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My Birthday
Well I had my birthday last week....That was a waste of a day. If it wasn't for lil bit and a couple other people it wouldn't have been worth having. My parents didn't even call me. I moved to Texas from Chicago area, you'd think they missed me at least a little. I think not. I ended up not being able to follow through with the plans I had made. I guess I just won't make plans anymore.

Chicken Satay Patties
Chicken Satay Patties In this clever twist on Southeast Asian satays, the peanut flavor is on the inside! Make the patties as large as you like -- just adjust the cooking time accordingly. Serve the mini burgers in warm rolls with slices of cucumber, or over rice. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound minced or ground chicken * 1/2 teaspoon curry powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried coriander * 1 tablespoon salt-reduced soy sauce * 4 chopped spring onions (green onions) * 2 tablespoons plain flour * 1 clove garlic * 2 slices fresh ginger, peeled and finely chopped * 2 tablespoons smooth peanut butter * 1 tablespoon honey * 1 egg * 1 tablespoon chopped parsley, optional Directions: Mix all the ingredients together. Lightly grease a pan and heat over medium-high heat. Place tablespoons of the mixture into the hot pan and flatten to make small patties. Turn over when brown to cook the other side.

Wont To See Something New On Cherry Tap? Take A Look
YES THAT IS RIGHT..BOYS AND GIRLS DJ.ADAMS IS OFFICALLY HYDAWAY!!! SO WHY NOT SWING BY AND SAY HI? YOU KNOW YOU WANNA!!! CLICK HER PIC OR THE ENTER SIGN TO COME SUPPORT DJ.ADAMS!!

Traveling
Traveler Current mood: pensive Category: Writing and Poetry Tapestries hanging over the Blue Ridge Mountains...these puffy cotton balls spotting the canvas of these wondrous textures of Land and Sky. The Aztec pyramids...the Virgin of Guadalupe...the Zona Romantica in Puerto Vallarta...the rainy season in Cuernavaca...Kissed like no Other in the Zocolo. Vast Mexico City. Desert and Sea. The Ruins in NYC. Rubble and construction. Lady Liberty. The Hudson. Midtown Manhattan in front of Central Park. Times Square buzzing with the Masses. City lights like constellations over the Big Apple from the Empire State Building. The hip Vibe electrifying the Village. Hollywood Boulevard. Reseda. Sand and Surf. Venice Beach...fish tacos and friends from the Midwest. Los Angeles is Plastic. The coast of Maine at Thunder Cove...shattering waves thundering through the Rock like quakes...the tears and laughter of that Apostolic Church when Sister Jeffers preached and sang. May

Shoes
Hey ladies I need some advice. I recently found out that some shoes that I wore once or not at all are the wrong size. I want to sell them so I can get the right size shoes. How low would you list the shoes if they were yours? Would you sell them at half or less them half? What would you do? Thanks for your help! Hugs, ~Nadya~

I'll See You There
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!! I will be waiting for you in Heaven & I hope your Mansion will be next to mine!!!

Regular Friends Vs Puertorican Friends
REGULAR FRIENDS vs PUERTORICAN FRIENDS REGULAR FRIENDS: Never ask for food. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have food. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will say 'hello.' PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. REGULAR FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mami and papi and say "bendicion" when they see them. REGULAR FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Cry with you and know why you are crying without you saying a word. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together, then they help you clean up. REGULAR FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. REGULAR FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will leave you behin d

Hello (read This Bulletin If You Are My Friend Or Risk Getting Deleted)
I DO APPRECIATE THE RATINGS PEOPLE HAVE GIVEN ME BUT IF PEOPLE DON'T START SAYING HELLO NOW AND THEN, I'M GOING TO DROP YOU. IF YOU DO, THEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF SEEING PEOPLE ON HERE EVERY SINGLE DAY AND NOT ONE OF THEM HAVE THE KINDNESS TO TREAT ME AS THE FRIEND THEY WANTED TO BE WAY BACK WHEN. ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT I USE THE SHOUT BOX MORE THAN ANYTHING. USE IT OR LOSE ME. I'M SORRY TO BE A JERK BUT I'M TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE MAKING AN ATTEMPT AT BEING FRIENDS. IF YOU THINK YOU ARE NOT VULNERABLE TO BEING DELETED, JUST ASK THE OTHER 35 OR SO PEOPLE I HAVE DELETED ALREADY. THERE ARE PLENTY OF PEOPLE ON THIS SITE AND I'LL JUST FIND NEW FRIENDS. (or ask the one person who did read my bulletin and yet still chose not to come say hello to me. it's best to say that she is no longer on my friend's list)

Just Be Honest....please
Is anyone real about their feelings anymore?? Does saying "I love you" mean anything to people anymore....or is it just something that's loosely thrown around??? I can honestly say....if I tell someone I love them....I mean it. Maybe showing my emotions makes me weak....I don't know...but I do know that I feel....and I cry....and I hurt sometimes.....but that's because I'm human. I treat people the way I want them to treat me....been hurt too many times to hurt someone else. I don't know how to just turn my feelings off....that's just not me. How is that so many people can???? I sure wish someone would enlighten me.

Cup Of Joe
CUP OF JOE'S FIRST CONTEST AND IT IS GOING TO BLOW YOUR MIND!!! TOP PRIZE IS A HAPPY HOUR! 2ND PLACE RECEIVES A MONTHS BLAST 3RD PLACE RECEIVES A WEEKS BLAST 4TH PLACE RECEIVES A THREE DAY BLAST 5TH PLACE RECEIVES A ONE DAY BLAST BONUS EVERYONE IS A WINNER IN THIS CONTEST 30,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 20,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 10,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 6,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 3,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 1,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THIS GIFT ANYONE THAT HAS LESS THEN 1,OOO COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE A TROPHY FOR GIVING IT THEIR BEST SHOT! HOW TO ENTER & THE RULES 1) I will be taking your current default photo for this contest. Please

Need Rates Plz Friends
Hi everyone if you have a spare 30 seconds can you please stop by and just rate this picture for me No need to leave comments unless you want to i need rates friends :) [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4265661840 ]

What Counts
It isn't the money you're making, it isn't the clothes you wear, And it isn't the skill of your good right hand which makes folks really care. It's the smile on your face and the light of your eye and the burdens that you bear. Most any old man can tell you, most any old man at all, Who has lived through all sorts of weather, winter and summer and fall, It's how do you live and neighbor, how do you work and play, It's how do you say "good morning" to the people along the way, And it's how do you face your troubles whenever your skies are gray. It's you, from the dawn to nighttime; you when the day is fair, You when the storm raging- how do you face despair? It is you that the world discovers, whatever the clothes you wear. You to the end of the journey, kindly and brave and true, The best and the worst of you gleaming in all that you say and do, And the thing that counts isn't money, or glory, or power, but YOU! ~Edgar A Guest

Beauty
Hey all. I just met a great person who doesnt think shes all that and its really got me to thinking. I believe with all my heart and soul that true beauty comes from the inside not the outside . When i look at someone i dont judge their beauty by their looks i take the time to get to know them . A person may be totally gorgeous on the outside but yet on the inside they can be totally ugly inside. I do hope i didnt just offend anyone but these blogs are for whatever we wish to write about.

The Hardest Thing (so Far)
I Say so far because I am sure that I will have to deal with much more difficult things in my life time. I Just don't know how to deal with this. Have you ever wanted to kill someone. I don't mean the moment you feel the actual rage and then the next day you wake up and you are over it all. Or even the empty threat that you make to someone when they have done something that just makes your general life a little hard at the moment. I am talking about when you find something out that at the moment shocks you to your absolute core. That Shatters the very foundation you thought you had. Something that even after 5 days of having time to think about, mull over and deal with "IT". You still are thinking of ways to be vengeful, of ways to kill the person who caused this problem. You are thinking of calling in every person you know, weather you are their best friend or not and asking them to help you destroy this persons life. And you could. You have information on them. You could

A Little More On Female Convicts
So I bet you are wondering how a pretty girl like me ended up doing time inside of a prison.Well dah I got caught.I got caught up in the street life at an early age because I was one of those kids who knew more then her parents and I didn't need anyone to support me and I was going to make it on my own.I ended up with my daughters father got pregnant and he turned abusive.I wanted out of the relationship so bad but didn't have any where to go so i left him and went to the streets.I was barely 18 at this time..Enough for now

The Silence Is Too Loud
I'm not looking to fidn the love of my life here on CT really I am not - so why do people assume automatically that I am? WHy do they assume that becasue I talk to someone that I am looking to find myself in a wedding dress and walking down an aisle? No one reads my damn profile I swear - it clearly states that I am not looking for a man or woman on here. Yeah I am ready to change my life and who I am and perhaps find someone to share that with me - doesn't mean that I am after every damn man I talk to though. Is it seriously soo fucking terrible that I want to find someone? Is it that fucking terrible if that person ends up being someone I met on here? I mean c'mon what rule says that the man I actually find myself falling for has to live near me? Who says it hs to be the type of man that I would normally find myself attracted to? Who says that they have to fit any sort of mold what-so-ever? Do you know what I am looking for in the man I fall in love with? Someone who wil

Considering.....
I'm considering dropping biology as a second major and picking up photography instead. Photography could work with my major. I'd have to buy a new camera, but that's okay. I've taken some photos with my digital, just messing around with it. Mostly landscape photos. Biology... it's too complex. I just like the genetics and such end of it. That's pretty much the only area i'd use for my major anyway. So, after this class is over.... no more bio for me.

Chase Me
elation. chemistry. i'm falling for you and don't know yet who you are. you curl up inside my dreams, warming slumber with every gentle whisper. and i'm insane to wish you were here... slowly drifting into madness. grappling with myself, i know i shouldn't want you so much. but you adhere to me like stamps to unwritten letters that i've kept locked away so long. can't you let me know? crawl out of the woodwork and show yourself? but i know you enjoy making me wait... the chase makes all the difference.

Don't Look Back
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is to simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough. But think about all the excitement ahead, If you can be stalwart enough! There could be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests. As you challenge your status quo And learn there are so many options in life, And so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected And see things that you've never seen, Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds And wonderful spots

Things Not To Say To A Naked Guy
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 29. Every heard of clearasil? 32. Why is God punishing you? 33. At least this won't take long. 36. But it still works, right? 38. It looks so unused. 39. Do you take steroids? 42. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 43. Oh, I didn't know you were in an accident. 46. Are you cold? 47. If you get me real drunk first. 49. What is that? 52. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 54. So this

Fake People Alert!!!!
Yea I have heard some rumors that there are some fake people in my friends. So I have a request...I will not delete you, but you can remove yourself off my list. I don't have time for silly little high school games. That was 13 years ago...lol So If this has offended you in anyways I guess you are one of them and so please kindly remove yourself and have a great life. Thank you so much... Ti

~~ Sexy Man Contest ~~ Updated
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Do Not Even Think About ...
... going to see The Hills Have Eyes 2. Do NOT. At one point, a chick shoots one of the mutant things in the head and it keeps going, and it grabs her throat and holds her up against a wall. While being held up against the wall with her feet kicking, the girl reaches into the bullet hole in the mutant's head, and starts digging at it's brain. And there was so, SO much worse. I did laugh once. A guy was hanging off a ledge, and a mutant chopped his arm off. The guy couldn't climb without his other arm, so he fell. The mutant waved goodbye to the guy with his arm. Haha? Yeah ...

Fun Game
type the sentence you got in the comment area.. thanks. January -- I kicked > > February -- I loved > > March -- I smoked > > April -- I dry humped > > May -- I choked on > > June -- I murdered > > July -- I did the Macarena with > > August -- I had lunch with > > September -- I danced with > > October -- I sang to > > November -- I yelled at > > December -- I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > 1 ------- a birdbath > > 2 ------- a monster > > 3 ------- a phone > > 4 ------- a fork > > 5 ------- a Mexican > > 6 ------- a gangster > > 7 ------- my cell phone > > 8 ------- my dog > > 9 ------- my best friends' boyfriend > > 10 ------ my neighbor > > 11 ------ my science teacher > > 12 ------ a banana > > 13 ------ a fireman > > 14 ------ a stuffed animal > > 15 ------ a goat > > 16 ------ a pickle 17 ------ your mom > > 18 ------ a spoon > > 19 ------ myself > > 20 ------ a baseball bat > > 21 ------ a ninja > > 22 ------ Chuck Norris > > 23 ------ a noodle > > 24 ----

My Friend Knew I Was Sad And Sent Me This Joke To Cheer Me Up...
why cant lesbians diet and wear make up at the same time? kinda hard to eat jenny craig when you have mary kay on your face TY Matt for trying to cheer me up!!! Hugs

It Sucks Getting Old!!!!!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Mable, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried s! queen' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old ma

Cherry Tap Sex Quiz
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? Hell Yeah!!! 2. Do they know it? YES!!!! 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? Yes 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? Both 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? No 6. What is your favorite position? Any position that makes the woman moan with pleasure. 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? Possibly 8. Give or receive oral? Give 9. Kinky or sneaky? Kinky 10. Loud or quiet? The Louder the Better 11. Ruff of soft? Depends on the woman and the mood 12. Foreplay or not? Foreplay is a must 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? Both 14. Spank or be spanked? Spank 15. Condoms or not? Condoms 16. Masturbate or not? Jerk'em if you got'em 17. Role-playing or not? Role-playing is great 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? Hell Yeah I made it a B

Life's Little Instructions
*Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed. *Never give up on anybody- miracles happen every day. *Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know. *Learn to listen. *Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasures. *Don't expect others to listen to your advice, or to ignore your example. *Opportunity sometimes knocks very softly. *Leave everything a little better than you found it. *Don't forget: a person's emotional need is to feel appreciated. *Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them. *Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated. *Make new friends but cherish the old ones. *Don't use time or works carelessly, neither can be retrieved. *Judge your success by the degree that you're enjoying peace, health, and love. *Smile a lot: it costs nothing and is beyond price.

Sexual Harassment
OK I AM GOING TO WORD THIS AS NICELY AS I POSSIBLY CAN. THE WOMEN WHO SIGN UP FOR AND CREATE CHERRYTAP PAGES ARE HERE BECAUSE THEY WANT TO SOCIALIZE AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND KEEP IN TOUCH WITH OLD FRIENDS . WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE SEXUALLY HARASSED BY HORNY UNDERSEXED GUYS OR IN A FEW RARE CASES WOMEN. WE ARE NOT HERE FOR YOU TO COME AT US WITH UNWANTED SEXUAL ADVANCES OR TO BE TREATED AS AS SEXUAL OBJECTS OR WHORES OR SLUTS, OR HOOKERS OR PROSTITUES. WE ARE WOMEN. GUYS HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF IT WAS YOUR MOTHER OR DAUGHTER OR SISTER OR GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE THAT WAS THE VICTIM OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT. YOU WOULDNT LIKE IT NOW WOULD YOU. WELL GUESS WHAT ALL OF US WOMEN WITH THE RESPECT YOU WOULD IF WE WERE YOUR MOTHER OR YOUR SISTER OR YOUR DAUGHTER OR YOUR WIFE OR YOUR GIRLFRIEND. IF THAT IS TO MUCH TO ASK OF YOU THEN PLEASE DO ALL WOMEN A FAVOR STAY THE HELL OFF OUR MESSENGER LIST OR CHERRY PAGES AND ANY CHAT ROOMS WE MAY BE IN . THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION CALLIE

Fade Away
Like night to day, I'll live to die another day or just simply into darkness, fade away. The water will run, the rain will fall, the sun will sink and perhaps I'll fall. I'll keep my heart away from where it was, why should I block it out? Part of me says just because. Another day will become another month to a year, another regret and more to do before I die and leave here. To know my mind, to know the contents, all I've lost and that what I wish to find. Lost thoughts, lost dreams, lost wishes I might never find.

Piece By Piece
you're sweeping me away little by little the pieces locked away in a dark place no one has the key to yet. and they settle there, waiting for you... still with the hope you'll be there, trying like hell to set them free. and i don't know how you make me love you or how you remain so constant in my heart, but it's shocking, in a way, that you're still here. still gripping onto my love so tight no one else can touch it.

No Need To Be Sad..."pressures Erased"
pressures erased Do you know what’s important about finding a place, somewhere in time where your mind can unlace. Where the beauty of visiting slows down the pace, and the senses are exposed to a sharp ‘about-face’. The point is well taken and called introspect, a world all in harmony that is picture perfect. A place drawn from visions like those seen as a kid, images that are breathtaking ~ appear enchanted. Nature & Beauty that are right on the track, bring on the feeling ~ take up the slack. Slow down the real world from inside the mind, and reflect in the pleasure of eternal time. It takes just one visit to want to come back, to a place where there’s safety and not an attack. Enjoying the moment and the feeling within, your life becomes peaceful and all genuine. Worry and mind games and thinking too much, results in much clutter ~ then used as a crutch. Learn how to wind down and calm down instead, ...develop the eyes in back of your h

Flavored Apples...lol
A guy goes into a bar and says, "Gimme a gin and tonic." The bartender reaches under the bar and places an apple on it. The guys looks and the apple skeptically and the bartender says, "Go ahead. Take a bite." The guy takes a bite and incredibly, it tastes like gin. The bartender smiles and says, "Turn it around." He does and it tastes like tonic. He finishes the apple. A few minutes pass and the guy says, "Gimme a vodka and orange juice." The bartender once again reaches behind the bar and places another apple on it. The guy eyes the suspicious fruit and the bartender says, "Go ahead. Take a bite." He bites into it and he can't believe it. It tastes like vodka. The bartender smiles and says, "Turn it around." The guys turns the apple and it tastes like orange juice, so he finishes the apple. Just then, a beautiful woman walks past the two men and the guy says to the bartender, "You know, I could sure go for some pussy about now." The bartender nods, reaches below the bar and pro

First Grade Proverbs
*Better to be safe than... punch a fifth grader *Strike while the...bug is close *It's always darkest before...daylight savings time *Never underestimate the power of... termites *Don't bite the hand that... looks dirty *No news is... impossible *A miss is as good as a ... Mr. *You can't teach an old dog new... math *If you lie down with dogs, you'll... stink in the morning *Love all, trust... me *The pen is mightier than the... pig *An idle mind is... the best way to relax *Where there's smoke there's….. pollution *Happy the bride who... gets all the presents *A penny saved is... not much *Two's company, three's... the Musketeers *Don't put off til tomorrow what... you put on to go to bed *Children should be seen and not... spanked or grounded *If at first you don’t succeed... get new batteries *You get out of something what you.. see pictured on the box *When the blind leadeth the blind... get out of the way ~unknown source

Come Home Safe
one of my dear friends is leaving for Iraq can you all show him some love and keep him in your prayers for his safe return bacl home to his wife and family. you will be in my prayers every nite much love to you......

Sex Guide For Idiots!!!
Eating Mexican food is not the cause of gonorrhea. There is no need for dice in role playing. Intercourse doesn't happen on a highway. If you engage in oral sex first, it's not called a head start. If she says she's into "bondage", don't show her your financial portfolio. You can lie down during a one-night stand. Only sleep with someone you love or can say you love without smirking. Making out doesn't mean getting your money's worth. Sex is like "The Club" - accept no substitutes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Fist Aka Myofist
I totally love this band. Spent many nights partying with the guys. Hard to find their music on line ,, but I keep looking. If you have not heard them before, check out the music sample links. http://www.myofist.com/

One Voice
One Voice One voice spoke to me. It spoke as if to know me. As if it knew my soul and what it longed for. This wasn't a voice I knew, But it was a voice I wanted to know. One voice out of the crowd stands out in my mind. A voice that spoke with such eloquence and devotion. This voice spoke to me and no one else. This voice helped me realize that I wasn't alone. This voice comforted me when I was down. This voice laughed when I was happy. A voice that belonged to a stranger. A stranger that knew my deepest fears and needs. The more I heard this voice the more I knew; It's not a voice of a stranger, But a voice of someone who cares for me. This voice belongs to you. You are the one I need. The one that knows me inside and out. I never know that a voice Could be so comforting and loving as yours. Yours is the voice I long to hear when I awake in the morning. Your voice is what I long to hear when I got to bed. Your voice is the voice I want to hear for the rest

A Handy Tool........
This useful tool is commonly found in the range of 8 inches long, the functioning of which is enjoyed by members of both sexes. It is usually found hung, dangling loosely, ready for instant action. It boasts of a clump of little hairy things at one end and a small hole at the other. In use, it is inserted, almost always willingly, sometimes slowly, sometimes quickly, into a warm, fleshy, moist opening where it is thrust in and drawn out again and again many times in succession, often quickly and accompanied by squirming bodily movements. Anyone found listening in will most surely recognize the rhythmic, pulsing sound, resulting from the well lubricated movements. When finally withdrawn, it leaves behind a juicy, frothy, sticky white substance, some of which will need cleaning from the outer surfaces of the opening and some of from its long glistening shaft. After everything is done and the flowing and cleansing liquids have ceased emmanating, it is returned to its freely hangi

The Whispers Get Louder The More I Ignore Them...
(it's one for the rumor mill) / put it on the chopping block and hope that the turkey neck takes effect without marching on the eggshells / i see the smug look of faked concern eating your face / hoping maybe all the guilt will wash my feelings away / (take me) a glass of acid holding up the petri dish / with sophisticated ameoba mingling in within the liner notes; like / "Hey, i know things aren't going too smoothly (here) take two of these and call me in the morning" / i could never picture myself amounting a greater example of a person whom always succeeds at finding out exactly what doesn't seem to work / and i don't necessarily consider it an attack on my ego / 'cause my love to you seems hostile so it stares behind a peephole / (everything's fine!) would you ask another question? / i no longer feel comfortable being near your displacement of another past life / another form of amusement / i'm sure we both learned a thing or two but it hardly seems worth it / one time i said i fin

Ten Dirty Things You Didnt Know About Me
1. I can get you hard in just one kiss 2. I do this amazing thing with an ice cube during sex =) 3. I like it dirty 4. I like it rough 5. Spank me, pull my hair, bite me, and call me your bitch, i like it all. 6. You should see what i do with a banana during sex =) 7. Ive had 2 threesomes. 8. I swallow 9. I take it up the ass. 10. When people watch me, it turns me on.

Weird Storms
We had some kind of random hale storm today. I had classes all day, but I thankfully didnt get stuck in that!! I had JUST got home from my morning class. It has been windy and really cold all day and when I got out of Linguistics, it was cloudy and dark. Got home and about 15 minutes later....hale. Then when I left for my night class, I'm driving down E.R. Parkway and it looked like something was on fire...it looked like a smoke-filled sky. There was tree limbs that had came down too. By the time I got to the end of the street to turn onto B.V. Road, I could tell it was this massive dirt storm. High, strong winds + desert = Baaaad dirt storms!! ...You couldnt see in either direction, so I had to guess when to go, granted not everyone is smart and puts their headlights on! It was so bad. Almost all the way to the college ((which is clear over on the other side of the Victorville from where I live)) it was just this huge dirt storm. It's still really cold and really windy

Thank You
i never thought i could feel like this again but i have and it is because of one very wonderful woman.it has been a bumpy road as far as now for us things havent been the way we want them to be. but i have promised her that will all change.one day i will be right there by your side right where i should be right now.you have showed me that i can love and be loved once again.i cant eve begin to explain the feelings that are going on right now except for baby i wanna be in your arms and love you so much.BABY DONT WORRY I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE I PROMISE..

Feelings
I find it hard to tell you that you’re my only one When your to busy flirting with everyone And I just want you to notice me like you did yesterday Sorry I left it to late to tell you this Sorry I have these feelings for you I hate to think you won’t look at me in the same way But ill always see you as the one who’s always on my mind I know you like that girl even though you said she was a friend And I don’t mean to be so jealous Even though were not together Id like to think that id still have a chance with you Let my childish mind tell me this And if we don’t end up together its okay But I want you to know That whatever happens you’re always on my mind And it’s killing me inside I want you to be the one that controls my puppet mind.

Stupid Emotions...
hmm...maybe i shouldnt have been up at 1:30 in the morning but i couldnt sleep. i felt like my mind was floating in pudding. so.... i went for a drive to clear my head & somehow i managed to get all the way to my cousin's house. i hadn't seen her since my aunt & uncle ::her parents:: past away. she's 24 years old & has an adorable little girl named darlene. anyway....since i found myself in the neighborhood with no place to stay i figured id drop by, lol. i was actually very surprised to find that the house lights were on. i rang the doorbell & she answered the door with a .45 in her hand...classic texan don't ya think? lmao. the look on her face was priceless tho....she was freaking out that i was there..let alone at 3 in the morning. we sat down in the living/tv room & made with the cousin chit chat. its kinda funny...even though we hadn't seen each other for like 3 years we talked like we saw each other yesterday. her & i were pretty close growing up but she moved to falfurri

All Mine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its all mine and people have seen that im a fighter and im no longer takin the shit...Im happy.. I have worked and i have come a long ways and i can really truely say that i have got what i have wating so long for i have a wonderfull boyfriend that loves and respects me for everything that i am and stand for i have a great life ....May not have the best of jobs in the world but its a job and thats all that matters long as my bills are taken care of and things are done the way that they need to then they are all ok and i am happy once again i have a very loveing boyfriend that loves me for who i am and respects me for all that i am and i have three wonderfull kids Love is a wonderfull thing... Im so glad that i have the the great things that i do in life :):):):) With all this Im closeing this blog and to all let be known that i love the things i have in my love and they love me back just as much and stronger than than anything in this world we are great together

Pleaseeeeeeeeeee
even if its 1 flippin vote pleaseeeeeee helpa brutha out homie lol..... help my best friend please you know he deserves a reward if hes gotta deal with me *pulls hair out* pleaseeeeeeeee he needs alotta love hes down 500

A Nice Calm Rant By Yours Truely
So i have like 291 friends... yet i only seem to really talk to only a handful! Which is absolutly amazing to me since everyone on my list, i have rated, commented on pictures, sent every person a Thank you for inviting me and still nothing ! and yet, do i get that favor in return ?? Hell no i would say over 70% haven't done shit Its amazing to me as well with a site that has pretty much no boundries and yet we still get the same comment/friend whores on here that are all about the 3's What have you done for me What are you going to do for me And i want it now So to end this rant, im going to post this a few more times... but if your not someone i talk to often you better start or your ass is to the curb

Downraters
To all u immature, rude down raters, if u dont like my pics, dont rate them, I wouldnt give u anything but 10s, so stay off my page if ur gonna be an immature jealous azz, Ive noticed its women down rating too, u dont like my pics, go buh bye, I dont want ur rates. So if u cant leave 10s, dont leave anything at all. This is an adult site, GROW UP!!

To All My Friends, I Need Some Help!
Ok this is to anyone , anyone at all who can help me with converting lets say inches ovwer to millmeters. does anyone know a formula or standard conversion scale on how to do it. Anyone who can help me with this and at least show me how i can use it where it can be easliy converted from one type of measurememt scale to another,i'll make em a nice pair of moccasins, ethier black or tan, thier chocie, custom made for them! Any help i will greatly appericate it, cause i somehow need to learn to do it tonite if possible!

How I Came Up With The Name Boo Boo Kitty Fukk
its from the movie JAY AND SILENT BOB STRIKE BACK... SO here we go I found the part Of the movie its just the words no video... Jay: What's twistin' this bitches tit? Justice: Maybe it's because girls don't like to be called bitches, Jay. Jay: They don't? How 'bout fine piece of ass? Justice: How 'bout not. Jay: Then what the fuck am I supposed to call you? Justice: Something sweet, ya big goof. Something nice. Jay: Boo boo kitty fuck? Justice: That's... a start.

Ink Injected Into My Organ...
Did you know that the skin is the largest organ in the human body? I just got home from 8 hours of having ink injected into it. My arm looks awesome & is tender as hell at the moment. Sitting for that long wasn't a problem, but I can't say I would want to do it that often. Pictures to follow.

Some Obscure Canadian Bands
Just some of the more obscure Canadian bands that I enjoy .. check them out and hope you enjoy the music as I do. xxx The Mudmen http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=14452634 Killer Dwarfs http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=32914421 Straight Faced Liars http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=26352399&MyToken=02d87502-0888-477c-bba8-1b012806e11f Parlor Trixx http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=39205605

Just So Everyone Knows My Thoughts On Our Military!
I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you speak...it could have been you who lost your life or a loved one. That's why we are at war...to ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So

It's Usually The Little Things That Get Us Down...
Lions and ants Once a hunter met a lion near the hungry critter's lair, And the way that lion mauled him was decidedly unfair; But the hunter never whimpered when the sugeons, with their thread, Sewed 47 gashes in his mutilated head; And he showed the scars in triumph, and they gave him pleasant fame, And he always blessed the lion that had camped upon his frame. Once that hunter, absentminded, sat upon a hill of ants, And about a million bit him, and you should have seen him dance! And he used up lots of language of a deep magenta tint, And apostrophized the insects in a style unfit to print. And it's thus with worldly troubles; when the big ones come along, We serenely go to meet them, feeling valiant, bold and strong, But the weary little troubles with their poison stings and smarts, Put the lid upon our courage, make us gray, and break our hearts. ~Walt Mason

The Ppl That Wanna Change Ur Life For You
AINT IT JUST REALLY NICE WHEN PPL WANNA CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOR YOU?WANT YOU TO DATE CERTAIN PPL THAT IT JUST ISNT GONNA WORK.I HAVE FOUND THE ONE THAT I LOVE AND WANNA BE WITH AND NOBODY IS GONNA CHANGE THAT.AND THEN THE OTHER THING IS THE PPL THAT WANNA TREAT U LIKE UR A FUCKING KID IT IS FUCKING BULL SHIT IM FUCKING 23 ALMOST 24 I'M NOT FUCKING 5YRS.SO FUCK AN A GIVE ME SOME FUCKING CREDIT HERE U WANT ME TO DO SHIT WELL GUESS WUT FUCK THAT SHIT IM DONE WITH ALL THE BULL SHIT THAT I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP WITH.FUCK IT ALL...

Bulletion Put Out For The Troops
I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you speak...it could have been you who lost your life or a loved one. That's why we are at war...to ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So

Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Stability |||||||||||||||| 66% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||| 36% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%

Damn It
I dont know about anyof you guys but I myself happen to enjoy watching porn. I really dont see how any one could not like watching porn The other day I was kicking back with some homies and porn was some how on the T.V ( i wonder who putit on)EHHHHHHHHH!!! anyways and one of the homies old ladys came in and was all up tight about it. She literally looked everywhere she could except at the fucking t.v I thought that was wierd maybe shes self concious about her body or shes just a tripper cause her mans watching some hot ass bitch get down. What's your thoughts about it

Jiin
Bad taste left lingering Like the stench of decay Dominating the surroundings Spreading quickly like ants over a stack of blueberry waffles Accumulating too fast to comprehend Staying long too long Never letting its presence fade Spoil the best of intentions As you rip me apart Scream into my sensitive core Insults galore March over my self-esteem Bathe me in hatred Sear my eyes shut Rob me of my tongue Embed your poison deep within my soul Sell me as you wish Paint me the way you want Then step back and laugh at your creation The sinister laugh that slices me in half Numb my emotions Toss my heart into the well of arsenic Taint me more than I can handle Drive the screwdriver in just a little deeper Make it a strawberry river staining my clothes The only shelter evaporated Never to be seen again When drained Corpse Falls Press on

I'm Okay
I’m Okay I got lost in us Who we were to each other Who we are to each other I stepped back and found my love for you Fierce with everything Lost in nothing My pain was from you I’m okay You whispered the words You melted my heart Who knew it could be you I waited patiently I still do I held your hand It didn’t feel right I’m okay You held me in your arms It felt good I could have stayed there Forever I searched for the us Do we have a we The second pea to the pod I’m okay My questions are mine You can’t answer them for me My tears are my release I’ll find my way I’m with you Along for the ride Waiting for the other boot to drop I'll hold my breath I’m okay

~~now That's Italian~~
An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, a beach house, 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfr

Idle Hands...
Right then... So it's been said, "idle hands are the tools of the Devil." Now, don't ask me who the hell brought up that whacked out idea, so let's get to it. I find myself sitting here, entirely too bored for words. I mean really fucking bored. I mean so fucking bored, that I tossed one off watching a fuck flick, and then still find myself sitting here dorking around with not a fucking thing to do. I don't believe that I've been this bored since I was first starting out as a truck driver in 2005. And trust me, that was really fucking boring at times. Seriously, I don't believe that I've been this bored. And I don't think it's the fact that I live in a small town. Really, this town is small. If I were really bored, I'm sure that I could go up to the 24 hour restaurant off the freeway. But there must be something I could do. There is only so much that I can take away (or give up) from watching pornos. Anyway, enjoy. I'm sure I'll have something to do. More later, Cheers

What Is This Maybe You Can Tell Me
To all my friends, fans and family, well it has happened yet again. A dumb bitch decided to start some shit that she will regret because I know that my friends are behind me. She decides to send out a note about me and this is my response. I just hope you show her the same respect you show the coons, spics and other non whites on this site here’s the saggy tit bitch enjoy: Temptation is fun....Giving in is even better! Now be a good boy.....& Beg!@ CherryTAP

Me And My Feelings
WHY DOES IT SEEM NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, HOW HARD I WORK THAT ITS NEVER ENOUGH FOR ANYONE, WHY IS IT NO MATTER HOW NICE I AM OR HOW MUCH I TRY TO HELP ALL I EVER DO I HURT THE ONES I LOVE, IS IT MY DESTINY TO BE A FAILURE IN ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE.WHY IS IT NOT MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO I ALWAYS GET TOLD YOU DONT BELONG HERE OR THIS ISNT THE PLACE FOR YOU OR YOU DONT BELONG GO BACK TO YOUR OWN KIND. HOW CAN IT BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE WHEN IM THE ONLY ONE THAT HEARS THESE THINGS . IT HAS TO BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. I MUST BE THE PROBLEM. WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE EMOTIONALLY IN PAIN WHY MUST I BE THE ONE WHO CRIES HERSELF TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT. IM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE THAT ALWAYS FUCKS UP ALWAYS HURTS EVERYONE IM TIRED OF THE PAIN IM TIRED OF THE CRYING IT WILL ALL GO AWAY IF I JUST DISAPEAR.

Happy Now
Well I feel like I have made a Huge jump in the moving forward in my life. I have made a stand for myself and I am not backing down. To all of you that know what is going on with the recient Hell that my life is going through, I would like to thank you all for all your love and support through these trying times. The advice has been very helpfull, as with the welcoming new friends that i have met at Skandal (that I will attend every chance I get) and other places. You all meen a great deal to me, and I look forward to our continuing friendships. So now that you all know how greatfull I am, I would like you to know that for the first time in a long while I'm happy with myself and with the direction that my life is now heading in. It's time to live life and thrive. Pierced Pleasures

Words Intended And Words Spoken,
saying I love you, does it mean you want to spend the rest of your life with that person. Does it mean that your willing to give up everyting you have when you dont know what the future holds? Saying I need you, does this mean that you need the person physically, or emotionally. or are they one in the same. Saying that You want to spend time with someone you have never met before. When neither of you know what each other is really like other then words spoken on the net and on the phone. Does it matter what words intended and words spoken really means?

Just A ? Maybe Someone Has A Answer
Aight...Im not trying to bring no one down or nothing like that But I jus wanna know..Why is it woman(Most Not All) Always say they want love and Commitment when they always go for the Billy Badass's that always hurt them....I was always told Never sail ya ship backwards U will never see the sun rise nor set but damn has my ship sunk...Is there not one woman looking for someone decent or vice versa

Jerusalem
Bananas in Pyjamas Arizona Model Airplane Greyhound French Toast Matrix Virgin Axe Coconut The Waterboy Summer Western Union West Port "red car" Cricket Cheater Digital Camera VISA Naive White People Music Navy Circle K Japan Locked Motorcycle Cat Mexico Socks Poker Pans Peoria Deceit

Having A Gripe At The Takers Who Never Give
I am sorry if this offends some but , ahhh well, stiff shit....it's the truth !!! What is the go on this site with those who have those fucking names with "i will return the cherry love" shit? Ya go rate all their shit,they drop by your page leave a comment bullshitting on about, gunna,gunna,gunna,gunna return the love AND THAT'S THEIR EFFORTS IN A NUTSHELL....to them kind of people....FUCK OFF. Another of my pet hates is those fuckers who shoutbox you,and i know we all get this,but fucking hell.."rate me in a comp and i will show return love"....for fuck sakes.....no thanks....ya either rate or not;don't want people who offer these services and because i cannot due to the fact i am outta damned comments or rates,they huff and puff,never to be heard from again.....tossers!!! I have rated this blog as NSFW for the easily offended cry babies so don't get childish and cry over a word or two we all use....we are meant to be adults in an adult site right????? I just get pissed a

Space
wind rips thru my hair sun bleaches on my skin water refects my inner sin of this thougt i have no care for of this space i am to dare for the things in the dark that stop and stare my thoughts race to places of you youre eyes keep me within of this thought...............

Good Night
The sweetest flower that’s beauty is beyond compare Is the one I long for with blue eyes she is beyond fair She looks like and angel sent for on high I look at her and dream and so often Sigh Loving the soul that resides within And sometime drawn to thoughts of sin To hold her and smell her sweet fragrance My finding her could not have been chance For now not other rose would smell the same Except for this glorious rose of only one name Truly unique in this world we share And no other flower will ever compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Profiles
doG is a real person i HAD a salute but i lost it when my profile screwed up and all my pics vanished. I dont care if you have a salute or not, i dont care if you are a real person. i am talking to a profile!!!! why do people go on and on about, GASP!!! Fakes!!! Think hard about this.... do you act EXACTLY the same around all your friends or do you change slightly depending on who you are with?

The Fight Must Start
Why are we forced to take in societies unwanted? Why are we forced to spend money on Israel and their terrorists policies and why are we forced into diversity when the way we lived for centuries was good for us? You can argue all day with me on my views and I will come back with answers to your questions, but if you aren’t willing to fight for your race and or nation then you are not willing to see your people into the future. No longer are we able to sit back and relax, no longer are we able to teach our children the way we want them to be without interference in our schools and on our televisions. We are forced to live on the diversity path, we are forced to bite our tongues when it comes to speaking out against our neighbors of color and of different creed and we are no longer able to protect ourselves through violence if needed without massive charges brought upon us. We no longer have our rights to freedom of speech and for that I am pissed. No longer can we call an ignorant

Crazy
How crazy can life get for one person? I offer my Jerry Springer Life for review . My brother has/was cheating on his wife and I suspected but never said anything because I never had proof. I am the older sibling and it was drilled into my head to be responsible for him - yeah right. Anyway I sat back and watched a friend who did have proof tell my sister in law only after he had spoken with my brother about and basically got the "keep your mouth shut" talk. This was about two weeks ago. I've told my brother my feelings on the matter and how I really didn't want to be around him right now otherwise I would hurt him for being such an idiot. Today I get this phone call from him - guess what - my sister in law is pregnant and he can't understand why I am not jumping up and down for joy. I love my family I do but right now they are making me crazy. I know I need to deal with it and move on but they aren't giving me enough time between shocks to adjust. Oh added in on this is my e

A Valuable Lesson
Master Darius pushed his reluctant submissive through the door of their house, the force propelling her onto her knees. Jade had pushed him beyond the limits of overlooking her behavior. She'd gone beyond cheeky, into royal pain in the ass, and straight on to a god damned bitch. The last straw had been at his office party when she'd finished off her third glass of wine, and when he'd told her she'd had enough, she'd said loudly, "Fuck You, you asshole!" Grabbing hold of her arm, he'd dragged her out of the room and to the car, pushing her in and slamming the door. The whore hadn't had the good sense to keep her mouth shut after he got in, and kept mouthing off, calling him a "fucking faggot," and repeating "Shut up, you fucker." Finally, he'd had enough and keeping his voice low and even, pulled over and grabbed her hair, pulling her face to his. "You will shut your fucking mouth now, or you'll feel some goddamned pain. Don't test me, you little cunt. You will NOT like the resul

My Sex Style
Whats your sex style? Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be! Take this test

What Kind Of Lover Am I
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a DOWN 2 EARTH LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you get the job done right. You know when and what to give to your man without scaring him or pushing him away. Your confident in yourself at all aspects, and if yous break up he still tells other guys how great of person you are! Take this test

Emergency Services Bulliten
I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I Check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call, Is a this false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What Hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to call and ask what is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the emergency room, as a doctor pronounces

Good Night My Friends
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Hope that you all have a wonderful night -- hugs and kisses to all my friends and fans!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Prettiest Smile Contest
well i am gettin my ass kicked by the people who are in families... i wanna thank the people who have helped me...i adore you all imma post a link in here...just in case someone feels froggy...they can bomb away... i am gettin DEMOLISHED...but its a good fight it runs til 4/1....comments are what matters most...so if you wanna help me i would appreciate it

Player 101:what Not To Do..
I liked you a lot just so you know, even though we only met a few months ago I told you the truth throughout the times, But you just fed me the same old lines You thought you had down the player game but in the end you were so shamed You got caught while in the act I'm glad I found out,oh yeah,I dont want you back That's what you get when you play two Now your alone and both of us are through you never thought that you'd be caught maybe you learned the lesson, your not as hot as you thought I hope you get what you deserve I can't believe you had that much nerve Now your alone and got pushed to the ground Remember what goes around comes around Just hope you think of what you've done But if not, you'll be alone, only one Maybe you should think of someone besides yourself In the end your going to need some help

Questioning Friendships
What have I done to deserve this? What did I do to make you so pissed? Answer the questions, they aren't that hard Just tell me the truth, play the right cards. What did I do to offend? Why can't you just be my friend? I didn't do anything to you There is no point in a feud. Why do I have to apologize for what you said? To me it's over, I'm over it, it's dead There is a break through, the end Just get back to normal, so we are friends. There is no point to get what we had Everything you said, it just makes me sad You're suppose to be a friend, but you attacked What is your deal? No need for backstabs. Well, none of my questions have been replied Doesn't matter, your dead, you lied! Hope you feel better and have changed your tone Well goodbye, this is the end, your alone.

Something I Wrote About Me
As i walk throw the valley, i smell the fresh air.looking around at the green grass,the birds flying so free.I know thats where i wanna stay.I want to be free from everything that tries to hold me back in my past,everything thats so evil and sad.I wish i was a bird,so i could fly so free.with no worries about what to morrow will bring my way. All i have to do is fly away to the next valley thats greener on the other side.to only think about flying free to the promise land we all see,where happyness is made for us.thats t dream i have and when i meet her i hope the promise land is there for me and you.. Its time to move on.No more will i look into my past.. just thinking where i want my life and where it could have been..Its time start over once more but i know i can get throw.. No more will my past follow me around. i let it all go like setting the dove free.. i know where i have to start and i know where i will end for once i have a plan to a better life.No more thinking do

It's The Journey That's Important....
By John McLeod Life, sometimes so wearying Is worth its weight in gold The experience of traveling Lends a wisdom that is old. Beyond our 'living memory' A softly spoken prayer: "It's the journey that's important, Not the getting there!" Ins and outs and ups and downs Life's road meanders aimlessly? Or so it seems, but somehow Leads us where we need to be, And being simply human We oft question and compare.... "Is the journey so important Or the getting there?" And thus it's always been That question pondered down the ages By simple men with simple ways To wise and ancient sages... How sweet then, quietly knowing Reaching destination fair: "It's the journey that's important, Not the getting there!"

Chapter Seven
SEVEN That’s it? There’s no more about basic training? No, there isn’t. I might flash back here and there, but for the most part, I’m done. I know you’re ready to scream at me, and I’m sorry, but that’s all I have to say about basic training. I see no reason to get into all of the expected horror stories; the tales of getting rousted early for PT, Drill Sergeants yelling in my face, people throwing up during road marches, all of the things that everyone expects to read about since Full Metal Jacket hit the movie theaters. No, I don’t need to talk about those things. They are very, very common-place. Many of them did happen. Much of that sort of thing was witnessed by me, but it was also witnessed by nearly every American who’s ever gone through training. I’m fairly sure there’s at least one or two in your own family. You’d probably be surprised at what they’re willing to talk about if you’d only take the time to ask them. They have a story too. As for me, I’m not going to dis

I Wanna Be Loved Poem
I Wanna Be Loved: Wanna be loved Not for who you think I am Nor what you want me to be could you love me for me? Real love, with no strings attached I wanna give you my heart Don't want to take it back This is my chance - LOVE Been searching for a long long time For that oh so true love To comfort this heart of mine No pretense stop wasting my time A virtous woman is really hard to find I'm telling you lady I'm only human, not looking for impossibility Just a genuine woman with sincerity Someone who is always near to hold me Show me you care, up front and boldly Don't shun my feelings, all the positive meanings Love me morning, noon and all seasons Well every hour I have a stick in a bush What happen to me... she must be somewhere out there Now where could she be? Caught up passionately in a love rhapsody I'm like waiting on some honey But there ain't no queen bee Everybody's la

Video From Court On Mccaylahs Death
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Love And Life
We were all raised with the idea 2 is the perfect number...everyone has a soulmate...somewhere...I used to believe the hype too. Love like life is a highway....sometimes u take a really bad turn...sometimes you get lost...sometimes you stumble on something beautiful. I may not have always loved wisely but i have no regrets for giving my heart...even tho it didnt end they way i hoped it would. I used to look for Mr. Right...but now i settle for Mr. Right Now lol lifes short...you have to grab love where u can find it.....be it for a day...a week...a month....or for the lucky ones...forever. Best of luck in your journey :)

More Information On Mccaylah's Death
Winchester girl died 5 hours before parents called for help; was struck in the chest and burned in water By Cassondra Kirby HERALD-LEADER STAFF WRITER JANET WORNE Ten-year-old Michaela Watkins was found dead in her apartment on Memorial Park.Michaela Watkins was dead nearly five hours March 11 before her father and stepmother called authorities, according to testimony in a court hearing Tuesday. The 10-year-old girl died from blunt-force injuries to the chest caused by an object that the medical examiner likened to a 2-inch by 4-inch piece of lumber, Winchester police Detective James Hall said. The object was swung at high velocity. The resulting pressure on the chest and lungs caused respiratory problems leading to the girl’s death. Seven of Michaela’s ribs on the left side of her body were broken. In addition, burns on Michaela’s legs were consistent with someone lifting the girl and setting her in hot water, Hall testified. The extent of Michaela’s injuries were re

Dating In 1957
DATING IN 1957 It's the summer of 1957 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers and invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" she says. That's cool. Peggy Sue's mother asks Harold what they're planning to do. Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive in movie. Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, Peggy Sue comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt with Her saddle shoes, and an

Yippee!
Well, Mom has been gone for a week. Any one who knows me very well, knows that I am a total Momma's boy, and am not afraid to admit it. She went on vacation to Mazatlan Mexico. I went last year with her, my dad, and my lil bro as there Graduation Present to me. It was a blast, but since I didn't go this time, I really have been missing mom. Our cell phones don't work down there so we were limited to e-mailing for communication. She should be home within the hour so I am gonna get offline and wait for her arrival. Thank God this week is over.

Lil Something Else
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see your pics My heart skips a beat. For you define sexii In both body and mind Your so damn sexi face More sexier than I'll ever find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

New Information On Mccaylahs Death
CLARK COUNTY Disturbing Details In Child Death Disturbing details about what led to the death of a ten-year-old girl, allegedly at the hands of her father and stepmother, were released in court Tuesday. Patrick Watkins, 30, and his wife, Joy Watkins, are charged with the murder of Michaela Watkins. The girl's bruised and lifeless body was found in her family's Winchester apartment March 11. On Tuesday, detective James Hall, took the stand, and told the courtroom that Michaela Watkins was beaten to death. According to investigators, Patrick and Joy Watkins claim that Michaela and her stepmother got into a physical altercation on the morning of March 10. Later, they claimed she fell out of the bathtub, hitting her head twice and was going in and out of consciousness. But, instead of taking the girl to the doctor, the couple says the whole family went to the Red River Gorge the following day. The couple also told police that when they got home from Red River Gorge Micha

....shattered...
4am..It really does hear all my secrets....this time is no different.This time it only hurts more. I'm almost to a point the pain has made me so numb I can't think or feel beyond it. What kills me more is my very soul is going though worst pain and I am held helpless to take that pain from her. I guess i'd do better to allow the hate n rage to come to surface.Rather then focusing on the pain. but..I'm....shattered. I can barely get the reason out. My mind refusing to belive what it knows is true. But=deep breath=Gypsy mis carried.She herself is fighting to stay alive. There was alot..to much blood lost. And the child we so looked forward to..now is no longer. Was it really only 20 min. ago that this happened? It seems like it should be longer. No,I haven't left her side and I will not. I will stay 24/7 in this room with her reguardless of any dr. or nurse. I'm silent. she's resting. And I'm here when she wakes crying thinking it was all a nightmare... But...I will state this..

Marry Me?
Hmmm, so why in the hell do I miss that? I miss the marriage thing, not with the one I was married to, but you know what I mean. I miss the teamwork, the "Us" and "Ours"... Maybe I've just lost my mind... hahaha

A To Z
1. A is for age: 38 2. B is for beer of choice: Bass 3. C is for career right now: Professor 4. D is for your dog's name? Don’t have a dog.. used to be Tiny, back in the day. 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: Computer, Cell phone 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: Boston Legal 7. G is for favorite game: Trivial Pursuit 8. H is for Home town: Original EastLos, now San Diego 9. I is for instruments you play: drums, kinda 10. J is for favorite juice: cranberry 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: dubya 12. L is for last place you ate: Costco hotdog 13. M is for marriage: one month and counting. 14. N is for your full name: yeah, AMN how about that. 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: only one, when I had my tonsils out when I was like 3 or something. 16. P is for people you have talked to today: probably about 9 17. Q is for quote: " "When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in the flag and carryin

I Need Votes And Nobody Reads My Bullentins!!!
I am asking For anyone and everyone to please help me out I amentered in a contest for prettiest smile Im pretty far behind on some of the contestants I need COMMENT BOMBERS TO BOMB ME TILL APRIL 1ST PLEASE GO COMMENT ME AND RATE ME...IF YOU WANT ADD ME AS A FRIEND AS WELL ID APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET...HERE IS THE LINK PLEASE HOOK ME UPITS MY FIRST CONTEST AND PROBABLY THE ONLY ONE ILL ENTER THANK YOU!!! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 192925223 ]

Lil Something
?PARA MI AMOR? ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD LOVE U FOREVER I WILL LIVE FOR ?PARA MI AMOR ? I WOULD LAUGH FOR I WILL BE HAPPY FOR ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD TAKE CARE OF I WILL LOVE YOU FOR YOU ?PARA MI PARA? I WOULD LOVE THE GROUND YOU WALK O0N I WILL WORSHIP YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD KISS EVERYDAY I WILL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD BE YOUR TEDDYBEAR I WILL FOREVER BE THERE ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD ALWAYS THINK OF YOU I WILL CHERISH YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD HOLD YOU FOREVER I WILL SHOW YOU MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? YOU WOULD FOREVER BE IN HEART YOU WILL BEMY EVERYTHING ?PARA MI AMOR?

Quote Of The Day 3/27/07
"Some people can't have kids and then there are those that have always wanted them and then they meet the person that completes them and having children no longer is a priority." ~Karin~

Automobile Air Conditioning
The 3 Goldberg brothers, Norman, Hyman, and Max invented and developed the first automobile air-conditioner. On July 17th, 1946, the temperature in Detroitwas 97º. The 3 brothers walked into old man Henry Ford's office and sweet-talked his secretary into telling him that 3 gentlemen were there with the most exciting innovation in the auto industry since the electric starter. Henry was curious and invited them into his office. They refused and instead asked that he come out to the parking lot to their car. They persuaded him to get into the car which was about 130º - turned on the air-conditioner and cooled the car off immediately. The old man got very excited and invited them back to the office, where he offered them 3 million dollars for the patent. The brothers refused saying they would settle for 2 million but they wanted the recognition by having a label "The Goldberg Air-Conditioner" on the dashboard of each car that it was installed in. Now old man Ford was m

Would You Bang Me"?
I HAVE BEEN A MEMBER OF THIS SITE FOR AWHILE NOW AND THEY HAVE THIS NEW TAG FOR VOTES SOOOOO THE QUESTION NOW IS WOULD YA BANGME?????? LETS SEEEE HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVE ME :) THANK YOU MUAH TO ALL MY FRIENDS SWEEET DESTINY

I Really Don't Judge..but This Was In A Bulletin..lmao
~*!*~ I DON'T JUDGE MEN ON COCK SIZES BUT THIS WAS TOO FUNNY NOT TO PUT UP ON MY PAGE, MEN SORRY, LADIES ENJOY~*!*~ Girls Reaction to Dick Sizes 11 inches = HOLY hell ur gonna do what with that!!!! 10 inches = OMG!! 9 inches = Pain 8 inches = MMMMMM YAAAAAAAAA 7 inches = Heaven 6 inches = Perfect 5 inches = OK 4 inches = Push it in More 3 inches = Is It In? 2 inches = F*CK it use your tounge 1 inch = OMG give up ur not gonna do SH!T 4 me 0 inches = what the F*CK are u

Tears
Tears We say things sometimes that are not really meant to sting but strike one down in a second of displeasure. Paranoia causes us to sire words- of agony that cause globes of animosities to breathe within. So when I say things to misuse your faith I am acting out of jealousy and not from lack of trust. These tears I cry- are not for what could have been but from what was. I insult the covenant of respect and sometimes express- not what is from my heart but what comes from rivalry. These tears are not for the season we had but the space that will come after us.

I'm Really Not Surprised...
This time of year is when things start to get busy for me. Some of you may know but for those who don't, I am a volunteer 4-H leader. (If you don't know what 4-H is, this website is a good description). I help run dog training classes in the spring and summer. I am a mentor. I love it, love it, love it. Every March and April they offer volunteer training classes for 6 weeks on Tuesdays. This is my 5th year taking the classes. Everyone there has gotten to know me pretty well. They know by now that they should never give me a yo-yo. They know that all I have to do to get hurt is walk into a room. Tonight's seminar was a fundraising expo -- samples, flyers, etc. There were also doorprizes. There was one prize left on the table and my name hadn't been drawn yet. The last card was pulled (there were still several in there) and it was MINE!! YAY! The prize left on the table - a travel first aid kit. It couldn't have been planned any better if they tried. Not five mi

Allow Me To Introduce Myself....2.0
Name: DarkProf (aka Pochotlan aka Linger aka Xaco) Birthday: March 27 Birthplace: Aztlan, Califas Current Location: San Diego, CA Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Dark Brown, with some gray Hair Type: Long and curly Height: 5¡¦11¡¨ Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Mexican (Indian/Spanish/African) Marital Status: Married Kink status: Bi Poly Switch Religion: fledgling Buddhist The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Rockports Your Weakness: damsels in distress Your Fears: being in crowds; my potential Your Perfect Pizza: sausage and mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to loose another 50 lbs. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ¡§See, that¡¦s exactly why I hate people!!¡¨ Thoughts First Waking Up: ¡§where are the cats?¡¨ Your Best Physical Feature: hair, eyes some like my hands Your Bedtime: usually around 11 or midnight Your Most Missed Memory: laughing with my parents Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: Tryin

My So Called Life Part 3
Hmmmmm were to begin? Well to start with you all know that i am going through issues with my ex and have seen my rants but hey life is starting to get a little better for me ok ok so I lie its getting alot better. I realized that I was letting my ex win I said screw this and went and filed papers for joint custody of my life, my son. I used to mope and feel sorry for myself and the way my life has been so I took charge and I realized as long as I sat back and was subserviant to my ex she had that hold over me and she always would. Since I filed the court papers I have reclaimed my life and realized that she cant take what I dont give her. With that said I have to meet with the consilitator of our case on april 4th. If I am granted joint custody of my boy that will be the best B-Day present anyone has ever givin me. By the way my B-Day is april 6th I expect lots of gifts lol just kidding. On to the next topic my love life........hmmmmm Thanks to a reader of my blogs and a friend I was

Serious Virus From A Hacker
Do not open this email "Life's Is Beautiful" When you do! it says life was beautiful now yours is Fu$#ck't and your system will not operate run no of the above! this email is on AOL, Hotmail, yahoo, and all the other internet serv. tell your friends and family

Binding Contract
Laura Stone sat at her desk, her fingers flying over her keyboard. She was hard at work on a very important presentation, perhaps the most important of her career. A group of Japanese businessmen were seeking to invest a large amount of capital into the company for which she worked, and she had been assigned the task of leading the pitch at a high level meeting to take place overseas. The complexity of the project did not hamper her, although it was by far the most thorough, complicated assignment she had faced. She was a hard worker, easily outperforming the rest of her department. She had proven herself indispensable to her boss, who always referred to her as his right hand gal. Completing her duties was simple. The challenge came in balancing her regular workload with the special tasks she was assigned throughout the day. Periodically her email box would alert her to a new message from her Master. She always opened them immediately, anxious to see what new torments he h

Which Is Your Birthday Month? Im June
Which is your Birthday month? ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost th

True Vs. Bullshit
Girl Facts~~~The true part When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand. When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that.. Guy Facts~~~The bullshit part When a guy calls you, he wa

Happy Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday Charlie, I can think of a million ways that are a better way to celebrate your 35th Birthday!! I will see you in the blink of an eye and until I do party it up in heaven and save me a great place up there!!! I miss you and I love you!!!

Increasing Faith
This was sent to me by a friend and I felt that you might enjoy reading it as well. Keep up your faith!! Increasing Faith John Ogden, Sr. So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. (Romans 10:17) Much is said about having faith. Many sermons have been preached on faith and as a young man I would leave church and wonder, “How can I have more faith?” I’d hear well meaning people say, “Just leave it at the altar.” At one point in my life, when I was going through a very desperate situation, Ms. Becky (my wife) said, “Just leave it in God’s hands.” I was trying to! Everything within me wanted to take this situation and put it in God’s hands and go skipping down the highway of life. But, it seemed much easier to say it than to do it. Have you ever been there or maybe you are there now. As I began to pray and seek God’s face I discovered Romans 10:17. As I read it and reread it and meditated upon it, I began to see that there are times when we need

Why I Submit
The bite of gravel eats the flesh of my knees, the crap of the whip sounds seconds before I feel the searing heat marking its territory, I look up at you knowing that you hold the power of my pleasure, the power to keep every nerve ending in my body jumping; anticipating what could possibly be next. You take the candle tilting it so the river of wax falls gracefully upon my ass, running rivers between my cheeks, pooling at my anus, overflowing and moving on to my clit where it solidifies; tightening.....sending me into intense orgasm. YOU hold the power, watching and guiding my body through the transitions of pain and ecstasy. I have been asked so many times in the past why I enjoy being a submissive woman in this world when my personality is that of a free spirit. To me the above answers that question hands down. In order to achieve great orgasm, ones body must be awake and alive. FULLY. When are you most at attention? Most alert? When your body or being is experiencing so

Recouping From The Weekend
Hello all my wonderful friends .. I'm back home from my weekend back home in Connecticut .. had a wonderful time as always ( other than my camera getting stolen) but im not going to get stuck on that .. My parents look wonderful .. Mom hasnt looked this good in years . .the surgery did wonders for her .. she's getting her ol' pep back . and dad's ribs are finally healing from his icy fall a few weeks back .. I was able to sneak out with a couple of my oldest, best and dearest friends from home , of which ive known most of my life ..one of which all of my life the other about 25 years .. and when we got together it was like we hadnt had time take us from each other .. Ill post the pic I got of the three of Us .. and you'll be able to tell for yourself we were a handful back in school ..they are like famly . hell they are family ..like sisters .. .. I was able to spend small amounts of time with everyone in the family .. other than my brothers sons which it always seems they are with

Delaying Going Off To Relax For A P.s.a. ...
Delaying resting off this headache just to write- to friends and anyone not on my list who sees this, quite a few people helped improve my general mood this evening (no, I did not start in the deepest depths of the soul, or something- mostly the effects of weather, of various issues being hashed out hopefully appropriately..) , but I was cheered allsame and appreciate it.

Robin Thicke - Lost Without You
I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby Tell me how u love me more And how u think I’m sexy baby That u don’t want nobody else U don’t want this guy u don’t want that guy u wanna Touch yourself when u see me Tell me how u love my body And how I make u feel baby U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love 2 hear u say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me u depend on me I need To hear it I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby Baby you’re the perfect shape Baby you’re the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me u don’t want me To stop Tell me it would break you

One Look
One Look Just one quick look was all it took for him to love me. I don't know why,.... or where to even begin to answer that I just knew it was. There had been no other like him, though I thought there had been. What made him so different than all the others? I don't know why,... or where to even begin to answer that.... I just knew it was. We had some wonderful adventures in the time we had together, and it took lies to catch us like bait on a hook, to get us to come back to the town we had wanted so badly to leave. I don't know why,...or where to even begin to answer that, I just knew it was. Because it was to much trouble since we came back, or something else unknown, we saw each other less and less, which hurt me to the bone. I don't know why,....or even where to begin to answer that, I just knew it was. One Look. One last look as your car drove away and around the corner. You had said the usual things, talked of a future, and our trials and tribulations of lat

Happy To Be Leaving Soon
Well my fellow cherries...Friday was my last day of work. It was a job I knew inside and out...I started working there right out of high school...ten years I gave to that company. I could've done this job in my sleep! And I have!Everyone else cried when I left, I didn't. I came home, chilled with my friend Tamela, and got drunk on Malibu rum and Dr. Pepper. I think I smoked my friend out for all the Marlboro Lights I smoked. Anywho, you would think leaving the job I have given my life to, and the city and state I lived my whole life in would make me sad...IT ISN'T! I am really excited!!! I want out! There is this one girl (came from California of course. THEY ARE TAKING OVER AUSTIN!!!! No offense to my Cali peeps!) that came in and took over! You know the kind, the ugly, old, narcistic bitches that think that everyone just loves them when everyone hates them? She is all nice and sweet when you're around but when you are not, she's talking shit about you? i saw right through her,

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Blonde Joke...........
A few days ago I was having some work done at my local garage. A blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. We all looked at each other and another customer asked, "What is a seven-hundred-ten?" She replied, "You know, the little piece in the middle of the engine, I have lost it and need a new one.." She replied that she did not know exactly what it was, but this piece had always been there. The mechanic gave her a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and in the middle of it wrote 710. He th! en to ok her over to another car which had its hood up and asked "is there a 710 on this car?" She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there."

Ugh.
Ugh. The weather was good for a few days finally, but now ... its gone and gotten cold and chance of snow again. I sneezed like 6 times yesterday ( all within a matter of seconds ) and now I feel like I'm coming down with something. How nice. This weekend was suppose to be something special with my fiance' ( She's taking some vaca time ) On other fronts, I've really gotten hooked on watching Poker on TV. ( Both NBC's Poker after Dark and Poker SuperStars )

Playlist For The Week Of 3/20/07 - 3/27/07.
Absu - The Sun Of Tiphareth Anthrax - I'm The Man EP Benediction - Organized Chaos Bloodbath - Nightmares Made Flesh Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demo Death - Individual Thought Patterns Gwar - Violence Has Arrived Hypocrisy - Penetralia I - Between Two Worlds Incantation - Diabolical Conquest Iron Maiden - Somewhere In Time Kiss - Dressed To Kill Megadeth - The World Needs A Hero Paths Of Possession - Promises In Blood Pungent Stench - Ampeauty Savatage - Gutter Ballet Sepultura - Third World Posse EP Slayer - South Of Heaven Testament - Low Teratism - The Blessing Of Death Type O Negative - Dead Again

Do You Know Me?
I want to see how well my friends and family know me. Take my quiz. Just copy and paste this link into your browser. I would love to see how well y'all do! http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/2917826

Sexual Roller Coaster
Sexual Roller Coaster 9/19/03 My excuse: sexual frustraion. I want you. Make no mistake this is true, But can you handle it? Or will the pain take over in the middle of the ride, Bruises and welts from side to side And sweat dripping from every helpless pore. I want you. Stretched out across my bed, Legs bound with duck tape to the posts, Arms bound in front of you, one mass of tape. I want you. Screaming at the top of your lungs with every lash of braided leather belt, Pain and pleasure a map made of skin only I can read. Welts and the entire bruise spectrum making you twitch In anticipation for the next stroke, The bed sheets flooded with your scent And the air filled with the music of pain. I want you. Begging for release with non human sounds, My skin covering yours as I kiss every beautiful scar, Taking my time to leave a bite mark or two on your shoulder blades And roll your nipples between my finge

March 27, 2007
Well today it stopped raining finally!! I am going to be working on my house the next couple of days! I am going to be painting(how fun) Also I have a new job! I am very happy about it! Yesturday I helped my sister in Mississippi with her kids science report! It was over saving energy! As you all know James had surgry today and things went good so please keep him in your thoughts he has a long way to go to get better!! Well I think that is all for today! OH PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND PUT YOUR PICTURE ON MY GUEST BOOK!!!! I HAVE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD ON MY PAGE!! LOVE, KIM

Tiny Angel
Iam a tiny angel... I'm smaller then your thumb; I live in peoples pockets, that's where I have fun. I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect; Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an Angel... I was a fairy in a flower; God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me Angel power. Now God has many Angels That He trains in Angel pools; We become His eyes, ears, and hands..We become His special tools. And because God is so busy, with way too much to do; He said that my assignment was to keep close watch on you. Then He tucket me in your pocket, blessing you with Angle care; Saying I must never leave you, And I vowed to stay right there!

Todays Ultrasound
Well what can I say about this baby other then it is stubborn and is wanting to drive me insain lol..it wouldnt let the lady check to see what the sex is so we both gave up, I thought this kid is one smart cookie lmao...during the ultrasound the lady asked to kids to come in and watch...aww it was so sweet the lady would pause a moment on its face and its hands where covering up its face and then would move them away the kids said it was playing peek a boo with them and then it looked as if was waving..wow it was amazing, I so wanna cry dayum these hormons lol...anyways after getting the picture the kids were talking about the baby hoping it will be a boy or girl which was funny just listening to them...so basicly I dont know..I have 2 of each so this one doesnt really matter to me, just have one of them days where I hope for a boy then a few days later a girl...so yea Im just very thankful that Im going to be a mommy again, despite the hurdels I got ahead of me with school and all but

Damn It
Ok so last year i was in a car accident they said was my fault now i just got my car back about a month ago now this lady at work hit my car today but good thing she told me so now i might not have my car again for a few months this sucks.

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman i

Story I Am Writing (untitled) Still A Work In Progress
She looked at herself one last time in her rearview mirror and fixed the strand of hair that had fallen over her eyes. Thoughts running through her head about how this was a mistake in the making, still she could not will herself to leave. Opening the door to her car, she grabs her phone and keys and locks the door as she makes her way to his door. Unsure of what will happen she hope that she will not regret a single moment spent with him tonight. He opens the door to her second knock and invites her in. He helps her out of her jacket and tells her to take a seat. She is still shocked at the small connection that she feels to him even if they have not spent a moment alone till now. How is she going to get through the rest of the night without letting go and giving in to the temptation to go to him and kiss him. Choosing a spot on the sofa as he hands her a drink, she places her phone and keys on his table. He turns and takes a seat on the other sofa and takes a drink from his beer as

Finally
Im finally getting some peace in my life now, im doing great at work, i live alone and no one can tell me what to do, my b-days coming up and im going to spend it with good friends, im meeting great new people....what more can i ask for? Life is finally going great

Last Night.
So, Mr. Meow-gi [Mow-Mow] has been brawling with this neighbor cat a LOT lately. Last night, when Keagan got home from school [8:30ish], they were in the midst of a battle. Keagan picked Mow up to take him inside, took about 10 paces, and BAM! Mow bit him. The first time, it barely broke the skin.... the second time, it was VICIOUS. It's on his right hand, in the soft fleshy area between his thumb & first finger. We went to the ER pretty fast, for a proper cleaning [irrigation is RAD!], a tetanus shot, and anti-biotics... they gave him 20 Vicodin, too. YAYYY! My mom had to wire us money for the scrips. And our power bill... we got out of the ER at about 11:30 [I was shocked that it didn't take THAT long!]... we went home, and at about 1am my mum wired us $$$... so we went on an adventure looking for a 24-hour Western Union... we knew a 24-hour pharmacy was near the hospital. So, we got the scrips and headed home... he took a Vic & a half, and his anti-biotics... BUT THEN a few ho

A Million Thoughts
I woke up this morning, so tired that i could barely make it to the shower; but it didnt last, thoughts of the coming weeks came to me and all the exhaustion left. So much is happening right now, so much that ive been working towards for so long and now its all coming together; i cant help be be afraid. I called my mother today; talked about everything on my mind, about work, the house, alli, everything and she kept saying the same thing - if God brings you to it, he will bring you through it. is it that simple? i have so many blessings, do i have the right to hope for more? to want more? is it not arrogance to look at all that i have and still ask for more? I keep wanting. I keep hoping. I keep daring to ask for her. I can't seem stop; it's been so long of waiting that i forgot know how to not want her. Am i a bad person? Probably. I'd rather be bad and have her then good and lose her again. Time will tell. Ten days to go; it feels like a clock in my head that gongs now an

One Taste
I know what you need You need.... Need just…. Just one.... One taste.... Taste of.... Of you.... You and.... And I.... I together.... Together in.... In each.... Each others.... Others arms.... For one…. One night…. Night of…. Of endless…. Endless pleasure…. Pleasure together…. Together as…. As one…. To taste…. Taste your…. Your lips…. Lips on…. On mine…. Mine for…. For the…. The first…. First time… Time I.... I taste…. Taste your…. Your supple…. Supple flesh…. Flesh on…. On mine…. One taste

I Want To Use You, And Abuse You.
It's amazing when you cut your losses, how beautiful everything can be. And I'm doing just that. Cutting the negative bullshit out of my life, and letting the chips fall where they may. I was silly, delusional, even, to think that ANYONE could fix me, help me, or do anything for me. I have the power. In my self. I have the power. I have the power! I don't need anyone to listen, I don't need anyone to be there. All I need is myself. I do not need flippant people in my life who can't handle when the going gets tough, and I don't need people in my life who don't understand, or who don't even bother trying to understanding. I don't need that juvenilehighschoolbullshit. I'd rather stick my two inch cock through a cheese grater, balls too. I'm climbing, and I'm evolving. I'm back to where I was four years ago, and it's beautiful. I cannot believe I got scared and turned away. I can't believe I got so fucking uncomfortable with being this way, that I turned right 'round and walked awa

Heart Broken
You tell me that you love me when we said goodnight then you send me a message saying that you dont want to be with me anymore. when i read those words i felt my heart break into i million pieces. You had sent a message to me like that one time before. Its like our relationship is an emotional rollercoaster. Dont know if i want on it or off. all i know is that i do care about you and love you. If Im not what you want and not worth waiting for then i do hope you the very best with whoever you end up being with. Am I heartbroken? Yes i am. Im heart broken because your not here with me.

Ratings
Don't you just love it when somebody gives your profile or one of your pictures a low rating, and they can't even be big enough to say they did ? Not that it really matters in the real world but come on at least be brave enough to let it be known you did it. i have to wonder how they handle real life situations....do they still hide behind moms skirt.....lol. well I feel so much better now that I got that off my chest

Down With Me.
"Down with me, but who cares?" I hate to think what I would be like as a lover. Would I be adequate, satisfactory, great, MIND BLOWING? Often I wonder if I'll ever even find a reason to preoccupy myself with the thought. Why plan ahead to worry, when I'm so far behind right now. So chronically unfuckable, so incureably alone. Think I'll ever get passed that? I'm not sure. Obviously, or I wouldn't have asked. Feh... who gives a good god damn? About what time should I let myself go? I'm not sure if it ever mattered. I'll just rip it through my head. Like a lead delivered on supersonic wings. Splatter paint the lovlies with what I used to be. Fucking their lives with my bloody mess. Wonder what it tastes like. Any better than your taint? I should wash it down with hot sauce and tar next time. Jesus christ have you ever heard of soap? Or maybe I'm just turning into an embittered dick in my old sexless age. Her stank is still all over me. It permiates my bo

Feng Shui Horoscope
Take just a minute to take this test & see what happens! If you are honest this tells the truth -- it's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom... 1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like California or Florida more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one) When you're done, scroll down. Don't cheat ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answers: 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are

If We Had Sex.... 20 Questions
If We Had Sex.... 20 Questions (Reply in a private email...or you can make it public so everybody can read it...(not recommended)) 1. Would you mind me being in control first? 2. Would you smack my ass? (LOL) 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4. Would you like me to go down on you? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you go down on me? 7. Would you lick me like a lollipop or suck me til I explode? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Spit, Swallow or elsewhere on you like your face or boobs (name it)? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like long 4play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take ur time if I told you to? 14. Would u fall asleep next to me when we were done? 15. Would u want me to go hard and fast or slow and easy? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do u think

Children Learn What They Live
1.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH CRITICISM, HE/SHE LEARNS TO CONDEMN. 2.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH HOSTILITY, HE/SHE LEARNS TO FIGHT. 3.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH RIDICULE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO BE SHY. 4.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SHAME, HE/SHE LEARNS TO FEEL GUILTY. 5.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH TOLERANCE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO BE PATIENT. 6.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH PRAISE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO APPRECIATE. 7.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ENCOURAGEMENT, HE/SHE LEARNS CONFIDENCE. 8.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH FAIRNESS, HE/SHE LEARNS JUSTICE. 9.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SECURITY, HE/SHE LEARNS TO HAVE FAITH. 10.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH APPROVAL, HE/SHE LEARNS TO LIKE THEMSELVES. 11.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ACCEPTANCE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD...

Cell Phones
Is it just me, or does any one else out there get really ticked when you are eating out and the person in the booth behind you either makes or receives a cell call? You are stuck there listening to them gab on. And why do they HAVE TO TALK SO LOUD ON THE PHONE!!!! uuuGGGHHH. Cell phones should be illegal in certain public places (ie)diners, movie theaters.

Hmmmm...is It Bullshit?
I wonder sometimes, I really do...how much can you believe or how much faith do you put into something someone says? When does life become simple? Oh, thats right...NEVER! I wonder if sometimes I have FOOL written all over my forehead! I know when someone is sincere...and I do know when my leg is being pulled. When is it appropriate to call someone on it? I really cant stand liars...and I seem to come across them...geez, when I was younger I could bullshit a bullshitter to no end. Do people really think that I cant put 2 and 2 together? Wow...I am frustrated, disappointed, angry, but most of all discouraged. I put myself out there...being honest about my feelings, and in return nothing, simply nothing! Complete and utter bullshit is what I get. Lets tell Worthy what she wants to hear...Empty promises, but most of all deception. How do you be strong? So, I guess I am just going to play the game...if anything ever happens, it happens! Just remember...I am not a fool, nor will I be playe

Another Fallen Angel!
I once had friend/brother; Christian! Truly he was one of a kind! I learned a lot about myself and life through him. I was also accepted into his family by himself, his mom and two sisters. Christian was killed in a car wreck about a year and a half ago. I cried so much, for he was truly an angel and a Godsend. To this day, I miss him and his family is still a part of mine. I learned earlier this afternoon that his older sister, Kirsten, had committed suicide either late last night or early this morning. I have not stopped crying since I got the news. It makes me wish that sometimes I didn't have a heart or just not one my size, because my heart right now is not only broken and aches so much, it's bleeding. To anyone reading this, please keep the McKenna family in your prayers! I would most appreciate it!

A Big Thank You
I would just like to take this moment and say a BIG thank you to all who came to my profile and comment bombed my pic "Friendship is Continuous" I believe it to be true. I have met some wonderful friends on here and glad I did. Some real caring and supportive people on here that need to be recognized more often than they are or have been. Just to let you all know. I come here just for that reason. To meet people. To make friends. Which I have and very grateful for. I will be here for you as well for whatever is needed. A friend with a shoulder to lean on, to cry on, for support, or whatever is needed. I want to give back what I have received from all of you. So Thank you all once again for being there for me. SDCHICK

Sexiest Salute Contest!! Looking For Entries!!!
I AM HAVING A SEXIEST SALUTE CONTEST!! GUYS AND GALS ENTER!! DO YOU HAVE THE SEXIEST SAULTE? ENTER AND SEE IF YOUR SALUTE HAS WHAT IT TAKES TO WIN!!! I AM LOOKING FOR 10-20 ENTRIES!! 1ST PLACE WILL WIN A YACHT 2ND PLACE WILL WIN A CORVETTE 3RD PLACE WILL WIN A PORSCHE RULES: THERE WILL BE NOT DOWN RATING TOLERATED!!! IF THIS HAPPENS THE CONTEST WILL BE CLOSED!!! CONTEST ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FUN AND THAT IS HOW IT WILL BE OR THE CONTEST WILL BE CLOSED!! SORRY I HAVE TO BE A BITCH BUT I DONT TOLERATE RUDENESS OR CHEATING!!! I WANT TO START THE CONTEST BY THRUSDAY MARCH 29TH AT NOON PST. SO HURRY AND GET YOUR PICS TO ME ASAP!!! Thanks, TwinkleBug

Whatever...
you think im dumb...whatever you say im a bitch...whatever cant do nothing right...whatever dont know how to raise my kids...whatever cant run a home...whatever cant make love..whatever couldnt breathe right if it wasnt automatic..whatever MY LIFE IS MINE..NOT YOURS..THINK YOU CAN DO BETTER?....WHATEVER!!

Something Good Might Come Out Of It
Some thing good might come out of it When you need a freind or love My heart I will share When you are sick or not feeling well For you I will care When you are sad or lonely I will be there I will dry your tears when you need them dried When you are scared I will comfort you And be there for you and your fears Something good will come out of it you take a breath and think of the things that will be. something good will come of it just you wait and see hold tight cause something good will come

Get To Know Me
I am a single mother of two children. My son is oldest at the age of 20 and my daughter is 19. my son has followed temporaily in my foot steps as a business man/carpenter but plans to join the Police Academy in a few months. my daughter works for the state full time and also attends college full time at nite. I think its fair to say I have wonderful children. I divorced thier father when they were only 1 and 2 years of age, and raised them alone. They have never failed to make me proud. They in fact are my Life. I am a business owner and carpenter by trade and an all around tom boy by choice. Atleast thats what im refered to as. I like to think I am just very capable. Horses are a great love for me, along with Harleys, Atv's, Rail Buggies, and Guns. One of my most favorite things is auto mechanics. My father is a mechanic by Trade and a Baptist preacher by calling of God. With that being said, you should know you may see things on my page speaking or refering to God and if you talk

Vote 4 Me!
Hey People, NaughtyNat82 is in 144th place Please text 'PB NAUGHTYNAT82' to 61113 and help win me a trip to the playboy mansion. Thanks, Nat xox Oh and please feel free to add me on cherrytap or even better add me on Myspace: www.myspace.com/naughtynatalie82 Im a friendly sort, I wont bite unless you want me too

I See Stars
The Lone Ranger and Tonto stopped in the desert for the >>>>night. After >>>> they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound >>>>asleep. >>>> Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, >>>>"Kemo Sabe, >>>> look towards sky, what you see?" >>>> The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars." >>>> What that tell you?" asked Tonto. >>>> The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, >>>>"Astronomically >>>> speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and >>>>potentially >>>> billions of planets. >>>> Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time >>>>wise, it >>>> appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the >>>>morning. >>>> Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and >>>>we are small >>>> and insignificant. >>>> Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day >>>>tomorrow." >>>> Tonto i

Falling In Love Fast
Falling in love fast wondering how long that feeling will last you see that person you want and think you need Wondering how your going to make it, wondering if the distance will make you or break you. When i fell for you in love with you i fell fast and hard, now its too late to save my heart. My heart is in your hands very fragle and breakable. will you take care of my heart or Crush it?

Memorable Concerts
THE US FESTIVAL Labor Day Weekend, 1982 9/3-5 I was in a Motorhome parked next to the VIP helicoper pad. A friend was a Pat Benatar roadie. 3 days, 34 hours of music, 400,000 in attendance. Grateful Dead Live Stream The US FESTIVAL 9/5/1982 Gang of Four-The Ramones-The English Beat Oingo Boingo-The B-52's-Talking Heads-The Police The Joe Sharino Band-Oingo Boingo-Eddie Money-Santana The Cars-The Kinks-Pat Benatar-Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers-Grateful Dead-Jerry Jeff Walker-Jimmy Buffett Jackson Browne-Fleetwood Mac NEW ORLEANS POP FESTIVAL 9/1/69 3 days at the Baton Rouge International Speedway in Prairieville, Louisiana (3 days)-Yes I was There! 1969 was the year of the outdoor rock festival. Grateful Dead Live Stream New Orleans Pop FESTIVAL 1969 The lineup: The Youngbloods-Country Joe & the Fish-Santana-Canned Heat-White Clover-Janis Joplin & The Kozmic Blues Band Iron Butterfly-Sweetwater-Potliquor-Cat Mother Newsboys-Chicago Transit Authority Tyrannosaurs Rex-

You Would Kill For This
When we were burning These stained walls would swell with passion Our sweat warped the wooden floorboards You'd kick out the night light And let the moon bleed through the window Draping over naked bodies We're killing time Trying to love What we can't find But who does? A drier heat than we know blistered me badly We've all been burning out I'll have a Gibson My throat is dry from screaming blindly At the wishing stars that wrecked me They kinged me naive Now I keep the night light on and watch the sweat drip from the ceiling These summer nights The streetlights burst flames They screech too bright They scream blind A drier heat than we know blistered me badly We've all been burning out A drier heat than we know blistered me badly We've all been burning... out Warp the wooden floor Kick out the light, kick off the bedsheets, and let the moon bleed in

A Way To Help Out With The Nsfw Nazi Regime
I had my mumming priviledges taken from me today, about 3 hours after I posted my mumm (which didn't have any NSFW content in it) it was flagged. I think the worst thing in my mumm was the word 'poop' was in it. It was a silly mumm, but I did follow the guidelines and actually ask for my mind to be made up. So, I didn't think I had broken any of these 'mumm guidelines'. Srapper was very nice and gave my my mumms back, he always gets a big thumb's up from me. Getting to a point, I promise. Shortly after getting my mumms revoked, I went to the cherrytap shop's page and noticed that one mumm was posted by it. So, I looked out of curiosity. http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=25 Notice that the date on the mumm is before any of this NSFW'ing and "Is it really a mumm?" So... which would lead me to believe that the mumms were in fact intended for more than just making up someone's mind in the "new guideline" sense of things. The very profile that informs so many mummers that their mu

Life As An Egg
If you think life is bad... how would you like to be an egg? You only get laid once. You only get eaten once. It takes four minutes to get hard. Only two minutes to get soft. You share your box with 11 other guys Worst of all...the only chick that ever sat on your face was your mother!!! So cheer up, your life isn't that bad!!! Pass it around to someone who you feel can use a good lay, I mean day!!!

Sweet Dreams My Friends
I decided to start saying good night to my friends this way....it takes so much time to leave everyone comments and I never have that much free time anyway,lol.the friends that matter will see this and know I was thinking of them and that's all that matters.so I want to wish everone a peaceful night with uninterupted sleep and nothing but the sweetest of dreams! MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Salute Contest
HEY EVERYONE I HAVE ENTERED MY FIRST CONTEST. i HAVE HELPED MANY OF YOU OUT AND WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD COME BY AND HELP ME OUT. I WILL REMEBER MY FRIENDS AND REPAY THE LOVE. I AM POSTING THE LINK BELOW JUST CLICK ON IT AND IT TAKES YOU STRAIGHT THERE. OH AND DONT FORGET TO RATE MY PIC ALSO. THANKS

The Nastiest Shit In The World (literally)
Ok..So I am on my first 15 minute break chopping it up on my sidekick with a few people when it came time for the Carls Jr I ate earlier to make it's exit out of my body. So I mae my way into the rest room and pick the handicap stall (for the leg room). I do the "pre-shit wipedown" ritual and blop my tank ass on the toilet. So there I am, texting friends and squeezing to my hearts content when some dude (no I didn't look!) comes into the restroom and enters the stall next to teh one I am occupying. He also does the "pre-shit wipedown" ritual. Then he sits down and begins his work. I tell you people, I never thought how FUCKING SICK shit sounds coming out of an asshole until I heard this dude shit. It was the nastiest fucking thing I have heard and I almost threw up by the sound of it. And it was not liek i was TRYING to ear how this dude shit, but MY GOD, it was unavoidable not to hear. It was not the sounds of the comical farting and plopping noises. that movies made famous.

How Do I Show You.....
How do i show you that i love you must i write it in stone, yell it from the rooftops or have it show as a sign from god. Do i need to write you a Sign as big as a billboard, with I LOVE YOU. How do i show and prove to you that i love you Do i sing a sad yet romantic song, one so sweet It touches your heart. Let me know how I'm supposted to show you that " I LOVE YOU"

Nothing Better Than The Best.
When should the line be drawn? When should you let go of what you had? Even if what you had is what you want back. Should you crawl on your belly across hot coals and beg for forgivness or should you go on with your life unhappy and unfulfilled knowing full well that what you had was the best and you'll never get it back? Should you find someone new who is great but still not able to fill your heart the way it had been filled to the brim and overflowed before? All these question just because you know there's never anything better than the best.

Broken Soul
Broken Soul It is not the pain of a broken heart any more but the pain of not feeling like you were good enough. The heart has healed but now the soul is broken. How could someone tell you that you were there life and they could never love another the way they love you then turn around in less then four months and ask the hand of another. Why does this person feel the need to make sure you know about it and rub it in your face? Did this person not really love you? Does this person even know the meaning of love? Do you even deserve to ever find that true love? Have you been such a bad person that you do not deserve to find that true one? Why once again have you allowed someone to use your kindness against you? Is your kindness your weakness? Will anyone ever not use it against you? Is there anyone in this world that will appreciate you and your heart and not take advantage of it? If not for your daughter and your friends would you even have the strength to keep going on?

Losing A Lover
Losing a Lover What made this lover walk away, not from the friendship but from the friend? Was it something that was said or done? Is it the way the friend looks or lives there life? Could this friend have done something to change the way things happened? The friend should feel grateful that the friendship is still there but in some way the friend can not help but think they have failed yet again.

A Numb Heart
A Numb Heart Although there is love all around the heart feels half empty. The heart is still lonely; looking for what in life is going to fill the other half. The emptiness doesn’t even hurt anymore, it is just numb. The numbness is rejection, rejection of past years. Numb to the world, it is time to find what lies deep in the heart. This heart was never set free, free to live, free to beat, free to feel. This heart was always told it could not feel it had to be strong and not show emotion. It was always told that if it showed emotion it would be weak. Weakness was never acceptable. It is time this heart learns to look deep into it’s self and find that other half.

Sparta Lyrics
"Taking Back Control" This home, (This home.) This place. (Aaha) It turns its back on time and space. We hope, (We hope.) You pray. (Aaha) But today is still today. Oh, we ran ourselves ragged. And all these broken backs, tragic. We try, (We try.) You fail. (Aaha) Another mark you left in hell. And this cut, (This cut.) Will run. (Aaha) But the guilt has just begun. Oh, we ran ourselves ragged. And all these broken backs, tragic. The future bleeds All these wasted seeds. Don't let it go. We're taking back control. The future needs All these wasted seeds. Don't let it go. We're taking back control. And this hole, (This hole.) You tore. (You tore.) (Aaha) Left blood on every door.. We hope, (We hope.) You find. (Aaha) Tragedy will change your mind. Oh, we ran ourselves ragged. And all these broken backs, tragic. The future bleeds All these wasted seeds. Don't let it go. We're taking back control. The future needs All these wasted seed

That Kiss
Time stands still. There you are, Holding me, Kissing me, Loving me. I've never felt more loved in my life. A moment to cherish forever, Real or not, It doesn't matter. You only you, Hold the key to my heart. That Kiss... The most loving, tender kiss. A fleeting second in time that Changed my life forever. That Kiss... Was it just a fantasy, a wish, A dream. A moment that holds my heart as tight as a vise. A moment etched forever Into my memory. It feels so real... My skin shivers from your touch. Then, as you lean down To kiss my lips once more, The alarm awakens me. My fantasy, my wish, my dream. That Kiss.

Fear
A COCOPHONY OF SWIRLING THOUGHTS BRING AN URGE FOR FLIGHT, TRUST, DISTRUST, AN URGENCY TO FAVOR THE VIOLENT ONES, RUN, RUN, THE VOICE SAYS AS MY FOOT LIFTS FROM THE FLOOR TO RESPOND, ONLY TO BE LOWERED BY UNCERTAINTY, DO NOT GIVE YOUR HEART AGAIN IT SAYS , REMEMBER THE LAST TIME , YOU SLUMPED TO YOUR BED DEFEATED AND IN PAIN AND YOUR SPIRIT WITHERED, A WOUND YOU SWORE NEVER TO BEAR AGAIN, DON'T GET CLOSE, SHARE YOUR LUST BUT NOT YOUR HEART AND SOUL, FOR IT IS ONLY IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL THAT THE MORTAL WOUNDS ARE INFLICTED. TO LOWER YOU TO THE FLOOR IN A POOL OF PAIN TO ENSURE A LONG ,SLOW SUFFERING,

Richard Iii
I, that am rudely stamp'd, and want love's majesty To strut before a wanton ambling nymph; I, that am curtail'd of this fair proportion, Cheated of feature by dissembling nature, Deform'd, unfinish'd, sent before my time Into this breathing world scarce half made up, And that so lamely and unfashionable That dogs bark at me as I halt by them;-- Why, I, in this weak piping time of peace, Have no delight to pass away the time, Unless to spy my shadow in the sun, And descant on mine own deformity: And therefore,--since I cannot prove a lover, To entertain these fair well-spoken days,-- I am determined to prove a villain, And hate the idle pleasures of these days.

Huh.. Choices, Choices, Choices...
I'm looking for a larger place. Yes, I need more room. I am also making room for someone else. I'm not sure how this will go, but it feels like the right move at this time. I guess we will see, huh? I've been casually dating for a few years, since my divorce, and it's been fun. I'm feeling like setting my toes into the river of love again. I wonder, am I drunk, stupid or just off my meds?! LOL Well, either way, I'm going to see what the water's like. *sigh* Here's my policy: If a person doesn't know me and like me as a friend, over MUCH time, then I have no faith that they could love me as more. So, it takes a year or so of knowing someone before I'll consider getting emotionally involved. You have to know that ups and downs don't end your relationship before you commit to having one, I think. That's just me. I'm pretty tentative about a lot of things. Other things I'm all up in. Anyway, it's a big step. Ok Cherries, have fun! JJ

How You Know You Have Been Inlove
you know youre inlove when,first off when, you have a fight or a arugement this is what happins. you cant sleep or eat or even get ya mind off the person and you keep saying to youre self damn why i say that how i let it get that far. ya figure things would be ok cause they told you they love you more then anything and no matter how bad we fight ill still never leave you and that they will always be there no matter what, well that dont always help, you still think about all the negative shit. and it hurts more then anything and you keep thinking that shit, and ya wonder have they moved on do they still love you do they still want to really be with you, ya wonder if theres some one else, ya know all the bad shit that could happin ya think that i mean her parents could have got in the way and got in to our lil dispute and messed thinsg up you still 4 give and you keep trying . ok now second reason ya know youre in love. is when things or going great there no problems you feel fuull

Sadness...
Why do i have these feelings feelings of not knowing what to do how to feel. What to feel. Do I even know the feeling of what love is supposed to feel like anymore. What do you do when your heart is broken, how do you heal? how do you numb the pain? How do you heal that hole that was filled by your true love? Will the hurt ever stop?

3 Lil Words
STYLE type="text/css"> THE POWER OF THREE LITTLE WORDS Some of the most significant messages people deliver to one another often come in just three words. When spoken or conveyed, those statements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones and restore relationships that have cooled. The following three word are phrases can enrich every relationship: THE POWER OF THREE LITTLE WORDS: I'LL BE THERE - Being there for another person is the greatest gift we can give. When we are truly present for other people, important things happen to them and to us. We are renewed in love and friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. 'Being there' is at the very, very core of civility. I MISS YOU - Perhaps more marriages could be salvaged and strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other, "I miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, needed, desired and loved. I RESPE

My 'have I Fanned You Yet' Bulletin
For Some Reason, When i logged on earlier a lot of the people i had fanned had been un-fanned, so if you fanned me comment my page saying so and i shall come right to ur page and fan you back, I have over 1000 friends and only 500 or so Fans, so friends just fan me and i shall fan you right back..scouts honor (yea right me a scout-in your fucking dreams) haha but i will fan ya right back, thanks and hopefully dumb-ass CherryTAP won't Glitch and un-fan you again.. Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ CherryTAP

Canned Vision
Beyond the whisper of a doubt, is not a place where a lily is found. Amoungst the tides of the growing lack for words, is a place where books are empty and scriptures are bountiful. Past the precinct of reason a shadow forms in the backround where my eyes once consumes the vision of far away. Still wondering and hoping, but reality shows a lost dream on the wake of the dawn. Fire grows in the backround as everything that was left to do has been closed off. An entire city was built over night and a small girl was left in the crossfire of shots. Go back to your little homes small people and remember the words that were left for you. Remember the thought and the heart that was put into everything believed in. Somewhere someone believes in you and is still smiling becuase of the kindness you gave. Awaking from a moment where you were still there is a canned vision. Something preserved although it has already been consumed. I dont know where this place goes anymore. I dont kno

Some People On Here Are Wierd
in a bad way, im pritty wierd myself. im never one to admit im normal lol, but i find it kinda funny every day i see some one rate my new morph pic down like giving me 1's on it, dam ive had the thing for a few weeks now and i think Ogary did a hella good job on it to, soo i dont get why people rate it down, hell if u dont like it dont look at it you idiots! whats even more pathetic is they do it anonomouslly.. well i just dont get some people on here. ive never rated any one less then a 10, like ive said befor i dont like the rating on this site anyways it leads to a lame ass rating contest... soo from now on people if u have a problem with anything on my profile or any of my pics message me about it directlly dont just be a dumbass and downrate it anonomouslly.

God Love That Pig!
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fie

My Hex
My hex I cast my terms spellbinding through your head made you disoriented. Obtained your heart and fiddled with it as I wished. Displayed to you my husk and caused you to thirst for me. Stroked your skin while you hibernated and infested your mind. I played my hex within and fashioned you mine. You desire me for the blaze- I bloomed over your skin. You hunger for me because of the hex I installed on your body to embrace me. I caused you to hunger at night to cleave me close to your side. Conceived hope inside your heart to frame a future around your illusions. My hex frolics within and you are a puppet– on the string.

I Feel You............
i feel you breath slow breaths, in and out i hear your heart beat beating for me. i feel your pulse quicken as i touch your chest. The feelings i have for you are unexplainable. Is it love or lust that keeps me coming back to you. over and over again.

Picklefucker
DON'T BE A PICKLEFUCKER,AND YOU ASK WHAT IS A PICKLEFUCKER???? A PICKLEFUCKER IS YOU HAVE TO STICK A PICKLE IN YOUR ASS,WALK 10 FEET AND IF THE PICKLE FALLS OUT YOU HAVE TO PICK UP THE PICKLE BITE IT STIC IT BACK IN YOUR ASS,AND TRY TO WALK TEN FEET AGAIN,AND REPEAT,NOW TIL YOU CAN WALK THE FEET WITH THE PICKLE IN YOUR ASS.BUT IF YOU CAN'T DO IT,AND GET ALL THE WAY TO THE STUB OF THE PICKLE,THEN YOU ARE A PICKLEFUCKER.

Vewnting About Stupid People
ok so I put back up my photos, that for somereason people are getting butt hurt over cause they are supposivly NSFW what ever, there is no images on the pics just stupid signs with saying, oooo big deal there,, dont like what you are reading here is an option dont fucking look, leave my page and go back to myspace where, all the imature 16 yr olds hang out so you cant get offended cause if you are offended by stuff like that, then you don't need to be on CT ( fucking idiots ) , and another thing the people who rate your shit 1's like i had last night was nice rated this chics profile a 10 she comes back with 1's for my profile and most my pics she prob would of got all but i blocked her ass, wtf people are that stupid, k venting done lol have a nice day

Grandpa Dick Update
Got home from visiting Grandpa Dick in the hospital a little bit ago. He seems much better today. He was even sitting up in a chair. The congestive heart failure was made worse by the infection he has been fighting. The infection though has spread to his blood stream. They should know tomorrow if it is the same MRSA that he had in his leg, or something new.

Seeking The Soul I Can't Live Without
The Desire Wonder and joy I feel when your near Desire and elation holding you dear Knowing one whose soul is true Finding the heart of love in you Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze transported into a world we alone share I love to get lost in your eyes without a care electric intensity as our hands touch addiction to the high I want it so much I hold you, you hold me and joy is all I feel My feelings growing stronger they are for real I miss you so much at the end of the day I have a desire and wish I could stay Just to hold you close all the night through and wake to your embrace in a day anew just to see that smile grace your beauty so true I live to be the one who gives it to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Song Of Joy Never could be any prouder than I the light in my life that can never die joys of this life that from my heart do spring a melody of unending happiness I sing fo

I'll Neveer Find Anyone?
i woke up this afternoon and finally realized something im never going to meet anybdy on here in my area at all im distined to meet ppl only on the internet which to me is fine, its probally better that way cause if i ever did meet someone here they would be disgusted in person by me so i guess its really better this way to only talk on ct so everyone no worries im not looking for anyone and will not try to meet you in person so you all will never hear me asking when we can meet or even talk to anymore if you wanna talk you all know how to reach me im gone.

Numb
I sit here looking out at the world today. I ask my self what has happen to make this world change as much as it has. I tell my self no one cares like they use to. When was the last time you spoke to your new neighbor down the road that just moved in ? Had to think didnt you you have never talked to them. Unless you are one of the few that grow up like I did where no matter what you still ask people how they are and really care about how they are and acctully take the time to pause in this fast paced world and listen to them and i dont mean just listen but you hear there words feel there words....When I was growing up everyone watched everyones kids now days you cant do that because you do not know who or what is in you neighbor hood this world is so full of hate what happen to that one ten comandment that say love they neighbor not hate them or cause problems. I am not just talking about the neighbors right next door to you either I do mean the ones over seas to the ones we are fight

I'm Pissed Off
Ok, this blog is not for children for it's just me cussing at the world and things I hate the most. Today's events was terrible and it pissed me off really bad. First off, I got my so called grandfather's van, took off, never asked for permission, then I find myself in Pulaski, at my best guy friend's place and decide "Hey lets go to Roanoke". If you guys don't know, Roanoke is like 68 miles from Pulaski, we go to Roanoke, stay all night in Roanoke, looking for some good stuff and we don't find any. Then we get back to Pulaski . . . We meet my other so called friend at a gas station in Max Meadows, then we start to go back to Roanoke, but on the way to the interstate, a fuckin' cop to beat it turns around and my friend was driving because I was drinking alittle bit darts into another friend of mine's driveway. The fuckin cop follows us and my buddy that was driving got out of the van and starts toward the trailer, the cop says "Freeze", well to make matters worse, the cop makes ever

♥only For Girls!♥
SECTION 1: HAIR 1. What color is your hair? Light Brown 2. If you dye it, how often do you dye it? I don't dye my hair. 3. How long is your hair? A little past my shoulders. 4. Is it straight, curly, wavy? It's mostly straight with a few waves. 5. Are you growing it out? Yes 6. Where do you go for haircuts? I usually have my mother cut my hair, it saves money and she's good at it. 7. Do you have a favorite hairstylist? Yes, referring to question 6. 8. What style do you usually wear your hair in? I usually have it pinned up, it's more comfortable to me. 9. Do you love or hate your hair? I do love me hair. 10. What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use? Suave, it makes my hair look the best. 11. Do you use a blowdryer, straightner, curler, etc.? I don't really use none of these, I let it dry naturally. 12. What products do you put in your hair (mousse, styling spray, etc.)? Only a little hairspray. 13. Do people compliment y

93 Lbs. Of Panties And Bras Uncovered
PULLMAN, Wash. - A man was charged with theft and burglary after police said they found 93 pounds of women's panties, brassieres and other underwear at his home. Investigators believe Garth M. Flaherty, 24, took as many as 1,500 undergarments from apartment complex laundry rooms before he was caught, police Cmdr. Chris Tennant said. A man was seen taking underwear from two laundry rooms Saturday, a witness recorded his license number, and Flaherty was identified from photographs, Tennant said. Police found enough underwear in his bedroom to fill five garbage bags, Tennant said. "He said he had a problem," Tennant said. Flaherty has been jailed on 12 counts of second-degree burglary and one of first-degree theft. Police had previously received 12 reports of underwear thefts in the northeast part of town, where Washington State University is located. "We were kind of concerned about how to match up bras and panties with victims," Tennant said. "Based on the unique

Questionare
Name : Age : Male/Female : Sexual Orientation : Colour of eyes? Colour of hair? Colour of pubic hair? (GIRLS) Breast size? (BOYS) Penis size? Happy with your body? Anything you'd change? Are you a virgin? What is “the one” sex fantasy you have? Age you lost Virginity: Where did it happen? Who took it? How often do you do anything sexually? Number of Sexual Partners: Oldest/Youngest person you have had sex with: Given Oral: Received Oral: Spit/Swallow: Favorite position: Enjoy oral sex: Enjoy cum: Kinkiest place you have came on a girl/been cummed on: Had Anal Sex: Enjoy Anal sex: Had Orgasm from Anal sex: Own sex toys: What kind of toys? Taken nude photos: Have you been filmed having sex: Have you mastuabted on a web cam for someone watching? Make Love or Fuck? Fast or Slow? On top or bottom? Moan or scream? Phone Sex or Real thing? 1 on 1 or 3+ people? Had phone sex?: Been caught having sex? Gave Oral AFTER sex? Ever came at the same time

Road To Nowhere
There is a way to find me, but most don't have the heart, the journey into my world, is lonely,cold and dark, if you are searching for me, make sure the task, you can achieve, you'll find a path of sorrow, wrecked and fadeing fast, so unless you care for me, if your love is not true, save yourself the bother, cause it's hell finding your way through, this road I'm on is shattered, broken and unkind, the only road I've ever known, to reach this world of mine, for there is no turning back, and many trails to take, if you still feel the need, to somehow find a way, I'm here in the darkness, every night and every day, if your heart is true, I'll be here waiteing, to spend always with you, just take the blackest path, I'll be waiteing there, you'll find me at the end of, The Road To Nowhere...

Just Another Tuesday Evening...
Well the weekend went great. my daughter is feeling better and i got to finally get out of the house and have some fun. Me and Kevin went to the local bar(THE OTHER SIDE) and got to see an awesome band called "SHOOT THE MOON!" They ROCK!!! so here is ther website...check them out and see one of there upcoming shows...u will be hooked! http://www.stmband.net/ http://www.myspace.com/stmshootthemoon

Drama Llama!
Hey tappers! just a quick note to let you know that there are people on here who are trying to create drama for me and my husband. There are two individuals on here that are petty little people who accuse ME of being a hacker! Well, let me just tell you a little something about them. They STOLE $3,000 + dollars from ny husband and myself 20 days BEFORE we got married! They also left us with $3,000 + dollars in unpaid bills like RENT, WATER, GAS & ELECTRIC and CABLE! They deny doing any of this and have caused a HUGE rift in my husband's family. You see it was his own BLOOD SISTER and BROTHER-IN-LAW that did this! I'm not naming names because I am better than that. But if you really want to know then Message me. On a lighter note, hope everyone is having a CHERRY-LICIOUS day and week and keep the invites coming! I can't wait to meet you!

"mein Katze"
Meine Katze, the pain of life settles and suffocates euphoria... I know you can't break through sometimes I see it reflected in your soulful eyes and I'm a hypocrite for all the times I've left you guilt-ridden I've felt all this before I've done all I see you attempting now and it kills me every day to see in you what I've seen in the mirror it pains me to let you feel but you have to open infected wounds before they can heal obsidian .x. butterfly 11/4/05 for kitty. ---------------------------------- Notes: She helped me heal, and made my pain more intense in the end. Yet I am still coming out on top. Because she made me a stronger person.

Love
Love is...being happy for the other person when they are happy, Being sad for the person when they are sad, Being together in good times, And being together in bad times. LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF STRENGTH. Love is...Being honest with yourself at all times, Being honest with the other person at all times, Telling, listening, respecting the truth, And never pretending. LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF REALITY. Love is...An understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person, Accepting the other person just the way they are, And not trying to change them to be something else. LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF UNITY. Love is...The freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person, The growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual. LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF SUCCESS. Love is...The excitement of planning things together, The excitement of doing things together. LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF THE FUTURE.

Again
again You. You were a friend. You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night. You see how it was my fault. Of course it was mine. I'm too hard at work. Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life. I'm sorry for wasting your time. Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my job to make the most of it Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me. Not that easy. Hey what's that you say? You're not blaming me for anything that's great But I don't break that easy. Does it fade away? So that's why I'm apologizing now for telling you I thought that we could make it I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed. Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my time to make the most of it How could I ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no All along the fault is up for grabs why don't you have it Well it's for sale go make your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for Pay no more

Halfway Home......
Halfway Home [Current State of Mind] I'm halfway home and I'm on my own. I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind. I plan to leave here after supper time, that's when traffic is light. All I need is a sign and I'll be alright. I'll be fine. [Six Months Later] I used to think that I could just sleep and then I'd dream. And everything it would come to me. Until I woke one day without anything to eat, lying on the opposite side of the street. I'm halfway home and I'm still out on my own. I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind because it ain't my time to stay or say. I'll never lay down. [One Year Later] I used to think that I could just sit and wait for the time. But I know I gotta meet them halfway. I'm halfway home, I tried home running with the flow. I'm halfway there. Ain't it funny how everybody seems to care. I planned to get there around supper time, they're serving up bread and wine. All I needed was a sign and I'll be

Scissors :p
If you know someone with small children or you are a teacher, you will love this! Do you have a pair of scissors like these? I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... Quote from the mom: 'This is my kindergartens' artistic rendering of a pair of scissors.' I wonder what his teacher thought. I allowed myself just a small smirk when I saw it. I waited until he was out of the room before I started crying, from laughing so hard.'

"how Far?"
I wish I didn't have to think then I could be just like you I long to be that shallow because you never have to be this deep what is it like no to care to be so blissfully unaware I wish I could run people to ruin then I could be right where you are I long to be on top.... do you remember what it's like down here? what is it like to step on us do we feel good between your toes? I wish that I could take your place then you could feel my disgrace I long to be that lost.... it hurts to know where I am what is it like to wake up everyday and not know [where you are] and not even care to step on us all and laugh as we fall I wish I didn't have to care the greatest burden is a conscience where did you get yours removed? XxBarricadexX October 10, 2005 ------------------------- Notes: More irony. Looks like she wanted to do this to me. I know this poem wasn't written about me. But the wanting to be like this person, definitely ended up working out for her. Addit

Love Me As I Am
Love me as I am. love me for my beauty love me for my faults love me for me love me for the love i give to you love me for my giving ways love me for my anger love me for being there when times get hard love me for listening to you Just Love me as I am.

"lucky"
When the chill winds freeze you to your core think of me... every day this is what I feel the void you used to fill just a hollow shell pain would be a remedy to my numb un-beating heart when you lie, nearly lifeless as you die think of me... this is how you left me you chewed right through my soul massacred my dreams I died then but my body continues on.... even as your heart stills now you will never fully grasp how this feels you have all the luck. XxBarricadexX October 11, 2006 ---------------------- Notes: Ironic. The victim becomes the assailant. And a once victim, is victimized again. Guess I won't get to be the assailant.

Water Vs. Wine
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or whiskey beer, vodka or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = Poop WINE = HEALTH Therefore: It is better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of crap. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.

"counter Attack"
Always my sanity instantaneously is countered by sanity all I really want to do is just ki... YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DETERMINE WHO SHOULD LIVE AND WHO SHOULD DIE! all I really want to say is why are you such a... WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS BRING YOUR PAIN AND SUFFERING TO OTHERS!? sometimes I just want to cu... BUT IT HURTS AND YOU'LL REGRET IT THERE ARE BETTER WAYS! and I should be greatful I suppose.... for this level-headedness but sometimes I just want to think and not have my own thoughts criticized by myself what if I don't want to be san... NEVER SAY THAT!! shut-up. HOW DARE YOU! shut-up! why can't I think for myse.. BECAUSE YOU ARE INCAPABLE! always I'm defeated by my sanity. XxBarricadexX October 11, 2005 ------------------- Notes: Wierd...I talk to myself like this now. Sometimes. Sweet.

"trust"
Where have you hidden my will to thrive oh so deeply behind your lies... you have blocked it from my sight the need to become filled with light what is now a barren stream was once overflowing with my hopes and dreams you've stifled my ability to overcome reality buried under all this sanity indifferent calm flows through this body silent screams echo and bring memory of all the times I thought you really cared for me I may never trust again because of all I learned from you, post-reign fallability is an inevitability when dealing with humanity to trust in another is to damn yourself. XxBarricadexX October 14, 2005 -------------------------- Notes: Too true beautiful, too true. Well, I'll be damned. :)

Faithless Story Of Devotion
Faithless Story of Devotion You characterize the casualty so skilfully. It’s almost difficult to distinguish deceptions from reality. When all is said and done does she infuse you with the awakening as I do. Will she tell you the essence of scrawl and stroll beside you in existence? You stretch your words and I will claim to listen to your translation of truth. Lets play the diversion we both know so well. Lets circulate the eroticism inside and encompass lovers’ hoaxes. I will display to you the side of me you aspire to harbor but you will have- a bounty to honour when I am through. Your essence I will absorb and your potency I will acquire. Underneath my hands of intimacy a sconed siren descants. I will mouth this tragedy till the finish and walk away as I’ve done many times before and you will be no more. Yes my dishonest beau- you will be no more.

Got An Itch!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone,going out of town this weekend,want to party with my friends,It's been over a month since the last time I went out,OMG I can't believe I have waited that long,I'm really getting the itch and I need someone to scratch it for me,do I have any takers.Catch ya later!bye 4 now

"exposure"
Love is killing pessimism It's a shining optimism it burns brightly blinds who I've been and sheds light on who they always wished for me to be my blackened brain senses betrayal strike and recoil, strike and recoil... trust, faith hope, happiness.. foreign words that burn my tongue but I'm growing accustomed to this sensation I've never felt so exposed. XxBarricadexX February 6, 2006 ----------------------------- Notes: She is the sweetest bitch I've ever met. True statement.

Grandmas Boyfriend
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The minister fainted.

I Fucking Love You Auto
"I had a very mentally disturbed friend once. every now and then he said shit that made sense in the most sane of ways. I used to obsess about alot of things, girls being one of them. you know what he said once? "The whole point of the rebound is to shoot for the hoop again, not to keep banging on the pavement." dunno, but it made sense to me. I shoot." -Autobohm That is what I was looking for. That is my sign. I love you man.

Some Very Nice Words...
THIS WAS WRITTEN TO ME FROM A FRIEND...WHY CANT EVERYONE BE SO SINCERE AND NICE? THATS A TRUE FRIEND!!! ( in reference to a yellow friendship rose i sent him ) well I am very honor for this lovely rose and what make it more special is that it's from you I never seen a yellow rose I am use to red and white but to see one that was giving by a lady who is just as precious as the rose when I see yellow I think of the sunlight but with you my dear you bring light when there is nothing around me but all darkness or allow me to get on my knees open my eyes up more so I can see your whole light never part of it but all of it cause you show me that there is happiness and fun in this world but it is with in you, but you know I am always happy to here from you gorgeous cause I know when you are doing good your son is to and I hope I am not wrong asking about your son but one thing that I have learn he is apart of you and was always there before i every came into your life as friends so when

Please Don't Be Offended I'm Being Slow...
Okay, so this is my first few hours and here and already I'm alittle confused and usually it takes alittle more to confuse me sooooo If anyone who rated me or requested and add for me can give a girl alittle break and let me catch up with stuff. (not tht there is sooo much but then there is) Sooo I just don't wanna offend anyone, so if I'm slow it's cuz right now I am slow. xxxxx Cherry

This Song Discribes How I Feel About Men
One, two, ready go I'm tired of boys who make me cry They cheat on me and they tell me lies I want a love who'll never stray When he sees other girls, he looks away And if he never kisses me, well that's alright 'Cos we can just cuddle all night Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I don't really care that you are queer Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I never feel lonely when you are near It'll be a great romance We'll go shopping and buy tight pants You don't care how big my ass is, just how fabulous my dress is Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I don't really care that you are queer Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I never feel lonely when you are near One, two, ready go You cry at movies, on our dates Romantic comedies sure are great But when you're sad I'll dry your tears 'Cos I'll always think that you are fierce I like cigarettes, and that's no gag But you'll always be my favorite fag You'll always be my favorite fag You'll always be my favorite faaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

My Man Tooo Hor*ey
Not to complain, I'm sure other people don't have my problem or soo none of my friends do. My Husband is the horniest male I have ever met Its constant. If I wernt on birth control I'm sure we would of had 7 kids by now We have been married 6 years and the fire has never gone out. I'm sure i will regret the day it starts but for now i feel like a mechanical bull. He is loving sweet and cherises me We don't fight much at all and life is great. We don't make tons of money and sometimes we have to get a loan till the next pay day but none of that seems to damper his sex drive. Anyone out there with the same problem give me a hollar i'd like to know how you cope :)

Soldier
Soldiers go and fight for us We march thousands of miles and fight millions of battles Some of us die before we get back to our taverns Oh well that happens life goes on just carry on We will go back back to our families that cry every night and pray for us to be all right So we fight We came to destroy Binlodin and capture sadom. Sadom is dead an binlodin is nowhere to be found We hear now Bush plans to send more men to join me in the battle to protect our country Bush has driven our country in to the ground How the fuck are we suppose to turn that around We march on this foreign land looking for weapons of mass destruction that Iraq never had Bush lied to our country and destroyed another We start to say oh well life goes on wait stop what if this Iraq country never recovers We have killed another culture we knew nothing about I thought that we supported diversity yet we discriminate against all the people the Iraqi, the blacks, and the Jews, do we even

Players
Players The anticipation continually grew in my body as I stepped foot on the field. All geared up and ready to go. Mask pulled down over my face, marker in hand and extra paint in pods. I was ready to hunt the one who was hunting me. Or rather find the one who was somewhere on the vast field awaiting my arrival. I had a general idea of where he was, but the woods are big. But I knew I was determined to find him and let “OUR” game begin. There was only one other obstacle in my way and that was the other 400+ players. So I was going to have to fight my way through the woods to my goal. I knew I would have to survive at least 3 field base battles and who knew how many through the woods before I would find my lover. The sounds of my first battle were getting closer and closer with every cautious step I took. A paintball went whizzing by my head. I turned to look in the direction it came from with my finger tentatively hovering over my trigger. I didn’t see anyone t

"but God, To Lose It..."
I feel myself smiling when I think of you and I can't help but feel like a fool I hear myself saying "just wait for reality" because nothing I'm feeling could possibly...coincide... something is slipping between the cracks of the vaguely beating "reject it [?]" because I have no idea... no earthly idea what this is but I do... I'd just rather stay blind to it love is weak. leaves us vulnerable...full of hope. but to give in... is bliss...a fleeting feeling [?] no... I just can't make the connection but I already have... you manage to make it so simple... how..how? it just can't be I always tell myself nothing is that simple... it just isn't but you live it every day oh, the ignorance but you're oh, so happy can love exist in clarity? sometimes it shakes us awakens us to the hope that we never knew we had love gives us a strength of its own it's beautiful... but God... to lose it... XxBarricadexX February 15, 2006 ------------------- Notes:

I'm Back
Well, they say charm and good looks can get you anything...but throw in some cleavage and TADA!! I am back...a whole week before they said i could be. Damn internet providers... *grins* I cant thank you all enough for the love you left while i was gone. I have over 200 friend requests to look over. So if it takes me awhile to approve your request thats why. I read every profile before i add friends to my list. Thank you for all the messages and profile comments!! I will try to return all the love, but please dont hate me if it takes awhile. Im working 6-7 10hr days a week right now and life is busy. I love you all!! Amanda x0x0x0

Friends
to my friends and others I am sorry i have not been in touch i have been real busy and i am only going to get busyer as the summer gets here so if you do not hear from me it is not becouse i am mad at you but i have now time to be on-line alot agian i am so sorry if i up set any one Country Boy

Rules Of The Southern Life Style
1. Dont order a steak at a Waffle House. They serve breakfast 24 hrs a day, so let them cook something they know. 2. Don't laugh at people's names. Merleen, Bodie, Luther Ray, Tammy Ann, Mari Beth and Inez have all been known to whip a man's all for less than that. 3. Don't order a 'bottle of pop' or 'a can of soda'-- this can lead to a merciliss beating. Down South it's called Coke, even if you want Pepsi. 4. Don't show allegiances to any college football squad that isn't an SEC team. All others are a bunch of candy asses that get to play Wyoming every week. 5. Don't refer to Southerner's as a bunch of hillbillies. Many of us are/have been more literate than you (e.g. Welty, Williams, Faulkner), better educated, and generallu much nicer to boot. We've got plenty of bussines sense(e.g.Turner Broadcasting, MCI WorldCom, MTV and Netscape). Naturally, we can have lapses in judgement(e.g. Clinton,Fordice,Duke). We don't care if you think we're dumb, we know better! 6. W

"zeit Fur Alle, Unter Die Sonne"
never thought I'd ever have the chance to lift the heavy gate and have my soul bounce out again much wilder than I remember having as a child. these things are so eager gotta find some reins, baby hold on... these things are pure pain when they get out of hand... so if you'll wait a little longer while I figure this out... (I know you will) in time, I'll find this spark again, Hell, I'm burning now baby... I just need a while to align.. a total turnaround takes time. I've never felt this comfortable in my own skin... I know, I know this world is not my home and this skin is not my own but baby, your arms are so hospitable. XxBarricadexX February 16, 2006 ---------------------------------- Notes: I will wait forever for you to figure it out Jess. My arms are more accepting and caring than they ever were before now, and you may come fall into them whenever you would like.

Relationship Rules That The Lady's Will Agree With...
1. the female always makes THE RULES 2.THE RULES are subject to change without notice 3.no male can possibly no all THE RULES 4.if the female suspects the male knows all THE RULES she must imediatly change some of THE RULES 5.the female is never rong 6. if it appears the female is rong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding caused by somethin the male did or said rong 7.if rule 6 applies the male must apolagize imidiatly for causing the misunderstanding 8. the female can change her mind at any time 9.the male must never change his mind without the express written consent of the female 10.the female has every right to be angry or upset at anytime 11.the male must remain calm at all times unless the female wants him to be angry or upset 12.the male is expected to read the mind of the female at all times

Level Up
Lets help out this wonderful man by sending him some birthday love -- he has to work but a great gift would be if we could get him a level up and hey you even get to check out more pictures of me -- hope that you all have a wonderful evening and remember that there is no better love than the love of your cherry friends and fans!!! here is a link to his page cruzin69@ CherryTAP

Single & Sick Of It
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 Asshole VS. ME Current mood: contemplative I've been trying to figure out why I cant meet nice decent guys. I'm wondering if it's because I'm not as decent a person as I had thought I was. Do the men I meet reflect my own flaws??? Maybe I'm just as nice as I've always thought myself to be and give off certain waves that attract assholes. Why does it seem that I have to settle on attraction to be able to find a nice guy? How do looks have anything to do with personality...something I've never understood. I'm not completely shallow I assure you. My good friend and I just had a conversation about this very subject. She suggested it's the type of guys I look for. The issue of earnings was raised. I can't judge someone, like someone or not just based on their money. I could care less what a guy does for work other than it comes up when getting to know someone. Really, how can I expect a rich dude when I'm such a broke ass bitch? Generally

Lovers Rules
1. Never let your love become a common thing 2. Never assume the other person knows you love them 3. Don't say it doesn't matter, if it's obviously bugging you 4. Never underestimate the power of a smile, often accompanied by a hug 5. Never be late for somthing important 6. Remember, they're never further away than the closest phone 7. No distance is ever too great for true love 8. Never talk down to the person you love 9. Never forget that a relationship is a 90-90 effort, not 50-50 10. No effort is ever to great for love 11. Don't ever forget the way you felt the first time you said "I love you" 12. Sometimes it doesn't matter how or what you say, but how it's taken 13. Say "I'm Sorry" more than you need too 14. Nothing is guaranteed-don't expect what you have today, to be waiting for you tomarrow...work everyday for the next 15. People aren't mind readers-if you feel something let them know 16. There is a differen

Instructions For Life...
INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?” 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your mom. 16. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze. 17. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. 18. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Resp

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeee
For those who have messaged me! My Name is Angel I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) Very book smart! I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. House is my new obsession... I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 4 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!YOu can get to know alot about me by reading my blogs! TELL ME ABOUT YOU!

Free Advice From Men To Women..*eyeroll*
1. When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. 2. If I am doing anything that involves directions, tools, or sharp objects do not interrupt me and never offer to help. 3. When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. 4. Don't be upset that I didn't think the romantic movie was warm and fuzzy. I wasn't paying attention to the dialog, just the naked body parts and the sex scenes. 5. Do not ask me to do household chores in front of my friends. Even if I do not have to do them until some time in the future. And don't be negative when you give m

Say My Good Bye!!!!!!
I am lv this weekend for iarq!!! If you want to come by and rate my pics and show some love or do what u need to do!!! I well be on here on and off well i am going but othere then that well see you when i come home!! I well try and stay safe too!!! God bless all of you pls keep me in your prayers!!!! If you all could do me one fav would pls add yourself here PLS I support my military, do you?@ CherryTAP THIS IS THE MAN BEHIND I SUPPOURT MY MILITARY,DO You? PLS STOP BY AND SAY GOOD BYE and RATE & ADD & FAN HIM PLS Sexy Crazy Marine@ CherryTAP Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah

Moody Blues
Once upon a time Once when you were mine I remember skies Reflected in your eyes I wonder where you are I wonder if you Think about me Once upon a time In your wildest dreams Once the world was new Our bodies felt the morning dew That greets the brand new day We couldn't tear ourselves away I wonder if you care I wonder if you still remember Once upon a time In your wildest dreams And when the music plays And when the words are Touched with sorrow When the music plays I hear the sound I had to follow Once upon a time Once beneath the stars The universe was ours Love was all we knew And all I knew was you I wonder if you know I wonder if you think about it Once upon a time In your wildest dreams And when the music plays And when the words are Touched with sorrow When the music plays And when the music plays I hear the sound I had to follow Once upon a time Once upon a time Once when you were mine I remember skies Mirrored in your eyes

Application For Premission To Date My Daughter ( This Is Really Funny!
NOTE:this application will be considered incomplete and will be rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME___________________DATE OF BIRTH_______HEIGHT/WEIGHT____/_____ IQ______SSN________DRIVERS LICENSE__________BOY SCOUT RANK________ HOME ADDRESS________________________________CITY/STATE/ZIP________ do you hav one MALE and FEMALE parent_______if no explain________ _________________________________________________________________ number of years parents married?_________________________________ do you own a van?_________________a truck with oversized tires?__ _________________ a water bed?___________ do you hav an earing, nose ring, belly button ring, or any other picrcing???___________________tattoo?____________ (IF YOU ANSWERED YES TO ANYTHING ON THE LAST TWO LINES, DISCONTINUE APPLICATION AND LEAVE QUICKLY) in 25 words or less, explain w

Why
Our inner being tells us if it’s true or not But do we listen? We cannot my a sound choice When our inner feelings Are battling the world of reality Sometimes we find refuge in our soul To hide from all the evil doers around us But……. Do we have some sort of gravitational pull? That seems to attract exactly what we don’t need in our life Is it that we have a sign somewhere on our person that states… “Wait until my defenses are down to hurt me” Cuz for some reason it just seems to go that way. We all have our types and it’s not easy to know if a person is full of it or not People nowadays have mastered the art of show and tell with their feelings and emotions The wolves in sheep’s clothing are more abundant each day I cannot fight the demons of the past I am not here for that I didn’t create them therefore it’s not my responsibility to vanquish them Your demons and skeletons are all yours. We both have them but we need to both put them aside if this is going to work

Sweet Ga Peach
I've found one of the sexiest, most amazing Georgia Peaches you'll ever meet. So please, Stop by her page and leave her some loving. She can use it. Rate her a 10 - or an 11. Fan her, add her...all that good stuff. Don't forget to tell her that BrattyBytch sent ya. A True Ga Peach:Never Make Someone A Priority When All You Are Is An Option!!(SIGN MY GUESTBOOK PLZ)@ CherryTAP

"satiate"
I may love you forever even if we fall apart I'll have your handprints tattooed on my heart from where you caressed it so gently and burned through all my barricades every cliche you've had me feel you made it very real what I once thought to be some far away cruel mindgame that life would dangle before me but never allow me to play I'll never forget you cause your smile's printed on my mind and your touch, on my soul I'll always have a place for you because it's not like I could fill this hole with something new if you ever decide to vacate it it'd be like an infected wound that no amount of peroxide or TLC could cure because that's what love does it burns holes in us and our lovers are the salve XxBarricadexX May 2, 2006 ----------------------------------- Notes: God, I love this girl. She might not be able to fill it. Doesn't mean she isn't trying to. It makes me sick thinking about how close we were and that I fucked all this up. I would d

My Hair Mathes My Shirt
I'm just in a " I hate the world, why didn't I just let the terrorists blow it up " mood. Same old shit just resurfaces once in a while. I think I did good ( fuck the whole "well" thing ) on my psyche test. There was a chart that I couldn't remember thtr proper lables for though. That kinda sux. I could have writen a hole page or two on what the chart was about, I just couldn't remember the proper names and shit. " I think the facts of things are important. " Fuck the facts of the proper words, the meanings are the most important. Someone that doesn't know shit can memorize a fucking chart, but it won't do them much good, except on a fucking test. Last time in english, thd teacher told us a writing assignment was due today. But then we didn't turn it in. That one kinda sux. If I knew it wasn't really due, then I would have looked over my chart and been able to get hat part of the test rather than spending that time in the morning doing that assignment. I hate it when

Listen
There was a time I was looking for someone to listen to me Without passing judgment Without giving me their unsolicited advice or opinion There was a time I just needed someone to be there for me Like I am there for so many others But deep in my mind I was afraid to give myself away To let someone deep inside my mind My inner thoughts, my fears and insecurities I got burned by someone and never have been able to get over it To open up and just sit there and be wide open like the ocean And to get shit on, it was just pure pain Pain I cannot explain, far worse than any physical pain Simply because physical pain heals in time. Emotional scars just grow actually. They never go away; they sit there in the cut Chilling, lingering around, just hovering above your mental state Constantly reminding you to not open up To not give in to the person that wants to listen. Sometimes misery loves company, but I don’t wanna host that party. I just need someone to listen to me someti

His Birthday
Would love it if all my wonderful friends and fans could show some wonderful birthday cherry love to my wonderful man -- he as to work on his birthday and it would be a great gift if he could level up today -- and hey you get lucky to check out more pictures of me -- THANK YOU ALL VERY CHERRY MUCH!!!! YOU ARE ALL THE GREATEST!!!!!! cruzin69@ CherryTAP

Age Limmit.
Hi is there a age limmit on this site? to old or to young? I seem to be one of the oldest people on this site but then again I noticed alot of young girls and guys on the site also. hmm it seems to be ok for young girls or even guys to be on this site showin off there goods but then again there are some young girls I have came across that like older men and vise a versa. i guess to each there own hmm. this is supose to be a adult site and even watched and controled but realy its not. but realy its not all to bad of a site all together. I enjoy bein on the site and maken friends . thank you to all my friends.

To All My Friends
I know I have been at cherry tap a While but I didn't hang out here. Recently I have discovered that hey it's actually a pretty kool place to be. I was too busy before getting hooked up with the ole man so I wasn't worried too much about the online stuff...lol But, I do want to thank all my Cherry Friends!! You people are awesome!! Thanx for makin me apart of the Cherry Family!! You Guys Rock!!

My Poem
? I Believe? I believe in Love not Lust I believe that two equals us. I believe two hearts become one. I believe all families make alot of fun. I believe we were always ment to be. I believe everyone will have there fights. I believe when something is wrong to make it right. I believe in you, you believe on me. When you believe ,we believe, Thats how we'll believe this is what brought us together. I believe we will grow with one another.... Because... I Believe..

News From My Cousin Cliff
well i got just got word today that my cousin cliff is stationed in Fallujah and he just told his mom that he had to kill some one. he said that he was on patrol and there was a pick up truck coming at him so he fired a warning shot but the truck kept coming so he shot the truck up and killed the person driving. thats all i know for now i will try to put up more when i get it. he dose seem to be doing well after that from what i hear so i hope he is going to be safe and all of the troops will be safe till the fighting is finished. until next time.

"melt"
I was closed to all influence broken down and malcontent completely void of all affluence uninspired, cold and spent winter currents stole into me hardening my very core waxing and waning thorough the debris stealing my innocence like a whore then one day while I wandered lost and ragged, nearly lifeless inside, the beast still squandered turning my body into a recess I found a place far from the freezing that heated my insides, and ran out the libertine my heartbeat felt foreign and began seizing I thought that it was death's high sign.. I awakened to breathing that wasn't mine using his lungs vicariously the warmth he enveloped me in was divine yet my life still teetered precariously he taught me what it was to feel again and my heart was a willing initiate I was thawed to him like I'd never been exposed, my soul did emmoliate XxBarricadexX May 19 2006 ----------------------------- Notes: I just read this 1 for the 1st time today, and what do

Consumed ( Part 1&2)
The room was alight with dim shimmering light. that cascaded across the walls in a subtle gold glow. bathing the room in early morning light. Though outside the stars had appeared in the warm southern sky. The soft blue blankets had been pulled down for the evening awaiting the warmth of a lovely brunette to lay. Her eyes blazed with the color of deep amathyst her lips pouty and full. even with out her make up her beauty was well pronounced. She was not of small frame, but curved enough to draw eyes that could not be turned away. She slowly moved upon the mattress crawling her hips working erotically at the air. Little did she know that he watched. His brown shimmering eyes peered through the partially opened sliding glass door. She was not expecting him, but what he had planned for her was a night like no other. He was not muscular but appeared delicate in frame, but this body was toned and rippled in all the right places. His jaw was square and lightly covered in stubble. Which he s

Butterfly Kisses
Butterfly Kisses There’s two things I know for sure, She was sent here from heaven and she’s daddy’s little girl As I drop to my knees at her bed at night She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes And I thank god for all the joys in my life And most of all… For butterfly kisses and her bedtime prayer, Sticking little white flowers all up in hair “Walk beside the pony dad, it’s my first ride” “I know the cake looks funny dad, but I sure tried” With all that I’ve done wrong I must’ve done something right To deserve a hug every morning And butterfly kisses every night Sweet sixteen today And she’s looking like her momma a little more every day One part woman the other part girl To perfume and make up from ribbons and curls Trying her wings out in a great big world But I remember… Her butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair “You know how much I love you dad, if you don’t mind I’m only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time” With all that I’ve done

My Color Of Flower
You Are a Purple Flower A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance. At times, you are faithful like a violet. And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria. And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac. What Color Flower Are You?

Another Hospital Stay 3-21-07
Well the hebrew school did it again. They left Petey asleep and unresponsive for almost 15 minutes before they went outside to look if i was there to get the boys. They were told to call 911 after 3 minutes of not being able to wake him up. I had to carry him out to the car, his teachers put his jacket on. Pete argued w/me not to take him to the Er. We got there at 6:15pm wednesday, they took him in 10 minutes later to the triage, he still was not awake from me carrying him into the er waiting room, he had a seizure in the car on the way to the ER. When he finally woke up he was sooo combative that when my brother in law and mother in law got to the ER. When they left Petey finally fell aslepp and he had a seizure in my arms, Pete again fought w/me and wouldnt get a doc. She just happened to walk in and he was still seizing in my arms. The pediatric resident was a total moron, he couldnt hear nor see. I repeated myself 8 times before he understood whet i said to write it down. He could

Endless Breadcrumb Highway
If we could control The weather Some folks would Never stop The rain If we could control Forever Some of us would Not allow pain If we could control Each other No one would Ever grow If you disappeared Forever Would anyone but Me Ever know

Beware Of The Ones!!!
This person is going around to military, veterans, and their spouses and rating what ever they can, profiles, photos, a '1'. I looked at the profile and everything is blocked, so this is a warning to look out for this person, who or what ever it is. There is definite animosity towards the military, veterans, and spouses. I always said this would not bother me, and had it been any other photo of me, or the others except my family, I would not be so upset. But I gave 20 years of my life and sacrificed 2 marriages to protect the very rights that allow this slime to operate and it feels like a slap in the face. Everyone, look out. It hits you through the "I'm bored" link at the top of the page. Repost this for all to see. Thanks. dead_lindz @ CherryTAP

Effing Mumm Deletions
earlier today I posted the following mumm, which, one hour later, was removed by the cherryTAP shoppers: “This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. […] This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.” while i in principle agree that masturbation itself is not safe at everyone’s workplace, I had no idea that also applied to the mere mention of masturbatory delights. but furthermore, it would now appear that you are expected to quickly kill the radio when the songs quoted in the mumm are getting aired. just to give you a heads up… there were about one hundred votes and comments, none of which i witnessed (nor, evidently, have any access to at this point), since i logged off after posting the mumm. i am horribly sorry if you really gave it your best and tried to impress me and the small pack of faithful mummers. bah, if you really feel like it, try to recreate your brilliance in a comment to this

Aurora's Heart Cath Is Set.
Aurora's heart Catheterization is scheduled for April 19th. This is usually a one-two day procdure, and her actual surgery will be scheduled after this, but it must be within a month of the cath. Everyone keep us in your prayers please.

Somewhere
Somewhere off in the wind a kiss blows, I have sent it out to seek, the flesh of a true lover's cheek Looking for the one I know will love me everyday of the week and when I look at him i want to see all the things in this life that I want to be i will look into his eyes and see forever, me heart will beat in time with his but it will stop each time we kiss. The sweetest words are on his lips he gives them to me hands around my hips. with you, i see my life i want to give you everything make you my wife. i hope that kiss of mine never runs out of steam. I hope that kiss of mine can find the one in my dream

This Says It All!!!
After hearing that the state of Florida changed its opinion and let a Muslim woman have her picture on her driver's license with her face covered, this is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa newspaper. He did quite a job; didn't he? Read on, please IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically correct" crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others. I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking a better life by coming to America. Our population is almost entirely made up of descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things that those who have recently come to our country, and apparently

Soldiers Prayers
*i didnt write* Lord, I pray from day to day To help me understand How Americans view their heroes And how they judge a man If being famous Is looked upon with awe, Something is wrong with our values What are we fighting for? I'm in the military And proud of what I do But I need to feel some strength and love That's why I pray to you. Some of our families left us And now years have passed I feel the burden and the stress For each day could be our last I'm in the field of combat With bullets surrounding me, There are few that care For those who've died Protecting those born free I'm asking for some comfort Some support, and one thing more To get RESPECT and HONOR From the Americans we fought for You and I are heroes Fighting for our land to be free And 'tho no one has heard our names, We're the heroes, you and me Our awards weren't televised, No speech with tears in our eyes Why is our county too blind to see That the heroes will always b

A Vietnam War Story, Aren't We Lucky?
This is a story about the Vietnam War that really makes you appreciate how lucky we US people are: It was during the Vietnam War, a US army bus full of innocent Vietnamese civilians was travelling on a secret route to try and get across the border, so that they could be free. USA Sergeant Jim Bordegi was on the bus, in charge of the mission. These people knew the danger they were going through, they knew that if they made the slightest sound and got caught trying to escape, they would all be killed on the spot. A young woman with a swaddled blanket in her arms and a young hen beside her sat on the bus. All the suddent the Sergeant heard a terrible screeching sound coming from where the woman was sitting, he referred to the chicken at said, "You'd better shut that thing up!" He turned back around as the woman was lightly coo-ing to try to make the screeching stop. The screeching continued, so he turned around again and said, in the harshest voice he had, "You make that thing shut up, yo

Tuesday 3/27/07
Ok, I haven't been on the CT much today to do much of anything really, so I can't comment on the Mumms lol. Well, my friend and I decided yesterday to go to the mall and lunch as we normally do, although we did eat outside since it was warm and there was a nice breeze blowing, but next time we are gonna try and do the picnic thing and go on the trails that I am able to go on and possibly even do 4 wheeling at her brother's house if I'm able to ride it. I hopoe so because even though I don't like the rough 4 wheeling and the danger aspect, going at a slower speed through the woods sounds like alot of fun. Well I think I'll end this here and go do some chatting and listen to music. Have a great night all.

Not Again!
I jump as the phone rings. This can't be more bad news. Looking on the caller ID before answering, I find myself starting to shake As the name and number appears. The doctor's voice is on the other end. Calm and cool he asks for me. When he finds out it's me, The tone in his voice changes And not for the good. Worry resounded in his voice, As he tells me he's got bad news. Tears run down my face, No longer able to control them. Fear has now taken over. Cancer! Not again! I thought we were through with this. Now the dark disease has taken over New parts of my body. I'm not strong enough to fight. I can't do this. Don't actually know if I want to. Nothing in life is easy, But damn, why me? Why again? All the tests; All the drugs. Can my heart hold out? Either way, Whether surgery or drugs, I have no choice. My kids need me. God give me the strength!

I Messed Up
god apparently i messed up really bad, ive been pushing my wife away without knowing it, i remember the old days, the days when we would talk forever never yell at each other and always tell each other how much we love each other, now it seems like im so stressed out i get mad and accuse her of stuff do to some of her dumbass friends, i know it was my fault for accusing and not trusting but god i really do trust her, i gave my heart to some one and i trust them with my life, and all i do is push further and further away, Amber if you read this I sure hope you do know this i dont mean any of it, i still love you forever and always and 13 effin days i do dear, and its only you i love pls forgive me im trying my best to stay calm, im trying my best to stay safe i love you so much

Just Let Me Go
Release the chains from around my chest. Undo the padlock that binds them. Let me go to the place where the river runs quiet. As the canyon walls whisper quietly the secrets of days gone by. No more pain, Only freedom. time alone from this hell that is called earth. Only the moon and the stars are shining now, Waiting for me, taunting me. Just let me go!

The Miranda Rights As Cops Would Really Like To Read Them.....
1. No, I don't care who you are. 2. No, I don't care who you know. 3. Yes... you DO pay my salary. 4. Yes... you CAN have my job. 5. No, I don't have anything better to do. 6. Yes, I DO arrest real criminals sometimes. 7. No, I am not picking on you because you are ________ (fill in some ethnic group/race). 8. No, I can't give you a break. 9. No, I don't know your friend, Officer ______. 10. Yes, you will be allowed to make a phone call. 11. Yes, I'm sure you will never do it again. 12. No, we can't talk about it. 13. Yes, it DOES make me happy. 14. Yes, you WILL see me in court.

You Know Who
I know at times things are rough but hey we made it this far, why not keep trying right? I don't know what I would do without you... we have history.how many years now? These past few months haven't been easy in anyway. We are always going to have our differences and thats just part of it. We have grown in our own and we want different things in life but thats one of the things we still need to tweak. Sometimes I just want to give up on trying because I think that it would make things so much easier and then I stop. I look back at all the good times and some of the hard- in your own way you have been there for me thick and thin and I love you for that. No matter where we are or how far apart just remember that i am always thinking of you!

Behind Her Eyes
Some days dark and brooding, Others are bright and full of life. Look into her eyes, And tell me what you see. Do you see the color changes? Silver, aqua, and then deep blue, Are they azure like the midday sky? Or do you see more than just color? What is behind the eyes that she hides? Could it be love, Or could it be hate? Only those close to her can tell you. Eyes are her soul, Letting you know where she stands. Whether she is scared, Or whether she is content. When she smiles, her eyes glimmer with rays of sunshine, That reflects off of the snow-capped mountains. Down and disturbed, her eyes go dark. Dark like a storm that has invaded the night sky, Lightning flashing. What will the color be next? Only she knows, And sometimes even for her, That's an impossibility. Guessing is called the game; What to expect, And never knowing when, Is the prize. She might walk like an angel, But may have the e

Allow Me...
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, whether I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.

Another Hard Day
So i have noticed over the past couple of weeks these type of mood swings ive hit in less than an hour ive seen all the way from the happiest happy to the most depressed emptiness inside. yes im going to see help, i did something else that was bad i basicly gave my self a self tattoo with a gerber try to spell my wifes name right, it did relieve the stress i was getting, its hard to live in a world when a idiot can control how you work, how you complete the work and how its done im stressed the fuck out i went off on my wife about another guy in the platoon thats shaming (getting out of work) by saying he has anger issues this guy doesnt have shit and everyone knows it but hes still playing the platoon sgt so we will see what happens send me some love anyone pls pfc mccrea

Dreaming
Hearing your voice in my mind Desire echoing deep within How I wish to feel your fingertips Play across me in erotic smphony I wish to feel your collar Lovingly placed around my throat For all to see that I'm your pet Your love, your sexual desire So many dreams contained Within a submissives heart Waiting to finally be one With her Sir, her Master her One Teach me in your caresses Your commands and needs I will strive to obey And always love you willingly Learning from one another In our dark sweet bonds For now I shall continue the dream Lone and wandering Till the day I find myself in your arms And dreams can become reality

We Are Crazier Than Bin Laden
WATCH IT, BIN LADEN. WE JUST MAY BE CRAZIER THAN YOU To those extremists that perpetrated this crime against our nation, I have a warning for you. There are those of us who look at your actions as irrational, twisted, and completely inhuman. By all measures, what you have done can only be seen as insane. I have news for you. We're more nuts than you, and it should scare you s***less. You may think that when you die for your cause, you go to Paradise with 72 virgins, can leave reservations for 70 members of your family, all your sins are forgiven, and you sit at the side of Allah. Big deal. We had 39 guys who rented a Beverly Hills mansion, cut off their nuts, built a web site, and proceeded to poison themselves to death to hitch a ride with aliens out on the Hale-Bopp comet. You shoot guns into the sky to celebrate victories over enemies, and people are killed by the bullets raining down on them. We not only do this for New Year's Eve in some cities, but we burn houses down

The Crossing
Crossing the River Styx on a craft only made for one, fire on all sides, with the strong drifting scent of sulfur. The Keeper of the Gates stands tall and erect. Shrouded in a tattered black cloak with eyes of black, leering out throught the pain. Flames rise higher as I near the rivers edge. Reaching up with gentle fingers as if to grab me and pull me under. As I finally reach his looming figure his dark eyes start to glow, with only a passion he understands. Slowly he bows. While bowing, he reaches out. Skeleton like fingers awaiting my hand. Feeling overwhelmed by fear and awe, I let him take my hand in his. "Welcome home my child."

Your First Time With Her
You’ve been out on the dates, made those late-night phone calls and sipped your coffee or digestif with her. The dessert has been devoured and you find that the walls of the restaurant have been replaced by the walls of her home or your apartment. You’re almost too aware of that soft surface beckoning you, and you impatiently want to sink under the plush covers -- that is, while you plunder and sink into the woman you most want to unravel. Yet, while you fumble with clothes, a niggling little thought appears in rapid and dampening succession. Does she want me to stay? Is the bathroom clean? Is that my roommate coming home? Is her roommate coming home? Did I wash the sheets? Did I put that picture of my ex away? Tiny little questions like these can quickly become your bane if left unchecked. After all, these considerations can mean a second encounter or can sadly result in your unreturned phone calls. Here are some tips to secure that your first time with her will lead to a seco

Submit To You
kneeling before You awaiting Your words head bent eyes cast down strong deliberate commanding me to Your will voicing Your approval directing my gaze demure blush flowing through me heated eyes see me i submit to You needing Your discipline now You dominate me

Can't Stand....
You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not moving...it some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic.

Resume Part 3
See... Viki also babysat for other people from time to time and Cathy was one of her customers. Cathy was 21 had 2 boys age 3&5 and Viki loved Cathy dearly and watched her fall apart going through a divorce. During this time they became best of friends and shared everything like girls tend to do and Cathy knew ALL about Viki's dirty little secret affair with me. When it was time for Viki to leave for school, Cathy jokingly said that she should either take me with her or give me to the divorcee... and so it was... on my 15th birthday I was handed over to Cathy as a gift of sorts and was told to pay attention and learn all I could as there would be a spring break pop quiz in my future. It began under the guise of me being a sitter for Cathys boys while she went out on friday nights to blow off steam. I sat for the boys but wen their Mommy came home... all bets were off! Cathy taught me to express my imagination in the bedroom, she taught me about role play, and even the finer po

It Was Written.
Fear is in the eye of the beholder Love is in the presence of the love maker Life is in the words of the comforter Endure much longer, live much longer Fear is in the eye of the beholder Love is in the presence of the love maker Life is in the words of the comforter Endure much longer, live much longer

Another Day Another Friend Made
so here it is another day. I cant say im surprised about how things have turned out. Yet again I am put to the side and made a friend. I dont think it will happen again. I have learned my leason well and am not trusting another man with my heart. any ways have a great day

Bukkakke?
Ok, so what in the hell is "bukkakke"? I got a spam email saying that girls in Budapest enjoy "bukkakke" and it gave me a website that I could go check it out on.. but oops, they forgot to add the "com" .. lol So, I'm sitting here in the rec center checking out my CT account and email and this cute girl walks in with her bodyguard. Guys are so funny around cute girls, especially here. Like what little brains they have no longer function.. oh wait, maybe the little brain is the only one functioning! lol So I'm stuck on the "Bukkakke". Is it really a word? Am I cussing without knowing it? Is it a childish rendition of a "Barney"? I'll never know unless I ask my dear friend "google" oh my... Well, I've learned my word for the day! I wonder how I could use that in an everyday conversation? Things you learn via spam, I tell ya!

A Soldiers Prayer
Lord, I pray from day to day To help me understand How Americans view their heroes And how they judge a man If being famous Is looked upon with awe, Something is wrong with our values What are we fighting for? I'm in the military And proud of what I do But I need to feel some strength and love That's why I pray to you. Some of our families left us And now years have passed I feel the burden and the stress For each day could be our last I'm in the field of combat With bullets surrounding me, There are few that care For those who've died Protecting those born free I'm asking for some comfort Some support, and one thing more To get RESPECT and HONOR From the Americans we fought for You and I are heroes Fighting for our land to be free And 'tho no one has heard our names, We're the heroes, you and me Our awards weren't televised, No speech with tears in our eyes Why is our county too blind to see That the heroes

What Is Submission
What is submission? All of me belonging to You. Knowing that I am safe in Your arms. Looking after Your needs and desires. Making life just that much easier for You. For some submission is unnatural, They have to work to bring it out. But for me it is natural, It is a part of me that I love, It is a part of me that I am comfortable with, It is something I don’t want to hide. Submission is serving, Submission is pleasing, Submission is helping, But most of all, It is learning to serve. For me submission is pure joy, It is like a cup of hot chocolate on a good winter night. It is there all the time, It overtakes me being, It is the first thing I see in the morning, And the last thing I see at night.

I Lay And Wait
Your hand glide along the contours of my body, heat giving away to lust and desire. Submission, I am yours for the taking. Touch me as you please, use me, let me know who's I am. Hidden nooks deft fingers find, making me arch in untamed pleasure. My body does not lie to you, I strain for more and more. Harsh voices in whispered tones, use me. Hands moving all too rapidly and yet desire mounts to points beyond my control. When is the fulfillment, when will you make me whole? You continue the torture of the touch, and I beg for more. You have me where you want me, writhing and begging, my voice in quick whispers, yet my eyes show an anxious glow. Take me, fill me, you shake your head and wait. What is it you wait for I beg, but no answers from from your lips. The power you possess over me holds me at bay. The unrestrained lust continues dancing eagerly within... and yet you wait... Claim the prize, the release of a lifetime a

History Of "taps"...
We have all heard the haunting melody of "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be pleased to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing, Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellisombe heard the moans of a soldier who was severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pulling him toward the encampment. When the Captain finally reached his own lines, he discovered it was actually a Confederate soldier, but the soldier was dead. The Captain lit a l

I'm Yours
Wild with want, a need flows through my veins It cleanses my inexperience and leaves only my desire Please… let me… run my tongue all over your body and hear you moan as you once did I’ll gladly give you my innocence and all of my passion for all I yearn for is you inside of me I can’t help the craving, I can’t help my call- take all of my control, because I want it all enter me slowly but fuck me hard Baby the thought of you at night is almost enough to get me off but I want the real thing. I want you to take it. It’s yours.

Chapter 13 { The Invisibel Man
XIII. MR. MARVEL DISCUSSES HIS RESIGNATION When the dusk was gathering and Iping was just beginning to peep timorously forth again upon the shattered wreckage of its Bank Holiday, a short, thickset man in a shabby silk hat was marching painfully through the twilight behind the beechwoods on the road to Bramblehurst. He carried three books bound together by some sort of ornamental elastic ligature, and a bundle wrapped in a blue table-cloth. His rubicund face expressed consternation and fatigue; he appeared to be in a spasmodic sort of hurry. He was accompanied by a Voice other than his own, and ever and again he winced under the touch of unseen hands. "If you give me the slip again," said the Voice, "if you attempt to give me the slip again -- " "Lord!" said Mr. Marvel. "That shoulder's a mass of bruises as it is." " -- on my honour," said the Voice, "I will kill you." "I didn't try to give you the slip," said Marvel, in a voice that was not far remote from tears. "I s

My Personal Female Ordeal
I have to say that if there was anything that a woman could have wrong in their female reproductive organs, I have had it. For two years, I lived in pain that was the same as being in labor or worse because of military docs and Tricare not believing that I was REALLY in pain because things didn't show up on their very vague ultrasound. Tricare wouldn't allow me to have a "scope" done to see what the problem was because they didn't have enough paperwork to support it. Finally, after going basically nuts with the pain, my husband and I decided that the only way we could find to get them to allow a "scope" was to have my tubes tied. A female miliatary doctor broke some rules to take my case and went in. She found that not only did I have Endometriosis on my bladder but, a tangerine size uterine fibroid tumor on top of my uterus being feed by several arteries. She told my ex husband that was a double whammy and had every right to be in pain. But that wasn't the end o

A New Start
Well. All the pain i went through with my ex-fiance is pretty much gone, but it is still painful to think that the man lived with me for all that time, and had a whole other life. How do you have more than one fiance (3 that i know of) and they not know. guess it is easy when you pick one from another country, one who works days, and the other works nights. Well, i have learned not to trust people too easily, it takes time, because if the man that was living with me can get one over on me, then anyone can. So, i am more cautious, decided to just forget about men all together, but learned i can't do that, i love men way to much for that. He still thinks that i worry about what is going on in his life, well, i don't worry about him, but I do worry about the women that he is playing. being online and meeting women, making them think that they are his one and only, someone has to stop him from hurting so many women. One of these days he is gonna do it to the wrong one and she is not

New Members During Happy Hour
well here's my cherrytap question section going again..... Why is it that baby jesus stops your cherry cruising to ask you to invite new people because "we need more people".... but yet when you do invite people you don't get the POINTS for them?? OK today in the 2pm happy hour I invited TWO new people and BOTH joined. Yet I got points for ONE and the invite for that same ONE. The other joined and they are on the site yet I didn't get the points or the notice they joined. This isn't the 1st time this has happened either. I invited TWO new people a couple weeks back and got credit for just ONE of them. Again it was happy hour and I was trying to get that 1000 points per new member........ and I didn't get credit for TWO in the last few months. I emailed cherrytap about it and asked what the deal was and this is what I was told..... === 'CherryTAP Support' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-07 04:50:59'.. > > it is probably she didnt accept the friend request ye

Chapter 12 { The Invisibel Man
XII. THE INVISIBLE MAN LOSES HIS TEMPER It is unavoidable that at this point the narrative should break off again, for a certain very painful reason that will presently be apparent. And while these things were going on in the parlour, and while Mr. Huxter was watching Mr. Marvel smoking his pipe against the gate, not a dozen yards away were Mr. Hall and Teddy Henfrey discussing in a state of cloudy puzzlement the one Iping topic. Suddenly there came a violent thud against the door of the parlour, a sharp cry, and then -- silence. "Hul-lo!" said Teddy Henfrey. "Hul-lo!" from the Tap. Mr. Hall took things in slowly but surely. "That ain't right," he said, and came round from behind the bar towards the parlour door. He and Teddy approached the door together, with intent faces. Their eyes considered. "Summat wrong," said Hall, and Henfrey nodded agreement. Whiffs of an unpleasant chemical odour met them, and there was a muffled sound of conversation, very rapid and sub

Ur Job
It looks as if everything is over I come home to you And I look at you My life without you is a void I beg to please you I wish to become submissive to you And for once in our miserable lives We are both happy I feel the joy of the surrender that I have fought for so long The shelter of your love and protection I am happy My trust in you is complete As I lay in your arms each night, I pray to the Gods that we continue this way It feels right I choose to give myself to you I have never been happier I still have fears But I know that you are there to hold me And chase them away I know that you will protect me So I will make sure Not to put myself at risk Because a foolish sub- is one who is quickly tired of. I will tell you when I am hurt or ill Because- I will try to satisfy you- even then- But I know that it will not be expected And you will care for me when it is needed I know you are only a human too- So I know not to expect you to hold off

A Little Girl
There was a small girl whose parents drank and did drugs.The father woud beat on the wife at night while the little girl sadly sat behind the couch.The parents had never taken the girl to Church and she knew nothing of or about God.For years the little gir watched her parents scream,yell,and beat upon one another.Until one day when her father took a gun and killed his wife,and then himself.The whole time while the girl was behind the couch.Soon after,a wonderful family adopted the little girl and took her to Sunday School.The little girl walked in and saw a picture of Jesus on the cross pasted on the wall.She looked up at the teacher with wondering eyes and said,"I don't know who that man is up on that cross,but I know he must have got off."Because as I watched my Dad kill my Mom and Himself that man was sitting with me behind the couch." You see, even when we don't expect it, Jesus is there.Hes always guiding us and watching over us.So even when you feel all alone,your not,Jesus i

Maybe!!!!
Maybe... Maybe Creator wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe.. when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe... It is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe... The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe... You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of and want to do. Maybe... There are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from

The Ending
Lonly years have passed by me Leaving the scars of tomorrow Recently I had a vision of long lasting sorrow My mind is on a never ending Entwining piece of space I don't know if I will ever belong To the human race again Turbulant tunnels of time run through my mind Telling me I must be dead I'm trying to contemplate what I must do About things involving you You know in the days of destruction Long ago when the earth was born again It's endless suffering had ceased to exist And now it is just a sphere of enormous energy Revolving around a small mass of fire Internal happenings of extrodinary size Growing into drastic disturbances The brain of the universe Flying light years away Will be back soon to deal with you again Only time in the future Will tell what will happen to you? Jimbo/Copyright/3/27/07

Out Of Touch
For anyone whos paying attention, sorry I have been absent from CT all weekend. I am working on a project at work that keeps me away from my computer, and on top of that I got an Xbox 360 this weekend, and that has been consuming an awful lot of my "free" time! But I will be back in full force soon!

My Job
It looks as if everything is over I come home to you And I look at you My life without you is a void I beg to please you I wish to become submissive to you And for once in our miserable lives We are both happy I feel the joy of the surrender that I have fought for so long The shelter of your love and protection I am happy My trust in you is complete As I lay in your arms each night, I pray to the Gods that we continue this way It feels right I choose to give myself to you I have never been happier I still have fears But I know that you are there to hold me And chase them away I know that you will protect me So I will make sure Not to put myself at risk Because a foolish sub- is one who is quickly tired of. I will tell you when I am hurt or ill Because- I will try to satisfy you- even then- But I know that it will not be expected And you will care for me when it is needed I know you are only a human too- So I know not to expect you to hold off

My Field Trip (with Lots Of Pics)
This past weekend, I took a field trip to a couple of local cemeteries of a couple of mental institutions, Bryce and Partlow.PARTLOWFrom my understanding, Partlow has a pretty checkered past. There was an inmate who stuck a garden hose up his rectum and turned the water on. (It killed him.) Another story is about a girl who was put into the institution at the age of four although the staff was told she was seven. (Her story is in the book http://www.amazon.com/Della-Raye-Girl-Emerged-Whole/dp/1565549449/ref=sr_1_1/103-6548385-8771806?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1175028917&sr=8-1 by Gary Penley.Anyway, here's the rear entrance to the Partlow cemetery:This is a picture of an overview of the cemetery:Notice, there are very few tombstones. Instead, there are file markers on most of the graves with the file number on it:The earliest tombstone with a date I found was this one:Nancy Ann Almeda Creel14 June 1857 - 18 January 1924In Loving MemoryLarry Lampp, Sr.Notice the file marker is number 98.

Homebrewing.
Well well well.......racked (moved) my fermenting beer to the secondary fermenter. Has a good amber ale taste. My hydrometer reading is at about 1.015......This is a good thing. Means the sugar is being converted into alcohol. The hydrometer flask sample was ofcourse, tasted thrice. It is rather hoppy, but thats exactly what I expected. It has a slight alcohol flavor to it, which while not smooth, is not going to bother me too badly. Anyways, I am anxious to buy another 6.5 gallon carboy and ferment lock, so I can get the batch of dry stout a goin'. :D

Nana
HELLO NEW TO THIS SO HERE IT GOES MOTHER OF FOUR NANA OF MANY I AM RAISING MY 3 GRANDDAUGHTERS ORG. FROM KENTUCKY LIVE IN MICH FOR AWHILE NOW LIKE ALL MUSIC OLDIES & COUNTRY & ROCK & ROLL LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY & FRIENDS & CAMPING LIKE MEETING & MAKING NEW FRIENDS ON LINE NOT SURE WHAT ELSE TO TYPE

Congrats Bengals!
CINCINNATI - Cincinnati Bengals receiver Chris Henry, already facing possible NFL punishment for problems with the law, has been cited by Cincinnati police on three traffic charges including driving with a suspended license. Henry also was ticketed for an alleged improper turn and seat belt violation. His vehicle was impounded after he was stopped March 21, and he paid $100 to retrieve it Monday, court records show. Court action is pending. Bengals spokesman Jack Brennan released a statement Tuesday from the team that said, ``While the incident involved a minor traffic matter, the club is frustrated that the issue arose at all. ... Chris's overall future with our team can be determined only after this and other pending matters are resolved by the NFL.'' NFL commissioner Roger Goodell said this week that a tougher player conduct policy should be in place before the April 28-29 draft. Henry, suspended for two games by the NFL last season, could face more punishment after settlin

Beautiful
I stand before you streaked with sweat and with cum and with tears Trembling and humble. And I wonder if you know Just how far I've come to get here. That I give you small pieces of myself each time you open your hand. Willingly, freely, - completely - Submitting without pause Trusting without question. I am almost afraid sometimes I will run out of pieces to give. Yet I never waiver, for I would give you the world. Now as you look upon me streaked as I am and say that I'm beautiful - No one ever called me that before When I stood before them as I stand before you. Such a simple act, but in calling me 'beautiful' - and meaning it - you put all the pieces back for me to give to you another day.

My New Favourite;-))
A man hates his wifes cat so much he decides to get rid of it. One day he puts the cat in his car and drives 20 miles and throws the cat out. As he returns home and is talking to his wife the cat walks into the house. The next day he puts the cat in the car again and drives 40 miles and throws the cat out again.Same thing....he returns home and the cat walks into the house. The next day he decides to drive THREE HOURS and throws the cat out of the car and leaves. Fifteen minutes later he calls home and says: Darling is the cat home? Wife:Yes he is! Husband:Can you put him on the phone?I drove to far and can't find my way home!

Only Pill You Need
Prescribed by the Great Physician ***************************** The next time you feel like GOD can ' t use you, just remember... Noah was a drunk Abraham was too old Isaac was a daydreamer Jacob was a liar Leah was ugly Joseph was abused Moses had a stuttering problem Gideon was afraid Samson had long hair and was a womanizer Rahab was a prostitute Jeremiah and Timothy were too young David had an affair and was a murderer Elijah was suicidal Isaiah preached naked Jonah ran from God Naomi was a widow Job went bankrupt Peter denied Christ The Disciples fell asleep while praying Martha worried about everything Mary Magdalene was... The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once Zaccheus was too small Paul was too religious Timothy had an ulcer..AND Lazarus was dead! ***************************** Now! No more excuses! God can use you to your full potential. Besides you aren ' t the message, you are just the messenger. A

My Submission
You know I love you since we have shared your darkness and I am still here; kneeling willing. I am not the kind of woman one would expect to be here the candles flickering and the row of neat hooks on the wall where you hang the toys I fear and long for. I cannot get the burn to dissipate. I cannot turn off your voice hidden in the shadows, the cleft of my soul. It is there, inherent, my submission. My wanting you like this, to be raised up a goddess and to dispel my fear through your control. Please. Please. Master. And that soft brush of the whip and the flood of sanctity. And always, my love, like a flower that blooms only in your darkness.

I've Learned
I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the pa

Unique Ways To Initiate Sex
Putting “the moves” on her is an antiquated practice. They are aptly named “the moves” because they’re predictable, they’re used frequently and girls get tired of them after a while. Once the mystery is over and your moves are foreseeable, your girl is surely on her way to boredom, and she'll stop wanting sex. Reel her excitement back in by generating heat and curiosity again. Learn to entice instead of “ask” with predetermined, repetitive nonverbal cues. Establish your true game and initiate sex in surprising, new ways. She may astonish you with her own surprises and blow you away. Here’s how you can initiate sex in new and creative ways: Cook for her then feed her: To a woman, the sight of a man cooking competently is its own aphrodisiac. Effort and skill are displayed nicely as she is inevitably drawn into the mouth-watering night you are creating for her. Offer her a glass of wine and let her have a taste of what’s to come. Feed her tasty morsels, indulge on her scrumptio

Sub Song
This My Master, is my song to You. I give to You this hymn of love and devotion. I give to You my most precious possession. I give to You my gift of obedience, of body, mind and spirit. I long for Your hand, I long for Your whip. Most of all, I long for You. Cuffed and at Your feet, helpless and vulnerable, I tremble for Your caress. I long to swallow whatever You give. Bound and chained, my body is Yours. I stay open for You waiting for You to fill me. Stretched and tethered and roped, Your hand brings me pain, Your hand brings me pleasure. I render my spirit to You, I long for Your firmness, and Your throbbing discipline. Collared and leashed, I crawl to You, to sit at Your feet, to be Your pet. You bind my body with chains and rope, but You unfetter my spirit, You set me free. My desire I give to You. My servitude, You hold in your hands. I am on my knees for You, there is no ordeal of flesh or spirit, that

Men Bashing! Lmao
Too funny!!! >One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- >shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to >me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" >"It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" >He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma." >And they say blondes are dumb... >------------------------------------- > >A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the >happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." >------------------------------------- > > >"It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out >of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I >mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your >money," she replied. >------------------------------------- >Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? >A: A rumor >-----------------------------------------------------