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New Song For This Week - "life By The Drop" By Stevie Ray Vaughan
A friend suggested this one, and it's right up my alley - it's played on a 12-string! Great song, and now I know it!!! Going to do it live at my next open mic gig, this Sunday at Staxx (then Monday at Big Daddy's, and then at K-Town on Tueday...yeah, I do keep busy with hosting three open mics a week!) Cheers, Zepman LYRICS: Hello there, my old friend, Not so long ago it was 'till the end We played outside in the pouring rain, On our way up the road we started over again You're livin' a dreams, oh, you on top My mind is achin', Lord it won't stop That's how it happen, livin' life by the drop Up and down that road in our worn out shoes, Talkin' 'bout good thangs and singin' the blues You went your way, I stayed behind We both knew it was just a matter of time Livin' a dreams, oh, you on top My mind is achin', Lord it won't stop That's how it happens, livin' life by the drop No wasted time, we're alive today Churnin' up the past, there's no easier way

Friends
If you read my other posting regarding Friendship, then I think you will agree more with this too. You'll not see cutesy little smiley faces on these, just the stone cold truth of friendship. 1. When you are sad ...I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue ...I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile ...I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared ...I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused ...I will use little words. 7. When you are sick ...Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath; I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend." And always remember: when life ha

But Mother, You Said 1 Week
you told me one week and then i could have it you told me one week then i could touch it you told me one week then i could feel it you told me one week then i could live it mom its been 8 years and i still havent had it touched it felt it lived it mom i need to can i now ive counted the weeks now can i have the strength touch the heart feel the love live the life mom all i wanted was you to love me back let me ask you now can i so you can too you told me one week you gave me 8 years of nothing

H W: What Is The American Indian Movement? (thanks Paha Sapa)
h w: What is the American Indian Movement? (Thanks Paha Sapa) WHAT IS THE AMERICAN INDIAN MOVEMENT? Things will never be same again and that is what the American Indian Movement is about ... They are respected by many, hated by some, but they are never ignored ... They are the catalyst for Indian Sovereignty ... They intend to raise questions in the minds of all, questions that have gone to sleep in the minds of Indians and non-Indian alike ... From the outside, AIM people are tough people, they had to be ... AIM was born out of the dark violence of police brutality and voiceless despair of Indian people in the courts of Minneapolis, Minnesota ... AIM was born because a few knew that it was enough, enough to endure for themselves and all others like them who were people without

Affliction
When love is an affliction, There's not much one can do. Despite the way you've treated me, I'm still in love with you. I am the wave and you the rock Against which I must break: Again, again the crushing jolt, The pain I can't forsake; Again, again the long retreat To safety, far from shore, And then again, I don't know why, The long trip back for more. Perhaps it is nostalgia for A long uncertain glow, Or just some hope so beautiful I cannot let it go. Perhaps it is the need to try For those who must depend On who we are and what we do, For whom this should not end. What evil makes you hurt me so, What defect of the heart? What sense there is no greater whole Of which you are a part? What lonely choice that only you Be served by what you choose? What hard, hard fear of losing what It is a gift to lose? I dream sometimes my waiting love Has made you turn again. But you care only for yourself, And I must love in vain.

The Lie
she lied to my face he lied to my face they both lied there was no reason to lie cause there was no truth i just dont understand why lie, how about just dont say anything especally if there is NO truth the lie so strong buy WHY there was no reason behind it but now i know cause you didnt know that i didnt know that LIE THE LIE

Just This Once
I feel as though my heart lay bleeding On a countertop. The pain is like a flooded scream That cannot, will not stop. I cannot live, I cannot breathe; Pain is all I do. I cannot think how I can be Long living without you. Ah, God! I want you just one time That I would gladly die To hold you in my arms just once And not care how or why; To hold you in my arms just once And tell you of my love, And then go gladly back to dust Should I your heart not move.

Hold Me Not
Hold me not to your unwilling heart And let me - help me - weep That I of need might fall apart And then at last might sleep. Let the truth slice into me That I might finally bleed And purge myself of agony I cannot now concede. For I have bound myself in light That I might live in joy, And cannot - will not - let the night My bonds of love destroy. And yet I know if I would gain The peace for which I pray, I must allow the floods of pain To wash my love away.

Depending On The Day (another Version)
I just want to stay in bed and sleep my cares away hiding from everyone depending on the day. I'm afraid to let you in keeping my feelings at bay can I really trust you depending on the day. Can I really talk to you I'm not sure what to say will you be judging me depending on the day. I'm doing really good what do you want me to say sometimes I get confused depending on the day.

To The World
we' ve chaced miss printed lies we' face the path of time and yet i fight this battle all alone no one to cry to no place to call home my gift of self is raped my privacy is raped and yet i find repeating in my head if i can't be my own I'd feel better dead these are the thoughts of one i hold dear but is now gone, these words are the realist shit i have ever heard so take them to heart because like so many others this is a look at life at a different view and keep it real bitches DaRkStAr13

Depending On The Day
I wish I could run and hide and get away not talking to anyone depending on the day. I wish I could be someone else and not keep my emotions at bay to be able to open up to someone depending on the day. I wish I could talk to you and know exactly what to say hoping you feel the same depending on the day. I wish I knew what to do so please show me the way I want to leave this place depending on the day.

Moving Forward. . .
As I ponder moving forward in my life and reflect on the years gone by, often one is forced to re-evaluate the things that work in their lives currently, the things that will get them to where they want to be, and the things that won't. And sometimes we have to make hard choices and hard changes to achieve that end result. Growing up is hard. And some of us struggle with it more than others. Some of us will never get there. Others seem to be there for a while but then recede back into their childhood, a time when life was safer and choices were easier or avoidable altogether. And yet others of us grow up much faster than we would have liked. It's a tough world. I have learned in my short life thus far that I want a career not a job. That my success in life is measured by how much I have changed things in my own corner of the world for the better and the kind of man my son grows up to be. I have learned that having 7 cats in one small house at a time is not for me. I have learned

Videochat Rules For Men
VideoChat Rules for Men Or, How to actually get women to talk with you After quite a few years of talking with and listening to men whine about the lack of women that respond to them, I have decided to try and set out a few basic rules to help guys become more successful at getting women to chat. These rules are not a guarantee to success, but if you read and pay attention, pretty soon you may find that you actually have to start limiting the number of women you chat with. Rule #1 - Understand what women want Most guys come to VideoChat programs thinking that women are looking for immediate sex. The common misconception is that the ladies using chat programs are all sitting around naked just waiting for that next guy so they can have a little "fun". Guys .. GET A CLUE! This is the furthest thing from the truth there could possibly be. Ladies are not turned on by seeing your unclad body. Maybe someday after they get to know you they MIGHT actually want to see you naked. But NOT

Just And Update Of Why Im Not Here
Ok so I got some not ok news from my DR today, and I just had the pap a week ago GRRRR. As some of you know in August I had a PAP and then had to have a biopsy, my DR back in San Diego had found that I had Cancerous and precancerous cells but said DONT WORRY it doesnt grow fast you should be fine. Well I put off seeing a DR and put it off cuz IM SCARED to death of leaving my children behind without me to be here for them. I dont like DRs ever since I lost my mom when I was 14. And My oldest just turned 15 and my daughter will be 14 in April. The same Age my brother and I where when we lost my mom. Anyways I went into the DR here in Redding and told them what all I had been through, explained the symptoms I am having, stich pains in my cervix, irregular periods and other lil things going on. Well the Dr here said that if my DR in San Diego thought it was cancer he should have done something, well yeah he should have but I moved to Redding right when he got the

Child Abuse Awareness My Ass...
Ok, I'm sure I'm going to offend some people here, but honestly I couldn't care less. I'm tired of seeing countless "Child abuse awareness" blogs and bulletins posted and reposted. Do you not realise that children who have been abused, grow into adults some day? Or in other words, that some people who read these posts and reposts where abused as children? AND, that for them everytime they see that shit on their screen it brings back alot of bad memories? Honestly, who do you think you are helping by posting that shit? Do you honestly think anyone on here isn't aware that some children in the world are abused? Apparently the stastic in Australia, where I live is something like 1 in 4 (1/4) children are abused. Everyone knows it happens, BUT there is NOTHING they can do about it. Why? Because it happens behind closed doors AND because they simply don't have the legal power to effect change. One such person posting this crap offered me the reasoning that if one (1) person re

Howdy Bloggers!
Hmmm, just noticed how close the word, "bloggers" is to "buggers", coincidence?!?!?! I think not. At any rate, CherryTap, what a lovely blog you have, plenty of space in which to roam free and leave my droppings... errrr...rantings... errrrr ... postings!

Life In The Pits
"Katie, I'd like to talk to you about that incident in the parking lot the other day." "What incident is that, Bill?" "You walked out to a customer's car with him. I'm sure you understand that in the casino business, that raises a few eyebrows." "Jesus, Bill! I was walking out to my car after my shift and his car was parked next to mine, so I chatted with him on the way." "We have the security tapes of the whole thing, Katie, so there's no point in trying to sugar coat this. I just want to give you an opportunity to tell your side of the story." "That's bullshit! Those security cameras haven't been operational for three years." "How do you know that, Katie?" "The same way I know that you've been fucking that cute little pai-gow dealer." *** "Hey, Linda. Did you talk to that pit boss over at the Silver Nugget?" "Yes I spoke to him, Chris." "What's his name? "His name is Charlie." "Did you tell him about me?" "Yes." "Did you tell him that

Attn: Angel Family Members Plz Read.....
I need help to win this contest! SeX SlAvE or Is It CyBeR QuEen You pick...lmao I need comment bombs! If i win big party at the lounge with anything goes...woot! Thanks luv yea Maria click on pic to comment bomb! I need help to win this contest! SeX SlAvE or Is It CyBeR QuEen You pick...lmao I need comment bombs! If i win big party at the lounge with anything goes...woot! Thanks luv yea Maria click on pic to comment bomb!

This Was Proven To Me Once Again
I am so tired. In more ways than one. I am probably writing this more because of the medicine, rather than anything else. However, it is all from my feelings that I usually keep inside. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of the games and the lies. Let me give you a brief background of myself. For the last, going on 8 years now, I have been single. Minus 2 failed long distance relationships, I have not had a real physical relationship. I do not mean just sexual, that is not a big thing to me. I am refering to being able to hold, look at, do things with, and even just being able to look into their eyes and see their smile. Now this, exile shall we say, has been partly self imposed. I have had numerous oppurtunites for one night stands and the such. However, that is not what I am looking for. All of the women who seem to be interested in me are not my type. Meaning they are either snobbish, judgmental, selfish, or just looking for sex, etc. Anyway, let me get back to the reason for

Rules Of Blow Jobs
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with

One Wish
If I had one wish tonight I would wish a love so true That you was with me tonight and we could start all new. If I had one wish tonight I would wish for time to stand still That this moment would last forever And all the hurt would finally heal. If I had one wish tonight I would wish that you was holding me tight That your arms stayed around me all through the night. If I had one wish tonight I think you know by now I'd wish for you to be mine But I'm not sure how.

Ridiculous
i wish i could tear you apart right now... obliterate that condescending smirk from your face. mold you into something more suitable, because you have no shred of humanity within you. you make me shrink beneath you, so tiny underneath your shoes... and that's where you keep me... you live to create my insecurities. your words prick my tearducts... i never buckled under pressure until i met you.

My Marriage Age Is:26 Holy Crap...that's In Two Years! Who On Earth Am I Gonna Be Marrying In 2 Years Lol. Ha!
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [x] I keep track of dates using a calander. [ ] I own more than one credit card. [ ] I know how to change the oil in my dads car. [x] I do my own laundry. [x] I vote every election. [x] I can cook for myself. [ ] I think politics are exciting. [x] I balance my checkbook. [ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends. total: 6 [ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early. [ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. [ ] I've never gotten a detention. [ ] I have never smoked a cigarette. [ ] I have never gotten completely trashed. [ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. [x] I like to take walks by myself. [x] I've watched talk shows. [x]I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up. [x] I drink coffee at least once a week. total:4 [x] I know how to do the dishes. [x] I can count to 10 in another language. [ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.(i'm a lazy ass sometime

I Remember............
I remember the way it felt When you rubbey your hand on my cheek And the way you looked at me everytime you would speak. I remember the way it felt When you sang me that song And when we got home we made love all night long. I remember the way it felt Laying beside you at night And the way I felt so safe Whenever you would hold me tight. I remember the way it felt the day you said good-bye And the way my heart broke I just wanted to die. I remember the way it felt When I wiped away all the tears Realizing how strong I really am And all those fears disappeared.

Do You Believe The Bible Part 3 Copied From Net For Your Inquiring Mind
Revelation 13: Saddam Hussein, the former evil dictator of a modern-day Babylon, and the Wars in Iraq -- A Bible prophecy and New Age analysis We will discuss here the issue of Iraq by using Biblical prophecy to understand the danger that Iraq and Saddam Hussein has been for the world, and why a war with Iraq in March-April 2003, Operation Iraqi Freedom, was necessary to remove this psychopath Saddam from power. First let me express my thanks to the Armed Forces of the U.S., U.K., and Australia for their great success and bravery in the Wars in Iraq. And it was remarkable that so few oil fires had been set by Saddam in the 2003 war, thanks to the efforts of the Special Forces soldiers who prevented Saddam from igniting all his oil wells on fire, as he did in 1991 with the 700 oil well fires in Kuwait. It would have been a great environmental disaster for the world if Saddam had ignited all of Iraq's oil wells on fire, as he certainly intended to do in this war. The entire world o

Pattern Life
You're so beautiful. The sickly sweet stench of your breath mixed with wine and sulphur. The taste of deceit as you whisper your I love yous into my ear wordlessly. Baptised in the blood of your menstruating gods I sing your name to the sky. I will allow myself to fail should it bring a light to your eye. Golden mouths open as heads roll through the streets in your honor. A parade of the limbs you've torn from your lovers. I follow suit to keep the timelesness of winter at bay.

Don't Hurt Me!!!!
Never say forever 'cause you know it isn't real it isn't something lasting, it's what you think you feel. So if you mean forever, just tell me that you'll try but never say forever 'cause forever makes me cry!

Letting Go...
Aright...yanno how they say "if you love something set it free, if it comes back it was meant to be"? Well...I now realize my self worth and what I deserve in a man. I've let go. Hardest thing to do in my life. Those who know me understand my situation and if you dont know me that well...well i'm sure you can relate somehow. What I've learned? That love does not conquer all. Other people may love you to their fullest 100% the way they know how to and this may not be the same way you love them. Words are words and can only mean so much when there is time and distance against you. Actions speak louder than words. I've learned what kind of love and affection I need. How much patience I really do have... Nearly 10 years. I'm finally letting go because at this point it hurts much more bein in love. I know where I'm at in my life and what goals and dreams I want to accomplish. I want that person who's willing to go that extra 10 miles for me just to see me smile. Someone on the

Hey To All My Friends Check This Out...reddog Needs Help Plzzz...
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I Don't Get It...
PEOPLE ASK OTHER PEOPLE TO BE THEIR FRIEND.. THAT'S ALL GOOD.. BUT WHEN SOMEONE POSTS SOMETHING THEY DON'T LIKE... THE SAME PERSON BASH THEM.. I KNOW I WILL [[[NEVER]]] MEET ANYONE ON HERE.. BUT I'M NOT GOING TO DOWNGRADE ANYONE FOR SOMETHING THEY DO OR POST... I AM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE.. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE... IF YOU CARE AT LEAST ALITTLE STOP BY AND SAY HELLO...

A Bit Of History Entry 3
When Saddam Hussein rose to power in Iraq, he conceived a grandiose scheme to rebuild the ancient City of Babylon -- Hussein said that Babylon's great palaces and the legendary hanging gardens of Babylon (one of the seven wonders of the ancient world) would rise from dust. Like the powerful King Nebuchadnezzar II who conquered Jerusalem 2,500 years ago, Saddam Hussein would rule over the world's greatest empire. The vaulting ambition of Saddam Hussein found expression in vaulting, and often pretentious, architecture. Nebuchadnezzar's Palace In 1982, Saddam's workers began reconstructing Babylon's most imposing building, the 600-room palace of King Nebuchadnezzar IArchaeologists were horrified. Many said that to rebuild on top of ancient artifacts does not preserve history, but disfigures it. The original bricks, which rise two or three feet from the ground, bear ancient inscriptions praising Nebuchadnezzar. Above these, Saddam Hussein's workers laid more than 60-million sand-col

~date~
It's official, i've had the worst date of my life tonight!!! I guess i'm an ugly thing!!! And you know what I'm a thick woman, and i let everyone know this up front, i'm not a thin little thing!!! IF YOU DONT LIKE THICK, YOU WONT LIKE ME!!!

For What We Feel And Seek To Find Out
For As Joy Comes To Them Who Waits, As Fear Comes To Them That Who Do Not Love, As We All Want The Same Thing In Our Souls (ask me and i will tell you what it is. as it is different for each person)

Check Out Games!
~~ Welcome To Angel Hangout! ~~ Games Played at our lounge! all times are 10:30 a.m. till ? Mon. truth or dare Tues. Sex Role Playing Wed. Wet & wild Weds Thurs. Sex Role Playing Fri. Freaky Fridays Sat. Stickem Sat Sun. Suckem Sundays Stop by have some fun! Thanks Maria

Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You
Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You Do not doubt how much I love you Though my time with you is thin. I am always thinking of you, Always loving you within. I do the best that I can do And hope that you will understand That everything belongs to you: My eyes, my thoughts, my heart, my hand.

Sex Offenders Report!!!!
EVERYONES ATTENTION PLEASETHIS COULD BE VERY IMPORTANT TO YOU We all hear it over and over again and shall I just make something clear to all!!! For all the kids on theses sites need to know this as well!!! Alot of adultts try to scare everyone about online perverts and preditors!!! Is there many like this online? Yes and no!!! The yes part to this is that they are because all you get is these guys and girls that wishes to cyber sex with one another!!! Most of these preditors are not from the United States but claime they are and or say they may be here soon!!! Then you have the ones from the United Sates that do this and wish to meet soon as well as try very heard!!! Most of there coversatons are about sex and they may promise to mary you and take care of you if you alow them to meet you!!!! Some of these preditors even use your profile with the name of town and state you live in to find you!!!! What to do about this? Dont show your town and or state if yo

Random Thought.
It's been discussed a lot on here. But I have to say, I am SOOO tired of people asking in my SB to see my nsfw pics. I mean, seriously. So you think it's ok that your nsfw is out in the open with no tags that says it is, doesn't give you the right to ask for mine. I understand I put the folder there, but for people I trust, which is why I put them for FAMILY onlu. If you are horny, there are porno videos ALL over the web, or even go out and buy one. Believe me, if you are put in my family, that means I like you a lot and trust you enough to show you. I don't put it out in the open for people to comment bomb them. Or the people who do have the for private usage, but add me to their family and insist that I add them to mine so they could see. See now, when that happens I don't bother looking at them. If you put me there because you talk to me and trust me as a friend, then I will. But just because you think your gonna have me add you to mine because you added me to yours, it WON'T happen

Do You Believe The Bible Part 2
It is hard to imagine that one day -- the Iraq we are helping to rebuild will burn up in smoke. In fact, even the light of a candle will not shine in Babylon because God will abandon it. In Verse 23, God says: "...and the voice of the bridegroom and the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee." If you study the Bible you will know the "bridegroom" is Jesus Christ. Right now, saved people are the children of God -- but one day, we will become the Bride of Christ and we will partake in the Marriage Supper of the Lamb of God. The remaining part of Verse 23's passage says: "...for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived." helps me to understand that the Antichrist will come from Iraq. It is further clarified that the Antichrist is the one that "deceives the nations" because Revelation, Chapter 20, Verse 3 says: "And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations

Do You Believe The Bible Part 1
WHAT YOU WILL SEE YOU WILL ALSO SEE IN THE BIBLE PLEASE REMEMBER IRAQ IS BABYLON FROM BIBLICAL DAY In Revelation, Chapter 18, Verses 10 thru 13, God says: 10: Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas, that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come. 11: And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more: 12: The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble, 13: And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men. At the time this article is written, the merchants of the earth do not purchase gold, silver, pearls,

Just A Romantic Dinner
The night starts out with a Candle lite dinner and nice convertion then we take a drive to a very privte place by the lake then while i am standing looking at the moon shining over the water you walk up behind me and wrap you arms around my and start kissing on my neck and then you slowly start to turn me around to face you while your hands are now roaming my body and my hands are roaming over your boday and you pull me closer to you and start kissing me softly at frist then harder letting me know how much you want me and i kiss you back with the same energy and then you slip your hand under my shirt and lightly rub my back with it and then you work your way up to my bra and you slowly unsnap it while your other hand is going under my shirt in the front and you start to take my shirt and bra then you kiss me more deeply and i return the kiss . I start to take off your shirt then you work your way from my neck down to my nipple slowly taking them into your mouth and sucking and lickin

Abortion
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

Please Spread This Around
If you love your freedom and you support our troops please repost this!!! This is an old Army recruiting video from the early 90's which I had not seen in AGES and even to this day it brings a tear or two to my eyes whenever I see it. I had been chatting with an Army recruiter this afternoon and I had mentioned this particular video and right away he did a little bit of digging through some old DVD's he had and found it and damn if he did not give me the whole DVD for me to take home and grab what I wanted off of it. Needless to say the next time I stop by there, I am probably gonna have to treat him to a beer or a cup of coffee. Or better yet I will probably buy the guy dinner!!!! Enjoy!! Neal

No More Making A Thug Cry!
He says he loves me He shows me in ways That only he could His happy is in his eyes His love is in his heart He shows the best of him to me And I don’t ever want to be apart He kisses me with passion The heat from a thousand Suns I wonder where I was before him My life started with his hello I gave him my forever He asked me to be his I said yes Quick Like a Bunny I’m a quirky girl He’s a funny boi We match in ways That make other jealous We will walk the world Hand in hand With each other Like we’ve only had one another Our past is void Our future is bright We’ll love till the end And won’t ever notice the time It will feel like the first time every time In the blink of the eye we will have had Our life Together Laughing Loving Kissing Hugging He is my forever I am his for always

Pretty Hair
I slept unil about 6pm today. 12 hrs of sleep is a lot, but it's largly due to me not gettingm much the night before, and the whole " emotionally draining " events of the day before. I am going to go eat I think, and then study for my psyche class test that I have on tuesday. Tomarrow morning, or whenever I wake up, I plan on doing some math, and then later doing mor studying for my psyche test. I have my math test as well next week. Those are my hardest classes. It sux having both tests in the same week. But it's ok, I can deal with it. That is what my weekend is for. lol. What better use of a weekend than getting smarter?beforeduringAfter

The Donkey In The Well
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is goi

Your Darkness
YOUR DARKNESS Let me see the darkness through your eyes Allow me the right to know the clouds in your skies Pull me spiraling down to the depths of your world I want your despair to be my lord Make me choke on your blood as it spills down my throat I crave to hear your voice and its somber note You've introduced me to the pleasure of this pain I intend to relish it until I am slain I need to feel your cold arms around me And your sternness forcing me to my knee I'm begging you to be my master Your denial forces my tears to role down faster You have become my whole life And your rejection is picking at my hope like a knife If I am not allowed to see your world, then pluck my eyes out Suck out my brain before you fill it with doubt Inject my veins with acid so that your stare cannot fill them with ice Use your sword to puncture my heart with one swift slice Leave me to die here in the spilled blood Allow my sadness to seep out into the red flood

Good Bye
It's been real It's been fun I wish our time had just begun You've stood by me through thick and thin Helping me so i could win I've never liked the word good bye it reminds me of a dove that could not fly its broken wing and tears of sorrow and its wish of not living till tommarow so with this word i will say see ya some day

I Kiss You
I Kiss You I Kiss You I kiss you sincerely, and deeply and lovingly. I kiss you goodnight, goodmorning, goodmorrow. When you open your eyes I will kiss them. When they are closed again I will miss them. Gentle fingers cradle your cheek with love Others brush back your hair from above You lean back deeply Feeling me close, confining, controlling I am above you Around you Upon you Lips brush as eyes rest beneath lids Moist, tender, warm Passion focused Love centred Upon one point Made of two entities Lips exploring textures untested New tastes, new temptation Probing deep, delicious and sweet dancing, delighting teasing tasting testing touching together. together.. deeply together. I will feed you As you feast upon my love. As you consume of my body. Let me fill you with my joy Then. Let me kiss you again. And again and again and again and again and again and again and again and and again and again and again and again until you sink into a deep

Please Bomb Her Pic
OK WELL MY CUTE LITTLE GOOBERS IS IN A CONTEST FOR THE CUTEST CHERRYTAP BABY IF YOU CAN BOMB HER PICTURE FOR ME IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATED....COME ON NOW SHE IS SUCH A CUTIE PIC JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE LINK.......I WILL BE SURE TO RETURN SOME LOVE TO YOU PROMISE.......THANKS A BUNCH....KISSES

A Damn Fine Explanation
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I'm filing for divorce - today!" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The

Ok Stephen
That is fine, say what you want, apparently not too many people deleted me, you cannot control who I decide to talk or not talk to neither can you make the decision for them, you can make it for yourself but that just shows what a hypocrite you are at calling me a supposed control freak..you have to have control of your surroundings or you feel incomplete, which makes you incomplete anyways because you will never have complete control, you hold no responsibility for not only your life but your actions......and im glad I got to know the real you instead of continuing to play cate in your bullshit.... say whatever you want about me, drama queen, F-U, yada, yada, yada......but you cannot take my sister Elmo or anyone else from me, and yes she is still my SISTER! you cant take people away from me and I hope you have a nice life in new york.....loose my number, and dont ever hack into my shit again, because if you do there will be problems....... p.s. you lied about casey, everything

For People Who Know A Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

How'z It Go'in?
How'z it go'in? lol, lifelover here, just pass'in through :P. oops, there's another cool person! Wait a minute! Come back here! lol laterz :P :D If your wondering aroung the internet aimlessly, come check my other sites out! :D http://www.hoverspot.com/justthetunesandi or http://www.myspace.com/justthetunesandi

I Dont Care What This Quiz Says, I Have Never Met These Cows Before In My Life
You are 71% kinky You are kinky. You are always up for trying something new in the bedroom... or wherever else you chose to. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

More Changes Coming
So as i have said before if u wanna see me keep pics up u gotta put comments on them. I'm gonna make a bunch of changes real soon, so "save the pictures" u like. I will probably also change the music again as well. maybe go for some pop and/or rap and hip-hop. I f i do, don't expect them to stay up for long. TTYL Mark aka Mr Lucky P.S. It's been really quiet on here for me lately...where are all my friends?

Atmosphere.... Must Be That Fog Machine I Use...
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Actually Have This Symbol Tattooed On My Arm
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Now This May Sting A Bit...
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead80%Hannibal Lecter60%Buffalo Bill55%Jigsaw55%Leatherface45%Freddy Krueger40%Jason Voorhees25%Michael Myers20%Candyman20%Captain Spaulding20%Which Horror Killer are You?

Yeah, Well, My Gothy Wardrobe Is Shocked!! Lol
You scored as Black. Although black is stereotyped as a very depressing colour, this is not always the case. Black represents fashion, elegance and at occasions, pride. This color shows that you are very serious about life and sometimes like to stand in the background and watch what is happening, but you are not afraid to intervene when you feel the situation needs your help. You are serious.Black83%Blue78%Purple66%White61%Green45%Pink39%Red34%Orange33%Yellow28%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Tough Decision
My best friend ask me to move with her and I am sort of say yes and if her landlord said yes for me to move in with her.. if it going to happen.. I might move out in a week and I dont know how long I will have no interent for .. y'all might miss me :(

~tattoo Contest~
~*~*~*~ Ok lets see what you got!!~*~*~*~ I am hosting a 7 day contest for the best TATTOO ~ It can be anywhere that is not NSFW ~ Guys and Girls welcome to join!! ~ You may comment your own picture. ~*~ 1st prize gets a one day blast!! ~*~ 2nd prize gets a Big pimpin gift!! ~*~ 3rd Prize gets a lower end big pimpin gift!! ~*~ Most rates gets a special St@r*Struck Surprise!!! HEHE SO Lets see your INK!!!!!! Send me a Private Message to me with the link of your entry!! The contest starts on monday at 12 noon eastern time. Any Questions fee free to contact me!!

Slurveyed..
Rule # 1 If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule #3: Only answer True or False ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? A: True Q: Been arrested? A: False Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? A: false Q: You like someone? A: true Q: Been suspended from school? A: True Q: Been fired from a job? A: True Q: Sang karaoke? A: true Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? A: True Q: Laughed until you started crying? A: true Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? A: True Q: Kissed in the rain? A: True Q: Sang in the shower? A: True Q: Sat on a roof top? A: true Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A: false Q: Broken a bone? A: true Q: Shaved your head? A: False Q: Had/have a gym membership? A: True Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfri

Passion
This is by one of my favorite writters and I hope you enjoy as much as i do...... When you look at me, you look into my soul. My heart sings with yours. Your touch is strong and gentle. You embrace me, and pull me to you. I feel safe. I feel comfort. Your kiss sends ripples down my spine. Wave after wave. Your hands are ever so gentle caressing my back. You slowly place soft kisses intermingled with gentle bites upon my neck. It is exhilarating, the way you take your time to inhale every facet of my body. The swirl of your tongue on my nipple is tantalizing. You take pleasure in kissing my stomach. Loving the definition of it. And, I squirm at the firmness of your hands on my ass, as I watch you savor the taste of my essence. Beautiful silence emanates from us. For you and I know words are but insults. No language could express our passion for one another. Your eyes convey all I need to know. We wait. For, the perfect moment in time, is fast approaching. I accept you

Oh, The Artsy Of It!
Been wondering why the rednecks stopped coming by for luvin... What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract geeks! You attract Yuppies! You attract models! You attract rednecks!

A Questionnaire
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? When I was with Peter. 2. What was your last alcoholic beverage? Cosmo 3. Who is/are the friend(s) you can count on the most? Robert, Audrey and Christine 4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other? Don't have a significant other right now. 5. Favorite Band? As of right now. . . its hmmmm, I'm listening to Panic at the Disco and My Chemical Romance 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? That I really enjoy socializing at bars/clubs 7. Do you like anyone? I don't want to, but yeah I do. 8. Do you know anyone who is engaged? Yeah, I just found out today. . . . my ex fiance. 9. What's your favorite number? 007 and 74 10. Who was the last person to make you cry? Peter 11. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Yes 12. When was the last time you cried? Today, well it was a tear or two, but when I really cried, was when I had a face to face encounter with Pet

Not That It Matters To Anyone...
Kind of lost here right now. The woman I love just told me that she hasn't thought of us as together for a while now. Came as a bit of a shock to me. I knew she had been keeping me at arms length for a while but she would never say what was wrong until tonight. I guess I am back to being single again, still a bit of a shock to me as she was the reason I moved up here. Not sure why I posted this, no one bothers to read my blogs anyway. Sorry to bore anyone that does bother to read this one.

You Taste Soooo Good
I came in as a tie breaker with blood. Then they asked a tie breaker question and came up with this... What? No Vampire category? The fix is in!! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Blood100%Bondage92%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Awwwww
LA CROSSE, Wis. - They were called Wallace and Gromit, a couple of abandoned yellow Labrador retriever siblings who wound up at the Coulee Region Humane Society. The pups were 5 months old last June when they were adopted out, but to separate homes. Months later, Pat Kucera at Diggity Dog Daycare noticed two yellow Labs named Levi and Cooper would "play like crazy" every time they got the chance during visits to his facility. ADVERTISEMENT "They love playing chase, ring around the picnic table and face wrestling on the couches," Kucera said. When he mentioned their behavior to their respective owners, Cyndy Lamb remembered the other pup she never forgot — the one that was with Cooper when she took him home from the humane society. She asked Denice Mack, owner of Levi, about her dog's past and found out she too adopted her dog last June. "When she said he was 5 months old when she got him, my heart stopped," Lamb said. "I was so excited," Mack said, "because when we

After The Dance Is Over
AFTER THE DANCE IS OVER By Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love. We laughed and played a while although our dance had ended. Naked, you fed me grapes -- a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips

Sex Sex Sex.....
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Male Or Female?
Some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their arse. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. HAMMERS: Male, because in the last 5000 years, they've hardly changed at all,

Hopefully This Is Less True Than It Used To Be...
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious75%Passion50%Diamond Eyes42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Bodyscape
Bodyscape by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner

The Oral Caress
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down.

Thinking
I live each day as if it were my last and by doing so I know that I can't let my self down I can only grow and make my self a better person over all. don't let things from the past effect who you are today because each day you are still growing into who you are to become.

So Far This Year
Lets see, where to begin, i have been single over a year now, all ive met were aholes than guys worthy of dating. I am so lonely its starting to have an affection on my life. I have no energy for anything, i have 2 friends, they both have kids, both are pregnant, so i am the odd one out. No man, no kids, no life. What does a person do when they come up to this point in their life n get thru it. Is there a way to get past the loneliness and become happy again? I thought i had someone in my life that cared for me, but it seems like im not much of a priority in his life. I know he has been real busy with work, but god, he was off this weekend, told me last night that he would be back on at 9pm his time, n he never showed, how can someone do that to the other? It just hurts that i always find the men who hurt me instead of finding someone who would love me. That is all im asking for, is someone to love me.

Forever My Love Will Be
FOREVER MY LOVE WILL BE When troubles bring you down and you don't know what to do, just look inside your heart and you'll know that I love you. Every one has a destiny to find, looking in your eyes I have found mine. You're all I ever wanted, you're all I'll ever need. I will be yours always, you will have my love for eternity.

The 2nd Worst Day I Have Had.
OK I had a bad day, yeah everyone has them, but sometimes I feel like I am a circus performer on a balance beam blow me are hundreds of people holding their breaths and I am doing what I can to stay balanced, I'm sure others feel this way and I know that posting useless blogs are just ...well useless and mostly a waist of time. Today I turned on the tv and watched the news I was surprised that no one has a clear reason why Anna Nichole Smith died, If I was a normal family member I would be a bit upset that they are or seem to be dragging their feet, I haven't watched the news in sometime cause I don't care to listen to grown Men cry that they can't get a bill passed in the senate,or how many undocumented people were held at the boarder this world is moving very fast and then again very slow we haven't learned from our mistakes we keep repeating the same ones over and over in hopes that this time we can get it right, if it was wrong the first time doing the same thing over again don't

Answer And Repost Please
Hey yall i was just sitting here thing about all those little questionars people send ya and i figured i would try and make up my own..... 1)where do you live? 2)where were you born? 3)how many sibblings do you have? 4)how many nieces and nephews do you have? 5)how many pets do you have? 6)what kind do you have? 7)what is your favorite past time? 8)what are you best at? 9)whats the first thing you do in the morning? 10) whats the next thing you do in the morning? 11)what do you drink most? 12)do you eat breakfast? 13)what do you gerally eat for breakfast? 14)do you walk around half the day in jammies or get dress A.S.A.P. 15)what do you wear to sleep in? 16)do you walk around your house nakky? 17)whats in your fridge right now? 18)before filling this out what were you doing? 19)if you awnsered (18)(checking e-mail)what were you doing before that? 20)are you married? 21)how did you meet your lover? 22)whats you most emba

S&m Personality
You scored as Violent. You are violent! Things like cutting, biting, scratching, and rape turn you on. You also love blood, whether it's your own, or your partners. Slamming into the walls, screaming, hair pulling, and all around pain is your fantasy. It's hard to find someone that understands you, because most people see your sexuality as a psychotic thing. Mabye it is, you don't care. Bring the pain ;)Violent94%Dominator75%Playful63%Submissive56%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Remembering
though i am old seeing threw diffent eyes childhood being cold all the lies its all clear now seeing things your way the untimely blow reminding me everyday my heart weeps as a child for you the tears stream down my face i cant quit feeling blue everyday seems a wase your in my heart and always will loving you til the end of time until i am unable to feel only now i wait for gods sign

Friends- 20 Minutes Or 20 Years
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend's best is needed when you're going through things with your children. Another friends best is needed when you're going through things with your mamma. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke or just be. One friend will say let's pray together, another let's cry together, another let's fight together, another let's walk together. One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confussion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or where ever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back or to hold you back from

Well I Figured...
Thought I might level up by midnight... Nope, but there'll be lots more midnights... That kinda makes sense... Anyway, I'm outta photo comments... I over bombed and hit my daily limit! I'll log out and back in and see if it changes at midnight (EST). If it does, I'll resume bombing, but I have to drive to Montreal in about 5 hours and since I'll have been up for 24 hours at that point (I love coffee), I should really shoot for a couple o' hours sleep. ;) I think I may be addicted to this site... Or the people... Anyways... See ya'll in a week! Greg.

That Ends It
Well I'm done for today with my rants and peeves. Sorry you had to be in the firing line, and sorry if I hurt your feelings if I did. SO I'm out. If you want more I can give you more there are plenty of things that I can disect but I gotta go. If you wanna chat more email me nuttcenter23@yahoo.com Sorry for wasting your time Realest

I Looking For Some Love ?
Hello out there in cherry land I need some help I am in a contest and 1st place is 2 week blast and i want it lol. I jk but I would be so greatful if you vote and comment the hell out of it for me , mauh much love tina,

Falling For Someone
Since I joined CherryTap, I have become attracted to someone and now I'm starting to fall for them. To me I think they are pretty and adorable. Age doesn't matter to me much really. I think that this person and I can have fun together and be kinky. I am starting to fall in love with them and it's driving me bonkers. Why does love have to be so hard and hurt? I was broken hearted several times and I hope I don't get broken hearted by them. Why can't I just hook up with them already? I'm like so dying to be held and kissed and hugged. I miss hugs and kisses and having fun and being happy. People ask me if I'm happy and the truth is I wasn't happy before, but I know that I would be happy with them. xoxoSheena

Eyes
Eyes Eyes are the door way to the soul they say Eyes tell a story of a life New eyes, open and pure seeing the world at first sight Old eyes, filled with wisdom and pain Tired eyes, surounded with rings of worry and saddness Then there are eyes you cannot look away from Eyes filled with love That is begging for someone to let it out Eyes over following with with fire of life Know that they will see things that will hurt and bring joy But my favorite eyes are the ones that have all of that rolled in to two Eyes like yours -Ray Bullock

For My One True Baby
ANGEL FROM ABOVE Gazing into her blue eyes when we first met I knew then she was heaven sent. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. She had no idea from the start true love, I'd found in my heart. One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Still, her smile, my breath it takes away wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say. All my prayers answered when into my life she came to me, she is everything. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise so much beauty, so much grace. SHE'S even more through my eyes. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Together, forever, I long to be can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet. The only one for me. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be. With you, I feel so free. A vow to you

Never Again
He's drunk again, it's time to fight She must have done something wrong tonight The living room becomes a boxing ring It's time to run when you see him Clenching his fists She's just a woman Never again I hear a scream, from down the hall Amazing she can even talk at all She cries to me, Go back to bed I'm terrified that she'll wind up Dead in his hands, She's just a woman Never again Been there before, but not like this Seen it before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Never again Just tell the nurse, you slipped and fell It starts to sting as it starts to swell She looks at you, she wants the truth It's right out there in the waiting room With those hands Lookin just as sweet as he can Never again Seen it before, but not like this Been there before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Well never again Never again Father's a name you haven't earned yet Yo

♥when♥
When life is a nightmare home is a dream When your all alone torn apart at the seam When wrong is all right and up is sideways When all these hours turn into decades When shades are just grey instead of black &white When time rewinds darkness now becomes light When it all falls to pieces & there is no glue When I am not me and your no longer you When heaven goes to hell the truth turns to lies When fairy tales are gone the world is all you despise When every one you love turns the other cheek When you try telling someone words you cant speak When you choke Ill be your voice loud & clear When you need someone remember Ill always be here

Enough Of The Bullshit!!
Alright folks! I'm sick and tired of trying to make frinds on this fuckin thing and to be ignored by some bullshit you confused about!! i don't have to explain a fucking thing about myself if i don't feel like tellin you or if you don't ask. I don't just blurt out my fucking personal life for no damn reason!! I talk to people on here for one reason and one reason only and that is to MEET PEOPLE!!!! nothing more nothing less, If i meet you in person,cool! If not i can still keep up on the internet in some form or another weither it be Cherrytap,Myspace, or Yahoo!! My one major pet peeve is when i talk to someone and they just leave me hanging, if you don't want to talk don't fucking talk but at least tell me "Hey, i don't want to talk to you". I'm a big fucking boy i can handle rejection. I've got too much time and too many things on my fucking mind to be worried about why such-and-such got an attitude with me. Most ladies i talk to on here think im about one thing! And you damn right i

Life
some people say they'd rather not have a father...sometimes i differ sometimes i agree .when i was born my father said i wasnt his and acused my mom of cheatin,but everyone knew HE was my father.as time went by, my mom moved from here to there.well when i was 2 1/2 she was datin this guy in cali.he was abusive.i can still remember gettin hit ,still remember wakin up in the hospital.turned out he had a record of child abuse.i also have a half sis(his daughter,she was pregnant with at the time).my mom got blamed for the abuse and was sent to jail.my family(my aunt) bailed her out.the state of cali took her and me away from my mom..im 28 years old and i can still remember the pain, the tubes in my chest( yeah i still got the scars),the smell of the air, and even the nurses name....larette.yeah it sounds as bs but its all real.somehow and someway my 'aunt and uncle'(my grandfather's aunt(yes i said grandfather's aunt) were allowed to adopt me me.in most cases they wont allow it to happen

"just My Luck"
Just a little update about me, had a Dr's appointment yesterday, didnt like the news. I'l get to that in a minute, ne way, last April i went into the hospital for 1 of those in & out things, well lets just say i ended up bein there a week & a half, Dr's said they almost killed me. So back to now, well i havent been the same since that & now im told...........i may have to go through it all over again! So Mondays test will tell all. All i no is i really dont want to do that again!

Knew I Wasn't Done...
Famous people that I wish would go away or just do their movies or records and stay out of the media... ALL OF THEM!!! If you get down to it these people work for us! So I would rather see them just do their job and then go away, unless they are personal friends of mine. No I don't care if they die or get sick or even lose their fan base and become un-famous back to the grimey depths where they came from. So fuck them too! The media makes it no better, by praising them and showing every personal thing that happens to them. So politician went into sugery, why should I care? How does he effect my life directly or, for that matter, indirectly? It's just me... I might be done... Realest

Testament Iii * Comments Rate Plz*
"Dreams are like bread crumbs...follow its lead all the way home" In this time of dynasty love is fought in battles of many but to embrace its meaning of one thing is to change another. we cultivate its challenge that amend our soul search of justice. our diversity comes from different background but how do we manage to carry out the loads pasions of each differences to determine acceptance and wanting. only in our dream are we able to tell who wat and which is the selectable. Dreams can be evidence of existance if its repeat twice only if u believe it. Dreams have power unlike reality. Dreams can read all the fine things and person we desire in life but cant and wont penatrate in reality without its belief been seen through your mind and heart. it existance is secretive just because u cant see it physically doesnt mean its not there. It not suppose to allow u to know its there but it expect u to hear see and feel its warmth and effect to give u a clue of chance to see if its r

Ufos
do people belive in aliens and ufos and stuff. you dont have to belive me if you want to. but when i was 13 i saw a ufo, in fact i might as well say the ufo saw me because i was walking on a small road next to a train track, and i saw something about 100 meters above me all i could see is 3 lights following me, i stopped on the spot i was thinking this thing would keep on moving, but no the 3 lights backed away the second i stopped walking, anyway i started walking again, and the 3 lights went above me moving the same speed as me, i stopped again, and the lights backed away the second i stopped, as this point i was starting to panic so i ran, the lights was moving the same speed as me,, than a train came by and the lights started to move off, ive never seen anything like that since then, it looked abit like this.

April Is Child Abuse Awareness Month,,love Shouldn't Have To Hurt
Get Layouts and Graphics TOP Angels Comment Graphics and Images Friends I know you are probably sick & tired of these child abuse bulletins, but think about this for a minute, If you're sick of hearing it how much more are the kids TIRED OF FEELING IT, HEARING IT, and LIVING IT DAILY!! Remember this to: What do you like seeing more? This: Or this: Plzz will you ALL USE THE TAG BELOW AS YOUR PRIMARY PIC ALL MONTH TO SHOW THAT YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THESE KIDS, and you wanna be a part of the solution ENDING CHILD ABUSE BE THE WAY OUT FOR THE KIDS SO THIS: ISN'T THE ONLY WAY OUT THE CHOICE IS YOURS I KNOW MINE!!! WE ALL SAY WE LOVE KIDS I'M ASKING YOU TO PROVE IT!!! If you can't help out the kids THEN TO EVERYONE READING THIS DON'T YOU EVER ASK ME TO HELP YOU W/A CONTEST AGAIN !!!! Concrete Angel Video

Lounge
COME ONE COME ALL... AND BRING A FRIEND~!!!!!!!! TO MY NEW LOUNGE I HAVE SET UP,... JUST A PLACE TO HANG OUT AND CHAT,GET TO MEET DIFFERENT PEOPLE :) http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6431 DONT BE SHY, HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE

To Everyone In Fff And Cb/cg
AS OF RIGHT NOW I AM RESIGNING FROM BOTH GROUPS TILL THIS SHIT ENDS. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO MAINTAIN ORDER WITHIN THIS GROUP IF THE 2 HEADS ARE HAVING ISSUES. THE ONLY WAY I CAN DO IT IS TO TREAT YOU 2 LIKE I WOULD THE OTHERS AND KICK BOTH UR BUTTS!!! I AM SORRY IF THIS PISSES SOMEONE OFF BUT I HAVE SPENT THE LAST 2 DAY THINKIN ABOUT THIS.

Welcome Home Engineer Company B Marines
It's been a year of bravery, honor and dedication. Last March, South Bend's Engineer Company B Marines learned they would soon leave for Iraq. The vow, “I will obey the orders of the President of the United States,” suddenly became a little more real for all of them. “We pretty much knew that it was going to come,” First Sgt. Robert Rhodes told WSBT News last year. “It's just been a matter of when.” On July 17, 2006, Company B left South Bend for Camp Pendleton, California. Some said their tearful goodbyes for the second time in three years. Sergeant John Lee of South Bend said his emotions varied. “You get excited some days,” he said. “Some days you get nervous obviously because you're going to war.” Local parents, friends and loved ones said they struggled through this deployment. Like the other Company B Marines on their second tour in Iraq, Debbie Smith's son -- Sergeant Andrew Freedman -- volunteered to go back a second time. She said knowing what to expect didn't mak

Having A Bad Day
Well my peeps I see who my real friends are and I can guarantee that you will be the only ones left on the list in the next hour. But I do appreciate the kind words. Although I am serious about the things I said, I am just having a pretty fucked up boring day. I mean nothing happened today not even anything bad! Have you ever been that bored that nothing happens at all? I might be done... Realest

Fan
So I sit up at night wondering what I'm doing I think of all the plans made and forgotten My mind stuck on thoughts that are not clear Ideas of youth and what they wanted me to be But I never saw it their way Some nights I wish I had The only sound is the fan, that has begged me to sleep on so many nights But tonight I cannot hear her song Where to go what to do Questions for some that are so easy For me, here, now, they are my great white whale And I always hunting Walls I have Some to climb, others I build So I brew a pot of liquid life and find forgetting in a movie at 4am The bags under these eyes I pack myself When will I learn to travel lite The mind jumps on nights like this It runs at a speed I cannot match I just want to hear that fan sing By Ray Bullock

Beloved One Of Mine....
¿ in a word, you make me cry at the moment you say goodbye, in a word you calm my storm, in a word you make me warm, with just a word you bring a blazing fight, with just a word we end the night, in the years we spent as one i felt your allpure, inside of me. with simple wisdom and well placed words, you lead me into a world unknown, you were my lover, you were my own, now you call to say one word i waited to know.. you said to me.. beloved..

I'm Sorry For Not Writing
To my Friends, Family and Fans I have been sick these past few day and am starting to feel better but I didn't stop it in time (or it was bound) to affect my breathing. With my asthma I have to watch any sinus infection and keep it from getting worst. I fear it just may have done just that, so I'll see. Love to all and hope to be my old self again SOON!!!!!!!! P.S. If I had your e-mails I would have to you all sooner and to let you know your not forgoten. ;-)

I've Missed You My Whole Life
I’ve missed you my whole life By my side you have walked With a blind eye to what is here for you I get close You push off I stay back You want more I give myself And you want the one who is a whore I miss you when you’re with me I miss you when you’re gone I miss you when we’re kissing Because I don’t ever want to be done You’ve held my hand Told me you understand Brushed your hand on my face Told me you’d love me forever Then turned and went to that other chick I’ll always be your best friend No matter if it kills me inside I sit with patience that you’re the one If you’re not I’ve wasted my life waiting No regrets because it was what I wanted I’ve missed you my whole life I just wanted to be your wife If you asked I’d never decline Because I wouldn’t want to miss you For the rest of my life

What The Fuck Is Wrong With You People?
Ok seriously, what the fuck is wrong with some of you? CherryTap Weddings? And getting excited over it like if its a real marriage? o.O honestly...have your social skills degraded that badly that you're taking a net joke seriously? How the fuck can you love someone whom you have never met, never touched, never even been around. Sure you can develop "feelings" for someone based on their personality without seeing them, but you can't love someone truely without being in their presence. I read someones blog the other day who was asking for information about visas and the like because after net marrying someone, she now wants to fly to his country and do it legally. What the fuck is that! There are certain things about people you just don't know without being around them. Fuck, do you know how easy it is to be someone else online then you are in real life? Heck I'm sure half of you do it without even realising it! For all you know the apparent love of your life (whom you've n

Executioner
please keep him in ur prayers and repost this! he needs all ur love'n right now so send all ur love'n here,fan him,add as friend,go threw his pics and find out he is a stand up man,raid his stash anything to let him know u r think'n of him..just click on pic. also he is the owner of the CLUBHOUSE CHERRYTAP LOUNGE. This is a good friend of Executioner's!My name is Tammy! He is in the hospital and is doing a lil better than he was! If any of you want to stay updated please contact me at ~TammyB3306~ Vice President For Club House CT@ CherryTAP Please keep Executioner in your prayers along with his family! Thanks everyone! EXECUTIONER/PRESIDENT AND OWNER OF CLUBHOUSE CHERRY TAP @ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'irma(bartender @th clubhouse cherrytap)' on '2007-03-20 17:57:59') (repost of original by 'racechick' on '2007-03-22 12:41:00') (repost of original by 'irma(bartender @th clubhouse cherrytap)' on '2007-03-23 11:33:34') (repost of original by 'NO 42 MEMBER O

Almost A Year Ago, We Lost A Hero..
Corporal Scott Lee Severns South Bend Police Department Indiana End of Watch: Sunday, April 23, 2006 Biographical Info Age: 36 Tour of Duty: 8 years Badge Number: 2018 Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Friday, April 21, 2006 Weapon Used: Handgun Suspect Info: Charged with murder Corporal Scott Severns succumbed to gunshot wounds sustained two days earlier, while attempting to take police action during a robbery when he was off duty. Corporal Severns was walking to his car with a friend when two men approached and attempted to rob them. One man was armed with a handgun. Corporal Severns drew his gun and stepped in front of his friend and pushed her to the ground as one suspect started firing. Corporal Severns managed to return fire, wounding the suspect, but not before sustaining several bullet wounds himself. Both suspects were apprehended following the shooting. The juvenile suspect who shot Corporal Severns was charged as an adult w

Bye
So as some of you already know i quit the SK family a few days ago!..Im not going to get into why though..but i was listening to music and i found this song...and OMG its ME and how i feel DEAD ON!.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com =(

The Last For Sure
You stir me so deep inside Now my feelings I can’t hide The flame burns out of control Now I don’t care about my soul Only the passion I hold for you Only You are the one who knew How desires we share can fan the flame That nothing of the world can tame Fires that forge two into one makes us forever till time is done To think you. To breathe you every day To long when apart for you in every way To know that forever you’re my heart and soul And to know without you I will never be whole Bonded in the spirit that we both share No other heart and soul can compare By R, Thomas Dinsmore

Two Hearts By Autumn Storm
I wrote this for my son's upcoming wedding and put it on the invitations, feel free to let me know what u think. Two Hearts When two hearts meet And Love is abound They can make it through all that might come around The good and the bad The dark and the light Happiness and sadness What’s wrong and right Working together Is the solution they’ll find No matter how awful No matter how kind For these two loving hearts, May they have a Blessed life Living together As Husband and Wife

Keep On Your Fridge.
Keep this on the Fridge Did You Know That? Drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately -- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know thatColgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer . Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infe

Livelife.
Written after finding out she was dying from cancer - by Erma Bombeck If I had My Life To Live Over Again I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. When my kids kissed me im

Last Thoughts Of The Day
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Natural Highs
>Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the >next one... > >IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at >the end. > >1. Falling in love. > >2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. > >3. A hot shower. > >4. No lines at the supermarket. > >5. A special glance. > >6. Getting mail. > >7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. > >8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. > >9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. > >10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. > >11. Chocolate milkshake.. (or vanilla or strawberry!) > >12. A bubble bath. > >13. Giggling. > >14. A good conversation. > >15. The beach. > >16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last >winter. > >17. Laughing at yourself. > >19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. > >20. Running through sprinklers. > >21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. > >22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. > >23. Laughing at an inside joke. > >24. Friends.

Irs Audit
> At the end of the tax year, the Tax Office sent an inspector to > audit the books of a synagogue. > While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said: > "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle > drippings?" > > "Good question", noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them > back to the candle makers, > and every now and then they send us a free box of candles." > > "Oh", replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual > question had a practical answer. > But on he went, in his obnoxious way: > > "What about all these biscuit purchases? What do you do with the > crumbs?" "Ah, yes", replied the > Rabbi, realising that the inspector was trying to trap him with > an > unanswerable question. > "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturers, and > every > now and > then they send a free box of holy biscuits." > > "I see!" replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could > fluster the know-it

How I See The World With Love In It.
Love.. is it a season ticket to my heart? A stage of various emotions from my soul? Love..is it a spontaneous whisper I want to hear from your lips? A graceful touch from my body? Love.. Is it a production of just my thoughts? A pleasure of delight? Love.. Is it a passionate interest from me to you? A fondness of hope? Love ... Is it a attachment on my courage of life? A elasticity of belief? Love... Is it wrong or right or just a border that can never be reached?

The New Thecnologie Of Guns
Weapon Accessories(FROM RED BOOK) 1.AR-15/M-16 3-Point Tactical Sling Adjustable length makes for quickconversion from carrying to shooting sling. ($28.99from) 2.LaserMax Glock Laser Sights Once you place that intimidating red dot, pulling the trigger may never be necessary. If you must fire, the LaserMax improves speed and increases accuracy, especially in high stress situations. ($338.99) 3.PentagonLight™ MD2 LED Laserlight Mark your target before pulling the trigger with the PentagonLight™ MD2 LED Laserlight ($479.99 4.PentagonLight™ MD3R Xenon Laserlight With the PentagonLight™ MD3R Xenon Laserlight you’ll never have to step into the dark without being fully prepared. ($579.99) 5.Hide a Gun Picture Frame Also called "Hide a Gun", these HEP™ (Home Enforcement and Protection) custom pistol frames are made to display on a wall and feature a hidden compartment. Designed to hold most pistol sizes. Provides easy access to your firearm in case of need. ($89

What Does This Mean?
I don't even know how to start this one tonight. If you have ever read Charles Dickens, "The Tale of Two Cities" it just feels like the best of times and the worst of time. But the worst of times are not really bad. I made dinner last night for the most amazing woman I have every met. I made crab legs, and some side dishes. And it gave her a time to relax. I have known her for 5 years now. But, have you ever not known how you are suppose to feel about someone. I am just confused I think. But, I know how I feel. Have you ever laid in bed and had a chance to watch someone fall asleep. The glow of the moon outside, reflecting off the window, beaming on her. Listening to her fall asleep. Knowing she is feeling like woman. Finally treating her the way you were suppose to in the beginning. I don't even know what to write. I know during the past couple of weeks I have cried. She even told me last night I was getting girlie, lol. Because I had a romantic table set, I

The Best Birthday Present
Yeah, so Wednesday is my birthday, so all I want for my birthday is eternal life and superpowers. Thats it, and ask me if I'm not serious, laugh a me request, do your worst, but I'm fareal. So if you have any argument to that, please let me know, I'm bored anyway let's talk. Realest

Cherrytap
CherryTap is for fun. That is my thought for the day. Any serious discussion has to take place elsewhere. Where? Your guess is as good as mine since we seem to thrive on the feel good carnival atmosphere in the US, and can't tear ourselves away from it. Still, as far as Carnival is concerned, CherryTap is fun.

Oil Change
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Craw

Antonella Barba
check out this link on Antonella Barba this is why she got kicked off American Idol i think its wroung because 90% of all celebrities have nude photos it should not been held aginst her. any how she hott check them out. http://pop.wizbangblog.com/2007/02/24/antonella-barba-american-idol-hussy.php

Celebrating
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" says my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?" So you see, there really are 2 ways to look at everything

I Need A Drink 3/23
Well.. I'm bored. I'm back in my hometown with no video game distractions or... anything really to do. Tonight, I'd really like to either finish concepting Abgrund (an ongoing labor of love Abgrund is german for Abyss that's all I'll tell you about the project :P) or I dunno... do a sizeable amount of work on the seventh issue of my comic. What I'll probably WIND UP DOING is watching an old movie, eat a sandwich and ... that's about it. I slept 14 hours today, no alarm clock. Needless to say, being a person that has to do something every day or I go insane, I'm kinda pissed and bored. I still need to mail one of my professors about missing class because... I'll be in fucking court at 9 in the morning monday. The best part about being robbed-is the ONGOING bullshit, recovery and endless beuracracratic inconvenience of the legal system. I think they're all being tried seperately, as there is only one defendant listed on my subpoena for monday, and there were 3 confirmed p

March 18, 2007
Sunday, March 18, 2007 to be drawn into pain Category: Writing and Poetry written March 17th 2007 Cold Pain I cry; Cut deep but only on the inside. but only to my pride. Want Sin I sleep I weep But only But only with my pride. on the inside. Death Hope I see I seek But only But only on the inside. find my pride. My soul it is weak... I Cry as it ....Dies....

The Universe
Ok here's one that I often spend long amounts of time letting screw up my poor little mind... Is the universe infinite? Personally, the limitations of my mind don't really let me accept either answer. By it's very definition, everything that exists has to be within the universe, which means there can be nothing outside of it. Not only that, but there can be no outside of it... There would have to be... nothing. Surely there would just be more empty space and then that would be more universe. So surely the universe isn't finite. You see... I'm already confusing myself. My mind can't handle this! If the big bang theory is true then it all started from one little bit which exploded and started travelling outwards. If this is true then what the chuff was there beforehand? No universe? Surely not. Even if it is true then if the universe is expanding it must have limitations and therefore can't be infinite. Anyway, this isn't going anywhere in particular. I think people have wri

I Felt Like Fucking You Today So...
I FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So pro

2nd Choice Accepted
Music Video:WALK IT OUT (by DJ Unk)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone the best thing that's happened today...well best THINGS...no lacrosse, spring break (FUCKYEA!!), and gettin an acceptance from my second choice college gettysburg!! the funny thing here is that when i was doing the supplement for it...well the essay to the supplement, and i had it right on the online supplement. my dad pushed the "send" button on the supplement but it said it had lost it and i wasnt going to start from scratch so i just didnt finish my application...yet, somehow i GOT IN!!! how fawkin awsome is that?! my dad picked me up from school and the mail was outside. the first thing he saw was an envelope from gettysburg and we joked about wat it might be until we got into the kitchen and i opened it. we both laughed and i taped it up on my fridge for mom to see when she got home. the funniest thing forrest said this week was to kaely in english - "you're a BIGFAT LAAAAAAME!" haha i lo

Why???
Why is it that when you love somebody and you fight for them it never seems to matter they always seem to go back to the one that treats them like shit!!! Makes no sense to me!!! What I can't understand is why a man whats to be with a women that treats him like shit instead of a women that would love him uncoditionally. You give your heart away and it gets shit on and stomped on and thrown away!!! Somebody please help me to understand why all the good girl get look passed and why are hearts get broke!!! I thoght that I had found my soul mate and the love of my life and once again I got proved wrong that he is no different then any other man on the face of this earth and tells what he thinks that you wanna hear!!! But yet does he know that end the end I will be the one that is happy and my heart will heal but he will still be miserable!! There is one man on the face of this earth that I can say will never lie to me and that is my daddy!!! I hope that one day I find a man that will love

Daddy's Poem.
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was sear

Ouch
My stomach hurts so bad right now. It has been like this for the past three days. I wish it would stop rolling. I really am just like my mother. Stress is coped with by getting a horrible stomach ache. I quit eating, it only makes it worse.

A Dying Time
So this is exhaustion, or a fascimilie there of. How can I deal with this? How did I deal with it the first time? Ten years of my father winding down, now Year One of my mother, and, fucking selfish me, how does this impact me? How does this affect me? Days in hospital, Days at home staring at walls feeling helpless, again. I know this is unstopable. I've seen Mister Death cloak and all lurking around, waiting for his time, but again? This soon? I want to say not this time, not this time... give me a respite, from you, a couple of years, we know that is transitory, but for me would be enough. He never listens. Just looks at the hourglass, tells you to count precious sands, and he's right, and I hate him.

Clinton & Obama Say Homosexuality Is Not "immoral"
(CNSNews.com) - Sens. Hillary Clinton (D-N.Y.) and Barack Obama (D-Ill.) responded on Thursday to Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff Gen. Peter Pace's comments that homosexual behavior is "immoral," but only after they were criticized for failing to do so by a homosexual advocacy group. "Well, I've heard from a number of my friends, and I've certainly clarified with them any misunderstanding that anyone had, because I disagree with General Pace completely," Clinton told Bloomberg News. "I do not think homosexuality is immoral." Also on Thursday, Obama released a statement on the issue. "I do not agree with General Pace that homosexuality is immoral," the Illinois Democrat noted. "Attempts to divide people like this have consumed too much of our politics over the past six years." The remarks by the 2008 presidential candidates differed dramatically from their comments on the issue made earlier in the week. On Tuesday, an ABC reporter asked Clinton whether homosexuality is

For All Animal Lovers.
>>> Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if >>> you don't and may decide you need one. >>> >>> Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. >>> >>> Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they >>> would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because >>> Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. >>> >>> Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. >>> Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there >>> the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky >>> always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular >>> that his toys stay in the box. >>> >>> It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something >>> told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it >>> was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. >>> >>> The night before she was

Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?". She began to

Testament Ii *comments And Rate Welcome*
"Sweet song of youth.. the wise..meeting of all wisdom" Every kiss ends with a smile it rains when u cry the wind blows when your angry it snows when you confused.. But no matter wat your sun will always shine when your calmed. Weather can interpolate each days events by its measure of how u feel. when comprehending stress the forcast becomes storm ranging from or to by hurricane or tornado based on body temperature that measures by its classification. by chance of effectiveness doesnt always summon right away or there after. your true emotions will indeed show cause only measure by the level of seriousness. Evidence that seek answer of cause and effect is hidden but it always respond weather depending if its postive or negative with side effects randomly by status only. "Sweet song of youth.. the wise..meeting of all wisdom" When u become angry the greatest strength above all and beyond inside u called "risk" your shield toward protecting against all threats of endangerm

Price Of The Cost
price of the cost got up one morning, awaking to the sound of the clock, threw on my clothes,realizing i couldnt find my sock, put on my shoes anyways, left for work, my phone rang, i answered the call, it was you on the other line, telling me its over, i dropped my phone to the floor, reached down to pick it up,and crashed in to a wall my body's laying broken, from your words spoken, feelin like i'm dreamin, inside my head i hear myself screamin, my body's bleedin, but we are what i lost what did i do wrong in my life, to make it end this way, could of known,never been told, trapped in my car,my body's turned cold, my breaths are shortening, i could have saved myself today my body's laying broken, from your works spoken, feeling like im dreamin, inside my head i hear myself screamin, my body's bleedin, but we are what i lost, you were the one thing i love the most, this ended up all wrong, my life meant so little to me, but you're the one i l

My Ct Wedding
oh wow... where do i start?..... DjBubba~Pastor~CO Owner~Wicked Intentions Radio~Chancellor/DJ of the Underworld did our service for us... it went by very quick... but let me tell you, before i was nervous as hell... the whole bit... sweaty palm, butterflies, pounding heart... what a rush... I'm so happy right now... i couldn't even put into words how excited i am... thanx to all that were there... WOW!!! I'M LUCKIEST GUY EVER"S CT WIFE!!!!!

Come Join Us And Party
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Time For An Aries Rant For No Reason
I'm tired of the same shit everyday. What is with this endless loop of redundancy it's enough to drive a man insane. I wish I had the power to liven things up every now and then, yes I do mean super powers! No joke I'm so tired of this real shit I'd rather be in the matrix or something or at least go there if I get bored. Maybe some fantasy land I can go to when I'm sleep or day dreaming. I ge tired of this flesh and blood sometimes. I know I've expressed this a few times before, but I don't want to ever grow old or die I want to stay this same age for all time. I'm not feeling this I need adventure and fun. One day soon all my dreams will come true. Realest

I've Learned...
I've learned.... that the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... that when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... that having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... that being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... that you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... that I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... that no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... that simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned...

To Jo-rod
The anniversary of your death is almost upon us,April 27th will be 6 years you'd be 30 years old. No one ever gave you a chance in life. You always smiled never let no one get you down.never hurt anyone always tried to help. I know you're in a far better place and you don't have to hurt anymore. Doesn't stop our hurt. The lil punk ass Bitch that killed got away with it he done had another kid. he came to the store the other day it was like someone was sticking a dagger through my heart, I wanted to jump over that counter and just go Krazy white Bitch on him.He ain't no man.A real man would've admitted he was drivin that car. I know I'm not supposed to hate But it's hard not too hate him. You'll never get married or have kids you were only 24 years old.He may have gotten away with it here on earth but He will meet his maker. I love you and I miss ya. I'll be going to the side of the road where your Cross is to put your purple flowers. I know you go there often.

Just To Let You Know...
I'm going to make this a little short but to let everyone know, Angel got to come home today. Everything seems to be looking good now, her blood count is still a little low but it's ok. She also wanted me to tell everyone, Thank You for everything, she really appreciated it. Now, I'm going to spend sometime with my baby, it's been to long. Talk to everyone later. Blessed Be, Wildman

Oklahoma Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Oklahoma FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Oklahoma FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the nasty bitch you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Oklahoma FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Oklahoma FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Oklahoma FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------

Library Cds...
So today (after therapy ...) I went to the county library for the first time in a month or so, couldn't find the book or the DVD Mozart and the Whale listed in the catalog, but picked up the following CDs... Johann Wenzel Kalliwoda (Jan Kalivoda) (1801-1866) - symphonies 5 and 7 (out of 7) and overture no. 16. (One of his overtures for orchestra was commissioned to, and inaugurated, the first season at Carnegie Hall of the New York Philharmonic, I think...? Something like that. So, had some recognition in his day. The 5th symphony I have another performance of on CD, I think this recording I borrowed is the third, which for a full-orchestra work by a now-lesser-known composer is not so bad. His concertino for oboe has done better, I seem to recall, but soloists get to push for things ;^) - that helps! Anyhow, it'll be good to hear another performance of the 5th, and the 7th for the first time.) (I started the article on this fellow in the English-language Wikipedia- mostly but no

My Friday Night
Was spent in the ER of Riddle Memorial Hospital. Why you ask? Well my friends boyfriend went in complaining of pain in the pelvic reigion. They thought it was a hernia, so they then did this ultrasound and and x-ray... so after about 4 hours they finally decide its not a hernia, a kidney stone or anything else that we assumed it could be. Instead one of his testi's ( the left one) got twisted and had cut off circulation to that perticular ball. So needless to say mister twist-a-testi has to go get surgery (tonight) to solve this problem unless of course the doctor can fiddle around with it and get it to fix itself. What a friday evening... But to top it all off... It was all made even funnier by the fact that I was semi-sober when i got to the hospital and totally geeking when i found out what was wrong.... True Story.

I Am So Proud But Yet So Upset
I am so proud of my son Dakota he was presented 3 Rewards today at school. He got the Principal's Honor Roll Award for Having All A's , He got a Citizenship Award for showing good Citizenship in the school. And he Also got the Top Flight Eagle Award for working so hard and keeping his grades up. What Parent wouldn't be happy. However the school year is coming to an end and they are telling him that no matter if he passes the CRCT Test (Which is a test to show how much a student has learned and what they still need to work on) He is going to Fail and be held back in the 1st Grade Again. Last year he was held back because He was struggling in Reading and they had thought that if they put him in the second grade this year that he would have Struggled. But now he has done a complete turn around and has all A's they want to hold him back again. There reason is Because he has missed 18 Days of school which I had sent a note with him For each day he missed and told them w

Sex&green Eggs And Ham
I WILL NOT HAVE SEX WITH GREEN EGGS AND HAM, I WILL NOT HAVE SEX WITH SAM I AM, I WILL HAVE SEX ON A BOAT, I WILL HAVE SEX WITHOUT MY COAT, I WILL HAVE SEX OUTDOORS, I WILL HAVE SEX ON HARDWOOD FLOORS, I WILL HAVE SEX WHEN IM WET, I WILL HAVE SEX ON A JET, I WILL HAVE SEX THAT MAKES ME QUIVER, I WILL HAVE SEX BY THE RIVER, I WILL HAVE SEX IN THE RAIN, I WILL HAVE SEX ON A CRANE, I WILL HAVE SEX IN THE CAR, I WILL HAVE SEX AT THE BAR, I WILL HAVE SEX WHEN IT'S DAMP, I WILL HAVE SEX WHEN WE CAMP, I WILL HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL THAT'S BI, I WILL HAVE SEX IN PLACES THAT ARE HIGH, I WILL HAVE SEX IN A SHED, I WILL HAVE SEX ON A BED,.... SWEET&KINKY

Testament *comments Rate Are Welcomed*
"My Reflections can make a an impression of everything that is true" you gotta make a sensual expression when everything engage nuetral. soon when everything is set right your ears spring it all just right you bring you visions of no worries warmth joy and freedom. My leadership may stir others but the followers must see past my point. u on the other hand will always have my path. i am destine to be with and in you always even through the darkest hours but never will our power be corupted by anything superior or inferior. that why my purpose show of creating our decendant inside you by given name Destiny. Your actions are my action when fulfilling our daily pasion for everything. my actions are your action when the outside world of greed and jealousy that would overpower us but the seed of our exposure using both the light and shadow will be in the compacity for worth not for grant. for each days and night wishes and desire i will always be inpregnant by your mind body and heart.

A Lil About Me
Im A Cali raised girl My folks road harleys long before I was born as did my Grandfather. I grew up with my parents working on maintaining their harleys and doing tweaks on them. I have also done the same would rather hunt fish ride or work in the garage before io went to the mall. Shopping bleck. I do engraving and I make paint and design parts for my harleys. Its therapy for me. I have and am into restorations and can do most i want due to the craft taught to me by a machinist. Also my job deals with why does something not work, I figure out what to cut where and how to make it function again or what thing needs to be placed where on a build. Im a project mgr. I teach classes for fun on PCs along with my sister and i do html code alot. Yeah a regular geek LMAO I ride more than i drive a car ..life is good *smiles* Im off to grab a shot of killer tequilla and take a presunset ride hasta l8trs

Poem
An Angel On My Screen by CD I met an angel on my screen So friendly, kind and sweet... She makes me feel so special I long for when we’ll meet... We’ve talked for hours here online And many on the phone... She’s brought such joy into my life When once I was alone. The love I feel within my heart Was but a dream to me... A dream that once was out of reach Has become reality... Ever present in my thoughts Always in my heart... Forever shall I love her And never shall we part. I met an angel on my screen So full of life and love... An angel that was sent to me From Heaven up above... Always with a kind word Her laughter fills the air... Her love is neverending A love that’s always there. So if you ever meet someone My wish for you is this... I wish you all the love I’ve found For it’s the sweetest gift... The feeling that you are so loved No other can compare... To have this kind of special love And someone with whom to share.

Soooo Very Embarrassing, But There Might Be A Silver Lining To It All!!
Ring... ring... "Hey, Mom! Are we still meeting to eat??? .... Where at??? .... How soon can you get here??? .... Is it okay if Aaron meets us there too??? ...." The call came in around 5pm. Because of traffic, I didn't catch up with her at Chuy's until close to 5:30. Aaron arrived after I did; just as we were called to be seated. What perfect timing! All things were good....until we were seated at a table on the back porch area. I sat down..... CRUNNNNNNCH!!! The dang plastic chair gave way and I fell on my side to the knee. The chair scraped my skin and ripped open the side of my pants. My son in law helped me up and offered to do something. I asked him if he would mind getting me one of the empty metal chairs from the other side of the outdoors area. Sat down in that and my pants continued to rip and was way to airy to the crowd of folks eating outdoors. I was going to move the chair to the other side of the table, but then I noticed that blood

Lost And Found?
I have yet to find myself in this world so I am lost. Adrift on the sea of humanity with no one to be next to me. I should be used to it by now I suppose but I am not. My heart aches when I see friends with loved ones near and I have no one to turn to. I'm not sure what if anything I do wrong. I tend to think most people see me as a friends only person rather than something else. Of course given the drama in my life I can understand why someone would run the other way. It makes me want to curl up in a ball and just hide away but then how will I meet that someone who might change my life? Each day other rough time waking from the slumber where I dream of a better life for me and each day another disappointment. Maybe the next day will be better - one can hope. So I sit here alone on a weekend night listening to the crickets and frongs outside my window. Lulled to sleep by that sound I find myself finally at peace and thinking of the next day's adventure....and hopefully not d

Sex Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit f*cking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!!

You Know Who You Are...
You hurt me. You made me feel like i was worth something and you ripped that all away. You werent willing to sacrafice your time and money on me, but you were all willing to make me sacraifce those for you. You didnt give me the time of day and you never acknowledged me ever, but you can be affectionate and crap with other girls. You said you loved me and that was it it was all talk. I said I loved you and I did something to show that I loved you. Im angry and upset with you. You cant toy with someones feelings, but that doesnt matter to you anyway. My feelings werent taken into consideration when you decided to rip my heart out. I doubt that you will ever read this because you never look at my profile anyway and you hardly read what I write so why am I even writing this? I dont know Im just really angry and upset and I needed something to vent what i was feeling. And i dont know what im doing anymore and it doesnt matter anymore anyway cause i dont matter

I Am Getting Sued! Lol.
figure this shit out! lmao. your fave person,moi', is getting sued! lol. but the funny part is why i am getting sued! yours truly is getting sued by the state of Florida ! and by my ex wife! for child support! nothing odd or funny about that. but, what is funny, is , i am getting sued for support of a child that isn't mine! what in the fuck is that shit about!?!? now, i am not the smartest man in the world, but, i did the math and , how can it be my child when her and i split up november 11, 2001, and the child is 2 years of age??? we haven't had sex with each other since september of 2001! now, i am no einstein, but, i do think this shit ain't adding up! lmao. so, i did what any guy in my position would do. i answered the petition and requested a paternity test! dna test , for those who need the small words! lmao j/k. and this shit is really starting to bug the shit out of me! both , the state and child support enforcement,have been told by her and myself, that i am not the dad! the

Read This!
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in you business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity a

For Gabe
Heaven Sent You are always there for me Our spirits connected as one From the very first time we spoke Our endless journey had begun So much more to see and know Your stories I love to hear Sharing all your dreams with me Right there to catch my tears God has sent to me a friend Your an answer to my prayer Our friendship lights up my life No more loneliness to bare When the evening rolls around Smiles on my face to see Happy thoughts are all I've had Knowing you'll be here with me You have brought light into my life Remember this when I am gone Do not cry and mourn for me Just smile when you hear our song

The Middle East
This is in reply to the British soldiers. First of all the diplomacy bullshit needs to stop. The military forces of the United States and England have enough firepower in the area to completely wipe the middle east off the face of the earth. I can't understand why we are trying to give someone a better way of life when they don't want it. I support the troops 100%. What I don't understand is why don't we get our guys to safety and start dropping bombs until there is not even any dust to settle. There are very few innocent people that live there. The camel jockeys are a hazard to world peace. IMHO take our guys out of there get our ships out of there and let the killers of the deep do there job from 150' beneath the sea then in a couple of hundred years from now we could go in and get the oil and would not have to worry about getting killed in the process. Am I in a bad damn mood today yes. While we are at it let me strap my second ex-wife to the tip of the first one that is launched so

Why Do Some Men?
Why do some men have to always give mixed signles? Ive been interested in a man for over 2 almost 3 weeks now. One minute he makes it look like hes about to ask me out the next he acts like hes not interested in me at all. Hes confussed and said he was interested but he didnt want to take things to fast. But after telling him how i felt about me he told me he loved me. Hes only said it twice and not in the same day. We spend alot of time together. One minute he seems interested in me the next he acts like we are nothing more then friends. Its stressing me out. Its part of why im sure im sick to my stomach right now. I dont know where thinks are headed with this man. If they are even headed anywhere. Its bugging me to not know. I dont want to rush him. But I hate all the mixed signles. Either he likes me and wants to be with me or he doesnt. Either way I just want no I NEED TO KNOW! Not knowing is just becoming to much for me.

My Current Addictions
1) The OFFICE. Yes yes yes. I cannot survive and wtf is the hiatus about. I CANNOT wait til April 5th... I am so obsessed with it. I mean JIM HALPERT = My future husband! and Jim and Pam are MENT TO BE! TEAM PAM FO LIFE YO! 2) Stevemadden.com you can create your own shoe and thats HOT. 3) No One Would Riot For Less by Bright Eyes. Conor is going back to his roots and I LOVE IT. I just was so unhappy with Im Wide Awake...Cause I had heard everything live for years now... and I loved Digital Ash...though no one else did, but Conor is back in full force!!! Plus come on.... these lyrics... ...Little soldier, little insect You know war, it has no heart It will kill you in the sunshine Or just as happily in the dark Well, kindness is a card game Or a bent-up cigarette In the trenches, in the hard rain With the bullet and the bit He says help me out Hell is coming Just kiss my mouth Hell is here... 4) Ask a gay guy on Youtube. YES. William Sledd makes my die hys

Friendship
none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will poin

3/23/07
My day was pretty boring again lol. I had to go for a dr. appointment and a blood test which sucked,but oh well lol, at least the weather was nice so it was a good chance to get out of the house I suppose lol. Today, was my friend's 27th birthday, so I imed him and told him happy birthday. Other than that I didn't do much after I got home but get online and chat and listen to music. CT and chatting and listening to music online are about the only things online that I really ever do anymore lol. Well, before I bore anyone any further I think I will end this entry here. I hope you all have a great night.

Adam And Eve
Seems God was just about done with creating the universe but he had two extra things left over in his bag so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told them that one of the things he had left was a thing that would allow the owner to pee while standing up. "It's a very handy thing," God told them, "and I was wondering if either one of you would like that." Well, Adam jumped up and down and begged "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems just the sort of thing a man should be able to do. Please. Please! Pleeease! Give it to me." On and on he went like an excited little boy. So Eve just smiled and told God that if Adam really wanted it so badly, he should have it. So God gave Adam the thing that allowed him to pee while standing up and he was so excited. He whizzed on the bark of a tree and then went off to write his name in the sand, laughing with delight all the while. God and Eve watched him for a moment and then God said to Eve, "Well, he

Life Sucks
Ok so yeah not really but it’s a good title to get people to read your blogs. So I got the lead role in this Play called “The Man Who Married a Dumb Wife” yeah it’s cool. Well this is my first blog so new and don’t really know what to say so I am going to cut it short.

Sept 11 Th Prayer
LORD, HELP US TO USE THIS TRAGEDY TO SEE BEYOND OUR DIVISION OF RELIGION, RACE, AND NATIONALITY AND TOO EMBRACE OUR COMMON HUMANITY. MAY WE LEARN, SEE THAT OF YOU IN OUR NEIGHBORS, AND EVER IN OUR ENEMIES. MAY LOVE OVER COME HATE, PEACE OVERCOME. VIOLENCE, AND FAITH OVERCOME DESPAIR AMEN

Thanks To My Friends
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Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a s

Love
Have I Ever by Ravenz23 Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it,

Fucking Pissed!!!!!!!!!!!1
YOU KNOW I CANT STAND IT WHEN SOMEONE AGREES TO SOMETHING THE "RULES WE WILL CALL IT" AND THEY CANT ADHEAR TO THEM AND JUST GO AHEAD AND DO WHAT THEY WANT! KEEP YOUR FUCKING WORD OR DONT MAKE THE DEALS! IN LAYMANS TERMS "DONT WRITE CHECKS YOUR ASS CANT CASH!"

Hello To All My Friends
Just wanted to drop a few lines to let all my friends that have stopped by that we have had to move again third time in the past 5 months. So if we havent been around in a while thats why, plus we had our pc fry and thanks to one of our closest friends we are now back up and running. So hopefully we will be able to catch up and start sending the love again once everything settles down some more... Just wanted to say tha we haven't forgotten you and thanks for all your love and support and all your prayers. Much love to you all

What Do You Call
1 . What do you call a cupboard full of lesbians? . A licker cabinet. 2. What do you call an Eskimo lesbian? .... A Klondyke. 3. What do you call 100 lesbians with guns? .... Militia Etheridge. 4. Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time? Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face. 5. What do you call two lesbians in a canoe? .... Fur Traders. 6. What is a lesbian dinosaur called? .... A Lickalotapuss. 7. What do you call a lesbian with long fingers? ... Well Hung. 8. Did you hear that Ellen DeGeneres drowned? ... She was found face down in Ricki Lake. 9. How can you tell a tough lesbian bar? ..... Even the pool table doesn't have balls. 10. What do you call lesbian twins? .... Lick-a-likes. 11. What's the definition of confusion? ... Twenty blind lesbians in a fish market. 12. What's the difference between a Ritz cracker and a lesbian? One's a snack cracker, the other's a crack snacker 13. What do you have when you've got 50 lesbians and 50 state w

Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
"one who seek this pasion of reward shall never abondon its consquences. the truth of love freewill wont set them free but true love of lust will. forever ones heart future will feel haunted if one escape thier past. ones mind becomes maniplated with thoughts and desire but deep down in pasion forever will its enemy be thier true soulmate." everyone who believe in the term "commands of commitment " shall be careful when sensing the future"

The Human Race Is Doomed Through Stupidity
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods....... On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) ========================== On Sainsbury's peanuts -- "Warning: contains nuts" (talk about a news flash) =========================== On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5 year-olds with head-colds off those bulldozers.) ========================== On Marks &Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????...) ======================= On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) ==================================== On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Deta

* Love *
LOVE ********************************************************************************************* * .. from your heart, soul and mind as one ! ... * *********************************************************************************************

Monsters In Our Midst
Monsters in our midst Did you hear about how that precious innocent lil 6 year old boy died? Father and son sexually abused and physically abused him while the mother pleasured herself! The men then strangled him, then the mom washed her husband and sons finger prints off his neck then put him in the trash

My Redneck Family
Just have to share this story... My daughter, Taylor, is a 17-year-old new driver. She's driving on her permit, so each driving experience is new. Last night, she got her first experience with very heavy rains. She called home to say she was on her way to pick up clothes but would be a minute because the streets were flooding and it was slowing down traffic. When she got home, without thinking about it, pulled in to her usual spot, in the yard by the garage. Of course, as a new driver, she didn't consider that she shouldn't park on a flooded lawn. The girls came in the house and gathered their things. As they were leaving, I went in to do some laundry. Had I not gone into the laundry room, I wouldn't have heard them spinning tires as they tried to get out of the yard!! I told my hubbie they were stuck. He got dressed and went to help push them out, all of them getting drenched in the rain. Well, the car is a front wheel drive, with a bald tire on one side and a donut on

It Will Be Out Soon
Got word this week that the new book will soon be available at amazon.com and barnes and noble. They've sent the book to the printer and sent news releases to the newspapers. The name of the book is "Your Fitness Trip: Start, Have Fun, Don't Stop!"

The Doc
I FINALLY got to talk to Dr Hicks (my psychiatrist) today, 2 days AFTER I called him the first time. He wants me to increase the Zoloft from 150mgs to 200mgs starting tomorrow, and he wants to see me Monday asap. I told him that my depression is worse and that I am almost suicidal. I will explain to him what I mean by that on Monday when I see him. I won't explain what I mean on here. It's still not a lovely thought. Whatever... I will stop wasting y'alls time now. BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS "Drilled A Wire Through My Cheek" I try to stay on top of you To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grasp that I have found Moving every inch around me To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surrounding And protecting you from harm I use a wallet for your mouth So when you bite you will not bleed I drilled a wire through my cheek And let it down and out my sleeve And now you're pulling out the best of me Yeah which never ever comes This wires all that

Unlucky For Some - Day 13
well only by an hour, and still not smoking, the woman in work in the non smokers group said i was officially a non smoker, but I think its going to take a lot longer, i have patches to last me for another week and a bit, so will try and wean myself off them but keep a box spare in case the urge gets overwhelming

Some Days
there are some days i lay in my bed and wonder what my life would be like if......then there are so many if's that i run myself in circles not getting anywhere....... i love my kids, i love my job most days lol.... but their is some thing missing in my life that makes me feel incomplete... i dunno if anyone else or everyone else feels this way or maybe it's just me.... i know that i am not tottally unattractive in body or in my personality, but wtf i can NOT for the life of me figure out y everyone is only interested in my body & what it can do for them....i know that i have nsfw pics i do those because i enjoy them & don't mind others enjoying them but they are not all that i am i think alot of ppl get caught up even myself in the virtual world what might be out there for us or what could be if so & so hooked it up w/ us that we forget about the real world around us... fantasy is great but i wonder if i am missing something out there in the real world waiting for me to get it..... oh

Lyric Post.
System of a Down - Lonely EMO Day. Such an EMO day And its mine The most EMO-ist day of my life Such an EMO day Should be banned It's a day that I can't stand The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life Such an EMO day Shouldn't exist Today I'll CUT MY WRIST Such an EMO day And its mine The most EMO-ist day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I'D RATHER I DIE FIRST! GRAB MY WRIST AND CUT AWAY! The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life Life Such an EMO day And its mine It's a day that I'm SAD I survived

Man Of The House (adult Language)
I got this joke in an e-mail today, thought it was funny enough to share... Hope you like! A husband had just finished reading a new book, "YOU CAN BE THE MAN OF YOUR HOUSE". He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on, YOU need to know that I AM the MAN of this house, and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me, and we will have the sex that I want. After that, you are going to draw me my bath so I can relax. You will wash my back, towel me dry, and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied "THE FUCKING FUNERAL DIRECTOR WOULD BE MY GUESS"

About My Show.. Keyword Here..myshow!
1. ON MY SHOW AND DURING MY SHOW. I HAVE A WORD OF THE DAY. WHICH DURING MY SHOW IS THE WORD FUCK! ITS MY SHOW AND THATS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE DURING MY TIME SLOT. I CAME UP WITH THE WORD OF THE DAY THEME AND ITS OK. IF PEOPLE SAY ITS OLD OR TOO OVERUSED, I DONT CARE. FEEL FREE TO USE IT. 2. MY SHOW ON WORLD ROCK RADIO IS AN EXTENTION FROM MY OTHER SHOW WHICH IS WHY THE NAME: "RAVEN'S" IN THE TITLE. MY OTHER SHOW IS A MORNING SHOW, THUS THE NAME EGGS & KEGS. SINCE IM ON PRIME TIME HERE, ITS MY SHOW LIVE (RAVEN'S EGGS & KEGS SHOW LIVE) 3. THURSDAY NIGHTS ARE MY BLOCK NIGHTS, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DON'T LISTEN. 4. I AM NOT A CHERRY TAP DJ, SO THEREFORE WHAT I DECIDE TO DO ON MY SHOW, IS UP TO ME. I CATER TO MANY PEOPLE WHO DO NOT HAVE CHERRY TAP ACCOUNTS AND THEY'VE BEEN LOYAL SPONSORS, LISTENERS, BANDS ETC SINCE I STARTED. SO IF THE LOUNGE SHOWS 10-20, BELIEVE ME, I HAVE WAAAY MORE LISTENERS. IF YOU FEEL IM TOO HEAVY FOR YOU, THEN DONT LISTEN. BUT KEEP IN MIND THAT LONG TIME LIS

What Is A Man?
ALL WOMEN WANTS TO KNOW THE ANSWER TO THIS..WHAT MAKES A MAN TICK..WELL FROM A WOMAN'S VIEW,I THINK THEY ARE MORE COMPLEX THAN A WOMAN IS..THEY WANT A LADY ON THEIR ARM..BUT IN PRIVATE WHO WANTS A LADY? RIGHT GUYS? YOU IVE THEM BEER,OR THE DRINK OF THEIR CHOICE FOOD,A WOMAN,AND THEIR TOYS..MOST OF THE TIME THEY ARE HAPPY CAMPERS..LOL..SORRY GUYS..BUT THERE IS ALSO MORE TO A MAN THAN THAT..THEIR THE SON,FRIENDS,BOYFRIENDS,LOVERS,HUSBANDS,FATHERS, WARRIORS,WORKERS,AND OUR BIGGEST SUPPORT..MEN LIKE TO WORK HARD AND PARTY HARDER..UNTIL THEY MEET THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE..THEN THEY BECOME THE PROTECTOR..I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE COVERED EVERYTHING..IN FACT I'M SURE THAT I HAVEN'T..SO IF YOU THINK I SHOULD ADD ANYTHING YA'LL JUST LET ME KNOW..

The Mayonnaise Jar And The 2 Cups Of Coffee.
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed tha t it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the was jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire conte

Do Me A Favor...
Please don't message me.....or put something in my Shoutbox saying you think I'm hot....or sexy...you wanna sleep with me....whatever.....that's not what I need to hear. I'm not gonna be around much for awhile, because there's something going on in my life that has just knocked the breath right out of me. I hope you all understand.

One Day At A Time
I recently got this in an e-mail, and I thought I would share it with all my cherry friends... I hope you enjoy... The Most Useless Thing To Do ~~~ Worry The Greatest Joy ~~~ Giving The Greatest Loss ~~~ Loss Of Self Respect The Most Satisfying Work ~~~ Helping Others The Ugliest Personality Trait ~~~ Selfishness The Most Endangered Species ~~~ Dedicated Leaders The Greatest "Shot In The Arm" ~~~ Encouragement The Greatest Promlem To Overcome ~~~ Fear The Most Effective Sleeping Pill ~~~ Peace Of Mind The Most Crippling Failure Disease ~~~ Excuses The Most Powerful Force In Life ~~~ Love The Most Dangerous Pariah ~~~ A Gossiper The Worlds Most Incredible Computer ~~~ The Brain The Worst Thing To Be Without ~~~ Hope The Deadliest Weapon ~~~ The Tongue The Two Most Powerful Words ~~~ I Can The Greatest Asset ~~~ Faith The Most Worthless Emotion ~~~ Self Pity The Most Prized Possession ~~~ Integrity The Most Beautiful Attire ~~~ A Smile The Most Powerful Channel Of

Hurt
LET'S SEE WHERE TO START, I HAD A GOOD JOB MAKING PIZZA, GOT FIRED FROM THAT JOB NO BIGGIE, THEN I STARTED LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB, GOT NEW JOB AT MCDONALDS HATED IT, AFTER THAT I GOT A NEW JOB WORKING FOR LOWES. I WORKED FOR LOWES FROM OCTOBER 05 TO FEB 06. I AM OUT OF WORK RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I GOT INJURED AT WORK IN FEB 06. IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE I HAVE WORKED AND IT SUCKS BECAUSE MY HUSBAND IS THE ONLY ONE WITH MONEY COMING IN. ON THE OTHER HAND I GET TO BE HOME WITH THE KIDS AGAIN GRANTED I CAN'T DO MUCH WITH THEM WITH MY BACK BEING SCREWED UP BUT I DO MY BEST. I JUST WISH IT WAS FIXED AND THE PAIN IS GONE BUT IT TAKES TIME FOR THAT.

Finding True Love,...lol
Your True Love Is a Scorpio Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

What Is Your Sexual Personality?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My 12 Days Of Xmas Gifts
The Twelve Days of Christmasfor azzura:Day #Who?What they got you1sta fitted corset made of cling wrap2ndLED christmas anal beads3rda leather blindfold and a motel key4tha dusty bottle of absinthe5thA nude portrait of your done from memory - when they were standing outside your bedroom window6thcrotchless panties7thA key to the playboy mansion8tha tray of lewd ice cubes9tha one-man puppet show using three simultaneous puppets10thA signed document releasing their body to you upon their death to do with as you please11tha dildo built for two12th

Got This As A Email
This is a little spooky I like the writing in green at the end!!!! Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green. You don't want to miss this!! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur , which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq , conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq . 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 15. E

A "slight" Survey
A "Slighlty" different myspace surveyWho Cares?Hello, I love you. won't you tell me your name:april Age?:26 Birthday?:2-26-81 No one cares, let us move on.What's the last thing you do before you go to bed?:Smoke a cigarette Watcha wearin?:my french maid outfit Got Pockets? Whats in them?:keys, lighter If you didnt have a computer, what would you be doing right now?:watching tv It's Peanut Butter Jellly time....yeah?:Family Guy? Totally, actual penut butter and jelly? Fuck that What were you thinking about before you started taking this lame thing?:how I wanted to take one Are you doing anything besides taking this survey?:yes if [yes] then What?:having a glass of Shiraz, listening to Tori I love him/her.:who? Who did you just think about?:oh! I see, a trick Let me be your psychiatrist...How are you feeling right now?:Great, slightly buzzed How does it make you feel when I do this.....?!:okay I'm sorry, dont cry!:I'll try Please dont tell your parents!:but why, we haven't done anything

Another Friday Stuck At Home
ANOTHER FRIDAY STUCK AT HOME. I'M REALLY SICK & TIRED SITTING AT HOME BY MYSELF. CHARLES HAS TO GO BACK TO WORK AND LEAVE ME HERE. GGGGGGGRRRRRRR I JUST WISH HE WOULD JUST STAY HOME WITH ME. EVEN WHEN I HAD A JOB HE WOULD GO BACK INTO WORK. I JUST WISH HE WOULD GIVE ME MORE ATTENTION & LOVE & AFFECTION. I JUST WANT TO BE HELD AND HIM TO LOVE ME & MAKE LOVE TO ME. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO TO GET IT THROW HIS HEAD THAT I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE. I'M HOME ALL THE TIME. WHEN HE COMES HOME HE GETS ON THE COMPUTER. THATS FINE BUT WHEN HE GETS OFF OF IT, ITS REALLY LATE. FUCK! AM I UGLY? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? AM I TO FAT? WHAT????? I JUST WISH HE LOVED ME THE WAY HE USE TOO. EVERY SENSE HE DONE ME WRONG IT HAS BEEN LIKE THIS. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING ALONE. I WISH I WAS BACK IN MY TWENTY'S & NEVER GOTTEN MARRIED THE FIRST TIME. I HAVE HAD ALOT OF FUN WHEN I WAS SINGLE. WELL, HELL!!!!!!!! I GUESS THAT IS LIFE FOR ME. NO WONDER I'M SUCH A MESS IN MY HEAD! I NEED SOME DAMN FUCKIN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!

Its Just Me
Hey people it is just me here. My name is Tim and I am just who I seem to be. I am a beer drinking fun loving party animal. I am not afraid of any man in this world except for one which would be my father. I am here to meet people like me or just want to be like me. If what I say or do offends you than I am sorry and that is all I will say. If you like my attitude then talk to me and I will respond honestly and openly. I hope we become friends and have a good time. Be good or at least be good at it all.

Viciousvamp.com Update
This next set will come to you in 2 parts so I didn't wait 2 weeks to post a new update and depending on the response I get from you guys I might just go ahead and post part 2 in a few days ;) So hurry up and go to www.ViciousVamp.com and check out the V. V. Doms Wicked Ex photoset in the fetish section gallery!

Administration (1)
This is not a general blog about being an administrator on Wikipedia; it was prompted by a recent incident fresh in the mind. Anyone can edit Wikipedia articles if not specifically banned, it helps of course to learn the (HTML-like) code, but there's information on site if I remember, on how to do that; there's community on site among editors, and editors with a fairly substantial, recognized contribution might pass a voting process and become administrators. (They can be nominated, or nominate themselves. ) The turnout in my election wasn't large but there was still a majority, and I've been an administrator onsite since mid-2005. An administrator is responsible for monitoring the site for vandals, for participating in deletion debates, and several similar tasks. (I have not held up much more than the first of these responsibilities lately, but think I'll return soon and do much more on Wikipedia...) To this end several links- to delete a page or image, to quickly roll back edits

Rating
This is for the asshole that rated my photo a 5. I don't mind the rating because that is why we have a 1 to 10 scale. What I am saying if you a man or woman enough to give a rating on someone then don't be a coward and identify yourself. I won't threaten to open a can of whup ass on the computer because that would be rather stupid then most chicken shits hide behind there computer with a fake name or better than that no name as who rated me. However if I were to ever meet up in person with a coward such as yourself I would imagine I would backhand the piss out of you. Like I say I don't mind the 5 but don't be a pussy and identify yourself you chicken shit. If this is NSFW then I am damn sorry about that block it or whatever you do to it. I don't care

Bored Bored And Bored, Did I Happen To Mention I Was Bored!!!!
HELLO, JUST ME AGAIN, SITTING HERE BORED OUT OF MY SKULL. THOUGHT I WOULD TAKE A FEW OUT OF MY BORING LIFE TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY NEW CT FRIENDS FOR THE ADDS COMMENTS AND RATINGS, YOU PPL FUCKING ROCK, THANKS FOR THE PLEASURE OF GETTING TO E A CT FRIEND, ALWAYS YOURS LISA

That's Just How I Roll!!
There has been a lot of stuff goin on in my life. Some very cool, some not so cool. I have run every gauntlet of emotions. From Cloud 9 to the Gates of Hell. I must say, I prefer Cloud 9. So, with that said, I'm going to be true to myself. I'm going to be who I am. The best me I can muster up in such termoil. I will make mistakes, that's a given. Can ya deal? Can ya handle that? My friends I will keep close to my heart. My enemies, whomever you may be, fuck you very much. I'm gonna keep on rockin with my horns high! If ya happen to see me along the way, say hello. This is one Wild Child that ain't givin up! I will see it through to the grande finale. Then prepare for season two. I'm hoping to have love and laughter on the way. Can you provide at least that much? I'm in love with a dream. Just waitin on the reality check. Let us hope that there is no need for a clean up on aisle 9! It could get messy. Muah!! Silver (veeery cryptic....lol....I'm in a mood!)

My Job History Lol
My first job was working in an Orange Juice factory, but I got canned. I couldn't concentrate. Then I worked in the woods as a Lumberjack, but I just couldn't hack it, so they gave me the ax. After that, I tried to be a Tailor, but I just wasn't suited for it, because it was a sew-sew job. Then, I tried to be a Chef - figured it would add a little spice to my life, but I just didn't have the thyme. Next, I attempted to be a Deli Worker, but any way I sliced it I couldn't cut the mustard. My best job was a Musician, but eventually I found I wasn't noteworthy. I studied a long time to become a Doctor, but I didn't have any patience. So then I got a job in a Workout Center, but they said I wasn't fit for the job. After many years of trying to find steady work, I finally got a job as a Historian - until I realized there was no future in it. My last job was working in Starbucks, but I eventually quit because it was always the same old grind. So, I tried Retirement and, you know wh

Mayo Jar And Coffee
THE MAYONNAISE JAR and 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the t

Tima Fae
This painting that my friend Denise did was inspired by me. You may not give a crap, but I do. And the reason is because the proceeds from this painting goes to Cancer~ Among the fallen leaves you can find Tima brooding..all days can't be sunny ones. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=36091985

Lover Style
The Exotic Lover 45% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 75% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover. The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit. In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, an

Just A Reminder For All Contestants
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS''' 2 DAYS LEFT FOR THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER OR LAW INFORCEMENT ON CT CONTEST IT WILL END SUNDAY ON MARCH 25TH. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHHOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO BE A WINNER FOR A BIG GIFT,AND ALL THE GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT ROM CHERRYTAP GIFT SHOP ONLY... THANK YOU AND HAVE A FABULOUS UP COMING WEEKEND! WildCat

Hurting.....
i dont really know were to start or were it all began to fall apart, my mind is broke and on these words i choke,my heart aches,my chest caves how can this all just go away all alone once again sitting here,without a friend without a love i thought so true please tell me why did it have to be you, so as i sit here,drinking this beer, i remember there is nothing to fear i have always wondered why i was here and how a word like love could mean and be so dear is there any thing after this, as i stair in the barrel of this 9mm in ignorant bliss,and the hollow point, holds my fates last kiss i wonder were ill go after this take a breath be real calm,all you will hear is a pop and then iam gone slowly fadeing ,letting go because i have nothing left to show,now in the end i cant figure out what this life was about,darkness now going fast i guess this breath is to be my last ,but now no one can hurt me , finally the end ,i still cant remember how all this to late T

What A Day/night
I'm setting in a all night cafe'. It's the only place open and where we all could warm up. And since none of us had ate it worked well. Once more the power is gone. Full & 100000000% gone. The fireplaces just weren't enough to keep that huge place warm & since my lady IS with child & we are baby setting an 9 month old and a 8 year old we decided we'd all find a place to stay. Well it was a nice plan. To bad it didn't work that way. And i'm saying this next time someone wants a favour from me..they can fuck right off.Out of all the people I know and CC know not a singel one could offer us a place even for a few hours. "Sorry" That's ok. It's cool they can't even offer us a floor with a baby n little boy and a pregnet woman? Well then fuck them. I'm not real sure what we'll do untill the working hours n we can get the power dealt with. A hotel for just a few hours seems a bit much. Soooo any of you live close to London? With a spare floor or something? Hit me up we'd pay! after all

With My Future Girlfriend
splash wine on a your neck nibble on your neck hug while we watch a movie kiss until we fall asleep take a shower together get a lap dance when you see me you smile and just hug me you drive me around when i just want to go you tell me you love me even when im being an ass you moan when i spank your ass you tell me how much you want me even just after desert we watch old movies and every time they kiss we have to kiss walk on the beach watch some porn together look at the airplanes land go downtown to the art galleries sing a song on the radio as we are in the car at the same time play with your fingers while I'm at a stop sign join a gym together go to the zoo have a picnic get matching phones visit me at work on my break visit you on your job on your break afternoon delight ~Timmy~

For Mystic
My Sweet daughter Born of my blood Eager to learn the ways of the Gangrel Worried she may disappoint Though she shall not disappoint anyone A fathers watchful eye on her Leading her, training her, teaching her Opening he senses, listening to The new world around her A proud father watching her As he watched His First Daughter Cherie grow and know she is safe And as Cherie's power grows So does Mystics,power grow A Proud Father watching them both grow And become strong women Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Nation States
Dont know if there are any players on cherry tap who are playing the game Nation States, I started a nation a while back, but had no one to play with at the time, anyway a friend of mine has just started playing and I have set up a forum on the scarybirds site for more info. Set up the Dominion of Elvinir and I am now a corrupt dictatorship, as you vote on issues your economy, civil rights and political freedoms change UN Category: Corrupt Dictatorship Civil Rights: Very Good Economy: Reasonable Political Freedoms: Unheard Of The Dominion of Elvinir is a tiny, environmentally stunning nation, notable for its compulsory military service. Its compassionate, cynical population of 5 million are ruled with an iron fist by the dictatorship government, which ensures that no-one outside the party gets too rich. In their personal lives, however, citizens are relatively unoppressed; it remains to be seen whether this is because the government genuinely cares about its people, or

Sway
words so true wish I would have thought of them before they came from you but I can not take back what is said and done only move forward as each new day should come I could make excuses but none would be real for I Sway in the wind as you have said simply not fair to any friend if there is one thing I know it is not by desire but fueled from fear I know I am better than I have shown here fell in my own trap the one I call life trying to climb free but only pulled you in with me so I release what I have done tho it can never be taken back I can't take you to where I am going so I had to say goodbye my thoughts and prayers with you always as I Sway to the winds of the new day

More Quizzlings
Just cuz I wore a bit of make-up sometimes.... Which Batman Villain Are You? You are: THE JOKER!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ~~~~ Good lord I have no idea what this means but I am afraid and slightly ashamed. What Psychosexual Symbol Are You?

Survey
Name: Tina-cutter-born synner Birthday: 7/6/74 Birthplace: Fitzgerald,GA Current Location: Springfield,MO Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: naturally red with bottom half dyed black Hair Type: shoulder length & very curly Height: 5'0 Right Handed or Left Handed:Right Your Heritage: irish, german, black,native american Religion: atheist completely and utterly The Shoes You Wore Today: white filas Your Weakness: givers of pain Your Fears: not being heard or understood Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni & pineapple Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to loose another 50 lbs. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatever Thoughts First Waking Up: dammit, it i reset the alarm i can sleep another 10 minutes Your Best Physical Feature: hair, eyes, & some say my boobs Your Bedtime: whenever i finally get tired Your Most Missed Memory: hugs from a sober parent Pepsi or Coke: mtn dew McDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: single Chocolate or Vanill

The Lover Quiz
kafka69, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The Surprising Lover 68% partner focus, 42% aggressiveness, 60% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Surprising Lover. The Surprising Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and, like the name implies, is often filled with hidden delights and talents that might not be apparent from a surface knowledge of the person. The Surprising Lover is rather

* Transforming Your Creations Through Love *
* TRANSFORMING YOUR CREATIONS THROUGH LOVE * ********************************************************************************************* * I love you always in all ways * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Transforming your Creations through Love * ********************************************************************************************* Why is Love the most powerful vibrational pattern in your entire world? Why is Love the strongest? The purest? Why can Love transform? Because Love contains all possibilities in its purest form. That is why Love has the power to change all things. It is the All That Is. Now anger does not contain all possibilities in its purest form. The vibrational rhythm of Love has all possibilities, so it has the capability of identifying and wrapping the rhythmic pattern of anger

What Every Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. _______________________________________________

Sky Without Stars.
The city never sleeps. I walk the streets Illuminated by false light I look up and see no stars. People leaving clubs and bars Ugly humans hiding scars They look at me I see right through them I see the emptiness in their hearts There's no one here now I'm all alone here, all alone But in the crowd. Concrete jungle wild life prowls. The old beggar stumbles past me - voice mumbles of a life unknown He's my past and yet my future I yearn for the mountains the forest and the streams I yearn for the freedom from concrete dreams.

* Manifest *
* MANIFEST * ********************************************************************************************* * your dreams into reality and your reality into your dreams * *********************************************************************************************

R.i.p Eric We'll Miss Ya Bro
3/23/2007 Eric Medlen 1973-2007 Eric Medlen, 33, who had emerged as one of the most popular young drivers in the NHRA POWERade Drag Racing Series, succumbed Friday afternoon to injuries suffered when his race car crashed into a guardwall during a Monday test session at Gainesville Raceway. The talented Funny Car driver never regained consciousness. After being treated at the track, he was transported by ShandsCair helicopter to Shands at the University of Florida medical center where medical staff treated him for four days for a severe closed head injury. "Eric suffered from severe traumatic brain injury with diffuse axonal injury, or DAI," said Dr. Joseph Layon, professor of anesthesiology, surgery and medicine and the chief of Critical Care Medicine at UF. "Survival rates associated with DAI are low. "On Tuesday, UF and Shands neurosurgery team performed a cranjectomy and removed the front portion of the skull to relieve pressure and attempt to improve blood flo

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Aletheia Kikugawa, Forever Missed! Rip 1-10-07
Aletheia Kikugawa, forever missed! RIP 1-10-07 Pregnant woman's boyfriend is arrested in her slaying By NICOLE MARSHALL World Staff Writer 1/11/2007 A man had blood on his clothing and was driving his pregnant girlfriend's car when he was arrested in connection with her stabbing death Wednesday morning, police records show. Detectives arrested Jesus Francisco Hernandez, 33, on a first-degree murder complaint in the death of Aletheia Kikugawa, 32. Kikugawa was four to five months' pregnant, an arrest report states. After an autopsy and review by prosecutors, Hernandez could be charged with the death of the fetus as well as with Kikugawa's killing, according to state law. The slaying was discovered by Kikugawa's ex-husband about 10:30 a.m. Wednesday, when he went to her residence at the Colonial Park Apartments, 7633 E. 21st St., to pick her up for an appointment, Officer Jason Willingham said. "When he walked inside, he saw her on the kitchen floor, dead

Gentworld.com
I'm trying to win the Gentworld May model contest. Right now I am in the lead, but could use all the help I can get to win. Please click below to vote for me. Vote for Renee. Also if you register your votes count for 5 and you are entered to win a great prize. Thanks.

* The Laws Of The Universe *
* THE LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE * ********************************************************************************************* * create the world you want to be in .... * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Be the change you wish to see in the World * - Gandhi ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * "Evolution keeps bumping upward to new levels of creativity and surprise. We're her latest gizmos, her latest toys. Our mission, should we choose to accept it, is to throw ourselves with all our might and mane into what the universe will do with us or without us--creating new forms, new flows, new ways of being, new ways of seeing." * -- Howard Bloom ********

Please Report Joefresh82
SEND AN EMAIL TO YAHOO OVER AND OVER AGAIN. ITS BEEN 2 WEEKS, THAT GUY IS STILL USING MY NAME. PLEASE SEND IN A COMPLAINT, I KNOW YOU GET THE GENERIC MESSAGE BACK, BUT LETS KEEP DOING IT, UNTIL YAHOO SHUTS HIM DOWN PLEASE..............

The Pain In Pleasure
When the burning of day is over night beckons us to sweet surrender. Under the cooling glow of the stars we open our eyes and let our restless desires taste the sensation of pain in pleasure. Beyond law and morality lies a freedom so unfettered that each step is the first of a new journey. Each breath taken grants our bodies chemical reactions so exciting and fresh. It is not what we seek but in our seeking that pleasue holds us to its sensual warmth. It is not the destiny but the journey; not the orgasm but the delight of anticipation. During the moments when time spans out into eturnity it seems almost possible that such a deep pleasure might never end. How is it that a moment so powerful and passionate could be so fragile in time? And when the song is over and the sweet dance of pleasure comes to an end are we to lay naked and ashamed or revel in the new world that spans before us? When we stand on cusp of paradise should we hear the calls of a stale past? Is it pos

Kiss
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. _______________________________________________

My Only Friend
Frigid to the core Pain my only friend Anger harbored deep inside Trust me i will let you down Allow you to fall Show you the world you dont want Take me in like poison I'll lick my lips Give you a kiss worth remembering Then steal your soul Course through your veins like a bad disease Wish to forget me Toxic blood pour from these wounds Enchanting eyes put you under a spell Naked inside Break me again Make me scream again Pain, my only friend

Love
Artist: Tesla Song: Love Song Album: Time'S Makin' Changes-Best Of [" Time'S Makin' Changes-Best Of " CD] So you think that it's over, That your love has fin'lly reached the end. Any time you call, night or day, I'll be right there for you if you need a friend. It's gonna take a little time. Time is sure to mend your broken heart. Don't you even worry, pretty darlin'. I know you'll find love again. Yeah. Chorus: Love is all around you. Yeah Love is knockin' outside *YOUR* door. Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know. Love is all around you. Love is knockin' outside **YOUR** door. Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know. Chorus / Outro: Love will find a way. Darlin', love is gonna find a way, Find its way back to you. Love will find a way. So look around, open your eyes. Love is gonna find a way. Love is gonna, love is gonna fin

Moving Along The Subject Of "pathetic"
I have clearly stated on my profile that I am not looking to hook up, I'm not into other people's pussy (I have my own), and again, that I don't want to see naked pics. I'm not a prude. I like to look at dick as much as the next chick or gheyness but I CHOOSE the dick I look at. Let's talk about the ridiculousness and pathetic behaviors I have encountered today. I assume within a month I will have ample information as to write a book but for now; here is what I have been pestered with so far: Asshole # 1- You should check out my NSFW pics, wow, you are so pretty my reply: You should get a life and if you truly want me to check them out; be prepared to be laughed at. Silly, short white person. (on a little side note: white dudes under 6' have no chance in hell of ever hitting this) Asshole # 2- You should get a divorce because I could fuck you better. my reply: When was the last time you fucked my husband? Bitch # 1- if you ever do decide to go my way, come my way. My rep

Poetry Contest
My CT Family Friend "Nadelle" has entered a Poem in a National Contest. You're allowed to cast a vote once a day. Please take a minute each day and Cast a Big 10 for her poem. I'd like you to also repost this bulletin. http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=6154772

Salutary Thoughts
Oy, what an overused pun. Even if it's been pointed out already, it's worth another person pointing out again... The salute photo (and I haven't posted my attempt yet either... I know) isn't about "see? I'm real!" whatever that means (erm... you were maybe... don't know.) It's about being or not being the person people thought they were adding if they came from another site, about being the person in the other photos (if relevant- since there -is- no question of that in Orly's case...), that your account hasn't been hacked since you set it up, or given by you without your friends knowing to someone else, and the security of your friends-only blogs, photos and other items likewise (and any privileges your account has, not just ability to read/see/etc., go with your account to whoever has the password, obviously- including administrative; think of a hacked bouncer account, say.) (This last part is more of a tangent and hacking is a separate issue, on consideration- never

My Gramps Is Going Into The Hall Of Fame
Hey check this out my grandpa's made it to the Hall of Fame http://www.canada.com/saskatoonstarphoenix/news/story.html?id=170cf584-9dc6-48ec-b407-b765e6bc6418 just copy paste the link

Transmission
ok i need to know if anyone can tell me where i can get someone to help me rebuild my transmission yes i said transmission lol for a 93 ford exploder 6cyl ohv with 4 wheel drive....just asking for suggestions let me know talk to you all later kisses and huggs caro

10 Commandments Of Harley Davidson
The Ten Commandments of Harley Davidson 1. The one true American-made motorcycle is the Harley-Davidson, and thou shalt put no other motorcycles before it. 2. Thou shalt not bow down and worship nor serve the god of chrome; for, lo, he is a false god and will not get thy butt home. 3. Honor thy authorized dealer and thy hog chapter officers, that thy days may be long and fruitful in the land of Harley. 4. Remember the weekend, and keep it open. for it is written, five days shalt thou labor, and for two days shalt thou ride thy Harley, drink beer, and f**k off. 5. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's Harley, nor her manservant, nor her maidservant, nor her ox, nor her cute little ass. 6. From the throne of thine Harley, thou shalt not stoop to wave at sinners who ride jap-crap, for jap-crap is known to be the handiwork of the devil. 7. Thou shalt not pass by nor turn away from thy brother Harley rider who is in mechanical distress. (Remember this & live by it!! Rhond

This Little Fuck Just Wont Leave Me Alone
THIS FUCKER WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE Current mood: aggravated THIS LITTLE FUCKER WILL NOT GET THE POINT, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM. I BLOCK HIM FROM ONE THING AND REMOVE HIM FROM THE OTHER. THEN SOME HOW HE FINDS A WAY TO GET TO ME AND HARASS ME. WFT. THEN HE TRYS TO THREATEN MY LIFE, WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG. WHAT THE HELL. HE CLAIMS IM PLOTTING REVENGE ON HIS ASS WITH HIS SO CALLED FAMILY? NEWS FLASH YA LITTLE FUCK, THEY ARE NOT YOUR FAMILY, AND I QUOTE UNQUOTE YOU SAYING WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER AT THE TIME "I HAVE NO FAMILY". SO QUITE TRYING TO HUNT ME DOWN. I AM HAVING PAPERS DRAWIN UP, AND IF SO AS TO SO TRY ONE MORE FUCKING THING, YOUR ASS IS MINE, AND THEN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT REAL FUCKING REVENGE IS. ITS A LOT HARDER IN MILITARY COURT THEN IN REAL COURT. SO LEAVE MY FRIENDS, AND MY FAMILY ALONE. AND QUITE TRYING TO SAY THAT IM NOT RELATED TO THEM, WHEN I HAVE ALL THE PROOF I HAVE. ITS CALLED A FAMILY TREE. OH WAIT, I FORGOT YOU HAVE NO FAMILY, CAUSE YOU RAN AWAY FROM H

* Family Tree Of Consciousness * Higher Self * Subconscious * / * Emotional * / * Reasoning * / Superconscious * Mind * Soul Matrix * Dora *
* Family Tree of Consciousness * Higher Self * Subconscious * / * Emotional * / * Reasoning * / Superconscious * MIND * Soul Matrix * DORA * ********************************************************************************************* Family Tree of Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Self) The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (Source) The 6 primary levels of Identity are: 1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix) 2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix) 3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix) 4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix) 5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix) 6) The Gemantic Enti

Toni Braxton-you're Makin Me High
Ill always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I cant help but touch myself Thats why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlight, with you there beside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When Im around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise Youre makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby Cant get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When Im around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise, ooh boy Youre makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby I want to feel your heart and so

Food For Thought
Since the Raiders love to retread everything under the sun, including the latest mistake of Booty (we ought to bring back Moon while we are at it for some comic relief on this team), they ought to bring Ass-Rod over, too, since the mother fucker can't play baseball, let's try him out for the Raiders, I bet he can play better football!

Ok...
Sorry, but this is a sappy-sorta personal-kinda just a fat girls babble. If you don't like me, or this sort of blog - don't read it. Simple as that. I feel the need to get this off of my chest (again!). I'm sure most of you who read this, will think I am some sort of insecure twit. Insecure? Yes. I am. I will be the first to admit it. Why you ask? Because on a daily basis, I'm forced to look at all sorts of pretty people.Whether it be in person, online, on TV or whereever. I am not one of those people. And anyone that says that I am are completely full of it. I know, I know, I know - Beauty is only skin deep, and in the eyes of the beholder. But in order for one to be pretty, don't you have to feel pretty? I'm sorry. But I don't feel pretty. I don't feel cute. I don't feel sexy. I feel like a fat pig. I'm sure that there are some of you that'll probably agree with that.Frankly, I don't blame you. Point of this blog? I'm not sure exactly. I just felt the need to vent to mysel

Silent Lucidity
Hush now, don't you cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye You're lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over... or has it just begun? There's a place I like to hide A doorway that I run through in the night Relax child, you were there But only didn't realize it and you were scared It's a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the years And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly you hear and see This magic new dimension I- will be watching over you I- am gonna help you see it through I- will protect you in the night I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity (Visualize your dream) (Record it in the present tense) (Put it into a permanent form) (If you persist in your efforts) (You can achieve dream control) (Dream control)

Too Much
I'm seriously so fucking sick and tired of all the shit that is going on here at home lately. That's part of the reason why I'm not on here much lately. School is just about the only place I can get away from all this shit. But lucky me... I have no Saturday class this weekend. Argh.

Guts Vs Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and saying: "You're next." Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Baltimore The Slowest City In America
Gee, ya think? I thought the lazy asses at Popeyes who slur their grammar and shuffle like Step n' Fetchit was only me being an uppity buppie. http://www.wbaltv.com/news/11347069/detail.html?rss=bal&psp=news

Us
Who's come to sleigh the dragon.. Come to watch him fall Making arrows out of pointed words Giant killers are we all To much contradiction... To many un spoken words that should be said to much confusion. All there really is... Is the two of us. And we are surrounded By our song. Nothing to explain Its a part of us. And we will be together Now and forever more....

George Michael-fast Love
Looking for some inspiration Made my way into the night All that bullshit conversation Well baby can’t you read the signs? I won’t bore you with the details baby I don’t even want to waste your time Let’s just say that maybe You could help to ease my mind Baby, I ain’t Mr. Right Chorus: But if you’re looking for fastlove If that’s love in your eyes It’s more than enough Had some bad luck So fastlove is all that I’ve got on my mind What’s there to think about baby? Looking for some affirmation Made my way into the night My friends got their ladies They’re all having babies But I just want to have some fun I won’t bore you with the details baby I don’t even want to waste your time Let’s just say that maybe You could help to ease my mind Baby, I ain’t Mr. Right Chorus What’s there to think about baby? Get yourself some lessons in love In the absence of security I made my way into the night Stupid cupid keeps on calling the But I see nothing

Chains
Chains that bind you Can you break free Chains of pain Still fresh Bind your body Chains of distrust Bind your heart Chains of anguish Bind your mind Chains of death Bind your soul Can you break these Chains that bind you As if they were never there Gone no longer to remind you Past lost future reborn Break them and pain you feel no more I feel pain I feel sarrow I feel remorse I feel love For I am your chains I bind you To hold you To keep you For this I love you ~Stacy~

For A Dirty Little Girl Out There
i opened the door and stepped inside made my way down the hallway stopped at the bedroom door i heard something leaned in just a little there it was a soft moan and the rustling of covers.I peeked around the corner there you were laying on your back legs spreading. my heart started racing.I slowly and very quietly unbutoned my pants slipped off my shoes you were very soflty caressing the lips of your pussy i unbuttoned my shirt and stood there fully naked my cock throbbing i could already see the pre cum leaking out of me making the head all shiney. I glanced back at you i could see your pussy starting to become excited your lips were parting ever so slightly i could just see a glimmer of juice as your fingers dipped in for a taste of what was to come. I grabbed my cock and felt it twich from the excitement i thought about how i loved your pussy i could spend hours sampling the dew off your petal how i yearned to trace the folds of your vagina with my tounge lovingly circle

Blood Milk And Sky
A ray of moonlight shown through the window like beem of pure silver illuminating a shadowy figure sitting alone in a dark room gazing out of the window. It was a beautiful night out the air was crisp and cool the moon was full and the stars shown brightly in the clear night sky. He sat there and thought about something he had heard once when he was younger something about it taking hundreds of years for the light of the stars to reach us he thought about how strange it was that he may be seeing the light of things long gone and he thought of how that pertained to himself, for did his light not burn out long ago yet... he was still here. As he sat there lost in thought his concentration was suddenly broken by a knock on the door, It was not unexpected he rose from his seat by the window and strolled over to the door he turned the lights up a little just enough to be able to see and then he opened the door. Standing before him was a very atractive young girl dressed in a gothic sty

* Evolution * * Biospiritual Evolution * Evolutionary Mechanics * Family Tree Of Consciousness *
* Evolution * * Biospiritual Evolution * Evolutionary Mechanics * Family Tree of Consciousness * Soul Integration * ********************************************************************************************* Evolution ********************************************************************************************* From the perspective of the Incarnate Identity (HU-1) the process of evolution is the process of incorporation all 6 levels of multi-dimensional identity into the conscious cognition of “I am…” ********************************************************************************************* (See: Bio-Spiritual Evolution, Evolutionary Mechanics, Family Tree of Consciousness and Soul Integration) ********************************************************************************************* (Voyagers I – Page 137) The true process of human evolution is concerned solely with the incarnates' expansion of perceptual consciousness into higher dimensional fields which ar

What Would You Do ?
You make the choice Don't look for a punch line. There isn't one. Read it anyway. My question to all of you is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question. "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe, that when a child like Shay comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes, in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following story: Shay and his father had walked past a

Life Sucks Sometimes
dead hot burning red visions of madness dance through my head death on the left fear on the right searching strugglingto find the light pain anguish memories I carry demons of the past my back do harrie I push on yet I fall back slipping sliding into hell's firey crack I cry I scream I strike out the ground around errupts with a flaming gout the darkness surrounds me no safety I see doomed forever by Fates decree. and on and on for 11 more pages.Guess I was having a bad day.

Complete
Complete I'm half a woman, with half a heart And half a mind when we're apart But when you're here with me I'm complete My heart had been so uninspired Love left a lot to be desired But when you're here with me I'm complete Chorus You're the half that makes me whole The missing piece, my second soul Your love fills all my needs Baby when I'm with you, can't you see I catch my breath, I lose my cool I watch my heart break every rule But when you're here with me I'm complete Chorus I'm satisfied, I'm so content Now my world makes perfect sense When you're here with me I'm complete I'm complete

Bleah....
I'm at work, fighting with an old handspring and Outlook 2003. Good gods. I doubt they are meant for each other, but I gotta make it work. *sigh* Other than that, I was supposed to go to the club last night, but ended up driving to Burien to rescue a friend from her, now ex, abusive boyfriend. Gaaah! It took all night. I finally got home around 2. *sigh* Of course, I'm feeling a little odd today. It's one of those moments when I realize that I have no interest in sane women, yet I feel the tug to spend some quality make-out time with someone. Looks like a trip to the looney-bin for me, eh? LOL I heard this song on a friend's page and I think it's pretty accurate.. I'll post the lyrics here, but you'll have to find it yourself if you want to hear it. By the way, it's full of vulgar, adult langauge. You've been warned... Now, I'm going to get some stuff done and head home. I can't remember what else I was supposed to do.. My poor memory is shot. JJ Buckcherry - Crazy

15 British Taken Hostage
Iran seizes 15 British Navy personnel Reuters Friday March 23, 03:42 PM * Email page * IM Page * Blog this on Yahoo! 360! * Print page BASRA, Iraq (Reuters) - Iranian forces seized 15 British Royal Navy personnel who had searched a merchant ship on Friday, the Ministry of Defence said, triggering a diplomatic crisis at a time of heightened tensions over Tehran's nuclear ambitions. The ministry said the incident took place in Iraqi waters, where it routinely searches merchant vessels with U.N. permission. Remove your self from my list if you don't repost this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR MORE INFO THIS IS THE LINK http://uk.news.yahoo.com/23032007/325/iran-seizes-15-british-navy-personnel.html PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FELLOW BRITS SAFETY

Wd-40 ... Well Who Knew?
WD-40 Well, who knew...? I had a neighbor who had bought a new pickup. I got up very early one Sunday morning and saw that someone had spray painted red all around the sides of this beige truck (for some unknown reason). I went over, woke him up, and told him the bad news. He was very upset and was trying to figure out what to do - probably nothing until Monday morning, since nothing was open. Another neighbor came out and told him to get his WD-40 and clean it off. It removed the unwanted paint beautifully and did not harm his paint job that was on the truck. I'm impressed! WD-40 (Water Displacement #40) The product began from a search for a rust preventative solvent and degreaser to protect missile parts. WD-40 was created in 1953 by three technicians at the San Diego Rocket Chemical Company. Its name comes from the project that was to find a "water displacement" compound. They were successful with the fortieth formulation, thus WD-40. The Corvair Company bough

.date.
*does the 'i gotta sitter dance* so yeah. its friday. which normally just means another weekend with monsters runnin around crappin up the house n stuff...which is perfectly fine... i havent gone out in...uhm...shit well i cant remember. so. i have a date. with my mom. we're goin to the movies. so Premonition better not suck too bad...and if it does...dont tell me. dads gonna watch the critters...including demon child...muahahahaha. yeah. i deserve it. *nod* kthnxbi

Free At Last
and i cant do anything cause my dumb ass lent my money out and now noone want sto pay me back so all that crying and scrambleing to do somethig go somewhere meet someone try and have fun pissed down the drain like my beer buzz i can still drive somewhere but whats the point if i dont have money you know what i mean. i hate relying on others thats why i dont make them pay me back so i hope no one is reading this thinking its for sympathy just venting. ok im better i dont know what im doing now but thats no change from yesterday when i thought my brothers would pay me back today but now i'm broke with nowhere and noone to drink with

The New Camaro
as many of you can see im a big camaro fan. i have owned 4 in my lifetime. 1977 type lt, 1987 iroc, 1994 coupe, and a 1998 t-top coupe. one thing i would for some of my friends in the "camaro" world is to email chevrolet and tell them to add the "high beam" switch back on the floor board, that is one i do miss, hitting 120+ on the hwy at night, hit a dark spot and bam tap the left foot .....bright lights, w/out even taking your hands off the wheel. i think the more we ask the more we get. damn it hurry up april 2009 I WANT MY CONVERTIBLE!!!!!!

The Only Flag That Doesn't Fly
THE ONLY FLAG THAT DOESN'T FLY Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The 2002 Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers. You can drive by this flag on V Street south of Ocean Ave. in Lompoc, CA! Aerial photo courtesy of Bill Morson Soldiers' Prayer For our soldiers.... Please don't break it When you receive this, please stop for a moment and Say a prayer for our s

Virgin Cherry
I'm poppin my own cherry! I'm so fuckin bored today. I'm feeling so artistic lately but i have no outlets..it's driving my crazy. my job suck...more layoffs...the kids are crazy...i just interveiwed for a new place...wish me luck...starting over sucks! that just sums it up!

Am I A Pervert
Have you ever bene tied up during sex ????:yepHave you ever bought a sex doll ???:nopeHave you ever had unsafe sex???:yepHave you ever tongue bathed someone or been bathed yourself ???:yepHave you ever discussed masturbation w/the opposite sex ???:yepHAve you ever been a part of a DIRTY SANCHEZ ???:nope, lmao, thank godHave you ever had phone sex resulting in orgasm ??:nopeHave you ever gotten you red wings(guys)???:Have you ever given a RIM job or had one given to u??:nopeHave u ever used whipped cream during sex ????:yepHave u ever performed oral sex on someone who was driving ???:yep, lmaoHAve u ever eaten someone's feces ????:nopeHave u ever watched the movie PORKY'S ???:yep, three of em I think, lmaoHave u ever spied on a guy who was peeing ???:spied? no, watched sure, lolHave u ever FELCHED ???:hell noHave u ever been involved in a HOT CARL ???:ewieHAve u ever given or received a golden shower ????:yepHAve u ever shared a bed w/ other people who were having sex ???:yepHave u ever

Reality Is Yours
So as we all know I have resigned from my job. Does that make me a loser a quiter? Not even close it shows courage and respect for myself and those I surround myself with. Does the lack of income worry me, NO! ends are met by being true to yourself. So if you struggle and have no direction look ahead you will see all that is meant to be. Just believe in your heart that only good and happiness will come and with that you will see. Have no shame in your qwests for they are yours to conquire with a passion only you carry. Follow your dreams, they become your reality. Take that chance. If there are fears speak them and release them as the wind blows, so they to will be free so that you may continue to prosper and grow. With the nights you are alone and feel doubt call me talk to someone that will encourage you to continue your journey. For all paths cross and when you need me I shall appear to you and guide you in the darkness, so that you will see the path to walk. Our Spring is here so

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AS WE GOT TO WHERE WE WERE GOING,WE BOTH WERE SWEATING LIKE MAD,AS WE TURNED TO FACE ONE ANOTHER WE WATCHED EACH OTHER STRIP,SHE WAS DONE IN SECONDS,BEFORE I EVEN HAD MY SHOES OFF SHE LEANED AGAINST THE OLD FALLEN OAK TREE AND STARTED RUBBING HER BREAST WITH ONE HAND,AND WITH THE OTHER SHE RUBBED HER HOT SWEATY PUSSY,AND MOANING LIGHTLY IN SOFT WORDS.DO YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE?I SAID HELL YEAH,AS I TOOK OFF THE LAST PART OF MY CLOTHING,DROPPING TO MY KNEES,BETWEEN HER THIGHS AND STARTED LICKING AROUND HER PUSSY,AND PLAYING WITH HER BEAUTIFUL ASS,WITH MY HANDSI BRING ONE HAND AROUND TO SPREAD HER HOT JUICY PUSSY LIPS APART AFTER TEASING HER FOR A SHORT HILE,AND SHOVED MY TONGUE AS FAR AS IT WOULD GO UP HER PERFECT PUSS,AFTER SHAKING IT IN HER LIKE A RATTLESNAKE AS SHE QUIVERED,SHE CAME QUICK,AND LIKE A RIVER,FLOWING ALL OVER MY TONGUE AND FACE,AS I LICKED SHE MOANED SO LOUD TO A LIGHT SCREAMING AND THEN TO THE TOP OF HER LUNGS SHE YELLED YES!YES!LICK MY PUSSY IM CUMMIN IM CUMMIN I CAN'T S

* Primordial Bes/kali Aha Mantrasanat *
* PRIMORDIAL BES/KALI AHA MANTRASANAT * ********************************************************************************************* * Thoughts ... :) Manifesting into reality (thank you for your patience in the time delay of the space time continuum) * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PRIMORDIAL BES/KALI AHA MANTRASANA ********************************************************************************************* This is a combined mantra (incantation) and asana (ritual posture) for invoking or resonating with the energies of Bes Kali (and/or other such primordial deities -eg. Pan, Shiva, Atum); it stretches and strengthens the tongue for Kechari, a tantric yogic exercise for energy circulation which is included in this posture. Bes is the Ancient Egyptian dwarf-God of music, dance and childbirth, who is often use

A Perfect Ending
Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise. Kissing tongues tangle, making me ache, No longer can I wait, for you to take. Laying back, I plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard, Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. I Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet you stand firm, with no reservation, Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, you grant relief, Knowing now I must have peace. Penetrating with your pride, Charging, you thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon your chest, To brace us both, I do my best, Not to scream loud like before, When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if you're hurting me, You ease mo-men-tar-ily, Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas, Whimpering I'm at your mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch your eyes stealing a glance, At contorted ex

March 23, 2007: Mcdreamy
A man who is the epitome of charming. A man that makes the wrong decisions, and is often known as an asshole, jerk, or the ultimate heartbreaker. None other than Patrick Dempsey, who plays Dr. Shepherd on the ABC hit series [Grey's Anatomy]. "But that does not change the fact that she's got my McDreamy. And my McDog. She's got my McLife!" "I think I'm going to McVomit."

Think Of Me
I think of you in winter When snow is on the ground I think of you in spring time when dafodils abound theres not a day goes by that your not on my mind a very prescous freind gentle good and kind So when Im feeling lonely and need a freind whos true I know you will give me comfort as I walk down lifes path with you Thank you for being a wonderful freind

'pimp Of The Year' Sentenced To 23 Years In Prison
'Pimp Of the Year' Sentenced To 23 Years in Prison (CBS/AP) TRENTON A man who touted himself as "Pimp of the Year" was sentenced Friday to more than 23 years in federal prison. Matthew "Knowledge" Thompkins pleaded guilty last year to conspiracy to transport minors to engage in prostitution and conspiracy to engage in money laundering. Authorities said that the Bronx, N.Y., man had prostitutes working for him in New York; Atlantic City; Las Vegas; Philadelphia; Youngstown, Ohio, and other cities. When he was arrested in December 2005, authorities found two huge trophies in his home proclaiming him "Pimp of the Year." In a letter to U.S. District Judge Freda Wolfson asking for leniency, Thompkins, 37, wrote that at times he and the prostitutes who worked for him -- some of them as young as 14 -- "bonded as a family." Wolfson was unmoved. She gave him nearly the maximum sentence. "You wouldn't send your sister or your daughter out to do that," she said. "That's n

Lost Without A Soul
Walking on the emptiness of life not knowing the meaning of happiness, every journey of meeting someone is a constant battle hoping that I fine the affection I desire wishing the feeling was mutual, looking for that piece of mind that I’m loved, ever day I walking around with a smile on my face but yet behind it lies the sadness, hurt & pain wondering what did I do with my life to be punish feeling so alone and empty inside for this long? Where so far apart from one another for so long I don’t remember the warmth of your touch the sweetness of ur lips and the simplicity of your kindness and compassion when your looking at me. As I still wonder this body of mine as we call life, I yet hope to stumble upon that thing we call love until then I hide this pain behind a smile on my face not recognizing my reflection of my soul in the mirror. Words from a crying poet Rickay Swave

Poem: Intoxifing Beauty
I like to write poetry once in a while, if you like this one you might like other poems I have written which are published on poetry.com just look up my name Kristina Howden in the search to find them. I guess you can rate them on that site now too. Intoxifing Beauty For those that enjoy real beauty God has given through life. The world is filled with beauty And soothing sounds of tranquility The blossoms are sweet of fragrence Making life worth living eternity Water stirs up echoes of yesterday While a breeze sways to tomorrow Cool beams of moonlight retires As daylight reserects from sorrow The right time of peace has come A leaf has fallen to destiny Replenishing life with it's own death So that beauty remains unto many Spring awakend the birth of flowers To bring fruit to the hungry land Seasons of quenching rain have come For it is mother natures helping hand Lucious and ripe the fruit becomes The flesh juicy, tastey, and taunting Dancing seductiv

The Enemy- Godsmack
Hey Mister backstabbin' son of a bitch you're livin' in a world that'll soon be dyin' and I know everybody knows you try to be like me but even at your best as a man you couldn't equal half of me. I am realizing that everybody's lost their simple ways and now that it's here I see it all so clearly I've come face to face with the enemy, the enemy. You, your another shit talkin' punk to me. You're a living inspiration for what i never wanna be, and I see you've been blinded by what you believe And now back up and sit down, shut up and act like you need to be. I am realizing that everybody's lost their simple ways and now that it's here I see it all so clearly, I've come face to face with the enemy, the enemy. come to me, come to me the enemy come to me, come to me So predicting you're the reason why i lie simple decision took me too much time to fly Oh, checkmate! I am realizing that everybody's lost their simple ways and now that it's here I see it

The Goverment
I dont about any other of you cheery people, but i have a problem the goverment and most of there things they do. I do support our troops that are over sease, and i hope they come home safely. But why does bush always have to stick his nose in to everything. Yes maybe certain countries had asked for our help and we gave it to them, no problem. But presidant bush, Please keep your nose out of other countries buisness, if they dont need our help. What do you all think of Arnold Swartzenager being Govaner of California! Thats a really a mind boggler. you dont here to much about him now so we dont know how he is doing with this polition stuff. To be honest he should of stayed as a actor and kept his favorite saying "I'LL BE BACK". And to you pot smokers, If you really think about it the only reson the goverment dosent leagalize it cause they are keeping it for themselves and they dont have to pay a damn thing for it! So U.P.S.(United Pot Smokers) keep it real. And i just want to give my bl

Nerds Gone Wild!!
Chess champ, 15, found with nightclub dancer A 15-year-old Peruvian chess player who didn't come back from a tournament in Argentina has been found - living with a nightclub dancer. Emilio Cordova left Lima to play at the South American Chess Championship in Argentina, which he won. But instead of returning home he went to Brazil and kept asking his family to send him money, saying he was ill. After a few months his family grew suspicious and asked the police to find the boy. Emilio was found living with 29-year-old Adriana Oliveira, who works as a dancer at a nightclub. Emilio told his father, who brought him home to Peru, that Mrs Oliveira was only one of his girlfriends. He told the press: "I play chess, study chess but this doesn't mean I can't enjoy myself. I'm young and I want to do this. I have to live. "To be locked up in my room all the time depresses me."

Wow!!!!!!!!!
Hey all you cherries out here,I just noticed I've made it to level 3 and now I'm a cherry grunt,I don't like the grunt part,but I love the cherry,and I do make some noise when I have sex,but no grunts just moans,and heavy breathing,mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,I know you want to hear,lol,chatch ya later!!!!!!!!!!!

American Nightmare- The Misfits
I dont know why I am posting songs like this, but i guess it all fits the mood right now. No one get the wrong idea. I have had a ton of shit on my mind right now, and this actually is one of my favorite songs, and listening to it, makes me feel better. Hot cherry on Friday night When the sun goes down my spine I put an axe in my baby's head I'm gonna end up doing time She looks so good in red American nightmare running scared She shoulda been hard to get She shoulda been hard to kill She shoulda been hard to kill, hey I had to split your head American nighmare running scared I'm heading down the highway Sign has three inverted nines If the lord don't get me the devil will But not without a fight Does this highway never end American nightmare running scared American nightmare running scared I'm heading down the highway Sign has three inverted nines If the lord don't get me the devil will But not without a fight This highway never fucking ends A

Why I Feel I Have Low Self-esteem
When you get married you think it will be forever. Your own wishes and dreams cloud your vision and so when the clouds move away you see the choice you have made and realize it was wrong. YOu stay becasue that is the way you have been taught. My first husbandtold me I was to fat. I was about the same size I am now as I was then. I believed him and so I didn't care how I looked. We were married two years before he started hitting me. The last night I was home with him he threw a knife at me to use on him. I threw the knife accross the room and ran out the door. My parents lived next door so I had only a few feet to go. I stayed at my parents and went ot the police the next day to file charges and they said they woudl get back wiht me. No one did and I stayed at mom's. Whiel I was gone on a job interview he moved everything out of the house. He filed for divorce, forcing me ot get a lawyer. He got visitng rights to our son but when he came I had a very uneasy feelign so

Die, Die My Darling- By The Misfits
Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me oh baby Your future's in an oblong box, yeah Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen it a-comin' on Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me oh baby Your future is in an oblong box Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen the end a-comin' on, a-comin' Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die,

* Connective Physics *
********************************************************************************************* Our thoughts and feelings > Create our reality ..>. The future is now, today is tomorrow's yesterday, past, present and future as one. Use the force Skywalker... ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Connective Physics ********************************************************************************************* Philosophical and spiritual traditions throughout the world have long assumed an unbounded and connected universe. [3/10/05] For example... "...and the ancients, who were superior to us and dwelt nearer to the Gods [the Anunnaki?] http://www.halexandria.org/dward008.htm, have handed down a tradition that all things that are said to exist consist of a One and Many and contain in themselves the connate principles of Limit and U

Pendulum Scrying
The ancient Romans were renowned for pendulum scrying and their methods were detailed in the writings of Roman historian Ammianus Marcellinus. It is also possible that French seer Nostradamus used this same Roman method of basin scrying by means of a pendulum to produce individual letters that formed intelligible prophetic verses. The bowl used was a composite material of many metals, meaning it was made of electrum, an alloy of gold and silver. A ring was attached by thread to a wand. The ring was probably a band of electrum with occult characters engraved upon it. The twenty four letters of the Greek alphabet were engraved into the flange of the basin. The table used was probably a tripod in which to support the basin. It was made out of branches of laural and had three legs. Laural was the substance specified by the Enochian angels for the scrying table of John Dee. Another method which has been used in Europe for centuries involves the suspension of a ring from a thin silk thre