So I should be asleep , but alas I am a insomniac. That and my father passed away about 2 weeks ago. I stay at home cause I was taking care of my father.
Its hard to come to grips when a member of the faimly dies . Real hard I mean everyone says theyre prepared but how can you really be ?
You cant not when you see someone you admired and someone you took care of laying dead in bed . And wonder just what they were thinking before they passed . The memory's good or bad never leave .
We dident always have the best relashionship , he near the end made his peace with me . And I think he relized just how much I did care about him . He was my hero when really I dont look up to much in this world. Well mabye sponge bob -Laughs- No seriously he was a hero.
He faught in 2 wars never hurt a civillian yet was a gangster too . 73 well almost 73 you think man thats old. But really it isent , but then the life the man lived would make a 10 year old become 40 .
I miss you ....but now youre at rest .....and may you always rest well and know everything is still crackin ...I loved you father ....
