Actually I'm pretty pissed now. Lol I wrote the freaking blog and myspace gave me a freaking error and erased it. Okay...to remember what I wrote.
Yesterday Michael was being so absolutely cute. I had a huge smile on my face most of the day. I am so lucky to have met this man. I am so incredibly in love with him. It hurts not being able to spend every second with him since time is running so short now. I hate whenever he has to drop me off at home again. It kills me to see him drive off. I cry everytime he does. Things have changed a bit these past couple of weeks. I've learned to open myself up to him completely. Every little thing that is on my mind, I tell him. It feels good to have someone know the things that are bothering you. Even if it's just an itch from a mosquito, lol. I know things will be harder when he leaves and I know that I will prolly break down a few times along the way. But it helps so much knowing that all I have to do is tell him when I am and I know he will be right there for me. I'm going to spend the weekend with him. I'm glad I am. Mom knows I need it. I'm holding so much afloat right now and it's beginning to tear at me. God knows I need some quiet time with Michael. I will prolly ignore my calls for the weekend, so just letting ya'll know that. I'm gonna spend as much time with him as I can, lol, without getting too annoying. Well here is a little something for you Michael. I love you baby, can't wait to see you friday.
You are the light of my life when all others are out.
You are the beat of my heart when mine can't take it.
You are my moonlight and stars in the dark of the night.
You are the night breeze that puts me to sleep.
You are the sun in the morning that greets me with a smile.
Most of all you are my twin for you complete me in every way.
I love you so much Michael.
Always & Forever
