The craziness of the past, present, and future
Out or nowhere the tears are forming
I thought I was so happy today
Out of nowhere I started thinking
And I know that I’ll be okay
No matter what you said to me
All that time ago
It doesn’t matter how you make me hurt
It’s a pain I no longer know
I wanted to scream at you
Yell so loud above the noise
I can still hear my mom saying
“Boys will be boys”
Well, to me that don’t matter
The silly things she said
The tears are still forming
And I don’t want to get out of bed
Why are the tears rolling
Down my not so pretty face
Every time I feel them coming
I feel like a disgrace
A laugh is forming in my voice
A happiness in my tone
I just happened to remember
That I’m not really all alone
There is someone special
Someone that makes me laugh
You don’t need to know it yet
But you’re not my better half
There was a time it was different
And I can’t remember why
There was a time it was different
When you didn’t make me cry
I have someone to make me giggle
A giggle you’ve never heard
Because you were too busy plotting
The even hear my words
I have yet to set myself free
Of all the pain inside
But it’s getting better
I’m forgetting the lies you lied
I still worry that he’ll hurt me too
No one will ever put me through
The horror and the pain
That you thought was funny to do
You laughed at me more than anyone has
Because you were laughing at my mistakes
You just wanted to hurt me
Thinking it doesn’t matter what it takes
Goodbye to you for now
And goodbye forever more
My only wish for now is that
You don’t show up at my door
