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Just A Warning Watch Out For Her
So I just had 4 pics of mine flagged yet again...that's fine n all but this time i finally figured out who it was that is doing it since the person was the last person on my pic actually was the only person on the pics that were flagged and the person had also done it to my main pic yesterday which had already been approved by the bouncers. So now i'm going to warn those of you out there who this person is. She may or may not have hit some of you other people but i know she's hit me quite a few times. What's her motive or reason? who knows? jealousy? maybe....but at least you all know now. And this is someone i thought was a friend well watch out here's the link to her profile :) Please Repost this! Lotsa Love, Sue aka Your Temptation ♥ღßяσкєη_ληgєℓღ♥@ CherryTAP and here is a screen shot showing that she was the only person on one of my pics that got flagged

Wm 23 What Are Your Picks
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Box Full Of Kisses
Some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he was furious when the child tried to decorate a box. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." He was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty. He yelled at her,"Don't you know when you give someone a present, there's supposed to be something inside it? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty, I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy." The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness. An accident took the life of the child only a short time later and it is told that the man kept that gold box by his bed for many years and whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child wh

Sexxy Man Contest 1st Place Wins Blast!
~~ Sexy Man On CT Contest ~~ I Need Men for my contest! With shirt or without! 1st Place will win a blast! 1st Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd & 3rd gets V.I.P. gifts from CT Shop! Contest starts 3/29 thur 4/6 Want to enter send me your pic in my messages and i will enter you! you can comment bomb yourself! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Inside
My soul was so empty It was so dark and cold. I thought Id be by myself always. My heart was so eroded and the rain made it so cloudy. I thought it wouldnt stop. But you filled my soul all that delight brightened my life and I know now ill be alright. and now my heart is repaired all the clouds and the pain are gone Im so glad God brought us together

Chapter 7 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
That night everything went well. Knowing that Miss Trelawny herself was not on guard, Doctor Winchester and I doubled our vigilance. The Nurses and Mrs. Grant kept watch, and the Detectives made their visit each quarter of an hour. All night the patient remained in his trance. He looked healthy, and his chest rose and fell with the easy breathing of a child. But he never stirred; only for his breathing he might have been of marble. Doctor Winchester and I wore our respirators, and irksome they were on that intolerably hot night. Between midnight and three o'clock I felt anxious, and had once more that creepy feeling to which these last few nights had accustomed me; but the grey of the dawn, stealing round the edges of the blinds, came with inexpressible relief. In the cool, hopeful darkness, with the east quickening into pallor, I could breathe freely; the same relief, followed by restfulness, went through the household. During the hot night my ears, strained to every sound, had been a

3-27-07
I haven't been on in a while. I don't know when I was last...probably yesterday, I'm just so out of it. My internet connection is working like crap, so I'm at a coffee shop. MMMmmmm Dunn Bros' Coffee...and their free wi-fi. I "almost" got a job today. I've had a whole crapload of interviews lately, and they called me back and wanted to offer me a job--except that they said it required knowing ms outlook, which I don't think I've ever used before. So that one isn't going to happen. Phooey. I've got another interview tomorrow. Wish me luck, folks!

Unsure Of What To Do
If I don't calm down I am seriously going to hurt someone. I don't know how much more of this I can take. How come every time I try to set up some way to help make things work someone has to step in and screw it all up. Worst part is they know it is hurting me. How am I suppose to stay calm and be all happy go lucky like everyone wants when there is nothing good in my life. Yeah I have a beautiful little girl that I can't be around anywhere near as much as I want. I have a job I love that everyone thinks I am not capable of doing and doesn't pay me shit. I give and give and give to anyone and everyone that needs me but I am spread so thin I don't know what to do. I am trying to spread myself a little further to make things better for me but no one will let me do what I need to. I just want to punch someone.

Naughty Girl!
Every one has a dirty little secret, don't deny it. I know I do, and I am ready to share it with you! For as long as I can remember, I have always loved being the center of attention. As I've grown older, it has turned into a fetish of mine. I LOVE being watched doing all sorts of naughty things! So I've gotten a cam and taken to the net and would LOVE to perform for you! It's not quite free, although not very much, and I'll make sure it's worth your every penny. I'm not shy and definitly have a BIG imagination. So if your ready for some sexy fun, cum see me! I'll give you a show you won't soon forget! http://tinyurl.com/2r7mnj or, message me on Yahoo at passionate_Jadore

I Think I Broke My Toe
I think I broke my toe in a vacum cleaner related accident. You know how sometimes the dam things try to swollow up something they aint supposed too? And your reaction is to jerk it back? Well when I did, the dam thing landed on my toe. And because of my newly acquired old man reflexes I was forced to endure about 500 rpms of the brush and beater bar, which was interesting....While the brush was removing any traces of skin from my toe it also buffed my toe nail to a mirror finish...... Now I can see myself :)

Nin ~ Everything Is Exactly The Same
i believe i can see the future because i repeat the same routine i think i used to have a purpose then again that might have been a dream i think i used to have a voice now i never make a sound i just do what i've been told i really don't want them to come around oh no every day is exactly the same every day is exactly the same there is no love here and there is no pain every day is exactly the same i can feel their eyes are watching in case i lose myself again sometimes i think i'm happy here sometimes i still pretend i can't remember how this got started but i can tell you exactly how it will end every day is exactly the same every day is exactly the same there is no love here and there is no pain every day is exactly the same i'm writing on a little piece of paper i'm hoping someday you might find well i'll hide it behind something they won't look behind i am still inside you a little bit comes bleeding through i wish this could have

Trip>>>>quick
DONT WANT TO LEAVE BUT I HAVE TO IN THE MORNING...WISHING THAT I LIVEED HERE ALREADY. SO WONDERFUL HERE AND LUCK GIVES US ONE MORE NIGHT AND EVENING TOGETHER...SO GLAD THE PRESS WENT DOWN! HOPE YOU ARE ALL WELL AND I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM GOOD BUT ALREADY GETTING SAD...SEE SOME OF YOU IN A COUPLE DAYS. HUGZ JESS Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

What Is A Fubar Salute? How Do I Make One? How Do I Submit One?
okay ladies and gents! i've been getting a lot of questions about salutes lately so i am making this blog to ensure that you have what you need to know how it is to be done. Please review this and if you have any questions you can contact any of the bouncers on the help page What is a Fubar Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. How do i make one? Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: Fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may we

Its A Jeep Thing!!!
ITS A JEEP THING ! O|||||||O MUST READ IF YOU OWN A JEEP! If you have a Jeep, then READ NOW. Definition: The Jeep Wave ..> An honor bestowed upon those drivers with the superior intelligence, taste, class, and discomfort tolerance to own the ultimate vehicle - the Jeep. Generally consists of vigorous side-to-side motion of one or both hands, but may be modified to suit circumstances and locally accepted etiquette. Examples of commonly accepted modifications: Top off: One handed wave above windshield or outside body tub Top off during blizzard: Shiver and nod, hands may remain frozen to steering wheel Southern/rural locations: Raise fingers from steering wheel, nod It's not what you buy, it's what you build and what you do with it. In keeping with this cardinal rule of Jeeping, categories have been established to account for each part of the equation. These categories are: The Jeep Waving Hierarchy: Based on the vehicle itself. Takes into account

A Story From My Mind.
This is something i wrote down because it was clouding my mind... Just a few weeks ago, my life started to get a little complicated again like it was back when I was dating the vixen that tore my heart away from me. My mind seems a little distracted, as if I didn’t already have enough on my mind what with school-based plans and financial stress. I find myself thinking of what-if, how about and I wonder questions all the time, nothing bad of course yet not helping my focus very much either. The cause of the maelstrom in my mind? A girl. Not exactly who I would have expected either, I’ve only known her for a small time frame… It all started in class, I only have one class with her but I always look forward to it because of the good time we all have in each other’s company. On the first day of classes she wasn’t there so where I sat was next to one of my best friends. However on the next day he was late as hell and the seat was taken by the girl, she wanted to sit behind a friend of h

~ Sexy Man Contest ~ 1st Place Wins Blast!
~~ Sexy Man On CT Contest ~~ I Need Men for my contest! With shirt or without! 1st Place will win a blast! 1st Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd & 3rd gets V.I.P. gifts from CT Shop! Contest starts 3/29 thur 4/6 Want to enter send me your pic in my messages and i will enter you! you can comment bomb yourself! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

I Just Gotta Say............
* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. * Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. * Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. * Never buy a car you can't push. * Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well.. Just get up and dance.

Out Of Action (again!!)
Well here i am again after eing at work fr what seems like ages with no time off and finally snapped a week ago, giving my boss an ultimatum of give me some time off or i go to the union (pretty handy guys these union reps!) and although i was working 7 days a week my union rep managed to pursuade them (elite security) that i had all of a sudden become a religious nut and refused to work on sundays. Seems like ages since i havebeen on this site and i can say i have missed all u cherries!! over and out, l8r guys!

Child Commandments
CHILD COMMANDMENTS 10 simple rules for parents to follow! 1. My hands are small; please don't expect perfection whenever I make a bed, draw a picture or throw a ball. My legs are short; please slow down so that I can keep up with you. 2. My eyes have not seen the world as yours have; please let me explore safely. Don't restrict me unnecessarily. 3. Housework will always be there. I'm only little for a short time, please take time to explain things to me about this wonderful world and do so willingly. 4. My feelings are tender; please be sensitive to my needs. Don't nag me all day long. (You wouldn't want to be nagged for your inquisitiveness). Treat me as you would like to be treated. 5. I am a special gift from God; please treasure me as God intended you to do, holding me accountable for my actions, giving me guidelines to live by and disciplining me in a loving manner. 6. I need your encouragement to grow. Please go easy on the criticism; remember, you can criticize the thin

60 More Days And I Am Free
Omg in 60 days I am finally divorced and able to marry my fiancee I am so happy my soon to be ex is balking at the childsupport and the alimoney he has to pay hey putting up with his ass for 19 yrs is worth the amost 2,000 he has to pay a month atleast they didn't make him pay for my meds that would 3,000 so he shouldn't bitch and in less then a yr alimony will be gone so stop bitching about it and get over it hahahaha

Banana Bread With Chocolate Chips
When I picked up the money for today's business day, Kathy, the manager at the south branch of my workplace offered us some banana bread which she'd baked last night for her kids. With chocolate chips -- in her words, "the only way they like it". I declare, in North Dakota I think I've eaten more banana bread than I ever have before in my life. Any church potluck has a loaf, my sister-in-law Mary's expert at making it, and this is one of those homemade items (no offense meant to my wife, but I'll never see her bake it herself -- she's too much into ready-made) which at least one person in the household is familiar with making. Perhaps I should scarf a recipe; I wonder if Mom has one. My mom who now lives in Kentucky has her special recipe for chocolate fudge and peanut butter fudge; besides being fudge, how Mom actually makes it is her secret, which makes the tins of fudge her six kids (I'm number six) get every Christmas so worth the wait! Yummy! While I was at work yesterd

The Dump A Man Form.
THE DUMP A MAN FORM. Feel free to print this out for your own use! Dear _______________, I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening come available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: (Check those that apply) 1. ___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. 2. ___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not something I can picture myself yelling out in a fit of passion. 3. ___The fact that our first dining experience to date has left MY wallet a little lighter, and YOUR pants a little tighter! 4. __

Weather Sucks & Check It Out!
I'm in between class right now.. Well, if this weather continues -meaning windy as hell and hale dropping all of a sudden, added with the sudden cold- I might not get to ride and train this weekend. If it doesnt rain, hale, or storm any at all... than fuck it, I'm riding anyway. I need to get my practice in. Offroad Girls have me up on their Sponsored Riders page! Check me out, go to www.playhardgetdirty.com and click on Sponsored Riders... I'm #116!

Love Sux
Love Sux Love sux when the one you love or think you love lives 3,000 miles away. You both love hearing each others voice on the phone but the distance when its time for you to hang up makes it seem like they live on the other side of the world. Can a long distance relationship survive. What are the odds that one or the other finds someone that lives in the same town that they live in. If by chance these 2 people ever meet, what gurantee is there that the attraction will still be there. Is it worth taking the risk?

So Much For Being Hopeful
I was so hopeful this morning and it took all of me to hold that attitude. Now I just want to start punching people why do the people you do the most for seem to always ask more of you. I am so tired of stupid people and people not taking into aspect what they should. You actually tell certain people in your life what is really going on because they need to know and they just make things worse. I know I am not making sence cause if I said what I want to things would get really bad for me right now. As long as I can keep them in I won't kill anyone. Right now it is not working so well

Keeping Perspective
I have been very lucky in life. Sure, there are depressing aspects to my life -- to anyone's life -- but generally I have been very lucky. I have a great job I enjoy, a wonderful house, and lots of people who love me. As a result, I do my best to give back to the community. I'm a Big Sister and mentor to a little girl named Michelle (who rocks!), and I'm a Soldiers Angel, which means I write and send packages to soldiers deployed overseas. And every year I participate in our company fundraiser. This year, we're doing the Highmark Blue Cross Walk for a Healthy Community, and our proceeds will benefit the Cerebral Palsy Association of Pittsburgh, which has programs not only for those with CP, but anyone with disabilities in the area. Last year I raised the most money in our office for our fundraiser, and I hope to do the same this year. That's because I am not ashamed to beg for money for a good cause. So, if this blog made you think a little about the blessings of your li

If You Can't Say Something Nice.......
Ok, so how many of you have been surfing Cherry and all of a sudden......."someone rated your photo a 1!" pops up in your alerts? What's worse, is you don't really have a way to find out who did it. I am of the mind of the " If you cant's say something nice, don't say anything at all" philosophy. I mean, if you don't know the person and you aren't going to be nice enough to rate something a 10, don't even bother to rate it at all. It's just downright mean and rude to do otherwise. Ok....all done ranting about incosiderate ass-monkeys now......ahhhhh, I feel much better.

Heartbroken
MY NEW FAVORITE QUOTE~~~ "THE GREATEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE IS FINDING SOMEONE WHO KNOWS ALL YOUR FLAWS, DIFFERENCES AND MISTAKES AND STILL LOVES YOU WITH EVERYTHING HE HAS" NOW SERIOUSLY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

Sexual Hell
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > HELL LEVEL 3 Raw score: 95% There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations. I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity. AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you?

Is Justice Going To Be Served ????
WELL THE TRIAL HAS BEEN GOING FOR 2 DAYS NOW, IT HAS BEEN PRETTY HARD ON EVERYONE. THINGS SEEM TO BE GOING OK, BUT IT IS REALLY HARD TO TELL. THEY ARE GOING TO BRING IN THE CORANER TOMARROW TO TALK ABOUT AND SHOW PICS OF THE ATOPSY, I AM NOT SURE I WILL BE ABLE TO HANDLE THAT BUT I AM GOING TO DO MY BEST TO STICK IT OUT. I REALLY CANT SAY TO MUCH ABOUT THE TRIAL UNTILL IT IS OVER.. DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING TO JEOPORDIZE THE TRIAL, I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IT IS FINALLY OVER, I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS AND KIND WORDS, THEY REALLY DO MEAN ALOT TO ME.. GOD BLESS

Wish You Were Here
Sunshine through my window, children laugh at play, but there laughter I can't hear, the sunlight I can't see, without you beside me, It's always dark and grey , I think of all we could share, the things that we could do, if only I was with you, just to have you to hold, the nights wouldn't be so empty, the days wouldn't seem so cold, wakeing up each morning, wouldn't seem like such a task, if only we were together, we would know true love atlast, Wish You Were Here.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Private Part Died Today
My Private Part Died Today An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences." The next day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, "I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" (You gotta love this ...) Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Captain America-rip
For you fans out there in case you did not know, on March 7th, Captain America was killed in Marvel Comics. According to the story, he was assasinated on the courthouse steps after a trial. A sad day for America considering what he has meant to a decaying country. I am sure he will eventually brought back considering the same thing happened to Superman. But honestly, it was bad timing for this to happen when we really need him most during our conflict overseas. May God blees our troops over there and may God Bless Captain America, may he rest in peace. He will be missed....

Pimp State Of Emergency
My Playa Pimps, we are in a literal state of emergency! I have seen this with my very own eyes. I have seen hoes choose who they want to be with. I have also seen hoes call the shots, telling their pimps where and when to get their possesions without the fear of retaliation. Pimps, what's really going on? Look deep within yourself and ask yourself, am I pimping by the book? By the condition of the world today, you're not. The main question is, what will you do about it? Will you bow down to the sucker world and turn in your playa card? Will you then fall in love and live happily ever after? What are you going to do? I know what I would do if I were you. I would get off my ass, get back on my feet and pimp my ass off. I would also do this to make them come correct, I would give them a chin check, make them hit the deck, and collect my check! It's the law of land! The gift of the game was not given to us to be used carelessly and end right here. It mus

Is Love Worth The Pain?
Is love worth the pain that is inflicted on one person or the other? The pain that comes from words spoken in anger, or frustration, words that you can never take back once spoken? Is love worth the pain? When distance seperates you from the one you love, knowing there isnt a damn thing you can do about it? Is love worth the pain when you see the one you love is hurting, knowing that you can't hug then or comfort them in anyway other then saying a kind word to them. The pain is unbareable. but what are we to do. Accept it and move on with life. Does it even matter?

Another Scene Of A Slave Dance... The Chain Dance.
Silver slave bells jingle lightly in the air as she walks into the room and kneels before Master and Mistress. A dancing chain compliments her sapphire dancing silks. The silver chain gracefully runs from bracelet to bracelet covering small wrists and through a slave ring on the collar encircling her milky white neck. The chain only long enough to let the girl rest her hands on her soft thighs or clasp them behind her back. Firey red hair falls into closed hazelblue eyes with head bowed. She can feel her heart beating as nervously she waited for the music to begin. Slowly the music washed over and carressed her very being as it begain to play. The beating of the drum matched her heart as she brought her well towned arms up above her head crossing them at the wrists. Brazen thighs spread slightly as she drops to a bow, forhead touching the smooth cold tiles. Wrists still crossed above her head in the position of obescience. Bringing her arms back up, her firm body follows ro

Ben Franklin
bejamin franklin said 'It would be a hard government that should tax its people one-tenth part of their income. but yet here we are over that sorry ben i fear that the dream you had has withered and died you wonder why freedom os speach is under assult it is simple "In those wretched countries where a man cannot call his tongue his own, he can scarce call anything his own... Who ever would overthrow the liberty of a nation must begin by subduing the freeness of speech." --Benjamin Franklin are we to become slaves i hope not but rember this Benjamin Franklin, before the Constitutional Convention, (June 2, 1787): "... as all history informs us, there has been in every State & Kingdom a constant kind of warfare between the governing & governed: the one striving to obtain more for its support, and the other to pay less. And this has alone occasioned great convulsions, actual civil wars, ending either in dethroning of the Princes, or enslaving of the people. Generally indeed

Gonna Be Scarce For A Bit.....
I posted this is in a bulletin, but it got lost in the shuffle I think, so I posted it here as well, just in case anyone who wants to know...... Got a rear end chewing at work yesterday. SO therefore they are watching us a little more closely on what we do, and since I am mostly signing on here from work I will not be on much for a bit. When the dust settles I will be back. I will try to sign on from home at night, BUT remember that I have VERY slow connection and can't use shouts. IF it's in the evening and my Yahoo is on message me there. More likely to get a response there. If you need that ID private message me and I will get it to you, also I think it's still in my profile. I will miss you all while I'm on leave....LOL Heather AKA Curvy

Slave Storys
pet saw that his Mistress was not haveing a good day. So he striped off all his clothes,put on his leash. then he crawld slowy and sexualy on all 4s to her feet.With a whip and crop in his mouth. Once he reached her feet he place both the whip and crop in to her lap.And purrs sweety and softly.then places his leash in her hands.Apon grabing the leash She comandss him to kneel and spread his leggs so that she could she her pet fully.As she smile she drag him off to have her way with him...

Xanga Entry From March 8
HAHA! ANOTHER PLACE TO INSERT MY XANGA POSTST AT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Thursday, March 08, 2007 Currently Listening Sugar Ray By Sugar Ray 01 - Answer The Phone see related DAMN! I make this blue jacket look good! Commodores Log Stardate 8 March 2007 DAMN! I MAKE THIS BLUE JACKET LOOK GOOD!... rotflol Yeah bitches - the "Fuck You! I'm da bomb" version of me is back (a.k.a. :::punk lowell:::) and to tell you the truth - I'm glad! I got screwed over by my valentine and then g/f (I meant to blog about her a while ago and never got around to it) and well lets just say my bloodlust and fury that I once came to love returned. I found Uncle Tracy's old blue dress jacket that I got from Grandma a while back and started wearing it with colored t-shirts and gothic pants (occasionally black t-shirts and jeans), and my pirate scarf, and baseball cap that says "coyote" in Japanese on it. I started sk8boarding... I've wounded my knees twice now in proccess... I als

Random
As I sit here somewhere between the realms of sheer exhaustion and dark lucidity, I find myself being taken to place I rarely like to visit. Why does my mind take me to these dark places in the presence of exhaustion. Is it beacuse in the deep caverns of my mind I know it is only in the face of exhaustion that I let down all defenses and willing go? Or is it because my mind knows that the darkness that lives deep in my soul needs a outlet from time to time? Why do these dark things fascinate and attract me so? Why do i torture myself with futile feelings like embarrassment for these thoughts? It is somewhere in this darkness I find light. A light that illuminates my soul like lightening on a pale midnight sky. I fear this darkness will be a part of me forever but what i fear most is that this darkness will someday go away. Torn between darkness and light I find myself forever spinning and praying for there to be something there to catch me when i fall. Perhaps someday i will dwell dee

Part Two
2) Know for the second the right of Justice. Let us look at the people in Washington dc shall we. There are 535 members of the United States Congress. Out of that number, 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year. Umm no jail time that is not fair is it. Twenty-one currently are defendants in lawsuits; eight have been arrested for shoplifting oh it gets better. Fourteen have been arrested on drug-related charges thirty-six have been accused of spousal abuse. Where oh where is justice. Do you think you could get away with this? Have you ever been told you cannot get the job or any thing else for that mater do to bad credit or no credit card? I will state that I have all too often, no mater how long I have been will my employer. Yet there are seventy-one, I repeat seventy-one cannot get a credit card due to bad credit. They have made it harder to file bankrupted. Never the less one hundred and seventy seven of them have directly or indirectly filled bankrupted on at leas

Today Was Suppose To Be A Good Day
Today was the day they were suppose to give me my insulin pump and today everything was suppose to change for the better,I was suppose to get my life back in order and I had some high hopes only for things to crumble.WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT!! I go to the dr despite the long drive it was a rough morning. I see dr. lee and we talk and he has my results and my 3 month test which averages out how high my levels are.. well a good level is 5 and under.. mine is 12.75 .. so he says i am totally resisiting my insulin.... so he says ok this is what we have to do.. you need to take 60 units of levimire in the am and night time... 2 shots more insulin.... 20 units before and after every meal.... ok 3 meals a day =6 shots plus the two.. 8.. if you have snack 2 more shots because i eat dinner normally early i have to eat something prior to taking my eve shotso that is 2more ... 10 shots total.. plus he put me on a medicine to do with some kidney... and in the process of trying to digest this he sa

The Best Road Rage!!!
THE BEST ROAD RAGE! An honest man was being tailgated by a stressed-out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman hit the roof--and the horn--screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You see, I pulled up beh

Dirty Old Man
An old man was on the beach and walked up to a beautiful girl in a bikini - "I want to feel your breasts" he exclaimed. "Get away from me, you crazy old man" she replied. "I want to feel your breasts, I will give you twenty dollars," he says. "Twenty dollars, are you nuts!? Get away from me!" "I want to feel your breasts, I will give you ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS" he stated. "NO! Get away from me!" "TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS" he offered. She paused to think about it, but then comes to her senses and said, "I said NO!" "FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS if you let me feel your breasts," he claimed. She thought, well he is old, and he seems harmless enough...and $500 IS a lot of money.... "Well, OK...but only for a minute." She loosened her bikini top and while both are standing there on the beach, he slid his hands underneath and began to feel... then he started saying, "OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD..." while he was caressing them. Out of curiosity, she asked him, "Why do you keep sa

Anonymous Ratings
I think if you are going to rate anything on anyones site it should list your name. It's pretty funny that people rate something very low but always do it anonymously. If that's your opinion then fine, but grow a set and use your name. I guess you find cowards everywhere.

We Wanted To Share. =)
Me and Ruby had another "special" shout session we wanted to share. Start at the bottom, I was first. Anything with an arrow is me, anything without is her. ->Ruby Cairo...: hold on bloging this! Ruby Cairo...: LMAO ->Ruby Cairo...: i need fucking help. dear CHRIST. ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away............ just walk away............aboard this troubled ambulance the passenager is nowhere to be found..........I should have known it was you I should have seen in your eyes Ruby Cairo...: hit me ->Ruby Cairo...: ha! my masterpiece. ready for it? ->Ruby Cairo...: okay okay hold on. Ruby Cairo...: Throw some Halifax in there and ou got something special! ->Ruby Cairo...: that just doesn't seem right. ->Ruby Cairo...: isn't is sick we saw them at the same show Ruby Cairo...: woo hoo! ->Ruby Cairo...: it's the aiden/chiodos remix. =) ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away.....wait a bit............. JUST WALK AWAY!!!!!

Whats Wrong
Let me start out by saying that I am an American. I have served in our arm forces. I will still defend the ideas that made this country great. What we call our god given rights. With that stated this country has lost its way. Let us look at the Constitution of the United States. In the first lines, it says. We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. It says that the text there in is for the formation of a perfect union. What has happened to that, union how has it become a state for the wealthy? What happen to the justice that was promised to us? The tranquility that was promised, the common defense, or the promotion of general welfare. 1) If you wonder about the first that this is a state for the wea

Explaining The Male Mind
THIS WAS FOUND IN A ARTICAL IN A MAGAZINE..AND WAS BROUGHT TO ME FOR SOME REASON..LMAO TURNS OUT,THE REASON YOUR GUY BEHAVES IN WAYS THATS SO STRANGE TO YOU IS BECAUSE WHAT MEN ARE THINKING IS SO DIFFERENT THAN WHAT WOMEN ARE THINKING.. MEN : MEN HAVE JUST ONE THING ON THEIR MINDS:WHAT THEY'RE DOING AT THAT SECOND.. WOMEN : WHY WOMEN MULTI TASK~~IN THE STONE AGE,FEMALES HAD TO JUGGLE FOOD GATHERING,COOKING,AND CARING FOR CHILDREN..ALL MEN HAD TO DO WAS HUNT.. (HMM SEEMS AS THOUGH THAT HASN'T CHANGED MUCH..) IN FEMALES,THE AREA IN CHARGE OF GUT FEELINGS IS MORE ACTIVE,HENCE WOMEN'S INTUITION.. WOMEN : HAVE A SENSE OF SMELL.. MEN : DON'T NOTICE ODORS AS MUCH.. WOMEN : RECALL EVERY ROMANTIC EVENT IN DETAIL.. MEN : ...NOT SO MUCH.. WOMEN : THINK ABOUT SEX DAILY.. MEN : THINK ABOUT IT INCESSANTLY.. WOMEN : CHEAT FOR THE CONNECTION.. MEN : CHEAT FOR THE THRILL.. WOMEN : CAN QUICKLY TELL IF SOMEONE'S UPSET.. MEN : DON'T PICK UP ON SADNE

So Damn Tired
How many of you work more than one job? I have 4 and I am exhausted. I absolutely can not wait until Summer when I can drop one of them and get some rest. Do you ever stay up for so long that it is just impossible to sleep? I try to sleep but my mind is racing with what I have to do next. I need a damn vacation!

Love?
EVERY TIME I THINK I HAVE SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR ME, SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO SCREW IT UP. WAS IT SOMETHING THAT I DID OR SOMETHING THAT I SAID, WAS IT EVEN ME AT ALL THAT PUT DEPRESSING THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD? YOU SAY YOUR LOOKING FOR SOMEONE THAT WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT OR HOW HARD TIMES GET BUT WHEN THE GOING GETS HARD YOU RUN AWAY. I TOLD YOU I I'M NOT THE KIND TO LEAVE WHEN THINGS DONT GO AS PLANNED. BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER NOW. BECAUSE YOU RAN... YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME AND WANT TO BE WITH ME. BUT WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE NOW WE CANT BE TOGETHER. I TELL YOU THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT, AND YOU SAY THAT THATS EASIER SAID, THEN TO BELIEVE. BUT HOW CAN WE HAVE ANYTHING IF WE DONT BELIEVE THAT THINGS WILL WORK OUT. WHY MUST WE BOTH HAVE PAIN, BECAUSE OF THE DISTANCE THAT KEEPS US APART. CANT WE LOVE FOR THE MOMENT, ENJOYING OUR TIME TOGETHER, UNTIL WE DO MEET FOR THE FIRST TIME, ENJOYING THOSE LATE NIGHT CALLS, THE WHISPERS, THE LOVE, THE SILENCE.

What Real Guys Do....
*Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. *"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. *Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. *Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. *Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. *Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. *Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. *A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. *Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. *Don't talk

The Way It Should Be
Poco Videos | Music Video Codes | Saint Malo vacation rentals..........We've got all night, let's take our time Tell me your secrets, I'll tell you mine When it makes us feel better, call it love You say you won't, I say you will You make me crazy, but I want you still When it makes us feel better, call it love Chorus: Do we tell the truth, or do we live a lie Is the feeling good, is that what makes you cry When you say those words, look me in the eye Tell me why you call it love I play my hand, you call my bluff We push each other, 'til we've had enough When it's all you've got, call it love If I didn't have money, would you want me still When you look real close, do we fit the bill Call it what you want, but only time will tell Do we tell the truth, or do we live a lie Is the feeling good, is that what makes you cry When you say those words, look me in the eye Tell me why you call it love (Solo) Do we tell the truth, or do

Unconscious Need To Fail.
Unconscious need to fail. If you think failing is hard, try winning. The questions that go through people's minds when they are on the doorstep of success are: Do I really deserve to win? Do I want the pressure of constantly having to win in the future? Can I really handle success? Perhaps this explains why professional athletes still take performance enchancement drugs even after watching their colleagues get busted.

Birthday Love
would love it all if you could help out a wonderful man -- it is his BIRTHDAY today and he is at work -- a wonderful present would be for him to be able to level up -- lest all show him some wonderful BIRTHDAY CHERRY LOVE!!! cruzin69@ CherryTAP

Life Stops
I'm sitting here in a daze. Just staring at nothing. Not able to smile, laugh, or talk!! I know I'll be okay later. I always am. Just give me a few days. I'll be back! But no I want!! Because it will not last long. Before I'll be gone again! Back to staring at nothing. Not able to smile, laugh, or talk!! Again!! This is what always happens. I'm back and up going again. Smiling, Laughing, and Talking And Bam!!!! I get knocked back down! My life stops!! Smiles go away!! Laughter Stops!! And My Mouth Don't Want To Open!! How much time has past? How much life have I missed? How much older have I gotten? Over and Over This is want happens. I come and I go!! Never knowing when IT will Happen!! When IT will Stop!! When is going to be the next time!! When is going to be the last!! Why one can hurt another so much!! Is this Life!! No this is Pain!! Hurt!! Anger!! and Hate!! Not Life or Love!! NO ONE should live this way!! I should be smiling and laughin

Complaining...
Yep i want to complain dammit! When i speak to my lady friends on here all i ever hear is how many perverts there are on cherry tap! So major league pervs, stop it and let us minor league pervs have a chance!!! Fuck, how is a guy supposed to see boobies when you guys ruin it for us!? huh? Only kidding around, i guess it goes with the "net territory" that unknown guys think that cos a gal is online she suddenly wants to flash her tits to the world, its a shame that some guys think that way... A tip, be nice to them and if you make good friends your much likely to see boobies! Would you walk upto to a gal in a bar and say show me the goods please? If you would i would be more than suprised if the only time you saw tits was when you were 1 month old getting milk from mom... sheesh GET A LIFE!! ahem, next rant will begin shortly.. hehe

The Waterfall
I sneak up close behind you, It's almost reaching noon, I kiss your neck just gently, Someone will come home soon. You place your hands on my breasts, And gently push me against the wall, Pull off my clothes in a rush, I watch them as they fall. You take your hands in mine, As you lead me to your bed, Take off your clothes and lay me down, I gently stroke and caress your head. You slowly explore your new wonderland, The mountains, the cave, the waterfall, I close my eyes and let you, Wanting you to touch me all. Soon enough I lose control, Need to feel you inside me, Guide you in and pull you close, We're one, connected we finally be. I rock against you slowly, As you push inside me deeper, The feelings getting intense, This memory is a keeper. You gently start to kiss me, And I moan softly in your mouth, I can feel the feeling growing, A feeling coming from down south. I grind against you harder, As the waterfall starts to flow, Our waters m

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends

Loyalty
I gave into her and her hypnotic gaze, like a vampire's bodyguard during the days, I'll give my life for her without thought or fear, So long as she feels no pain and is in the clear, I will kill without hesitation or remorse, if you bring harm to her, you'll soon be a corpse, No loyalty has or will ever compare to this, To my love I remain, Semper Fidelis.* -E. Dunphy * Semper Fidelis - Latin for "Always Faithful," the United States Marines Corps' motto

My Love
The sweetest flower, a precious rose, My love for you just grows and grows, As the Indians say, "you walk in my soul," I live off of you, for my heart you stole, I want to be with you everyday and night, To sleep by your side, to hold you tight, So whisper sweet nothings in my ear, Hold me close and hold me near, It's your side I will never leave, It's of your breath I long to breathe, So hear me now and don't forget, A stronger love, you could never get. -E. Dunphy (C)2009 all rights reserved

Can This Be?
Oh the love I COULD give, But to whom is it worth giving? Oh the life i COULD live, If it were with me she were living. All alone in this world, with no one to love. My family & friends can only love so much. Where is this woman, I have been dreaming of? I long for her smile, her passion, her touch. She does not exist, or so it may seem. i have given my love, so strong in the past. The compassion I seek is it merely a dream? Because, needless to say, it never did last. -E. Dunphy

Quick Vent
you think I'm untrusting? can't imagine why. perhaps the countless times I gave all and was just stabbed in return? "you'll get over it. there's plenty of fish in the sea." yeah well fuck you! show me one that's worth being loved by me.

What's In A Name?
March 27th- Well we have decided on Anthony for a boys name if this baby is a boy. We would like to have a middle name that starts with a "J" so we can call him A.J. for short. However, this is not a necessity as we like a few other middle names as well. I am putting up a poll to see what you all think would be a cute middle name for Anthony ______Marchione Help us pick a middle name!!! Anthony Jackson (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Jayden (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Michael MarchioneAnthony Mason Marchione (View Results)Create a Poll April 10th- So Tobe changed his mind about liking any of those middle names for a boy. I asked him which name he liked then and he said Aaron. So I thought about it and thought hmmm... Anthony Aaron! Yeah that has a nice catch to it. So I agreed I liked it and we have decided if this baby is a boy, he will be named Anthony Aaron! Now all we have to do is agree on a girl name! LOL

2%
Run to me when he treats you poorly. Get comfort in my embrace. Only to run back when he says sorry. Why don't you just spit in my face? It isn't the first time and won't be the last. He doesn't care about you, to him you're a game. He'll do it again just like in the past. He fucked that girl without even knowing her name. You swear up and down he will change. Why don't you just leave the asshole? You can not, you'll feel strange He completes you? Makes you whole? Again and again, and time after time. Nevertheless I'm here when you cry. You cry over him and his crime. Why am I here? Because I'm a nice guy. -E. Dunphy 94% of men are assholes 04% of men are gay 02% of men are actually nice guys. (no I am not saying gay men can't be assholes or nice.)

.sleeping.with.fred.
so. i slept with Fred again. i really need to break that habit. while its good stuff...yannow? oh wait...y'all dunno who Fred is do ya? hmmmm k. well Fred...lets see... the incredible cuddler the incredible listener hearts spooning. lets me do shoulder crying is always there when i need him. cuz he's Fred...and he's awesome. so last nite Fred and I are in my bed watchin Goblet Of Fire for the upteenth time...and Cade decides she wants to ingratiate herself between us. *le sigh* i hate it when she does that...cuz then she kicks him. and sure Fred doesnt mind...but *I* mind* so maybe the best recourse is to stop sleeping with Fred...even tho i love his furriness...and his huge eyes...and that pillow he's always so desperately clutching...cuz Fred? is a big fuckin stuffed frog that mah chick-a-dee bought me. so there. perverts. ha!

Do I Have Any Friends Left?
SINCE YOU DONT GET NOTIFIED WHEN A BULLETIN IS POSTED I FIGURED ID POST BOUT THIS CONTEST IN A BCOME ON GUYS I AM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND THE LEADER BUT I SHOULDNT BE BEHIND AT ALL. I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED CONTEST WILL END AT 12 AM APRIL 2ND.

Torn
"Torn" Do I ignore their betrayal and keep them as friends? Do I try to forgive them, and make amends? Do I accept their illusions, and its hypocracy? Do I follow instinct, and put them out of misery? Torn between decisions, decisions I must make. Torn between two worlds, who is real who is fake? Why do I lose my mind everytime I lose a bet? Why do i get scarred for life by people i just met? Why do i get tread on, nearly constantly? Why is it so fucking hard, to keep my sanity? Torn between decisions, decisions I must make. Torn beween two worlds, what is real what is fake? How do i go through life, should i live it day by day? How do I know what path is right, How do i know the way? How do I know that people are speaking honestly? How would you perceive people, if you were me? Torn between decisions, decisions I must make. Torn beween two worlds, what is real what is fake? When do I get to live so fuckin happily? When do I get to start my own family?

Best Friend
"Best Friend" Through thick and thin I'll stand by you, And do anything you ask me to, Climb the highest mountain, swim the widest sea, As long as you are there, to encourage me, Yes, i am a changed man, courtesy of the Corps, But I still have shoulders to cry on, that's what they're for, No matter what time it is, half past or quarter 'til, When no one else will listen, of course you know I will, Whenever you need me, just call out my name, i will be there beside you, to ease your pain, As long as you are at least my friend, My love for you will never end. -E. Dunphy (C) 2006

The Island
"The Island" Before I arrived here, people said, "it's nothing but misery." I observed my surroundings, and it didn't seem that way to me. It appeared to me, exactly how it was explained. A place where you are physically and mentally trained. I give forth 110% each and everyday, To build my mind and body, the Marine Corps way. the Drill Instructors work hard to complete their mission. Those who can't cope, leave in the fetal position. They teach us all sorts of knowledge and drill, And then our trademark of how to kill. One needs Honor, Courage, Commitment, and Dedication, One also needs some sort of awesome motivation, To become one of The Few, The Proud, The Best, Otherwise known as America's finest, One could never understand, unless with their own eyes seen, What one must go through to become, a United States Marine. -E. Dunphy, Lcpl, USMC (c) 1997

To Realize
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. (This is soooo me..! lol ) To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when You can share it with someone special. To realize the valu

What The Hell Is Up!?!?!?
OKAY, SO TODAY... I HAD THE RUDEST ENCOUNTER WITH A GUY ON CT.... I FOUND HIM PRETTY F-ING RUDE.... WHY IS IT THAT MEN, SEEM TO THINK IT'S SOCIALLY EXCEPT ABLE TO TREAT WOMEN LIKE "WHORES"? I'VE NEVER BEEN TREATED SO BAD BEFORE.... AND THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!! UP THE WALL AND DOWN AGAIN. I'VE NEVER TREATED ANYONE LIKE THAT!! EVER!! SO WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!? YES, I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING.... IT'S NOT JUST MEN THAT DO THAT, BUT WOMAN DO IT TOO. I'M NOT ONE OF THOSE WOMAN, NEVER HAVE BEEN AND NEVER WILL BE.... WHAT IS IT THAT PEOPLE GET OUT OF TREATING OTHER PEOPLE LIKE THIS? I WROTE BEFORE ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT.... WHY PEOPLE TREAT OTHER PEOPLE BAD AND WHAT THEY GET FROM IT. I KNOW THAT IT DOESN'T MAKE THEM FEEL ANY BETTER. I KNOW IT DOESN'T RAISE THEIR SELF ESTEEM. WHY DO PEOPLE GO THROUGH THAT VICIOUS CIRCLE? THE WHOLE TIME I'VE BEEN ON CT... I'VE NEVER BEEN CALLED A WHORE, OR BEEN TOLD TO BLOW SOMEONE, CAUSE I CALLED HIM AN ASSHOLE.... WELL HELL HE STARTED THE CONVERSATION WITH :CA

Say Something About Yourself
If you want to be rated on your profile, Then why dont you write something about yourself? I like to read a little about someone before I rate them or chat, This is not all about pictures, points and rankings! Most do this to meet and make new and interesting FRIENDS. SO WHY DONT YOU TAKE THE TIME AND TELL US ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR INTERESTS

My Stupid Roommates.
ughh.. it sucks cuz i deleted myspace becuz of those friggin' idiots!! they won't leave me alone.. they keep postin rediculous pics of me and writing stories about "how heidi is a fungus" and "we are saving our wise oak tree from the fungus" and "we are here to protect you from the fungus" (that one is about ruining our marriage and HOW) IT'S FUCKIN REDICULOUS!! IF THEY WOULD FUCKEN LEAVE ME ALONE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO ALL FUCKEN PSYCHO ON THEIR FUCKEN HUMPBACK WHALE ASS! FUCK! UGHH... why dont i leave? cuz i have no place expect my parents an their not gonna drop the subject forever.. well.. i guess the good news is the lease is up in a month in half.. in mid may i'm moving to the new apartments my husband and i are getting and i will wait for him... the lease in this hell house doesn't end until the first week of june. so i will be by myself for a couple of weeks... how sad.. LOL

Marine Mother.....
Marine Mother Body: I remember well the day you were born; It was fall, leaves pretty, it was warm. I was filled with fear, and apprehension; But when you arrived no one had to mention That you would one day draw much attention For all the good and mighty deeds you've done, All the personal battles fought and won. You will NEVER know my pride for you, my son! While you ventured through the jungle of life, Facing it's many joys and it's strife's, I soon realized there was nothing to fear, For God's greatest blessings are yours through the years. The only thing wasted have been all my tears; Having watched you grow up into a man full of pride. For now those huge footsteps you take with such stride Are the steps of a man with that child inside. I still envision him in your voice when you speak, In the laughter, the smile, the way your mouth tweaks. There's that childish sparkle behind those bright eyes And the way we both look at the same bright

Just Waving A Friendly Hello To All You Beautiful Ppl
Hello to all, fans , friends and people that just love to hate me. Not Alot going on in my world, went to get the snail mail and decided I wasnt looking all day for my shoe so I wore my house shoes, yes i was out in public sporting pooh bears. Hmm not fashion fad, I highly doubt it, do I care, MMM NO I dont. I got alot of looks. Some was amused and some not, but then again ask me , do I care. But any ways I have nothing else to blab about at the moment but rest assure if i think of something I'll let you know, love peace and all that good stuff

Van Halen
Just wanted to say congrats to Van Halen to FINALLY making the Rock 'N' Roll Hall of Fame! Unfortunately, Sammy Hagar and Michael Anthony were the only members to make the induction. David show his ass, Alex was mad at Eddie and I'll be damned if Eddie was in rehab again. Thanks for letting your fans down guys! Sammy and Michael conducted themselves as gentleman and represented well. Congrats to Patti Smith too, there's no other like her.

If You Saw Yourself Walking Down The Street, Would You Ask Yourself Out?
Actually I saw this statement on my friend's msn status... "If you saw yourself at a bar, would you ask yourself out?" Then she asked me what I would say,I said I wouldn't ask myself out at a bar because it's not my thing. So she asked again..."OK, if it you saw yourself walking down the street? Would you ask yourself out?" I said of course I did. Then it made me think. Are there for superficial reasons that I would want to ask myself out? When I hear myself question the weakness of the shape of my physique or the way I look, I realized that it wasn't permanent. These things fade, so why am I so fixated about the way I look when there are other important things in life to think about? It made me take a deep look at myself,my friends, my family, the world around me. How many times have you actually took the time to love yourself? To accept yourself just the way you are? How many of you are questioning right now, the same very question and facing su

Like A Diamond
What we hadtogether wasso special, so rare. Everything we had together was like a diamond. Our love was just so strong it couldnt be broken. You are so beautiful, you have ore beauty than the rarest diamond in the world. You tend to brighten up the whole room when youu enter it, as the light twinkles around you just likethe shine of a diamond. When i look into your eyes i can always see a bright twinkle comming from them. My love for you is so rare, its so hard to find these days. My love is something so many other woman would value, and would newver throw away. Just like a diamond they would keep it with them always and would hate to loose it. Our marriage islike a diamond it is supposed to last forever. Why are you so ready to give up? We were made for each other. I married you cause i thought it would last forever and we would never even think about seperation.

Once Again
Ok, trying again with the not smoking. Went three days, then some friends came into town that I haven't seen in almost a year and we hung out and drank and I had half a pack of cigarettes, and now it's been three days since then. Today is day four. What a whip. Why do alcohol and cigarettes go together?

Youtube Politics . Org - "operation America Rising"
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Mar 27, 2007 11:10 AM "Operation America Rising" will be the largest support the troops rally in history. On 07-07-07, people will meet in the every State's capitol for fun, music, and speeches. The American soldier will see their Country stands by and supports them. Proud Americans will show their love and appreciation. Instead of being a pot filled, bongo drum beating anti this and anti that rally, this will be a pro troop and proud gathering of Americans who support our soldiers that are fighting for our freedom all over the world. We have several "State Leaders" in place now, but we need more volunteers from every state. Something of this magnitude requires a lot of help. We need people to spread the word all over the internet, help organize, and to contact media and prominent leaders. Soon, in the Real American Online Store, a very popular conservative site will have "Operation America Rising

Empathic
I CAN FEEL YOUR PAIN, YOUR NEXT THOUGHT JUST CAME ACROSS MY LIPS, I CAN FEEL YOU,I KNOW WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY,OR SAD, I CAN SEE THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN, I CAN SAY WHEN I WILL SEE YOU,OR WHEN YOU MIGHT CALL,I KNOW WHEN YOUR IN TROUBLE,I UNDERSTAND, MY DREAMS HELP,IN WHAT DOES SEEM LIKE IT CAN'T BE REAL,....MY EMPATHY IS TRUE TO YOU,...

Poetry
where are the coins? the fountain is empty, wishes invisible, pennies razed with copper fires saturated love fingers flipping heads or tails like forget me nots cuffs raised, I wade into dreams with a pocketful of change but a hole is burnt into my idealism and my hope tears through flimsy material as i go broke with sarcastic sprays of water abrasively pelting my surrealistic skin--- now hidden under worn jeans and patched desire. ~JGW~

Too Funny
Senator Hillary Clinton recently went to a primary school in Ithaca, New York, to talk about the world. After her talk she offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks him what his name is. "Kenneth." "And what is your question, Kenneth?" "I have three questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care plan? 2 .... Why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? 3 .... Whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?" Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume Hillary says "Okay, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" A different little boy puts his hand up. Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is. "Larry." "And what is your question, Larry?" "I have 5 questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care

Determine Your Age By How Many You Can Remember
1. Blackjack chewing gum 2. Wax Coke-shaped bottles with colored sugar water 3. Candy cigarettes 4. Soda pop machines that dispensed bottles 5. Hamburg joints with tableside jukeboxes 6. Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers 7. Party lines 8. Newsreels before the movie 9. Slingshots 10. Butch wax 11. Telephone numbers with a word prefix (Olive - 6933) 12. Peashooters 13. Howdy Doody 14. 45 RPM records 15. S&H Green Stamps 16. Hi-fi's 17. Metal ice trays with levers 18. Mimeograph paper 19. Blue flashbulbs 20. Amos and Andy 21. Roller skate keys 22. Cork popguns 23. Drive-ins 24. Studebakers 25. Wash tub wringers If you remembered 0-5 = You're still young If you remembered 6-10 = You are getting older If you remembered 11-15 = Don't tell your age If you remembered 16-25 = You're older than dirt!

My Life In General
You know, life is truly great, at least for me. I'm discovering new things all the time. Take my girlfriend, for example. Last night, I discovered a whole new side of her that I find "intriguing" to say the least. And it's getting more and more surprising in a good way. I have a great number of friends whom I would never give up for anything in this world. I would sacrifice my very soul for those closest to me. I can only hope and pray for them, but i'm always here when they need me. To all my friends, even my distant ones, I hope you know that. You can ALWAYS count on me to be there for you. I thank you for coming into my life, each and every one of you. I know I may not seem to be there for you or I may not seem to be what I truly am, but I AM what I have said I am. Take no doubt in that. Again, thank you all, for listening at the very least. You know how to reach me if you need me, even to listen.

Plz Support Our Troops
I would love to show my fellow service members that I appreciate what they all have done for us so far in this hell of a time were in right now. I hope that it will all be over soon and they will be back w there familes very soon. Thanks for your help every one!!!! PFC. Jazz

My Gawsh So Fun
1. Where did your last kiss take place? HERE ON MY DESK. WHEN EMMA BEGGED FOR A FREAKIN DOLL 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? DAWN KNOWS ALL OF MY SECRETS. 3. Three words to explain why you last threw up? SICK AS FUCK 4. Have you ever burned yourself? OF COURSE! I COOK THERE FOR I BURN BETIMES. 5. What's crazy to you? ALL MY FAVORITES ARE CRAZY. I AM TOO. 6. Favorite cuss word: THAT WOULD BE MUTHERFUCKER. IT ROLLS OFF THE TONGUE....YES? 7. Who is probably talking a load of shit about you right now? OMGAWSHHH SO MANY PEOPLE. 8. Who is your heroes? ITS POSED TO BE ARE. WHO ARE YOUR HEROS. UMMM I HAVE MANY. 9. Would you ever want to be a model? OF COURSE. I WOULD BE EXCELLENT AT IT TOO. AS LONG AS I DIDNT HAVE TO BE SKINNY. EWWW. 10. Are you a virgin? YES...YES I AM. 11. Do you tell white lies? NEVAH....NOT ONCE...YOU CAN'T PROVE IT! 12. Where is the next party? WHO KNOWS. THERE IS ALWAYS ONE POPPIN UP, 13. Who do you want to be with

Judging Christians....
It can be so hard living a Christian life. People who are not Christians Expect US to react a certain way to certain situations and if we dont we are looked down upon. Christians is the most judged group of people in the world. We have Other Christians and non-Christians constantly trying to Look at us in Judgement and try to see or make sure our motives is "Christ-Like" It can make BEING a CHristian in todays world a Very hard Walk to follow. I just urge everyone to remember to ERR is human! Even though im a Christian I sometimes make mistakes. What makes me different than the general population is that i ask for forgiveness when I know i have done wrong. What makes me different is I TRY to live by the WORD of GOD and not live by my flesh and what my flesh may desire to do or live by. THATS WHAT makes me unique and different than the Average non-christian person. I just take this time right now to pray for some people who feel they have been wronged by fellow Christians

Job Description For Being A Parent....
This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5.00. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in cas

Holy Crapp!!!
Well the Catholic church is up to it again. The POPE in his infinite WISDOM ( a term I use very lightly, when dealing with the religious hierarchy) Has declared that young people aren’t talking about HELL enough. I thought that I would take the reins on this one and give the POPE a realistic view. ( I say this because in the religious realm of things the POPE is kinda like the President. Only he is full of even more SHIT) Well Mr. POPE. Its not that young people don’t discuss hell anymore, they are just too afraid to do it around your twisted sick minions of PERVERTED PRIEST that keep trying to stick there DICKS in there mouths or any other Orpheus they can get there GOD loving hands on…. So there is your answer and I hope that YOU POPE what ever your name is will fix this but giving your religions track record I don’t see that happening. THAT IS ALL ---- THE STERN

Oxymoron's....
This should start your day off. 1. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8. Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9. Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there?

I Am............
pregant... i found out friday. went to the docs yesterday and he told me yes you are about 5 to 5 1/2 weeks... i am so happy. told ya we were going to have fun while he was home on rnr...lol....this will be our sencond child...i go the 17th of april for an ultra sound. i will put a pic up then.. i am hoping all goes well threw this one..joey is really happy, but then again he does not have to push the baby out lol...we are hoping it will be a boy this time, then we will have a girl and a boy..and be done lol..i am glad the way it worked out cuz joey will be home before the baby is due, so he will get to see the baby born. just have to make it till sept when he gets home.

Goodness....
Let me take the fall Let me take the blame Let me carry you from hell To home again. Let me walk for you When your legs are weak Let me find the words for you When you can't speak CHORUS: Let me be your armor Let me be your shield Let me take away the pain you feel (your armor) Let me be the light That guides your way through darkest night Let me be your armor. Let me take the blows That were meant for you Let me help you the trials You're going through Let me keep you safe From the world outside Let me wipe away the tears That fill your eyes (CHORUS) Let me keep you from Experience you need Let me bind you with my selfishness And greed Let me stifle you Let me have control Let me smother Every aspect of your soul Ok, For my birthday, which is Nov. 9th. I want you to buy me the lead singer of Assemblage 23. I would like to keep him in my closet for times that I need beautiful words told to me. For Christmas, I want Prince. Just one

Global Warming
Justin Rood Reports: Bush administration officials throughout the government have engaged in White House-directed efforts to stifle, delay or dampen the release of climate change research that casts the White House or its policies in a bad light, says a new report that purports to be the most comprehensive assessment to date of the subject. Researchers for the non-profit watchdog Government Accountability Project reviewed thousands of e-mails, memos and other documents obtained through Freedom of Information Act requests and from government whistle-blowers and conducted dozens of interviews with public affairs staff, scientists, reporters and others. The group says it has identified hundreds of instances where White House-appointed officials interfered with government scientists' efforts to convey their research findings to the public, at the behest of top administration officials. The report is slated to be released tomorrow at a hearing before the House Science Committee

True Friends
True friends will always stay with you, Through good times and through bad. They'll take the time to listen, When something's made you sad. When you're feeling lonely, They'll let you know they care. They may be very busy but, They'll find the time to share. True friends are happy for you, When good things come your way. They'll celebrate your triumphs And encourage you each day. If you have a friend that's true, Count your blessings for this gift. For, she will stay with you forever, When the rest have gone adrift.

Life Is Hectic
So, let's see... In the past week and a half I've: -run to the bus station to send my daughter to visit her dad -drove to our cabin to do some work down there -drove home again -run to the airport to send my other daughter to visit her Momo -run to the airport to pick up the daughter from Momo's -gotten a call saying the other daughter is moving in with her dad now, so not coming home -sent my husband off to a new job -sent my boy off to boot camp And those are just the big ticket items. I have been on very little and so, yeah, I'm WAY behind and don't expect or intend to try to catch back up here, what with all the umpteen other things I have to deal with in life. I now have to pack up my oldest's stuff and ship that out to her, clean up her old room, rip out the carpet and repaint, the put down new flooring in there, replace the bathtub/shower enclosure in the little bathroom, rip out the hall carpet and replace that with vinyl, pack up the rest of the boy's stuff so

Finding My True Self
hmmmmmmm where do i began well lets see i have always considered myself a loner a nobody... and to be honest i stioll feel this way i am not looking for smpathy or anything of that nature all i want is a family to love me for who i am.. i am still learning who i really am and i tell you what the song Everybody's Fool my hubby says that is my song all the way if you get a chance watch that video and listen to the words.. the only true family i have is my hubby and three kids my makers dont have anything to do with me (parents) i had a brother who was murdered.. my in laws dont claim us either butr we wont get into that ... i have another family that live in Texas and they are so awesome they helped me with myself and i am so glad to have them Now just recently i am now part of the L.D.C. Family and wow that makes me feel so good i knoew deep down i was of the dark and now i know for a fact i am i love you all and i hope to get to know each and everyone of you (huge family)

You
You're not alone, you're not insane you come from a place it always rains. you can't move on if you stuck in the past. now it's time for you to let go, Tears are a release it's time for you to spread your wings, and fly away tomorrow doesnt have to be your yesterday you'll never be alone your always have friends from now and the very end.

Listen And Learn ;)
LISTEN AND LEARN ;) WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I POUT MY LIPS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH (when we argue) - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER - JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS TAKE NOTES BOYS................ IF I DONT CALL YOU - IM WANTING YOU TO CALL ME *THIS IS LIKE 99.9% TRUE!!!* WHEN IM SCARED -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK BECAUSE I AM WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH MY FINGERS WHEN IM CRYING -SAY EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE OK AND THEN KISS ME

Cassies Ramblings
I am having trouble saying in this what I really wanna say so please bare with me and I hope this makes sense.. It might just be the ramblings of a fool.. I am a person who has dealt with alot in my life and I feel it has made me stronger and in some ways weak.. I grew up with a mother and father till May of 1972 when my father passed away. My childhood at the time i felt was normal and later found out that not all families deal with those problems like I did. My mother married at a young age and had 6 kids before she knew it.. After May 1972 she raised 4 of 5 kids alone. My dads parents took my oldest sister and refused to let my mom have her back. In 1973 she had another baby which made her raising 5 kids alone... She worked hard to make sure we had everything we needed in life.. My father was an alcoholic, and he abused my mother. My grandparents on my dads side made life hell for my mom.. They tried at every turn to take us away from our mother.. It didn't work thank god. Noone i

Happy Hour Stash Points
Rating stashes during Happy Hour is the fastest way to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 4 points for you and 4 points for the owner of the stash! Even when it's not Happy Hour, 2 points for rating a stash beats 1 point for comment bombing! LOL Below is a list of my friends with large stashes. Check out your own friends too! It's interesting to see what you do or do not have in common with your friends! okiegirl7262@ CherryTAP 2700+ items in stash Thedarkone@ CherryTAP 2500+ Lotta Metal videos in there :-) AUSSIE ASSASSIN@ CherryTAP 2400+ ¸¸.·*´¯`~Mystikal~´¯`*·.¸¸Mistress of Beggars and Lepers of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ CherryTAP 2180+ Pamela 1930+ ~Tima~I.B.I.C.~DarkMoonFamily~@ CherryTAP 1850+ Sweet Okie Brat~Whips and Chains Society~@ CherryTAP 1270+ ~~Oklahoma Cherokee ReeStar~~rate, fan and add me....choo choo@ CherryTAP 1180+ Celticrose hoping you have a great day! :o)@ CherryTAP 1180+ ~Gothic Rose~Godde

My 'winners Of The Hottest Goth Contest_check Em Out ' Bulletin
Here they are the people you bombed and rated over this past week, thanks to all who entered, voted and commented First place: Gift: Silver Motorcyle ~Gothic Rose~Goddess of Blood and Daggers~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~Fdr of LDCF~Fdr of KOT~CT Wife of Warlock & Annie'O@ CherryTAP Second Place: Gift: Rolex BLOODSYNDICATE.MESSIAH@ CherryTAP Third Place: Gift: Platinum Cherry As You Can See there are 2 third place winners, though one had more comments, the other had more rates and after tallying the rates (which was each ten comment) they were less than 10 comments a apart so i just decided to make each of them number three since it was such a close call Lezka~TSB~BC~GD~Assistant Manager T.S.B 2~Owner Of NL~Satanics Real Wife~@ CherryTAP .luscious (Toxxik) epidemic.@ CherryTAP All those who didn't make it into the top three, received a Trophy and a CherryTAP Keg, just for entering, thanks for all who voted, and entered

What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent88%Exciting75%Soft63%Wet56%Sweet31%Awkward6%Shy6%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Stoopid Otters....
When I was a little girl. I loved otter pops. They made me happy. Especially the little otters on the outside. It is a warm memory.... like strawberry shortcake and rainbow brite. One of those memories that makes the smell burst into your nose and the taste tingle on the tip of your tongue. Usually these thoughts and memories are buried down...deep deep. In your childhood place. With the skinned knees and summer camp memories....Usually...until you see it again as an adult. And then the memory rushes on you so fast it roses your cheeks. It is Spring, and in California we're talking 75 degree warm days. Tank top days Sandal days Ice pop days.... I crouched low in the store, reaching waaaaaaaaaaay into the back of the shelf. There was one box of "tropical" ice pops. These were cheap enough for me to buy a ton, but still nummy. I reached. "Mutherfuck..." I muttered under my breath. I could almost reach it, but not quite. I drop to my knees and leaned i

Funny....
I had a friend message me today, and told me he couldn't believe that I was 54. Well...I did question that a bit...considering I'm only 53, and my b.d. isn't for a couple of months yet. But, I did notice on my profile, that CT has me as 54.... Geeeeeeeezzzzz....they're making me older than I am. lol I checked my profile, but there is no place to change my age...lol I wonder if I'm going to be 55, once my b.d. gets here? lol Does anyone know if there's a way to change this...other than where you put your birthdate? Let me know. Old age creeps up on ya fast enough, without adding a yr that shouldn't even be there. lol lev

I'm An Idiot...
Once again I managed to go and completely ruin a good thing... I opened my mouth and said something I probably shouldn't have. I ruined a great friendship in the process... Oh everything that was said was completely innocent, but the timing was horrible. Now I am one friend less and completely disgusted at myself for just being me. I just don't know what it is about me... I can never say the right things at the right time. It could go back to the depression/anxiety, who knows... I just know that I always seem to be on the wrong end of poor timing. I don't know if I scared her off because of my nervousness or if I just said the wrong thing... What ever it was I feel absolutely horrible about the whole thing. =-( What hurts the most is that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore or even be friends... I messed things up bad enough, I was lucky that even told me that much. It did lessen the hurt some what that she did tell me something though... I mean, it almost

Hmmm Any Ideas?
Its that time of year again and our annual father and son gardner snakes have emerged. The kids call em Big Poppa and lil poppa, other than providing humor when someone sees them while going in or out of the house, its a lil bit of a pain for the kids or guests. Anyone have any non kill repellant ideas? We've tried moth balls, it worked for a little while but the smell when the windows were open was very unspringlike.. im sure someone has a suggestion, anyone????

Empty
You can lie and cheat , take away my keys take away my heart Make me cry , feel worthless but you can never take away my pride My soul is like the wind so free and soon you will see , someone will want me , for me . hiding my tears I will leave .

Grow Up!
I am so tired of people marking my pics NSFW..if you dont like them stay the hell of my page! Its really that simple. Since when I a picture of naked people suppose to be offensive? Not like I am posting women and men having sex? I am not posting crack users or kiddie porn or anyhting like that..I post what I feel is art...and I wish that people would either rate it or leave it alone. I DO NOT mark anyones pic NSFW because it is their right to be able to have views of what they feel is art. I have noticed everything is getting tagged..from a mermaid (which arent real people) to a babies bottom..which if you find that pervertted then you have the problem ...we all have bottoms and we all ran around naked at one point in the history of the world! oh well..I see that I am not alone in my hate for NSFW censorship but of course there is nothing to do about it..except if all the VIC decided to cancel one day..what a thought that is!

Finally
OK finally got the results of my grade in Billing Principles. The class ended on 1/22/2007 and yesterday is when we got our grade cards in it. I ended up with a B!! Very excited about that! To all my friends, family, and fans...thank you so much for all the encouragement and prayers, and to those that have dropped out of site and I haven't talked to in a while, contact me...don't be scared!!! lol Love Darla

This May Help You
HI CHERRIES, here are some helpful tips and links to keep in mind while tapping. xoxo peace, love, tap Usefull cherrytap tips!! 1. You can upload pics from your mobile phone at mobile@cherrytap.com 2. Try to always delete messages you’ve read. 3. If you are uploading NSFW content, mark it right away 4. Make sure your salutes are clear, have your user name, number, and @cherrytap.com on them before submitting 5. If you see a photo that is nsfw, click the report photo link below the picture. Help keep cherrytap clean! 6. Welcome new users to CherryTap. 7. Read the bible 8. Any user with an ORANGE name can help ya out with a question. They are bouncers and can be found by looking for help 9. The support lounge is a great place to ask questions and find answers to glitches and bugs going around Cherrytap. 10. Send referrals to friends quickly and easily by using your invite link at the top of your home page. 11. Buy CherryTap t-shirts and tank

A Startling Stastic!!!
A recent survey revealed that the average American walks 900 miles per year. Another revealed that the average American consumes 20 gallons of beer per year. Conclusion: The average American gets 45 miles per gallon.

Poem
You are the mother I recieved The day I wed your son , And I just want to thank you , mom fr the loving things you've done. You've given me a gracious man whith whom I share my life. You are his lovely mothere and I his lucky wife. You used to pat his little head and now I hold his hand. you raised in love a little boy and then gave me the man.

Wanting And Needing
In the darkness of night i wonder what you are doing how you are spedning your night. If you are thinking of me or someone else. I want you and I can't deny this much longer as my whole face shows it. I dream of touching your face. OF holding you in my arms. I want more but I do not deserve more. Why can't I be with you? My dreams are filled with images of you and my every waking moment is filled with you. I want to snuggle up to you and spend the night talking and laughing with you. If things progress then all the better but I want you.....

Lmfo
ok lol this is funny i ran into a friend and i so have to say this: you hypocritical lying BITCH! ONE were do you get off tellin my friend that she is in the wrong cause of another friend cheating when hunny you did the same damn thing with mike rennet lol ewwww ohh and did you know he had warts? didnt think so ..and then you try and go for his friend andy but he didnt want you and know why ? cause he likes his women with class ....and you saying that you are a good mom? hmm thats funny cause from what i hear your children are in facs and the last time i checked thats not a place were children go if their parents are good parents BURN!!!!!! would you like some ice for that? oh and another thing i still talk to ppl from school and they just love me and they really want me to like them so they spill the dirt when really i dont care but seeings how i have sat back and KEPT out of it and you still go one with your SHIT well i thought it was my turn .............. wow i feel better thats al

My Son Starting To Be Happy Again..
This was my son in his glory last week..this is how much snow we still have..really good to see my son being happy again after his father died it was so hard for all of us but just look at him now ..I am so proud of him..he is only 8 and with my help and the help of others he will be the the only one on his dads side that will know the traditions and will be married traditionally..He hopes to go on his first hunt this fall..im so excited for him..in this picture he is doing winter camp..making winter fire and on dog sled team and then at one of the hotsprings we have here..I like Liards Hot Springs better haha..but what the hey..lmao Just about what traditionally married means to us my son will trade guns, horses, blankets and moose and sheep meat when he is older for his wife with honor, that is our dream for him as he is the only male left to bring that back for his family..his ndn name is maskwasis meaning lil bear , his other names he is named after a great warrior, he also take

Friends
ive been on cherrytap for some time and it makes me sick to think that when u think u have a friend and then u turn around and u dont.im tired of the games..if u want to be my friend thats fine and if u dont then leave me alone

The Mysterious Black Tongue
So yesterday morning i woke up and freaked out because my tongue was black. I brushed my teeth and tongue (as all of you should) and it came off so I wasn't too worried about it. Well this morning when i woke up I jokingly said let's see if it's black again...and it was...So I used my trusty Google skillz and discovered that if you eat those little Pepto-Bismol tablets...they turn your tongue black. Weird huh?

Thank You Janette
How do you do what you do to me? Inside of my heart I am bursting with emotion. With feeling. With love. I cant control what i feel for you bring out the best in me everytime we talk. You are everything to me and more. With you by my side, I will defeat my demons. I will move forward. I will succeed. I am finally on my way after so long of not going anywhere. Thank you Janette.

New Day
Just joined and am trying to figure out how this thing works so be PATIENT with me. I have to go to a job interveiw, it is a lot harder to get a job now then it use to be. I had to go throught 2 days of testing and now I have to go through 3 interviews. One with the head of human resources and one with the board of employees and then one with the plant manager. I am on interview number 2. Then still have all the drug testing to go through. I hope this job is worth all the stuff you have to go through

Makes U Wonder
Butter >>> >>>Pass the butter ~ ~ ~ This is interesting. >>> >>>Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed >>>the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research >>>wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to >>>do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance >>>with no food appeal so they added the yellow coloring and sold it to >>>people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out >>>with some clever new flavorings. >>> >>>DO YOU KNOW... the difference between margarine and butter? >>> >>>Read on to the end...gets very interesting! >>> >>>Both have the same amount of calories. >>> >>>Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams compared to 5 >>>grams. >>> >>>Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating >>>the same amount of Butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study. >>> >>>Eating butter in

Happy Easter.. For My Friends
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending T hings And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My De arest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! BUT, you have to send it right now!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!! THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP YOU MUST PASS IT TO AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS!! Get more @ CherryTagz.com

What?...
Can someone just tell me what the hell happened here..... Readie Edd...: next time think before you speak. miss balhhhhh!! ->Readie Edd...: your a moron fuck off Readie Edd...: i'm being an ass that's all. who pissed in your wheaties. this isn't saved by the bell popularity contest. live a little fuck!! ->Readie Edd...: what the fuck are you talking about? Readie Edd...: by the sound of it , it sounds like your hard at work. so did clock in before you came on? LOL!! ->Readie Edd...: yeah its ok i guess Readie Edd...: are you havein' a good day so far? it's going down...LOL!! ->Readie Edd...: fine thanks... Readie Edd...: how you doin' miss lady? ;-)

Leave Us Alone
For all the people that keep coming and checking my profile If you dont like me so much why the hell are you coming on our profiles? have you nothing better to do guess not well just to let everyone on Cherry tap know I am doing my own thing and I am happy with the person I am with When I get to see my son again I will be happier but that will come in due time What I dont understand is alot of people on here that I know doesnt like me and personally I could care less if they do or not keep looking at my profile and look at it every day dont bother me none I just find it funny that they dont like me but care enough to check my profile out well keep on keepin on I am and I am going to start a new life and start fresh So to all of you that still like me I will be around Eddie

Things You Need To Know.
As you prepare yourself to join my cult, you should know the things that piss me off. So that you can avoid doing them. On second thought... it might be easier to list the things that don't piss me off. um... On third thought, you'll just have to figure them out as you go. Now bring me a beverage.

Real Vs. Fake Friends
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste." FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the FUCK out.

I Loved You Before I Met You
i think before we met, i knew you Maybe we met in our dreams.. Or maybe we were lovers in a time before, But, i'm sure, i must have known you, somewhere. When i look at you, you remind me of something, but i have no idea what.. When i hear your voice.. it's like finding something i have lost I think i loved you, because i love you now.. and how can that be, we don't really know each other? I have loved before... and it never felt like this, something is happening.. Maybe it isn't the love your used to.. Maybe it is more special than that, maybe it has more meaning, because it's so different, maybe it's a love i never even knew about, I love you.. and i probably will, again The next time around

Monday Night Raw
so anyways, most of you already think im insane, so im not too worried about it, but ya'all prob didnt know that im a freak when it comes to WWE -- so anyways, im watching RAW last night, when it happens....i've been waiting for weeks for it and i finally got what i've been waiting for last night!!! HBK, Cena, Batista, and the Undertaker all headed to wrestlemania sunday, all in the ring last night....HBK told Cena that he'd never see it coming, and hell, no one else did either, i know i didnt , i missed it when it first happened, had to wait out the commercial break for the replay, i almost lost my mind during those 2 1/2 mins. LOL -- but then there it was....that sweet chin music we've been waiting for....SMACK!!! Cena never saw it coming!! I FUCKING LOVED IT!!! I'VE WAITED SOOOO LONG FOR HBK TO GET THAT DONE!!! it was incredible.....i almost cant wait till sunday...cause im sure alot of you aren't HBK fans like me, and im sure alot of you are just waiting for Shawn Michaels to go do

Old But Necessary To Repeat
Ah, this young Airman 1st Class say it all... This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across The World. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I take home $874.20. When I run that through

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Be Happy
> A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local >Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and >every once in a while "the lights would turn off." Each time the lights >would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the >revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the >bartender, and asked, "May I please use the restroom? > The bartender replied, "OK, but I should warn you that there is >a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf. > " Well, in that case I'll just look the other way," said the >nun. > So, the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant. >After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just >long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. She went to the >bartender and said, "Sir, I don't understand. Why did they applaud for >me just because I went to the restroom?" > "Well, now they know you're one of us," said the

I'm New And Ready To Meet People!!
Hey all new girl on here. I get bored alot during the day. Just need people to talk to about this, that and the other. I get weird sometimes... So if you can't handle that then son't talk to me. I am moody.. open minded and very opinionated.. Talkatcha later....

Crabby Old Man
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, > poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? ......What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, ....not very wise, Uncertain of habit .......with faraw

Just In The Writtin Mood...
It feels like things have been going crazy lately.. Its like every time I turn around something goes wrong...lol But I guess thats part of life or its part of mine anyways.. I have been sick and just can't seem to get over it.. Since my kids were lil they have had strep throat and I have never gotten till now..My son had it a cpl wks ago.. Trust me at 35 its hard to get rid of..lol It's hard to get over at any age..I am over the rough part but just can't seem to get my energy back.. And I have missed a wk of work and that bites.. But some good news my lawyer got the paper work done and the judge served the doctor the messed me up so bad, so maybe things will go a lil faster I hope and pray.. Sorry ppl I am bored..LMAO

Jingoism Or Patriotism?
I've seen alot of "Support the troops! Repost this!" bulletins going around lately, and it's caused me to stop and wonder. How many people actually know what that means? While I know there are plenty of folks who actively work to support our men and women, whether through donations, mail, fund raising, etc., it's the yellow ribbon brigade that I wonder about. You know, those who think slapping a yellow ribbon on their cars counts. Supporting the troops is not telling those who ask questions to shut up. Supporting the troops is not accusing those who ask questions of being "terrorist sympathizers" or "appeasers". Supporting the troops is not sending our NG back 3, 4, 5 times and then denying them health care and VA access when they're back. Supporting the troops is - - asking why families have to raise money to buy their kid body armor. - asking why our men and women don't have properly armored HumVees. - asking why contractors are allowed to serve rotten foo

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Finish me off, follow the plan break all the bonds, sever the ties and now your mission is complete, find and destroy me. torturing me, with words from your lips filleting my skin, pulling my teeth please forgive me for not being good enough. - Fist Wrapped In Blood When we met You said we were the same, You know that we're different, we're different, And all the times you promised me that Everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken You lie, you lie, you lie, you lie You lie through your teeth You won't let me down, You lie, I deserve better than this - Smile In Your Sleep

Anger
Dark, cold, bitter, desolate, venomous you are You push away everything good, you posion anything pure You feed from my pain like a leech, always there.....waiting for me to fuck up so you can feed As much as I try to deny you, your never far away, waiting for just the right moment. Much as I dispise you I need you. Yeah I said it, I fuckin' need you! For as much as you cause me great pain, consume my being when I allow you, bleed my soul of any pleasure in the moment........I need you. Over and over I try to deny you but you always eventually get the better of me. I hate you so much but without you I would be but a pathetic shell. Much as I wish you gone you keep me aware, sometimes focused, other times lost. If I cannot drive you from me then I shall embrace you, become the fed instead of the feeder. Make you do my bidding for a change. I will love you and cherish you and eventually control you. You WILL submit to me because you shall no longer co

Place This In Here I Dont Want Her Seeing This Just Yet
the person this is written about probably wont ever see this so here goes nothing. the paintings in my mind dont even scratch the surface or truly describe what i think or how I feel about you. i want and welcome you with open arms you can come and go when you please. you took my heart by suprise and made me realize that your the one i hope to love. there is so much to like about you so much that makes me feel comfortable when i talk to you it feels good when your happiness rubs off on me i feel i have a reason to to try my hardest like a extra kick to my ass to be less a slacker your beautiful no matter what what anybody says your fine the way you are and i wouldnt change a thing about you and i'd do anything to keep you feeling like your special cuz you really are dont know how you feel bout me but i know how i feel about you i know im otherworldly but i keep you in my heart when i say i need you. -david a bosley

Crystal Meth!
Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should. I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH. My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wor

Lat Emodel Driver Dies In 4 Wheeler Accident
Hello everyone!! I just wanted to share with all of you a tragedy that happened Sunday.Scott Hall,a local late model race car driver,was killed on Sunday as the result of a tragic 4 wheeler accident.He was 31 years old.Scott has 2 small children & a loving wife who are all just in shock right now.I haven't been on cherrytap long,but everyone I have met has been so nice & understanding!! I thought I would ask you all a favor & say a little prayer for this family.One thing I have learned while being a member of the racing community is that we all might act like a bunch of crazy ass rednecks,BUT when something as horrible as this happens...everyone sticks together!!! Thank You all who come by & take time to read this.I will have some pics posted of Scott's car as soon as I possibly can!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! HUGGZ ReD

Summer
hey all, so i'm not going to be on as much due to my summer hours. my hours change this week. so if i'm on, it's in the morning to check mail/messages. then it's off to do things before work. so for those who i miss, my apologies now. so i wish everyone well and keep leaving messages/mail. i'll try to get back to you as soon as i can. =)

What A Dream
I had a very fabulous dream and I will certainly need to incorporate it into an erotic story. I was in a room blindfolded and nude. The room was filled with total strangers and throughout the entire dream they showered me with kisses all over and fondling and caressing every inch of my body. I woke up so aroused I went to grab my husband but he was already up and in the shower. So... I let my fingers do the walking.

Another Child
So... Got the news that another child with CDLS passed away. That makes 2 this month. This child lived well past his life expectancy. He was 26. I didnt know him personally, but know what his parents went thru raising him. How much love they must have had for him. Always saddens me when I hear of a child passing. But when one with the same genetic disorder my children have passes it really depresses me. Brings back all those fears and doubts. And memories of being told that my son Devon would not live. Well he showed those doctors didnt he. If you have children, love them like there will not be a tomorrow.

Thank You For Loving Me
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME PETE NOW I KNOW I CAN MOVE ON AND LET YOU FIND SOMEONE MUCH BETTER THEN ME THIS SONGS TO YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T HAVE SPECKERS Music Video:THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (by Bon Jovi)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART I HOPE YOU FIND SOMEONE 100 TIMES BETTER THEN ME

The Crystal Meth Poem
Couldn't resist adjusting spelling, format, and meter. Hopefully the original message still shines through. ~Feldar Msg From AsH.WeeE: This Hits Home For Me..I Was A Meth Head...Been Sober Almost 3 years...3 Yrs in April :) ----------------------------------------------- Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I'm made under your kitchen sink... Or in your child's closet, and even in the woods. If this scares you to death, it certainly should. I have many names, but I've one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, I'm CRYSTAL METH. My power is awesome. Try me - yo

About Me
Let us see. Where do I start. Well let us see. I am Canadian by birth. Yes folks I am a HOSER and damn proud of it. I am a member of the Frozen North Family. I am 6'3, no hair (bald is beautiful baby, I weigh 300 pounds but don't look it. I have 5 cats, two dogs, half a dozen fish, one wife and the usual myrads of flies, spiders, silverfish, ants and other assorted creepy crawlers. I am 47 years old although I have to admit I only look 46. For year...you do the math. I have one sister and four brothers. Two step-children and 6 yes i said 6 wonderful grandkids. I like to chat online. I prefer IRC but am open to Yahoo or if needed Windows Messenger Live. I will chat about anything. I like to read. Am working on the The Word and Void series by Terry Brooks at the moment. I like to write. I just finished one calle The Christmas People. Doubt it will get published but you never know. I have four other stories, that I am writing, going at the moment. I play guitar. I aint no J

It's Not Religion, You Idiot.
I grow weary of people whining about how terrible religion is. Religion is no more or less to blame for the horrors that man inflicts upon his fellow man than any other institution. Men are going to be terrible to each other. They will kill and maim and torture and they will use whatever excuse is convenient for them to ease the guilt that is a natural consequence of such behavior. The only "religion" I blame for these kinds of things is the cult of power. And now I'm all grumpy because I got serious.

Smart
you think you know it all you think you are so smart im told im so dumb but i know thats not true you may be smart but you dont know it everything you have to be bad at something no one is that smart thats say half of being smart is knowing what you are dumb at if you dont know than you are not all that smart you dont know everything that you say you know all about me you dont know what i go through i not what it seems i guess you dont know that now are you it may seem like everything is fine but you dont know im not always happy like you you think youre not smart but youre not dumb you are perfect the way you are you dont have to be smart just be yourself dont try to know me

Just Like I Promised.
I promised to keep all of you posted on my progress in the Guard. Well I will be shipping to basic training in 15 days. Yes, I am scared but it's just because I have to be away from home and my daughter. I'm actually more sad than scared. I'm going to miss my daughters 2nd birth day and my birthday for that matter. Not really my idea of a good time to spend your 22nd in AIT. At least I hope I'll be in AIT as opposed to Basic. My grandmother is upset with the fact my MOS is a combat MP...She want's me to change my MOS to something that doesn't put me right in the middle of the hot spots...I told her I wanted to fly helicopters...that didn't set well either. My argument was I woluldn't be in the middle of it I would be abouve it. I don't think she found it very funny. I'm bursting with excitement and I can't wait until I go but at the same time I'm just not sure about all of this. I know it's going to be tough but I wouldn't be doing it if it was easy. I need chalenges in my

Another Day
I ended up just wrenching all day yesterday instead of working at the machine shop. Today I might be doing both but who knows. I hope I can finish putting together the top-end for a 99 HD ultra classic. It has been awhile since I worked on a twin cam and they aren't my favorite to work on but it is still wrenching. Hopefully soon life will start turning around and maybe I can start sleeping again. Stress sucks but oh well, there really isn't anything to do about it.

In My Head
i've got these voices in my head they tell me what to do sometimes I listen sometimes i don't they get loud everyday the voices in my head are my only friends I have I know they will always be there for me when I need them they will never leave me alone they live in my head they tell me what to do and what to say but sometimes I just want to be alone they are my friends they know when I am sad they will always be in my head everyone laughs at me I don't care I know they can't hurt me they call me names to bring me down but I know what they say isn't true the voices tell me to hurt them don't let them do that you are who you are you don't need to change just be yourself they live in my head they are my only friends that I have they make me happy they make me sad i'm glad I have them with me i'm glad that they care they are in my head

What A Rant Im Having Lmao
Well hello to all! I’m back but is that a good thing? Hmmmm I don’t know! Well one thing is as you must all know, I am in love and for once the shadows the rule my live have fled in fear! as I say! “Don’t fear the shadows; fear the eyes staring from within!” Hehe!!! Ok then enough of that crap! Here I am a changed man! I’m not going to take Shit from anyone anymore! So watch out! I’m already getting pissed off with a little shit that won’t leave me alone But well if she don’t stop then hell will know her name soon enough! But hey why should I say shit like that huh? I shouldn’t I’m sposed to be a changed man am I not? Well I am just not like you think! Ok firstly I’m getting really sick of people winging about my spelling like I give a fuck if you can read my writing or not! I spell-check you know! So blame the US dictionary! And the British one while you’re at it! but hey so what if I make shorte

To All
Hi, thanks for all you do for me here. it makes my day go better. Im starting over and all i have to do is work and net."HOW SAD". you fan me rate me and all the goodies and ill try and do same. may take a few days for me to get to all. I do appreciate all the compliments i get from all. It does help. TTYL Missy

Your Pain Runs Deep Share It With Me
[voice sample from Star Trek V] I couldn't help but notice your pain [My pain?] It runs deep Share it with me! They'll never take me alive, I'm gettin' high with my four-five Cocked on these suckas, time to die Even as a youngster causin' ruckus on the back of the bus i was a fool all through high school kickin' up dust But now I'm labelled as a trouble maker who can you blame? Smokin' weed helped me take away the pain So I'm hopeless rollin' down the freeway swervin, don't worry I'm about to crash up on the curb cause my visions blurry Maybe if they tried to understand me, what should I do? I had to feed my fuckin' family, what else could I do but be a thug out slangin' with the homies fuck hangin' with them phonies in the club got my mind on danger never been a stranger to homicide my cities full of gang bangers and drive bys why do we die at an early age he was so young but still a victim of the 12 gauge my memories of a corpse mind full of sick thoughts

I Can't Take It
you act like you care than someone else comes around and it's to hell with me well I can't take it all you care about is everyone but me you'll talk to me than somebody comes and you leave me all alone I can't take it you treat me like shit you don't care about me but you care about everyone else I can't take it I have feelings too and you just run them into the dirt I can't take it I am real I care about you but you don't care about me i'm just someone you can push around and I can't take it I tell you how I feel you say you will change but you go ahead and act like i'm not there you put me down I tell you I can't take it and walk right out that door

A Woman In Mourning
Sharon lost her husband almost four years ago and still hasn't gotten out of her mourning stage. Her daughter is constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Sharon says she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replies: "Mom! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asks her to join him for a weekend in the Catskills. Their first night there, she undresses as he does. There she stood nude except for a pair of black lacy panties; he in his birthday suit. Looking at her he asks: "Why the black panties?" She replies: "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there. . . . I am still in mourning." He knows he's not getting lucky that night. The following night the same scenario. She's standing there with the black panties on, and he is in his birthday suit, except that he is wearing a black condom. She looks at him and asks: "Wh

Love Speaks
A quiet pace of life Leads you to an intimate feeling An emotion to lead you To a greater adventure of the heart The heart makes mistake And becomes numb on a certain point of event But be sensitive if it feels the sincerity of one’s heart And makes it a wonderful start Being in-love is so easy But keeping it makes it difficult to maintain For the love needs to be nurture Like a plant in the garden Which, needs constant touch of love And watering of one’s sincerity Love don’t need to demand It just flows in the heart And give voluntary action That makes both happy And nourish each one’s heart You don’t need to talk much Just listen to your heart And be gentle When love speaks… Posted by piscesean Jay | Permalink

Just To Let You Know A Little About Me
well lets see i am 31 years old and i have two wonderful and a awesome and very sexy hubby who i love alot. i am in the bbw adult model world and i have my own pay site wihich i hope goes very well. i also have my own yahoo grup which is free. well thanks for reading about me kinky kennedy

Wooden Heart
never stopped loving you Although the pain still hurts I never stopped thinking of you For I’m missing you; I’m trying to mend the pain Caused by the past, Trying to dry out the tears Caused by the crushed; Wondering why this needs to happen Asking you why You caused me this pain, Maybe, You don’t love me enough As I’m loving you so much It seems not worthy To suffer so much, Caused by the crushed Made my callous heart Bleeds a lot For you caused me pain And gave me a wounded heart.

You Are Afraid
you tell me he is everything you want but you are to afraid to let him know you are afraid you might get hurt you are afraid he won't love you but you won't let him in you don't want to be hurt you wonder how he feels you know everything you want but you won't let him in you are afraid he don't feel the same but you will never know you are afraid to find out so you sit at home all alone wondering if he loves you but you are afraid to tell him he will never know how you feel you put yourself down just because you are afraid to let someone in you are afraid to let him know you keep your feelings to yourself you are afraid of being hurt you want him to know but you are too afraid to let him in you don't want hurt you don't want to feel the pain you are afraid

I Finally Did It!
For those of you who know, I finally got all my business stuff taken care of. I got all my tax receipts and my State ID to collect State tax. I will be ordering merchandise and starting my business real soon.....My business name is Robin's Boutique. I will be setting up at the Flea Market at first, but hey it's a start until I can afford my own Store Front.......Woooooooooooo Hooooooooo!

The Woman Is A Complete Idiot
PHILADELPHIA, Pa. - A woman is suing the pharmacy that sold her a popular contraceptive jelly - because she ate the stuff on toast and got pregnant anyway. And, incredibly, many legal experts are saying she's got an excellent chance of collecting! "The woman is a complete idiot," said one attorney who asked that we not use his name. "How bright can you be if you think eating a vaginal gel will prevent conception? "But certain aspects of the case involve truth in labeling and false advertising issues. She may not collect but she'll make a lot of noise and trouble. People are down on lawyers anyway. They think we waste time and money on frivolous lawsuits. This isn't going to help our public relations any." A spokesman for the unnamed mom-and-pop drugstore says he's shocked and angry that such a case could ever be taken seriously. "All she has to do is open the box and read the directions," says the spokesman. "Next thing you know someone will come after us because they could

Sahar , That Settles That,
sahar was a handsome ,fun-loving young girl, albeit drunk when she got into the argument with sahar , her roommate of just 2 month " u can NOT kill me silent , u idiot ! " sahar shut her dead on the spot " oh , yes , u can " sahar said smiling .

Nsfw Ratings Are Bullshit!
The Cherry God(desses) came by last night and told me that my profile pic of my back is NSFW...again. What the fuck, Dude???? Do me a fav friends, please show your support and discontent via COMMENTS on my page so that the powers thatbe can see them and also help me pic a new profile pic. I don't want to fucking change it but I also don't want to get booted from my friends. Thanks Cherries!!! Help keep art ALIVE.... MUAH! ~TP

Message To The Black Man: Real Talk !
A few weeks ago during a routine annual check up I had some blood work done to check on my testosterone hormone levels. They can significantly drop after a man reaches his 40s. In the course of having my blood work done, my doctor noticed that my prostate "PSA" (google it for an exact definition) levels were unusally high. I'm writing about this to stress the importance for men, Black men especially, to get their prostate checked annually especially since we get cancer at much higher rates than our White counterparts. In 14 months time, my PSA levels jumped 3 times the normal range. I was assured that while I'm not facing cancer at this point, that much of an increase is of great concern. So today I went to a Urologist and discussed my doctor's findings. As a result, I am now scheduled to have a biopsy done next month in order to find out what exactly is going on. I'm really not looking forward to this because of the amount of discomfort that will be involved but I damn sure w

News!!!!!!!!
To all Family and Friends i just found out yesterday that there is a problem with my thyroid, It may be cancer and maybe not I am still on here to take my mind off this problem untill they are for sure which it is...I am on and off here all the time. just so you know if I pop on then off, having to give lots of blood yu uk . i hate needles, but anyway luv ya'll *muah*

Man On Fire
Good afternoon everybody that reads this. I'm posting this so that ya'll can get to know me a little bit. Fist of all my name is immanuel and i'm a student living in holland and hope to graduate and get the hell out of this country one day. When i first joined this site or community whatever you call it i wasn't very hopefull that i would get in contact with poeple especially with the lady's. Up to now things are going well, butt something is bothering me. the thing is I see all these nice lady's butt i can't come in contact with them because i live all the way overhere. that's frustraiting. If one of you nice lady's read this. ya'll understand what i'm talking about i want to really get in contact with some nice lady's exchange e-mail addreses chat i little you know.So my messagebox is open i don't discriminate and i don't obligate so untill we meet again xxx to all the nice lady's on cherrytape

Camisado
The I.V. and your hospital bed This was no accident This was a therapeutic chain of events This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital It's not so pleasant And it's not so conventional It sure as hell ain't normal But we deal, we deal The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in It's not so pleasant. And it's not so conventional It sure as hell ain't normal But we deal, we deal Just sit back, just sit back Just sit back and relax Just sit back, just sit back Just sit back and relapse again Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid Sit back, relax Sit back, relapse again Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid Just sit back, just sit back You're a regular decorated emergency You're a regular decorated emergency This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor This

Love Tarot
Wow if this one isnt right the fuck on > Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ace of Wands card reversed suggests that initial attraction and passion may be nothing more than an aimless tease or escape. It's no wonder it seems attractive at first, but the staying power may not be there, no matter how much you try to make it so. While a lack of spontaneity or innovation could make your love life seem obligatory rather than liberating and exciting, that's no reason to jump at a tiny spark that may not have the potential to become a real fire. Enjoy the feeling for what it is without trying to elicit promises that may fall through or be disappointing.

Better
you think you are better but you are not you are just like everyone else noone is better everyone is equal you are not perfect noon is everyone has their faults so don't think you are better cause you are not you put everyone down how would you like it you are not better noone is you any have more money but that don't make you better lose the attitude noone wants to see it just be a stuck up bitch act like you are all that but you are not better than anyone get that in your head get a life noone likes you you may have friends but that don't mean they like you quit being stuck up bitch and be nice cause you are not better than anyone else you may think you are but you are not you amy act like it but you are not noone likes the way you act quit being a bitch and be nice than they may like you but you are not better

Oh Cut Me A Break!
Day in and day out, seems it's all the same as if time no longer moves, as if time stands still. It's sad, really The yelling and screaming, slaming and banging things, even an occasional "CRAAASSSHHHH*. The namecalling and blameing needless noize and needless stress One's happiness should not depend Upon another's pain. Day in and day out, seems it's all the same as if time no longer moves, as if time stands still.

To Kill An American
THIS WAS WRITTEN SOME YEARS AGO & WHICH IS STILL IMPORTANT EVEN TODAY... There was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote the following to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know one when they found one. An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian or Arab. or Pakistani, or Afghan. An American may also be a Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America, they are free to worship as each of them chooses. An American is also fre

Stupid Laws
In Clarendon, TX., it is illegal to dust any public building with a feather duster..... In Borger, TX., it is against the law to throw confetti, rubber balls, feather dusters, whips or quirts (riding crop), and explosive firecrackers of any kind. Portland, ME., makes it illegal to tickle a girl under the chin with a feather duster. Georgia law provides that it is a misdemeanor for any citizen to attend church worship on Sunday unless he is equipped with a rifle and it is loaded. It is contrary to Pennsylvania law to discharge a gun, cannon, revolver or other explosive weapon at a wedding. In Racine, WS., it is illegal to wake a fireman when he is asleep. In Fort Madison, IA., the fire department is required to practice fire fighting for fifteen minutes before attending a fire. A Chicago law forbids eating in a place that is on fire. San Francisco prohibits elephants from strolling down Market Street unless they are on a leash. In Normal, IL., it is against t

Standing Strong
"It's nice to know that you were there, Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending" Why is it the ones closest to us seem to let us down the most? Or blame us for when things go wrong??? I am happy today for the first time in a little bit, Im actually happy. I accept the way things are and am willing to grow from that. So although he thinks he can guilt me into returning yet again , I wont give in this time. He wont minipulate me again , he wont make me feel as If I owe him anything. I am a goddess , and he chose , not once but twice to forget that .I wont be controlled anymore , I wont be made to feel less of person If I dont

Leave
you say you want to leave you can't take it my life is out of control you don't know what to say you are afraid you might hurt me I say leave if you want make up your mind I can't deal with it you want to leave but you stay you say good bye but you always come back you act like a dog you can't make up your mind you say you want to leave you can't take it you say I act like a kid well I am a kid I tell you to leave but you come back I say I can't live like this you leave and come back you can't make up your mind I tell you you act like a dog you say you want to leave I tell you to leave but you don't you stay you won't leave me alone

Dart Test
Dart Test.. THIS IS A POWERFUL MESSAGE. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT.......... I AM PASSING IT ON BECAUSE I AM CERTAINLY NOT ASHAMED TO DO SO. In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking...................... Dart Test... A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith . She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons. One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day. On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry , and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture. Sally's friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his littl

Ch Ch Ch Ch Changes!!!!
Now that the show has "taken off", I have found a certain emptiness in the mindless humor week in and week out. I have decided to really put some meaning into your time listening. As you will notice by the upcoming schedule, I am starting to put some serious substance into it. Go to www.abuse-excuse.com and see about my future guest, Dean Tong, that will be appearing on the show on April 15th at 10pm EST. If you are going through a custody battle or are getting ready to leave your spouse, this is a must hear show and topic. The percentages of spouses' accusing the other of horrendous , false, acts in order to procure custody is sickening. We all think it couldn't happen to us. I can assure you that it can and will. This type of behavior is supported by attorneys as they stand to make alot of money by it and the social workers in the Domestic Relations Courts in your community will ag it on in order to make money off of both you and your estranged spouse also. What the Domestic Re

Time
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

Blog Correction
ok,just so people know, the blog i had written called "life" was actually written 2 years ago.when i posted it on ct i just updated my age.people ask how do i know he never tried....well he had the contact to get me with the push of a button.he still talked to a close family friend regulary.ive seen pics of his daughters.i know he lives down here in florida now.HONESTLY im glad he never did now,cause it only made me stronger.alot of peope had fathers to teacher them things and i didnt.i had to learn and survive on my own.and anyone who knows me knows that i turned out pretty damn good for not havin a "father figure" in my life.

You Are Gone
I feel so alone now that you are gone you helped me through the bad times you showed me that you cared but now you are gone and I have noone you were my best friend you showed me what to do you taught me how to care and I believe everything you told me I know that you care you showed me I was real it hurt when you were gone I had noone to talk to but now I do they care about me and I care about them you are gone but i've learned to move on I care about you I know that you care too it's so sad for us that you are gone but we have learned to move on and we really care we miss you so much but we can go on we still care and we will always it's hard but we will go on you were my friend but now you are gone

The Meeting / 10-06 Archive
There is a path ahead of me. This path is whittled into the earth. Pounded by many feet over many years. My feet bring me forward. I stop at the trees edge. It is darker here. Cooler. Quieter. I am unafraid. Just hesitant. I do not know what awaits me, but I cannot hesitate. I glance once behind me. Back into the sunlight, the warmth. I breathe. My lungs surge back. My heart hiccups. I purge myself into the deep woods. I hesitate no longer. Wait. Can you smell that? I want to stop. But my feet do not listen. This smell is thick. It is earth and layers of rotting vegetation. A stream hums by to my left. And still my feet surge ahead. Without my head they go. They are led by something else. I am unafraid. The earth quiets my feet. The leaves hush my breath. I see movement ahead. A slight blur of movement. A face is turned towards me. A man is crouched. He stands. Tall. Dark of hair. A flash of white as he smiles. "Well....." His voice is sweet. Hushed. "Wel

All Bout Me---updated
* . . About You . . * Eye Color:: green i think Hair Color:: dark brown Height:: 5'3 Favorite Colors:: black, red, n orange Screen Name:: wHiTe TrAsH pRiNcEsS Favorite Band:: i have many Favorite Movie:: Favorite Show:: Your Car:: n/a Your Hometown:: warren, mi Your Present Town:: bout to b davison Your Crushes First Name:: wow i dunno i think it was junior Your Grade:: Your Style:: comfy and a lil weird * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: yeah Kissed someone in the rain?: nope Danced in a public place?: no Smiled for no reason?: all the time Laughed so hard you cried?: yeah Peed your pants after age 8?: nope Written a song?: no Sang to someone for no reason?: nope Performed on a stage?: does singin in choir count? Talked to someone you don't know?: yup Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: no Made out in a theatre?: nope Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes Been in love?: yes * . . Who was the last person to . . * Say HI to you?:

Racing Reverend Reprimanded
A Portuguese group campaigning for safe roads has asked the Vatican to ensure that a priest who owns a souped-up Ford Fiesta "resist the temptations of speed." Father Antonio Rodrigues, Portugal's only owner of a 150-horse-power Ford Fiesta 2000 ST, has boasted of his car's rapid acceleration to 130 miles per hour and "thanked God" for never being fined, the Association of Motorist Citizens said in a letter to the Pope. "I am no speed freak," daily Correio de Manha quoted Rodrigues as saying Monday. "I have a car that I like but I drive with prudence." The association's letter, which was published on its Web site (www.aca-m.org), cited the priest as saying he uses the car to take youngsters for spins and to zip around to "arrive on time to the three parish churches." "We ask Your Holiness to help this unfortunate priest to ponder the gravity of his acts and the immodesty of his words and to resist the temptations of speed and boasting," the letter to the Pope said.

Somewhere Today...
Somewhere today a child will be lost, Will it be yours or mine? Somewhere today a river will flow, From tears that a parent is crying. Somewhere today a child's name is called, But no answer will ever be heard, Only the memory of a final goodbye "I Love You Mommy", the last words. Somewhere today a child waits on a bus, But when schools in, they wont be there. Somewhere today the law will allow, A pedophile to add stench to our air. Somewhere today a funeral is held, Amidst wailing and unending pain, Mothers and Fathers who've suffered great loss, Their lives have been forever changed. Somewhere today a judge will grant bail, Allowing a man a second chance to kill, Somewhere today a menace will walk free, Endangering kids with his treacherous will. And somewhere today a search party seeks, The remains of a lost soul, Someone whose body was tortured and raped, Could this be a person you know? Somewhere today in your city or mine, A wife will not re

What Do You Do??
Tonight i came home from work to find a bird at my front door. I had no idea what was wrong with it but it was near death. I am not sure of the name of the bird but it was a nice bird, one that you like to have around. After watching it for a while i decided it would not live and also ants where into it. So i had to finnish its life to stop it suffering. I hated to do that but what else was i to do? I feel so sad now because i did what i think was right for the bird. Still i did kill it. I killed a bird that was helpless to stop me. Was i wrong?? I sure hope i wasnt. If you read this i hope you dont feel the way i do now. To kill is easy when you have to but till kill an inicent bird, well that just something i dont like to do. I really hope i did the right thing for it. I am going to go now and sleep if i can but i am sure i will have trouble with that. My first blog and i feel so sad i had to do it.

Truth
I may act like I don't like you but the truth is I care I just don't show it you are my brother sometimes you are my friend the truth is I like you I may not show it all the time but you are my friend I may say I hate you and sometimes I do but sometimes you are my friend sometimes I want to be left alone the truth is I love you you are more than just my brother you are my friend and that is the truth sometimes you are mean and I hate you I even want to hurt you the truth is I love you I may not show it sometimes you make me sick you act like you are better than everyone and I hate you for that I know you are not and that is the truth I love you but I may not show it I care about what happens to you it hurts me to see you hurt and to know there is nothing I can do to help that is the truth you are my brother and I love you

Things You Should Know But Probably Don't...
THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW BUT PROBABLY DON'T... 1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton.. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to e

Bummer
Last journey was dead long A man travelled up and down the same train line for six hours before staff realised he was dead. Ferdinando Borelli, 85, had a fatal heart attack, but other passengers assumed he was asleep, reports The Sun. He completed the route - from Savona to Turin in northern Italy - three times before cleaners tried to wake him at the company's depot. He was returning from holiday and died shortly after boarding the train.

Mr Bean.........for A Friend, Go Watch The Trailer Lol
http://www.mymovies.net/trailers "Mr Bean's Holiday" Synopsis Release Date: 30/03/2007 Certificate: PG Genre: COMEDY Run Time: 89 mins Director: Steve Bendelack Cast: Rowan Atkinson, Emma de Caunes, Jean Rochefort, Willem Dafoe Mr Bean is heading to the South of France for a simple holiday in the sun. His voyage from London to the Riviera soon transcends into one of mischief and mayhem as he inadvertently creates havoc wherever he goes culminating in an unscheduled and riotous screening of his own video diary at the Cannes Film Festival. Trailers (2) Mr Bean's Holiday Mr Bean's Holiday - Trailer 2 News (3) Mr Bean gets some friends! - 27/05/2006 08:00:00 Willem Dafoe, Emma de Caunes and Jean Rochefort have all signed up for supporting roles in Working Title‘s "Bean II". The sequel to the 1997 hit "Bean" started filming in Paris last week and finds the hapless Mr. Bean (Rowan Atkinson) travelling to the South of France on holiday. Along

Fog
Do you hear that? It is rubbing at the door. Like a lovers caress. I open the curtains and I see the fog. Fog. Fog has given birth and produced yet more. When does the silence stop screaming? When you are alone. And the only thing that you can hear is the fire fucking the wood. The silence can become defining. I want to throw open the windows and let in the fog. I want it to kiss at me with its damp lips. And It's cold breath. I want it to hiss over me and blow cold into my ear. I swing on my cape. I pull out my braid. And I head out the door. I leave it open. And I cannot be bothered with it now. No one will enter. Nothing will threaten my home. My ears hear the wet sobs of the trees. Dripping all around me. And on me. Even on my head. Sliding down my temple to land on my collarbone. It cools me. My skirt sways around my ankles. My feet are bare. The leaves carpet themselves for me. I am their Queen. With each step they cradle my feet. They lay themsel

Downrater
It would seem we have a dumb fuck in the equation and you know who you are. Yes it would appear some one has taken it upon them selves to break one of the rules of the contest. Down rating,Hmmm,That was real fucking mature.If you have any clue who this maybe then speak up.It is Bull shit and you know it.So from here on out ratings no longer apply and if this pisses any one off then fuck you and have a nice day.This was supposed to be a friendly contest and if any more childish shit occurs then I pull the plug.Points be damned.And to those of you who are innocent I apologize for the dumb ass who triggered this note. THE THE RULES 1~ No down rating please,we will find out who is the down rater as we did before,and any contestant friend of the down rater will be deleted. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ Good sportsmanship are a must! AND AS A REMINDER TO ALL CONTESTANTS AND THEIR FRIEND I WROTE IT AS A CAPTION BELLOW ALL CONTESTANTS

Put A Cork In It!
A CORK radio station was running a competition - words that weren't in the dictionary yet could still be used in sentence that would make logical sense. The prize was a trip to Bali. DJ: "96FM here, what's your name?" Caller: "Hi, me name's Dave." DJ: "Dave, what's your word?" Caller: "Goan... spelt, G-O-A-N, pronounced 'go-an'." DJ: "... You are correct, Dave, 'goan' is not in the dictionary. Now, for a trip to Bali: What sentence can you use that word in that would make sense?" Caller: "Goan f**k yourself!" The DJ cut the caller short and took other calls, all unsuccessful until: DJ: "96FM, what's your name?" Caller: "Hi, me name's Jeff." DJ: "Jeff, what's your word?" Caller: "Smee... spelt S-M-E-E, pronounced 'smee'." DJ: "... You are correct, Jeff, 'smee' is not in the dictionary. Now, for a trip to Bali: What sentence can you use that word in that would make sense?" Caller: "Smee again! Goan f**k yourself!"

Loves Confusion
why is it noone cares someone is out there that really cares and loves you you just have to find that someone for you love will find you when it is ready look out there and you will see love works in weird ways you just have to look really hard to find the one for you you say noone gives a damn but one day you will see that love was always there in front of you you just didn't see it everyone has that someone special that loves them we just have to look someone is out there who loves you or who needs your love you say that noone gives a damn but someone cares for you your family and friends love you more then you think maybe you just don't see it you just don't pay attention to the signs when they are tight in front of your face maybe you don't know it because you don't see it but love is out there just waiting for you just believe and you will see someone is out there waiting for you

Diamond Mining And Conflict
I. CASE BACKGROUND 1. Abstract The Democratic Republic of the Congo (DROC), formerly the Belgian Congo and then Zaire, is the largest country in the African continent. It is endowed with abundant valuable natural resources, including in addition to diamonds, cobalt, copper and petroleum. The DROC was a colony of Belgium from 1884 until 1960, when it was granted independence. Since that time, the DROC has not known true democracy, as it has been fueled with ethnic and civil strife, leading to political and economic instability. As a result of colonialism, at the time of independence the DROC was in a state of extreme underdevelopment, and aggravated by the continuing armed conflict taking place within and outside of its borders, these conditions exist today. 2. Description The focus of this case study is diamonds and how their mining and export contribute to the internal conflict in the DROC. It must be mentioned that because the DROC does not have the capability of cutti

Definately Funny!!!
A woman that says what all women wish they would have thought of in a letter to the Always Maxi pad company. LMFAO Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years And I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few mi

Darkness Within, And Without
Darkness, Within and Without When all the words rehearsed are gone, and lost within the silence; the beauty of the moments past are seen thru dreams of violence. Imposters masked as Strength and Pride move cautiously thru the streets, precious uncertainties subdue the mind absorbed in where they shall meet. The fragile and the anxious ones are softened now and quiet, the torment and the passions sought bring sin and shadowed riots. © copyright KG. 2007

Passing Storm Update
The Music to the Dark Ride is almost finished. During the original song writing process 2 and a half years ago this song was a thorn in my side. Thankfully I have figured out what was lacking and now have an almost completed Dark RIde. Tonight I plan on finishing the Dark Ride and starting on Silent Rain. Expect the Unexpected. Also concerning the track list Imaginations From The Other Side will NOT be a part of the cd.

More Recovery...
I just wanted to appologize to all who read my last blog entry... it wasnt very well written or easy to understand for that matter, so let me start at the beginning. Last Thursday afternoon I went to the local Emergency Room at Licking Memorial Hospital with massive pain and abdominal cramps, to the point of not being able to walk. After Hanging out in the E.R. for what seemed like hours and they determined the problem to be my gall bladder... it was too late to operate on me, I guess. The surgery was Friday morning / afternoon, I am not sure which cause of all the drugs I had pumping thru me. So Friday was a blur ..same for Saturday, Except I remember my Ex bringing my kids to see me for about a half hour or so, they were so tore up .. I could see it in their faces.... After they left Saturday I got determined to get the hell outta that hospital and get back on my feet.... I used the breathing meter just like they told me and caughed up nine kinds of nastyness... just

Littlefeather & Ravenhair (erotic Story)
She sat in the lunch room trying to eat the sandwich she had brought but it was getting stuck in her throat. Looking out the window, Katlin watched the rain slide down the window and made her heart even heavier. Her birthday was today and she had no one to share it with. Getting up, she didn't know anyone had even been near her until she felt the thump of someones chest hitting hers. Looking up with a red face she started to apoligize but was at loss for words. There standing before her was the most handsome hunk she had ever seen. Black hair that flowed down his back, black eyes that were peircing her soul and dark skinned. "I am so sorry and please forgive me for stepping in your way." Katlin said as the redness of her face began to subside. “Honey that is ok. You can knock me down anytime you want, he replied with his eyes dancing with merriment.” Katlin knew he had to work there too but wondered why she hadn’t met him before. He smiled again and in his smooth voice started talkin

Child Abuse Awareness...
His body is cracked and crippled He lies shivering as his broken soul goes numb He can do nothing, no movement belongs to him Reaching out a tiny hand His grip slowly loosens from his fragile life As tears run down his cheek His little blue eyes look up "Why, why? What did I do?" She looks down and realizes it too She turns and walks away Shutting the door, as she draws the bottle back to her mouth She can do nothing, but realize what she has done As the little boy, to whom she gave life, Fades away to the dawn of death As he shuts his eyes She closes her holy book of lies Denying to herself forever Her surreal truths and actions

For All Firefighters, Paramedics And Police Officers On Scene On 9/11 And Always...
I’ve seen angels cry I have always thought that angels wore halos and wings of white. No. they wear hard hats and black coats with yellow stripes. angels, in my mind, wore long flowing gowns of white. not true they have shirts and badges shining bright. angels always float, with bare feet above the ground. No they wear steel toed boots and go where death is found. all angels have smooth hands that look like porcelain. wrong, Some angels have torn gloves and cuts and burns upon their skin. I thought all angels glowed from heavens light, angels cut steel, their torches is shining bright. And while these earthly angels passed buckets of debris, The angels up in heaven looked down on bended knee. So while the smoke continued to rise into the sky, I watched the rescue workers weep, I've have seen the angels cry…

On The Subject Of No Contact
I thought that it was finally over...I had finally been able to forget about everything that was going on..and then, contact was made again when there wasnt suppossed to be... I'll let it go THIS time though...because I'm finally over that hump and onto other things..

50 Ways Girls Mess Up Sex (as Written By A Woman)
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's time

Usefull Tips And Links
Usefull cherrytap tips!! this blog will be updated regularly and feel free to leave a comment with anything i might need to add. your imput is greatly appreciated. Usefull cherrytap tips!! 1. You can upload pics from your mobile phone at mobile@cherrytap.com 2. Try to always delete messages you’ve read. 3. If you are uploading NSFW content, mark it right away 4. Make sure your salutes are clear, have your user name, number, and @cherrytap.com on them before submitting 5. If you see a photo that is nsfw, click the report photo link below the picture. Help keep cherrytap clean! 6. Welcome new users to CherryTap. 7. Read the bible 8. Any user with an ORANGE name can help ya out with a question. They are bouncers and can be found by looking for help 9. The support lounge is a great place to ask questions and find answers to glitches and bugs going around Cherrytap. 10. Send referrals to friends quickly and easily by using your invite link at the top

What Kinda Stoner Are You??
Whats Your Stoner Nickname? (PICS) Mother EarthYou are very in touch with nature and your elements. You enjoy smoking because its natural and helps you understand more about life and why we live. You probley dont shower much and have dreds. Over all you are a pretty chill person to smoke with.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Does Heaven Have A Phone Number
Mommy went to Heaven, But I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away, Operator can you tell me how To find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, At night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, But I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, She will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, Is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time She needs to come home now I really need to reach her, I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, Is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these BIG BIG words I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry, Is your tummy hurting too, Or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found

Now Flag This *ish Nsfw!
Yesterday I wrote a blog about a guy why whining about someone on my list giving them 1's....I took out names, and links when I posted it...I think some of you may have read it. Anyway, it was removed for NSFW content.....Bullish! It's not secret that at one time I was a bouncer and this is NOT a hit at the bouncers at all. Many of you may not understand all of what they do but it's not easy and I respect the position. HOWEVER!!!! Just because a member reports something as NSFW or offensive doesn't make it so. You are supposed to use your own judgement about if something is truly offensive or "if borderline, err on the side of caution"...worst case scenario...ASK another bouncer for a second opinion. Hell if you really have a question...ask ME ....LOL...*rollin* Those bouncers who have a handle on things and have been around a second Kudos to you! Some of you new one's...need retraining. Flaggins SFW pics, telling people who flagged them and all that ish is just out of

*dedicated To My Friend*
Well I decided to write down some feelings I have at the moment. I was missing my buddy in art class so I texted him. He is very close to me probably closer than anyone I met. He is like a brother. So he called me in class and I took the call cause the teacher is a twat thank you art teacher you make me hate art now :-D stupid bitch anyways it was Ky...he told he he was not going to be in class for 2 weeks..at that moment I felt like my eyes were going to tear. My heart stopped beating and I was not sure what to say. I knew something was wrong as soon as I heard the words "My cancer came back.." leave his lips everything stopped. Just sitting here writing this down is making me tear. You really have no idea what is it is like until you experience it. I hope for the best of him. He truely does amaze me. Being 20 years old, and experiencing cancer and many other issues is rough but he pushes himself to sit in college and to go to work. He is truely someone I will always look up to. You

Another Oldie Worth Passing On....
Daddy's Day at School Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher cal led, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to star

For Policemen And Correctional Officers...
The Officers stood and faced their God Which must always come to pass. The hoped their shoes were shining Just as brightly as their brass. 'Step forward now officers, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true? The men squared their shoulders and the policeman spoke first, 'No Lord, I guess we ain't Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. We've had to work most Sundays, and at times our talk was rough, and sometimes we've been violent because the streets are tough.' The guard then added.. 'But we never took a penny that wasn't ours to keep, though we worked a lot of overtime when the bills were just too steep. We never passed a cry for help though at times we shook with fear, and sometimes, God forgive us, we've wept unmanly tears.' Together they say... 'We know we don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted us around excep

More Enduring Than Relationships???
On a local American Idol page on MyFoxAustin site, ALL (detergent) has their ad center top to the right which states: "The Average Woman Keeps Her Favorite Piece of Clothing for 12-1/2 Years; (That's One Year Longer Than Her Most Enduring Relationship!)" Now, what does that say about her relationships??? Would you believe that I actually have many clothes that are much older than that???? ;) What do you value more -- a relationship or something materialistic????? Just curious....

Just The Way It Is
LIFE IS JUST THE WAY IT IS SOMTIMES U DONT NO WHAT IS COMING TOO U IN LIFE BUT NO MATTER WHAT U HAVE 2 DEAL WITH IT I HAVE LEARND JUST SMILE AND THINK ABOUT THE GOOD PARTS IN LIFE AND IT WILL HELP U THIS IS PROBALY SHIT 2 MOST OF U BUT I BET THUR IS THAT 1 PERSON HOW KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT

Letter From Cherrytap Shop + My Responce
ref="http://www.cherrytap.com/user/56">CherryTAP Shop' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-27 05:31:23'.. > > An entry in your stash has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This stash entry was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. > > This stash removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. > I'll go threw my Stash an remove,any thing that might be offensive.its a shame the women can post anything an not get threaten'd with removal,lord an behold if a man does it.U all need to concentrate more on the minors infiltrateing the Tap.I will now be going threw my entire stash to remove all offensive material,friends,Fans + Countrymen

An Oldie But Well Worth Reposting...
I went to a party Mom, I remembered what you said, You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, And now I'm the one who will pay. I'm lying here dying, Mom, I wish you'd get here soon. How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon. There is blood all around me, Mom, And most of it is mine. I hear the

My Hero Of September 11
I prepared myself, for the moments, too near; I would walk through the door; I would face my fear. Would he be alive? Or would he be dead? The party of firefighters that he had lead. I turned the golden knob, of our brown timber door, Next second I would know, whether he had survived this war. But when I entered the archway of my home, my castle, My world was shaken as I saw a small gift rapped parcel. My mother was looking at it but did not shed a tear, When heard I was home, all could be said was “Oh, Emilie, you’re here” We didn’t have to open it, we knew it was, It was father’s possessions, and a note telling our loss. I brushed my hair, and wore my best dress, For this day was special, better then the rest. My mother, so tired, so frail, Tried to argue against but burst into a wail. “Are you sure…” she said as she awoke “…That you want to go,” she quietly spoke. I told her, “fear not, for he will be grateful” He would be happy, rather

Tomorrow Is The Day
It is finally the day before my surgery and I am a nervous wreck... With Short Term Disability screwing me around and feeling like there is something I am forgetting and feeling all alone in a world of stress... knowing all too well I am not alone but feeling it. For those of you that have not seen the 10 or so Bulletins letting you know if you want to know how surgery went and updates... Catch me online sometime between now and 11 AM MST tomorrow. I will give you 2 links to go to if you want the updates ... Also Feel free to sent me Privates even when I am offline I will get someone to help me get online and check those May not be able to type back but will try to at least say Hey Thanks

Group Finds Toad The Size Of A Small Dog
DARWIN, Australia - An environmental group said Tuesday it had captured a "monster" toad the size of a small dog. With a body the size of a football and weighing nearly 2 pounds, the toad is among the largest specimens ever captured in Australia, according to Frogwatch coordinator Graeme Sawyer. "It's huge, to put it mildly," he said. "The biggest toads are usually females but this one was a rampant male ... I would hate to meet his big sister." Frogwatch, which is dedicated to wiping out a toxic toad species that has killed countless Australian animals, picked up the 15-inch-long cane toad during a raid on a pond outside the northern city of Darwin late Monday. Cane toads were imported from South America during the 1930s in a failed attempt to control beetles on Australia's northern sugar cane plantations. The poisonous toads have proven fatal to Australia's delicate ecosystems, killing millions of native animals from snakes to the small crocodiles that eat them. As pa

Me And My Job Pc
Hey you guys some of you already know this but to those of you who dont well the pc at my job SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 If we are talking or i am rating and I do not respond to you in a timely manner or if I appear to be on line and I dont respond it is because I have frozen the damn thing up PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not take it personally I wouldnt ignore you guys like that some times I have a customer but then I am right back but mostly it's the pc. It runs REALLY slow. The reason for this blog this morning is that yesterday around this same time this thing crashed and I was in the middle of talking to a couple of people as well as sending birthday wishes to my friend Kandi and i was locked out and I felt bad so it was the pc damn it. Anyway enough bitching for one day hope you all have a MARVELOUS TUESDAY!!!! bites'nkisses gin

Losing A Friend....
I hate losing a friend. Especially when there is no reason to lose one. But last night I did. This was someone I have talked many hours with, someone who was there for me when I needed advice, needed a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to talk to. So why did I lose the friend? I lost the friend because I refused to stop being friends with someone else. I try to be friends with everyone. I don't care how different you are I will be your friend if you want it. This wasn't about being different though. This was about a guy. And then it became about who I was better friends with. I got the messages complaining that I left a comment for one and not the other, or even about what the comment said. And then asking what comments meant. And expecting to know what was talked about. So in the end, we deleted each other from our lists. It makes me sad to lose that friend. But why would a friend put me in that position? Asking me to choose.. asking me about what things meant

I Love You Like
I Love You Like ~ I love you like I love the sun, The blowing wind, The warm rays, Like your hands running through my locks, Like your kisses on my face. ~ I love you like I love the night, The untold secrets of the stars, The moon's guiding light, Like the mysteries in your eyes that make me wonder, Like your heart giving inspiration to mine. ~ I love you like I love the sky, Open and clear, Beautiful and full of dreams, Like your soul exposed to me, Like your mind telling me stories. ~ I love you like I love the ocean, Endless and pure, Refreshing and soothing, Like the way I love you, Like your gentle touches across my body, ~ I love you like I love myself, Honestly, Unconditionally, Like when I tell you I love you, Like how I will love you forever

Oh, And By The Way
That's what they siad when I asked how long the patient has had shortness of breath. "About three days. Oh, and by the way, now he has chest pains." Um, yeah, that would have been good information to relay to dispatch since they would have bumped that up a couple notches on the priority scale. I do know that a three year old wouldn't have walked up to this guy and said, "Gee mister, you look like you are having an acute left anterior descending myocardial infarction with associated pulmonary edema and respiratory difficulties." But I am pretty sure that they would have been able to see that this guy sitting on the edge of his bed sweating bullets, clutching his chest, and sounding like the opening of a cheech and chong movie (think bong pipe.) was desperately ill and needed more than just two liters of oxygen on a nasal cannula. See, nursing homes really are tangible evidence of evil. Thes places are famous for such aggresive stupidity as approaching two uniformed medics pushing a litt

The Most Functional English Word
The Most Functional English Word Well, it's shit...that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit out of luck, or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between Shit and Shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits, There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit,

Happy
Actually I'm pretty pissed now. Lol I wrote the freaking blog and myspace gave me a freaking error and erased it. Okay...to remember what I wrote. Yesterday Michael was being so absolutely cute. I had a huge smile on my face most of the day. I am so lucky to have met this man. I am so incredibly in love with him. It hurts not being able to spend every second with him since time is running so short now. I hate whenever he has to drop me off at home again. It kills me to see him drive off. I cry everytime he does. Things have changed a bit these past couple of weeks. I've learned to open myself up to him completely. Every little thing that is on my mind, I tell him. It feels good to have someone know the things that are bothering you. Even if it's just an itch from a mosquito, lol. I know things will be harder when he leaves and I know that I will prolly break down a few times along the way. But it helps so much knowing that all I have to do is tell him when I am and I know he will be

Lubbins
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Soft75%Exciting69%Violent69%Sweet63%Wet44%Shy31%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

The Young Priest
The elderly priest, speaking to a younger priest, said, "It was a good idea to replace the first four pews with plush bucket theater seats. It worked like a charm. The front of the church always fills first now." The young priest nodded, and the old priest continued, "And you told me adding a little more beat to the music would bring young people back to church, so I supported you when you brought in that rock n' roll gospel choir. Now our services are consistently packed to the balcony." "Thank you, Father," answered the young priest. "I am pleased that you are open to the new ideas of youth." "All of these ideas have been well and good," said the elderly priest, "But I'm afraid you've gone too far with the drive-thru confessional." "But, Father," protested the young priest, "my confessions and the donations have nearly doubled since I began that!" "Yes," replied the elderly priest, "And I appreciate that. But the flashing neon sign, 'Toot 'n Tell or Go to Hell'

How Bad Can You Be???
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon92%Angel84%Faerie84%WereWolf75%Mermaid42%Dragon42%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

In This Moment.
Got the CD beautiful tragedy yesterday. Awesome of course! But then again I knew that because I've seen them 3 times before the CD even came out. LOL I hope they are going to be at that Kittie show I'm going to next month!

Tristan
I am so tired this morning,lol.Tristan has allergies really bad.He is the little boy I keep,I've been up with him since 2am..he was stopped up and couldn't breath.He finally went back to sleep about 6:30 and I should have went then also.but I didn't make it back to bed then..I was just headed to lay down a few minutes ago when he popped up and wanted warm chocolate milk,so I laid him down with me.I closed my eyes and waited a few minutes and could feel him watching me so I opened my eyes and he was right in my face,lol...He put his little hand on my face and said I wuv you Lisa,you can go to sleep....he can be so very sweet and loving...so naturally I got back up so he could watch cartoons :) lol.

Harry's Game
Imtheochaidh soir is siar A dtainig ariamh An ghealach is an ghrian Fol lol the doh fol the day Fol the doh fol the day Imtheochaidh an ghealach's an ghrian An Daoine og is a chail 'na dhiadh Fol lol the doh fol the day Fol the doh fol the day Fol lol the doh fol the day Fol the doh fol the day Imtheochaidh a dtainig ariamh an duine og is a chail ne dhiadh Fol lol the doh fol the day Fol the doh fol the day TRANSLATION I will go east and go west From whence came The moon and the sun The moon and the sun will go And the young man With his reputation behind him I will go wherever he came from - The young man with his reputation behind him

Kinky????
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Biting92%Bondage92%Blind Folds83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Whips75%Blood42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Type Of Lover
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you! Take this test

Working On My Minors
several of u have asked about my schooling. for those that dont know im enrolled in correspondence courses majorin in real estate and minoring in marketing & finance. at the current time im working on my finance class its coming along slowly, i never realized fractions were actually useful. i will try and keep yall updated as i progress along. i hope to have it completed within a yr and certified

Getting More Comfortable
I'm getting more comfortable. I'm getting better at Telling you how I feel Telling you what I want Telling you how you Make me feel I'm getting more relaxed I'm learning how to enjoy the little things the lazy days the no need to take a shower Type of day where all we do Is enjoy our time together Or enjoy the knowledge That we can be in seperate Rooms, and not hold it against Each other. You can do your Crosswords, and I can sleep We can join each other later But it is so nice to not be Pathetic, where we feel we Need to give up ourselves For the other person We do what makes us happy I won't expect you to join me when I go shopping and you won't ever expect me To do what I don't want to do You are the only thing that I want You are perfect in my eyes.

Rip Charles Jones
Tiny Angels rest your wings sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, And that I love you so".

Sunday Is Zed"s B-day Help Me Out Ppl
zed"s b-day is on sunday i am making him a video.. if you know me then you know zed.. so hit me a message if you wanna contribute a pic to the video..smoochessssssssssss lady kaos.. pstttt btw if you dont know zed you should get to knwo him and his b-day is a great reason to get to know someone you can find his profile linked on my profile page or find him in my family secion.. as lord of kaos .. so go rate him add him fan him buy him a shit load of b-day cake or send me your pic telling him happy b-day ..

Loggers
The Pope took a couple of days off to visit the rugged mountains of Alaska for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the campground in the Pope Mobile when there was a frantic commotion just at the edge of the woods. A helpless Democrat, wearing sandals, shorts, a "Save the Whales" hat, and a "To Hell with Bush" T-shirt, was screaming while struggling frantically and thrashing around trying to free himself from the grasp of a 10-foot grizzly. As the Pope watched in horror, a group of Republican loggers came racing up. One quickly fired a .44 magnum into the bear's chest. The other two reached up and pulled the bleeding, semiconscious Democrat from the bear's grasp. Then using long clubs, the three loggers finished off the bear and two Of them threw it onto the bed of their truck while the other tenderly placed the injured Democrat in the back seat. As they prepared to leave, the Pope summoned them to come over. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions!" he told

Cross-paths
Now shall I travel my path while weak, Not knowing for what it is that I seek. So shall a light shine through, For my knowing what I am to do... Give my strength to send out, Clearing my mind of any doubt. So shall I now kneel down to fate, Allow me lift that lowered gate. Grasp my hand in giving to me, For what I need..you shall see. Touch within that sacrifice of which is endless, Let it be a gift of a 'wanting'then a 'needing'at rest... Then look back to 'why' our path's did cross, These two cross-path's do not stand for loss... {within the desire comes the faith and within the faith stands the ability} 3-26-07

My Zodiac
Sekhmet Observant, authoritative, indulgent, moral and witty. Colors: male: green, female: turquoiseCompatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: July 29 - Aug 11, Oct 30 - Nov 7 Role: Goddess of war and vengeanceAppearance: Lion-headed woman with the sun over her headSacred Animal: lion What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Strawberry Gashes
Turn her over A candle is lit I see through her blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me Sold her The poison that runs its course through her pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over - all over you liveing like a disaster she said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over-all over called her over and asked if she was improveing she said feels fine it's wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I drempt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over-all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster With strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving she said feels fine it's wonderful - wonderful here Hex me Told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster With strawberry gashes all over all over I lay

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
as you all know mostly i pick songs that have videos to them that i can find on youtube. Unfortunetly some of the best songs don't have videos and this band Dispatch is one of them. Dispatch happens to be one of my all time favorite bands (i know metallica, marilyn manson, and now this) unfortunetly they aren't around anymore and don't make anymore sweet music :( so i found this great Gears of war video that has Dispatch music to it so this is Dispatch - Mayday enjoy :D I saw you yesterday Your eyes were the color of some kind of grey, I hear what you're saying Please, don't let me go I've got all these people down below. They rush to talk; They rush to say Man overboard... May Day...May Day...May Day... Troubles are brought back by you Funny how we, we go down We go anywhere, but to the ground. (woman:) So I hear that you're doing fine You've flown all those planes that have been on your mind. I can't understand. I don't need to know I'll speak to you through

People Who Dont Read
I just want to put out there that I am a male photographer. The females in my profile are models I have worked with. Please read my page and you will understand that I am not a female but a MALE. I am here to network to find other models and photographers with the same interests as I.

We Believe
We Believe We believe in going our own way. No matter which way the rest of the world is going. We believe in bucking the system that is built to smash individuals like bugs on a windshield. Some of us believe in the man upstairs, All of us believe in sticking to the man down here. We believe in the sky, but we don’t believe in the sunrise. We believe in freedom. We believe in dust, tumbleweed, buffalo, mountain ranges and riding off into the sunset. We believe in saddlebags. We believe that cowboys had it right. We refuse to bow down to anyone. We believe in wearing black because it doesn’t show dirt or weakness. We believe the world is going soft and we are not going along with it. We believe in motorcycle rallies that last a week, roadside attractions, gas station hotdogs and finding out what’s over the next hill. We believe in engines the size of garbage cans, and gas tanks designed in 1936. We believe in train sized headlights, chrome a

This Is For All To See Babyj You Wont Like This!!!
I JUST FOUND A SITE THAT I WILL NOT GIVE THIER NAME OR SITE ADDRESS TO ANYONE!!! SO DONT ASK!!! BUT SCRAPPER AND BABYJ WHEN YOU FIND IT!!!! YOU WONT LIKE IT!!!! ITS GOAL IS TO TAKE CHERRYTAP DOWN FOR GOOD!!! YES I COULDNT BELEAVE MY EYES WHEN I SAW IT!!! I SO HATE HATERS!!!!

I Saw You
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats an

Women
I don't think any man can truly understand the workings of a woman. Take me for instance. I have been "married" for almost five years now. YEs she wants a divorce and thinks we won't work as a couple. That part I understand, but what i don't understand is what I am about to tell you. Guys I thought this shit was just wrong, and girls maybe you could explain to me what she is doing, cause it blew my fucking mind. SHe was playing her Final Fantasy 11 game online and talking to her new boytoy that she decided she had feelings for at the same time of telling me she didn't have feelings for me anymore. She was talking to him and HIS ex starts fighting with her over HIM. This means she already stole someone else's boyfriend/fiance/husband and is already in a fight to keep him. Mind you we arent even divorced yet, and i am in the room and this shit is being read out loud by her to her new boytoy. What does this say about what her and I had together? Sounds like she didnt take time t

My Blessings In Life 3
Last but most certainly not least are my true friends. These ppl are my blessings in disguise. True friends are one of the greatest things u can have in life. Mine are some of the greatest that anyone could ask for. When blessed with great friends they should never be taken for granted and make sure they know what they mean to you cuz 2morrow isnt promised.

Just Because
You stir me so deep inside Now my feelings I can’t hide The flame burns out of control Now I don’t care about my soul Only the passion I hold for you Only You are the one who knew How desires we share can fan the flame That nothing of the world can tame Fires that forge two into one makes us forever till time is done To think you. To breathe you every day To long when apart for you in every way To know that forever you’re my heart and soul And to know without you I will never be whole Bonded in the spirit that we both share No other heart and soul can compare By R, Thomas Dinsmore Some ones picts got me thinking

Al The Freaks In The House Say Ho
thats funny.......... anyways come on ppl lets hear about your freaky side whats the freakiest thing you did? where the craziest place you had sex? would/have you meet someone on here that you would/have or want to fuck? what positions do you like? do you like it rough? inquireing minds want to know if you dare comment anwser these or even have more ? that i didnt ask. oh well heres my anwsers the freakiest thing i did: post pics of me playing with myself on here still trying to get a good cum shot lmao... the craziest place i had sex:on the front porch roof of my babys moms mom's house in the snow and her step dad got home just as she came for the third time.lol i wave to him waited til he was in the house so i could finish thank god he didnt want to know what we were doing lol not really i mean i know i wouldnt have a chance plus id rather eat their pussy and im not saying who or which ones though lol whats my fav position: i like it sitting cause there is so much you c

My Blessings In Life 2
The 2nd most important blessing to me is my Outlaw. We started as the best of friends, he was there for me when I was going through a really rough relationship. I never realized how great a relationship that the best of friends could have. My world has been made complete with him as a part of it. The things that i have always searched for in a man I have found all of them in him. I love u Outlaw!

Another New Look....
The web site I am setting up to unclutter my life and stack like things together, iWIM, took on a new look and feel because the additional page tabs I added got swept under the SEARCH button. I certainly can't have that!! :D Especially, when the tab was for my page on BLUEBONNET HUNTS. That is one of my annual events that I look forward to each year!! At any rate, worked on it quite a bit in between crisis calls -- information about my call with the doctor's office, bluebonnet tours, and many, many more links for spiritual growth, publishers, and so much more. If you can think of some links that I should add in the categories I have thus far, just let me know. :D More later....In the meantime, I am heading home! Kat iWIM

Long Day Or Long Life
Long Day or Long Life I'm about to go crazy! I have so much anger in me now. I'm not sure what to do. Deep breaths Deeper and Deeper Trying to keep it down very deep inside. SMILE It will help to take the anger, hurt and pain away. Just keep the smile and laughter. It will all get better. I keep saying!! Will it? When? How DAMN Long is this going to take? Will patience work? Hell No!! Will Love? HELL NO!! Will Caring and Sweetness? HELL NO!! Will cooking and cleaning? HELL NO!! Will Money? HELL NO!! Will Sex? HELL NO!! Will Leaving? HELL NO!! Will Anything on this fucking earth? HELL NO!! So what is left? What can be done? What is next? Have I tried everything? Is there something I haven't tried? What is it going to take? How much can one person take?? When can it all end and happiness begin? Is it just all a fucking joke or a dream? Is this a nightmare? Or is this just life? I'm not a anger person!! Why do I feel it burning deep inside? What

Dark Secrets Of A Blog...
Hmmm..the ex threw in my face a blog I had written on myspace about my boyfriend's brothers bacheler ( spelled wrong) party.... What do most ppl do at weddings, bacheler and bacherette parties? Right, drink. There is a HUGE difference between having a few beers on the weekend than being a drunk. The ex forgets I used to hang out with the group of ppl he hangs with and they can out drink most ppl...the ex also forgets lots of other things. Sooo being as the only person I worry bout reading stuff was my daughter and after discovering even know I hid the stuff he did from the kids for years..she knows most of it and I have deciced to write blogs about EVERYTHING the man has put me through over the years and dealing with him and his bi-polar disorder and how he refused to take the meds. If he reads the blogs..thats ok cuz he always for years would go snooping and find any diary I would keep and read em..his reason for this being as he wanted to know what I thought of him. I

The Blessings In My Life
I have been blessed in so many ways that I have lost count. The most precious blessing I have is my 3 angels, I am so very proud of them (due to this being my playground their pics wont b posted here though) they give me a reason to smile even on my darkest days. They have kept me young at heart and i have realized being away from them how precious the little things are.

Please Read This
first of all i wouldnt go to any bodys page and rate it or any of there pictures less then a ten i dont know why ppl do that but ppl leaving my pics a rating a 1 dont even bother rating it at all i think it is rude and i would never do it to anyone i would just not rat the picture at all before rating it a freaking one give me a break thank larry

One Of My Faves
"My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time (And I said o

Happy, Happy Tuesday!
Yeah, I know, I am disgustingly upbeat in the morning, lol! Good morning, everyone! I'm going to start my day by making sure I'll probably be shot at sunrise tomorrow morning, lmao! Here goes! Today is the 21st birthday of a dear friend, CT family member, and my longest running past life companion (from what I've been able to tell). His name is Yyseth aka Dave. I will not try to link you to him because I usually screw that kind of thing up, lol! Please stop on by and wish him a Happy Birthday! Better not mention who sent you by, lmao! I'd like to live a little longer! Happy Birthday, dearest Warrior friend! May you have many, many more! Muah!! Just made it to 80 degrees yesterday!! Woot! Today we drop to mid 60's and thunderstorms. Can't expect 80 degrees to last in Wisconsin in March, lol! I have another busy one today, so I'll be off to the office shortly. Have a fantastic day everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings on everyone, all over the map!

Fill This Out For Grins And Giggles
Do you dare fill it in? It is so direct, Im sure many of you think I would love to fill it out but then think to your selves...my god it hits every personal thought about the person I would send it to.... For those it offends.....toss it For those who are fearless....fill it out For those who are shy....give it a try Gettin to Know You... Body: y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle

Wot The Hell ??? .......
I spose this is one thats been done before...but how the hell can a completely covered body..in fact no skin showing at all...be classed as a NSFW photo ? A picture of my favourite tshirt classed as NSFW....hilarious..So someone is suggesting wot is under it is unsuitable ? Or a leg..from mid thigh down ? Who are these people that mark these pictures ...complete idiots ? Thankgod we arent so strict walking around in real life..or we would all be dressed in tents from head to foot... While im ranting ( ooooh this is my first rant ) !! People that actually visit profiles..then mark photos @ 1 or 2...PISS OFF... ..heres a suggestion "Dont rate at all" Breathes........

Funny Thing Happen Today/night
Funny thing happen today/night depending on what part of the world you live..Being a good Cherry friend/fan was checking out my alerts (not that you get all of them when people add thing to page pic,blogs,stash etc....Seeing a friend had posted new stash clicked link to check out rate and comment...Again doing the correct thing rating slow and checking out every 3 or 4 stash item ( so i don't get a error mess or some other shit )....So after giving the first couple the thumbs up so click link to see stash another great improvement to Cherry Tap.....WTF i am on mine own stash page( light bulb click on had been ripped )...That cool if they are to lazy to find there own i have no problem with that...But the thing that piss me off the most was that people from my friends list had give this stash the thumbs up ok cool...But when i check same stash on my page, low and behold not a sign of them rating mine.. ( Lesson learned Stash second time around is better than the first0 Yes i no i not f

I'm Bankrupt!!!
What have you done here? >>>Smoked Weed - £10 >>>Did Acid - £5 >>>Ever had sex at church - £25 >>>Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to >>>you-£40 >>>Had sex with someone you met on Internet - £25 >>>Had sex for money - £100 >>>Vandalised something - £20 >>>Had sex on your parents' bed - £10 >>>Beat up someone - £20 >>>Been jumped - £10 >>>Crossed dressed - £10 >>>Given money to stripper - £25 >>>Been in love with a stripper - £20 >>>Kissed some one who's name you didn't know - £0.10 >>>Hit on someone of the same sex while at work - £15 >>>Ever drive drunk - £20 >>>Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk - £50 >>>Used toys while having sex - £30 >>>Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before - £20 >>>Went skinny dipping - £5 >>>Had sex in a pool - £20 >>>Kissed someone of the same sex - £10 >>>Had sex with someone of the same sex - £20 >>>Cheated on your significant other - £10 >>>Masturbated- £10

So Tired ...
Just dropped my bf off at work ... it's gonna be a long day without him here. :( ... oh well, it's for the better ... we have to save some money for a place soon. April 1st was our anticipated move out date ... but that was back before all this happened ... guess he moved out sooner than expected, but we're going to have to push back the apartment date until we get back on our feet ... won't be too bad tho ... at least now he can stay here whenever he wants. *sigh* I'm exhausted. I'm so glad I didn't have to go in to work there today ... I'm gonna go grab a couple more hrs of sleep. I have some spring cleaning to do later today too ... it's gonna be 20 DEGREES today!!! Enjoy! :)

We Meet Again
i am sitting at my table completely lost in thought as i study the texts in front of me.. as i am so deep in thought i am unaware of the door opening quietly.. it is mid afternoon when most people are at work.... but not you.. you have other plans for today. Like a cat in stealth mode you creep up behind me and grab me lifting me off the chair. i start to scream and you quickly put a hand to my mouth. I try to bite down unaware that its you.. but you like it like that... the not knowing... as it makes you even hornier. You whisper in my ear that if i bite you again you will bite me even harder and to prove your point you bite into the softness of my neck...i go to scream again but know u mean business. Recognising your voice i remain quiet knowing you like this game best of all... "What do u want?" i ask all timid and afraid... "do not speak unless spoken to, do not touch unless told, do not scream unless you want to be given pain" you say... This turns me on as i like it when you are

So
so i havent posted one of these in a while.so last night i got my tragus pierced.it didnt hurt that much.i just got kind of like a chill when it was first going in but when it was in all the way i was fine.and the clamp didnt really hurt me.but i could tell it hurt ashlea but she had like 5 tattoos soo ya.i kind of like this guy.i dunno though cuz i piss him of alot..so i dunno.i get paid wednesday yay..cant wait.well g2g.peace

Tuesday Links: New Boss Announced, Traveling Virus Tickets, Boobie Day Tomorrow, Today's Boner, New Hotness, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Tuesday, and The Opie and Anthony Show has a new boss! Remember Anthony's old 'Southern Guy' impression? He's back: Dan Mason Named President and CEO of CBS Radio. The Paltalk webcams are up and running, and the boobies are flying with some of the female O&A fans (BabyGirl, we're looking in your direction). Remember, if you want to see any of the show as it happens LIVE...or Babygirl's tits... turn on your Paltalk. Just install the Paltalk and go to 'Opie and Anthony Live' (and no, you don't need a webcam to check out the video feeds). Yo... Today's Boner is brought to you by Double Dipped Chocolate Honies 3! The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus is coming to The Joint at the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino in Las Vegas on April 14th. Tickets are going FAST! GET TICKET LINKS AND LINEUP INFORMATION HERE Tomorrow is Wednesday...Whip 'em Out Wednesday... and more importantly, it's Boobie Day! Ladies, click here i

T.t.d. (mother's Day Cards)
Good Morning and welcome to TTD. Well it’s not really much of a Tirade but, my topic for consideration is this. Trying to make 100% content is impossible correct? I have often heard the fact is you can please most of the people most of the time and some of the people some of the time. But you can’t please all of the people all of the time. Soooo with that said, the fictional rule would be if you have 100 people and you please 95 of them you are way ahead of the game…right? Ok, let’s throw in Head teacher of Johnstown Primary School: Helen Starkey. Who would rather please 5% of the people and let 95% suffer. Her choice of not allowing a tradition which has been around for numerous years that which is the making of Mother’s Day Cards for the children’s mothers. She feels because 5% of the children do not have Mothers and would be hurt by the fact all the other children who do have mothers and were making cards for them. So instead of the possibility of those children it might hurt she

Yep It's More Questions
1. Do you like cheese? I Love cheesy pickup lines 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? I am currently smoking heroin - wana join? 3. Do you own a bike? No but hey I could go buy one and put it outside with the front end in the air and then next time I am drunk I'll go out and pretend that I am ET flying home. 4. What did you do tonight? Well last night I masturbated a bit too often 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? No but I am sure he probably does 6. What do you think of hot dogs? I think it's false advertising because I am pretty sure they are not actually made of dog. 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? AS if I even like Christmas 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Well depends on if he gets off for me or not 9. Can you do push ups? Yep and the girls look damn good when I do - more cleavage is always a good thing 10. Is your bathroom clean? Was right up until I went and got dirty in the shower 11. What's your favori

It's 3:00 A.m.
And what the hell am i doing up?Who am I trying to kidd? Shit if I hit the sheets b4 3:30 a.m. it's an early night for me.I wonder why that is?Maybe it has something to do with the time I have done.I couldn't sleep at all at night inside.It wasn't because I was scared to sleep.Because no matter what you may have heard or even choose to believe prisons are not at all what society portrays them to be.Well let me take that back.The womens prisons aren't.That is because we don't do the politics that the men do.But back to why Ginger keeps late hours....Any how now after not sleeping at night being locked up there were certain ways things were done.Breakfast is at a certain time and in the state of California if you want your lunch you gotta go get it at breakfast time.And seeing how I was in a drug program to boot up early and off to program mon-fri.So now thats how I do it up at night sleep 3 hours and up at 7:00 a.m.Trust me i am pretty sick of it myself.I figured since those who read my

Thats Right Big Daddy Is Home Boys And Girls
So get in the clubhouse and chat with friends ands and the koolest bikers on chery tap.I have a new bullentin myself and Irma reposted and I have new photos updated.Ya'll come see us at the clubhouse cherry tap

How To Be Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore . HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIG

Contest Contest Contest....lol....
Yes you guessed it the contest is still going and yours truly needs all the help he can get..lol... so by all means fell free to follow the links n stop on by and support your local clown......Thnx...lol..... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3624610449 ]

Action
I'll tell you all something about movies and im sure alot of you out there will agree with me when i say there are times that alot of people im sure dream and wish they could have a life like some people in movies but we all know its make beleave, there are times that we wish we could live in some movies. There are times i wish i was in some action movies like steven segal i wish i was that dude lol I would love being a badass like he is and also arnold and i'll tell you all something he used to be my favorite action movie actor now hes nothing because he wanted to stop all movies and become a stupid gov for cali but i sure dream about being in the movies its like it sets me free from the real world when your watching a good movie and its like your living it for a few hours untill u see the ending.

An Up Date
Sigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of this and work, so she could use some prays, what ever your belief. any and all prayers are welcome. I know I have posted that things are bad, and they are.... more then i have let on, but I will not say just how bad, as that is for us to deal with, you all are my friends, as i love you all very much, I have gotten a lot of well wishes, and thank you all for them, I will tryy and check in as I can, and help out where I can. despite what is going on in our life, this is who and how I am. Law 1 aid to the best of your abilty. I will update as I find out what is going on my self. untill I can no long log in.

William Shakespeare, Sonnet I
William Shakespeare, Sonnet I FROM fairest creatures we desire increase, That thereby beauty's rose might never die, But as the riper should by time decease, His tender heir might bear his memory: But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes, Feed'st thy light'st flame with self-substantial fuel, Making a famine where abundance lies, Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel. Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament And only herald to the gaudy spring, Within thine own bud buriest thy content And, tender churl, makest waste in niggarding. Pity the world, or else this glutton be, To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.

What A Day Yesterday!
It was so nice to sit around and catch up with everyone! That guard was so funny ... I seriously panicked for a minute when he called ... didn't know what to think ... anyway, man is home now and feelin good. Had a huge spagetti and meatball dinner last night ... I can't believe how much he ate!! Everyone was glad to see him back. Sat around last night with some people we haven't seen in years ... what an interesting night it turned out to be. Funny how just the mention of a name and someone can sit there and fill you in on all the dirt about that person without even asking. Seriously ... who are YOU to talk to me? LMAO ... bitch please ... the shit i got on u now ... u wanna start airin dirty laundry? cause sweetie, the skeletons in your closet are about to come back and bite you in the ass!

Happy Birthday Daddy Reid
Today would have been Reid Salsbury's 78th birthday!My father.. We lost him 2 years ago on July 4th to a rare lung disease. Even though its been 2 years, the pain is still very fresh. Death is something that you learn to deal with, But NEVER get over. I think of him and miss him everyday! But even though he is gone in the physical world, I feel his spirit around me, guiding me, protecting me and loving me as if he were still here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M FREE Don't Grieve For Me For Now I Am Free I'm Following The Path God Laid For Me I Took His Hand When I Heard Him Call I Turned My Back And Left It All I Could Not Stay Another Day To Laugh To Love To Work Or Play Tasks Left Undone Must Stay That Way Iv'e Found My Peace At The Close Of Day If Parting Has Left A Void Then Fill It With Remembered Joy A Friendship Shared A Laugh A Kiss Ah, Yes These Things I Too Will Miss Be Not Burdened With Times Of Sorrow I Wish You The SU

The Nights End
Ok well its 2:00 am and I am a little weirded out. I was sitting here earlier and the phone rings . I couldent place the voice , turns out a very old freind from when I was in elementry school somehow tracked my number down . And this freind was my best freind way back when . We used to pretend we were the Beetles and run around singing beetles songs...Eeeew hippie shit ! Anyhow he was obviously wasted , he was talking my ear off. Then he asked me if I knew anyone who wanted to buy some sorta somthing . I assume it was drugs . He wasent too clear, then explained he was addicted to herion . Now when I lived in Seattle I knew too many who used herion . Personally I never tried it (that I know of ) I mean I smoke weed and have had some weed that will completly wipe me out. But he was saying how shitty things were yadda..yadda . I felt bad really bad, but I know the worst thing I could do is invite him over . Or give him money or such seems he is back in town and hasent got

The Knob
The Knob : A woman visited her plastic surgeon who told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," where a small knob is placed at the top of the woman's head and could be turned to tighten up her skin and produce the effect of a brand new face-lift. Of course, the woman wanted "The Knob." Over the course of the years, the woman tightened the knob, and the effects were wonderful, the woman remained young looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them." The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts." She said, "Well, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee."

10 Things About Sex
10 THINGS ABOUT SEX Body: 1. The typical lovemaking session lasts around 15 minutes: roughly 10 to 12 minutes of foreplay and around 3 to 5 minutes of intercourse. 2. Humans aren't the only horny members of the animal kingdom doing it just for fun. Dolphins and a type of chimpanzee called the bonobo have also been observed engaging in sexual activity when they are not in their natural reproductive cycles. 3. While Viagra has made erectile dysfunction (affecting 10 to 12 percent of men) a household phrase, the opposite problem -- premature ejaculation -- is more common (affecting 24 to 27 percent of men). The U.S. Food and Drug Administration is currently reviewing a drug called dapoxetine as a cure for this problem. 4. Crank up that thermostat... orgasms may be more intense in warmer conditions. The degree of vasocongestion, reddening or darkeing of the skin known as the "sex flush," is both more common in warmer temperatures and an indication of how intense an orgasm may b

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy....... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17.

Honeymoon Postcard
Mom made her 3 virgin daughters promise to send a postcard from the honeymoon on how marital sex felt. The first girl sent card from Hawaii it said "Nescafe"! Mom went to her kitchen and got out the Nescafe jar. It said: "Good till the last drop". Mom was pleased for her daughter. After a few days the second girl sent card from Vermont it read: "Rothmans". Mom went to her husband's cigarettes, it read "Extra Long. King Size". She was slightly embarrassed but happy for her daughter. The third girl left for her honeymoon in Cape Town after a whole month, a card arrived. Written on it with shaky handwriting was "South African Airways". Mom took out her latest YOU magazine, the ad said: "Ten times a day, seven days a week, both ways". Mom fainted!

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen

I'll Destroy You!
I'll destroy you! I can be a poetic hustla with the heart of a champ! Rate a pic 1, I'll destroy you with the words that I write. I'm gonna kill you and bury you in my poem you read here. I'll burn you so you can suffer for life, have you die a slow death from the 3rd degree burns you will be having when it starts rotting and you lose all hope in surviving the burns on your once prised face you dumb son of a bitch. I'll purposely slap the burns you have, to make you suffer. When all is said and done I will be laughing at those who pisses me off on CherryTap! You probably can't even face a real man like me up and up. I can write all I want about what the fuck I would do to you. I'm here to have fun people. This is round one, bring it! Down rate a picture and hide yourself, I'll destroy you with my writing! Fuck all the dumb son of bitches that want to hide and think they are funny. From now on, I'll bash you till your brain explodes and your face isn't recognizable. When I say I'll de

People On Here
I have just been watching things and looking around and noticed a few things. 1)People visit your profile and don't even take the second it requires to Rate it. Cmon people it's not that hard to at least rate a profile. 2) Same things with Pictures if you take enough time to load the picture up at least spend a second to rate it. 3) People on blast want you to come rate them, fan them and add them. but most of them don't even take the time to come back around and return the favor. Hey we came around gave you a rate and a fan the least you can do is return the courtesy. One last thing is shout at some of the people you did take time to make a friend with you might actually find out they can be a friend and not just a number on your list. I have found several on here that are excellent to chat with and are great people. I mean I thought this site was for social networking and meeting people not just a points system. Ok Enough of my rambling for now. Guess I just got a wild

20 Things Girls Want Guys To Know
1. We love when you cuddle us. 2. A kiss on the cheek is a definate yes. 3. We want you to put your arm around us at the movies. 4. We don't care if your the strongest guy in the world. 5. Size doesn't matter so don't tell us. 6. We don't always look our best so get over it. 7. We shouldn't have to plan everything. 8. We're always ready to talk so call us. 9. We're not perfect so deal with it. 10. We love surprises. 11. The little things you do mean the most. 12. We're not always girly girls. 13. We can like boy stuff too. 14. Cursing & fighting don't impress us. 15. Don't be mean to us to get our attention. 16. Don't tell us who is hot because we don't care. 17. We can tell when you're not listening so listen up. 18. When we say we are cold that's our invitation to come closer. 19. Hugs mean more sometimes. 20. We need your advice sometimes so don't be afraid to give it to us.

Over Looking Mr. Right
In alot of ways...This Is So me so I had to re-post but NOT all these words and feelings are mine. So no hate mail please. This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry that I treat you like a lady and not a punching bag I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puki

Life Lesson Number 106
Yea so get this. You guys know what I am talking about, the dreaded issue of falling for some hot guy that ultimately fucks ya all which a ways up. I figured hell why not, I am laid back, easy to get along with, very simple, I'll give it a go. So I take the plunge with no intention on coming up for air, and what does the little shit do? Well what else, the cliche of cheating oh how tragically poetic. Yea, in short, moral of the story is this, better to be alone and miserable that with someone and miserable. Cheers!

Bears Are Invading Michigan
Hey... What up ya'll? Here's somethin to pass the time... Follow the instructions.. No cheating or it won't work right.. Say each word out loud ONCE... *BEARS *ABOUT *TALKING *DUMBASS *THIS *HAD *I *LONG *HOW *LOOK ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** Now.. Put the word BEARS before each word (ex: BEARS ABOUT, BEARS BEARS) *BEARS *ABOUT *TALKING *DUMBASS *THIS *HAD *I *LONG *HOW *LOOK ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** Now.. Put the word BEARS after each word (ex: ABOUT BEARS, BEARS BEARS) *BEARS *ABOUT *TALKING *DUMBASS *THIS *HAD *I *LONG *HOW *LOOK ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** ****************** Now... Say the word BEARS before and after each word (ex: BEARS ABOUT BEAR

Beautiful
She is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Her eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about her is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Her soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Her smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of her gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at her and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect, her imperfections make her so. She is my best friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold her beauty within me, For she is everything in this

The 10 Pimp Commandments
First off, I would like to thank the PIMP God for all the playa prophets that he sent. I would like to thank him for all the PIMPS and Playas for helping them to dot their I's, cross their T's, pop the P's and flex their G's. The PIMP God chose us to come into this world to change, rearrange, and to lace the suckers and anti-playas with the game he has blessed us with. The PIMP God said that just because you meet a hoe and she wears a jersey that say champion and eats a bowl of wheaties that doesn't make her a winner. Will she sell her lips, hips and fingertips for you? Will you tear down doors and knock out the anti-playas for your money? Will you go the distance? Will you be the one with the checkered flag in your hand? The PIMP God said that 9/10ths of our law is possession and also 9/10ths of our game is position. He also said that everything is done on the approach. The PIMP God said that he would send the world a group of playas, not ordinary

Sob Story
Ok every time I turn around I have someone knocking on my door to lay a sob sob story on me. Now these people hardly come by. When these people do it is not to hang out or shot the breeze it is only to tell us a sob sob story and ask us for money, a place to stay or what ever they want. I help people out I give my shirt right off my own back for people, But when you come a knock on my door only every time you want something I know I am only being used. I have my life on track I am married, have a job and everything is working out fine and I am happy. But these people need to get off there ass and do something about there life I am tired of hearing it. They know who they are and they probely won't see this but I am putting it out there so other people know that I will help, but god don't take advantage of me.

What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Mout Ironic, tremendous internal wealth, know how to rapidly connect with others, looks for paternal authority. Colors: male: brown, female: red carmineCompatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Thoth Dates: Jan 22 - Jan 31, Sep 8 - Sep 22 Role: A creator goddess, she was the mother from which the cosmos emerged.Appearance: A woman with the wings of a vulture, holding an ankh, wearing the united crown of Upper and Lower Egypt and also a dress of bright red/blue, with the feather of Ma�t at her feetSacred Animal: vulture What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Men: Stay On Her Good Side
Subject: Man uses math to save his life Man who knows his math. I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out the window and gave the woman the finger. "Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass every day. Statistically, half

Sleeeepy Time
Bothered by this unwelcome guest...knockin on my Door all night long...like some junkie dyin for a fix...pounding and pounding despite my Shouts to thwart the visitation...hmmm? Visitation. Visitors leave. But you constant this House until enough Medication puts you Away. You'll be back...taunt me...but bring my Muse...so that late at night and early in the morning...the best time to Fall

Scaredy Cat
My FearsI would / I wouldn't / I haveTouch a snakeI haveRide in a hot-air balloonI wouldSky diveHELL YEAH I WOULD!Scuba diveI mightDive with sharksAre you crazy?Sing in front of a huge audienceOnly if it was the jam,,,Sit in the front of a roller coasterI haveWalk through a graveyard alone at nightFor what?Join a space missionNo doubtCall off a weddingThat's shittyWalk naked through a crowded cityDependsCall Mike Tyson a girl to his faceA sissy girl!Disarm a bombAin't my jobClean the outside windows on a skyscraperHow much is the pay?Go on tour with a rock bandRock on!Go skinny dipping in mixed companyI have & wouldHeckle a comedian at a comedy clubNot likelyEat something really grossRather notTake this survey

Justice
Where has justice gone? We live in a society which has no common rules, no standards when it comes to how the land and its people are governed. No longer is there a guideline to follow in handing down sentences, no longer is justice blind in that every race and creed be treated the same in the eyes of the law. Looking around in today’s world, I see that justice is no longer blind, I see that blacks and mestizos are getting off based on the color of their skin, while hard working white folks are being punished with harsher terms after fighting a person because of their skin or religious creed. I see murderers getting off and young white men going to jail for the rest of their lives, because they made the decision not to be frightened in their own back yards, they made the decision that what they were taught throughout their lives was not reality and they decided to do something about it. I see more and more of our children playing into diversity’s hands and I feel that it is time w

What?
So yeah, I was watching FOX NEWS. I know, I know FOX NEWS is not really news but hey It was the only thing on. Well in my boredom, I heard the greatest thing I think that you can hear on a news program. So here it goes, “Medical researches have found that drinking Alcohol and smoking cigarettes are worse than smoking pot and taking ecstasy .” Now I know its true MY GOVERNMENT REALLY LOVES ME… FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD AND HOLY---- PLEASE STOP LISTENING TO THESE PEOPLE…. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WILL CONTINUE TOO LISTEN TO THESE PEOPLE THIS JUST IN PLACING A LOADED GUN IN YOUR MOUTH AND PULLING THE TRIGGER WILL NOT KILL YOU…. THAT IS ALL THE STERN

Religious Young Woman
There once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned." The priest said, "Confess your sins and be forgiven." The young woman said, "Last night my boyfriend made mad passionate love to me seven times." The priest thought long and hard and then said, "Squeeze seven lemons into a glass and then drink the juice." The young woman asked, "Will this cleanse me of my sins?" The priest said, "No, but it will wipe that smile off your face."

Old Mans Confession
An elderly man walks into a al. The following conversation ensues: Man: "I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitchhiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times." Priest: "Are you sorry for your sins?" Man: "What sins?" Priest: "What kind of a Catholic are you?" Man: "I'm Jewish." Priest: "Why are you telling me all this?" Man: "I'm 92 years old .... I'm telling everybody.

Eternal Quest
Eternal Quest I have a belief that we come to earth many times each time, the soul tries to attain a higher level of humanity --be closer to God and how he would have us be. And during those times-- maybe once we mate with another soul. Throughout our lives, our time on earth we keep looking for that soul-- in every life. And if we find no flames to start an eternal fire. Still we remain the dreamer— looking for that perfect love. And if I have not been able to find it in this life--and if I die, I will take it with me tucked away in my heart— the one thing I take away from this life. And come again in another life to find it. We are reeds in the wind of fate. I know not where the wind will toss us, but I will survive if you hold my hand. Let us begin the eternal quest together.