Hmmmmm were to begin? Well to start with you all know that i am going through issues with my ex and have seen my rants but hey life is starting to get a little better for me ok ok so I lie its getting alot better. I realized that I was letting my ex win I said screw this and went and filed papers for joint custody of my life, my son. I used to mope and feel sorry for myself and the way my life has been so I took charge and I realized as long as I sat back and was subserviant to my ex she had that hold over me and she always would. Since I filed the court papers I have reclaimed my life and realized that she cant take what I dont give her. With that said I have to meet with the consilitator of our case on april 4th. If I am granted joint custody of my boy that will be the best B-Day present anyone has ever givin me. By the way my B-Day is april 6th I expect lots of gifts lol just kidding. On to the next topic my love life........hmmmmm Thanks to a reader of my blogs and a friend I was introduced to a wonderful woman and mother of 3 beautiful kids She seems to be everything I have ever wanted in life wrapped up in one beautiful package I cant say I love her because we have only known each other for about a week and a half but I could definatly see myself falling in love with her in the future. I feel comfortable talking to her about anything and I feel like I have known her for a very long time who knows maybe a past life or two. I miss seeing her smile when she isnt around. I talk to her almost everyday and I look forward to our phone calls to each other they make all the troubles of the day just disapear. So the question boils down to will it last? Well I cant answer that but I can tell you that wherever this takes me I know that my life will only get better and even when I am down and out and all the chips have fallen I still have friends that help me make it through the hard times and are willing to be there even if just to lend an ear. To all of those who care and all of those who are there or have been there for me I am forever indebted to you thank you, Phindolf. P.S. Sorry ladies Alone in my shadow I no longer sit.
