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Fun With Food.....lol
As I lay here with my legs spread Like hot butter bleeding on stale bread. The warm insides of my cantaloupe thighs cry out in extasy as you eat my cherry pie. Visions of cucumbers often enter my mind and sometimes hot dogs, the plump when you cook'em kind Whipped cream all covered with goo slurping green jello in the tub with you You are my world my little cupcake, I want to lick your cream filling until you ache. Your Juicy Avacadoes so plump, and so ripe. Lets just do it in the kitchen tonight!!

Kiss Me (poem #300)
Kiss me in the night Please don't stop till the morning light. Kiss me and tell me things will be fine Tell me we can stand the test of time. So kiss me baby yes kiss me long I know the love we share is'nt wrong.

3-19-07
To day seems to be shitty,no job,no car,no money,no cigeretts what a day but i have all i got was to spend time with the person i love the most thats my girl:) thats the only thing thats right in my life so far so, i will let you guys know if the shit changes

Mama Dru's Funeral
Tomorrow is my grandmother's funeral. I'm not going. I feel mom needs me more. She doesn't go to funerals and quite honestly, I'm not fond of them either. Who is? Today they had the final thing where you can view the body, finalize the obituary and whatever else is involved with a funeral. I took a cab to the funeral place with my cousins John and Jay. Dad was supposed to pick us up, but he got busy with something. When the cab came, mom was in tears. I walked to her, hugged her, kissed her on the forehead and told her I wouldn't be gone long. Ironic that the last song I heard in the cab was "Lost Without You" by Robin Thicke. If you don't know the song, just look at the name of it to reflect how I was feeling. Yeah, the song is a hit and is very popular, so I guess I should've expected to hear it. When I got there, I saw Dess standing in front of the room Dad was in having a conference with one of the people who works there. Joe and Mark were there also. Dad took

Bbw & Admirers Contest Now Open!!
Hey everyone, BrattyBytch here. I want to introduce some of the sexxxxxiest men and women around. I'm proud to say these are the sexxxiest BBW's and the sexxxiest BBW Admirers that CherryTap has ever seen. Now get off your hiney's and come and vote for your favorite! And now the moment we've all been waiting for. The Contestants ..... .... ... .. . Ladies First And now......... The Men! PS..... When You pimp your pictures...Don't forget to tell your friends to rate my profile and fan me while they're on my page. LOL....Well okay, so you don't have to do that if you don't want to.

Can We Still Get Married?
On their way to a justice of the peace to get married, a couple has a fatal car accident. The couple is sitting outside heaven's gate waiting on St.Peter to do an intake. While waiting, they wonder if they could possibly get married in Heaven. St. Peter finally shows up and they ask him. St. Peter says, "I don't know, this is the first time anyone has ever asked. Let me go find out," and he leaves. The couple sits for a couple of months and begin to wonder if they really should get married in Heaven, what with the eternal aspect of it all. "What if it doesn't work out?" they wonder, "Are we stuck together forever?" St. Peter returns after yet another month, looking somewhat bedraggled. "Yes," he informs the couple, "You can get married in Heaven." "Great," says the couple, "but what if things don't work out? Could we also get a divorce in Heaven?" St. Peter, red-faced, slams his clipboard onto the ground! "What's wrong?" exclaims the frightened couple. "Come on!" St. Pet

5 Years Of What!?
Iraq war's anniversary sparks protests PORTLAND, Ore. - The fourth anniversary of the war in Iraq brought thousands of anti-war marchers into the streets for largely peaceful protests over the weekend, though a large rally in Portland ended in with scuffles and police using pepper spray. "This is a war to establish U.S. hegemony," said Susan Hay, a high school teacher, who marched Sunday in Portland with her two children and husband. "This is a war to be able to consume everyone else's resources." The clashes with police started after the march, when a small group broke off in scuffles and a standoff that lasted into the evening. At least half a dozen protesters were detained and police used pepper spray at one point. Some said the police overreacted. "They showed a huge amount of force," said Jake Fagan, 21, who said he had lost two friends in Iraq. "But we are just trying to march." Organizers said there might have been as many as 15,000 people at the staging p

Goodbye Eternal Flame
They say that time heals all wounds, but how can time heal something that has been shattered? It has been months but yet we still held on to the love we once shared. But a few weeks ago that little twinge of hope blew away and decided that it was time to let go of what was and move ahead with what is now. So many things have gone amuck and I dont know my right from my wrong anymore. I have wondered for months now why so many people strive to find love. Because no matter what it seems like the pain always out weighs the love that was once shared. How is it that someone can try and promise you forever when they only mean today? Some nights I find myself staring up at the moon asking it how it can hold the beauty and the secrets of so many couples who sat under it at night making false promises that they could never ever keep. Why is it that the "sappy love " movies always end happy? Why is it that they cant show real life scenerios? No matter the distance the couples in the movi

While We Were Apart (poem #296)
While we were apart I felt your soul, Tugging at my heart. While we were apart even for the night. The feeling of loneylness didn't seem right. While we were apart I dreamed of us together Baby if were strong we could last forever.

You Dont Always Get What You Wish For
Sometime after Sidney died, his widow, Tillie, was finally able to speak about what a thoughtful and wonderful man her late husband had been. "Sidney thought of everything," she told them. "Just before he died, Sidney called me to his bedside. He handed me three envelopes. 'Tillie,' he told me, 'I have put all my last wishes in these three envelopes. After I am dead, please open them and do exactly as I have instructed. Then, I can rest in peace'." "What was in the envelopes?" her friends asked. "The first envelope contained $5,000 with a note, 'Please use this money to buy a nice casket.' So I bought a beautiful mahogany casket with such a comfortable lining that I know Sidney is resting very comfortably." "The second envelope contained $10,000 with a note, 'Please use this for anice funeral 'I arranged Sidney a very dignified funeral and bought all his favorite foods for everyone attending." "And the third envelope?" asked her friends. "The third envelope contained $

About A Man
A MAN HAS 17 PARTS THAT DONT WORK: 10 NAILS--THAT DONT NAIL 2-TITS-THATDONT WORK 1 BELLY BUTTON THATWONT BUTTON. 1 COCK THAT WONT CROW 2 BALLSTHAT WONT ROLL. 1 ASS THAT WONT WORK. WHAT ARE YOU SMILING ABOUT? YOU HAVE A PUSSY THAT WONT CATCH MICE. DARLIN MOTHER

Well Done
A man's house is on fire. No help is in sight so he takes matters into his own hands. He runs out of the house with his son and tells him to wait outside. Then he runs back in and gets is daughter and brings her ouside. Then his wife. Then the dog. Then the cat. Then he goes back in "3 more times" without bringing out anybody or anything. So a bystander is curious and asks him, "Why do you keep going back into your burning house and not coming out with anything?" The man replies, "I'm turning over my mother in law.

Sick
Sorry I have been neglectful all my lovely friends.. But I have not been feeling all to well lately... I went to the drs today.. Another hour long office visit to find out I have and upper respiratory infection.. boarder line bronchitis and close to pneumonia .. just lovely.. so I have to take to different cough meds.. for now and if I get worse go back to the dr... lovely.. oh well.. But that is why I haven't been up to my normal part of rating and comments.. Megan.. Freak Of The Irish...

Girls Have Dirty Minds Too
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" With a sneer on her face, she then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open, then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to

I Will ( By: Outlaw Angel)
I will go anywhere to be with you To change my life and start anew. I would walk the desert and swim in the sea Just to see the love when you look at me. I will go anywhere I will do anything, Just to share the life you bring.

A Poo On The End Of A Word
Latest craze of my little munchkins.. I've just gotten them off to school and we have this little joke where we'll say "goodnight" instead of 'goodbye' and this morning they've added a "poo" on the end of it.... So in the morning it's "Goodnight-poo" followed by an attempt at a kiss (I say attempt because at this moment they're giggling uncontrollably). Now I'm "Mum-poo", so I've noticed. Kids eh.

Banana Nut Bread
2 OLD NUTS 1 LARGE BANANA 2 LOVING EYES 2WELL SHAPED LEGS 1 FUR LINED MIXING BOWL. 2 MILK CONTAINERS LOOK INTO 2 LOVING EYES PART 2: 2 WELLSHAPED LEGS GENTLY SQUEEZE 2 MILK CONTAINERS GREASEFUR LINED BOWL ADD1 LARGE BANANA AN COVER WITH2 OLD NUTS WORK GENTLY TELL WELL GREASED. BE SURE TO WASH MIXER DO NOT LICK THE BOWL IF CAKE STARTS TO RISE LEAVE TOWN. TAKE 2 WITH 8 INCHES FOR 5 FIVE MINUTES 9 MONTHS=1 KID DARLIN MOTHER

Her Heart Just Cant Lie
Just when you thought it was over he storms in through the cracked door with the mission of self destruction. She looks at him and smiles, feeling the tension in his voice. He isnt happy and she knows by the intensity in his eyes. Her heart begins to race with anticpation of the words that will soon follow. She is eager for the first blow and yet he stands there ripping her to shreds with the eyes of what appears to be an angry man. He knows deep down that he isnt the one for her, yet he fights everyday to fill the shoes of a man she holds so high on that pedestool.A man who would never be able to appriciate the true beauty of who and what she is. The fear of losing her has been tearing him to shreds from the inside out and today he has had enough. No longer will he sit back and watch her shed tears over a man who doesnt care for her, nor will he sit back and watch as she slowly dies inside. He has stood there in front of her for what seems like an eternety watching the emotio

Why Must They?!
Is it just me, or there alot of men and women on here just looking to flaunt their bodies and show off? It's not that I'm jealous, everybody has different tastes, but I'm trying to make my friend circle grow on CT. It's hard to find "girl" friends on here because most of them are looking at putting up the most sexy pics they can take of themselves to get the eyes of men! I guess if I wanted alot of guy friends I'd do the same. Right now, most of my friends are guys. Why? Because when I go to a girls profile and see that she only has up soft porn pics of herself, I really don't want to add her as a friend. And what about those women that say the only men on here are those looking to get laid? It wouldn't be because these girls have pics on their profile of themselves sprawled out on a bed with only a thong on! Come on, what you pay for is what you get. If you're looking for somebody to "Eye fuck" you, then keep posting the pics. If you're actually looking for friends and networking may

Hmmm
WELL YEA, I'M HERE IN VANCOUVER BC. LOVING IT.. WAS SUPOSE TO BE FLYIN BACK TO PRINCE RUPERT BC TODAY BUT I AM JUS STAYIN HERE TIL THE 3RD OF APRIL... GET TO SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY N STUFF.. I AM LOVING IT... YA.. CANT WAIT TO DO SOME SHOPPIN.. LOL.. WELL JUS THOUGHT ID COME N WRITE SOMETHING CAUSE I'VE NEVER WROTE IN HERE B4.. TALK TO YOU LAIDA.. BUH BYE

Sultry
Sultry music playing softly Lights dimmed to almost dark She is in the arms of the one she loves Gazing into his eyes affectionately Every slight motion excites her Sending chills up her back While he holds her effortlessly Every now and then whispering in her ear 'I love you and I will never let you go' She feels as if they are floating on a weightless cloud Everyone else is a slight memory It is just her and him wrapped up in their love These emotions tingle all about her When she is slow dancing with the one she loves

Prevert Poem
love me tender love me sweet, wrape your lips around my meat, watch me smile watch me grin watch my cum run down your chin, and to make it fair 4 the ladys verce2 love me tender love me sweet let me lick you where your sweet, watch me smile watch me grim, watch you spray all over my chin.

Surrender To Me
Fly with me to parts unknown Explore the depths of passion Only two can truly share Meld our minds, our bodies As we quench the thirst, the hunger The passion rising swiftly Like a child's frustration Building to a frenzy Urging for surrender Surrender to me your heart Surrender to me the passion At your inner core I will hold you close Your passion twisting Swirling between us Until it surrenders to me In a union of minds and bodies

A Night I Will Never Foget.
I arrived in town on Friday night around 12:00 pm. I was to attend a business meeting on Saturday. I called her up on Friday night to tell her I was in town, and ask her if it would be ok if I dropped by to see her. I told her I was to only be in town for a few hours, and I’d like to see her again. She informed me that that would be perfectly alright, that she hadn’t made any plans for the evening. I said that would be nice, I’d call after the meeting and let her know I was on my way. I arrived at her apartment around 9pm. Walked up the steps, and knocked on her door. “just a minute she said”. Then slowly the doors begin to open. Standing in the doorway to my amazement there she stood, as beautiful as I could remember. Only tonight she was dressed in a black leather corset, fishnet stockings with a black garter, with a pair of the sexiest red lace panties. She looked at me and said “are going to stand there with your tongue hanging out, or are you going to come in and use it o

Love Is For Everyone Who Isn't Me
Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol Cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no there she goes Out in the sunshine the sun is mine I shot my love today would you cry for me I lost my head again would you lie for me I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again would you cry for me Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone Who isn't me So kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost Just a burden in my hand Just another anchor on my heart Just a tumor in my head And I'm in the dark So follow me into the desert As desperate as you are The moon is glued to a picture of heaven And all the little pigs have gone Oh no there she goes Out

Prayer Fear The Girl I Love
HEAVENLY FATHER UP ABOVE. PLEASE PROTECT THE GIRL I LOVE. KEEP HER ALWAYS SAFE AN SOUND. NO MATTER WHEN OR WHERE SHES BOUND. AND DEAR LORD HELP ME TO BE KIND OF BOYD SHED WANT ME TO BE. HELP HER NOW AND HELP HER TO SEE. THAT I LOVE HER AN WANT HER TO LOVE ME. DEAR LORD HELP US NOW AND FOREVER. TO BE HAPPY IN LOVE AND ALWAYS TOGETHER. DARLIN MOTHER

Surgery Is Done...
Home from the hospital.. OLD MOM IS EXHAUSTED! But everything went very well. Took alittle longer than expected, but she is now resting well.. Back to the hospital tomarrow, doctor thought probably she will be already going home tomarrow.. then, my week will really begin. But my baby is fine and that is what counts.. Thanks for the prayers. I love you all.. and how come i can't take that damn happy new year off.. this page.. it just won't come.. any suggestions???

City Of Love-kissing License
THIS IS TO CERTIFY THAT KISSING IS PERMITTED IN THESE PLACES: 1-IN THE DARK 2-IN THE PARK 3-IN A CAR 4-AT THE DOOR 5-ALONE AT HER PLACE 6--WHEN YOU FEEL THAT LOVE IS NEAR. RULES FOR KISSING 1THE GIRL SHOULD NEVER REMOVE HER LIPS UNTILL HE DOES. 2--SHE SHOULD NOT TRADE KISSES WITH OTHER GUYS. 3BOYS SHOULD NEVER ASK FOR A KISS THEIR FREE. 4GIRLS ARE PERMITTED TO COME UP FOR AIR. 5GIRLS SHOULD NOT WEAR DARK LIPSTICK. 6GIRLS MAY SIT ON BOYS LAP IF DESIRED. 7GIRLS SHOULD CLING TO HIM AFTER ALL HIS DOING HIS BEST. 8---GIRLS SHOULD CLOSE HER EYES WHILE KISSING.. THIS LICENSE WAS ISSUED BY THE SUPREME COURT OF LOVE AND SHALL NEVER EXPIRE. NOTE: AGE DOES NOT MATTER AS LONG AS BOTH ARE WILLING. EXCEPTIONAL RULE: WHO EVER READS THIS MUST GIVE HIS OR HER LONGEST KISS TO THE PERSON WHO ALLOWS YOU TO READ IT. ONLY IF THE OPPOSITE SEX IS WILLING. PRESIDENT: LOVE ME TRULY VICE PRESIDENT:KISS ME QUICK. SECERTARY: I AM WILLLING DARL

Letter 4 My Loved Ones ...
In the event of my demise, left with much to say/ Got me wearin' these disguises, even 'til my last days/ Dear Mama all I ever wanted was to hear your praise/ Knowin' that I desperately tried to change/ But maybe I've been cursed since my birth/ Been consumed by puttin' dollar signs behind my worth/ Livin' even worse, 'cause bein' who I am repeatedly hurts/ As I'm movin' from last to first/ Hopefully you'll forgive me, but enemies leave me reasons/ To remain the last one breathin', forever schemin'/ No longer dreamin', seein' them eternally sleepin'/ Continuously at battle with my inner demons/ Comtemplating whether or not to brandish my guns/ Wishin' to change the past, but what's done is done/ Guessin' that I'm destined to to be the Lord's prodigal son/ So I write this letter, to be read by my Loved Ones.

Reluctant Poeminister
I am not A poet I just write Poetry I did not Invent the Words Just created Their order I don’t like To read it Out loud I may invent A definition That causes A meaning Different from Your reading And ruin my Treasure By spoiling Your pleasure And waste more Of your time I’m not a Poet But sometimes I rhyme

The Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of w

Entwined
Bodies entwined like the vines Flesh to flesh, heat rising As passion consumes She moans softly as His hand caresses her cheek His kiss cannot hide his desire The moistness of her increases To such an intensity She might explode into a million stars The hardness of him next to her Begging to be let inside Inside her softness, her warmth Finally joined as one They reach for the stars A fire burning so bright It becomes a sun to warm them Till the end of their days

Drunk Guy And The Cop
A young man was staggering about drunk with a key in his hand. "What's going on?" inquired a passing cop. "They stole my car!" said the man. "Where did you last see it?" "On the end of this key!" The cop looked him over and said, "Are you aware, sir, that your privates are hanging out of your trousers?" "Holy Crap!" exclaimed the man. "They got my girlfriend too!

Here With Me
Here with me I flourish my arms sweeping and face the wind burrowing my toes into the dune I lift my face to the sun and wish you were here with me. Skip in a leisurely globe my arms like wings I dash across the beach the wind a siren along my cheekbones. I tumble to the ground and twirl in the sand wishing you was here with me. I walk in the water to my knees and plunge into the surf letting it tow me under dousing away all my fears. I come up for air my dress clings to my skin and I wish you were here with me. I know you have a magnificent entity even though you are a little out of control. You are so mellow it’s a stigma- the night has you in its battlement far away from me. I wish you were here with me. Run- Run . . . With my hands toward the sky a smiles on my face even in this moment of conquering. Where my heart is yours to strengthen, I am alive inside. Even though you are not here- he

Safety Precautions
i would like to list off a few safety precautions that we perhaps all need to be reminded of: safe sane consensual - these are not just words.. they should be branded into our very souls! do NOT be hurried into a first phone call .. or first meeting.. or first session.. or first anything!!! remember a reputable Dom will want to have time to get to know you !! safe calls … tell someone where you are going.. when you are going and when you expect to be home… phone that person 2 or 3 times . have a password that you will use each time you phone.. coercion can happen… be prepared…. make sure the person knows how you are traveling.. by bus.. by car - give them the license number and make and model of your car… and any and all details/information you have on the Dominant you are meeting. educate….. do not wait for some Dominant to teach you…. educate yourself know what interests you.. what scares you.. what you want.. imits/negotiations …. have some limits! it does not make

I Don't Know What To Do
What would you do if someone you know was your friend and then left thier stuff in your car you asked them to take it out and then called them as still didn't. Would you Sale it and keep the money? Or would you take it to them and give it back?

~the Naked Doll Family Everyone Welcome~
THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY` YOU CAN BECOME A MEMBER OF THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY ..BY SIMPLY CHANGING YOUR NAME AND WHEN YOUR ONLINE PUT YOUR BEER MUG AS YOUR NAME AND THEN...NAKED DOLL. WHAT IS NAKED DOLL FAMILY... WELL YOU KNOW THOSE BARBIE DOLLS YOU SEE IN THE YARD SALES WITH NO CLOTHES ON AND THEIR HAIR IS A MESS..WELL THATS WHAT A NAKED DOLL IS..SO BECOME A MEMBER OF THAT FAMILY..AND YOU WILL BE WANTED..NOT A CAST AWAY ANY MORE:) THERE IS NOTHING YOU NEED TO DO IN THIS FAMILY..SIMPLY JUST BE A MEMBER AND A FRIEND..

Learn To Speak Chinese
ARE YOUHARBORING A FUGITIVE-HU Y HAI DING SEE ME A.S,A.P.---KUM HIA NAO SMALL HORSE---TAI NI PO NI YOUR PRICE IS TO HIGH----------NO BAI DAM TING DID YOU GO TO THE BEACH---WAI YU SO TAN? I BUMPED INTO A COFFEE TABLE----AI BANG MAI NI I THINK YOU NEED A FACE LIFT---CHIN TU FAT ITS VERY DARK IN HERE---WAI SO DIM? HAS YOUR FLIGHT BEEN DELAYED?---HAO LONGWEI TING? THAT WAS AN UNAUTHORIZED EXECUTION---LIN CHING I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON A DIET---WAI YU MUN CHING? THIS IS A TOW AWAY ZONE--NO PAH KING YOU ARE NOT VERY BRIGHT-YU SO DUM I GOT THIS FOR FREE--AI NO PEI I AM NOT GUILTY---WAI HANG MI? PLEASE STAY A LITTLE LONGER--HIA DEI KUM STAY OUT OF SIGHT---KEI LO HES CLEANING HISAUTOMOBILE--WA SHING KA DOES THIS BATHROOM STINK!--HU FLUNG DUNG? DARLIN MOTHER

Rest In Peace
Rest In Peace Mom September 30,1953 - March 19,2006 Today its been a year and though I never thought that I would make it through, somehow between self chosen family and friends they have helped me to keep going. There has been so much you have missed and so many changes in my life I know you have seen. I just wish that you were still physically here with me to help me enjoy the little things going on around me everyday. I Love You and Miss You so very much. Almost daily I pick up the phone wishing that I could just hear your voice one last time. Well you would be proud that this morning I was able to get up and actually remove your old phone number from my phone so that the urge is no longer there. You will always be with me in spirit and haunting my every movement this I have accepted, but it isn't making the feeling of loss any less painful. I Love You and Miss You more and more everyday since your passing.

Bandit
I lost a best friend on Saturday... my buddy, Bandit, went to Rainbow Bridge to wait for me. We got Bandit when he was only 5 weeks old - barely old enough to leave his momma. I had given him to Chuck as a Father's Day present but, on the hour long ride home, as he sat curled in my lap while Chuck drove, he bonded to me. The first thing I did when we got him home was take him directly to the bathtub, where I bathed him three times to get all the fleas off. He didn't like that so much, but he did like being cuddled up to me in a big, soft towel afterward... Once he was dry, I took him downstairs and put him down on the floor. The house we lived in at the time had a sliding glass door to the backyard and little Bandit made a beeline for it. He looked SO confused when he hit the glass - nose first - at full speed and was knocked back on his keester, shaking his head and snorting... As he grew, he went though his wild times, digging, chewing and getting into trouble. He was too smart f

Hoooray!!!!
My son is 11 years old and he has been really slacking in school. Last week my boyfriend and I attended a school conferance and I was shocked at how bad my son is doing in school and his attitude towards his teacher is unaceptable sooooo on the way home my boyfriend and I had a talk bout what to do. Well...we laid down the law, no x-box, no video games till he improved his grades and changed his attitude. It was hard for me to be mean like that..I would have gave in to my son but my boyfriend is very firm in a calm nice way and takes the time to talk to my son and makes sure he understands how important his grades are and how a young man should be respectable towards his teachers and adults..my boyfriend is very big on manners, respect and morals and has so much patience with my son. My son adores my boyfriend and really looks up to him. Today my son came home from school with all his homework....he got a 100 on two tests and I am sooo proud he is trying to do better!!! He is

I Am My Own Shinning Star.
A friend once asked me if she thought our friendship was for the rest of our lives, for a season, or for a reason. This question has been running trough my head lately. As I have come to a point in my life where it is just so hard to keep in touch and talk to anyone on a personal level. I can feel my loneliness becoming more permanent and definite and sadly it’s more comforting than depressing. Sometimes I feel like an alien among my own family and friends, total isolation looks more and more appealing each day that goes by. The human body is really out of our control on so many levels. Even when everything you have, you’re mind, your heart, your body; your soul has been beaten down and left without the want to survive. The will kicks in, the uncontrollable will the body has to collectively pull itself together and move the fuck on. Some people are stronger than others but I have come to realize that even the weakest link must make their own journey to find their own chain. Some of us

My Weekend
Andrew turned 9 today! Man i still can't believe that it has been 9 years already, WOW! Also we got our tax refund back on friday, YAY!!!! So on Friday we went to look at refrigerators since our old one was going out, and we got a NICE side by side for $699.99 and also got a washer for $249.99 since our old one was going out, and the spin cycle had to do at least 3 times to get all the water out. I was soooooo excited. They are both Maytag and they are in excellent condition, except for the washer that has a small dent in the side of the lid. I just can't believe we got such a good deal on it. The fridge is black, it is sooooooo nice with water and ice and all that. We went to Home Depot to get all the stuff needed to hook up the water line on the fridge and had to go through the washer line, so had to get a split connector and valves and what-not. Then today we went to Old Paris Flea Market to get Andrew his scooter that he wanted and we ended up getting Kyle a bicycle as well, he sta

~ Muslim Taxis Refuse To Carry Guide Dogs ~
Muslim taxis refuse to carry guide dogs Email Print Normal font Large font October 8, 2006 - 5:44AM Muslim taxi drivers are refusing to transport guide dogs and passengers carrying alcohol. At least 20 blind Melburnians have lodged discrimination complaints with the Victorian Taxi directorate, New Limited reports. Complaints have also been lodged against drivers who refuse to allow passengers to carry sealed bottles of alcohol. Victorian Taxi Association spokesman Neil Sach said the association had appealed to the mufti of Melbourne to allow Muslim cabbies to carry guide dogs. Dogs are considered unclean by many Muslims, and the issue is difficult for some drivers. "I don't refuse to take people, but it's hard for me because my religion tells me I should not go near dogs," driver Imran said. Guide Dogs Victoria spokeswoman Holly Marquette said blind people regularly reported taxi drivers refusing to allow them on board with their dogs. http://www.theage.com.a

Something To Ponder
When I was young and Iaid in bed at night alone listening to parents fight. I didnt realize at the time how easy it is to live with someone and love them but still be totall strangers. I felt completely alone because I was. Somedays my heart would ache so bad, I didnt realize how self destructive I would become. How untrusting, how secluded I would let my heart become. I never knew how happy my happy times were. Never thought I would be stuck, caught between my own sadness and the only two people I love enough to not give up on.Those people who are strangers to me. I never that who I am would wind up being this fucked up. I never thought I would have to live this long or love as much as I did. I never thought that the bottle that I poured myself into as a punk kid would end up being broken over my head. Never thought that I would love my freinds enough to push them away before I collaspe.I never knew how happy it would make me to see them maintain and become the men they are. I tried t

More Blogging Space!
Between Myspace, Xanga, IMVU, and this, Im sure I could have millions of people read what I have to say, though, not many do read any blogs. Just thought I would put my words in. Well, Im new to this so I will figure out the ropes..

~ Some Muslim Cabbies Refuse Fares ~
Some Muslim Cabbies Refuse Fares Carrying Alcohol By Kari Lydersen Washington Post Staff Writer Thursday, October 26, 2006; Page A02 MINNEAPOLIS -- The ban on carrying liquids on commercial airliners has had an unintended consequence in Minneapolis: It has made catching a cab easier. Over the past few years, a growing number of Somali taxi drivers in the Twin Cities have been interpreting Koranic prohibitions on carrying alcohol to include ferrying passengers with alcohol in their bags. "If you are a cabdriver and a practicing Muslim, you can't carry alcohol," said Idris Mohamed, an adjunct professor of strategic management at Metropolitan State University in St. Paul. "It would be the same for a practicing Christian trying to honor their beliefs." When flight attendant Eva Buzek returned to Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport from France in March and told a cabdriver to be careful with her bag because there was wine in it, she was shocked at the response she g

Friendship Quotes (do Ya Think They Are True)
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is fallin

~ Muslim Cashiers Who Refuse To Handle Pork ~
Just about had enough of this shit. Oh there is more to come. I wish someone that wears a suit and works in Washington had that Balls to say Enough is Enough MINNESOTA Target stores reassign Muslim cashiers who avoid pork Muslim cashiers who refuse to handle pork sales at Target stores are being given other options. BY CHRIS SERRES AND MATT McKINNEY Minneapolis Star Tribune MINNEAPOLIS --In the wake of community criticism, Target Corp. is reassigning its Muslim cashiers who refuse to ring up pork products for religious reasons to other jobs at the stores. Target received a wave of criticism earlier this week after the Minneapolis Star Tribune reported in a front-page article that some Muslim cashiers at Target declined to scan bacon and other pork products. They would call over another cashier to ring up the products, or in some cases, ask customers to do it themselves. Some customers called and wrote Target to complain about the practice; a few called for a general

Adding As Fans And Friends
i want to make sure that i have added u as a friend and a fan so if u look and i am a fan but not a friend or visa versa please message me and let me know. if u see i have and u havent added me as a fan please do thanks mrmarine

Just My Opinion
THE FOLLOWING TWO PEOPLE ARE NOT IN MY TOP MILLION OF PEOPLE THAT I WANT TO "GET TO KNOW". THEY ARE SAD, PATHETIC LOSERS, WITH NO LIVES. AND WHAT IS WORSE, FOR SOME REASON THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. WHEN.. AS A MATTER OF FACT, THEY ARE NOTHING. THEY FUCKIGN BELONG TOGETHER. PERFECT FUCKING MATCH. A FUCKING LYING WHORE, AND A BASTARD MALE WHORE. I'M SICK OF THESE TWO PPL FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY, AND NOTHING BEING DONE TO THEM. SO THIS BLOG, IS MY OWN PERSONAL OPINION, AND I'M SURE THAT MY FRIENDS, AND FAMILY WILL TAKE IT TO HEART WHEN I SAY, STAY AWAY FROM THESE TWO FUCK UPS!!!!! phoenix4life@ CherryTAP *MF LOSER!! AND THIS kay@ CherryTAP **LYING WHORE!! THESE TWO PPL HAVE CAUSED NOTHING BUT CONFUSION, HEART ACHE, AND TROUBLE. AND WHATS WORSE IS THIS, THEY DO NOT SEE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, TO BE OF ANY FAULT OF THEIR OWN. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO THEM AND NOT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO OTHERS. I PERSONALLY AM THE FIRST TO POINT O

Weekend
I will start by saying, I do not celebrate the Holiday of St Patrick's Day and I am sure most pagans do not if they know the true legend of the day and what it symbolizes. I am not a true Pagan, nor am I a truly religious person by any rite, but all the same, every year I like to make a semi traditional Irish Meal or an americanized version of it... Corned beef and Cabbage (Traditional Irish is actually Ham and Cabbage) Well, the other day, i will start with my screwed up St Patties Day meal.... where i bought a HUGE Corned Beef brisket only to discover after cooking it that it wasn't corned beef at all... i mean, i should have known.. i was, in fact, told, that it wasn't corned beef when i was buying it but apparently my brain just didn't compute.... i wanted corned beef and damnit, that's what i was getting. So i made it.. the house smelled yummy.. but it didn't smell right... so i get down to cut it up.. no good. Nope. Not what I wanted to make. The meal was enjoyed but i pretty

To My Angels
hi gang, just got back from the doctors, so thought I'd let ya all know whats going on, got some liver damage and pancreatitis, there gonna set up a time/date to do a blood transfusion to take some of the toxins out of my liver and they put me on a diffrent liver pill this morning, saied I should be ok as long as my kidneys don't start messing up on my, gotta take these... three times a day for awhile and see if it can heal my liver, looks alot better then it has been, so keep good thoughts and everything will be ok , love ya all remember that and I'll be back to my old self soon hopefully, now if thats a good thing or not I'll leave up ta ya'll lmaooo (*_*) thnx 4 everything you are truely awsome, talk soon luv ya'z

I've Done Enough
i've done enough i thought i could live without you i thought you deserved the love i gave you but i was wrong.... i've done enough, it is over now now that i know you don't deserve the love cuz you don't know how to apprecitate it i'd rather go through with lots of pain then to stay by yourside.....

A Poem I Wrote About 3 Years Ago.
UrFo0l sometimes i cry out sometimes i scream "can you hear me?" i wait for an answer, i dont hear a thing it's hard to see me cry i only cry when it rains it's hard to see me bleed it washes away my heart is broken, too many pieces this time i cant believe i fell for your lies i wanted to hurt you the way you did me but i just walked away it doesnt get easier with time it gets harder day by day little reminders that you were real i wish it all would just go away why did you do it why hurt me like that couldn't you have just spared me the pain it's hard for me to trust you knew that well you made me trust you i gave in no i'm not saying this was all on you yes i know it's my fault too i was the fool that loved you i was the fool that cared i was the one that stood by you i was the one that was there i gave u so much of what was my life i gave you all i could and when the last bit was drained out of me you decided i wasnt an

Roses Of.....
Ten Roses...of Blessing. I will know my true friends if you send it back. I'm Sending You Ten Roses Each rose carries a different Blessing for you! This Rose is for Friendship This Rose is for Love This Rose is for Money This Rose is for Happiness This Rose is for Popularity This Rose is for Knowledge This Rose is for Cuteness This Rose is for Family This Rose is for Honesty This Rose is for Long Life This is a friend test. Send this to as many friends as you possibly can and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are

Do U Want A 7 Day Blast?
I am begging for your help. Please click the link below and join Bucky's Fan Club. Even if you don't want to pay for membership and get the autographed CD, join with the free option. Help me win a phone call from Bucky, pretty please? I'll buy as many pimpin' gifts as I can afford for those who sign up. ALSO!!!! The first person to sign up with a platinum membership, I will buy you a seven day blast. Just send me in a private message the e-mail you used to sign up with so I can verify it. THANKS AND HUGS!!!!! CJ Bucky Covington Fan Club

Ghost
soft whispers and willows blowing on the breeze,A ever so gentle voice I hear,It echos the words of a friend,mysterious and yet like a ghost there one minute gone the next,...but still their essence lingers,it is the part of the caring soul that cannot be forgotten.comes when you need it,and can vanish as soon as it came,Where is my friend? Who seems to touch me so deeply And like a ghost sometimes???? THE MEMORIES OF THIS GHOST, I CALL A FRIEND,WILL ALWAYS LAST.

Something Old Fashioned
"On the 21st of the month, the best man I know will do what he always does on the 21st of the month. He'll sit down and pen a love letter to his best girl. He'll say how much he misses her and loves her and can't wait to see her again. Then he'll fold it once, slide it in a little envelope and walk into his bedroom. He'll go to the stack of love letters sitting there on her pillow, untie the yellow ribbon, place the new one on top and tie the ribbon again. The stack will be 180 letters high then, because the 21st will be 15 years to the day since Nellie, his beloved wife of 53 years, died. In her memory, he sleeps only on his half of the bed, only on his pillow, only on top of the sheets, never between; with just the old bedspread they shared to keep him warm. There's never been a finer man in American sports than John Wooden, or a finer coach. He won 10 NCAA basketball championships at UCLA, the last in 1975. Nobody has ever come within six of him. He won 88 straight g

I Am...
I am alone....incomplete....wholey unstatisfied. as though my own satisfaction were the issue. My mind wanders the fields of possibility in the hopes of making some sense of its scattered thoughts. A Master....a Lover.....a Teacher...the missing piece of my soul. I am a slave at heart....my very being cries out to be captured, collared, forced to submit. Though force would not be needed. Willingly I would kneel before Him. My body aches for the touch of the One who would claim me....Complete me. My soul begs almost aloud...... Take me, break me, make me Yours. Teach me to please You and in doing so be pleased with myself. I am nothing with out You. I would wear His brand, His collar with pride...knowing that in truth it is not the Master who holds all the power....but me, a simple slave girl. Though to please Him, to be loved by Him is all I would seek, strive for. Never would I expect to stand at His side.... Forever would I kneel at His feet....His p

Hot Hot Hot
You lay there on my bed. Looking good enough to eat. Sugar on your beautiful belly. Sexy rosy glow on your naked body. I touch you gently between your thighs so wet from excitment. I take a strawberry from my bowl swirl it around your belly. Bring it to your lips for a taste. You take a bite and moan enjoying the flavor. Then rub the half eaten berry over your erect nipples. Then take each one into my mouth to suck the sweet juices from them. You moan for more. I kiss you passionatly as i slip two fingers in your warmth. Dunking another strawberry in the sugar and take a bite. While tease you by slowing moving my fingers in and out. You beg me to move faster. But instead i take them out and replace them with a strawberry twirl it around to mixing it with your own sweet juices. Take a bite a savor the mixture of both you and the red fruit. The sugary juicy mixture all over you belly is to good to resist. So I begin to lick it off. While massaging your breasts and rubbing your n

New Job
I had a job interview earlier just a minor position at a local bar and resturant. The owner said that she will call me on Friday when she does the schedualing. I am kind of excited cause that will so help the money situation. I don't want to get my hopes up too much just in case it doesn't work out. Now that I think of it though if I get this job I will have to look good every day which means I have to buy makeup soon and actually do something with my hair and buy a few sets of black pants

Here's To D J 405-338-9668
I learned today from one of my driver friends that one of our friends died recently in a truck fire. No one knows if he was alive or already dead when his truck burned all the way to the frame. But, here is to my ol driven buddy from Beaumont, TX ... I can still hear your jokes, remember many times eatting lunch together and talking on the truck phones ... Here is to ya my old friend ... To you, my bro ... Celtic Thx all of you addng rates on this blog post ... I am still in a wee bit of shock after one of my other driving bro's told me about this recent event. I just talked to DJ not more than b4 winter this year ...

I Am Sick Of Some People
I know I can't change the world but I don't have to like the way its set up with people over to the right and people on the left, judging me,labeling you, I just don't get why or where this first happened I mean really does a person feel better about them selfs when they are making fun of or judging others?. how this came about Im sure who ever is reading this will wonder, the other day I was out on my porch and I over heard two kids talking they were not being loud but understand that I live in a trailer park where sounds seem to be amplified and they (the kids) were next to my house, they started talking about school and then one of them said did you see that nigger, faggit at lunch the other day ? and I was surprised to hear this coming from two kids, but what really knocked me over was these kids were black...then I started to ponder about things that happened when I was a kid and if that ever came from my mouth my mother would have smashed me in the face, then I thought what has

A Life
I've come to realize, through dismal reflection That the love you speak of, is no more a distraction I've been here so long, my mind is so cluttered I've been here so long, my thoughts make me shudder What is this game you so innocently play? Filling someone's heart then leading it astray What is this game you so haplessly play? The one filled with the dreams you threw away There is no more here or you know where to find me The show is now over so I've put it all behind me Those once so bright lights that shown in your eyes Is now just a candle that whispers goodbyes Don't cry for me my love, for my heart is not broken My protection has been words, never spoken I've told you I love you and yes that is true But now you must realize I’ve found something new A life without you A life without your love A life without confusion A life without us

Green & Hazel Eyes Depends On Mood!!
B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very y and very attracted towards the opposite . tend to cover up t

Death
DEATH People fear Death for when it comes. And some people fear Death every day of their existence. But Death should not be feared but should be revered. We, as people, should embrace Death . . . For when it comes ~ All the pain, anguish and sorrow is lifted from our souls And we finally rest in peace.

Love Hurts
Love is what I feel for you, a warm glowing feeling through an through. Some say that love won’t hurt, But, I say they’re wrong. It can hurt for quite a while and it sure can take away my smile, but this is a one sided love, it’s perhaps a selfish love, one that makes me cry at night all for the love of the one that don’t treat me right. I think it is because you are scared to love, maybe because once you were hurt, but don’t judge us all by the past you once had. I really don’t know what I should do, cry and be sad? Stay and wait till you are ready. . . Will it all be good if we try it slow and steady? I thought you and I were perfect But I guess I was wrong 'cause people always leave.... I start to wonder and ponder away

How Do They Know All This Lol
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Candle Light Vigil Tonight For The Vets
STOP THE BUSHS**T! Here is the link: http://pol.moveon.org/event/events/index.html?action_id=79 There is a vigil near you. Sorry for the late post/ We are having one in Oceanside Ca at:4:30pm (The press will be there at 5 pm) LAST YEAR 500 PEOPLE ATTENDED, REGULAR FOLKS, VIETNAM VET., IRAQ VETS, AND WW2 VETS AND THEIR CHIDREN. WHATEVER YOU THINK OF MOVE ON & MICHAEL MOORE THIS IS NOT, I REPEAT NOT A "MICHAEL MOORE DRIVEN THING" THIS IS THE 3RD ANNUAL VIGIL AS THIS IS THE 4TH ANNIVERSERY OF BUSH'S/CHENY'S MONEY MAKING USELESS WAR CampaignSuccess StoriesDonateSign upAbout Iraq War Anniversary Vigil Americans across the country are more concerned than ever about our direction in Iraq. Now is the time for Congress to force a change. On March 19th, thousands of us from organizations across the movement will gather together to observe the fourth anniversary of the war through candlelight vigils. We’ll solemnly honor the sacrifice made by more than 3,000 servicemen and women, and

Yeah This Is About Right
Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have

A Tattoo.
Last night I dreampt that my father and I went to a tattoo parlor. He was just closing and I didn't have much time to decide. I ended up asking that he put the dream catcher on my shoulder so that the feather on my arm would hang from it. I wanted it covering my entire shoulder and hanging down my arm and back. Woven inside I wanted objects that were special intertwined in the web though the only I can remember was a gold wedding band.

Yet Another Blog I Have Started
so yea, i have created yet ANOTHER blogging site. but quite frankly, i think its cuz im ready to get a divorce from myspace. myspace was fun while it lasted. its caused some fun times and some times full of drama, but now its time to move on. so lets see what cherry tap has to offer......

Small Town Sleeper On The Radio
Hey gang, We are starting to set up a a series of radio appearances to debut the new album and single. Here are the details on the first such appearance- 3/28/07 7:30PM- Radio on-air live appearance WPKO 98.3 FM-NITE MIX Bellefontaine, Ohio Description: We will be visiting our good friend,DJ Ken Keller live in the studio once again to do an interview, give away some band merchandise and to play one of the new tunes from our upcoming album "Conversations". I believe the station has a direct web feed you can listen to online from its website. Check them out: WPKO 98.3FM If you know a station in your area we could drop in on, by all means, send them our way! Keep your eyes and ears tuned as well get "the Town" all ready to roll out in the form of our new album! Much luv, Troy

Grown To Fast
You will all have to pardon me while I have minor break down ... My son is enlisting ... He is grown and it is time for him to have his own life but I am still his mother and I'm not taking it so well... I am VERY PROUD of my son, I am also very AFRAID for him ...

Chillin'
Well i just wanted to say that i am new an i enjoy this website, now its a lil difficult for someone like me who isn't the greatest with computers but i am trying i will slowly get it i hope. I hope everyone had a good time every time they come one. Love always kiko -xoxoxoxoxoxox-

Note To All Entered In My Contest...
The contest will begin at 7:00 PM EST. Meaning, it will start in aproximately 2 hours and 10. minutes. I will try to send out shouts or private messages to all of those entered. Best of luck to all!!!! Anyone that is still interested in joining, Please send your link to me BEFORE 6:55 PM est. Thank you! BrattyBytch AKA GigglePuss

Yahoo
all right, I finally have a Yahoo account, for those who have been asking me. If you'd like to talk to me there, it's JDean831137 b/c i love James Dean and some numbers that i liked. There. It's out there. Woo.

Joke
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job."

Get Those Pics In Now!
I will be starting the contest soon! If you want to enter you need to send me your pic asap! If you know any girls that have a pic that would work, convince them to enter! I know there are girls out there with great beer pics!!! Show your face! lol I haven't had a single girl enter yet. C'mon girls! Show your beer support! BeerQueen ************************************************* Ok, the new contest that I am going to hold is Best Beer Pic. It has to be a picture of you and a beer. :) I need to be able to see at least most of your face (so I know it's you) and most of your beer. I don't care what you are doing with the beer as long as it's SAFE FOR WORK. No freakiness or abusing the bottles please. lol Same rules as always. One winner for rates and one for comments. You MAY comment bomb your own pic this time. No DRAMA! If it gives me a headache then it's drama in my book and your ass is booted. I'll give everyone until Sunday to get their beer pics i

New Designs...
We have some new designs in our store.. just click the banner to see what we have available!If there is something specific you would like designed and put on one of our products, then by all means let us know!

Two Hearts (poem #334)
Two hearts that secretly join Are they determined by the toss of a coin. Two hearts that long to be together how long do they wait maybe forever. Two hearts that forever hold love That will one day fly on the wings of a dove.

Peom 2 ~the Light Of Me Has Perished(pain Of A Friend)
I had hopes and I had dreams What happened to all of those? They've been misplaced it seems So my pain I've wrought in prose I used to be so full of life I was talented and strong Now I'm just a sort of wife My life's gone terribly wrong I do have joys~ and oh so real I have my babies to love If not for them I could not heal Thanks to God above I need more than this you see I've no love~ no respect That which was truly me I've lost the will to protect Every day was hopeful, bright Every moment cherished. Gone since he is always right The light of me has perished Head held low, eyes downcast Don't argue. Don't stand up. Every moment could be your last Can't I be strong enough? Hold me close is all I want. Endearments wouldn't be so bad. Instead I've looks that burn and haunt a heart so empty, sad. Tell me what I have to do Your reasons so hard to peg Don't take the little that's left of me Please don't make me beg

Two Man And A Horse
Once upon a time, There was a man walking down a dirt road that saw another man with a horse holding a sign. The sign said "if you can make my horse laugh I will give a $1,000. The man asked if you he could to give it a shot. The man said sure, but i must tell you that hundreds have tried and have failed. The man walked up to the horse and spoke softly in the horse's ear. The horse looked at the guy and started cracking up bad, so bad the horse fell over. The other man said " I don’t believe it, what the hell did you tell the horse"? The guy said "don’t worry about it's something personal between me and horse". The guy got his $1, 000 and went his merry way. The next day the man changed it up this time. The sign says "if you can make my horse cry i give you $2,000. The guy came up the same dirt road and read the sign. The guy said if he could try it again. The man said sure. So the guy walk up to the horse does some sort of moving and then all of a sudden the horse starte

The Beginning Of A Story.....
It is so cold....can't 't be real because it is the middle of summer and there is no breeze to set the sheer curtains covering the big six paned window to dancing. Brent pulled the crisp linen sheet up and under his chin and squinted toward the window. He could see that the window was wedged up about three inches to let in the fresh air. But the air was still. He thought real hard about sounds and strained to listen to those of the night out and beyond his window. The sounds of the swamp always made him feel safe. Actually everything about the swamp did. It was his playground after all. Brent scooted, up and over his pillow until his back was against the grand mahagony headboard. In a whisper he broke the silence of his room. "Not right. No sounds out there." Where are the croakers, or the crickets? Brent gulped because he heard nothing. Not even the the gator girls. Didn't papa say that the alligator girls would be singing for a fellow of their own? They should be everywhere out

The Perfect Man
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his feelings of love for you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, screw this stupid poem The perfect man is gay.

Do You Want To Fuck Me
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? [x]My house [x]Ur House [x]Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? [x]Doggy Style [x]Missionary [x]69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips [x]choc. syrup and whip cream [x]strawberries and whip cream [x]cherries and chocolate [x]ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? Do not know 6.Giving Head? [x]Yes []No 7.Getting some head [x]Yes []No 8.Protection? [x]Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY [x]NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? Anything that is on 11.top or bottom [x]top [x]bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? [x]YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Voice Comment Box
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Feel The Fire #47
Feel the fire burn deep in my heart I don't think our love could ever fall apart. Feel the fire as it burns deep in my soul My fire for you will soon take it's toll. Feel the fire as it consumes you and me, From this heat you will never be free.

To Catch A Rainbow #48
To catch a rainbow you must go To where it begins or maybe Im wrong and it's a means to an end. To catch a rainbow, is more than one persons dream Yet is the magic all that it seems. To catch a rainbow you must hold on tight and believe in the dream with All your might.

Badass's
i think how it's funny that some guys think there badass's just because thay drink and smoke weed hunny your not that bad if you ask me....my daughter's more badass then that...if your a so called badass you sure as hell wouldn't throw it out there like you trying to impress someone cause your not really impressing me all that much real badass's don't talk thay show it and that's what impresses most women but whatever i'm not here for a so called badass i want a sweet gental caring honest man who knows how to treat his lady and show her theres more to life then meets the eye i also want a man that's understanding of how scared i am to be with someone cause my ex did nothing but beat on me and tell me how worthless i was and i don't wanna go thrugh that again but i also think i'm not worthy of someone like that

Bad Day
Ok, so I had a horrible day the other day. The kind that makes you lose all faith in humanity and life in general. The type of day that makes you wanna slit your wrists just to make your day better. *sigh* sometimes life can suck. It all started wrong, and went downhill from there. First off, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I never understood that saying until recently. Never thought there WAS a wrong side of the bed....but today I'm here to tell you there is, its the outside. I rolled over, and off the bed, hitting my head on my endtable on the way down. THAT is a rude way to wake up: a peaceful dream interrupted by the sudden sensation of falling, quickly followed by blinding pain. My vision was blurry for 10 minutes...I stumbled to the bathroom, where I promptly stubbed my toe on the sink. So I've been up for less than 15 minutes, and already I have a blinding headache and searing pain in my foot (oh, to make matters worse it was my little toe too, why do those hurt more

Learning To Love #273
Learning to love isnt as easy as i thought alot of men think its something to be bought. Learning to love takes alot of trust But how do you know they feel more than lust? Learning to love is the hardest thing to do Maybe I can learn how to love from you.

Ncaa Know It Alls
So I go to drink my liquid lunch, as is habit for me to survive where I work, and all the talk is about the NCAA. In the elevators, at the bar I frequent (they call me Norm) and on the way back on the radio. I mean, seriously, I digress, back to a previous rant... we give way too much credit to players who happen to have been given the Hulk injection at the age of 12 to coaches who become used car salesman after they get fired. Nobody knows more about sports than I do, leave it at that! LOL! There is nothing more nauseating after two bloody mary's than to have to sit in an elevator with suits mouthing off about who has the best free throw average... and be WRONG! I have seen it all now, take me up. Oh, and to be a fucking hypocrite, GO REBELS!

A Poem Of Second Thoughts
Here I sit upon the floor... No heat to keep my body warm. Desperation close at hand Gulping fear I try to stand. Cannot think too clearly now, I feel the wall beneath my palm Wondering when, why, and how? A wash of chill and then the calm. I gaze with clouded eye beyond, The window to the brilliant sky. A sigh escapes my white flecked lips Chest heavy with the want to cry. I shake my head Ooh my fuddled brain I squint my tear brimmed eyes. How did I get to the floor again? Sleep sounds good, a little rest. Head thrown back, one deep breath, No I can't, this..this is wrong But the call to sleep so very strong. Thrumming heart sounds fill my ears Cold wood floor beneath my cheek. Short shallow breaths and salty tears I never thought I'd be so weak Of body of soul and mind What was it then? Remember now.. What am I trying so hard to find? No, not this way, this can't be how.. One arm forward, the other knee Strangled sobs fill the air No this c

My Birthday
Hey Everyone it's my birthday please feel free to stop by and leave me some love or a hello. Thank You "It's Just Me V.I.P." for posting that bulletin for me I didn't get to see it until after I read all your nice comments

To All My Dearest Friends, I Need Some Help.
My cousin's cat had kittens and he was able to give away all but 4 of them. I told him I would help him find homes for the last 4. I can't take one because I am allergic, but if you could take just one it would be such a help and the kittens coul d have a nice home. Since he lives by the Nuclear Power Plant, I'll go pick them up for you. Below are pictures of the last 4 kittens. Will you help?

Monday Blues
Hey, Everyone. In the quest to get to know people, I'll tell you why Mondays are so blue for me. First off, it starts the work week. Second off, it's one of the days that my parents have to watch my niece! She is truly a little hellin! I never know what I'm going to get home to. But I can always hope for the best, and hope that everyone isn't battle fatiged, and in a very good mood!! She can really be alot to deal with, so if I seem a little touch on Mondays, you know why. Also, I'm not on alot from 8 to 10 pm Central time due to Monday Night Raw! Undertaker is my favorite wrestler, and on Friday nights, I'm watching Smack Down. On Tues and Wed, after work, I go over to Dale's house until 1:00 AM, then I'm home. So, if you ever need to get ahold of me on a Tues or Wed, try my cell phone. Just ask for it, and I'll give it to you. Well, back to my Monday. Have a good one! Tracy 'Besley'

Help Release Us
Help release us both from the hurt and pain Because its my love for you that I can barely contain. Help release all our feelings for each other For I want to be your only lover. Help release all the love in our hearts I don't want our lives to be torn apart.

Tired Of Emo Bullshit Just Keeps Bringing Me Down
i am so tired of ppl claiming to be my best friend and then they don't talk to me.my best friend of 10 years don't want to talk to me or hang out with me anymore over something that isn't even fucking true.either he has to clean his ears out or he needs a new memory b/c wut he said happened is not wut happened and either way that would not be a reason to stop talking to me.he said i lied to him about going to a meeting when i was meeting some guy over the internet. 1st of all i told him the meeting was cancled and that i was meeting a friend for dinner.and i may have met him over the internet but he has been more of a friend to me then wut this kid has been.

Let Me Poem #61
Let me be the one to hold you at night And kiss away all your fright. Let me kiss your sweet lips And caress your body with soft fingertips. Let me take the hurt away and promise me you'll always stay.

Just Let Me Have My Emo Moments....
He sat in his car. In his hand, a worn out lanyard with his keys to everything. Keys to his life you might say. His mind cluttered, he hated thinking. He wished he could turn it off, just for five minuts. Thats all he wanted. A simple request, stop thinking about all the shitty experiences that he had had withing the last two years of his life. The irony struck him. Keys unlocked everything. His car which he valued. His room in which he lived. His trunk in which he stored his most preciouse memories, the ones he charished much but whish he could forget. One key opened his mail box to which he found empty day after day. He longed for a letter, a note from somone, other than his parents who wrote him often and he appriciated, yet would appriciate even more a letter from a person, any person who used to call him friend. Just to let him know that he had a life outside of his family. He leaned forward and pushed play. It was his favorite CD, track ten, thats the one.

I Can't Wait (by Outlaw Angel)
I cant wait till that special night when you take away all my fright. I cant wait till you kiss me and set all my feelings free. I cant wait till we finally touch and I can say "I Love you very much" Yes I cant wait till that day So things will finally go our way.

Fuck Off, I'm Depressed
"Don't fear the reaper," says Blue Oyster Cult. Ok, I say. I'm failing Spanish class. There's no way around it. No matter how much I study, I can't seem to grasp writing it. I can read it, I can give you vocabulary, I can conjugate verbs like a pro, but fuck if I can write sentences, much less paragraphs. My away messages say, "Fuck. Off." I think that about covers it. Me and the cats are going to watch tv. I have a paper to write for ethics. The procrastinator in me tells me to do it later. I'm going to listen.

*sighs*
today was interesting. that fight from this morning turned into a major hoopla! ah well. the day is almost over and i go to hang out with Ms. Chris. ...happiness is...going to see Chris' random self be... well... random. =) maybe i can get her to dance for me again tonight!

The Days Of Old
Today I was sitting here thinking about back when cherry tap was lost cherry...back when you could buy the spotlight w/ only 150k cherry bucks instead of the 1.4 million it went for today...back when it actually meant something to be level 20...now everyone and their dog is leveled super high on this site..anyone else remember those days? Back when hitting 200k members was a huge deal...I kinda miss the old site :( Too many people on here now...

Wow...
Funny how I'd grown used to seeing that someone had a crush on me. It's not there today and I feel...strangely empty. Weird. Edit 4:14 PM: Someone loves me again! *laughs* Thank you to the person who did that. :)

From The "sex & Love" Column. .
Strut and swagger hold sway over the opposite sex By Owen Moritz New York Daily News March 19, 2007, 10:46 AM EDT NEW YORK -- It's not just what you've got, it's how you move it that gets the other sex's heart racing, according to a study by a pair of psychology professors. New York University's Kerri Johnson and Louis Tassinary of Texas A&M University, conducted studies among scores of subjects to try to identify "particular body cues" -- beyond their looks -- that make men and women attractive. Their conclusion, published in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences: Shape is important, but it's the wiggle in women and the strut in men that are the most powerful "cues" to their attraction. Studying the reaction of more than 700 people to shadow figures, videos of humans in motion and a variety of animations, the researchers found that females were rated "more attractive" if their hips swayed as they walked, while males were ranked highest if they displa

Secret Feelings (wrote 11-23-1990)by: Outlaw Angel
Secret Feelings between us is shared This time will my heart be spared. Secret feelings we can't let show special feelings no one can know. Secret feelings no on can see Can there ever be you and me.

Saturday Night Pt 2
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. i definitely had the time of my life.... like a computer, i think of myself in versions. i was jessica 1.0 until i took my first hit of pot. that. changed my life. taught me that something i thought was awful, wasn't really that bad. the same night is when i took my first hit of x. simply put - i was bored. version 2.0 emerges. i left two hours later because nothing had happened to me. i went to sleep at a friend's house. two hours later, i woke up. WIDE AWAKE. and had no idea what to do with myself. i was two weeks into the age of nineteen. i got a taste of crazy fun, and i indulged. i indulged to the point i passed out for five hours on acid and thought i was dead. the next day, i got my ass on a plane to come home because i was out of control, and i needed it. version 3.0 time. three years went by and i took x twice. once with a friend - just one pill - because he wanted to try it. and once, i was so deathly

Saturday Night Pt 1
this will probably be the last entry in this category for a while. see, this was my "at the club, beeeeeein me" thing. and. as of last night. i... never want to do that again. i would have rather been at home, in my bed, mucho comfy AND sleeping. mmmm. sleep. i think i want to do that at like. 8pm tonight. mmm. last night, jenn and i finally went out for our just "me and you" night. in two and a half years, never had one. after three hours of being there, i couldn't wait to get the hell out of there. it was so bad, we had to force ourselves to stay to see the reason we went there in the first place. and it wasn't bad to stay because it was bad. oh no. not this time. we. could. not. get. a. breath.. good thing we left when we did, too. the hour delay in getting us home will say all it needs to. but. last night gave me something not that i wanted, but more that i needed. as long as jenn and i are together, we're ok. we're ALWAYS ok. comin' on three years, never failed. :snick

My Horoscope This Week
VIRGO (August 23-September 22): Please ignore the little devil who's whispering sinful thoughts (or unsupportive self-flagellating hoo-haw) in your ear. That's a voice from another era or a lesser-developed you… one that has little accurate feedback to provide your current incarnation, Virgo. Instead, listen only to your well-intentioned conscience—that's the other guy with the white robe and halo (or perhaps he looks like Jiminy Cricket)—and stick to a squeaky-clean set of choices. For this week at least, you'd be far wiser to stay on the straight-and-narrow… no matter if you feel tempted to stray from your 'supposed-to's and drink from the bottomless barrel of proverbial moonshine. Late nights and boozy benders will hit you much harder than usual (which you might not find out until the next day), and only serve to fuel the irrational urge to beat up on yourself. Ditch the work, drown your sorrows, and pretend tomorrow doesn't matter… and now you've just given yourself the exact excus

True Friendship
True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy candyass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card.... just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use "little" words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When

Joke
A stranger was seated next to Little Johnny on the plane when the stranger turned to the boy and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." Little Johnny, who had just opened his book, closed it slowly, and said to the stranger, "What would you like to discuss?" Oh, I don't know," said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" OK," said Little Johnny. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a quest ion first. "A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass. The same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" "Jeez," said the stranger. "I have no idea." "Well, then," said Little Johnny, "How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Crude Jokes
Blond Joke Did you know about the blond who........ Got excited because she finished a jigsaw puzzle in 6 months, and the box said "2 to 4 years." Burnt her nose bobbing for french fries. When asked what the capital of California was, she said "C." Cooked her turkey for 5 days because the instructions said 1 hour per pound, and she weighed 125. Changes the baby's diaper only once a month because the label said, "good up to 20 pounds." After losing in a breaststroke swimming competition, complained that the other swimmers were using their arms. Couldn't call 911 because she couldn't find an "11" on any phone button. She Was Sooo Blonde She thought a quarterback was a refund. She thought General Motors was in the army. She thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats. She thought Boyz II Men was a day care center. At the bottom of an application where it says "Sign here:" she wrote "Sagittarius." She Was Soooooooooooooo Blonde...

Survey
THE LETTER A. 1. Are you avaliable?: Yes 2. What is your age?:34 3. What annoys you?: Liars and Cheaters THE LETTER B. 1. Do you know anyone named Billy?: Yes He's a Pirck 2.WHen is your birthday?: february 19th 3. Who is your best friend?: for real? Heather. for here? Bre THE LETTER C. 1. What's your favorite candy?: ummm... no. 2. Who's your crush?: she knows who she is 3.the last time you cried?: Friday THE LETTER D. 1. Do you daydream?: occasionally... but not everyday... 2. What's your favorite kind of dog? German Sheppard. 3. What day of the week is it?: monday! THE LETTER E.-- 1. How do you like your eggs?: Sunny Side Up 2.Have you ever been to the emergency room? more times than i can count. . 3. What's the easiest thing ever to do? spend Money THE LETTER F. 1. Have you ever flown in a plane?: More times than I can Count. i love it. 2. Do you use fly swatters?: No 3. Have you ever used a foghorn?: yeah... THE LETTER G. 1. Do you chew gum?: no 2

Birthday Month And What It Means
¢¾ APRIL = SWEETIE APRIL means that your really good looking. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

Do We Really Ever Know Each Other?
How many people stop and just pay attention to the little things in life? I bet if I took a survey it would show not very many. Now a days are lives are so busy for things we have no time left for the little ones that matter the most. I have had a good life with some things in it I should not have done. Though I am not a proud person I just have been learned for I have been at the end of my rope wanting it all to end. I was losing something I thought I never would, but I know now it was needed so I could rise up as a new person with my eyes open to the little things and having them set upon something more than myself. All I can say it has been different for me since that time for now I see what I was missing.

Candle Light Kisses(poem #2)
Candle light kiss's between you and me make promises for a future to be. Candle light and a shadowy face will this lead me to fall in disgrace. Candle light kiss's and whispered words from the heart. Our souls will never be apart. *note i know the words are not spelled right but these are how she has written the poem and I am not changing the way she has anything Im typing it as it is written*

Good Grief
Hey what happened to the weekend! Well here we go again...its monday...time to strap on the work shoes and go back to the job...Who's bright idea was it to have a 5 day work week? To my friends that work 40+ hours a week I have this to say...I'm sorry that really sucks...A girl just gets fed up with driving to the same place at the same time to do the same shit. I just wish I was born a princess or heiress so I can see how the other side lives. It just gets to ya working and payin all the bills...I got hope that I wont be a pay check to pay check person forever...hope is something right?? RIGHT? GRRRR LOL Have a good week everyone I know Im gonna try! =)

My Once Clean Rugs
I just wash my bathroom rugs (from the prevoius attack of the hair balls) I fluff the rug and place it down in the perfect spot. I just sit down and make my tushie comfy when I her that sound!!!!! Yup, the kitties had to go hairball up my bathroom rugs again....grrrrr

I Wonder??
I was just on my profile and it gave me the option to remvoe myself from my friend list, stop being a fan or gosh even block myself...I feel that is for someone who has some serious self lothing issues.

In Your Hand's (poem #1) By : Outlaw Angel
In your hands I lay my heart Running the risk of being torn apart. In your hands I lay my dream with hearts connected we're a loving team. In your hands I lay my eternal devotion my heart swells when I have this notion.

Chris. =)
Is the most RANDOM person ever in life. I mean last night she broke out into random dancing at the bar. Then she got up and broke into her random dancing during some song that was ... well.... let's say the dancing didn't go with. I started laughing and she says to me, "What? It's not like I'm ever going to see these people ever again". Man I can't stop laughing about that. (You have to experience this dance in person. It's good not to have shame) Random ass.

Office Story
Rachel was at work at a high class lawyer firm, where the man that she has been lookin at also works. He doesnt know she is alive, or that she even works there. Rachel wears clothes that get attention but yet he still doesn't pay her any. While in her office wit close doors she daydreams of him and the taughts that he would come in and make love to her..there is a knock at the door its him (Jamal)she jumps up not able to speak, he tells her she is assigned to a new case and she needs to work late with him, she is speechless but manages to say thank you for that opporinity to work with him. He leaves the office and closes the door behind him, she sits back in her chair smiling, excited about being next to him. Rachel couldnt wait till that nite to work with him. Later that nite Jamal came into her office when it was time to work on the new case, Jamal took Rachel by the hand and lead her into his office where he had roses and candles lite, she looked at him and was gonna say but I tau

An Introduction To Outlaw Angels Personal Poetry
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW ABOUT A WEEK AGO OUTLAW ANGEL AND HER DAUGHTER SPENT AN ENTIRE WEEK WITH ME AND MY FAMILY HERE IN WVA AND WELL WHY SHE WAS HERE SHE AND I SPENT MANY LONG HOURS TALKING AND WHEN SHE CAME HERE SHE BROUGHT WITH HER SOME OF HER VERY MOST PRICELSS TREASURE'S NAMELY HER POETRY SHE WOULD NEVER POST HER POETRY HERSELF BUT BEFORE SHE LEFT SHE INTRUSTED ME TO KEEP HER POETRY AND SHE BEGAN WRITTING HER POEMS AT THAT AGE OF 18 AND SHE IS STILL WRITTING POETRY TODAY BUT THIS BLOG IS ABOUT HER AND HER BEAUTIFUL POETRY I WOULD LIKE FOR EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOGS TO TAKE THE TIME TO REALLY READ THE POEMS THAT I PUT UP AND GIVE HER SOME FEED BACK AS SHE HAS OVER 500 SOME POEMS AND I WANT TO PUT THEM OUT THERE FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD TO SEE SHE TRUELY IS A POET AND I JUST LOVE HER WORK AND I THINK MANY OF YOU ALL WILL LOVE THEM JUST AS MUCH AS I DO.

Surveyyyyy Madness
THE LETTER A. 1. Are you avaliable?: is that like when a movie comes out at the local blockbuster? am i sitting on a shelf? no. 2. What is your age?: 22 3. What annoys you?: icp THE LETTER B. 1. Do you know anyone named Billy?: i do. i heart bill... he's great. except that he is more interesting than i am... bastard. 2.WHen is your birthday?: february fourteenth 3. Who is your best friend?: for real? amy. for here? blair THE LETTER C. 1. What's your favorite candy?: ummm... no. 2. Who's your crush?: B Ry 3.the last time you cried?: yesterday when my contact spazzed out. it wasn't real crying... but it still teared. THE LETTER D. 1. Do you daydream?: occasionally... but not everyday... 2. What's your favorite kind of dog? mastifs. 3. What day of the week is it?: monday! THE LETTER E.-- 1. How do you like your eggs?: over easy. i heart eggblood. 2.Have you ever been to the emergency room? more times than i can count. i am clumsy. 3. What's the easiest thing ev

My Birthday Weekend!
OMG, I had such a great St. Patty's Day weekend, my 2 best friends (the Musketeers, Athos and Porthos) threw me a nice party. I was fortunate that my birthday is St Patty's Day cause it is just one more reason to have a party. I posted the pics and have so many more.. there is just not enough room I guess I need to level up so I can put more up or just give into being a VIC..... hmmmmm noone wished me a Happy Birthday on here, that was kind of depressing but the big party I had this weekend made up for it.. if you are reading my blog, go look at the St Patty's Day pics in my pic folders and rate and comment on them...much appreciated. Geekette

Hey
This blog is being written to those of you that care about whats going on. I want you to know that I love you and I think you're awesome for caring. I'm currently in the mix of getting a job at Verizon. I start my training on April 2nd at 8 AM. The training is on Monday and Fridays, and it lasts 8-10 business days. Of course I have to do a drug screen and a background check, but I ain't got anything to hide. If I can get the shift I want, I'll be taking on 3rd shift, and then possibly working another job during the day so I can get my bills paid. For all you big girls out there in Lexington Kentucky, I might be working at Lane Bryant's out in Hamburg. Stop by sometime and I'll gladly help yah lol Anyhow, love peace and chikkin grease! DJ Haunted Tears **Proud member of the cowgirls and cowboys of CT**

My Soul On Fire
My soul on fire The sun seem to be cold, Compared to your touch, Burning a path on my skin, Igniting the kindling of my Own desires. Your eyes rip through me, Like reading the pages Of an erotic Book Leaving me breathless, As the last chapter Is not written yet! Your soul enchant mine, Connecting like the links In a chain forged with magic iron Obtained ONLY through Opening my heart …In love and lust. The moon seem warm, Compared to the frosty Bite of not having you This close to my body To stir my soul into a Gripping fire!

Part Two Of What I Am Working On
he ran to her side holding her tightly. Regretting the day he left her, slightly shaking her to wake her from her dream state. It wasn’t working so he leaned in and kissed her that’s all he could think of at the time his lips meeting up with hers the first time in months. She woke suddenly and told him why did you leave me why? As she pushed him away she wanted to pull him closer her mind went back on track to the mission at hand. She said “go I can’t do this not now we have a mission to complete”. As she dozed back to sleep he watch ever so quietly. She didn’t realize he was still there. As she got up the next morning with the thoughts of his kiss on her mind she was slowly loosing focus on what was going on mission wise she came to and snapped herself back into place. They had replaced the kid already she was so shocked to see that. As the day went on she decided on a new plan of action her alone no one else at least for this day. The dusk approaches on the dessert sand, it was

Get Ya Mind Right
I WROTE SOMETHING ON THE EAMON SONG IN MY STASH TO A EX. NOW I HAVE A FEW EXS BUT ONLY ONE SPOKE ON IT. YO IF U DONT WANT ME BACK Y R U SPEAKIN ON IT. THERE IS NO NAME ON IT JUST SAYS TO AN EX UR NOT THE ONLY EX I HAVE U ALREADY KNO THAT. STOP SPEAKIN ON IT IF IT'S NOT U LOL. RELAX AND ENJOY UR DAY. AND IN HONESTY IT WASN'T MEANT FOR U. LMMFAO.

Lol@this Bitch
the bouncers did play hardball with me and made me remove the sticky but they also tagged the pic he ripped from me nsfw, this being why i have one salute now instead of 2, this girl needs to be more carefull, i have freinds everywhere that will let me know when some old ass bag is talking shit, check out this hag lmao http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2659674219#

Leo
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relation

My Beautiful 1
Me and Victoria have been through our ups and downs, mostly due to my lack of trust. I've doubted her too many times. I've came to realize that maybe it's my old, self-destructive ways...well I put that behind me. I started a new life and the newest addition being the most beautiful, smart, and ever-so- caring woman I Love with all my heart, one that has showed me love that I can only dream of or see in movies. Love that I can finally experience for myself and it is such a beautiful thing. every breath i take, every blink, every gust of wind, everytime I envision this godsend, is sooo much more.Seem as cheesy as it may, but I love that woman with all of my existance and feel so grateful god gave me Victoria to share all my happy moments and the rest of my life with. If any of you aren't in love or even care, you dont' know what your missing out on. I've never met someone that the lord has put so much work into. That is my woman, wife and friend, my other half and definite soulmate. I a

Im Lookin For
i need some people who will be willing to help me in a contest in a week or so. i will give a big pimpin prize to whoever helps me out the most. im not sure what yet so if you wanna help me plz pm me.

Receiving/sending A Fax
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE OLDER, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID........"WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!!"

Poetry
he is strong like an ox his strength increable beyond any human. he is faster than sound or light he can move that quick. his eyes are Dark Red Darker tahn blood Or fire He has Razor sharp claws as hands to Ripp the body apart and take the soul. He lives in the shadows stealing the souls from all who hide lies or have thier eyes closed No one knows where he comes from or What he is but they know he will never stop

And Again We Go...
I think that I am way too nice with some people... For absolutely NO reason, a friend of mine as gone psycho on me once again. What did I do? I have no clue..Maybe it's because I was there for him and I always listened to him or maybe it's because I love him so much...

Nypd Officers Surrender In Groom's Death
Mar 19, 12:35 PM (ET) By PAT MILTON (AP) A sign protesting the shooting of Sean Bell is posted near Queens County Criminal Courts Building... Full Image NEW YORK (AP) - Three police officers surrendered Monday to face charges in a shooting that killed an unarmed groom on his wedding day and stirred outrage around the city. The officers were accused of firing nearly 50 shots at three young men in a car outside a nightclub, killing Sean Bell and seriously wounding two of his friends. Two other officers involved were not indicted. The eight-count indictment charges detectives Michael Oliver, who fired 31 times, and Gerard Isnora, a decorated undercover officer who fired 11 shots, with first-degree and second-degree manslaughter, Queens District Attorney Richard Brown said Monday. Those charges are classified as violent felonies with mandated jail time if the men are convicted. The maximum punishment for manslaughter is 25 years, Brown said. Detective Marc

Moved
I'm in a new place in orange now. Moving has been completely and utterly shitty, but now it's all over. I only shudder to think that in a few months I have to move out of my mother's apartment, and start the moving process all over again. Yikes. --Jonni

Word Of The Day: Curiosity
Bullets and cuts couldnt hurt me like you you ravage and visibly cut down every image i have pasted up on this wall. the wall between myself and myself. yes i said myself and MYSELF. the me thats like HEY you are perfect for me, evey litle thing we have in common imtelling you you are amazing. but you knwo your not. my ego builder satisfuies for the moment. until you spit me away like a watermelon seed well drained of flavor. myself and myself. the wall between both is crashing down. and u saw it coming 400 yards away. the other me who says damn you are not someone i would ever watse my time on. you are not as intelligent as i thought you do not have very good ideas i actually DO not agree with you on that. myself and myself. razors, papercuts, shanks, scalpels, knives, machetes, 12 gauge rifles, blowtorches, and a fucking cannon could not hurt me like you do. and this is not, i repeat, this is not, a love hate poem. you knwo the kind whining of how much some assho

Facts (from Tainted Love)
Relationship Rules 1. The female makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change by the female at any time without prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all the rules. Attempts to document the rules are not permitted. 4. If the female suspects that the male may know some or all of the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 5. The female is never wrong. 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of an egregarious misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did, said, did not do, or did not say. 7. If rule 6 is invoked, the male must apologize immediately for having been the cause of the misunderstanding without any clues from the female as to what he did to have caused the misunderstanding. See rule 13. 8. The female may change her mind at any time for any reason or no reason at all. 9. The male is never permitted to change his mind or under circumstances without the express written consent of the f

Mansongr
This is an example of skaldic verse I did years ago. It is poetry based on alliteration rather than end rhyme (though I did try to keep some end rhyme on every third line). When the Christians converted Iceland back around the turn of the first millenia, this particular form of verse, mansongr, was outlawed. Think you'll see why. (oh, and the formatting here kind of messes this up, cause it won't let me center the text. If you follow the capital letters, those should each be seperate lines, two short lines then a longer third line) Lips lightly stroke Linger upon Her I deeply dwell Fingertips float Over her flesh Her maidenhood made to melt Gazing, grasping With greedy eyes Greater grows our lust Trembling to touch Muscles held taut Pierced through with my thrust Hands on hips Each thrust harder Worth the wait of years Sound escapes In sweet sighs In throaty growls and groans Boiling blood Building climax The merging of our moans Pounding passion Puls

Many Faces....
Depression has many faces- It rears it's head in so many places. I can sit in the dark, or linger in the light- People always think their opinions are right. If people would let me be, I'd be better off you see. Demons and fears lurk within me and abound, Don't push me and let me be found. I cry because I'm sad, mad, and alone- I will be happy around you when it's time to be shown. Let me open my doors to you- Just because a window is open don't push me through. How do you know how my depression feels? You only see what I let you see through my eyes of steel. Continue to push I'll back away, Leave me the hell alone or in the darkness I will stay. 03/17/07

Just Something
I have, For I wish I have cut out my tongue For I wish not to speak I have cut my legs off For I wish not to walk I have cut my hands off For I wish not to write I have slit my wrists For I wish to bleed I have taken out my eyes For I wish not to see I have cut my ears off For I wish not to hear I have taken out my brain For I wish not to think I have cut out my heart For I wish not to love I have died For I wish not to live Burned out and burned down Lost and confused I will say I love you one last time I will say goodnight one last time Heres to an end that means nothing

What Women Want????
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!*** 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! 20-u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help makes her feel special. 26-DON'T LIE TO HER

Pisces
PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Recent News
well to start i'm recently single and semi enjoying it. i have no intention of "dating" again until someone proves that it might be worth it by restoring my faith in the females of the human race. i like my freedom but i need some new friends to help me express it.

Monday
moday morning... Good morning everyone. Monday morning and its back to LoveSick Radio business. I am up late today so its a quick one. The show the other night was cool but also a little weird – But all the bands were cool – we had no soundcheck and McGees monitor went out half way through the set but we made it through. Thanks to everyone that was there. OK - I dont have a lot for you today - I have a day of working at home, phonecalls etc, and I intend to make the most of it. Tomorrow, the studio & a meeting then wed. rehearsal with LSR. Have a great day everyone, and see you tomorrow. I'm going to get outta here and make the daily trip to Mecca.....uh, sorry.....Starbucks! Then the gym. One more thing. Thank you columbus for making us the most requested song on WNCI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You all fucking rock....... Peace david

Crazy In Love
I just want to let you all know that I have found the man of my dreams. He is my SUPERMAN. I couldn't ask for a better man. I came home the other day and he was making dinner. I didn't have to do a damn thing. That was nice. We had the perfect day. I read his blog and and it makes me happy that he is happy here with me. He can up and leave anytime that he wants but he chooses to stay here. That is awesome. I can't describe how I feel for him. I love being with him in every sense of the word and I hate being away from him...i feel as if half my heart as been ripped out. Today he went to work and I got to make him lunch...i have never done that before...it felt as if we were the family that I have wanted forever. Then he kissed me goodbye and told me he would see me later. I love that. I love him. It is truely great when you find that someone who completes you inside and out. I pray that this never ends. He loves me and my kids and that is a blessing. Just wanted to let

Nfl Draft
Yes, we are still a long way away from the two best NFL off-season days. But the preparations for that are well under way across the league: ---Louisville's broken-legged running back Michael Bush will be a hot target for teams manuevering to get him in the second/third round area. If he's fully recovered, he hits the NFL ready to make an immediate impact. ---Ted Ginn's foot injury from the National Championship may be causing him to slide on some draft boards. If he's still around late in the first round, playoff teams are going to be thrilled. ---Michigan State's Drew Stanton may be the third quarterback taken when the draft begins. Yuck. As for mock drafts, we are close enough to the proceedings now that they are starting to be worth a read. Some for your perusal: ---Don Banks' Mock Draft 3---still guessing Brady Quinn to Lions at #2 overall ---Peter Schrager at foxsports.com with pre-draft version 6.0---guessing Quinn to the Browns at #3 overall ---A

Neglect
Neglect Neglect is a failure to provide for the child's basic needs. The types of neglect are: physical educational emotional Physical neglect Physical neglect is not providing for a child's physical needs, including: inadequate provision of food, housing, or clothing appropriate for season or weather lack of supervision expulsion from the home or refusal to allow a runaway to return home abandonment denial or delay of medical care inadequate hygiene Educational neglect Educational neglect is the failure to enroll a child of mandatory school age in school or to provide necessary special education. This includes allowing excessive truancies from school. Emotional (psychological) neglect Emotional neglect is a lack of emotional support and love, such as: not attending to the child's needs, including need for affection failure to provide necessary psychological care domestic violence in the child's presence, such as spousal or partner abuse

Wow!
Over the weekend I watched a great movie called Step Up, starring Channing Tatum, I am so in lust! This has got to be the hottest guy I have ever seen. I know all you men probably don't care to hear this but this is for the girls on my list. You have got to check this guy out!!

Capricorn Baby!!!
Hello, Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud.Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forwa

Learning!!! Help!!
Ok I can't get the profile to stay PUT! NO matter how many times I fix it, sooooooooo I"m Canadian, female 47, redheaded and a short round :). Love people loveeeeeeeeee music and just love luvin :) (NO NOT CYBER SEX!) for the morons out there !! lmao

Which Will And Grace Character Are You?
Which Will and Grace Character Are You? You're Will Truman! You're classy, stylish, and intelligent. You love your friends, especially your best friend who knows EVERYTHING about you.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

As Is Lyrics
you can't hide behind social graces so don't try to be all touchy feely cuz you lie in my face of all places but i've got no problem with that really what bugs me is that you believe what you're saying what bothers me is that you don't know how you feel what scares me is that while you're telling me stories you actually believe that they are real and i've got no illusions about you and guess what? i never did and when i said when i said i'll take it i meant, i meant as is just give up and admit you're an asshole you would be in some good company i think you'd find that your friends would forgive you or maybe i am just speaking for me cuz when i look around i think this, this is good enough and i try to laugh at whatever life brings cuz when i look down i just miss all the good stuff when i look up i just trip over things and i've got no illusions about you...

What American Accent Do You Have?
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The West The Inland North Philadelphia The South Boston North Central The Northeas

Phone Numbers
Phone Numbers To Call For Help Help That You Need Phone Numbers: Helpline for victims and perpetrators of child abuse; information, literature, and referrals Get Help Now: Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline: 1-800-4-A-CHILD Agencies to call to report suspected child abuse. Organized by state within the U.S. Child Abuse Reporting Numbers Helpline and suggestions for coping with a crying baby Shaken Baby Syndrome or 1-877-6-END-SBS Helpline for teens who are having problems at home Youth and Teens or 1-800-RUNAWAY

My Grandma Part 11
Ok the hospice came today and said that everything is shutting down.. She may live until next week.. So it is really hard.. I don't know what to do or say at all.. It is hard that my life is shittie as of now.. I don't want her to die to be honest with you all she is the only thing I have lift of me.. you all know that deep in my heart.. But if she has to go than I am going to have to accept it like it or not.. I can't blame myself it is was not my damn fault.. I may give up and give up who or what i believe.. Right now I am going to stay strong no matter what happens.. So that is that.. that is life and it is her destiny.. If this happens I will be happy that she is in a better place and I have to move on with my life.. Give you all updates on my grandma really soon.. Virgo24

Different Location, Same Sensation
Like an angel Falling from heaven She wrapped Her mini skirt Around my thigh Said she wanted to Meet me From the time she Saw me walk in Which was an Hour Before she got To the bar I knew you would Show up here Eventually She whispered in My ear Kissed my cheek And moved away She came back With another beer Told me to get Comfortable It was gonna be A long ride Turns out She went to church And loved her Jesus But was not captive To her faith She never allowed Her morals To interfere with Our pleasure Praised for My gift to sin A talent she did not Take For granted The once innocent Angel Saw thru me too Seeds of intrigue Are planted

My Heart And I
ENOUGH ! we're tired, my heart and I. We sit beside the headstone thus, And wish that name were carved for us. The moss reprints more tenderly The hard types of the mason's knife, As heaven's sweet life renews earth's life With which we're tired, my heart and I. You see we're tired, my heart and I. We dealt with books, we trusted men, And in our own blood drenched the pen, As if such colours could not fly. We walked too straight for fortune's end, We loved too true to keep a friend ; At last we're tired, my heart and I. How tired we feel, my heart and I ! We seem of no use in the world ; Our fancies hang grey and uncurled About men's eyes indifferently ; Our voice which thrilled you so, will let You sleep; our tears are only wet : What do we here, my heart and I ? So tired, so tired, my heart and I ! It was not thus in that old time When Ralph sat with me 'neath the lime To watch the sunset from the sky. `Dear love, you're looking tired,' he said; I, smi

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: October 5 You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Who Is Now Reading This?
WHO is now reading this? May-be one is now reading this who knows some wrong-doing of my past life, Or may-be a stranger is reading this who has secretly loved me, Or may-be one who meets all my grand assumptions and egotisms with derision, Or may-be one who is puzzled at me. As if I were not puzzled at myself! Or as if I never deride myself! (O conscience-struck! O self-convicted!) Or as if I do not secretly love strangers! (O tenderly, a long time, and never avow it;) Or as if I did not see, perfectly well, interior in myself, the stuff of wrong-doing, Or as if it could cease transpiring from me until it must cease. -Walt Whitman

You Might Just Like It!!
HEY ALL COME CHECK OUT CLUB FANTASIA AND HELP ME GET THIS CLUB ROCKIN. THERE IS SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE IN THERE AND WE ARE DOING ARE BEST TO KEEP IT DRAMA FREE SO COME ON IN AND JOIN US FOR SOME FUN FIRST 100 PEOPLE THRU THE DOOR GET A GIFT FROM ME. SO CLICK THE LINK BELOW

Spirits Of The Dead
Thy soul shall find itself alone 'Mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone; Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy. Be silent in that solitude, Which is not loneliness- for then The spirits of the dead, who stood In life before thee, are again In death around thee, and their will Shall overshadow thee; be still. The night, though clear, shall frown, And the stars shall not look down From their high thrones in the Heaven With light like hope to mortals given, But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee for ever. Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish, Now are visions ne'er to vanish; From thy spirit shall they pass No more, like dew-drop from the grass. The breeze, the breath of God, is still, And the mist upon the hill Shadowy, shadowy, yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token. How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of mysteries!

Dreams
Oh! that my young life were a lasting dream! My spirit not awakening, till the beam Of an Eternity should bring the morrow. Yes! tho' that long dream were of hopeless sorrow, 'Twere better than the cold reality Of waking life, to him whose heart must be, And hath been still, upon the lovely earth, A chaos of deep passion, from his birth. But should it be- that dream eternally Continuing- as dreams have been to me In my young boyhood- should it thus be given, 'Twere folly still to hope for higher Heaven. For I have revell'd, when the sun was bright I' the summer sky, in dreams of living light And loveliness,- have left my very heart In climes of my imagining, apart From mine own home, with beings that have been Of mine own thought- what more could I have seen? 'Twas once- and only once- and the wild hour From my remembrance shall not pass- some power Or spell had bound me- 'twas the chilly wind Came o'er me in the night, and left behind Its im

Waiting . . . . . .
I realize that my love for her will never change. . . never go down even though we are not together i still hold her in that depth of my heart that no one can reach. I realize that she is looking for some air to breath so she can regroup and find who she is. no matter what she is still the girl that i fell in love with and that will never change. so I put my love in the back and on real low cause I will be the waiting when she will want to come back . . . to me. so i am letting her go so she can find her true potential but Im not letting go of all those good times we had or will have again. I hope you find what you are looking for and I wish you and the one with you the best and please be patient. Don't rush P.S. Still here for you

Pic Of Woman Involved In Teens Murder
I THINK THEY SHOULD BOTH GET LIFE...BUT WE KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN :( this one of the peeps involved in the murder of teen boy Teen beaten to death, jury hears Matthew Martins, 16, cornered near escalator bottom at SkyTrain Station Glenda Luymes, The Province Published: Thursday, March 15, 2007 SURREY - Sixteen-year-old Matthew Martins' life ended violently when he was cornered and beaten at the bottom of an escalator in a Surrey SkyTrain station, a jury in the trial of Robert Forslund and Katherine Quinn heard yesterday. Forslund threw the small teen into a Plexiglas wall beside the stopped escalator before stomping on his head 13 times and slashing his throat with a broken beer bottle, Crown counsel Wendy Dawson told the first day of the couple's trial for second-degree murder. Dawson said Martins had encountered the couple earlier that night, when Quinn jumped on his back to steal the cross he wore around his neck. Hours later, police found the cross in Forslund's p

My Sexual Fire Within
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. breathing the manly scent of you Intoxicating you like fine wine... making your senses whirl... Your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking

Mourning A Loss.....
never thought i'd be the one to say this but i am to inform those who do not know the loss of my sweet spirit. She over dosed on pain medication... So many things i wish i could say to her now so many things i know i cant now. I'm sorry Ash... I promised you i'd protect you and i failed I'm sorry, Please rest now , You are in a far better place then us. You are safe now my sweet Spirit, No one can hurt you now and no one can make you cry. You were always my angel girl. And now you are an angel above to watch over us all. I'll see you again my sweet Spirit. I'll be seeing you soon.

A Very Sad Day
My friends son passed away he was in a vegatative state for a long time.his heart couldn't handle it and he passed.please keep her and her family in your prayers.... i will be on and off here to be with her and the family....my love to all

Fallen Angel
I HAVE FALLEN FROM THE SKY FALLEN TO THE GROUND I AM THE ANGEL OF SADNESS ANGEL OF LOST HOPES ANGEL OF LOST DREAMS I AM THE FALLEN ANGEL FEAR ME NOT I AM HERE FOR A REASON THAT REASON IS TO HAVE A SECOND CHANCE IN LIFE THAT LIFE I WAS GIVEN FOR A REASON THEY TOOK MY WINGS THEY TOOK ME APART AND MADE ME HUMAN I WAS THE FALLEN ANGEL BUT THAT FALLEN ANGEL HAD ONE CHANCE IN LIFE THAT SHE WAS GIVEN THIS ANGEL WON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE THAT SHE MADE BEFORE THIS ANGEL WILL GO DOWN THE RIGHT PATH THAT HAS BEEN CHOSEN FOR HER THIS FALLEN ANGEL KNOWS WHAT SHE HAS TO DO TO BE FORGIVEN

A Fire Deep Inside
THE FIRE I HAVE SO DEEP INSIDE IS A PASSION OF WHICH I WRITE AND TO YOU I DO AND WILL CONFIDE WHETHER SEEN AS WRONG OR RIGHT MY FEELINGS I SIMPLY CANNOT HIDE AS I JOURNEY THROUGH THE NIGHT IT DOESN'T MATTER DARK OR LIGHT I SIMPLY STOP AND WRITE AND THEN TO YOU I DO CONVEY MY LIGHTER SIDE TO WORDS OF PLAY MY DARKER THOUGHTS THROUGH WORDS OF PAIN I SIMPLY CAN'T REFRAIN SO LAUGH OR CRY,ONE CAN'T DENY IT MATTERS NOT YOU SEE FOR IF YOU TAKE THE JOURNEY YOU CAN SET YOUR SPIRIT FREE SO TO THAT END I INVITE YOU TO READ THE PROSE UPON THESE PAGES JUST LET THEM IN THEN SET THEM FREE TO FLOAT ACROSS THE AGES 12:24 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Woot Woot
yay! all my studying, blood, sweat, and tears have payed off!! im officially graduating college! i start my internship soon after spring break, and im so excited! it will make me nervous but it will be easier than classes lol. i dont have to take 28 credits in one quarter anymore lol. i took 4 yrs in 2 and it was worth it!! time to celebrate!!!!!

Wanna Make A Bet?!?!
A little old lady went into the Bank of America one day, carrying a bag of money. She insisted that she must speak with the president of the bank to open a savings account because, "It's a lot of money!" After much hemming and hawing, the bank staff finally ushered her into the president's office (the customer is always right!). The bank president then asked her how much she would like to deposit. She replied, $365,000!" and dumped the cash out of her bag onto his desk. The president was of course curious as to how she came by all this cash, so he asked her, "Ma'am, I'm surprised you're carrying so much cash around. Where did you get this money?" The old lady replied, "I make bets." The president then asked,"Bets? What kind of bets?" The old woman said, "Well, for example, I'll bet you $15,000 that your balls are square." "Ha!" laughed the president, "That's a stupid bet. You can never win that kind of bet!" The old lady challenged, "So, would you like to take my

Cracked Dream
ive never known what to do livin my life has been somethin i go thru wondering what it means and why it seems things get torn in two i sit and talk to myself looking at the cracks in my skin that show whats within ive been lookin for you in my dreams each night it gets harder it seems to see your face its true sometimes time can erase even still it remains blood from my skin crashes again filling my world darkness is my friend ill bet you think you can see what it is thats been goin on with me i think your blind until the end of time ill be trapped in here in this world thats so unkind broke in two never to see

The Darkest Day
I woke up this morning and my greatest fear come true, The sky was black when it should have been blue, Why did the sun not rise from the east, I got dressed so I could talk with the priest. I threw on my clothes and put on my shoes, I dashed to my car with no time to lose, I drove down the street with such a velocity, Fearing that Satan had caused this atrocity. I parked at the church and ran in the door, I could not find the Father but I heard a loud snore, I followed the sound to the second row pew, And I awoke the Father and said what I knew. He looked at me with such long stare, Then he opened his Bible and said short prayer, He stood me up then told me to walk, Thats when he stopped and pointed to the clock. The reason he said the sun does not shine, Because the clock still reads two thirty-nine, Embarrassed and ashamed I went home and laid in my bed, Thats when I noticed the clock batteries were dead

Please Look In Here!!!!!!
to all my friends fans and family iam going to be gone from ct ,for along while, please rate my pics before i leave ,i have 4 days before iam gone and i would like to see who my real friends are thanks!!!!!

Ms Terri Terri
You always give a helping hand, Always there to help us understand. Your spirit was so calm and sweet, You put everybody before you own needs. When I saw you smile I knew everything was okay, You made it so easier for us to go to school day by day. Your spirit is free, Just like a wild horse that we can not see. And when it begins to rain, Its your tears of joy that is telling us that everything is going to be okay. Even though you’re gone, When we can still feel your spirit living on. And even though we have to say goodbye, It’s not the end of time. in memory of our teacher Ms Teri Teri

A Dream Crushed...
I wanted to be many different things growing up. What normal boy didn't dream of being the next Chuck Yeager or John Glenn? So growing up as an Air Force brat I strove to attend The Air Force Academy but wound up attending The Citadel instead. My junior year in HS I saw the movie Platoon. I saw all the darkness and carnage and thought that I had to do anything I could to prevent that from happening. So I majored in International Relations specialising in Middle Eastern Affairs. During the course of my education I realised how much I hated the political arena but still wanted to make a difference. So I had entered the Air Force Reserves to help pay for the rest of my school (military enlisted barely live above the poverty line, much less able to pay for a child's college). While there I discovered the PJ's. Pararescue Jumpers. These are the guys hanging on the bottom of a rope, getting shot at, naked to the world, just to rescue and injured person "So that others may liv

Damaged Lyrics
This song made me the most money when I danced. I always danced to the slow version... Plumb - Damaged Lyrics Dreaming comes so easily 'Cause it's all that I've known True love is a fairy tale I'm damaged, so how would I know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm ashamed And I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Will anyone get close to me? I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know There's mending for my soul An ending to this fear Forgiveness for a man who was stronger I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

Relationship Rules !!!!!!
1. The female makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change by the female at any time without prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all the rules. Attempts to document the rules are not permitted. 4. If the female suspects that the male may know some or all of the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 5. The female is never wrong. 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of an egregarious misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did, said, did not do, or did not say. 7. If rule 6 is invoked, the male must apologize immediately for having been the cause of the misunderstanding without any clues from the female as to what he did to have caused the misunderstanding. See rule 13. 8. The female may change her mind at any time for any reason or no reason at all. 9. The male is never permitted to change his mind or under circumstances without the express written consent of the female which is given only

You Know You Have Grown Up When...
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is

My Poetry
I wrote this poem out of pure love ^_^ Even though im 21 now and i am still a vergin my friends tease me about it all the time but im proud to be one! im not one of those guys who go around sleeping with girls just for the fun of it... anyway heres my poem i hope everyone who reads it likes it ^_^ True Love You’re so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you. You’re the only one who could make me feel like this, Scared to be away for only one second; Scared you’ll cease to care. Your smile lights up your face and I’d die to put it there And kill anyone who tries to take it away. No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved. Not while I’m here to hold you. There could never be another to come close to what you are; So completely perfect in your imperfections. I swear I’ll never try to change you. And you swear you’ll never change. You’ll be there when I’m at the bottom. Though “misery loves company” he’ll have to look somewhere

Endearing
Last weekend we had Hanks son. It's always fun to have him around and I know it does alot for Hank to be with his son. Well Wyatt and I were playing on the swing set while his dad and a couple friends went back into the woods. It was a nice day out so it seemed perfect to be outside, to bad I had to work that night. There we are swinging and Wyatt asked me something , though I can't recall just what. However it got me going into a story and I told him I fell madly in love with him and so I moved here. He's a sharp kid though because he asked me, Well I thought you loved my daddy. To which I responded, I do love your daddy and I love you too. I thought ok that moments passed now we're going to play some more. So we move off the swing and he heads towards the slide. He picks something up off the ground and it's a rock that he hands me. He says this is a present for swinging so high or something like that. Then he hands me a leaf, looks at me and says and this is a present for marry

I'm Getting To Like This Feeling.
I'm getting to like this feeling I'm getting to enjoy the away time I'm finding that you make me relax You allow me to see things In a less negative way I'm less vulgar with you I'm more sarcastic, I don't know how to fight I don't know how not to walk away I don't know how to actually listen To what you have to say when we are not agreeing When you look me in the eye And try to tell me what you are feeling I'm not used to having someone express themself to me, I'm use to a blank surface I'm used to fighting with myself I'm used to screaming to be heard with you I don't need to scream, I barely have to raise my voice You hear what i have to say you laugh when i need you to laugh And i'm sure you would hold me if i was crying You would be my best friend, never my enemy You would love me the way I so need to be loved You would allow me to love you. You would be happy in a three bedroom house beautifully Landscaped by us made our own, our white picket

And It's About Time
well after asking a question in my mumms. I did confront her. we didn't argue. We decided to be friends instead of lovers and I respect that. Now it's off to enjoy life again... So ladies in Indy watch out ....he's BACK !!!! LOL

Installing Love
Technical Support: Yes,... how may I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have t

The Old Paths
I liked the old paths, when Moms were at home. Dads were at work. Brothers went into the army, and sisters got married. Crime did not pay, hard work did and people knew the difference. Moms could cook, Dads would work, children would behave. Husbands were loving, Wives were supportive and children were polite. Women wore the jewelry, and Men wore the pants. Women looked like ladies, Men looked like gentlemen and children looked decent. People loved the truth, and hated a lie; they came to church to get IN, not to get OUT! Hymns sounded Godly, sermons sounded helpful, rejoicing sounded normal, and crying sounded sincere. Cursing was wicked, drinking was evil, and divorce was unthinkable. The flag was honored, America was beautiful, and God was welcome! We read the Bible in public, prayed in school, and preached from house to house. To be called an American was worth dying for, to be call

Alright!
I recieved an email on myspace this past weekend that made me very angry at the world. Pepsi is doing a new thing, they are changing thier cans. And they are going all patriotic. They are putting the pledge on the cans, but taking out the God parts. So, this email said to stop buying pepsi due to this. So here is my reply, just because I'm a bitch. Fuck off to all the bastards who choose to not buy a product because God was taken out. That is just dumb. This is supposed to be a melting pot country. If we use God on everything, then we sould add other Gods as well. Its only fair. But what do you think the fanatical Christains will do when they see Allah on thier next Coke can? They will shit a brick, if not an entire church. Here is the email: DON'T BUY FROM PEPSI Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge,

Poem
he is strong like an ox his strength increable beyond any human. he is faster than sound or light he can move that quick. his eyes are Dark Red Darker tahn blood Or fire. He has Razor sharp claws as hands to Ripp the body apart and take the soul. He lives in the shadows stealing the souls from all who hide lies or have their eyes closed. No one knows where he comes from or What he is but they know he will never stop

Critters
I'm sure a lot of people who have seen my album, “Critters in my yard” are wondering if I am concerned about what's out there? No, not at all. They were here long before I was. It is mankind that has invaded their home and is forcing them out. I m living in the same place I grew up in and over the years the changes have been so dramatic it's scary. Where I learned to hunt, fish and just be a kid is gone. Gone are the pastures where cows grazed to provide beef and dairy products, groves that provided citrus to all parts of the world and woods that gave shelter to gods creatures. This has been replaced be roads, houses, golf courses and emptiness. Why? That's simple, the people who owned this land have passed on or their children have taken over and all they are looking at is the money that the property will bring if they sell it. Five years ago there might have been a few hundred homes within five miles of my place. There are now thousands with a total of 25,000 or so planned. I know I

Driving Lesson No3
Traffic lights & Junctions. I spent an hour battling the traffic lights and the junctions in the town centre. Filter lights, box junctions, lights with no filter and give way markings after the lights, and other perculiarities! I am of the same conclusion as my dad, the idiot that designed our revamped road layout around Bridge foot, should be shot!! However it is quite easy to negotiate, as long as you ignore the idiots LOL Did a couple of big roudabouts, without even thinking about them LOL Getting much smoother braking and starting off as I'm more used to the car now. I'd kangeroo hopped a few times on my last couple of lessons. I didn't stall or kangeroo hop once today, although I did go round a corner in 3rd gear LOL I just have to remember to be smoother on the brake, When I'm slowing down to stop at lights, I need to trust the brakes to stop me, instead of giving them that little dig as I stop, to just make sure Ooops!! Same time next week, and we will be pr

Here Is The Link.....
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE SHOWN. HERE IS THE LINK TO MY DEAR FRIEND, LILY'S PROFILE. SHE HAS RECENTLY LOST HER MOTHER AND RETURNED HOME LATE LAST NIGHT. PLEASE KEEP SPREADING THE LOVE...ONLY EVERYWHERE!! I LOVE YOU ALL. BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS, ALL WAYS!

Anyone Willin To Help Out There?
i am in a 3 day blast give away i still need 3500 comments then i will be garenteed the blast if any one is willing to help it would be apretiated and if u need my help just send me a privite messege with your link ty there is not much time left on my giveaway thing

Feelings
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND TO SEE WHY OH WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ME,AM I UNABLE TO BE LOVED OR IS IT THE WAY I LOOK I'M JUST NOT SMART ENOUGH.TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW. WHY OH WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FIGHT WITH THIS LIFE I HAVE EVERYDAY. THE PAIN I'M IN EVERY SINGLE DAY.THE FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE ALL THE TIME.SOMETIMES I THINK WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL THIS GOING ON AND ON SOMETIMES I WANT TO GIVE UP THEN TO DEAL WITH THIS FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE. I GIVE AND GIVE TILL MY HEART CAN'T TAKE NO MORE AN THIS PAIN I'M FEELING IS SO HARD TO DESCRIBE AN THIS PAIN I'M IN IS HARD TO TAKE ALL I CAN DO ASK WHY OH WHY

Condoms
Imagine if all major retailers started making their own condoms and kept the same slogan... Sainsbury Condoms - making life taste better. Tesco Condoms - every little helps. Nike Condoms - Just do it. Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life. Galaxy Condoms - why have rubber when you can have silk. KFC Condoms - Finger, Licking good. Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hands. Safeway condoms - Lightening the load. Abbey National condoms - because life is complicated enough. Coca Cola condoms - The real thing. Duracell condoms - keep going and going. Macintosh condoms - It does more, it costs less, it's that simple. Pringles condoms - once you pop, you can't stop. Burger king condoms - Home of the whopper Goodyear condoms - for a longer ride go wide FCUK condoms - no comment required. Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain Halford condoms - we go the extra mile. On-digital condoms - plug and pl

Thank You Everyone
I WILL BE LEAVING TOMORROW MORNING TO GO BURY MY LIL BUDDY AND I'M NOT SURE HOW LONG I WILL BE GONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN GIVING ME DURING THIS VERY HARD TIME IN MY LIFE .. I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH.. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMMENTS AND GIFTS AND LOVE.. IT MEANS SOOOOO MUCH TO ME TO KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT THERE IS HERE ON CHERRYTAP.. I KNOW I HAVE BEEN LEAVING COMMENTS LIKE I USUALLY DO BUT DUE TO MY LOSS I HOPE YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS TO ME.. ME AND MY FAMILY WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND CARING AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE BEEN GIVING US DURING THIS HARD TIME IN OUR LIFE'S RIGHT NOW...

Virgo Sexual Profile
Virgos are slow to warm up, which may cause them to seem cool and aloof initially, but for those who manage to break through this barrier, Virgos are often extremely sexual. Virgos need to trust their partners before they can really open up sexually, and this can take a while. Many Virgos develop a high level of technical expertise in their youth but take longer to develop the capacity for spontaneous passion. This is one of the signs that improves with age, however, and older Virgos are generally not only more sexual but often maintain a high level of fitness and a youthful look well into middle age. Virgos are the choosiest sign of the zodiac and have a variety of intangibles that turn them on, the strongest of which seem to be intellectual prowess, reliability, helpfulness, and assertiveness. Virgos are very analytical and live in their minds. A person who can turn a Virgo on mentally has a much better shot of turning him or her on sexually. Once a Virgo is turned on, he or she beco

Sooooo...ya..
So I am sitting at work bored...I as might as well tell some stuff...I Used to live in Louisiana. I moved there in October of 2005. I had a shit load of fun there. I partied like crazy..Til I got arrested. I got arrested for stealing $2286.61 from Pizza Hut..I know..Stupid. I spent about 4mons in jail. I am out on Felony Prohbation for the next 3yrs. On New Years Eve, I went to the club..Got drugged..Got in a fight, got kicked out, then got arrested for Public Intoxication...Wonderful..Then I moved back to herre 4 days later. Where now I am clean, and I work for mortgage company as a loan processor..Unfortunately there has been alot of bullshit and unwanted and unneeded drama since I have been back..But I am out of that and keeping away from that..That is pretty much it..Feel free to shout at me today...I am bored...

A Fine Explanation
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me a faithful wife, the mother of your children? I'm leaving you. I want divorce straight away!" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.""Fine, go ahead," she sobbed," but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devour

What A Kiss Means
WAT A KISS REALLY MEANS *Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *A wink ---"Let's get it on" *Slap on the Ass ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *DONT ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

To Damn Busy!!
I am sorry I havent been on. Real world stuff is piling up on me...out of state company coming this week and I still have a ton of stuff to do before they get here. I miss chatting with my friends darn it!! lol, such is life. anyway I'll be back again as soon as I can. In the mean time be safe and have fun! brightest blessings anjel

Don,t Forget Your Raincoat!
A woman was having a daytime affair while her husband was at work. One wet and lusty day she was in bed with her boyfriend when, to her horror, she heard her husband's car pull into the driveway. "Oh my God - Hurry! Grab your clothes and jump out the window. My husband's home early!" "I can't jump out the window ~ It's raining out there!" "If my husband catches us in here, he'll kill us both!" she replied. He's got a hot temper and a gun, so the rain is the least of your problems!" So the boyfriend scoots out of bed, grabs his clothes and jumps out the window! As he ran down the street in the pouring rain, he quickly discovered he had run right into the middle of the town's annual marathon, so he started running along beside the others, about 300 of them. Being naked, with his clothes tucked under his arm, he tried to blend in as best he could. After a little while a small group of runners who had been watching him with some curiosity, jogged closer. "Do you always run in the nude?" on

16 Signs You Love Someone
When you're on the phone with them late at night, and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You wer

For Alisha
This is dedicated to a very dear friend of mine, Alisha I know this world has been cruel to you and that youve came close to the edge came close to giving up all hope and felt like there was nothing left for you. I never once strayed from your side I was always a shoulder and ears when needed And I just wanted to say lil angel that im proud of how far youve come. Dont ever give up hope Dont ever think youre alone because when you befriended me you have me for life You can call on me anytime in the day or night And i will be there. Youve come so far dear and youve gotten so strong Youre finally realizing the strength ive seen in you all along. There is nothing in this world and beyond that we cant overcome I am there by your side forever and always. Dean Dark

Eros In Virgo.
Eros in Virgo. ( in )Earthiness and intellectuality combine in Eros in Virgo. These lovers are sensual, especially when they are not thinking too much. Because of the tendency for Virgo to think and analyze, however, there can be a tendency to be one's own voyeur during sex. Vicarious enjoyment of sex is often highlighted with this placement. A meeting of minds is important to Eros in Virgo. These are somewhat moody lovers who may have distinct phases between promiscuity and celibacy. Virgo is very connected with--and aware of--the body and its functioning, and Eros in Virgo often seeks renewal through sex, with an attitude that sex is healthy and good for you. These are generally sensitive and tender lovers who do a lot to please their partners. Some awkwardness and shyness in terms of letting themselves go is often characteristic of this position. Virgo's symbol is the Virgin. This should not be taken literally, although when Virgo is connected to the sexual nature, there is a sense

True American! From A Friend ;)
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't a

Document Lyrics.... Assemblage 23 Rocks!!!!
In stillness A silent weight Pausing as the minutes each evaporate A desire To leave a scar To raise a voice from within the dark Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark This is a document To prove that I was here This is a document To prove I was at all And when my voice ceases to be Will the echo still ring loudly? And when there's nothing left of me Will my memory still go on? A flicker Transitory state An echo of an instance that burns a way A moment A shard of time A solitary thread that threatens to unwind Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark Distant An approaching age When this document falls beneath another's gaze Too late We have lost the dawn The signal's loud and clear, but the transmitter's gone Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark PS... Now imagine me dancing a

Which One Are You I'm April
subject: WHICH ONE ARE YOU I'M APRIL ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recov

Weekend In Review...
Would you believe that I didn't have a drop of alcohol this whole weekend? Actually it's been two weeks since I last had a drink. I'm not sure if I'm proud of myself or if I'm ready to go out and get smashed on B&B. The weekend was quiet. Got new headlights for my car so I can stop blinding people with my high beams at night. (my low beams went out about 3 years ago and I've been lazy abou replacing them) Relaxed at home. Went grocery shopping. Played WoW for 12 hours on Saturday. Yep, that's right....12 hours. I was logged on from 4pm on Saturday afternoon till 4am on Sunday morning. There was a good reason for that. The people that originally pressured me into playing decided to switch servers. I didn't really feel like paying to transfer my poor little lvl 17 character so I made a new one on the server they dragged me to. Same race, different class. So now I have an Alliance character on Laughing Moon (the new one) and Haoramush (the old one) and a Horde character on Sil

A Girl Asked...
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said, "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

True Love Means...
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a deserted road on a motorcycle. Girl: Slow down, we're going too fast. I'm scared! And I don't want anything to happen. Guy: Come on, don't worry. I know what I'm doing. Your having fun right? Girl: NO...please stop. I'm really scared Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: I LOVE YOU! Now please slow down. Guy: Give me a hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you help me out here? Will you take me Helmet off of me and put it on you? It's bugging me. In the paper the next day: A motorcycle has crashed into a building break failure. Two people found, but only one survived. The Truth is: That halfway down the road the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug him for one last time. Then had her wear him helmet so she would live, even though it meant that he would die.

Fire Fighters Contest
ARE YOU A FIRE FIGHTER??? ARE YOU GOOD LOOKING??? ARE YOU INTERESTED IN THIS??? I'M HOSTING THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER ON CT CONTEST AND IT WILL LAST FOR 4 DAYS ONLY. at least 10 CONTESTANTS NEEDED. Serious applicants only....and this I mean Serious applicants,meaning you must have people to vote for you and you'll be responsible for advertising your self or your self. This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT. All you need to do is send me the link to your pic in a private message and I will enter it for you!! WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8-FAN-ADD.@ CherryTAP

Follow Your Destiny Wherever It Leads You...
there comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. you realize that if you fall down and stay down, life will pass you by... life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now... walk your path one step at a time. keep your head up, and casts your dreams to the stars. keep your belief in yourself and walk into your new journey. you will find out magnificent, spectacular, and beyond your wildest imaginings...

Is It Friday Yet?
If it is not Friday yet I am gonna go back to bed and not wake up till it is. Headache is a little better but light hurts like h#ll and everything is a bit blurry though not as bad as last night. One of our biggest pain in the A$$ clients is sending emails today with stuff that makes no sense at all. She is one of those people who will ask for something, you do it, talk to her about it, and then she asks for it again the next month,, and forgets you even talked about it.

There's Nothing Like...
getting up and rushing to work (worrying that you're late) only to find out you weren't supposed to be there until 2! now i've got a couple of hours to do nothing.... on my way home i stopped to get some gas and smokes...and got too much change back! oh what a lucky boy am i?!

March 19, 2007: Celebutante
A person of high society and wealth whose famous just for the fact of being rich and fabulous. A socialite who is "famous for being famous." Paris Hilton, Ally Hilfiger, and Fabian Basabe are all noted celebutantes.

Another Freestyle Without Thinking
Today was yesterday at some point of time I woke up tomorrow wondering why My mind is like clouds on perpetual bliss Make love with the sun and the sky gets a kiss Im not writing this down, it comes from my head and im just typing down the thoughts as theyre said I will freestyle a mile and still keep on going Giving up and slowing down, its not showing Come in my mind and find what I find That the story of life has so many kinds My path is a turn for the worst or the best and I will keep going til nothing is left A soldier by nature, surviving the streets Ive been throght it all and Im still not beat. So show me the love as it enters your heart Tomorrow is today and yesterday was the start.

The New Pet!
This guy was lonely and so he decided life would be more fun if he had a new pet. So he went to the pet store and told the owner that he wanted to buy an unusual pet. After some discussion he finally bought a centipede, (100 leg >>>bug), which came in a little white box to use for his house. He took the box home, found a good location for the box, and decided he would start off by taking his new pet to the bar for a drink. So he asked the centipede in the box, "Would you like to go to Frank's place with me and have a beer?" But there was no answer from his new Pet. >>>This bothered him a bit, but he waited a few minutes and then asked him again, "How about going to the bar and having a drink with me?" But again there was no answer from his new friend and pet. So he waited a few minutes more, thinking about the situation. He decided to ask him one more time. This time putting his face up against the centipede's house and shouting, "Hey, in there! Would you like to

Virgo
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Today
Some how I have found the hope and courage to be positive about the situations at hand again. No nothing has changed and I still have no place to stay. I just feel better, more capable of handling the situation.

A True American
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: Y

Annoying Thing To Do On An Elevator
1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?" 2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off. 3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves. 4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral. 5) MEOW occasionally. 6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly 7) SAY -DING at each floor. 8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons. 9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button. 10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on." 11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?" 12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone. 13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the oth

Heart Of Gold
This about sums it up I want to live, I want to give I've been a miner for a heart of gold. It's these expressions I never give That keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold I've been in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keep me searching for a heart of gold You keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been a miner for a heart of gold.

Women,s Dictionary
Argument (ar*gyu*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (ayr*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*cue) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store. Hair Dresser (hare dres*er

Reflecting
Awaking today my mind felt buzzed. A voice in the back of my head. I heard the words I will be okay. No longer inside do I feel dead. Things have changed in a matter of time. My life begins to make sense. No longer are days wasted away. Instead Im thoughtful in every sense. I take the past and make it clear. I reflect on whats been done. So much is different like yesterday. I dont feel the need to run. I stand my ground and hold on tight. A chance I give on life. In the end I know whats best. Because of the past I now live right.

Oh Hey!
I cannot wait for Saturday. I'm DYING to see Lil Bruder. It'll be good to see the boys play again. And of course it'll be cool to chill with Jason. I miss that damn kid. ♥ Sunday is going to be grand as well. I'm sure I'll be tired as hell for work on Monday but this shall be worth it. I get to see Chris & Tommy again!!! Bring on the weekend!

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Relationship Rulez
Relationship Rules 1. The female makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change by the female at any time without prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all the rules. Attempts to document the rules are not permitted. 4. If the female suspects that the male may know some or all of the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 5. The female is never wrong. 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of an egregarious misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did, said, did not do, or did not say. 7. If rule 6 is invoked, the male must apologize immediately for having been the cause of the misunderstanding without any clues from the female as to what he did to have caused the misunderstanding. See rule 13. 8. The female may change her mind at any time for any reason or no reason at all. 9. The male is never permitted to change his mind or under circumstances without the express written consent of the femal

Flowers Of Flesh And Blood
one of my faves =) My sweet obsession My greatest masterpiece When I undress you Everything falls in place I will control you This flower of flesh and blood True crimson blooming I'll tear the petals off of you Flower of flesh My love will die for it Boundless and red My love lies motionless My own creation My one and only slave Into the darkness The hate of hell is boundless This blade consoles you True beauty staining through This love destroys you And there is nothing you can do

My Favorite Days
Some days are made of sunshine some days Are made of rain. My favorite days are made of clouds and Winds that call my name. The clouds are my pillows and the winds My pillow slips. They make me have the sweetest dreams And bring smiles to my lips. The wind softly whispers sweet nothings in My ear And the clouds ease my troubled mind till There's nothing left to fear. I would like to thank my maker for giving Me these gifts of puffy clouds and windsongs That give my spirit such a lift.

Sex
So i was thinking about sex and how it is all done. do u know?? lol thats a stupid question. neway i was asking a couple of people how they do it and i herd some stuff i never imagened hearing in my life. but it sounded pretty intresting. well anyway u have any idead of weird sex thatfeels great? let me kno on here or i have aim and my sn is imgunnatakeyaman!!!

My First Time
It was my first time ever And I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow...

Will This Ever End!!!
OK so yesterday I thought this cold was leaving...I'm walking in the park talking to Josh and felt really good:-)!!! Today I wake up and i feel horrible again!!! I know my imuune system is like really shot right now with my treatments, but this is getting ridiculous!!!!I have tried the whole chicken soup, sleeping, meds routine..Anyone have any good home remedies for colds???? If so Please share:-)~~~ XOXOX Michele

2 In One Day
It was after midnight. He had already finished a 6 pack of sam adams and had already fucked his ex girlfriend. He could still taste her juices all over his beard and lips. He had fucked her in the pub bathroom. It had been over a year since he had seen her but when the two of them were together and there is booze invloved it always ended the same. Trying to sober up he walked down the strip. Thinking of excuses he could tell Lisa on why he is over an hour late. He had only been dating her for a little over a month and had yet to close the deal. Eariler in the day Lisa informed him that tonight was the night but now here he was running late and smelling like sex! To Be Continued:

A Bit Better Now
Ok, so after my Thursday Night--Friday morning rantfest (see previous blog), I am glad to say I'm doing much better. I think the big thing was just that I really didn't get much sleep and that was making it difficult for me to think. Some more randoms...feel free to skip the rest if you want, these are pretty inconsequential. My weekend was uneventful. I think I made three trips to Target, each time returning home and thinking, "oh crap, I forgot to get ______!" and then resolving to just pick it up tomorrow. Upon which, the same would happen the next day. I watched 'The Family Guy' last night. What the Hell? I so rarely watch it, if ever, and I thought I'd try to get into it again, seeing as 'The Simpsons' was such a letdown, again. I just can't see how it's that funny. Disturbing, yes, shocking yes, but somehow South Park manages both those and is kick-ass hilarious the whole way through. Maybe it's not my type of humor. I don't know. I had another dream last night that

Whatevery Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. ~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Can You Say "life Sux A Big Fat One"?
Here starts a new week> Let me tell you about mine last week. Wed. night my cat got out and now has been MIA. She always comes back but hasn't which means someone has taken her in :( . I spent days going around looking for her and putting up fliers to no avail..... Then it gets fucking better.... Saturday while bombing for the squad, I get a ring at my door. It's my drunk ass neighbor "Sorry ma'am, I ain't gonna lie-I just hit your Durango". I get dressed and go wake the hubby and tell him what has happened. I go outside to look and not only did he hit my Durango-my Sentra is hit too!!! Hit hit my Durango so hard that it knocked it into my other car!!! My Durango is tore up and can't be driven. Let more fun begin with his insurance company...I know his ass is having fun today. His military career is totally fucked now. He ain't an E-4 after his commanders get a hold of his ass today.....I am SO NOT a happy camper!!!! I came out and this is what I saw!! My Durango Another pic

Why You Shouldn't Sell Amway Products!
Woman Allegedly Orders Dogs To Attack Salesperson (CBS4) LAKELAND A Lakeland woman was charged with battery with a deadly weapon after she allegedly ordered her two dogs to attack a door-to-door salesperson. 36-year old Amber Gilbert allegedly ordered her two dogs, a German shepherd and a Belgian Malinois, to go after Sennie Yeager who was selling cleaning products. Yeager was knocked to the ground and bitten on her back side. Yeager and a witness both told investigators that they heard Gilbert say, "Get her." Gilbert admitted to the Polk County Sheriff’s Department that her dogs have been trained to respond to verbal commands, but only if those commands are in Dutch.

Off And On!
so i am around, but not as much as i used to me. my life is in shambles right now. some of you know what's going on and i am so thankfully that I have friends like you that I can talk to. I am trying to figure out who i am again, but certain people are making it hard as hell. I do not like who and what I have become. In fact, its actually scary as to who i am. I've been this person before and it almost destroyed me!!! I dont want that to happen again. SOOOO..... On that note, If you care to talk, hit me up in a message and i will do my best to explain what's going on. LEAVE ME LOVE BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I REALLY EFFIN' NEED IT!!

All Sail, No Anchor
The English historian Thomas Macauley warned the American people decades ago that our Constitution ran the risk of being “all sail and no anchor.” In other words, the lofty ideals of the Constitution would only have merit as they remained anchored to moral absolutes. George Washington remarked, “It is impossible to rightly govern the world without God and the Bible.” As opposed to being firmly anchored to the truth of God, we as a society are being blown back and forth by the winds of secular ideologies which threaten to shipwreck our hearts, homes and nation. This is why Alan Bloom, professor of Philosophy at University of Chicago, has indicted the American educational system for failing to teach moral truth to its students. In his best-selling book, The Closing of the American Mind, he points out that our educators utilize a new language of “value relativism” which prevents us from “teaching with any conviction about good and evil.” He goes on to say that our universities offer

I Am December.....
IM OCTOBER AND THE WORDS ARE VERY TRUE FOR ME SO I WANNA KNO WHAT IT SAYS ABOUT U, SO LEAVE A COMMENT TELLIN ME WAT MONTH U ARE. ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. No

It's Not An Anomally
A lot of people are dim bulbs. The first time they miss it you think it's just too obscure. You cut them some slack. But the second time it's obvious. It's hitting them over the head with a large hammer. Still nothing.

This Is Fucking Bs
well I m very offended but one of the top posters of the day .the name is kkk and it’s a picture of Hitler and it makes me sick that several people have come planed about it and all there told is to block them well this gooses to show me once again that the TOS is lived hard by until the admen’s don’t want to take care of it then the same person is hersing people on here witch again is in violation of toss but hey who am I to state my oppion I mean come on why should my feelings count only cause I am a loal CT user and a descent human that finds hate and discontent wrong.. Fat Tony

Your Love Life Secrets
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Girls Leave A Coment On This
everyfemale on my list this is a stupid ? how many females fav postion is doggie and how many females on my list will let a guy get off in ther emouth leave a coment and if i think it is a good answer i will buy you a gift

Letting Your Senses Take You Down The Road Of Defeat...
Many Christians walk by their senses rather than by their spirits. As a result, they are running into a multitude of problems which will lead them down the road to defeat. Although people may be saved and even filled with the Holy Spirit, they are not attaining and living the overcoming, victorious life. So what's the reason? It is simply because they have not made the change from the realm of the senses to the realm of the Spirit. The only way to make that change is with a renewed mind. A mind (spirit) that is renewed with the Word of God is always at war with the un-renewed mind, always in conflict, always engaged in a battle with unbelief. Unbelief is simply the conflict between the spirit of a man and the senses of a man. Your senses will always demand tangible, visible evidence concerning the reality of the things of God. In contrast, the man who walks by the spirit is always governed by the Word of God, independent of the senses. It is easy to see why many Christi

Wander My Friends
Siúlaigí a chairde, siúlaidh liom Mar cheo an tsléibhe uaine ag imeacht go deo D'ainneoin ár dtuirse leanfam an tslí Thar chnoic is thar ghleannta go deireadh na scríbi Seo libh a chairde is canaidh liom Líonaigí'n oíche le greann is le spórt Seo sláinte na gcarad atá imithe uainn Mar cheo an tsléibhe uaine, iad imithe go deo English translation: Wander my friends, wander with me Like the mist on the green mountain, moving eternally Despite our weariness we'll follow the road Over hill and and valleys to the end of the journey Come on my friends and sing with me Fill the night with joy and sport Here's a toast to the friends who have gone from us Like the mist of the green mountain, gone forever

The Way It Is - Indian Coffee
An Indian walks into a cafe with a shotgun in one hand, pulling a male buffalo with the other. He says to the waiter: "Want coffee." The waiter says, "Sure, Chief. Coming right up." He gets the Indian a tall mug of coffee. The Indian drinks the coffee down in one gulp, turns and blasts the buffalo with the shotgun, causing parts of the animal to splatter everywhere and then just walks out. The next morning the Indian returns. He has his shotgun in one hand, pulling another male buffalo with the other. He walks up to the counter and says to the waiter: "Want coffee." The waiter says "Whoa, Tonto! We're still cleaning up your mess from yesterday. What was all that about, anyway?" The Indian smiles and proudly says .. "Training for position in United States Congress: Come in, drink coffee, shoot the bull, leave mess for others to clean up, disappear for rest of day." :D

Another Set Back
Just as I thougght things were getting better, something creeped round the corner and knocked me down again. I got a phone call this morning of my Ex, to inform me that my Son from that marriage has been diagnosed with Cancer, he is only 27 he'will be 28 later this year. Steven has severe Learning difficulties, due to been starved of air when he was born. Here is a photo of him taken last Christmas, he is between my 2 brothers, that is Caitlin and Charlene in the front

Bong Hits For Jesus!
"Jesus is coming. . . .Hurry up everyone! Look busy!" High court takes 'Bong Hits for Jesus' case By Bill Mears CNN Washington Bureau WASHINGTON (CNN) -- The Supreme Court entered into a free-speech dispute Friday involving a high school student suspended over a "Bong Hits 4 Jesus" banner. The justices accepted an appeal from a school board in Juneau, Alaska, after a federal appeals court allowed a lawsuit by the family of Joseph Frederick to proceed. Frederick was suspended in 2002 after he unfurled the 14-foot-long banner -- a reference to marijuana use -- just outside school grounds as the Olympic torch relay moved through the Alaskan capital headed for the Winter Games in Salt Lake City, Utah. "Bong," as noted in the appeal filed with the justices, "is a slang term for drug paraphernalia." Even though Frederick was standing on a public sidewalk, school officials argue that he and other students were participating in a school-sponsored event. They had bee

You
My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are near the world is warm and giving, Take me futher and deeper than I have ever been, as only you can.

Even Though I'm Pissy This Morning...
There is a bright side. My idiot brother in law is FINALLY on the plane to Cali for Marine boot camp. WOO HOO! He is now the responsibility of the U.S. Government. Maybe they'll be nicer to him than we have. Considering all the hell he's put the recruiters through, though, kissing my sister's ass all the time was a very good start. Hopefully a little fire play gets the kid out of him. Where he is going, my bro in law will be a LOT safer, even when you consider that within the next three months, live ammo that doesn't contain a paint substance will be shot at him. I do hope he remembers the piece of advice I gave him on his wedding day. "John, the Irish ignore anything they can't drink or punch. So remember this one word, and remember it often... DUCK!"

Tell Me What U R!!!
IM OCTOBER AND THE WORDS ARE VERY TRUE FOR ME SO I WANNA KNO WHAT IT SAYS ABOUT U, SO LEAVE A COMMENT TELLIN ME WAT MONTH U ARE. ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. No

Here Have A Fucken Lawn Ornament
I know, this can be fixed by shutting off my HTML comments..but wheres the fun in that? I like getting comments, don't leave many just cause I'm lazy, or would rather talk to you in conversation. However, it has come to my attention that running around and searching for various "comment graphics", to post on your friends pages is really kinda tacky. Yeah it allows you to leave yer mark on friends profiles...that's nice. sure alot better than some encouraging words right? Maybe it's just me, but it's kinda like going to yer friends house, and leaving a fucken lawn ornament in their yard. Spray paint the words "Here have a fucken flamingo on me, as if yer yard wasn't loud and offensive enough" Heaven forbid I ever actually find a good Flamingo lawn decoration comment graphic, I'd so go rampant with it, leave one for everyone I come across.. ohhh well just wanted to get that out in the open, feel free to trash my yard...just keep it in the fense please. Peace love and

Quiz For Those People Who Know Everything!!! :d
This is a quiz for people who know everything! I found out in a hurry that I do not. These are not trick questions. They are straight questions with straight answers. 1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. 2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? 3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? 4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside? 5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle? 6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters " dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them. 7. There are 14 punctuation marks in English gramma

What Used To Be
a life of happiness torn out from under us a life of knowing what we want now what to do the more we hurt the more we pull away the more i feel your pain the more i shrivel away all my life ive prayed for someone like you and i hope to god that baby we can make it through

I Used To Feel
i used to see a light with you but all i see is haze i used to feel the love you gave but now i feel nothing i used to feel you with me but now that feeling is gone who knows what life is to bring all i know is i myself is gone i cant feel anything nor would i want to all i know is throughout the years i will continue loving you

St.patrick's And,yada,yada!
So I went and bought the boys bunk beds and mattresses.I really like them but,now I need twin bedding for them I think I'm going Sponge Bob.I had fun St.Patrick's day I drank more then anyone and was the only one still not wasted I was laughing.I got the boy's hair cut Sam still has the mohawk!I got some make-up from Victoria's secret and me and Mark got TMNT shirts lol I LOVE mine.Someone tried to vandalize my van ha ha ha!Maybe they should have tried that on someone who dident know shit about cars cause of my popa I know quite a bit but they tried to switch my pluggs around dumb asses and yes I know who it was they wont be trying nothing no more I chained my hood down!I found out that two of my best buddies are having babies so I hooked em up with baby stuff!Im so excited a lil baby!he or she will grow up with my hooligans awwwwww!I get my permanent crowns tomarrow hooray!anyways fill ya in on more later xoxoxoxoxoxo Cherry Tap!~Icis~

Tears
bittersweet tears bittersweet sadness bitersweet love love,hope,and fight run through me tears of an angel are on my hands blood of a loved one have my name written in it bloody tears shed by a once soaring angel bloody tears shed by a once whole person bloody tears shed all over me

Which One
we cry ourselves to sleep somehow thats normalcy hearing your voice hearing your tears hearing your love it cut deep i never wanted to see you hurt i never wanted to see the tears in your eyes i want to reach out and wipe them dry i want to take you into my arms and say that everything will be alright something in my head echoes NO i pull away something echoes in my heart YES i cry my head tells me no my heart tells me yes which one do i go with which one

I Felt
i feel it slipping through my fingers the love the care the need i feel it all going away one little goodbye hug one last goodbye kiss the heartache of years to come the heartbreak of knowing you love me the tears of knowing you want to be with me too why did you listen why did you let go only god knows now i walk through life alone, cold and lonely for no other man will touch me like you no other man will own my heart as you have nobody will see my smiling face for now i am nothing i am NOTHING without your love goodbye world goodbye life goodbye sadness

Time...
Ah.....This month has been great. I was able to spend almost two weeks with Michael, with a week at home in between. It was fucking wonderful to be able to go to sleep and wake up with him at my side. I got so used to sleeping by him that now back at home I can't sleep. Lol, he has to scold me to sleep. Yup yup. I miss him so much. I miss seeing his smile, the way he makes me feel better without even trying. I hate being away from him so much. I know it's going to get worse... It's just so hard. I want him NOW and I can't have him right now. Hehe, in that way too. We just had a blast together. We went to visit his sister, his niece, and his best friend and they are awesome people. Lol, his sister loves me. :D Yay me! He can't get rid of me now! Lmao. I would chain him down anyway. I want to see him again... Time can't go by fast enough or slow down enough when I'm with him.

Again More Old Ones
the heart feels the most pain why do we hurt so much over people who dont love us we hold onto the wrong things we show the heart what it wants and the heart goes for it we get hurt and yet we hold on love hurts the best of us but it kills the rest of us if true love is meant to be why the hurt why the misery why the anguish of knowing someone is listening to you cry my heart weeps for you blood spills out on the floor please cant you see the pain you are cauesing please dont shut me out let me get through your stubborn walls of hatred let me show you the light how can something that feels so good hurt so much how can something so amazing cause so much hatred let me be let me go let me flow through the rivers of life alone

More Old Poetry
i can see the pain in your eyes and its killin me i can feel the pain in your touch and its hurting me i dont want to feel the pain anymore its killing me to think of all the negative i wish for things to be the way it used to be something has changed in your voice i dont want to fight anymore i just want to move on with life something has changed in your actions you used to bring me into you now you push me away why do you?? bring me into your arms let me embrace you and our love let me wipe away your tears let me heal you with my love

Words Of Wisdom
love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. dont cry over someone who wont cry over you. if love is not a gam ewhy are there so mnay palyers. the hardest thing is wantin the one you love, loving someone else. what would you do when the only person that cna stop you from crying is the one who made you cry. nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. dont let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff life is too short! if you dont look around ever once in awhile you might miss its good. friends are hard to find, hard to leave, and impossible to forget. a best friend is like a four-leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. some people make the world special just by being in it. best friends are like siblings god forgot to give us. when it gets hard to look back and your scared to look ahead you look beside you and your best friend is always there. true friendship will never end. friends are forever, most people walk in and out of our lives. but on

I'm Tired.
I wanted to kinda drop a line to everyone and let y'all know what's up since I haven't been in touch alot. Nobody reads bulletins, so I figured this would be the best way. Not only am I now employed again, but was working 2 jobs for a period of time, and currently haven't had a day off at all in almost a month. I'm down to only one job, but I can work double shifts and extra hours there if I want..... finally I am almost caught up after the roommate fiasco, which DID NOT help my financial situation, but left me in a deeper mess. NEVER AGAIN! I will work double shifts til I drop dead before anyone moves in my home again. It's nice to know that even tho I'm gettin old and don't feel well alot of the time, I can still get it done when I have to...... I have added alotta new stuff to my page, new pics of Elena and a couple of videos, and I changed my photo cube.... I miss that baby so much, especially when she gets on the phone and talks like such a big girl, I am missing o

I Love You
I LOVE YOU just three simple words but are they really they bring fear to even the coldest of hearts most people say " ill love you till the end of time" but in the end they know there love will decease true love brings heartache and tears joyous times as the seasons turn true love is the most spectacular thing if you want it so badly but at times its even a bad "i love you" is so simple yet so cruel it means so many wonderous things but yet can bring so much hatred upon just one relationship so is love really this great? or does " TRUE LOVE" only lie in fairy tales?

There Are Teachers, And Then, There Are Educators
♥ Lipstick Kisses ♥ According to a news report, a certain private school in Washington recently was faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintenance man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the mirror with it

Dear You,
Did I just wast years of my life maintaining a friendship through good times and bad? With all the effort I spent trying to be a good friend, being there for you when you asked or needed me, tell me what in the hell did I do? I haven't seen you really for how long? Sure we hung out for what an hour so you could get high with someone then I drove because you were too gone to drive. Then to pick up your boyfriend then my house where I invited you to a party and you flaked. Was it because of me or a boyfriend? And your other "guy" called me and asked where you were because you got angry that other girls were there and left. I didn't call you because 1. if you wanted him to find you, you would have answered your phone for him 2. You told me to stay out of your relationships and I'm trying, as you said It's none of my business and 3. I got busy at work and I'm sorry. I don't know what happened but if your going to be mad at me for talking to your ex, or what ever he is, perhaps you shoul

Old Poem
you opened my eyes like no other i took you in mind, body, and soul now that i see were meant to be i dont want to let yo go you have loved me like no other i want to spend the rest of my wakeing days with you we'll start a family we'll see through the hatred and we'll find a light i found what i wanted in you i want to be with you for eternity like i know we were meant to be

The Gate
well now isn’t it all funny how things work out. Just when you lose hope and regret some of the things you had said. until you have your moments of "wow I just had an epiphany" and things start to work them self’s back in to place. Well not to long ago I had mine and my wife and I had a talk and work on some thing with our self’s. We will be working on what we have. It is great because of all that I am going through in my life. I could use her strength to keep moving and to get better. I need to get better. I am 27 and damn near fighting to regain my health. Also working on what I have with the one I love. But in dew time all will fall back in to place and be right on what was once wronged.

Apartment Shopping
So I have to move in April. And as you can see on my page I have a very Beautiful American Pit Bull Terrier. She is the sweetest best behaved dog that I've ever had. However, thanks to the ignorance of many people I'm having a bit of difficult time trying to find a new apartment or house to live in. This is complete bullshit and I just had to get this off my chest. Had the people that have said "No" within 2 seconds of just hearing what kind of dog she was taken the time to hear me out or taken the 5 minutes to read up on the breed, then this wouldn't have been an issue. Insurance companies will still give you homeowner's insurance if they can meet with the dog. I've even offered to pay higher rent than they've requested. It's disgusting it really is. Ok I'm done for now.

Garden Spy......poem
I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye, she was perched upon a trelis where roses grow along one side., and I think I saw her smiling as she gazed at me below, she must have come to visit along with the new fallen snow. I wish I could invite her in to warm her little hands; and ask her for a blessing to bring peace upon the land. angels are very special, so, I wouldn't dare impose, just to have her in my garden will bring beauty to every rose. I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye, but it could have been my sister just come to sit and spy. for she often does ,from time to time, come check upon her sis. (the only person on this earth that I could truly miss) sisters are angels too, in there own special way. who else would God have watch over me each night and every day?

Passion!!!
Come close and gently hold me as you never have before. Speak softly of your passion and the places you want to explore. Make the fire grow hotter as you taste my eager lips,and let your hands go searching as they brush across my hips. Tonight I want to love you as wholey as I may,let go your inhabitions and let me have my way. My needs grow deep with longing for your hot breath on my skin. Come close put out the fire that burns so deep within.

Having A Really Shit-tacular Day...
Im actually on CT on my cellphone, pleading with anyone on my friends list, or anyone who sees this at all to take pity on me. I'm having an awful day at work and it would mean tons to me if you could send some picture mail to my phone and cheer me up. If you do, send me an e-mail on this site afterwards and I promise to rate and comment everything in your pictures and stash%2

Passion
Come close and gently hold me as you never have before. Speak softly of your passion and the places you want to explore. Make the fire grow hotter as you taste my eager lips,and let your hands go searching as they brush across my hips. Tonight I want to love you as wholey as I may,let go your inhabitions and let me have my way. My needs grow deep with longing for your hot breath on my skin. Come close put out the fire that burns so deep within.

Sidewalk Chalk Art Stash !!
Happy Monday all I hope your week kicks off to a good start. I've done a sidewalk chalk artwork stash, come by and check them out - they are very clever. Please leave some luv, thanks as always. Have a great day ! Lin xx

The Old Prospector
An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?" The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance. I just never wanted to." A crowd had gathered by then and the gunslinger said, "Well you old fool, you're gonna' dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector was hopping around and everybody was laughing. When the gunslinger fired his last bullet he holstered his gun and turned around to go back into the saloon. The old man reached up on the mule, drew his shotgun, and pull

Song Of The Day! Memorial Edition!
ok so today 25 years ago Andrew Aycock, whose pilot license had expired took Rhoads and hairdresser Rachel Youngblood on a plane he had taken without permission and took off early that morning. Apparently, during the flight, an attempt was made to "buzz" the tour bus where the other band members were sleeping. They succeeded three times but the fourth time it went horribly wrong. The right wing clipped the right side of the tour bus by accident and crashed into a nearby mansion completely destroying the front. Nobody in the mansion was hurt. Rhoads, age 25, was killed instantly, as were Aycock, 36, and Youngblood, 58. It was found later that Aycock had an expired flying license and had some amount of cocaine in his system; Rhoads's toxicology test revealed no illicit drugs. So Today in History here's a Live version of Mr. Crowley enjoy the video and remember Rhandy Rhoads Mr. Crowley, what went on in your head Mr. Crowley, did you talk to the dead Your lifestyle to me seemed so tr

Pure Love
take off your wings and halo,hang up your pretty gown tonight I desire an angel,so darling do lie down your skin is so milky,star dust sprinkles in your hair these days I'm in to someone pure and your essence takes me there that lightly sented fragrance that lingers in the air comes only after the final point when we no longer care come take off your halo,and place it by my bed slip into something lacey,in black or flaming red I will take you back to heaven,one minute at a time then you can see me smiling contently beneath you on cloud nine

Brutal New Side Project
BRUTAL NEW SIDE PROJECT OUT CALLED "REPULSIVE CARNIVORISM" GUTTERAL VOCALS AND BUZZSAW GUITARS! SOUNDS KIND OF LIKE OLD "GUT" WITH BLAST BEATS!! $10 EACH (FREE SHIPPING) EMAIL FOR MORE INFO.

Tomm.'s Update
well the electrician will be here tomm. to look at our pole to see whats going on. so far we have power to everything and hot water. but we need to know why it keeps going out. i will be on after he is done to comment all of you. ty so much. take care and god bless.

Say Yes To Life
Say yes more often to life and life will more often say yes to you. Accept more of the opportunities that come your way and your best possibilities will be more fully realized. It can be intimidating and uncomfortable to go off in a direction you've never traveled before. Ultimately, though, the sting of regret for not following an opportunity is much more painful than the discomfort of pushing yourself into unfamiliar territory. The fullness of life comes to those who choose to truly live it. That choice is presented in every moment as you are exposed to a continuous stream of possibilities. There's nothing to be gained by seeking to run off in every direction at once. Yet there is much to be gained by following the best of the possibilities that offer themselves to you. Life's magnificent abundance is experienced by those who are willing to eagerly jump into it. To know great and wonderful things, you must make yourself available to live your way through them.

Number 12
My blog is number 12 on the whole site! Isn't that exciting. You don't care do you? Im just another "person" on CT. :( Now I am sad. Yet you are here reading my blog. You may ask urself why? BECAUSE I ROCK :P Kthx. No Srsly if you are still here THANKS for reading this damn useless nonsense i post daily. I am glad you do. I have been a real downer lately and I am sorry. Between my health and my poor heart I am trying to put on a happy face :) Spring is here ! So if I still have your attention thanks for being a real friend cuz MY REAL friends read my blog! Muahs! And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack And you may find yourself in another part of the world And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful Wife And you may ask yourself-well...how did I get here? Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/

Need Some Help....
First, thank you to all my friends and fans for all the rates and comments!! Anyone who has not fanned me I would be very thankful if you did. If I did not get around to rating you or fanning you, I certainly will. I need more friends and comments if anyone out there can help me out?? I keep promises and I promise to return all the love I get!! ;) Sending love & kisses to all of you ;) *Muahhh!*

For Those Who Simply Believe In A God Or Higher Being...
For those who simply believe in a God or higher being... WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true: I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station

I Won't Be On Most Of The Day Today
but I wanted to clear some things up. First, my REAL friends here are getting some annoying stalkers and NSFW bombers, and it's pissing ME off! People like those friends are the only social reason I come here, and I don't want them leaving just because you can't keep your damned pants on, or just because you're afraid of getting your first hard-on since your days as a Missionary in Africa! Keep it real, people! If you want games, go play World of Warcraft or Halo 2 or something. If you want girls who just pose nude and do nothing but flirt with low-lives who can't get a date in real life, then go find an adult dating site. I came here to GET AWAY from Myspace and its restrictive content policies, and its retarded bulletin junkies with nothing better to do than post their top ten lists of what cattle they've humped this week. I happened to make some decent friends here, and if I find out who it is that's harassing them, I will report your pathetic arse straight to the mods.

Crabby Old Man
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was decided that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that Copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide Presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, Poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? .....What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, ...not very wise, Uncertain of habit .......with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food......

Grandma
Im gonna be a grandma in the next couple weeks and im so excited , im even gonna get to see him born, my daughter was originally due in may but they moved her up to the middle of march first of april...I dont think ive ever been so happy in all my life other then when my own were born, i love babies with all my heart and plan to be the best grandma one cna be......

Her Destiny /his Desire
Sitting at her kitchen table, the rain hitting the window distracted her from her thoughts for just a moment. With a heavy sigh, Jade realized she had been thinking about Him again. Again, hardly the right word to use when describing how often her thoughts were of Him. How about "every waking moment", be more apt. She had tried to resist Him. She knew it would be dangerous for her to continue before it had really gotten started. To try to have a casual affair with this One was not possible. Before they even met face to face, His demands were expected to be met. His commands to be obeyed without question. To inevitable have total control over her mind, body and soul was the only acceptable outcome, as far as He was concerned. This was a Master used to power and control. Complete devotion and loyalty from His slaves were His in return for His love and the life He provided them. No matter how good the life or how deep the love, she would not allow herself to submit to Him. Dari

Awww :(
WOW...that's one way of getting through to your kids... Don't Close Your Blinds The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war in Iraq . My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand ther

Home For Every One
HELLO FRIENDS STOP BY AND DROP A LINE OR TWO.I LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS.FEAL FREE TO GIVE ADVICE ON HOW TO MAKE THIS BLOG GREAT.BELIVE ME I NEED THE HELP. LOOKING FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU.

R I P
I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know Mmmm, mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear, It doesn't make it real That's great - - But I don't want to play 'Cuz being with you touches me More than I can say But since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole six foot deep I can lay my body down But I can't find my sweet release So, let me rest in peace You know, you've got a willing slave And you just love to play the thought like you might misbehave But 'til you do I'm telling you Stop visiting my grave And let me rest in peace I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed There's a traitor here beneath my breast And it hurts me more than you've ever

Bf App
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can

Sorry I Haven't Been Here Much...
Sorry, I've been out looking for jobs, or babysitting, or looking for a new place cuz these apartments suck! I haven't even read my mail.. I'm going to try to catch up soon here. So don't freak out, I'm still alive..lol ~Tami~

My Dad Is Very Sick
I FOUND OUT YESTERDAY MY FATHER IS HAVING MORE COMPLICATIONS DUE TO HIS DIABETES, HE HAS HAD ONE TOE REMOVED SO FAR DUE TO FEET ULCERS, NOW HE HAS TWO MORE ON HIS FEET, THIS COULD LEAD TO APUTATION OF HIS FEET, I AM VERY SADDENED BY THIS NEWS, I HAVE ALMOST LOST HIM TOO MANY TIMES ALREADY, I CANT IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM, I AM VERY HEART BROKEN.

Off To Sonoma County
I leave today for 3 months in Sonoma County. For the first time since 2001, the Charles M. Schulz Sonoma County Airport, will have commercial traffic. I get to go there and setup security, and train local people to run it. This is what I do, and why I am only at home 2 months a year. I can't wait for 3 months in wine country. Granted their Pinot Noir is not as fine as Oregon's, but I wont tell them that ;) http://www.sonomacountyairport.org/ This should be a fun trip, a different fun, than 4 months in Las Vegas hehe.

2 My Muse,
2 my muse, u r 2 me what i never thought u'd b u bring out the creativity within me so i believe it 2 b a good thing for u to be hurting me so that i can someday accomplish what i want 2 b 2 have and 2 hold u? this will never ever b but the memories u have left i express w words so that others can feel the wounds u've left within me so i don't hate u instead its made me care even more becuz u alone have changed me u alone have made me look and learn to know when to let someone in and complete me