I was standing in the darkened doorway
waiting for that monster to notice me
she was throwing things and yelling
I dont think she knew that i could see
she yelled at her little boy
for spilling food on the floor
i was still waiting for her to see
that i was standing in the door
she yelled at his father
for things he didnt do wrong
i dont think she realized
I'd been standing there so long
I was standing in the doorway
watching her go into a fit of rage
It was hard for me to watch her
Screaming, going on a rampage.
I was standing in the doorway
watching as it became clear
that girl i was watching was me
thats why she didnt see me standing here.
Standing in the doorway once again
after seeing how mean i am
crying and begging for my anger to end.
