Hmmm..the ex threw in my face a blog I had written on myspace about my boyfriend's brothers bacheler ( spelled wrong) party....
What do most ppl do at weddings, bacheler and bacherette parties? Right, drink.
There is a HUGE difference between having a few beers on the weekend than being a drunk. The ex forgets I used to hang out with the group of ppl he hangs with and they can out drink most ppl...the ex also forgets lots of other things.
Sooo being as the only person I worry bout reading stuff was my daughter and after discovering even know I hid the stuff he did from the kids for years..she knows most of it and I have deciced to write blogs about EVERYTHING the man has put me through over the years and dealing with him and his bi-polar disorder and how he refused to take the meds.
If he reads the blogs..thats ok cuz he always for years would go snooping and find any diary I would keep and read em..his reason for this being as he wanted to know what I thought of him.
I have also decided I am no longer going to take the blame of being the bad guy...I been doing it for years so my kids would not see how a serious mental illness affects someone..last night by accident my son heard his father go off in one of his anger modes..the cussing, screaming and name calling and it killed me to see the look on my son's face.
of course it was then said it's my fault the ex is not going to take my son for his weekend and it was also my fault last weekend he claims cuz he says he was broke and I should have drove my son to him....gee, I was broke too cuz I had to buy groceries for my son and I spent what little extra cash I had was spent on my son buying him a toy and Mc Donalds to reward him for doing the best he has ever done in school on his behavior report for the week...if the ex had the money to get a place and go to the movies then how is it my fault he is broke..just an example of things I always get blamed for.
