Sometimes i wonder if i could just escape. Go somehwre and finaly be free and happy. Life is never fair in fact its like a chain and noose around u slowly choking the life out of you while fully conscious of the hurt inside. Its so easy to slip into something that numbs the pain temporarily but in the end it only tightens the chains around you making you hurt even more.
Just about everything you ever loved leaves you. Friends, family, things you were once good at. You find yourself so desperate grasping the last bits of them and it completely slips away. The pain from that loneliness can eat you away. Until thers nothing but a shell an empy husk that only knows pain.
