I dunno what I'm doing anymore but I need to concentrate on moving out...I have no idea where but I'm going sometime this month...
The thought is creeping into my mind to delete all online accounts and just...really dissappear when I move...start fresh...unknown...
*I got in a lil "spat"...yea...lets call it that...and didn't get to finish this entry but posted what I could...
See when I move I dunno how long it will be till I have internet anyways so if I suddenly don't log in anymore welp...that'd be the reason...
Plus...y'know...wanting to dissappear anyway...
Ever wish you were invisible...?
Ever wish you'd stop being treated as if you were...?
Is it possible to feel half/half on this?
This is why I say I don't klnow what I want...and I don't know who I am half the time...I tend to just "go with the flow" anyways but...now I'm trying to swim against the current...
Hmm...maybe I'm "drowning"...hahaha...
As much as the kind words etc cheer me up...
I think it'd just be easier to stop "swimming" and just sink...yep...summer fun time kids!
