They are too rushed for me. I am so much more of a night owl. I wish I had the patience to homeschool. I could sleep in then. LOL Coffee is what sustains me though. Without my coffee ready to go when I wake up, OMG....I don't want to think about how bitchy I would really be. At least after I get the oldest 2 on the busses the rest of my morning slows down a bit. I get to just chill on here and play around on the computer for about an hour. It's my "down time" because the 2 yr old is bound to wake up and when he does...he is on full speed within 10 minutes or so. lol I can't complain too much though. Life is good. There will always be trials and tribulations in life. That is what makes life worth living. But I gotta be me....I gotta find something to bitch about. That's what the husband says anyway. lol

Hell Ya Thats What I Am Talking About...
OK EVERYONE ITS 7:30 AM AND AS I TYPE I AM CURRENTLY 164 PTS AHEAD. BUT KEEP THE COMMENTS BOMBS GOING CUZ SHE (DEB) CAN JUMP PAST THAT IN LIKE 2 MINS. I WANT TO HANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THERE HELP THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND IT IS SOMETHING POSTIVE FOR THE WHOLE FFF & CB/CG FAMILY. DESPITE THE BULLSHIT WE WENT THROUGH YESTERDAY. SO PLEASE KEEP THE VOTES COMING IN. PINK I TRIED ALL NIGHT AND IT WOULDNT LET ME DO IT!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING!!! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!

Please Help To Get Justice
A Cornell University student who brutally beat and bleached a dog until it was bloody and half-blind is being arraigned in Ithaca, New York. This guy was taking care of the dog for his friend!! Please go to this page to sign petition calling for the harshest punishment possible for this sick a-hole. Sign This Petition! I also think we should all write to the President of Cornell University demanding that this kid be expelled from the college. The news reports said he was not remorseful and joking about what he did to the poor dog. Write, email and call Cornell University President David J. Skorton: Email Cornell University's President!

Cont. Of 10 Things In Life You Control
4. Your work: Many people like to overlook this one, it being musch easier to day, "Oh, I'm trapped in my jobbecause I don't have a degree,, experience, etc." Hogwash! That's simple a way of denying one's responsibility in having chosen the job in the first place. 5. The people you associate with: There's a famous t-shirt that states: "It's hard to soar like an eagle when you're surrounded by turkeys." Colloquialism is very often correct! Your friends can either lift you up or bring you down. You make the decision which type of friends you wish to have. 6. Your basic physical health: Much about our health is a factor of genetics, environment, and exposure. Much more of our health is simply a matter of the things we choose: diet,exercise,drugs, sleep, routine physicals, check-ups, etc. more tommorrow if computer allows it. Kid.

Work
Well I quit my job that i have had for almost 3 years because I gave my boss a note that said I could only work nights and se scheduled me to work Monday morning and was told that if i didn't show up then i was fired, so I quit. Needless, to say they called me back and begged me to come back to work, with the promise that I would only have to work every other Sunday instead of every other Sunday. So I said yes. So I once again have my job back. I like my job, but think that after being there for almost 3 years that I shouldn't have to work Sundays. Well that is enough venting for one morning. Off to train at the restaurant that galen and I own together

Messed Up Relationship
I think I have screwed up my relationship with Lizelle. For those who dont know about us a little back story. 2005 was a shitty year for me I lost 3 of my best friends and one was my first crush. I quit working and traveled to get away from everything. While I was in Finland I was at a bar and I picked up this girl. I wasn't really looking for more than a one nighter but somethong in her opened up that which I had closed away after my friends had died. It turned out she was getting over a relationship and was looking for something new also. How new she got was over the hill for her. See Lizelle was straight till I met her, she never had any relationship with a woman., I was her first. It was wonderful for the both of us, someone new for me to care for and something new for her. In the beginning I thought it was an experiment for her and she would one day say thanks and go back to guys, however that never happened and I found myself falling in love with her. I eventually bought an a

Women Over 40!
Purportedly from 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS), but I've not verified... As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger co

No Call List (keep Telemarketers From Calling Your Phone)
National Do Not Call Registry The National Do Not Call Registry is open for business, putting consumers in charge of the telemarketing calls they get at home. The Federal government created the national registry to make it easier and more efficient for you to stop getting telemarketing calls you don’t want. You can register online at WWW.DONOTCALL.GOV or call toll-free, 1-888-382-1222 (TTY 1-866-290-4236), from the number you wish to register. Registration is free. The Federal Trade Commission, the Federal Communications Commission, and the states are enforcing the National Do Not Call Registry. Placing your number on the registry will stop most, but not all, telemarketing calls. This site has information for you – whether you’re a consumer interested in signing up for the National Do Not Call Registry, or a telemarketer or seller interested in learning more about your responsibilities related to the Telemarketing Sales Rule.

Unreleasing Sin
As you whisper in my ear I feel like dieing I believe you didn't try You push me to the edge Cutting of the skin Feels like sin For your eyes to watch me die I massacred myself Don't remember me Let me free Find a new person to hurt Don't follow me I don't want you near me I will push you away Don't fret Don't regret It was all in destiny You are my destruction And destruction you caused By a word of unreleasing sin As you pressure me to break Unconsciencly beating my own skin

Help Level Lady Kaos Get A Vic Gift 700 To Go
Cherry Rock Star --> Uber Cherry 728 Cherry Points to go! rate all my pics and i will buy u a vic gift rate all my stash and i will buy you a vic gift rate my stash and pics i will buy you a plat cherry

Just Do It!
I had always been a bit of a party animal, drinking smoking etc... But for some reason I just wanted to do a marathon once, sort of a life goal, tick the box thing. At the time all my friends and family were like 'man you can't do that, you don't run your way out of shape, there’s no way you can do it'. I kind used that as a sort of strength really. All the negative comments slowly building up in the back of my mind with a 'I'll show you' sort of undertone. One day I thought man I just got do this. So I tried to run around the block... only made down the street and came back. This was pretty disappointing but I though ‘no man just do it everyday just do it and go further’. So over the next couple of months I did, whenever I had doubts I just told myself this is not negotiable 'just do it' don't think about it just take action. Eventually I ran that marathon and finished. There was no one there at the finish line cheering me on (that I knew) but it taught me a lot about life an

Springtime
The time you hear the voices of children chasing the shadows of the moon The time the glowing of the sun warms our hearts with bliss The time flowers reach into the sky revealing their colours The time joy and happiness go together like the sky and the clouds The time fields produce a golden glow which shines over the horison The time butterflies visit flower after flower spreading their wings bringing joy and hope to mankind The time elves and fairies wake up bringing a gentle breeze over their forest The time new born animals light up our spirits with their innocent voices The time when spring begins and the cold fades away

Little White Lies
I hate you You try to seep into my wounds I hate your existence You lurk where you shouldn't I hate your ways You are breaking me I hate your laughter It kills my ears I hate your smile It rips me open I hate your eyes They sparkle with deceit I hate your body It calls me to kill it I hate your spirit It makes me want to burn it I hate you for what you are You are my first true hate I hate you for who you are You are my first blaspheming slut My only love left You try to take away I hate the ground you walk on I would build on it to cover your traces I hate you I truly hate you. I wash my hands of you From this day my heart doesn't care for you Fully growing numb I'm shaking as the tears come down I know if I touch you I'll hurt you And it wouldn't kill me to hurt you.

Naughty Application
> NAUGHTY APPLICATION > Body: NAUGHTY APPLICATION > Body: fill out and send back to me > > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Favorite position (s)? > > 4. Do you think I'm hot? > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > 6. lights on or off? > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 12. Condom or skin? > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 18. Three sum? > > 20. How many times would you like to do it? > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > 22. Do you like fore play? > > 23. What is fore play to you? > > 24. Can we take pictures of the act? > > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out fo

Another Busy One!
Got another busy day on tap! Good morning, everyone! This is Career Day at the Middle School, and I am speaking to two groups about Acupuncture/Oriental Medicine! This should be a hoot. Dakota is in the first group and has volunteered for any demos I might want to do, lol! Note: he has never allowed me to needle him up to this point, lmao!! This could be really good, but I'll try not to pick on him too much! Only brought one of my acupuncture point charts that hang on the wall of my treatment room - was afraid I might get some flack on the lack of clothing on the male model. The Chinese don't seem to have the problems with the male naked body that Americans do! So, back view only, lol! Brought all my "toys" - GuaSha tools, cupping supplies, needles, herbs, linements, books. You name it, I probably brought it with me, lol! Hope they enjoy the presentation! Guess I need to finish getting ready, lol! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to all! Blessings all ov

The Abc's Of Ex-wives(for Achilles)
A is for Alimony ... the gift that keeps on giving. B is for Balls ... which are now ours again. C is for Court ... where you finally find out the meaning of a good screw. D is for Divorce ... the alternative to ax murder. E is for Equitable Distribution ... another oxymoron. F is for Flatulence ... finally we can let loose without being criticized for causing the flowers to wilt. G is for Gandhi...someone you could actually say had lost weight without having to lie. H is for House ... which the bitch also got. I is for Inmate ... where you also get to room with Bubba when the child support is late. J is for Jewelry ... the former great equalizer. K is for Kids ... the best of everything. L is for Lawyer ... whose most recent vacation you just paid for. M is for Mother ... and Oh what a Mother Fucker!! N is for Not tonight, I have a headache. O is for Overdrawn ... what your checking account always was. P is for PMS ... what we say: "No, hon

Woohoo....
WELL FIRST OF ALL YA'LL WONT BELEIVE THIS SHIT BUT AT ABOUT 11:30 LAST NIGHT I WAS 1314 BEHIND THE LEADER FOR CT'S HOTTEST MOM AND NOW WE ARE DAMN NEAR TIED. THIS IS GONNA BE A CLOSE ONE AND I HOPE WE CAN PULL IT OFF. I FOUND OUT THEY USE A PROGRAM THAT LETS THEM PUT IN 15 VOTES AT A TIME. ITS IT FAIR?? NO....BUT I GUESS THEY FEEL THAY CANT WIN UNLESS THEY CHEAT. HERE WE ARE DOING IT THE RIGHT AND HONORABLE WAY. PROBABLY BECAUSE THIS FAMILY DOESNT CHEAT!!! I HAVE BEEN UP ALL NIGHT BRINGING MYSELF TO GET CLOSE TO HER AND RAN OUT OF COMMENTS AGAIN. LMAO OF I MIGHT BE CRAZY BUT THEN AGAIN THAT IS NOTHING NEW ASK PINK SHE CAN TELL YA. SO KEEP THE VOTES COMING IN THIS WILL BE OVER WITH TOMM.. THANK GOD!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&albumid=275503&i=875570165

Whats Annoying About Ct
Ok so first, the thing that is most annoying about all "friends" networks in general is as a male its hard as hell to meet anyone on here. If you try to say hi to another guy, as a general rule 1 of 2 things is going to happen. Either you simply won't get a response or all of a sudden you're somehow a homo. I'm sorry, how did you manage to translate "Hi mate" into "I wanna shove my cock in your ass". Seriously!! And trying to talk to women is almost equally as difficult, because they either ignore you because they've been completely flooded by guys and don't have the time to reply to everyone, or all of a sudden you're a sleezey asshole who is only interested in one thing. Ummm, again...how did you translate "Hi, hows your day" into "Lets fuck"? Seriously!!Here's something thats going to come as a major surprise to alot of you! ready, wait for it....not everyone is here to get sex. :D There are plenty of people who are here just to make friends or pass time by talking to randoms.

Aint 4 Got!!!!!!!!!!
sorry........i really luv yall-my fans,my friends,my family.....im workn on raten ur pics,stashs & blogs........im out there tryn 2 have sum'n..........but ill never 4 get ya snowflake(?).....yall send her sum real luv....shes dealn w/........just send ur spirits & angles 2 protect-------thank u:::JUICE

Patton Speech
The General's voice rose high and clear. "Men, this stuff that some sources sling around about America wanting out of this war, not wanting to fight, is a crock of bullshit. Americans love to fight, traditionally. All real Americans love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for three reasons. First, because you are here to defend your homes and your loved ones. Second, you are here for your own self respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. Third, you are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight. When you, here, everyone of you, were kids, you all admired the champion marble player, the fastest runner, the toughest boxer, the big league ball players, and the All-American football players. Americans love a winner. Americans will not tolerate a loser. Americans despise cowards. Americans play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who lost and laughed. That's why Americans have never lost nor will ever lose a wa

Good News?
We'll see ... court again this morning ... i REALLY love this lawyer! could be as early as this afternoon! I miss u baby! You'll get your massage soon! Maybe sooner than any of us thought hehehe ... update later this afternoon.

Bitter Lust
I want to tie you up Break that precious neck Snap your legs And let you hang Cut you to pieces Your spirit is no good You are but a distant child Learning new life Tear you open Rip you dry Drench my walls with your screams No one can hear you It's only me Lust me while you hang now Let me fuck you with daggers To pierce your heart Internally bleeding As your disgruntled face becomes hallow Let me take over your body As if you were a toy My pet, My apprentice Intoxication comes down on you Watching you die With pleasure rushing through my veins Ecstasy covers me Your blood shattered on my basement floor I cringe at the sight While laughing with delight

Masturbating In The Kitchen In Pantyhose
Sometimes things just don't go as planned. There I was putting laundry in the washer and I spilled on my blouse. Nothing to do but take it off and throw it in the washer with the rest of the stuff. As luck would have it, that was just enough to make the load unbalanced. God I love an unbalanced load in the washer. It vibrating and bouncing around underneath me. Getting my kitty all wet and gooey. So there I was in my pantihose and my kitty all wet whats a girl to do but strip down and rub myself through the hose till I came. Cum on in and see the whole thing http://www.southern-charms.com/maureen/fotos161.htm Kisses Maureen

~~twenty Nine Lines To Make You Smile~~
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to Be When I Grew

Faithful With The Little
Luke 16:10 “He that is faithful in that which is least is faithful also in much.” What would you do if you had a million dollars? Well, let me tell you a good test of what you would do, it’s what you’re doing with that hundred dollars you have right now. Are you saving it? Spending it? Sharing it? The test of what you would do in the spiritual realm is seen by what you do in the physical realm. Many of us do not have spiritual blessings because we simply haven’t been faithful with the small things in our lives. Are you hoping for something in your life? How could you be faithful in something little so that you’ll be faithful when the other comes along?

If You Are A Player......
IF YOU ARE A PLAYER THEN TURN AROUND AND SEE YOUR WAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME, CUZ I'M TIRED OF THE PLAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS MAKE SO SICK I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!! COME ON ALREADY. I HAVE BEEN PLAYED ENOUGH ALREADY FOR 80 PEOPLE. IF YOE A GIRL TELL ME.... IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE TWO WORDS, TELL ME!!!!!!! GET A GRIP GUYS, JESUS I HAVE MORE SENSE THEN THAT. LIKE I SAY IN MY PROFILE I'M NOT A BLOW UP DOLL MY TITS ARE NOT VALVES TO BLOW ME UP!!!! I'M A BIG GIRL SO STOP BLOWING SUNSHINE UP MY ASS ALREADY FELLAS.

Drench
Give me another pill A cavern for your blood lust Drowning in the ocean of dispare Reaching out to find comfort Bury the headache Wipe your bloody eyes As your flowing hair sways in the wind On this black day Bury this alive Drug me and brush me off Make the pain of this illusion disappear Don't throw me away Crave what you lie As the knife dives into your throat

Happy Hump Day And Another Morning Greeting
You know cartoons are supposed to be funny. This one is just plain stupid Oh well Good Morning anyway. If you can’t see the cartoon you are not missing much. I am not sure if it will blogs well or in some networks I frequent will be able to see it either. I can explain the just of it for those who are not able to see it. The Title of the cartoon was MARCH MADNESS … depicting America’s basketball frenzy of finding out which college team is the best in the nation. But, this is the political style of March Madness in which the cartoonist did their political satire using not basketball teams in a bracket format but, nations. It shows USA and IRAQ in a match and USA moving on to face an unknown opponent. Seriously bad taste. I believe some cartoonists do these types of pictures to raise eyebrows, get publicity or the phrase I often use (not here very often) stir the shit when they do not need to. As if the world is not already up in arms, no pun intended. Bad joke, and actually thes

Gen X
I got a message asking what Gen X is... so I am reposting this! Don't call me "Generation X," call me a child of the eighties by Bryant Adkins published in The Reflector January 20, 1995 I am a child of the eighties. That is what I prefer to be called. The nineties can do without me. Grunge isn't here to stay, fashion is fickle and "Generation X" is a myth created by some over-40 writer trying to figure out why people wear flannel in the summer. When I got home from school, I played with my Atari 2600. I spent hours playing Pitfall or Combat or Breakout or Dodge'em Cars or Frogger. I never did beat Asteroids. Then I watched "Scooby Doo." Daphne was a Goddess, and I thought Shaggy was smoking something synthetic in the back of their psychedelic van. I hated Scrappy. I would sleep over at friends' houses on the weekends. We played army with G.I. Joe figures, and I set up galactic wars between Autobots and Decepticons. We stayed up half the night throwing marshmallows and

Blah
here I am again trying to make sense of things arghhh I just don't understand people and I am all confused. How can people say they care about you and that they are your friend and at the same time avoid you and don't wanna have anything to do with you! I don't know I am the type of person who would do anything for friends and love spending time with them...even if it is doing nothing! I guess here is when my naivety kicks in and tells me 'believe them they are your friends'. However, there is so much a person can take before they doubt their intentions..them trying to spare your feeling by saying nah i don't really care and take a hint! Is it hard to tell it to my face rathen than everything being a game? Oh well i am just ranting on as always...blah!

Good Morning
Ok so Todays project will be to spotlight the Stalker applicants. I lost another crush lol. Of course 12 ppl cannot possibly have a crush on me cuz...they dont talk to me :P Anyhow WAKE UP youre burning day light! And noones talking to me! Got introduced to you by a friend You were cute and all that Baby you set the trend, yes you did oh The next thing I know we're down at the cinema We're sitting there, you start kissing me* What's that about? You're moving too fast, I don't understand you I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend No I can't The best I can do is tell you to talk to me It's possible, eventual Love will find a way Love will find a way... Don't say you love me You don't even know me If you really want me Then give me some time Don't go there baby Not before I'm ready Don't say your heart's in a hurry It's not like we're gonna get married Give me, give me some time Here's how I play, here's where you stand Here's what to prove to get

Oh Well
I am not saying they all like that but for me is helping some one out too level them up out off the order now... When someone post a bulletin asking oh please help me out too level up ...i do it if i got the time...i don't ask for gifts ore too rate my stuff..i don't need it....but were i ask for cost nothing.. nothing at all...a normal thank you... But for some i think it is too much asked for...oh well you never stop learning.... :o)

Headed To Bed
IM HEADED TO BED..YEP I HAVE MY DAYS AND NIGHTS MIXED UP..I HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND IF YOU GET A CHANCE OR BECOME BORED DROP BY MY PAGE AND RATE MY PICS AND STASH THAT IVE ADDED TONIGHT..HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL.

Natures Love
Blue sky up above,Cotton clouds behinds flying dove; Sweet song of birds heard every morn; Trees bearing fruits wich thy magen need, Blooming flowers on wich butterfly gained sweet nectar; Oh;Natures God has made,though shall not be gone... Oh;Human forced what have you done? Sky is dim..clouds parched; Poisoned air scatered through the wind; Human dirts make sea creatures screamed! Flooded Valley swallowed life, Weak forest cannot save thee; Illegal logging causes Death, Guidance of Nature is Deaf! Shall we allowed our Earth be gone? Wake up our mind,Cleanliness must be done! Human must be aware,instead of cruel hand, Gives our Mother Earth LOVE and CARE...

Who Is This Person
they leave crappy comments and then dont give you permission to respond. hey jackass its the internet not real life. from: SaraSmiles date: 2007-03-21 00:19:46 subject: so sad read receipt: Yes replied: No block user so sad to think that it's btwn you and another guy that have to be immature on a website.. Have a good night

Katrina Victims/my Ass, We Are..
After the Hurricane.. Houston has been a Nightmare.. Shootings are up 100%..Rape Burgularly,RetailTheft on the rise.. Ive had my Garage ripped of 4 months ago & Now .. Tonight @ 4 am.I go outside & my 2002 dodge Ram 4x4 & Suzuki Eiger 400 4x4 are stolen right out of my Drivway. WHOs the real Victims..We are..The Houstonians Im sick & tired of Ray Nagin, His staff & all his Basturd children that they DUMPED off on Us.. Its time for everyone to stand up & Take Aim. Im putting a red dot on my pistol & the next SOB that crosses the line or Trespass..will be carried by 6 Paulbearers..I'll take my chances with 12.(Jurrors) Im tired & cant take this shit anymore.. WTF is happin to this world we live in? Im Just fed the fuck up!! Thanks for letting me rant

Call Of The Wild
He's been worshiped And he's been feared, He's been pushed from state to state thru the years. But now we know him Now we understand, The fragile balance Between nature and man. He's the call of the wild with a spirit strong and true, And each and every child Should have the chance To listen to the call of the wild. Brother to brother Father to son, Have told the stories Of this nobile one. Proud as an eagle And free as the wind, And you can hear him If you only listen. You'll hear the call of the wild With a spirit strong and true, And each and every child Should have the chance To listen to the call of the wild. Please let them hear The call of the wild.

Yes X No
x=Yes ( )=No (just take away the x's if its no for you, copy aqnd paste in your own blog ) (x) Skipped School ( ) Snuck out of your parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) gone on a blind date ( ) had a crush on a teacher (x) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico ( ) been to california ( ) road-tripped out of the the country ( ) been on a plane ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire ( ) eaten Sushi ( )been snowboarding (x) been to a concert (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) questioned your heart (x) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) paid for a meal with only coins (x) d

What Your Eye Color Says About You
brown eyes - people with brown eyes last the longest in bed. . they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards blue eyes - people with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make love . will do anything for that special person. kind, and polite. can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. loves to please the one they care or love for. green eyes - people with green eyes have the most passion put into having sex, they don't have sex with strangers and rarely will have a one night stand, therefore they have lasting relationships with great sex. hazel eyes - people with hazel eyes have the most sex positions and techniques. they're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY experience.

Amber Eyes
With amber eyes he watches. Over his pack, his family. Strong together as they hunt for survival. With angry eyes he sees. Fences across land, men with guns, and a thrill. He only kills to survive. With sad eyes he looks. At sharp traps, the soft furs of his pups. They didn't run to survive. So he asks, why did he survive?

R.i.p Aaron (my Brother) Ewart
starting january 31 2004 i got trapped into this nightmare at 9 am in the morning. everything was so stiff and just not the same.. kinda like if u lost something and couldnt find it then stoped looking for it u deside to let it be but its just not the same without. welll if u know wut i mean then this is how i felt for about a year going onto 2. i swear i thought it was a bad dream and my brother would come through the door and say im home from my grad trip or im home from camping.. but almost 4 years now and still no "family im home". been through so much in the passed 3 years.. being a stoner to an alcoholic to being depressed and trying to kill myself to becoming something i wasnt then people making me realize i was doing it then i stop smoking pot and stop drinking alot... just quit down.. didnt stop.. but helped abit.. and the one thing i thought would never happen i even started smoking.. which i quit then started again but now im gunna quit.. maybe a casual smoker but i dunno. s

How Does A Parent Go On When They Have Just Lost A Child?
SABBATH'S SISTER WROTE THIS IN A BULLETIN JUST LAST NIGHT JUNE 10-2007. hey everyone who knows my brother.hw quite breathing earlier.my family thought we lost him.he was out by his computer.our mom came in with his two babys.and notices he wasnt breathing.before he would sign going to the hospatail.all he would say he wanted his babys.and scream he wanted his son that passed away 4 years ago/they have a tube down his troat.more update as they come in.leave him youre prayers he do leave his heart.his youngest baby.his siter ================================================================================================== SABBATH HAD APPROCHED ME IN THE SHOUT.. EYES FULL OF TEARS WITH A VERY HEAVY HEART THAT WAS FULL OF CONCERN, FEAR, SADNESS, AND GUILT. I STOPPED WHAT I WAS DOING AND FOR THE NEXT HOUR OR SO I OFFERED AND EAR. THAT NIGHT I WAS FOREVER TOUCHED AS SO WAS HE. WE MADE A BOND THAT EARLY MORNING THAT ONLY GREW STRONGER AS TIME WENT ON. MY HEART NOW IS SO HEAVY A

Men Ahaha
(sorry if you men get offensive i just think its funny ) Men are like ........Laxatives...... They irritate the shit out of you. Men are like .......Bananas...... The older they get, the less firm they are. Men are like .......Weather...... Nothing can be done to change them. Men are like .......Blenders...... You need One, but you're not quite sure why. Men are like .......Chocolate Bars...... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. Men are like .......Commercials....... You can't believe a word they say. Men are like .......Department Stores...... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. Men are like .......Government Bonds...... They take soooooooo long to mature. Men are like .......Mascara....... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. Men are like .......Popcorn...... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. Men are like .......Snowstorms...... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. Men are like

Ahhh
I wanna be the girl you point to and say thats her I wanna be the girl you cant get to sleep thinking about I wanna be the girl you leave the party to go see I wanna be the girl you call to say i miss you I wanna be the girl you hug just to smell her purfume I wanna be the girl you kiss just to taste her lipgloss I wanna be the girl you tell your friends about I wanna be the girl you touch just to feel I wanna be the girl you cuddle just to feel her breath I wanna be your girl forever ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a piece of my mind --- ..if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because i want to, it's because you weren't brave enough to walk beside me. if you see me smile, it's not because i forgot you, it's because i got tired of crying over you. if you see me living again, it's not because i've moved on, it's because i hate the fact that you can live without me. so if i fall in love with someone else, it's not because i wanted to, it's bec

Aww
"what would you do if for every moment you were happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? what would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?so, i just wanted to say, even if i never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. i look up to you, respect you,and truly cherish you. send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. let old friends know you havent forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. tonight your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. If you get this it means the person who sent it truly CARES 4 YOU =]

Fun Fun Fun . .and Entertaining (for My Anyways)
(copy and paste in your own blog then answer it :) Best 1. Male friend: 2. Female friend: 3. Vacation: Last 1. Person you saw: 2. Talked to on the phone: 3. Hugged: 4. Text: 5. Messaged over myspace: Today 1. What are you doing now: 2. Wearing: 3. Better than yesterday?: Tomorrow 1. Is: 2. Got any plans: 3. Goal: 4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Favorite 1. Number: 2. Song: 3. Color: 4. Season: Currently 1. Missing someone: 2. mood: 3. Wanting: True/False I am a cuddler?: I am a morning person?: I am a perfectionist?: I am an only child?: I am currently in my pajamas?: I am currently suffering from a broken heart?: I am addicted to myspace?: I am online 24/7?: I am very shy around the opposite gender?: I can be paranoid at times?: I currently regret something that I have done?: When I get mad I curse frequently?: I enjoy country music?: I enjoy jazz music?: I enjoy smoothies?: I enjoy talking on the ph

Fake Friends :( Real Friends :)
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they thi

Pretty Poem
The Dream A princess, Yes...once, As in a fairy tale... Looking inside of her crystal ball, The gypsy sees a dream, A dream that fills the minds and hearts, Of little girls... A dream of a fairy tale princess... Prince Charming, On the finest white horse, Carrying her away, To his castle in the clouds... Growing older we gain wisdom, Some grow bitter from betrayal, Others see life as a challenge, Running into it head on, And not allowing room for growth, or pain... There are yet others...the chosen few, The elite, if you will... The ones who dare, To dream... Those that never forget, What it is like to love... Nourish it, Watch it grow, Help it to overcome all that is evil, And strive for what is good, Refusing to ever let it die... Yet mourn in it's passing... They are the lovers...of the world, The creators....the "romantics" They will shine....they will grow, And never forget... "The Dream".......... (NOT BY ME) lol

Massacre
You are very swell with your deceiving ways As you lie beneath your restless breath Don't mind what the weak say But massacre the ones you betray In your profound reckless meaning of love It's not what you think it to be Cheat me out of life Bruise me black and blue Take away the compassion Once had for a world like this Pathetic is what I think of you When you reign down from your thrown Assassination comes to mind With your spirit bleeding pure Across the ocean your blood spreads because of me I am happy I am happy to see you bleed Bleed and scream out for me For the agony that you bestow upon yourself Scream and cry for the lust you beheld Rip your insides out Feel the grace of hell within you Embrace it Feel the wrath of your heart aching Breaking into sheer thoughts of hallucinations Become drunk in your own disasters I did not mean for it to be this way Your broken body looks sweet to me Your bloody floors excite me Rushing through like a wind in

Another What Does Your Name Say About You?
add the letters in your first name using the numbers below, then write it at the bottom! (copy and paste into ur own blog :) ) under 45 points= NOT TOO SEXY...sorry 46-75 points= PRETTY SEXY 76-99 points= VERY DAMN SEXY! 100+ points= SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!! A=23 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=20 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=10 J=11 K=30 L=31 M=25 N=30 O=13 P=2 Q=12 R=9 S=24 T=8 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=20 Z=23

The 9 Minute Survey ( See When You Finish)
The " _9_ - Minute Survey " The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about those who know you. (just copy and paste in your own blog and get rid of my answers and put your own :) ) 1. Start Time – 4:02 2. Name – rachel 4. Astrology sign - taurus 5. Gender – female 6. Hair color – brown 8. Eye color – brown 10. Favorite color(s) – purple, maroon, black, and blue 11. Glasses - no 12. Tattoos – no but thinking of getting one 14. Hometown - burnaby 15. Single or taken - single 16. Sibling's name - aaron *HAVE YOU EVER* 17. Cut your own hair? - yes 18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret? - kinda 20. Skipped school? -yes 22. Bungee-jumped? - hells no 24. Punched someone? - val :) lol 25. Cheated on a test? - yep 26. Been arrested? - noo 27. Broken into someone's house? -no 30. Been rejected? - yes 31. Been to a funeral? - yes grandpas and brothers 32. Used a lighter? - yep 33. Been on stage? - yep *FAVORITE*

Are You A Music Freak?
put an [x] by what you listen to OR bands you may like (the x's are the ones i listen or heard of so just un X them if you havnt :) ) [note: whoever wrote this survey, knows nothing about music genres.] [X] Panic! At The Disco [ ] October Fall [ ] The Academy Is... [x]Coheed And Cambria [ ] Bayside [X] Yellowcard [X] Sugarcult [ ] The Dresden Dolls TOTAL = 4 COUNTRY: [ x] Keith Urban [ x] George Strait [ x] Rascal Flatts [ x] Toby Keith [ x] Carrie Underwood [ x]Leanne Rhymes [ x] Garth Brooks [ x] Dixie Chicks [ x] Kenny Chesney [ x] Tim McGraw [ x] Faith Hill [ x] Shania Twain [ x] Johnny Cash TOTAL = 13 EMO: [ ] Hawthorne Heights [ ] Halifax [ ] Forgive Durden [ ] Amber Pacific [ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [X]From First to Last [X] Senses Fail [X] underOATH [X] Something Corporate [ ] hit the lights TOTAL = 4 INDIE: [ ] The Hush Sound [ x] Eisley [X] Death Cab for Cutie [X] Dashboard Confessional [x ] The Killers [ x] Ye

Fill It In For Fun! (copy And Paste To Your Blog)
EIGHT last things: 8. last cigarette: 7. last beverage: 6. last movie watched: 5. last phone call: 4. last cd played: 3. last BUBBLE bath: 2. last time you cried: 1. last meal: EIGHT have you's: 8. have you ever dated someone twice: 7. have you ever been cheated on: 6. have you ever bought condoms?: 5. have you ever had sex with someone & regret it?: 4. have you ever fallen in love?: 3. have you ever lost someone: 2. have you ever been depressed: 1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: SIX things you did in the past three days: 1. Went to school: 2. Went to work: 3. Colored: 5. Got drunk: 6. Slept: list FOUR people you can tell pretty much anything to -- 1. 2. 3. 4. list THREE favorite colors. 1. 3. 2. list TWO things you want to do before you die - 1. 2. So Far in '07 I have: - been to school: - made a new friend: - fallen out of love: - laughed until you cried: - met someone who changed your life: -

Hey To All My Frenz And Fanz
I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT IF ALL OF U WOULD HELP ME OUT ON MY 1ST CONTEST EVER!!!! IM ON THE PRETTIEST HAIR CONTEST AND I WOULD DEFINATELY BE GRATEFUL 2 ALL OF YA IF YA HELP ME OUT WITH SOME RATINGZ AND A COUPLA COMMENTS....PLZ MY FRENZ HELP ME OUT.....THANX A MILLION BAZILLION TIMES FOR ANY HELP YA CAN DOLE OUT....☻

Am I Addictive
Your Personality is 78% Addictive You definitely have an addictive personality, and you're probably hooked on something. Even if it's just peanut M&Ms or online shopping. Do You Have an Addictive Personality?

Getting Closer In The Contest...
AS OF 4:36 AM I AM 364 PTS BEHIND THE LEADER BUT THAT COULD ALL CHANGE. HER FRIENDS ARE FAST AND FURIOUS, BUT I KNOW MINE ARE BETTER THE CONTEST ENDS TOMM(22ND) AT 5 PM.WHICH TIME ZONE I HAVE NO CLUE. TIME IS GETTIN CLOSER. LETS ROCK CT...SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY OR FIREFIGHTER SINCE I REPRESENT BOTH.. HMM 3 SOME SOUNDS GOOD...LOL!!!

What Does Your Name Mean?
spell out your name and see what each letter says :) (repost if you want into your own blog ) a: You are ballin. B : You like people. C: You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: awesome kisser F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You love to drink. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin crazy. S : Easy to fall in love with. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready.

Starfish
A young girl was walking along a beach where thousand of Starfish has been washd up during a terrible storm. When she came to each starfish, she would pick it up, and throw it back into the ocean. She had been doing ths for some time when a man approched her and said " Little girl, why are you doing this? Look at this beach! You can't save all these starfish. You can't even begin to make a difference." The girl seemmed surprised and deflated. But after a few minutes, she bent down, picked up another starfish, and hurled it far into the ocean. Then she looked up at the man and replies, " Well, I made a difference to that one."

Her
I often write things so that people will understand the kind of person I am. I try not to keep things to myself, but often I have to so that I do not offend some one. I sometimes can't tell someone how I really feel for my own fears. And often write them down in a blog or email to that person. So, I just feel like writing and hope things make since once you read this. I met her on a clear spring morning. it was bright and sunny. But the only thing I could notice was her beautiful eyes and her wonderful smile. She's a beautiful woman that I have watched grow. She is never mean or rude like the rest of the world. She is always positive with a lending hand, always looking out for others or the less fortunate. She has the perfect features, cheeks, eyes and nose(smiles). The most beautiful auburn hair that I just want to run my hands through. She often has me running for the dictionary, because she is so inteligent. But, is willing to explain things to me because sh

How To Forgive
One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I didn't

Life And Stuff. Pic Of Gooses.lol
So, what's been going on? I visitied a bunch of people's sites over the weekend, and got some comments and stuff from people visting mine after them seeeing I was on theirs. So that's kinda cool. I appreciate that. I don't always leave comments when I stop by people's sites. I don't even really always look at them. I do always splash my face on their homepage though. lol Just one of them fetures of this site, you get to see who looked, or might have looked at you sometimes. It actually surprizes me how many people have their settings on annonamus. But whatever, not really worth thinking about much more than that. There was a humorous trading of messages between some person that I may have visited their site in my mass visiting. I didn't get a message back today though. That's kinda dissapointing. I expected it to end soon anyway though. I don't know if they just got sick of it, or if there will be one later in the week or something. If I don't get a message back for a while,

Helping Rachel Past Level 8 And On To A 10!!
Ladyrayray@ CherryTAP had posted a blog not too long ago pleading for rates to help her level up because she wants to create a lounge, but she has to be at a level 10 in order to do that. I rated her all that I could and suggested that (since I have over 700 stashes, 300 pics, 10 categories of blogs, etc.) that she might want to rate mine to help her level up a little faster. She quickly rated everything and I gave her a platinum cherry for all of her hard work to do all those ratings. Some of you folks have come to the aid and now she is merely about 1,695 away from being a level 8 -- hoorah!!!! Look, folks, she has to really, really, really want to create that lounge, so please let's help her out -- okay???? Thanks, in advance!!! She is at almost a level 8. Just two more levels after that. Soooooo -- what do you say??? Will you help out my friend, Rachel, so that she will have that opportunity soon to create the lounge she so desperately wants to create????? I h

Flash Website Back On Myspace
Flash website back on my MYSPACE page! Hello everyone! Lyndon has re-vamped and re-loaded my Flash website! Stop by my profile to check it out! http://myspace.com/melaniepitts Thank-you Lyndon! You can check out his profile here: http://www.myspace.com/lyndon

Things I Will Do
I basically have always been my main entertainer and thats ok with me. When other people try to get me down I just am the one I turn to for reassurance that it really is ok. When I go to sleep at night I know I am a good person and that's all that matters. 1. go back to minnesota and go to the lake 2. go back to london and party with the london guys with fucked up teeth 3. party with Lisa...WI style 4. Mardi gras in Rio!!! 5. get a boat a travel the greek isles 6. go for a walk in the woods 7. always be honest (I am always 99 %) 8. Route 66 driving 9. meet pete in real life 10. sail around south america 11. learn the culture of mexico city 12. go to a indian medicine man 13. drink on the rocks in monterey again while watching the sunset 14. Tell the bitches to fuck off 15. set my mom straight once and for all 16. make out more, look em in the eyes 17. start to write a book, more writing 18. have one more baby 19. go camping woooo hoooo 20. go to the graveyard to ch

My Fav. Poem
The Oyster There once was an oyster Whose story I tell, Who found that some sand Had got into his shell. It was only a grain, But it gave him great pain. For oysters have feelings Although they're so plain. Now, did he berate The harsh workings of fate That had brought him To such a deplorable state? Did he curse at the government, cry for election, and claim that the sea should have given him protction? No-he said to himself As he lay on his shell, Since I cannot remove it, I shall try to improve it. Now the years have rolled around, As the years always do, And he came to his ultimate Destiny-stew. And the small grain of sand That had bothered him so Was a beautiful pearl All richly aglow. Now the tale hasa moral; For isn't it grand What an oyster can do With a morsel of sand? What couldn't we do If we'd only begin With some of the things That get under our skin. ~Author Unknown~

Fun
The Legendary Beer Scooter How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night drinking and thought ’How on earth did I get home?’ As hard as you try, you cannot piece together your return journey from the pub to your house. The answer to this puzzle is that you used a Beer Scooter. The Beer Scooter is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased to the drunk by Bacchus the Roman god of wine. Bacchus has acquired a large batch of these magical devices. The Beer Scooter works in the following fashion:- The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the "slurring gland" begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many subcontractors detects this pheromone and sends down a winged Beer Scooter. The scooter scoops up the passenger and deposits them in their bedroom via a Trans-Dimensional Portal. This is not cheap to run, so a large portion of the passenger’s in-pocket cash is taken as payment. This answers the second question after a night ou

To Week To Handle Life
TODAY I BURIED A GOOD FRIEND CAUSE HE WAS STRESSING BOUT MONEY AND BILLS. HIS 13 YR CHILD FOND HIM FACELESS ... CAUSE OF DEATH SUISIDE... I HAHVE TO GIVE IT TO HIM CAUSE HE HAS THE BALLS TO HOLD A SHOTGUN TO HIS HEAD AND ACTUALLY PUUL THE TRIGGER.. MAY THE WEAK MUTHER FUCKER R.I.P

Would You....
I want my baby...not real sure where he is...but I know hes out there somewhere... Baby~ Would you bring me dasies just cuz Be my one and only luv Would you leave me notes with little hearts Show your love even when were apart Would you hold my hand and walk with me Touch my soul and and feel me breathe Would you tell me dreams of you and I Hold my heart and help me fly Would you love me for the real inside Except the pain I cannot hide Would you lift me up when life is down Be my strength my level ground Would you sing me a song without a rhyme Will your love conquer the test of time Ahhh silly words...but, would you??

A Kiss
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Bizarre Behavior
I have a friend that I met through CT back last Fall who not only connected up with me through CT, but also MS and a few other avenues. He flooded me with attention from October through December and then suddenly it stopped. When I talked with other friends through CT and other places, they all seemed to think that he had found someone else to put all of his attention towards, which could have been, but he never just came out and said anything, although the point of contacts were getting further and further apart. Yesterday, while at work I discovered that he was gone from my family list on CT. Double checking MS, he was gone from my top 24 as well. After going to his CT page, he has not only eliminated me from his family list, but everyone. He has done the same thing on MS. He also has had a business website of his own and it is totally gone. To me, that is a sign of tidying things up before something more bizarre happens. When my husband had died from his heart attack,

Hold On To Me
Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes John Michael Montgomery - Hold On To Me Lyrics (Blair Daly/Will Rambeaux) I wanna wake up each mornin' With you for the rest of my life I wanna feel your heart beating And just get lost in your eyes You can tell me your secrets You can let me feel your pain You can show me your weakness And never be ashamed Hold on to me when your world's turnin' cold When it feels like your life's spinnin' out of control You're hopin', prayin', tryin' so hard to believe Hold on to me when there's no middle ground And every emotion is comin' unwound And you don't know if you can hold on to your dreams Baby you can hold on to me oh yea-e-yea I wanna lay down each evenin' With you right here by my side I wanna get drunk on your laughter And wipe all the tears when you cry You can scare me with your darkness You can blind me with your light Throw your worries out the window baby On your wildest night Hold on to me

Emotional Plague
Emotional Plague I’m in such delusion from the confusion I feel trapped in a box Mesmerized by the feeling of a conning act of spite Should I stand and fight or just take flight and leave Let me roll up my sleeves This is going to be a battle I shake like a rattle ready to strike Or like a great white ready to sink my teeth into something at first sight Let me take a bite and put you out of your misery This moment is history This is not for play this is serious to me Toyed with like a kid who knows no better But I’m better with every thought that provokes this letter Sit and listen to me as I unleashed this rage For it’s not something that last for a moment This is my emotional plague If you are near me you will be affected As if I’m a mummy and I’m soon to be erected Protected by my own anger and bliss I strike with precisions of my mind Never once needing to raise my fist It’s a deadly plague one that torments the mind Motionless states of petrif

No, Seriously, Bring Your Fucking A Game
Okay, first let me say, the only reason why I put it in this blog is because it compliments my other one. I thought I made shit clear, if you don’t bring your “A” game you don’t get to talk to me. Recently it seems like every person who has wanted to talk or exchange ideas has been bringing me their “B” game and I am getting sick of it. Here is the deal, if I tell you that your argument is stupid, than it is. Seriously, it is that simple. If I tell you a few times over the course of dicussing several points or over the course of the night keep bringing up that your arguments are flawed, TAKE THE FUCKING HINT! That means you are an idiot. I have the accountability and objectivity that in the midst of an argument I will ask you to stop so that I can consider your point. If I think I am wrong, I will admit it, I won’t continue to debate my point in order to save face. You have to consider the other point; you can’t just listen for ways to poke holes in the other person’s argum

R.i.p. Bradley E. Delp
My taste in music over the years has evolved and changed. As a youngster, I couldn't stand music along the lines of Dio, Rainbow, AC/DC, etc. I was more of a soft rock kind of guy. A sucker for the sweet harmonic ballads from the likes of Dan Fogelberg, James Taylor, Air Supply, etc. Don't get me wrong, I did like rock and roll, just not the really hard rock. Though some of my musical tastes have strayed, there are those who I still regularly listen to. Journey (only with Steve Perry), REO Speedwagon, Def Leppard, and yes, Boston. Boston is one of the true constants in rock and roll as far as I am concerned. Those who might hear Bostons music for the first time ever will sit in awe and amazement at the talent these men from Massachusetts would exude... unless of course that person has no taste for rock music at all. The music is still some of the best of the best. Granted, as with any artist, not everything is completely up to par with the "big" hits, but then there are the

I Miss Iraq. I Miss My Gun. I Miss My War.
A soldier's lament By Brian Mockenhaupt A few months ago, I found a Web site loaded with pictures and videos from Iraq, the sort that usually aren't seen on the news. I watched insurgent snipers shoot American soldiers and car bombs disintegrate markets, accompanied by tinny music and loud, rhythmic chanting, the soundtrack of the propaganda campaigns. Video cameras focused on empty stretches of road, building anticipation. Humvees rolled into view and the explosions brought mushroom clouds of dirt and smoke and chunks of metal spinning through the air. Other videos and pictures showed insurgents shot dead while planting roadside bombs or killed in firefights and the remains of suicide bombers, people how they're not meant to be seen, no longer whole. The images sickened me, but their familiarity pulled me in, giving comfort, and I couldn't stop. I clicked through more frames, hungry for it. This must be what a shot of dope feels like after a long stretch of sobriety. Soothing and

Something To Think About
due to recent events.. shallow rude people.. i am thinking about this procedre.. i hoping the military will approve it.. anyone wanna check it out go for it.. i got nothing to hide anymore.. oh btw i not lazy i been doing at least mile walk/run/jog.. i have had a broken foot for a while so dont judge me.. accept me for who i am.. i not giving up yet http://www.lapband.com/lapband/portal.do

New Poem
I just wrote this one tonight (finished it about 10 minutes ago) so I haven't come up with a title yet (in fact, this is the first time I'm typing it out). It's the first new poem that I've written in a very long time. Why do these things always come to be when I want to be sleeping? LOL The higher I climb, the deeper I fall. Doing whatever I can just to stall the inevitable realization that I'm lost behind the imaginary line that I've crossed. No rescue in sight, no plan of attack. Hoping against hope that I'll find my way back. Biding and wasting my time until then and wondering how this could have happened again.

Almost.
sad, but so true. Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda went out with you I shoulda made you my bop boy Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda went on a date Shoulda found a wa

Bratty's Contest
Just thought I'd post this for Pye, Sam, Jason and Rich. Please do not think I am ignoring the fact that you all are in this contest. All four of you are GREAT friends of mine and I just can't vote for any of you. I want all of you to win because all of ya'll are some sexy bitches. So here's 5 million imaginary comments for each one of you. Hugs, humps, kisses, licks, more humps, grinds, harder humps and major wetness from Penelope!!!! Love ya'll!!!

A Tribute To Bobby
Robert James Fischer was born in Chicago in 1943 and brought up in Brooklyn where his mother moved after she was divorced in 1945. He learned to play chess at the age of 6. At the age of 13 he became the youngest national junior chess champion in the USA and at the age of 14 he became the youngest senior US Champion. In 1958, at the age of 15, he became the youngest Grandmaster in the history of chess. There were two major problems with Bobby, getting him to the chessboard and keeping him there. Fischer's career-long stubbornness about match and tournament conditions was again seen in the run-up to his world championship match with Boris Spassky. The match took place in Iceland, from July through September 1972. Fischer lost the first two games in strange fashion: the first when he played a risky pawn-grab in a dead-drawn endgame, the second by forfeit when he refused to play the game in a dispute over playing conditions. Fischer would likely have forfeited the entire matc

Transit *duh*
this transit thing is the dumbest thing i have ever heard. why build a sky high transit system, when we have layers of track just being covered by layers of dirt. Why cant we just use that track or build a new set of tracks on the ground? Why do we need to travel in the sky? this is really dumb. it would take less time and less money to make the tracks on the ground. not to metion less time and man power. why is it that the people in power cant see simple choices to these types of problems. it seem like they like to do things the hard way with other people money and time.

Frustrated...
im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated/annoyed with my life right now!!! i just dont kno what to do!!! i think things will be better if i sleep and after finals are over, and well i guess i just expect more out of ppl then what i actually get and because of this i get disappointed and frustrated and sad and its hard for me because i have high standards and everything, and if ppl say mean or rude things to me then i will tell them about it or just not talk to them as much, i dont have time or the extra energy to deal with ppl who are going to insult me...i just dont. so if u want to talk to me and have a good convo with me DONT INSULT ME!!! its a good idea...it really is, and it would make my life so much easier!

What Some People Take Me For???
I will tell you this one thing and one thing only. I might be an old fart but I am not going to stand by and let someone play me for a sucker. I do not like it when someone says that thay r going to do something for someone and that it goes on and on for days at a time. So i will say this that ifthis happens to me one more single time I wiil take my things and leave this site forever. But then again who gives a shit???? I am just new to all of this stuff and I am stilllearning how to work the computer and it just upsets me that I cant return to people pics or cards like thay do send me..The only way or me to show them any kindness is to give them a gift or to say thank you. And please belive me that hurts me that I cant do the same for them that thay do for me I am so very soory if I have stepped o anyones toes but I am hurt my self that I had only aske for this one thing and one thing only.

Let It Burn...
so fitting. I don't understand why See, it's burnin' me to hold onto this I know this is somethin' I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm tryin' to say is that I love you I just, I feel like this is comin' to an end And it's better for me to let it go now Than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time comin' But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do, but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurtin', baby, I ain't happy, baby Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn When the feelin' ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go 'Cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might hurt you Let it burn (Yeah) Let it burn (Ooh) Gotta let

What Retard Made This?!?!?
ONE - Spell your name without an E,S,H,I,M,A: BLL WL TWO - Are you single? YEAH, AIN'T IT KEWL? THREE - What’s your favorite number? THE ONE THAT WINS. FOUR - Favorite color? GREEN. FIVE - Least favorite color? YELLOW. SIX - What are you listening to? FRANCO UNAMERICAN BY NOFX. SEVEN - Sing? BETTER THEN MOST. EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? COULD BE BETTER. TEN - what was/is you favorite subject in school? LITERATURE. ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?: NEVER!!! TWELVE - How do you make money? THE FUN WAY. THIRTEEN - Where did you graduate from? EASTSIDE. FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing? DEPENDS. FIFTEEN - One word to describe you? BILL. SIXTEEN - Do you like Mac? NAH, MACS AN ASSHOLE.... SEVENTEEN- Do you own big sunglasses? PABLO ESCOBAR STYLE BITCHES!! EIGHTEEN- Where do you wish you were right now? NOT HERE. NINETEEN - What should you be doing right now? NOTHING. TWENTY - Do you have

About Women
THE LOST ART OF SEDUCTION OR HOW TO TRICK A WOMAN INTO LETTING YOU DO THINGS TO HER ..ANYONE who knows me would tell you I am something of a ladies man. I have made love to hundreds of beautiful and often famous women. The fact that none of them knows about it, or were physically present at the time, is neither here nor there. ..I am constantly being asked for advice on the techniques of seduction. Well, I am occasionally asked if I can set someone up with my sister, to which my answer is, probably not, but for a consideration I can steal you her underwear. ..Actually, I suppose I don't know much about women beyond the fact that they look pretty and wear dresses and sometimes bake cakes. It is also true that I have not had a girlfriend in any conventional sense (i.e. without an air-valve) since that tempestuous five minutes in the sandpit with Blodwen Jones, the Celtic spitfire of Infant One. Nevertheless, I like to think of myself as a student of human nature, a term I pre

Willing To Try.
Here I go Trying to write another chapter in my life Driving down this lonely highway deep inside And where I'm going I don't really know But here I go Trying hard not to leave too much life behind Is there something out there that I'm trying to find I believe in love Believe in us But there are days when it's not enough I'm not gonna change who I am But I ain't gonna give up the fight I don't care who's wrong or right When it's all said and done And you tell me you've had enough You're thinking of giving up on love I'm still willing to try Here I go Step into this spotlight on the stage Finally realizing that I've come of age Running my own race down life's lonesome road So here I go We only get one life we got to live Let's hope we find the strength just to forgive. If you believe in me Like I believe in us There ain't no way we're giving up I'm not gonna change who I am But I ain't gonna give up the fight I don't care who's wrong or right When

Animal Abuse Please Repost! Abusing An Animal Can Show Signs Of A Future Wife/husband/or Child Abuser! Please Repost!
A 10- to 12-week-old puppy was found Aug. 1 in a recycling bin at 4100 Arkansas. On Aug 3, veterinarians at the hospital gave the pup a 50 percent chance of survival. The puppy, named Magnum, suffered cuts, a broken leg and chemical burns over much of its body. Its front legs had been tied with wire, and wire had been wrapped around its head and neck, with one paw stuck in its mouth. At Heartland Animal Hospital where Magnum was first treated, they've been swamped with calls and cards wishing him a speedy recovery. They've also received more than two thousand dollars in donations that will be given to local animal shelters. Doctor Breault and his staff gave Magnum the best of care, but Magnum's injuries were too extensive so he was taken to an intensive care facility in Kansas City where, sadly, he died in the early morning of Aug 6. If anyone has information on this case, call authorities. Thousands of dollars have been raised for information leading to the arrest of

Poem Selections B
"AMEN" Back in the day when the West was young, Many songs of trial were heard n sung All through the land – mighta busted a lung These songs were bold, these songs were true Many times just poppin' right outta the blue But the words to these songs were very true Many different races came out in to tune And all through history These songs were no mystery They came about telling of the races' story And still to this day We hear their dismay All the way down to the southernmost bay Now just why is this? Why do people hafta diss All these social leaders comin' out from the mist? All I've gotta say- The gov's gotta have their way Cuz if they don't, we people gotta pay C'mon ev'rybody Let's go and see Just what we in the world can be Love, affection, and harmony Can result to the way things'll be- Could possibly result to a life of glee We can also be Piss

Poem Selections A
"Dating" Dating, dating, don't be hating All it is is a game of waiting Flowers, candy, and the works May come together for the fireworks In most cases, dating's nice Other times, it has a price – You could fall right through the ice Other cases, love is a game And you are the only one to blame When you're turned to a cryin' shame Other cases, love is blind And true love is hard to find But I say, Love's here to stay And hopefully it stays that way "Catering" Catering, catering Oh, what a ring Treating people like a king Just by doin' our food service thing Random hours, and low pays And hoping for a decent raise As I mangle with my college days Catering has its benefits But just be sure to grab oven mitts Before y'all eat to fill the pits People here are also cool But can also see that you're a fool If you don't go attending school "Car

Youwish Profile Was Rating It Got This Poem
Hello every one I came up with this poem while searching the new memebers profiles. I came across Youwish "85008" profile. Something just clicked in my mind. I hope She is not mad or embaraced. Because of the poem I typed into her profile. I hope also she does not delete it. But for my friends and fans here is the poem. A Midnight hour dream. The lady of faith who I love, Taking the chance of ardent love. The dream is real the love foolish. Yet we travel threw the woman's love. Anthing can take place. Just keep dreaming. One cold winter night one will find truth. I have found and lost woman's love. I know, I will never be apart of your dreams. So face to face we can never say again. Only in the midnight hour of a dream, does it hold true.

A Boring Day
a boring day... by bedrock im looking out the office window, thinking about a love long ago, remember the love letters that , shared our hearts and soul, when the thunder rolled i swear, i could see and hear you across the sky, so all i see is tears in my eyes, and sorrow of losing you and leaving you behind, all the love that we shared years ago, distance maybe a problem, when your so far away, my heart will always keep you close, wanting to look into your eyes, as the tears streaming down your face,. on this hot summer night,, knowing you will be my friend forever,

Wifey Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: TONY KEAN 2. Age: 32y 7m 3. Fav Color: Nipple Pink 4. Are you a virgin? Yes 5. Are we friends? Stupid Question 6. Do you have a crush on me? Of Course 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? Yes of Course 8. How freaky will you get ? Very 9. Would you enjoy it? Very Much so 10. Would you ever ask me out? If I ever got a chance to yes 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? If you would allow me to 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? My Oath I would Without a doubt 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? I Love you a lot 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? Yes 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? Of Course 16. Do you/have you talked shit about me? No ,Never have,,Never Will 17. Do you think

A Child
Your spirit is ever lasting The love....inconceivable The day you came into my life I forever lost myself The eyes of forgiveness Ask for you to see I know you can It is not as it seems It is yet a moment in our history Each day brings us only closer Yes we've been apart Only you and i know We are forever connected by our hearts! P.S. love you infinity and infinity, MOMMY

To My Friends And Family
FYI: The people who know me will notice that my pictures and profile has changed. I am using it in part of a study for the great sphere of learning and insight gaining for a class. My albums that have my pictures in them are only for those who fan/add/rate me or my close friends and family. I will open my pictures up every so often.. hopefully at least once a day, and will post a bulletin stating when they are. ------------------------------------------------------------

To All My Family, Friends, Fans. Please Vote 4 Me!!
Please stop by and rate, & comment bomb this pic, especially during happy hour. You will rack up the points then. Just click on the pic below. To those who are helping me, thanks so much!! Happy Hump Day Everyone!! xoxoxox Jen "Prettiest Hair" Contest Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

When
No one hears a word I say And my prayers are never answered But you'll never see the pain inside of me Stabbing me over and over and over I trusted you and I loved you And you spit back in my face How could you do this to me? When will you stop trying to hurt me? I've walked a minefield for you A career in hell with you I have made it through the things Others would surely die just watching And the oath I take on this day Is to know that you will be repaid One day the the sun will die and the night will crawl Until then, until I see your world implode I wish you death and suffering Misery to spare Time to reherse your pain Face the last enemy I am the last thing you will know The last thing you will see I see your death surrounding me I know you, yes I do I know you

Finally Free
how can i feel when my husband die well i do miss the ? no i could not say i miss not one thing since all i had was pain and tear so goodbye miguel thank you for all you did not do and thank you for opening up my eyes and never and i do mean never will i meet someone as mean as you goodnight my love from hell

.stupidity.
mah D is awesome...n brilliant...n we were having a discussion about the stupidity of penis...and this is what she had to say...*dun dun dun* Drea says: they're so incredibly dumb ... it's like ... there was a special kind of "stupid" that was cooked up JUST for humans that have penises *golf claps* amen...n hallelujah!

Promises
Two hearts that shouldn't Talk to each other become close In a town much like a prison cell People speak our names On the street in hushed tones Oh the stories they'd tell If anyone would listen You come from a town where People don't bother saying hello Unless somebody's born or dies And I come from a place where they Drag your hopes through the mud Because their own dreams are all dying And when we walk down the street The wind sings our name in rebel songs The sounds of the night should make us anxious But it's much to late when the fear is gone I will meet you in the Next Life, I promise you Where we can be together, I promise you I will wait till then in Heaven, I promise you I promise, I promise There's so many fighting To get past the Pearly Gates But nobody ever wants to die or get saved Their intentions aren't that good And I can smell the asphalt That's their personal road to hell being paved And when we walk down the street The wi

Tears In A Vial
This may seem all too confusing How I could walk away from something so rare But you see it all got too demanding, yeah And I just didn't care, I just didn't care, if I cared, if I cared Lately, I've been left wanting, but not wanting you Attraction that once was is no longer there, ooh And it sucks to be taken for granted When the veil is drawn and there's only air I had to walk away Give up something I love For what I loved even more And save my tears for you Everything has lost its meaning; I had to let it go To find myself, myself, and start something new, brand new Forced to look deep in the mirror, face who I really am Now it's just me, cause I can't afford you I had to walk away Give up something I love For what I loved even more And save my tears for you I gave up something I loved For what I loved even more And I saved my tears for you In a vial and walked away You were so beautiful to look upon I could see the light in your smile Your ey

Shit Happens
SHIT HAPPENS in various world religions TAOISM: Shit happens. CONFUCIANISM: Confucius say, "Shit happens". ZEN: (What is the sound of shit happening?) JESUITISM: If shit happens and when nobody is watching, is it really shit? ISLAM: Shit happens if it is the will of Allah. COMMUNISM. Equal shit happens to all people. CATHOLICISM: Shit happens because you are bad. PSYCHOANALYSIS: Shit happens because of your toilet training. SCIENTOLOGY: Shit happens if you're on our shit list. ZOROASTRIANISM: Bad shit happens, and good shit happens. UNITARIANISM: Maybe shit happens. Let's have coffee and donuts. RIGHT-WING PROTESTANTISM: Let this shit happen to someone else. JUDAISM: Why does shit always happen to US? REFORM JUDAISM: Got any Kaopectate? MYSTICISM: What weird shit! AGNOSTICISM: What is this shit? ATHEISM: I don't believe this shit! NIHILISM: Who needs this shit? AZTEC: Cut out this shit

Truth Or Dare
Truth or Dare and be honest. Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Most Provocative Pic Contest
MOST PROVOCATIVE PIC CONTEST Picture entered must be provocative but also Safe For Work. Contest will be based on comments and comment bombing is allowed. Contest will run for 7 days and starts on March 22nd Midnight Eastern and ends on March 29th Midnight Eastern. PRIZES 1st- 1 Week Blast 2nd- Corvette from the CT Gift Shop 3rd- Choice of Rings from the CT Gift Shop Please send me link to the picture you want to use or private message me and let me know what pic you want me to rip. Hope to have many entries so please help spread the word and repost bulletin. Thanks you very much and good luck to all!

Hey Ya'll
WELCOME TO MY PLACE ... THANKS FOR ALL THE FRIENDS, COMMENTS, SHOUTS, WELCOMES, INVITES AND SUCH ... I'M NOT HERE TO OFTEN AND TRY TO GET BACK TO YOU ALL ... BUT HEY... THE REAL ESTATE BUSINESS KEEPS ME A LITTLE BUSY THESE DAYS ... LOVE TO YOU ALL, TAKE CARE AND KEEP THE LOVE FLOWIN' ... XOXOX

Dammit To Hell..
I think of you all the time wishing I was in your loving but so evil embrace, kissing me, touching me making me feel like your fucking my insides... I want to look into your mysterious stare and tell you I love you that I never stopped and every waking moment with out you kills my empty soul.... My lips burn like the fires of hell so that I may tell you that I so desire your love that Im dying with out you as I slowly go into my 6 ft hole....

Stealing It From My Wifey..
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? My damned car bill.. 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? On a blanket at nighttime... 3. Last time you puked from drinking? Never from drinking.. usually the next day.. 4. Have you ever got drunk and danced on a bar? No... but I have gotten messed up and danced on tables... 5. Name of your first grade teacher? I have no friggen clue.. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Laying on a beach somewhere warm... 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? A cowgirl! Or a country singer.. 8. How many colleges did you attend? Er... none. I took college art classes though.. 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? Because it matched my suit and the lingere one I was gonna wear was too itchy.. 10. GAS PRICES! First thought? *sigh* 11. If you could vacation anywhere and take someone with you, where would you go? Hmmm. Grandma and Hawaii cause she's always wanted

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Friend In Need.....
Hey all my wonderful cherry friends, family, and fans, My Very Best Friend,Reaper is trying to level up. He needs rates, stash ratings, pic ratings, friends, and fans. He is a wonderful person!! He has lots of cool military pics (He's Hard Core Marine). So come on and Show some cherry love!!!

Preamble For Your State Constitutions
Do you know the Preamble for your state- interesting- -Important commentary at the end. Alabama 1901, Preamble We the people of the State of Alabama, invoking the favor and guidance of Almighty God, do ordain and establish the following Constitution. Alaska 1956, Preamble We, the people of Alaska, grateful to God and to those who founded our nation and pioneered this great land. Arizona 1911, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arizona, grateful to Almighty God for our liberties, do ordain this Constitution. .. Arkansas 1874, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arkansas, grateful to Almighty God for the privilege of choosing our own form of government. California 1879, Preamble . We, the People of the State of California, grateful to Almighty God for our freedom. Colorado 1876, Preamble We, the people of Colorado, with profound reverence for the Supreme Ruler of Universe. Connecticut 1818, Preamble. The People of Connecticut, acknowledging wi

Dear Daddy
Why did you leave me? In a world so crue and full of hurt? I neve3r though I would loss you but one day you gave in. and you left me all alone Daddy, I scared and so alone. I tring my hardest but it not good enough I fail at everything I do. How can a army man have such a week daughter. the tears should not fall from these hazzel eyes. for I am a daughter of a soldier. Dad, You said you would never drink if it was not for World War II but your daughter is so week that she drinks just to escatpe the pain and hurt she feels in her heart. Daddy, If you can hear you daughter cry. please come and bring me home to you. I don't want to travel this world anymore. I dont want the tears to fall I want you to be proud of me but you are an army soldier and I am nobody. that the reason you cannt hear my cry from heaven gates.

Words And Actions
Words and Actions... When you lose something, and it hurts, the answer given will always be the worst possible answer. No matter which way you hear it, it will hurt equally bad. So, asking why, over and over and over, will prove to give you only the next worst possible answer. When you say something, mean it. Say what you mean; Mean what you say. Don't just say something because it makes it easier on you. Think about the effects of you words, and think even more of the effects of your actions. Your actions reflect you. What you say and do, if you are not honest, no matter what your reasons, are not the reasons in which you want people to believe. Your reasons are for you. A lie is to make yourself feel better about a situation you dont know how to deal with, a false action, or being hypocritical in a sense, is actually dealing with the situation in which you dont know how to handle. Be true. Everything you do will effect someone, or something. The truth will set you free, whe

Love Is...
Love is wonderful. Love makes you happy. Love should make you feel complete and as if you can do anything. That one person will always be by your side even when you feel like you have made the biggest mistake in the world. They will always forgive you and fight to keep you. That one person will NEVER say that they don't love you and even when they are so mad at you they can't even manage to argue they will still turn to you and say "I love you." That one person will comfort you when you call them crying and that one person that will wipe away your tears and hold you for hours. Love is compromise. Even when you find the two of you can't agree on something, you will just agree to disagree and love each other no matter what. They will always respect your decisions and opinions and in turn you will respect theirs. They will fight for your right to speak your mind and defend you to the end. Love is trust and honesty. That one person will never lie to you and always be completely honest. Lov

It's Survey Time Again!
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? bills... what are those? 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? ummm... the farthest place from the ocean you can get? 3. Last time you puked from drinking? puking? i don't do that. no... really... i don't 4. Have you ever got drunk and danced on a bar? nope... but when i worked (AS A WAITRESS) at a strip club i did it sober... 5. Name of your first grade teacher? mrs. fishback. i am not lying kids... that was really her name. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? walking with a candle. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a jazz singer. stfu jackass. 8. How many colleges did you attend? zilch 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? cause i was cooooold 10. GAS PRICES! First thought? cheaper in michigan 11. If you could vacation anywhere and take someone with you, where would you go? to japan with b-ry 12. First thought when the alarm went off

My Thoughts On Relationships
Relationships are hard. They take time, effort, and energy. Honestly, trust and faith are essential in making them work. In order for them to succeed no outside involvement should occur. Within the last few weeks, I have encountered different couples who are going through some troubled times. And being there myself, I see a common thread that needs to be noticed. A couple is two… not three or more, nor one. You enter a relationship with someone that you can see yourself being with forever…if not a long period of time. If that isn't your intention then you are just dating and no plans are made; and no plans should be made. When you make a commitment with someone, it is for better or worse, to stand by one another through good times and bad. So why do so many of us turn to some one else when the going gets rough. I know of a couple who have been married for over ten years and together for fifteen, with children. Things lately have been hard and now the husband has been

I Do Hope Everyone Is Doing Well
I just came by to see how everyone is and hope everybody is doing well.. I've been working and dealing with the classes that I am taking right now.. My hopes, thoughts and prayers are with everybody!! Take care, Jeremy

What Am I To Do?
It has been many days since i last had a sane day....things have been so out of whack with the natural order of my life...but today topped them all...it has left me reeling to this very moment!.......my day started out normal with the exception of still being irritated with the kids mom from the evening b4 for her disrespectful stupidity...but i was determined to just roll with it like i always do...the day was spent spraying cabinets and their doors...it was a relaxing day of where i did nothing else but do the two things i like doing the most...listening to my music and putting the finish on cabinets...i enjoy spray days....because im getting to do something i enjoy...so all day i was able to let the stress from the previous day slowly drain away....then like always the day comes to an end....well sinc i dont have anything ever to come home to other then the weekends i decided to stop by where i use to work and talk with all my buddies there...i waste the time with them for awhile an

Bull Shit
what the fuck my fucking name wont fuckin change and itm is really starting to piss me off if snyone would like to help then be my guest cuz i cant figure this shit out so ya............... well i figured it out one day and now itss fixed so ya........

Naughty Girl
Naughty Girl "Hi there. What are you doing?" "Being naughty." I said. "Naughty?" He questioned. "How are you being naughty?" "I am playing with my toy." I had a smile in my voice. "Really? Hmm... that gives me ideas." "Ideas huh? Care to put them to good use?" "Yes. I think I will." He said. "I will be there in a hour, ok?" "Ok." I agreed "Bye." "Bye." I hung up the phone. I greeted him at the door with the usual kiss. Then he went to use the bathroom. I sat on the couch waiting anxiously for him to come out. When he did, he walked over to me, sat down and gave me a wicked smile. "You have been naughty?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Naughty girls get punished." I looked sharply at him, searching his face for a sign of humor. There was none. My mouth went dry at the thought. "I think you need to be taught a lesson." He said removing his shoes. "I do need to be punished." I said. "Are you going to punish me?" I was all for playing this game.

.swallowing.heart.
i need to blog whore. deal with it. cuz i think i just swallowed my heart. my girlies know what i mean dammit. ya ever...*remembers to breathe* try and convince yourself that you're ok with something...just for the sake of being ok with it...cuz everyone and their mother knows that in the long run its the best possible solution? and you really think you're ok. cuz things are ok. swimmingly in fact. and then...one single moment...rises to the surface...and rips away any sense of security you had within yourself...and it feels like not a single second has past...and you've just swallowed your heart...so theres this huge lump in your throat...and you can barely breathe...from the shock of it all... and theres nothing... cuz theres nothing... and ya really just...wanna curl up into a ball...and cry..until you cant cry anymore...but deep down you know thats the stupidest possible thing you could do...cuz its never done anything good for you previously so ya keep tal

Rockstar Baby
yea so me n my friend went out awhile back n got a lil wasted...then sum of our friends wanted to take pics of us fallin down drunk, well, since we thought we still looked so great, we looked at the camera and yelled "rockstar" and threw up the lil rock sign n well today i looked at the pics and needless to say , we didnt look like we thought... lol... good times good times....

Love Them While They Are Still Here...
Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world. Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives. Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do. Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game. Daniel: What game? Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend. Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks.. DAY 1: They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film. DAY 4: They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together. DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed.. DAY 14: They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings

Oh Why
why do i let people just walk all over me. i am a fun and nice person and am looking for the right man. someone that will help me and be with me. someone that i can kiss and hold and spoil. i want to go for walks and talk and also go and help on fixing the car or watch footaball. i dont think i am that hard to get along with but i dont know because i can live with myself. just looking for friends and if something else happens then let it happen. i am verry open minded and care with my heart. some people say i ware my heart on my sleve because it keeps getting hurt.well i will close this one and open one another time

Please Read!
Well 1 of the ~nWo~ family is off US Marine Captain Erin Montgomery we should all pay for everyone that takes part in the military. If anything we should all pray for her and everyone elc to come back safe and scound back to there friend's and there family's as well. Let us pray for them all and anyone that has family in the military they are doing a great thing if anything but I think it sucks what Buch has the military doing for oil and I think I'm not the only one as well. So again let us pray and add comments what you think of everything going on and what Bush is doing to both the military's in Canada & The US. What should be done to end all this crap is it worth it over oil....

This Marine Has Fallen To Second Lets Get His Lead Back
OK IF YOU ARE A TRUE SUPPORTER OF OUR TROOPS YOU WILL PUT SOME COMMENT DOWN ON THIS MARINE. HE HAS FALLEN TO SECOND AND WE ARE CALLING ALL OF YOU TO AT LEAST SHOW A LITTLE BIT OF RESPECT FOR A US MARINE, AND HELP HIM WIN THIS CONTSEST. SO COME ON AND GET VOTING. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW

Me
OK, so I have like 240 friends and probably talk to like 10 of them on a regular basis. So for those of my friends who don't know me and even for those who do, I'll tell you about myself and I'll try to make it the condensed version. I grew up in Amarillo, Texas. I had 2 abusive step fathers before I was 10. I started drinking and using drugs when I was 9. I was out of control at 12 and was sent to Cal Farley's Boys Ranch when I was 13. I stayed there for 5 years and learned to be a man. I left and became a raging alcoholic. I moved to Brady, Texas in 1997 and met my wife in 1998. We were married in 1999 and I have an amazing step daughter from it. My daughter was born in 2000. She was in ICU for 2 weeks and the doctors told us she might not make it. She did, but suffered brain damage during birth and has Cerebral Palsy. We were told she would never walk or talk, but by the grace of God, she is now doing both. She is as smart as any other 6 year old, just has some physical problems. I

Followers Are Always #2
We are all born equal, yet different in our own ways. We all thrive to stand out in the world in one way or another. However some loose themselves when they aren't being who they really are. That is the first step to becoming better than what you are now. "No man could be ideally successful until he has found his place. Like a locomotive, he is strong on the track, but weak anywhere else." - Orsen Marden. Avoid following a crowd. Be an engine, not a caboose. As Herman Melville wrote: "it is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation." Average people would rather be wrong than be different. We relinquish three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people. Confority is the jailer of satisfaction and the enemy of growth. Ask yourself, "If I try to be like him, who will be like me? If I'm not me, who will I be?" The more you develop your potential, the less you will become like someone else. Trying to be like somone else is self-defeating. One of your

A Bad Night
I know from time to time I can do terrible things & say shit that should never be spoken outloud at all but in my own defense I can't always control what happens. Most ppl close to me know all about my "moods" ....generally I appear to be this wonderful, understanding, happy, loving girl....but every so often the dark part of me bleeds through the veil & it takes very bit of self control to keep me from trying to peel my face off with broken glass... I am so terrified that I am never really going to be able to connect to anyone on a level other than what I have with my friends back home....which is fine but I don't want to die alone... Is it too much to ask for that? To find someone worth my effort.....and if I have found that or when I find it how do I keep from fuckin' it up? Oh and while I'm at it can I find someone who won't hurt me like say cheating on me?? I've been cheated on more times than I can count at this point....and can he be a great kisser...& like to cuddle

The Road To Success...ambition And Persistance
Many people fail in life because they believe in the old saying "if you don't succeed, try something else." But success eludes those who follow such advice. The dreams that come true did so because people stuck to their ambitions. They refused to be discouraged. They never let disappointment get the uper hand. Challenges only spurred them on to greater efforts. You will be judged by what you finish, not by what you start. I you dont see results right away, dont worry, you will get paid in the end. All great achievements require time and tenacity. Be persevering because the last key on the ring may be the one that opens the door. Hanging on one second longer than your competition makes you a winner. Become famous for finishing important, difficult tasks. If you are ever tempted to stop, just think of Brahms, who took seven long years to compose his famous lullaby. Woodrow Wilson once said, "I would rather fail in a cuase that will ultimately succeed than succeed in a cause that

Life Is Short . . .
Tonight I left work to go on a two-hour drive to see my grandmother who is in the hospital. This is a VERY long drive when so much is bearing on a person's mind . . . such as the woman who raised me, treated me as a child of her own instead of like a grandchild . . . could possibly taken away from me in one breath. My mother had me when she was fresh out of high school so my grandmother was my "sitter." My mom had to work so grandma is more like a mom to me. She's always been there, never judging, never turning her back. She turned 80 just a few weeks ago and the alzheimer's disease is already taking its toll. My mom and her siblings are ready to put her in a nursing home because this disease is making her forget to drink and eat and in turn, her meds are turning into poison as they sit with no fluid to make them work as they should. I was dreading the long walk from the parking lot into her room where I was afraid to find a fragile, sick woman. I was greeted with a wonderful surprise

The Past
They say the past should be left as it is. Yet I believe it is a reflection of who we are. The past can haunt you from the secrets kept deep within your soul. Also released so that mistakes will be lessons that we will preach. AS we all know My own past continues to find me, not that I mind for I have no shame in the choices I have made. I have grown from that girl into the woman I am today and I give thanks to my past. The love that I gave was pure and real and thinking of those memories bring a smile to my face, for I know now that love is everlasting even over 20 years, I gave my heart once long ago to share life with you was a dream but now I see you are still in that dream for you have found me across the miles and the years past. We have moved on and created our lives as meant in this world. I thank you for all that you showed me for that has helped me till today. And now I see our friendship never ended we just grew. I will always love you. As the girl that become the

Comments From Friends
Why are some people so insecure over comments left behind by other friends? I have a page on MySpace, and the woman I've been seeing now thinks that I'm seeing someone else because of the comments received. I've told her that the comments are from friends, and not to read too much into it. That apparently has not worked. Looks like I'll be designated as Single later tonight.

Mom's Wisdom
Mean Moms Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough to unde

Hehehehe So Much Of A Smile
I sit here and i talk to him on the phone with each min that passes i think of how greatfull i am to have a wonderfull man that i really do have....Just when i think that things are going a lil down hill, he shocks me with putting a smile on my face and makeing me feel that warm wonderfull feeling on the insde that lets me know that he does care and does want me....i feel sappy siting there just thinking about it all. But then i rethink i guess i have every right to feel like i do when both of us know were our hearts really are ....I may get upset at times but hey now what couple dont get upset with each other thats part of being with someone u have to love them to understnad them and u haveto have il fights to understand them.... hehehe i just love when he can make my frown go to a smile in seconds......Miles of smiles to him and mile of thanks to him :):):):) ~*~Mandie~*~ His Love Burns for Me only, as me burns for him only

My Future Ride
So it won't be too terriably long before i am driving again... Over a year ago, I had severe anxiety...Crippling anxiety anxiety that left me unable to come outside my front door...and I was so depressed...I started working on "baby steps"outside then i got where i could at least check my Mail outside in the breezeway. Then finally i was able to take the trash out which is a walk across the parking lot. And then finally with much medication to start i was able to be a passenger in a car (though i would constantly be paranoid for a long time to come about wrecks and such) Now, I Can drive a little (as long as i dont have to make left hand turns that has no arrow for help) Soon, I'll be able to drive again...and soon i will be able to have more money because either i will get approved for disability and/or when my man said he would take care of me and he has an awesome trade that pays well.... i will get this car: YUP YUP a Grand Prix GT Model

So Yeah....uh Huh
this place is awesome... such a small world.... it's funny how things happen... sittin here and you see someone scroll by...you say hi...and it turns out they either know you...or the area you are from...or whatever...its just funny how things happen..:)

Freedom Is Just Another Word For Nothing Less To Lose.
AIGHT, SO ST.PATRICKS DAY I GOT KIDNAPPED BY A HOT CHICK WHO WAS AT MY BAR. SHE TOOK ME DOWN TO SOMEWHERE IN FLORIDA, PRETTY SURE IT'S KEYWEST, OR SOMEWHERE CLOSE BY. REALLY HAVEN'T BOTHERED CHECKING CAUSE I DON'T CARE. ALL I KNOW IS SHE HAS HOT FRIENDS, BUT THE CREEPY CREEPY OLD PEOPLE AND MUSCLE HEAD CUBAN DUDES IN SPEEDO'S ARE STARTING TO CREEP ME OUT. CAN'T GET A NORMAL DRINK TO SAVE MY LIFE EITHER. IT'S ALL FRUITY AND COLORFUL WITH NO WHISKEY IN SITE. HERE'S A FUNNY VID MY FRIEND SHAUN SENT ME. ENJOY IT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LONGING FOR A SHOT OF JACK. ON THE ROAD, READ THE SIGNS.

My Thoughts
Well some things have come to my attention about this site.. that well kinda annoy me... first off: why is every one begging to be added as a fan, i dont really understand the concept behind the whole fan thing on this site... i dont know about most people on here but i would much rather have FRIENDS then Fans... soo im not looking for fans just FRIENDS! i see all these people that say Fan me befor u add me or whatever, thers way too many people desprate for attention on this site... and the sad part is most of them are alot older then i am. Secondlly: i know its not just this site there are many other sites like it but im getting really annoyed with every profile site turning in to a rating contest, who ever has the most fans friends or points wins....pritty stupid and childish if u ask me, i dont ask to be rated nor do i even care to be.. Thrid: i dont get the whole cherry blast thing, why would u waist your hard earned money just to gain attention to a Free profile you

Tripping Through A Dream
stumbling in my mind my thoughts get twisted, I remember lines not pages, moments not days. mashed all up, my false sense of hope, these things keep me going. tripping through my dreams, I write it down, put it on paper, show the world, as if it matters. staying clear of the dark corners slowly spreading through my brain the thoughts I've tried so hard to push away, these things, these nightmares, they remain.

Karma...when It Sucks Ass!!!
uh!!!... i hate being me sometimes!!...nothing but bad karma has being happening to me this entire year... im so sick and fucking tired of this bad karma streak. .... i havent done anything for my karma to be this fucking bad, but holy shit...ITS PISSING ME OFF!!

Firearms And I
A little while ago I posted IT & I about my work history in technology. I also posted some information about my new training course in mastering my 9mm. I did not grow up around firearms. My dad was ex-military going all the way back to the CC camps during the depression. He had no problem with guns. My mom, however, being from civilized Chicago, did. Guns were for war, the police, and bad guys, and were dangerous. While I was certified to carry in Illinois as a Security officer, I never purchased one. I did not purchase my firs firearm until 1997 after finally concluding that the US might be heading towards a Civil War, and having one might be necessary. I've never been gung-ho about them. They are tools, nothing more. I do work in the protection business. It has been my fall back when things grew lean (as they are now for us). Tomorrow I will once again begin the process of getting certified to carry in another state: Texas. I feel it is part of the trade, and baring finally f

My Baby Snippy's Vows To Me
Mistress M… ~i come here of my own free will.~ ***i solemnly swear by all the things i hold most good, cherish most dearly and love most fiercely that i will give of myself to You utterly and completely, without let or hindrance to Your enjoyment of me for the length of my service. ***i solemnly swear to submit to Your will, in mind, heart and soul. ***i solemnly swear to obey You instantly, without reserve and without hesitation in whatever You ask of me. ***i solemnly swear to look beautiful in Your eyes and to sound gracious in Your ears. I love my snippy

Myspace Loser...
some fuckwit on myspace has stolen my pictures and is claiming to be me. I've contacted myspace and hopefully it will be deleted, but until then, does anyone feel like spamming his blog?? this is the link to his myspace blog. I've already responded to his blog letting him know he will be deleted http://www.myspace.com/jasonsett

A Walk In The Park
I walked up to the double gateway, and stood there for a moment, quietly. Deep breath in, to center myself, exhale slowly. I turned to look at the street, smiling to myself, as I saw women walking hand in hand, nuzzling each other. Public displays were the rule here. My eyes narrowed, as I saw the little collar on one of the women, and the delicate chains on her wrists and ankles. So, that's the way of it, and a small smile came to my lips. Opening the door, I walked into a grassy clearing, my shoes sinking into the thick carpet of green. The sun peeped through the clouds, and a small spring of water was trained to follow its pathway, meandering through the trees, bridged over at times by the wooden walk. I walked toward a gazebo, where I saw a steaming hottub bubbling merrily. The maid poured my cold drink, and placed it in my hand. One sip, and my mouth watered. A tart sweetness filled my mouth. As my eyes turned back to the tub, the water broke, and a dark brown head burst throu

Little Learner
He jumps, he hops, and he runs He staggers, he is young His life has now, just begun Small button eyes Long narrow ears Skinny little legs Little black hoof A tail that help keep his balance As he plays with his new older friends Already, he learns to use his head As he bumps, and bullies Then runs away Then he chases, and bumps some more Little lamb, already a beauty In this crazy world Funny, already he pulls back his ears Before he charges Learning to be sneaky One by one by one He bumps all the little ones He finds a new target Sizing her up He has already bullied the others One more left He runs, he hops, and he jumps Playing, sneakily Closer he gets He pulls back his ears Attack her form behind And he begins to charge He finds himself laid out What happened? She was smart The little kid, the little goat Wasn't born yesterday She new his plans all along Outsmarted the little lamb Before he could stop She s

Just Sometimes...
> Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > It comes in a dream > What is it that we have seen > How do we interpret the hazed scene > Then we think, then we wonder > What does it all mean > Sometime, sometimes, just sometimes > We connect, like legos > Just fit one to the other > And we start building > Never to realize, all the other colors > Just because they fit > Doesn't mean, its where it belongs > Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > Too much thought into what we seen > Step beyond our own means > Never seen, just for what it is > We make it too big of a quiz > Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > To realize takes time > In that time, its ours to piece > The puzzles together > Where one, we thought had fit > Stop, take a moment and look > A mistake is made, we are human > Take it apart, and find the peace > That makes the picture true > Sometimes, sometimes, just sometimes > This is where we find it > When we sleep > Our thoughts far and away > We

Off To Another Land...
Well, tomorrow morning I'm finally flying out to Ohio....don't ask me why. I just figured it was something different than Orange County. It should be a fun week...I'm sure I'll find something to do. Laters everyone..... -Carey

March 19th ~ It's A Day ~
Okay, I'm writing this today, meant for yesterday, but didn't have time to write it.... The 19th of March... This day, I will never forget. It is the day I got married to my ex-husband. 03-19-2007 would have been my10 year anniversary. While I am not attempting to live in the past, I figure I'd write a few things anyway. From the time I met James to the day the divorce was final, it was 11-3/4 years. I'm not gonna sit here and say how bad it was, cause it wasn't all bad. It was only bad in the very end because I could not deal with things he did. He didn't do anything terribly, terribly wrong. He just didn't use his brain and got his priorities all screwed up. His two years in prison really hurt me and our children. When he got out, he was just mean. When he went in, he wanted me to get an abortion of our youngest child and I couldn't do that. That's when all the arguing started. Before that however, even tho he wouldn't get a job, we did have great times. I worked and

Terrorism - The Definition
I am posting this because I want to encourage each of us to really think how this is defined. What makes it ok for our country to do this but if another country in which we do not live does it, we call it terrorism. I hope this gives food for thought I find the very first one most interesting. I also wonder how BUSH would define what he did and how it differs from this definition. *************************************************** Definitions of Terrorism on the Web: * is defined by the US Department of Defense as "the unlawful use of -- or threatened use of -- force or violence against individuals or property to coerce or intimidate governments or societies, often to achieve political, religious, or ideological objectives." www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/teach/alqaeda/glossary.html * The FBI defines terrorism as "the unlawful use of force or violence against persons or property to intimidate or coerce a government, the civilian population, or any

Hmmmm
It comes creeping, sneaking that all to familiar feeling once again. Only at night it sinks in haunting me with my regrets. One slip and it all crumbles, back to how it was, never trusting. Never hurting keep it closed, pretend its nothing and it goes away The way it was was never the way it should of been, cutting deep in my thoughts like a razor to the skin, let it out. Scream away the thoughts the pain, forget, if only you could for a moment.

More Poem
In the End So this is how our story goes, he left me in the middle of a poem and the plot was so thick with passion that my pen still won't let go I'm struggling to stay sane inside this maze of wonderment, but I want to throw things around my heart aches to kick and shout until someone tells me why people often run away without saying goodbye This soul does not comprehend soundless parting words silence seems meaningless when waiting for a reaction that echoes my own expression How long could I possibly linger in abeyance before his number dials mine to tell me I'm not pretty enough or something worse, nothing at all

Humor
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkl

Poem
Friendship You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

True Love Is A Lifetime
True Love Is A Lifetime Love only comes once, so don't miss it! When you find it, don't let it go. Know when it is true it will be for you. Trust you soul, your soul will trust you! Look to the stars to see the light. It will bring a true love. It will make you honest and true. Love will be for you! Let love in and don't let it go 'Cause without it you won't know. Life is about love, and that's why I have you. When things are dark there are always stars. So look up to the night, you'll find the light. When you see the light, grab it tight. Don't let it go, things will be all right. I will love you for the rest of my life. I'll Make you my wife, with love and respect! To spend with you the rest of my life! www.hostdrjack.com

Student Led Confereneces
Tomorrow (well, technically today since it's past midnight) is my son's student-led conference at school. They got their report cards Monday and now we get to see the teacher (who happens to be the vice-principal). He had a great report card for the most part but has a few areas he needs to focus on in the last semeseter. This year has just flown right by! He's 10 going on 20 ... I want my little boy a toddler again dammit! haha

Finally
Well after 7 long months my kids are finally here. I am so happy I am speechless. I leave tomorrow morning to drive to Chatanooga Tn. to pick them up. Their dad is driving them that far and I will meet them there. So at long last the wait is finally over.

Your Soul
Your Soul Feeling trapped inside me Reliving the nightmares I thought were over Snap back to reality Where I am safe From danger In your arms Can you see past my pain? Will you help me? Walk down this road? Will you be there always? I am damaged.... Will you help me mend? The broken pieces? Your soul spoke to mine Reassured me I knew What was right? I felt you In every part of me Warming me Calming me Helping me find The strength To end the Switchblade symphony Of dissonant chords That bled my ears And ripped my heart Now it's your soul I hear Singing to mine Telling it to heal And speaking of love It's a sound I want to hear For Eternity.... Your love is beautiful Our love I wake each morning To your voice Whispering to me Everyday simple words With the melodic undertones Of love

Just One Of Those Days !!
Im having a pretty pissy day today... First off...I had my hair done yesterday...washed it this morning..and instead of blonde with pink foils..its more pink with blonde foils ...ok..thats managable..rang the hairdressers..getting it fixed tomorrow. My middle daughter had a migraine, so was up with her most of the night..maybe thats adding to my tired grumpy mood !!! My mum rang...and she was in a pissy mood..so guess who copped it...lol.yup. We have 2 toilets in the house..the kids chose not to replace either roll..lol..now that pisses me off grrrr. I know this seems really minor..but to top it all off... I went and had a shower..lovely..hung out some washing on a beautiful autumn day..happily taking in the sunshine and the cool breeze..when I felt a warm..spongy sensation under my foot. Looking down to find the puppy had left her morning deposit..right under my freshly showered foot !!! Ok the day cant get any worse

Beauty And Age
I just came across a lovely woman's page today that made me realize just how irrelevant age is in the eyes of the beholder. I think that many people spend entirely too much time worrying about their age, even when they say it doesn't bother them. Depending on how you take care of yourself, how you present yourself, and perceive yourself, you will either look beautiful/ugly, or young/old. I've met (and work with) women into their 50's and 60's who act like preteens. In the same sense I've met teenagers with mentalities of the elderly. this also applies to beauty. If you feel you're beautiful and you take care of yourself, and look for other ways to be beautiful beyond physical and superficial means... then it will come to pass. However, if you take it too far and are conceited, or on the other end of the spectrum, you lack self esteem... or you have an overall horrible personality and lack of respect... you'll appear ugly. Chances are, finding someone who genuinely wants y

24 Hours 2 Live!!!!
Malik returns from the doctor and tells his wife, LaQuita, that the doctor has told him he has only 24 hours to live. Given this prognosis, Malik asks LaQuita for sex. Naturally, she agrees, and they "get busy". About six hours later, Malik goes to LaQuita and says, "Honey, you know I now have only 18 hours to live. Could we please do it one more time?" Of course LaQuita agrees and they do it again. Later, as Malik gets into bed, he looks at his watch and realized that he now has only 8 hours left. He touches LaQuita's shoulder and asks, Honey,please....just one more time before I die." She says, "Of course Big Daddy" and they make love for the third time. After this session, LaQuita rolls over and falls asleep. Malik, however, worried about his impending death, tosses and turns, until he's down to 4 more hours. He taps LaQuita and says "honey, I have only 4 more hours. Do you think we could........." At this point LaQuita sits up and says, "Look nigga, I gotta get up in the mo

Stupid-o-meter
How can you tell you are an idiot? If you leave comments like this: a face like that doesnt deserve one mans love, it deserve a thousand men's love No. It was not a comment I left. And it was not made about me.

Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You we

New Truck And Trip
Well, this past weekend was VERY long. The kids and I drove the 5 hours up to Charles City, Iowa on Friday afternoon, we finally got to sleep after driving another 30 minutes to Mason City, Iowa in order to go to WalMart, then another 30 minutes back to Troy's motel room. We finally got to sleep, I have no idea what time I passed out but sleeping well was something I did not do...totally sucked! Anyway, we got up at 0645 Saturday and then hopped in the Bronco to head to Wisconsin in order to finally get Troy his new truck! YAY!! So, after yet ANOTHER 5 hour drive, we finally made it to Wisconsin and went to Lenz Auto Sales and got all the paperwork filled out, I emptied the Bronco, took some good-bye pics of it and hopped in the new truck and back on the road another 5 hours back to Charles City, Iowa....again. So, yes, it was a long weekend because after we finally ate and got to sleep, the next day (Sunday) the kids and I hopped back in the car at 1245 and headed back home anot

Livin' The Life
Its been a long time coming but the dark seems to have passed for me. I've met some great people and I'm having a blast again! I've got a new band and I think that with a little work it might have some potential. I've been working alot lately, but the good news is that I'm not too bad off. Oh yeah, and I met someone. I don't expect any great wonders out of it, but I wouldn't complain should some happen to work themselves out. As for the bad times I've had recently, I'm glad it happened because all the shit I put up with made me stronger than I have ever been. There have also been some great works coming from my fretboard because of it. My personal favorite is "Cry Wolf" and coming a close second is of course "The Long Road Home". These two songs really test my spirit. "Cry Wolf" has a Rock feel and while its not something complex like "Vanity" its definitely a great tune. Puts alot of my emotions out there and I like that. There is one downfall however, HELLSEHER doesn't seem

My Life Part Two
I don't know about you all, but I hate school work, house work, work in general. I hope that you all have better luck finding time to get the things done that you need to in the time you have cause I can't, Juggling my kids, house work, school work, and working at a store that tryes to call me in on my day off every day off. I can't do it anymore. Just tell me that I not the only one that has this problem and can tell me how to deal with it. Help me...........

My True Feelings Right Now!!
These are just my thought tonight. I know not where this path I find myself on will lead me,nor do I know if I'll walk it alone or with another. All I know is I find my thoughts on everyone but me. Which is nothing new,my world is touched by many from many paths. So to some I'm just a plaything,to others I'm just me. To some I'm a two face child,to others I'm a peek into their souls. To some I'm not even real,to others I'm the most real thing they have in their life. To some I play their follower to others I play leader. But tonight I sit here and wonder does any of them even really know me or even want to know me. I've taking some mighty blows from ones i thought as friends and family,yet I took these blows with out a word to them or anyone. I can't but help think that the ones I thought as being my closest,dearest friends really weren't. Because If they knew me they would have never sent the blows to me. Also they would have knew that I'm a lot more stronger and not so much a child a

Git To Know Me
HELLO THERE !!! i got this chat site so i can git to know so woman and hopefully find that special one,and believe it or not it can happen lol..im a good charater i like some woman to be funny,most of all honest,great attitude on life and other things,someone who doesnt keep secrects ,open minded,tristworthy,self respect self love and the list gose on.and by the way i have all those things in my spirit !! :)

My Bar Tab Is......$710.00
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30

My Bad Mommy Files
Is it bad that I find it funny that my 3 y/o son pissed in a cup because he couldn't get into the bathroom? of course it's not the worst part of the story. what's worse is that he threw the cup at his sister. However, his father was totally pissed off. i just think that when it comes to kids, you just gotta loosen up. But if it's bad that i laughed, then i guess it's also bad that i'm the one who taught him how to fling sugar packets in the air, while at a restaurant waiting for our food. lol hey, no one was harmed, and we were quite amusing to the other patrons, even the waitstaff. So, while these may seem like unbelievable horrible things for me to do as a mother, deep down, i think it makes me a better one. i can laugh with my children, at their devious antics and even participate with them. I think it shows them that i understand them and understand what it's like to be a kids sometimes. I'm not saying that i don't find myself frustrated or mad at them sometimes, b

It's Officially Spring.
Well according to some it is anyways. But that's not the point. I have spring fever! At work today I saw some friends that I haven't seen in years... well one in about six years, the other since last summer or the one before. I need to start getting out of my house again. Spring is a time for driving fast with the windows down.. music blasting.. or sprawled out in the back of a convertable, laughing your ass off and singing at the top of your lungs. Dancing.. flirting.. frisbee... Oh spring how I love thee! My god am I ready for it. Okay... enough rambling. >> It needs to hurry up and get warm so I can get my tanning on. ^^

{lyrics To} He Didn't Have To Be....
When a single mom goes out on a date with somebody new It always winds up feeling more like a job interview My momma used to wonder if she'd ever meet someone Who wouldn't find out about me and then turn around and run I met the man I call my dad when I was five years old He took my mom out to a movie and for once I got to go A few months later I remember lying there in bed I overheard him pop the question and prayed that she'd say yes And then all of a sudden Oh, it seemed so strange to me How we went from something's missing To a family Lookin' back all I can say About all the things he did for me Is I hope I'm at least half the dad That he didn't have to be I met the girl that's now my wife about three years ago We had the perfect marriage but we wanted somethin' more Now here I stand surrounded by our family and friends Crowded 'round the nursery window as they bring the baby in And now all of a sudden It seemed so strange to me H

A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps...
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, "

Fire And Water???????
PERFECTLY US TO A T~~ SUN in ARIES with AQUARIUS Both these types are active, independent individuals who appreciate progressive, dynamic approaches to any situation or problem. The relationship will have a unique, lively and spirited quality. Both Aries and Aquarians' take pride in their freedom from many traditional values and beliefs. Aries is more concerned with personal creativity and in some ways they are less integrated into social groups and the community than Aquarius. This can be a very exciting coupling as both types are adventurous, unconventional and like to take risks. Meetings can be sudden and impulsive and relationships can strike up instantaneously. Affairs can be very hot and passionate, but can end just as quickly as they begin. Aries might find themselves in an unusual situation with an Aquarian partner, living arrangements may not be the norm and this couple is less likely to demand that their partner be legally required to be present. The energy a

Im So Damm Sick And Tired
I NORMALY DONT VENT ABOUT SHIT BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT BACK NO MORE ....Im tired of the damm drama that people want to cause and tired of the damm bullshit...Play the games and do as u want because ur just mad becuase u dont have what everyone else has......Fuck the haters and fuck the wanna bee people get a damm life if u know something then see and it and walk away from it all before shit gets start that shouldnt of started in the beging...NO MORE PLAYING NICE leave me alone and everyone else alone and get a freakin life ......IM tired of people thinking they can win over something when they know good and damm well they need to rethink of whom they are and were they stand because im here to say that losers are loser and winners are winners and i have one once before and i will always be a winner....Just becase one has money or one has a thinks they are better dont mean nothing because no one is better then anyone else we are all thesame weather we are purple, black. green, red, orange wh

My Explanation Is...
Well let's see,I have been interested and very close to this guy who I have known for almost 5 years now. Yes,we met on yahoo and we met a year after that..ect..it was nice while it lasted. We had decided over the summer to try it again and well apparently when we had this talk back then he was half awake half asleep. I asked him this morning where we stood at the time and well I got the answer of we are still close friends. I got an attitude with him because well,I had a reason to. I spoiled the hell out of him,he called me everyday,we were getting to the point of him coming up to visit for my bday this july even. So,I thought to myself..hell with this because I didn't do all of the things I did for him for him to still just be a friend. I am also not going to be his little fuck buddy either. That's probably where he was going with the whole visiting thing. I don't like doing that stuff because well i'm used to being that intimate with someone when i'm dating them. So in short cause i

100%
Mathematics From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kiss ing wi ll take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowl

Stupid Salute! >:(
im trying to take a salute picture and the homepage isnt showing up clearly and its annoying i must have taken over 50 pictures trying to get this right. does the homepage HAVE to be clear so that you can read it in the picture?

Haterz Suck!!
OK LISTEN TO THIS SHIT I HAD 5 OF MY PICS TURNED IN AS NSFW AND THEY WERE ONES OF ME AT THE CLUB AND ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS LEGS... IM SORRY IF I OFFEND ANYONE ON HERE BUT IF LEGS OF A FULLY CLOTHED PERSON IS OFFENSIVE TO YOU THEN YOU DONT NEED TO BE ON THE INTERNET AT ALL AND ESPECIALLY NOT ON THIS SITE!! WHAT GETS ME IS I CAN HAVE ONE OF ME IN A SWIM SUIT AS MY MAIN PIC AND IT NOT BE REPORTED BUT 5 OTHERS THAT IM MORE THAN FULLY CLOTHED IN REPORTED I DID RESPOND BACK TO CHERRY TAP BECAUSE THIS IS JUST BULL SHIT NEXT THING PEOPLE WILL BE TURNING PICS OF YOUR EYES OR FACE OR ANYTHING IN AS NSFW AND I THINK THIS IS BS!! SORRY HAD TO VENT ON THIS AND LET ALL THE HATERZ AND PEOPLE THAT ARE OFFENDED BY PICS LIKE THIS KNOW HOW MUCH THEY ARE HATED AND THAT THEY NEED TO CRAWL BACK IN THEIR LITTLE HOLE!!!

The Daughter, The Harlot
The Daughter, The Harlot. Together we will climb my child, Look into my eyes can you tell me, The highest point of clarity? Persecute her, my selfless Insanity. Delirium is a fine place to rot, All painted, cleaned and half cocked. Would you like to see them hang? Split open and bleeding in vanity. Take my temptations, trust in me and see. Can you hear the songs? The songs of redemption! (They scream in the night) Can you hear the screams? The sounds of redemption! (You cannot run, you cannot fight!) Redemption! In a place where we kill and maime. Deceivers and Harlots, Cheaters, Theives we'll stew alive, They paint their chapels In their self-scarlet demise, Brought them to their knees, For the very last time. Be still, my child... Can you hear their cries? Can you hear the songs? The songs of redemption! (They scream in the night) Can you hear the screams? The sounds of redemption! (You cannot run, you cannot fight!) Redemption! Impregna

A Touching Story.... But Not Sappy
In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face,stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. >> > > Mbembe never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Mbembe was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures

And There Was You - Another Poem I Like
By Cassandra S. McFall So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All be

Total Sub
Jade had been his slave for only thirteen months, and had been collared only three weeks past. She still had much to learn about respecting and honoring her Master Darius. By accepting his collar she made a covenant to honor and serve and obey her Master, but this night, Darius would make sure his pet knew what was expected of her. Tonight, she had allowed other Masters to brush against her body, touching her ass, her back, her breasts. Instead of storming over in a rage, he sat coolly at the bar, drinking and watching, then went to speak to a couple of his fellow Doms. Finally he walked over to her. He pressed his hips tight to her ass and wrapped one of his hands tight in her long, brown hair, the large silver ring on his finger contrasting nicely. As he pulled her head back, he whispered, "You've been a bad little girl, Jade," and as if to emphasize his point, he slid his other hand between her legs. When he withdrew his strong fingers, he lifted them to her lips, and even in

Volume I - Onset Of Spring
Greetings. As the seasons turn, the weather warms much to my liking. 70 degree tempertures, clear sunny skies, perfect road-trip conditions. This weekend, after my brother's wedding in Columbus, GA, I plan to thoroughly enjoy the weather, the warmth, and the beauty that is Spring. Highway 80 will be a very pleasant drive between Columbus and Macon...IF I have enough money left after the speeding ticket I got 2 weeks ago at my brother's bachelor party. $178. Ouch. .....thus spake aeturnallrain.

A 4 Letter Word
By Jesse T. Mccutchen A four letter word Combined with I and You Just to tell someone That powerful word To someone else And to them, it could only mean so much Like a child and a mother. Love combined with I and You Is not just to tell someone But would also describe something else An emotion that would fall between happy and calm But you would never know which Until you take the time. Love brings joy to everyone that thinks about it But would then, just then Would the not have any worries Because they thought about love That three word emotion As to what I refer to it as That emotion you share and say, I love you

What Year Were You Born Under?
You Were Born Under: Delicate, timid, and attractive - sometimes you really do act like a bunny. You're very compassionate and protective of those you love, sometimes too protective. Your home is really your castle, and you make sure your home is comfortable and well furnished. You don't like to argue - and you prefer a quiet, peaceful life. You are most compatible with a Goat or a Pig. What Year Were You Born Under?

Mmmmmmmm Chocolate
DELUXE CHOCOLATE MARSHMALLOW BARS INGREDIENTS 3/4 cup butter or margarine, softened 1 1/2 cups sugar 3 eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 1/3 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 3 tablespoons baking cocoa 1/2 cup chopped nuts 4 cups miniature marshmallows TOPPING: 1 1/3 cups semisweet chocolate chips 3 tablespoons butter or margarine 1 cup peanut butter 2 cups crisp rice cereal DIRECTIONS In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add eggs and vanilla; beat until fluffy. Combine flour, baking powder, salt and cocoa; add to creamed mixture. Stir in nuts if desired. Spread in a greased 15-in. x 10-in. x 1-in. pan. Bake at 350 degrees F for 15 to 18 minutes. Sprinkle marshmallows evenly over cake; return to oven for 2 to 3 minutes. Using a knife dipped in water, spread the melted marshmallows evenly over cake. Cool. For topping, combine chocolate chips, peanut butter and butter in a small saucepan. Cook over low heat, s

Cherry Blast For Mistress M
It's about time this Mistress gets her own Cherry Blast, so, I just want to know who will be the first lucky one to be honored by making a tribute to Mistress M with her first Cherry Blast.... Surprise Me! p.s. just wait for new more exciting pictures to come.... Lots of Love & Whips Mistress M

Thenetwork Is Forever Offline
DEVIL MACHINE NETWORK IS DISBANDED.KANG AND I WILL CONTINUE TO RECORD AND PLAY AS DISIAM,AND ARE LOOKING FOR A BASSIST AND A RHYTHM GUITARIST.NEW MYSPACELINK UP AS SOON AS WE DESIGNIT,STAY TUNED FOR MORE DETAILS/

.skags.and.ai.
Paula Abdul is a tone-deaf skag who does her bouncy bouncy dance to all the young guys cuz in her warped midget mind she actually thinks she has a chance. yannow what? she couldnt sing when she was popular...so why oh why...would they choose her to help judge American Idol? Simon woulda voted her off. in the first round. and told her something deplorable along the lines of...'you should never sing...ever' if the Howard Stern American Idol experiment works...theres no way to ever remotely come close to trusting the results of anything on television ever again...well...not that we ever could in the first place...but america likes to think it has input to a certain extent in these reality shows...but it all boils down to those phone calls...and people...who vote for their friends...eventho they know deep down their friend sucks and couldnt carry a tune thru a brittle straw...still they punch in those numbers to keep their friend in the race. *shakes head* stupid americans. vot

Headaches, Etc.
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself -- and repeat 'I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache'. And -- It worked, the headaches are all gone!" The husband replies, "Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes later -- and jumps into bed and makes pas

My Bondage Heart Tattoo (revised 04-01-07)
I have revised the wording, for when I wrote this, I used words that was not actually what I wanted to say. This is the true meaning behind my tattoo. I didn't intend not to "Love" again, but to simply not let "Love" break my heart & spirit as it has in the past.

Im Here
By Bre C. Dunigan Lets go now into the darkness of your thoughts Hurry up now its time, were waiting For you With a broken mirror and a broken heart Don't look back now or you will regret it You don't want to see what right in front of you But worst of all you let it Don't think its ok Don't think its right When the tears you cry will not fade And in a way you wished that they did not fade You thought that if you let him in your heart that nothing Would change Your wrong and you knew that you would be to But Don't worry when all goes wrong Don't worry when all else fails Don't worry when the love is gone Don't worry when all is dark Don't worry when you think that you can't take it any more I'm here

Will It Ever End...
OK i have been drinking lots of juice and eating nothing but basiclly soup!! This dang cold refuses to leave..Guess my next option is to sweat it out!!! Any volunteers to help me!!! u pervs i wasnt talking about SEX..i was talking like brisk walking..sheesh HA HA!! Hugs to you all, Michele

Do You Worry Too Much
Your Worry Factor is 33% You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard. You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them. So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax. You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start. Do You Worry Too Much?

I Will Come 2 You
© By Judith A. Watkins When you have know light to guide you and no one to walk beside you I will come to you when the night is dark and stormy you won't have to search for me when you don't know how or why but you have lost you way have now fear when your dreams are falling I will hear your spirit calling and I swear I will be there see even if we can not be together now and forever and I swear that I will be there we all need somebody we can turn to someone who will always understand so even if your soul is dieing and you need the strength to keep trying I’ll reach out and take your hand for I will come to you

Childbirth
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. >> >> Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an >> amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the >> mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were >> willing to try it out. >> >> Both said they were very much in favor of it. >> >> The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, >> explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the >> father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the >> husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a >> notch. >> >> The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The >> husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's >> blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. >> >> At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband >> continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer wa

House Of Insanity Lol
well, as y'all probably guessed, yes we made it to Indiana safe and well. now i just have to get everything back into order, or at least some variation there of. took amaya out to a playground nearby today, it was a lil chilly and the wind wouldn't die down..but she had fun anyway while i froze my tush off watching her (i could use a lot less tush anyway lol) it's amazing when you let kids outside to run around and be lil monkeys that come bedtime they are so tired they can barely make it to their bed before they fall asleep...i'm so glad she has a place to run around outside now.

Who's Your Daddy?
> I THINK YOU'RE THE FATHER OF ONE OF MY KIDS > > A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a > beautiful blond woman wave at > him and say hello. > > He's rather taken aback, because he can't place > where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know > me?" > > To which she replies, "I think you're the father of > one of my kids." > > Now his mind travels back to the only time he has > ever been unfaithful to > his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper > from my bachelor party > that I made love to on the pool table with all my > buddies watching, while > your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" > > She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm > your son's math teacher."

Quiz
>>The following short quiz consists of 4 questions, and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a "professional." >> >>Scroll down for each answer. The questions are >> NOT that difficult. >> >>1. How do you put a giraffe into a >> refrigerator? >> >>The correct answer is: >>Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. >>This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in a overly complicated way. >> >>2. How do you put an elephant into a >> refrigerator? >> >>Did you say, "Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator"? Wrong Answer >>Correct Answer: >>Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. >>This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. >> >>3. The Lion King is hosting an Animal Conference. All the animals attend except one. Which animal does not attend? >> >>Correct Answer: >>The Elephant. The elephant is

If You Are On A Diet... You Shouldnt Be Reading This....
LAYERED LEMON DESSERT 1 cup flour 1/2 cup soft butter 1/3 cup ground almonds (optional) 2 tbsps sugar 8 oz. pkg. cream cheese 1/2 cup icing sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 1 cup dream whip 7.5 oz. pkg. lemon pie filling 2 egg yolks 1/3 cup water 2 cups boiling water 1/4 cup sliced almonds (optional) (1) Mix flour, butter, almonds and sugar together until mixture forms a ball and is well combined. Press into an 8" glass pan. Bake at 350f for 15-20 minutes until golden. 'COOL' (2) Beat cheese, icing sugar and vanilla together until smooth. Fold in 1/2 the whipped cream. Spread over COOLED crust. Refridgerate. (3) Prepare pie filling according to directions (omitting butter) Cool to luke warm, stirring occasionally. Spread over cheese layer. Refridgerate until cold. (4) Spread remaining whipped cream over lemon layer. Refridgerate. Garnish with sliced almonds, just before serving.

Dont Say I Didnt Tell Ya
OK.. I DONT KNOE MANAY PPL ON HERE.. BUT TO EVERYONE SO YALL KANT SAY U DIDNT KNOE... I AM PARALYZED FROM KNEES DWN.. I TOTALED MY KAR ON GOOD FRI OF 05'..... SO SURPRISE!! U KAN RUN IF YA WANT NOW... LOL.... SWEET IF YA DONT THOUGH !! YEA

Blessed Ostara
OSTARA (pronounced O-STAR-ah) is one of the Lesser Wiccan Sabbats, and is usually celebrated on the Vernal or Spring Equinox right around March 21 (although because of its origins, may instead be celebrated on the fixed date of March 25). Other names by which this Sabbat may be known are Oestara, Eostre's Day, Rite of Eostre, Alban Eilir, Festival of the Trees, and Lady Day. The Christian holiday of Easter is very near this same time, (notice the similarity in name?), and is determined as the first Sunday after the first Full Moon after the Vernal Equinox. The name for this Sabbat actually comes from that of the Teutonic lunar Goddess, Eostre. Her chief symbols were the bunny (for fertility and because the Ancient Ones who worshipped her often saw the image of a rabbit in the full moon), and the egg (representing the cosmic egg of creation). This is where the customs of "Easter Eggs" and the "Easter Bunny" originated. Ostara is a time to celebrate the arrival of Spring, the renew

"lustful Thinking"
Her beautiful, pale skin, It dwells on my thoughts. I want to feel her from within, I want to touch her in all the right spots. I need to drive her insane, I need to taste her lips. I want to taste her rain, Dripping all over her wet, hot slit. I want to drag my tongue, Across her luscious clit. I want to make her come, My hair, within her grips. I want to hear her scream. I want to feel her tear at the sheets, As she writhes in her own cream. Oh, how I need to hear that scream. Lust has its grips on me, And it isn’t letting go. I don’t want it to leave, I just want to let my lust flow. I want to feel her skin, Between my teeth. Her hot blood, flowing within. Feel the vein release and unsheathe. Let me taste your blood. Let me taste you. If you want mine, you could. I won’t stop you. Please come play with me, Won’t you please?

New Additions To Preamble To The Constitution
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right t

Deepest
he touches me in ways no other can.Some times i do not think he knows how much he really means to me.. he touched my soul so deely that some times it pains me to see his face. he is my one and only. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.... .... I love you babe!

No Lies Survey
Body: 1. last beverage¨ Iced tea 2. last phone call¨ Was from Sean 3. last instant message¨ N/A 5. last time you cried¨ Couldn't tell ya. 6. last text message¨ N/A 1. dated someone twice¨ Negative 2. been cheated on?¨ By all of em.. Except Sean, Thank Goddess there are a few good ones left! 3. kissed someone & regretted it?¨ Why, do you have herpes today? 4. lost someone special?¨ Yes 5. been depressed¨ I have been. 6. been drunk and threw up? Not any time in the last 3 or 4 years. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. blue 2. Pink 3. purple/black THIS MONTH HAVE YOU 1. Made a new friend ¨ Yes 2. Fallen out of love-- No way, I love him more every day. 3. Laughed till you cried -- Yep 4. Met someone who changed your life ¨ Not this month. 5. Found out who your true friends were ¨ I already know who can be trusted. 6. Is there something you want to tell someone ¨ Not that I'm aware of. 8. How many people on your to

Level 19
Level 19 finally :) Thanks to everyone who rates my stuff! I have like 73,000 points to go LoL never gonna happen. At least not for a REALLY long time since I don't use this all that much anymore. Alright, bed time. Goodnight all

Killing Flies
A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter. "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded: "Oh.! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, three males and two females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "Three were on a beer can, and two were on the phone.”

Thanks
I just want to thank everyone for the warm and fast welcomes I received. You were all so helpful in getting me started and learning this site quick. Kudos to you all and this site is definitely better than myspace or some of the others I have been on. I love it here and thanks again to all of you.

And The Winners Are.......
FIRST PLACE-MOST COMMENTS-10,322 COMMENTS!!!! Jimette@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE-MOST RATES-46 RATES!!! Henning (Member of the Naked Doll Family~)@ CherryTAP THIRD PLACE-HIGHEST OVERALL RATING-10.22 IT'S A TIE BETWEEN THESE TWO!!! *~*My5t1c47_m1nd*~*@ CherryTAP *CELESTE*@ CherryTAP CONGRATULATIONS AND THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO ENTERED!!! Crystal (AngelEyezTN)

This Just Warmed My Heart
I'm so used to getting the "dem titties is nice yo" that I forgot what's is like to receive a compliment that warms my heart! here's his email About you Body: I see the strength in your eyes...I wanted to meet you in dallas but will not make it...You are a pioneer in your field and if given a chance I want to interview you(you and the candyman in the same place...)I hope to meet you one day..save me an autographed copy of your poem book and your comic book...Jathan Paris “A Beautiful woman's true delight is to do the things she was made for.” Marcus Aurelius. thank you so much!

Help Me Out
I AM SO CLOSE TO LEVELING UP..PLEASE STOP BY AND RATE MY PICS/FAN ME/RATE ME...HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON...ALSO, I KNOW HAVE A WEBCAM FOR ANYONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO VEIW, JUST SEND ME A MESSEGE...HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON AND MAYBE YOU SEE ME..LOL

Lost In My Thoughts...
I cannot see, I cannot feel, I cannot talk, I cannot move, I cannot think. Yet in all of it, there you are...taking care of me...reaching and pulling while I cannot do for myself. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can do nothing more than lay here...you try to feed me and I will not eat, you try to get me to drink and I will not drink. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You take me and bath me...and wash my hair. I feel you brush my hair but you are unaware. I cannot feel too deeply and guilt that you are here eats me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You lay me in bed and tell me to stay, but to the floor I go...too guilt ridden to stay where you put me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can feel your frustration as you struggle to help me. If only you knew that I cared. I want to scream at you that I don't need you, nor any one else...for guilt is an emotion is a card that has been dealt. Leave

When I Go...
I want to leave something positive behind for my kids. I want to live a life that reflects well in my obituary. I want to be a good mother, especially when my kids think I am the meanest mommy ever! I am raising my kids to be proud, respectful and value hardwork & a good education. I guess if they put THAT in my obit, I will have left something positive behind.........

Love Anyone!
In your life you make mistakes. You fall into "LOVE" with people, to only discover it wasn't really "LOVE". You hurt people who you never wanted to, and some because they hurt you. Marriage isn't what it used to be. I know thE LOVE my Grandparents had for one another still is out there, but is very rare. You can have your fairy tale wedding, only to realize your Prince Charming was Jafar in disguise. About the time you've completely given up on LOVE, True LOVE slaps you in the face! A wedding in GODS HOUSE, does NOT make a marriage. There is a such thing as "A Match Made In Heaven". Its only that your given 1 life time to find your match. Your Soul Mate is the one person you would have never expected. You can give up on LOVE, but LOVE does NOT give up on you. If you LOVE someone let them know, chances are, they LOVE you too! There is a such thing as "LOVE At First Sight", It's the second, third and fourth time that makes it flouri

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Of being sick and tired!!!!! This shit is for the birds! I can't eat, can't sleep, can't fuck.......I hate this! Like I don't have enuff goddamm problems, my friggin doctor gives me 3 new prescriptions today to treat "some" of my physical issues.......of course- they will cause MORE issues so there goes what WAS left of my libido, appetite & mental status. On the plus side, one of the drugs comes with positive(I think) effects. The doctor says DON'T drive - just take 2 , turn on the music and turn the lights down real low..... Well - that sounds like a party drug now don't it?????? Can't WAIT to try them out!!!!

The Mental Traveller
The Mental Traveller I travelled through a land of men, A land of men and women too, And heard and saw such dreadful things As cold earth wanderers never knew. For there the babe is born in joy That was begotten in dire woe, Just as we reap in joy the fruit Which we in bitter tears did sow; And if the babe is born a boy He's given to a woman old, Who nails him down upon a rock, Catches his shrieks in cups of gold. She binds iron thorns around his head, And pierces both his hands and feet, And cuts his heart out of his side To make it feel both cold & heat. Her fingers number every nerve Just as a miser counts his gold; She lives upon his shrieks and cries— And she grows young as he grows old, Till he becomes a bleeding youth And she becomes a virgin bright; Then he rends up his manacles And pins her down for his delight. He plants himself in all her nerves Just as a husbandman his mould, And she bcomes his dwelling-p

Update...
WELL SINCE OUR LITTLE INCIDENT THIS AFTERNOON WITH SOME "NO NAMED" PERSON THINGS HAVE QUIETED DOWN SOME. NOW FOR THE CONTEST IT SEEMS THAT HER LITTLE PLANS ISNT WORKING I AM 985 POINTS BEHIND THE LEADER THAT STILL A DAY N HALF LEFT. AS SOON AS I GET MY POINTS MY BACK BOMBING MY OWN ASS. DAMN THAT SOUNDS KINKY.. OK MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER.. QUIET PINK HE MADE ME HORNY SO STOP LAUGHING!!! KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING THIS GROUP IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE STRONG LEADERS IN HERE NOW THAT WONT TAKE CRAP FROM ANYONE!!! SO SHOW THE SUPPORT!! FREE WILLY.. OK DAMNIT MIND IN GUTTER AGAIN.. SHUSH PINK

Im Sorry Continued
I got married in 1998 to my first husband.He was good to me when I was pregnate,but after my son was born and I couldnt get pregnate with his kid he would hit me.For example he would buy lunch meat for him to eat during the day but wouldnt buy me any.So if I ate a piece of his lunchmeat he would hit me then say Im sorry I hurt you but you shouldnt have ate my lunch meat.This continued through my first marriage and in my second marriage my now ex husband while wouldnt hit me would scream at me then appoligize somehow making it my fault.Then the day he choked me until I passed out he said Im sorry but you shouldnt have accidently spilled water on me.Now the other day when I wrote in my blog I didnt say what brought that on but I will now.Michael I love you bunches.Yeasterday I was goofing off in walmaart kinda playing around with him.He hit me on my butt hard.He was annoyed with me so I felt he did it out of anger but he was just playing around.He said Im sorry I didnt meen to hit you th

Me
I am just sitting around tonight after spending time with the most wonderful woman I have ever met. We spent time yesterday working on her car, washing and waxing it. She fixed me dinner and spent time just watching tv and enjoying her. The day has been a bit difficult since I have known this woman for almost 5 years. We have dated and lived with one another in the past. She is my absolute best friend, she knows more about me then most of my family does. The difficult part of this is I have seen her look so beautiful and do things for people by going out of her way. But last night she looked so beautiful, and every time I see her I realize how much I screwed up. Because I would and will do anything for her. I say this because I have seen and heard how she has been taken advantage of. I may not know the whole story, but I don't need to know, knowing her and the kind of person she is. I have told her how I feel about her and will not look or be a stalker to her because she is

Yes, I'm A Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither ha

What Kind Of Cake Are You?
You Are a Chocolate Cake Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you. What Kind of Cake Are You?

My Name Is Sarah
My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throw

Outhouse Poem
The service station trade was slow The owner sat around, With sharpened knife and cedar stick Piled shavings on the ground. The country bards were present, too, With Glittering blade and bough, Had I retained the things I heard I'd be much wiser now. No town facilities had they, The log across the rill Led to a shack, marked His and Hers That sat against the hill. "Where is the ladies restroom, sir?" The owner leaning back, Said not a word but whittled on, And nodded toward the shack. With quickened step she entered there But only stayed a minute, Until she screamed, just like a snake Or spider might be in it. With startled look and beet-red face She bounded through the door, And headed quickly for the car Just like three gals before. She missed the foot log - jumped the stream The owner gave a shout, As her silk stockings, drooping down Caught on a sassafras sprout. She tripped and fell - got up, and then In obvious disgust, Ran to the car,

Msn Article
Relationship article courtesy of MSN and Happen Magazine: Reeling from a recent breakup and wondering if you should give your ex one more shot? Read this much-needed Rx and call us in the morning. In medical terms, a relapse happens when you think youve suffered through the worst of an illness and feel like youre on the road to recovery, until bam!out of the blue, your symptoms return, sending you back to bed with a box of Kleenex. Now, relationship relapse, on the other hand, is not an official medical diagnosis. But that doesnt mean its not very, very real to the people it strikes. Heres what happens: Just when you think youre starting to get over your ex and realize all the flaws in your relationship, you run into him or her somewhere. Maybe its accidental, or you make an excuse to get togetherperhaps for the sake of closure. You try to be just friends, sure. But you end up hanging out, and maybe you start sitting dangerously close to one another. Promises are made. There

Hot Spots
You know the back of my neck is nice spot for a light kiss or lesser lick. I just noticed I never had any contact there. Usually my lips to kiss, a light rake of the fingers down my face, and some soft kisses or strokes down the small of my back... How aabout you? Realest

A Rape Story.
I found this on my hoverspot thingy and i thought everyone should read it. its sad. A Rape Story Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No answer, i feel the pain inside me;

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You Are 43% Bitchy Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out! Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it. How Bitchy Are You?

Mayonnaise Jar And Coffee
mayonnaise jar and coffee one of my friends sent this to me in an e-mail and i thought it was just so insightful >>>When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 >>>hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar... and >>>the coffee... >>> >>>A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items >>>in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a >>>very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to >>>fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was >>>full. They agreed that it was. >>> >>>The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into >>>the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open >>>areas between the golf balls He then asked the students again if >>> the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box >>> of sand and poured it into the >>>jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more

My Shower Story . . .
I was going to write the second part of the last blog and post it but I changed my mind after the conversations I have had the past 2 days. I decided to write this instead: I stood under the hot water letting it hit my head and roll down my body. I was in no hurry to get out - it felt good to stand there. I closed my eyes and he appeared. There he was standing in front of me staring into my eyes. He slipped his had around my neck and pulled me close to him. His lips were like silk touching mine, that moment could have lasted forever and I would have died happy. Yet, he pulled away from me and spun me around. He came up behind me and pulled my body up against his. The temperature in the room rose as his hands cupped each of my breasts. The way he pinched each nipple made me shiver despite the warmth I was surrounded by. The touch was perfect; he knew exactly what he was doing. He kissed behind my ear and down my neck. He playfully bit my shoulder and a soft moan esca

Because This Cracked Me Up, I Had To Share
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi-pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel h ormona l forces violently surging through my body Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transf

Another Hot Story Revised
I SPENT THE DAY WITH YOU,I KNEW I FOUND TRUE LOVE. THE WAY YOU ACT WITH ME AND THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES MAKES ME RELIZE THAT YOU ARE EXTREMLY HAPPY WITH ME. EVERY TIME YOU SAID I LOVE YOU, YOU MADE ME FEEL GREAT. JUST HEARING THE SOUND OF YOUR ANGELIC VOICE SAYING THOSE WORDS TO ME WAS INCREDIBLE. EVEN JUST A KISS FROM YOU IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. YOUR LIPS ARE SO SOFT AND SO SMOOTH, WHILE I HOD YOU IN MY ARMS I CANT HELP BUT, RUN MY INDEXFINGER ALONG YOUR LIPS AND THEN GO IN FOR A KISS. THEN I LOVED TO JUST HOLD YOU,WHILE I REST MY FOREHEAD ON YOUR FOREHEAD AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES, I CAN SEE YOU LOOKING INTO MINE. I WHISPER I LOVE YOU AND I SEE THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE I LOVE AS YOU WHISPER THE SAME. BY NOWTHE SUN HAS GONE DOWN, AND THE MOON CAME OUT. ITSA LIL CHILLY IN THE ROOM SO WE LIGHT A FIRE IN THE FIREPLACE AND CLOSE THE CURTAINS. ITS VERY DARK IN THE ROOM NOW LITE BY ONLY THE FIRE. WE GO AND SIT ON THE FLOOR BY THE FIRE, AND BE

Playlist For The Week Of 3/13/07 - 3/20/07.
Black Sabbath - Dehumanizer Beherit - Drawing Down The Moon Carpathian Forest - We're Going To Hell For This Cathedral - Forest Of Equilibrium Cynic - Focus Dark Angel - We Have Arrived DarkThrone - Plaguewielder Exodus - Tempo Of The Damned Grave - Fiendish Regression King Diamond - "Them" Kiss - Animalize Kiss - Carnival Of Souls Krisiun - Black Force Domain Mercyful Fate - Don't Break The Oath Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil Murder Squad - Unsane, Insane And Mentally Deranged Obituary - Cause Of Death Soulreaper - Written In Blood Testament - Practice What You Preach W.A.S.P. - Live...In The Raw

Story Of Us ~part 5
On January 14th I admitted to myself that something was off...with about two weeks of evidence. I burst into tears after talking with my sister; she was giving me a hard time for not making the trip down to Houston. Ken took me back to my dorm where I sat staring at the wall for an hour and half. Now I could get into why I didnt first think to why I could be pregnant with all the female reasons but that would be way too much information, lets just say that I had my reasons to why it was missing. I had my bags packed and I figured that if I go to Houston without knowing, my mom would something was up and will ask if I was pregnant; I will burst into tears again for I wouldnt know the answer and so on... so my solution... buy a test and take it on the road. Well I didnt take it on the road; that would have been horrible. I returned to my dorm and thought I should really take this tomorrow, for I just went to the bathroom 15 mins before, and have consume a litter of water, plus it w

Story Of Us ~part 4
The last post was posted in December. I have been thinking a lot of what I will say in this blog; I mean I could give you a detail day by day story but that is something that should be in a diary... eventhough I knew there are many out there who use blogs for just that, but that is not me. So I will tell you what I would like to share with you. Ken and I had been talking a lot about eventually moving in together in the New Year. I had some concerns about this but felt it would work out and by the time we returned from Flordia we were looking for a place to live. We were lucky. We found a really cute 2 bedroom apartment... 2 bedrooms for when his twins would visit during the summer. The ever next day after turning in our apartment applications we got a call that changed eveything. I am not going into details but Ken returned to Flordia to fight for his girls. When he returned we moved in together. And about three weeks later his twins arrived. So now I am currently l

Pieces Of Me
Pieces of me Only showing a lil of me Hiding from the main stream Screaming inside I want to be me Knowing full well I can’t be Moving from fantasy to reality Reality to fantasy Oh what a life I just want to be me Acceptance from society What ever that maybe To have the freedom of expression To be the person I desire to be

Goodbye My Love
MY BLACK DRESS FLOWS AS THE WIND BLOWS A COLD BREEZE I FEEL HOLLOW AS THE OLD TREES DECAYING ON THE GROUND IN THE WOODS MY LIFE HAS BEEN A FULL AND LONG ONE, I DON'T KNOW WHEN IT WILL ALL END I STAND STARRING AT THE COLD GRANITE, WITH YOUR NAME ETCHED IN IT, IN A WAY IT IS A MUSE CAUSE THIS IS WHAT YOU HAD WANTED ALL ALONG I FEEL GREAT SORROW IN MY SOUL WHEN I THINK OF THE FEW HAPPY MOMENTS WE HAD I HAD ALWAYS LONGED FOR MORE OF THOSE DAYS IN OUR LIVES I HOPE THAT YOU ARE NOW AT PEACE AND ALL IS FORGIVEN I HOPE YOU NOW KNOW HOW MUCH YOU REALLY WERE LOVED AND HOW MUCH YOU ARE MISSED FOREVER IN MY MEMORY

Pain
I am in just a lil bit of pain. i stepped on an electrical plug. It obviously didnt like me very well. it cut a chunk of flesh out of the bottom of my left foot. kinda hurts to walk having a hole in the bottom of my foot.

Meet Lil Miss Camil.....
Help Me Name her....I never can think of a really cool name for any of the dogs i have had..Her moms name is Sassy...and i jus want a name that is not like an ordinary dogs name...But plz dont leave any stupid or rediculas names that u would not even name yur animal...Leave me a comment on this blog with a name and i'll let ya all know what i have chosen...Thanks to anyone who helps me....XOXO

Story Of Us ~part 3
I have been writing about how Ken and I met. Part 1 cover the first five days and part 2 the last two of the first week; now if I continue writing this out in the same matter then there would be about 10 parts to this explanation since it has four weeks already, so I have been told to do the most important parts. Fun thing is I will probably still put in as much detail as the first two. But I felt that the first two were important to explain like I did and how they were broken up, which I hope you all agree. But sorry guys this one is longer but at least done. Okay---On with the story… So we met officially on Sunday, Ken’s truck was in the shop and on Monday I received a call around lunch time from him asking if I would met him somewhere to take him to pick up his truck. He was actually supposed to return to work but he took his time in calling in and finally they called him and told him that he didn’t have to return. We hung out for the rest of the day, watched movies and

Story Of Us ~part 2
Part one left with Ken in the field, and how I believe that was the best for our situation. Now I have to cover some things that I missed, or voided from part one. (Make sure you have time for this is a long one people) My family is a very big part of who I am and my life. As I have gotten older, my relationship with my parents has flourished to one of openness and respect. My mom has become one of my best friends and I talk with her about things that you normally wouldn’t talk to a parent about. In the week leading up to “meeting” Ken, I received quite a few messages and comments from guys who were looking for something that I was not willing to play, now me not thinking told my mom that I was receiving some comments from guys in the area. So by the time I started talking to Ken, my thoughts as well as my mother’s was one of weariness and caution. If I remember correctly it was the third day of talking (second day in the field) when I decided to mention to my mom that

Redneck Medical Terms
Benign - What you be, after you be eight. Artery - The study of paintings Bacteria - Back door to cafeteria Barium - what doctors do when patients die Cesarean section - a neighborhood in Rome Cat scan - searching for kitty Cauterize - made eye contact with her Colic - a sheep dog coma- a punctuation mark D & C - Where Washington is Dilate - to live long Enema - Not a friend Fester - quicker than someone else Fibula - a small lie Genital - a non-Jewish person GI series - world series of military baseball Hangnail - what you hang your coat on Impotent - distinguished, well-known Labor pain - getting hurt at work medical staff - a doctor's cane Morbid - a higher offer Nitrates - cheaper than day rates Node - I knew it Outpatient - a person who has fainted Pap Smear - A fatherhood test Pelvis - second cousin to Elvis Post Operative - a letter carrier Recovery room - place to do upholstery Rectum - darn near killed him Secretion - hiding something Seizure - a

Hehe
A man was walking in the city, when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking bum who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted two dollars and asked, "If I gave you this money, will you take it and buy whiskey?" "No, I stopped drinking years ago," the bum said. "Will you use it to gamble?" "I don't gamble. I need everything I can get just to stay alive." "Will you spend the money on greens fees at a golf course?" "Are you NUTS! I haven't played golf in 20 years!" The man said, "Well, I'm not going to give you two dollars. Instead, I'm going to take you to my home for a terrific dinner cooked by my wife." The bum was astounded. "Won't your wife be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty bad." The man replied, "That's OK. I just want her to see what a man looks like who's given up drinking, gambling, and golf!!"

Teen Rapes Friend's Mongrel Bitch
A teenager in eastern Sweden has been reported to the police for having sex with a dog in his friend's bathroom. The alleged incident happened in Norrköping last Thursday. The man is said to have suddenly taken his friend's dog, a mongrel bitch, into his bathroom and sexually attacked it, local paper Folkbladet reports. He allegedly gave no warning of what he was about to do The dog howled of pain during the attack, the dog owner, 18, told police. Hearing the commotion, he claims he opened the bathroom door to find his friend having sex with the dog. The friend continued the attack as the dog owner looked on. He said he was too afraid to intervene, as his friend was bigger and stronger than him. Police in Norrköping are currently investigating the allegations. Swedish law does not expressly ban sex with animals , but the police are considering charges of animal cruelty. The accused man's reaction to the allegations is so far unknown, according to Folkbladet. James Savage

How To Get Rid Of A Blind Date Lmfao
MORE THAN FIFTY WAYS TO GET RID OF BLIND DATES (and other social catastrophes) 1. At dinner, guard your plate with fork and steak knife, so as to give the impression that you'll stab anyone, including the waiter, who reaches for it. 2. Collect the salt shakers from all of the tables in the restaurant, and balance them in a tower on your table. 3. Wipe your nose on your date's sleeve. Twice. 4. Make funny faces at other patrons, then sneer at their reactions. 5. Repeat every third third word you say say. 6. Give your claim to fame as being voted "Most Festerous" for your high school yearbook. 7. Read a newspaper or book during the meal. Ignore your date. 8. Stare at your date's neck, and grind your teeth audibly. 9. Twitch spastically. If asked about it, pretend you don't know what they are talking about. 10. Stand up every five minutes, circle your table with your arms outstretched, and make airplane sounds. 11. Order a bucket of lard. 12. Ask for c

Story Of Us ~part 1
It was a Friday night and I was on my way out the door to see a school play when I received a “Friend Request” from some guy (who by the way had a cute picture), with time being limited I went a head and added him and figured that I would check out his page later and if I didn’t approve I would delete him then; plus I wanted to see if he would send me a message and/or what he had to say. I wasn’t able to check out his page until the next day… and honestly, with the stuff that he had on the page I would never had added him, it was a little extreme. If you know me and I hope you all do, you know that I am pretty traditional, conservative and down to earth…not crazy, wild and spontaneous. It was three days later, no comment from him and I was bored going through my “friend list” when I came across some blogs Ken has posted. You have to have permission to read most of them and I noticed that he was online; so me being the curious person that I am sent him a message asking what they were

One Day
Dusting the cobwebs, from out of my eyes It’s all clear to me now, there’s no more lies There isn’t a reason to cloak the pain Tears still well, flow and fall like rain Clouds slowly now, are starting to part Pain’s releasing, it’s cloak from my heart Occasionally a glimpse, a ray of light Pulling me from never-ending darkness, night Letting the past go, releasing its hold Need to feel better now, it’s getting old Ones that love, have come to surround This mending soul, who’s heart will abound ..One day Chelle - March 2007

On This, The Evening Of March 20,2007
What is up everybody? Nothing going on here really. Just got done cleaning my girls room, god, it was trashed. I though only boys were the destructive ones. I guess that myth is blown out of the water. I found food, make-up, stuff I name as unidentifiable, and a 2 members of an arctic expedition who apparently made a wrong turn somewhere. Then i cleaned my room. Now things are coming together. I found food, no make-up mind you, stuff I name as unidentifiable, and the rest of the arctic team looking for the others. I told them to get the hell out from under my bed, their friends were in the other room eating slushies. So, my powers of deductive reasoning gave me insight into why the girls room was such a mess. Like father like daughter. lol. So, now i sit at the computer in a mostly hazard free room, drinking a pepsi and glad that you cant get tetanus from dirty socks. heh heh. Talk to you later.

Please Help (fund-raiser)
Hey everybody. I know this is retarted...but...I still have three months before I graduate high school, and the school's music department is doing a magazine fundraiser. If anyone HAS a magazine subscription that they want to renew, the fund raiser can do it for you, or if you want to order a new magazine they have some great deals. If you're interested...I would only need a few details from you. As horrible as it sounds, you would need to give out your full name and address so I can send the postcard. I fill out the postcard with your name and address, and the company will send you the information on how to do it. Your name and address will not be given to ANYONE other than the magazine company (THEY DO NOT SELL NAMES AND ADDRESSES) and they will mail it to you. So, if you would be willing to help our music department (I am in the orchestra..I play string bass) please send your name and address to my inbox and I will send you a comfirmation e-mail and you'll get the information in

The Angels Song
~I looked into the screen and who did I see? The one I had been reaching to but could only talk to in my dreams. I wonder, will he talk to me tonight or just pass me by? ~Desire I have felt and I'm sure always will. The question of the times, is will I get to have it full filled? I can't win the race. I go through life without a trace. I can however try to walk with head held high and body moving with grace. ~Is he distracted and unable to reply or is he trying to see if I have tears in my eyes. ~Hinder my heart..I have tried to hide it from all to see. Yet some how from you I can't make that be. I look at you and see a dream. I talk with you and feel how it would be. ~Yet the walls are still high and the risk is there. Will I have the chance or do you even dare? ~The walls have started to close in and it's hard to breathe. This Angel needs light to shine and love free. Her heart was broken over again but she sings her love for one heart to begin. ~Will he reach in an

Ct Marriages
Ok, now the ignorant one speaks... What purpose this serve? Who started it? Is this another cute, but dumb American thing like My Chemical Romance or Troll pen toppers(then again that has a cool factor)? Is there a such thing as CT polygamy? Who's the friggin minister? Is he Jewish? Perhaps from one of those nondenomunational superchurches on the web? No children? Great! No CT child support...Or maybe somebody gets the Neopets. Alimony? I'm not going to imagine that! Like Britney bald...Not Cool(then again at least she's divorcing K-Fed cuz that marriage was UNHOLY)! But really folks... Me, if I were in a CT marriage, I BETTER get a piece of ass on the daily and not a cyberfuck(well, I'll compromise for daily nude pix and a lil webcam action when she doesn't feel like it--isn't marriage all about compromise?).