some people say they'd rather not have a father...sometimes i differ sometimes i agree .when i was born my father said i wasnt his and acused my mom of cheatin,but everyone knew HE was my father.as time went by, my mom moved from here to there.well when i was 2 1/2 she was datin this guy in cali.he was abusive.i can still remember gettin hit ,still remember wakin up in the hospital.turned out he had a record of child abuse.i also have a half sis(his daughter,she was pregnant with at the time).my mom got blamed for the abuse and was sent to jail.my family(my aunt) bailed her out.the state of cali took her and me away from my mom..im 28 years old and i can still remember the pain, the tubes in my chest( yeah i still got the scars),the smell of the air, and even the nurses name....larette.yeah it sounds as bs but its all real.somehow and someway my 'aunt and uncle'(my grandfather's aunt(yes i said grandfather's aunt) were allowed to adopt me me.in most cases they wont allow it to happen cause it is blood and there will be some sort of connection, in this case they accepted it,i dont know how but they did it.when i grew up all i had was them and on occasion my mom.my aunt would let my mom see me whenever she wanted, and so the same for me.yeah it was illegal. when i was about 9 -10 i saw my uncle layin on the front lawn...heart attack.it hurt so much seeing the only person ive ever really had as a father die...
For the last 17-18 years ive grown up without a father.my aunt died on oct. 19 2004.for years she always told me "no matter what...everything will be alright".MANY things have happened to me and somehow things turned around and i was alright......except 1 thing......my real father never tryin to find me
