You finally read my blogs, while you did not leave me any feedback, I hope you liked them. My emotions and my words seem to meld into one thought you. I don't know what to say in real life some times. I don't know how to say what I want to. I know this is not love, I don't fall that quickly anymore, I know I could love you. And I hope that you could eventually love me. I'm scared at times to tell you how I am feeling, not sure if you want to know, or not sure if it will freak you out. You are what I want, and what gets me through my day. I don't mind not seeing you everyday. When I do it is amazing. I get excited when I am going to see you. It is this feeling I have not had since I was in Highschool. You and I are so alike, that it scares me, how we can maybe help each other achieve each others goals. I'll be there for you whenever you need me to. And I hope that you will return the favor. I hope when I graduate college you are there with signs cheering me on as I grab my diploma. You make all of my writings meld into one thought, they are not intense, they are just me telling the world, shouting from the rooftop "This guy gets me!!!!" I may not understand you all the time, i'm getting there, I understand your need for down time, I understand your need for alone time. You do these amazing things for me, you go out when you are tired, you open doors for me you hold my hand when i need it to be held. You care about me, you make fun of me, you try to pick my nose. I'm so scared of not hiding anymore, of comming clean to the world, you make me want to take that leap, be true and honest. I think I would be happier then.
