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New Site Under Construction ....
Bear with me a bit, since I have just discovered this site tonight while working. I am attempting to link all my blog sites in one place through their semi-sophisticated site. My site is entitled -- Worldly Inquiring Minds, also known as "iWIM". :D Feel free to stop by and explore my news media blog sites as well as other social sites that I blog upon. At this time, I still need to link up the Bryant McGill Forum as well as my 13-15 websites I have with with BLOGGER. :) (Yep, I have blogger mania since 2003/2004!!) Why, just on CT, I have over 500 blog postings in over 10 blog categories!! That should tell you something about my love to write!! :D I have Cherry Tap listed, but currently blind from the public view because, like CT, they have a "Report as Mature" button that I need to make sure that it isn't a "NSFW" situation that I could encounter that would upset the dynamics of what I have put together so far. I just need to further define what they deem as matu

1000 Ahead!!!
Thanks you guys are so awesome.... If ya'all want i still need some comments dropped thanks for everything, now lets pull this off and win! This is a close contest.... See yah guys there... Im dropping comments as we speak!!

A Misdiagnosis
I sometimes wonder where some of these doctors get their lisences. I had previously wrote about having yet another ovarian cyst. Yeah, that's not the case. I left work early yesterday with some serious pain in my abdomen and a fever. I was thinking that maybe the cyst I had ruptured or something. I went to the doctor and it turns out that yes there is no cyst. I was diagnosed with PID ( Pelvic Inflamatory Disease ) PID is a bacterial infection of the uterus and causes scarring. When it flares up, it brings pain and fever. Thankfully, this was NOT brought on by an STD. PID comes with some STD's, but I tested negative for all of them.( kinda hard to get one when you arent having any sex ) In any case, what they thought was a cyst is really scarring on my ovary. There's quite a bit of scarring. I am on antibiotics and we will see what happends. I am happy its something I dont have to worry too much about for now. I will deal with this the rest of my life, but that's ok. I know what it is

When Do I Think Of You
I think of you in the peace solitude and stillness of the early a.m., for you are tranquillity. I think of you on an ocean's front, for you are the roar of the waves, the power of the sea, and the salt in the air. I think of you amidst a crowd and the chorus of city sounds ...for that is my song, and you are the music. You are my first thought of each new day, and the last image I glimpse, as my eyes are closed upon a feathered pillow. In that secret place called sleep, it is you that I search for, through shades of darkness and clouds of cotton. When do I think of you? Every moment of my life. And, when the final sleep does come and if there is thought... it will be of you.

The Ugly Duckling & Other Miseries
Maybe it is time for me to just lay it straight and just be true about who exactly I am and what type of a person I used to be and have become. I used to be sinful. I used to be greedy. I used to be self-centered. I used to lie to make myself look better. I used to be the one that got picked on at school. I used to be the one that no one really noticed. I used to be the one that only only warm hearted people knew. I used to be the one that could careless about relationships. I used to let myself become walked on. I used to let myself become someone elses puppet. I used to think of myself high and mighty. I used to be the one to rat. I used to not care... Yet, I lived a good life. My mother and father were well in what they were doing, what they did, brought home money and hope. Together. Such a typical family. I would see on TV. Movies. The kids who had to go through divorce. Who had to live the bad life and become strong from the hurt and pain. pfft. No way, not me. I was the

A Love For All Times
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time

Plz.. Read!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, NEWCOMERS, AND FAMILY: I WOULD LOVE IF YOU STOPPED BY MY PAGE AND SIGNED MY GUESTBOOK. THIS IS NOT FOR POINTS. I JUST WANT YOU ALL ON MY PAGE. A DAILY REMEMBERENCE OF YOU ALL. PLZ.. KEEP IN TOUCH. WHEN PEOPLE VISIT MY PAE THEY WILL SEE U THIS WAY AND HEY U MIGHT MEET NEW AND INTERESTING PEOPLE BECAUSE OF IT. THANK YOU FOR TAKING TIME TO READ MY WORDS. XXxxCHELLYxxXX

Operation America Rising
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: COUNTRY GIRL/SOLDIERS ANGEL Date: Mar 22, 2007 4:01 PM OK EVERYONE WE CAN DO THIS...LET'S MAKE THIS HAPPEN FOR OUR TROOPS!!! I WANT TO SEE THIS BULLETIN FLYING LIKE HOTCAKES..FOR THE GATHERING OF EAGLES WE HAD LESS THAT 6 WEEKS TO ORGANIZE FOR WASHINGTON, DC AND WE HAD OVER 30,000 TURN OUT FOR IT.. FOR OPERATION AMERICA RISING WE HAVE ALMOST 4 MONTHS SO LET'S SPREAD THE WORD THOUGH BULLETINS, EMAILS, MEDIA, RADIO, WHATEVER CONTACTS THAT YOU HAVE. POST, REPOST AND REPOST AGAIN..HELP OUT YOUR STATE WITH THEIR RALLIES!!! OUR TROOPS DESERVE THIS AND IT'S THE LEAST THAT WE CAN DO TO SHOW THEM OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR THEM.. GOD BLESS, CAROLYN WOMEN ON A MISSION Operation America Rising One fine summer day, there will be thousands of Americans waving flags and holding banners saluting American's finest, the United States soldier. The beautiful red white and blue symbols everywhere will be gleaming from pr

Love Love Love Psssh
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Knave of Wands card suggests that you might be inspired by a fresh perspective, animal attraction or new romance. You may be in the mood to try anything once, explore passions, shake up old routines or play the field, but a tendency toward impatience or getting caught up in the moment could confuse spontaneity with premature, indiscriminate or foolhardy acts. A sense of liberation, confidence or anticipation can put a spring in your step or have you singing silly love songs.

New Writer
hi all well i have found a really good new writer who happens to get me going with some really good stories so stop on by his page and give his blogs a go!!!!!!! rate him and fan him cause im sure you will want more when u read his stuff!!!!!!! he goes by the name sjal100..... who happens to be in my friends list... i stole him from another site and told him to come over to ct and blog in here.....hehehehehehe so naughty i am... but like to share good writing with everyone... so go pay him a visit and happy reading!!!! xx quackers xx

Top 10 Biggest-breasted Superstars
1) Chelsea Charms - 153XXX 2)Cindy Fulsome - 12QQQ 3)Plenty Uptopp - 127PPP 4)Maxi Mounds - 42M 5)Minka - 44KK 6)Traci Topps - 34JJ 7)B.B. Gunns - 76HHH 8)Pandora Peaks - 72HHH 9)Crystal Gunns - 46GG 10)Donita Dunes - 44GG

Weekend : )
HEY EVERY BODY .... WELCOME TO THE WEEKEND ... GONNA BE A NICE HOT SUNNY ONE HERE IN CENTRAL FLA! WILL BE CHILLIN' W/ MY SON DOIN' ALL THOSE FUN MOM-SON THINGS I'M SURE ... SKATEBOARDING/4WHEELIN/SHOOTING- USUALLY WHATEVER HE COMES UP WITH ... YA'LL BE GOOD-BE GOOD AT IT-STAY SAFE-BUY UR BOOKS W/ CASH-POUND UR CONCH AS OFTEN AS YOU LIKE- C YA AT BRISTOL MOTOR SPEEDWAY ON SUNDAY-GO HENDRICKS

The Pleasure Of Pain
The Pleasure Of Pain By Marianne Apostolides Psychology Today Sept/Oct 99 Pathology: The branch of medecine that deals with the nature of disease, esp its functional and structural effects. (Webster's concise edition) Catharsis: a. A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness. b. The therapeutic result of this process; abreaction. (www.thefreedictionary.com) Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S & M), which is most popular among educated, middle- and upper-middle-class men and women, according

Finders Keepers, Losers Weepers
Matthew 16:25 “For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” When I was a little boy and I found something that didn’t belong to me, I’d say, “Finders keepers, losers weepers!” But do you know what approach the apostle Paul took? It was one of 'keepers weepers, losers finders.' He said, “But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ” Religion does not save us. Jesus saves us, and He is calling us to, not only turn from our sins, but to turn from our righteousness. What are you holding onto in your life that brings you security? Let it go to the glory of God! You can trust Him to provide for all your needs. LFYP NEWS Radio program #3 should be ready by Monday. Plus we h

Top 10 Famous Last Words
1) "I should never have switched from Scotch to Martinis" Humphrey Bogart (199-1957) 2) "These curtains are killing me - one of us has got to go" Oscar Wilde (1854-1900) 3) "Channel Five is all shit,isnt it? Christ, the crap they put on there" Adam Faith (1949-2003) watching tv in hospital. 4) "Dont you dare ask god to help me" actress Joan Crawford (1905-77) to her maid as she began to pray. 5) "Hurry up you bastard - i could kill 10 men while you're fooling around!" US serial killer Carl Panzam (1891-1930) prior to his execution 6) "Dont let it end like this. Tell them i said something" Mexican revolutionary Pancho Villa (1878-1923) 7) "I did not know that we had ever quarrelled" American author Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862) when urged to make peace with god 8) "I'm warning you boys im a screamer" Davy Crockett (1786-1836) prior to his execution 9) "Now now, my good man this is no time for making enemies" Voltaire (1694-1778) when asked to renounce Satan

Deeeleeted By - I Know Who. Lolz
how come all of mah top bulletinz are deeeleeted from the top bulletinz yarly but deh crap and nonsense from deeeleeeted profiles and fakies are still there yarly!?!? WTF?!!? =^(O_o)^=

News Reporters, Take Them Or Leave Them..
Good Morning….Wow, this week should have been named complaining week. Today, … today’s little topic of discussion class is about RUETERS and their question and answer survey over a serious issue. Dateline OSLO: 13 Percent of Americans have never heard about GLOBAL WARMING, although their country is the world’s top source of greenhouse gases. A 46 country survey showed on Monday. Let’s be honest here. Who, better yet what age group did they survey? I am guessing that there are more children under the age of 10 in our country on-line then in any other country in the world. How about taking that survey to find out how old the average age is of on-line users. You know they are many surveys, useless reports done each day. Here’s one. Did you know that 50% of the Cable News time was dedicated to Anna Nicole Smiths death? On the 8th and 9th? Another useless fact and useless time squandered. Oh I am not heartless what so ever. I mean I watched the initial reports and then that was it… I was

A Moment Of Peace Please ...
It is with a heavy heart that I leave this post to you. Early this morning my maternal grandfather lost his battle to the cancer that has spent the past 10 years ravaging his body and mind.Please hold my family in your thoughts and prayers as we navigate these sorrowful days ahead.Sunny

Last Call
so i did it i called u i called u over and over yesterday and nothing so i wanst gonna but i did ansd still nothing .... i'm closed wont get nothing her form this point on i dont think sept maybe a smile and hello ... toniht was good i had fun me and my girsl watched movies did a stip tease work out ate ice cream lol my gal pall brought it :p then worked out more ... still sleepless mind u but in good mood at the moment

Howl-ing At The Moon
It's late at night, I can't sleep.. There's a strange fire in the pit of my belly. There's a feeling that.. things could start to happen now.. or perhaps things are happening.. This with the podcast, just cause I messed around with some blog software a little and changed how its set up... Normally I feel like we won't be heard which.. is maybe not a bad thing for the moment, while we try and get our shit together.. but now I have the feeling like.. no... we'll climb that mountain.. and I feel as if I'm part of the people who are climbing now or have climbed.. climbed higher then me anyway.. and I suppose we are all doing it together.. and its an amazing thing... I hope this doesn't sound arrogent.. you ever search for what is special about you? What is special about you? There is perhaps something special about us all? Maybe? Perhaps.. I think I have a certain analytic inteligense... I think its sorta social sciences orientated.. that seems monumentally powerful

Thanks To Everyone!
I am so new to this that I am having a hard time keeping up with all the wonderful comments etc. that is being sent! Please know they are VERY appreciated and I will do my best to return the favor!!

One Of My Poems....
She lays there in the dark, singing songs that make her cry. smoking cigarettes, burning them down one at a time. She feels so guilty, she feels so alone... Sometimes she wishes this life weren't her own. Looking in the mirror, she can't recognize her face, the clock is ticking, shes losing the race, of time, you see, and getting ahead. times like these she wishes she was dead. Slicing her wrists, she likes to bleed, it comforts her in her time of need. How much more of this? Has she gone too far? She's lost now in her emotional scars. She's living her life dead, not open anymore, not that fun loving life, everyone adored. She can't take the pain, you can see it in her face, but one simple moment, can change all things. *written by Desiré (me!) in October 03*

Just Another Asskicker!
HEY, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? KICK MY ASS? PEOPLE ARE DOING THAT AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER; YOU AIN'T NOTHING! From the movie: Animal Factory Written by: Edward Bunker Directed by: Steve Buscemi

The Seeing-eye Dog
A man goes to a bar with his dog. He goes up to the bar and asks for a drink. The bartender says "You can't bring that dog in here!" The guy, without missing a beat, says "This is my seeing-eye dog." "Oh man, " the bartender says, "I'm sorry, here, the first one's on me." The man takes his drink and goes to a table near the door. Another guy walks in the bar with a Chihuahua. The first guys sees him, stops him and says "You can't bring that dog in here unless you tell him it's a seeing-eye dog." The second man graciously thanks the first man and continues to the bar. He asks for a drink. The bartender says "Hey, you can't bring that dog in here!" The second man replies "This is my seeing-eye dog." The bartender says, "No, I don't think so. They do not have Chiwauas as seeing-eye dogs." The man pauses for a half-second and replies "What?!?! They gave me a Chihuahua?!?"

Story No.3
I come home from work on a day that we have been teasing each other all day by email phone & text and we both now that we so horny that we need release. As i come in the door I can smell dinner already cooking, when i get to the kitchen I find you there with your back towards me cooking dinner, I immediately notice that you have incredibly sexy clothes on under your apron, infact I can see that your wearing a short (very short) black leather skirt, high heels and a white shirt, along with knee high black boots. I walk up behind you and slip my arm round your waist and start to kiss your neck and ear as i know how that drives you nuts, i notice then that you are also wearing a collar and i know that it means I get to play tonight with you as my toy. You tell me to stop as I wouldn't want dinner to get burnt, I slide my hand down you back and up and under you skirt to find that you aren't wearing any underwear, my hand brushes against your clit and i can tell how turned on you al

I Need A Little Hepl
hello to my friends fans and every one that i have ever chatted with and of course my family i feel a little naughty asking but as some of you may already know i am from the uk but i out in iraq and being here is not a nice place but you have to do what you have to do. i am looking for one of you to buy me a blast as i cant do it here as i have no credit cards as i can use them and i have no way of paying for it as there is no postal service and shit like that so if you can find it in your heart to buy me one i would be you friend for life and chat to you and will mention you on the blast if you wanna chat with me first i will be here when you wanna chat xxx big love to you all xxxxxxxx

If We Had Sex,..
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply TO MY INBOX so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it tod

Back To Work
Well after being pulled from work nearly 2 months I am back........ nothing has changed there but the way I deal with it....people I work with want a pay check but don't want to earn it..... I could care less. I have been there too long to let it get to me and the money is hella good so why let some tool ruin it.... @ least I got vacation pay coming to help get caught up...... YAY!!!!

Sorry
I wanna just say to everyone that I havent got round to telling. I have been in hospital for an operation and thats why I have not been keeping up with things on Cherry Tap. It still hurts a bit to sit at the computer so will be on in fits and starts. Getting better slowly but bear with me.

~noob~
Thanks to Frost for pointing this place out. Don't know much about it or how to post stuff, but I'll feel around and work it out. I'm up at 4:00am because I cannot get to sleep again. I'm super riled up and I need to get in a melee battle or something in order to calm down and sleep. *lol*

When Trouble Strikes, Fight Back!
What is breast cancer? Breast cancer is a malignant tumor that grows in one or both of the breasts. Breast cancer usually develops in the ducts or lobules of the breast. Breast cancer is the second leading cause of cancer death in women (after lung cancer). Although African-American women have a slightly lower incidence of breast cancer after age 40 than white women, they have a slightly higher incidence rate of breast cancer before age 40. However, African-American women are more likely to die from breast cancer at every age. Breast cancer is much less common in males. In 2005, it's estimated that about 1,690 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer in the US. Types of breast cancer There are several different types of breast cancer that can be divided into two main categories — noninvasive cancers and invasive cancers. Noninvasive cancer may also be called carcinoma in situ. Noninvasive breast cancers are confined to the ducts or lobules and they do not spread to s

Nsfw
Can someone explain to me why peoples pics are being rated Not Safe For Work? I do not want to hear the yadda, yadda, yadda crap that seems to be the norm. There are no children on Cherry Tap. Not like we have not been naked before or seen someone of the opposite sex. So what exactly is the problem. Even the word sexy as a comment is somehow causing a problem! A lot of times, the word SEXY I use because if I see something or someone that is SEXY, I tell them! I earned my Bach. Degree in Fine Arts, gone to a million museums in my lifetime and seen more revealing or to use the word risky in the museums. I am outraged because a friends photos that she made were flagged NSFW! My friend does BEAUTIFUL work on all morphs, tags, photos and everything she does! None of this makes sense to me copied from a friend

March 23
Well I just wanted to let you know this day is the anniv of the death of my son Noah.. March 23,2004. Nothing agaisnt anyone but i dont talk or respond on this day ...I hope you have a great weekend and I will talk to you later.....

My Longest Poem At This Time
"Passion’s Ocean" I feel the fire of passion in your eyes. As we lay next to each other, the tides rise. Waves of ecstasy rolling down your face. I slowly run my hands to your side as we embrace. I am lost in your eyes and feel no motion. Yet as we are together in spirit, it’s like being the ocean. You flow with me like a warm summer breeze. It is when I am with you that I feel at ease. I have felt you close to me in certain ways. It gets stronger and stronger with the passing days. Having you with me gives faith and hope. This bond we have holds stronger than any rope. I want to love you in ever way. Letting our bodies and souls flowing out more than words can say. What we have can go beyond physical touch. Where there is no misery and love means so much. I focus back in to your smile. I know to be with you, I’d cross any mile. As our love flows like a mighty river. Sometimes when I make touch with you, I quiver. We are st

Few Of My Poems
Poems of heart "My heart's prayer" This is my heart's prayer. That I'd remain unique and rare. To stand strong and firm. But to be human enough to know when weakness comes. I need to learn to love life with each stride. To deal with the good and bad that may join in this ride. I pray to find my "missing rib." And once found that she never think she isn't of worth to me. That nothing and no one would get in the way. Once she and I are together, it will be a great day. I pray to be a good father if that is my fate. I will raise them to do their very best and love them with my all. My heart's prayer is to be my all for God even through the imperfections. I ask that God would help me to look past other's rejections. Then I pray to never let the light within me to ever go out. That I not become something that I am not meant to be. This is my heart's prayer. To love, give, live, dream, and to just dare. "Heart cries" I

My Collection So Far
This should say what kind of movies I like. LOL :) Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities 1. Batman the Movie (Adam West) 2. Batman 3. Batman Returns 4. Batman Forever 5. Batman & Robin 6. Batman Animated Volume #1 7. Batman: Mask of the Phantasm 8. Batman: SubZero 9. The Batman and Superman Movie 10. Batman: Mystery of the Batwoman 11. Batman Beyond Movie 12. Batman Beyond: Return of The Joker 13. Superman the movie 14. Superman II 15. Superman III 16. Superman IV 17. Superman Returns 18. Batman Begins 19. Spider-Man 20. Spider-Man 2 21. DareDevil 22. Elektra 23. X-Men Collection: X-Men/X2 24. The Incredible Hulk 25. The Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible Hulk 26. The Death of the Incredible Hulk 27. Star Wars I: Phantom Menace 28. Star Wars II: Attack of the Clones 29. Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith 30. Star Wars IV: A new hope 31. Star Wars V: The Empire strikes back 32. Star Wars VI: Return of the Jedi 33. The Story of Star Wa

Time To Saddle Up The Horses Again...
So... Tomorrow night I'm off to OKC again! I miss being home sooo much. My ex-roomie (S) is coming with this time (she came with once before... way back in July)... And she's going to be doing most the driving, so hopefully I won't be in constant pain this trip... (Although mother nature seems to have other ideas in mind for keeping me in constant pain)... We are going to be down there till sometime Monday night... I'd love to stay till like tues or wed... but I'll already be missing one class to come down and have mandatory attendance classes on Tues... I am going to be there to take my computerized test for being a TSA... I really hope I do well on it... I think I would like that job... Plus the pay for part time is about the same as I make working full time at my current job. I am also going to be seeing if I can find friends to help with the move... Yep... It's getting close... I plan to move everything out of the house in MN the second to last weekend

Optomist Or Pessamist
You Are a Realist You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope. Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Are You Psychic
You Are 80% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic?

Some Of These Are Blinders,
Some of these are blinders, for those of you at work that are using Outlook 1: I am currently out at a job interview and will reply to you if I fail to get the position. Be prepared for my mood. 2: You are receiving this automatic notification because I am out of the office. If I was in, chances are you wouldn't have received anything at all. 3: I will be unable to delete all the unread, worthless mails you send me until I return from holiday on 4 April. Please be patient and your mail will be deleted in the order it was received. 4: Thank you for your email. Your credit card has been charged £5.99 for the first ten words and £1.99 for each additional word in your message. 5: The e-mail server is unable to verify your server connection and is unable to deliver this message. Please restart your computer and try sending again. (The beauty of this is that when you return, you can see how many in-duh-viduals did this over and over). 6: Thank y

Cyber Fun At The Hangout!
~~ Everyone Listen up ~~ Tommorrow at 1 pm in Angel Hangout will be Freaky Friday! That's right just let ur hair run free come and join us and let ur wild side hang out! Cyber it to u can't anymore! Thanks Maria

My New Family
hi how are you my new family RULES : WHEN YOU JOIN YOU ARE THE COALITION MAFIA . YOU WILL PROMOTE FOR YOUR LOUNGE IF YOU HAVE ONE . IF NOT YOU MUST JOIN A LOUNGE OF YOUR CHOICE. 2: THERE IS NO DRAMA IN MY FAMILY AT ALL IF THERE IS ANY DRAMA YOU WILL DROP TO LOWEST RANK FIRST WARNING IF DRAMA HAPPENDS AGAIN YOU ARE OUT I DONT WANT IT AT ALL ! 3:THERE ARE RANKS YOU WILL BE PLACED IN A RANK. TO MOVE UP IN RANK YOU MUST GET 5 PEOPLE TO JOIN THE MAFIA AND THOSE PEOPLE HAVE TO TELL IF THEY WERE BROUGHT IN OR JUST WANT TO JOIN..YOU MUST GET TEN PEOPLE TO COMMENT YOU OR YOUR PICS ..4:RANKS : UNDER BOSS 1 ONLY ONE PERSON CAN BE THAT UNDER BOSS 2 TWO PEOPLE CAN BE THAT UNDER BOSS 3 THREE PEOPLE CAN BE THAT ONE MAFIA DON'S BODY GUARD 6 PEOPLE CAN DO THAT MAFIA SECRATARY 5 PEOPLE CAN DO THAT ONE MAFIA SOLDIR EVERYONE STARTS THERE....... I WILL TELL WHAT THE RANKS JOB IS WHEN AN IF YOU JOIN THANK YOU, MAFIA DON BIGG

I'll Never Look At The Stars Again.
My heros are all gone. The idle idols have lost meaning. Not American Idol, idle American. My loss is theirs. The loss is myself. Gone and faded so cruely. The slow drawn out wind, that so carefully swept everything by. So slowly no one knew it was blowing. The tender grasp it held me with as I willingly fell away. The choice of waiting, was the sure way to loose. The depth of my meaning is crafted, sure as stone. This loss of love for the world and all in it, is only the begining. The great suburban poet, that one great truth of the now and forgotten. The only lies we know are the ones we haven't yet told. Once uttered they gain strength and become real. More real even then the truths our lips were to afraid to reveal. Realized at a future refference. Not known but fully lived. Now close a door and open your mind, all those notions of faith and hope will only close you off. The experiance is so much more than anything you mi

Friends
For my friends I fight with my claws, For some have done the same for me. I even take the time to pause, Even some applause! As I get older I find I lean on a friends shoulder, There I receive warmth instead of being made colder. Safe of judgments and pain, As well as shelter from the rain. Life without my friends is a tough road to bare, I am afraid I might just pull out all my hair. This is a road I may have to take, God give me strength for my own sake!

Broken Heart
So You have a broken heart. Could it realy be carma. I know I am a firm beliver in carma. I also know that things happen for a reason. I may not know why as fast as I want to but I know there is a reason. The funny thing is that people in my life have a strange way of showing me that they love me. I always get hurt by the ones I love and trust. And I have come to realize that is what I am owed. Carma is a bitch and when it hits you it hits you hard. And so on this thought I have 3 questions for you. Why is it ok to put someone else feelings above those of someone you love? Is telling a half trueth actully telling the trueth? And if you cant trust someone why do you want them in your life? I have these questions running around in my head all the time. I have to wonder how many others wonder these same things. Broken hearts have a way of mending and they say what dosent kill you only makes you stronger.

I'm Not Sad, I'm Disillusioned.
For a second time, a male who I thought was REALLY COOL (in a platonic brotherly kind of way) totally fucks me over. Why? For a girlfriend. Now I know that if the tables were turned, he would NOT be very happy with me. He'd give me shit until I snapped out of it and apologized. So why can't he see that? He refuses to admit that the sky is BLUE and it may LOOK green if he squints and uses his imagination...it's BLUE. Get over yourself you fucktard. Fast. Because just like Justin learned, I dont wait forever. My heart is broken...

I Cried
when you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a hair cut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked h

Troubled With Something Here
YOU KNOW, I RESPONDED TO A "IF WE HAD SEX" GAME AND THEN I REPOSTED LIKE I WAS INSTRUCTED TO DO AND APPARENTLY, PEOPLE LOOK AT IT AND NOBODY EVEN RESPONDS AND I GUESS THAT SHOULDN'T BUG BUT IT DOES EVEN THOUGH I DO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, ANYWAYS, I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE CAN'T RESPOND TO SOMETHING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I REPOSTED IT, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PEOPLE THINK THAT I DON'T DESERVE A RELATIONSHIP OR SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE BECAUSE OF MY DISABILITY WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG, BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY AT THE GRAND TRAVERSE COUNTY RICC MEETING, A GUY I KNOW IS INVOLVED WITH A WOMAN WHO IS MENTALLY CHALLENGED AND HE HAS BREATHING DIFFICULTIES AMONG OTHER DIFFICULTIES AND I FOR ONE WAS HAPPY FOR THEM AND SO WAS MY GIRLFRIEND SINCE SHE WAS WITH ME AT THE MEETING, SO I GOT A NEWSFLASH FOR THOSE THAT DON'T THINK THE DISABLED SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE OTHER THAN A DISABLE D PERSON. WELL, THAT IS WRONG BACK AND IT'S WRONG NOW, I FEEL THAT IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY AND PE

The River
You know a dream is like a river Ever changin' as it flows And a dreamer's just a vessel That must follow where it goes Trying to learn from what's behind you And never knowing what's in store Makes each day a constant battle Just to stay between the shores And I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry Like a bird upon the wind These waters are my sky I'll never reach my destination If I never try So I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry Too many times we stand aside And let the waters slip away 'Til what we put off 'til tomorrow It has now become today So don't you sit upon the shoreline And say you're satisfied Choose to chance the rapids And dare to dance that tide And I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry Like a bird upon the wind These waters are my sky I'll never reach my destination If I never try So I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry There's bound to be rough waters And I know I'll

Double Posting? Why I'd Never!
Actually I just did. Anyways, I almost have the urge to purge. But yet these ladies are fine...even though they never talk to me, nor do I talk to them. Well, i talk to some but i might as well talk to a tree instead. (Please some of you who do actually read my blog don't take this personally, because more than likely I'm not talkin about you.) Well, more of a rant than a post...I should go to bed. --Xonus ;)

Hiloriously Interesting (yes I Meant Hilorious With An O)
I saw this bulletin of the Sparta guy yelling with his face put in different pics...I must say I pretty much laughed my flippin ass off. Besides that I had an ok day. More about it here.

User Dream...judge If You Must.but If You Do, I Will Retaliate..pls Keep The Lame Shit To Yourself If You Can.
This is someting i wrote awhile back when i was fighting addiction to an evil evil substance. I wont say what but for this that have the insight to open their minds, you'll catch on. I decided to post this cause i had what they call a 'user dream' and it triggered this. Writing keeps me sane, so to speak..it's a wonderful outlet as alot of you know. Notice the date it was written..uncanny huh? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~CRAVINGS~ 06/06/06 I’m invincible, 3 seconds to reach it..a couple minutes at a time..”pure bliss” or exctasy. I used to feel bulletproof, not quite 10 feet tall but omnipotent. It could be a sure case of megalomania if my mind had its way with me ,you know how they say you’re in trouble if you start answering yourself during a 1 to 1?..well..i never orate outloud..and if I do..its barely above a whisper..if I try to be careful moving something..i clink and clank….clumsy as hell..if I try to be quiet its almost

Dear...
Costco Members.... Screw off!!! Andre.... Who the fuck are you?!! Trying to butt back into my life after what you did!! You have no idea if I am doing ok or not...you have no idea about anything!!! So spare me your..."glad to see you're doing ok" you know NOTHING!!!!! Please...please leave me alone! If you know whats good for you you'll leave me alone!! Idiot who cut me off on the way home... LEARN TO DRIVE!!!!!

The Twilight Zone
This morning I was sat there watching the water drain out of the bath... like you do. I was transfixed for a bit looking at the water swirl round and round as it escaped down the plughole... Then suddenly, it stopped and started swirling around in the opposite direction! How freaky is that! I think at that moment I must have been uprooted and redeposited in the Southern Hemisphere or something. It's happening, I tell you. Armageddon is upon us... Where's Bruce Willis when you need him?

~i'm Me & Me Is All I Can ~
I'm me & All I Can Be Is Me. Not you, him, her, or them, just ME. The picture on here is of my son and I at his High School Graduation Nite. I have two wonderful children. My son is a wonderful young man, at the age of 19. My daughter is a beautiful little girl at the age of 4. Yes, think you are shocked, omg how I was for long time. LOL. They are 15 1/2 years apart. I'm a great MoM, Lover, Friend. I love meeting people. I wish for Peace & Happiness. Guess enough for now. So, Say hi anytime. Take Care All. Peace Out.

As A Witch Breathes
As a Witch Breathes by Judy Kennedy As a witch breathes the leaves turn around in a whirlwind the air makes a spiral of knowledge only those who dare will climb. . . As a witch lives the life of all creatures become one no death or no darkness to tread but only a moonlit path. . . As a witch speaks the sun stands still as her soul and listening through senses of fire flowers can grow without rain. . . As a witch loves the music of the spheres is her heartbeat the light of the stars is her eyes for being nothing more than herself. . . But as a witch cries all her tears form oceans and seas that humanity might someday be free for we are reflections of her Love and the reason for her being what we all are in essence - God. . .

The Wooden Bowl -- Food For Thought
The Wooden Bowl The Wooden Bowl (I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. ) A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about Grandfather," said the son. I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor. So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced i

The Man Of The House...
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You can be the Man of Your House." He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on you need to know I am the man of the house and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I am finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going upstairs with me, and we will have the kind of sex that I want. After that you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who is going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied, "The funeral director would be my guess!"

Nameless Faces
Tonight is one of those nights,You get up out of a restless slumber throw on some sweats.. and just start walking..Down the stairs out the front door , down the street untill you find your self in the Heart of town, a very busy town at night.. It starts to drizzle but you dont care.. you just keep walking.... you look up and see a few friends you know and you wave " HI " . But they continue about their own paying you no mind.. not even really noticing you.. so you keep on walking there are alot of people on the street now..you think a movie or maybe a concert just ended, but no one really notices you an they just continue on doing whatever it is they are doing and at that moment in time you relize that ..they are just nameless faces... scurring about their own lifes making the best of what they have and wishing , like all human beings... that someone ... some where will notice them and say " HI " and tell them that their lifes do mean something and their rushing about was for a cause

70 Things O Crap
70 Odd Questions What is your middle name? Emily What color is your mailbox? metal? Are you single? ya huh Have you ever hit a deer? no but ive eaten one Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? fuck NO! What color is your room? red n black Do you have a small driveway? do you have a small ass? Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? no huh What do you do first in the morning? tell monkey to shut up What brand is your printer? hp Do you enjoy fighting with people? most of the time...unless they're stupid Is your hair naturally straight or curly? curly like a mo fo Who was your kindergarten teacher? some dead lady What is your ringtone? get your freak on Are you taller than your mom? nope What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? motherless sons of bitches Are you God? not last time i checked... Do you like someone? *whistles* Do you enjoy writing in colored pens? i hate colored pe

Joke
A man was just waking up from anesthesia after surgery, and his wife was sitting by his side. His eyes fluttered open and he said, "You're beautiful." Then he fell asleep again. His wife had never heard him say that before, so she stayed by his side. A few minutes later his eyes fluttered open and he said, "You're cute." The wife was disappointed because instead of "beautiful," it was now "cute." She asked, "What happened to beautiful? The man replied, "The drugs are wearing off."

Enemy
Those with no class, no tact, no kindness. Those brazen fiscal fools. Loud. DEAFENING. Baying of nothing sweet like wolves, but that of monstrous industry. I beg you Please Take the blade of my ancestors, and slide it smartly across your throat. Be careful not to get any of your willfully vile essence on my feet. You need not fear, so long as you're nothing like my enemy... yet there are so many of you. Faceless... inhumane swine of the legion. What hope is there to crush your culture of pustuous bile? What shining beacon, what guide is there against a sea of self promoting, gluttonously greedy, inarticulate, uneducated FILTH. All is lost... against this philistine "me society". The imdominatable cur horde celebrated in glorious sunshine. While individuality is feared, loathed, and driven further into cold darkness. Enemy. Yet in this darkness... it is innevitable that we will feed, grow, breed... and hunger for light once again. We will regroup. We will lick

Naked In Front Of You (written By Djk On 10-19-05)
NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU (written by DJK on 10-19-05) verse: censoring me from being part of the Town's biggest day we were booked,then you heard something you didn't like maybe too original,maybe something you wished you wrote It's ok,we will go on to bigger & better things Hear me now,It's not gonna hold us down,Now Hear me Say Yes Hear Us Uncensorly SING chorus: I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality verse: standing on top of St.Lucie County Looking down at those who never gave us a chance Never say Never, You'll ask us back,wait and see Your Daughters will offer us more than Romance I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality I MAKE LOVE WITH MY MIND AND I WILL NOW LEAVE ST. LUCIE BEHIND now that

Breath Of Love
The heavens open it's doors and our souls escape to the ways of an eternal day. Oh my gentle breath of Love, forever are you lost to me. Forever lost, just as flowers of love wither and die. The sweet fragrance of wild flowers whispers in the breeze. As the image of you is forever engraved in my dreams. My thoughts seem lost in a world of darkness and emptiness. Searching for the love that once captured my emotional heart. Two souls that once entertwined by our love and passion. Without compassion my heart is broken by your absence. A heartfelt emotion without condition was given to you. My soul is now lost and alone without your eternal love. My heart says good-bye to my gentle breath of love.

Check Your Mexican Status:
Check your Mexican status: If you can run and play any sport while wearing chanclas....Mexican status!! If your late Tio left you a van and you turned it into a taco vending business, Yes, you're a Mexican. If you pronounce words beginning with the letter "S" by putting an "E" in front of it, (estop instead of stop), big time Mexican. If you call a chair, a sher, you got it.... Mexican. If you have ever hurt yourself and your mamacita rubbed the area while chanting, "Sana, Sana, Colita de rana....."You're Mexican, bigtime!!! If you have your last name in old English lettering anywhere on your car, truck, or tattooed on your back. Yes, you ARE a Mexican (proud one too). If you refer to your wife as your ruca, your hina, your wifa, your old lady, or your vieja, guess what? Not only are you a Mexican, you're a cholo. If you throw a "Grito" every time you hear Vicente Fernandez, then not only are you a Mexican, but you are a drunk Mexican. If you have ever

So Much Love
So much love for one another we carrie each others hearts on the outside so everyone can look and see what we mean to each other ....Spending the rest of my life with him is a wonderfull feeling that every time i think of how much he means to me and makes me feel i get all giddy and happy....I dont sit here and write just to write i do it to express how i feel with one person that means alot to me and he knows he does...I also post it for others to to read my poems becuase i know some were out there least one person is reading them and maybe understanding me The pure definiton of true love I spent forever searching for that one guy that I could love forever I was about to give up and then i met you, so now i know that it was worth it I want to feel you I need to hear you your the light leading me to the rest of my life you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you are everything -------------------------------------------------

I Am 60% Retarded
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you. [x] You have run into a glass/screen door. [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. [x] You have walked into a lampost T O T A L: 4 [ ]You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow... [x] You just tried to lick your elbow. [x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [x] You just sang them to make sure. [x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [x] You have choked on your own spit. T O T A L: 9 [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [ ] You've never seen the Matrix. [ ] You type only with two fingers [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire [ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose. [x] You have caught yourself drooling. T O T A L: 11 [x] You have fallen asleep in class [x] Sometimes you just stop thinkin

Ask Me One Dirty ?
1 Dirty Question You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully... the catch is... repost this as 1 Dirty Question and see what people ask you................................. fun fun

Love Is..
i think love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it keeps no accounts of wrong; it takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end. Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts

"properly Commenting Candy" By Angstycoder
As requested: A guide to properly commenting on Candy, her page, and the elements therewithin. 0. You are not expected to be perfect (I sure as fuck am not,) but there are certain grammar pet peaves of which you should be aware. 1. Candy is a she. She is not a they. Thus, she is not a their. Ergo "I went to Candy's page and thier photos were phat!" is fucking moronic. 2. Their is a possessive pronoun; it describes something belonging to 'they'. For exmaple, 'they have their watches, which they bought over there.' 3. There is a place or direction. There does not mean that something(s) is(are). Neither does it quantify that which belongs to they. 4. Our other friend would like to note "they're all good uses of their 'there' skills, but your skills, which I hope you're simply hiding, are lacking." 5. Similar to their/they're, your is possessive 6. You're means "you are." 7. UR is great if you are in limited space for texting, and using a keypad. Typing 'you'

Poem-lost
I'am on the outside trying to get in - I feel hopeless ,don't know where to begin - Just exisiting can't tear down my wall - No connection without a fall - Grasping for that which is not real - Wishing some bliss I coul'd steal - This darkness is constantly tearing at me - My soul is suffocating ,longing to be free - Always reaching for what's not there - Emotional larceny,destination fear - Hopelessly fighting anger and fear - The light I seek,blurry ,un-clear - Can't give up can't go on -When will this darkness become dawn...

You Gotta Love This Guy...
You gotta love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a large wedding with about 300 guests... At the reception after the wedding, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his Bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them we

Spicy Italian Sausage With Chili-rubbed Onions On Creamy Polenta
Spicy Italian Sausage with Chili-Rubbed Onions on Creamy Polenta Italy meets New Orleans when sausage and onions cooked with Creole spices are served on a bed of creamy polenta, which is ideal for soaking up the tangy tomato sauce. Credit: Rori Trovato Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 tablespoons Creole seasoning * 2 medium onions, sliced into 1/4-inch slices * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 8 spicy Italian sausages (pork or turkey) * 3/4 cup water * 1 (14- to 16-ounce) can tomato puree * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley * 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt Polenta * 3 cups water * 1 teaspoon kosher salt * 3/4 cup yellow cornmeal * 1/2 cup cream cheese * 1/3 cup Parmesan cheese, plus additional for garnish * 1 tablespoon unsalted butter Directions: In a medium bowl, toss the Creole seasoning with the onions and set aside for 30 minutes or up to 3 hours. In a large skillet, heat the olive oil over medi

Leaving The Decision To My Friends...
There is a picture in my 'coffee table album' that has yet to be captioned. Reply here with your suggestions. If you like one that someone else has left, let me know. I will then post a mumm with a challenge to choose the best of two that I like the most. Be nice or it will be delted, but most of all .....HAVE FUN!

Witch's Psalm
Witch's Psalm The Goddess is my Mother, I shall not have need. She asks that I lie down in moon light pastures, She leads me to the twilight's gleam. She restores my soul. The God guides my path of self knowledge in the All's ever glowing knowledge. Yea though I will walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear not the crone for she comforts and guides me to my new home. I fear no evil, for evil is only misunderstood energy. The Goddess's Wand and broom guide me every step I take. She prepares a table for me, next to her. My enemies are only misunderstood friends, I should not fear. I will anoint my forehead with blessed oil, for I am kissed there by the Goddess. My life truly overflows with love, because I understand religion is in your heart, not in a temple. Surely Goodness will follow me all the days of my life, and I dwell in the forest of the Lord and Lady forever.

No, I Am Not Bi, But Imagine This...
Just because I like this picture that get off my face@ CherryTAP sent to me, doesn't mean that I am bi, I just am fascinated by fine art aspects. Got to admit that the metalic imagery has somewhat an interesting quality about it. Some would think it might be a coldness, but I find that certain shades of silver can be quite inviting -- especially the curves and sleekness of this figure. Whenever I am art museums and I see the sleekness of the bodies, I remember the days when my body might have slid inside of their moldings; today, well.... that is totally a different matter these days though. I am definately not a skinnie minnie any more these days. Part that is due to the February '04 car accident where my old white blazer's front end was eaten by a huge white suburban. Some folks get scared of driving period after an accident like I had, I am just left with a huge phobia of suburbans. After the accident, I would joke around that my next car would be a hummer -- bigge

How Hot R U?
Wanna know how hott you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

Twin Souls
Twin souls....for most of us, this captures our romantic imaginations. We dream of finding a twin soul that will make us feel whole. And we thinke of this reunion in romantic terms; however, it does not,necessarily have to be a romantic meeting. It can, just as easily, be a close friendship. You may finde that you are sharing a friendship with someone who is precisely that.....your twin soul. Whether male or female...... .you have the feeling of coming home. Looke around and see if, among your friends, there isn't one who fits that description. If you do, you are blessed indeede. Below is a little more information about twin souls. If you are interested in learning more, search the net. There is much information there. :) ***For millennia, poets, philosophers, mystics, and lovers have told us of the perfect union, the coming together of two sundered souls to form the lost whole. Yet for most of us, such a perfect pairing remains a dream. Steeped in the lore of the ages, the

How Hot Am I??
Wanna know how hott you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

I Hope....
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and that each road leads you where you want to go. And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walking till you find the window. And if it's cold outside - show the world the warmth of your smile. More than anything - my wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to. That your dreams stay big and your worries stay small and you never need to carry more than you can hold and when your out there getting where you're getting to I hope you know somebody loves you and wants the same things too. I hope you never look back, but you never forget all the ones who love you in the places you've left. I hope you always forgive and you never regret and you help somebody every chance you get.

The Witch Alone...
The Witch Alone Beyond the town, beneath the moon Beside the standing stone There lives a woman, fair of faith We call the witch alone. She sings to sun and moon and stars And gathers herbs and weeds With which she fashions ancient charms And other magic deeds. She worships not at altars built, By hands of mortal men But deep within the misty glade Beyond the farthest glen. What need has she of flashing swords Of crystals glowing bright Of censors and of colored cords That grace the wiccan rite? Her tools are fashioned from the earth And wind and fire and rain Her rites are dances wild and free That call the gods amain. When spring and summer pass to fall And twilight fills her eyes She'll lie upon the browning grass A smiling as she dies. For though she leaves her mortal shell Of flesh and blood and bone She knows she dies to live again, as the witch alone.... by Scott Cunningham

Wiccan Abc's
Wiccan ABC's Accept others as they are, we are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill...learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. Goddess/God' s are multifaceted - The Lord and Lady take many names and faces. Help others every change you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on the surface. Judge not - what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face, watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening!!! Magick is a wonderful gift, but it is not everything! Nature is precious, appreciate it and protect it. Over the course of time, your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count!!! Pray Quietness both physically and mentally restores the soul, meditate often.

Mary Jane
This case is not isolated , there are many terror stories reported from arrestees this one just happened to be taped ! It is just another example of the failed , the most expensive , and longest running War, the war on drugs! it's time to take a different approach to this costly situation. The drug problem is not a criminal one it's a health issue and should be treated as one ! People should only be punished criminally if they steal, or abuse , kill someone while on a drug then it becomes a criminal offense. If someone is just caught using or possessing a drug then what crime was committed ?? Who is the victim?? Who got hurt ?? That's just it, it's not a crime! People need treatment and a real education about drugs, not jail time! prison is just a place for real criminals to teach the amature the ropes of criminal activity. You come out more of a criminal than when you went in ! It's no walk in the park that's for sure! Well I hope you will repost this for all to hear and know the TRU

Man
well i think this is it,i met a man and are so right for each other. w spent 2 hours talking on the computer..we clicked in so many ways..ill be talking to him tommorrow night...ill get u posted but i think ive finally got my man.

Omg...i Have Some News For You
i found out that.... yup....i found out today because yesterday i took a friend of mine to get a pregnancy test. & as we were talking i mentioned the posibility that i might be...well long story short she made me nervous. i had taken one of those at home ones last week with neg. results but the doctor told me that last week was more than likely too soon for the at home test. so here i am freaking out at my doctor's office. i sent my husband sean a text asking him to call me when he got a chance. when he called me back & i told him the news he was in the mess hall eating his dinner. he was beyond happy & i heard him say, ""my wife is pregnant!!". after he said that there was a lot of hollerin & a few congrats being yelled out. so there we go. im pregnant...omg...im shocked, happy, & freaked out. i can't wait for sean to come home...just 10 more days.

Some People Are Messed In The Head
ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm, they dont seam to think about the fact that they take more time to write a dumbass responce then it would take to rate it etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face

Tonight.....one Night
Kiss me as if tomorrow I will die Enlighten me like Arabian moon in the sky Freshen my breath with your womanly scent Let's make tonight a wonderful night Dance for me my erotic lover Take pride in the sensual specie you are Show me your most erotic charms Be my lover put an end to my desire Dance seductively, flaunt your nakedness Seduce me my sweet erotic lover Translate your passion in seductive motion Grind down on my hips and love me tonight Taunt me my erotic lover Make me beg, make me scream Fuel my intense desire Show me your way to arouse my hunger Make love to me pluck me gently As if there was no other.

Would U F**k Me??
1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how i want to fuck u?

Bad Times
its really bad time for people working in the car industry. i work in a factory here that makes car parts and today two of my good friends were laid off indefintely along with 12 others. and they said come next week 6 more people has to go. all the ones that was laid off was through a temp agency. none of the full time employees have to worry if they got a job tomm. we work just as hard as they do but some think that because we are temps that we are just dirt.

Not My Fault
I'm honestly tired of being your scapegoat. It's not my fault that you cannot handle your drugs and show up to work as a useless blob. You put me in a bad spot today and i shouldnt have to deal with it. Your my best friend in the world but there are only so many times that i can cover your ass. I love ya to death but you fucked me today and you deserved to get fired.

Cest La Vie
Cest La Vie, Have your leaves all turned to brown Will you scatter them around for me... Cest la Vie In the night, Do you light a lovers fire Do the ashes of desire ....remain Like a song, Out of tune and out of time Are there no words to rhyme for you Cest la vie Do you love, But than how am i to know If you wont let your love show for me Cest la Vie Do you love, do you live from day to day Is there anything i can say for you cest la vie Who knows... Who cares....for me... Cest la Vie

Life Sucks Really Bad
Life Sucks Really Bad I hate life cause everytime i fine a guy i think he like me and we hit it off just great and they go back to there x's or fine someone else and i think the so fucking dumb as all....

Sucks
Hey people....I just read sumthin a friend wrote and its so true.....Why cant people find love?????? People like me and my friend always try so hard asnd nuttin ever comes of it.....we're told how good we look and all but what does that really matter.... When it comes down to it....everyone needs sumone, but it shouldn't be this hard to find a special someone for anybody........to all of you who have that special someone hold on to them dont let em go......for the rest of us......lets keep looking but not trying to hard.......Love all myfriends and family....

Come Correct Ok!
I originally wrote this blog a long time ago and looks as if I may have to use it hear...lol Ok, I am just going to say this, good bad or ugly the words are going to flow. If you contact Me you better come CORRECT and not with some crazy bullshit! I know I got sexy pics up and I look damn good, that's a given. I am proud and My pics are Sexy without looking like something from Penthouse. Whether I am your type of not. I know what I got and what I can do with it IF I so choose. you may think I'm a Bitch and I have no problem wearing that hat. There are many sides to Me. Humph! I'm a Big Girl that's a given. I am kind, giving, loving and funny. However, if pushed the Bitch will take over as she has now writing this message. I am hearing from AH's who have never sent an introduction message of hello but oh so quick to send some nasty bs messages! If not that, than message after message on how come I won't talk to "you." How the f*** old are we out here. I expect tha

Personal Survey Again...
SURVEY SAYS...... Body: Section One: History and Associations 1) Straight, Gay or Bi? Bi 2) Longest relationship? 10 years 3) Shortest relationship? If we're talking actual relationships, maybe a couple weeks. 4) First boyfriend/girlfriend? John S. 5) How old were you? 13-14 6) How many "serious" relationships have you had? A handful 7) Out of those, did you think you'd marry any of the people you dated? I did marry one. was engaged to 2 others. 8) Worst break-up? Pull up a seat and grab yourself a drink, you're gonna need it! 9) Still friends with any ex's? The father of my kids.. I'm friendly with a couple others. 10) Would you date any of them again? Nope Section Two: The Physical Side... 11) Favorite place to be kissed? lips and neck 12) Are you a cuddler? Yup I'm a spooner. 13) Do you need physical contact to feel secure in your relationship? yes 14) What are your views on sex? Love it! 15) Who should make the first

Dear Idiot Drivers,
Did you not realize that little stick on the side of your steering wheel is known as your "blinkers"? They are used by conscious drivers to signify which direction they are attempting to turn, or whether or not a lane change is going to take place. By pulling this stick down in a gentle manner, you are signifying a left turn signal, by pushing up, a right turn signal. This is not rocket science. Most 7 year olds are familiar with "those blinking lights" and what they represent. Am i to assume you have infantile skills while maneuvering a vehicle on the road? I do understand completely that the MVA, (or whatever it may be referred to where you are) has fascinatingly low standards when handing out licenses. But do you think at some point in your travels that YOU could prove your IQ level is greater than the gallons of gas in the tank? I'm not asking for much here. I don't think my middle finger and profane attitude is what you're looking forward to when you get u

Mr. Tickle
My daughter occasionally watches a show called, “Jojo’s Circus.” Jojo is a clown in... um.. a circus. Her father is also a clown. His name is Mr. Tickle. It swear it just sounds dirty to me. It does, doesn’t it? Or am I just weird? I don’t know if I heard that name used jokingly in another way in a movie or elsewhere, but I almost won’t let her watch it. ;)

Bittersweet Addiction
Bittersweet Addiction Love is a game in which a heart is betrayed.. Tattered upon the floor, beaten and frayed.. Barely beating in defense of this cruel infliction.. Listlessly indulging in this bittersweet addiction.. Through the torment and despair in which it is born.. It lusts with hunger, for this dangerously vicious storm.. There is no victory, when your own heart deludes.. Only emptiness is present when the battle concludes.. So my soul is in turmoil, for is it worth the despair.. To enter a crusade, in which the wages are unfair.. So much to lose, barely a drop of happiness to gain.. My heart sacrificed bliss and received nothing but pain.. Beating as if condemned, with no prospect of salvation.. It’s sentenced to an eternity of solitude and deprivation.. Original Poem By The one and only Eli

Friends Are Born, Not Made
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the

John Mccain's Pledge Of Allegiance
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance! In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: "The Pledge of Allegiance" - by Senator John McCain As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he enlisted in

Im Not A Point Whore
http://i154.photobucket.com/albums/s273/bondagegigster/24.jpg this is a new thing im looking in to i posted a blog and got called a point whore just for telling peepz to check out my stuff im not the person you take me for and if you know who you are and you are reading this id like it if you apologizededit to me cuz you are mean oh and go check out my new album k its called bondage bieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Special
I met a man the other day His soul shined thru his eyes It took my breath away He made my temperature rise His heart of gold Upon his sleave His smile bold Wish he would never leave We sat and talked Love for his kids I could see Outside we walked Just where I wanted to be I met a MAN the other day I met this man one night Now i can surely say Not a boy in sight

Friendships
Friendships Like flowers they need to bloom slow Allowing loving friendships to grow Friendships can be a lifetime treasure Allowing growth without pressure Just as flowers need attention Friendships need love, not contention As flowers of all shades Loving friendships won't fade Friendships need to connect In time they earn respect Just as flowers have roots In time developed strong shoots Friendships are like the ivy vine Becoming stronger they entwine Truest colors of the rose True sincerity friends expose I love and appreciate all my friends Thankful to God above love transcends Rather have my friends then gold, diamonds or jewels All of my friends live by the Golden Rule. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.

Mythical Creature
very wierd considering that I am in fact a sagittarus and that is the sign for them You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Contest...who Would Like To Enter??
I am thinking about having a Man With The Sexiest Legs Contest. If any guys are interested please send me a pic of your sexy legs in a PM. Would like to get about 15-20 guys ASAP!!! Thanks, Angel

Another Version Of The Hockey Player's Quote
The Hockey Story This pretty much says it all... The cockiest, dirtiest, most irresponsible group of athletes in the world. Will do anything just to be able to tell his teammates a great story in the dressing room. Live the dream until they are 35 then realize they never made it. Ladies love us, guys want to be us, we are the soul of the universe. You lace up the skates, put on the gloves, strap on the helmet, and walk on to the ice and nothing else matters. It doesn't matter that you failed a test, your girl is being a bitch, or that you got a ticket on the way there...you're world is absolutely perfect for the next couple hours. Here's to face-offs, goals, assists, overtime, living on the road, cold rinks, early mornings, breakaways, going top cheese, countless hours of practice, bag skates, puking, thousands of dollars, dangling d-men, end to end rushes, big hits, broken twigs, new skates, packing bombs, dropping the mittens, wheelin' broads, coaches, adding the letter "y" to the en

Chapter 1 Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
PART ONE CHAPTER I A SHIFTING REEF The year 1866 was signalised by a remarkable incident, a mysterious and puzzling phenomenon, which doubtless no one has yet forgotten. Not to mention rumours which agitated the maritime population and excited the public mind, even in the interior of continents, seafaring men were particularly excited. Merchants, common sailors, captains of vessels, skippers, both of Europe and America, naval officers of all countries, and the Governments of several States on the two continents, were deeply interested in the matter. For some time past vessels had been met by "an enormous thing," a long object, spindle-shaped, occasionally phosphorescent, and infinitely larger and more rapid in its movements than a whale. The facts relating to this apparition (entered in various log-books) agreed in most respects as to the shape of the object or creature in question, the untiring rapidity of its movements, its surprising power of locomotion, and the peculiar li

Serenity/ She Knows Who This Is For!!
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting in the light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how

What's Left Of Me
I get up each morning. Body screaming in pain Yet I say nothing You'd never know I move around without saying a word I prepare for yet another day Like all the others Where I find the energy Still amazes me Look in the mirror A broken man A mere shell of my former self Yet I say nothing Will you still take What's left of me? I don't know how much is left in the tank I'm so scared What I wouldn't give for a recharge Something to fill me up But still I say nothing Will you take What's left of me I'll still go out each day as I always have Giving all of me Overextending til I collapse If you find me on the floor Just pull me up I'll say sorry and keep going To the brink Of all endings Still I say nothing Will you take What's left of me?

Dj In Lounge! Dont Miss Out!!!!!
http://www.TrippyText.com - Trippy Texthttp://www.MakeYourSpace.com/ - MySpace Layouts GREAT MUSIC AND GOOD FUN LETS GET THIS PATY STARTED COME JOIN US IN THE HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE ON CT CLUB FANTASIA IS ROCKIN (repost of original by '~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Co Owner Of Club Fantasia~{CHERRY SNATCHER}~' on '2007-03-22 21:16:58')

Daddy's Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache

Bringing It Back…. Ctptaias
I’m glad to see that somebody’s working on bringing sexy back. I didn’t know it was gone, but I don’t think I could handle the responsibility of bringing it back. I am, however, bringing back the comma that precedes the “and” in a series. As God is my witness, I will not allow the ‘and’-preceding comma to die. I am not a grammar snob. Not everyone has the privilege of a good or even an adequate education, and not everyone cares about grammar/punctuation/spelling. I know that some terrible spellers are quite intelligent, while others are simply aural learners rather than visual learners, making misspelling even more likely. For the most part, typos don’t upset me, but I do notice them. I make errors all the time because I almost never proofread something that isn’t business-related, which I’m sure will eventually make itself apparent. You will find no high-horse stance from me. I make too many mistakes. I *do* have preferences, though, and there are one or two errors that are, perhaps

Chapter 1 { Moby Dick
CHAPTER 1 Loomings Call me Ishmael. Some years ago- never mind how long precisely- having little or no money in my purse, and nothing particular to interest me on shore, I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world. It is a way I have of driving off the spleen and regulating the circulation. Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me from deliberately stepping into the street, and methodically knocking people's hats off- then, I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can. This is my substitute for pistol and ball. With a philosophical flourish Cato throws himself upon his sword; I quietly take to the ship. There is nothing surprising in th

Dj Shan Live At Club Fantasia!!!
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Special For Cherry Tap Members!
Hi Guys I am having a special for all you awesome Cherry Tap men and women! If you read my profile you know I do cam shows and I LOVE doing them! Its a really big fetish of mine to know I am being watched on cam and making men happy! Anyway, I have Decided to offer $20 in credits for a Private Nude show with me when you sign up at the site for $8.95. That saves you money and makes us both happy! So come see me guys! YOu can message me for more info or you can sign up at the link below and just let me know your coming so I can look for you! Come see me guys or even girls! I love both! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Anna Link to see me http://www.runurl.com/xx.php?8kr

What To Do In Orange County Over Spring Break?
Down here visiting long-time bud with not much to do...hanging with his harem, driving into Baja to stay in Rosarito for a couple days, plans to veg on the beach, frisbee, hiking in the desert and that's about it. Oh wait, who could ask for anything more! Wish you were here...

Take Me To The Cross By Al Denson
Take Me To The Cross lyrics She's daddy's little girl Only three years old All dressed up in her Sunday clothes He held her hand on bended knee He said I need to show you how to find your way home As they walked along How sweet the sound Church bells ringin' People gathered 'round Remember this church And the cross way up there Sweetheart, if you ever get lost say Take me to the cross High upon a steeple The one where Jesus died for all the lost people If you can't find home Know you're not alone Take me to the cross As the years went by Daddy's little girl Lost herself out in a big, big world And the day her daddy died She said I need to know why Take me to the cross High upon a steeple The one where Jesus died for hurting people If you can't find home Know you're not alone Take me to the cross Now that same little girl Thirty years gone by She still knows here daddy's by her side She

Heartprints.
HEARTPRINTS Whatever our hands touch--- We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture, On doorknobs, dishes, books, As we touch we leave our identity. Oh please where ever I go today, Help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion Of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness and genuine concern. May my heart touch a lonely neighbor Or a runaway daughter, Or an anxious mother, Or, perhaps, a dear friend! I shall go out today To leave heartprints, And if someone should say "I felt your touch," May that one sense be...YOUR LOVE Touching through ME.

The Garden Of Your Mind
The Garden Of Your Mind Your mind is like a garden: Whatever you plant will grow. Your thoughts are seeds you're planting: They produce, each after its kind. And you, just like a gardener, Can choose which seeds you'll plant. And by the choice of seeds you sow, You choose the harvest you will reap. So don't plant seeds of lack or fear, Disease, discord, or doubt. Plant, instead, the seeds you want; Then things you want will sprout. This gift of choice is given to all, And not to just a few. The harvest, friend, is in your hands: The crop depends on you. So take this power which you've been given, And use it every day, To gain from life the good you want, For you have found the way. (Charles David Heineke, 1975)

Chapter 8 { Robin Hood
One fine day, not long after Little John had left abiding with the Sheriff and had come back, with his worship's cook, to the merry greenwood, as has just been told, Robin Hood and a few chosen fellows of his band lay upon the soft sward beneath the greenwood tree where they dwelled. The day was warm and sultry, so that while most of the band were scattered through the forest upon this mission and upon that, these few stout fellows lay lazily beneath the shade of the tree, in the soft afternoon, passing jests among themselves and telling merry stories, with laughter and mirth. All the air was laden with the bitter fragrance of the May, and all the bosky shades of the woodlands beyond rang with the sweet song of birds--the throstle cock, the cuckoo, and the wood pigeon-- and with the song of birds mingled the cool sound of the gurgling brook that leaped out of the forest shades, and ran fretting amid its rough, gray stones across the sunlit open glade before the trysting tree. And a

Online Friendship
Online Friendship... The true friends who we meet online are a very special kind They pierce your shields and see within the corners of your mind. They're always there when you're in need with their power to discern. They feel your pain.........they offer hope and genuine concern. We bare our souls, expose our hearts and show our inner fears, and then before you know it the keyboard's stained with tears. And if we could see them through that screen then no one could deny that to be a TRUE online friend they too must surely cry.

I Cannot Sleep And My Mother Is Driving Me Crazy!
I am so serious when i tell you that i can't sleep. It is almost impossible for me to sleep in a hotel room sharing a bed with my son and having my lurking mother sitting beside me. She is awake even right now, and she's driving me crazy. Please help! LOL

Key For Voice Recorder
Your Easy Dial Numbers Snapvine can give you Easy Dial numbers for friends you call often. Dialing this number will take you directly to your friend's voice player so there's no need to remember a shortcode. Store these numbers in your mobile phone for quick access on-the-go. Remember, these numbers only work when you dial from your validated phone. You Are a Look At Me Blogger! Cute pics, blog drama, whatever it takes to get traffic. You're notorious ... either loved or hated by all! JUST MY BLOG CAN BE BEST! href="http://cherrytap.com/bulletin_co

Season Of Grief
Seasons Of Grief Fall We that are in the fall of our grief It is crisp, like the autumn wind We watch grief fall upon us Like the autumn leaves that falls to the ground Our days grow longer We experience the pain of loss Winter We that are in the winter of our grief It is cold, and dark, and bleak We wonder if we will ever feel warm again Our days are short, and nights, lonely and long We pray for warmth again Spring We that are in the spring of our grief Our days grow brighter, and warm We are amazed at the renewal of our souls Our faith is like the new buds, and spring flowers It waits to explode forth To bring new color into our souls Summer We that are in the summer of our grief We look in wonder at our renewal It's like the new green grass The leaves upon the trees The sun shines down upon us It brings warmth to our souls We are splashed in glorious warmth Our hope is restored (Deborah Long)

In My Arms Tonight
Its late at night and I'm holding you I got this feeling And i know its true You see i never felt this way before and it feels so good... Feels so right... I got this feeling and its deep inside Dont want to scare you Or make you Run and hide... cant you see i never felt this way before and it feels so good.....feels so right.. Just want to hold you in my arms tonight Just want to tell you that i love you so Just want hold you and make things right Please let me hold you in my arms tonight

Life...
So this is life...who would have guessed that twenty years ago we'd be sitting in front of a computer doing everything we do...alots changed and i am at the point in my life where i am taking a good long look at where i have been, what i have done and where i am headed...from the looks of the tunnel i am going to need some major highbeams cause its pretty dark in that direction. i have had several people asking me to tell a little about myself so here goes... i love to party and weed is one of my most favorite pasttimes...so puff,puff,pass. purple and black are my fav colors. i love icecream, ice cubes and ice tea...lol i hate to shop i dont care for diamonds and keep the instead i will take saphires, picnics in the country and a flea market. i love the country and camping is a big fav. drive-in movies are still the best place to make out and laying in bed on a rainy morning with the one you love is one of the best things in life... till next time...peace

Pathways
Pathways Memory builds a little pathway That goes winding through my heart. It's a lovely, quiet, gentle trail From other things apart; I only meet when traveling there The folks I like the best For this road I call remembrance Is hidden from the rest; But I hope I'll always find you In my memory rendezvous For I keep this little secret place To meet with folks like you. Helen Steiner Rice

Sunrise....
Sunrise, And a new Day Is breaking through... Morning, Of another day With out you... But as the hours roll by No ones there to see me cry Except the sunrise... The sunsrise and you. Tired Eyes, Search from sea To shore. I'm searching For love and nothing more. But from now till who knows when My sword will be my friend And i'll love you... For the rest of my life. Sunrise, bless my eyes take me home,..make me whole again... Sunrise...

Haha, How Good Is That!
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The Sexologist You scored 64 desirability, 81 skill, and 80 open-mindedness! You're a freaking expert your soo good. I mean can you give me some pointers? My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on desirabilityYou scored higher than 99% on skill

Stupid Work
I was supposed to get out of there by 9pm -- did I? Noooooooooooooooo.. one of the tax associates had to take TWO fking hours to finish a normally 15-20 minute return *grrr* I didn't get home till almost 11pm and I've been working since EIGHT AM! this better not happen tomorrow night or heads are gonna roll!

Secret Talent
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Secret Talent? MY RESULT:Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” Take This Quiz!

Kiss & Tell
Well I drink too much and I want u to touch me When you're lookin at me this way & I think too much and I know I still need u now I hope that u say its okay 2 give u some of this piece of little action i know that u want me as well and if u trust me with your sweet attraction i primise I won't kiss i promise I won't kiss & tell Don't lead me on cuz I'm not down to play that game but if u want sweetness i'm here but if I turned u on then why not come away with me? I promise I'll never be scared 2 give u some of this piece of little action i know that u want me as well and if u trust me with your sweet attraction I promise I won't kiss & tell nobody knows that I'm like this I want to give u just one kiss nobody knows that I'm like this but you, so what r u gonna do? I get so high but that's alright I won't ever come back down your flying eyes are crying and I won't ever come back down your flying eyes are cryin

Chapter 16 { Frankenstein
Chapter 16 "Cursed, cursed creator! Why did I live? Why, in that instant, did I not extinguish the spark of existence which you had so wantonly bestowed? I know not; despair had not yet taken possession of me; my feelings were those of rage and revenge. I could with pleasure have destroyed the cottage and its inhabitants and have glutted myself with their shrieks and misery. "When night came I quitted my retreat and wandered in the wood; and now, no longer restrained by the fear of discovery, I gave vent to my anguish in fearful howlings. I was like a wild beast that had broken the toils, destroying the objects that obstructed me and ranging through the wood with a staglike swiftness. Oh! What a miserable night I passed! The cold stars shone in mockery, and the bare trees waved their branches above me; now and then the sweet voice of a bird burst forth amidst the universal stillness. All, save I, were at rest or in enjoyment; I, like the arch-fiend, bore a hell within me, and f

Midnights Dreaming
Watching the shadows Dance upon the lake Midnights dreaming Drawn to illiusions of our lives Singing a story of Distant times And faces long forgotten The hands of time turn the hours roll on by.. Love is a lesson, But you wait, and seem to loose How can we really know maybe I'm Crazy But wont you listen, Just listen to the wind blow. Together we have been drawn But our lives are torn apart. rolling thru the echos Of lifes sea. But each time that we start again We lose a little peice Of our selve's Hoping maybe this time We could make...a brand new start But love is a lesson And you wait,..than seem to lose How can you really know? You say maybe im crazy But wont you listen,... Just listen to our winds blow.

Job,s, Car And Life In General
Well I am still at Kum & Go and am loving it!!! I worked my first over night shift by myself from 9pm-7:30am this morning. I have been sleeping most of the day and amnow wide awake at 10:23pm but I need to get used to doing that. I loved the shift last night went by fast we were pretty steay throughout the whole night until about 2am or so. But I did get a phone call yesterday from the Pryor Creek Recreational Center here in town which is the new gym/indoor pool facility we have very nice place. But until the city council board meeting(they are the ones who decide who work there) which I believe they meet on April 2nd. She told me if they vote me in then April 3rd I will go to the city hall andpick up all my W2 forms and fill them out and than take a $35(they reimburse so thats not bad)drug test and as long as the drug test and background check come back clean than I will be working noon-4pm. I am not for sure if it is every day or what I think so they said in my interview I had at the

Boobies
go here...and save some boobies... I say this semi-joking but I'm serious...if you don't know anyone who's had it...you're lucky and probably a minority. While you're there you can save a monkey too on the rainforest site. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=2 and no, i don't know who to post a usable link..you may have to cut and paste... or lets try this www.thebreastcancersite.com no..that didn't work either...where's my smart computer savvy friend??

Chapter 16 { Dracular
CHAPTER 16 DR SEWARD'S DIARY-cont. It was just a quarter before twelve o'clock when we got into the churchyard over the low wall. The night was dark with occasional gleams of moonlight between the dents of the heavy clouds that scudded across the sky. We all kept somehow close together, with Van Helsing slightly in front as he led the way. When we had come close to the tomb I looked well at Arthur, for I feared the proximity to a place laden with so sorrowful a memory would upset him, but he bore himself well. I took it that the very mystery of the proceeding was in some way a counteractant to his grief. The Professor unlocked the door, and seeing a natural hesitation amongst us for various reasons, solved the difficulty by entering first himself. The rest of us followed, and he closed the door. He then lit a dark lantern and pointed to a coffin. Arthur stepped forward hesitatingly. Van Helsing said to me, "You were with me here yesterday. Was the body of Miss Lucy in that coffin

Quick Update!!
Thanks for all the luv you guys have sent me since I've been gone. Just online for a hot minute to check on things and what not. In Illinois right now, and headed to Wisconsin (woo hoo :|). Anyways, hope you all have a great day, week, month, and all the good stuff, and I'll try to get back home around mid April (I know....LOL)

12 Types Of Females....so Which Do I Remind U Of? Lol
1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement. 3. Ms. Independent Advantages

Tears
All of the seasons and all of the days All of the reasons why I've felt this way So long... So long Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes I noticed emotion and that you had cried For me I can see What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek I tasted the answers and my body was weak For you The truth What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why?

Love Is Like A River
WELL LOVE IS LIKE A RIVER NEVER ENDING AS IT FLOWS, BUT GET GREATER WITH TIME AND LOVE IS LIKE SWALLOWING HOT CHOCOLATE, BEFORE IT COOLED OFF,IT TAKES YOUS YOU BY SUPRRISE AT FIRST, BUT KEEPS YOU WARM FOR A LONG TIME.

Chapter 4 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
The sight which met my eyes had the horror of a dream within a dream, with the certainty of reality added. The room was as I had seen it last; except that the shadowy look had gone in the glare of the many lights, and every article in it stood stark and solidly real. By the empty bed sat Nurse Kennedy, as my eyes had last seen her, sitting bolt upright in the armchair beside the bed. She had placed a pillow behind her, so that her back might be erect: but her neck was fixed as that of one in a cataleptic trance. She was, to all intents and purposes, turned into stone. There was no special expression on her face--no fear, no horror; nothing such as might be expected of one in such a condition. Her open eyes showed neither wonder nor interest. She was simply a negative existence, warm, breathing, placid; but absolutely unconscious of the world around her. The bedclothes were disarranged, as though the patient had been drawn from under them without throwing them back. The corner of the

Sexiest Cowboy
I need your help, I've entered a contest for the sexiest cowboy! I don't know why but was flattered when asked to enter so I did. Even though I don't think I'm all that sexy I wouldn't mind winning this thing just for the hell of it! With your I might win. It goes by who has the most coments so please coment bomb this link for me! Thank You!DJ Space Cowboy

Lend Your Love To Me ....tonight
Lend your love to me tonight Don't ask me who or what is right I have no strenght I cannot fight Just flood my darkness with your light I need no face I need no name No martyr's artificial shame No crucifix I am not lame And yet I ache to feel the flame Arrest the sun and shoot the moon The lamp of laughter dies too soon To live reflected in a spoon Makes it too hard to stay in tune Believe me Unlock the door and unbar the gate I'll write I love you on the slate And while St. Peter's thieves debate The price of time I will not wait Or let the star blind road of fate Confuse me Abuse me Misuse me Release my soul release my eyes A clock unwinds a flower dies Dishonesty disqualifies You win the race but lose the prize A tattered cloak behind the throne It is unseen it is not known Behind this face I am alone I would give everything I own To touch you... Just lend your love to me once more Don't ask me what I came back for Just watch the moonlight cros

Update!!!
Well after a few little delays my truck is going back to Solar Shield tommorrow (for sure this time) i am dropping it off at 4 PM and going to order the new rims for it then (so if u live neer Clovis and want the rims that are on my truck let me know or call up there and they will let u know how much). Here is a link to Sport Truck magizine where Solar Shield made a truck for SEMA that is bagged and lowered like mine is going to be!!! http://www.sporttruck.com/featuredvehicles/0407st_1999_cadillac_escalade_evt_sport_truck/index.html !!!! one awsome truck!!!! well that is all the news for now but more to come!!!

The Darkest Light
A veil of clouds enshrouds the city lights, as a cold mist settles in my brain. An orange glow surrounds my windows edge While the figures, they dance in the rain. To see and feel the colors move about me Brings a tingling feeling to my soul. The darkest light consuming all sensation giving life a purpose and a goal. A shimmer of light enhances all my thoughts While the figures dance in my head The clouds around me take such pleasant form As I stare from a distance in my bed. To hear the sounds as they completely surround me keeps me warm although the night is cold. The darkest light consuming all sensation giving life a purpose and a goal. Christopher R. Stokes Copyright ©2007 Christopher Raymond Stokes

Caught In The Rain
The rain fell softly onto the pitch black pavement. Although the car radio blared, each drop pierced her ears, and sent waves of excitement throughout her body. She slung off her shoes and tippee toed like a ballerina in toe shoes. The young gentleman urged her to come back to the car but she didn't hear him, she was living in the moment, if for just a second, a minute, an hour, she wanted to feel this moment and never forget it. He ran to her side as she danced across the dark lot, he whispered into her ear "come with me." The young girl in the drenched white blouse and long flowing skirt giggled as she pulled away from his clutches and said simply "No." She was looking to the heavens where the rain drops would touch her face so softly as if they were caressing her every feature. The young boy looked on in amazement at her spinning around and around in the rain. "what is she doing" he thought to himself, and as if she knew what he was thinking she ran to him grabbed his ha

Life
Make your life decisions based on what feels right for you. Many, but not all, will disagree with me, but the only person that you are ultimately responsible for in this life is you. Others come and go from your life so that you can further the experience of life, but you come into this life on your own and you leave on your own, so make sure that while your here you take care of YOU. So....as samma would say "whatevah, I do what I want" :)

I'm Lost Without You
This song right here is one of my fave songs when im sad. I'm Lost Without You-By Blink 182 I swear that I can go on forever again please let me know that my one bad day will end I will go down as your lover, your friend give me your lips and with one kiss we begin Are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am, I'm lost without you I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you where are you now I can hear footsteps, I'm dreaming and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this Are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am,

Not Sure What To Do!
ok here is the thing i got married 4-10-06..we are not together anymore but the other day i got a call from him that he wants me to come down and sigh devorice papers..this is after we have given it chance after chance to make it work but he always leaves nothin new there i mean i don't want to be with him anymore but i am not sure i want a devorice yet what do i do? i am so confused. i mean i met a nice guy but he don't want a relationship right now cause he is goin throw the same thing that i am and i understand that but i really just don't think that i am ready for a devorice please help what do i do??????

Flames Of Desire”
He stared in silence as she slowly dropped willow green silk outer and white lace under coverings like flags of surrender at the conqueror’s feet Standing with back straight sweet passion melons thrust forward seductively buds darkened with desire Her emerald eyes smoldered with untamed animal enticement His ravenous eyes caught fire reciprocating flame for flame Boldness as unflinching as hers taking in each subtle nuance Of pink tonal differentiation in satin smooth nakedness contrasting highlight, shadow of black silk lying gentle against feminine ivory shoulders and lush shadowed lawn between inviting creamy alabaster thighs Then fastening on twin roundness His hands ached to embrace with tender gentle squeezes the rotund beauty of her breasts Fingers flexing uncomfortable with excess heat, to caress deep rose buds that hardened under his intent stare like well trained soldiers at the approach of a five star general Lips burned to sample

Top 10 Reasons Why Cyber Sex Is Better 10
TOP 10 REASONS WHY CYBER SEX IS BETTER 10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies.

Thief In The Night
Thief In The Night I've been up all night, Trying to figure out just what went wrong You know its been rather quiet, Kind of like the calm before the storm. But my thoughts keep taking me back Way back to yesterday When i read your note that simply said "Your going away"... Your a thief in the night You stole my heart away Your a robber of love Making sure that you always get away Taking with you all my tomorrows.. Leaving only the hurt I feel today... Your a thief in the night... You stole my heart away. How could i have known you'd hide dark clouds behind your smile A true game it was to you Loving me, just was'nt your style no ones ever gonna hurt you.. At least thats what you always used to say I gave you my heart And now i see the price i had to pay Your a thief in the night You stole my heart away Your a robber of love Making sure that you always get away Taking with you all my tomorrows.. Leaving only the hurt I feel today... Your a t

Something For Someone!!
Well tonight my mind wanders to a guy who has stopped me for fading away,damn him anyways,you know who you are,you with your wicked words!! Anyways tonight my thoughts are racing away to another place. For some reason all I can seem to think about is rain, bites and these words, what if I told you I lusted after you? As well as do my writing make you cum? So tonight that's where my thoughts are. I'm wishing for a good storm to come in. You ever found yourself just wishing you could call someone for a booty call. Anyways, it's dark and still tonight, there's a crispy wind nipping at my skin. But yet I'm very hot for some reason,hehe. Anyways, tonight I'll let you peek at some of my dreams I've had of late. Last night it was a dream about, me and I found myself sitting by a lake that's one of my hunts. Anyways this lake is in a not so busy place. All it has is a small bathroom ,small siting place and two sets of stairs that lead to the water and that's it. It's out in the mi

Angel
Angel Sometimes when you need it the most When you feel totally lost and alone when you feel you can't go on anymore Sometimes that's when you find hope A person that lifts you up above it all Someone you could not go on without No matter how far apart you may be you feel the person with you in your heart An angel who comes out of of the blue that makes each day brighter then the last Sometimes it happens so very very fast your afraid that it might not last When you find that person that you seek Don't feel that you are way to weak The strength they supply to you everyday will show you the way to a brighter way Angel, my angel

In Her Memory
Lynn Stokes 1/27/33 To 10/18/83 Far is the distance That has grown between us. So many days........alone So many nights.......lonely. I remember your touch And the joy from your smile But.....Do you remember me. The years have been good to me I have grown up tall and strong the pain you must have suffered teaching me right from wrong. I've learned the lessons you taught me It took time, But they did sink in. And now....years later I still need you... And I need you to know I remember you. Do you... Remember me. Your Son Christopher Raymond Stokes Copyright ©2007 Christopher Raymond Stokes

Wtf?
ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face

Sorry Had To Vent
ok while back i had a message on my page that said make a salute and level up i did that that day because i wanted to add more pics well i waited 2 days to get it approved and then when it was approved i didnt level up and now i did level to my next because friends helped me and yet i still need to level again to add more pics and i tell alot of people about this site to get on it and they love it they get on but not under me thats fine i do my thing and rate and comment im not saying yall owe me anything but i did submit my salute that day and when it was approved the message that said salute to level up was gone i have sent 1 other email about it asking when will i level up and got a message back saying when its approved well just wondering what else do i have to do sorry it was a long vent yours truely to the best friggin site i ever seen,,, cajunn

Please Help Me Level Up
I NEED JUST OVER 2000 POINTS U GETS 4 POINTS FOR EVERY STASH ITEM RATED DURING HAPPY HOUR AND 2 POINTS FOR EVERYTHING ELSE PLEASE HELP ME OUT. ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Co Owner Of Club Fantasia~{CHERRY SNATCHER}~@ CherryTAP

.not.ready.to.make.nice.
*takes a deep breath* ok fuckshits. close your effin window. its not necessary for the entire neighborhood to hear your drunken conversations just because you have absolultely zero couth. i hate you. i hope you die. if i had a time machine i'd go back in time and kill your grandmother just to make 100% sure you would never exist. screw the reprecussions. on another note completely. people who rate stashes without actually watching the material...and yes...i do know who you are...cuz im smarter than you...should go set themselves on fire so i can rate it a *thumbs down* for not happening sooner. and another completely different note. its my blog i can bounce around if want. keep up or get out. while the rain is absolutely fabulous...listening to rainy day music and talking with my children has made me come to this conclusion that while *cough* other close personal people might have realised it...i for myself had not. i've got a friend wrapped up almost to the point o

How Dirty
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Wtf?!?!
how can a person live with themselves when they break into other peoples accounts and say/start shit that isn't true!?! on top of that how can a person try to be nice to someone then turn around and "rip" a photo and say some bad shit about that person?!?! i mean come on GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! we are suppose to be adults here and all i see are people acting like little children and/or starting HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA!! LOL i mean if u r really going to act like grow up or get the fuck out of here cuz ur not needed or wanted!!!!

My Dream...
I make my way, through the heavily treed, leaf covered path, I suddenly see you, standing there, surrounded by wild flowers. Behind you, a small stream, trembles it's way down the mountainside. You are so radiantly apealingl, I overflow, ache with love for you. No words are spoken. I find myself bursting, for want of your love. For the need to hold you...touch you. Slowly, we make our way toward each other. We meet amid a bed of soft, green moss. Our hands reach out, touch, and as if in slow motion, we find ourselves seated on this bed of Gods making. Your lips are moist, my heart pounding. Your breath quickens, as the rise and fall of your manly retreat seems to try to free itself. I'm am inches from those lips, I have long for. As you move toward me, we kiss. A long, moist, tender... hungry kiss. A kiss, that fulfills all the promises of love. I feel myself, melting into your very soul. I lay you gently back on the bed of green. You touching the pulsating v

Amber Alert!!!!!!!
Tennessee state police have issued a State wide amber alert. There is a missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. she is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. a white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. Please Repost this... She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your day to read and repost

Blargh!
BOO Texas A&M. YAY! Kansas! Currently BOO Ohio State (but they still have a whole other half to catch up and turn it around at the time I wrote this. At the time I am writing this ... I have 57 points in my bracket ... I have called 42 games correctly this year. I. ROCK!! *edit* I rock MORE now. I now have 65 points and 44 correct games! This is NCAA (college) basketball for those who may not know.

Bitch ~ Multiple Definitions
1.The person forced to sit in the middle of the back seat in a car. Often in cases where multiple men and one woman are riding, the woman will automatically be the "bitch" to serve as padding for irrational male homophobia. Looks like is sitting bitch again 2. An exceedingly whipped guy who does/wears/thinks/says whatever his girlfriend tells him to. "He is *so* her bitch." "How can you tell?" "He's wearing plaid." 3. A woman that doesn't give a flying f*ck anymore and that can and will be cruel to men. Im always a bitch to assholes like you and by the way im proud to be a bitch

Friendship
Your Friendship adds... Beauty to my life!" "My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me." "My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me." "Friends are like stars, you can't always see them but you know that they're there." "I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends." "A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart." Friends are the roses of life... pick them carefully and avoid the thorns!"

Just Gotta Love...
this guy's default picture (video?). LOL... I know, I know.... I need to leave in about 10 mins and I am looking at this site. Hee hee......... But, Don't you think that this guy is a bit clever for an eye-catching default pic???? Bazman@ CherryTAP Gotta run...............ttyml!!

Broken Hearts
It makes me wonder how so many men always go round breakin girls hearts all this bull shit bout I love you and wanna be with you. I never understand it but you know girls do it too. But it never seems to hurt as much when the girl does it why is that. But when a guy breaks a girls heart its like a part of her dies. When he says its over its so heart breaking even if you have been expecting it forever. My adopted sister found out she was pregnant and the two guys she was messin wit says its not theirs but when the one left her it tore her all up inside and the funny thing is she knew it was coming when he did not talk to her for over a month. Now she is going to be raising a baby by herself. Some guys can be so messed up that the only thing they seem to care about is themselves just once it would be nice to see relationships work out for those around me.

Penis ~ This Definition Is Questionable
The tool used to wean and convert lesbians and virgins into useful, productive members of society. The lesbian babe saw the light and became straight when a real penis penetrated her vaginal lips.

Easy Baby!!!
Make it last Baby We need more than a little time to fuel the flames of hot desire and make our temperature climb Take your time with long kisses fiery, sweet and deep We’ve got all night, Sweet Man I need love more than sleep Be slow, deliberate and tender as you cradle breasts in hands A real man knows a woman’s wants and her heated need understands Be gentle yet forceful as you touch, taste, tease and please I’ll take all you offer me Baby You don’t have to say “Please” Take it easy Baby Take it easy and take it all Tickle of beard between silken thighs as hot, honeyed love potion falls Take the tight fitting darkness Of my warm, wet glove of desire Sheath it to the hilt now and let me quench your hard sword of fire !! *KISSES*

A Letter To My Soul Mate....
IF I COULD WRITE MY FUTURE SOUL MATE A LETTER. I WOULD WRITE IT SOMETHING LIKE THIS.... DEAR ANGEL IN DISGUISE ,I'VE LONGED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG AND I ALMOST AM AT THE POINT OF GIVING UP ON YOUR ARRIVAL....ARE YOU EVER COMING? I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW (IN TEARS) I AM SO LOST WITH OUT YOU..I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME......PLEASE HURRY BEFORE I'M AT THE POINT OF NO RETURN..I'LL FOLLOW YOU MY LOVE IN TO OUR FOREST AND LOVE YOU OHH SO DEEPLY.....I'LL GIVE YOU MY SOUL MY HEART MY STRENGTH..I'LL GIVE YOU ALL I HAVE JUST TO BE HELD AND TOUCHED AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL IT JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY "I LOVE YOU" WOULD SOOTH MY SOUL...THIS IS MY HEART WIDE OPEN REACHING OUT FOR YOU....WHERE EVER YOU ARE...WHO EVER YOU ARE HEAR ME CALLING OUT TO YOU.....I'M WAITING AND HAVE BEEN FOR SO MANY LONG YEARS....I HAVE TO TELL YOU MY BLOOD IS TAINTED FROM THE SCARS OF LUST AND IMPATIENCE AND I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU ALL YOU NEED IN THAT AREA BUT I WILL SHOW YOU LOVE I WILL HOLD YOU..CARESS YOU.. KISS YOU.

A Cooking Lesson
First start, with a mixture of surrender, find your self hate, wind it up in a broth of deep dark ruin. Simmmer till boil, walk away from your own internal cauldron and let it over flow. Amazing flavor! Find hints of self discovery, throw them over your shoulder for luck, that you are pretty sure will never happen. Give up, sleep for a day, and here you go! A cake of self-ruin.

Road To Your Heart
ROAD TO YOUR HEART By: Daniel J. Maag IT’S STRANGE THAT WE ONLY JUST MET AND YET I LONG TO BE CLOSE TO YOU TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AND HOLD YOU CLOSE PRECIOUS TIMES WITH YOU WITH NO REGRET YOU’RE AN ANGEL FROM ABOVE AND YOUR BEAUTY IS BEYOND BELIEF YOUR EYES TOTALLY CAPTIVATE ME IT WOULD BE WONDERFUL TO FALL IN LOVE I WONDER IF YOU’RE THINKING OF ME IF YOU’RE FEELINGS ARE GROWING AND YOU HAVE THE SAME LONGING TO HOLD ME CLOSE, IS THIS DESTINY YOU ARE INTELLIGENT AND A LOT OF FUN A PASSIONATE FIRE BURNING FROM INSIDE WE SEEM TO BE PEAS FROM THE SAME POD A LIFE WITH YOU WOULD BE A JOYOUS RIDE YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME AND VARY RARE I AM LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE TO SHARE THESE TIMES AND CHATTING AWAY I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I REALLY CARE

Yea I Know..i Say It All The Time....
but im effin BORED!! im in need of sum entertainment...lol so start jugglin flaming bowling pins, dancing in a loin cloth.. make up a song with my name in it.. or whatever else you can think off... oxox megan

A Friendship Ends
And so ends a friendship.... Where do I start? Hell I don't even know. I've tried to figure this out. Tried to write it, and yet I get a few sentences in and decide to delete it. I'll probably do that to this. I guess I should of ran away alot sooner then I did. But yet I stuck around. Don't even know why really. The more I spent time with her, the deeper I got. And well it does suck, to hang out with someone that you know you can't be with. But yet I still put myself in that situation, in that pain for just that little hope that maybe, just maybe we could be. She knew how I felt about her, and yet she did nothing about it. She should of said something you know. Yeah I know she'll say I didn't lead you on did I. As soon as she told me about how he was treating her, I knew I had to walk away. Really, what would you have done if you were in my shoes? Me seperated from my wife, you in the military and us hanging out cuddling, staying over. Then I tell you all the wrongful things she d

Betrayed
BETRAYED By: Daniel J. Maag Was it the sound of her voice or the scarceness of her words. The avoiding tendencies and the reluctance to open up to him. A trust was achieved and a bond was made, were these superficial or was he just played. The heart is fragile and once opened, it has no protection from the dagger of lies. Betrayal is painful and hurts from within, a emptiness envelopes him as the tears begin. Did she lead you to believe that you were the one, that special man that brightened her world like the sun. Only to darken your heart, blacker than any night sky, and cast you into doubt with the longing just to die.

Finishing Up
Well its been a long month, but we're bout done with the church. We have bout one week left if all goes well. Then i can be back on here like i use to. I been getting up at 6 working till dark then going to bed after my shower. All is well here though, just kinda give out. Mom is doing better and so have i. But i just wanted everyone to know so as not to worry. Miss everyone.

Wilted Flowers
WILTED FLOWERS By: Daniel J. Maag A flower has but a short existence, its born unto this world from a small seed of life. It grows slowly through the nurturing of sun, water and air. It reaches towards the heavens and before long its pedals open and bloom. For this is the best of times but its also the beginning of the end, from this day on, its days are numbered. The lucky flower is the one that gets picked and is given in love and friendship, as appose to the one left to die alone behind. But this flower of love and kindness that has brightened someone's world, feels it is the fortunate one, but alas, it to is destined to die alone and forgotten. As its beauty fades and pedals begin to wilt, its not long before its tossed away with out any guilt. Alone and empty it dies on a dump, it served a purpose, but that moment was fleeting. It once was the smile to someone's face, now all it is, is a place for flies to eat.

New Orleans Seductress
The Seductress in New Orleans She wasn’t from Cajun country. She’s a sweet, sensual, exotic woman with a sexy voice and very intoxicating body. She’s a seductress in New Orleans. He was her prey, he is her desire. He hungered to have her as much as she ached to seduce him. He found her tonight as usual in her favorite dimly lit restaurant in the French Quarter. He felt she had seduced many a man as he wanted to be seduced by her, by the erotic desire and sensuality she possessed. The Quarter was dark tonight, they both could feel the passion and desire in the air. The band in the restaurant began to play, she got up, began to move to the music. She danced only for him, to feel his eyes on her, to feel the sensual desire of both of them float back and forth across the room. His desire for her only ignited the erotic sensual desire and lust in her for him. She hungered to feel his touch, feel the graze of his lips against her neck, his hands slide down her back, only

A Promise To You
A PROMISE TO YOU By: Daniel J. Maag A promise to you, a journey at the start. forever together, a belonging to my heart. A love that is blossoming, a love that is new. A friendship developing, a bond between us that's true. From this day to the next, a moment in time shared. A commitment to you, to express all my care. So take this promise, and hear my vows. To love for all of time, and that time begins now.

If We Had Sex
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

Soulmates
SOULMATES By: Daniel J. Maag A soul mate is a sharing of two souls, two spirits, two minds. It's a bond born in the heavens and exists in the stars. It's the sharing of a kiss, a touch, a feel. It's the feeling of warmth whenever you are near. A soul mate is a friend, a lover, a part of you. It's a un-seen feeling, a connection between two individuals vary near or vary far. It's an entity that attracts two hearts into one. It's the adhesive of kindness, tenderness and love. A soul mate is rare, in fact there is only one, for each of us to find, that day may never come. So open your heart and look to the sky, keep searching the heavens and never say die.

Meat Wallet ~ This Needs To Be Placed On A Public Service Announcement
Meat Wallet ~ A fat stanking pair of pussy lips, often bigger than a kangaroos. The meat wallet is usually dark brown in color and smells like 3 month old roast beast. www.urbandictionary.com

Poetry
He sits wondering what she's doing, Is she thinking about me? I wonder if she knows I'm thinking about her? I only wish I could find my true love. She sits wondering what he's doing, Is he thinking about me? I wonder if he knows I'm thinking about him? I only wish I could find my true love. If only they had a clue, They lived in the same state, They worked in the same city, Their offices are right next door to the other. They both want overwhelming love They love to snuggle and cuddle Maybe someone could give them a shove Nah, it would just end up muddled...

Hi All:d:d:d:d:d:d:d
hey all....how r ya:)?im good just sittin here tryin to drain my cell so i can charge it....*looks to cell phone and says"WHY WONT YOU DIE!!!!!"lol*soooooo.......for thoes who have Tim Hortons and the RRRoll up the rim to win my score is 3 wins(coffee,coffee,and a muffin:D)and 26(yes thats right a big 2-6)please play again which is very popular with me:Phehehe well ill"catch you on the flip side" from me Kieran(or is it....DUM DUM DUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....hehehe)yes it is:P

03/22/07-whoohoo!!!!
I forgot to mention this yesterday, but we got Cookie's back taxes in the mail yesterday! YAY! So now I can go out and buy our baby's new pack n' play bed, and either the stroller or the bedset. I could actually get both, but I don't know if I want to get them both today. I'm thinking I will probably get the stroller system today, as then I can breathe easier about having a car seat and the stroller AND the bed...instead of just having my pretty bedset I picked out. LOL...next items on the list are the swing, A space rug, and some wall hangings. Early this summer/Late Spring, my dad and mom are going to help me transform the guest bedroom. BOTH the kids will be occupying it. But, it has wallpaper that was put up when I was 7 still, which is peeling in places. So we have to steam the paper off, and we are going to paint it a nice sage green color....which will look alright with the mauve carpet (according to my mother), and will also match the baby's bedset. Then we will look for a wa

Love
LOVE By: Daniel J. Maag MY HEART IS A OPEN BOOK WITH PAGES THAT ARE BLANK FOR A LOVE THAT HAS YET TO BE WRITTEN WITHIN THE BOUNDRIES OF MY LIFE I SEARCH THE WORLD OVER TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE SHE WILL SPARKLE LIKE THE MORNING SUN SHE WILL BE MY GUIDING LIGHT WHAT IS LOVE TO EACH IT MEANS SOMETHING DIFFERENT FOR ME ITS AN ETERNAL EMPTYNESS A VOID THAT HAS YET TO BE FILLED A LOVE THAT IS NEVER SPOKEN A FEELING THAT WARMS WITHIN TO HOLD SOMEONE CLOSE TO FOREVER LET THEM IN

Lisa Was Arrested For...
Okay, so here's the deal, find out how you will be arrested, the Google way. Go to google.com, type "[your FIRST name] was arrested for" and see what you got sent to the slammer for. Remember to use the quotations marks, or else it won't work. 1. Lisa was arrested for a parole violation by going in to see her probation officer ,drunk off her ass at 10 in the morning

Dont Take The Girl...
ever heard a song and started to cry no matter how hard u tryed not 2? yea thats me and that song by Tim McGraw "dont take the girl" heard it? if not look it up and listen.its so beautiful and sad.i want that...dont you? yea,that would be nice.. youd rather die than live w/out me.. think ill find it? have i already? was it then? or now? or never?

Am I Alone In This World
AM I ALONE IN THIS WORLD By: Daniel J. Maag I sit here on the porch and look out into the vast sky. my thoughts ponder as my heart beats and a question burns from within. as the sun sets and the day ends, the moon reluctant to arise. I ask myself "am I alone in this world". I have lived my life alone and searching the stars. To find that special love that will complete me. I ponder and wonder where she is. This woman that will shine forever bright in my eyes. Still I sit on a porch alone and feel the smallness that everyone feels. there are so many souls in this world but just one is meant to be. Will I spend my life forever searching for the right one meant just for me. You sit on a grassy knoll looking into the sky. watching and making shapes out of the clouds that pass you by. then a feel comes upon you - a feeling you have never had. a connection to something special, only god knows the reason why. Our hearts connect and our souls are joined

Friendships
FRIENDSHIPS By: Daniel J. Maag FRIENDSHIPS ARE SELDOM FRIENDSHIPS ARE FEW FRIENDSHIPS ARE FOREVER FRIENDSHIPS ARE TRUE FRIENDSHIPS ARE SPECIAL FRIENDSHIPS ARE NEVER BLUE FRIENDSHIPS ARE EVERLASTING TRUE FRIENDSHIPS ARE WITH YOU

Home Security
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazines. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: "Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim. I went to the gun shop for more ammo. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls --they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it, but it was hard to tell with all the blood. P.S. - I locked all four of them in the house. Better wait outside

Just Writng My Emotions Freely
I AM SINKING IN THIS DEEP WATER ,FALLING ,FALLING IN DEEPER ,DEEPER THAN YOU KNOW SOMEHOW THE DAY IS GLOOMY WHEN YOUR NOT AROUND SINKING IN THIS DEEP WATER I FEEL SO ALONE, JUST LET ME DROWN I FEEL I WOULD BETTER OFF IN THE DEEP...FOR SO SHALLOW IS THE TOP..... I FEEL ISOLATED FROM THE WORLD AGAIN REACHING OUT MY HAND FOR SOMEONE TO RESCUE ME..I HAVE SAILED MANY OCEANS AND REACHED OUT TO MANY SOULS IN NEED NOW WHOS REACHING OUT TO ME...... SOMEONE TO HELP ME FEEL ME AGAIN IN THIS COLD DARKEN WORLD..WHERE AM I? LOST SO DEEP IN THIS WATER MY MIND IS FULL OF CONFUSSION...DROWNING IN MY TEARS AND FEARS LOOSING ALL HOPE

The Picture Comment Game
Since you've opened this bulletin, play the game by following these things: 1. Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin. 2. Pick your favorite picture and comment on it. 3. Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get. You'll be amazed! 4. Put the Subject as "The Picture Comment Game"---be a sport and don't be boring...!

Cancerians...
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fox News At 9 Marks Get Ready Mode....
for getting ready to get to work -- at least for this week. Loaded up the laundry in the washing machine... set the dishwasher on wash mode... warm up a dinner in the microwave... take a shower.... gather up some snacks to take with me to work... gather up some projects to work on down time... get dressed.... and race out the door!! LOL... I don't know why I wait until the last moment to do all those things, but I do tend to do so. Oh, well.... Thank goodness that FoxNews comes on ahead of the regular 10 o'clock news. It serves as a reminder when it does come on that time is shortening.... Hope you are all having a great evening! Kat

Each Day Without You
EACH DAY WITHOUT YOU By: Daniel J. Maag EACH DAY I SIT HERE AND THINK OF YOU OFF IN A FOREIGN LAND DOING WHAT YOU DO ALWAYS WONDERING IF YOUR THINKING OF ME AND THE WONDERFUL TIMES TOGETHER YET TO BE OUR LOVE IS NEW AND WE STILL HAVE NOT MET BUT EACH DAY YOU'RE AWAY IS A DAY I REGRET YOU'RE WORKING HARD DOING WHAT YOU DO BEST AND SOON YOU'LL BE HOME FOR A MUCH NEEDED REST I HOPE YOU KNOW YOU HOLD MY HEART IN YOUR HAND AND I AM GLAD YOU HAVE CHOSEN ME AS YOUR MAN I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME SO I COULD HOLD YOU NEAR TO HUG YOU AND KISS YOU AND SAY "I LOVE YOUR DEAR" EACH DAY WITHOUT YOU IS A DAY THAT IS MUCH TOO LONG I SIT HERE AND MISS YOU AND WISH THE DAYS WOULD BE GONE I LOOK TO TOMORROW AND TO THE BEGINING OF EACH NEW DAY AND AT NIGHT I STARE AT THE STARS AND I BEGIN TO PRAY SOMEDAY SOON YOU WILL BE CLOSE TO ME AND ON THAT JOYOUS DAY OUR HEARTS WILL BE SET FREE JUST KNOW THAT MY WORDS HAVE MEANING AND ARE TRUE BELIEVE ME SWEETIE BECAUSE: “I LOVE YOU”

Together We Belong
TOGETHER WE BELONG By: Daniel J. Maag YOU CAME INTO MY WORLD LIKE THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING AND OPENED MY HEART AS MY SOUL REJOICES AND SINGS YOU HAVE A GIFT OF MAKING ME FEEL FOREVER TRUE FROM THIS DAY ON I WILL NEVER FEEL BLUE YOUR SMILE TAKES ME AWAY TO A FAR OFF LAND I DREAM OF THE DAY WHERE I CAN HOLD YOUR HAND TO FEEL YOU CLOSE AS YOUR BODY TOUCHES MINE TO HAVE YOUR LOVE AROUND ME ALL THE TIME WE MET BY CHANCE - YET I KNOW IT WAS FATE FOR YOU HAVE WAITED SO LONG TO FIND YOUR MATE IN ME YOU HAVE FOUND THE MAN TO ALLOW YOU TO GO ON TO FOLLOW YOUR HEART TO ME - IT WON'T TAKE LONG I WRITE THESE WORDS TO YOU TODAY TO SHARE WITH YOU MY FEELINGS - HOORAY TODAY WAS THE DAY WE BOTH DISCOVERED OUR BOND FROM THIS DAY FORWARD - TOGETHER WE BELONG

I Love Only You
I LOVE ONLY YOU By: Daniel J. Maag YOU ARE TRULY A SPECIAL WOMAN TO ME YOUR PRESONALITY SHINES AND IS FOREVER FREE MY HEART LONGS TO BE CLOSE TO YOURS TO HAVE YOUR TENDERNESS AND LOVE FOR ALL OF TIME I WANT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE AND LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND TELL YOU THAT I BELONG TO YOU - AND THATS NO LIE YOU ARE THE WOMAN I HAVE DREAMED OF ALL MY LIFE AND I WANT TO LOVE YOU FOREVER AND MAKE YOU MY WIFE I AM NOT SAYING THAT I AM THE PERFECT MAN NOR AM I TELLING YOU THAT I WANT YOUR HAND JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I TRULY WANT TO BE THE ONLY MAN IN YOUR LIFE TO LOVE - I HOPE ITS ME MY HEART BEATS FOR YOUR LOVE EACH AND EVERY DAY I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE AND I HOPE YOU WILL STAY I KNOW WE JUST MET AND ALL OF THIS IS NEW BUT HEAR ME NOW WHEN I SAY: “I LOVE ONLY YOU”

Life,pain,love,loss....
I've heard everyday soul passes on to the otherside, an when this soul crosses over a child is born for every person that dies... If this is an endless cycle of renewal can this be called immortality? if so can we simply choose not to be reborn when we die? if we can where do we go? i know many religions have thier visions of what heaven is like but which is real an which is simply made up? i have no definete answer as i respect everyones beliefs.... But one thing that goes beyond life an death is pure love... but remember always simply becuz good exists Evil or bad will always exist aswell they go hand in hand rivals to the bitter end, this Day a day of Celebration the life of a child has been born today but aswell as a new life has been shown the warmth of a mothers love someone has also died so the child could be born... A never ending cycle of death an life Those who believe in reincarnation are onto something whether its the Buddhist monks or Hindu's beliefs in reincarnation

Chapter 4 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Boscombe Valley Mystery We were seated at breakfast one morning, my wife and I, when the maid brought in a telegram. It was from Sherlock Holmes and ran in this way: Have you a couple of days to spare? Have just been wired for from the west of England in connection with Boscombe Valley tragedy. Shall be glad if you will come with me. Air and scenery perfect. Leave Paddington by the 11:15. "What do you say, dear?" said my wife, looking across at me. "Will you go?" "I really don't know what to say. I have a fairly long list at present." "Oh, Anstruther would do your work for you. You have been looking a little pale lately. I think that the change would do you good, and you are always so interested in Mr. Sherlock Holmes's cases." "I should be ungrateful if I were not, seeing what I gained through one of them," I answered. "But if I am to go, I must pack at once, for I have only half an hour." My experience of camp life in Afghanistan had at least had the effect o

Friendship Is Like A Lighthouse
FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A LIGHTHOUSEBy: Daniel J. Maag FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A LIGHTHOUSE ITS LIGHT SHINES BRIGHT THROUGH FOG AND RAIN AND THE DARKEST NIGHT JUST LIKE OUR FRIENDSHIP STANDS STEAD FAST AND FREE YOU MAKE ME VARY HAPPY THAT IS EASY TO SEE OUR FRIENDSHIP SHINES BRIGHT AND IT ALSO SHINES TRUE WE LAUGH AND JOKE AND SHARE A COMMENT OR TWO SO KEEP YOUR LIGHT SHINNING AND KEEP YOUR FRIENDSHIP TRUE HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER AND WE WILL NEVER FEEL BLUE

Womens Ass Size Study
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty interesting: 1. 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway.

My Bar Tab Is...$520.. I Am So Horrible
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night b

Love
Love has a funny way of showin itz self to you, Itz hard to find that one man or woman ur ment to be with, Your always tryin to find out if the person you are with is the one! I went through a time in my life where, I dident know if i was ever gunna be loved ever again, It all started when i was with my ex in portland, Then Got together with another man closer to me, then got with another man who lived almost 1,000 miles away from me, that that point i thought he was the man i was gunna end up married to after a year or so. But in the end, he wasent! Then comes the man i'm with now. I've never been happier in my life, He treats me Sooooo Good, Loves me for me, dosent tell me what to do or who to hang out with. i can talk to him when i need, he's always there for me! He's very loving and makes sure i'm happy. He's a few years older than me but that dont matter! What matters is that i'm cared for and loved like a woman needs and wants! For those who read this, i will keep an update on wh

Mad Season
For clear space and soundess of mind I've let you play me for some time One can only receive and retain But the lies you recite for your gain So you rely on my faith in your kind Or rather continue to pretend that I'm blind You say I made your life a living hell And yet still let me pay you when I fell How is it you're feeling so uneasy? How is it that I feel fine? Life reveals what is dealt through seasons Circle comes around each time I've been blessed with eyes to see this Behind the unwhole truth you hide Bite to remind the bitten, bigger Mouth repaying tenfold wide I'm above Over you I'm standing above Claiming unconditional love Above Try to keep bad blood in the past Never thought a chance, a chance it would last I have strength enough, enough to forgive I desire peace where I live I've been blessed with eyes to see this Behind the unwhole truth you hide Bite to remind the bitten, bigger Mouth repaying tenfold wide How is it you're feeling s

Whos My Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now u gotta repost this as "Who's My girl?" or "Who's My man?" The first person to message you saying ..."Im your girl."... or "Im your man" will be your CHERRYTAP Babe... You have 2 even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Very fun to do

Guy's Vs. Girls
A guy's point of View......damn it girls read this shit!!! Current mood: aggravated Category: Life : A Guys Point Of View. We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ******************************************************* Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ******************************************

Can't Wait Till Saturday Night
Sorry... but, believe it or not the other night when we went to bed, we both were so tired we agreed to postpone any sexual activity until Saturday night. We are both texting each other now as a several day long foreplay and it is so fun to text him and then he tells me a moment later than he can feel pre-cum coming from his cock while he is driving and reading my text messages telling him what I want to do to him. If you have never sent naughty text messages to your spouse, do it. It is loads of fun and can keep your day very interesting while doing it. Better than fantasizing.

Still Ned You !!!!!!!!!!11
OK all im still behind and although the support has been great i still need more of my friends to help me out . U know ill return the favor how ever i can and when i can any time u need me =) Come on by the link , show me some love and ill return it as always . This is my first contest and it would be great to win it with all your support *MUAH* much love to all

In The Corner
lol i'll keep to myself i'll be in the corner if anyone wants to play i'll be that drunk sitting in the corner alone waveing my dick and taking pics lol like the ones i posted in desnutz and i 'll be there drinking with the devil and granting his wishes cause thats what jinns do. wich is why i guess im a loner party on tappers and send a drink my way once in a while. well i got to figure out whats up with this weekend i most likely will be right here in my corner lmfao dont bring any light when you stop back in my corner cause us creatures of the night hate it.. its not that bad back here i got all the room i need to strech out relax and look at women without pissing ppl off. i can flirt with them in my head and at the end of the day while they leave with a man that call them the next day i know it was me they wanted to go home with lmfao... well gotta get another drink till later yall

Your Personal Temple
YOUR PERSONAL TEMPLEBy: Daniel J. MaagTHERE IS A CHILL IN THE MORNING AIRAS YOU WALK OUT THE DOOROFF TO THE GYM TO PUMP IT UPFREE WEIGHTS AWAIT YOU ON THE FLOORNOT MANY UNDERSTAND YOUTHE REASONS WHY YOU DO ITTO BUILD YOUR BODY COMPLETLEYMUSCLES BULGING AND TOTALLY FITSOME DO IT FOR STRENGTHSOME DO IT FOR SHOWSOME DO IT FOR FUNAND OTHERS I DO NOT KNOWFOCUSING ON THE GOALS AHEADAS YOU DO YOUR NEXT SETTOTALLY LOST INTO YOURSELFAS YOU WORK UP A GOOD SWEATTHREE TO FOUR WORKOUTS A DAYDIET AND NUTRICIAN IS A MUSTYOU GET UP AT THE CRACK OF DAWNAND GET HOME WELL AFTER DUSKTHIS POEM IS A TRIBUTETO THOSE WHO PUMP AND SWEATI AM A TRUE FAN OF ALLYOU HAVE MY UTMOST RESPECTYOUR SACRIFICES HAVE BEEN NOTEDAND PLEASE TAKE IT TO HEARTKEEP BUILDING YOUR PERSONAL TEMPLEYOUR BODY IS THE TRUEST FORM OF ART

"who's My Man?"
Now u gotta repost this as "Who's My girl?" or "Who's My man?" The first person to message you saying ..."Im your girl."... or "Im your man" will be your CHERRYTAP Babe... You have 2 even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Very fun to do

The Competition
THE COMPETITION:Written By: Daniel MaagYOU ARISE FROM YOUR BEDAS A NEW DAY BEGINSTHINKING OF THE COMPETITIONREALLY HOPING YOU CAN WINYOU SIT WITH YOUR LOVED ONEEATING A VARY LIGHT SNACKNO BODY FAT ON YOU TODAYPOISED AND READY FOR THE ATTACKYOU ARRIVE AT THE ARENASEVERAL HOURS BEFORE THE EVENTYOU HAVE MANY THINGS STILL TO DOYOUR TIME MUST BE WELL SPENTYOU MINGLE AND MEETWITH COMPETITORS AND FANSTRADING STORIES AND NUTRICIAN IDEA’STAKING PICTURES AND COMPARING TAN’STHERE ARE VENDOR’S AND SHOPSSPORTS EQUIPEMENT AND FOOD TOOTHERE ARE SO MANY TEMPTATIONSWHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DOIT’S ALMOST TIME FOR YOUTO GET ON THE STAGE TO COMPETEONE FINAL CHECK OF YOURSELF“HONEY” GO FIND YOUR SEATAS YOU GET ON THE STAGETHE CROWD SHOUTS WITH GLEEYOUR BODY IS A TEMPLESTRIKING POSES FOR ALL TO SEETHE COMPETITION IS FIERCESEPERATED BY WEIGHT AND CLASSALL THOSE MONTHS OF TRAININGYOU HOPE YOU DON’T FALL ON YOUR ASSTHE COMPETITORS DWINDLE DOWNTHERE ARE NOW ONLY A SELECT FEWJUST ONE FINAL ROUND OF POSESYOU HOPE TH

If You Saw My Dear Abby Your Gonna Love This
the male author was responding to a woman who accidentally walked into the mens restroom,,,,, please dont feel bad. it wasnt you entering the mens room that caused that guy to pee on the guy next to him.hell, we do that all the time.its rare for us guys to ever hit what were aiming for. sometimes i go to the washrom, start to pee and then just start spinning around just so i make sure sure i hit something. you see, something you ladies should understand by now is that mens penises have a mind of their own, a guy can go into a bathroom stall because all the urinals are taken, take perfect aim at the toilet, and his penis will still manage to piss all over the roll of toilet paper, down his left pant leg , and onto his shoe. im telling you those little buggers cant be trusted. after being married for 28 years my wife has me trained. im no longer allowed to pee like a man standing up. i am required to sit down and pee. she has convinced me that this is a small price to pay. otherwise, if

The Last Couple Weeks..
SO THE LAST COUPLE WEEKS HAVE BEEN A LIL WIERD.. AND I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL... FOR STARTERS I LOST SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT I MENT SOMETHING TO.. BUT I GUESS WE ALL LEARN THE HARD WAY FROM TIME TO TIME.. SO YEAH.. THAT FUCKING SUCKED.. BUT LIFE GOES ON RIGHT.. IT HAS TO.. SO THANKS.. THEN.. UUGGHHH OMG.. WHERE DO I START.. THERE ARE 2 CRAZY MOTHERFUCKERS WHO CANT SEEM TO GET THE HINT THAT I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM.. SO THEY MESSEGE PEOPLE I HAVE BEEN TALKIN TO.. TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME.. LEAVING NASTY RUDE MESSEGES ON HERE AND MY MYSPACE.. THINKING THAT ITS GOING TO GET TO ME.. WHEN ALL IT IS DOING IS MAKING ME HATE YOU EVEN MORE THAN I ALREADY DO.. SO TO BOTH OF YOU.. ITS TIME TO GROW UP.. AND STOP ACTING LIKE A COUPLE PISSED OFF TEENAGE BOYS.. IM TIRED OF THE SHIT.. MY FRIENDS ARE NOT LISTENING TO YOU.. SO GIVE THE FUCK UP.. YOUR BOTH CRAZY.. BUT EVEN IN ALL THIS SHIT.. THERE ARE A FEW WHO ARE GREAT.. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. THANK YOU SO MUCH..

Some Thoughts On Love
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry", not "where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but "I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. (To those who have "a special someone") Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more i

One Of My All Time Favorite Songs Ever....
I thought youd be out of my mind And Id finally found a way to learn to live without you I thought it was just a matter of time Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you But its just not so And after all this time, I still cant let go Ive still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory, baby Ive got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of my fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby Ive tried everything that I can To get my heart to forget you But it just cant seem to I guess its just no use In every part of me Is still a part of you And Ive still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory, baby Ive got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of her fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby Ive still got your face Painted on my heart Painted on my heart Painted on my heart, oh baby Something in your eyes keeps haunting me Im trying

My Thoughts
My thoughts are my writing, spewing forth at sporadic bursts, the randomness is what makes them work. Notebooks filled my room, therapy it was called, put it all down, it lets it all out they said, well it never left, it just keeps growing, spreading through my mind these thoughts. Some last for years, some for seconds, I write them down, so others,can see a side of me I keep quiet to those around. Then it doesn't disturb them.

Bored Wife
Each day Renee rushed home from work to make dinner for husband, before he gets home from work too. Renee makes sure that the dinner is hot and she is wearing only an apron, that is see thru. Michael comes home everyday putting his brief case by the door and calling his wife's name out...each day he always meets her in the kitchen, smiling he kisses his wife hello while playing with her pussy. Renee moans out loud..They sit down for dinner and after dinner they have there usual sex. Renee was getting bored with the same thing everyday. One day Renee came home from work early deciding to get on the internet, looking for something fun that isn't the usual partner....she met a man there who she was talking to...Renee lost track of time..when her husband came home he found her at the computer and dinner wasn't ready. He looked at her in only a t-shirt and a red thong, not calling her name he walked over to her, noticing that the cam was on and that the man she was talking to was wa

Im Not Going Anywheres
you know what i am not going to let whats going on run me off this site i will just stand strong but i wouldnt believe what other people has to say about me unless it is coming from my sister and my friend jolene or nick them 3 have known me the longest so if anyone has any questions go to them or me before asking anyone else on my friends, family or fan and fans of list thanks a whole lot. someone made me realize i should not be running away so im staying here if you have a problem with me come to me first no one else if you wanna start drama on me you can go to fucking hell and die for all i care.

Deleting My Ct...
Not that it matters, or is too big a deal, but just thought I'd let you guys know as a courtesy that I'll be deleting my Cherry Tap account sometime in the next week... Pretty much for the same reason I deleted my Myspace...it's just not for me. I appreciate the love, the votes, and the "fans". So do what you do best, and enjoy CT.

Hello
hello all.. i was just wondering about a posting i had seen on the board earlier about a guy that was a child molester on myspace.. and i was just wondering if what has been said is correct not that anyone is making stories or anything like that i was just wondering how someone atcually knew this man was a child molester.. has someone on myspace spoken to him to find out?? im just curious.. can someone let me know what its all about thanx.

Me Again
well its me ofcourse.it is wow im so bored im in tacoma washington tonight its raining and cold here.nothing going on here.just whanted to show some love to all my friends and family and fans hope you all have a great night

Reaching Into The Light
Gee, how ironic that my Work follows the Wheel. I started working on dealing with my Shadow during the dark half of the year, and now that the light half is starting, I make another decision. I don't even do this consciously, things just come to me that I ponder upon and THEN the realization hits me that I'm working the Wheel, even though in much smaller ways. So, this great realization comes to me. Ok, maybe it's not so great, but for me it's a big step towards...whatever it is I'm moving toward. Happiness, maybe? There's so much change on the horizon, and it's good. Even the divorce will prove to be a good thing; I'm getting out of a stagnant situation, one that's made me miserable for a long time. All of this change is still a little scary, but since when is life easy? Especially for me. And that's when it hit me: I am WAY too hard on myself. I hold myself to a higher standard than anyone else. Heck, my standards are stricter than those placed upon me by my job, my friends

Amethest Roc
IM SURE PEOPLE KNOW WHAT A AMETHEST ROCK IS . THEY MAKE THE AMETHEST RING OUT OF THEM .I ALSO HAVE THAT ROCK THAT ISGOT COPPER COMING UP THROUGH IT TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A TREE ITS REALLY NEAT .YOU NEED TO SEE IT TO BELIEVE IT. DARLIN MOTHER

Is Time On My Side... Can Roses Be A Blessing?
Ten Roses… of Blessings!!!!!!! I'm Sending You Ten Roses… Each rose carries a different Blessing for you: This Rose is for Friendship This Rose is for Love This Rose is for Money This Rose is for Happiness This Rose is for Popularity This Rose is for Knowledge This Rose is for Sweetness This Rose is for Family This Rose is for Honesty This Rose is for Long Life Send this to as many friends as you possibly can (including me) and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are…

Acual Town Names
Nobber (Donegal, Ireland) Arsoli (Lazio, Italy) Muff (Northern Ireland) Bastard (Norway) Twatt (Shetland, UK) Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada) Wankie (Zimbabwe) Climax (Colorado, USA) Lickey End (West Midlands, UK) Shafter (California, USA) Dongo (Congo - Democratic Republic) Dong Rack (Thailand-Cambodia border) Donk (Belgium) Intercourse (Pennsylvania, USA) Brown Willy (every schoolboy's favourite, Cornwall,UK) Lord Berkeley's Knob (Sutherland, Scotland) Stains (Near Paris,France) Turdo (Romania) Fukum (Yemen) Fuku (Shensi, China) Wanks River (Nicaragua) Wankendorf (Schleswig-Holstein, Germany) Shag Island (Indian Ocean) Sexmoan (Luzon, Philippines) Hold With Hope (Greenland) Beaver (Oklahoma, USA) Beaver Head (Idaho, USA) Wet Beaver Creek (Australia) Pis Pis River (Nicaragua) Tittybong (Australia) Dikshit (India) Middle Intercourse Island (Australia) Chinaman's

I Want 2 Buy U A 7 Day Blast.....
I am begging for your help. Please click the link below and join Bucky's Fan Club. Even if you don't want to pay for membership and get the autographed CD, join with the free option. Help me win a phone call from Bucky, pretty please? I'll buy as many pimpin' gifts as I can afford for those who sign up. ALSO!!!! The first person to sign up with a platinum membership, I will buy you a seven day blast. Just send me in a private message the e-mail you used to sign up with so I can verify it and be sure to respond to the activation email you will be sent after joining. THANKS AND HUGS!!!!! CJ Bucky Covington Fan Club

My Thoughts On Love
Many people are touched bye love every day times are hard and you may fight but deep down inside they care.It may work it may not.All you do is have to look in your heart to find the answer love is not based on sex even though everybody seems to think it is. Its based on the fact that the person is there for you and shows they love you.Anyone can have sex it takes more then that to show you love someone and want to be with them when times are hard look at your self and say im a strong beutiful person and i deserve to be happy this person really cares about me. Never let a spouse get you down or think bad about your self cause you are you and that is what makes you special. Yes love is hard and it hurts when its gone. So cheerish it cause you may never be able to get the person you love back. Love can be a good thing with lots of hugs and kisses and meaning full words but we all get scared when we get to close it causes us to be afraid that we will get hurt if we have already b

Things That R Collectors
PEOPLE WHO ARE OUT THERE AN CAN HELP IT WOULD BE APPICIATE. I HAVE A ROBERT BATMAN PICTURE..STUFF ON ROYAL FAMILY AN ELVIS PRESLEY-I ALSO HAVE STAMP COLLECTION-BASE BALL PICTURES-OLD HOCKEY PICTURE AN ALOT MORE BUT TO MUCH TO PUT DOWN .AS YOUS ALL KNOW I MOVED TO A SMALLER PLACE AN DONT HAVE ROOM FOR IT ALL NOW.. SO PLZ GET BACK TO ME IF YOU KNOW ANY ONE THATS INTERESTED IN ANYTHING.THX ALOT. DARLIN MOTHER

Rules For Guys
1.The female always makes the rules. 2.No male can possibly know all of the rules. 3.If the female suspects that the male knows all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 4.The female is never wrong. 5.If the female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong, or the female suspects that the male did or said wrong. 6. If Rule 5 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 7.The female may change her mind, at any time, for any reason. 8.The male may never change his mind without prior written consent of the female. 9.The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time, for no apparent reason, and must not give any explanation to the male. 10.The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. 11.The female must, under no circumstances, let the male know whether she wa

Ok Whats Wrong With Me.... Read This And Quite Asking Me
apperently i have some how offended people who dont know me and dont really care all that much. see those who acually know me or speak to me more then once every 4 months. know i have been going through somthing i dont wish to discuss, i injured my back, and have been bombarded with shit to do for my friends wedding. aside from that i have been just a wee bit depressed and not really wanting to talk to anyone. soryr i havent been in much of the commenting rating mood.... if i missed doing some form of work for you im truely sorry please remind me what you asked for. other then that thanks for understanding i am thanking - cain, mz bitch, shannon, wolf, pookie, broken, hollow, jes, dedhead, and the vip couple who i cant remeber their names off hand other then dolphin and her hubby. ok if i did forget you by name and you deserve a ty sorry im havin mental breakage atm ok bye bye im off to write somthing twisted and disturbing

Top 8 Morons
TOP 8 MORONS OF 2006 1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland , CA spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B??? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, where in the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from his own bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka , Kansas Kwik Stop and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the store clerk and

True Friendship
Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7.When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask, because you are my friend. Send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get

Artistic Nsfw Photo Album Worth Checking Out!
get off my face@ CherryTAP writes a lot of steamy poems for his blogs, but when you get a chance, you should also take a gander at some of the images at his Photo Album with some artistic NSFW photos in various mediums. I love some of the silver-looking statues..... Wishing I had a spot in my home for something like this.... :D

P. I. E.
Perfect Intelegent Entertaining pie is a very fun thing, its funny and interesting pie is nice and sweet but sometimes bitter and cold pie is usally sitting there alll alone wanting to be part of somthing better pie doesnt know its worth, or how tastey it is. pie is my friend........ i like pie...... pie! its just tooo funny.......

Five Days Of Discipline
It is Sunday night and Master Darius has finally had enough. I have misbehaved all week and my now cursing is the final straw. "That is it!!" you yell, "I have had enough of this!" I am stunned into silence at your outbreak and immediately bow my head, knowing that I am in trouble. "You should do that jade....all week I have put up with your disobedience.....do I have to tell you of what I am talking about?" "No, Master....I know I was wrong to use such language." "That is just the last of it, my pet.....let us remember back, shall we? I seem to remember you snapping at me over breakfast earlier in the week. I tried to overlook that one. Then, you were late meeting me for lunch....you forgot to pick up my drycleaning....and..you have been rather lacking in showing proper respect when you speak to me ..using comman language." "Yes, Master Darius...you are right...I am sorry Sir." "That will not be good enough, my pet. I think a little discipline for your ac

Let's Go Back 2 The Start.....
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My Deviant Mind
Entwined limbs we wrestle as one Me inside you our act begun Deep kisses of passion a tongue tease You on top doing as you please Riding and grinding to your own beat Bucking and slide in and out we meet Holding me tight within you so deep Feel me swell as I am yours to keep Juices that flow and a sweet musky scent We grind and buck faster till passions spent Climax comes hard and moans fill the air The feeling for us both is beyond compare My souls mate, My dreams I share in the night I do this and more as I hold you close and tight Sweet kisses that carry me to the brink of day Always our passions come and go in this way And then I awake alone in my bed Visions of what we did still fill my head And I long to be there in our dream shared only my dream with you is beyond all compared By R. Thomas Dinsmore FOR ONE SO LOST IN THE HEAT OF DESIRE LUST FORGED SO STRONG IN PASSIONS FIRE KNOWING THE THINGS I LONG TO DO DESIRE ONLY TO DO THEM WITH YOU FEEL THE

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According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Angels
it was as if time stood still and from the mist she arose she had eyes as blue as the ocean and her hair was like a red sunset sky her lips were soft as silk her skin smooth as a newborn baby when she spoke it was like a choir of angels her voice could calm the winds and her smile could even melt the sun then she turned and looked into my eyes and said yes i do, till death do us part then the most beautiful thing happened she produced the most beautiful child with sky blue eyes hair brighter than the sun a smile that even melts ice they are my angels and the women of my life

Boo Boo Kitty Fuck
where oh where is that goddess, the one that loves you for you ,the one that chases you down the street at three in the mornin ass naked screaming i'll never do anything to hurt you...lmao an angel that says i want you to kick that guys ass he looked at me knowing your to drunk to tell she was joking "but it will be funny to watch him whoop his ass". the beauty that see's you throwing up and calls all your friends so they can rag on yuo casue she loves you to much to do it on her own. someone who on april fools day pulls a prank so mean and evil that you really did think that you had testicular cancer. gotta love that women that goes the extra mile. a girl that says you told me all night and if you pass out i will cut your dick off i dont care how much you drank.... i'm getting emotional just thinking about it.. a lady in the streets but an animal in bed... a hair pulling flesh ripping blood drawing biter that screams more as you fuck her pussy raw... a female that will throw down ever

Lil Down
I feel like no one cares at all these days i dont know what it is i ffeel vary alone and i guess thats how i am ment to feel ... i dont know and i am listening to stuff i used to and thaink of old perfromances i did its weird its vary weird to remember b4 and wish it could be how it was and i guess i wilkl just have to find a way to feel that wya again .. i dont know i feel let down by almost everyonme round me right now how there not really being by my side when i need it but i guess lessions leard its like things iwth my family not good things with my relatioships not good i think the only friend of mine whos even here for me and lsitening is getting busdy do i am getting lonely but i glas she happy it makes me smile my 21 bday is next week and i had b4 planned to go to vegas but due to my many trips taking too much time off and my bills i wont be going ... not only that but i dont think i will even go out my aunt is b eing evil and she like segrating

Are My Testicals Black?
Are my testicals black? A man is lying in bed in hospital with an oxygen mask over his mouth, a young student nurse appears to sponge his hands and feet. "Nurse", he mumbles from behind the mask, "are my testicles black"? embarrassed, the young student replies "I don't know I'm only here to wash your hands and feet", he struggles again to ask "nurse are my testicles black?" finally she pulls back the covers, raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in her other hand and takes a closer look and says "there is nothing wrong with them", finally the mans pulls off his oxygen mask and replies "that was very nice but, I asked ARE MY TEST RESULTS BACK?

Forgiveness
Forgiveness Forgiveness is letting go of the pain and accepting what has happened, because it will not change. Forgiveness is dismissing the blame. Choices were made that caused the hurt; we each could have chosen differently, but we didn't. Forgiveness is looking at the pain, learning the lessons it has produced, and understanding what we have learned. Forgiveness allows us to move on towards a better understanding of universal love and our true purpose. Forgiveness is knowing that love is the answer to all questions, and that we all are in some way connected. Forgiveness is starting over with the knowledge that we have gained. I forgive you, and I forgive myself. I hope you can do the same.

Damn The Thoughts Anyway
So I was thinking about what was said about my blog about my wall I have built up and have thought extensively about it . . . More than I care to anyway. I do understand that the wall is possibly keeping out the right man - but to let the right man in that means letting the wrong ones in too. I sound pathetic and I am too damn well aware of that trust me - I don’t like feeling vulnerable - but how do you change something that you have been for so fucking long? It is not as if I can just wake up tomorrow and say “ok today is the day that I let someone really get to know the real me.” If it were that simple don’t you think I would have done that before now? But, perhaps it is that I haven’t found that one to make me want to open up? Of course doing that also means trusting someone and good lord y’all have no idea how hard that is for me. I am used to be me, it’s not as if I am lying to people about who I am - just not letting the see the “fragile” side of me is all. Why do the

Ask The Convict
Ask the convict A man went to the police station wishing to speak with the burglar who had broken in to his house the night before. "You will get your chance in court," said the desk sergeant. "NO, no, no!", said the man. "I want to know how he got into the house without waking my wife. I've been trying to do that for years!"

Honeymoon Night
Honeymoon night A YOUNG Catholic couple left the church and arrived at the hotel where they were spending the first night of their honeymoon. They opened the champagne and began undressing. When the bridegroom removed his socks, his new wife asked: "What's wrong with your feet? Your toes look all mangled and weird." "I had tolio as a child," he answered. "You mean polio?" she asked. "No, tolio. The disease only affected my toes." When the groom took off his pants, his bride once again asked: "What's wrong with your knees? They're all lumpy and deformed!" "As a child, I also had kneasles," he explained. "You mean measles?" she asked. "No, kneasles. It was a strange illness that only affected my knees." The new bride had to be satisfied with this answer. As the undressing continued, her husband at last removed his underwear. "Don't tell me," she said. "Let me guess... smallcox?"

Thursday 3/22/07
Not much to write about tonight. I was at my grandparents house most of the afternoon so wasn't able to get online to see what was going on here in CT, so this is just gonna be another boring entry lol. I'm so glad that it's finally spring and warming up, but now I'm sick of the rain lmao. Oh well, at least it will be warmer lol. Have a good night all.

Stuffed Animals
Stuffed Animals A guy met a girl at a nightclub, and she invited him back to her place for the night. When they arrived at her house, they went right into her bedroom. The guy saw that the room was filled with stuffed animals. There were hundreds of them all over the place. Giant stuffed animals were on top o the wardrobe. Large stuffed animals were on the book shelves and the window ledge, and a lot of smaller stuffed animals were on the bottom shelf. Some time later, after they had sex, the guy turned to the girl and asked, "So.... How was I?" "Well," she giggled, "You can take anything from the bottom shelf."

Booty Call ~ Wikipedia Definition
A booty call is a telephone call, other communication, or visitation made with the sole intent of engaging in sex with the person being contacted. Traditionally this phenomenon, especially the term booty call, is associated with a person calling another person for a sexual encounter after having already established either a casual or more serious relationship involving sexual relations. In most instances, a booty call is made when the prospect of a traditional romantic date is highly unlikely (e.g., late in the evening, after midnight or in the pre-dawn hours), thus making it obvious that the intent of the call is for the sole purpose of obtaining and engaging in sexual intercourse. The phrase originated in a comedic routine by stand-up comedian Bill Bellamy in the early 1990s. It is used by persons of either gender, and many ethnicities, to request sexual favors by calling an acquaintance that may or may not be romantically linked to the caller. Booty calls can be used by one pa

Thought This Was Funny~
Men and Women I have never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men & women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. I have never figured out why the sexual desire gene gets thrown into a state of turmoil, when it hears the words "I do." FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT????!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear..."You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realising that nothing was going to happen that night I went to sleep. The very next day I

I Suck
No matter what I try to do, I always seem to fuck everything up. Someone is always mad at me. If I try to help...I'm just causing more problems it seems. Why do I even try anymore? I'm just a fuck up and need to realize that. What am I good for? That's something I can't even answer myself. I try so hard to be a good mom, to be a good wife, a good daughter, and yet it seems I suck at everything. My mom talks to me on the phone MAYBE 10 minutes week, my husband is always upset with me. What is one thing that I do right? Can ANYONE tell me? Give me something to look forward to please!!! I feel as though I am on the edge of a nervous breakdown. I want to cry, I want to scream. But when I try nothing ever comes out. I want so bad to let everything out, everything that I have been keeping inside for all this time, but no one cares to listen. If one person is reading this, I know you have things you want to say to get off your mind, I am willing to listen if you are willing to

Im In Love With You Now But I Still Love Him
im in love with you now but i still love him when our relationship started i went out on a limb i think about u everynight before i close my eyes but he is the reason for most of my random sighs you have the parts of me that he left behind you cant have my whole heart but u dont seem to mind for him, tears no longer fall down my face with you my life finally has a place i cant give you my all or everything i had he took it from me but please dont be mad what matters the most is that i love you now i'll forget about him eventually someday, somehow he was my first love, the one who stole my heart and to the girl i am now he played a big part he didnt make me any better or any worse but a first love heartbreak is nothing but a curse he will always be a part of the girl from way back when but i'm so in love with you, it should be a sin i dont want you to make it all better or make it go away cause you love me for what it made me; who i am today dont

Snowflake(lvu)
untell death do us part we shall not part nor seperate for i have found i's fate as i gaze n 2 ur eyes,my heart beat escalates 2 a rythem much more different than b4 i do beleave that i'v been look'n 4 every thing that i'v been miss'n,it's u & 4 every thing that i'v wish'n;hey,mayb dreams --do cum true but theres 1 thing 4 certian as my life line --unfolds it'l b ur warmth that warms me as i shiver n --that cold & it'l b the taste of ur kiss that i carry n 2 --that heavenly bliss MAY MY HEART ALWAYS & FOREVER B FIL'D W/THE BLIZARD OF UR LUV 333

Top Ten Oddball Tax Deductions
Sometimes, despite objections from IRS, taxpayers get to write off some oddball items. Here are some of our favorites. Admit it. As you've worked on your return, trying to come up with extra deductions to pump up your refund, you've taken a few flights of fancy. "Can I claim a deduction for all those blood donations at the Red Cross?" Nope. "How about a charitable contribution for all the time I donate to the church?" No, again. "Can I count the wedding gift for the boss's daughter as an employee business expense?" Come on! On the other hand, over the years your fellow taxpayers have beaten IRS in court on payments for many crazy things that most of us wouldn't even dream of claiming. We've uncovered what we think are the weirdest deductions allowed, ranging from pet food to free beer. 1. Pet Food A couple who owned a junkyard were allowed to write off the cost of cat food they set out to attract wild cats. The feral felines did more than just eat. They also took c

3/22/07
Oh boy today has not been productive at all. I sat around the pc all damn day and also did laundry but thats about it. I'm waiting for my hubby to get home from community service and he won't get home until after 11pm. I made a few new friends here on CT (thanks btw) today and they all seem pretty cool. I am more than happy to have new friends. Gotta love 'em! Lol.

Grrrr!
I really hate being dicked off. I was supposed to go to 80's night at this bar with my friend, but I tried to call him and he hasn't called me back. In theory I could still go because we were meeting my other friend out there, but #1 I am not sure where the bar is and I don't like not knowing where I am going and #2 I don't drink and drive, so there would be no point in me going to not even drink. He was gonna be the Designated Driver. We were supposed to go around 9:30-10 so I guess he could still call, in which case that gives me an hour tops to get ready, but I doubt he is going to. Oh well, I guess I'll just spend the night on this online pub instead of the real thing LoL

Omg, What Can I Possibly Say About This??
A 31-year-old woman, Dawn E. Poirier, was hospitalized after a 3-foot-long Gulf sturgeon jumped into her fiance's boat and hit her in the face. The impact of the fish's bony plates caused Poirier to suffer severe facial injuries and fractures, requiring plastic surgery, her father, Ed White, 63, of St. Petersburg, told The Gainesville Sun. Poirier's father called the accident "an act of God." The boat, being driven by Poirier's fiance, Johnson R. Staples III, 39, of St. Petersburg, was traveling south on the river going about 35 mph when the sturgeon jumped into the boat. "It's like she slammed into a brick wall," White said. Poirier was airlifted to Shands hospital at the University of Florida in Gainesville, where doctors listed her in fair condition. In addition to the injuries to her face, she had a spinal fracture, had stitches to her lips and right wrist and scraped on her shoulders. The 19-foot boat received $1,000 in damages, said Karen Parker, a spokeswoman for

Just Added To My Family....
UltimateCherryTAP.com@ CherryTAP Just added "UltimateCherryTap.com" to my family.... His site has codes, graphics, etc. especially designed for CT. I put him in my family to have easy access to the information. You should check it out sometime!!!

My First Actual Ob Appointment
March 21st- Well today I am 11 weeks. I had my first actual OB appointment. I had the pap smear, pelvic exam and had to answer more questions about the history of my past births. They tried to hear the heart beat which is not always possible this early. As I figured they couldnt hear it, so she grabbed the sonogram machine, did a quick look and printed me out a picture. I also went down stairs and did the 1 hour glucose test because of my past history of gestational diabetes. Then I was sent to the Nutritionist to make an appointment to be put on a diabetic diet. (I will have to invest in sugar free candy and ice cream, lol) My Nutritionist appointment is next week. Also here at Stewart, to stay on my anxiety medication I have to see a behavioral specialist. So I went down to make the appointment and after I do a one on one with a Specialist and Social Worker and get in the system I have to go to the group meetings for people taking medication. The thing is they give a very low does of

In Her Day ... Shit Was Simple!
How old is Grandma??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandmother about current events. The grandson asked his grandmother what she thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandma replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: television, penicillin, polio shots, frozen foods, Xerox, contact lenses, Frisbees and the pill There was no: radar, credit cards, laser beams or ball-point pens. Man had not invented: pantyhose, air conditioners, dishwashers, clothes dryers! ... and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and man hadn't yet walked on the moon. Your Grandfather and I got married first, and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, "Sir". And after I turned 25, I still called policemen and every man with a title, "Sir." We were before g

Kevin
Kevin is the most wonderful man in the world! He and I have been through hell together and still managed to keep things going. We were separated for awhile but then we got back together and it will be 2 years April 10th since we were married. My husband is kind, caring, loving, smart, funny,GREAT in bed, and not to mention hott as hell! He is everything I ever wanted and everything I need. He is everything to me and I love him more than anything in the world.

You Will Never Look At A Cup Of Coffee The Same Way Again.
This was sent to me by a very dear friend today. I don't know who wrote it but it needs to be shared. If you know the author, please let me know and give them credit. ------------------------------------------------- You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire, soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in

To The Back Of The Bus With You!
And you thought that cattle class was bad already? Wait till you get a load of this! According to the International Herald Tribune, the European plane maker of the "Air Bus" is tossing around the idea of standing-room only at the back of the plane. Passengers in the standing section would be propped against a padded backboard and held in place with a harness. Highly NOT recommended for the claustrophobic! This is the same airline that recently unveiled the world's biggest passenger jet, the A380, a double-decker mammoth capable of hauling 555 passengers. Depending on how the companies decide to lay the plane out, the plane is big enough to have a casino, nurseries, shops and bars. And to think people were bitching about bringing hamburgers and other stinky foods on long flights. Well let's up the ante .. give em cattle class, ship the kid to the plane nursery, get em drunk and send em to the casino! LOL Here is a picture of this hair brained idea! Read more a

The Big Move!
Ok... so me and the better half are getting ready for the big move to Nashville! For those of you who don't know the better half is johnnyprice1971 not really Jeni_Lynn1980, she is my bestest good friend though!!! (she's the insane half!!!LMAO) Anyway, the goal is to be moved by May 21st, So if anyone can hook us up on ANY info on the Nashville area, be it, living, working, or singing... Please let us know... if you know of anyone in the area looking for temporary roommates, or have any good tips... give one of us a holler!!! Thanks for all the Cherry Love, ya'll!!! Much Love! ~Paige~

Thinking
Right now I'm so confused, not sure what to do about how I feel. I swore I wouldn't let my feelings get the best of me. But it seems that I have that is why I'm confused. I can't seem to make a clear decision about things. One minute I am sure it's ok for something to happen then the next I'm getting mad, upset, or just unsure about things. Then it makes someone else have to make decisions I'm sure they don't want to make. So I'm sitting here trying to make a decision that I'm not sure I can make and be happy with or make and live with the outcome of it. So my confusion grows with every thought I have. I wish I was someone else somewhere else right now....

How I Hold Myself Together
I hold myself together, by ropes from which my head hangs every night when I go to sleep to dream of peace and palm trees, dream of the ocean, of no one to hurt me, of someone to take the rope off my neck, of someone to let me dance on the beach...of someone to stop him from breaking me, but yes, that is how I hold myself together. Because I dream of the ocean. © Andi 2007

Man Or Women????
You Communicate Like a Woman You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is. Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

Poetry
Once long ago in a forested place A little girl with an angelic face Lay in the grass & looked at the sky And dreamed of a love that would not pass her by. She thought the meadow was magickal earth That all of her dreams would rise & give birth So she talked to the maple & pines all around And buried her heart in this hallowed ground. She left this place when she was 11 To her it was her own private Heaven A place of peace & magickal dreams Where she could fly & touch the moon's beams. She finally grew up as girls always do But has never forgotten that color of blue The sky was clear there with big fluffy clouds Where God had listened to her thoughts out loud. So many years have passed since that time Oh how she loved the smell of the pines But no one had found her heart that she placed In the earth on that hill with her innocent grace. One day when she had about given up A man came along and dug her heart up He'd found the sacred spot on the knoll He

Anger Management Is Needed When Around Me =)
Here are just a few ways that I help those around me un-manage their anger: Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." Holler random numbers while someone is counting. Staple pages in the middle of the page. Steal a large quantity of orange traffic cones and reroute whole streets. Sit in your front yard pointing a hair dryer at passing cars to see if they slow down. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. I highly reccomend each one.. especially #4 .. it seriously irks those in the office! LOL

Milk Baths
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 25 gallons of milk. When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 2.5 gallons. So he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, "I found your note asking me to leave 25 gallons of milk. Did you mean 2.5 gallons?" The blonde said, "I want 25 gallons. I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath so I can look young and beautiful again." The milkman asked, "Do you want it pasteurized?" The blonde said, "No, just up to my tits. I can splash it on my eyes."

This Is So True Its Funny....
YOU GREW UP IN RURAL NORTH DAKOTA IF.......... You know how to polka, but never tried it sober... You know what knee-high by the Fourth of July means. You know it is traditional for the bride and groom to go bar hopping between the reception and wedding dance. You know the difference between "Green" and "Red" farm machinery, and would fight with your friends on the playground over which was better! You buy Christmas presents at Farm Supply. You spent more on beer & liquor than you did on food at your wedding. You hear someone use the word "oof-dah" and you don't break into uncontrollable laughter. You or someone you know was a "Dairy Princess" at the county fair. You know that "combine" is a noun. You let your older siblings talk you into putting your tongue on a steel post in the middle of winter. You think Lutheran and Catholic are THE major religions. You know that "creek" rhymes with "pick". Football schedules, hunting season and harvest

Chapter 3 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
A Case of Identity "My dear fellow," said Sherlock Holmes as we sat on either side of the fire in his lodgings at Baker Street, "life is infinitely stranger than anything which the mind of man could invent. We would not dare to conceive the things which are really mere commonplaces of existence. If we could fly out of that window hand in hand, hover over this great city, gently remove the roofs, and peep in at the queer things which are going on, the strange coincidences, the plannings, the cross-purposes, the wonderful chains of events, working through generation, and leading to the most outre results, it would make all fiction with its conventionalities and foreseen conclusions most stale and unprofitable." "And yet I am not convinced of it," I answered. "The cases which come to light in the papers are, as a rule, bald enough, and vulgar enough. We have in our police reports realism pushed to its extreme limits, and yet the result is, it must be confessed, neither fascinating n

Gun Control
Gun control is a moral crusade against a benighted, barbaric citizenry. This is demonstrated not only by the ineffectualness of gun control in preventing crime, and by the fact that it focuses on restricting the behavior of the law-abiding rather than apprehending and punishing the guilty, but also by the execration that gun control proponents heap on gun owners and their evil instrumentality, the NRA. Gun owners are routinely portrayed as uneducated, paranoid rednecks fascinated by and prone to violence, i.e., exactly the type of person who opposes the liberal agenda and whose moral and social "re-education" is the object of liberal social policies. Typical of such bigotry is New York Gov. Mario Cuomo's famous characterization of gun-owners as "hunters who drink beer, don't vote, and lie to their wives about where they were all weekend." Similar vituperation is rained upon the NRA, characterized by Sen. Edward Kennedy as the "pusher's best friend," lampooned in political cartoons as s

Husband And Wife
Husband and wife in bed together. She feels his hand rubbing her shoulder. She: "Oh, that feels good." His hand moves to her breast. She: "Gee, honey, that feels wonderful." His hand moves to her leg. She: "Oh, honey, don't stop." But he stops. She: "Why did you stop?" He: "I found the remote."

Wtf!!!!
OKAY....Why is it that ALL the guys online think your hot,would go out with you and freak the living heck out of ya, but in real life you cant get a date or get laid in a whore house with a fist fulla $50's. Just dont get I guess there all a bunch of shit talkers.

Bad Johnny~!!
LIttleJohnny comes down to breakfast and since they live on a farm, > his mother asks if he had done his chores."Not yet," said > little Johnny. His mother tells him no breakfast until his does > his chores.Well, he's a little irritated, so he goes to feed > the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, > and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a > pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a > bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? > Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his > mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any > eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any > bacon for a week either. I also saw you kick the cow, so for a > week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his father comes > down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. Little Johnny looks up at his mother with a smile, > and says, "Are you going to t

Dazed And Confused
why i say that to myself over and over again and time and time again and i just cant find a answer to my confusion. i just sit back and think why is everyone always against me and like to see me suffer i dont understand it. people say they try to help me but they turn their back well i guess thats how life goes. lifes a bitch and then ya? well hope yall like my blog

Cherry Tap Friends!
Just wanted to say, once more, how I can't thank those of you enough who have a soul and bothers to correspond with me as I do you. I really appreciate your friendships and just wanted to let you all know that you rock!!!

The Stalker Guy...
You know how when sometimes your friends get together for some sort of a party occasion they normally want to take some pictures of themselves with their friends. But you know how there is THAT GUY hanging around in the background and he normally makes fucked up faces in the pictures?? Well I know one of those guys! Here are some pictures that he somehow managed to get himself into! If you did not know he was harmless, then you would think he was dangerous! LOL

My Hometown - Freedom Isn't Free
This is an old Army video from the late 80's to early 90's which I had not seen in AGES and even to this day it brings a tear or two to my eyes when I see it. I had been chatting with an Army recruiter this afternoon and I had mentioned this particular video and right away he did a little bit of digging through some old DVD's he had and found it and damn if he did not give me the whole DVD for me to take home and grab what I wanted off of it. Needless to say the next time I stop by there, I am probably gonna have to treat him to a beer or a cup of coffee. Enjoy!! Neal

Deliverance
Deliverance Here is to tonight it’s been a long time- of thought and yearning put into now. Strip in a rush clothes here and there me and you in the middle of the floor sweat whipping our bodies. Our hands coupling over each other we curve as trees you lift me roughly- against the wall spread my legs and arms. I sense your lips tingling my shoulders, back and between my thighs. I whimper bounce my hips- against your head and I plunge on my knees before you. My tongue toils its way around your hardness I suck til the last bead- glides back into my mouth. With coaching hands you lift me up and bring me down intensely onto you and I gasp . . . You make me want to infest your skin to come all over again. I grind my hips down and drive my body up and down my hands cloaked around your neck I whisper how hot you make me and beg you to go faster. In shadows we mate and cascade to the arc of providence where our legacy

My Personal Pictures Are Open For A Bit...
And they will be for an hour or so. I'll make my main picture one of myself during that time... I'm no Jennifer Aniston, but some of them are good pics :) Let me know what you think, and repost this if you have a minute! thanks! Please fan/add me if you show love, so I can be sure to return it!@ CherryTAP

Vote Christina Aguilera's Candyman On Trl Today !!!!!!!!!!!!
GO TO MTV.COM TO VOTE ! SEARCH TRL AND CLICK TRL HOMEPAGE AND SIGN IN AND VOTE FOR CHRISTINA AGUILERA - CANDYMAN !!! WE NEED TO GET HER CANDYMAN VIDEO ONTO # 1 TODAY !!!. ANGEL ;O)

Chapter 2 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Red-headed League I had called upon my friend, Mr. Sherlock Holmes, one day in the autumn of last year and found him in deep conversation with a very stout, florid-faced, elderly gentleman with fiery red hair. With an apology for my intrusion, I was about to withdraw when Holmes pulled me abruptly into the room and closed the door behind me. "You could not possibly have come at a better time, my dear Watson," he said cordially. "I was afraid that you were engaged." "So I am. Very much so." "Then I can wait in the next room." "Not at all. This gentleman, Mr. Wilson, has been my partner and helper in many of my most successful cases, and I have no doubt that he will be of the utmost use to me in yours also." The stout gentleman half rose from his chair and gave a bob of greeting, with a quick little questioning glance from his small fat-encircled eyes. "Try the settee," said Holmes, relapsing into his armchair and putting his fingertips together, as was his cu

Stupid Blog
hey all i am bored out of my mind so i thought i would write a blog. i named it stupid blog cause as you can see it is a stupid blog. i never know what to write about cause i dont know what people want to hear about. so if there is anything you would like to hear about or discuss please let me know.

Im Not Online Much Now
heya all my puters down , so till its up and running again im usen my friend karters. so im only on very very little till mines better. mostly ta just check mail. so if ya wanna chat write me here.. I'll get back in touch with everyone soon.. And im very sorry........but im stuck till its worken.. hugs xoxooxxoxoxo and remember my e-mail addy is stormi25night@yahoo.com

Now
Becoming it is not really a plan that was going to be put into place. Except for now. Lost is not quite what I was looking for. But now i understand and I see. The days arent the same. But I made my own story. Sorry is not going to get me anywhere. Hope is lost but not forgotten. I have learned. I dream no more, I expect nothing, and I simply swing from one moment to the next. Inside all of the beauty is just a guilty, feeling low child. Back to the magic window is where she is displayed. I cant make anything come out in speech that sounds right. Or have any sense at all. Now is the perfect time to remember and smile about the beginning of this new sort of pain. But its a pain thats odd...cause i dont know what to feel. There is a possibilty I am dissapearing again.....

Blogging
well, to those of u who read my blog, i have begun blogging more in MYSPACE again, as these blogs are not easy enough to hide, and i have a stalker who wants to do nothing but pick apart what i say and start shit, so my blogs are in myspace, luv u all.

Chapter 1 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
A Scandal in Bohemia I. To Sherlock Holmes she is always the woman. I have seldom heard him mention her under any other name. In his eyes she eclipses and predominates the whole of her sex. It was not that he felt any emotion akin to love for Irene Adler. All emotions, and that one particularly, were abhorrent to his cold, precise but admirably balanced mind. He was, I take it, the most perfect reasoning and observing machine that the world has seen, but as a lover he would have placed himself in a false position. He never spoke of the softer passions, save with a gibe and a sneer. They were admirable things for the observer--excellent for drawing the veil from men's motives and actions. But for the trained teasoner to admit such intrusions into his own delicate and finely adjusted temperament was to introduce a distracting factor which might throw a doubt upon all his mental results. Grit in a sensitive instrument, or a crack in one of his own high-power lenses, would not be mor

About To Lose My Mind
i am about to lose my mind.stress with kids,men,friends,and home...what is a women to do? i am a good women who i feel needs a break from all the yelling and crying and all around bull shit yet.....it all has come my way in the last few months.i know that if i just stay calm things will go my way but it is hard to stay happy when you are always stressed.i have a few friends that help calm me down but unlike me who has no life...thay are always on the go with kids and shopping and so on.i pray that the suffering will end soon so i can be happy with me 3 little boys..

Conclusion...
Over the last few days I have seen some things that have pretty much crushed my faith in human nature. With the exception of a few very close friends, my faith in people as a whole, has faded to nil. I have watched people give others advice, berate, degrade, and otherwise set out to fully humiliate other human beings. Their excuse? This is the net.. its not real. If this is not real, what is everyone doing here, and two, if it isnt real then who is that on the other side of the screen typing. And if it isnt real, how can you tell someone you luv them, or care for them, or understand where they are coming from. People on the internet are real. They have feelings. They have families, friends and other loved ones. Just because there is a screen seperating them from you does not make them unreal. Yes, some become something they cannot be in their real world, but that does not make it so for everyone. I, myself, have been guilty of pointing out others stupidity. I do that i

Mia...
If anyone's missed me, I've been a bit under the weather for a while. Thank God it's nothing too serious, but it looks like I'm still not gonna have much time on my hands. September 22, 2007, We're expecting #8!!! (he had 4, I had 1, 2 together, now 3) A classic tale of "Your's, Mine, and Our's". Wish us luck.... Big Al, you're still my big daddy!

Zodiac
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To Confirm Previous Test: Pussy Lickin Pro!!!
Damn Decent at Oral You scored 89% Oral skill! Your pretty damn good at Oral Sex. Most people who have recieved it from you, will remember it at a very very pleasureable experience. This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 82% on Oral skill Link: The Oral Sex Compotency Test written by sabuu on Ok Cupid

My Work
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? WITH ALL YOU SAY YOU WANT,THERE IS......A DREAM FOR YOU TO FOLLOW A GOAL FOR YOU TO SET A PLAN FOR YOU TO MAKE A PROJECT FOR YOU TO BEGIN AN IDEA FOR YOU TO ACT ON A POSSIBILITY FOR YOU TO EXPLORE AN OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU TO GRAB A CHOICE FOR YOU TO MAKE. IF NOT,YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT.TODAY I WILL MAKE IT MY BUSINESS TO SAY LESS AND DO MORE......

Life's Mirror
There are loyal hearts, there are spirits brave, There are souls that are pure and true, Then give the world the best you have, And the best will come back to you. Give love, and love to your life will flow, A strength in your utmost need, Have faith, and a score of hearts will show Their faith in your word and deed. Give truth, and your gift will be paid in kind; And honor will honor meet; And a smile that is sweet will surely find A smile that is just as sweet. Give pity and sorrow to those who mourn, You will gather in flowers again The scattered seeds from your thoughts outborne, Though the sowing seemed but vain. For life is the mirror of king and slave, 'Tis just what we are and do; Then give to the world the best you have, And the best will come back to you.

What Is A Friend....?
I keep thinking I've made a friend then I find myself being somewhere at a certain time, believing the "i'll see you later" be it in real life, or online. I trust and I get let down. My faith in humanity dwindles daily. My belief in the words of other people is destroyed by their actions. I climb top my bed hoping dawn tomorrow brings change....

.. And
Whats with all you females using everyone else's pics as your own???? WHO CARES IF YOU WERE BORN UGLY... I CERTAINLY DONT I'm ugly... WHATEVER!! I still post a dozen pics of myself on every site I join... Never would I ever think of posting someone else, just cause I "wished" I looked like them BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF.. .And, if your not, then let it be known, and others will be there to support you! To die being ashamed of oneself, is to die in Hell Isn't that so true?

Rex Grossfuck
Guess it's not quite whipping season yet for the baseball teams in Chicago, as Mariotti goes back to a favorite topic from the season just past. Rex Grossman. What's up with that? Quote Grossman in Baltimore to receive an award: "What I've noticed in this league is that it's exaggerated in both ways. The media would never tell you if you're just good. You're either great or you're terrible. People have a short memory, especially if you aren't established in this league. In some of those games, I was bad. I had 13 or 14 games I'm extremely proud of and five or six that were really bad. After those really bad games, they wanted to kick me out of the league. And it wasn't that long after I was Offensive Player of the Month. The swings of criticism were much bigger than swings in my play.'' Writes Mariotti in response: "Not to call him delusional or anything, but a Britney Spears mood meter displays more stability than a Rex Grossman performance chart." It would definitely help

My Work
MEN BUILD INSTITUTIONS..SO THAT FOUR HUNDRED YEARS LATER THEIR DESCENDANTS CAN SAY,THAT'S WHAT HE LEFT.FREDERICK DOUGLAS WARNED US MANY YEARS AGO THAT AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT THE DIRECT BENEFICIARIES OF THE FRUITS OF OUR LABOR,WE WILL REMAIN SLAVES.THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDIOUS ABOUT A CONTENTMENT WITH WORKING FOR SOMEONE THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE.SILENTLY IT SAYS YOU NEED ME,IT IS IMBEDDED IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS YOU CAN'T DO WITHOUT ME.EVENTUALLY YOU BELIEVE I'M NOT CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF,EVENTUALLY YOU STOP TRYING.THE WORLD NEEDS THE KIND OF INSTITUTIONS THAT MEN OF COLOR CAN BUILD.WHETHER IT IS A BUSINESS TO BE MANAGED,A SCHOOL TO BE STAFFED,A PUBLICATION TO BE CIRCULATED,AN ORGANIZATION TO BE ADVANCED OR A SERVICE TO BE CARRIED OUT,MEN WANT MORE FROM THE WORLD THAN A GOLD WATCH AND A FOND MEMORY....I AM BUILDING MORE THAN A NEST EGG.

Chapter 3 The Mummy { The Jewel Of The Seven Stars
I was struck by the way the two young women looked at each other. I suppose I have been so much in the habit of weighing up in my own mind the personality of witnesses and of forming judgement by their unconscious action and mode of bearing themselves, that the habit extends to my life outside as well as within the court-house. At this moment of my life anything that interested Miss Trelawny interested me; and as she had been struck by the newcomer I instinctively weighed her up also. By comparison of the two I seemed somehow to gain a new knowledge of Miss Trelawny. Certainly, the two women made a good contrast. Miss Trelawny was of fine figure, dark, straight-featured. She had marvelous eyes; great, wide-open, and as black and soft as velvet, with a mysterious depth. To look in them was like gazing at a black mirror such as Doctor Dee used in his wizard rites. I heard an old gentleman at the picnic, a great oriental traveller, describe the effect of her eyes 'as looking at night at t

Something You Should Know: About Clothes Dryers
Our repairman went to our dryer and pulled out the lint filter. It was clean. We always clean the lint from the filter after every load of clothes. He told us that he wanted to show us something. He took the filter over to the sink, ran hot water over it. Now, the lint filter is made of a mesh material - I'm sure you know what your dryer's lint filter looks like. WELL.....the hot water just sat on top of the mesh!!! It didn't go through it at all!!! He told us that dryer sheets cause a film over the mesh, that's what burns out the heating unit. You can't SEE the film, but it's there. This is also what causes dryer units to catch fire potentially burn your house down with it! He said the best way to keep your dryer working for a very long time & to keep your electric bill lower is to take that filter out & wash it with hot soapy water & an old toothbrush (or other brush) at least every six months. He sai

My Pains
i feel pain with every passing moment, i am not with the one i love, and i lose those quicly and for ever. the pain of lose does not leave me, and i wish i was like those of you who might red this, for i feel that u deal with pain better than i. for i feel it everyday. i first lost a girlfreind t gang violence, then my mentor and best freind to cancer, then another freind to drug overdose, then soon after another to suicide. all before high school. thats when the real shit hit the fan. one goes down on a mtorcycle, nother a shot to the head. a third goes brain damaged for good after a fight. then another person to drag raceing and another to a swiming accedent. even the bastered grandfather i had scarcly know. then high school is over and i think the worse is behind me, but i was soon t see i was wrong, i had a scare of loseing the only real grandfather i have ever had, and my father, bot again to cancer. not to long after i have to watch a freing be carted off from achole poining, and

Why Do I Hate You So?
My disgust for women... and people, in general, grows each and everyday with something they do or dont do that I witness, daily I dont even want to get into it, it'll just get me all riled up... Lets just say, that you ALL annoy me a great deal Pretending to have friends when you ALL talk behind each others' backs about any juicy gossip that may be floating around, cause, heck, its, at least, SOMETHING to talk about :OP:OP And whats with your vocabulary and speak impediments?? All this "like" this "like" that, EVERYTHING IS COMPARED TO SOMETHING with you all!! Whats with that non sensicle, unintelligent banter that you spew, these days?!?! "Liiiiiiike, OOOOhhh Myyyy GOD! He said that she said that he said.. LIIIIIKE WHATEVERRRRR!" RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *smacks you all upside your air-filled skulls* As our technology advances at an ever greater pace... we are ever becoming socially retarded!! It doesn't make sense! Y'know what it is, computers are