First start,
with a mixture of surrender,
find your self hate,
wind it up in a broth
of deep dark ruin.
Simmmer till boil,
walk away from your own internal
cauldron
and let it over flow.
Amazing flavor!
Find hints of self discovery,
throw them over your shoulder for luck,
that you are pretty sure will never happen.
Give up,
sleep for a day,
and here you go!
A cake of self-ruin.