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Wanna Bet?? Lol .........
OK, I HAVE A BET FOR YA, GOTTA LET ME KNOW THAT YA WANNA TAKE ME UP ON IT THOUGH......... THE BET IS, I BET YOU CAN'T MAKE ME LAUGH, ALL WEEKEND! SEE, IT'S BECOME AN AUTOMATIC THING FOR ME TO TYPE IN 'LOL' ALMOST ALLLL THE TIME, SO THIS MIGHT END UP BEING A REAL CHALLENGE FOR ME. ....... ........THE CATCH? WELL YA HAVE TO DO IT IN MY LOUNGE, ANY OTHER PLACE AND IT DOESN'T COUNT. ......THE REWARD? A CHERRYTAP GIFT, OF MY CHOOSING........YOU MAKE ME LAUGH ( "LOL" ) AND I BUY YOU A GIFT, YOU DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH....WE'LL JUST CALL IT EVEN. OK SO C'MON YA'LL , MAKE ME LOL IF YA CAN!!!

Nonsensical Ravings Of An Over-worked Under-sexed Man
Chapter 1 My Bitch session The accounts referenced here are fictional, and in no way are real life accounts of the author. The following may make no sense to you at all, at which point you should cease all literary intake and exit this phucking blog!!! OK, maybe I'm just bitchin, but has it been a long day? I think yes! So far, I've gone 36 hrs w/o sleep (which really sucks!!!) A beautiful day, but I'm too phucking tired to enjoy it. SHIT! So what do I do? I make some coffee (REALLY STRONG), sit and work! cuz my job keeps me too busy to even consider anything else! DAMN IT ALL TO HELL! Hopefully, I can make it until 9:00 tonight so I can take my last scheduled call, and CRASH! Oh well... I've said my peace. I'll step off my soap-box and let someone else have the floor. My bitch session is over! ...and I'm SPENT!

Our Boys
Check out what some of our boys overseas did to their helicopter. Some Afghan is probably freaking out right about now. This very special Mi-24 helicopter is presently flying in Afghanistan , where it is no doubt causing quite a stir. God Bless the U.S.A.

By Chance..
A simple twist of fate occurs It happens all the time Can change a person’s destiny And bring to life a rhyme. A chance meeting in the web Of life spun by the muses three Can change the pathways of two souls And bring great happiness or misery A tortured soul stood all-alone, And pondered on her fate She’d lost it all so many times Her loss of love so great Her heart was made of stone and ice Of which only one could break The muses saw unto her life And saw the flaw a great mistake They found the one a kindred soul Who had the power to break the chain? A chance meeting they arranged for them A heart of stone and ice was changed As for what the future holds Only they can tell And for a moment they sally forth And bid them both farewell Of his love who can say A heart so strong and pure She longs for him both night and day Her future still unsure Thus this simple twist of fate Has brought her back to life It’s changed a person’s destiny And b

Any Help Left Out There ..
HI GUYS IS THERE ANY MORE HELP OUT THERE FOR US MYSELF AND HUBBY DAMO IN A COUPLES CONTEST AND HELP WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED HERE'S THE LINKS JUST CLICK IN RATE AND LEAVE A COUPLE OF COMMENTS IF U CAN THANKS GUYS XX JUICY XXX JUICY MY HUBBY DAMO

To My Cherry Tap Family....here's A Thank You From Me To You!
There are treasures in life, but owners are few Of money and power to buy things brand new. Yet you can be wealthy and feel regal too, If you will just look for the treasures in you. These treasures in life are not hard to find When you look in your heart, your soul, and your mind. For when you are willing to share what's within, Your fervent search for riches will end. The joy and the laughter, the smile that you bring; The heart unafraid to love and to sing; The hand always willing to help those in need; Ones quick to reach out, to labor and fee. So thank you for sharing these great gifts inside; The caring, the cheering, the hug when one cried. Thanks for the energy, encouragement too, And thank you for sharing the treasures in you. One Love! Lil-Shaq

Before You, Because Of You
Seeing the world was improbable. Believing in empathy was illogical. Tasting the fruit of Eden was impalatable. Discovering the meaning of life was incomprehensible. Promising someone an eternity was imbecilic. Trusting in undying faith was impractical. Expressing what love is was incommunicable. and imagining giving myself to someone was inhuman. Now, Because of You... I've seen the universe indefinitely. I've experienced emotions which are indescribable. I've found Heaven in your eyes, and it's finally imaginable. I've learned the meaning of life, and it's incensed. I've seen forever... and for you, I am immortal. I've felt hope which is impenetrable. I've whispered love and felt it back, it's inspirational. and...imagining life without you... is impossible.

Before I Fall...
My heart says we've got something real, Can I trust the way I feel, Cause my hearts been fooled before, Am I just seeing what I want to see, Or could you really be, Someone to have and hold, With all my heart and soul, Someone who stays around, through all my ups and downs, Please give me a reason to believe, Say your the one that you'll always be, It's so hard to give my heart away, but I'd give my everything just to hear you say... Please tell me now, before I fall in love...

Who Would Want A Lil-shaq Bar?
Someone told me today at work that I should come out with a Candy Bar. Hmmm....I thought if I did this...... I have to make this with the ingredients that makes me.....ME! Lil-Shaq Bar Ingredients: Love, Hugs, Kisses, Laughter, Trust, & Lots Of Patience. Now, The Question Is: Who Wants A Lil-Shaq Bar?

~300 Million Living In The Usa
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting on your @ss, at your computer, reading my blog.

Break Down My Wall
Take my hand and lead the way , Tell me all you want to say, Whisper softly in my ear, All those things i want to hear, Kiss my lips and touch my skin, Bring out passions deep with in, Pull me close and hold me near, Take away my pain and fear, In the darkness of the night, Pull me close and hold me tight, In the brightness of the sun, Show me that you are the one, Give me wings so i can fly, So I can soar when your near by, Enter My heart, Break down that wall, It's time for me to watch it fall, I've been a prisoner, cant you see, Break my chains and set me free, Release my soul held deep with in, I'm ready now let love begin.

The Slut Debate (this Should Be Interesting!)
The Slut Debate (This Should Be Interesting!!!) Some women wait for marriage for sex. Some men wait for marriage. Some men have sex before marriage -- with many women. Some women do the same with many men. But,why are women called "sluts" and men called "studs"? Why do men "play the field" and women "sleep around"? Let's talk about this! One Love Lil-Shaq

Afraid To Fall In Love Again
Afraid to fall in love again. Are YOU the ONE? Are you the one to love me always, and never tomorrow you're gone? I'm afraid to fall in love again because of what it has done to me. I have loved with all my heart and still one by one they tore my heart apart. Every time it all ends up in tragedy. I ask again, Are you the ONE for me baby? I promised myself to remain alone. To live, breathe and die on my own. Please be the one. Is it even worth it to try and fall in love again? Prove me wrong. Never again can I take a broken heart. I'm not a liar, cheat or a player, but every time I get a man I just can't seem to keep him. What am I doing wrong? Please show me before I lose you too. I want to know how it feels to fall in love again, but is it worth it when it all ends up the same?

The Power Of Love
To know how you feel Im not sure how to deal With what you say I do And what I know to be true Im sorry you cant depend On me to be The one that you spend Your life with you see I love you as my friend As my sister to the end I cant give you my heart The way you did from the start I wish this much were true That he would be with you Pleasing you in every way Making you happy everyday Knowing he is the one for you Seeing this when you say "I do" I know you think you love me But its him dont you see I cant please you the way he can You are his woman and he your man Stay with him and you will be Happy one day, you will see

Being A Bitch
Ok updates on me.. I am doing ok and grat lets put that way.. My mom has moved out of my grandmas house and now my aunt april moved back in.. Yeah what a totally bitch.. Yep I can't stand her.. She is like tell me what the fuck to do and I am not liking it at all.. I told her to leave me the fuck alone and mind your own damn business.. My uncle said if she don't stop demanding people around she will get it.. I am doing ok not staying up all night long no more.. Going to bed and getting up early.. Well Friday is a big day for me and I have a eye appointment to go to.. yes it has been two years for me not going to the eye doctors yeah that is a long time or while or how ever you say it.. I am fine.. I have been writing poems and figure of speech lol I know that is not totally not me lol.. But can manage it myself lol.. I am sorry you all some of you are high level on your pictures so I could not comment or rate them because the amount of time my uncle gives us on the computer pl

Lessons That Women Must Learn About Relationships! (yes I Said It)
Lessons That Women MUST Learn About Relationships: (Yeah I Said It!) 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away if he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. 4. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better. 8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck NO you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle... If you settle for less than what you deserve, you get LESS than what you settled f

Sunshine By Nazareth
Artist: Nazareth Album: Rampant Year: 1975 Title: Sunshine Sunshine, every single day Helps to light my way And darlin', right before my eyes It don't come as no surprise That it's easy Easy lovin' you And baby,'til you came along There was always something wrong Around me There was emptiness of course But it's alright And it's easy Easy lovin' you And sunshine, having you around You're the light I never found And darlin',every minute you're away But it's brighter And it's easy Easy lovin' you Sunshine, every single day Helps to light my way And darlin', right before my eyes It don't come as no surprise That it's easy Easy lovin' you This song was dedicated to me by Gaudian of ~Sweet*Angel~ Thank you my Love

Fish-broccoli Rolls In Wine Sauce
Fish-Broccoli Rolls in Wine Sauce Here's a light and healthy main dish that you're sure to love. The subtle yet flavorful sauce, which blends white wine, lemon, capers and Dijon mustard, is fabulous with virtually any kind of mild white fish. Credit: Living Principal by Victoria Principal Servings: 2 Ingredients: Sauce * 1/3 cup water * 1/4 cup dry white wine * 1/4 cup bottled white grape juice * 1 1/2 tablespoon lemon juice * 1/2 tablespoon plus 1/2 teaspoon Dijon mustard * 1 teaspoon coarsely chopped capers, drained * 1/4 teaspoon onion powder * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1 bay leaf * 1/3 cup chopped scallions Rolls * 2 fillets of sole, 3 to 4 ounces each * 4 broccoli spears, bottoms cut off * 4 lemon slices for garnish Directions: Combine all the sauce ingredients except the scallions in a skillet. Cook over medium heat, stirring frequently, until thickened. Stir in the scallions.

A Tear From My Rose Petal
A petal from my rose is like a petal from my heart.For my heart will grow and grow for you.But if that rose is cut befor it is whole .My rose will die and my heart will cry.So befor you pull a petal from my rose make sure you will let it grow whole.

A Claim To Love
He says to me I love you sweetie Then turns away And has nothing to say I try to talk But he truns to walk He acts like he cares But when I cry, he only stares I want to be held tight Maybe one day he might I now begin yo doubt Knowing what he things about It would cause so much pain There would be nothing to gain To be with him one day And to be able to say I love you too No matter what you do Remember me this way Not how I will be one day Keep me in your memory Dont make me out to be What you envision in your head Cause that person is dead I am not her And if I were I'd be happy With being me

Yes Or No
I've had some people comments that they miss my stories and others private message me they miss them.. I'm going to make my decision based on comments to this blog.. So tell me.. Do your want me to repost them? Yes or No...

Chapter 7 { The First Men In The Moon
As we saw it first it was the wildest and most desolate of scenes. We were in an enormous amphitheatre, a vast circular plain. the floor of the giant crater. Its cliff-like walls closed us in on every side. From the westward the light of the unseen sun fell upon them, reaching to the very foot of the cliff, and showed a disordered escarpment of drab and grayish rock, lined here and there with banks and crevices of snow. This was perhaps a dozen miles away, but at first no intervening atmosphere diminished in the slightest the minutely detailed brilliancy with which these things glared at us. They stood out clear and dazzling against a background of starry blackness that seemed to our earthly eyes rather a gloriously spangled velvet curtain than the spaciousness of the sky. The eastward cliff was at first merely a starless selvedge to the starry dome. No rosy flush, no creeping pallor, announced the commencing day. Only the Corona, the Zodiacal light, a huge cone-shaped, luminous ha

If I Dissappear...(didn't Finish Typing The First Time Lol)
I dunno what I'm doing anymore but I need to concentrate on moving out...I have no idea where but I'm going sometime this month... The thought is creeping into my mind to delete all online accounts and just...really dissappear when I move...start fresh...unknown... *I got in a lil "spat"...yea...lets call it that...and didn't get to finish this entry but posted what I could... See when I move I dunno how long it will be till I have internet anyways so if I suddenly don't log in anymore welp...that'd be the reason... Plus...y'know...wanting to dissappear anyway... Ever wish you were invisible...? Ever wish you'd stop being treated as if you were...? Is it possible to feel half/half on this? This is why I say I don't klnow what I want...and I don't know who I am half the time...I tend to just "go with the flow" anyways but...now I'm trying to swim against the current... Hmm...maybe I'm "drowning"...hahaha... As much as the kind words etc cheer me up... I think it'

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ten of Swords card suggests that everything's over but the tears. Whether it's tears of sorrow or joy is a matter for you to decide. When the last straw falls, you might finally reconcile a painful past that could exist more in your head than in reality. Regardless of where the fear lies, its effect on your love life is still valid and powerful. The impact of letting memories keep you down may be severe, especially if you roll over and play dead. All good and bad things must come to an end. This might be the time for you to learn to let go of old wounds, heartbreak and injustices that could be hurting or controlling your relationships. The ensuing release, relief or liberation that arrives after this key realization can leave you free to begin again and undertake a new chapter in your relationship or love life.

Key To My Heart...
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along

Complicated Mis-understandings
I care abotu you I care about her Theres nothing you can do If one of us is hurt I dont meant ot be this way maybe one day I'll see That all the things I see today Are not what I fear them to be I'll keep it bottled inside So you dont have to know Even though its hard to hide But in this case I cant let it show Though I know it will be a task I know I cant say Even though you will ask Nothing will I tell you today Theres nothing I can do To get over the way I feel Im caught between you two Leave me be and let me heal But in this case I will put it behind me Letting myself drift into space And then I will be free

2 More!
Full Armor Clothing has picked me up as a model and they are sponsoring me! I should be getting a photo shoot some time next month! Enlighten Clothing also picked me up to sponsor me, I'm just waiting on their 2007 line to be produced. I know them personally. 2007-2008 should be a kick ass season for me. I've been gearing up to ride this weekend. Work on my cornering. As a first time racer, most everyone wants to make sure you have fun and that's what I plan to do!

-=[ Water Girls ]=-
Harry looked around to see if anyone was looking, and said out loud to himself, "Good, the coast is clear," and then quickly from under his coat he produced a half liter bottle filled with a colorless that appeared to be water, but in reality was a powerful sexual stimulant!!! What Harry did next, was to lift the cover on the water filtration plant's inlet injector, and dump the entire contents of the bottle inside!!! He watched for a few seconds, replaced the cover, and calmly went back to his job of quality control foreman at the Smallville water plant!!! He figured that it would take about twenty four hours for the town to be saturated with his aphrodisiac, he could hardly wait!!! The next day, Harry sat down in the cafeteria, and watched with interest as his fellow employees ate their lunches. He noticed that at least two or three women had taken water from faucet over the sink and mumbled to himself, "Jesus, Marilyn just took a drink of water!!!" The reason for his e

Anticipation
don't wait up I'm not coming back. I've found the things that you lack. you'll feel the sting of revelation, yes. and I'll be too far gone to catch you. I'm fucking tired of cushioning the fall breaking and bleeding...healing and licking my own wounds..pathetic people... Fuck. you. all.

How To Save A Life By Fray
Artist: The Fray Album: How To Save A Life Year: 2005 Title: How To Save A Life Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his

Do No Call List For Cell Phones (no Joke!)
Do Not Call List For Cell Phones! (NO JOKE) Today, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. ...YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222 It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time.

Calandar Of Holidays
Jul 20 - 31 December Celebration of the Norse New Year; a festival of 12 nights. This is the most important of all the Norse holidays. On the night of December 20, the god Freyr rides over the earth on the back of his shining boar, bringing Light and Love back into the World. Jul signifies the beginning and end of all things; the darkest time (shortest hour of daylight) during the year and the brightest hope re-entering the world. During this festival, the Wild Hunt is at its greatest fervor, and the dead are said to range the Earth in its retinue. The god Odin is the leader of this Wild Ride; charging across the sky on his eight-legged horse, Sleipnir; a very awe-inspiring vision. In ancient times, Germanic and Norse children would leave their boots out by the hearth on Solstice Eve, filled with hay and sugar, for Sleipnir's journey. In return, Odin would leave them a gift for their kindness. Thurseblot (Full Moon of January) Minor feast honoring Thor, the protector

Lady In Need Of Help Plz!
Plz help this lady out she is a friend and needs help bad! Contest ends tommorrow so we really need to help her! Come on guys we know we can help her out! thanks maria click on pic to vote and comments bomb!

Poem
There must be world unknown somewhere where unicorns still roam. A place where foals with nubbin horns make shady trees their home. There must be worlds where knights still ride all fair and proud and brave. Where on their prancing steeds they joust while ladies gaily wave. There must be worlds where forest elves still hunt the glades and dells. Where wood nymphs wearing skirts of leaves still haunt the springs and wells. Where wizards deep in caverns dark or castles cold and bare, will talk all night with grinning skulls or just to empty air. There must be worlds unknown somewhere where unicorns run free. A world where love is pure and right A place for you and me. KMS

The Date That Was To Bring Forth My 3rd Child Is Approaching And I Dread It!
The date of April 18th, 2007 will forever be etched into my memory as it is the date that my third child was to be born. I have been doing alot of crying lately...getting to be an emotional time as the due date of that baby is only 20 days away and counting. I cant help but think of how big I should be right now....all the rigors and trials of being in the last trimester are fresh in my mind and yet....I am not living them and it kills me inside. I started this blog and all it contains to help people like me...grieving the loss of a baby they never knew or didnt know long enough. I have been fighting to keep it higher in ranks because its such an important issue and I want people that need it to feel the support it can provide. I have been trying to get blast through good old fashioned work to keep the word out there so that anyone needing the help will see it and me and my page have started falling to the wayside. Its like it doesnt matter anymore and the drama here has gotten

Honor
From "The Rites of Odin" © by Ed Fitch. In all that you do, consider its benefit or harm upon yourself, your children and your people. All that which you do will return to you, sooner or later, for good or for ill. Thus strive always to do good to others, or at least strive always to be just. Be honest with yourself, and with others. "This above all; to thine own self be true." Humankind, and especially your own family and folk, has the spark of divinity within it. Protect and nurture that spark. Give your word sparingly, and adhere to it like iron. In the world, your first trust and responsibility should be to your own people. Yet, be kind and proper to others whenever possible. What you have, HOLD! Pass on to others only those words which you have personally verified. Be honest with others, and let them know that you expect honesty in return, always. The fury of the moment plays folly with the truth; to keep one's head is a

Angel By Sarah Mclachlan
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Album: Live Acoustic [EP] Year: 2004 Title: Angel Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadnes

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

Hidden Emotions
To be pushed aside Thrown out of place I just want to hide So I can tbe traced I see you sitting there With a smile on your face Acting like you dont care Drifting off into space You know damn well With me theres nothing to fear You wont die by yourself And I am always here If only you'd let me Know all thats wrong You know I'd be By your side all along I couldnt let you give up your lofe I wouldnt let you die Because of a little strife I will always be by your side So confide in me And you will find Theres a way to be free If you would put it out of your mind

Well This Is Getting To Be A Bit Of Habit
i have no been able to get to day 18 without a cigarette, I went and got more patches off the doctor so have them to last me four weeks till i go on the weaker strength ones.

First
What is your first name? Katrina Who was the first person you talked to today? Lucas What was the first thing you did when you woke up? Used the bathroom Who is the first person you look for online? Heather Who was your first love? Joe First time you had sex? 17 What was your first ct name? Katrina First person you call when in trouble? Mumsy First song you put on your ipod if you have one? It was Iko Iko by the Dixie Cups What was your first major achievement? Graduating high school What's the first thing you do before bed? Take my clothes off Who do you think will be the first to comment on this survey? Tedy Bare What was the first thing you thought of while doing this survey? I have nothing better to do so fuck it

Fallen By Sarah Mclachlan
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Album: Live Acoustic [EP] Year: 2004 Title: Fallen Heaven bent to take my hand And lead me through the fire Be the long awaited answer To a long and painful fight Truth be told I've tried my best But somewhere along the way I got caught up in all there was to offer And the cost was so much more than I could bear Though I've tried, I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... We all begin with good intent Love was raw and young We believed that we could change ourselves THe past could be undone But we carry on our backs the burden Time always reveals The lonely light of morning The wound that would not heal It's the bitter taste of losing everything That I have held so dear. I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... Heaven ben

Waitin On The World To Change
Me and all my friends We're all misunderstood They say we stand for nothing and There's no way we ever could Now we see everything that's going wrong With the world and those who lead it We just feel like we don't have the means To rise above and beat it So we keep waiting Waiting on the world to change We keep on waiting Waiting on the world to change It's hard to beat the system When we're standing at a distance So we keep waiting Waiting on the world to change Now if we had the power To bring our neighbors home from war They would have never missed a Christmas No more ribbons on their door And when you trust your television What you get is what you got Cause when they own the information, oh They can bend it all they want That's why we're waiting Waiting on the world to change We keep on waiting Waiting on the world to change It's not that we don't care We just know that the fight ain't fair So we keep on waiting Waiting on the world to cha

Something To Live By
THE 9 NOBLE VIRTUES Courage is having the bravery to do what is right at all times. Truth is the willingness to be honest and say what one knows to be true and right. Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world. Fidelity is the will to be loyal to one's Gods and Goddesses, to one's Folk, and to one's self without restriction. Discipline is the willingness to be hard with one's self first, and then if need be with others, in order that greater purposes can be achieved. Hospitality is the willingness to share what one has with one's fellows, especially when they are far from home. Industriousness is the willingness to work hard---always striving for efficiency---as a joyous activity in and of itself. Self-reliance is the spirit of independence which is achieved not only for the individual, but also for the family,

The Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha

Heartbroken Tears
The heart break you caused All the tears flowing from my eyes Its not caused by your flaws It just another fact of life I shed so many tears And the more I would cry I realized all my fears And the tears ran dry You tell me one thing And promise me the rest Its a song every man will sing And I only want the best If what you say to me Telling me of whats to come When these results I dont see I will say simply "Im done" I want to be with you And for you to know I care If you can prove it true Then I know you'll be there Keep me safe in your heart Showing just how much you love me Making sure we are never apart Then I know we will always be

Feelin' Love By Paula Cole
Soundtrack: City Of Angels Title: Feelin' Love (Paula Cole) Love, love You make me feel like a sticky pistil leaning into a stamen You make me feel like a mister sunshine Himself You make me feel like splendor in the grass While we're rollin' Damn skippy baby You make me feel like the amazon's runnin' between my thighs CHORUS: You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love, love You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love You make me feel like a candy apple Red and horny You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny felt t-shirt That I'm wearing And you would open the door and tie Me up to the bed Chorus Lover, but I don't know who I am Am I (?) Am I hot inside What would I place with your hot conscious Oh baby babe babe babe I will be your dea

Texas Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk TEXAS FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TEXAS FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TEXAS FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TEXAS FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. TEXAS FRIENDS: laugh at you ---------------------------------------------------------

Thank You
I must say that I found out about this contest I was entered into and when I went to check it out (with one hand over one eye) I was very touched by all the comments. To all of you, thank you very much :) Love, Nellie ...and for those who don't know what I'm talking about..it's right here lol ;)

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

The American Dream By Afroman
The American Dream Afroman lyrics Artist: Afroman Album: Because I Got High Year: 2000 Title: The American Dream Yes! Yes! Thank you for inviting me here for my final speech. Ladies and gentlemen, homosexuals, lesbians, and transvestites, allow me to introduce myself as the Hungry Hustler, Afroman. I am the American Dream. Even though the government tried to experiment with me by placing me in the projects, I'm still the American Dream. Surrounded by drugs, jeopardized my life by living around thugs, but I'm still the American Dream. Kicked outta Palmdale High School because I was considered a distraction to the educational process. I've traveled through the complete metamorphosis of the justice system, and I'm still the American Dream. Entered Juvenile Hall as a tadpole; hopped outta prison as a bull frog, but I'm still the American Dream. The most rejected, disrespected, when I went for a job I was never selected, but I am still the American

I Love Getting Surprises, And Gifts From My Friends And Fans!
HEY FRIENDS AND FANS I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW HERE THAT YOU CAN ACCESS MY WISH LIST, WHICH ALLOWS FANS AND WHOMEVER CHOOSES TO SEND ME GIFT OF ITEMS I WISH TO HAVE. EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE MY FANS SEND ME THINGS WHICH IS TRUELY AWESOME, AND GREATLY APPRECIATED. IF ANY OF YOU FANS AND FRIENDS WISH TO DO SO, PLEASE CLICK THE BUTTON TO GO TO MY OFFICIAL DANGEROUS CURVEZ WISH LIST!

Fucking Bitch
OK TO EVERYONE THAT DONT KNO WUT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW IM MOVING OUT FROM WHERE I LIVE NOW AND GOING BACK TO MY MOMS TOMMORROW MORNING.I CANT DEALL WITH BEING TREATED LIKE A DAMM 5YR OLD ANYMORE.I WILL BE OFFLINE FOR A LIL BIT ONLY GETTING ON WHEN I CAN HERE AND THERE BUT I WILL BE BAK VERY SOON.THE PROBLEMS ARE I HAVE FOUND THE PERSON I WANT TO BE WITH AND MY SISTER WANTS ME BAK WITH MY EX SO SHE IS GONNA TRY TO MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL HERE AT HOME BY NOT LETTING ME GET ONLINE AND TREATING ME LIKE ONE OF HER OWN KIDS AND IM NOT GONNA PUT UP WITH THAT SHIT I'M FUCKING 23 YRS OLD ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT.I'M SORRY FOR THIS ALL MY FREINDS BUT I JUST CANT DEAL WITH THIS SHIT AT HOME ANYMORE SO IM DOING SUMTHING THAT I REALLY DONT WANNA DO (MOVE BAK WITH MY MOM)BUT I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE RIGHT NOW.SO EVERYONE STAY OUT OF TROUBLE AND BE SAFE I WILL BE BACK VERY SOON. AND THERE WONT BE ANY OF THIS SHIT OF ME NOT BEING ABLE TO GET ONLINE WHEN I WANT ECT.......WELLL EVERYONE I WILL TALK TO YOU

I Am Tired Of Searching
it seems that all my luck with girls these days are they like me and than they dont or that they like me than i found out they have a boyfriend so i have decided to give up in searching for a girl if there is one out there for me than it will just happen by faith and faith alone. i decided to just let faith take its course and i am done just going after and persuing girls cause i cant keep getting hurt like this it annoys me and it sucks so yeah. i hope everyone has a great day i will talk to the ones that i actually talk to some time in the near future. take care ya'll.

Doom!
http://www.thepampanews.com/articles/2007/03/29/news/1news.txt Severe storms sweep area with tornadoes, hail Posted: Thursday, Mar 29, 2007 - 12:28:36 pm CDT By KERRI SMITH Staff Writer A group of severe storms Wednesday night raked the Texas Panhandle with tornadoes and damaging hail. According to Trooper Daniel Hawthorne, public information officer for Texas Department of Public Safety in Clarendon, a tornado that crossed Interstate 40 east of Groom overturned six to seven semi-trailers. There were two drivers injured, one critical and one serious. The Gray County Sheriff's Office reported known storm damage in Gray County as of 7 a.m. today. A rural home was damaged by a tornado in Donley County, eight miles south of McLean. It is also believed that a tornado damaged a veterinary clinic and home on the east edge of McLean. The owners were not home at the time and no injuries were reported. Also, a barn was destroyed north and east of the veterinary clinic. A rur

Hurtful
God i hate hurting people. I need to just learn to keep my mouth shut and suck it up. now i everywhere i turn, i see the same damn wounded look. i fucking hate it, because i know it's there because of me.....

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

She Wont Let Me F*** By Afroman
She Won't Let Me Fucc Afroman lyrics Artist: Afroman Album: Because I Got High Year: 2000 Title: She Won't Let Me Fucc (Hey Sugar, how you doin'? Your pretty face don't match that nasty attitude. What do you mean, 'Where's my girl?' Probly with your man. Can we fuck?) She won't let me fucc. I really need to bust a nut. She won't let me fucc. I really need to bust a nut. (Hey, check this out.) It's so frustrating being a man, all these sexy women don't understand Things we need to do, every other day or two Like take you home baby, and make sweet love to you, But you, you won't let me fucc. She won't let me fucc. (You say the mood ain't right.) I really need to bust a nut. (I know that pussy's tight.) She won't let me fucc. (Give it to me, baby.) I really need to bust a nut. Her heart is still broken, (Poor baby.) her emotions are sore. (I know what you mean, girl.) She is trying to recover from the man before. (Hey, that's my homeboy, cu

How To Find Your Member Number
When filling out your information for an ID request you will need to give me your member number. So view your profile comments. At the top in the address bar you should see a URL similar to this one: The number at the end of the URL is your member number.

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Hush By Afroman
Hush Afroman lyrics Artist: Afroman Album: The Good Times Year: 2001 Title: Hush {Hook} (Afroman talking) Hush, hush (yeah yeah) Somebody's callin my name (if you listen closely baby) Hush, hush (yeah yeah) Somebody's callin my name Hush (listen baby) hush (somebody's callin) Somebody's callin my name Oh my lord, oh my lord, what shall I do (A man sometimes girls think I'm crazy cause I wake her up and I tell her) Sounds like Jesus (sounds like Jesus) Somebody's callin my name (I know I'm high but baby) Sounds like Jesus And somebody's callin my name Sounds like Jesus Somebody's callin my name Oh my lord, Oh my lord, what shall I do (You know man, I think about all the hard times that I went through and I think) I'm so glad that trouble don't last always I'm so glad that trouble don't last always I'm so glad I'm glad that trouble don't last always Oh my lord, Oh my lord, what shall I do I gotta feelin, that everything's go

What Some Of You Don't Know About Me
YOU ALL KNOW MY AGE, THAT I AM GOING TO BE GETTING DIVORCED, AND THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS. WHAT SOME YOU YOU DON'T KNOW IS THAT WHEN I WAS BORN, I WAS BORN WITHOUT MY LEFT (TIT) PECTORAL MUSCEL. I AM NOT TOO OPEN WITH IT BUT WHAT THE FUCK. I DID GET AN IMPLANT IN BACK IN OCTOBER OF 2000. I STILL DON'T LIKE THE WAY MY CHEST LOOKS. BUT WHAT MORE CAN YOU DO. I NEVER KNEW WHAT PEOPLE REALY THOUGHT OF ME TILL I GOT IN HIGH SCHOOL. I GOT TEASED ALL THE TIME TO WHERE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE IN SCHOOL ANYMORE. I GOT THREW IT ALL FOR THE MOST PART. I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE DATEING BECAUSE I NEVER KNEW WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT ME AFTER BEING WITH THAT PERSON. WITH MY SELFASTEAM LOWER THEN DIRT I ALWAYS HAD MY GUARD UP. ANYTIME I WAS WITH ANYONE I TOLD THEM ABOUT IT UNLESS IT WAS A ONE NIGHT THING. ANYMORE NOW I JUST DON'T CARE CUZ IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME FOR ME THEN YOU CAN FUCK OFF.

Fff & Cg/cb.....
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO THE GROUP FOR NOT BEING HERE MUCH. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING SOME PERSONAL DEMONS WHICH ARE STILL AROUND BUT GETTING BETTER DEALING WITH IT. PINK THANKS FOR YOU PATIENCE AND YOUR LOVE THRU THIS. *****NOTE***** WORD OF WARNING: BITCH IS BACK BETTER AND STRONGER THEN EVER. I AM NOT AFRAID TO STOMP A MUDHOLE IN YOUR ASS AND WALK IT DRY IF YOU CROSS ME OR THE FAMILY!!!!

Rules Of Drunk Dialing
Rules of Drunk Dialing 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8.You can also call this same e

What A Way To Wake,,,,
The phone rang this morning and I swear it sounded like it was embedded into my pillow. With my eyes closed I pushed the TALK button and slid it up to my ear. Between the pillow and my mounds of hair. "Didja know it's too early to call me?" I murmured into the receiver. I do not know who it was. "Waaaay to early. k? bye" I threw the phone to the floor and turned on my side snuggling deeper into my bed. I lay there and Mmmmm'd for a bit before my need of caffeine had me cracking open one eye and scrambling for something comfy to put on. My feet slid down the hall carpet. If i coulda I woulda shocked all you bitches with a single touch. Slide.slide.slide. I am like a coffee monster in the morning. Just crack open a vein and pour that shit in there. K? Thanks. Making coffee is automatic pilot phase of the morning. I do it. I throw out the grounds, I fill the water, I toss sugar and creme into one of my happy cups and then while it is brewing I stumble around and fe

Untitled
EVEN THOUGH WE ARE MILES APARTS YOU ARE NEVER FAR FROM MY HEART I LOVED YOU THEN I LOVE YOU NOW ITS ALWAYS WHEN AND NEVER HOW TAKE ME BACK TO YESTERDAY ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS YOU HAD TO SAY I LOVED YOU THEN I LOVE YOU NOW IT'S ALWAYS WHEN AND NEVER HOW I SEE YOUR EYES I FEEL YOU NEAR ALTHOUGH NOT REALLY HERE

Crazy Rap By Afroman
AFROMAN LYRICS "Crazy Rap" (Wait a minute, man. Hey, check this out, tell it. It was this blind man, right? Man, check this out- it was this blind man, right? He was feelin' his way down the street with this stick, right? Hey. He walked past this fish market, you know what I'm sayin'? He stopped, he took a deep breath, he said, Woooooo, good morning, ladies. You like that shit, man? Hey, man, I got a gang of that shit, man. I tell you what- my man on the guitar, fool on the drums, everybody just crowd around the mic, I'll tell you all these mutha-fuckin' jokes. But first, I'ma start it off like this. Hey, help me sing it, homeboy.) Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need. We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed. And as the marijuana burns we can take our turns, singing them dirty rap songs Stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong, sell tapes from here to Hong Kong. So roll, roll, roll my joint. Pick out the seeds and stems.

Only In America
1. Only in America... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America... are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America... do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America... do people order double cheese burgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America... do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America... do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America... do we use the word 'politics' to des

Thinking Of You.....
I can't sleep tonight thinking about all of the things I want to do to you. Thinking about the feelings I want to make you feel. I want to play the game of seduction and watch your body shake in need of me. I want to control you with my kisses and crumble at your command. As I lay in bed dreaming of you there is a knock at my door. I am so lost in my fantasy I do not think that it is real. I hear it again but this time it is louder. This knock startles me from my place of haven and thrusts me back into a lonely reality. Once realizing what is happening I jump out of bed and run to the door. As I look through the peep hole I know that I am dreaming. There you stand looking more amazing then I have ever imagined. I stand there in awe for so long that you turn to walk away. I swing the door open and tell you to wait. You smile at me and say that you thought I would never answer and ask you to come in. Without a word I open the door enough for you to come in. I ask if everything is ok

Breaking Up
ALTHOUGH YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE FOR REAL YOU SAY YOU CAN'T LIVE WITH OUT ME.BUT IS THAT HOW YOU REALLY FEEL? YOU BROKE MY HEART ONCE BEFORE,CAN I TRUST YOU AGAIN? YOU SAY YOU REALLY LOVE ME NOW.BUT YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME THEN YOU HOLD ME LIKE YOU REALLY CARE AND TOUCHED ME LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.BUT STILL I REMEMBER A TIME, WHEN YOU FILLED MY HEART WITH SORROW. CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I LOVE YOU?AND THAT I ALWAYS WILL. I'M ADDICTED TO YOU LOVE,TO ME YOUR LOVE'S A PILL. MY NEED TO BE WITH YOU HAS TAKEN OVER MY SOUL. WHEN I'M WITH YOU MY HEART LOSES CONTROL. BUT THIS TIME I'LL THINK WITH MY HEAD AND TRY TO DO WHAT'S SMART IT SEEM LIKE I ALWAYS GET HURT WHEN I 'M THINKING WITH MY HEART. I MUST BE STRONG AND BRAVE I CAN'T GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN AND ALLTHOUGH I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR NOW... LETS BE FRIENDS

Pisssed Off Momma
My Daughter Ashley has been in training since November and has been through it man. Broken fingers, broken elbow, mono 2 times, bitten by a brown recluse spider and they took away her chance to come home for 2 weeks before she reports to her first duty station because she has mono again ! Please keep her in your prayers that she does not get sicker then she is and that she regain her strength after all she has been through! Just needed to vent! signed a pissed off momma!

Bitches Aint Shit But Hoes And Tricks....
So... for all of you who haven't heard me bitch about it yet, I was forced to move about half of my pictures to a NSFW folder because some hatin' bitch decided to tag them all. I'm leaving that folder public because, in my opinion,none of those pictures are in any way innappropriate. SOOOOO Have fun, take a peek, drop some comments if you haven't already... and rest assured new pics are on their way... xoxo Kristin

.todays.random.
sick cats...ive decided...are like children. they follow you around n whine at you and wanna sit in your lap all damn day. n im like...get off me...i wanted a dog. n then Monkey wants in my lap. so theres the two of them. sitting in my lap. if i was fat i'd have much more room. maybe i should get fat n have a monstrous lap. cept that sounds like way too much work and eating. so...yeah no. i almost had to throw my dictionary at moms last nite. she asked me what antipathy is. if you dont know go look it up. seriously. while i might have a plethora of information in my brain that does not make me your personal dictionary.com *monkey stop drawing on the cat* that goes on my list of things i should never have to say. i want to go study in the sunshine. there isnt sunshine on my porch yet. dammit. i hate having to wait for it. then again i hate having to wait for lots of things. of course i cant think of any right now beyond waiting for coffee...which i dont have to do cuz

"what Have I Become,i Don't Even Know Who I Am Any-more"...
Like A Fire Your Desire Burnz Deep Inside- "Our Relationship",I Try To Keep A Secret- EN'Your Trackz I Try To Hide... EN'Even Though Your Love For Me- Iz Evil Cruel,PainFul EN'Mean- Just Can't Wait To Be With You Again... "METHAMPHETAMINE" EN'Memory Of Jhonny Thair-An EN'Prayerz Of My Brother Mark."Thiz Haz Only Brought Uz Closer...(Part2)

I'm Off For A Day Of Errands And Bill Paying..
...while I am away, feel free to play on my page! :) Any love shown to me will be returned, I promise! Just post a comment here when you do! See you all when I am back at the end of the day! Hope you have a good Thursday, remember tomorrow is Friday and the end of another week! Thanks! Seana

Never Seen You
BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND YOU KNOW YOU HAVE MY LOVE I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL, BUT I SWEAR THAT THIS IS REAL, I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOUR FACE, AND I'LL STILL LOVE YOUTILL THE END, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT ONLY HEARING YOUR VOICE I LOVE YOU YOU ARE ALL MINE UNTIL THE END. AND YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AND I SWEAR THAT I WILL STAY BECAUSE GOD MADE ME FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU

15 Hot Ideas For Phenomenal Physical Intimacy
Great tips to keep your love life sizzling! 1. Become a couple with unwavering commitment to doing whatever it takes to make your overall relationship work. Remember, problems always show up in the bedroom. If you want great sex, never deny your partner the attention necessary to let them know they are loved, appreciated and respected. Relationships are something that must be worked on ALL THE TIME, not only when they are broken and need to be fixed. 2. Have a passion for life's sexual journey and for the processes required to go from boring to bliss in the bedroom. Be creative with your passion. Direct it toward your partner. Nurture it. Enjoy and revel in it. 3. Become dedicated to mutual pleasure for both you and your love partner. Sex is fun and pleasure is good for you! 4. Learn to be intentionally spontaneous and open for the opportunity to make love when it presents itself; during a lunch break, in the back seat of your car or by arousing your partner from a deep s

Women
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75. He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 80 . "I want the car, too," he continues. 85 mph... "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything you want?" The wife at la

Ppl Plz Do
1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u fuk me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same? 11.. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

"what Have I Become:i Don't Even Know Who I Am Any-more..."
You Are A Demon Liv EN' EN'My Head- Tell EN'Me To Do Your Evil Deedz... I Listen To Your Constant Demand- EN'Fulfill Your Evil Need... Blindly Sacraficing Every-Thang- Not Think EN'Of The Price To Pay.... Just Look EN'For Another Blast- EN'Liv EN'Day By Day...(Part1)

Last Night
Did anyone watch South Park last night? They did a dig at 24 and they named every possible website you could think of during that episode. I laughed so damn hard that I almost fell off my bed. I mean Cartman was Jack Bauer. It was sad cause I was able to name every last person that was in relation to the 24 character. I can’t wait for them to show it again I have to record it!

Rick's Pimping List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. PLEASE RATE, COMMENT AND REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, IF THERE ARE ANY CORRECTIONS LET ME KNOW. REDHAWK@ CherryTAP

A Thunk
Sometimes I look at a stranger I pass on the street and think, "There is no way in hell I could lift that guy over my head and spin him around three of four time before tossing him onto the ground." Not because they are fat, but rather because I worry that they will fart on my head.

Just Keeping Everyone Up To Date
I STARTED SCHOOL LAST MONTH AND HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY. THE HOMEWORKS THAT THEY GIVE ME ARE TAKING UP MOST OF MY TIME. I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANYONE OF YA. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YA AND I'LL SPEAK TO YA SOON. DONT BE A STRANGER, STOP BY AND SAY HI.

Wanna Continue!
................cont. My hands like silk run across her bodies desire My breath on her back setting her passion on fire The warmth of her moisture on my wondering hands She tries to caress my body then i take command Her hands pinned over her head none said to start Stoking her breast and feel the beat of her heart She shivers as i glide down kissing every spot Tasting her sent until she tells me to stop Back up her body as i begin to start to please I slide it in a little she likes it when i tease Breath to breath eye to eye i see she wants me in Her true climax i will reach to please i do begin cont...........................JW

This Is Why I Was In The Hospital
I copied and pasted from my myspace blog. because i'm too lazy to type shit twice. Hello... I might as well be honest now as to why I was in the hosptial for the past 5 days. I had severe depression and thoughts of suicide. There. I said it. Now you can go ahead and judge me... or read further... There are reasons behind all this and I'll get to them and you probably didn't know because I tend to keep things bottled up inside. I first called American Lake VA Hospital and drove over there and talked to an emergency pychriatic nurse... who sent me to the E.R at that hosp.... I sat in the ER for about 3 or 4 hours at this hospital then they transported me to St. Joseph's in downtown Tacoma. I was kind of freaked out when I went up to the 11th floor, the Mental Health Ward. But it was a clean, friendly and safe looking place and one of the nurses made me some dinner (mircowave dinner lol) and asked me questions about why I brought myself there. In the past few months, I've

"blog Thiz,blog That:flipp Thiz,flipp En'that:kansas-fuck Thiz,fuck That.?."
"EN'Life Iz To Live:""EN'Death Az You Die..."& Suppoze To Be EN'Life You Live EN'To See All Tha People Around,Be EN'Imprisoned An Commit Suicide...More Than 60% Of Tha People I've Known Are Deceased.Tha Other 40% Are EN'Prison For There 2nd-&-3rd Timez...So I'm Gonna Blog Thiz,Blog That:Liv EN'Thiz Life,Regardless Of Hav EN'To Flipp Thiz,Or Flipp EN'That:Allz I Can Say Iz Fuck Thiz,& Fuck That...

For Bikers
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Elvis Costello
Elvis Costello Why can't your music make me cry Today I need to cry It's all finally hitting me The move, the divorce, the pain Your music usually does the trick I can't get one tear out It hurts so much to not be Able to cry after needing to For so long, I just need to Get it out of my system I need to cry for an hour or so I get your music The lyrics hit my heart The beats play in my head I may not know all the words But I understand them Doesn't that count? Can't you write a new song Just for me, ONe that when i listen to it makes my mind go blank and allow the tears to come I guess I've just listened to your Songs one to many times For them to have an effect on me One too many times have I been hurt And you were there to console me To reach out to me And your lyrics put their arms around me They wiped away my tears They patted dry my nose They made me weep They made me look awful They made me more human They made me weak.

Traffic Ticket..
So as I was coming home from a long day of work at the store a week or so ago, this cop pulled me over for supposedly running a red light. I happen to recall that the light was yellow as I pass through it, and I told him that. He looked over my information, driver's license, insurance, etc. After doing that for what seems like forever, seeing that I had never been pulled over, arrested or jailed, he decided to give me a ticket anyway, saying that the Temple police is beginning to "crack down" on moving violations, parking violations, etc. I show up today at the courthouse to figure out how much the ticket is and my options, and the fucking thing is $215!! What the fuck? I ask the lady there what my options are. They pretty much are, pay it, contest it and pay it anyways if I'm found guilty, or take a class which will put me about $160 in the hole. This sucks ya'll. I know for a fact I didn't run that light, so I pretty much said that I would contest it. Court date is April 17

My Boy's In A Contest
HEY ALL MY BOY GODSMACK GURU IS IN A CONTEST COME SHOW SOME LOVE FOR THIS AMAZING MAN!!!!! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!!! AND DON'T FORGET TO RATE HIM TOO...ALL MY VIC FRINDS PLEASE DROP SOME 11'S HIS WAY. CONTEST ENDS APRIL 11TH! HUGS AND KISSES, LAURA

Chapter 16 { The Invisibel Man
XVI. THE JOLLY CRICKETERS The Jolly Cricketers is just at the bottom of the hill, where the tram-lines begin. The barman leant his fat red arms on the counter and talked of horses with an anaemic cabman, while a black-bearded man in grey snapped up biscuit and cheese, drank Burton, and conversed in American with a policeman off duty. "What's the shouting about!" said the anaemic cabman, going off at a tangent, trying to see up the hill over the dirty yellow blind in the low window of the inn. Somebody ran by outside. "Fire, perhaps," said the barman. Footsteps approached, running heavily, the door was pushed open violently, and Marvel, weeping and dishevelled, his hat gone, the neck of his coat torn open, rushed in, made a convulsive turn, and attempted to shut the door. It was held half open by a strap. "Coming!" he bawled, his voice shrieking with terror. "He's coming. The 'Visible Man! After me! For Gawd's sake! Elp! Elp! Elp!" "Shut the doors," said the policeman.

People Who Bless You
People come and go and some leave a blessing on you while others leave a curse. I have met both on here and for me the freinds who lift me up and make me feel better or better then those who claim to be freinds but who really want to use me. Thes so called friends left me feeling worse about my self and wonting to give up then someone speacil entered my life. This person makes me feel better about myself and tries to help me stay calm. They call me on the phone and we talk for hours and it is so nice. Even if my thought stray to what they are wearing or not wearing, I enjoy the talk. I could fall in love with this person fast if I don't watch myself. When you met someone special that fills your every thought. Someone you dream of and long ot be with...is that love or a grow friendship? Thaks to all my freinds on here who have helped me get over this hump in my life...to that special friend...I will do anything in the world for you... I am truly blessed. :-)

"now You Might Know What It's Like"
Tha Town Of Salina Haz Yet Another Gloomy Day..This Iz A Picture Of My Home-Boy Jhonny Thair Who Iz Now Deceased..My Brother Who Iz Serving A 14 Year Sentanze For Tha Accidental Shooting Of John..En Memory Of My Best Friend-An-Thoughts I Haven't Forgotten Of Them Both..Like Nev'en Farris Said En' Hiz Music Before Also Being Imprisioned By Kansasz Bull-Shit Lawz..He Quoted,"All My Home-Boyz Know WE Be Keep'En Tha Phone Bill Payed,So My Shorty-An-Hommiez Can Call Any-Time Of Tha Day..,Also I Wish It Wuz Me Instead Of Just You.."En Memory Of John-An-En' Prayer Of My Brother Mark"...-No Comments Please-

Adding People For Points
A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE SNIPER MAKES ALLOT OF SENCE I AM SICK OF PEOPLE ADDING ME FOR POINTS I AM NOT ON HERE FOR POINTS. I AM SICK OF THESE PEOPLE ON HERE JUST WANTING ME TO LOOK AT STUPID NSFW PICS AND RATING AND COMMENTING THEM JUST FOR STUPID POINTS. IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME THEN ADD ME TO GET TO KNOW ME NOT FOR FUCKEN POINTS I AM SICK OF THAT SHIT...HENCE THE PROFILE I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOUR OFFENDED EITHER..AND YES I AM A BITCH HENSE THE FUCKEN PROFILE...

Ok Don't Freak Out
OK you might have noticed that I have a few songs on my profile that are not heavy Metal, I wanted you to all know that I like a few songs that mellow me out, songs like "what a wonderful world" its one of my favs to chill with but its also one of the songs that I danced with my son with when he was born, so sue me I felt like putting it on the profile,. To my head banging friends fear not I still love music that makes my ears bleed,and give people a reason to call the cops on me, and a plus is with all this loud banging music it will make it easy for me to not to hear those of you who might have a problem with some of my tracks .."huh?? what?? sorry didn't hear you.. peace

I'm A Terrible Person.
I'm starting to feel like I'm a bad person...or, at the very least, a bad Wiccan. I don't like people. I'm not saying that I don't like ANYONE...but people, in general, get on my damned nerves. I've taken to staying home more often than not and using those self checkout lanes in the store just so that I don't have to talk to or look at anyone. And the unfortunate genetic combination who works the drive-thru window at the local Burger King makes me want to vomit profusely all over the floorboard of my van. I want to be a hermit. I want to buy a large plot of wooded land and clear out a big circle right in the middle. That's where I'll build my dream house. Not only will it be surrounded by trees, but I will also have constructed a 10 foot tall stone fence surrounding the entire property with a big steel gate as the only method of entry. I will grow my own vegetables and raise my own livestock. I will shop solely through the internet. I will surround myself only with the peop

Chapter 15 { The Invisibel Man
XV. THE MAN WHO WAS RUNNING In the early evening time Doctor Kemp was sitting in his study in the belvedere on the hill overlooking Burdock. It was a pleasant little room, with three windows, north, west, and south, and bookshelves covered with books and scientific publications, and a broad writing-table, and, under the north window, a microscope, glass slips, minute instruments, some cultures, and scattered bottles of reagents. Doctor Kemp's solar lamp was lit, albeit the sky was still bright with the sunset light, and his blinds were up because there was no offence of peering outsiders to require them pulled down. Doctor Kemp was a tall and slender young man, with flaxen hair and a moustache almost white, and the work he was upon would earn him, he hoped, the fellowship of the Royal Society, so highly did he think of it. And his eye presently wandering from his work caught the sunset blazing at the back of the hill that is over against his own. For a minute perhaps he sat, pen i

Chapter 7 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 7. The Stapletons of Merripit House The fresh beauty of the following morning did something to efface from our minds the grim and gray impression which had been left upon both of us by our first experience of Baskerville Hall. As Sir Henry and I sat at breakfast the sunlight flooded in through the high mullioned windows, throwing watery patches of colour from the coats of arms which covered them. The dark panelling glowed like bronze in the golden rays, and it was hard to realize that this was indeed the chamber which had struck such a gloom into our souls upon the evening before. "I guess it is ourselves and not the house that we have to blame!" said the baronet. "We were tired with our journey and chilled by our drive, so we took a gray view of the place. Now we are fresh and well, so it is all cheerful once more." "And yet it was not entirely a question of imagination," I answered. "Did you, for example, happen to hear someone, a woman I think, sobbing in the night?

The Verdict
YESRTERDAY WAS THE THIRD AND FINAL DAY OF THE TRIAL.. VERY TENCE AND VERY EMOTIONAL FOR EVERYONE. IT TOOK ABOUT 45 MINUTES FOR THE JURY TO COME BACK WITH A VERDICT. GUILTY.. GUILTY... GUILTY.. ON ALL THREE COUNTS. COUNT ONE "INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER MISTIMENOR" SECOND CHARGE IS CARRYING AN ILLEGAL KNIFE OVER THREE INCHES LONG WHILE INGAGED IN A FELONY ACT" AND THE THIRD CHARGE WAS INVOLUNTRY MANSLAUGHTER FELONY" HE WAS CONVICTED OF ALL THREE COUNTS. THE MAX HE CAN GET FOR THOSE CHARGES IS 11 YEARS, IT IS NOT WHAT I WAS HOPEING FOR BUT I GUESS IT WILL DO, AT LEAST HE IS NOT OUT RUNNING THE STREETS ANY MORE. I WONT KNOW HOW MUCH TIME HE IS GOING TO GET FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS WHEN THEY HAVE THE SENTENCEING, AND YOU BETTER BELIEVE I AM GOING TO BE THERE !!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE PEOPLE THAT SENT THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.. IT OBVIOUSLY HELPED !!! HE IS IN CUSTODY UNTILL THE SENTENCING DATE SO I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT RUNNING INTO HIM OR NOTHING. THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERY ONES PRAYERS

Sad Poem
Some days I sit and hear the yells fears loseing my pride robbed of grandmother screaming Brother crying I sit there and pretend to not care But inside it truely wares ripping and tearing at my heart I know i don't have it that bad but It is pretty bad and it makes me so sad i wish i could just be glad the smiles and laughs went away as soon as I came here Sometimes i just want to cry like now just writeing this poem of life When I was with my mom it was so much better we might not have had everything but I liked it better there I feel like here no one loves me so I look to my friends for love and they give so much There more of my family than anything So I am closeing this poem with a goodbye farewell I will be back to write you'll see

Standing In The Doorway
I was standing in the darkened doorway waiting for that monster to notice me she was throwing things and yelling I dont think she knew that i could see she yelled at her little boy for spilling food on the floor i was still waiting for her to see that i was standing in the door she yelled at his father for things he didnt do wrong i dont think she realized I'd been standing there so long I was standing in the doorway watching her go into a fit of rage It was hard for me to watch her Screaming, going on a rampage. I was standing in the doorway watching as it became clear that girl i was watching was me thats why she didnt see me standing here. Standing in the doorway once again after seeing how mean i am crying and begging for my anger to end.

A Drop Of Wine
A drop Of wine is upon ones lips The sparkle of stars in ones eyes The breaking of ones heart & soul The unspoken words of dispear and anger I drink of wine uopn ones lips A drop of wine Cunfusion is the words and feelings that finally shows through.... when anger is brought forth Spilled wine upon the table Dripping to the floor I drink of the wine upon ones lips A drop of wine A drop of wine falling threw the air Falling from ones lips A drop of wine is upon ones lips A kiss to remove the wine Yet reason and understanding Along with hope and faith Wins out in the end For love. yes Love A drop of wine upon ones lips I drink of wine upon ones lips A drop of wine So, Touch Not my Glass But partake a drink from my lips Look into my eyes and seek the window of a soulmate Then bring toghter of ones heart and soul Speak the words of endless LOVE The spoken words of hope and joy A drop of wine upon ones lips I drink of wine upon ones lips

Alone
i sit in my darkened room alone as my tears come falling down my reddened cheeks i sob and cry for losing the one i found that made me feel like i meant something i screwed up with him just like i have done with all the others to make them walk away alone again and frusterated because alone is how i always end up being and that hurts alone isnt as bad as being lonely and i have never felt so lonely in my life i have people i can turn to, but without him its just not enough for me i cant say the words and tell him how i feel because its too much for him to handle i cant reach out and touch him, to hold him and let him know that i am here for him hes a million miles away and yet it feels like he was just here and left walking away from me from life from everything around him to heal his pain i truly believe i helped cause that pain and thats why i feel so alone and lonely i helped to hurt someone i care alot about my friend, one of the best someone i c

“creating The World,” By The Cree People
In times long past the Great Spirit wandered around but found nothing: no sights, no sounds, no beauty or color. He decided to fill the world with light so he could see; he decided to give the world life so there would be something to look at. He called for the Great Turtle to become land, and he shaped hills and valleys on the Turtle’s back. Over the Turtle he put blue sky and clouds. Then he thought that the world was ready for life. But what kind of life? What would living things do? He considered long and hard until he fell asleep from exhaustion. In his sleep he dreamed of plants, of creatures that flew or swam or crawled, of two and four leggeds. When he woke he saw that everything he had dreamt of had come true. The world was now real, land and sky and water now teamed with life. The Great Spirit did not like what he saw! It all seemed imperfect. But then he watched a beaver swim to a branch, nibble it off, and carry it over to the place where he w

No Whey In Hell.
Hardee har har. Did you get it? Yeah, it sucked. My head hurts. Anywho... There isn't enough sugar on the planet to make you tolerable today. And by "you" I mean "me" because I'm talking to myself today. Big elephants can always use super eggs. That's how I remember how to spell "because".

Join Now And Get An Autographed Cd From Bucky Covington!
Just wanted to share some news. The Bucky Covington Online Fan Club is open. Head over and sign up now and if you choose the Platinum Membership you will get an autographed CD when it comes out and a limited edition T-shirt. Even if you can't sign up with a paid membership, select the free option please, help me win an autographed guitar. HUGS! Catherine Bucky Covington Fan Club

Conquest...mistaken For Feelings!
I hear allot of my female friends speak about how sex ruined there relationship. How they had been chatting online and had really developed feelings and when they met, had sex, and didn’t hear from the person of found them cheating...ect., ect.. I want to share (or wake some of you up to a fact you probably know about but don't want to believe)... Men are, by nature, conquerors! And believe it or not, while men are more physical about it, woman have a conquest nature to. However, yours are more mental and spiritual. The truth is, men will sometime tell you, and may even feel it (won't be lying intentionally, or actually do believe) ...that they have deep feelings for you. However, sometimes, it is just the desire to physically conqueror you (aqua: fuck your rains out). It is not a need for some pussy, it is a need to conqueror. Woman do it to the heart, men do it through physical activity. Ever wonder why everything seems to go so well, attraction, so much in common....yo

Utterly Disgusted With Myself
Utterly disgusted with myself Tears of anger Tears of Pain I should be ashamed I try not to let the whole world see All the things that are wrong with me All the little voices in my head Sometimes wishing I was dead How am I supposed to act When my brains aren’t in tact Can’t concentrate on everyday life Too afraid to use a knife Trying to forget the pain Stepping out into the rain Looking up into the blue sky Please God I don’t want to die I just want to be free Why do I always feel Like my life is surreal I just want to stand up away from this Say goodbye to the feelings and give you a kiss I want to be normal but what is that I don’t want to be this fat I want to wipe away the tears And say hello to the next 50 years.

Hello Everyone
first time on here I will add some more pic tonight I work 12 hour shifts I am a health care aid hope to meet some nice people gain some new friends and mabie meet someone. I enjoy traveling,music,dancing,camping,walks on the beach and lots more... want to know more lets talk...

My Bulletins
I do not understand how come I have all these people on my friends list and when I post a bulletin none of them read them or repost them. How come? I am going to stop posting them if no one is reading them or anything. I mean it is a waste of my time if no one reads them right. Have a good day all.

Suicide
Suicide The door opens with the slight turn of the knob As the keys fall to the floor Eyes filling with tears A feeling forever more Red splatters all around the room A gun and empty shell The house all evacuated Nothing left to sell The love of your life You best friend now dead You go over to their side And lift up their head Already gone No way to save She loved you too much to wait She decided that she couldn’t take it anymore Then left you a note on the refrigerator door Love was felt for you that you could not return This is not supposed to be a lesson that you had never learned

Questions
WHY Why me? Why the pain and the heartache? HOW How did I fall for him? How did I believe the lies? WHEN When will I forget him? When will I forgive him? WHERE Where will I find Mr. Right? Where will I be when I fall in love again? WHAT What will I do when I find him? What will I tell him when I look into his eyes? Questions pop into my head What did I say what have I said? Why did I fall so deep for a man who was still just a boy? Why didn’t I realize that he saw me as a toy? When did I figure out that he wasn’t Mr. Right? When did I forget that I couldn’t stand to fight? Where will I go to get away from this mess? Where will I be when I finally rest? How will I get over this terrible pain? How did I keep from going insane?

My Ending
My ending Why did I pick up the bottle? Where did I find the knife? I’m finally putting an end to this miserable life. Walking down that long and narrow road in silence, I can’t figure out where I got all this violence. I stopped in the green and growing pasture, Trying to find a method to make me die faster. I want to go away off the face of this earth, I hate my mother for ever giving birth. I walked a little farther to the old rusty bridge at the end of the road, Knowing that the water below would be freezing cold. I stood up on the edge of the guardrail, No matter what I try to do I always fail. Not this time because today my dream comes true, I get to fly away to freedom away from you. Getting good and ready to take the fast and scary dive, I stop to think of any reason that I should stay alive. Then it clicked inside my brains as I came down from the ledge so fast, Why kill myself over what happened in the past?

My Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Cold SoulOften the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don\'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely. Take this test

A Bastard Son//on Love We Dwell
"God is a creative force, Lestat, And so are we. He told Adam, 'Increase and multiply.' That's what the first organic cells did Lestat. Increased and multiplied. Not merely changed shape but replicated themselves. God is a creative force. He made the whole universe out of himself through cell division. That's why the devils are so full of envy- the bad angels, I mean. They are not creative creatures; they have no bodies, no cells, they're spirit. And I suspect it wasn't envy so much as a form of suspicion-that god was making a mistake in making another engine of creativity in Adam, so like himself. I mean the angels probably felt the physical universe was bad enough with all the replicating cells, but thinking, talking beings who could increase and multiply? They were probably outraged by the whole experiment. That was their sin." "So you're saying God isn't pure spirit." "That's right. God has a body. Always did. The secret of cell-dividing life lies within God. And all living cells

What's Really Inside My Heart...
Since I first came here I have met some wild and crazy fun loving ppl. All of you have touched my heart as well as my life in some kind of unique way. And for that I am greatful. You have been here thorough my tough times as well as my happy times. Thank you. I know that I may have not gotten to know all of you the way i would have liked, but like i said ill gladly send my email and im's to you so we can keep in touch. I will only add you if you really want to. I will miss sharing all of your thoughts and dreams and wild things in between *Wink *-) For those of you that I talk to on occasions and some far in between, I from the very bottom of my heart am so sorry for not keepin in more contact with you. I have had a few ppl today tell me how they felt about my absence and me not talking to them. I almost in a way feel like i abandoned some of you. That hurts me to think that maybe I have done that. I want to keep all my friends. SO, to this Lets go on but go on together. ok? oh yeah an

Craziness
The craziness of the past, present, and future Out or nowhere the tears are forming I thought I was so happy today Out of nowhere I started thinking And I know that I’ll be okay No matter what you said to me All that time ago It doesn’t matter how you make me hurt It’s a pain I no longer know I wanted to scream at you Yell so loud above the noise I can still hear my mom saying “Boys will be boys” Well, to me that don’t matter The silly things she said The tears are still forming And I don’t want to get out of bed Why are the tears rolling Down my not so pretty face Every time I feel them coming I feel like a disgrace A laugh is forming in my voice A happiness in my tone I just happened to remember That I’m not really all alone There is someone special Someone that makes me laugh You don’t need to know it yet But you’re not my better half There was a time it was different And I can’t remember why There was a time it was different When you

Goodbye
I will be leaving CT by the end of the day. It will take me some time to completely delete everything. I have a few reasons for leaving, and let me explain. The #1 reason is that I just do not have time to be on here anymore. I have school, and now work study. Another reason is, when I do look on CT, there are so many "attention whores" on here, it annoys me to no end. I just dont see the point. There is so much high school drama that goes on here, I have no room for it in my life. I'm not writting this for attention, I am dead serious about this. Most of the people on my "friends" list will not even read this. That's another reason..lol. But that's cool. I also have an extremely personal reason for leaving, and that will remain between me, and the other person, whom will have my heart for the rest of my life. So, peace out my peoples, stay cool, and keep the high school drama to yourselves! No one wants to see that shyte. ~~Denele

Friendship "more Like Sisters"
This beautiful & very special poem was written by my sister, BabyBlackRose. Thank You from the bottom of my heart sis! I will cherish this gift always! FRIENDS MORE LIKE SISTERS BY: BABYBLACKROSE WE STARTED TALKING ONE TO ANOTHER JUST JOKING AND LAUGHING DISCOVERING EACH OTHER. TO GIDDY LADIES ACTING LIKE CHILDREN TELLING SECRETS & STORIES THAT WE'D TELL NO ONE. I KNEW YOU WERE MORE TO ME AFTER A FEW DAYS TALKING. SISTERS' I TOLD YOU THAT'S WHAT WE SHOULD BE. SO HERE WE ARE LIKE GOOFY KIDS STILL TELLING OUR STORIES SOMETIMES FLIPPIN OUR LIDS . I LOVE YOU MY SISSY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. YOU'LL FOREVER REMAIN THERE TILL SOMEDAY WE PART. BUT I DONT SEE THIS HAPPENING NOT ANYTIME SOON YOU'RE THE SISTER I NEEDED AND I SWARE THAT'S THE TRUTH .. LOVE YA SISSY YOUR BIG SISSY BBR @-{---

Friends?
Friends? You looked at me through gazing eyes, you mumbled off a ton of lies. You just wanted to get laid, if sex was the life you got it made. You didn’t need me for love of life, you stabbed me with a burning knife. You let me parade around, you went a while without making a sound. You knew that you could make me melt, you waited until I confessed. You said to stop and take a rest. Later you told me not to try, I wouldn’t let you hear me cry. I told you that I would go, I still care but you wouldn’t know. I gave up I don’t want to care, yet the feelings still linger in the air. You haven’t yet responded to my letter, if you would, I would feel better. I’m not waiting for your word, I’ll just live with the unheard. I just want to say goodbye, so I will say it but will not cry. I said that I wished that we could talk, I don’t want to turn and walk. Soon I thought I shouldn’t dare, tell you that I do not care. But it’s said and it’s all done, we could hang out and have some fun. Plea

Paul Stanley Phantom On Stage
Phantom, by request For the final night of the Phantom performance Doc McGhee, Gene Simmons with Shannon and Pam with Evan attended. Evan was dressed up as the Phantom. He was singing "Music of the Night" while people were leaving. Some area TV news were there. Paul said a few words at the very end. He thanked Toronto and thanked Pantages for making many peoples dreams come true, including his. He also stated he was the last person hired to do the Phantom and is the last person to leave the stage which was quite an honor. They closed with the entire cast and employees of the Pantages Theatre on stage singing "Music of the Night". And then was closed off with a firecracker display and a spray of confetti with balloons. I'll tell you one thing though, every KISS fan in there...all they needed to see right then and there is Gene hop on stage and sing Rock & Roll All Nite Final Lair Part one Toronto Final Lair Part two Toronto

Mirror
The mirror Every morning as I gaze into the shiny glass of the mirror that stands above the sink, I almost shed tears because of what I see. I don’t want to use the term “ugly” yet not beautiful at the same time. I cringe when I realize that I don’t have what it takes to be liked, wanted, or loved. I lose my heart to guys that act interested in me, yet they are not interested in my mind or my heart. Only in being sexual for one night. I always feel used after that act of sexual pleasure is over, and the guy decides he wants nothing more to do with me. Yet, I always seem to repeat the mistake of thinking that it will be different. It’s me that get crushed in the end. Heartache and heartbreak are the most familiar feelings that I have felt. I cannot remember the last time that I have been “happy” in my heart. I have fully given my heart away and watched it be torn into a million pieces when he decided he did not feel the same. I don’t think I have ever been trusted with someone else’

More Evil Work Convo Haha
[11:21 AM] Leah: are you going to tell tracy? [11:21 AM] Leah: i would [11:22 AM] sondrabo: well I had to deal with it so I replied to Tracy, cc'd accounting and Darryl and said this bill belongs to him. [11:22 AM] Leah: good [11:22 AM] Leah: how much was it? [11:22 AM] sondrabo: he never works...just orders shit [11:22 AM] sondrabo: i dunno like $80 for shipping [11:22 AM] Leah: yeah true [11:23 AM] Leah: holy [11:23 AM] sondrabo: guess he doesn't have anything else to spend his money on anyways...except a lifetime supply of Cheezies [11:23 AM] Leah: lol [11:24 AM] sondrabo: we're too evil when you get us together [11:24 AM] Leah: no way

Pride
Pride I made the mistake of asking When I didn’t care to know You don’t have the feelings for me That you seem to like to show I am sorry if I seemed Like I cared about your taste But don’t continue sharing it Its just air you’ll waste My feelings have been damaged You don’t care to see I have feelings for you That you don’t have for me I’ll remember not to mention Anything I don’t care to hear And I’ll forget to tell you That I like to have you near You’re not worth my self-esteem My confidence or my pride Someday in the future I’ll make a beautiful bride I’ve been hurt by many You’re not the only one But sometimes I wish That I didn’t always run I flee from everything The good and the bad But usually my tears run When someone makes me sad I mist admit I like you No matter how hard that seems But even though you hurt me I still have my dreams

Survey Says
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? send this back to me?

Here We Go Again
If your Pissed Off at me.Don't rate me.I don't desire any Ones.I wouldn't do it to u.I Hate being a hardass.How do u Hit a 1 instead of a 10.She had her chance to defend herself,chose to Plead the 5th..Silent Defence,she was found Guilty of Treason an was Deleeted from Friends an Blocked. An Example must be set,for the 1 Raters to stop their Selfish ways.

Standing
Standing No matter what I do in life there’s someone who believes in me I know deep in my heart and soul he and I are meant to be No matter who I’m with he’ll love me for who I am inside He’s got a way of bringing out my secrets and emotions that I try to hide He stood by me as I pushed away a man that made me cry If he were standing here right now he’d reach up to dry my eyes He’d wrap his arms around me and bring his body close to mine When I push him far away he says he’ll try again in time If he were here right next to me standing in front of my face I’d thank him for being so patient and moving at such a slow pace I’d tell him that I love him and never want to let him go I have feelings for him that I thought I’d never know No matter what the future holds for the 2 of us in years ahead He needs to know I love him and cherish all the things he’s said He knows how to make me smile and bring laughter to my voice I hope he knows that if he lived close he would be my

I'm Moving For The Last Time...lol
Yep you heard it here first!!! I'm moving and this is definately the last time...lol I'm moving into my dream townhouse and so far all is well so if you wanna lend a hand (hehe) the packing is done but could use help unpacking...any takers?? have a great day CherryTappers!!! Jynx xox

The Little Boy
The little boy A young single mother, sitting in tears… her baby boy running to her to erase her fears. With the smile upon his precious little face… her heart begins to race. She’s a mother with worries and a doubt… how will her life, or his, turn out? Amazing green eyes staring up at her… turning those worries into a blur. Chubby little arms wrapped around her neck… leaning in to her lips to give her a peck. She has to learn to take things one day at a time… and she may need to save every dime. But she should have not a fear about her parenting skills… shouldn’t have to think about the bills. My wish for this mother and her adorable son… is to live life like a game they both have won. Don’t get me wrong he will make her cry… but he will grow up to be an amazing guy. She will teach him what is wrong and teach him what is right…and he will have a future that is very bright. Don’t let her get down don’t let her get sad…. She’s just worried that he will hate his dad. If I k

My Internet
Well, all, I really really wish I could join in in all the activities here. BUT... since I live out in the boondocks (the country).. I am still on dial up out here (ya know, where you have to dial up from a phone line).. Yea.. people still have that. LOL So anyway, Everything here takes FOREVER to load and just don't have the time to sit here all day trying to leave messages or comments, etc... BUT. wanted everyone to know that you can contact me easier on Yahoo. My screen name there is.... alfiee34 .... I love this site and is much more interesting than any yahoo stuff. But I can keep up with yahoo.. lol Lots of Hugs and Luv's from Missouri AMY

Newbie Testing This Out
I'm just testing this out. I have used blogs before, and am wondering what is different about this. So far, just the same...do people actually read these things? Are people allowed to comment on them? or just read them? Anyway, I'm gonna try this.

Follow My Heart
~~~~my heart up in flames burning with pain, my eyes pouring out a salty rain. hurting the one that i know cares for me, to follow my heart to see what it will be. am for the anger i have caused my dear friend, hoping this will not be the end. my heart says i should try one last time to be with someone from the past, but i am so afraid that once again, it wont last. both these men mean so much but i am starving for attention and touch i cant seem to bring myself to stop hurting inside, almost as if i am losing my pride. bad at being a mom and worse at being a friend, sometimes wishing today would be the end wanting to scream with anger and hurt, wishing i could crawl in a hole in the dirt, wanting to take back all the hurtful things i told him tonight, knowing i cant because it wouldnt be right wanting to let the words come flowing out, but instead i want to scream and shout wanting someone to hold me tight, knowing i cant have that tonight~~~~

Getting Help
Sitting in front of the mirror crying my eyes out, i hate seeing her looking at me with confusion and doubt. I may not be perfect, but am i really all that bad? i hate when i get so crazy, so mean and so mad. Wishing that those angry eyes would stop glaring at me. cant she see that i am only who she lets me be? She tells me i am crazy, psychotic, and fat, but who is she to talk, looking like that. she has tear streaks rolling down her face, mascara below her eyes. she acts like i'm the only one who ever cries. if only i was a better person, and better mother to my son, she'd stop acting like the devil has won. Glaring back into the mirror, wiping away those tears, i tell myself that i will be happy again, one of these years. i know as i see the reflection of myself in the glass, that i need help from someone, this feeling will not pass. i pick up the telephone and dial, please get me in now, i dont want to wait a while. sitting in the chair with tears and a frown, please help me i alwa

The Payback
Left fordead and laid to ruin You knew just what you were doin A crooked grin hiding a lying tounge But now it's time for blood to run From every hole i'll put in your body A rage unleashed no way you can stop me Chamber loaded barrel raised you should cherish your numbered days Wait i won't shoot you thats not right Just keep on crying while i grab the knife Some salt for the wounds thats more your style giving up inches but set back for miles An empty soul can't hold a heavy heart Til hatred fills up every part Of a fractured mind confused by time Slips away to come back sublime A greater being, a higher worth Out your cage to roam the earth The hand of doom the reapers gaze Trapted inside an endless maze All this you shall learn today For I am the hunter and you are the prey

Scorpion Wish
A Scorpion passion for a rose garden The poison is strong It drips slowly from the tail The dessert is hot The roses wilt The scorpion sits in wait Under a rose bush The gardener comes The scorpion strikes And with magic wonder the gardener changes to a rose Who slowly wilts under the midday sun to ever shade the scorpion Only the kiss of the roses will change this evil curse So with dawn comes a showering rain The scorpion climbs to drink The roses strike back with kisses Now the curse is gone Forever more A scorpion's wish To be loved forever more the scorpion is now a gentleman With a garden of roses And a lady to love Now friend can any one find a picture to go with this. If not that is ok.

Wishes
sitting on a blanket on the grass in the middle of the night glad that the moon and stars are the only light glancing into the sky and sees a falling star wishing that i was there where you are sitting alone on my bed and thinking of your face wishing i was dressed in white and lace wanting to be your MRS., your wife needing you to stay apart of my life standing by the lonely table, no one sitting there wishing i had a family and someone to care wiping away the tear that lands on my chin knowing that without you i'll never have a grin why is it that every time i make my crying plea it seems that no one is listening to me i've wished for you a thousand times this week cried so many times its hard to speak maybe just one more wish and i will have you with me maybe one more prayer and i'll know that we were meant to be wishes i wasnt so lonely and alone thinking about picking up the phone

Confession
My heart is breaking into a million pieces.... My mind is racing for a millions reasons.... For him, I am starting to fall..... Does he like me? not at all.... And I don’t know what to do or how to say it.... I just want to scream and give up on this shit.... Its not love this I know... But I like him... and it shouldn’t be so He’s not mine for me to need... But I feel as if my heart will bleed... I want to tell him but don’t know how... And I don’t think the time is now.

This Was Just An Idea. . . Let Me Know If You Think Its Stupid. . .
I've been seeing ALOT of BBW contests lately. . . So here's just a thought. Why not have a Cowgirl BBW contest?? Entries must have a cowgirlish theme to it. I was also thinking of having a Sexiest Cowboy contest. Those need to have a cowboyish theme as well. All entries welcome as long as you have a theme! There will be 1st 2nd and 3rd place for both. But they won't be held at the same time. 1st - 3rd place prizes depend upon the turnout of contestants and if anyone takes it seriously. I hope it's as good as it was last time. But entries can be either sent to my mailbox or they can be sent to this blog. Make sure to tell your friends!

A Lil About My Life
HEY, THIS IS (TERESITA)IM 29 YRS OLD AND I LIVE HERE IN GEORGIA.IM A MOTHER OF 3 WONDERFUL KIDS(WHO ARE HISPANIC)AND I AM A HOMEMAKER.I LOVE GOING TO CLUBS AND DANCING IN MY SPARETIME.I ALWAYS LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS

Strength
have to walk away and try to be strong even though in my heart i know its wrong the term we used was not goodbye yet i could not help but cry he says we both really need this break it's killin me not knowing how long it'll take do i have that much stength in me i feel like my heart is gonna bleed for some reason the tears wont quit saying those words were hard to admit its not something i can say so free he says strong is what i need to be when i listen to his song and make my eyes close i feel him wrapped around me as if he knows he can tell i'm with him even though we're far apart he and i have known our feelings from the start he is asking for my strength when i am weak asking for my love when i cannot speak knowing that he cares has brought me this far crawling to get from one point to the next wanting so bad to stop and rest trying to get back up on my feet i cant stay away from him he's too sweet but he has given me the courage to try to be strong and when

Hey Eyes
HER EYES: She looked into her eyes, searching her own soul needing to find the one thing that made her life feel whole she looked into his eyes where she saw a part of her hes her little boy, her son her emotions began to stir he reminds her of the man she once knew she loved it took a while to realize that his love was not enough he layed his hands upon her body in a way that no man should had she thought she could fight back she truly believed she would he looked back into her eyes his smile glowing bright she knows now that God gave her the only gift he saw was right she took another glance into her deep blue eyes she saw a little twinkle and it caught her by suprise

Broken Heart
i will be here for you always through good and through bad.. be there for you baby when you're feeling sad... with you in your troubles when life is just to much to take... i promise you always i will never be a fake... i am with you when you suffer from pain... be with me as i go insane... i am losing my mind bit by bit... i dont know why the emotions hit... too much pain in my broken heart... it was broken before you tore it apart... i know you only did just want you had to do... exploring your options old and new... you would never try to make me feel pain... in the end theres pleasure we both are sure to gain... so as all i can give you and all i can ask... please be my friend if not an easy task... i know how you feel which makes this hurt all the more... i just wish sometimes that i had known before.. before i asked you to do all the things we both know you should... and had i asked you not to part of me believes you would... but i dont want to make you feel like i need you to

How To Make Love To A Woman...taken From: Lowrider69
SAW THIS AND HAD TO POST IT HERE !! MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.

Sick Of It
why is it that everytime i become happy someone makes me sad? when i am excited someone makes me mad i let the words of truth roll off my tongue and my finger tips but sometimes i am doubted as if they never left my lips what have i done to get treated this way to have someone tear me apart every single day i am sick of being walked on like i dont fucking exist sick of everyone purposely trying to get me pissed tired of the person i care about the most taking back the things he has said that made me feel like i meant something to someone for once tired of feeling whole again and having someone take it away so i can feel lonely again like i did all those months afraid of never being good enough and time and time again i get proved right i guess its the end because i dont have the strength to keep putting up a fight i have a hard time coping with people that lie to me and i am sick of being mind fucked i should have realized a long time ago that i will aways have bad luck

The Meeting.
After walking for what seemed like an enternity, with nothing but locked doors and dark holes she sees something staring at her from around a corner. It's quick but it was there. Something very large and white. A Rabbit? "Hello? Is anyone there?" She calls. No answer. Determined to find who or what was just looking at her she starts to run, timeing out when to jump over the holes. She runs for a good five minutes before she even catches a tiny glimps of what she had seen. Hearing her it picks up speed bounding down the corridor. "Wait! Please! Come on you furry son of a bitch, wait!" She pants as she continues to run. Before she could open her mouth to yell at the creature, it ducks through a little door at the very end of the hall. "How in the hell...?" She thinks once she gets to the door and sees that it is little more than the size of a doggie door. "That things was twice the size of me and there is no way I can fit in there." Frustrated she throws herself down

Ouch
well i go thte phone call today that i dint not want but yeha i hope that everything gose good who knows if i will come back i hope i do but hey if i dont i will miss all you and you all will be in my heart so please dont for get me and i love you alll

Answer This
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

Crawling
i feel like i am crawling through life on my hands and knees crawling into the darkness hiding from everyone who sees crawling to get away from the decisions i have to make crawling around getting mad at how much time it will take crawling slowly, inching farther from all the men around crawling quietly trying not to make a sound wishing i didnt have to crawl anymore because i am exausted crawled so long i thought i had lost it still crawling around but starting to get back onto my feet tired of this aching feeling of defeat.

Stardate 03-29-2007
The more I write these blogs, the more I feel like Danny Bonnaduce lol. It seems like every day I can't escape a little bit of drama in my life. Tomorrow I'll be going to a wedding. My cousin is getting married. I find it odd they picked a Friday to get married on, but they're getting married in Chicago, so I'm guessing they're picking a date that they could fit in. We've known about this wedding for two months, RSVP'ed a month ago, and have discussed it for weeks. I admit, mostly how we didn't want to go. I haven't seen my cousin in 10 years, they've never met my wife, and driving thru Chicago Rush hour traffic just to get there. Last night, I reminded my wife that she needed to put in for her half day, she then informed me that she couldn't do that, she took a half day on Monday due to illness (translated:hangover). Then the fireworks started, which ended up with me going by myself with my kids and my mom, and her working and staying home. This is the second time this week

Halloween Remake Script Review
Ahoy, squirts! Quint here with my thoughts on Rob Zombie's HALLOWEEN remake script. Let's get the background out of the way first. I liked the first 10 minutes of HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES, but it went downhill after that, turning into a boring exercise in style over substance. However, Zombie won me back with DEVIL'S REJECTS. I can point to some dialog that didn't work, but overall the tone he captured, the characters he gave us and superb casting of horror icons really won me over. To this day, I think REJECTS made good on the promise he was making about CORPSES being a return to hard edged '70s exploitation. I am a gonzo huge fan of John Carpenter's original HALLOWEEN. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say I've seen that movie 50 times from start to finish. I'm very protective of it, but at the same time I recognize how shitty the sequels got. The only film I really hold up on a pedestal is the original, though I love HALLOWEEN II and get a bizarre kick out of the Michael Myers-l

You Never
YOU NEVER YOU NEVER QUITE UNDERSTOOD THE PAIN THAT I ONCE HAD YOU NEVER FIGURED OUT WHY I’D GET SO MAD YOU NEVER KNEW MY FRUSTRATIONS HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU YOU NEVER FIGURED OUT THAT YOU MADE MY GRAY SKIES BLUE YOU NEVER LOOKED AT ME LONGINGLY LIKE I LOOKED AT YOU AND WHEN I SAID I LOVE YOU, YOU NEVER SAID I LOVE YOU TOO YOU NEVER KNEW HOW STRONG MY FEELINGS WERE YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD MY LIFE WAS SUCH A BLUR YOU NEVER TRUED TO MAKE MY HEARTACHE GO AWAY YOU NEVER ASKED ME IF I WANTED YOU TO STAY YOU NEVER THOUGHT TWICE WHEN YOU WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE YOU NEVER THOUGHT I’D ACTUALLY PICK UP THAT KNIFE YOU NEVER KNEW I’D PUT IT DOWN BECAUSE I COULDN’T LEAVE YOU NEVER THOUGHT I’D SIT AT HOME FOR DAYS JUST TO GREIVE YOU NEVER QUITE UNDERSTOOD THE PAIN THAT I ONCE HAD BUT BECAUSE YOU NEVER TOOK THE TIME I’M SITTING HERE WITH TEARS FOR I AM SAD

Making Love To A Woman
SAW THIS AND HAD TO POST IT HERE !! MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.

The Survey Says!........
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? send this back to me?

Sweet
SWEET Like a little chocolate kiss Or someone that I miss Like a pretty little rose Or a little baby’s nose SWEET Like a beautiful prom dress Or a life free of stress Like a fresh pumpkin pie Or someone who will never lie SWEET Like a feeling between friends Or a love that never ends Like a book with no sad parts No chapters with broken hearts SWEET

My Desert Rose...tara
You bring wonders to my life and make it worth living in its entirety. The imprints your kisses left on my soul keeps the flame of passion burning in me. The heat is always at its peak like the heat in the desert from the sun at high noon. It makes the camel dry of thirst after hours of long walk in an endless dune. Years are counted before rain falls to satisfy the parched desert sand. I will wait forever for the rain to come until forever is gone. I will love this desert rose, with all that i am and all that I have..because....she is Tara

My Plea
My Plea Somewhere deep inside my soul There’s a dark, aching, empty hole. A place in me begging for affection, Needing someone to give me attention. Wishing I had someone to hold my hand Someone I can trust and understand. Tired of being all alone Sick of waiting around by the phone. Will I ever have a man that wants to be with me? Someone who believes that we are meant to be? I feel as if I’m breaking in my heart As if I’ve been torn apart. On the verge of crying every night, Praying for a love that feels so right: “Lord in heaven, hear my plea… Send a man that’s right for me. One who knows how to love a girl the right way And one that know the right things to say. Bring me a man that carries a rose, One who will give me tingles from my head to my toes. I’m feeling lonely Lord please hurry. I’m afraid of being alone but I know I shouldn’t worry.”

Love No More
Love no more I feel it in my heart I see it with my eyes I already know you’re telling me lies I reach with my hand hoping to find yours But instead I open all empty doors I sit alone and try to breathe I have thoughts and decide to leave I want my heart back from you I was hoping to have your heart too But instead I wipe my tears I loved you for a couple of years But now I love no more For you left my heart sore I’m getting up and walking by Not giving you the time to cry

Innocence And Experience...
The Last Love at First Sight What happened to the sunsets the secrets in the afternnoon walks on the beach and guitar serenades at midnight my childhood and my innocence is gone they were right when they told me "this time.." "this one will hurt" the Sacredness of Love is gone from me the very last love at first sight. c. t redfearn long beach, ca. 3/18/07

Jaded-ness
this home... love is gone from this place only alarms scheduals and organization remain... a chill replaces the warmth rumors replace truth past replaces future a stone replaces the heart memories are lost and sacrificed on the altar of efficacy in order to forget... everything denial and apathy replace knowledge and affirmation... I could go on, but the exhaustion of gravity has replaced the stamina of weightlessness t redfearn

God Please
GOD PLEASE God I don’t know yet if you’re real But if you’re not how do I walk talk act of feel God I don’t know yet who you are The world we live in is so bizarre God please tell me how to be If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t see God bless me in the morning and all through the night Please God when I die guide me with a light God help me to become my best God please let me help all the rest God when I’m in trouble watch me through your eyes God be with me when my family dies Please God be with me through good and through bad And Lord please help me when I’m feeling sad

Self Worth
rays of the sun rich man round of drinks inheritance generosity warmth feeling rich in spirit I a poor man but rich in my family's inheritance food clothes shelter and painted canvases just as rich as a millionaire t redfearn c. 3/27/07 long beach, ca.

We Still Live In The Same House
Every night when I come home this old house it's always dark You don't wait up like you used to like you did at the start And I can feel the changes as I'm walking through the door We still live in the same house but we don't love here anymore We still share the same old bed but now our dreams seem worlds apart We don't touch the way we used to and it's breaking my heart We're turning into strangers ties that bind are frayed and worn We still live in the same house but we don't love here anymore And I would do anything for what we had before We still live in the same house but we don't love here anymore [ guitar ] Oh I would do anything for what we had before We still live in the same house we still live in the same house We still live in the same old house but we don't love here anymore

Aight All
I am needing help moving on to next level i slacked off and didnt do ct for a bit but i wanna build my points....Also my bro Texas hubby needs ur help for a blast....Go to http://cherrytap.com/photo_comment.php and jus do comments...doesnt matter if its jus like kdjkcjd....Plse and ty

Cheater
Cheater: I once dreamed of you and I, It was hard for me to say goodbye. I fell in love with you the day we met, You were the one; I had my heart set. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you by my side, Until the day I found out you had lied. You took her back to the bed I slept in with you, When I found out I wasn’t sure what to do. I jumped in my car and drove mile after mile, Not wanting to scream but that’s my style. I was scared that and upset that I lost you that day, Six months later I still don’t know the words to say. I love you yet but hate you for what you put me through, I did nothing except love and spoil you. It’s over for good that much I know, All because you cheated on me with that dirty ho. I don’t know your number or where you are anymore, But that’s a good thing; keep your pregnant little whore.

Help
HELP too afraid of living life this way too afraid of crying every single day deep down inside my heart i feel broken and torn apart HELP much afraid of losing everything i have so afraid that i never again will laugh deep down my emotions are aching thinking of the time its taking HELP i cry out to the ones who seem to care but in the end they're not really there afraid to speak out above the rest scared to admit that i'm not the best HELP backing off and letting you go not wanting my feelings to show my friends and family let me go telling me things i already know HELP never going to give up what i love why doesnt my family care enough i'm never going to let them shine its not their life... its mine!

Ask Me.
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Don't Eat The Chicken!!!!
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he

Darkness Helps Sometimes
darkness,darkness be my pillow, darkness,darkness in my sleep, darkness,darkness fall around me, sunshine always makes me weep, in my heart there is such saddness in my soul their is such grief, darkness,darkness fall around me, bring my soul some needed relief, once I was so bright and handsome, now I'm ugly and full of grief, darkness,darkness,hides my pale reflection, darkness,darkness, let me sleep, will my sorrow end with gladness,, sadness hides my soul from me, will I die with only sadness, darkness,darkness,cover me.

Why Me?
I hate the way you look at me I hate the way care I hate the way you talk about her I hate the way smile in your eyes, when you speak her name I hate the way you you love her, even when she doesn't feel the same. I hate the way I feel about you I hate to feel at all I hate that you say you love her I hate that you don't love me at all I hate that she lives so far away I hate I live so close I hate the way you look right through me as if I were a ghost I hate that I messed up I hate that I let you go I hate that I still have feelings for you I hate that you want to go. I hate when she doesn't talk to you I hate you cry to me I hate myself for loving you I hate that it isn't me I hate the way you make me cry when you go an leave I hate when you say goodbye my friend I hate it becuase I don't want you to leave I hate that you aren't in my arms I hate you're not in my life I hate when you say you would still marry her I hate that she could be your wife I hate

Shameful
You should have ran for days You embrace you betray I am sick to say You're a sad cliché But when you ran you tripped and fell On a path that lead you straight to hell This is my salt in your wounds This is my "I TOLD YOU SO" If You Knew What I Know Would You Move Like You Do? With malicious Discontent You went about hell-bent to destroy But did you have a reason why? Here's to lowering caskets Of old friends Choice and consequence We'll birth a new day With the death of an old and Start over, Start over. Here's To Burying Hatchets Of Those Who You'd Never Call Your Friend.. We'll Birth A New Day With The Death Of An Old Day And.. Start Over! Start Over! Can You Breathe In Reach And Let It Out Thee Evil Inside that's eating you out tonight With Every Venomous Move I Will Suck You Up And Spit You Get Out Of My Life, Get Out Of My Sight! You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Don't Act Like Your Ashamed You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Bow your head

I'm A Shark
Amy, you're aShark! You've got a healthy love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are you hate rules, and don't plan on getting old. You're flexible and friendly on top of being innovative and smart. In short, people respect you. You're extroverted and love being in the spotlight. Your mantra is "work hard, play hard" — you live life to the limit. And that's just scratching the surface!

Water Or Coke?
Water or Coke? I could not believe this..... Very interesting WATER 1. 75% of Americans are chronically dehydrated. (Likely applies to half the world population.) #2. In 37% of Americans, the thirst mechanism is so weak that it is mistaken for hunger. #3. Even MILD dehydration will slow down one's metabolism as 3%. #4. One glass of water will shut down midnight hunger pangs for almost 100% of the dieters studied in a University of Washington study. #5. Lack of water, the #1 trigger of daytime fatigue. #6. Preliminary research indicates that 8-10 glasses of water a day could significantly ease back and joint pain for up to 80% of sufferers. #7. A mere 2% drop in body water can trigger fuzzy short-term memory, trouble with basic math, and difficulty focusing on the computer screen or on a printed page. #8. Drinking 5 glasses of water daily decreases the risk of colon cancer by 45%, plus it can slash the risk of breast cancer by 79%., and one is 50%

Bullfrogs & Blow Jobs
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was a wakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading cookbooks.

Hee Hee ...i Told You I Have A Mean Side....lol
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:Super Villain You think you're great, you love to have a good time (even if it's at somebody else's expense), and you love to win. So what's wrong? Well, basically, those are the same qualities shared by super villains everywhere. There's hope for you yet - so whatever you do, stay far, far away from all things evil. Seriously. We'd even avoid devilled eggs and Devil's food cake. Keep a clean record and you might transform from a super villain to a superhero. Take This Quiz!

Omg. I Swear To Fucking God,
WHY CANT PPLZ GROW THE FUCK UP? I MEAN FOR REAL? COME ON NOW. I DONT CARE IF BANE GOT MARRIED OR IS GETTING MARRIED I DONT CARE BOUT HIM ANYMORE IVE MOVED ON BUT APPERENTLY YOU PPLZ CANT HANDLE THAT AND NO, I DID SAY WHAT YALL THOUGHT I SAID, LUCKY IS A FAKE, AND I HAVE PROOF, BUT I DONT CARE, KEEP ME BANNED, I DONT NEED YALLS DRAMA, AND YA KNOW WHAT IMMA BOUT TO SAY FUCK IT AND DO A "JESSA" AND DISSPEAR YEAH THOSE WHO REALLY KNOW ME KNOW IM GOOD AT THAT AND I WONT POP BACK UP FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS, I LOST MY BEST FRIEND DUE TO DRAMA RIP DUCKY AND BANE YOU CAN GO AROUND SAYING YOU AND LUCKY ARE GOING TO RAISE JADEIN ALL YOU WANT, BUT ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN AND WHEN I SAID OVER MY DEAD BODY AND YOU SAID THAT CAN BE ARRANGED. FUCK YOU TRY TO FIND ME NOW. *POOF*

Answers From 2nd Graders On Moms
Answers given by 2nd grade school kids to the following questions!!! Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you Your mother & not some other mom? 1.We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but

Moving Part #3
In the process of moving, will be off line for a while, Hopfully not to long. (on phone now w/cable company) Will miss ALL. Ok Should be back online sometime Next Friday (4/6/07) after talkin w/cable company.

German Parking Garage
This is pretty slick until the power goes out...then what???? German Parking Garage This is pretty amazing! Can you imagine how all this operates? How do they lock each car in its cubicle for safety. My guess the mechanism that moves them in and out of the space also locks them in place. Talk about German efficiency! The two photos below were taken at a new parking garage in Munich . The actual space that the facility occupies is approximately only 20% of a comparable facility with the traditional design that is used primarily in the US . Not only is the German structure less expensive to build, but vehicles are also "retrieved" in less time and without the potential of being damaged by an attendant. Pretty Cool, isn't it??

What Kind Of Lover Am I?
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you! Take this test

Keeping Everyone Updated
how goes it everyone, i have been busy working. i have been working at walmart for a month now and its going good. on march 2. me and my boyfriend gabriel celebrated our 2 year anniversary. um..... iam still the crazy/cool punkula you guys know me as. well thats all i can think of so peace out and keep on rockin! oh ya and sherri- if your reading this , your still the coolest best buddy and a dee dee dee. lol

In The Rain.........
I was lying back, relaxing on the couch, candlelight flickering against the darkened walls. A soft breeze was blowing through the open windows as soft music played. I began to hear the gentle pattering of rain starting to fall, so I stepped over to the open door. Hearing the rain falling faster, I opened the screen and slipped out onto the porch. Wrapping my arms around myself, I couldn’t stop the soft sigh from escaping my lips as the breeze grew stronger and swirled around me caressing my skin. Closing my eyes, I tuned everything else out and listened to the rain, feeling my mind clear completely, almost as if the rain were washing away all my worries. Feeling a light mist blow over me, I opened my eyes and looked around making sure none of the neighbors were outside. Smiling softly to myself, I stepped slowly down the steps. Shivering slightly, my flesh tingled as goose bumps chased over my body, rain pelting against my skin. Stepping off of the sidewalk, my bare feet sinking in the

Love Will Tear Us Apart (again) ~ Joy Division
When the routine bites hard And ambitions grow low And the resentment rides high But emotions won't grow And we're changing our ways Taking different roads Then love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again Why is the bedroom so cold Turned away on your side? Is my timing that flawed? Our respect run so dry? Yet there's still this appeal That we've kept through our lives Love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again Do you cry out in your sleep All my failings expose? Get a taste in my mouth As desperation takes hold Is it something so good Just can't function no more? When love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart, again Love, love will tear us apart, again

A Trivial Thought Of A 20 Something Year Old Jackoff.
Sitting here amidst a sea of technology, I begin to wonder, as I have a number of times, what would happen if the world were suddenly human-free and Mother Nature reclaimed what was rightfully hers? Just what if? And, when I look as buildings overgrown with weeds, the cement sidewalk cracked, and the roof falling in thanks to ol' Ma' Nature, I smile and have the most beautiful sense of hope.

Slow Motion
And this love will be the death of me Blank eyes see no end Pulse is weak Your skin is turning blue I can't let go of you Hope is gone The light is dim again I'm praying for a sign Fragile hearts A face so porcelain This blow surely break you I am at the end of all of life's decisions It's not too late Can you, will you please be there for when it all comes down? In slow motion I'll hold on to this empty shell It's everything I have Lower me into the ground before all of these crumbles onto me And I will hold you And I will hold you down Alive to see your death You'll never make a sound And I will hold you And I will hold you down You'll be forever And never make a sound

I Forgot...again!!
I FORGOT...AGAIN!! You have probably forgotten me by now. And in the meantime I continue waiting for you. I have not wanted to leave in order that someday if you were to want to come back you would find me here still. So I am still here in the same place as always, in the same city, and with the same people, so that on your return you would find nothing different and you would be like yesterday and we would never again part. Maybe I am asking too much. I was forgetting that we were finished, that you will never return, that you never loved me. I forgot again that only I loved you.

Help My New Friend
HEY THERE MY FELLOW CTersI WAS WONDERING IF YALL COULD HELP ME? MY FRIEND "ISLAND_DUDE" IS BRAND NEW HERE ON CHERRY TAP AND BECAUSE HE IS NEW HERE I WAS REALLY HOPING THAT WE COULD WELCOME HIM THE WAY YALL HAD WELCOMED ME WHEN I FIRST GOT HERE TO CT!!!island_dude44@ CherryTAP HE IS AN AWESOME GUY AND REALLY DESERVES THE LOVE!!!SO ONCE AGAIN PLEASE TAKE A FEW SECONDS OF YOUR TIME AND RATE AND FAN MY "NEWBIE" FRIEND!!!ALL HELP IS TRUELY APPRETIATED!!!THANKS FOR ALL YOUR TIME!!!AND YOUR CT LOVE!!! LOVE ALWAYS MSVADIE LADY!!!msvadie lady@ CherryTAP THIS ANNOUNCEMENT WAS PAID FOR BY THE NEW WORLD ORDER~*JADE*~nWo CHICK~*I TOTALLY SUPPORT THESE TWOTHEY'RE GREAT PPL SO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE CT!!! ~*JADE*~nWo CHICK~*@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '~*JADE*~nWo CHICK~*' on '2007-03-29 08:08:59')

Daily Contest Rules
SO HERE IT IS WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A DAILY CONTEST YOU SUBMIT YOUR PICS EVERYDAY IF WANTED AND GET COMMENT BOMBED TO SEE WHO IS THE HOTTEST AND MORE POPULAR CHERRY FOR THAT DAY WINNER MUST WAIT A WEEK TO REJOIN IT WILL BE BASED ON MOST VOTES AND RATINGS AND THE PRIZES WILL CHANGE SO IF YOU HAVE THE BALLS AN UP FOR THE CHALLENGE THEN COME ON

Thoughts Of You
THOUGHTS OF YOU I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

Omg
One of my best internet friends, ASTIGIRL,is coming on the 11th.....I am so excited. We have been talking for almost 2 years via the internet and on the phone. She is such a sweetheart. If ya'll get a chance to by and rate and fan her. You could not ask for a better person for a friend. LOVE YA LOTS KIDDO>>>SEE U SOON

Ephermeral Lovers
The clouds play shadows across the landscape; the moon their light. The gusts dance upon the earth, tantalizing and teasing those who tread the night. We are ghosts, whispering to each other in passing, but never able to connect. The warmth of your flesh, the fire of your breath, the heat of your desire. All caught upon the evening breeze and fueling the embers. Come, let me see into your eyes, your mind, your soul, your spirit. For it is through your eyes that your body I will cultivate and capture. Mine to captivate and enrapture.

The Confession Of The Aging Hunk.
I CANNOT SEE, I CANNOT PEE, I CANNOT CHEW, I CANNOT SCREW, OH MY GOD! WHAT CAN I DO? MY MEMORY SHRINKS, MY HEARING STINKS, NO SENSE OF SMELL, I LOOK LIKE HELL, MY MOOD IS BAD, CAN YOU TELL? MY BODY’S DROOPING, HAVE TROUBLE POOPING, THE GOLDEN YEARS CAN KISS MY ASS.

The New Things In My Life
well im now trying to get in touch with the lawyer about lacey the school is now saying they have to vote on if the school can pay laceys hospitals bill so bullshit im telling you so now im going to sue see i was gonna play nice but not no more they will pay for every headache that child has gotten they will pay for every chest pain i had when i found out and all the rides to the hospital and doctors appointments im done playing mrs nice guy nomore walking over me! Well on tuesday i had to take lacey and larissa ages 14 and 6 to get a dna test can you belive the asshole is denying being the father i am so pissed well in about two weeks he can never throw it up in my face again that hes not larissas dad. my question is how come the woman is the one that is always stuck with the kid she knows who she slept with she carrys the baby in her belly for all them months and she gets the one to have to prove hes the father im so tired of that too let me tell you why cant the man have to be the

Jason
February 13th was Jason’s birthday. It snowed the night he was born and all day for the next two days we almost got stuck at the hospital with him. Joe was so excited when he was born since he was the only one there with me, for Zach and Haley there were other people there with me as well as Joe. March 21st was the day he died. As far as we all can tell it was SIDS. I feel so guilty, how could I have been sleeping while my son was dieing. And I also have been thinking a lot about how this will affect Joe and I. I’ve already lost my son I don’t think I could take losing him too. I’ve had him cremated I wasn’t ready to have him buried yet. We will bring his remains home today. I’m still in shock a little; I’m not sure how I should be dealing with this. I’ve become very depressed, but I guess that’s what is supposed to happen right now.

So Sexy Hot!
These are my BEST FRIENDS! So be sure to add them, rate them and Fan them! Thesepeople are all unique in thier own way! and some of the sweetest ppl I know! Muah! xoxox - Get Your Own Playfulgod(I Love you baby!) þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï· ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP Gaz~Freaks & Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP ~Shell~F&G Family~@ CherryTAP

Things On Ct That Have Started To Get To Me.
CONTESTS!!!11!!!one... WTF Is up with these things. I mean they aren't even about who is actually the "hottest girl" or the "coolest tat" or w/e they on. I mean its all about how many friends you can annoy enough to start bombing your shit and come on, not a damn person on CT likes to spend 30 min of their time bombing something. No one should like that. I mean I have 300 or so friends and at least 50 of em are in some kinda contest right now. I usually bomb a good 100 comments or so.... so to try to keep up with that is impossible since it would be around 5000 comments a day... and then you know what happens the next day? I'm still not in first... or I dropped to second! or do you think you can do it again? I mean this is seriously rediculous. There has to be a better way to run contests on this site that doesn't involve such time consumption and the winners actually deserve it. For the record this isn't because of some grudge or somethin I have, just gettin sick of seeing 200

Contests Out The Ass Lol
OK TATTOO CONTEST ENDS THE 31ST SO HURRY AND VOTE THE CUTEST KID CONTEST STARTS THE 1ST SO HURRY AND JOIN IT WILL RUN TO THE 15TH COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED HAVE FUN CONTESTANTS ALSO THE HOME OF THE NEW IDEA OF THE DAILY CONTEST OF THE HOTTEST AND POPULAR CHERRY OF THE DAY SO HIT ME EVERY DAY IF YOU WANT IN AND WINNERS HAVE TO WAIT A WEEK BEFORE REJOINING SO COME ON PEOPLE LETS HAVE FUN

Heads Up!!!!
Well...thought I'd give you guys a "heads up". Beginning tomorrow at 8am, I am going to be entered in the "Over 40 & Sexy Contest". I will need ALL the help I can get...lol So...just thought I'd let you know to keep your eyes open, and would appreciate ALL THE BOMBING YOU CAN GIVE! THANKS BUNCHES!

Untitled
UNTITLED... You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though I fell completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost This razor, it's all that keeps me sane I know it's so lame.... But it's the truth, my deep dark secret Now, can you keep it? How twisted am I, that this is what I need That upon this self induced pain I feed You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be No, I'm not okay, but I'll live for now Shhhh...don't through a cow This 'isn't serious, it's like a caffeine addiction Not a serious affliction My razor is the only friend I have Please don't laugh Because who I'd be without this, you don't want to see It feels so shameful to just be me You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though, I feel completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost -------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------ UNTITLED..... Blood fell down my wrists Into my hands, clenched

Ladies On The Net
OK This is just my opinion and if it offends anyone then mabe they should look at themselves. Im not against nudity at all but Ladies get some dignity!! I was thumbing through some pics on here and as a women i was sickend by the fact that some think they have to get half naked and show there tits and ass to get the recognition of some men to get what? Cherry Points? Come on girls!! I am a beautiful women and I got the stuff but I dont feel the need to show it off to the internet world for recognition. I dont know mabe some do, mabe thats all they have to show, I dont know but come on Ladies use your head. We as women have come along way but its no wonder why men still treat us as objects instead of equals.

My Surgery Was Successful
Hi everyone, I wanted to let you all know that the surgery I needed to have done on my neck, due to the car crash in which I was involved last January, was successfully performed on Tuesday morning. Doc removed the herniated disc at C4-C5 that was pressing on my spinal cord, causing migraines and pain in my left hip and leg. He inserted a small piece of cadaver bone between C4 and C5 to fuse the two vertebrae. He also fixed the fusion from 2000 at C5-C6 that did not take - due to my cigarette habit, he says. He inserted a fresh piece of cadaver bone there as well, and finished it up with a small titanium plate that spans both fusion sites. Now I am home and on some pretty good meds - lol... with a small incision on the right side of my throat that should be hidden in a "neck crease" when it's all healed. I have to wear a soft neck brace when I'm vertical and I'm not able to do too much... throat is still a bit swollen from intubation and because they have to move all that stuff outt

Good News/bad News
Some of you who know me will understand the significance of this... from my inbox this morning: ========== Dear Randy, Apologies for the delay in getting back to you. Unfortunately, despite my interest in publishing your manuscript, the publisher has decided against proceeding. I realise this is not the news you wanted to hear, but I would like to assure you that most of the delay is as a result of putting across as strong an argument as I possibly could in favour of your manuscript. Despite my best efforts, our publisher was not comfortable that the book could be financially successful. He has suggested that the story was too black and white and needed to be more ambiguous to be marketable. We both agree that the concept and subject matter are highly original and that it is a story worth telling. Again, I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news. Keep at it, I'm convinced you will find a suitable home for your book. ===== So.... Godspeed begins the rounds again...

I Might Be Busy Alot
I might have worked it out so I can build a Shovelhead bobber. Cross your fingers that this goes through cause if it does, I might not have to worry about money for the rest of the year. The hard part is that they wanted to order a bike kit that they couldn't order so now I have to find all the parts to similarly put together the same motorcycle. WIsh me luck.

The Shadows Of The Occult?
Ok all I’m back and well I’m not angry today just dazed and confused!.... Is that such a bad thing though?...... who knows ...... anyway! I’m just after answers today but I don’t think you will have them! I’m just doing some catch up on my occult law and well jezz there are some nuts out there I mean the shit I have read so far points to the occult being evil!.... but how can this be when Christianity was considered the occult and or “Cult” in its hay day!.... but well I am not here to even touch that one! :P Now I’m just wondering why most people block out the truth when it’s right here?.... Why not just look into the shadows and open your eyes there is nothing that can kill you there!.... just fuck you up but not kill you! That you have to do your self!... unless of course your stupid enough to summon a demi or deva…… and no I don’t mean “Deva (Hinduism), a Hindu deity” it is a demon from the ̷

Curse Icon On Itunes
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What If?
What If? What if fat was healthy because fat people had some cushioning and some reserve food stores to live on, and skinny people were said to be putting themselves at risk, and stigmatized for making this stupid health decision? What if people went up to skinny girls in the street and said "Oh, you’d be beautiful if you’d just gain weight!" Or "You’re thin, but you’re beautiful on the inside!" Or looked at me like I was in some way sick and disgusting? What if all clothes below size 10 came in girly pastels, with the reasoning that small women are underdeveloped and childish? What if they were called ‘minus sizes’? What if thin people had to go to special stores to buy clothes, because none of the regular stores wanted to stock clothes for them, saying that they’re disgusting and their patrons wouldn’t want to look at them? What if all models were a size 16 or above, but every once in a while you’d see a "minus size" model in a size 8 cut to make her look

I Believe
I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be so

Nascar Driver Quotes
I'm not a NASCAR person, but some of these are pretty good! • Jeff Gordon Advice for the dad-to-be: A father is someone who carries pictures where his money used to be. • Jeff Burton Ability can take you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there. • Matt Kenseth Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted. • Jimmie Johnson Quickly, I must hurry, for there go my people and I am their leader. • Denny Hamlin Don't be irreplaceable; if you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. • Tony Stewart Success always occurs in private and failure in full view. • Kyle Busch Something to remember when discussing the Car of Tomorrow: After all is said and done, more is said than done. • Kevin Harvick Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot. • Carl Edwards Carl's latest fan club has a catchy slogan: Wear short sleeves! Support your right to bare arms! • Elliott Sadler If at first you don't succeed, redefine success.

I'm A Website!!! Check Me Out!!!
I am a website now!!! Yes, thats right, Ksframe now has her own website and of course, I represented for the Cherries too!!! Hop on over and sign the guestbook and see whats coming up on Ksframeofmind!!! Muah!!! Karen. http://www.ksframeofmind.com

Depression
Nothing personal to people who are clinically depressed but uh whats your problem. I can understand why some people are depressed but people with seemingly perfect lifes are always complainign about stupid shit that doesn't even matter. I hate it when girls say im fat or im ugly. I don't care so what everybody has imperfections get over it. Or the excuse my parents were abusive well guess what my mom was a drug addict and abuive but ya know what i'm not crying about it and cutting myself get over it. Stop trying to get attention and get real life goes on. So stop being a loser. Everybody knows depression is just anger without enthusiasm so get some initiative and do something about it!

Ex Bf
Why do ex bfs need to call? and tell u that they miss you.. want to be with you again.. then say things will be different... i mean come on isnt there a reason they are an ex in the first place... i just dont understand that at all...

The Ides Of March
Tie me up with sheets, and hang me from your tree I'll stay out here all night, it doesn't even matter As long as I can see, into your room and feel Like I'm inside your life, I'll follow you forever Don't cut me down just yet, I'll make things right again Don't close your blinds on me, on me... I will never recover from this I will never believe in this again And I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started The snow won't go away, My nose runs down my face No one sees me here, It doesn't even matter And every step I take, I stay in the same place I can't begin to start again why can't I just be perfect? I will never recover from this I will never believe in this again I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started I will never recover from this I will never believe in this again I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started You see my ghost and you'll never forget it My face is as white as the snow t

Ramblings,
Well with all my Great Awesome Friends,on the CT.They Rate me to Kingdom Come.I feel as though I'm not holding up my end of the Bargam,of Rating them as much as they Rate me.It is very hard for me to Keep Up. An Thanks to Lady Witch,I have a much better perspective.On many things now.I promise to do better, starting in April.Before my Ramblings lead me off in another direction.the purpose of this blog.I guess the 1st.pt.was the preamble.-------------------------I was Rating last night,Showing love.My Fishing Buddy Ron, Stopped in.I know longer Live near any of my fishing friends,I no longer Legally drive.( another Possible Blog).Ron lives about 30 miles away in oxford,Ma.with his wife Tina,his 2 daughters,Ashley 13 + Jessica 9.I have been Fishing + Hunting with Ron,for over 15 yrs.Actually I was one of his Master Fishing Teachers.An with all Great Students,he thinks he's better than I.bass fishing he might be.U must work to afford Bass Lures so I no longer fish Bass.I could still keep

Still Moving
just to let everyone know. we are still in the process of moving. we are very glad to have wonderful friends like all of you and hope to be back on here really soon! i miss chattin with all of you and leaving comments and helping to bomb you in contests. as soon as we get situated we will be back on here full force. thank you all so much for all the love and support you have shown in our absence.

Strawberry Shortcake
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, >which > > > would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one!) Now don't cheat on >this > > > one, go with the first dessert you choose!!! Trust me.... this is >very > > > accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists >think > > > about you. After taking this dessert personality test, send this >e-mail on > > > to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in >the > > > subject box above. > > > > > > > > > ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. DON'T FORGET TO >CHANGE YOUR > > > DESSERT CHOICE IN THE SUBJECT BOX BEFORE YOU FORWARD IT. > > > > > > Here are your choices: > > > > > > 1. Angel Food Cake > > > > > > 2. Brownies > > > > > > 3. Lemon Meringue > > > > > > 4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing > > > > > > 5. Strawberry Short Cake > > > > > > 6. Chocolate on Chocolate > > > > > > 7. Ice Cream > > > > > > 8. Carrot Cake

Be Who You Are
Always be you never be someone else being individuals is what makes us each special!Who really cares what other people think if they dont like it they can just go away.Be a leader not a follower,never do anything you dont wanna do.Thats probally why I stay in trouble all the time but oh well,just have fun while ya can!!!

Regret
Being young and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriage that should have never taken place.. Here is a poem that came out of me at the end.. Midnight Train Do you see my words, can you see my pain Can it be like getting on a midnight train Leaving something in great vain Traveling on the plain through the distant rain I sit and look out the window pane just to see what I left in vain maybe just in a hurry to blame in the hopes to leave with no shame or is it to strain my brain just to get on that midnight train.

Regret
Being age and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriage that should have never taken place.. Here is a poem that came out of me at the end.. Midnight Train Do you see my words, can you see my pain Can it be like getting on a midnight train Leaving something in great vain Traveling on the plain through the distant rain I sit and look out the window pane just to see what I left in vain maybe just in a hurry to blame in the hopes to leave with no shame or is it to strain my brain just to get on that midnight train.

What We Are And What We Seem, Is But A Dream Within A Dream.
oh my me, i just had the weirdest motherfucking dream.... or dreams, rather.... the latter.... i was at this fairly ritzy restaurant, i was sitting in the corner, with i'm assuming who was Ashley. we kinda got into it, and she stormed off, and we continued to kinda get into it... but this blonde fucking cunt fucking said something, and it set me off, and i berated her .... but it was so reminiscent of Bill Hicks, that it slowly morphed into him... and when he fixed his tie, looking around mischeviously like it was time to go, really sly and cheeky-like, he bolted through the restaurant and over a ropebridge... i really wish i could remember what was said, because the flow of it was so beautiful, as it was kinda me... i don't know, it was odd. anyways, yeah.... time for the first one.... i was living with ashley and two other chica's.... Ash had her hair ....the tips were frosted pink and blonde, and it was feathered out, for what of a better way to put it, but it was hella curl

Why Couples Don't Have Sex.... Omg Soo Funny!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Income Inequality
Just read where income equality is getting worse. In 2005 the top 1% of american's receive the largest share of national income since 1928. Someday soon this is going to fundamentally change our country. One of the things that has made the US a superpower was a prosperous middle class that has fuel growth for decades. More and more the right wing has attacking the middle class first with Unions, then taxes and now moving jobs overseas. I really worry in 20/30 years you could see serious troubles in the US as the middle class wakes up to find itself all working in a walmart. Honestly don't have any ideas on how to change this other than voting out Republicans. But as long as they scare voters with Guns, God and Gays they will vote against their own interests and Republicans will continue to shit on them. Rant Over

Life Lessons
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of Boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost Instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting Someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. About lifting the toilet seat by simply Using the sink. 4. High blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a while, Thus reducing the pressure in your veins. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from Rolling over and going back to sleep when you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be Afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Hit your thumb with a hammer, then you will forget about the toothache. 8. Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. 9. AND..... Sometimes we just need to remember what The Ru

I Am 80% Guy & 40% Girl
GUY PART (no matter if your a guy or a girl) (x) You love hoodies and jeans. (X) Dogs are better than cats. () It's hilarious when people get hurt (x) You've played with/against boys on a team. (X) Shopping is torture () Sad movies suck () You own an XBox (X) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. () You own a PSP. () You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. () You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (X) You watch sports on TV (x) Gory movies are cool. (X) You only go to your dad for advice. (X) You own like a trillion baseball caps. (X) You like going to football games. (X) You used to/do collect baseball/basketball cards. (x) Baggy pants are cool to wear. (x) You don't babysit. () It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (x) Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors (x) You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (X) Sports are fun too. Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 5 . ___ total:80

Love In A Mental Hospital
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom And pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, She immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she Now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good News and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays that you have a sound mind. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the

Story No. 6
You wake up one morning to find that i have already gone snowboarding for the day, you didn't really want me to go but you understand that there isn't much left of the season, you notice that there is an envelope on my pillow with your name on. You open it and out falls a coupon for a massage at the local spa, you smile to yourself thinking maybe i should let him go more often.You climb out of bed and head for a nice hot shower. Your mind wanders while you are in the shower, as do your hands, up over your breasts, round your neck, playing with your nipples in the soapy water, down to your aching pussy, they slide so easily over your clit and inside you. Slowly you move your fingers in and out, stopping every little while to tease your clit, finally you decide you can't take it anymore and make yourself cum hard with wild abandonment. You finishing rinsing off and step out of the shower and continue to dry yourself and get ready for the spa, you pack your bag put on some sweat pants and

Still Here For Awhile...
Well here we go... I got scammed by the guy I was working for. So no money, missing dad's wedding. Still trying to figure out how to get the money to get home. Still working on the books. Had all the editing done but computer crashed so gotta start all over.

Give Me A Break
The Army relaxed their tattoo policy to allow back of the head tattoo, and big sleeve tattoos, the navy allows only certain size tattoos, the Air Force, has a little more restrictive policy, but The USMC? Effective April 1, Marines are prohibited from getting sleeve tattoos,” said Capt. Stephen T. Fowler, military policy analyst, Manpower Plans and Policy Division, Manpower and Reserve Affairs, Headquarters Marine Corps. “Those individuals who have sleeve tattoos are required to be documented by their command by July 1.” When I got my tattoo in Hong Kong, in 1986, mostly criminals, and sailors, had tattoos. I have over the years, been told, oh ick, and cool. Now days, more and more people get tattoos. So what do they do in the armed forces... make it more restrictive. Go figure. I am glad they are worried about the big picture :p

Um Sure.
Pretty funny. The guy in the deli downstairs was making me a bagel, when he realized the center was shaped in a heart. That amused him highly, I would’ve joined in that amusement if he were wearing gloves. LOL

I'm Baaack!!!
WOW!!! Too jet-lagged to do it all now, but I'll soon post pics, vid and a full report on my big trip. Glad to be home & see all your smiling faces again! For now I'll just say that, for the most part, the trip was awesome! The Maine crew is now infamous on the Colorado and won't soon be forgotten by any who met us, either in camp or on the river! YUCCA, YUCCA, YUCCA!!! Hope to hear from you all soon!

What Will You Do When The Gas Runs Out?
Ask yourself that, my children. Because surely, the gas is running out. When the gas runs out...the planes will stop flying. When the planes stop flying...the third-world sweatshops will no longer be so cheap and easy. When the gas runs out...The trucks will stop running. When the trucks stop running...Wal-Mart will no longer be your favorite source of cheap consumer goods made in foreign sweat shops. When the gas runs out...the lights will go out. When the lights go out...Then...what will you do, my children? Ask yourself these questions, and think on them hard, because I promise you...the gas IS running out. The lights WILL go out. And then. THEN. Then it will be the time of the ones who have prepared, who have hardened their hearts, who are willing to do what must be done. Are you one of these? Have you chosen steel...or have you chosen butter? Choose wisely, my children. Choose wisely.

Special Day For Special People
Happy Birthday Chris :) xoxoxo And congrats to 2 of my friends on here who are having a baby :) You are soooo lucky. I won't say who until you are ready to tell the rest of the world... but I am so happy for you.

Wife Cut Off Hubby's Manhood
Dog got some good sausage!! A Chinese woman escaped jail after she cut off her husband's penis and threw it out of the window. The man drove himself to hospital - but doctors couldn't reattach the organ as it had been eaten by a dog, reports Jinling Evening Post. Yao Fengfang was given a three year suspended jail sentence after her husband, Li Gengbao, asked the judge to be lenient. Li, a taxi driver in Nanjing city, said he wanted his wife to keep her liberty so she could look after him for the rest of his life. Yao suspected her husband, of having an affair with his ex-wife and confronted him after seeing his taxi parked outside of her house. On the way back home, Yao threatened to 'disable' his husband but he thought she was bluffing. Li went to bed early but he was woken at midnight by a sharp pain. He said: "My wife was holding a large part of my penis, and I pleaded with her to send me to hospital immediately, but she refused firmly, and when I pleaded with h

Hehehe
A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions, when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and the telephone began to ring. Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called. 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring. All of which demonstrates that

What Did You Say??
Man loses ears trying to break up bar fight Wed Mar 28, 8:26 AM ET A Greek tavern owner who tried to break up a fight between customers watching a Greece-Turkey soccer match had both ears bitten off, police said on Wednesday. Owner Dimitris Tsibibakis intervened as scuffles erupted after a group of Bulgarians shouted slogans supporting Turkey when they scored their third goal in the European championship qualifier and locals told them to stop. "I tried to split them up and ended up on the floor with one of the Bulgarians biting one ear and another one chewing the other ear off," Tsibibakis told state television on Wednesday from hospital. "I need to have plastic surgery. Doctors told me they cannot just stitch them back on," Tsibibakis said. "At least I still have the pieces that were bitten off." Police said they arrested three of the Bulgarians and were looking for a fourth. Greece lost the match against their archrivals 4-1.

Sing Tonight
I am so nervous....damn what the hell is wrong with me?....All I gotta do is get up there and sing 2 songs then I can get drunk as hell. I'm usse to singing in front of bigger crowds...but this time is diggerent..it's just me and not my group.My little sister is going....and oh boy !!!!! She is use to rthe bar scene...but ut's been a while for me. " Our friend Angela started out doing this same" thing she says. and i'm like well damn...she's Angela hacker and can actually sing....lol. I want to have fun and not make a damn fool of myself until the drinks are served. Oh well...nobody will probably read this so I can rattle on like a damn ninny and get it out of my system. My next song will be Crazy ex girlfriend for Peggy.......it will be taped and sent to her crazy ass !!!

Guy Needs To Lower His Meds
After Police Chase, Man Claims To Be Dick Cheney Also Says He's "Charlie's Angels" Star, Then Nikki Hilton's Husband (CBS/AP) STRATFORD, Conn. A man was taken to Bridgeport Hospital for a psychiatric evaluation after he led authorities on a high-speed chase and then claimed to be Vice President Dick Cheney, police said. John Spernak, 42, later admitted he wasn't Cheney but said he was actually "Charlie's Angels" star Jaclyn Smith, police said. He also claimed to be the husband of Paris Hilton's sister. Police said Spernak, driving at more than 90 mph Monday night, hit a patrol car and was shocked with a stun gun before they could arrest him. He was charged with attempted first-degree assault, engaging police in a pursuit, reckless driving, criminal mischief, interfering with police and being in a town park after dark. Police said they were on routine patrol when they spotted Spernak in his parked car. As they approached, he drove away. He eventually pulled into his

A Collection Of Poems By Sara Teasdale
"It Is Not a Word" by Sara Teasdale It is not a word spoken, Few words are said; Nor even a look of the eyes Nor a bend of the head, But only a hush of the heart That has too much to keep, Only memories waking That sleep so light a sleep. Gifts by Sara Teasdale I gave my first love laughter, I gave my second tears, I gave my third love silence Through all the years. My first love gave me singing, My second eyes to see, But oh, it was my third love Who gave my soul to me. May Wind by Sara Teasdale I said, "I have shut my heart As one shuts an open door, That Love may starve therein And trouble me no more." But over the roofs there came The wet new wind of May, And a tune blew up from the curb Where the street-pianos play. My room was white with the sun And Love cried out in me, "I am strong, I will break your heart Unless you set me free." The Mystery by Sara Teasdale Your eyes drink of me, Lov

Cheating Hurts
Girl:is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downsta

"pregnant"
TRY NOT TO LAUGH ( i didnt believe it, but it works!) ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? start thinking something you really really want * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * You have just been visited by TINKERBELL I will grant you one wish. Make your wish w

Wow
Good Morning everyone....I jinxed myself last night I guess because I got very little sleep,I feel like this poor creature looks this morning so bear with me please,lol.Hope you all have a great day...and that I come alive soon! LOL!! Zangy Comment Graphics

The Right Way To Do It...
im not sure who wrote this, i copyed it from a friend n im pretty sure hes not the one who came up with it, but i thank him,its very important info every guy should know!! 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistible...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you

Disapeared!
Hello all and yes I am still alive! Lost my internet so I have not been able to get on here to often! The great news is I am handling the loss of mom well and only throught the loving suppoert of my new Master!!! yes I did it again, I threw myself in and this time he even got my heart! Not onlky did he manage to collar me but I fell totaly in love as well. Stay in touch and when I can get here I will drop notes, pleaSe do not forget me untill I am able to have full use of my internet..lol love you all!! Master Hawks Angel

What Remote Viewing Can Do For You !
Hi everyone! I am a professional remote viewer of some 32 years. Remote viewing in essence is 'psychic spying'! The 'Cold War' was helped by 'Remote Viewers' by both Russian and American trained Remote Viewers who were employed to remote view top secret files in secret military installations of opposition countries and report back on their content. I have a doctorate degree in 'State Specific Science' which is the science of altered states of consciousness and part of my research was in the field of Remote Viewing. I now work as a professional remote viewer for "What Lies Ahead" : www.what-lies-ahead.co.uk I remote view the minds of people my clients want me to report on...... I get many clients wanting to know exactly what their partners think of them, how they feel about them, what their intentions are with them, if they will be reunited with estranged or errant partners, if their partners are having affairs.... so I simply remote view the minds of those my clie

What's Under Your Bed?
What we find under the bed... A survey of the things people find under their beds turned up some bizarre results, from sweaty socks to sex toys. And one man looked underneath his bed - to find his wife's secret girlfriend, reports Sky News. The survey, by hotel chain Travelodge, said people also found dirty plates, guitars and a mouldy Chinese takeaway. One of the 2,000 adults questioned returned home to find his wife under the covers and a 'rustling sound' coming from under the bed. It turned out to be his wife's girlfriend. One woman feared a gas leak only to discover the source of the stench came from a pair of her husband's sweaty football socks left festering for two years. Another man was helping his mother-in-law move her bed only to find her collection of adult toys. Over a third of those polled said they only vacuumed under the bed once a year. One in four would be embarrassed if someone looked under their bed. Travelodge spokesman Wayne Munnelly said:

Omg Please Delete Me Lmao
OMG!! its like being in grade school, "if you don't repost i wont be your friend" OMG, Im almost 50 yrs old. If that is all it takes to lose your friendship then its not really a friendship is it. So dont waste my time being a fake friend just for points. GO ahead Delete me NOW. I will only repost things that are worth reposting In my eyes. That is why I have the choice. And the other issue. How many Points someone leaves you. If they rate you a "1" be GLAD cause they may of not rated you at all. 1 is better then zero. The site gives us choice 1 thru 10 and if your a VIC you can give 11's. Choice, we all have it. Im thankful for 1 as I am for a 10. Rate what is in your heart. Its fine with me. Just thank you for taking time to come by and share my pics, the small part of my life I share. Ok, (stepping down off my soapbox...lol) Have a WONDERFUL CHERRY TAP Journey. Have fun , smile and enjoy the people out there that are REAL and Genuine and forgive t

~~ How Drama Always Finds Me ~~
Melissa Lee: hey i have a question for you maria martinez: hold on Melissa Lee: kk maria martinez: okay what? Melissa Lee: are you and alex still talking or friends? maria martinez: why? Melissa Lee: i just need to know maria martinez: i want him and he knows it Melissa Lee: kk but have you too been talking? maria martinez: yeah why at nite it's nice to talk to him since i got a cam maria martinez: why? Melissa Lee: just wanted to know how much hes been lieing to me but dont matter no more becuase i am threw with him maria martinez: why were u going out with him maria martinez: after he dumped me as a ct wife? Melissa Lee: me and shirly were suppose to marry him but you can have him Melissa Lee: im going back to live in the real world at least my bf doesnt lie to me maria martinez: two can't marry him on ct Melissa Lee: and he has time for me maria martinez: he is real ur b/f right Melissa Lee: yeah very real and very good to me maria martinez: so why u want alex f

Just For You My Love
Baby - thought I'd died and gone to heaven. Such a night I never had before. Thought I'd died and gone to heaven... cause what I got there aint no cure for. Ooo... it gets better. It's what you do to me angel. I never loved - swear to god... Till you came along I never felt this strong.

Just To Let Ya Know ......if You're Wondering Lol
I started taking care of one of my best friends kids this week , three kids ages 2,4 and 5 SO, that's where I've been and why I haven't been on much ....this is gonna go on for at least another 7 wks. , just in case anybody was wondering where I've been. lol. I've been able to come on some of course and DO check my email here and my off line messages on msn and on yahoo so if ya wanna get ahold of me, leave me an email here or a msg on msn or yahoo......and if ya have my number, call me anytime. xoxox's Rose :)

There Are Seven Kinds Of Sex...
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex... The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to cour

Here's A Good Horoscope For Today!
Unexpected news arrives and brings an extra dose of inspiration with it. When it comes to this 'what am I doing with my life?' conundrum, you've needed a fresh perspective, and that's exactly what you're going to get.

Eating Out
I just had my first sexual experience eating a woman out. I must say that it was a nice experience. Now I know why some men love doing it so much. There is just something about making a woman cum like that. It is really cool making someone feel like that.

Pics Of Me
if you want too have a laugh at my little pecker i will email you with the pics but you have to send your nude pics of your self first if you want to see any other porn pics i got from the web also email me my email is uriahfridley@hotmail.com porn is lovely :)

My Teeth
hello friends and family and fans. today im having my wisdom teeth removed, and just wanted to let all of you know.so if you would drop by and let me know you have been thinking about me.my appointment is at 2:45 and im sure it will all go well.to all of my close friends i love you and hope your doing well.and have a good day! much love always! -Amy

The Parrot ~*~thanks Roy~*~
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hand, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and acti

A Rose That Once Stood Alone
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love

If
if i could sing, i would sing for you a song so beautiful, it would bring tears to your eyes. if i could dance, i would dance for you in a way so moving you'd want to dance with me too. if i could paint, i would paint for you a work of art so insipiring you'd want to share it with the world. and if i could , id want to live till the end of eternity spending each day of my life just loving you

Tiger Of The Year
In a zoo in California , a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only orphans" that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaned pigs. The zoo keepers and

Child Support!!
Maybe this is stupid, maybe it's not. I am a divorced father of a 3 year old little girl. Shes my life, my everything. My ex, her mother, who i'll just call the LOSER for now, has no regard for her whatsoever. I have full custody of my little girl. My ex signed her over. Since signing the papers my ex has only came to see her once in 5 months. That part bothers me, but not really that bad. I believe my daughter may be better off for this. My ex is the type of person who works maybe 2 jobs a year and depends on her druggy boyfriend for making money. She finds one job, then quits and so on, and so on. Anyway, when we signed the custody papers and my daughter came to live with me, the court decided that the only thing she has to pay is half of my daughters insurance which equals to about $40.00 a month. Easy right? Well, for the last 5 months my ex has neglected to do this. She refuses to pay period. In my lustrous brain schemes I went to social services to see about child support and the

Day 3 Of Migraine Hell
Yeap...out again... Day 3 fecking sucks the world can not stop, but I have to. blech percription meds make me woozie and disconnected, only dull the pain and make my head fuzzy cant see straight sitting here is bothersome i lay down, its like i am drunk and the room spins i really need to get back to work....but i am useless about to go crazy being couped up inside ~sighs~ anyway...I'm alive....and I'll be around... Chrys

Types Of Computer Viruses
Types of computer viruses Adam and Eve virus: Takes a couple of bytes out of your Apple. Airline virus: You're in Dallas, but your data is in Singapore. Anita Hill virus: Lies dormant for ten years. Arnold Schwarzenegger virus: Terminates and stays resident. It'll be back. AT&T virus: Every three minutes it tells you what great service you are getting. The MCI virus: Every three minutes it reminds you that you're paying too much for the AT&T virus. Bill Clinton virus: This virus mutates from region to region and we're not exactly sure what it does. Bill Clinton virus: Promises to give equal time to all processes: 50% to poor, slow processes; 50% to middle-class processes, and 50% to rich ones. This virus protests your computer's involvement in other computer's affairs, even though it has been having one of its own for 12 years. Congressional Virus: Overdraws your computer. Congressional Virus: The computer locks up, screen splits erratically with a message

The Nice Guy That No One Wants But Always Get
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but

One Armed Man
There was a man who lost one of his arms in an accident. He became very depressed because he had loved to play guitar and a lot of things that took two arms. One day he had had it. He decided to commit suicide. He got on an elevator and went to the top of a building to jump off. He was standing on the ledge looking down and saw this man skipping along, whistling and kicking up his heels. He looked closer and saw this man didn't have any arms at all. He started thinking, what am I doing up here feeling sorry for myself, I still have one good arm to do things with. There goes a man with no arms skipping down the sidewalk happy and going on with his life. He hurried down and caught the man with no arms. He told him how glad he was to see him because he had lost one of his arms and felt ugly and useless and was going to kill himself. He thanked him again for saving his life and he knew he could make it with one arm if that guy could go on with no arms. The man with n

Wha Da Bizznezz Iz
I HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP A GOOD MINUTE NOW AND I HAVE SEEN SOME OF THE MOST STUPID SHIT!!! I HAVE SEEN WHITE WOMAN WITH NAMES LIKE "GHETTO GIRL" , "I WANNA THUG" AND ECT... NOW WHY ON EARTH WOULD A PERSON BE PROUD THAT THEY ARE "GHETTO"? MIND YOU OVER 98% OF THESE SILLY GIRLS PROLLY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE GHETTO ENTAILS. PEOPLE FROM THE GHETTO ARE NOT PROUD OF THAT SHIT, WE STRIVE TO DO BETTER AND GET OUT. NOT BE PROUD AND REP SOME SHIT THAT MOST HAVE NEVER LIVED THE LIFE OF. HAVE WHITE WOMAN BECOME SO SHALLOW AND DESPERATE FOR THE ATTENTION/ AFFECTION OF A BLACK MALE, THAT THEY WILL RESORT TO CHANGING THEIR WHOLE WAY OF SPEAKING, ATTITUDE AND LIFESTYLE TO GET APPROVAL?? I CAN SPEAK ON ALL THIS BECAUSE IAM A WHITE FEMALE THAT DATES BLK MEN.... AND NEVER WILL YOU HEAR THIS IGNORANT BULLSHIT OUTTA MY MOUTH..."WHAT IT DO HOMIE" , "WHAS POPPIN", "WHA DA BIZZNEZZ IS" .. THAT SHIT IS NOT CUTE!! THESE ARE THE TYPE OF FEMALES THAT MAKE BLK MEN THINK ALL WHITE WOMEN ARE NAIVE AND DUMB. THE ONL

Moving Home Again
Moving back in with my parents. At the age of 27 can things be different. Will my father say what he wants and not allow me to say in a nice way enough dad. Will my mother become an overbaring control freak, that nothing I do is good enough for her? Will I be able to save up enough money that in two years not three I can move out and buy my own house? Can things be different? Can they like who I like, can they be accepting of my friends? Will they not try to raise my children for me, but with me? Will my children hate me when I move them out of my parents house in a few years? Will I be a better version of me? Will I be more patient for dealing with my dad's absurd way of talking to me and my kids. My oldest son can't wait to move in with my parents, at least one of us is excited. I'm sure my dog feels the same way. I'm nervous and sick to my stomach at the thought of being under their roof again. They are making it easy for me to move in. No rent, no bills, just take ca

Wtf??????
I read this morning on http://carryabigsticker.com/index_new.htm that these T- Shirts have been banned from sale in the USA!! WTF???? Are we a Democracy?? When R the people going to B heard and LISTENED TOO?? We want our BOYS home, we want to support them too :"(. Y are we being denied this human right of ours in this so called democracy?? How many more of our troops are going to end up on the wall? I wanna hear all y'alls comments on this one,cuz I am sure y'all have something to say about this too!!

Broken Heart
I am beyond hurt its pure pain now. I have given my heart to a man that i have fully fallen in love with and do want to be with. But now i dont know where we stand. He knows i love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him but he turned around and said he needed time to think. Now i think i have lost him. My heart is in so many peices right now. If i do lose him i am done i am tried of getting my heart broke. I just can't take it anymore.

Life's Lessons
Life's Lessons What i have learned I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done, when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

Maybe She Knows
I still remember it, Trying to compare her to something, anything For a point of reference. But there was nothing to grasp, For she was something entirely new To my concept of beauty. She redefined my desires Not just in how my eyes liked to look at her But in how everything around her Became more exciting, more alive. It was another world for sure, One beyond the clay of my normality. She was so beautiful to me, But to try and tell her was futile She could never understand it. No one could. For who could grasp a longing That was beyond boundless. Yet, sometimes when her eyes met mine I felt that she might know. I was sure of it once, I think. Then again, maybe not. Can she catch the rain in her hands, Can she pull down the stars at night? No, she cannot know how I see her It is too much, even for me to feel it. A dreamer’s dream, A message that can never be delivered A cloud too high in the sky A red rose lying under a tree. O that she could

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok fuckers lets see if you can handle this video! gotta be one of the most brutal ones i have seen this is American head Charge... and while they aren't the greatest band in the world that i've seen live and the guitarist kept taking his clothes off and playing with his dick but hey its hard and its loud so here's All Wrapped Up... And now with the following collection of... Im above everything else Saved the ones who shouldn't be Hold on to them all so youll Find yourself away from me Our lost faith strung out on a line My most empathetic dreams of you The sorry excuses on which we dine When all my fears tell me it's true Borrowed dreams of some imagined future All wrapped up inside this borrowed hope Don't manipulate the most Beautiful thing youll ever know To the extent of saving your Ragged torn out sickly show Holding my head above the fold Can't decide which side I want I buried everything so deep in the cold Now I stop inside of the lies I flaunt

Are You Destined For World Domination?
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do! Are You Destined For World Domination?

Planet To Rule
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

To Rule Or Not Rule?
You Are Destined to Rule the World You have the makings of a very evil dictator... Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary! Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not. But at least you know that you could. Are You Destined For World Domination?

Our Trips To Green Way
The Greenway is a new place they made here for everyone to go walkin, its really nice and lite up and everyone is really friendly... and you can even take your doggie...I have been going with the lady that live near me, we have become good friends her name is Joanne.. We have been drinkin strawberry daiquiri's while we walk..lol But no one can tell but us I hope..lol It's a 2 mile walk and we just talk and drink... lol We both have been needin someone to talk to so this really helps both of us out, more ways than one.. We both want to lose weight too.. This will be goin on our third day and were are gettin faster at it already so.. and their goin to make the walk long by the summer, so time we get this one down pat.. Maybe they will have the other one done..

Can You Believe My Son Did This?
Ok this happened awhile back but is by far my best kid story ever. We used to live down in Florida in an apartment complex and my younger sons bedroom window was by the front door, so he often played dukes of hazzard instead of using the front door, I didn't think much about it, it was his little imagination in fast forward. Well one day he did it a bunch but I had nooooo idea what he had in store for me until the next morning. We had overslept and were rushing around for school, I walked into his closet and SPLASH, course I'm like wth? I look down, and he has lined the closet with garbage bags, basically made a pool in there and yes it has water, lots of it, oh it gets better........there sits a live DUCK! I laughed for an hour, to think he was only 4 going on 5 yrs old. We wound up keeping the duck briefly, God help me.

New To Cherry
Ok, well here is the deal, I signed up a few months ago, infact, I dont remember just when, but anyway, i forgot about it. I have been playing with the "other" sight, lol, when I got an email from Cherry. Now I am back-- I am totally clueless, but I hope to catch up... I have no idea how to return all the stuff you guys are sending me. I dont know anything about this sight at this point.. Any pointers would be appreciated... Ty ty ty ty Jen

Respecting + Thanking,for Being My Friend
This is to Thank my 5 Favorite Friends.Bye now they should know who they are.Tall Blondde( Traci),Lady Witch ( Cherie),Maniacal Bliss ( Steph), Lizzy + Devilish Angel( Ellen).My First 4 listed friends combined to give me more 11's an 10's+ great Rateings,than anyone else on all of the CT.I have also seen an saved some of the Best comments Imaginable,from these 4 Sweet Great Women.I'm so Greatful to be Friends with them first 4 women.There are others who have been very Kind to me as well.KAZ Angel Created my Step Daughter a Morph that she Displays with much pride on myspace.Some are just Little things that ,Wether there little things or not.The Cherry Love Displayed from my Friends that I have the Greatest Respect for,an Graditude for is a thousand fold.Now I'm not on CherryTap to meet a new women,fall in Love an Move away.I'm here to Socialize an try to fit in,where in Society I don't always fit in either.Unlike my Special Raters above( lizzy,steph,Cherie,Traci,) Ellen Touched my Hear

Choosing Time
The sun was very warm to Mary's barely covered flesh. The colors fromt he stained glass window danced over her skin. She held her head straight and gazed forward, but slightly downward. Mary noticed several others like her in various parts of the room. They were all different shapes, sizes, and colors. Some adorn more clothig than she. "Oh dear. I hope I do my Lady proud. If I am not picked, what will She do to me?" Mary thought to herself. She took a dep breath to calm herself. She knew that if her Lady could sense the worriedness radiate from her, then others would to. A gong sound came from the left side of the room. It echoed loudly in the stone chamber. She heard a wooden door creek on its hinges as it opened. Then Mary heard a group of footsteps on the wooden floor as They entered the room. "This must be the ones here to choose." she thought to herself. She took aother deep breath and reminded herself of the kind words that her Lady had spoke to her before leaving

Teen Kicked Off Bus
I should be thankful that my teenager is actually pretty good, doesn't get in trouble, run the streets, etc. But boy am I mad at him today. He waits until FIFTEEN minutes before the bus comes to tell me hes suspended from the bus for three days, grrrrr. All because he asked a girl if she was wearing a bra, like he doesn't know better than to do stupid stuff like that, sigh. But why wait till the last minute to tell me yanno?

Things That Make Ya Go Hmmmm
IF YOU HAVENT FANNED ME PLZ DO SO.. I HAVE 392 FANS YET I AM A FAN OF 483.. SUMTHINGS NOT RIGHT THERE PPL SO IF YOU HAVENT FANED ME PLZ DO SO .. SMOOCHES AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY XOOXOX"S LADY KAOS

Morning
Hey Everyone. I didn't sleep well last nite. Stuff is haunting me bad and the dreams suck. So I R Tired. Im so confuzzled. I think I give up on love.Anyhow I wanted to thank all my new friends and fans for adding me etc. I rated and fanned everyone I added. I hope some of my friends are are going thru some sucky stuff feel better today. I love you all! Heres a thought for the day: "If you can not find a measure of happiness in being loved it is not the fault of the one who loves you." And this mornings vid:(not what you expect) This song always makes me feel better!

Somewhere,someway,someday
though miles lye between us, and hours seperate our day, somewhere,somehow,someway, togather we will stay. though my skys may be blacken by the night,while the suns rays turn your sky blue, my everythought will be of you. somewhere,somehow,someday, well meet each other and have our way. though mountains and plains lye between, and rivers and valleys block our way, my lips toutch yours to begin my every day. i hold you and carress you, and hear your whispering voice, well be as one,weve made our choice. though our love is far apart, it is what we share in our heart. somewhere,somehow,someday, well share our love, till our dying day. for all you net couples,this ones on me. but be honest and truethful,and do not dismay,becouse, somewhere,somehow,someday.............. renegadelvr 3/28/07

Its Time
Time for a change....as the name Omebra, I shall now begin its purpose. My demeaner will take a turn, as there are those who exist only for the purpose of using others. I will no longer treat all the same, as there are those that only understand harshness. I must be this way, not just for myself.....

A Friend For Mummville
Please help my friend get to level 5 ASAP so she can join us in Mummville. satiakat@ CherryTAP Rate her, fan her, add her, and all that good stuff. She is a friend of mine and she is a real sweetheart. Repost this too. GreyHawk

The Unicorns Ride
Over your rainbow A unicorn flew, He was sent to find me... He said by you. "Climb aboard", he whispered, "We must go for a ride..." And into a portal of light We rode inside. The sky was so blue, The fields so green, With each explosion of light Was a wonderful scene. So happy we seem And always together, There was no end to your dream, It just went on forever. Then the unicorn said "I have one more surprise..." So we took off quickly And pierced the sky. Then I saw you sleeping And dreaming in your bed... I caressed your hair gently And kissed you on your head. The unicorn interrupted... "I must now get you home, But now that you've seen her dream, May you never feel alone." My heart is feeling heavy, A fire burns inside. Thank you so much my darling For the unicorn's ride.

You Walked Lightly
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

Day Dream
Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you.

So Damn Sick.
I have food Poisoning. It was so horrable last night omg, I hope no one ever feels that. It was one cramp, those ones that like bend you over and knoch you unconscious,(no like really I was like falling into a sleep or something then had to struggle to get out of bed and stay awake.) and it lasted for a few hours. I was shaking uncontroablly for about an hour or so. Oh lord and I only slept for about two hours. :( I feel horrible.

If I Could Write A Song.....
IF I COULD WRITE A SONG... By: Allen ( LOVE YA!!) If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

I Love U......
By: Allen ( my darling) I Love You... I love you like I love a day when everything goes right I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face I love you like I love to drive with no real destination I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end

Love......
LOVE... By: Allen (baby :) If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

Thursday Links: Stepfather Day, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy ThursDEE, boys and girlies. It's another fantastic day on the Opie and Anthony Show. It's Stepfather Day and we're waking up all the stepfathers with HOT STEPDAUGHTERS... or who have stepdaughters with hot friends (so, if you're stepdaughter is a chubster and has a lot of friends you'd like to nail...we say GOOD MORNING to you!) Check out THE SCENE FROM 'BROKEN FLOWERS' Opie was talking about. Hot teen ass. Nice! All you stepfathers and stepfathers are welcome to join us all on Paltalk. It's a haven for people step-parents and stepchildren from all walks of life; a place to come together, and watch women pleasure themselves (no jackers allowed!). Also on Paltalk, you can check out all the naked women that were distracting the hell out of us yesterday. (and no, you don't need a webcam to check out the video feeds). Our own Sam and EROCK went to the WWE Press Conference yesterday and took pictures of themselve

Angel
ANGEL By: Allen (so beautiful) My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

One Day At A Time
Boy, it's the simple stuff that really seems to have been having an impact on me lately. Stupid, mundane shit and my ability to get little simple tasks done has been the source of a lot of enjoyment for me these days:Are the dishes done?Did I remember to do the laundry?Did I vacuum up all the dog hair so my living room doesn't look like it just got hit by a team of yellow labs?Do I have enough eggs, oatmeal, and grilled chicken to last me all week (because my schedule is so packed, I only can shop on the weekends)Being able to answer all of those questions affirmitavely from day to day is one of my little thrills these days. You see, I've spent so much time worrying about EVERYONE ELSE in my life, and not looking after myself, now that I'm taking the time to worry about what *I* need to worry about, I'm feeling a lot more relaxed.Something else really simple was conveyed to me the other day. It was so simple and seemingly obvious, but it really impacted me. 'One Day At A Time'. No

Forever & Always
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You

Ohhhhh Yessss.....
ohhhhhh baby....yessss.....PLEASE.....don't stop i am so close....push me over the edge....sigh.... now that i have your attention....i am amost leveled up....help me out by rates or even add more comments xoxo, becky

Always
ALWAYS By: Allen (thank u so much) I’ve never known a love like yours Nor thought it could be true, But every time I kiss your lips I feel what love can do With hair like silk And lips so tender, Each moment with you Makes my heart surrender I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe Without you by my side, Never will I let you go, My love will never hide And in my heart you’ll always be From now until forever, No matter what, no matter where We’ll always be together

Which Victorian Tarot Card Are You?
You scored as The High Priestess. You are the High Priestess. Spiritual wisdom from within - Divination and foresight - Touching lifeâ€™s mysteries and hidden knowledge - Following your own path to a strong and individual spiritual vision - Finding your own way to wisdom. These cards are from The Victorian Romantic Tarot. It's based on original Victorian engravings, some of which are now rare. The High Priestess100%The Fool100%The Devil100%The Lovers100%The Empress67%Star67%The World67%The Sun33%Temperance33%Which Victorian Romantic Tarot card are you? With pictures.created with QuizFarm.com TAKE THIS TEST! ITS FECK'N AWE

I Will Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart

Sometimes Doing Right Ends Up With You Being Wrong.
Good Morning and Happy Thursday. If by any chance you seen the results show of Idol last night, Ryan Seacres was hilarious in his appearance. I laughed my ass off. Oh and yes, Sanjaya has survived another vote… No idea what to tell you except perhaps that little crying young lady voted over a million times. Here is a story that kind of sets the precedence for where we are in the world today, I think we all have heard of people going over and above the call of duty to be reprimanded for the actions even though the actions either saved a life or stopped a felon in the process. Case in point, A security guard was arrested for carrying his revolver on school property in chase of a felon and then also charged with trespassing. What kind of lame ass laws do we have now? The following is the article from a Mississippi Newspaper. : Unclear on the Concept Steven McCuller, 20, was arrested twice in a two-week period for burglary in Pascagoula, Miss., but it was the earlier January arrest tha

Life Has Some Hard Turns!!!!
Well, Things just keep happening. My friend Maryann (SouthPaw) whim I am living with. Has had a troublesome marriage, well now her and her husband are splitting. Of course her husband blames me. Which I had nothing to so with it. Well, he has successfully fucked with my life and my girls. He has called the hospital where my husband was and started trouble there, then proceeded in telling his landlord what was going on. Now, I have a week to move with my girls. It is okay we can go to my moms house. Little does he know that Maryann and her son are coming with us, and the 5 of us are getting a place WITHOUT HIS ASS!!!! Then I was talking to MAryann about what are we going to do before we decided that we were all moving together. I had come to realize that I still loved my husband , when I saw him in the hospital and was thinking of giving hima second chance. I was really confused and still are. But what made me change my mind of moving back to him was my oldest daughter who t

Endurance Test From Heavenly Father
hey everyone just in case ur wondering whats up with me here's the reason i have not been on for a while. i had surgery in the beginning of summer and i am having some major complications and just getting well now. i'd been stuck in bed here at home for the past 9 weeks and could hardly walk. i have been in pain all this time to and hit rock bottom many times while being at home here. i have had alot of time to think about things . I consider this a test of endurance from my heavenly father and even though it's been hard and painful i am blessed because i know it could be a hell of alot worse. i have a beautiful angel and gave birth to her naturally last September the drs and everyone at Kapiolani is still talking about it 14 months later! just in case you don't know a natural birth is unmedicated which for me is like a miracle because of my condition. I took the Bradley Method natural child birth class. This doesn't mean i am made of money cuz we all know how expensive it is to

Some Insight Into Being Me.
Originally posted on my blog January 19, 2007 I'd rather be a friend, then a hero. Do you feel sometimes that your life is like a novel. That you are but a character in a book. At the whim and mercy of the author. Does this happen when you lose faith in God? After all, if not for Him, would we be here? Or just a way of saying we have given up. Lost faith in ourselves, and would rather live in fantasy then face reality? I think a little of both. Reality has to set in at some point in time doesn't it? Lets face it. A novel most always has a happy ending. And life often times holds more disappointments then triumphs. Being the knight in shining armor rescuing a fair damsel is very chivalrous and appealing. Fighting battles, righting wrongs. Once, my character. Once, my belief. Makes me feel a bit like the dodo bird now. Extinct! And just as long gone as knights of yore. I used to want to, no, strived to be that knight. But all it got me was rusted armo

Pain
All i ever did was love you all i ever did was care All you ever did was hurt me All you ever did was not be there All i wanted was to hold you in my arms All i ever wanted was for you to be there Where are you now when the pain is to much Where are you now when i need you the most Where are you now when i need you close Where are you ? I know where Sharing the heart of another while mine lies broken Never again will i know love Never again will i care Love? What is Love? An evil hateful thing Love is just a game, No More Love is just another word for pain So where were you when i was in Love In the arms of another and left me dying there!

The End
So lost and uterly alone Theres nothing left but pain what do i have to live for What do i have to care Theres nothing left for me to lose Ive lost it all My heart is shattered and broken A wound to deep to heal Theres nothing left I have nothing mor eto give Im all alone now Fading into the emptiness of space sinking deeper into darkness As i sit and bleed away I see again all the things i once had and lost a smile comes to my face knowing that i wont have to live another dayin this miserable disgrace of existance i call my life as the blade cuts my skin i realize the true pain will soon be gone The hard ships of my life will soon be gone As the blade cuts my veins I wath the day just slip away Blackness now Nothing more No Pain

Garden Of Friendship
G is for genuine, the friendships are just this A is for always here for you, to join you in your bliss R is for respect, for you'll find it does abound D is for durable, it's always around E is for everlasting, as friendships should be N is for nurturing, therefor this is the key O is for outstanding, you'll find this is so true F is for friendship can make you smile, when you are blue. F is for fantastic, the way you'll always feel R is for reliable, now that's a great deal I is for independence, cause we're all so unique E is for equal, in all we do and speak N is for necessary, cause life without friends D does not supply the soul with a purpose to our end S is for support, friends always do you know H is for happiness when the friendships grow I is for ideas, we share them with each other P is for the privilege of knowing one another. Comments are welcome!!

Juggalo World
In a juggalo world there would be no racism or war. In a juggalo world there would be no abortion or need for an abortion. In a juggalo world there would be no violence or rape or hate or any of that shit... it would all be purely clown love for one and all for us to enjoy... just a thought for all of you non juggalo's to think about

Child Abuse & Domestic Abuse
From: Dare to Dream Date: Mar 29, 2007 1:08 AM Alyssa Lies Child Abuse Video Add to My Profile | More Videos The children lie because of the fear they feel....we continue to lie about the abuse when we are adults.....once again because of the fear! Fear of being beat by the one your with.....fear of ridicule & fear of nobody coming to your aid. It's the continuing cycle of abouse & fear....we most put a stop to it! I've lived through both & Have learned to survive! Please help others to learn to survive & get past the fear!

Aahhhh!!!!!! Been Busy
I have a mathtest today, in about 10 hrs. I Have to sleep, and ideally study a little bit more for it befor then. I also have to be in class in about 3 and a half hrs. That's not going to happen though. If everything goes rigtht, I'll sleep until around 8am, so that could be about 4 hrs of sleep. get to school by atleast 9am. Go to payche class at 10am. ( missing my 7am criminal law class sleep is more important at the moment. ) Then turn in my crappy paer in to my english class. It was only supposed to be 3 pages double spaced, and 3 references. How the fuck am I supposed to convince someone of something in that little space and cram three refrrences that supported my view in there? It sux. it could have been good. I had a psyche test, a mathtest, and this paper all this week. It's hard to manage time with all that going on. It would have been easier if I didn't go to the concert last night, ( tuesday night ) but ohwell. It was one of those fun family events. I almost didn't go cu

When The Newness Wears Off...
and one becomes bored, one begins to get blah-zay about things. The newness has finally worn off... (I have been on CT since October 2006) I have explored all that I can feel that I can explore here... and I am getting truly blah-zay about matters here on CT. I don't know if I feel that I have explored all the regions of CT and feel unchallenged or just tired of the drama. Some of the bulletins seems immature or childish. Maybe it is my own growing pains and growth. I don't know. Is anyone else feeling the same way??? Is it just me????

Mom, Meet Your (unborn) Child!
Pro-life advocates are adopting a new tactic to reduce the demand for abortion, and it has proven so successful it already is being credited with saving tens of thousands of lives: They just introduce the mother to her child They do it with an ultrasound machine, which can provide a real-time video image of the unborn child throughout the pregnancy, and the simple medical procedure could reduce the demand by mothers for abortion to a fraction of its current level, according to Kim Conroy, director of sanctity of human life issues for the Colorado Springs-based Focus on the Family. That group about three years ago launched its national Option Ultrasound program which helps provide the expensive machines to pregnancy centers, helps train people to accurately run the procedures, and helps advance the status of the centers from counseling offices to medical clinics. The first goal of the ultrasound is to confirm a pregnancy, something abortion clinics use the same technology to reve