Right now I'm so confused, not sure what to do about how I feel. I swore I wouldn't let my feelings get the best of me. But it seems that I have that is why I'm confused. I can't seem to make a clear decision about things. One minute I am sure it's ok for something to happen then the next I'm getting mad, upset, or just unsure about things. Then it makes someone else have to make decisions I'm sure they don't want to make. So I'm sitting here trying to make a decision that I'm not sure I can make and be happy with or make and live with the outcome of it. So my confusion grows with every thought I have. I wish I was someone else somewhere else right now....
