why is it that everytime i become happy
someone makes me sad?
when i am excited
someone makes me mad
i let the words of truth roll off my tongue and my finger tips
but sometimes i am doubted as if they never left my lips
what have i done to get treated this way
to have someone tear me apart every single day
i am sick of being walked on like i dont fucking exist
sick of everyone purposely trying to get me pissed
tired of the person i care about the most taking back the things he has said that made me feel like i meant something to someone for once
tired of feeling whole again and having someone take it away so i can feel lonely again like i did all those months
afraid of never being good enough and time and time again i get proved right
i guess its the end because i dont have the strength to keep putting up a fight
i have a hard time coping with people that lie to me and i am sick of being mind fucked
i should have realized a long time ago that i will aways have bad luck
so to get to the point without rambling on and on
i am sick of it, all of it i should have known i was wrong all along
