I am sitting here wondering why I seem to always be a secret in peoples lives. the past 3 ladies I have been involved with I have seemed to be a secret to others. the first one of course had a Master and I was just a friends with benefits but even after they were seperated I was a secret. the next didn't want to put on her profile that she was taken not sure why she told me a reason but it really didn'ty make thjat much scence to me anyway since she told me that she was proud to be part of me.
the last it seems wanted to be mine and I wanted to give her time and she agreed but not sure if how she is feeling really if she wants anyone of her friends to know. and really not sure if we have progressed past what we have had before what she said. well time will tell I guess. no big thing. I will be fine.
