Who are you?
Words are told to me you love me
I wonder do you really do
Personally I don't love you
We met in a time when I was doing my thing
I was just trying to find my way
You came along with your loving
For a while you had me mesmerized
Just from a simple observation
I figured you not material to be mine
Your priorities not in the right direction
With evaluation of myself
I realize you not what I need
I did not tell you before
It was hard when taken over by lust
You being infatuated with my lovemaking
For me it was just good sex
But you wanted more
We was friends before this came about
I wish it could go back
We were better off without sex involved
Now things complicated
You don't want to speak to me now
Ask me to be your lady
The truth is you not the kind of man I need or want
We not meant for each other
Wonders on the regrets of what we done
Mixing friends and lovers together
The result of you falling for me
You being told I was not ready for anything
You still tried to push it
Now you tired of me
You should be tired of yourself now
My mind was made up and still is
I am working on things I need to do
I hate to let you go
But sex can't pay my bills
You may have great loving
Those nights you had me reaching undeniable peaks
Was great for a moment
We started was based on lust and infatuation
Before I let my heart gets broken but someone lusting me
I will find out if it's real
So far its just words
You have not shown me what you feel
We know it hard for some to express it
Calling me anomalously don't count
Showing up at my house with my consent don't count
Bothering me after I told you to leave me alone don't count
Making empty promises don't count neither
Anytime I see you we in the sheets
Rocking the sheets like is some sport
What about my emotions you playing
Since its been months of seeing your face
Why should I even give in to you?
I am growing up now
I realized your game is played
You lie too much
For two years you promised my birthday present
The present still not here
But you wonder why I don't like promises
Take a hint then
The lies won't make me believe you love me
My inner self says you lying to me
Make me wonder who you were in the beginning