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~things That Make Me Happy~(smile)
~Things That Make Me Happy~(smile) Current mood: "flippin' Sweet" Category: "flippin' Sweet" Life Watching Nascar~ Tony Stewart~ ;) The sun on my face, on a cool day~ Talking to my seany(best friend)~ Helping someone who really needs it~ The color pink~ Shasta Daisies~ Watching Napoleon Dynamite~ The smell of the ocean~ Will Ferrell~ Cuddling with my kiddo's~ Playing outside, barefoot in the rain~ Time alone~ Robot Chicken~ Jim Carey~ Singing a great song, in the car, top down~ A hot bubble bath~ Jamie fox(when he was on in living color)~ People who are sweet to me~ Jude Law~ Speaking with a british accent~ The smell of oranges~ The sight of a beautiful man~ Putting on something new~ Seeing Alyssa happy~ Taking pictures~ Driving alyssa crazy by singing something she hates~ Spending time with frantastic~ Watching Blue's Clue's~ ~Patrice~

~before You~
~Before You~ Current mood: sleepy Category: Writing and Poetry I often wonder what was going on in my life before you....... Although i've tried, i can't recall...... Was i happy? Content with my life? Was i searching for meaning every day, as i am now? Each day i wake and can't believe i let you slip through these hands of mine.... At times i feel so damn stupid........ But even i know, that i'm only human....... And sometimes,despite good intentions, i do the wrong thing........ That doesn't stop the ache in my heart, i feel daily for you....... Though i realize you've moved on, and eventually i must do the same... I will always think of you.............. And wonder.......... What your doing this very moment..... Wonder if i ever cross your mind........ As long as i live..... You will live...... In my heart.......... ~Patrice~

Tightrope
i'm walking on thin air tonight... you make me want to fall through... but i won't. i'll force myself to stay upright if it kills me. i've met many a man like you. he's sweet, he's compassionate, he turns you to soft nothing in his hands. somewhere or another he'll hurt you cause more waterfalls from your eyes than anything else in your life... and we choose to fall for him again and again, because the pain is worth the risk. i think you might be worth it too.

Diffrences
I had to write this one in Sociology one year, but it's still not bad. Shoved away pushed out Nobody really cares Skin Colors diffrent that's what's wrong They give me no real chance Looked at weirdly all becuase of a color what's wrong with being diffrent? Blamed and shamed my religion is mine why do they care? I don't want to force them into it descriminated for what? A minor diffrence? I don't see why I'm wrong, but apparently they do because they won't give me a chance

Thoughts At 2:30 Am
i'll never understand this world, i accept this though it doesn't stop my heart and soul from aching with a desire to do so. why do humans feel the need to fight and argue with each other? why do we feel pride from destroying another person's life? so many people feed on hurt and misery, they can only smile if they make someone else cry. it's pathetic. it's immoral. but it's fact. i don't claim perfection, for i too have fallen victim to the thirst for revenge. it's a powerful drug, holding the key to someone else's destruction in the palm of your hand. but this doesn't make it right. so many people in this world live just for this emotion. i don't understand it and maybe i'm not suppose to? i wasn't always as callous and abrasive as i am now. i used to care about people. a lot. i used to be the type of person that would go out of her way and bend over backwards to help a random stranger on the street. because i wanted to believe that there was still good in the world. and that it w

Emotions
I bite your shoulder and you scream I feed visciously on this dream emotions swirling whirling all around, heat, passion, pain, flowing down and around like an angry summer rain You clutch me harder to your being grasping, moaning, moving all from me twisting, turning, plunging in, deeper, harder, faster I spin more, more, i cry within a moment you deny leave me aching, begging, needing more suddenly u release and unsatisfaction fills me...

Just A Lil Bit About Me
well i am a 29 swm in dickinson texas. dickinson is just south of houston. i am a college student going to ITT-Tech majoring in computer networking systems "yes i a geek" i have about a yr left till i graduate, cant wait. when i do grad. want to try and get a job in vagas i think that would be a kick ass place to live and work as lon as i can stay off the blackjack table lol. well thats all for now if ya wanna know more add me and rate me then ask what ya wanna know.

Green Tea
Green tea 'may keep HIV at bay' Green tea has been linked to many health benefits Drinking green tea could help in the fight against HIV, research suggests. Scientists found a component called epigallocatechin gallate (EGCG) prevents HIV from binding to immune system cells by getting there first. Once EGCG has bound to immune system cells there is no room for HIV to take hold in its usual fashion. However, experts said the joint UK and US work, which appears in the Journal of Allergy and Clinical Immunology, was at a very preliminary stage. We suggest that it should be used in combination with conventional medicines to improve quality of life for those infected Professor Mike Williamson University of Sheffield Researcher Professor Mike Williamson, of the University of Sheffield, said: "Our research shows that drinking green tea could reduce the risk of becoming infected by HIV, and could also slow down the spread of HIV. "It is not a cure, and nor i

Why Can't
why can't we melt away why can't we walk along why must we seperate why can't I have you all why don't I hear your voice why can't I hear your choice why must we always loose why can't I hold you tight why can't I touch you right why can't I see your eyes why must we theorize we must we always lose why can't you treat me right why can't you hold me tight why can't we melt away why must we always delay why can't I have you all

I'm ****** Off
WHY THE FUCK DO PEPOLE HAVE TO BE SO STUPID? SOME THINGS ARE GETTING OUT OF HAND LIKE PEOPLE REPORTING PICS NSFW WHEN THEY'RE NOT!!! THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!! OH AND I HAD TO PUT THIS NSFW CUZ IT HAS CUSSING IT THIS MOTHER FUCKING BLOG YOU FUCKERS!!!!! FUCK ALL YALL THAT REPORT PICS NSFW WHEN THEY ARE NOT FUCKERS GO FUCK YOUR SELF

Down
they said I've broken down today who cares what they say today I can't cry nor can I breathe my memory is slipping away and so are my dreams my life has goone so wrong where did it turn though? Today I can't cry nor can I breathe They said I've broken down today who know's maybe their right but who cares what they say my memories are slipping away and so are my dreams Today I can cry But I can't breath They said I've broken down today I think their right

Zombies
My girlfriend and I watched the original "Dawn of the Dead" tonight. It was her first time seeing it so of course it made it more fun for me to watch it my 75th time, enjoying it more, because she loves zombies as much as me. The original "Dawn of the Dead" is my favorite zombie movie. It has better acting and the best plot. It's magical in a way. It makes me just want to watch people try to survive with the world in that state. Imagine them, crashing through your windows, in hoards, killing, and eating... never dying. One of the main differences between the original "D of the D" and other zombie films is that it was written with social messages for the viewer, and is filled with raw graphic depictions of savagery. In the original "D of the D" you witness one of the protagonists killing two zombie children. The only weakness is that it was shot in 1978, so it has that "Dirty Harry" look to it. It's too bad every strength of the original was overlooked

Wooohooooo Again
I got paid on Monday... looked at my pay stub... Noticed that it said I have 100 more hours of PTO. I am soooo excited!!! You have NO CLUE!! So my kids are gone for spring break. My mom took them and they will be gone until Saturday.. So I asked my boss if I could take of the rest of the week!! So here I am with a 4 day weekend!! I'm a little happy about this. HE HE HE woooo hoooo

God Dam Hardcore Kids
ok soo i just got back from the Mastadon show tonight my friends took me to, im not a big fan of this band by any means, but there decent live ill admit, but god damit stupid kids learn how to mosh correctlly! a mosh pit is no place to be trying out your LAME ass karate kicks! and for fuck sake if some one falls have the decency to pick them up insted of trample them! to all you wannabe hardcore skin head loosers to a moshpit is no place to start a fight! just because some one bumps in to you doesnt give u the right to start a god dam fight! its idiots like these who give us TRUE metalheads a bad name! fuckers a a discrase to METAL and should not even have the pleasure and honor of being called a Metalhead! theres no place in the world of METAL for this CRAP! ok im done now rant over....

This Whirlwind Called Life
I am a late bloomer as far as the virtual world, was becoming concerned that life would leave me by the wayside if I didn't learn the dance. It is a much different world since the cyber world came into being. I remember when there was no computers or internet. Heck I remember before there was cable,lol. I went to the library a few months ago and the internet happened to be down. The librarian looked at me quite confused when I asked for help referencing a certain obscure title. I asked him what the problem was.Sheepishly he looked at me and said "Can you wait for us to come back online?" What a hoot..... I am 50 and single. Got tired of the bar scene and this has turned out to be a good venue for fielding desirable connections. As the whirlwind of life pulls me along, it is good to know that there are other ways of meeting people. Sure there are some disappointments, but I have yet to have a really bad experience. And I have had some great times with people, s

Your Sign..im A Cap, Can You See Any Of This In Yourself?
!~Subject: What sign are you?~! Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. ~VIRGO: The Virgin~ Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. ~SCORPIO: The sex addict~ Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.Most erotic - Freak in bed. Great kisser. Always get what they want. > >>>>>>>>Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. ~LIBRA: The lame lover~ Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own u

The Storms Of Life
The Storms of life When the storm clouds gather and your life is filled with care, Let Jesus help you through each day for he is always there. He's not just watching from afar when life's river rages through, From when you feel you can't go on with love he carries you. He promised to be with you His presence you will know, he will help you through the storms of life because he loves you so.

Angels Are Watching Over You
Angels are watching over you God has sent his angels Together here on earth, And surround us with their presence from the moment of our birth. I believe they intercede and oftentimes appear, To protect us in our time of need. Guardian angels always near. So never fear what lies ahead as you travel each day through, For there are always angels by your side watching over you.

Feeling The Love!
This is a more than a blog it is a shout out to all my family and friends... Thank you for your wonderful comments. Thank you for you respect. Thank you for the smile you all freely give to me. Thank you all for the LOVE! In a world where people are materialistic... I thank you for letting me participate in your lives. In a world where people place masks upon who their true being; thank you for unmasking of yourselves. In a world of suffering and pain; thank you for your joyful presents... I appreciate those who are here and all the LOVE you give! SEEKER75

Freedom's Call
FREEDOM'S CALL They are called to be in uniform, To serve both day and night. Protecting our great country, To fight the valiant fight. To rescue us from danger, At home, across the sea. Brave and special people, Who keep our nation free. And together on a mission our heroes, they are there. Every color, every creed, with freedom's light to share. And day by day, step by step, All for one and one for all. Our heroes stand together strong, To answer freedom's call.

The Lost Of My Son
i lost my son junior about two years ago he was tragically ran over in front of my face i did cpr but there was no saving him he died instantly my son went from playing one minute to being dead so if you have kids please cherish them they might make you mad but they are only kids! i would give anything to have my son back or to have taken his place but it is to late for that! i miss him everyday i think of him constantly so i am working hard to make it to heaven to see him and i will make one way or another! i miss his smile his laugh and the way he took to everyone he is my angel and he was and is my best friend he is my hero cause he taught me the real meaning of life and love! i miss you son and mom will make it to you one day! that is a promise! r.i.p junior you will forever be remebered and missed!spread your wings and fly

To All My Cherries Please Read This Is For You For U R All My Friend``
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend

Birthday
Hiya all A very big thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday for yesterday and all the presents that i received it was all muuch appreciated in the evening i went to the cinema to watch hot fuzz which i can throughlly recommend even my dad laughed which is almost never well i hope you are all having fun filled days and will hopefully be popping along to your pages to leave some love soon tp x

Brittany Feature Dancing In Phoenix Az
Brittany will be doing a special 2 night dance appearance in Phoenix, Arizona this Friday & Saturday night (March 30 & 31st). Friday, March 30th, She will perform at LE GIRLS CABARET WEST at 10pm and 12am. their address is: 1902 N. BLACK CANYON HIGHWAY PHOENIX, AZ 85009 Brittany will then do a special show at LE GIRLS CABARET EAST at 3 am. they are at: 5151 E. WASHINGTON STREET PHOENIX, AZ 85034 If you live in the area come see her!!! It's going to be a very fun evening!!! until then....

Finally
SO I CAN FINALLY SAY THAT I THINK I HAVE FIGURED A FEW THINGS OUT AND THAT I THINK I CAN BE HAPPY AND I MEAN TRUELY HAPPY....I HAVE AN AWESOME BF EVEN IF HE GETS MAD AT STUPID THINGS THAT I SHOULDNT SAY OR SO WATCH HOW I SAY THEM...I ALSO HAVE SOME REALLY AWESOME FRIENDS...EVER IF ONE OF THE BESTFRIENDS I HAVE ITS LIKE FOREVER AWAY....AND MY OTHER BESTFRIEND HAS A NEW GUY IN HER LIFE SO SHE DONESNT HAVE MUCH TIME FOR ME....I AM HAVING A HARD TIME WITH NOT HAVING MY FAMILY TOGETHER I REALLY MISS MY KIDS AND BEING THE ONE THAT PUTS THEM TO BED EVERYNIGHT AND GETS THEM UP EVERY MORNING... I MISS HAVING A FAMILY...

Power Spending
Pierce@ CherryTAP Hello all its me Pierce. I'm just updating Miss Brittany's page so stop sending me nasty private messages. She'll be back on this weekend. ANYWAY, so I get a call from my BFF (Miss Brittany ) today saying that she went to the doctor to get her hand checked out and to see if she is going to need surgery for her carpel tunnel. It turns out she only has Tendinitis as she will just need Physical therapy. So she leaves a little earlier than expected and she has 30 minutes to spare. She was in Beverly Hills so she happens to walk by a Roberto Cavalli boutique and next thing you know, within 30 minutes she spends $9000.00 (That's nine thousand dollars for those people who think it was a typo.) A dress, a purse, shoes, a blouse, and a pair of jeans. WOW!!! I was totally shocked. That must have made a salesperson day. For those living in AZ Miss Brittany will be performing at this Friday Friday, March 30th, at LE GIRLS CABARET WEST and Saturday night Ma

Hey All
hey everyone sorry about the long absence but thing have been really weird around here between the new gf n shit a slose friends moving back and and all that good stuff anyways wnate d ot tell everyone i miss then and i hope o talk to them soon

Power Spending At Roberto Cavalli
I just posted this blog but it disappeared. Oh well here it goes again. So I got a call from my BFF (Miss Brittany ) today saying that she went to the doctor to get her hand checked out and to see if she is going to need surgery for her carpel tunnel. It turns out she only has Tendinitis as she will just need Physical therapy. So she leaves a little earlier than expected and she has 30 minutes to spare. She was in Beverly Hills so she happens to walk by a Roberto Cavalli boutique and next thing you know, within 30 minutes she spends $9000.00 (That's nine thousand dollars for those people who think I it was a typo.) A dress, a purse, shoes, a blouse, and a pair of jeans. WOW!!! I was totally shocked. That must have made a salesperson day. Same blog is posted at MissBrittany page

Sagittarius - The Promiscuous One
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost it with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 y

I'm The Girl..
I'm the girl that gets pushed aside..when his world gets wrecked.. I'm the girl he leades around, like nothing could infect, me I'm the girl that doesn't matter, when someone else better comes along, it's just reject I'm the girl he doesnt want to date, but has another girl wrapped around his arm, its disrespecting I'm the girl that waits around for him, that he thinks is so perfect He'll leave anyways, he's so neglecting I'm the girl, you'll wish you never screwed with, I'll never be the object I'm the girl you'll wish you never lost, but you wont affect me And your words are just a reflect Of the kind of person, I suspected, you to be

The Secret
The Secret is released to the world! This ground-breaking feature length movie presentation reveals The Great Secret of the universe. It has been passed throughout the ages, traveling through centuries... to reach you and humankind. This is The Secret to everything - the secret to unlimited joy, health, money, relationships, love, youth: everything you have ever wanted. In this astonishing program are ALL the resources you will ever need to understand and live The Secret. For the first time in history, the world's leading scientists, authors, and philosophers will reveal The Secret that utterly transformed the lives of every person who ever knew it... Plato, Newton, Carnegie, Beethoven, Shakespeare, Einstein. Now YOU will know The Secret. And it could change your life forever. Presented in full screen, high quality, video with stereo sound requiring nothing more than a standard computer with a DSL/cable broadband connection. For most users, it is just like watching TV.

The Us Festival 1982 - Birth Of The Creative Class
Sohodojo - 'War College' of the Small Is Good Business RevolutionThree Days of Peace & Music... and TechnologyTHE US FESTIVALLabor Day Weekend, 1982 - This time I was in a Motorhome and parked next to the VIP helicoper pad Three days, 34 hours of music, 400,000 in attendance, 105°F (40.5°C) weather; 36 arrests, 12 drug overdoses, $12.5 million lost. (Bands are listed in the order they appeared.) Friday, September 3 * Gang of Four * The Ramones * The English Beat * Oingo Boingo * The B-52's * Talking Heads * The Police Saturday, September 4 * The Joe Sharino Band * Eddie Money * Santana * The Cars * The Kinks * Pat Benatar * Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers Sunday, September 5 * Grateful Dead * Jerry Jeff Walker * Jimmy Buffett * Jackson Browne * Fleetwood MacGrateful Dead Live The US FESTIVAL 9/5/1982Steve Wozniak Throws a Party Link *Note: US Festival 1983 was the best, I missed it of course!!

The Most Fascinating Object In The World
"A delicately rosy, silky-satinsomehowinnocent, always-vulnerableerect penis is probably the most fascinating object inthe world" ....Helen Gurley Brown, editor-in-chief of Cosmopolitan Magazine-Pam-

A Day At The Table
I went over to the big casino today dressed in my black and whites – standard attire for out of work dealers hoping for an audition. Dennis was at the desk. I reminded him that I had dealt in one of the tournaments he supervised there. He remembered me. I told him that I was looking for a job. He told me that there weren't any openings. Then I said, "Well, as long as I'm here, I might as well try my luck at the table." I pushed eighty dollars across the desk and he counted out the chips. "Where would you like to sit?" he asked. Before I could reply, he said, "I'd recommend seat number ten." That puzzled me, but what the hell. "Sure, ten will be fine." He introduced me to the table saying that I was a dealer and had dealt at the firefighter's tournament there last month. After a minute or two, the guy to my right struck up a conversation and seemed to take an interest in me. I replied politely to the questions and eventually took my eyes off the board long enough

Come Join Clubhouse Cherrytap Lounge For Bikers And Friends On Ct
WELCOME TO CLUBHOUSE CT LOUNGE FOR BIKERS If u have ever been to a Bikers Motor Cycle Club house then u would understand and I have been to tons of them and they are all the same a clubhouse is not a BAR u can't sell booze but yet u can drink and give a donation to the club.The clubhouse is a place for bikers and friends to hang out in and disgust bisness people stroll in and out of the club, there is no sit hours at any Clubhouse in this world.Club house cherry tap is not a bar it's a clubhouse JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON ! Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

Rating Photos- Is Less Than 10 Really Rude?
Ya Know, when I first came to CT, I would rate photos honestly, depending on what I thought of them. I wasn't trying to be mean, I honestly thought people wanted to get real input on them. It wasn't until later (and after reading a few angry comments directed at me) That I realized that people here do not want honest apprasals of their photos or site - they simply want to make points so they can do more things with the points they earn. Personally, I prefer honest apprasals. But I now know that is not what this site is about. Now I either rate 10's or nothing. I expect that the ones who do rate less than 10 are just trying to be honest - not mean.

A Little More About Me
well i live in a small town in oklahoma named elgin near texas and i love it ....iam 35 yr's old i have 6 kids but only 4 left at home i have a son living in illinois and another son and his wife living here in oklahoma now i have 1 grandaughter and 2 more grandchildren on the way yes by both my older boys one baby is due in july 23 2007 and the other baby is due in nov 1st 2007 ......IAM MARRIED but does not stop me from having fun and ye he know's everything i do .......iam very down to earth i love to enjoy life and have fun with my family and friends i like to surf the computer and play games online love to play poker ......one thing i DO NOT DO ONLINE IS CYBER AND DO NOT LIKE TO BE BOTHERED WITH FAKE PEOPLE ON HERE!!!!!.....but besides that iam pretty mellow loves to make new friends and live life to the fulliest iam origanally from illinois danville area but consider myself a true okie seeing ive lived here so long ive been to alot of differant places just moved back home to okla

Album Release "tecnotwurl"
Ok everyone the moment we've al been waiting for Your Listening To: DJ TECNOIMAC ™ ® "TECNOTWURL" COPYRIGHT® 2001 BMI Records Inc. BlatherSwitch Productions All Rights Reserved TECNOTWURL.mp3 Your Listening To: DJ TECNOIMAC ™ ® "Shut Up & Fuck Me" COPYRIGHT® 2001 BMI Records Inc. BlatherSwitch Productions All Rights Reserved ShutUp.mp3 REPOST REPOST

Motorcycle Classes?
So, I'm thinking about taking some motorcycle classes at my college to get 16 more credits towards my electives and I can gain a cert from it too. I'd take all 4 motorcycle repair classes and get a motorcycle repair cert plus 16 credits towards graduation. My worry? I know I'm going to be one of either few girls in the classes or the ONLY chick in the classes. That freaks me out because I know some guys have huge egos and dont believe girls should even BE in classes like that. And look at me... I'm petite as hell and I look weak, but I'm not. So, that right there throws the stupid stereotpe in my face. Argh. I just know I'd have to prove myself. And I hate having to prove to people that I can do something. I WANT to learn to work on my own bike and this is one way I can do that plus gain a cert from it. I dont know what to do. I'm intimidated.

Unfaithful
Unfaithful " No matter how young and restless love is age is nothin but a number" To be afraid of not knowin who u are is being wat u are in someone elses dreams only then will the force be strong with you when they discover your true sense of value were worth without questioning authority. knowledge is power but havin respect for that power you lose control of the force when it begins to shift lanes seeing that the same dream of someone elses has reflection of a seperate past u only see thigns that u know but to steal the spotlight is to blend a beautiful mind. i dont mean mind as in intelliegent against natural talent but truth with no logic. u paint a picture that doesnt have a color but is blessed with a vision. u cant remember your name but your bless with sign to make people recongize you. you age a day but who said that ur strength of love will never be the same? sex is just the begining. money isnt prize reward it is posion. the more u accept it the sicker

Memoirs Of Death
God is the blood of life. I sleep in blood without security I am hungry and desire no one at all. Death is hell and i do not desire love. If love is to be desired than is it a desire that I wish to be loved. If not than when might I ask do I wish to desire love. What does the future hold and is there even real love. I cannot speak nor do I dare to express daily how I sincerely feel. For those that take of my words are those that have some need. Though there is no importance in my words. I will not desire anything that will expire and allow me to feel afire. I cannot trespass on that which not meant laid. My hands stained by love in the past.I have meaning but there is none, is there purpose. For what purpose do I have to breath.... I cannot wash the blood of the past from hands. Dare I not forget the lessons of yesterday. To seek the knowledge of tomorrow. Lest my mind be filled with sorrow. I cannot bear the pain or sorrow of my heart. There is no real love for me. L

Love At First Sight??
A man is dining in a fancy restaurant and there is a gorgeous redhead sitting at the next table. He has been checking her out since he sat down, but lacks the nerve to talk with her. Suddenly she sneezes, and her glass eye comes flying out of its socket towards the man. He reflexively reaches out, grabs it out of the air, and hands it back. Oh my, I am so sorry, " the woman says as she pops her eye back in place. "Let me buy your dinner to make it up to you, " she says. They enjoy a wonderful dinner together, and afterwards they go to the theater followed by drinks. They talk, they laugh, she shares her deepest dreams and he shares his. She listens. After paying for everything, she asks him if he would like to come to her place for a nightcap and stay for breakfast. They had a wonderful, wonderful time. The next morning, she cooks a gourmet meal with all the trimmings. The guy is amazed! ! Everything had been SO incredible!

Murder Of An Innocent Heart
Murder of an Innocent Heart It’s time to conclude this charade, I can no longer pretend.. A heart is so fragile, I owe mine the opportunity to mend.. I was blind to your abuse, I wanted so much to believe.. You’d never do me harm, you weren’t capable to deceive.. Yet the evidence was clear, even through your alibi’s disguise.. I still seized the possibility we could somehow compromise.. But I realize love cannot be manipulated to be as you desire.. It’s impossible to ignite passion, without a spark to kindle the fire.. So I must bid farewell, to start rebuilding my world torn apart.. A lifetime dedicated to erase your memory from my delicate heart.. This agony will remain forever a scar upon my very existence.. Of damage you caused so mercilessly, murdering my innocence.. Original Poem of The one and only Eli

How Bad R U Wanted?????
Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Body: Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

Hi All
Hi all I just wanted to let you all know how my week went so far. It has been pretty busy trying to finish all the rearranging and all that fun stuff. Helped a couple people download some stuff and also help with any other questions they might have had about doing something for their computer. Went over to my mom's house to download some virus and spyware protection, and ran all the scans for that. Very interesting stuff came up, she had 2 viruses and 18 trojan horses in her back up files, so not good at all. She never updated her computer in like 6 years, so had to download the automatic updater for her computer, came up with 64 updates,and most were the windows xp ~ security, kinda scary that she hadn't updated that. If for any reason u need help with something on your computer, i am here to help, and if i don't know i got some ppl that do. It looks like we have a chance for serious weather. They have already had over 70 tornadoes tonight, kinda scary. I don't mind thunderstorms and

Help Me Out Please!!!!!
I'm in a contest and i was winning but im falling way behind, please go comment the hell out of this picture and i promise i will return the favor for you! The contest is for the hottest girl in glasses

I Am About Sick Of It...
pisses me off, I am so sick of being treated like an ass,it seems I do and do and do and get no thanks for anything like its expected or I owe people something, I guess the under line meaning in all this is that I am not well, I am sick all the fucking time, my chest hurts my back is killing me my mind is a cluster fuck of emotions that are waiting to go off, and still people don't think twice about randomly getting on my ass about whatever is bothering them, I'm getting sick of it, I use to be a nice person and I let things slide I had tolerance and waited for people to say thank you or hey that was nice,or whats on your mind what do you think? giving me some sense of value, but that never comes..it use to!!!what happened?? the people who are the closest to me push at me and ask me later whats wrong after I have a fit, then they say its my fault for asking like an ass to begin with??? so now I just do for others and then walk away Im not sure of how much more I can take, love is never

Wanna!
As we walked by each other down on the beach, Cant help but to think the lessons she'd teach. Would she hold my hands tight and tease me a bit, Would she just let me at her and not give a shit. Id slide up her skirt and pull down her thong, I slide my hands up her leg, holding her strong. Kissing her stomach and nibbling on her hip, Bitting her nipples and licking her lips. Around to the back i will find the right spot, Ill know when she shivers that means she's hot. To the back of her neck and tugging her hair, To the small of her back im going down there. As she bends to the front and opens them wide, Ill spread open her lips and taste deep inside. Lay her down on her back and dont let her touch, Start bitting her neck then she starts to clutch. As i run my hands shoftly inside the thieghs, I can see her plesures right through her eyes cont.....................jw

?????????
okay so this web site...what is it exactly?? And how he hell do you do ...anything, really??!!!!!! Well anyways if anyof you would be nice enough to give me some *cherry tap* tips It would be much appreciated..lol thank you

Should I. . .?
I am currently having a debate with myself and to hear some opinions would be nice. I want to get another piercing but I don't know what I should get that won't kill my sex life. Here are my options : 1 : Get another lip piercing 2 : Get my nose pierced 3 : Get my other eyebrow done 4 : Get my clit pierced 5 : Get my nipples pierced I want feedback people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS: If you have 2,4 or 5 done, let me know if it hurts!!!

Mardi Gras
New Orleans,Louisiana, the city that's known as The Big Easy. It is one of the most vibrant cities in the world. For those of you that have never experienced the history,the people,or the party that is New Orleans, it's the home of the 24 hour bars and drive through daiquiri shops. Where the air is thick with humidity. The smells of the powerful Mississippi river,the seafood and cajun restaurants, the smell of fresh baked french bread teasing the nose. Walking down through the French Quarter, past clubs with the music of zydeco,jazz and rock. The history reflected in the architecture from the past, old homes that still have carriage houses. Other homes, like through the Garden district, reflect the Greek revival styles popular though out the colonial times. But one thing New Orleans is famous for more than anything else, Mardi Gras, or Fat Tuesday. It's the famous last celebration before Lent. A party throughout the entire city but nothing like what happens in the French Quarter. Bourb

Erotica
I use erotica to vent.. let me try this here... It's setting out to be a windy.. winter day... the air smells of fresh rain and soon to be downpour.. i pull on a shiny red winter coat and step into the chilly air, the wind making my nipples instantly hard.. pressing against my black sweater.. no bra.. it is not allowed.. i slip into my truck.. my nose is red, a sign of the pure cold... mostly the inner cold.... i had followed Your instructions to the letter.. all 7 ice cubes are placed inside... melting fast.... my only blessing is the rain may cover the wet spots in my overly tight blue jeans. i knew You could see my every movement, You were always watching me. i never know where You are or when You will emerge, it's like smoke and mirrors, You are quick, swift and sneaky. i take a moment and look around... the streets appear to be empty, no signs of people, or cars, the lights in the other houses are off, or at a low dim, most would be sleeping, the sun has not even risen.

3d Stockcar Screensaver Featuring The Voices Of Jeff Hammond And Kenny Wallace! Free Demo Download!
3D Stockcar Screensaver featuring the voices of Jeff Hammond and Kenny Wallace! Download the Demo now!"It Ain't Nothin' For Lee Roy Mercer To Whoop A Racin' Fan's Ass!" The first ever 3D Stockcar Screensaver featuring the voices of Jeff Hammond and Kenny Wallace! ScreenRacer is a 3D Race car screensaver experience like no other! It runs on Microsoft's DirectX technology using an advanced physics system to drive the vehicles. Each racecar uses a ridged racing AI system that will keep you glued to your monitor. You will never see the same race twice, because the program is AI driven. This program is a must for any racing fan! A FREE Demo version of ScreenRacer will be available for download off the new LEE ROY MERCER® GONE RACIN'™ NASCAR Driver prank call album/Interactive CD. * Included almost 150 audio clips from Jeff Hammond and Kenny Wallace. * Enable/Disable all sounds, if you want to run the screensaver silent. * Scalable settings allow users with slower computers to run the

Sweeter Than Everything And Anything
Sweeter than anything and everthing in the world is haveing things that mean so much to me one specail man has everything, anything and means everything for me...When in dout he picks me up and makes me see that he is there he isnt going no were what so ever and i thank and owe him so very much for all that ...It goes to show that true love is out there and true lov can uphold anything in the world no matter what is tossed in there path I love him and he loves me and to all that cant stand it oh well no one asked u to enter our life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mandie

Crappy Day I Wish It Was Better
Today started off good when I went to bed at 7am an woke up at 4:05pm. Went to work an was doing great til around 9pm when I got a phone call from my older sister saying that my grandma called the cops on my brother. GRR.. I WANNA KILL THAT STUPID BITCH. Ok ya he has problems but according to her its ok for her to hit him but he cant hit back WTFE. So then I called the hospital er where he was at they wouldnt let me talk to my brother come on he is like my child HELLO ya he is my twin brother but has issues an health problems. The cops wouldnt let me talk to him so i told them off an started to cry badly when i got off the phone. Then about 2 hours later the cop called me an told me he was going to Fondy GRR.. I hate my fucken grandma cause shit may happen to him now, I finally got to talk to my brother YES THANK GOD, but we both started crying on the phone. Y couldnt my dad be here to help me. I fight just like him in always. Well time to go home from work yay... I get to go home an d

Front End Laying On Frame!!!!
Hey whats up? WEll it is 1130 her in Clovis and i just got back from Solar Sheild with some great news!!!! The front end of my truck in sitting on it frame and man it looks sweet .... i should have taken the camera (will have to go get a pic tommorrow). The have to get a new strut cause we broke one tonight and then in the next few days it will be ready up front hopefully and they can just hook up air to it so they can move it around. It is going to look great when it is done and i can't wait!!!! More as it develops!!!! Pics comming soon!!!!

Picture Raters
You know i go to the new members and rate them all 10s i dont mind helping them. What really pisses me off is these people who rate our pictures low dont even leave their names.If im gonna rate someone im gonna leave my name.I aint chicken to leave my name on a bad rate so why should anyone else be!!!! Show your names we wanna see who you are!!!!

The Two Of Them - Pt 3
He walked inside and straight into the kitchen and as he went to reach up for the bottle he heard another voice... Now didn't you promise to lay off that stuff or do you not remember the last time that you got yourself hammered. In shock he looked up from where the voice came from..*Sarah what are you doing here?* Well i saw your truck and i couldn't help but let myself in and wait for my favourate big brother to come in and see his favorate little sister *Favorate little sister ? you mean only little sister how can i have a favourate when i only have one* .. Ouch Sarah said theres that sharp Petie humour that we all know and love now get over here and give me a hug. Walking over to her and giving her a hug Doug walks in and says , Oh hey sarah long time no see.. Shreeking she then lets go and hugs Doug as well.. Wow my two favourate family members and the house to ourselves whats the chances of that. *Riiiiight what are the chances huh Dougy* Petie said with a smug gr

To All My Friends/fans
Hey Everyone, I really hope all is going well for you all. Just want to touch base with you on why I haven't been online, and also I'll be off a little while longer. Some of you that know me are aware of my health problems. (If not, just read my profile, and that will fill you in) I've been in EXCRUSIATING pain, especially with my neck and back. I'm presently on medical leave from work, and under physicians care. I've had some tests, and my cervical and lumbar spine have gotten worse. I'm going through physical and aquatic therapy, taking meds that make me feel sick, and now I have a portable 10s unit(electrostimulation) hooked to me most of the time. I'll be seeing a neurosurgeon on April 9th. I'm hoping to avoid surgery, but I really doubt it from what I've already been told. But if I need to have it, it's ok with me because I have a positive attitude that I'll get better. I don't want any of you to think that I've forgotten you, or even ignoring you because I haven't. Between no

Have U Ev Er Wondered
HAVE U EVER WONDERED WHAT ITS LIKE TO COMPLETLY LOVE SOMEONE WITH ALL UR HEAT TO FEAR ITS NOT THE SAME N RETURN U KNOW THEY LOVE YOU BUT YOUR NOT SURE HOW DEEP THERE LOVE GOES SOMEDAYS U FELL LIKE IT REACHES TO THE END OF THE EARTH AND AT OTHER UR NOT SURE IF THEY WILL RUN AWAY IF YOU HAVE WONDERED IM HAPPY FOR YOU AND FOR THOSE LIKE ME THAT KNOW KEEP YOUR CHIN UP WHATS MEANT TO BE WILL BE AND IF ITS TRUE WELL THEN THE LOVE WITH NEVER DIE

White People Awake Save A Great Race
Are we willing to allow our people to fall from what power they still hold? It seems that we as a people are unwilling to speak out against the people currently in power, it seems that we have lost all pride and honor and it seems that people of color are getting away with what ever they want to while we are footing the bill. Have we as a people lost the battle, because if you ask me it seems we are far from the race we once were, we are allowing the Jew to corupt our people, our children are being filled with poisonous views of diversity and our televison have been over ran by the Jewish faith. We no longer are in control of our tax dollars and we are involving ourselves in wars of which we see no benefit except to protect Israel from the enemies they made themselves. We no longer speak out against the Justice system and their color guidelines in sentencing, we allow out legislatures to pass bills into law making it harder for our people to protect ourselves from those of color, w

Random
The porno of Hailey's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Hailey will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hailey -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Happened?
What happened??? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable T

Things To Think About
What I Am Learning I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or big boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others – they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. Appreciate it Maybe something good will happen. If not, tough shit. Life Hap

Big Beautiful Woman
Big Beautiful Woman A divine evolution That transcends time and space. She goes beyond Geographic location. The magnitude of her strength Is not determined by age, relation or gene. She supersedes womb or seed, Classroom, church or temple Boardroom or sorority symbol- She's not a black thang, A white thang Or even a blood thang. She goes beyond a finite Comprehension of what She should be, who she is, Or who she is given to. She's not defined by ethnicity, Culture, or generation. She is a state of being real- A condition and place in love That knows no boundaries, Limitations or even expectations. Like love she sees nor feels no ill. She is patient and kind, Generous and giving, Without ulterior motives. She's not about "what can you do for me?"- "What have you done for me lately?" or "Let's compare ourselves." She's not about keeping tabs on "Who gives what to whom" or "Who is the best amongst us" She's not a red thang

You A Firefighter If.......
1. You can tell what type of fire it is by the smell of smoke 10 miles away. 2. You have ever had a heated debate over the color of fire trucks. 3. You have ever spent 10 min trying to force open a door only to have someone come along and open it by turning the handle. 4. You have ever taken 10 or more showers in 1 day. 5. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. 6. You take great joy in smashing the windows of a car parked in a fire zone or in front of a hydrant. 7. You have ever been airborne without an aircraft and water was your thrust. 8. You always wear red suspenders. 9. You have ever slept in a hosebed. 10. You carry a ton of specially modified tools in your pocket. 11. You ever cursed out someone for armor-alling the seats to make them look nice. 12. You've ever clung to the air horn chord for dear life because the driver is insane. 13. You have ever played jingle bells at Xmas time on

Ten Things I Hate About You
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick - It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh - Even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around And the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -- Not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all.

Thursday
Worked, good exercise-walk downtown, saw two episodes of 24 I'd missed. No appointment tomorrow morning, so off to work- hopefully earlier than, say, the last few days :) (And yes, this is the week in which Nikolay Myaskovsky, a composer whose music I've enjoyed since early my college years and about whom I wrote a prosaic descriptive essay just after grad school or so that still exists on the web- this page - maybe around 1994 with some updates since- Myaskovsky and also another composer, Roslavets, share this week, Composer of the Week status on BBC Radio 3. Recommend catching this past Monday's program which one can do until next Monday, etc.- an hour each. Listened to part of that program that was broadcast on Monday, with two works by Roslavets and one by Myaskovsky- caught the two by Roslavets, one of which I've heard before- and liked the program, music and presentation both.)

Tonights Thoughts!!
Just thoughts of tonight. Caught in the winds that blow here and there. Going in and out of life paths. Not sure which way is the way to go. Just blowing here and there. Never being in one spot for to long. Never opening up all the way. The winds take me here and there. In arms of none. In the hearts of many. Caught in a cross wind. One wishes to keep me. The other wishes to change me. Never here nor there or anywhere. Twist and turn I go as the winds pulls me. Ever near you yet never with you. Never know. Never loved. Never seen. Caught in the winds of here and there. Twisting and turning yet never seen. When the winds stop ,wonder were they'll leave me.

Hurt
Sometimes i wonder if i could just escape. Go somehwre and finaly be free and happy. Life is never fair in fact its like a chain and noose around u slowly choking the life out of you while fully conscious of the hurt inside. Its so easy to slip into something that numbs the pain temporarily but in the end it only tightens the chains around you making you hurt even more. Just about everything you ever loved leaves you. Friends, family, things you were once good at. You find yourself so desperate grasping the last bits of them and it completely slips away. The pain from that loneliness can eat you away. Until thers nothing but a shell an empy husk that only knows pain.

Very Busy
I hope I'll be online again soon for a longer time. My week didnt went well. -Had to move my mom to another home, because her other house was to big. -My car refused to be my friend. They had to pic me from the road and I had to buy another car. -Im fulltime back to work and its very busy with the patients. So just an update and I hope to see you soon online again! With love from Lolita *kisses*

Music
Ok, to me this is absolutely infurating! People who think it is cute to utilize other's music to express their emotions. I have seen it so much recently that I actually feel sorry for those who created the lyrics and the actual harmonies and melodies (muscians know these terminologies). As a musician myself, it bothers me when people copy my stuff and try to make their own. This means those that copy lyrics and send them to a "loved one"...that is the worst offender of all. These are our thoughts and emotions...I beg of all of you copycats to stop...let us have our music and please create your own!

Y Is It So Hard
y is it so hard to find the right person..are we just looking at the wrong people..jumping to fast..wat is it about that person that drives u to them in the first place..and y is it so hard to forget..let go..does all breaks up end badb..is thur no staying friends.. what is it that is so hard..wat makes relationships so hard to find?

A List That Is Me...
eh hem. I hate the way i look, rather dispise. I hate the fact that I have all these goals, but dont wanna work for them. I hate that I can get by threw school with no challenge. I hate that i am not affraid of dodging bullete, but i am afraid to make the first move on a girl. I hate that I contradict myself constantly. I hate that i say im going to do things and dont. I hate my job, with all my skills im a fucking cashier. I hate that even though i dont lie, im constatnly thinking of ways to lie. I hate that I have this sense that i have to go and fight. I hate that I act so tough when im not. I hate that im not stronger, physically and mentally. I hate that i am slow. I hate that I dont understand things. I hate that i cant be myself alot of the time. I hate that i am super hyper. I hate that i have super depression. I hate how my voice sounds. I hate that i will never be able to write a decent song. I hate that i cant fucking remember how to play the guitar. I hate that I dont kn

Shit I Missed
Catholic priest and a nun were taking a rare afternoon off and enjoying a round of golf. The priest stepped up to the first tee and took a mighty swing. He missed the ball entirely and said "Shit, I missed." The good Sister told him to watch his language. On his next swing, he missed again. "Shit, I missed." "Father, I'm not going to play with you if you keep swearing," the nun said tartly. The priest promised to do better and the round continued. On the 4th tee, he misses again. The usual comment followed. Sister is really mad now and says, "Father John, God is going to strike you dead if you keep swearing like that." On the next tee, Father John swings and misses again. "Shit, I missed." A terrible rumble is heard and a gigantic bolt of lightning comes out of the sky and strikes Sister Marie dead in her tracks. And from the sky comes a booming voice ....... "Shit, I missed

8 Months In The Making...
June 16th 2006 That was the day I fell off of a 15 foot high machine while I was working at the landfill. On the way down I landed face first on the corner of a 77 camaro, right on the side of the bumper. I suffered a fractured nose, deviated septum, and a dislocated knee w torn cartalidge etc in it, among some other scrapes and bruises. I ended up finishing the last hour of the day of work, bleeding profusely...I then drive myself home, get a shower and that was it... The following monday I go to work to report the accident and file a report and see about getting medical treatment. They then try to say they arent going to pay for my medical because they say i JUMPED off of the machine. Yea right. I finally see a doctor who proceeds to put me on medical leave and wouldnt let me work. NOW the company says they arent going to pay for my time off even though I was injured on their job. Oh yea? I get a lawyer, and FINALLY after 8 months of bsing around with them

Fallen Down
its darkened eyes make thorns grow when a heart dies it pains dont you know spitting blood and lies a wrist is slit gnashing of teeth chomping at the bit my guilt rains down upon your mind in sin we drown souls intertwine in this wrong we belong fallen down blackened song in the night they start to feed cuts from the mind they start to bleed temptation giving in to an invitation temptation heretic abomination

Rock Star-for Mikey
Rock Star by Natalie Limardo This world is like clay. Make it what you will. Your smile is just a mask. My hope for you is only happiness. We are distant at times and yet so close. Everyone longs for the same future. CHORUS You are a man with so little words. A man with so many hopes and dreams. You are a man sad with the world. Happiness is always craved, but not always achieved. We may never meet but on my mind you will be. You are my friend so in my heart you will stay. CHORUS You are a man with so little words. A man with so many hopes and dreams. You are a man sad with the world. I crave your voice and your face. They have not yet been upon my grace. Music has brought us together. Friendship will keep us here.

The Bad And The New
The Bad and The New By Natalie Limardo My heart hurts til I can’t feel. It’s not my heart I hurt for. It’s yours I wish to spare. I want to hold you close. So nothing bad can hurt you. But it already has. It keeps moving through you day after day. I can not push it, I cant hold it back. Only you can do that. Your beautiful face makes my heart hurt. The bad will never know that kind of hurt. Your voice keeps me thinking of the future. But the bad will keep you in the past. I wish I could wipe your slate clean. The new will keep you safe. The new will brush the dirt off your shoulders, and help you stand up straight. The new is so beautiful and pure, that you wont know the bad face to face. This one thing I want for you, is the one thing you need. This one thing, Is for you to be freed. To be freed. The only thing you need. Is to be free.

Me & You-for Marlee
Me and You By Natalie Limardo When you hurt I hurt and vice versa. I know we have seen good and bad together. We have seen those times before and after we came. We can help each other side by side. CHORUS Me and you love past all others. Our love is like one of sisters and brothers. Me and you is all I long for again. I pick you up when you fall. You shelter me when I call. You make me laugh when I can only cry. I will love you always. When pain is near I see your face and hear “I love you”. CHORUS Me and you love past all others. Our love is like one of sisters and brothers. Me and you is all I long for again. Safe is what you are to me and I hope I am yours. Please remember me when you are in need. For you I will be there always. Our friendship will always be strong in my heart. You are me and I am you.

My Virgin Blog
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE OUT THERE AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR RATINGS. I WILL TRY TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET SOME GLITZ AND GLAM IN HERE. SOME MUSIC AND PICS ETC. JUST HAVE FAITH IN ME, I WON'T LET YOU DOWN.

Ah Tag Mofo!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAG MOFO UR IT RULES: Once You've Been Tagged You Have To Write A Blog With 10 Weird Or Random Things, Facts, Or Habits About Yourself. At The End, You Choose 10 People To Be Tagged, List Thier Names. Don't Forget To Leave A Comment That Says "You've Been Tagged!" On Thier Profile And To Read Your Latest Blog. 1.Im a sucker for guys with long hair 2.I like to count the stars at night and make wishes 3.I've never had a crush on anyone who within my reach 4.I doesn't take much to make me happy 5.It takes alot to make me sad but once I am..it's hard to make me happy again 6.if I'm not alone sometimes I loose my mind 7.If I'm not with my friends I loose my mind 8.I value most of my friends more than I do my family 9.It's hard for me to eat trix because of the mixed colors 10.When I'm mad at someone I stay mad at them for weeks to months

Twenty Truths To Remember
Subject: TWENTY TRUTHS TO REMEMBER TWENTY TRUTHS TO REMEMBER 1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. In other words learn to watch your BIG MOUTH!! 10. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. You have several things that you need to work

Thanks You Guys
Thank you all for all your comments and your ratings, they make me feel very special here on cherry tap.....I didnt think i was that loved here lol...anyhow blessed be everyone and im glad to have met all of you....

Blonde Joke And Yes I Am
A blind man enters a Ladies Bar by mistake. He finds his way to a barstool and orders a drink. After sitting there or awhile, he yells to the bartender, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke? The bar immediately falls absolutely quiet. In a ery deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is just fair - giving that you are blind - that you should know five things: 1 - The bartender is a blonde girl 2 - The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3 - I'm a 6 feet tall, 160 LB. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4 - The woman sitting next to me is blonde and is a Professional weightlifter. 5 - The lady to your right is a blonde and is a professional Wrestler. Now think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna Tell that joke? The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and declares, "Nah, Not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times." -

Fucking Lonely
Why does shit like this always happen to me. I meet someone I know I can start seeing, we agree to continue seeing eachother, we make plans for me to drive up to Bellngham to see her, and she tells me we can "hangout" but that while I was home in the Everett area the last two weeks, she got back together with her ex and can't see me anymore. Now, I'm in no way saying I wanted to get into a relationship right away with her, but it would have been nice to have gotten to know her and see her a little more before this happened. This happened last month too. Met this girl and a week later, although it was planned before we met, she moves to Cali. The month before that, met this incredible person and started seeing her, then I go on a trip to Oregon for work, get back and on Valentines day, she gives me the old "we can still be friends" speach. Honestly, what the hell is wrong with me? Would women actually prefer me to lie to them about my intentions than be upfront about wanting to get to k

Tornado Warning For Eastern Dundy,county In Southwest Nebraska Until 10:30 Pm Mdt
000 WFUS53 KGLD 290347 TORGLD NEC057-290430- /O.NEW.KGLD.TO.W.0020.070329T0346Z-070329T0430Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE GOODLAND KS 946 PM MDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN GOODLAND HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... EASTERN DUNDY COUNTY IN SOUTHWEST NEBRASKA... * UNTIL 1030 PM MDT * AT 1045 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO 12 MILES SOUTH OF BENKELMAN...MOVING NORTH AT 40 MPH. * OTHER LOCATIONS IN THE WARNING INCLUDE BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO MAX. THIS IS A DANGEROUS STORM WHICH HAS A HISTORY OF PRODUCING TORNADOES IN CHEYENNE COUNTY KANSAS. A TORNADO WARNING MEANS THAT A TORNADO HAS BEEN OBSERVED OR INDICATED BY RADAR. IF YOU ARE IN THE PATH OF THIS TORNADO...SEEK SHELTER IN A SMALL INTERIOR ROOM ON THE LOWEST FLOOR AND COVER UP. A TORNADO WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT UNTIL 1100 PM MDT WEDNESDAY EVEN

If You Want To Live Off Of Smog, Then Take A Breath
Paint the circumference in my manifesto Seep through the bullet holes Try to collect the free-fall over-flow Dimensional transcendence the wormhole looks dangerous Stupid not courageous Infamous not famous Enraged and contagious Aggressively pursue the evasive The fort is only makeshift, we’re awaiting a replacement Hold up the mud hut pining for correspondence Conspire without an accomplice Retire service of cowardice The apparent absurdness and irreverence is herding us Delusionary luminance and false generosity Roll up tight in the bile-spit of hypocrisy The ends will justify the mediocrity Detachable mandible bone soup is now a delicacy Get caught in the fluid spill of the intangible trinity Unimaginable virility hampering functionality Unattainable grip on the trick against my sanity Unavoidable slip as I scream for you to come back to me Unreliable company of imaginative self-loathing Assurances reverberate off the revilement of my intoxicant Redress the

Silversun Pickups
Lazy Eye (how to relate and love through slight malfunction) i've been waiting i've been waiting for this moment all my life but it's not quite right and this 'real' it's impossible if possible at who's blind word so clear but so unheard i've been waiting i've been waiting for this silence all night long it's just a matter of time to appear sad with the same 'ol decent lazy eye fixed to rest on you aim free and so untrue everyone's so intimately rearranged everyone can focus clearly with such shine everyone's so intimately rearranged everyone can focus clearly with that shine lost and loaded still the same 'ol decent lazy eye straight through your gaze that's why i said i relate i said we relate it's so fun to relate it's the room the sun and the sky it's the room the sun and the sky i've been waiting i've been waiting for this moment...

Severe Thunderstorm Warning For Eastern Wallace County In West Central Kansas Until 10:30 Pm Mdt
000 WUUS53 KGLD 290335 SVRGLD KSC199-290430- /O.NEW.KGLD.SV.W.0014.070329T0335Z-070329T0430Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE GOODLAND KS 935 PM MDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN GOODLAND HAS ISSUED A * SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING FOR... EASTERN WALLACE COUNTY IN WEST CENTRAL KANSAS... * UNTIL 1030 PM MDT * AT 926 PM MDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING QUARTER SIZE HAIL...AND DAMAGING WINDS IN EXCESS OF 60 MPH. THIS STORM WAS LOCATED 8 MILES SOUTH OF SHARON SPRINGS...MOVING NORTHEAST AT 50 MPH. * THE SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WILL BE NEAR... WALLACE AROUND 940 PM MDT... THIS INCLUDES HIGHWAY 27 BETWEEN MILE MARKERS 131 AND 156. PLEASE REPORT SEVERE WEATHER TO THE NEAREST LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCY. THEY WILL RELAY YOUR REPORT TO THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE OFFICE IN GOODLAND. A TORNADO WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT

My New Life
So I'm moving back to New York soon ... hopefully. As long as I'm able to land a good job and secure an apartment I'll be able to leave. With all the complications that occurred after Catherine was born I'm not even able to leave my mother's house with the baby. I feel so free. I feel like a thousand tons have been lifted off of me. I'm free to move on and do what I want when I want and not have to worry if my man is being faithful to me. What a great feeling!

To My Officer
To My Officer; Sometimes I know. I'm short with you, But there's one of me and more of you. I work so hard to help you all, I try to explain each and every call. I have so many things to do at one time. And so much depends on decisions of mine. I have to be fast and very alert, In a split second time, you could get hurt. I might sound disturbed or I may sound mean, It's just my heart racing When you get on the scene. I try to get the facts, I try to be clear, You think I don't care, but it's just the fear. For I can't see and I don't know, I'm in here and all alone. Your life I feel is in my hands, A job to me, not many could stand. I start each shift with a prayer I say, That all goes well throughout the day. A citizen's sorrow I deal with the pain, Smile all the while, for you to get the fame. It would be nice and make my day too, If just once in a while, you said thank you. From your dispatcher Mary River Herndon (Virginia) Pol

Severe Thunderstorm Warning For Andrews County,texas In West Texas Until 11:30 Pm Cdt
000 WUUS54 KMAF 290339 SVRMAF TXC003-290430- /O.NEW.KMAF.SV.W.0076.070329T0339Z-070329T0430Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE MIDLAND/ODESSA TX 1039 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN MIDLAND HAS ISSUED A * SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING FOR... ANDREWS COUNTY IN WEST TEXAS... * UNTIL 1130 PM CDT * AT 1038 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE METEOROLOGISTS DETECTED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING GOLF BALL SIZE HAIL... AND DESTRUCTIVE WINDS IN EXCESS OF 70 MPH. THIS STORM WAS LOCATED 13 MILES WEST OF ANDREWS...MOVING NORTHEAST AT 50 MPH. * THE SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WILL AFFECT THE FOLLOWING LOCATIONS... FRANKEL CITY... ANDREWS... FLOREY... A TORNADO WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT UNTIL 400 AM CDT THURSDAY MORNING FOR SOUTHEAST NEW MEXICO. DURING A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM... THE BEST PROTECTION CAN BE FOUND IN AN INTERIOR ROOM ON THE LOWEST FLOOR OF YOUR HOME OR BU

Just A Friendly Shout
Well I'm here. Why I ask myself , hmmm, Anyways just a shout out to all my friends, I am working on some things so I am in and out. Love you all muahhhhhhhh. I know I am probably the most boring person you have ever met on here but I have alot going on right now. love peace and all that good stuff

My Song
u think u see whats behind my eyes a broken heart so little size i talk to you bout things so deep but then find out tht you cant keep whats in my hearts a secret i tell you and hope u keep it lookin bak i see our past and hope to see what happens last wonderin y were not together best friends for ever bois they come n go but lookin back we never know who were with and what we did but knowin our secrets we tell our kids keep ur secrets hold em close tell someone u think u no but you dont so now u know about our past hope to see what happends last but u cant

The Trip
Ok so I was up all night last night didn't get a wink of sleep then had to leave way to early this morning. I fought with the boy beginning at 5 am until around 5:30 when he finally decided to get up and move his lazy ass. So finally around then we were out the door and on our way . . . or so I thought. Turns out that despite the fact that I asked him 200 times last night before we left my mothers house "are you sure you have everything" he left his jacket there and I felt that there is a chance we may need it while gone - so off we went to retrieve the item. I chirped my sister to let her know I was running late to hear nothing but bitching in return. So when I finally get near her place, seeing as how I really had no clue where she lived, I chriped her again to get directions. Now buy this time it was damn near 6:30 am and I was irritated at the late start and even more irritated at the bitchy ass people in the jeep with me. I had myself, my sister, the boy, and my neice w

Severe Thunderstorm Warning For Eastern Lamb County,texas Until 11:15 Pm Cdt
000 WUUS54 KLUB 290331 SVRLUB TXC279-290415- /O.NEW.KLUB.SV.W.0026.070329T0330Z-070329T0415Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE LUBBOCK TX 1030 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN LUBBOCK HAS ISSUED A * SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING FOR... EASTERN LAMB COUNTY IN NORTHWEST TEXAS. * UNTIL 1115 PM CDT * AT 1027 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A LINE OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS CAPABLE OF PRODUCING PENNY SIZE HAIL...AND DAMAGING WINDS IN EXCESS OF 60 MPH. THESE STORMS WERE LOCATED ALONG A LINE EXTENDING FROM OLTON TO FIELDTON TO LITTLEFIELD...MOVING EAST AT 30 MPH. * SOME LOCATIONS NEAR THE PATH OF THESE STORMS INCLUDE SPADE... LITTLEFIELD AND OLTON. LARGE HAIL...DAMAGING WINDS...AND VERY HEAVY RAINS ARE EXPECTED WITH THIS STORM. TAKE COVER IN A SUBSTANTIAL SHELTER. A TORNADO WATCH IS ALSO IN EFFECT FOR THE WARNED AREA. TORNADOES CAN DEVELOP SUDD

Tornado Warning For Eastern Cheyenne,county,kansas Until 11:00 Pm Cdt
000 WFUS53 KGLD 290316 TORGLD KSC023-290400- /O.NEW.KGLD.TO.W.0019.070329T0313Z-070329T0400Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE GOODLAND KS 1013 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN GOODLAND HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... EASTERN CHEYENNE COUNTY IN NORTHWEST KANSAS... * UNTIL 1100 PM CDT * AT 1010 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO 12 MILES SOUTH OF BIRD CITY...OR ABOUT 19 MILES NORTHEAST OF GOODLAND...MOVING NORTH AT 40 MPH. * THE TORNADO WILL BE NEAR... BIRD CITY AROUND 1025 PM CDT... A TORNADO WARNING MEANS THAT A TORNADO HAS BEEN OBSERVED OR INDICATED BY RADAR. IF YOU ARE IN THE PATH OF THIS TORNADO...SEEK SHELTER IN A SMALL INTERIOR ROOM ON THE LOWEST FLOOR AND COVER UP. A TORNADO WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT UNTIL MIDNIGHT CDT THURSDAY MORNING FOR NORTHWESTERN KANSAS. LAT...LON 3956 10163 395

Desert Rose (sting)
I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire Those dreams that tie two hearts that will never die And near the flames The shadows play in the shape of the mans desire This desert rose Whose shadow bears the secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume that would torture you more than this And now she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothings as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes The rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand Sweet desert rose Whose shadow bears the secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume that would tortu

I'm Single, Wanna Change That?
I'm looking for a woman, If your cute, don't have to be model gorgeous, good sense of humor, have really big boobs, Bbw or thick, have a interest in music, arts, sports, or video games or movies, round booty, likes going out or staying in, likes gaols, has long hair as a plus. You just might be my match. Where are you???

Don't Know What To Do!
Too many times I've been hurt by those I've dated and it must stop. I'm tired of being mistreated. I am not a piece of ass or a fuck buddy. Sorry that is not the kind of girl I am. Seriously you fucking men need to start thinking with you're brain and not your dicks! I will never date a guy that wants sex 24/7 and someone to give them a BJ. I won't do it and I will not be controlled. I am tired of guys dating me and not really loving me. If you are going to be with me you have to love me for me and want to be with me and the whole nine yards or it's not going to work. People you need to fucking realize that a relationship is based on love,trust,honesty and committment. Sex is just a bonus. I will only date a guy that will love me for me and take me as I am and not control me. I'm a scorpio, you fuck with me and you will regret it. I've made those who I dated regret fucking with me. YOU DO NOT FUCK WITH A SCROPIO!!! WE DO NOT LIKE TO BE CONTROLLED AND FORCED TO DO THINGS. Seri

For The Bikers!! (reposted From A Bulletin)
Copied from a bulletin... Too good to not save... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn

Omg
ok i sit here pondering what to do i am in the middle with out you if i had you in my arms then i would have be with you i am person who is no one specail i woul dkill to have my heart in one peace agin i urn for love but and never get it in retrun you say you want me and i hope it is true i sit here thinking about you i know i can sit her etyping till i turn blue but for now all i want is you if you can see it then i am screwed but i hope yousee that i want you

Stand Here With Me
If we where together, all our dreams come true, to have you to hold, just to be with you, to spend the nights, by your side, we would face all our fears, together in this life, spending the years, looking deep in your eyes, your beautiful face, our breath and hearts, both start to race, together for always, through all time and space, doing what we feel right, in our own world, our own special place, holding each other each night, in the warm candle light, we will make it happen, we will find a way, we will someday be togehter, you will soon, Stand Here With Me..

Petty Bullshit
this site sure has more than its share... for chrsits sake its not like your cherry points actually get you anything.... all the fixed contests, and ridiculous bulletins... seriously if people are still so stuck in the glory days of high school...i feel sorry for you i dunno i guess i just think its sort of sad that someone has their *family* using like 4 people to constantly bomb their pictures so they can win a contest...what ever happened to the REAL winner winning? And as far as the people running the contests...shame on you for not having rules...i mean really are the cherry points THAT important....cause once ya reach the highest level you are the grand poombah or something? its just gay At any rate thanks for reading this...and if you are offended by it...well frankly you need a life..:)

What's The Worst Lie/excuse You Have Ever Heard From Your...
Leave a comment on this one... Here's the question if you want to answer it: So when facing the truth, what was the worst lie/excuse you have ever heard from your boyfriend/girlfriend, husband/wife, best friend/bud or anyone for that matter? Here goes mine! Who? Finding out that my ex companion slept with a girl to get her pregnant. Because I didn't want to have a child with someone who is irrisponsible... When? On my 24th birthday (2005) he didn't want to show up and celebrate so I asked him if he was sleeping with someone I had hunches about for like 2-3 months. Where? He went out with his friends about an hour away from where I lived to go camping for the weekend with out inviting me. What? He said think what you want and you decide what you want, told me not to call back, hung up the phone. He did indeed sleep with her. Response?! I call back left a message saying it's over on my birthday. That night I partied like a rockstar and chilled with my friends all

Day 2 Outllook From Storm Prediction Center, Norman Ok
SPC AC 281742 DAY 2 CONVECTIVE OUTLOOK NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK ISSUED BY AFWA OFFUTT AIR FORCE BASE BELLEVUE NE 1242 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 VALID 291200Z - 301200Z ...THERE IS A SLGT RISK OF SVR TSTMS CENTRAL PLAINS/SW IA AND NW MO THROUGH S-CNTRL/SW TX... ...SYNOPSIS... MID-UPPER LEVEL CLOSED LOW WILL PARK OVER THE CENTRAL ROCKIES DURING THE PERIOD WITH SEVERAL SMALL PERTURBATIONS FCST TO ORBIT AROUND THE BASE OF THE LOW AND MOVE THROUGH SRN/CNTRL PLAINS STATES. UNCERTAINTY WITH THE PROGGED EWD MIGRATION OF UPPER LOW AND AMOUNT OF ONGOING CONVECTION AT THE BEGINNING OF THE PERIOD IS MAIN CONCERN FOR THE DAY 2 PERIOD. AT SFC...INITIAL CYCLONE OVER NRN PLAINS IS EXPECTED TO OCCLUDE AND WEAKEN...WHILE SECONDARY CYCLOGENESIS OCCURS FARTHER S ALONG COLD FRONT/DRYLINE. THIS LOW SHOULD LIFT NEWD OVER NEB AND DEEPEN...WITH WARM FRONT EXTENDING SEWD ACROSS ERN MO TO MID TN AREA

Feelings 2
i sit in my chair wondering y do i put my self though pain to find some one to love it seems when i do it kills me inside but when people hide shit from you then you see y i put my self though but one of these days i will be with you might be now might be some time in the futer but there is one thing you need to knwo about me i am a person that will fall to one knee in pain my heart has been shattered and i wish i could find a way to put it back togeather then let me know but until then i will be alone

Proud To Be White
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would call us racist

Nothing
To those that know me WHY? is it that everytime i try to fall i get pushed back? if the ledge is so near then why can't i jump? its like theres something holding me back. i want to fall but somethings blocking the jump. i hate that i dont know what it is. i wish that it was simple that i could feel but theres something blocking that isn't real. i want to see something else besides hate and envy. but all thats here is sad and heavy. the loads too big i want to fall but somethings there but its nothing at all. i cant sleep without thinking why is it so hard why am i breaking?i wish that you would see the pain you have been making. because inside my heart is aching. i wish that you would finally see the person you have hurt. see the one you've made feel like dirt. if you see this you know im not there but you dont care. im leaving and not coming back this time. its time to heal this heart of mine.

Free 30 Day Blast
FREE 30 DAY BLAST!! Mother’s Day Contest Starting April 12th at 6pm Pacific Time And ending at 6pm May 13th Mothers Day!! GRAND PRIZE 30 DAY BLAST I am hosting a contest in Honor of Mom’s all over Cherry Tap You don’t have to be a mom to enter (but the picture must be mother related and SFW) GRAND PRIZE

Day 3 Outllook From Storm Prediction Center, Norman Ok
SPC AC 280725 DAY 3 CONVECTIVE OUTLOOK NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 0225 AM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 VALID 301200Z - 311200Z ...THERE IS A SLGT RISK OF SVR TSTMS SERN NEB/SWRN IA TO S-CENTRAL/SW TX... ...SYNOPSIS... LARGE MID/UPPER LEVEL CYCLONE -- NOW DEVELOPING ACROSS GREAT BASIN -- IS FCST TO MOVE VERY SLOWLY EWD ACROSS INTERMOUNTAIN W AND ROCKIES THROUGH EARLY DAY-3 PERIOD. MEANWHILE...SHORTWAVE TROUGH -- NOW EVIDENT IN MOISTURE CHANNEL IMAGERY OVER ERN GULF OF AK -- IS EXPECTED TO PIVOT SEWD/EWD AROUND BASE OF UPPER LOW JUST W OF AK PANHANDLE...PERHAPS PHASING WITH ANOTHER TROUGH PRESENTLY OVER N-CENTRAL PACIFIC. AS HEIGHTS FALL OVER PACIFIC NW AND SWRN CANADA AHEAD OF THIS PERTURBATION...AND STRONG SHORTWAVE TROUGH PIVOTS THROUGH SRN ROCKIES/SRN HIGH PLAINS...BROADER SCALE TROUGH OVER ROCKIES FINALLY SHOULD BEGIN TO EJECT NEWD. CONSIDERABLE DIFFERENCES ARE EVIDENT AMONG VARIOUS OP

Thinking
it was a very torturing day i had loooong meetings, then filling out papers for the contract, and doing other things and calling people and and and... and i didn't count the rehab this morning and YES it hurted LOTS: he's making me do different excercises involving my ankle and today those ones started to hurt me i have to give a big Thank You to all that were worried about me, and a big thanks for the ones that showed me lots of love latelly :) i know i'm not perfect lol but yes i do try to give me best so, thanks for your big big patience and of course for the love! (that doesn't come with rating all pics, i mean about just a simple comment or private message or shout saying hello hun!) love you all lots! nite nite :-*

And She Tells It How It Is
what would i do over? Current mood: exhausted recently i was asked what i would do over in my life. yeah nothing really came to mind so i said the classic i dont know nothing really. uhh yeah theres some things i would change.... 1.things said between me and my mom... fights mostly 2. my mom dating that jerk!! he would be eliminated 3. some people i have "fell in love with" i dont know what it is so thats stupid 4. falling for the wrong guys constantly... i like jerks i need to change that 5. still liking some one even if what they did hurt me... should've gotten rid of 'em 6. letting go of some one i shouldn't have... i miss him 7. thinking theres only one person out there and waiting for him... i can date other people 8. the whole of 7th grade... stopped myself from starting something 9. falling for best friends and dating both of them... oh the dirty glares 10.crying for a guy thats not coming back... tears aren't worth their crap but i real

Pitboss
NEW PITBOSS DATES 4/2/2007 Last Call-Augusta GA(Masters Party) 9pm 4/6/2007 Cafe 1102---Augusta GA 10pm 4/13/2007 Joe's Underground---Augusta GA 10pm 4/20/2007 Roadkill Cafe--Lexington SC 10pm 4/27/2007 The Library---Boone NC 11pm 5/5/2007 Wild Wing----Alpharetta GA 10pm 5/9/2007 Coyotes---Concord NC(Bike Night) 7:30pm 5/10/2007 Dr.Unk's Oasis's--Greenville NC 10pm 5/12/2007 Lazy B's---Fairfax SC 10pm 5/26/2007 Gilligans Island--Chesterfield SC 10pm 5/26/2007 U.S.Army---Clarks Hill GA 1pm 6/1/2007 Joe's Underground--Augusta GA 10pm 6/2/2007 Wayno's---Hickory NC 9:30 pm 6/9/2007 Wild Wing---Suwanee GA 10pm 6/21/2007 Dr. Unk's Oasis's--Greenville NC 10pm 6/23/2007 Hot Shot's---Hampton SC 10pm 7/6/2007 Wild Wing---Anderson SC 10pm 7/28/2007 Joe's Underground--Augusta GA 10pm 8/4/2007 Lazy B's---Fairfax SC 10pm 8/24/2007 Alamo Jack's---Newnan GA 10pm 8/31/2007 Joe's Underground--Augusta GA 10pm 9/8/2007 Wayno's---Hickory NC 9:30 pm 9/22/2007 Lazy B's---Fairfax SC 1

For Steve An His Family
Show some love an help send this to Steve family let them know we all miss him. The new ct for Steve is "For Steve an his family." become a friend or a fan so we can send it to Steve's family an show them we miss him

New Contest!!!
To all my friends, fans, fuck, just plain onld anyone that wants to enter... Im having a contest, its the 'Sexy Pose' Contest... RULES: Contest is open to men, women and sock puppets... Photo must be in a sexy pose, either clothed or nude, its up to you as long as its a sexy pose. Today is March 27th, I will be accepting April 10th the picture gathering will end, and the voting will begin. Voting will run until May 1st. Pictures must be e-maild to my hotmail account (mikeyknucks@hotmail.com) or drop me mail on here if you want the photo ripped fm your gallery. Prizes: 1st Place - 30 day blast 2nd Place - 7 day blast 3rd Place - 3 day blast 4th place - You getting ogled on the internet for a month :) Hurry and get your pics in, tell your friends!

Just Another Day!
Just another day Of everybody looking I swore they'd never see me cry And I will try to connect All the pieces you left I will carry it on And let you forget And sometimes I just want to wait it out To prove everybody wrong When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind It's a new day Let's look at all we've got It's everything we thought We ever wanted It's beautiful ________________

The Evil Queen Of The Night (poem)
there’s shell be life for the darkness has come again to show all who is queen of the night's as she rules over her evil tragic queen dome who is to say she will not make you into one of her own kind as she walks and fly her dark nights around and over her hells as her rule will never end and till the one whom comes to tries ever 5 years For the 5th year approaches now... Date wrote 29-03-07 By Aj Rich (may get edited)

Trial! (they Come And Then They Stop! The Jokes)
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happe ned next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defens

The Voodoo Dildo....
There was a businessman who was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a horney one, so he thought he'd try to get her something to keep her occupied while he was gone, because he didn't much like the idea of her screwing someone else. So he went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation, to the old man. "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except …" said the old man, and then he stopped. "Except what?" asked the businessman. "Nothing, nothing," said the old man. "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" protested the business

Back From The Hospital(s)
I am back from the hospital(s). I will write more in a longer blog later about what led me to go there though some of you already know. Now I am going to take a nice shower in my own bathroom, with my nice own fluffy towels and nice smelling shampoo and etc... i'm comfortably numb.

Flushed Away
my first girlfriend was when i was about four years old. even being that young i had three girlfriends you can say i was a little player five girls had crushes on me and i brushed them off. then i moved from york pa to portsmouth virginia. i love VA the girls the fun and the candy. it was in this state that i lost my virginaty sort of see the story goes i fucked my girlfriend in her brothers bed. she bleed all over his sheets and he caught me crawling out the window. now what happend was i fingerd her to break her cherry and then popped myselfinside just as her brother came in the room i had wiped the blood off my hand on his sheets so thats how he saw the blood. as for the windo no i didnt climb out i jumped out cause he looked pissed. i loved her and i was only 6 then i found her and my best friend fucking in a field out behind my house. then a girl i never thought i would have a chance with told me that she had a crush on me since i moved to VA and never said anything cause my girlf

Tornado Watch Number 86 For Lge Pts Of West And Centrl Neb, Southern S.d. Til 4 Am Cdt
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL6 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 86 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 935 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF LARGE PART OF WESTERN AND CENTRAL NEBRASKA PART OF SOUTHERN SOUTH DAKOTA EFFECTIVE THIS WEDNESDAY NIGHT AND THURSDAY MORNING FROM 935 PM UNTIL 400 AM CDT. TORNADOES...HAIL TO 2 INCHES IN DIAMETER...THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 55 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 85 MILES NORTH OF VALENTINE NEBRASKA TO 40 MILES EAST SOUTHEAST OF IMPERIAL NEBRASKA. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED

The Contest May Be A Bust I Think
I think the contest is a bust. The only person with more than 3 comments is one that voted on himself. So, I assume no one was able to see the pics. For those that tried I thank you very much. Bobby

Tornado Watch Number 85 For Se Corner Of N.mexico,parts Of Sw Texas
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL5 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 85 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 850 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF SOUTHEAST CORNER OF NEW MEXICO PARTS OF SOUTHWESTERN TEXAS EFFECTIVE THIS WEDNESDAY NIGHT AND THURSDAY MORNING FROM 850 PM UNTIL 400 AM CDT. TORNADOES...HAIL TO 3 INCHES IN DIAMETER...THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 65 STATUTE MILES NORTH AND SOUTH OF A LINE FROM 45 MILES WEST OF WINK TEXAS TO 55 MILES NORTH NORTHEAST OF SAN ANGELO TEXAS. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED WATCH OUTLINE UPDATE

Tornado Watch Number 84 For Western Okla Pts Of Nw Tx
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL4 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 84 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 455 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF WESTERN OKLAHOMA PARTS OF NORTHWEST TEXAS EFFECTIVE THIS WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON FROM 455 PM UNTIL MIDNIGHT CDT. TORNADOES...HAIL TO 3 INCHES IN DIAMETER...THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 60 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 20 MILES NORTHWEST OF ALVA OKLAHOMA TO 45 MILES SOUTHWEST OF WICHITA FALLS TEXAS. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED WATCH OUTLINE UPDATE (WOUS64 KWNS WOU4).

Numb.
Numb. Tattered skin that I have ripped . Just to see if I’m still fit. Grown numb I have pierced my thumb . Just to see if I could feel some. Lost in complacency ,I have grown to envy thee. Just to live life vicariously. Scott Baker

Carolina Chili Dogs
Carolina Chili Dogs In Eastern North Carolina style, this chili is mildly sweet and doesn't contain beans. It might seem like lots of chili for eight hot dogs, but trust us -- you'll be glad to have extra. And feel free to skip the grill and cook the dogs inside if you need to. Credit: Desperation Entertaining! by Beverly Mills and Alicia Ross Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 1 cup Carolina Chili (recipe below) * 8 hot dogs * 8 hot dog buns Carolina Chili * 1 1/4 pounds extra-lean ground beef (see notes) * 1 large onion (for about 1 cup chopped) * 1 can (6 ounces) tomato paste * 1/2 cup ketchup * 1 tablespoon chili powder * 2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce * 1 teaspoon cider vinegar or distilled white vinegar * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper (optional) Directions: Begin making the Carolina Chili: Place the beef and 2 cups of water in a 4 1/2-quart Dutch oven or soup pot over high heat. Bring

Tornado Watch Number 83 For W.kansas Extreme Sw Nebraska
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL3 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 83 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 400 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF WESTERN KANSAS EXTREME SOUTHWEST NEBRASKA EFFECTIVE THIS WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON FROM 400 PM UNTIL MIDNIGHT CDT. TORNADOES...HAIL TO 3 INCHES IN DIAMETER...THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 65 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 15 MILES NORTHWEST OF MCCOOK NEBRASKA TO 5 MILES EAST SOUTHEAST OF LIBERAL KANSAS. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED WATCH OUTLINE UPDATE (WOUS64 KWNS WOU3).

Points
Alright guys, I have been stuck on this stupid level for way too long. I have decided to run a contest. The person who helps me out the most and gets me to the next level will get a a vette for helping.....please guys I am sick of this level...If ya cant help thats kool too.

Tornado Watch Number 82 Pds
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL2 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 82 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 315 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF THE WESTERN OKLAHOMA PANHANDLE THE TEXAS PANHANDLE AND THE SOUTH PLAINS OF WEST TEXAS EFFECTIVE THIS WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON FROM 315 PM UNTIL MIDNIGHT CDT. ...THIS IS A PARTICULARLY DANGEROUS SITUATION... DESTRUCTIVE TORNADOES...LARGE HAIL TO 3 INCHES IN DIAMETER... THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 80 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 20 MILES NORTH OF GUYMON OKLAHOMA TO 50 MILES SOUTH SOUTHEAST OF LUBBOCK TEX

Let's See If You Can Do Better
You have a sexual IQ of 117 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

1st Attempt @ Videoblogging
1st attempt @ VideoBlogging *Just me testing out my new camera, and with videoblogging! Sorry for the video being sideways, still trying to figure out which program to use to change it.. if u know a program that can do that, let me know! Thanks *

Worry
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when Offspring become accountable for their own Actions? Is there a wonderful moment when Parents can become detached spectators in The lives of their children and shrug, "It's Their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital Corridor waiting for doctors to put a few Stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do You stop worrying?" The nurse said, "Whe! N they get out of the accident stage." My Mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little Chair in a classroom and heard how one of my Children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, And was headed for a career making License plates. As if to read my mind, a teacher Said, "Don't worry, they all go through This stage and then you can sit back, relax and Enjoy them." My mother just smiled Faintly and said nothing. When I was in my ! Forties, I spent a lifetime Waiting for the phone to ring, the cars to come

Long But Worth The Read, Funny
One of the funniest "forwards" I've received! priceless.... If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out loud! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious,Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie,Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't w

More Updates Surrounding Mccaylahs Death
Michaela's injuries detailed By Cassondra Kirby CENTRAL KENTUCKY BUREAU JANET WORNE Michaela Watkins, 10, died March 11 How to report suspected child abuse Children's deaths from abuse are a growing trend WINCHESTER -- In dramatic fashion, Winchester police yesterday contradicted claims that 10-year-old Michaela Watkins died after she accidentally burned herself in hot water in the bathtub and then fell down stairs, as her father and stepmother have said. In a Clark County District Courtroom, Detective James Hall painted a starkly different and more violent picture of the circumstances surrounding Michaela's death. Authorities also said evidence shows Michaela had been dead at least five hours before police were called to Patrick and Joy Watkins' apartment. Hall said autopsy results show that someone held the girl in scalding water and beat her to death with an object similar to a 2-inch-by-4-inch piece of lumber. Hall said he was called to Patrick and Joy Watki

Devirginized!
So here I am on the tap. This is now the 3rd space that I am on including Myspace, and Tagged. My friend Angel invited me here. I am looking to meet new and exciting people. However, I only am looking to meet "real" people. I am not here as personal amusement. I get plenty of that already! And no....it is not masterbation! I just want to meet people that live real lives and still try to make time to have fun in life, as I do. So if ya wanna let me know that real people still exist, drop me a line! And to all the "honeys", pics are NOT worth a thousand words. A thousand words is worth that much! So as much as I enjoy a beautiful pic, I far more enjoy a good conversation! Take care to all the tap..we will talk more soon. TTFN!

What A Week (so Far)
I am not a happy camper. I was in a lot of pain earlier this week and had to get a tooth pulled and let me just say that is not a fun thing. I broke up with my boyfriend, switched lounges, got into it with my best friend, and then decided to party a bit to forget it all. Well worked things out with the boyfriend, until today apparently(thanks for mentioning something btw ass), not in the mood for the lounges anymore, to much work and drama for no reason. My best friend is still prolly going to be pissed but she will get over it. I have every intention of getting so fucked up this weekend that this week will basically be wiped from my memory. This is a good thing. I think I am pretty much done with Cherrytap because so far I havent really seen any reason to stick around so you can still send me a message or whatever and I will try to respond back as I can, but I wont be on for regular chats and what not. So to all my friends that I have made, to all the men that I have loved, and to th

Character
Guard your thoughts; they will become your words... Guard your words; they will become your actions... Guard your actions; they become your habits... Guard your habits; they become your character... Your character will become your Destiny. Many of you may know the famous quote by Rene Descartes (1596 - 1650): “Cogito ergo sum. (I think; therefore I am.)” I propose that the Philosophy mentioned at the start of this blog takes this one step further. "What you think is what you will become." Here's another Descartes quote: "It is not enough to have a good mind. The main thing is to use it well. "

I Always Said She Was The Spawn Of Satan
My oldest daughter has been cast as Satan in the Church Easter drama. Proud moment as a parent I tell ya! I love her to death. She asked why she had to be Satan and they told her shes the "dark type" I agree..shes upset that her tan is ruining the paleness she had going on. Love my kids!

Not Mine.
There's something about the way he looks at me that makes me feel like I'm the only person he can see. Something about the way he touches me makes me feel like I'm the only one he can feel. And mmmm when he kisses me - he's hungry for me..ravenous even..like he just can't get enough of me. When we're together I'm in heaven. When we're apart...its hell. I'd give anything to be with him always. But its wrong. So wrong. These thoughts that occupy my brain. This fire that burns in my soul. Its forbidden..for he is not mine. He belongs to another.

I Feel A Rant Comming On
I'll admit it my mood's not real great.To much negative. They kicked me out of my soulmate's room for the night said I interfeared with her fighting to recover.I said a few things I really shouldn't have. I know it made it worst. End result I'm at home. Not to thrilled about it but it was go home or be banned.. I'm THE worst co ever tonight so i'm staying to myself so I don't lash out at anyone. And I could really easy. I knew my mood was bad but just how bad wasn't clear untill I now find myself damn near boiling over angerwise & it all started with my asking my sister without the blood work what had her so upset.I won't air the details here but I'll say someone she actually trusts has hurt her deeply& they are most likely so selfabsorbed they aren't even aware of it. Mood got worst. Then I need destration so I hit tap. You crazy fuckers always cheer me up.Well I guess tonights the exception to that rule. I was catching up with a few of your life's by reading a few blogs i'd not r

=] So Me
CANCER: The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Nice Girls Finish Last Too
Guys are always complaining that nice guys finish last....but heyyyy so do nice girls. I Know...I've been a "nice girl" all my life....even us nice girls have a naughty side...lol but we have a heart of gold which gets trampled on alot. We always do the "right thing" the honorable thing. Guys turn to the "nice girls" for love and support when times are hard....we are great at mending broken hearts. We are their "best friend" their "buddy"...I wish i had a nickle for every time a man friend has moaned "why cant i find a decent loving woman".......i sooooo want to hit them in the head and say look right in front of you!! lol I've threatened for years to turn into a "bitch"...since those are the women men love it seems.....my friends laugh at me...knowing i just dont have it in me to be that way. So men and women....next time youre looking for someone loyal and loving.....give your best friend another look....you just might be surprised. :)

Idiot
I let myself get attached to a man i trusted. Was one of the sweetest men i knew. Now i have reason to believe hes lieing to me. As been this whole time. I ALWAYS fall for the liars or the cheaters. No wait thatsn ot true, the guys i am interested in that are good guys are never interested in me. Why i always attracked the lieing cheating men Ill never know. Except that I am such an idiot. *smacks herself 10 times saying idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot*

Subject: Mathematical Viewpoint
Subject: Mathematical Viewpoint This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematic

Every Wednesday!!!!
to all my friends out there....you can always find me at the S.C.A over at 15th ave. and encanto ...... its inbetween thomas and mcdowell.... tonight i will be there with my mother and my 3 children!!!! hope to see you all there......blessed be

And This...and This
Hello world...this is me. And that's all there is. I don't know WHERE life decides to take a person. 6 months ago I had it all figured out. And now...now it's all changed in the name of love. 6 months ago I was ignorant. My life was a bike, college, rocks, woods, music, and hard crashes. 6 months ago, my life was all about the keep on keepin on's. It was about wakin up every mornin to this dead hollowness that you drowned out with music, pain, and the illusion of bein busy. 6 months ago my life was all about workin to keep a roof over my head and gas in my car and food on my table. 6 months ago it was all about doin anything to keep from living. Because living...I was slowly dying. It was not caring that you crashed, that you got hit by another car, that you fell off the rocks, that you slammed headfirst into a tree. It was...hey, you know...this is life. And it fuckin sux. I got no one but myself to live for. And who am I to live for after all? Worst I'm gunna do's make a cou

Days
I knew that you would come, I know you. Welcome to my kingdom, some days are cold like the ice in here. Don´t have to sleep at night, don´t have to. don´t have to close your eyes, ´cause some days are dark like the nights with you. I get this feeling, I get this feeling everytime. (Aaaah) I don´t know, I don´t know. What to do? Where to go? Make it right, can you stay for the night? Days in amazed, full of flames. What to do? Where to go? I don´t know when the clouds fill the sky. (Ooooooooh) Keep staring at the sea, keep staring. There´s so much misery for the tidal waves to wash away. I get this feeling, I get this feeling everytime. (Aaaah) I don´t know, I don´t know. What to do? Where to go? Make it right, can you stay for the night? Days in amazed, full of flames. What to do? Where to go? I don´t know when the clouds fill the sky. (Ooooooooh) It´s something deeper it´s something to defend So lets pretend that the end is not coming yet. Time is no

After The Wedding
The Wedding was beautiful...but Thank God it's over with... LOL.The are off on their Honeymoon now...so for the next few days the house will be alot quieter and they will get some much needed alone time...as will I after Tristan goes to his Dad's for the weekend :) so maybe we will all get a much needed break!

Goodfellas
by:Beneath the sky Every day is a nightmare With every night there lies a dream These faces are fading away with every word Every word you say Now what is it that you really want? That you're looking for? Bow down and pray Never to obey What's the question? What's the answer? It can't save you They want power, we want respect Live by your own words and your own dreams Never break this oath Don't let them tell you what to do Never how to think Now what is it that you really want? That you're looking for? Now you know the question and you know the answer You get what you fucking deserve They want power, we want respect Make the best of what you've got Make the best of what you are

Agivr Your Sself A Moment
Give Yourself a Moment When there's something that needs to be done, Give yourself a moment to do it. When there's a decision that must be made, Give yourself a moment to think it through. When life demands a response, Give yourself a moment to find the most positive And meaningful one. When someone is explaining something to you, Give yourself a moment to truly listen and to understand. Life is made up of many moments, One right after another. The big outcomes, results and achievements Depend on what you do with All those little moments along the way. With each moment you can choose to let it pass Or to let it bring you down. Or, you can decide to make Good use of that moment with positive Purpose, value and love. How many times have you looked back On your life with regret, And wished you had given yourself A moment to do what could have easily been done? Now is your opportunity to avoid such future regrets by recognizing the great

This Is A Vent Blog
This is a VENT big time!!! Iam to the point to where iam about to snap and BIG time!!!! I have a roomate that needs to GO and SOON!!! she steals from me uses me pays me NOTHING!!! god i wished i had more nerve to say shit but i dont....to make matters worse i cant ask her to move cause she is on the lease!!!! to make matters worse i get home tonight from seein my kids tonight and my kitchen looks like a tornado went thru it!!!! she made french fries and left all the skins and shit in the kitchen sink!!!!! remind ya i DONT have a garbage disposble so guess who cleans out the fuckin sink?? sure the hell wasnt her!!!! and her gf (yea shes gay) is bitchin over a $100 i owe her and wants NOW but the 2 of them have my $250 digital camera and will NOT give back!!!! fuck iam about to fuckin snap BIG FUCKIN TIME!!!!!!!

Feeling Better
Just wanted to tell you guys that I am feeling a lot better. Voice is not back completely (which might make some of my friends happy.LOL) but I am getting there. Can't wait till the weekend. Have some fun with some friends. My friends are the best. Even certain ones that drive me insane sometimes (you know who you are, but I still loves ya). Anyways, hope you all are doing well. More pics to come soon!!! Nothing else new to report!!! Bye all!!! Hugs and Kisses, Sarah (Never Said I Was An Angel)

If You Wanna Get Drunk With Me On Saturday...
You better get your ass down to Monsoons to see my Caddle boys put on a kick ass show. To make things even better, their opening band, called Top of the Orange fucking rocks as well and may actually be getting signed based on their performance that night. So c'mon down. Support my boys. Drink some jager with me. Buy me a few shots. It's gonna be fabulous, I guarantee it! xoxo Kristin

.the.interweb.box.
when everything is boiled down...and one stares down into the pot at the rue...the reality is...this is the internet. people can be whatever they want to be and do whatever they want to do. which is all well and good i suppose. right? cept sometimes people wind up emotionally involved/invested with a person in the box...and become emotionally attached...which while that can be a good thing...it can also be personally detrimental... so the new concensus is...which was stolen mind you...gotta give credit where credit is due... the internet is just the internet...its the actions that count. so until theres someone knocking at the door...take the words at face value...as just words...words without actions are...well they're just the internet...and the internet never kept anybody fulfilled and warm at nite...unless you're the perverted sort and if so i dont want to know. which doesnt mean a person is lying when they use words...it just means...sometimes you have to protect y

My Oath
My Gentle Master Here is my oath to You. I shall always be faithful, never to stray. I shall aways be trustworthy and honest. I shall always be patient. I shall always be able to communicate my feelings with you. I shall always learn from my mistakes with you. I shall always need you to continue to grow on all levels. I shall always continue to feel safe. I shall always continue to need your approval. I shall always need your love and protection. I shall always need you to stand by my side. I shall always continue to love, honor and obey you. I shall always be proud to be in your ownership. This is my creed to You Sir.

It Only Hurts When I Breathe....
LOVE. IT'S IN THE MOMENT. IT'S THE LOOKS FROM ACROSS THE ROOM. IT'S THE SMILE THAT COME'S TO YOUR FACE JUST HEARING THIER NAME. IT'S LAUGHING AT NOTHING AT 2AM BECAUSE YOUR SO TIRED BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO FALL ASLEEP JUST YET. IT'S FINISHING EACHOTHER'S SENTANCES. IT'S SOMETHING YOU CAN'T JUST FORGET OR GET OVER. IT'S THE MOST POWERFUL FEELING IN THE WORLD. THE GREATEST YET THE MOST PAINFUL THING TO GO THROUGH.

Being
Being submissive a personal choice fulfillment through submission power exchange strong words a new sub may be paralyzed with fear doubt disbelief at their own needs as she learns more the fears... dissipate the doubt... disappears disbelief.. becomes acceptance By giving the gift a true sub feels whole satisfied happy proud sexy through the power exchange a true sub, like a rose will bloom.. bursting forth to shine bright with an inner light Gaining strength wisdom inner peace Pride a true sub is special a rare prize. one to be cherished never to hide.

Observations On Cuddling
observations on cuddling I am a bit confused about cuddling....I mean I know the hows and the whys of it but, the last two girls I have been with have both told me (before anything physical went on between us ) that they were'nt cuddlers and then after we became physical I find out that maybe I was mis-led..Now far be it from me to complain...I myself enjoy it(and yes I know men lie about it too) but, I am just curious as to why women would lie about it...I mean do they think that is what guys want to hear so they say it?...or do they really believe they don't like to cuddle and maybe only enjoy it in certain situations?....Is it me?...am I so fabulous that they can't help but want to cuddle me?...or maybe is it because I am kinda like an overstuffed teddy bear that makes them turn into snugglers?..whatever it is I am happy for it but, I am a bit befuddled by it....anyway whatever the reason is I just want it known ...I LIKE CUDDLING!...haha..if it is with the right person that is..

Aquarius
Aquarius About Your Sign... Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from wha

My Soul
I am submissive, You Dominant, Together we will become one, You will guide me on a journey, A voyage of discovery, These ropes you bind me with, Are attached to your heart, The very core of your being, You will not cause me pain, You will reside in my imagination, Together with our fantasies, You will make every nerve in my body scream pleasure, You will become master of my mind, My heart, My soul, My body

Daily Recap
Today has been a strange day. I've been getting random messages from people on yahoo to my cell. Fortunately, for once, they weren't rude or obscene...just a bit flirty. And I'm always up for a little flirting, so that's no bother. I like making new friends. Then I get an IM from a friend of mine in Afghanistan...apparently his base was attacked, but everyone is fine. Thank. God. And Mobile TV just launched with Verizon Wireless...I finally got the newest phones. They're pretty cool looking. Especially the LG 9400. I may consider it for my next phone. Or maybe that new Samsung that flips in two different directions...if it weren't for the freaking gold color of the phone, I'd be all about it. I need to go out and have some fun soon. I'fve been too busy working lately...and all work, no play makes Miz Kitty a very dull girl.

He Speaks
He Speaks He speaks my head lowers my eyes lower my voice lowers my soul soars He approaches my pulse quickens my heart pounds my body trembles my nerves electrified He touches me my body shudders my sex swells my knees weaken my mind explodes He owns me my head is high my esteem rises my heart swells my joy complete

The Two Of Them Pt 2
After watching the sun dip down past the waters edge they sat there a while till it started getting cool outside. "I should probably get going before my folks start to worry about what i'm doing"...He took a deep breath and said *Yeah i know i should get going too hey can i drive you home?* "No it's okay it's only down the street anyways the walk will do me some good".. *Oh okay* he said ..before walking away she said.."Hey so what are we doing.. about you know ..us?" He took another deep breath and said..*what do you want to do about us? We never seem to be able to stay together without some kind of drama happening and losing you again and again and it just kills me to do it so* "Yeah we never do seem to be able to make it work i guess so do we just stay friends? is that all we are ever destined to be?" *I don't know he said* ... *I do know i want you to be happy whether that be with Joe or teddy or some other guy down the road that you havnt even met yet..I mean all we ha

This Is The Worst Day Of My Entire Life
I cant explain yet exactly what happened. All i can say is that any prayers or support right now would be greatly appreciated. I need all the strength i can get. To make it through this. Love Jade

I Am Not Weak
His Property I want to belong to him That doesn't make me weak I need to be His That doesn't make me weak I serve Him in all I do That doesn't make me weak I submit to His will That doesn't make me weak I long for his hands That doesn't make me weak I enjoy the pain That doesn't make me weak I desire to be His property That doesn't me weak

Well....
Ok, I think things are finally coming together, granted last minute and hectic...but all good right...Only one problem we still need a cake...lol..no one in liberal seems to know how to make a cake anymore...Oh well things will be ok... Ok, anywho...we're almost done and that's all that's important right...

Refuge
January’s blister beat its cold icy kiss upon him as he approached the cabin near the lake. Rifle in hand, its cartridges spent, he returned to his mountain refuge without a thing to show for his evening’s efforts. Chilled right through by the winter breeze, his head low, the hunter cursed his lack of fortune while looking out at the vast plain of ice stretched out at the end of the dock. He continued on, the wind pushing against him as he trudged calf-deep through the white ground cover to the door. The dusk upon him, without thinking he turned the knob and pushed. He paused. The door opened easily and that’s when it dawned that he was certain he’d locked it before he’d left. Stepping to one side, he nudged the door the rest of the way and readied his weapon. Aware he had no ammunition he felt that the appearance of his trust Winchester would be enough of a deterrent to whomever had been inside. Gripping the stock tightly he eased his head around the corner and looked

Complete Retard And Coward
Here's the story, this guy has a "hall of morons" folder. He ripped a pic of AngelMoRn and put it in there, and then ripped a pic of me and put that in there, cause I asked why he put AngelMorn in there. This is what he put under my pic "'Had to block him and add him here. How many times do you have to tell these people you're straight before they quit shouting to you?" This was the first time I'd ever talked to him, lol. Now the best part is that the little coward fucker made the folder private, and blocks everyone in it. How retarded, stupid and cowardly can you get? Not much more me thinks. Just warning my friends that you may not want to go to his page. Porch Monkey 4 Life *I win :-)*@ CherryTAP

My Only
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Submissive Woman
i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy... His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our rela

New Poem
Drained of all energy Too hard to push on Simple minds Produce shit Understand me now I will say this once Give up on me A seductive kiss takes you in Enchanting eyes hold you in place Tentalizing skin glisten under you Hot to the touch Warm to the eye Cold to the core Take your pick I can be who you want me to be A burden among things A bitch among others I'll show you mine If you show me yours Give away to doubt Burned into my skin Imprinted on my face Take your pick....I'll be who you want me to be

Y Do Ppl Judge?
y do ppl label ppl judge them? im bipolar and as soon as ppl find out they dont want to talk to me.. y? im the same person they were talking too... People also judge ppl based on looks so what im not a raving beauty get over it ive been told i have a kick ass personality im just different unique i guess ppl woiuld say well if ppl r going to judge me by looks or mental problems than stuff it... I get tired of it if u dont like it to friggin bad Im not going 2 change the way i am for anybody either u get to know me than decide if u want to be my friend or dont even bother with me... its no skin off my back and never will be. Im not going to live my life by societies rules i dont hurt anybody and i never will... I just want to be able to be myself. but if anybody knows y ppl r like this tell me please... thank you

A Special Invitation To Help Save Wolves
Even as we fight to stop a federal proposal that could spark the slaughter of hundreds of wolves, the Idaho Anti-Wolf Coalition has launched a new initiative to eliminate all wolves from Idaho. This is the biggest battles for our wolves in years. To win, we need ongoing support from people like you! Please consider making a monthly gift to join the Wildlife Guardians, the backbone of our efforts to save wolves and other wildlife! Answer the Call Today!Tens of thousands of you have taken action, thousands have donated and hundreds have offered words of encouragement to those battling on the ground in the Northern Rockies. But this is a big fight, and it will need lots of support from dedicated folks like you. Please help us reach our goal of 500 new wildlife guardians by this Friday! I want to become a Wildlife Guardian -- and provide critical monthly support to save wolves in the Northern Rockies and respond to other wildlife emergencies! Here’s w

Who Am I
His eyes meet mine I struggle How do I procede? He repeats the question... "Who am I?" My thoughts betray me You are my love My desire I think of your name alone NO There is more I feel the strength in your words I see the fire of desire in your eyes. I want No I must...I need to please you. WHO ARE YOU?!?! I shout out in my mind You encompass me You know me You play me like a skilled musician You are ever present in my mind I belong to you alone YES I finally understand I feel the word as it escapes my lips... "Master" "You are my Master" His pleasure abounding My breath increasing "I am yours Master... I am yours".

How I Love You
I look at your precious face everynight and i cry. never telling you how i trace your face with my fingers as tears stream down my face making a puddle infront of me. WHen i hear your voice my heart stops then starts to pound so fast i cant hear anything but my heart. God knows how i love you my wolf. your my all. i miss being in yoru arms when the night mares come. I miss seeing yoru smiling face each day as i greet the day. I know you tell me every day a million times a day that you love me and want me in your life. but its not the same as being there with you. My heart feels as though its going to break each day i breathe. My heart longs to see you face to face. to feel my head upon your chest listening to your heart beat. why do people have to make loveing wrong. why do people have to make being in each others hard to do. why cant they just but out and mind their own business. why cant they just let us love each other with all of our hearts. HOw i love you . i cant take the pain o

The Gift
The Gift VideoThe Gift lyrics - Seether lyricsSeether Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't

When I Look Into Your Face
When i look into your face all i can see is the man i love. when i look into your face i see the man i feel so deeply inlove with. when i look at your face i cant help but cry. I am here you are there. why does life have to be so complicated. why cant you be with the person you love if they love you.

Just Thoughts And Words
Touch me … please touch me .. The world turns and does not care Of all that is and what may be I think of things that I would dare Is it a dream ? In time we may see Will any notice this love affair Touch me.. Please… touch me ! A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s take a fall Six months later who will recall a name The world goes on always the same No time to waste on ones who won’t see No time to cry over things never to be To leave a mark on this world in pain Keeping myself and coming out sane Black leather clad demon or angel of light It will matter not if we were wrong or right Just that we lived and gave it our best Peace and content of a life’s well earned rest By R. Thomas Dinsmore The Drive to build life is very strong Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ? Living t

It's Outrageous... $150 Bounties For Dead Alaska Wolves!
This week, the Alaska governor announced an awful expansion of the state’s controversial wolf management programs: plans to pay a $150 bounty for any wolf killed in specified management zones provided that shooters turn in the dismembered legs of the wolves they kill

New Contest
In Honor of Mothers all over the world I will be starting a Best Mom picture contest, The picture can be of your mother, your mom and you, You, You and your kids, (if you are a mom) Your wife etc. If you would like to join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want me to use. The details will follow in a couple days but the winner of the contest which will start on April 13th at 6pm Pacific time , The Grand Prize for the Contest will be a 30 day blast and the contest will end on Mother's day at 8pm pacific time, There will be several other blasts awarded for other reasons, Pay attention to my blog and profile for more details.

Lol
Someone marked my butt shot NSFW lol...Its not even my ass in panties...some people are friggin hilarious. i've included the link...i dont think its nsfw..but whatever http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=154473&albumid=0&i=463766324

Divorce Letter.
An Awesome Divorce Letter . . . . . . Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, then went straight to sleep after watching all your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want to have sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I am gone. Your EX - Husband P.S.! Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It is t

My Life
my life is a prison with no bars and all my x's are prison gaurds all my girlfriends are wardens that become gaurds as my heart hardens if life is a lesson that im to learn why does everyone laugh as my heart burns drink a beer with a girl to put out the fire dont fall in love cause there all lairs my walls are cold and made of steel a place for this animal whos heart dosen't feel what can i do to prove that im a nice guy i spent two thousand whats left to buy i moved her here and lost my shop when daddy call it was me she dropped back into my world so dark and cold leaving me with no one to hold i'll never leave thats what they say i just laugh cause they will someday. i was told my life is the twilight zone every door leads to disaster even at home i should end this now i fear cause if i dont i'll drown in my tearsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Ever Wonder...
Ever Wonder?? * How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead? * Why are they called buildings, when they're already finished? Shouldn't they be called builts? * Why are they called apartments, when they're all stuck together? * Why do people without out a watch look at their wrist when you ask them what time it is? * Why do you ask someone without a watch what time it is? * Why does sour cream have an expiration date? * Who is General failure and why is he reading my disk? * The light went out, but where to? * Why do banks charge you a "non sufficient funds fee" on money they already know you don't have? * Why is it you have a "pair" of pants and only one bra? * Does the reverse side also have a reverse side? * Why is the alphabet in that order? * If the universe is everything, and scientists say that the universe is expanding, what is it expanding into? * If you got into a taxi and he started dr

I Did It, Lol!!
Well I said I'd do it and I did, lol! Just got back from having my piercing jewelry changed. AND, I got my clit hood piercing!!!!!!!! Woot! Woot! I am so pleased with it! Did it hurt? Well, yes it did, but it went very fast. I have had four children, you know! Puts things in perspective a bit, lol! And as I said with the other piercings, Brian at Mind Altering Tattoos and Body Piercing is the best. What a sweetie! There is only one other person I would permit to do my piercings, and I hope he knows who he is!! Had to share! I'm so very pleased and excited! And no, I am not telling my Mom. THIS she would not understand at all, lol!! Rites of passage are a wonderful thing, you know?

Grrr....want To Start All Over Again!!
Did you ever have one those days that you just wish you could just start over again?? Well today I am have one of them!! Its no ones fault really and perhaps it has worked out for the best, but goodness I just need something to go right. ***Go figure someone just rated my pic a 2 as I was writing this! LOL*** I was suppose to go home today...I miss my son, Kristi and my animals lots! But I guess things were not meant to happen that way! Turns out I am still in Florida! I missed my plane...who knew that if you weren't checked in within 30mins of flight time you couldnt fly?? WOW...not me...and I missed it by 1 minute ((no I am not joking here!!)). I can't gripe about that too much cuz the reason I was late ((shush, was NOT me running behind!!))...was there was a real horrid wreck and a girl ended up killed by it...so I can hardly be upst about the fact that I missed my plane...I am sure she did not wake up this morning wanting to die ((My heart goes out to her family and fri

Well I Am Back
i am back!! damn court system and internet...fuck my email wasnt working for a while and now i get back.. and i havent been on in like at least a year... well fuck it i am back! yo my homies cherry me!! yo a shout out of Wasted-Youth! You my homie no matter what people say! check ya later, Wayne

Confuscious Say
Confuscious say..... "Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man who run in front of car get tired." "Passionate kiss like spider web, soon lead to undoing of fly." "Virginity like bubble. One prick - all gone!" "Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ." "Man who walk through airport turnstile backwards going to Bangkok." "Man who do business in whore house get jerked around." "Baseball wrong. Man with four balls not able to walk!" "Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it." "War does not determine who right. War determine who left." "Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house." "Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night!" "It take many nail to build crib, but one screw to fill it." "Man who drive like hell, bound to get there!" "Man who live in glass house should change in basement." "Boy who go to bed with sexual problem wake up with

The Root Of All Evol
so,the way i see it,evol is started each day by lousy service from beverage sales people and stores.think about it,4 out of 5 people are in a rush because theres a crowd at thestore,thirstyand impatientas is,then the clerk is either cool but chatty,or a total imbecile.then,add in the elderlyman who needs 75 lotto tickets at 7 in the morning,even though he has all day free-this all adds to the frustration and thusis born road rage.now because 711 is chaotic,and thirsty people encountered stress satifying their thirst,highways and roads become speedways with enraged ,late sheep,frustrated and powerless,and looking to vent.the stress builds with every litle slight at work,till by the end of the day people need to get drunk to relax.then drive-more stress,more lives wrecked.its a simple chainthat could be broken if we as a society demanded better qualifications of our convenience store clerks.it couldnthurt if they spoke english as well,we dont all speak tongan.

I'm Pissed
I know not all mothers are like my ex, but right now I just gotta ask why some mothers can feel they can screw Fathers over anytime they want? April 14th is my sons birthday. he will be 12. And it is my weekend with him. We live 75 miles apart so its not like it is easy to spend the day with both. he was actually to have a soccer game that day so I was going to set aside time after the game for his Mother to join us on his birthday. But now there is no game. BUT.. my wonderful ex has a sleep over with his friends planned for him on Friday.. and Chucky Cheese on Saturday. Has she asked? Nope. She did try to get me to switch last weekend and this weekend... but I said no because I wanted him for his birthday. Not a word to me about the party. So she has it planned and kids invited. On MY weekend. She knows how David thinks, so she told him he could come Easter weekend and be with me Thursday night through Monday night. Shouldn't she ask ME first? All he sees is that

Lets Party!
Booking a party with ME you will be able to get all this FREE and discounted stuff! Always been curious about the various edible lotions, sexy lingerie, and sensuous bedroom toys that are available? Until now, most of us have had nowhere to go to see these items or chose not to shop in one of those stores with the sticky floors! At a PartyGals party, you can see, feel, taste and touch an assortment of these exciting bedroom accessories in a comfortable setting. The hostess WILL receive 10% of party sales (before tax and shipping charges.) in free merchandise. For anyone booking a party from your party, you will get an extra bonus for each booking. I do a 50% off item for each booking on the night of your party (cash only) OR I will give you $10 off in merchandise any way you want. If you have 2 or more parties booked for me before your show, I will give you a free 3-day 2-night hotel stay. You will get your voucher and discounts after your friends book there party date with m

New Job?
Do you want to become financially independent? Partygals has THE BEST DIRECT SALE COMMISION AROUND!!!!! EARN 40% TO 50% COMMISION, NO JOKE! You can join my team with no money down. If you are interested in becoming a PARTYGALS distributor. I can help you do that with no start up cost!!! Many times the start up cost is what enables some from joining my team. Short on cash? Trying to save for a vacation? Maybe you're trying to put yourself through school, and you're not sure where the extra money will come from... Stay at home mom, trying to look for the right career? I have got a solution for you. What I call it is a website grand opening party. You let all your friends/family/coworkers/etc. know that you are going to become a PARTYGAL and would like to invite them to order some products. They order from my website. Once you have $700 in orders (that's only 20 people @ $35{this is average} orders each) I will keep track for you. I will purchase your $250 start up kit and

Hello All
I just wanted to say hi to all of you wonderful people. I havent been on much lately due to work picking up. Needlessly to say I will be making rounds to leave some luv to all. Oh I have reenlisted into the army 15 yrs later (wow) due to my now dull and boring life. LOL! I will be back in basic in august. So I will be here for the summer.

Model Trains
Have tons of model train stuff needing to be sold. Will be putting items up on EBAY often... name on there is vanima84.. if your interested in model trains check it out.. Also have a Mens Wedding band up has 7 diamonds and is beautiful.

Found
When I lost My keys everyone Helped me look I retraced my steps and all the actions i took When I lost my tooth the doc filled in the spot She Shined up my smile and said know your hot When I took a wrong turn I went back to that street I then called a friend and i asked him to meet When i was losing my mind they offered me meds I dont need any pills its all in my head When I lose my drink I will pay for a new one And i always know when i had enough and im done But when I lost her love everyone ran and hid Cuz they know shell be back, Guess what She did JW

Thinking About
Thinking about starting up an online business. I make beauty and bath products as well as a few other things. Below is a list of items that I make. If you are interested in anything please send me a message. Trying to see what people would be more interested in. Everything is made with natural products. Bath Salts Massage Oils Oatmeal Baths Body Scrubs- 3 types available: Salt, Sugar, Oatmeal Foaming Cleanser Cream Cleanser Gentle Facial Toner Lip Balm Eye Cream Shower Gel Hand Balm Aromatherapy Perfumes altar oils Candles Many scents will be available. Other products might be by request. Everything will be made to order. PLEASE send me a message if you are interested.

I Don't Give A F*ck Anymore
I don’t give a fuck anymore I’m so over you I’m so over me I can’t do what you need I can’t be who you want I’m me and it is what it is I don’t give a fuck anymore I am exhausted I have nothing left I grit my teeth and wait for a response It’s all to complicated To walk on egg shells and worry I don’t give a fuck anymore You can’t comfort who I am You can’t change what it is Life is as sucky as you make it I made my happy and you are jealous I don’t give a fuck anymore I’m not sorry anymore It’s to old to care I have no sad for you You annoy the fuck outta me I don’t give a fuck anymore

Packing To Move
Ever wonder why it seems like no matter how many boxes you pack there is always more stuff. I am getting ready to move after 5 years and I can't belive the amount of stuff I have. I live in a small studio apartment, moved in when I left my husband 5 years ago. Now I am getting ready to move in to a bigger studio. I just can's get over the amount of stuff I have in here. And I been throwing alot of crap out.

A Tribute To Dispatchers
A Tribute To Dispatchers By Chief Thomas Wagoner Loveland (Colo.) Police Department Someone once asked me if I thought that answering telephones for a living was a profession. I said, "I thought it was a calling." And so is dispatching. I have found in my law enforcement career that dispatchers are the unsung heroes of public safety. They miss the excitement of riding in a speeding car with lights flashing and sirens wailing. They can only hear of the bright orange flames leaping from a burning building. They do not get to see the joy on the face of worried parents as they see their child begin breathing on its own, after it has been given CPR. Dispatchers sit in darkened rooms looking at computer screens and talking to voices from faces they never see. It's like reading a lot of books, but only half of each one. Dispatchers connect the anxious conversations of terrified victims, angry informants, suicidal citizens and grouchy officers. They are the calming influence of all of th

Anyone Care To Join Me?
No one home for a couple days, Absolut Vanilia, Dim lighting(lots of candles), Incense, Nine Inch Nails, Intoxicated, No clothes, in a Jacuzzi. Perfection. This=Orgasm(s) Too bad no one is around to join in.

This Is Funny To Me
The Jean-Paul Sartre Cookbook We have recently been lucky enough to discover several previously lost diaries of French philosopher Jean-Paul Sartre stuck in between the cushions of our office sofa. These diaries reveal a young Sartre obsessed not with the void, but with food. Apparently Sartre, before discovering philosophy, had hoped to write "a cookbook that will put to rest all notions of flavour forever." The diaries are excerpted here for your perusal. October 3 Spoke with Camus today about my cookbook. Though he has never actually eaten, he gave me much encouragement. I rushed home immediately to begin work. How excited I am! I have begun my formula for a Denver omelet. October 4 Still working on the omelet. There have been stumbling blocks. I keep creating omelets one after another, like soldiers marching into the sea, but each one seems empty, hollow, like stone. I want to create an omelet that expresses the meaninglessness of existence, and instead they taste like c

Laws Of Attraction
Ok…I was thinking about what makes the community have so much drama or even so much illness. Well I think I have found the key to prevent the issue and this is up to the individual to listen and learn…Now, I can talk till I am blue in the face, but that isn't going to make the difference of a change. The change must come from each and every person. We are the only ones that can make our future or change it. For example, you have a leader in the community that always seems to have drama fallow him or her and that person may not do anything to cause the actual drama, but it was who he or she hung out with "Inner Circle" Or two the person just seemed to attract it, kind of like a forum of feeding. What do we call it…? "The Law of Attraction" What is the law of attraction? Simply put, the law of attraction states that "Like attracts like." What this universal law tells you about your own life is that the thoughts you think, feelings you feel, words you say, and actions

A Little Bit More
So, Lets just say the last few years have taught me alot. I am glad for that too. I have bee striving for certain goals, and removing road blocks, and everything was copacetic ya know ? Then I fell in love. Before you begin Yeah, I read that book, "He's just not that into you" . Reading it is one thing, acepting it is another. Feel me? It isnt easy at all. #1, he was married when we met, and #2 he is a musician. So, it hard for to fit in to his world, I mean dont get me wrong; I was so facinated by vampires I learned as much as I could about the legend of their exisitance. I grew up listening to metal and rock instead of hip hop I wore the color grey for six moths. I wouldnt speak to ANY ONE for four months. I understand that being here isnt fun for all of us. There are things about me that most people wouldnt want to know. Most of the people I get along with are outcast. Zoloft sux. So I think I'd understand.

Feelings
do you ever have the feeling that someone that you want to love is some one you want to hate i had this dream the one true love i had cheated on me and told me it has been goignon for ever and she is moving back to were she came from to be with i hop ethat will never happen thank god it was a dream but then you think to your self maybe it will happen maybe it wont but there is some one that i think is fuckin gwith my heart and mind and i hope she is not well i am babaling away here so i will quit while i am ahead

For All My Cherry Friends..
Value me for what I give you; All the rest hold in your heart. Life does not fulfill our wishes; Even lifelong lovers part. Now let yourself be lulled by kisses, Take from the moment all that's due; Inter within what your heart misses, Nor let what's false destroy what's true. Enjoying love requires art.

He Picked On The Wrong One
APPARENTLY THIS GUY HAS A PROBLEM..NOT SURE EXACTLY WHAT IT IS..WELL FOR ONE THING THIS IDIOT DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL.. I JUST GOT A MESSAGE IN MY SHOUT BOX FROM HIM.. IT SAID...HEY SKUT..NOW I'M SURE HE PROBABLY MEANT SLUT.. NOW IF SOMEONES GOING TO CALL SOMEONE A SLUT THEY FOR ONE THING NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SPELL.. AND FOR ANOTHER THING THEY NEED TO GET A SLUT TO..I MAY BE A LOT OF THINGS BUT SLUT IS NOT ONE OF THEM..A BITCH YES,WHICH HE'S FIXING TO LEARN REAL QUICK.. FOR ANOTHER THING IF YOUR GOING TO DO THAT HAVE THE DAMMED BALLS TO PUT UP A PICTURE OF YOURSELF.. OH AND ANOTHER THING HE'S FRESHMEAT..HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME.. .@ CherryTAP

On Days You Miss Someone
TEARS FALLING ON MY KEYBOARD, ALTHOUGHH I TRIED HOLDING THEM BACK, BUT THIS IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS,... A DAY THAT I REALLY MISS SOMEONE, A DAY I CAN'T GET THROUGH WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THEM,AND I WONDER TOO,IF THEY ARE MISSING ME OR THINKING ABOUT ME AT THE EXACT SAME MOMENT, I WONDER IF THEY HAVE DAYS LIKE ME WHERE THEY CAN'T MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY WITHOUT AT LEAST THINKING ABOUT ME ONCE,SO MY FEELINGS HIDE IN THE SHADOWS UNTIL WE TALK,...IF ONLY IF IT'S JUST TO SAY HI,EVEN FOR A MINUTE,....

Without A Word
A knock at the door and she opens the door to see Shadow standing in the doorway........without a word he takes her hand and walks into the room,looking until he finds a chair.He sits down as he lets go of her hand......she is standing in front of him ,hands behind her back and her head is lowersd. Without a word he turns his hand as she turns slow befor him.All the way around and stops befor him once again.He reaches to her and pulls her top up and pver her head slowly .On to the floor the top lands next to her feet.The sight of her breast makes him start to smile as he reaches to them ,taking her nipple between his fingers and twisting it.First the right one then the left one.Reaching to her jeans he unzippes them slow as he watches her smile.Down to the floor as she steps from her jeans.He reaches and hooks his fingers into her black panties and starts to slowly pull them down,to the floor as sge steps out of them .His hand moves to her ,between her legs as he parts them a little mo

Points
does anyone else feel like i do at times. that it seems you get to a level and stay there forever. then i hate it when you vote on people but they dont return the favor. more so when you see that they came to your page but couldnt at least rate you. ok guess im done whinning for now....lol just been one of those days for me. hope everyone else is having a better day.

For My Angels
Been all day trying to get ta tell ya whats going on with my health problems , but been alot of calls and people droppin by and shit, sorry I'm just gettin to it, looks like I'm needing some of my liver taking out and my pancreas is about 2 and 1/2 times normal size,they increased my pain meds from 40 mgs oxicontain to 120 mgs every 6-8 hors and my nexium to 2 a day instead of 1,not sure about letting them operate again, this shits just 2 ruff ta deal with, I go back monday for more test results they ran today, so hopefully it'll look better then, I'll let ya'll know soon as I find out whats goin on k? realy do love ya gang ya'll have helped more then you know just by being the awsome friends you all are, keep good thoughts it'll be ok (*_*) Patience, we'll see how it goes...

It's Been A Week
Well the kids have been here a week. Seven days today. They seem to be ajusting to life in the south just fine. They love it here. of course havent heard from their dad in about 5 days either. But they love Adam and he seems to love him. Adam's family seems to like them too. Krissie and Tresa get along great and Bud and Matthew do too and everyone loves Theresa but she is so little and cute who couldnt love her. But I wanted to let everyone know how they are doing.

Dont Hate Us Because Of Our Music Choices
can u believe there is a guy on here who hates all us icp fans....he even made a album of all of us, went to all our pages ripped pics and is running his mouth, oh well must suck to be stupid and ugly and have no friends to speak of......if ur curious...heres the link to his page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/304717

It Happens
Its 3am and all i see is the reflection of my face in the mirror light beaming in from the occasional street light; Thoughts in my mind as i walked through the door to greet her, Hearing voices in the back room i continued to the back of the house; My speed has increased and i can feel my heart being pushed up into my throat as i take a turn at about 90 miles per hour not caring what could happen; I can see them as the both of them embrassed, soft music, and candles. She said words i never heard her say and was in a position i had never seen her in, sweat running down her back; I see the blue lights in the mirror my speedometer reads 110 miles per hour how do explain the blood on my clothes and hand i just wanted to talk he shouldnt have pushed me, she's my wife; I know i should slow down but i put my foot all the way down the sirens are so loud the lights are hurting my eyes I didnt see the road turn. Am I dead i can hear people talking i can see a blur.........................(beep

Forever Love
FOREVER LOVE By: *Allen (MUAHHH) Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love

A Heart Rolled Down The Street
18th Street. It was bright out. A day not made for thinking. Rounded the corner of Massachusetts to turn back on the journey. The flash of red caught my eye, in a city where the colors scream bleak. It bounced, slowly, the breeze caught it, uplifting, almost like a spirit raised with the carefree feelings of an anticipated second date before it settled back into the gutter. I felt compelled to run out there and grab it, lest the passing cars strike it down. To see a heart break, no matter how trivial the circumstance, seemed worthy of trying to stop. Saukee stopped me, sweet dog he is. It would have been a bad move to dart out into traffic with a puppy in tow, I could only stand there captivated by the scene as he gently tugged to get me moving again, off of the sidewalk where passers-by ignored it all. After it slowly rolled 20 feet, I let Saukee take me back through the park. I stopped once, just to look back. The heart turned into an alley, maybe to

Do U Have A Cam And Like Sex?
well if u said yes..then message me on how to make some serious money ! don't have to have sex with me ..hell it can be just u and your lover or whoever or whatever...this is to make serious money. i'm starting my own cam website and need people for all types of cam services..or even home made videos. i'll even give out cash for referrals. $$$

Earth Angels In Headsets
A Promise Earth Angels In Headsets ONCE UPON A TIME, before time existed in a place some call Heaven, there were many gatherings to determine many things. The Angel Of Lifework was busy determining who would entertain, who would care for teeth, who would move the earth and the like. One decision was to determine which souls would be interested in caring for others. A group stepped forward and they were called Public Servants. Next the Angel Of Lifework called out for a certain number of this grouping that were interested in safety of others. This group was called Public Safety and they were praised for their bravery and willingness to risk human life for the love of others. A promise was made and then there was a great celebration. Next The Angel of Lifework made a special announcement, “We are looking for a extraordinary grouping of individuals from the Public Safety assemblage for a special calling. This work is to Answer The Call of those in danger and need. To step

Snow
For several weeks now it has been getting into the 50's and 60's, nearly into the 70's. Today, we get up and there are several inches of snow on the ground, now there is nearly a foot of snow!! As the time comes for Tess' b-day and out upcoming move, she has been saying something about snow. I told her that if she kept it up that it was going to snow and lo and behold!!! We are supposed to get another 4-6 inches before this stops. Well, she got her snow and her b-day is 2 days away.

Update
Well steven has received the results of is Biopsy and its confirmed that he has Non Hodgkiss Lymphos, he was transferred to a big hospital in the city tonight. They have had to put him on Morpheine as the pain was gettng severe and he was getting violent with it. They are starting his Chemotherapy in the next couple of days, that will consist of 5 day batches of treatment over the next couple of years

Just To See
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend

The Story Of The Prowler.
{{{before this begins, allow me to state that I am only posting this on the suggestion of a friend. I would not normally detail such exploits in this type of forum}}} Allow me to tell you this lovely tale, as a side note to the efforts of my roommate, Jeremy. Between my 18th and 20th birthdays, I was quite the adventurous individual. One of the regular adventures I experienced was a monthly game of Truth or Dare with about 20 of what I thought were my closest friends. Anyway, one of my favorite questions from those games mysteriously came to be very true in my day-to-day life. The question posed to me was this: If your sex life could be described as a car, what car would it be and why? My answer to this question was the Plymouth Prowler. Not because it is a limited edition that everyone wanted to have at one point in time. Not because it is powerful. Not because it has a style to it that was all the craze. Not because it was worth every ounce of work to get one.

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it

A True Friend
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX.Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you w

Why Girls Leave
I just found out that the girl that I loved is never comming back. I know that I didn't do anything wrong, She was treat better that any female wanted. What am I going to do? I gave her five year to her.Will I ever find another female to love.At the moment I fell like I have gone to hel for nothing. It seems that there is no girl for me & I'm going to be single for the rest of my life. $Jamie$

For Her
I love you for so many reasons And I love you in so many ways I love you thru all of the seasons I love you more than these words can say. If some day you find yourself Alone and free at last I hope and pray it's me you call For the dream to come to pass. And if that day should never come When I can say your are finally mine My eternal love will not come undone To deny that would be my crime So I end this with an "I love you" And pray you know this to be true I was born for one reason, Tammie That to be the man loving you..

Get You One Hahahha This Is Funny
WHITE WOMEN: First date: You get to kiss her goodnight. Second date: You get to grope all over and make out a bit. Third date: You get to have sex but only in the missionary position. IRISH WOMEN: First Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. 20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex. ITALIAN WOMEN: First Date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant. Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti & meatballs. Third Date: You have sex, she wants to marry you & insists on a 3-carat ring. 5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together & hate the thought of having sex. 6th Anniversary: You find yourself a Mistress. CHINESE WOMEN: First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happens. Second date: You buy her an even more expensive dinner. Nothing happens again. Third date: You don't even get to the third da

Man's Creation
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine Created a p*ssy to their design. First was a butcher, smart with wit, Using a knife, he gave it a slit. Second was a carpenter, strong and bold, With a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole. Third was a tailor, tall and thin, By using red velvet, he lined it within. Fourth was a hunter, short and stout, With a piece of fox fur, he lined it without. Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell, He threw in a fish and gave it a smell. Sixth was a preacher whose name was McGee, He touched it and blessed it and said it could pee. Last came a sailor, a dirty little runt, He sucked it and f*cked it and called it a cunt

Written: 4/9/06
Confused yet again...Everything that I am feeling now causes my head to spin... All brought on by one single person The thought of everything that we have in common overwhelms me All I can think of is you.. I cant help but wonder, if you're thinking of me Untill we meet again...What we had will always be in my memories.

Migraines Suck
Migraines suck. Too sick to my tummy to do anything, can't see anything for very long before it gets a halo around it, can't sleep because my eye won't stop twitching, and I have taken anything I can to make it all go away. Doesn't seem to fully help.....Grr. Just grr. I got up yesterday morning at 4 a.m. -- you know, normal time -- seeing as how I never sleep much, and those chances I do, seems ALWAYS have to pee at 4am. Today was no different. And I felt bad. Just ... bad. More like shit. I couldn't figure out what was going on, ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />4 a.m. not being prime diagnostic time for me, so I just kind of stayed in bed and waited for an epiphany. By 4:30, the hubby is up and getting ready for work, talking his usual bit of nonsense that I pay no attention to, and then it occurred to me that I was getting a migraine. I figured at some point this was going to happen. I have been having these small rando

Balance
We strive to destroy the evil around us. Yet, we often forget that there is no light without darkness, nor darkness without light. Perhaps a plant it the best analogy. A plant realizes that too little light is deadly, but it also knows that too much light is equally deadly. It is the balance of the two that makes the world."

Ladies Only
to the ladies on my list how many of ou think giving a guy a blow job is gross if you dont tell me y you like giving heaed and to the ones that dont you need to try it before you knock it becasue every guy loves a little head now and then so if you have never tried it then you need to give your man head he will do a lot more for you

Sandwich Time
okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!!! She screams!!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!

Sandcastle Construction
With summer just around the corner, and millions of people heading off to the beaches, I thought it would be a good idea to teach you all the basics of sandcastle building The correct construction of a Sandcastle, is much more difficult than people realise. Which is why I thought it would be a good idea to share some of my vast knowledge with you all. I've put this rather complicated procedure into simple terms, and have included some of my own helpful tips, where appropriate.... So without futher ado, let us begin... Necessary Tools: One Plastic Bucket in the shape of a castle.. one Plastic Spade.. and a selection of Silly Flags. There are more tools that would also be helpful, but I will deal with those later in the lesson. Location: The best location for sandcastle building is called a, "Beach" - This is normally found on a, "coastline"... These places are easily identifiable as they are full of the main construction material called, "Sand" and have a l

Work At Home Opportunities!
i am a new user ... just doing a little advertising on the side ... doing my best to make some xtra cash (single mom with 2 girls ages 7 & 3) so i will be adding links here as i get them for successful work at home opportunities :) check them out!! just copy & paste into your address bar to get to the site for more info on each data entry work at home - just need computer & internet access... http://paydotcom.com/r/3925/25becky26/515848/

Bring Me To Life
how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the d

Who Are Your True Friends?
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend

Quote
"Sword in hand, at the bloody fields of History We rent our blades through dogma and humility Carve a future, according to our will Set worlds ablaze with our seething fire Let you all acknowledge that we are here As masters to rule this failing humanity Our beings forged of rage and defiance With strength to trample the weak and the foolish And so we march with burning brands Temples aflame, on our path to glory..."

Vote For Christina Aguilera Candyman On Trl , She Was At 7 !
Got if from my friend Angel. Hey guys how is everybody doing, good i hope , it's a shame and a fucking dissapointment and i am extreamly pissed off , well cuz my homegurl Christina Aguilera droped down to the MTV TRL countdown today to number 7 , yeah ugh no freakin fair , she works extreamly hard to be heard and judged by people the way she does , she deserves to be number 1 or at least number 2 ! can we all please help her with some votes onto the TRL countdown please so she can make it onto number 1 ?, c'mon do it , well how ? just by logging into your MTV account by going to mtv.com and signing up for a FREE account if you havent yet and pretty pretty please vote for Christina Aguilera - Candyman ! plus the video is great as well ! Thanks again Fans and Friends ! make sure to catch her onto the TRL countdown tommorow ! ;o) Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com MUCH LOVE & THANKS ♥ Angel ;o)

More Update
shes having surgery they still don't know what time because the o.r. is backed up they found an abcess growing on her stomach thats leaking into her body. they are cutting out part of her small intestines and attaching the other part to her stomach they are re arranging her eating track so the food goes down her left side and not her right then they are going to explore to make sure they didn't miss anything she will be on an eating tube for 3 days SIGH

Hi
hi whats up ppl im a fucking wreak my mom wants me to move and never come back but yet im getting so much money and she wants it all and when i leave april 9th the check comming here and i wont be here and shes gonna forge my name so she can have all the money and im to fucking nice to do anythin i fucking hate my life and wanna get the fuck out well this is how i feel now ill talk more laterz byezz

Food For Thought
SOME FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!! Things I had on my chest that I wanted to run by you all! When did men stop being men? Now a days men, and I use this word loosely, have degenerated to something that RESEMBLES a man but truly isn't, have just fallen off. walking around with barrette's, finger waves, pony tails, pig tails, down - lo, flip flop, pink shirt, fur coat wearing, Shirley Temple curl having, not knowing how to fight, gun toting, men checking, jealousy having, no kid supporting, women hitting fag ass bitches. Start being men, KINGS. Man doesn't mean going to jail, shooting his own brother over BULLSHIT, abusing alcohol and drugs, having a bunch of illegitimate children all over the place, thumping your chest about all the DUMB shit you do to stay in trouble. A man has respectability, accountability, responsibility, fortitude, desire, humility and drive. A man TEACHES his little men to be MEN, not animals. When was it o.k. for women to be bitches? A bitch is a

Written: 11/30/05
The feeling of sharpness as your teeth sink into my neck..sends a sudden rush through me that drives me wild The reaction I see when mine sink into you, makes me want to bite harder Hard enough to draw blood To allow it to rush into me and send me into an incredible high I miss that rush and that taste horribly The night when we fully bond..when you taste my blood for the first time..will truly be the best and happiest time of my life For it is what I need desperately. **Side note** Sadly this didnt happen either

Crazy Ass Ppl
ok, if you are fuckin nuts, possesive, stalkerish, creepy, or obsessive... do NOT message me. i dont need anymore crazy ppl in my life and i am not looking for drama. Dont want it, dont need it. So if you want to be a decent human being and be civil, feel free to message me or do whatever, but if you want to be a manipulative, conniving, two faced, obsessive jackass or a spineless pussy, dont bother. i have no patients for it and i will not add you as a friend.

New Experiences
Soft hands moving over my body, gentle kisses on my lips, neck, shoulders. Sweet fine smell of baby powder wafts across my nose, tickling and making me giggle, squirm playfully under the weight of your soft naked body on mine. I'm feeling heady and nervous, as long as I keep my eyes closed I tell myself, I will stay afloat forever. Nervous excitement wells up inside of me as your hands make themselves familiar with my body. I like that. Soft gentle squeezing of my breast between our bodies, moisture builds between my legs, my clit is nudging me, growing harder with anticipation as your expert hands work their way down, still gently gliding over the full curves of my body, my hands gliding over your strong shoulders, feeling the cut of your shoulder blades and dimples of your spine on my finger tips. Firmness of your muscles turns me on more, but smooth soft skin confuses and delights my senses. Kissing again, this time I open my eyes and look into your soft brown eyes staring back...my

Morphing Web Site
There's a cool new site where you can "morph" your pictures into photos of wolves, tigers, chimpanzees and other wildlife: http://www.youwild.org While you're there, you can sign a petition to encourage President Bush and U.S. Interior Secretary Dirk Kempthorne to protect our vanishing wildlife and great wild places. More and more of our great wild places are being sacrificed to mining, drilling, logging, highways and real estate development. These special places are home to wolves, polar bears, and other imperiled wildlife, and they must be protected. I sent a message to the Bush administration, and I hope you will, too. It's easy -- just visit the site below to start having fun with your photos and making a difference for our widlife: I got this in my e-mail from a GREAT FRIEND: AMERICAN CHERRY~~ Ct wifey of Mlaw~~

Penis Study
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. The Irish, unsatisfied with those findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks, a cost of around $75.46, and many pints of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead. Of course ya all know why God made alcohol......??? To keep the Irish from taking over the world..............

My Signs Of Love Making
The Cancer's sexuality Your vein of sexuality runs deep, but follows a path strewn with obstacles (often of your own making). You are profoundly emotional and deeply sensitive, so you build a hard shell around your heart to protect it from the slings and arrows of fortune, especially those flung by those less sensitive who do not understand how wounding their ostensibly trivial actions can be. Ruled by the Moon, you tend to flow with the tides and are very reflective of your environment. You can be quite sexually creative, when your need for security has been satisfied. You love variety, but can be reluctant to make the first move. Your sexuality is primarily directed toward the satisfaction of the other and you will generally go along with whatever that other cares to do, so long as he or she is sympathetic and considerate of your feelings. Emotions run high in the Cancerian soul. Things can get pretty steamy in there, for there is a conflict between your desire for emotional security

Bullfrogs And Blowjobs
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was a wakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading cookbooks.

Serenity/ She Knows Who This Is For!!
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting in the light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how

The Game
Ok...check this out....my daughter(she's 14....a bit of a smartass....don't know where she gets it...lol) has created a little game. Every time we go out she is constantly saying "I saw that" each time a guy looks at me. Well...it has evolved....now she's made this game....every time a guy looks at me....she whacks my arm....the younger he looks....the harder the whack....if it's a guy in red truck (seem to be popular with those) I get an extra hit....let's just say that firemen....get me into a lot of trouble...lol. The rules seem to constantly get added onto.....policemen...firemen....and military guys.....get me into loads of trouble....needless to say....after we got back home today from running errands...my arm was pretty sore. So....there it is...just had to share with ya a bit about my life...lmao. Ciao Peeps!!! xoxoxoxo

A Bonding...
I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One

Penis
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password---something he will used to log on. The husband was in a amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plaintly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P E N I S His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected..."Not Long Enough"..

Nfl's New Discipline Rules!
Several players approached the NFL Commisioner Goodell and NFLPA President Gene Upshaw requesting that stricter discipllinary measures be taken against players that repeatedly get into trouble with the law. Yes, Players went to the league requesting this!! The players wanted repeat offenders kicked out of the leaugue! The NFL listened to its players and is now considering a stricter code of conduct governing its players. Goodell is to meet next Tuesday with Adam Jones (10 run ins in 2 years) and Chris Henry (4 arrests in 14 months) to discuss possible action to be taken against them pending the final draft of the new policy. It's abot time that players actually stood up to hold themselves accoutable for their actions and I applaud the players that set this in motion. Too bad players in other sports aren't willing to do the same (Remember the NBA players throwing a fit when the were informed they had to wear a suit to the game and for interviews afterwards!!). Unfortunately, some

Perfect Strangers
Can you remember,.. remember my name As I flow through your life A thousand oceans I have flown And cold spirits of ice All my life I am the echo of your past I am returning the echo of a point in time Distant faces shine A thousand warriors I have known And laughing as the spirits appear All your life Shadows of another day And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers I know I must remain inside this silent well of sorrow A strand of silver hanging through the sky Touching more than you see The voice of ages in your mind Is aching with the dead of the night Precious life your tears are lost in falling rain And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers

Clown Haters (or May B They Fear The Clown??)
http://cherrytap.com/user/304717 THIS DUMB MOTHER FUCKER HAS TAKEN IT UPON HIMSELF TO DISRESPECT ALL OF US JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES...SO LETS SAY WE SHOW HIM HOW STRONG WE RUN UP IN THIS MOTHER FUCKER!!!! oh yeah one other note..he ripped one of my personal pics, wait..should be afraid?????

Cest La Vie
Cest La Vie, Have your leaves all turned to brown Will you scatter them around for me... Cest la Vie In the night, Do you light a lovers fire Do the ashes of desire ....remain Like a song, Out of tune and out of time Are there no words to rhyme for you Cest la vie Do you love, But than how am i to know If you wont let your love show for me Cest la Vie Do you Live, do you love from day to day Is there anything i can say for you cest la vie Like the sea There's a love to deep to show Took a storm before my love Flowed for you C'est la vie Who knows... Who cares....for me... Cest la Vie

Kinky Cybering! ....not Quite.
CyberMaster: Hello, sub_lime. What do you look like? sub_lime: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? CyberMaster: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Ohh and I have one of those stick things. A crop, I think. sub_lime: I'm feeling very submissive. I want you. Would you like to screw me? CyberMaster: OK sub_lime: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. I get on my knees for you. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. CyberMaster: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. I dropped my stick er..crop. sub_lime: I'm pul

Snoop Dogg Is Not An Actor Damnit!
What the hell? I don't know the name of the movie I'm watching, however....stopped on BET, and Snoop Dogg is some supernatural, back from the grave guy. It's like a bad version of the Crow. There is a ton of blood, but it all looks fake. The acting sucks, the script is weak, the special effects suck. Grrr...Snoop Dogg is NOT an actor damnit. This is wrong on so many levels. And of course it's on BET, so every curse word is replaced...it sounds pathetic with every 3rd sentence containing you mother ducker, or flucker, or something of the sort. I swear I think it exchanged crazy cracker for crazy whacker too...unless whacker is some sort of slang term now?

Writen 10-18-05
Standing alone in the dark I reach out..nothing there I turn around and feel your hand grasping for me Our hands touch, and I feel I could melt At that moment it feels as if we are the only two left in the world I hold your hand tighter, but you slowly slip away You whisper "I'm always with you my Dark Angel" I reach out into nothingness Searching for your hand again Suddenly you are holding me tighter than ever You whisper 'See, I told you I'm always here' We embrace for what seems like eternity But sadly I have to let you go, knowing you are always in my heart and my soul I cry but smile at the same time Feeling your love and what we have Everyday looking forward to hearing your voice and seeing your smile Knowing.. That I am loved...

Underwear Pt. 2
So I finally wore underwear today. Why? I dunno. But someone made a comment about it, asking me when was the last time I wore panties. LMAO It used to be a treat to skip the skivys from time to time...but now it's a treat to actually put some on. Also, I love bras. Pretty ones. Expensive ones. If you are lucky enough to see my bra, trust that its because I'm flaunting it. But today, well all week, they've been especially...um...gravity defying. So I decided to break free of the bra too. I'm an odd girl.

The World In A Pill Bottle
Such trepadations you do incur. An exictance inside a hole of inferiority. Let not your weakend flesh shiver so lightly in the cold of a pre-dawn crash. Chemical introjection, like all the lucid dreams we lived before. Knowing that your heart may give out and your brain may shatter. Steadfast into the pandemonium, such souls we do depart. This is the working plan for the chapel worms, writhing under there catacoms. Please flog me again with your sick words of devotion. Let me feel all that is to be ignored. Human desires, Integrity of truth, freedom of evolution. And they dare ask why there children wish to be numb. Continue your endless journey into the presagious. Let the light of knowledge guide you true. Welcome the needles of a new found sensation. Let the sink in deep, pierce you slowly. Its all worth it. The blood you shed today will bloom the flowers of tomorro. Such trepadations we do indure. I.R.M. 03/28/07

"from Where I Stand"
She lies on her side her curves a silhouette so golden. her hair so black, only lightend by the heat of the sun. the sent of her hair is as if the dew of a honeysuckle lay on her sweet neck. Her breast a soft brown and her lips you only dream to kiss. Ah, she is beautiful here in the sun where she lies. She is not like the incompetent girls, who's nakedness is only to hide the truth... nor is she like the painted girls from home, where the rain only washes there beauty away. She is of the west land and the sunlight; The west land of the people of the tribes--- where the people are one with the earth. The wind blows here where she lies; the trees and the prairie grass: standing tall in great meadows they roll on the wind all the way from the Dakotas to Indiana. I feel myself longing to be a part of the western wind and devoured by her land. Under her knees I would be; the green grass of comfort... under her smooth thighs I would give a soft touch to where she lies

The Two Of Them
He sat quietly on a bench over looking the water thinking when she walked over... "Are you alright" she asked in a soft tone. He replied with a smile "Yes i will be okay thanks" She smiled back and said your welcome. "You've been thinking again havnt you thats why your out here right? looking over the water?" *It always did help me think when i had trouble with my writting" "Are you still writting it" She asked him *No i finished it finally* "God please tell me you wrote a happy ending i can't take anymore sad endings" He smiled at her and said *No you know it doesn't matter what the ending is or who ends up with who... Because in the end it's always going to be me and you in some way* She smiled and inched closer to him taking her hand and placing it in his his other hand then covered hers and she said..."It's always been that way hasnt it, It always comes down to you and me in this place"...she rests her head on his shoulder and softly says .."Soul mates" He smiled and sa

Grow The F&#$ Up People!!!!!
OK, more than a little ticked off here!!!!! I came on line today to find 3 messages for me - from CT. It seems that 3 of my pics were picked out as NSFW - Because obviously MY CLEVEAGE, A CORSET and LINGERIE, NONE OF WHICH ARE SHOWING NIP OR ANYTHING ELSE is Not Safe For Work, a matter of national security, or so offensive that I should wear turtlenecks for the rest of my life!!! The fact that these pics have been on my profile since January shows that SOMEONE obviously has not put a target on my back. I am sorry, but if you are screwing around on CT when you are "at work", then your ass should be fired to begin with! Why should pics of my COVERED BOOBS be marked NSFW because you have an obsession with porn or your desire to screw around on your employers quarter? NSFW should be simply for pics like the cock-a-doodle-doo (because I don't want my language flagged, too!) or kitty kat pics which I have seen plenty of on here, not pictures showing the soft, round definition of orb

Sexxy Man Contest Is Now Open...not Taking No One Else In!
~~ Sexy Man On CT Contest ~~ I Need Men for my contest! With shirt or without! 1st Place will win a blast! 1st Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 7th Person is...... with 1 comments! 8th Person is...... with 1 comments! 9th Person is...... with 1 comments! 10th Person is...... with 1 comments! 11th Person is...... with 1 comments! 12th Person is...... with 1 comments! 13th People is......

Posted It As A Bulletin Too
Ok I tried rating some chick a ten but her page was still loading so it came out being rated a 7. I tried to leave a comment to appologize but she blocked me after leaving a nasty comment on my page. So before you tweek out cause someone rated you lower than a ten, give it a second cause your page was probably still loading when it happend. Not trying to be a bitch but even if you weren't rated a ten, its still better than someone looking at your page and not rating at all. -Katrina

Started 2/2/05 Added 2/16/05
Alone in the Darkness..screaming so high The feeling that no one hears me..makes me cry and cry I feel that I have no-one,standing by my side I feel that I should give up, or I should run and hide Hating feeling helpless, hating feeling scared To live as I should be, I am not prepared. The cravings are driving me nuts, the cravings are making me crazy Unless things change soon, my mind will always be hazy

Tech Support For Men
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also

A Woman Is:
Well, I wrote what I thought a man is..And on the flip side..maybe I'll write a few things about, what a woman is...to me. ============= A woman is… -duality -soft and supple -Someone who is nurturing, empathetic, and understanding -loyal and dependable -brave and confident -Someone who must be conquered by a man This was off the top of my head..lol ;p

Argh!!!!!!!!
What the hell kind of bookkeeper quits two FUCKING days before Year end!!!!!! I could kill right about now....gee thats nice..leave a non-profit organization that works with victims of violence having to scramble to secure funding for next year..like WTF! I can't belive I mangaged to keep myself from flying across my desk and killing her, I have no idea how I managed to keep myself professional today but I did. Almost cried my eyes out later on just from feeling overwhlemed though...what a fucking day!!!!!!!

The Nightmare Goes On...
I'm numb and I'll admit hurting hella bad at the moment.This might not make much sense at all. But my mind is driving me crazy all the thoughts just bounceing around. So I was hopeing a blog might help it. I don't do silence well. It goes back to my youth and being forced to be in a silent,cold,dark place when ever I was thought to deserve punishment. I'm dealing ok. Gypsy needs the rest so i'm silent as I can be. But it allows my thoughts to just run around. Mainly It's fear I'm feeling...I've never loved as deep as I do Gypsy. Hells I knew from the first time I saw her she was my forever... Now the thought of loseing her...well I'm scared to death.I honestly couldn't deal with that on top of loseing our child.... Then there's the thoughts of rage of makeing the one that made this happen suffer 3 fold for it. Of makeing her feel the hurt n pain we are right now. And yeah I'm not proud to admit it but yeah,I do think of her painful demise. I know that's messed up but I find my

Writen Jan, 2 2005
Standing in the Darkness Trying to find my place Wondering if I'll ever fit in..with the rest of the human race Constantly having a craving..that I feel I can never subdue I ask myself would I be accepted..if everyone really knew? I know that I am different And these feelings I must hide This pain that hurts my heart..I must bury deep inside The fact that I can not be the real me..stabs at me every day And I cry at the sad thought..of always living this way Feeling hurt and resentment..from everyone that is around Trying to find more like me But they're nowhere to be found Wanting this agony to end To be among others like me If I find my true family..I will finally be free

Untitled..(yeah Theres Alot Of Those Lol) Written 10/18/05
Connected by the unexplained.. bonded by love..Never wanting to let you go..Needing to see you, hear you, feel you in my arms..wanting to be in your heart, your soul..I've tasted your blood..I've touched your lips..Just sitting, thinking wanting more of it all...Not knowing how far it will go..only knowing..I dont want it to end.

Work In Progress..started:: Dec 9 2004 Added To3/14/07
I am darkness I am light.. my purpose hereis not in sight. The reason is not known..the truth I know must soon be shown. As soon as things begin to be clear..I blink my eyes and sadly my answer disapears. I feel alot stronger, with the inner me..but knowing why I was chosen for this life..I may never see.

God Said, "no!"
"God Said No" I asked God to take away my habit. God said, "No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up." I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, "No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary." I asked God to grant me patience. God said, "No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned." I asked God to give me happiness. God said, "No. I give you blessings; happiness is up to you." I asked God to spare me pain. God said, "No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me." I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, "No. You must grow on your own but I will prune you to make you fruitful." I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, "No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things." I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me. God said, "Ahhhh, finally you have the idea!"

*sigh*
it is noy my day today.. my best friend called me a few hours ago and told me that she decide not move in with me..... so I guess I am not going to have a roommate.. but I will have a date in 2 days with a great guy :) I can't wait!! I hope the date will go very well.. wish me a luck.. :) I hop everyone is doing good!! :)

Perspective
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favourite quotes comes from Alfred D. Souse. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, or a debt to be paid.

Darkness-written 10/12/04
Darkness falls all over me, untill it is all that I see Reaching out into thin air, searching for a hand of someone who cares Suddenly then i feel a soft touch, something oer someone i feel connected to so much It makes me feel all the power under the sun With this force by my side I can over come

I Need Pain Right Now.
why is it when you miss someone and figure out how you feel bam it hits you. you want to tell them and bam it hits you. im cursed and always will be alone. i just need to get use to it. i need chaos. i need a fast car and a hugs wall to drive myself thru.

A Poem For My Kids And Theirs
Fear Not My Little Ones By J S Monti Fear not my little ones. Go softly on your way. Take time to grow and prosper, In health and wealth and mind. The tears you shed in childhood, Will seem petty later on. The spats and sibling rivalry, Are but moments too soon gone. For life can sometimes be that way, Not always steady footing. Never let it ruin your day, Be gentle, kind and soothing. Don’t let mistakes made yesterday, Weigh heavy on your minds. Take heed in what they teach you, And happiness you’ll find. Mistakes are made by everyone. The rich, the poor, the chosen. Don’t let them put a scar on you, Have a warm heart, not one frozen. Don’t let emotions cloud your way, Make your judgments based on facts. Let God and Truth be guides for you, Think before you act. And you will always have me close, My wisdom to impart. I may not have all the answers, But will listen to your heart. I can throw my arms around you, And speak soothing words

My Friend Kurtis Is Looking For Love
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/633215# this is Kurtis profile he is looking for love. he dared me to do this so here goes. we is a good person with an amazing smile. he has a sense of humor, and has a lot of respect for any woman he has dated. He has been unlucky in finding ms right. so if you want to talk to Kurtis, he is on her and asked me to post his yahoo mail as well, Want to know more just ask Kurtis tordeck320@yahoo.com also has yahoo messenger tordeck320 so single ladies drop him a line he is waiting for you. SEE WHAT HAPPENS KURTIS WHEN U DARE ME

Needing Help
I have a friend here on Cherry tap that has only two friends. She needs people to fan,rate, add and friend her so if anybody wants to help please feel free to vist her page. Thank you and lots of cherry luv.

Does Anyone Here Watch American Idol Here
well I have beed watching this show for only 2 years so far got hook on it last year here with my neice who was staying with me as I watch this year there is some good singer who are good but I really think that there is 1 of them who is there that really sucks big moose cxxk sorry for the nasty word here but that how I feel I this kid come out with the most hidious hair due last night what hell is going on there how in the hell did this kid get this far well as I watch last year the contesant were really good and some of then still are Daughrty is reall awsome I seen him in new your here and his show was awsome I should add a few songs by him hereon my payer but I forgot to but will well anyone has any commnets let's hear it peace and be cool

How Rude!
why is it that people come to rate photos of us, and they rate a 1 or a 3? that is rude, if you don't like it, then don't rate it! just go on your merry friggin way! ugg. people are so rude. makes us feel ugly. :( mel

Important Information!!
Telephone Number Search Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit MapQuest, you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming. Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my brother's number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to& nbsp;h is house. you can fill out the removal form for yourself, and I would encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary. If your number is already unlisted with the phone company, you should be alright. Mine didn't come up because my number is already unlisted. Please look up your own number. In order to test w

Past Sanjaya's Expiration Date
Considering the title of today's blog, I probably should have chosen another photo; the United States Post Office announced this series of Star Wars stamps which they're releasing in May, and I am a fan. To wit, I was planning to start with my take on last night's American Idol, the semiannual competition to determine which singer Clive Davis can draft as a new workhorse for life. (Hmm . . . cynicism is just not me, is it?) I don't even like the show that much, but this season is bordering on the ridiculous -- it's appealling that Randy, Paula, and Simon are saying what we're really thinking about which singers go on next week and which don't, and this season Ryan and the show are actually fielding questions from the viewing audience . . . but sometimes you wonder what they're on. One of the final twelve is a seventeen-year-old named Sanjaya -- sorry about the lack of detail if you don't watch the show; I wouldn't watch it if Martha didn't record the show religiously -- whose sing

Some Words I Like
I've always considered myself a bit of a word-smith. And, I'd like to think my vocabulary is expressive and expansive, if nothing else. So, just for shits and giggles, here are a few words I like for various reasons. . synchronicity . caveat . acquiescence . serendipity . kismet . peculiar . effloresense . tabula rasa . rabble rouser . fulcrum . quandary . sanguine . gestalt . capitulation . squabbling

Read
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend IF YOU A REAL FRIEND HAVE A GOOD DAY

I Gess This Is What Im Thinking
SOMETIMES IN LIFE U CRY LIKE ME MOST OF THE TIME WEATHER IT B OUT LOUD OR INSIDE WHAT DO U DO TRY 2 DEAL WITH THE SHIT IN LIFE DEALS SO SAD SO SAD BUT U NO I GESS THIS IS THE WAY I FELL AT THIS SECOND IT PROB DONT MEAN SHIT 2 NOBODY

For Those Into Deathmetal
My friends band Intestinal Strangulation are setting out on a tour soon, soo if your in to some Brutal Deathmetal check the tour dates and go to a show near you! Note: Ill be at the show august 10th in portland oregon! Notice: some cities changed******************* PATHOLOGICAL BRUTALITY TOUR: Volume III July 06 - Las Vegas, NV July 07 - Phoenix, AZ July 08 - Tucson, AZ July 09 - El Paso, TX July 10 - Albuquerque, NM July 11 - DAY OFF July 12 - Oklahoma July 13 - Dallas, TX July 14 - Austin, TX July 15 - Houston, TX July 16 - Baton Rough, LA July 17 - Jackson, MI July 18 - Jackson, TN July 19 - Atlanta, GA July 20 - Jacksonville, FL July 21 - Orlando, FL July 22 - Miami, FL July 23 - South Carolina July 24 - Virginia July 25 - Allentown, PA July 26 - New York July 27 - Boston, MA***************** July 28 - Montreal, Quebec, Canada July 29 - Toronto, Ontario, Canada July 30 - Detroit, MI July 31 - Chicago, IL Aug 01 - Millwauke, WI Aug 02 - Min

Lonely :written: March 28 2007
Really miss You when you are away..why oh why cant you just stay? Why must you leave me all alone for all of the reasons that are not known... Please come back to me to be in Your arms..to keep me safe and secure from harm. i promise i will serve You well...untill you return however..alone i must dwell...

Without You
Without You Do you ever think about me, like I think about you? When, I get up in the morning and the sun sparkles on the morning dew. When, I go for a drive in my car. I’ll see flower growing wild an, I’ll be reminded how pretty you are. Did I ever tell you, how much I love to see you smile? Did I tell you, how much you lift me in times of trial? I often wish the words would flow from my pen. To tell you you’re more then a lover, you’re my friend. You know, thru our good times and thru our bad. You brought a smile upon my face when, I was sad. When, the lines grow on our face and our hair has turned gray. I’m glad you’ve been with me thru the night and day. An, when our days on earth are thru, I wouldn’t have been me, without you. chris

Before The Wedding
Well I am ready to leave for the church in a little bit.I hate functions like this,lol.I will be glad when it's over with altho I would not have missed their Wedding for anything.I will ask you to say a little prayer for them please they so deserve it.I will report back in tonight when I get back,LOL

Thanks 2 All & I Mean All Of The Awesome People/friends On Ct
I have made such awesome people on CT and CF.... It just really stinks that I have no way of meeting all of you.. I really wish that I could meet, shake hands and hug all of you.. But, alot of you live so far away and some/alot even in other countries.. which makes me wish I would / could win the lottery so I could actually travel to meet you all... So many of you have been so nice to me it damn near makes me cry thinking about it.. Thank you all for all of the care and respect that you have shown me .... It really means more to me than you could ever imagine!!! THANK YOU AGAIN ALL OF MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON CT & CF ... Oh and THANK YOU TO THE CREATORS OF CT N CF WITHOUT YOU IT WOULDNT HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE!!! LOTS OF LOVE AND RESPECT TO ALL OF YOU FROM ME!!! JOE

How The Fuck Did I Manage To Do That?
I look back at the beginning of this year. Only 5 days into it and I was certain that I had finally found what I was looking for. I still think I do. But thats all washed away now. I had to let go. I am ashamed that I was such a fool. That I let the wall down and that I broke another in the process....No words can express my regret. Spring has come again. Another time of sun and all the glory and joy it should bring. But its just another season. Just another year. And my slow decay carcass lies in the middle of it all. Laying down where I left off. Lost to anyone who searches. Dont come find me, its more than likely a worthless cause. You will see. You will see loud and clear, becuase this whole world will know who I am, and where I am. Some will wonder when and how I got there. What it took. And how I did it. Remember I am the warrior. Although soft and torn apart I am still a survivor. No matter whos path I cross or who comes across me. You will be powerless and you will re

Nasty Sex Joke
okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!