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SABBATH'S SISTER WROTE THIS IN A BULLETIN JUST LAST NIGHT JUNE 10-2007. hey everyone who knows my brother.hw quite breathing earlier.my family thought we lost him.he was out by his computer.our mom came in with his two babys.and notices he wasnt breathing.before he would sign going to the hospatail.all he would say he wanted his babys.and scream he wanted his son that passed away 4 years ago/they have a tube down his troat.more update as they come in.leave him youre prayers he do leave his heart.his youngest baby.his siter ================================================================================================== SABBATH HAD APPROCHED ME IN THE SHOUT.. EYES FULL OF TEARS WITH A VERY HEAVY HEART THAT WAS FULL OF CONCERN, FEAR, SADNESS, AND GUILT. I STOPPED WHAT I WAS DOING AND FOR THE NEXT HOUR OR SO I OFFERED AND EAR. THAT NIGHT I WAS FOREVER TOUCHED AS SO WAS HE. WE MADE A BOND THAT EARLY MORNING THAT ONLY GREW STRONGER AS TIME WENT ON. MY HEART NOW IS SO HEAVY AND BROKEN.. I CANT EVEN THINK STRIAGHT. MY EYES JUST DONT WANT TO STOP CRYING. WE HAD SPENT THE GREATER PART OF THE DAY TOGETHER YESTERDAY BOMBING MY CONTEST. WE ENDED IT WITH HIM SAYING TO ME THAT I WAS HIS VERY VERY BEST FRIEND. AND THATS THE LAST THING I RECALL BEING SAID.. I CAN'T EXSPRESS TO YOU ALL WHAT IS IT THAT IM FEELING BUT IT IS NOT A GOOD FEELING.. HE NEEDS TO MAKE IT AND PULL THROUGH.. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM.. HES MY FRIEND.. THE DAY I MET SABBATH THIS WAS WHAT HE SHARED WITH ME IN THE SHOUT AND THIS IS WHAT I WROTE FOR HIM ABOUT AN HOUR INTO OUR CONVERSTAION THAT DAY.. HAVE JUST MET SOMEONE WHO HAS A SISTER THAT JUST LOST HER FIRST BABY BOY OF FOUR MONTHS TO SIDS. FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT SIDS IS.? IT’S SUDDEN INFENT DEATH SIDRUM (SORRY CAN'T SPELL THAT) THEY DON'T KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENS OR EVEN THE BEST WAY TO LAY A CHILD TO SLEEP. WHEN MY FIRST WAS BORN IT WAS ON THE SIDE. WHEN MY SECOND WAS BORN IT WAS ON THE BACK... THEY DON'T KNOW... WHEN WE SUFFER LOSS WE WANT TO KNOW WHY... WHY WHY WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?? HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?? WHY ME AND WHY MY CHILD?? ACCORDING TO THE BROTHER PRIER TO THE CHILDS DEATH OF A WEEK AGO HIS SISTER’S HUSBAND HAD LEFT HER FOR SOMEONE HE HAD MET AT WORK. SOMETIME BEFORE THE CHILD WAS BORN. HE DIDN'T EVEN GO TO THE CHILD FURNERAL. THE BROTHER HIMSELF HAS EXSPERENCE LOSS OF HIS OWN CHILD. BOTH SISTER AND BROTHER ARE ALONE IN REFERENCE OF SINGLE. NO SPOUCE TO LEAN ON FOR SUPPORT... I KNOW OF TWO PEOPLE HERE NOW IM MY FRIEND LIST THAT HAS EXSPERECED A LOSS THEMSELVES OF A CHILD... IT WOULD BE OUT OF PLACE FOR ME TO GO TO THEM TO ASK THEM TO HELP SUPPORT THIS BROTHER AND SISTER FAMILY... IT WOULD BE GOOD FOR SOME TO OFFER SUPPORT AND FOR OTHER IT WOULD CAUSE MORE PAIN TO REACH OUT AND DO THAT... EVERONE SUFFERS LOSS IN A DIFFERENT WAY... I HAVE NEVER LOST A CHILD AND JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT CAUSES ME TO LOSE MY BREATH. I CAN’T EVEN GO THERE IN MY HEAD... I KNOW WHAT THAT WOULD DO TO ME... SO I HAVE VERY LITTLE TO OFFER THIS FAMILY. THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE LOST A CHILD PLEASE IF IT WOULDN'T CAUSE YOU MORE PAIN TO REACH OUT TO THEM THEN DO SO. IT’S ONLY BEEN ONE WEEK FOR THE SISTER AND SHE NEEDS LETTERS OF SUPPORT... SHE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT SHE WILL GO ON BUT SHE NEEDS OTHER PARENTS TO TELL HER THIS. TELL HER SHE WILL MAKE IT... THE BROTHER sabbath31 HAS REACHED OUT TO ME IN EFFORTS TO HELP HIS SISTER... HE IS WORRIED FOR HER... YOU GUYS ALL IM ASKING FOR IS ONE LETTER TO HIM THAT HE CAN PASS ON TO HIS SISTER. ONCE WE FALL TO FAR DOWN IN DISPAIR IT IS VERY HARD TO BE PULLED BACK OUT... BELIEVE ME ON THAT ONE. I KNOW FIRST HAND... SO ANYTHING ANYONE CAN DO IS BETTER THEN NOTHING.THEY ALREADY HAVE NOTHING BUT EACH OTHER. I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE AND I CARE ABOUT THIS WORLD. I CAN'T FIX IT BUT IF I COULD I WOULD... SO THAT’S WHY IM REACHING OUT ASKING FOR YOUR HELP... THERE IS PAIN EVERYWHERE IN THIS WORLD. AND PEOPLE ARE DYING AND SUFFERING LOSS. LET’S COME TOGETHER FOR EACH OTHER AND DO WHAT WE CAN... THANK YOU...... sabbath31(just hate me)
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@ CherryTAP ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Mizz Shady ( if that is your real name:) ) I read your blog just now about losing a child. I have gone through this. I lost my son to a miscarriage on a flight. We were comming back from a trip when it happened, hell we had just settled on a name, xoxxoxoxoxo. The hole it creates is undescribable. It's been over a decade years this xoxoxo and I turn solid inside when I think of it still, probably always will. Her, and I did not survive the loss. She never could get past her guilt. I didn't blame her then or now it is just how it affected her and how she did or didn't handle it. It is devastating to say the least. I have chosen to celebrate that day every year. I know the soul was there and in fact I've been visited by him but I wont go into that its too personal. I do however every xoxox do something I would have done with my son on his birthday or in that year of life. Sometimes its just a walk in the park other times I've gone to a baseball game or too a star wars movie. I don't do anything like buy 2 tickets. I just do something that reminds me of the boy thats not here. Sometimes that empty seat is almost too much to handle but it's important to me that I do it. 620 am and I'm crying as I type this. I have x nephews and x niece from my sibling and they have really helped over the years, of course they don't know that now. It has taken almost over a decade years to get to the point where I really want a child, for years I avoided it without even really realizing I had.....just one day it was like a light turning on that maybe it was time to look for someone to have that family with....and I have found her. you could say I've been blessed to find her, I know I do. This has turned somewhat into a ramble. I just wanted to share how I cope and I think maybe this will help. I wish you and your friend the best and his Baby's soul gods Speed. All my best, xoxo p.s. It's important to realize everything we do and everythng that happens to us "shapes" us and we become the better for it. As hard as this is, embrace life, live it fully we owe that to those we've lost and those we have close:) ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ My heart goes out to you! I have a very good friend that lost his first 2 kids to sids. It is a very rough and trying time. Trying to understand why the good Lord above would take a precious child. Thier Pastor told them that thier babies were very special. That is why they were called home as they were. Not to hurt them(the parents and loved ones)but to serve the Lord in His own devine way. Just know and remember that your sweet Angel is now in the hands of God serving His devine will. And that the hidden blessings of this trying time shall be revealed to you when He has deamed fit. And that even tho this is a very trying time,He walks with you always. ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ 2007-03-21 04:32:11 WELL PERSONALLY SPEAKING I SUFFERED A MISCARRIAGE EARLY ON WHEN I WAS PREGNANT. BUT I HAVE A LITTLE KNOWLEGE OF LOSS.. AS WELL AS BEING A DAUGHTER TO PARENTS THAT LOST TWO CHILDREN.. MY SISTER AND MY BROTHER.. HOWEVER MY SISTER WAS TWO DAYS OLD AND SHE DIED OF BREATHING COMPLICATIONS .I HAVE LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE WONDERING WHAT SHE WOULD BE LIKE AND KNOW ONE DAY WE WILL BE REUNITED IN HEAVEN. I BELIEVE IN GOD. SOME PEOPLE DONT AND THATS THEIR BELIEF IM NOT HERE TO JUDGE BUT FOR ME PERSONALLY AND MY PARENTS WITHOUT GOD IN THEIR LIFE THEY WOULD OF NEVER MADE IT THROUGH THE MOST DIFFICULT TIMES IN THEIR LIFE.. THEY MOURNED MY SISTERS LOSS AND WHILE DEATH IS DIFFICULT AT ANY AGE THEY RAISED A SON TO THE RIPE AGE OF 18 AND LOST HIM TO COLON CANCER .IMAGINE ALL THE MEMORYS OF YOUR CHILD YOU HAVE MADE AND THEN THEIR GONE .WE ALL HAVE DREAMS FOR OUR CHILDREN AS MY PARENTS TOLD ME AS IT WAS WITH MY SISTER BUT THEY SAID WHILE THEY MOURNED HER IT WAS MUCH MORE DIFFICULT TO LOSE MY BROTHER BECAUSE THEY SHARED SO MANY MEMORYS ..IM NOT SURE THIS WILL HELP BUT I BELIEVE GOD ALWAYS HAS A PURPOSE AND HE TAKES ONLY THE BEST ANGELS AND KNOW YOUR CHILD WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL AND ONE DAY YOU WILL BE REUNITED AS HARD AS IT IS TO ACCEPT DEATH.. MOURN FOR YOUR CHILD AND PRAY.. I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE REALIZING WE DONT ALWAYS HAVE THE ANSWER IT COMES FROM FAITH AND IF THINGS ARE TO MUCH FOR US THEN SURRENDER THEM TO GOD I PROMISE YOU HE WILL GET YOU THROUGH THIS.. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.. GOD BLESS..RITA
MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*
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