Fubar Blog Posts 4

Rescue Might Be Closing :(
As a lot of you know I am very involved with animal rescue especially when it comes to Rottweilers. The Rescue that I volunteer with is in trouble...I just got this email today...needless to say once you read it you will probably understand that my mood is not gonna be all that great. http://www.ncrottierescue.net Date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 9:56 AM We can pay almost all the blls for last month except rockets bill which is $2300. His bill was very unexpected. It adds to the pressure of keeping NCrr open. If we don't come up with ways to make money and get our dogs out of boarding we will have to shut down. I don't know how else to say it. I have tried sending many Fundraising ideas to the group with little response or none at all. The stress is unbearable and I am at a loss. Doesn't anyone have kids who have friends who would help with a dog car wash. Anyone in girl scouts not scouts that need to earn badges. We need someone to do a newsletter. I don't know how much money we lo

S Is For Swallow
Yep...been moping..sure as shit ;) And I have decided....OFF with my hair! I'll let everyone know when I get it cut...but I don't want to hear any complaining...you like long hair thats fine..but its not you who has to style it or pull it back while you're having "fun" fun of course = sex DUH!! I think life should be more fun :D

Info Faba Needs From All Members
*Fuversary:*Birthday:*wedding aniversary:*fu wedding aniversary:*link to bomb album (250 pix please)*link to album named FABA (100 pix anykind)*link to any 1 album (as close to 100 pix as u can)

Sunshine Cleaning
So even though I think the MuMM votes went to 'Public Enemies', time dictated we caught this, which was on later. As expected, Amy Adams and Emily Blunt made for an impressive and thoroughly watchable duo. For my money, two of the finest young actresses out there at the moment. Excellent support from Alan Arkin, Chloe from '24' and that guy that sold Dawson drugs in 'Rules Of Attraction'. Perhaps a trifle on the light side, with a so-so ending, but plenty of both laughs and moving moments on the way, and the faultless leads make it a thoroughly enjoyable experience. Not an astounding find, then, but a great way to spend an evening without massive explosions or being masturabated at by Megan Fox.

Fakers
Soo...I found several people that pathetically pretended to be Russian, I have no idea why. Two were guys, both with a word "Russian" in their name., Upon contacting them in my native language, they revealed with shame that they are either 1/4th Russian, or a 5th generation Russian. I was like WTF? False ad, my friend. Another was a cunt that pretended to not only put Russian in her name, but also steal my RL name (Natasha). When asked where she was from in Russian, she responded with "da"...wtf, are you retarded? Then I called her a stupid dumb cunt in Russian, to which she replied with "I'm from NY". WTF?? I dont get this whole "Ill pretend to be from elsewhere" shit.

Outrage!
With the enormity of the situation apparent in his face as he spoke, Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart on Friday evening declared the historic Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip a crime scene and closed off public access to it immediately. "While we understand the demand for information, we just can't jeopardize a crime scene, and it's becoming clear there are potential crime scenes littered throughout this cemetery," Dart said. He offered a number of examples to illustrate the magnitude of the situation, telling how a family went out looking for 10 family members on Friday and couldn't find a single one; how a headstone for a military veteran was apparently paid-in-full 17 years ago but never seen; how entire portions of gravesites were completely missing from a section of the cemetery; and how the company had no record of people buried there when their family members were certain they were. Earlier in the day, Dart had sought a temporary restraining order to stop new burials, but later dropped

Swoopers
Lately I'm gettin tired of swoopers. Those are people on your friends list that swoop down on occassion into the SB, say hello, then disappear. After about 5 hrs they reply to you again. Soo...I just stopped responding to all the pointless hi's, hows it goings, etc cause its a waste of my 5 seconds :) Not tryin to be a bitch, but why should I reply to you in a first place?

Asking Again.spotlight.
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25. Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this? I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out? If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k. P.s.Brokeass thank you for being the only one to donate so far.1 million that was kind of you.Salute coming soon for you.

Warning- Rant Ahead!
FRIENDSHIP i REALIZE THIS IS A GAME AND THAT IT IS KIND OF ABOUT POINTS AND LEVELING A S FAST AS POSSIBLE BUT AT WHAT COST? SEEMS TO ME NOW THAT THE NEW LEVELS INVOLVE SOME HELP FROM OTHERS SOME PEOPLE WOULD BE MORE CONSIDERATE. I RAN A BOMB YESTERDAY AND I HAD ALREADY HAD A LIST MADE OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHO BOMBED ME NOT ONLY WHEN I HAD AUTOS BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, WHEN I DID NOT. DESPITE TURNING OFF MY SB AND A STATUS MESSAGE BEING VERY CLEAR ABOUT HOW I WAS HANDLING THINGS, PEOPLE REPEATEDLY ADDED ME BEGGING TO BOMB THEIR PAGE, OR SEND ME A GIFT AND ASK ME TO BOMB THEIR PAGE, OR WORSE YET JUST SHOWED UP WITHOUT EVEN RATING MY PROFILE AND JUST BECAUSE THEY HAD A FLASHY 11'EXPECTED ME TO BOMB THEM. BEING THE PERSON I AM, WHEN I WAS DONE MY LIST I DID HIT A FEW AND THEN LOW AND BEHOLD TODAY SOME HAVE RAN NOT ONE BUT TWO BOMBS AND I HAVE RATED THEIR PICS AND THEY NEVER RETURNED THE BOMB. THEIR STATUS SAID BOMBING AUTOS. TO ME THATS JUST PLAIN BULLSHIT! WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I AM ORACL

Silly Hos
ok NEWSFLASH!!!! If you sell ur naked pics and cam time for bling packs, you might as well be on the corner giving it up........ that makes you a whore. I certainly would hope you had better respect for yourself than that, but.......... given the abundance of whores on this site, I doubt it. STOP BEING WHORES! you might ACTUALLY find a good man.

Beef Short Ribs W/dry Rub And Homemade Salsa
Short ribs -are one of the most flavorful cuts of beef. Not much needs to be done -just a dry rub made of salt, pepper, oregano, red pepper flakes, and a biy of crushed garlic, cooked over charcoal Salsa from diced tomatoes, green onions, bell peppers, and oregano, pepper, salt, parsley, and red wine vinegar. Its almost done -yay!!

Okay
Well my 1st night here was alright. I was a nervous wreck most of it. The girls are all nice. I didnt sleep worth a darn, seemed like I was awake almost every hour. But I am sure that will improve, or at least I hope so. I am gonna go after the counseling, I was semi reluctant at first, but I think that would be the best thing for me. Perhaps, something to knock me out of this funk I have been in for so long. I will have access to fu, just not as much, which is fine too. There are no messengers, so if you are one of the few that dont have my number and want to text or something, private message me and I will give it to you. I love you all, and thank you for all the support you have given me.

Wed, Jul 15, 2009 [[calming Down, Mother Drama]]
I've been feeling better today! Last night a great friend from the Fu called me and talked things over with me. I realized that though I am going through some hard things right now, i'm not the only one plastered with the word 'worry' written over my entire face. I want to thank you so much because you truely helped me to realize that having problems is no reason to not go out and enjoy the things I love the most! :) HUGS! :) Hmmm, what else? Well, my mothers been blowing my phone up insisting that I'm depressed because I won't answer her phone for ONE DAY! Oh boy, that lady gets on my nerves sometimes! She actually called me on speakerphone today with a close friend (to both of us) with concern for why I wasn't talking to my EX BOYFRIEND lately!? REALLY? We dated 2 years ago for a 2 year period and he wants to get back with me but I don't feel the same and apparently, everyone needs to know whats up with me not talking to him. [[Needless drama]] He tells me that 'he wanted to see

Day N Night
One bright day in the middle of the night, 2 dead boys got up to fight. They turned back to back and faced each other, drew swords and shot each other. The deaf policeman heard the noise, came over and shot the 2 dead boys. If you dont believe this story is true, go ask the blind man, he saw it too

I Love This Song
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n

The Stench Of Failure
So, after working on Hollie's Altima for 4 days, I've determined this problem is above my level of expertise. Hurts me to tell her I can't fix it, and she'll have to pay a real mechanic. Last time I did that, one of the mechanics totaled her VW Bug at 9pm near his house "test driving it" while drunk. I just don't have anybody to recommend that I know will NOT rip her off. Grrrrr.Additionally, after helping Kissi with her Exploder all day, I found that the leak is actually coming from a cracked transmission housing. This can't be fixed, all she can do is replace it with another transmission. She has no money for buying a transmission or having someone install it. She's depressed and is now calling her friends looking to see if someone can come give her a ride back to Boone, where she goes to college & has a part time job. When she gets there she will be stranded again 3 hours from home. *sigh*I used to be able to fix anything. :(

My Phone
alas due to the fact of the shitty economy and the facty the job market sux right now i have to turn off my phone tomorrow because i cant afford to keep it on...hopefully it wont be too long before i have it turned back on

The Bubmle Bee Episode
Both of my boys are allergic to bumble bees,wasps and so on. My boys and I had been having an awesome day. Cutting down trees and finding old fallen timber. My sister and I take the boys to the store,this is nothing new. As I am turning onto our street my oldest son sees a bumblebee in the back window. Talk about total chaso insuing! He is yelling bumble bee,the back passanger door flies open,Max(youngest) is now screaming and freaking out. I am now yelling "close the door!" Not knowing his foot is out. I am in the process of stopping the car. His foot is out,dragging across the gravel road.He takes off running across the pasture and finally sits down. Suddenly,he looks down and starts yelling. Sidenote..Max is out of the car and screaming for dear life. Alex makes his way back to the car,I am yelling at him and then...I see the blood. Max gets back in the car,crying and asking if Alex is going to be okay. I am,of course saying he is fine. How the hell do I know,I still have to drive

Sports Colors
I'm helping my friend Liz. What she is doing is crocheting different things...Blankets, scarfs, hats, baby dresses, scrunchies, wash cloths, bath poofs, facial scrubbies, coasters, angels, hearts, and pretty much anything that has a pattern. She's thinking of selling them online, there is a website that is like ebay, but for handmade items only. I'm thinking it would be a great idea, since the things I've seen that she can make are really good. She also knows that, while SOME men might like these things, it will be mostly women that would buy these things. I was telling her that there are some avid sports fans that are women and that they could possibly like something with their teams colors on it. While she's looking for other stitch patterns and finishing up on some other projects, I told her I'd help her. Of course I had to come here for that..seeing as how I'm not really into sports. What are some sports teams and their colors????? Help!!!!!

Seven Pounds
Just finished watching this movie, and wow, I was amazed at how things went. Really sends out a message about life and the choices we make. Ben Thomas: [From trailer] In seven days, God created the world. And in seven seconds, I shattered mine.

To Respect Her Wishes
i hang my headi hung myself in my headour love is deadi leave flowerseveryday saying those words unsaidin a dreamafraid of acting on my desirebecause i accepted what you meanthat you will always love mebut we will always be friendsthis kind of friendswho never talk and never spendtime or cross each other's pathis a lieso indicate this will come to pass?i cryas if everyday someone i loved diedor tortured and left in darkcold and naked....i wish i could get over you.

2 My Friends
No matter where we go or the distance in between I’ll always be here for you I hope you can be there for me Everything we’ve had to go through and everything still to come I hope we can still stay friends and help keep each other strong You know I’ll always be by your side if you need a helping hand don’t be afraid to ask you know you always can. There have been soooo many people on here that have touched my heart and continue to do so far beyond the reaches of Fubar. Here is a list just to name of few of them..if i missed you i mean nothing by it i promise u that!!! Ur Obsession (h)'s on everyone!!!! My Big Sister

Musings
The return of someone on here today got me thinking, i call her a name that probably very few would be able to get away with, without the wrath being brought down around their ears. I have an aunt whose real name is ethel, she detests the name so much she uses her middle name of joyce. i am the person in the family (which is waltons type fucking huge by the way) that can call her ethel and she takes it from me. Are there certain people that just by their very nature can say or do things to other people (not abuse of course) and get away with them where others wouldn't. What is that thing about them that sets them apart like that ?

Melbourne, Day 1.
Wednesday, the day, vanished. Disappeared. Gone. Absent. Completely. Long 14 hour flight. In the very pleasant company of Sarah and her mother Kimberly (immortalized in my pic section). Verizon promised my phone would work. My phone didn’t work. Changed to Telstra, Now the internet on my phone doesn’t work, however at Telstra I did meet Belinda. A lovely woman….and married. Pass. Shuttle has no record of me but gave me a ride nonetheless. Anastasia was the operator. I dated a woman with that name. Maybe that explains the special treatment. Qantas lost baggage, then found it on a later plane. All of 8 minutes and a complimentary cup of “coffee” later. There is no coffee in Melbourne.

Can Money Buy Love???
so i have this friend who i dated about 12 yrs ago and we always joke about getting back togeather, but we both know we're better off as friends. anyway i was telling her how im working with a company to get a patent for an idea i have and how the guy told me once its done even if i sell 1 item in each store a day ill be the happiest man in fl, or i can sell the idea to a company for 10's millions of dollars! so she said to me for that kind of money she'd deffinatly get back with me, so me being the smartass that i am i said since she would only want me for my money, with that kind of money i could buy 100 younger versions of her. odviously she didnt think i could or this blog wouldnt be posted! to make a long story short, she said yeah if someone saw me driving a nice car, wearing expencive clothes, jewelry, etc. then yeah i could find someone who would come along for the ride take me for what they can and be on their way. then that classic song "money cant buy me love" popped into m

Running Through My Head...
Link: You Took The Words Right Outta My Mouth (Hot Summer Night) by Meat Loaf I love this song! Seems especially poignant lately... Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx, DIT, The Dog, #3 on the menu...

This Is Dedicated To Our Darling Angel Chrystel Marie
My Angel My Stay in the Hospital was long over due, many days spent of feeling so blue. Anxiously waiting for our child to be born caused a relapse of my heart to be torn. Our Beautiful Daughter, holding so tight, removed from my arms, way out of sight. Where are you taking her, where will she be? This is our Daughter she belongs to me. We won't take her far, she is fighting to breathe, please be patient, we may have to retrieve. God be with her as I am too weak, my hearts in my mouth unable to speak. Please, God help her and do the right things. You have the power, I'm left without wings. We hear a call from the Angels above, we now have to take her and share our true love. When your Child has gone to the heavens above, you pray for special wings of a dove. My Darling Angel if I could fly, Mommy would be there instead of bidding you goodbye. I would stay by your side from morning till night. Watch over you Darling to know you're all right. Daddy l

This Page Is Dedicated To Our Precious Son Alan Matthew
Tears in Heaven Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th

Control Freaks
Its a damn shame that some people feel that they can control people by telling them that they are banned from their lounge and run their mouths about someone because they fired them.For those of you that have been told by this DRUNK you cant talk to me and few others , WELL GUESS THE FUK WHAT? SHE CANT TELL YOU WHO TO TALK TO AND WHO NOT TO TALK TOO. AND IF YOU WERE BANNED BY THIS PERSON COME FIND ME YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO MY LOUNGE AND THE SISTER LOUNGE WE WILL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS You know who you are..... I wouldnt lower myself to steal staff from another lounge. People are starting to see the real you and they dont like it . You are an alcoholic. Grow up and face reality..... People are leaving you because they cant stand the way u are. I WOULD NEVER DISRESPECT YOU THE WAY YOU DID ME.... BUT U KNOW WHAT? I DONT NEED A BOTTLE TO MAKE MY LIFE.... WHEN YOU FIRED ME YOU LOST THE BEST MANAGER THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE AND THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE. You are also the worst b

Making Lemonade
So my life is not so sun shiny just now. I don't feel like giving a complete explanaition regarding the situation, but suffice it to say that I am absolutely miserable. I have to focus on fixing what I must to ensure the next step is in the right direction. That direction leads me to my kids. How does one explain that their' children love them absolutely and want to be with them, but choose to live with the other parent because of the situation they don't want to suffer through any longer? I know without the details you will only be confused, but living where I am, at my parents house, with my parents, isn't where my children wish to be. Soooooooooo I have to get us all out in one piece but in pieces and it makes no real sense to me just yet. I hate today and may hate tomorrow even more, but I will keep going because I know it will all be okay at some point. I might not be on much or talk much, but I will probably blog again. xoxo

Jul 25 [[parents Gone Wild]]
My Mother is a psycho liar. It's frustrating. She screamed "FUCK YOU" in my ear (over the phone) while my dad flipped me off and called me a bitch. Yay me. All i did to my dad was ask him if I can borrow the phone to call my mom. All I did to my mom was, well, call her and express my concern for her lying to me. And then I got screamed at online by a good friend. What a good day. NOT. Though my sister is here and we were talking to my other sister online; and that helped. :) -I want to sleep for ten years- Who's with me? Otherwise today, I practice guitar with my sis, and finished packing for my move a half an hour away tomorrow. Sometimes I wonder if I'll regret my decision about not moving to Florida with my father but apparently it doesn't matter to him anyways. He is my hero and showed me happiness and gave the word 'love' an actual meaning. My mother and I can't stand living together but if this is the only way to continue my education so be it. Sigh, I don't know what

The Lil Gunz N Onez
In a world made of names, one may ask, "whats in a name?" In this case, its an assload of irony. The offending party in this case is usually a woman of elephantesque proportions, who feels the need to work "lil" into her name. This is different from a man using "lil", because well, we already knew that. Your typical "Lil" gurl, is either morbidly obese, has a bakers dozen worth of kids, or is a midget. Only one of the preceeding is appealing. Upon meating the "lil whatev" in person, one is struck by the fact that she is the size of a water buffalo, and because her arms arent long enough to reach around the fat to wash her ass, she smells like one as well. In order to properly clean one, she must be hauled on a flatbed to the nearest machine operated car wash, and dumped repeatedly on the conveyor until the machinery either gives up the ghost, or she is ejected sputtering and pink out of the car bay like some grotesque birth scene. In the case of the "lil momma", she is surrounded by

Bowling And Buying.
I just got back from bowling. I have to say, other than my first game, I'm proud of myself. I got a 123, 189, and 168. I did have probably the best laugh I've had in years too. Some guy was there and I swear he was more of a woman, with his hair and fanny packS than I am. Well, I don't have a fanny pack, but yeah. He was so into himself, lol. I can't explain it, you would have had to have seen it. Every few seconds he was flipping his hair back and the man had 2, yes 2, fanny packs on. I guess he was too much man for 1. On Facebook I'm buying Zak Bagans. I keep fighting this one guy, his name is Adam. Every time I buy him back he changes the status, lol. The first time it said "Quit buying him, he's mine". This time it is "I'll fight for him as long as I have to!". Now, am I the only one that thinks its weird? I dunno. Maybe it's not, lol. Zak is rather sexy.....

Jul 29th [[allsituated]]
Well, I'm happy to say that the move from Bettendorf to Maquoketa went well. The first day we completed all of the painting/priming/etc. The second day I was all moved in and completely unpacked! Awesomeness! Today I made pork roast with my mother and went to the parade with my little sister. I almost passed out there, it was weird but it feels good to be home :) I took a lot of pictures of Haley (my 2 year old sister) and I'm eager to upload/edit them :) She's addorable. There are a few pictures of her in my 'photography' album. Other then that lately I've been trying to focus my energy into practicing guitar. =] It's coming along. Gives me and my fifteen year old sister some bonding time. I can't wait to get a job and start going to school again. I miss being busy. It gives me something to look forward too. :) :) So my moms thinking about getting the wii fit for her and her boyfriend? Is it actually good exercise and worth the buy? Tell me, tell me. =] Always Flexible, Kay

Chapstick
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on the mat in our bathroom. We have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loved chapstick. LOVED it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. Finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and explained he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer after he finished. That year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has long forgotten that this is a wonderful da

Salutes Version 2
I'm gonna make more salutes tonight. Most will probably just have your username on it...because I'm lazy, but yeah. If you want one...leave a comment on here. I know I just made some, but now I have more paper...if you got one then and you want another one..that's fine lol. Gotta go for a few. I'll be back when I get the boys to sleep. Love you all!

Everybody Knows This Song..
It's a fucked up world,a fucked up place,everybody's judged by thier fucked up face.Fucked up dreams and fucked up lives,this fucked up kid with his fucked up knife.Fucked up moms and fucked up dads.A fucked up cop with a fucked up badge.A fucked up job with fucked up pay,a fucked up boss,it's a fucked up day! This message brought to you by: Fuck 15x's over

Fantasy #2
This is where the story begins....you and me, a night alone on a steamy July evening. I am standing at the large island in the kitchen making us some morgan and coke. you can hear the sound of the ice clinking in the glass....you know exactly what is about to happen. As I stand there in your button up white shirt and no bra, just wearin my red lace boyshorts. I take a piece of ice and place it on my hot skin just at the nape of my neck I lean my head back, enjoying the coolness of the ice, as it begins to melt, it trickles down my chest. I look back up and see you sitting there.....you have unzipped your pants and are making your way to the kitchen. You come up behind me and take the ice from my delicate fingers.....placing it in your mouth.....you then run the ice over my nipples making them hard instantly I grab your hair and run my fingers thru it pulling you into me, needing the warmth of your skin to warm me up. You then toss the ice in the sink and take my breast in your hand..

And Miles To Go Before I Sleep
This may seem like an odd blog entry, but I currently find it fitting. This blog will be incomplete with out your participation. What I want is for each person who reads this to post a poem that means something to them, that touches them, and if they are willing, to also post WHY it affects them. To be fair, I'll start: Stopping By Woods on a Snowy Evening by Robert Frost Whose woods these are I think I know.His house is in the village though;He will not see me stopping hereTo watch his woods fill up with snow.My little horse must think it queerTo stop without a farmhouse nearBetween the woods and frozen lakeThe darkest evening of the year.He gives his harness bells a shakeTo ask if there is some mistake.The only other sound's the sweepOf easy wind and downy flake.The woods are lovely, dark and deep.But I have promises to keep,And miles to go before I sleep,And miles to go before I sleep. This is my favorite poem. It speaks to me of beauty and death. It reminds me even in m

&hearts Do You Want A Personal Salute By Me??? ♥
I am saving for spotlight so i came up with an idea...people are always asking me for salutes but none really seem to help me get fubucks for the spotlight so I decided to sell salutes. 1. Normal sfw salutes 250k 2. Bra salutes 500k 3. Topless salute wearing nothing but my hands and a smile :) will cost 1 million ♥ In closing IF you wish to have a salute made please private message me with what you would like and when i receive the fubucks I will make them upon payment. ♥ Thank You to all those that have helped me thus far! I look forward to doing business and making new friends Please help me reach my goal..

Untimely Death
I'm not a "thumper" and don't preach or press anything...(I'm Wiccan to be honest) But this did make me stop and think...I know I had a protector a couple of years ago when I had my accident and should have been killed........ BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!! DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is

Hang On
"Hang On" Well now I found myself Wish I was someone else My hands are stained with love Wish I could take it away I hid behind the shell In time the pain will melt My heart is stained with love Wish I could fake it I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way You take it in your way My selfish enemy Still has the best of me Empty and feeling numb Wish I could take it away I can’t control the need To weak to not concede Wish I was deaf and dumb Wish I could fake it I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way I can’t pretend we’re the same I can’t pretend we’re the same I can’t pretend we’re the same Oh now I found myself Wish I was someone else My hands are stained with love Wish I could FAKE I gave my life away There’s nothing

Day Of Weirdness
I have posted this as a MuMM a couple of times but it's never been well received. So i thought if i could generate some interest amogst my friends maybe we could spread it fu-wide. The idea would be for as many of us as possible do the exact same strange act either throughout the day on a specific day or one truly wierd act for 1 minute at the exact same time all around the world... So some input would be greatly appreciated... DP

Friend Needs Help!
Can I get some help? Go check out my fu-wife Reeka! Seems she has some creepy people checking out her page, and I'd like to see if we can get the creeps wiped off her "viewers" list. Please - just go here - http://fubar.com/user/803540 - and check her out. You might even rate her while you're there! :) Rock on! Shawn UPDATE! Check ou TJ - here: http://fubar.com/user/2031473 - while you're at it! Even rate her too! :) ~DIT-RFH-BOW-WOW-SIT-BEG-IDK~

The Attraction
I've come to a sudden realisation after last night. I now know the attraction of the auto 11s. Ok, they cost a lot, and they just last the 24 hours. But I feel really bored tonight without all the rates and having to go to each person's profile to send a thank you gift. I'm never buying another one, was just saying...

Americas Got Talent
Well now I am hooked on this show. I have to say its a little more interesting then American Idol..because you see it all on here. I am really amazed with the acrodunkers.. and Kevin Skinner is truly amazing. If you watch it..hes the chicken catcher..that everyone got a laugh out of in the beginning..but at the end..has truly amazed all. I also got to say..move over simon..I got a new crush on Pierce! Anyways..wondering if anyone else has been watching this?? and who is your favorite?

Baby Kicked Out Of Burger King
The baby can't even walk yet, but she's already been kicked out of a fast food restaurant for not wearing shoes. "No shoes, no shirt, no service!" That's what the mother of 6-month-old Kaylin Frederich was told by the manager of her local St. Louis, Missouri, Burger King when she tried to order a Whopper. Local FOX affiliate KTVI reports that Kaylin, her mom, Jennifer, and Jennifer's mother were booted from the restaurant due to "health concerns." The infant, Jennifer says, is too young to even crawl, and her feet are too small for shoes. "Everybody loves baby feet!" she said. She says when she was standing at the counter ordering, the manager told her, "You can order 'to go' but you're going to have to leave if she doesn't have shoes on.' He said, 'It's against health code.'" Jennifer said she was with her church youth group on their way to a concert. Her mother went into the establishment first; then she followed with the rest of the group. "The guy was still saying, 'That lady

Help?
Okay so I'm being a begging bish...Anyone willing to buy me a 12 pack of bling? I'll gladly trade fu$ or a salute or something...Anyone? I was aiming to get enough credits for a HH but I'm going to settle for a bomb lol...

Big Day
Alright, I am going to start a blog. I don't expect anyone to really read it, but my life is in full upheaval right now. And I am getting the distinct impression that my friends are getting tired of hearing about it. Not that I blame them- I'm getting tired of thinking about it. So I will write my thought down here. Get it out. Then see what happens. The biggest thing I'm concerned with right now is my marriage. J and I have been together over 10 yrs, married for 5, with 2 awesome little girls. But I have recently discovered that although our marriage is filled with love, it may not be the marriage-sustaining kind of love. And that sucks. I never thought I'd ever question my marriage. Always thought that J and I were special- one of those couples that ppl look at and just know how happy we are. But I'm not happy. i haven't been happy for a very very long time. It's funny- the things we tell ourselves to keep the peace. So now I am terrified. Terrified that I am going to discover what

Where My Mind Is...
yesterday my best friends dad died. ive dealt with many passings the last few years but this one...this one has hit me hard..much harder than i ever expected. maybe its because i knew him since i was 5, we all grew up together..i know her 7 sisters and brothers,their husbands,wives,kids,grandkids,and the recent great grandbabies... maybe its because its my best friend and i know her heart is broken and i cant fix it...i cant go beat the shit outta the mother fucker that dicked her over. maybe its both..b ut either way my heart is hurting for her and her family... i havent slept since Wednesday sometime..i cant remember and these valiums just aint doing shit. so i covered her shift at work then came home and started the calls and emails..this somehow has kept me from breaking down myself. despite the shitty circumstances it was nice to hear from friends,ex's, etc that i havent spoke to in ages... kinda funny how you lose track of people until a tragedy strikes.. i have been taki

Children's Laughter
How many mothers quick apace To keep their babe from being harmed Have found themselves…frozen - rapt When a child’s first laugh has charmed. And thinking back through all they know They realize…it is for naught For such a thing is a gift from God That no mortal can be taught. We learn when young so many things What’s hot, what’s cold, what’s safe But none can teach a single child

Please Help Us Pray
HELLO, THIS IS DANIELLE, DALLAS' SISTER. TODAY, AT 2:04 P.M. DALLAS WAS INVOLVED IN A 3 CAR ACCIDENT. HE WAS RUNNING TO MY DADS HOUSE TO PICK UP MY BABY SISTER WHEN HE WAS TBONED BY ANOTHER CAR AND HIT BY AN SUV FOLLOWING BEHIND HIM. ALL THREE CARS HAVE BEEN TOTALED. WORD HAS IT HE FELL ASLEEP BEHIND THE WHEEL, OTHERS SAYING A DRIVER RAN A RED LIGHT. BUT, ITS STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION. WE KNOW AS MUCH AS YOU DO RIGHT NOW AS WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM YET. WE WILL KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED ON HOW HE IS DOING, AND WHATS GOING ON. PLEASE HELP US PRAY FOR DALLAS EDWARD MCNAMARA.. AKA SGTXMAC.... A SON, A BROTHER, AND MAYBE ONE OF THE GREATEST FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR.

So Not Drunk
Was quite pleased with myself yesterday. I don't drink much, ever and considering what I had last night I'm surprised I wasn't a bit more worse for wear. In total, I had 2 Jack and cokes, 6 Southern Comfort and lemonades and an un-measured vodka and coke. With two bottles of water at various points in between. So yeah, quite happy with myself.

One Night Alone With You..... By Kevin Hill
One night alone with you We could go to my place pretty early Steak and lobster isn't that burley After that we could cuddle on the floor Knock! Knock! who could that be at the door? Its flowers and a cute little bear that's only a little of how much I care I'll start off by kissing you on the neck I'm going to move down in a sec finally reaching the inside of your leg you're always supposed to give a girl pleasure they shouldn't have to beg starting off slow getting faster your body cringing yeah I know I'm the master Moving my tongue in and out, up and down you don't have to return the favor I won't frown Just as long as your satisfied how I did the deed If you want we can smoke some weed &n

It's So Cold In Minnesota
It's so cold in Minnesota..... -when you inhale, your nostriles stick together. -people use two sets of keys so they don't have to turn off the car while shopping. -A 'Conga line' refers to a formation of snow plows, not a latin dance. -When you come in from outside, your glasses fog up so bad you can't see. -Several people drown every year attempting to dig basements for their ice fishing houses. -When you blow bubbles, they freeze and you can pick them up. -knobs on car radios don't turn because they're frozen -People can't tell if your speech is slurred from drinking or because your face is numb. -You think you kicked a rock on the sidewalk and then realize it's dog-doo! -You don't have to be jesus to talk on water. -In 1996 the municipal snow dump in Duluth didn't melt until July 20th. ( the new record) -That people don't look twice if a man walks into a bank wearing a ski mask. -Your doors freeze and you can't get in your car. -your doors freeze and you can't get out

A Wintered Fughe (for Those That Don't Know, A Hart = A Stag= A Male Deer)
Trapped, as the harsh snowed... winter swirled cold across the icy -HEART- of the... hart trampled forward hoping to escape the piling inches by reaching the... ...woods and plowed forward, snow unto its shoulders... knowing it would be safe, it would be able to move... the wolves howled... It's breath steaming and lungs straining... at the edge of the woods... - the wolves howled - but two deep drifts... The Hart's heart Exploded... and there it died.

My Mom's Surgery
My mom is having surgery for breast cancer on Friday and Im scared. She means more to me that I could possible express with words. I cant help but think of all the years I caused her and my whole family so much grief wth my drug abuse in the 90s and how she and my dad were the parents to my daughter that I should've been. She is the best possible mother anyone could hope for but Im not the son she deserves. I really hoped to be able to provide for my parents before my daughter ever turned 18 but Im still depending on them and it shames me. If I spend the rest of my life trying to be as good to them as they have been to me and my daughter it would be a life well spent because they deserve so much than I can give. I just had to try to put this to words

Mumm Like Blog
Well I am doing this here..because I kinda got a story/question thingy going on..and I know how people don't have the time to read stories in mumms. LOL. Anyways..I was at the waterpark today with my boys..and was laying out in a chair..when I heard a woman behind my chair talking to her kid. She was saying how her daughter just disgusted her..and how they would be leaving soon. Her daughter says..mommy , what did she do. The mom said.. "your sister just picked up a bandaid in the swimming pool and stuck it in her mouth". Although the thought is gross..I had to laugh also. I was thinking to myself.. its better than a dog turd.. which my oldest put in his mouth when he was 1 1/2. I remember that day oh so well..us walking across the yard..him stooping down to pick something up..and before I could see what it was.it went into his mouth. I opened it up real quick..and about puked. Anyways.. Kinda curious to know..what is the grossest thing you ever put in your mouth? I do not really

Caa #120
A dear friend of mines friend, nunyab, needs extra special prayers for her niece AVA. She is just an adorable baby girl who is having some serious health problems. She is in very grave danger, they may not be able to resucitate her again. Please all, send angel prayers of healing, love and comfort to her and her family. Love Doc

Ass-kissers And Yes-people
I read a profile earlier about how a person loves their friends and family for being so supportive of them in a trying time, but they never revealed what, exactly, the trying time was. I'm okay with that. I honestly believe that people need a good support group in order to get through life, especially considering life has been known to give you a swift, hard kick to the nuggets on a relatively regular basis. That's why we congregate in groups, make friends, etc. It's to find those like-minded people to help you when you're really getting dragged across the gravel and need someone to give you a different perspective that you otherwise would have missed. I'm okay with this. I think it's great. HOWEVER (that's the kicker, isn't it? There's always a catch!), I think it's sad and absolutely fucking pathetic when one tries to find people who will kiss their ass and just tell them "Yes, you are right. It isn't fair. You made the right choices." etc., etc. I know people like this, a

My New Kitten
Above is My New Kitten. Her Name is Luna II but My Father in Law & Brother In Law think it's RIGHT TO LOCK HER IN A PET CARRIER FOR 30 days with NO Litter so if it needs toilet CAN'T use it & Limited food & water so when that runs out NOTHING More for her & FOR 30 days! And they think that IS Humane??? I think NOT!!! This is an Outrage that they do this!!! Can I charge them for Abuse??? I Wonder???

I Love The Color Green You Have Become.. It Looks Like The Color Of Jealousy
I’m stuck in my head and tired of worrying over people who never worry about me.. Crying over assholes that never cry over me.. Things I wish I could say but never will. 1- I’ve hurt you I can see that but why do you keep trying to rip my heart out? You should know after all these years you wont find it. Have fun digging around my rib cage.. If you ever find it let me know 2- Broken fingers, ribs, and nose I think we finally done. The violence between us will never fade but the love sure as fuck has. 3- I wont be here to build you back up. I’m through with watching her break you down and you running back to me. You are perfect for one another.. Let her dominate your sorry ass for a while 4- I wish I knew what you were hiding. I'm not stupid or naive, I can feel the distance and differences adding up. I don’t even have the strength to put the pieces together. 5- I bet it sucks to think I know all of your secrets. Does it burn to know I will never forgive y

Reply Fuckers (h)
Let’s play a game called What’s on Your Nightstand?. What? Too personal? Oooh come on! We’re all friends here. Let’s try to figure out what our night stands say about the state of our lives. On my night stand is: 1 Ikea lamp. A water color painting made by my aunt in the 80’s. A cup of what once was hot lemon water with honey, now just a mass of lemon seeds at the bottom of a mug. A glass bowl with a ring and a business card for a French bed and breakfast. Two books: unaccustomed earth and Sieze the Day My credit card, and a small bowl with cookie crumbs in it… Lemon Rosemary Palmier cookie crumbs. What might my night stand contents say about me? I love a home furnishing bargain. When I run out of tea I make do with lemons. I can’t sleep in jewelry and I like to daydream about vacationing in the French countryside. I either read a book or go internet shopping before I fall asleep, and I eat cookies in bed. All things

It's Time To Legalize Drugs
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/conte... Undercover Baltimore police officer Dante Arthur was doing what he does well, arresting drug dealers, when he approached a group in January. What he didn't know was that one of suspects knew from a previous arrest that Arthur was police. Arthur was shot twice in the face. In the gunfight that ensued, Arthur's partner returned fire and shot one of the suspects, three of whom were later arrested. In many ways, Dante Arthur was lucky. He lived. Nationwide, a police officer dies on duty nearly every other day. Too often a flag-draped casket is followed by miles of flashing red and blue lights. Even more officers are shot and wounded, too many fighting the war on drugs. The prohibition on drugs leads to unregulated, and often violent, public drug dealing. Perhaps counterintuitively, better police training and bigger guns are not the answer. When it makes sense to deal drugs in public, a neighborhood becomes home to drug violenc

Laid
I got laid saturday night.. well sunday morning.. early in the morning. I didn't have to pay for it or spend much money on her. Although I will admit she was drunk. (but she played with my balls in public before she got drunk so that was a good sign.) I didn't have to blow her up or fill her with foam She was not a member of my family, as some would associate the state I live in with that. She was a real live honest to goodness female. It proved to me that i can still get it up (after all this time) for a human and not just rosey And no I did not need viagra, levitra, cialis or any of the natural supplements. Im special.

Respect Or Controll ??
1st of as I ask this question, it is for couples (committed BF & GF, or Married ones) ok with that being said here it is "Respect or Controll" - Men and women Plz respond. My Example is this - Your going out of the home, work etc.... is it controlling to give an FYI to ur Mate or is it Respect? also how about going to be late, or happen to be somewhere else other than known? I have heard different opinions, so plz speak up ... =_)

My First Full Day Back And I Blog About Bowling =/
Well, I'm thinking that my break from here is over. I was just dealing with a lot of personal stuff and I needed to get away. Not that I don't have any personal things left to deal with, but I've figured out a better way to manage it all. Well that is until something else pretty massive comes along. At any rate, tonight marked the first week of my Fall league in bowling. I have to say that......it SUCKED! I didn't bowl bad, just everything that could go wrong, went wrong. I was there 30 minutes early. I wasn't sure if we were going to have a meeting before we started or not. We didn't. I'm waiting for my team, none of which I'd ever seen before. It's 6:30, time for us to start bowling and I'm still the ONLY person from my team that is there. I go talk to the woman over it and she tells me that the 2 men from my team called her an hour before we were suppose to start to tell her that they quit. The woman went to the wrong damn bowling alley but she was on her way. So we all took our

He Took His Ring Off Finally
I was taking Rich to work earlier today, he's going in for a extra day at work, and I looked over at his left hand and noticed his ring wasn't on. He finally took it off. I've had my ring off for months now. I think he's realizing now that I wouldn't ever go back to him and that I am moving on with my life. Been talking with a friend, Laura, for a bit on myspace, and she said she could see that he is still hurt, even though it's not verbal. I guess he finally told Laura and Evan about me and him, and just how long we've been seperated? I know that I didn't announce it to the whole world that we seperated right when we did...i kept quiet for a while. So what the hell do you do with wedding rings when not wearing them anymore? I'm still puzzled on what to do with our huge portiate we had got that's hanging on the wall. I think I'll store our wedding stuff.., photos, .some other stuff in one of my hope chests. I'll probably work extra days this coming week.might try to get 60 hours fo

Houskeeping Note To Colleagues!
If you must park your breakfast in the staff washrooms, please ensure you leave the extractor fan running when you leave.I went into the upstairs gent’s this morning and walked straight into an air biscuit – it was putrid! And so avoidable FFS!

[question]
Does dreaming about someone... resentfullymean you miss her? It's been going on for a while now, the occasional bubble to the surface or prolonged and extremely unpleasant flashback.The nagging dreams for closure, or the terrified ones where we're face to face, and no one's grabbing us by the arm and telling us to walk away.Quickly. Last night I watched a whole history of men and women fucking her.We spent an eon in screaming matches over who hurt who more (I'm still convinced I win)And we raged over the life we cheated the other one out of.Kids we had named, escapes we had planned. And I woke up missing her.The person I met in that dream was a composite of her, a shade, but a true representationthe rage, the violence, the irrationality, the innegotiability, the controlling one sided prison of her love. I resent herI loathe her.I have gone through personal, emotional, financial, legal, and physical hells over this selfish, manipulative, violent girl and I'm quite convinced I miss

My Babies Not No More
AARON'S GRADUATION Current mood: blessed Category: Life AARON'S SENIOR PICS COST IS $700.00 GRADUATION PACK IS $230.00 FOOTBALL PICS ARE ALREADY PAID FOR PHEWW THAT'S A BLAST FULL LOT $930.00 TO PAY YETCOULD REALLY USE SOME HELP THIS YEAR, IT IS GONNA BE EXPENSIVE ,SO PROUD OF MY LIL MAN YET SO SAD TOO I FEEL LIKE MY AIR IS LEAVING MY BODY SOON HE WILL BE OUT ON HIS OWN AND THEN ADAM TO THEY HAVE BEEN MY WHOLE LIFE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO I FEEL LIKE I WON'T HAVE A PURPOSE AFTER I'M DONE WITH RAISING THESE 2 ITS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT THEM AND NOW SOON IT WONT BE WHAT DO I DO PREGNANCY ISN'T A OPTION SO NOW WHAT I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DO THIS I'M NOT READY THEY ARE MY LIFE YES I WANT THEM TO GROW TO THE MEN IVE PREPARED THEM TO BE BUT IT'S GONNA BE HARD I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH ALL THESE FEELINGS SO CONFUSED & LOST FEELING I FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING MY LIFE MY 2 SONS HOW DO I DO THIS

A Little Gem From Ellie
I'm in a strange frame of mind today. I was re-rating my good friend Ellie(she's in my fam...check her out :) ) and I came across her about me and had to steal it. heehee I am not QUITE at this point yet but it's a goal I'd like to attain.:D the truth of the matter is...no one really knows us but ourselves.our deepest, darkest, innermost dwellings.our capabilities, our limitations, our intentions.even those we let inside only know what we allow them to see.afraid?possibly...of what the judging eyes would do when faced with the realities of who we truly are.maybe even more terrified of the possibilities of vulnerability.naked in a room full of prying eyes, tearing apart of flaws and those insulting insecurities.when we are faced with people who can see through us, the facade that is the mirage we portraythe role we play, exposed as a farce led behind the smoke and mirrorscontradictory compositions of what we say and what we doin our everyday tricks and games...we are stunned. shocked.

My Week In Mumms
This week I posted my first MUMM for everyone. The question was whether you can fall in love online. A couple people asked me if it was because I thought I was in love with someone online. No, that’s not the case. Mostly the question came because a profile I came across had the status of something like, “I can’t wait to meet my love in person. He is my everything.” Or something like that. So I started thinking to myself, can you really fall in love with someone you met on fubar and never met in real life. Personally, I don’t think you can and if you do truly feel you’ve fallen in love with someone you’ve never met, then you’ve missed out on a lot in life. I’ve never fallen in love or really even decided that I really liked someone I met online (liked as in, wow I want to date this person really badly!). There are certainly people on fubar I like, but I’m married and meeting isn’t an option. In my past, I

Piece Of Shit
Just got this message today from a creeper named Sir Dirk.... this is what happens when you act like a piece of shit and send me crap like this. "Just thought i would share a thought...As I’m kissing you passionately, my hand touching you softly as it slides down your belly and between you legs as my other hand grabs you ass. I will slip my finger into your silky lips rubbing your clit as my finger slides slowly all the way down you soft lips. Cuming back up I hook my finger going slightly deeper rising up slowly until I touch the hood of you clit. Then with the tip of my finger I circle a few times touching every bit of your moist Excitement. Going back down the out side of those ever moistening lips feeling the softness of your skin I spread you lips but not penetrating you, but looking at your inviting pink pleasure. Getting even harder I let your lips close and lay you down on the bed. As I spared your knees apart I see that you lips are now so swollen with excitement that

[confession? ... Do I Have To Call It That?]
Well, I'm jacking this from Wolf... because he's hot. I've done these here and there, probably saying things like "8 things you didn't know about me but I would've told you" So I'll TRY to post some original shit. 1. I popped my black cherry when I was 7, unwillingly and in a friend's bathroom- to this day I am terrified of people putting things near or in my ass.Go figure?That means I really might think you're muscley, handsome or outright GORGEOUS! but guys- I don't wanna fuck you or vice versa. It's cute when you don't take no for an answer... wait, no it isn't. 2. I lost my normal cherry when I was 22 ....stop laughing to a girl I was very much in love with at the time STOP LAUGHING! We broke up- horrifically, and she is the source of much anguish, poetry, guilt, rage, and fear.She's marrying the toolbag that she was cheating on me with that I was 99% sure of (and a major contributor to the breakup) and what her friends later verify.Awesome. 3. I experience -NO- extremes a

Ben, The Gentle Giant
and people wonder why I TRULY hate people at times....uploading pics cuz I don't know how to add them here.... (bh) This goofy-looking giant is Gentle Ben. (Though he is not as “giant” as he should be.) He was brought to MAMAS shelter in Bemberg , SC after being confiscated by the local sheriff due to SERIOUS neglect. The staff & volunteers at the shelter quickly found out he weighs 20-30 lbs less than he should, he is heartworm positive & he has a condition where his lower eyelids rub against his eyes causing his eyes to constantly be irritated. He was in such poor condition when he came in that the staff & volunteers thought he was a senior. BEN IS LESS THAN 2 YEARS OLD! Everyone who has met Ben, INCLUDING the vet, have been sooo impress with how gentle and sweet he is. (Thus his name.) Maybe that is why his “owner” neglected him so; because he was not a mean, vicious dog like he hoped his pure breed Rottweiler would be. MAMAS is a

Leaving ...again
ok...i will be gone till sunday. will have no phone or internet where i am going....i will then leave tues morning for the azores in portugal...when i get back i will have a day off...then i am off to rhota spain...should have internet at lajes airforce base...not sure about spain yet.....keep me kickin while im gone. lotsa luv ANDY

Should Religion Make Or Break A Relationship?
Just curious~~ If two people care about one another and one is an Atheist and the other believes in G-D~~ do you think you both should just have youre own thoughts on religion and respect that and continue enjoying eachother or do you think religion takes a big part in a relationship and you should both go seperate ways?........Remember its not just two different religions its one doesnt believe in G-D at all........

Testimony
WELL FUBIES, (hopefully you can read this , and I did not use spellcheck either as long as you get it... thats the point ;) ♥ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I BLOGGED...BUT WANTED TO SAY HOW BLESSED I AM TO BE HERE. MY WONDERFUL CAR PAID IN FULL DECIDED TO SHUT DOWN ON ME (the FUEL PUMP) WHILE ENROUTE TO BIBLE STUDY, EVERYDAY I TRAVEL AT LEAST 27 MILES TO WORK ON A MAJOR HIGHWAY, FILLED WITH ACCIDENTS DAILY UGH....♥ ♥TODAY AFTER WORK I HEADED HOME TO PICK UP MY MOM TO GO TO BIBLE STUDY , WE ARE DRIVING OUT OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND RIGHT BEFORE WE HEAD OUT ON THE MAJOR HIGHWAY THE CAR JUST STOPS...OH LORD HAVE MERCY I YELLED WE STOPPED DEAD IN THE ROAD, NO CAR DIRECTLY BEHIND US OR INSIGHT , I IMMEDIATELY WORRY ABOUT MY MOM BECAUSE SHE HAS CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE , BUT HAS BEEN A SURVIVOR FOR 10 YEARS NOW THAT IS A BLESSING WITHIN ITSELF. WE STILL HAVE TO GO TO THE DOCTORS A MAJORITY OF THE TIME, BUT ITS TO MAKE SURE EVERY THING IS COOL WITH HER COUMADIN LEVELS (tha

Funny, And Oh So True Thoughts
I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option. More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter? Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you're crazy by randomly switchin

My 1 Year On Fubar - Own Me!
I currently have an auction up. It's on TrickyDick's page at URL: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2123966&albumid=1824261&i=4012906963&idx=1 The TOP TWO Bidders will own me for the month!! The offer is: 300 11s a week during a HHOwned by in name for the monthDrinks Daily (if needed)Added to top5 Photoshopped pics3 morphs2 Animated Tags1 SFW salute 20 Dollar or Higher Bids also get:5 More Animated Tags3 SFW Salutes1 Song created (see auction comments)2 friends added to top friends and fam1 Animated Tag made per friendEach friend gets 300 11s during the owned month Also i'd like to add: If bids get over 50$-100$ I will perminately add you to my top Friend and Fam list (top being top 3) and your name will go in mine until you wish me to take it out. Once every few weeks i'll make you additional tags, morphs, or pics at your desire and anything else you may require :) All help is appreciated and will be returned! If you have any other requests(skins, rated etc) please drop me a PM.

Love
Many people believe they find love. But I must tell everyone we dont find love it finds us and we never know when it will happen or where so If you are one of the many out there looking hard to find that special somone sit back and wait and quit looking so hard it will come you might be setting next to your soul mate right now and not know it let love find you and you will be so much happier just a thought I thought I would write out and see how it looks please coment I love hearing your views

Want A Fu-slave??
i am selling myself! sb or comment this blog. 1000 11's tons of comments will keep u shitfaced big pimping gifts will add u to family link u to profile add 5 friends to my profile 3 pimpouts yim if wanted and will make a u a salute if bid goes over 6 mil will give u a sfw cam show and and 15 min sfw phone call a cash bid gets whatever 4 want if there is one ends 6 pm est sunday

Rant Anyone? Haha Okay :)
Lets see. Where to begin. Let's start with how shitty everyone is to each other. Since when is it just accepted behavior to not give a flying fuck what happens to others as long as your ass is fine and comfy. I guess thats the way the world has always worked though. Look at any ruler in the last I dunno, thousands of years. Xerxes. A big fuckin asshole who also enjoyed it in the bum, not kidding. Ghangis Kahn. Even worse of an asshole. Alexander. Crappy movie. Okay jk. Well. Not really. Also an ass and also gay. Not that, that is a bad thing but im beginning to see a pattern. Hey was hitler gay? And I really mean no offense by the gay comments. If you're gay you're gay. Im just being random. Oh! Lets talk about the sluts of fubar. Hey here's a good idea, I'll take photos of my goodies and say "Bling me for it" Do you know what you are? You've just turned yourself into a prostitute. "Oh but im not giving sexual favors!" No you're letting a dude whack off to you over a tiny a

Single Independent Woman Quiz
Okay based on a comment on my blog about independent women, I've been asked to write a blog about how to date an independent woman. What I get my self into...lol, if you have a chance, PLEASE answer these questions so I can put this all together and not base the whole blog on just how I feel. 1. Do you expect your date/partner to open doors for you? 2. Do you expect your date/partner to pull out your chair for you 3. Do you expect your date/partner to place your order with the waiter/waitress for you? 4. Do you expect your date/partner to pay if HE asks YOU out on the first date? 5. Do you expect your date/partner to pay if YOU ask HIM out on the first date? 6. Who pays if it's just a "meeting" and we're hanging out? 7. Do you expect your date/partner to hold your purse in the store as you shop? 8. Do you expect your date/partner to carry your packages as you shop? Under what condition if it's not all the time? Now the long term relationship stuff 1. Do you expect your partn

Wtf??
So, I was on my way to work (at a hotel), about to make a right turn onto a little street where my hotel located, when I saw a silver SUV making a left hand turn in the opposite lane. I turned first, and he followed. When I was done, I looked in the rear view mirror, and ...he wasnt there. I couldnt figure out where he went, since he was supposed to be right behind me. I even waited in a parking lot, to see if he would drive by, and nothing. When I came in to the front desk, my coworker said that she was out for a smoke at 11pm, and saw 3 identical SUVs leave the back parking lot. I told her about the SUV that followed me, but disappeard afrerwards. I asked her about the color of those 3 SUVs, and she said "silver" Sooo...wtf?? We have had some shady individuals come in to do some really shady business. ANd I am speculating that those SUVs are either feds, or the mafia helpers or something.

Quit Being Pussies
Im sick of finding a PC way of doing things. Run to the cops... make a report. Wait for them to get to you. It is bullshit. If you are not speeding or have expired tags the cops dont want to mess with you. Why? They dont make money investagting your dumb luck, or crimes for that matter. What is wrong with taking things into your own hands? beat them like a criminal. Quit worrying about if they had a bad childhood. If they came from a bad neighborhood. If they commit a crime they are a criminal. People who act bad in traffic will stop acting bad in traffic when they get beat down on a regular basis. People who molest kids should be hung on the closest oak tree. For pete's sake quit being pussies. Who cares what europe thinks of us they are across the pond if they dont like Ugly Americans they dont have to come here. grrrr.

Mother Necessity In The Corpoate World
Stil playing taxi for my son, don't mind since he moved out i miss our woerd conversation. So we were dicussing topics for an editorial he has to write for his journalism class and this was the topic i came up with. There is no more invention, and if you think about that it's true. I won't even go back and bug joe caveman. Just consider: Samuel Morse, creator of the telegraph, his inspiration, hated delivering messages by horse. Now obviously telegraphs are passe but, early in the 19th century... it was like magic. Same with trains, steam engines, steam boats... things we consider out moded or outdated were HUGE leaps beyod what they replaced. We no longer do that... we just take existing ideas and try to make them a little better and get caught up with the toys. My thinking, why do i care if my kids can watch videos in the car, I'm still in a car. Think about it. In the late 19th century men did not look to breed slicker, smaller, & faster breeds of horses for greater perso

Apology
Ok, not really sure how to say what all I feel I need to say, but here goes. As most of you know I left the MFKN Fam because I was tired of constantly helping others and never ggetting anything in return. However, looking back on it I feel my actions were not completely justified. I have in the past couple of days had some conversations with a few of the founders, all of which have brought up some good points. My biggest mistake was blaming the Fam as a whole, for the actions of some. So, while my comments and frustration were not directed to everyone, I DO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF THE MFKN MEMBERS. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MAKE A SPECIAL APOLOGY TO THE FOUNDERS OF THE FAM FOR NOT GIVING THEM A CHANCE. With all of that being said, and after reading DJ Lost Soul's latest blog on the homepage, i have decided that i do not want to walk away from the Fam. So with his approval I am adding the MFKN back into my name. I feel it is better for me to stay and try to help make this

Stripper Sensibilities
I once told a guy that he couldn't dead pan joke with me about things that were important because "Strippers are very sensitive to external criticism/praise." It turned out to be PMS but I have found it to be an ugly truth. When the crowd is cheering, the money is littering the stage and you're getting more dance requests than you can handle, life is good and your ego is this large invisible protective bubble capable of deflecting even the worst critique. However, soon as you have an off night your self esteem is the first to take a hit. I once made $1,000 in about 5 hours! I was on cloud 9 and feeling like I could do anything. That is until three days later when I think I left with less than $50. Suddenly I was ugly, untalented and unappealing...even if there was only a handful of customers the entire night. I wasn't the only one either. We had these costume ladies who would come in and make bank selling ridiculously over priced outfits to insecure dancers who thought it w

Yeah, It's Country.
Hear that lonesome whippoorwill, He sounds too blue to fly. The midnight train is whining low, I'm so lonesome I could cry. I've never seen a night so long When time goes crawling by. The moon just went behind a cloud To hide its face and cry. Did you ever see a robin weep, When leaves began to die? That means he's lost the will to live, I'm so lonesome I could cry. The silence of a falling star Lights up a purple sky. And as I wonder where you are I'm so lonesome I could cry.

Backwards Racism
Not on this site but another that I frequent I was friend requested. Per my norm I accepted without prejudice and was happy to make another friend. So a private message was sent to me so I go to read it. He asks, do you date black guys? My reply was, not normally but if the guy is nice enough I don't have a problem with it. His response was and I quote " Then keep your cracker lovin ass off my page!" I'm like and responded, dumbass you requested me.... I then deleted and blocked him. Now I've been through a lot with racism on both sides. My heritage is german and ethiopian. My family owns 2 plantations currently of course not active but they are what they are. I am so angry right now about the whole thing. This random guy who requested me mind you, had the nerve to get angry at me because of my personal preferences. I'm attracted to who i'm attracted to that's that. I apologize to no one about who I am and what I like. I really don't understand how someone can be so angry about ra

Do I Look Stupid (nevermind Don't Answer That No One Is Perfect)
Long Story Short You meet a dude you like the dude you hook up with the dude you give him your heart then bam..he gives you some story about someone he met on some stupid ass site called My Yearbook. He considered this person his gf at one time, knew her a year...before hooking up with me told me he had no contact with her then bam..i get some ass story that she is hurt due to a car bombing...she lives in Canada...and when they found her she had his picture in her pocket and he is the only one she remembers. Meanwhile he never met her before, and claimed that her best friend contacted him and he feels he cannot be with me because he thinks now he still loves her and he is the only one who can help her.Meanwhile he has no contact number for hospital or Canadian Embassy (odd huh? considering they feel he is the only one who can help her) He never even told me about this chick till i got the Dear Eleni Letter..i could go on and on but why bother. Yet ...he still says "but u know

Respecting Our Military!!!
I talk to a lot of military men and women here on Fubar and I have came across two soldiers who were told rude horrible things, like "I hope you dies in Afghanistan" (sent by CarolinaQT69) that is just totally F*cked Up in more ways than imaginable. The second was told the U.S. Military baby killers and personally called me a little bitch for being in the service.( sent fromCraZy D1Am0nD) After hearing this I got very upset and felt the need to type up the following letter to send to anybody who is bashing our soldiers. And here following this letter is a scenario of pure ignorance and foolishness. so you can please do with this what you would like ether agree with me or agree with him , and if you agree with me publicize this and make others aware of what kind of ungrateful and unthankful people who take freedom for granted that our society is filled with. If you agree with him then keep your opinion to yourself and walk away. Hello, I am just writing this to tell you that I thin

My First And Last Rate Contest
I would like to start this by saying that this blog is not intended to "trash" anyone in any way. It is simply intended to state the facts, or my opinion of them, I should say. Everyone here is grown, or should at least be the age of 18 or older, and has the right to believe whatever or whoever they wish as well as form their own opinion. That being said, please allow me to tell you my story; I am very sad to say that I have entered and been kicked out of my first (and last) rate contest here on fubar. The winner (who was the one with the most "votes" or pic rates at the end) of this contest was to receive an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb (their choice). I must say that I was very excited in the beginning since it was my first contest and I had received a Cherry Bomb for my Birthday a few days before. My plan was to win the contest (of course), get an Auto 11 and run it at the same time as my bomb, which would be more points for me when I was bombed back, if I was. So, I paid the host of th

The Mainstreaming Of Crazy
Perhaps you’ve heard all the uproar about President Obama’s speech today. A group of folks is very concerned about a speech of his today, because he’s talking to schoolkids. And hey, didn’t Hitler talk to kids…? That’s about as good as their logic gets. I wish I were kidding. Read the transcript of Obama’s speech, and see if you can find the alarming parts where he calls for the formation of Brown Shirts, or the extermination of a group of humans, or the invasion of Poland. I must have missed it, instead seeing things like where he says, Now I’ve given a lot of speeches about education. And I’ve talked a lot about responsibility. I’ve talked about your teachers’ responsibility for inspiring you, and pushing you to learn. I’ve talked about your parents’ responsibility for making sure you stay on track, and get your homework done, and don’t spend every waking hour in front of the TV o

Red High Heels
I'm not a girly girl, sure I'll dress up when I get the chance...because I don't get those chances often. I'm a tank top, flip flops and shorts kind of gal. For my birthday, however, I was given a Kohl's gift card and while I was shopping I saw this exquisite pair of Candies red high heel shoes that as fate would have it went perfectly with my red Liz Claiborne purse. It was kismet. I had never had a nice pair of non sensible heels, they were either black...so they'd go with my nice school program/family dinner/etc outfits or they were 6 inch platforms for work. I wore them every chance I got, delighting in their color and how there was nothing practical about them save them being material between my feet and the pavement. Then one night I was wearing my red high heels at my favorite karaoke place. As I went up to sing No Doubt's "Bathwater" a request of the bartender every time I come in, she noticed my shoes and said "I want those! Where did you get them?" S

Another Argument
A few hours ago, rich and I got into another agrument. He had just got a new cell phone because he messed up his phone, again...so I went to check it out. He didn't get the same phone but the upgrade. So I was checking it out and he got a text on there from someone. The text didn't make much sense...he was sleeping at the time...and me being curious, even though it wasn't my business I looked at his texts. There wasn't many text messages in there since he just got his phone back but I got the idea on something that he had been lying about. He had been seeing this one girl, one of his friend's little sisters. I had the feeling that there was something going on, which didn't bother me but it's the fact that he lied. And with that, it started to make me think about other things that he lied about. He woke up and we started talking calmly. I told him I knew about the chick and he was surprised and hung his head low. I told him...You didn't have to lie to me. Just be honest..but wait..yo

Boobies!
What? They're boobies!. Now you should repost this too. Rules: IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS! REPOST, ERASE MY ANSWERS, ENTER YOURS. USE THE 1ST LETTER OF YOUR LAST NAME TO ANSWER EACH OF THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS. THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PLACES, NAMES, THINGS. NOTHING MADE UP! TRY TO USE DIFFERENT ANSWERS IF THE PERSON IN FRONT OF YOU HAD THE SAME 1ST INITIAL. YOU CAN'T USE YOUR NAME FOR THE BOY/GIRL NAME. 1. What is your last name: Starts with S 2. A four letter word: Shot (It's an SFW post!) 3. A Boys Name: Steve 4. A Girls name: Stephanie 5. An Occupation: Sales Rep 6. A Colour:

Calling All Former Smokers!!!
I'm 30 years old, and I've been a daily smoker for 16 years. (Except for those teenage days when I couldn't afford them, find someone to buy them for me, or smart enough to find where my parents hid them) Recently, I've been talking more and more about wanting to quit. My boyfriend, Mike, seems to be very supportive. He's never smoked a day in his life, and he's ALWAYS saying that I should quit. Well, I tell him that when a smoker goes without a cigarette, they get crabby. They start having the "nic fit from HELL". He tells me he can handle it. But here's the thing...when he's sick of me being a bitch...HE RUNS OUT AND BUYS ME A DAMN PACK OF CIGARETTES!!! and then proceeds to tell me to chill out. How in the FUCK am I supposed to quit? It's the same thing with an obese person trying to diet. You dangle a piece of chocolate cake in their face when they've only been on 1200 calories a day...It's hard! It's disheartening to know that the person who is supposed to be my biggest champi

Best-of-friends!!
I really DO have some good friends! Right now my handyman buddy is on his way over to crawl under the trailer and re-attach my duct-work, from when I stepped in it...TWICE! He had the brilliant idea of calling first and asking if I wanted him to pick me up a sammich when he went thru drive-thru to himself something...Isn't that nice???

Patrick Swayze
LOS ANGELES – Patrick Swayze, the hunky actor who danced his way into viewers' hearts with "Dirty Dancing" and then broke them with "Ghost," died Monday after a battle with pancreatic cancer. He was 57. "Patrick Swayze passed away peacefully today with family at his side after facing the challenges of his illness for the last 20 months," said a statement released Monday evening by his publicist, Annett Wolf. No other details were given. Fans of the actor were saddened to learn in March 2008 that Swayze was suffering from a particularly deadly form of cancer. He had kept working despite the diagnosis, putting together a memoir with his wife and shooting "The Beast," an A&E drama series for which he had already made the pilot. It drew a respectable 1.3 million viewers when the 13 episodes ran in 2009, but A&E said it had reluctantly decided not to renew it for a second season. Swayze said he opted not to use painkilling drugs while making "The Beast" because they wo

Adam & God
Go d said, 'Adam, I Want you to do Something for Me.' Adam said, 'Gladly, Lord, what do You Want me to do?' God said, 'Go down Into that valley.' Adam said, 'What's a Valley?' God explained it to Him. Then God said, 'Cross the river.' Adam said, 'What's a River?' God explai

10 Random Shitz About Me
I was born in Russia I watch Spongebob I have a sweet tooth I have peed in bed once...when I was 23 I am married; to a person I dont feel I deserve I only fap to lesbos; penises do nothing for me I am lazy I love animals I was almost killed by mafia at 14 I am not racist, but I do have prejudices ask away, i'm so bored, fuckk

[k] Necessities
This progressively long and unjust absence of a Queen periodically erodes my efforts to chase, bring an end to the search of someone I can love unconditionally. Passing days feel like empty weeks because all I had/have was myself to spend time with, and I'd much prefer using that time to keep a smile on the face of (her). Over time I have made plentiful within myself wisdom, intellect, unconditional love and respect amongst other properties that I should humbly say make me extraordinary as a person; It is these qualities in a man I thought my Queen should have no less than, growing into an individual who will unite the world or ignite the world. Intention to seize everything there is to offer and then offer that once obtained to one woman in exchange for her love, the acceptance of my love. Where's my Bonnie? Where's my Ms. Lovett? Maybe I don't want to grow up Wendy, perhaps my ambitions require I live forever. So why not just join me... Could there ever be a Mrs. Edwards if this lone

Help Me!!
I wrote this today and I cant think of a title for it, any suggestions?? Untilted Walking along the water front you feel alone,Waves crashing, as the breeze brushes again your face.Lifes problems weighing you down, you feel lost,Head hung low, as sadness creeps around you.A shinning light apears in front of you,You feel the warmth, and it pleases you.A single star above you, you feel at ease,even on this cold nite, your heart is warmed beyond belief.Your not alone, Im hear with you,Your not lost, I'll show you the way.Friendship pays to those who need it,Brings happiness, and joy to those who cherish it.Let me in for I can help,Let me walk with you, so your not alone.Raise your head so I can see you,Happy days push away the sadness,Cause with friendship's love there is no darkness,With friendship's trust you wont be lost.With friendship's understanding you can be who you are.I give all this to you, from heart, mind, body and soul.I'll be your shinning light forever more..... a

And Another?
I shall dedicate this poem to Jasmine. No more needs to be said."If only you could see what I see."These eyes are both nothing and everything to me.Showing me magnificent sights and unholy illusions.To be able to see another person's eyes to their soul;If only you could see what I see.Infinite defined, its proximity determined;I can grasp its integrity, its dimensions.Seeing the front and back of each number,If only you could see what I see.Each atom, each quark, detailed as a painting;Showing me its individual power and combination of strength.And what beholds inside of it,If only you could see what I see.Each note, each beat, music in simplicity;Combined together in a thousand chords of beauty.Graced by a simple swing of an arm,If only you could see what I see.The sudden silence as a second of determination appears;Where your true reflection is shown in the water.Jumping gently into the pool to grasp its touch,If only you could see what I see.A billion stars all within your grasp;Eac

Auction, Auction, Auction!!!
YOU CHOOSE AUCTION IM STARTING THE AUCTION ON WEDNESDAY SEP 23RD AND IT WILL END ON SATURDAY SEP 26TH THIS AUCTION WILL GO TILL EACH PERSON THAT ENTERS ACCEPTS A BID AUCTION ENTRY WILL COST YOU 75K FU BUCKS MINIMUM BID IS 250K HOST IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE BIDDER MISTAKES EXP( IF THE BIDDER SEND HIS BID TO THE HOST INSTEAD OF THE AUCTIONEE) AUCTIONEE HAVE THE RIGHT TO DECLINE A BIDDER **FOR BIDDERS** IF YOU LIKE TO BID ON SOMEONE PRIVATLY PLZ PM ME (private message me)AND I WILL NOTIFY THAT PERSON WITH YOUR BID ** FOR AUCTIONEE** IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO CONTACT YOUR HIGHEST BIDDER TO COLLECT .

Pink....... Is The Word
OCTOBER is almost here and that means PINK! Just like last year I am challenging all men and to keep it fair to you women out there to either use a pink primary or post something on your page promoting cancer awareness. Guys, we all talk and say yes we support the women who have either had or have breast cancer, well now is your chance to prove just how much a man you are! You can take my primary or anything in my pink album if you wish. Yes, I know I'm early but as alot of you know I support it 24/7 365 days a year. Thank you THE WATCHER ~~ Watcher~~~@ fubar

Reflecting
It really sucks reflecting on your past and where you are today. I keep sitting here thinking that I will be turning 39 next week and where I am in my life. I don't like it. I used to be the one that could go out and generally get anything that I wanted done. Now I have severe anxiety just going to the fucking store. Hell at this age I should be saving for retirement, not trying to get counseling help. I have never been on the edge like this before. I seriously think its the aftermath of my dope days and the reason it is hitting me now is because before when I went clean all I did is work and come home. I didn't associate with anyone in real life. I mean sure I had my online friends and support, but it is just different from having to deal with it in real life. But hell, I dont know if that is the case or not, hell I certainly aint a doctor. I guess I am really hating that once again on a birthday I feel like a huge zero.

The Type Of Thoughts Usually Kept To Myself, And Maybe For Good Reason
For those who don't know, and that's everyone, except 2 of you on this site. I am either becoming, or realizing I always was, a buddhist, so I was feeling kinda enlightened, granted by a very un buddah like way, and thought of a different way to explain the diffrences between buddhism and christianity, kinda like buddhism for stoners I guess like say you were in the shower, and you had to urinate, nah fuck that you had to piss now the way I understand the two, one would say I must wait, I would not want my girlfriend, wife, spouse, child,friend,stranger or myself to bathe in a toilet,, while the other way of thinking would be more ahhh hell it's wrong but it'll get washed away or something to that effect, now you see why these are normally kept to myself

Let Anyone See
So apparently, someone is giving my phone number out to people. Well, all I have to say to that is LMFAOOOOOOO, if you honestly think I care who has my number, why would I put it in a blog, or better yet, my status. I bet I know who it is, and hey, cock knocker, you aren't pissing me off. You can't piss me off. You are pathetic. I may be in a bad place right now, but people are there for me, (thank you by the way), and I have NEVER let anything someone attempts to do to piss me off, get to me. If someone TRIES to upset me, it never works in their favour. I see right through it all and it makes me laugh that you got THAT upset to where you have to stoop to something like this. So, in conclusion, thank you for giving my number out, I have unlimited everything so the barrage of texts doesn't bother me. I know how to ignore or answer them. I am a big girl, I can handle my own. Good luck with your little game.

How Do You Color Your Life?
You Color Your Life With Intense Warmth You are a down to earth, stable person. You can be relied on. You enjoy the outdoors. There's something about being in nature that makes you feel really blissful. While you are responsible, you aren't boring. You have a lot of flair and style. You enjoy creative projects of all sorts. You're a very visual person. How Do You Color Your Life? Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

Randomness V3
[sigh] I really don't have much to say. 1. I'm going to quit smoking, again. I don't really know why I stared again. I'd quit for almost 2 months. 2. I'm going on a diet. Just going to have to find time to exercise. That will be hard between work and playing with the boys. 3. I wish my Mom and Step-dad would apologize to me. They are still having problems. Remember...I was the cause of that, that's why I got "kicked out". 4. I still love my friends =]

Misc Ramblings N Nonsense.......
Well if you know me, I hate odd numbers..........tis a weird OCD thing. Anyhow, I truly got over it when it comes to crushes........I rationalized it to mean nothing along the whole grand FU scheme of things..... Well Lo' and behold I found myself with an even number of crushes and as much as I wanted to ignore the odd /even bullshit, I was estactic. Guess what fukkers??????? I am at an ODD number and I am sorta wanting to talk about this . ok............*breathe* ok............. xoxoxoxoxox I AM TewDope (for those who need clarification) p.s. eat me dig it

Really, I'm Not Ignoring You On Purpose
Just a quick note to let you all know that I've been dealing with trying to get my parents moved out of their house before it is foreclosed on. It's hard enough to pack up a 4 bedroom house filled with nearly 40 years worth of stuff and move it into a 1 bedroom appartment when the folks you're moving aren't fighting you every step of the way. Needless to say this has been dominating my time. Anyway, if it seems I've been ignoring anyone hopefuly you'll understand I have good reason to not be here. With any luck, the situation will be resolved in a month or two....actualy since the Sherriff's sale is Nov 22nd, I guess it'll have to be! rich

Openess
Through all the jokes about midget and little people I am proud to say that my daughter has a very open mind and is starting to date a little person! Check this out, I think it is soooo cute! The only thing I dislike is he is 22 calling me Mom!

Lbb Entry 30
Yesterday morning I recieved a shout from this guy (around 9am) saying he wanted to lick my p***y. I told him no. So this morning he hits me up in my shoutbox again at around 9am and says (as well as my response..be sure to read from the bottom up!):

Fine...
Witchie and Serenity have talked me into staying...I haven deleted every friend who wasn't in my family and most of my pics. I'm not going to be around here much anymore, I'm staying away as much as possible. It was wrong of me to say that i didn't want friends who are friends with questionable people...and that pretty much stands. I loathe some people around here and am not afraid to say it. But I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS WHO RUN AND TATTLE IN ORDER TO PERPETUATE MORE SHIT. Go ahead and delete me....I honestly don't care at this point.

Untitled
My life is useless and I'm no longer needed. I should have heeded the call when death came to chat. In constant pain for many years. Physically, mentally, and emotionally distressed. Tears through the years, many never veiled. Living in constant fear of what he may do. I sleep very little and very light. The only comfort I find in life is the sweet darkness of night. Tired of the pain, lonliness and despair. I now say goodbye for I now know. No one ever really cared. M.A.S. 9/28/09

For The Birthday Girl...
So Today...This is just a note,just a simple thank youfor keeping me afloatjust a note,telling you how it is,the colors im afflicted byfrom just a simple kiss, how it is,and how much greater it can getnot afraid to try the water,im enjoying being this wet.and it gets, so much better with each daythe layers under the layersseem to pull themselves awayso today,i offer you my heart,i trust you know how to treat it,some say its my best part.you're my heart. "so as the waves of each day, crash against their evenings, you fascinate and amaze me, thank you for believing..." ;) Happy Birthday Kara. LARKLB's

Dress Code Enforcement
My sons thought it was one of the days in which they are allowed to wear jeans to school today. but it turned out that only the teachers had spirit day. so they get to school and they have on jeans...OH NOES GOD FORBID!!! the school calls and says I have to bring them their uniform pants or they would be sent home or suspended in school... I guess they just couldnt let it slide one time, cuz their jeans would prevent them from learning or start a riot! cuz next thing you know the kids will all wear jeans and the girls will shave their legs and wear make up, and the boys will want to kiss them...total kaos!!! HOw terrible that they had on jeans!!! wtf! end rant its raining today., and kidna drab... as you were

My Experiences With The Word Cancer
When you hear the word, "Cancer" a million thoughts and emotions run through you..fear, uncertainty of what the future may hold, sorrow, shock, loneliness, confusion..how will you and your family deal with this situation.. Those are some of the emotions and thoughts that I had when i was told in 2003 that I had cysts in my ovaries and that I may have ovarian cancer. I had multiple cysts on each side ..one the size of a softball.. I had to have surgery a few weeks after finding out all of this information. Luckily, I did not have cancer .. but that was just the beginning to what would happen in the next following years. One of my relatives that I hold very close to my heart she was one of the kindest, most caring, loving person I have ever known and she was also a strong woman and I am glad to have had her for as long as I had she is my grandmother..she had cancer three times in her life..yet she fought each time she was faced with this. In December of 2007 we found out she had termi

Handwritten Notes Say So Much
yeah...so...it's me. This personality profile is based on the writing of Jenniy French created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program. Jenniy uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Jenniy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far.

Me
first off let me just say this iam not on here looking for sex and iam not on here looking for a one night stand i don't need to be on a dating site to get laid also i don't pretend to be someone iam not iam what iam and if you don't like that then please just leave me alone how many people on here men or woman alike that can be this upfront about them self's with no secrets after all if there one thing i learn is don't let there be any shocks later down the line to walk into later on you know also i take people for everything that they have even there flaws because no one is perfect i have no type when it come to a woman really what you see is what you get my name is Keith iam looking for one woman to prove to me not all of them are the same iam Italian dutch Irish and Shoshone and Cherokee iam 26 years old stand about 5ft8 black hair hazel green eyes use to work in porn when i was 18 stop at the age of 20 got tire of it the money is good but that's not really me been single for 6 yea

~people Will See Us..100 Words Or Less~
Back to my game of putting things, thoughts, dreams, desires, fantasies down in 100 words or less....first came 'Black Netting', then 'Captured by the Moment' and now this offering......here we go.... There's a Wildness in Her Eyes Tonight....Animalistic, Carnal, Furious....I'd guessed just how little she was wearing under her trench coat, But it's still a suprise when she opens it wide in the Moonlit Street, lampost buzzing in the background. My Heart races as I take in her lingerie clad body... 'Kiss Me'....she sighs... I approach her tenatively...aware of the heat coming off in waves... Her mouth is Soft and Warm and Sweet....She tastes of Lust and Desire... 'Fuck Me' she asks, begs, demands...wantonly gripping the Hardness in my trousers.... 'People will see us'..... 'I Know' she smiles slyly...'I Want Them Too'....... Peace.....

Your Language !!!!
Boys...listen up...!! U half 2 watch your language...your talkin 2 someone here..weather in cyber or in person & once in a while u can get by with something sexy..talk wise..but 2 have a steady diet of I wanna F..K u....don't get it.. I just moved 2 top fans down 2 the bottom of my list....cause they thought I liked that kinna talk.. Sexy is k..NOT VULGAR..treat all women with respect on here..not only me..but all my gf's.. We don't put up with this in real life...let alone here.. This is not the way 2 our hearts..

Mumms
...I'm avoiding them. Why you ask? Well seems like the most popular thing to talk about are the president and politics in general. That is one thing that I vow to never discuss. I'm bored. I need entertained. Wanna help?

Astonished And Disgusted
Ok so just how many people on here are fakes? I am sure a bunch of you now know about the fake nc cher/dok thing but recently we have come to the realization that it was more than just those two profiles and the one person doing them. I just have to say I sat and cried all day on Thursday when I found out about one of whom I thought at the time was a very good friend to me dying. And then come to find out it was all a joke and made up, and the person isn't even REAL!!! I mean wow I helped with his Happy Hour to remember him, and all the blings and stuff that he received and bombs and autos I just sent to him because I felt bad for him. I am just sitting here in awe and it's already been two days, but every time I get on I hear more and more and it disgusts me that someone can treat so many the way he did. I do strongly believe in Karma and I hope it gets you very good!!! Also if you want to even read more about it read this blog. http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1486248432

Words Of Wisdom For Men
1. when she stares at your mouth kiss her 2. when she punches you or hits you like a dumbass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you grab her and dont let go 3. when she starts cursing at you trying to act all though kiss her and tell her you love her 4.when shes quiet ask her whats wrong 5. when she ignores you give her your attention 6. when she pulls away pull her back 7. when you see her at her worst tell her shes beautiful 8.when you see her start crying just hold her and dont say a word 9.when you see her walking sneak up and hug her waist from behind 10. when shes scared protect her 11. when she steals your favoite hoodie let her keep it and sleep with it for a night 12. when she tease you tease her back and make her laugh 13. when she doesnt answer for a longtime reassure her that everything is ok 14. when she looks at you with doubt backyourself up 15. when she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand 16. when she grabs at you hands ho

What Happened To Me And Y Im Single
i was beat up shoved by a guy i was seeing for a month.he told me i was going to get the beating of my life.i was so0o0o0o lucky that after a lil i was able to get away and crawl out of my house and scream for help.......i told him on the phone i forgive u... cause i have no room in my life nor in my heart for hate.. but i am NOT weak I AM strong... and i will do what i have to do to get justice for what u did to me..... and a lady came up to me yesterday with a stack of papers saying u need to read this and u need to take this very serious with him... she was one of his victims too.. along with 9 other women... he has 9 pfas out on him.. that is a protection from abuse order...but man he is a monster.. after reading all these court papers and what he did to them.. i am sos0o0o0o lucky that i was able to crawl out my door and scream for help.. AND NOT listen to him when he said he was sorry and wouldnt happen again.. no way.. they put up with it for months and yrs.. but they say once

13 Years, That Are Gone Forever.
I know this is going to be hard, but it isn't impossible. I've seen people do it, and not go back. They've crossed from one side, to the other, without looking back, because they're better than they were before. They're stronger, wiser, and for the most part, happier. Does it take awhile? yes. Is it enjoyable? No. Not in the least. but it's beneficial. Health wise, as well as financially. For 13 years I've chosen smoking over breathing. A chain over freedom. It over me. I've changed my mind, and decided to change to change my life. I just hope I Can stick to it. Fuck that. I know I CAN. What I hope, is that I WILL. I've got little over half a pack left. And have not bought any to replace them. Once they are gone, I am done. I will suffer through the headaches, the sweats, and whatever else this shit throws at me as it leaves my body once and for all. I will do this, because I WANT to do this. I want my money back, and I want my life back. It's about a choice, really. And between sm

What You'll Learn To Forget.
I remember when it was about the music.Now its about the dance.The design.The jeans.The shitty line of t-shirts and body sprays.She let her hair down today.Something about the clay highlights in her skinthe fiery light of the copper in her slept-in manetussled by a scrunched up face and wild frenzied fingersthose dark dark eyes with darker dimensions of intentand piqued, round soft cheeksperfect for dozingscrunched up with a trail of droolAlways asks me if she was snoring...but this was about her faceuntil I got distracted by the walk.Like she could step through a solid wall of bullshit and assumption.Power behind the legs.Poise poised on the heels.But what I said to the man with the gun is true now.You can bulldoze a galleryyou can burn a restaurant built by very tired handsyou can kill the prophetbut there is more power in the kindness than the bullet.the beauty you destroyedthe beauty you created in destroying the gentilityLake's only serene til you make a ripple and ask to take it

Hmmm
I just wanted to type this up before I forget it... I had someone tell me that I was like a burnt marshmallow today, they then said hard and crispy on the outside and soft and mushy on the inside.... She was saying that in reference to how I act... I dont know whether to take that as a compliment or negative thing.

I'll Be Away
Had to take the youngest to the doc yesterday. High fever, vomiting, general listlessness... She says it looks like the beginning of an upper respiratory infection - didn't want to call it flu/H1N1 yet - but it's possible. My poor baby. So I won't be on much for the next few days, just to let some you who may actually care know. Pie, you're getting off easy on trivia this week but next Thursday your ass - and status - are mine! Take care people, wash your hands and sneeze/cough into your elbow!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I started him on Tamiflu last night - he LOATHES it. And now I have to make him choke down even the children's Motrin that he was taking so well before now. The fever was gone this morning after a high spike last night... and then it came back around noon today. I'm not sleeping, but he's resting well enough. Thank you all for your kind con

Public Enemy #1 Of Original Gangsters
Ok as u all know, this fu-mafia shit is just a game. Let me repeat that for people who think its real...IT'S JUST A GAME!!! So with that being said let me say this, I do not like idle threats against my husband or my friends. And when you talk down at my friends and family like they are not human I get really mad. So when I found out that this person named HaggarD! on here was getting all mad about this stupid fu-mafia stuff and taking backslapping seriously. So I am putting a special hit out on this guy because i can. So O.G's here u go and have fun. HaggarD! http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=2388

Sucky
Depression sucks ass! Today I am fighting it harder then normal for some reason. and to top it off I have to go on a field trip thing with the house to go get pumpkins at a farm. I don't want to go, its my cook night so I would rather be here preparing the shit for dinner so I am not completely rushed when we get back since it takes 45 minutes to get there. I wish just one day I could wake up happy and carefree... I hate struggling with this shit!!!!

Stranger Danger!!
So I just got a couple of random texts from an unknown matt on my phone claiming im lying about not being some emma chick and wants a pic of me as proof. Silly rabbit I tell yahs,even thou I sense I could have some fun with this when my husband gets home and take a pic of him and claim that it is me. could work in my favor of getting a good giggle outta it. later days~!

When Will They Learn To Read?
->teddybear: there is alot of folks out there that do this.teddybear: u need to fix ur pic trhat is on ur page->teddybear: my comment is you need to find out what sex the person is before you ask them to do stuff like cam to cam.teddybear: way do u have a females pic on ur page?->teddybear: ok let me put it to you this way. I AM A MALE.teddybear: i did that it did not work hun->teddybear: left click on my name and then a box will open click my name in the box. it will open my profileteddybear: how can i get to your profile hun?->teddybear: the task is to read my whole profile->teddybear: i have a task for you to do. please do it. i will take your silence as that you understand the circumstances that you have put yourself in. and that you will walk away and nevaer ask a female again to do this.teddybear: will do u or wat hun->teddybear: thats what i thoughtteddybear: to wach each outhr get off hun->teddybear: be more specific pleaseteddybear: play->teddybear: what kinda funteddybear: to

Lonely
I got my key to my new place tonight... and now i keep looking at it... I am scared... i am scared to be alone... i really don't want to be... I haven't been in soo long... I am trying to find people to stay with me for a few days... who? i dunno.. just random friends... tomorrow... i am probably going to stay there... alone... I know i am going to cry but I guess that is expected.. hell even now... next to him.. i am lonely... because I know that we aren't "together" anymore... this whole separation bullshit SUCKS After seeing him not wear his ring today... I went without mine... i kept looking at my hand... and at first i was sad... then i was just angry... i have SOOO much anger in me right now that I don't know what to do with myself... I would LOVE to break something... but I don't know if i will stop once i start

I Have No Idea Y
I have no idea y i get myself in situations where i care 2 much... bc then im the1 who gets hurt in the end when ppl leave suddenly or treat me different bc of other ppl... all i ever wanted was 2 b happy ..but it seems like all that ever happens is i get torn... its like im not meant 2 b happy... this is y i think im meant 2 b single... bc all the guys i want never want me... i just wish i understood y... y im the 1 every1 picks 2 hurt ... idk anymore

Little Red.
Little girl this seems to say Never stop along the way Never trust a stranger-friend No-one knows how it will end As you're pretty, so be wise Wolves may lurk in every guise. Sweetest tongue has the sharpest tooth.

Idiocy
You ever say something to someone, and the next day realize it's one of the worse things you've ever done? I have. I said something and now entirely regret every last ill typed word of it. I'm sitting here, tears in my eyes, stomach in knots, because I've lost the respect of someone that I cared for I'm sitting here, trying to chat with the love of my life, but all I can think of is the hurt I've caused this person, and what I would do to take it back. Looking at the shoutbox constantly, hoping for the one thing I want more than anything at this moment, any sign of forgiveness. The regrets of a fool.

The Ant And The Grasshopper.....the Obama Version
......"judgment day" - Election Day 2010 THE ANT AND THE GRASSHOPPER Remember the old story of the Ant and the Grasshopper? Here's the original, plus an updated version. THE ANT AND THE GRASSHOPPER This one is a little different..... Two Different Versions! ................. Two Different Morals! OLD VERSION: The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter. The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away. Come winter, the ant is warm and well fed. The grasshopper has no food or shelter, so he dies out in the cold. MORAL OF THE STORY: Be responsible for yourself MODERN VERSION: Obama's The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter. The grasshopper thinks the ant

To The Superintendant Of Schools
Greetings, I've been meaning to write this email for some time now, and was inspired to actually sit down and compose it after what transpired at my son's school this afternoon. Let me preface my comments with a quote attributed to Benjamin Franklin; "Those who would give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety." As a parent I have a big problem with the after-school pickup cards used at __________. I'm not sure if this is a district-wide policy or if it's unique to _______ but in either case, I find the whole proceedure faulty. We've been made to use these for 3 years now, and one would think that by now the school administration would be aware just exactly who belongs to whom. My child is perfectly capable of identifying his parent or parents without needing to "show his papers" so to speak. When did we get so paranoid in this country, that we have to demand that a parent who is looking right at their child and is

Retards
I just love the fact how two-brain-cell neanderthals hit me up with "yoo so sexy, do yoo haf yahoo?" I always imagine them drooling as they type. Yes, I do have a fuckin yahoo, but what makes you think I'm interested in talking to your semi-literate, brainless self??

Tis The Internetzzzzz
I appreciate the buds I have 'met' here and elsewhere online. Some of them I talk to on the phone and have met over the years in person........... Nowhere have I ever had the honor of being amongst the most selfish stuckup materialistic fake ass folks as here at Fubar. If I am on 24/7 and spend money.............shit I have all sorts of attention here......... and yea, fuck you, it is about attention or YOU would not be here fuckface. If I come on a few times a week and just stop by to make sure my family is purchased if affordable and to say hello......................I find I am dry with no messages and ummmmm ONLY 6 crushes????????? WTF *snicker* I am shutting down my shoutbox...............now don't cry, it will be OK.............just carry on as you have been. fuck off I AM TewDope dig it

The Type Of People I Just Can't Get Along With.
Seriously. I need to rant right now. I've had alot of things on my mind for like the past month that needs to come out. 1. Fubar is not my life, it never will be my life. 2. Just because you expired from me owning you and I never bought you back..doesn't mean I hate you. Get a life. If I hated you I would tell you 3. Im not a begger. I will not beg for things on this site. Period. I may have only joined a few months ago..and I am already at level 28 but I got here on my own thanks..I bought most of my cherry bombs and autos myself. But I do thank the people that have blinged me and bought me things on here. 4. Just because I talk to you daily doesn't mean I love you and I want you. I have a boyfriend and I have been waiting for this one for 2 years so don't even go there. 5. Im not here to steal anyone from anyone else. Just because I talk to your boyfriend or your girlfriend doesn't mean Im a threat to your relationship. So take your DRAMA elsewhere. 6. If I don't talk to yo

Lily Allen Says It Best
my friend benji had me listen to this song in his car yesterday, and now i'm smitten with it. i blogged it for the enjoyment of my friends. hope you giggle, like i did. if not.. too bad for you :)

Not Always Right | ...and We Wonder Why Everyone Hates Us.
Frozen Yogurt Shop | Pasadena, CA Customer: “Are you Hispanic?” Me: “No.” Customer: “Middle Eastern?” Me: “No.” Customer: “Egyptian?” Me: “No.” Customer: “What are you?” Me: “Chinese.” (customer puts on offended face) Customer: “I don’t appreciate you treating me like I’m dumb.” Me: “Excuse me? I’m being honest.” Customer: “NO CHINESE PERSON WOULD EVER HAVE EYES AS BIG AS YOURS!!!” Me: *mouth wide open*

Political Boredom...
Sitting here bored out of My skull watching NY1 waiting for the ballots to be counted, polls close at 9 PM EST for the 2009 Mayoral Election. I voted for the republican candidate Bloomberg so now waiting to see if the guy I voted for will winOh noes republican, Lmao, I am an independent not Republican or Democrat I believe this is how politics should be, I make up My mind given who the candidate is and what they are about, I do not vote for the simplistic dullard basis of what political party they are onNow pondering what the hell to do, Me being the politically interested fuck as I am cancelled plans to watch who will win...okay I am bored entertain Me. *goes to My salute folder and look at the salutes people made Me…damn you should make Me one*…am not a sports fan but shall see if the Yankees will win Game 4 tomorrow night..Someone asked what am I eating for dinner…Hm.. Tuna Fish on wheat bread with lettuce, and some Orange juice, no I am not a health nut it is j

Not Always Right | Oh, Mary Jane
Bath and Bedding Department | Tampa, FL, USA (I swear this lady was high as a kite…She had this crazed out look and talked in this very airy voice. She comes up to register with a large pile of towels and turns to the lady checking out beside her.) Customer: “Wow! I love your purse! It would go with my shiny blue shoes, and my black jacket, and those cute Capri pants in my closet!” Other Customer: “Uh…thanks?” Customer: *turns to me* “You know, I have to keep changing the bathroom colors. I like the spring colors, but you know, Angel keeps peeling the paint off of the wall behind the toilet so I keep telling her Uncle Rico is going to have to repaint the bathroom if she keeps doing that…” Me: “Ok…well, I hope you enjoy your towels.” *hands her the receipt* “Thank you and have a nice day.” Customer: *eyes grow wide as she sprawls the receipt out* “WOW! This receipt is so…LONG! Its

Let's Have A Little Bit More...
I love the smell of Cilla Black’s backpack,I love the smell of Berjarac’s laundry sack, where as I love the smell of Ice T’s bobble hat. So, come on let’s have a look at it,come along now let’s have a sniff of it, come along now let’s have a little bit more. I love the smell of Rusty Lee’s bog brush, and I love the smell of Schwarzenegger’s sling backs, I love the smell of Bazil Brush’s coffin locks. So, come on let’s have a look at it, come along now let’s have a sniff of it, come along now let’s have a little bit, come along now let’s have a little bit, come along now let’s have a little bit more. - 'Let's Have A Little Bit More' Reeves & Mortimer

Erotic Vampire Bat
Bite me.Scratch me.Hate creature.. bat creature Kiss me.Hold me.Fuzz creature.. fuck creature Why are you only in my dreams?Are you really so far away?Once I saw a streak across the midnight sky,I was waiting I was waiting.Wreched beautiful winged mammal lover.Why did you fly right on by?I was ready there, just for you.You cruel thing, you made me cry.Why? Oh Why? I wish i could fly.We could make evil bat love in the sky.And drink the blood of a thousand animals.I would drink the blood of the sky.

My Dream Woman...
A friend n here "Papi" [http://www.fubar.com/user/2281118] showed Me this and I was like wow ... My dream girl http://www.womenhealthline.com/strange-but-true-woman-detected-with-twin-vaginas/ Now.. two vaginas sounds like I need to go meet her at once No its not NSFW! so don't mark this ****

Blahs
my bestest friend was engaged a whle ago to a guy who had a drinking prob. She told him that its either alcohol or her, and he picked the former . So she gave him the ring back and broke off the engagement. Well, several months later, she found out that he got married a while ago to some fat chick that he barely knew. A total rebound marriage. Now she is pissed off... I told her that he wasnt her anymore, so why should she care, but still

Got This From Crystal
What color eyes do you have? Gold in the winter. Hazel in the summer. How tall are you?6'3" Right handed or left?Right Your Heritage: Greek & Spanish Just recently found out I have a fraction of African American as well but not sure how much. Your job:In school Do you like your job? I used to :D Any tattoos/piercings?5 tattoos all on my arms What underwear are you wearing right now?None What shoes did you wear today?Barefoot Do you play video games?nope Have you ever broken someone's heart? probably. If I did, they never told me. Have you ever had your own heart broken? Very much so Favorite car:dodge magnum Favorite animal: Lions & Meerkats Favorite soda:mt dew/vault Favorite underwear:boxers Favorite music: Mostly R&B, reggae, hip hop....aww hell just listen to my playlist Ever feel like you're not good enough?Nope, not here for the approval of others Do you want to be in a relation

Fortune Cookie Says..
My family had a couple of fortune cookies left over froma few night ago. I was scrounging around the kitchena few minutes ago and found one. For a long time I was like everyone else and opened the cookie, looked at the fortune, laughed a bit, then ate the cookie. When I was hanging out with my brother and his kung-fu group for a long while, the intrustor actually told me that the way you eat a real fortune cookie is to crack it open, DON'T look at the fortune, take a bite of the cookie so that you accept what the fortune cookie has to tell you, THEN look at your fortune. I hadn't had a fortune cookie in awhile, so I decided to see what fate had in store for me. I ate teh cookie like I was supposed to and looked at my fortune: "You will be fortunate, if you accept the next proposition you have." *blink* I hope this is job related..

For Rio
Rio is trying to level. I don't want to see stupid, rude ass comments about point whores and trying to level & who cares. Shut up. She's a very nice & generous person who helps everyone she can. Just vote for her and help her out please. Ask your friends to help too. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=581150

Daniel Kitson
Last night I went to see British stand-up Daniel Kitson perform his new show about death. As always, Kitson proved himself to be one of the most warm, affable, genuine, big-hearted human beings alive on the planet, and I laughed my ass off pretty much non-stop. Should you get the chance to see this man doing his thing live, grab it with both hands. Kitson's website

Time To Experiment - This One Is For The Foodies Out There.
I've got a lamb shoulder roast thawing out. Gotta debone it first, then will make a stuffing for it, tie it shut, and roast it in the oven. Comments on the stuffing, please: Italian Bread Crumbs, Feta Cheese, diced scallions & mushrooms, black olives, & a lil bit of crumbled pork sausage. Spiced with coarse salt, garlic, & parsley.

Love And Reality
Wud that you could love me if you could see me as I really am This person inside so aching to know you yet denied over and over again U see a shell, and not the Heart that resides and for this am I lost hopeless and empty and Love is my enemy.

The Idle Ramblings Of Three Bored Englishmen
Sir, one must speculate to accumulate. If I might offer a proposal? Some colleagues and I propose to build an Iron bride that spans the River Avon near Bristol. The revenue from tolls are likely to yield in the region of 12% on your investment as it will offer a shorter road route between the Welsh coal fields and London than is currently available. We would be prepared to include you in the partnership for a share of the profits. Please apply in writing to Isambard Kindom Brunel @ Fubar.com ADDENDUM Sir, my apologies. The clerk that scribed the above communication mispelled a particular word changing the entire context of the commentary. I have fired, and soundly thrashed him. Where you read the words "Iron Bride", please substitute the phrase "Iron Bridge". Yours in anticipation, IKB Dear Sir. I read with interest your addendum to your previous communications. When I offered myself for partnership in your venture I believed that you were commissioning the c

Random Thought Again
I finally stopped putting off my laundry. I have washed lads of underwear and shirts or whatever i needed for a few days, but i decided to wash everything today. like you are supposed to..right?l ol so any ways im trying to figure why i have so many pairs of boxers and socks. I used to just pick up packs at walmart here and there, and ive discovered i must have 40 or 50 pairs of socks and the same for my boxers. any ways ive got 4 loads of wash total or so, and no i am not out of cloths to wear... i am bored anywho, i think im getting sick, hope its not the swine flu. my kids brought home a flyer that they are giving the H1N1 shot at their school on friday. I havent signed the permission slip, because im still not wanting them to get it. ive been watching my ex wifes daughter, and shes 3...i had enough of the mouth yesterday when i told her to get in the house, and she barely finished the "i dont have to" before i swatted her on the behind! she listens much better t

What Do People Love About You?
People Love That You Are Responsible and Dependable You're the type of person who can make decisions easily, and you don't mind leading or directing people. It's likely that you're friends look to you to figure out what to do when you get together. It may feel like a burden, but take it as a complement. Your friends also know that they can turn to in times of crisis or deep trouble. You can help out in an effective manor. Your pals may complain every now and then that you're a little too responsible, especially when you want to call it a night early. In the end, though, they appreciate that they can count on you. What Do People Love About You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

And The Winner Is!
Well I just want to thank all the participants. You guys should really be proud of the work you did and I hope you had fun doing it. A little bit about the judging: I didn't actually do the judging for the main awards. I solicited a few outside judges to give me their picks and they almost all agreed. The main awards were immortalized with hand drawn Sciencey Awards. The winners should feel free to rip these awards and display them proudly on their page. You earned 'em. And just like in middle school everyone wins something so check out the sciencey fair folder to see the Honorable mentions. I'm freaking exhausted and I need a nicotine lozenge so congratulations everyone. You really are a creative bunch.

The Thought Of You
Through the darkness see the light, This shallow years end in fright. All of what I know and see, always something in my dreams. Come to me, you wretched thing, for your the first I will sing. Time to part the beaten path, everyone else can only laugh. My heart goes out to very few, but when it does its very trueWithered and decayed it is, but always growing to be new.I cannot stop this emotional bond, nor wallow in the dreams beyond,I only lack in every word, the dreams that are within my pond.My heart is frgile and its clean, but only I can see my dreams,I love my family I love my friends, but what else could this actually mean.It means I am here and will always be, The one you know I shall always be,A man with purpose and with thought, And all with truth and never naught.Life is long but time is short,and I am here but not for naught.My triumph my courage only you,And if perhaps you only knew.I cannot change the beaten path,For if I do it is my wrath.My soul is split, and it seems

Tagged!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I refer to my kids as 'trolls', even though they are awesome. 2) I like menthol cigarettes. 3) Fubar is a nice diversion. 4) Sarcasm is admired & greatly appreciated. 5) I've taken online IQ tests and range between 135-142. 6) I refer to my ex-wife as ex-zilla, cause it fits her perfectly. 7) I crave banter and intelligent convo. If I SB/yahoo with you - your mind has caught my interest. 8) I think true love is possible even though I no longer expect to find it. 9) I might be preoccupied with sex - it crosses my mind often. 10) I love to cook & experiment with food. Tagged, in alphabetical order: Bludgeon(token male),

I Was Not Ready For This
Not 10 years ago - not today - or the years between then and now. I dont think anyone can be. I want my life back. The life where I felt I was healthy - normal - not a burden for my family or the society - for my friends - for ME! Every day I go through a hell. Getting up - when I can. Smiling and being positive no matter what - trying to live. Just the simple pleasures in getting dressed - getting ready for the day ahead. Instead - it is not...it is getting worse every day. I have my ups and downs. Just like the rest of you. I feel sorry for myself some times - and other times not at all. This is the cards Im delt and I have to try handle it as best I see fit and know. I am the happy one - the sad one - the nutty one - the joker...underneath it all Im just me... Im Torill! And I have Fibro! Im not lazy as many may think. Im exhausted... Easy as that - yet NOT easy at all. I used to be so FULL of energy. I am at times now also - but not to the extent I used to be back wh

Help Me Understand
I feel like I am losing my male friends left and right since I got divorced. They ask me out, and want a relationship, which I am in no position to tie into that yet. When I explain this to them they then avoid me and get angry. Can anyone explain this or tell me what i can do to keep from losing my friends?

Happy Thanksgiving?
Well, it's Thanksgiving time again. What am I thankful for? Whole bunch of things that would really take too long to list. Let me tell you a little story about something I'm NOT thankful for... Last night, while wrapping up my night on the fu and trying to help my mom prepare for cooking the heavenly smelling turkey in the kitchen, everything went to hell. There was a argument between myself and one of my best friends, which is not the main part of my story, but it made me sad nonetheless. I hope we can resolve it soon and I hope we both have a fantastic Thanksgiving. No, my story is really about my family. Well, rather, about one side of my family. About how those closest to you are always the ones that hurt you the most. At least, that's what I had to remind my mom of while she cried on my shoulder. There are very few of you here on the fu that know what's happening within my family. My brother, who is very intelligent, but can sometimes be the most dumbshit kid in the world, is go

Why Is It So Hard To Find Someone I Sexually Connect With?
I hate that... I mean I fucked this 40 year old last night who had no idea how to ride cock. She kept just grinding on it. I'm not small by no means, so she could've taken my cock upto head and back down all the way to the balls. She was great at oral sex, but once we got to the point where she rode me cock it got bad. Not to mention I had to do ALL the work leading upto when she asked if I wanted to goto the bedroom. I had to make EVERY move which took like an hour, so by that point I was already pissed off and frustrated. Also I don't get why women these days try to connect sex to a romatic relationship first these days. To have a romantic relationship I must have a good friendship and sexual relationship (friendship being first).

Advent I
Announcements Church Minders - your new schedules are available in the Narthex this morning. Please pick up your copy and help us to save on postage - Thank you!Pies of all types from the Ladies' Guild are available in the parish hall after the service. Or, you can reserve your pie by calling Richard Foster @ 869-9574. Special thanks to Richard and the other ladies for their delicious meat and vegetarian pies.Parishioners are asked not to block the parish hall vestibule with boxes of items for Christmas market. Such items can be left in the drawing room, but please ensure these items do not block the doorway to the scullery - Thank you!Mrs Swithens has lost the rubber end to her walking stick again. This is of special concern with winter fast approaching. Parishioners are asked to look for it and if found, return it to one of the vergers.Many thanks for the many suggestions left in the suggestion box over the past week. All will be given serious consideration. The suggestion b

Interesting Memory..
I like to re-read people's profiles once in awhile. I was scanning Philemon's profile again when I noticed something I could relate to: "I have a horrible sense of humor. Love black comedy, inappropriate humor, etc. I will laugh at the worst things at the worst time. Never take me to a sad movie." Now, I have an overactive imagination. I can't help the points where it pops something into my head at the most inappropiate moment. I did feel bad for this story, but at the same time, it was the funniest thing to pop into my head that I couldn't control. Here's the story: This past year, we got a call from my Uncle Kenny (not my blood uncle, but he's been my dad's best friend since high school). It was not a happy call. We learned that his father died and we were invited to the funeral. Now, I didn't know Uncle Kenny's father at all, but I felt the sadness flowing through my dad and mom that day. Funeral day came. I don't do well around sad people. With the personality I have, or at leas

List Of Members
OK....IM GOING TO ATTEMPT TO DO A MEMBERS LIST WITH EVERYONES LINK...I PRAY IT WORKS...HALF THE TIME IT DOES THE OTHER HALF IT DOESNT....WISH ME LUCK.....LOL ~♥Scorpioqueen61♥~Mgr. Loungin\'Levelers~Fu-Angel~@ fubar BrownEyedGirl36~Leadchucker\'s Krewe~Mgr.Loungin\'Levelers@ fubar }}ISLåÈÐGIßL>> ♆Loüngín\'Lèvelers * Owned by Leadchucker {LKF}@ fubar Cooki-girl~fu-affianced to OTRDUCK~@ fubar Bori Nena-Loungin Levelers-@ fubar Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too* 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar SWEETLOVE MANAGER @ BODYSHOTS / MEMBER OFLOUNGIN LEVELERS@ fubar la morena ~LounginLevelers~Fu-Engaged To Fly86@ fubar ~DramaQueen617~LounginLeveler~@ fubar amanda66046 ~Lounging Levlers~@ fubar ~Nicegirl0207~***fu-owned by my cool friend BLANDRY***

I Have A Delemia
Was thinking of making this a mumm, but I need complete input ... Most now know, and how irritated I am about this. My status and icons don't work (grrrr) ... so the latest thing I am now being told is that Fu status isn't supported by FireFox (which is the browser that I adore using) now saying that, I am being told I need to change browers .... I refuse to use goggle, nor will I use IE .. I am thinking of opera. If someone knows of anything better I can use that would be wonderful. and PS ... I think I did misspell a few words but ... damn the spell check doesn't want work in the blogs either ...

Happy Stuffs
Lets do a stuff I love blog. I think this kinds blog encourages more comments. Just make a list of stuff that give you a heart on...Idk if this is even fun or whatever lol but who the fuck cares just do it. K so heres my lil list in no particular orderFamilyMy dogsFriendsNail polishGumToe socksScarvesCoke zeroMusicMoviesWinterThe darkWarm blankiesChai tea lattes Riddles/puzzlesJalapeno cheetos Lol ok it wasnt thaaat fun haha but it reminds me of good stuff and I like to be cheery during the holidayz dammit. Have fun with it or dont wtfever you wanna do

Avatar Policy Enforcement Update #3
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** We have been very cool with everyone about our new avatar policy and enforcing it. The majority of users are cool with it and have rocked on. There are still people who are playing musical avatars and blatantly disregarding the policy. As of today, we will be strictly enforcing the policy. 1. Any one blatantly violating the policy will have their photos flagged and they will NOT be removed. We have a special note on photos that shows us if it was flagged as an avatar. If it was, you will NOT get the flag removed. 2. If you want to complain about the policy, do it to a friend. The majority of our users are very happy and supportive. If you are going to be a negative nancy about it and have nothing nice to say, my only response to you is--Don't log in if you do not like our site. 3. If you are one of those people who try and justify your avatar abuse with conspiracy theories pointing to other users who are getting away with it, rest at ease....

Ugly
I am feeling so very bad right about now. Idk why.I just been feeling like an ugly duckling lately. Feeling unimportant. I take full responsibility for these feelings, they are my own. There is nothing anyone can say or to do to change this but me. Just super sad right now....We all cannot be at our top game all the time. One of these days I will feel like I matter again. That day just has not gotten here yet.....Maybe I just need a good girly kinda cry....Or maybe it is as simple as just getting some... Who knows? Time to go grab some kleenex....

Sadness
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love. by Melynda August 11, 2006

A Clue, He Needs One.
To sexysoldie...: yeah, not cool indeed. sexysoldie...: lol wow really? that is pretty jacked up To sexysoldie...: lol Wel puddin most guys want something perverted in return..that is something I pass on of course..due to be a lady.Plus I promise I can live without. sexysoldie...: awwww a guy should get you one! To sexysoldie...: well I cant say no.. I might buy some after christmas and whatnot. sexysoldie...: u want one? To sexysoldie...: I dunno lol I just dont. tis sad its true but I will get over it lol sexysoldie...: hey how r u? awww how come u dont have a vip or blingp ack? You could smell the hint of send me some nakey pics and I'll sportcha a bling pack/VIP a mile away. Do I look like the type of gal that would do so?God I hope not. later days.

Stole This From The Captain. ;)
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!Pick your Artist:Brooks and DunnAre you a male or female?Cowgirls don't cryDescribe yourself:Redneck Rythm and BluesHow do you feel:All Out of LoveDescribe where you currently live:Way GoneIf you could go anywhere, where would you go:Go WestYour favorite form of transportation:Boot Scootin' BoogieYour bestfriend is:She's the kind of troubleYou and your best friends are:Still in love with youWhat's the weather like:Neon MoonFavorite time of day:Beer ThirtyIf your life was a TV show, what would it be called:Born and Raised in Black and WhiteWhat is life to you:Deny, Deny, DenyYour current relationship:One Heartache at at timeYour fear:My Next Broken HeartThought for the Day:Still in love with youHow I would like to die:One More Roll of the diceMy soul's present condition:Our

Get Down Make Love
Stole this from Klover who stole it from Lil Boops..who got it from Captain Anonymous, who got it from Spiker, who got it from Leah♊Alissa, who got it from ℑÿïç, and so on, and so on, and so on... Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Pick your Artist:Nine Inch Nails (d'uh) Are you a male or female? Non-Entity Describe yourself: Me, I'm Not How do you feel: The Perfect Drug Describe where you currently live: Down In It If you could go anywhere, where would you go: The Day the Whole World Went Away Your favorite form of transportation: The Way Out is Through Your bestfriend is: Closer You and your best friends are: We're in this Together What's the weather like: Sunspots Favorite time of day: In This Twilight If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: M

Family Member Needs Help!!
I have a dear real life friend that lost his job this week!! He just got custody of his son this summer and this couldnt be a worse time of year to be unemployed! He is in the telecommunications field but has other skills as well. Lives in DelRay Beach, FL ... If ANYONE knows of a position open that you feel he may be qualified for there (or anywhere else), PLEASE, let him know! He's my #5 family member .. here's his link .. ~ Michael ~http://b.pcc3.fubar.com/47/37/1997374/tn_1550936266.jpg">@ fubar My mission is to help him gain employment SOON! Thank you to anyone who may have a lead!! Happy Holidays All!! Jacqui

I Pray For You!
Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otheswho done wrong to youSometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for themI pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray and flower pot fallsFrom a window sillAnd knocks you in the head like I’d like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray your flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you areHoney, I pray for youReally glad I found my way to churchCause I’m already feeling better and I thank God for the wordsSo I’m gonna take the high roadAnd do what the preacher told me to doYou keep messing up And I’ll keep praying for youI pray your tire blows out at 110I pray you pass out with your best friendAnd wake up with his and her tattoosWherever you are, near or

America's Agenda Blueprinted By A Convicted Felon?....
..Hello everyone. First of all, I’d like to thank those who stop by here regularly to read this blog and its’ posts. It is truly appreciated. It’s made this blog quite a popular place over it’s 3+ year existence on this site, and has been the launching pad for quite a few things over time, be it opening someone’s eyes, suggestions to help make Fubar a better place, offering a different political view than what the mainstream media wants you to believe, giving tribute to the good people of Fubar while taking those to task that need to be. Calling out fakes, cheaters and cons and people that are a waste of bandwidth in this “self regulating” online community. Those are always a popular theme here. Asking the tough questions & being afraid of the answers, facing relentless smear campaigns, always unproven with no factual base in reality from coffee-shop bravado kings, dudes that con women into their online “persona” of being a “hot”

My Pictures, Fu-friends & How I Feel At This Moment
I EXPECT SOME FORM OF DISRESPECT FROM THE FUTARDS THAT RATE AND COMMENT MY PICTURES... MOST DISRESPECT I CAN LET ROLL OFF MY BACK BECAUSE IT COMES WITH THE TERRITORY WITH THE RISKY PICTURES THAT I POST.... HOWEVER WHEN I CHOOSE TO LET SOMEONE IN MY CIRCLE OF TRUST I EXPECT THEM TO WANT TO KNOW ME, NOT THE GIRL THAT SHOWS HER ASS ON HERE.... NOR DO I EXPECT TO FEEL SO BADLY ABOUT MYSELF I WANT TO THROW UP BECAUSE OF WHAT MY HANDFUL OF TRUE FRIENDS SAY TO ME.... NOR SHOULD PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME IN THE ASPECT OF TRYING TO BREAK MY VERY HIGH WALL DOWN, ME LET THEM IN, THEY GET CLOSE TO ME ONLY TO ASK DUMB QUESTIONS, BE DISRESPECTFUL OR GET SOMETHING OUT OF ME THAT THEY DONT DESERVE BUT THATS MY FAULT.... I HAVE PRETTY MUCH SHUT MY COMMUNICATION DOWN ON HERE UNTIL HERE RECENTLY... I USED TO NOT SAY MUCH TO OTHERS OR PEOPLE WERE LUCKY TO GET A RESPONSE FROM A PRIVATE MESSAGE.... BUT HERE LATELY I DECIDED TO TRY TO TALK TO MORE PEOPLE... MAYBE MAKE SOME FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY SINCE I AM

Fuckin Shit Sucks Ass
Got shit goin on at home with the baby. Got his report card today, with a stack of missing assignments attached to it... 2 D's! It was only half the report card, that was social studies and language arts, haven't seen the report for math or science yet. Different teachers so i'll probably get that tomorrow. And then he had a stack of graded papers, only one of them was a passing grade. They were all D's or F's. He's failing out of school...and bad And the thing is, a lot of it isn't his fault. I have to take responsibility for a lot of this... It's not his fault that his mom works all night, and isn't home to help him with his work, and neither is his step dad. And we both work nights, and sleep all day because of it... All of the missing assignments were homework assignments, not in class assignments.. I mean I know he has to take responsibility for it also, a note on his report card did say that he doesn't pay attention in class and goofs off a lot. But still, it doe

Computer Troubles Again
Well, it seems it's time for my computer to self-destruct on me once again. So, I'm going to be sharing a computer with my mom until it gets fixed or I get a new one (which is highly unlikely, but it's what I need the most). My time online during the day will be normal, but my night-time fun will be limited, since that's when my mom gets home from work. *sigh* I finally get to relax now that the semester is over and I can't enjoy what I do the most, be a lazy bum surfing the net :( Is there a "Get Bubbles A New Computer" fund we can start?

Resolutions And Such..
Im not one of these people who make yearly resolutions. I never really understood why 1 day alone would make you want to change something about yourself. why not just do it anyway? but to each his own. anyway, Im going to try my hand at a few resolutions this year. to begin with, no more of this stressing about everything. over the last 10 years, there has been something tugging at my heart constantly. It seems like I couldnt just be happy. Ive let little things get to me and bother me and stress me out until the point of depression and complete sadness. That is not the way to live. There are people who enter your life, and it seems like they are only meant to hurt you and to make you miserable. but maybe they were put there to test your limits, to teach you patience, and maybe to make you thankful for what love you do receive from those you care about. another thing I must do is to forget those who dont remember me. Ive held on to so many memories that only hurt to think about. s

Brainstorm
Not really sure why I'm writing this now since I'm not sure where my thoughts are going... So, what I'm thinking is that I'ma do something uh ?fun? for my friends. Right now, I'm making little pieces of paper to make lame salutes. Don't worry, I will most likely make pretty ones soon. As I'm ripping up the paper(*rolls eyes*), I remembered that's what I've done when pulling names outta a hat kinda thing. So, yah. I'm thinking of doing something where all your names go into a bucket kinda thing and I pick one(or five or ten) out and do something special for that person. That's where my mind went to a stop and figured I better get my happyass making teh salutes while I actually have time. Tonight, I have a major assignment in class...I am super anxious so if Im like weird...never mind you all SHOULD know not to react to my behavior by now lol Where was I? oh yeah...If anyone has a suggestion that'd be great.

Today Is .....
Full of nothing but RAIN ... I woke up at midnight and it was raining ... and it's still RAINING!!!! they are going to dump the levy's at some point and flood about 5000 ppl out of there homes .... Stupid engineerz

Fucation Time!
Our beloved Gothic Goddess has gone on fucation, she will not be running her account for a while. She has asked me to run her accout for her in her absence, so please continue to show her ALL the love you would normally show and I will do my best to return all the love you show her.(as her) So come on everybody lets see if we can keep her shitfaced and make her level before she comes back! Thank you all~ Jesse

What Is A.r.k.?
A.R.K. Act of Random Kindness ARK stands for Act of Random Kindness ARK has always been around but with much thought and help from God I have decided to make ARK known to Fubar! ARK is a group of people all working together to give love to Random people on Fubar and all across the world for that matter! Acts of Random Kindness don't require a whole lot of time or effort, but they can scignifialy improve another person's day! To be blunt Acts of Random Kindness shocks people! What's it going to hurt to take a few minutes out of your day to help bring joy and goodwill to someone other then yourslf for once? By giving a little can do a whole alot... crazy huh? Not at all its actully pretty amazing! I'm sure you have noticed as well as me that there's not awhole lot of love spread around threw Fubar or the world! Just giving even your time to someone you have never met pays off in the long run... you might be saying no it don't... but think of all that you have, think of the gre

Christmas Lights
Christmas Lights that shines so bright. Show me the way, help me tonight. I see you shining, lighting the way for all to see. Why can't I see you? Like I use too and feel the calm and serenity....!!! Why can't I just let it over take me? Why is this season such a dread? Why do I only think of it as dead? Christmas suppose to be ,"the most wonderful time of year." A ghost of the past the present and the future. I walk alone wanting to find a hint of good cheer. Love me, Dry my tear. Help me to see the lights that shines for miles and miles and even in space. Show me that love and caress my face.

Love Reign O'er Me
Only love Can make it rain The way the beach is kissed by the sea Only love Can make it rain Like the sweat of lovers Laying in the fields. Love, Reign o'er me Love, Reign o'er me, rain on me Only love Can bring the rain That makes you yearn to the sky Only love Can bring the rain That falls like tears from on high Love Reign O'er me On the dry and dusty road The nights we spend apart alone I need to get back home to cool cool rain I can't sleep and I lay and I think The night is hot and black as ink Oh God, I need a drink of cool cool rain

Everyday, People.
Sometimes I'm right, and I can be wrongMy own beliefs are in my song.The butcher, the banker, the drummer and thenMakes no difference what group I'm in.I am everyday people, yeah yeah.There is a blue one who can't accept the green oneFor living with a fat one trying to be a skinny oneAnd different strokes for different folksAnd so on and so on and scooby dooby doo-beeOh sha sha - we got to live togetherI am no better and neither are youWe are the same whatever we doYou love me you hate me you know me and thenYou can't figure out the bag l'm inI am everyday people, yeah yeahThere is a long hair that doesn't like the short hairFor bein' such a rich one that will not help the poor oneAnd different strokes for different folksAnd so on and so on and scooby dooby doo-beeOh sha sha-we got to live togetherThere is a yellow one that won't accept the black oneThat won't accept the red one that won't accept the white oneAnd different strokes for different folks.

Christmas Spirit
So I have made to attempt to hide my dislike for the Christmas season, hell I STILL haven't even put up a Christmas tree even though my 9 year old won't shut up about it. Well, I broke down and wrapped a few Christmas presents for tomorrow night which include my 4 nieces. Now 3 of my nieces I adore and can stand to be around without wanting to strangle or duct tape and throw in a closet. My fourth niece however is a HUGE brat who gets anything she wants, gets by with everything and never does anything even remotely wrong in the eyes of her mother, father and grandparents. Last Sunday she was visiting her grandmother (my mother-in-law) and she was in full on brat mode. She was starting fights with my daughters, jerking things from their hands and back talking me and her uncle. I told her fine, I would just give her present to her sister. She said "You will not" and kicked me in my shin. So today I wrapped the little shit's present and had a wonderful idea for a little payback. (Yea

Oh Holy Hell Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I Hate Dis Sh!t
OK WTH THIS IS NOT A PORN SITE NOR A SEXUAL FRIEND FINDER SITE THIS IS A SITE FOR ADULTS NOT A ADULT SITE THERES A DIFFERNCE DONT CONTACT ME IF UR GONNA ACT LIKE A A$$ OR SAY SUPID SHIT HAHAHA LOOK AT THIS DOUCHE .... HE SENT ME THIS MESSAGE WAY OUTS LINE ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________________________________ Germany subject: hello sub received: 12/26/2009 08:40 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam hi, is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles... i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you

My Radio Hates Me
On the way to a xmas dinner today, I hit the scan button on the radio and it tuned to the oldies station. The worst possible 3 songs in a row came on: You're the One That I Want from the Grease soundtrack New Kid in Town- The Eagles Always a Woman to Me- Billy Joel I managed to rewire myself before getting to my desitination somehow but it wasn't easy.

Missing You
Taking advantage of being wide awake for a change. Just wanted to say how much I've missed all of you my friends...my angels! Recent health issues have played heavy on me and I am hoping it turns around soon. I'm at best, operating at about 60% of what use to be 100%. Its harder to get going & when I do my energy goes pretty fast. All this living through modern chemistry sucks, pills for this, pills because of the pills, etc. Up to 17 a day, and booster chemo shots between week 2 & 3, the good news is the markers are coming down & one day there may be an end again. Thanks to all of you who keep me in your thoughts and prayers. They are greatly appreciated & I am sure the reason I am winning this battle. For those of you that care to... my e-mail address is= ricobear1@ hotmail.com, I try to get there every couple of days. I hope everyone had a wonderful and blessed holiday. And just in case, may your New Year bring you many blessings. hugs, kisses & all my love, Rick B

Dirtydeedsradio.com Scavenger Hunt
Starting Jan 4, 2010 we will kick off the Scavenger Hunt for some hot bling. Mon-Fri we will play a riddle between 8am and 11pm 2 times daily. You must be listen to get the clues. Gather all of the pictures and on Friday after the first riddle has been played be the first one to PM me w/ all five of the staff members names and the picture to win some hot bling. You must link the day of the week to the staff member. Update: I have several answers to the Scavenger Hunt. However noone has all the right answers so staring Monday Jan11, 2010 we will replay the clues one day at a time just like week. Happy Hunting :)

Yay Fakers!
One of the fun things I like to do here is go to fake profiles and leave status comments full of love. :) I followed Cammy to this gem's profile (I'll link you in the comments) and IT shouted me. Suga Lips™: yes..I look 12. great comeback how big is your dick? Sassy_Ass_...: ugh,u seriously need a bag over that face of yours. What are you like 12? Tiume to go back to school,winter break is up. Suga Lips™: it may be ugly, but it's mine I didn't have to steal someone's pics to get bling from people Sassy_Ass_...: Who would wanna cum on that ugly lookin face of yours.. rofll

Underneath The Stars
Underneath the stars I'll meet you Underneath the stars I'll greet you There beneath the stars I'll leave you Before you go of your own free will Go gently Underneath the stars you met me Underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me At least you'll go of your own free will Go gently Here beneath the stars I'm mending And here beneath the stars not ending Why on earth am I pretending? I'm here again, the stars befriending They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Underneath the stars you met me And underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me I'm sure they'd like me if they only met me They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Go gently

Fool
Why was I such a fool, Falling in love with you. Shouldve known from the start, You would only break my heart. I only have myself to blame, wishing you could feel the same. My heart races with your touch, Why do I love so much. Thinking of you brings me to tears, Holding you calms my fears. Why was I such a fool. To think your love was true.

Survey Stolen From Crystal & Wench
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?Yep! And he has a new one. :-D Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?Yes What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of? Apples Would you change yourself for the person you love?Nope Do you find drinking unattractive?Alcoholics are unattractive (keeping this answer) When was the last time something bothered you?Today To who did you last give the finger to?Scott

Omg
oh btw atm i'm in IMand 'imho' 'aka' newbie it seemscos the ppl in here chat in shorthandomg wtf does it mean?this am i went 2 the puter my bf 'msged' me:wb 'hi' yw, 'cya' ttfn omg wtf does it mean?afk brb asapatm i cant IM u ckk was i just 'lolling' or am I in ao :)omg wtf does it mean?gtg into rl a momentidk if the snailmail has binre hi, rl letters tbh are rarer omg wtf does it mean?now i no ur rofling about mefar 2 old 2 converse 2 a teenmy HD in english, dont help with this jinglish'pls' dont 'lol', wtf does it mean?

What If?
Ferk it.....Im bored!!If you won the lottery, what's the 1st thing you would buy?Land on the coast.What if you found out you were adopted?I'd be happy I didnt shoot out of the mom I had LOL!!What would you do if you walked into your house only to find your boyfreind and your mother making out?Nothing my mom hasn't done before, she did it to my sis. I'd prolly shit green twinkies sideways!What if a stranger told your your partner was cheating on you?investigate for myselfIf you could adopt one personality trait from someone, who and what?Now that Im not entirely sure.What would you want to experience if you found out you were dying?The northern lightsWhat if you or your partner found out they were pregnant tomorrow?Not possible so meh...What if you found out your BFF was sleeping with your partner?plan Revenge.If you could have avoided living one year of your past, which one and why?The year I went to Scott valley Jr. high. I was belittled and teased relentlessly.What if your dog crappe

Are You Looking To Cum - M4w - 48 (aberdeen)
white male looking for some pussy to eat, all ages 18 to 80, white or black......if your interested in a good hot tongue, Respond with pic/description, no websites or bs responses........put "eat me" in subject line Lets picture that 80 year old pussy. :/ om nom nom Way to be picky, dude.

Why Cats Are Better Than Women?
Some of the cutest guys I know here has cats as their pets. Why cats and not dogs? Someone told me dogs are needy just like women. Anyway, for a good laugh.. A cat doesn't know what a remote control is. A cat loves you until it dies. You don't have to tell your cat you love it - it knows you do. A cat likes to be petted, anywhere, anytime. Cats don't expect breakfast in the morning. Cats don't ly, quibble, argue, pout. Everything you do is interesting. Cats need little space, a sunny spot in the window will do. Cats don't smoke, drink, do drugs. You don't have to tell a cat it's pretty. A cat doesn't care if you haven't shaved for two days. A cat doesn't want to borrow money from you. Cats love to scrap bills and taxforms. You don't need to buy your cat expensive presents on it's birthday. You don't need to buy your cats mother expensive presents on her birthday.

Fakes For The Fcuking Love Of Fruity French Toast Will Someone Tell Me ...why
For the Fcuking Love of Fruity French toast will someone tell me ... Why are all these People pretending to be Someone there not and not just that BUT FAKES IN GENERAL..... NOT FOR NOTHING BUT ITS REALLY GETTING OLD.. it doesnt make sense to post fake pics ur only preventing yourself from meeting someone who will love the real you and friendships with people who will love the real you ... i wonder how many girls and post pics of girls are really girls here and not guys , for that matter i wonder how many people actually have real pics .... people it isn't about who Prettier looks fade in time , u can be the hottest person and people still like something different , or i mean u could be the most normal looking or odd looking person and someone find u beautiful .... beauty is flawed humans are flaws .... the only true beauty is loving yourself regardless and not having to hide behind a mask rather its a fake pic a fake personality or just thinking u always have to be dolled up

Punishment
How long is a person punished for something that they've done? This past weekend I was with my boyfriend. Before I left I talked to my boys' father and he was going to be with them. He hadn't gotten a hold of his parents, where I live with the boys, yet but told me to go ahead and leave. When I left I was under the impression that he was going to be there. Later that night, Friday, my phone died. I had no way to get a hold of anyone and no one could get in touch with me. I didn't think anything of it because the boys' father was going to be there. Come to find out, he was barely there and when I got home they told me that what I did was "irresponsible". Is it my fault that I went out and had free time and their father, who is never around, failed yet again? Well I'm still being punished. Yesterday when I left to go bowling, I told the boys' grandfather that I needed the keys to the car. He tells me "I give these to you with regret. You shouldn't have done what you did last

The Ultimate Dilemma
Spelling dilemma: It seems there were a lot of people, including me, that were taught in school to spell it as "dilemna". I distinctly remember it being on a list of "tricky words that are not spelled as they sound". What I was taught is of course etymologically incorrect. Was this the ultimate practical joke of a text book writer in the 50's to create a self-defining word?

Melt With You By Modern English
Moving forward using all my breath Making love to you was never second best I saw the world thrashing all around your face Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace I'll stop the world and melt with you You've seen the difference and It's getting better all the time There's nothing you and I won't do I'll stop the world and melt with you (You should know better) Dream of better lives the kind which never hate (You should see why) Dropped in the state of imaginary grace (You should know better) I made a pilgrimage to save this human race (You should see why) Never comprehending a race that long gone by (I'll stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you (I'll stop the world) You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time (Let's stop the world) There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you The future's open wide (Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world) I've seen so

What Makes You Fabulous?
You Are Fabulously Funky You've got your own little groove going on. You are happily marching through life to your own beat. You've got flair and you've got style. You are delightfully quirky and special. People find you to be fascinating. And you definitely do live an interesting life You make the world a more colorful, more creative, and more inspired place. If only there were more funky type like you! What Makes You Fabulous? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Yup
BULLET IN THE HEAD-Rage Against the Machine This time the bullet cold rocked yaA yellow ribbon instead of a swastikaNothin' proper about ya propagandaFools follow rules when the set commands yaSaid it was blueWhen ya blood was readThat's how ya got a bullet blasted through ya headBlasted through ya headBlasted through ya headI give a shout out to the living deadWho stood and watched as the feds cold centralizedSo serene on the screenYou were mesmerisedCellular phones soundin' a death toneCorporations coldTurn ya to stone before ya realiseThey load the clip in omnicolourSaid they pack the 9, they fire it at prime timeSleeping gas, every home was like AlcatrazAnd mutha fuckas lost their mindsJust victims of the in-house drive-byThey say jump, you say how highJust victims of the in-house drive-byThey say jump, you say how highRun it!Just victims of the in-house drive-byThey say jump, you say how highJust victims of the in-house drive-byThey say jump, you say how highChecka, checka, c

Kanye West
"Jesus Walks"-Kanye WestYo, We at warWe at war with terrorism, racism, and most of all we at war with ourselves(Jesus Walks)God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down(Jesus Walks with me) with me, with me, with me [fades]You know what the Midwest is?Young & RestlessWhere restless (Niggas) might snatch your necklaceAnd next these (Niggas) might jack your LexusSomebody tell these (Niggas) who Kanye West isI walk through the valley of the Chi where death isTop floor the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh!Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard hardGetting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the methodThey be asking us questions, harass and arrest usSaying "we eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast"Huh? Yall eat pieces of shit? What's the basis?We ain't going nowhere but got suits and casesA trunk full of coke rental car from AvisMy momma used to say only Jesus can save usWell momma I know I act a foolBut I'll be gone 'til November I got packs to

Need You Now By Lady Antebellum
Picture perfect memories,Scattered all around the floor.Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.For me it happens all the time.It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.For me it happens all the time.It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,And I need you now.Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now

Laura Veirs
So I have a bit of a thing for female vocalists, especially of the singer-songwriter variety, and I've been lucky to see a number of great acts at our local Arts Centre - Erin McKeown, Kimya Dawson, Nina Nastasia, Thea Gilmore, Jill Barber, Piney Gir, Mor Kabasi, Isobel Campbell, to name a handful... And I would put last night's Laura Veirs gig on a par with any of those. I'd only heard a couple of songs of hers prior, it's not like I've been a fan, but she was a name I kept seeing pop up, and was keen to hear more, so when the gig came up I thought I'd take a chance, and I'm so glad I did. The two support acts, Old Believers and Cataldo, both turned out to be solo incarnations of larger bands, and doubled up as Veirs' backing too. Both were excellent, and if you like young men singing gentle acoustic songs about feelings and stuff, delivered high quality versions thereof. I leaned more towards Old Believers, simply because it was a little less polished, and therefore a little more

Firgiveness Is Compassion.
All mistakes CAN b forgiven. All ill spoken words CAN b replaced with words of love. All broken hearts CAN b mended with time and LOTS of love. People are only human, they do make mistakes. If it was once, then forgive them for their transgressions and allow them to earn your trust again. The greatest mistakes in life happen when u dont love allow urselves space to grow and learn to forgive. Time isnt on anyones side, so if there is someone that has begged, pleaded, gotten on their knees in order to get a second chance. Forgive them and allow them to make things right. But dont harbor hate and anger towards them (it will never get any better if u keep making more problems caused by anger). Remember this, if they are on their knees (literally) they honestly do regret their actions, words and everything else they have done. Life is to short to not forgive and move forward in your relationship.

Emotional Rollercoaster
my husband went on a date. with a girl i was friends with.. and that he said he didn't like because she was such a slut. She slept with 6 guys in a week.. PLUS had a relationship (and a kid) with a guy who was KNOWINGLY sleeping with a girl who had HIV. He has been talking to her for weeks... we have been separated for 3 months.. I love my husband.. I don't want to divorce.. well.. i didn't before THIS.. now i wouldn't trust getting back with him. HIV can travel through spit... What if he kissed her? dear god.. I don't know if she has it... But i don't want to chance it.. I have been crying off and on for 2 days... my heart hurts.. I want to go get a giant covered burrito and eat the whole thing.. comfort food and all.. Problem is.. i lost 4.25 pounds last week... and i am scared to blow it... but i REALLY want that burrito...

Cupid's Test
The Battleaxe Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLM) Sharp. Hardened. Dominating. The Battleaxe sweeps all before her, smiting and what not. You’ve had a number of serious relationships, so you obviously have many attractive qualities. You’re well experienced in dealing with other people’s weirdnesses, and it’s likely you’re good in bed by now, too. Also, like the drunken housewife chucking Heinekens at her no-good husband, you’ve got a lot of energy. People can tell you’re sophisticated, and so you find yourself the object of infatuations quite often. But it’s how you handle yourself in your relationships that gets you the ‘brutal’ tag. Controlling? Imperious? Overbearing? Yes, please. Remarkably, you don’t mind the same from your men. You’ve experience enough to take whatever you dish out. Overall, you’re a very good person and a capable lover, and when the time comes you’ll make a fine divor

Chester's Demise.
All persons mentioned have given permission for their 'handle's' to be used. No harm has actually come to anyone before, during, or after the writing of this story. Nor has anything illegal actually taken place. The story itself is a complete work of fiction, so kindly take it as such. It was the same thing every night; everyone joined TMR to listen to whichever DJ was playing that night. People were trickling in slowly. Some stayed and chatted for a bit, while others popped in and out. For the most part it was just the regulars who talked about their days, trying to kill time.Little did everyone know there was an unwanted, hidden guest in the room. No one ever saw him so it wasn't as if the owner, DJ Chaotic Evil, could eject or ban him. Soon enough everyone nicknamed him 'Chester'. If you asked where the name came from, no one could really tell you. Everyone had their own theories, but no one knew for sure. DJ Chaotic Evil, or just chaotic to his friends was waiting to take air w

The What Kind Of Girl Are You Test
The What Kind of Girl are You Test Your result for The What Kind of Girl are You Test ... The Liberal Beauty You scored 84 looks, 77 personality, 34 politics, and 83 sex drive! You're beautiful, you have a great personality, and youre highly sexual. You're a liberal with your views and you don't put morals before everything. You're probably a great wife or girlfriend, and you know how to make sure that the ones you love are happy. You're probably fun in a conversation and I'm sure that you are as loveable as you are beautiful. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average) You scored 84% on Appearance, higher than 81

Friend Requesting: How To & Not To Do It
Friend requests Man, don't you hate it when stuck-up jerks like me DEMAND that your friend request says something? That isn't stupid? Well we exist (unfortunately) so here's some tips to getting that coveted ACCEPT. I used real examples for extra educational value. Well, a few are made up but you'll probably be able to tell which ones... Good :D * Respectfully complimenting the addressee: "Your blog cracked me up something fierce! I hate fire ants too, wanna be friends?", "I'm a gay man and have no sexual interest in you, but I know beauty and you are PERFECTION. Then, your interesting profile just sealed the deal. Friends?" * A funny quote that pertains to an interest on the persons profile. It shows you read it, paid attention and have similar interests. Tip: everyone loves Run DMC! "Cool chief rocker, I don't drink vodka / But keep a microphone inside my locker / Go to school everyday, on the side makin pay / Cause I'm rockin on the mic until the break of day" * A la

[i Felt Like Kicking Something]
If a stranger told you that you were beautiful would you believe them?Yes. And then I'd flex and pose in a statuesque fashion. Do you get cranky when you're hungry?On a legendary scale. What eye color of the opposite sex do you like the most?Light brown. Where will you be tomorrow at this time?Probably taking nibs off my new 1/100 Gouf MG. When was the last time you wore black pants?Monday Do you hope your children are like you one day?Yeah >> if I ever have kids. If they're like me I can point them in the direction of what not to do. What's the best thing to do during a snow storm?Appreciate the quiet. What's the best thing to do during a thunderstorm?Not play games that autosave. Have you ever ripped the wires out of your computer?Not this computer, but dozens of others. Has anyone ever told you that you were self centered?Yeah, by significantly more self involved people who didn't really know me all that well, or were losing an argument. What is the color of the chair you

Wish I Had The Cujones To Send This To My Hubby...
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wa

Blonde Logic
Blonde Logic January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels....."duh".....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!! March - Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!! May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of car in rain storm.....car swamped, because top was down. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!!! December - Couldn't call 911....."duh".....there's no "eleven" button on the phone!!!

Bored
They say, only boring people get bored. I figure that since im bored, maybe I just dont want to do anything. I have a ps3 and a bunch of movies, the internet, unread books and any handful of things to do. (no pun intended) I was Invited to go out and declined, because Im not feeling very social tonight, a little worn out from going out last night. I just dont have energy today, after drinking coffee, a rockstar, and taking my vitamin. Its friday night and since I havent had to work all week, cuz the boss went out of town, i guess it just feels like a sunday.

Work =/
Is it possible for me to get a raise? I was told that I'd get one when things got busy again, but it needs to be done now. Yesterday I had to open the store. Not a big deal, I do that at least once a week. When I get there he's asking me to help him with things that only him and his sister know how to do. I've watched them before, so I knew what I was doing. While I'm working, my other boss calls me on my cell phone and starts asking me to change the schedule and to just "work something out". Why didn't she call her brother? I don't know. But I had to get a hold of people and figure out what to do so she could still have her day off. When I called her and told her what I'd worked out and put on the schedule, she said.."Okay, I'll come in on Sunday and work a double". Like I was the one that was the boss and she was the employee. My boss the one that was there pretty much told me that I didn't have to listen to him. When he tells me to do something, he'll stop half way and then say.."

She Has Typed Again
Okay, I'm a moody bitch. My mood is currently volatile and some may feel a bit put out by it. But the fact is I don't need to hold spaces or places for people I don't know or don't wish to speak to. I changed a few things and I am sure no one has noticed. For real when was the last time you read my page beyond the status comment? I'm guilty of not being on much or coming to rate, but you better know if I come I READ! Its nice to be informed. My days of dwelling upon the internet are coming to a close. The rare moments I will be here will be infrequent due to the fact I am moving!!! It's official I should be where I am going by march :) I don't need to say bye to many. I tried but an abundance of lame excuses were what I came across. So adios to almost all of you local people I have shared a moment of time with. ;) I might not have the net for a while or I might decide to avoid it in order to find myself again. I can check my email anytime, most of my friends have it. I recommend you us

The Colors Test
You Are Colorful Because You Are Sparkling You are witty and clever. You may not be the most outgoing person in the world, but you speak up when it matters. You know create an aura of mystery surrounding you. You enjoy having people wonder about you. You never over share or dominate a conversation. You only inject yourself when you know it's your time to shine. You are classy and elegant. Making a good impression is important to you, and you love to leave people wanting more. The Colors Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Just Random Stuffs
Its almost 3:30 here in central time zone and Im just eating breakfast, Im a bum so suck one! A sausage, egg, croissant (i had to look at the box to spell it correctly) My rent is due, and im short because my boss didnt submit my payroll for working at his house.. fucker better pay me by tommorrow or I will have late fees! My Unemployment Benifits will take almost 3 weeks to get money. Grrr My phone bill is due next week My light bill is past due Ive not been this tight on money in 5 years... I think fubar is like an elderly relative, you know its dying, and you still visit regularly, and will miss it when its gone and talk about it like you are going to see it again. everyday is the same now My ex has had use of my car for the last year, she pays the insurance on it. Recently she moved about an hour from here, and I told her when she gets her tax return, i need my car back and She has been bugging me about Child Support the last couple days...she Is gon

How To Complain Like A True Mummer
There are four types of complaint to master before you can consider yourself truly one of the MuMM folk. 1. Your MuMM's too trivial! What to have for breakfast? Whether to cut your hair? What soft beverage to drink? You need us to help you make your mind up on that? How do you get dressed in the morning without Fubar?? MAN YOU SUCK!!! 2. Your MuMM's too serious! Should you leave your partner? Should you take your daughter to the hospital for that thing? Should you sign up for another four years? What the hell are you doing asking a bunch of strangers on the net for? Talk to your family, man! Dammit!! Why would you take this bunch of idiots word for anything?? MAN YOU SUCK!!! 3. This isn't a MuMM! Coke or pepsi? This film or that film? Ford or Chevy? Stick your poll up your ass, man! Sounds like your mind is already made up!! MAN YOU SUCK!!! Once you've mastered these three, you're ready to complete the set, by mastering number 4. 4. The MuMMs are dead! Nobody posted a MuMM for two

Urban Dictionary's Definition Of Me....
An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.

What Do You Do?
What do you do when your word is your bond and everything you say is true But the truth is cutting you up inside like razor blades Do you shift the truth to a new reality or endure the pain What do you do when everything you have said you will do you have done or are doing yet still you fall short Do you renew your effort and try harder or do you let things fall by the waste side What do you do when you have played with the stars and changed the constellations And still no star seems to point home Do you check your compass or retrace your steps What do you do when your fool heart tells you something that feels true yet your head is spinning and you can’t tell up from down Do you not worry about the gravity of the situation or do you find something to ground yourself

Hmmmm
So is it weird that the guy who pierced my bewbs added me on facebook? And is it weirder that of all the boobs he's pierced he still remembers mine? And even moreso is it weird that the person he added me through is one of the biggest admirers of his work? I'm just kinda in one of those awkward "ummmmmm...." stages right now

Want My Points For 12 Hours?
Want My Points For 12 Hours? Well This Is How It Is Gonna Work! If U Want My Points U Gift Me An Auto 11 R A Boomerang! I Run The Auto R Boomerang During Ur Time! U Get 2 Pick What Day & What 12 Hours U Want! I Will Promote U In My Status & Will Promote It In A Bully! If I Can I Will Bomb During The 12 Hours U Get My Points! Either Leave A Message Here Or In My SB If U R Interested & We Will Talk About What Day & Hours! Thanks Sexy Bi Chris =)

Queen Of Random
If I asked you ….would you Just sit awhile and not say a word? Be my friend and expect nothing in return? Keep a secret even if I upset you? Lend a shoulder if I needed to cry? Tell me if I hurt you even if it hurt to tell I did so? Walk away and never say a word? Tell me as often and in a manner you’re comfortable with what I mean to you? Laugh with me not at me? Love me unconditionally?

[trust]
So... as I stood naked in the showeras I've been known to do when sober I had this terrible thought about my cheating abusive psycho whore of an ex What ifthis goes somewhereand I do something stupid like bear every soft spot necessary for this girl to destroy me? It was the first time this really entered my mind.I had to stop and ask myself"what can go wrong""am I ready to do this again?""is it worth trusting this woman?" I didn't really have a satisfactory answer.I knew I was getting ahead of myself.Way way way ahead of myself. To think- what brought this onwas dropping the soapand immediately flashing back to that bright yellow cellthat polyester velcroed schmockthe pencils made out of waxthe phones that never workedthe cricket chirp of that awful checkpoint baton what brought me back was how cold the shower had becomeand the big thick heaving gasps pounding out of my lungs. I thought back to entering her number in my cellphonethis big black story I had to tell he

Knee Replacement
After all these years, Im finally going to get some relief for the pain Ive been having in my knees for 30 years. Praise God. When I was about 15 years old, I went tooling out on my 10-speed, craving a slurpee. Along comes a drainage grate ( I didnt see it because it was overgrown with grass) and my front tire collided and Janice went oopsie over the handle bars. After limping home, Mom took me to the ER, where I was diagnosed with torn ligaments and cartillage (sp?). Mom refused to let them go in and repair the damage, so instead I was placed on crutches and in a knee brace for 3 weeks. Skip ahead a year or so..and I went out for the high school track team. Running was something I loved to do, so I trained for distance and stamina. On this particular day, we were competing with an area school..and I was lined up for the 440 relay. On the 3rd turn, I hit the hurdle head on..but my left foot got tangled in it, and down I went. Well here we go again, BACK to the ER, back to t

Sadness
So, as my status said the other day, I was going to be a dad. That is no longer so, she miscarried. As much as I was never ready for it, when I knew, I looked forward to sharing this joy and responsibility with the woman I love. Now that it's gone before it even began, it's an odd sense of shock and loss that I've not felt before, and I don't care for it. All I know is, we have time to make this right, and we will.

Taking A Break
Im taking a break from fubar as long as I need to. I doubt there is anyway that you can change my mind. Im tired of being ignored by ppl when I need something but when I do something for them I get no thank you. Specially being ignored by my so called "friends" So if you know me pretty well, and we're close or whatever...you know how to get ahold of me. Im not whining..Im just saying, I don't much want to be here anymore. Also-- The new rules that fubar is putting in place is rediculous, and Im just not into it anymore. Also, I will NOT be buying bling for anyone anymore...Not even my boyfriend. So don't ask

A Little Taste Of My Poetry
I once met a guy on fuHe had so many rulesI didn’t know what to doHis standards were just so highLord knows, I sure did tryBut in the end, I had to be meI’ll finish this masterpiece later, I have to go pee…

Mirrored
I have your tongueyour passion for the truthyour need to drive theneedle of the mind rightto the heart of it alllike the wings of a hummingbirdbeating so wildly and fastthat we think he has no feetjust going from quest to questagain to the heartfor I am yourselfmore then you are...

My Return
OK WOW SOME PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO GET A LIFE, THIS IS A GAME FOLKS (FANTASY) NOT REAL, A SOCIAL NETWORK IN MY OPINION BETTER THEN ANY OTHER BUT SOME OF YOU JUST WOW! CRAZINESS! OK FIRST IF YOUR BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND, FU-HUSBAND OR WIFE OR REAL LIFE GIRL/BOY FRIEND HAS ISSUES WITH YOU BEING OWNED BY SOMEONE OTHER THEN THEM BLOCK IT SO NO ONE WILL BUY YOU! IF YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER REAL OR FAKE HAVE ISSUES WITH ME MAKING YOU STUFF OR BUYING YOU BLING THEN BLOCK ME FROM COMING TO YOUR PAGE. REALIZE SOMETHING FOLKS I HAVE A LOT OF REAL LIFE FRIENDS ON HERE WHO TRULY KNOW ME SO WATCH WHAT YOU SAY TO MY FRIENDS BECAUSE THE TRUTH MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A JEALOUS ASSCLOWN!! OK ALSO EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR ME IS ALWAYS RETURNED TEN FOLD AND MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT, SO IF WE WERE FRIENDS ONCE AND WE ARE NOT NOW DON'T ASSUME CRAP JUST ASK ME WHY NOT! EXPECT THE TRUTH CAUSE I'M TOO DAMN OLD TO PLAY THE LIEING GAME!! ALSO IF YOU OWN ME REALIZE YOU WILL BE MY #1FAMILY, MY CRUSH & PICS OF YOU PLASTERED ON M

[kill It With Fire!]
You don't even want to know what I stuck my hand in today.But I got the biggest... second biggest...no biggest mess out of my house.Four hours of dishes, peppered with a workout, dinner, one break, some laundry, and a shower. Got some loose papers to toss, and some HUGE book filled boxes to move, and some trash to pick up in the garage Soone more trash run, dust, store and clean the dishes I actually use, laundry, this house is suddenly habbitable. I am NOT doing a deep clean for the floors, it is snowy outside, and the first step my dog takes into this house will ruin all that. Might run the shop vac on the corners what the fuck am I gonna do about this couch?Burn it? I need it to sit :/ Buy a new one in 3 days? ... okay maybe not three days.40? anyhow she winked at me today, and I thought I had imagined it.Then she admitted to it. That was nice. Still killin it at work.Even if I fuck off for at least 30 minutes talking to her. I also managed to ... *loses train of thought

Pissy...
Okay, to start with, I'm in a SHIT mood. Work pretty much got me there. Let's make a long story short-ish... For everyone that doesn't know, I work as a customer service manager/book-keeper at a grocery store. Here goes... Our front end manager (the manager right above me), was pushed out of her job by the store manager. He hired someone else to be the front end manager, because apparently the one we had, wasn't doing her job (which is bullshit, he's just an ass). Anyway, we've all hated him since he started...His sales suck, he isn't bringing in ANY money, he is cutting everyone else's hours EXCEPT the people he's brought in, etc. He's a prick. Anyway, him and my manager have been butting heads for a while. She's now only a book-keeper and works on payroll starting Monday. This new bitch the store manager brought in, is the TRASHIEST thing I've ever seen in my LIFE, and to top it off, she's a complete tool. Little Miss Suck-up. Well, she's been there for a week and a half,

Thank You By Dido
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through Then you hand me a towel and all I see is you And even if my house falls down, I wouldn't have a clue Because you're near me and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Then You Walked In
Then You Walked in My LifeBefore I ever met youI was caught in a stormThe lightening had hitAnd my heart had been burnedThe rain seemed to keep fallingMy breath had become shallowI was beginning to drownIn my pain and my sorrowLife can be cruel at timesDealing you the devil’s handThings can become crazyWhile you sink in the sandSleep becomes a distant thoughtAs the night becomes your friendThen in the midst of it allSomebody comes walking inThen you walked in my lifeThe thunder began to ceaseThe rain began to subsideAnd I could finally breathBefore you the storm ragedDarkness outshined the lightI was just about to give upThen you walked in my lifeMy world is still undoneAnd I am still spinningBut since you walked inAt least I am healingYou may never look at meThrough the eyes I desireBut just being who you areHas calmed the raging fire

Ermm Yup
because i realized that cutie didn't remember anything.. i didn't even give him a chance... i told him i understood he was drunk and all that i wanted out of him is a friendship... even if i DID have a little crush.. now he is acting all wierd around me.. when i am around he kinda just disappears.. UGH i hate men.. i give them an out and they get freaked

Today Was Totally .......natasha
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and look the meaning of your name, then post it as a blog cats and kittens.:) 1.The name Natasha (Russian) means Christmans Day or birthday. It is usually used to portray desirable and enviable female characters in film, literature, etc. Most Natasha's are beautiful. They exude mystery and seduction. Tabitha: I don't like that girl, Natasha. Robert: She's hot!!! I would love to bang Natasha!!!! Tabitha: She looks like a slut! Robert: You're just jealous 2.A woman of outstanding beauty, intelligence, and grace. That girl is totally a Natasha . 3.the most awesome person ever. shes so much fun to hangout with and i love her

Where My Head At
life is shitty right now no job no bread in my pocket. shit is like a rollercoaster, like i know i aint prefect and i try my best. but's hard around here to be in a postive mind when i either get attiude what annoy's me when i get a salty look or a vibe when i don't know what's wrong, i stay off this fubar shit so i dont hear a problem. i fill more depress each and everyday sometimes i fill like u fill like i owe you something out of life. yeah i admit i have done wrong in some shit but i dont like when im trown under the bus still i dont talk to nobody i play the ps3 and try to stay out of ur way. hell im lucky if we sleep in the same bed sometimes and lately that aint been happening why i have no clue only you know the answer to that. i dont go snooping around in ur shit like you do to me although i have shit to hide i just hate it cause that's some shit alicia shit she use to do to me. so of course im going to be defencesive about my shit. and the smart comment's and stus shit is so

Sail Away With Me - David Gray
Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I wanna hold you now Crazy skies all wild above me now Winter howling at my face And everything I held so dear Disappeared without a trace Oh all the times I've tasted love Never knew quite what I had Little Darling if you hear me now Never needed you so bad Spinning round inside my head Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I wanna hold you now I've been talking drunken gibberish Falling in and out of bars Trying to find some explanation here For the way some people are How did it ever come so far Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I wanna hold you now Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now,

[my Dog Ate My Reason]
Reheeeaaallypissed this morning. I thought to myself "ah sure, I can make it, I just have %50 lung capacity" and I'm going out to bring my dog in, who started spotting yesterday (as in bing clumpy patches of vagina blood) and the little fucker starts running in circles and being a general fuckhead. Granted its a nice morning and typically I let her stay out on these mornings but I explained to her that I don't want any babies. No go. I do all my usual tricks- run from her,run inside she even hops inside with me, only to bolt and jump out the door again at which point I'm extra pissed because I'mwheezingand running late. I eventually catch her, she does her little death roll, pulls my arm too hard, wrenches my wrist and yanks her collar all the way off, drags me into dog shitbucks and kicks me in the stomach and faceand I've fucking had it I pick her up by her ears chomp down on one, and knee her gently in the ass when she tries to buck free again (you ever tried to grab a 130

"the Gift"
I contemplated a bouquet of roses...but they wither in time...so I planted you a rose bush instead!I thought about a card,but not even the largest one would be enough!So here is a novel written on the tip of my tongue..allowing me to express how i feel each day!I wanted to give you a watch covered in diamonds..but I decided to give you my time instead! Moments from this hectic world I am giving to you my undivided attention!Time away from putting off " what matters most" .I wanted to tell you how much I truly love youbut decided to show you instead! A huga smilea selfless acta walk on the beacha home cooked dinnerAn appology for the times I hurt youand endless gratitude for all the times you are there for me and for being a ray of sunshine in my life!The most valuable Gift of all are my prayers to God each day..Asking him to protect, guide ,and bless you in your life long journey !To others it may not seem like much... but to me it is everything!.I am giving you my heart and my prayers

To The Fake Happy Hour Guy.
Here is what I had to send him in a private message/gift. I think it was a good offer. Hrmmmm One would think that with all the pictures you have on here, you'd have a salute. It must be hard being so fake. I'll tell you what..you post a salute, one showing your face, I'll buy you a VIP.You probably won't approve this and that's fine..just shows how much of a pussy you are. Oh, and feel free to block me. I'm use to it.[I was going to leave that on your page, but I'm not "allowed". VIP thing still goes. You post a salute that gets approved, I'll buy you a VIP.] Think he'll take the bait?

Botox O'callaghan
Top of the mornin' to ye! In case both of you haven't noticed, I've decided that until Saint Patty's Day, I'll begin decoratin' me page for the occasion! While on "that other site" I found an app that determines an Irish name for the user. Mine ended up Botox O'Callaghan. Hence I changed my name! However, since the FuNazis Fubar admin staff have removed the capability to use symbols of any sort in one's Funame, it keeps comin' up Botox OCallaghan - no apostrophe. Rather than leave it like that I decided I wanted that bloody apostrophe in place, so I just spelled out "apostrophe" and there it is! Botox OapostropheCallaghan! I also wanted to put a leprechaun as me default photo - so I did what any 'Net-savvy person would do - I Googled "leprechaun" and clicked "Images". What came up was all manner of photos of sexy women (almost) dressed in Irish-inspired costumes and that nasty critter from the Leprechaun horror/suspense movie series. So, bein' rather twisted meself, I downloaded the

So Hard Not To Rip Her Dog In Phuckin Half
So the wknd sucked balls...sick in bed til sunday..then just when im feeling better...bammmm wknd even more shot to shit..heres how it all went down Friday..worked and Fu'd...went home and died on the couch..still sick Saturday...fuck missed that day altogether in bed dying Sunday..holy fuck im alive...feel pretty good too...ex wife is in for a visit with my sons..so i go in the garage and work on my youngest sons dirt bike for him..its all ready for the new season..so i do a few wheelies up and down the street..take lil Mia for a ride on it...then the ex pulls in to drop my sons back off and get her nasty ass back to NYC...As my sons are saying their goodbyes to their mom...Mia tells me its time to come inside...she is only 3....as she shuts the front door....jenns fuckin lil faggot dog..Neko...attacks and tears into Mias right wrist and arm...she has 11 puncture wounds and a huge tear into her right forearm....i rush to my daughter...stop the bleeding...ok maybe i gave a lil kick

Yup Yup Yup
CA was beautiful, I got to stare at palm trees, who knew they grew with christmas lights implanted in their trunks! The weather was great, the earthquake was nice enough to wait until after I left :). Bubbles and Photobug came out to see me sunday - we had a great time and cheese pie for dinner. Yes, cheese pie, I figured they meant cheesecake, but turns out it really was cheese pie after all :-/ I finally got home after midnight last night, without my suitcase. Right now I'm waiting patiently for my suitcase, and BOB to be delivered to me... ok im only capable of soooo much patience

I'm Blogging To Let You Know I Blogged
So yeah, what the title says. I've started a new short story over on my other blog. I'd love it if you'd check it out and let me know what you think! Feel free to leave comments either here or there (or in a box with a fox). I less-than-three feedback.

Poison Chalice
Here's a good one. Earlier today a teacher was subjected to an attempt on her life. Her drink was spiked with hair dye during a lesson, as well as another student spitting in it. Luckily one of the less criminal kids told her before she drank that. That's the kind of school I work at....

Angels Last Prayer
Angels Last Prayer As the feeling of being unwanted, races through my mind and peirces my soul.. Cutting through my heart. As the tears fall and my heart bleeds, my soul is emptied into a space of nothingness. I can welcome now only a friend of lonliness as the rest of the world watches and passes by. My spirit shall remain as the rest wilts. I am alone, I am alone. I do not belong here, I cannot stay. Please remember me as I was the angel that kissed you when that chill brushed your face. I shall go in silence as that is how I came. Bless those who knew me, bless those who didn't. She *sighs as she hangs her head and walks away silently! --}-{@ Tammy Rose Morris @}-{-- © Copyright 2010

Boo's Motorcycle Compatibility Test
Your result for The Motorcycle Personality Test... Ducati 996 You scored 12 moxie, 10 zeal, and 8 pomp! You exhibit an overexuberance in all respects that cannot be satisfied. Your attitude and ego are over the top, yet you actually have the skills to match. Its infuriating. People would hate you, but you're too damned nice. You always ride like its your last day to live, and leave bystanders vaguely aroused. Your bike is the Ducati 996. Sex on wheels. Take The Motorcycle Personality Test at HelloQuizzy

My Music
We just put up a cover version of the song "One" by U2. Sorry fucking Bono, it's better than your version. Eat a dick if you don't like it. You can even download the shit for free (if you can figure it out...as we haven't yet). http://www.myspace.com/strokadellicspace

Who's Your Classic Film Alter Ego? Test
Your result for The Who's Your Classic Film Alter Ego? Test... Humphrey Bogart 38% SexAppeal, 42% Comedic and 100% Gender! You are Bogart! Bogart started out playing hoods and villains and moved up to an unlikely leading man. Like Bogart, you have an uncanny sense of style that is all your own. You tend to be reserved and intraverted, but like Bogart, these qualities make you magnetic to others. Take The Who's Your Classic Film Alter Ego? Test at HelloQuizzy

:)
I just got done running/walking for 45 minutes. Woot! I got home and poured a big cup of water and sat on the patio while I drank it. Then I got in the shower. I think the shower was my favorite part. That was the most relaxing shower ever. The warm water felt wonderful. I think I got sunburned on my face. I got to remember to wear sunscreen tomorrow. By the way, it's sunny and 72 degrees outside. The humidity isn't bad, but when you're in the direct sunlight it feels HOT. Dinner is cooking right now and I'm starving. I have to say, today has been a wonderful day. :) And guess what? TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

[at Least My Robots Still Love Me]
Picked up some extra jarsand skewers (getting frustrated with the ones I have)and a cutting surfaceand a razor saw ... I should've gone to the hobby store first. Because I now have an ASSLOAD of scrap building materials.Tubes and sheets primarily That dude resupplies his styrene every week and was pretty knowledgeable about his materials, and his supplies and he had a couple airbrushes for 70$ that I usually saw for 150$ Their pin winch was too damned expensive (twice as much as the one I saw online) and he didn't have drill bits, but I think I now have a supplier. I picked up stuff I knew I wanted, and an extra super fine set of rods. I'll guage what I need for my builds further from these supplies. I could've even got a bigger gage of tubes but I was looking for something that would look realistically howitzer in reference to a 1/100. ooh... and a 4 pack missile launcher. I think I found my airbrush upgrade once that day comes. And my scrap supplier. And enamel supplier.

Mayer Music Monday
I've talked about my love for John Mayer before. I know people think he's a douche. I think he's honest and has every right to be proud. Anyhow, my love was rekindled this weekend after seeing him for the 6th or 7th time on Saturday night...first time in 8 years, though. It was as great as I remember. So here's a John Mayer playlist to get you through Monday. There's at least one song from every album, I think (Inside Wants Out EP, Room For Squares, Heavier Things, Contiuum, Battle Studies and even a version of Something's Missing with John Mayer Trio). These are some of my favorites, popular and not. 1. Neon (acoustic)2. Comfortable3. Victoria (it says Inside Wants Out, but that's the name of the EP)4. City Love5. Something's Missing6. Who Says7. Man on the Side8. Assassin9. Sucker10. Daugthers11. Gravity12. Stop this Train13. Great Indoors14. Why Georgia Also, pro

Very Realistic If U Dont Like Dont Read (i Wrote This)
Fall From Grace Sister Caroline was troubled. It was late Friday night, and she lay in bed, unable to shake the multitude of thoughts running through her head. She had been a nun, and a teacher, for fourteen years now, and until recently it was all she ever wanted to be. She loved the church. She loved the children she taught at St. Mathews. Lately though, she began to think she had missed something. Six months earlier, as she sat in her favorite coffee shop as she did every Saturday morning, she met a man whom she recognized from the parish. He had approached her, and asked if she could spare him a few moments of her morning. His marriage was failing, and he needed someone to talk to. He had already spoken to his priest, a counselor, and sought the advice of close friends. She could tell he extremely depressed, and she listened to him it was apparent that he truly loved his wife. He told her of the advice that others had given him, that nothing he tried seem to work. They talked f

Pwease ( Puppy Dog Eyes)
she had to make a new account they cant fix her old password for some reason shes real been on my list a long time with her old page can u share her out maybe pimp whatever u can or are willing to do http://www.fubar.com/user/3888168

Mentally Wrong
I think I have a severe mental problem when it comes to doing any type of schoolwork. I have barely 4 weeks of classes left and I've managed to procrastinate a semester's worth of work into these last 4 weeks. Usually I start to feel a sense of urgency about now and start getting things done. Not the case right now. I don't want to do any of it. I feel very uneasy because if I don't I'll get kicked out of school. All the money and time my parents have put into me will have been wasted and I feel shitty because of it. I wanna cry. I feel a little more than slightly depressed. I shouldn't. I'm super excited because I've managed to find a new job. When I'm there I'm happy and try my best. When I'm doing anything related to school.. I dunno. I don't feel as if I'm doing anything. I'm wondering if I'm just lazy and selfish. I feel as if education is being forced upon me. I have no choice. That's not right though, because you can't force anyone to learn anything. I don't know what to

Just Me Barking In The Dark And Ranting...just Ignore Me As Usual
I JUST WANT TO SAY FIRST AND FOREMOST...STOP FKKN PROMISING THINGS TO ME IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO KEEP YOUR PROMISES. "OH I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU" "OH I'LL GIVE YOU A CALL" "OH I LOVE YOU" BLAH BLAH BLAH. IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE ANYTHING ANYONE SAYS ANYMORE. IT JUST SUCKS. I GET PROMISED THINGS ALL THE TIME ON HERE. HAS BEEN A YEAR AND ALMOST 3 MONTHS THAT I'VE BEEN HERE, AND IF I HAD A DOLLAR FOR EVERY TIME SOMEONE ON HERE SAID THEY'D BLING ME BACK AFTER I BLINGED THEM, OR FOR EVERY TIME SOMEONE SAID THEY'D BUY ME AN AUTO OR BOMB OR BLAST OR SOMETHING, I'D HAVE ENOUGH TO BUY A GODDAMN FU-PONY PROBABLY. "I'M GONNA SPOIL YOU ROTTEN"...I'VE HEARD THAT AT LEAST 2 DOZEN TIMES...HAVE YET TO SEE THAT HAPPEN EXCEPT FROM 1 OR 2 PEOPLE. I'VE BEEN LIED TO SO MANY TIMES...WHO DO I BELIEVE NOW? THIS IS SO STUPID...PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO LEARN HOW TO TELL THE FKKN TRUTH. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HELP ME, THEN SAY SO. WE'LL MOVE ON. DON'T LIE. HELL HALF OF YOU ARE 2 AND 3 TIMES MY AGE. ACT LIKE IT!!!! IT'S

Peter Steele
This entire opus is respectfully dedicated to all those who have loved unconditionally only to have their hearts unanaesthetically ripped out: Base not your joy on the deeds of others, for what is given can be taken away. No hope = No fear. Source: Bloody Kisses booklet That is just my favorite quote from the Bloody Kisses album liner. Yes. The reports are true that Peter Steele died last night due to heart failure. I just wanted to make a blog to share some of his music with my friends here that may or may not know of how wonderful he was. I am posting below in comments and if you have a favorite then feel free to post it as well.

Whats Wrong Wif Ppl???
SOME ALREADY KNOW I HAVE A SEIZURE DISORDER....I CANT DRIVE & HAVE NOT DRIVIN IN AWHILE....USUALLY HAVE TO GET RIDES FROM A FRIEND OR SIS....BUT I AM NOW REALLY WANTING TO BE MORE INDEPENDENT & NOT HAVE TO ASK FOR HELP....SO I HAVE A APPT. I HAD TO BE AT TODAY AT 11:30...I TOOK THE BUS....AS WAS ON THE BUS...I WAS AMUSED TO SEE THAT SOMEONES BUSH IN FRONT OF THERE HOUSE WAS CUT IN A SHAPE OF A PENIS...."NO JOKE" I WISH I HAD A CAMERA SO I COULD PROVE IT...(ROFLMAO)THERE ARE LOTS OF DIFFERENT CHARATERS THAT I RAN INTO THREW OUT MY DAY ALSO...WHEN I BOARDED ONE BUS...THERE WAS A LADY WHO HAD A COUPLE LIL ONES ...ONE BABY AND A MAYBE 2 YR OLD....I SAT DOWN....AND I THOUGHT WAS THIS LADYS FRIEND HOLDING HER 2 Y.O....COME TO FIND OUT THIS WOMEN JUST GRAB THIS CHILD AND THE MAMA WAS OK W/IT???? I TRIED MY BEST WITH MY SPANGLISH...ASK HER...ES TU NINA SI???? TU QUEDES??? LMAO...SHE JUST SMILED AS THE LADY HELD THIS POOR LIL GIRL LMAO...THE LIL GIRL FEEL ASLEEP ON HER...SAD THING TOO WAS THE S

May 2011
in the lead up to the Mayan prediction of the end of the world on Dec 21st 2012...., May 11th is when we will see a very veyr bright star which they call the 2nd sun . there's alot of scientific/astronomonal back up to their theories then just simple words. three times as more eathquakes/volcano eruptions and more powerful hurricanes/cyclones, larger glaciers melting and breaking off and a very evil looking Pope to top it off. if we do see this very bright sun like star come May of next year...should we worry? if you got time read the following.... ~~ in the next few years we will see Earth changes that will be devastating to all living creatures on the planet. There will be compound crisis' happening at the same time in our cosmos. Planet X will be returning from its 3600 year orbit around our solar system. Which will bring with it six orbiting satellites with it. This return of Planet X will disrupt our solar system, and especially Jupiter, Neptune, Uranus, Venus, and the Ea

Ever Notice On Here....
How people here seem to get upset so easily??? I mean its just a website...Not real life...and people here seem to take it so seriously.... Also, ever notice how you cant get through to some people??...You try to warn them about things and they allow themselves to be duped by another person...WTF is that about??? I just dont know about people here....Its all supposed to be about having fun and enjoying yourself here but there are those that take away from it and create unneeded drama for others here... Weigh in and tell me your thoughts...

Playing On Cam With Friends (please Leave Me A Comment)
Playing on cam with mt friends having some fun Having a orgasm on open cam I really reached a orgasm that night A teaser striptease doing a striptease for my friends I'm a easygirl every male wants to see a close up of my pussy so here it is LOL, enjoy In bed with Teddy, would you trade place? If the response to this blog is good, I'll post a few more xoxoxo

Aphorisms A Short, Pointed Sentence Expressing A Wise Or Clever Observation Or A General Truth; Adage
The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. If you don't have a sense of humour, you probably don't have any sense at all. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? Scratch a cat and you will have a permanent job. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. There are worse things than getting a call for the wrong number at 4 am - it could be the right number. No one ever says "It's only a game." whe

Good Parenting Vs Bad Parenting
Ok so I have this friend (not on fubar) that just called me a little while ago complaining that she couldn't get a dog because even mutts cost a considerable amount of money. She wants to get this dog because her son wants a dog REALLY bad. Now here are a few facts you should know. 1. her son is mentally unbalanced and has had every unsuccessful diagnosis from bi polar, to ADD, to ADHD. He has been on just about every concievable drug to counteract the behavior unsuccessfully as well. His behavior is attrocious, to the point where even his own mother has had to call the police on him more than once. Mind you he is only 10 years old. 2. her son is ALSO a very manipulative child with sociopathic and violent tendancies. 3. she has had no job for nearly a year, living of of unemployment, and is only now seriously looking for work because her unemployment will run out before she can go back to school. Now I suggested to her that if her son wants a dog, she should make him earn it. B

Yiddish, An Interesting Language?
Why not? Yiddish is derived of mostly Old High German, Hebrew-Aramaic, and languages of the Jewish Diaspora. Some of the words have crept into English such as chutzpah, which means unmitigated gall.

Breaking
My heart isn't here, I gave it away. But I still feel it breaking A little more each day. If you knew how much I think of you Would you still treat me this way? If you could see what you mean to me Would anything change? My heart says no...but it won't let go. You mean so much to me, But each passing day proves

Homeless Or Not....still
This is just sad.... NEW YORK – The homeless man lay face down, unmoving, on the sidewalk outside an apartment building, blood from knife wounds pooling underneath his body. One person passed by in the early morning. Then another, and another. Video footage from a surveillance camera shows at least seven people going by, some turning their heads to look, others stopping to gawk. One even lifted the homeless man's body, exposing what appeared to be blood on the sidewalk underneath him, before walking away. It wasn't until after the 31-year-old Guatemalan immigrant had been lying there for nearly an hour that emergency workers arrived, and by then, it was too late. Hugo Alfredo Tale-Yax — who police said was stabbed while intervening to help a woman being attacked — had died. "I think it's horrific," said Marla Cohan, who teaches at P.S. 82, a school across the street from where Tale-Yax died. "I think people are just afraid to step in; they don't want to get involved; who knows wh

Lunch - 4/28/2010
I'm trying to eat a bit healthier. Well, I'm being force to try, anyway. I figured I'd give a try at following some type of diet and still making it taste good. My wife brought home a new bottle of hot sauce a bit over a week ago. (Read about that here.) It really is too hot to just splash on like ketchup, but I found a great use for it. The chicken is really nothing special. It's just a plain chicken breast seasoned with Tony Chachere's Creole seasoning, a slice of tomato and a leaf of lettuce on a Thomas's Whole Wheat Bagel Thin (I can't really call it a bagel in good conscience, but I digress...) served with a side of raw carrots. The real kick comes from the spread I made. The spread is really easy to mix; it's only 3 ingredients. The main ingredient is Miracle Whip. I used about 1 tsp. of the vile stuff. (I can't stand MW by itself!) The next component is spicy brown mustard. I really like a coarse ground brown mustard, like Plochman's. If I had to guess

Retirement Is Sooooo Boring
I don't usually blog, in fact it's even rare that I'm on here lately for more then just a few minutes to say hi or leave comments to a very few that have been on fubar as long or longer then me and who I feel confident in calling a good friend. But I have come to a crossroad in this path called life and felt the need to share just a little bit. First, I am, as of December 1, 2009, officially retired. You heard right, as young as I am I"m retired, and finding it boring as hell. Routine for me is up at noon, breakfast, to the club house for an hour or so cardio to try and get my fat ass back in shape, then back home to park in front of my laptop and read the local news, chat with some friends on Yahoo (and if the few of you who read this ever want to say hi and chat, it's msheldon52 - just let me know who you are on fubar so I recognize you), watch local news on TV, then kill mobsters on one of the very few games I play online. Day in, day out. It'll stay this way until I sort out wha

Just Rambling
I took two benadryl mini tabs before bed last night because these bug bites are driving me crazy. I was hoping they would help with the itching. When I just woke up, I felt like I had been hit by a mac truck. My whole body is sluggish. I slept for almost 10 hours! Sheesh.

Sometimes I Cry
So I just got this from my ex... an ex from 13 years ago... I've known him since I was 5 years old. Do you ever look back at your past and miss the possible future.. if so click 'yes'... and we'll be married and your son and mine will be our kids. Wish things where that easy... but once you fuck something up or they fuck up something... you can't get it back, their is no recovery without a lot of effort...sometimes herculean in it's scope It always makes me wonder, what the hell some ladies are thinking when they take a cheater back into their arms? Love, yup, that must be it... now go pick out that wedding dress... remember me saying that to you? How did it work out for you? Ever wonder why it is easier to write about pain, then joy? We all write or express our pain to anyone who listens... But how many people do we express our joy to... I miss you. There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they are good, or bad, or anything really. You just lo

Fubars Best Legs Contest
Please vote on the sexiest legs on Fubar Contest... A vote and comment are needed in this contest... Just click on the pic/link to vote for my legs... Thank you for your vote and support...

What Fbers Think Of You
POST THIS IF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU: 0 = EWWWWWWWWWWWW!? 1 = DEFINITELY NOT ATTRACTIVE. 2 = DECENT 3 = CUTE 4 = FINE AS HELL! 5 = I'D DO YOU! 6 = PRETTY DAMN SEXY! 7 = LOVABLE! 8 =I LOVE YOU!!! 9 = I WANNA MAKE YOU MINE!) You can have more then one answer with this Results so far 1. I'd do you 30.8% 2. Pretty damn sexy 23.1% 3. I wanna make you mine 23.1% 4. Fine as hell 15.4% 5. Loveable 7.7% *will try to update this every chance there is a new vote ** This is what you think of me. if you want to see what others think of you post this in a blog!

The Art Of Trolling
1) Pick your victims carefully. Who do you want to engage and enrage? What social group do you wish to leave tearing at their hair and smashing their keyboard with frenzied vein-popping fury? If it's the naive Yahoo Answers is your stomping ground, although difficult to know who's trolling who. To wind up complete strangers looking for kicks or kids to groom, try Omegle. An added bonus is meeting a fellow troller and sparking up a dialogue that will leave you both feeling refreshed and warm inside. And, of course, the new kid on the block: Chatroulette. The only limit is your imagination; think hanged bodies, 2Girsl1Cup, your little bro demanding TOGTFO, the zombie apocalypse. 2) Message boards and forums. A bountiful place for wind-ups and lulz. Since internet immemorial trolls have been signing in to Christian message forums to call Jesus a zombie rapist and piss in the eyes of God. This is stating the tiresome obvious but remember: whatever forum you're in take the opposite stance,

The Horns Test
You Believe That You're Powerful You may not be the most courageous person, but you are able to get what you want from others. Whether you're manipulating, persuading, or inspiring, people just seem to want to follow you anywhere. You respect people who have more power than you. You know it's not easy to move up in the world. You have no respect for anyone who accepts his low position in life. There's no excuse for weakness. The Horns Test Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

Hold Me Close And Never Let Me Go
SO I WAS DOING A LITTLE LOOKING AROUND ON THE INTERNET.. YANNO SOME MIGHT CALL IT "WINDOW SHOPPING" LOL AND I CAME ACROSS THIS. IT IS THE "HUG ME PILLOW". NOW I RECALL SEEING IT QUITE AWHILE AGO FOR SALE BUT WHAT GOT ME ROARING WITH LAUGHTER WERE THE REVIEWS! LET ME SHARE A FEW WITH YOU!! I bought this pillow to keep my company on nights when my husband, a correspondent for the Trans-Alaskan News Network, was out of town. The pillow exceeded even my wildest expectations. I'm told the pillow was modeled after Brad Pitt, and I believe it! When I first nestled against the soft, but firm chest of my new "husband" I slept better than I ever had before. Now I don't mind when my husband goes out of town! I just needed a pillow and I happened to like the shape of this one. Little did I know that it would literally change my life. In fact, it's more than a pillow--it filled an emptiness inside me that I didn't even know existed. Even though no one shares my life with me

Butthurt Much Or Just A Little Crazy?
More shoutbox love... Micula: but* why dont you cow sow, fatty mcfat ugly disgusting pig filthy whoring whore on me god damning Micula: lol im just kidding by why the hell dont you ever respond or do anything Micula: pig? slob...slut cunt bulldyke swine? Micula: where are you you mutant mutt lol Micula: lol Micula: i dont want you to be my fan even you suck Micula: fuckin pig defan me, bitch Micula: you suck you denied my friend request? Micula: through what

Newest List Of Levelers-4
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What Kind Of Brownie Are You?
You Are a Caramel Brownie You are a very sweet person. Even when you get yourself in to binds, people know that your heart is in the right place. You're the type of guy or gal that people never forget. There is something "sticky" about you - you stick in people's brain's. You are act naturally. You let the world see who you are, flaws and all. You're a little chaotic and even messy, but you're okay with that. You can be a bit hyper and unfocused at times. You don't stay organized - but that's part of your charm! What Kind of Brownie Are You? Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

She Makes Me Want To Scream
I am not one to bitch about single moms because hello I used to be one but when the father of a child tries harder than any father I have known to see his boys and she always has an excuse as to why not...it really pisses me off. She makes him pay up to 2k just to see them for one night. She has told him he can see them at christmas and when he shows up, they are nowhere to be seen. Every time they talks she wants more money. She says that kids can't travel on a plane unaccompanied until they are 12...which is total bullshit. Kids can start flying at age 5 as long as it is a non stop flight. Now her big excuse is that she doesn't want them to spend any time getting to know me or my kids. She threatens to take him back to court and now he's ready. After 5 years of her telling him no he is going to fight back. Just so he can get the visitation he is entitled to. He pays his child support on time every month. She didn't work at all last year and she begged him to claim the younge

-- ♥ -- T0p N0tch -- ♥ --
Just going to make this simple and sweet and get straight to the point. I know people judge each other and I know some of you may think Im stuck up or a bitch but I would like to think that if we've had the chance to talk any previous judgements fell to the waste side. But with that said, I would just like to ask one thing of all my new friends and that is to not ask the "generic" questions that I get on a daily basis. I understand that you're trying to start a conversation and all that good shit but getting asked everyday what I do for fun or what I look for in a guy starts to get kind of annoying. So with that said let me answer those questions for all of you now and hopefully I wont have to repeat myself again. What do I like to do for fun? Smoke, drink, hit the clubs, hang out with friends, go on mini vacations;; basically anything and everything thats legal and a few things that arent ;) What do I look for in a guy? First I want to say that Im not here looking for love or a

This Is Why I Don't Like Hard To Handle, Please Do Not Bring Her Up
Ummmm, no. They dont need you to ask them. If they think you are hot - they know how to crush you without you begging them to do it. Your begging is pathetic and I can promise you most do it cause they feel sorry for you since you feel the need to ask. I have never asked for one and dont give a fuck about them. Yet, somehow I have a decent amount of them. THAT is the difference between a woman who is confident in herself (me) and one who seeks out internet attention to validate herself (you). === ' MONICA THE GREAT IF YOU CRUSH ME PLEASE TELL ME SO I CAN LUV ON U that means send me a pm' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 04:08:30'..>> no asking someone to crush me is just giving them an opportunity to tell me they think i am hot ;0> > > === ' Hard 2 Handle' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 04:07:23'..> >> > Thanks for the explanation - I know what they are. But asking someone to crush you is the same as asking someone to tell you they love you - it means shit when they

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"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive.To him... a touch is a blow,a sound is a noise,a misfortune is a tragedy,a joy is an ecstasy,a friend is a lover,a lover is a god,and failure is death.Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create - - - so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating." -Pearl S. Buck

Dad
as some of you know june is kind of a hard month for me especially around fathers day. on the 18th its going to be 4 years since dad passed away which in 2006 also happened to be fathers day itself. so if im distant the next couple weeks bear with me im doin the best i can....

Tell Me What You Think..this Is A Repeat Of My Story From 2007
I am standing frozen at the door to your hotel room. I am too scared to knock. What will happen when I finally meet you?Will you throw me against the wall and fuck me?Will you push me down on me knees and force me to suck your cock?Will you strip me naked and spank my ass until is red?Will you make me beg to be touched?All of these options make my cunt burn but I still don't knock. I am nervous as hell. I may have known you since September but this is the first time I will see your face.... touch your skin... taste your cum.I was tempted to ask you to meet me in the lobby. Maybe I thought it would make me feel safer or maybe I knew I would be too scared to let my knuckles make a sound on the door. I didn't ask because I knew the second we saw each other we would need to find privacy fast. There has been too much teasing. I may cum the first time your tongue touches my nipple. I back way from the door to catch my breath.I will hate it if the situation is awkward. I don't want any hand s

Don't Shoot!!
So last night I was getting shot at by a teacher at work. Don't remember why, just that he was chasing me down and shooting me. I remember getting hit most of the time and I woke up to the image of me walking around with all these holes in me with bloody bandages over them. Lovely 'ey.

Reality Bites
I know of this beautiful lil 11 year old girl named Orchid. She has fought the fight against cystic fibrosis bravely. This precious angel lost her battle finally. She had a gorgeous smile and her father said her giggles were heart warming. This brings it home for me. 11 years old. How much time do we have with our precious angel? How long can Blake fight this horrid disease? The first thought I have every morning is "is he doing ok today?" Any infection can damage his lil lungs even more and there is no making them better. Not to mention his lil digestive system and needing to gain weight. I try to stay as positive as I possibly can, but I also know the facts about cystic fibrosis. I look into his big brown eyes and think of what could have been. He is so sweet n good. He nor any other child deserves this. Lil Orchid isn't suffering anymore. She can finally breathe easy, but I know I am being selfish when I say I don't want to lose my grandbaby

Stupid Encounters # 41
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My Mind Boggles!!!
I Judge and Pasto...Jun 10, 2010WELL HELLO!As A Loyal Member Of *FUBAR.COM*, I Welcome You To The Best Online PUB On The 'Net'.THAT YOU ARE HERE, THE FUN CAN BEGIN!! AND A FANTASTIC DAY TO YA!!To know a little about me, check my profile page!!So, if you're seriouslyTIRED OF THE BOREDOM,NOT BEING TREATED LIKE THE ADULT YOU ARE&DRAMAOr being *so called lured*by the glitz of promises,message me your email/yim and I'll hit you upto explain the workings of Fubar.I'LL BS YO

I Gidget The Gadget
I dont buy too much for myself. Even after shipping a 124 crate of souvenirs from cali for family n friends, I think i came out with a necklace, and about 2500 pix lol. So spurned by the detiorating condition of me ole Nextel i730, and a recent comedians recent stand up jest at a local club of "If you still have an antenna on your phone, you just need to kill your damn self", topped off by my daughters prodding of "Dad....please do somethng about that....thing".....I have finally remedied the situation. Of course if Im gonna do somethng, Im not gonna mess around. So using fathers day as an excuse, I got the HTC EVO, touted as the fastest device on the market (this week), and also the very first 4G device. Im still working out the features, but apparently this is also the first live braodcast capable device, as it has both a camera and webeye. This would have been great on my travels, or even at the festival this past week, where I could have broadcast a few songs of the band reunio

Women Want What?
I’ve often heard women give a list of characteristics that they want in a man: a sense of humor, ambition, intelligence, being a gentleman, kindness, etc. However, when these women come across men of this caliber, they often aren’t interested, explaining they just don’t “feel it.” Who knows what “it” is and why they aren’t feeling? This used to be utterly confusing to me, nonetheless. Worse yet, if a man approached them and said “Good news! I am all the things you’re looking for; I am funny, ambitious, intelligent and kind,” the women seemed even less interested than before. In dating circles, I’ve learned this and adapted accordingly. Yet sometimes, in some realms, I’ll expect this woman I just met to be different; I will expect this new found golden gem to say what she means and mean what she says and I’ll revert back to the whole “I have the characteristics that you’re looking

[may Cause Sleeplessness=will Cause Sleeplessness]
I really hate when things change, but this new format does look like it'd be easier to archive. Maybe I should get off my ass with that.I've got something like... 80% completion on Metal Gear Peacewalker. In case you were wondering where I was.It's... 8 hours work. 8 hours Peacewalker.If you didn't hear me say it before, I will gainBest Metal Gearever.God I hope there's more.Possibly on my PS3.... the more I play this game though, the less excited I am about Metal Gear Rising.I wanna keep raising my army, and making kickass guns >>I mean... surebeing a cyborg ninja is AWESOME.... so is being a guerilla-mercenary legend.Hopefully this was a launchpoint and not a CONCLUSION to Big Boss' storyline.There's definitely room forremakesin-betweeners (ten year gap between MGS3 and MGPW)and... they made Master Miller a real character.But what's STILL missingin a hugegantor way[Spoiler alert]the gap between Zero and Big Boss.Big Boss and Foxhound.MSF/Outerheaven/Solid Snake/Revolver Ocelot/The Pa

Don't Violate The Golden Rule Or You Will Pay The Price
****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG**** Please read this carefully. This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT! This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR! This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dude you were fuengaged to who bombed for you while you were at work. He will give your password out to his other girl and she will get jealous and you two will start war. If you are stupid enough to allow someone into your account, then you are probably stupid enough to allow that person to buy bling. That dude will buy his sanchita some bling packs, and you will come crying to support that you were

Tips On How To Masturbate!
TIPS ON HOW TO MASTURBATE IF YOU'RE A FEMALE... 1. Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip. 2. Put a little water on it. 3. Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable. 4. Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs. 5. For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DONT BE NERVOUS. 6. Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything). 7. Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. (I did not have underwear but I was wearing pants and a shirt, loose pants. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast. 8. With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really

The Update Is There Is No Update
It's been a hell of a week. We were puting in a new system in Monday after hours, a big project, lots of consultants and vendors. So I got in to work at 8 am, and things were not going well. I went home about 6 am and crashed for 3.5 hours, then got up and went back into work. Tuesday, which I guess was yesterday (the day's have lost meaning) I worked till 4, then went home for a couple hours so the TV guy could mount the big screen to the wall, and then was back to work at 6. I stayed until 3 today and then crashed for another 3.5 hours. I dont want to sleep too much so I can sleep tonight. With all the work, no real update on PNG, no word about lunch from her yet this week, but I am serious about leaving the ball in her court. Though today, she did come in to my office and ask if I was alright. I told her about how much work I have done and how much sleep I haven't got, and she asked if I wanted any more caffine. I said I was fine, I had to get out of there though, my cat w

Sundance
Tomorrow I catch a bus (36 hours) to Colorado Springs. Couple of nights there before heading south. Sunday will begin purification. We'll sweat every evening at dusk and I'll start wiening myself off food. Wednesday is Tree Day and we'll harvest a cottonwood for the arbor. This also marks the beginning of our fast (food and water). Ceremony begins Thursday morning and concludes early Sunday evening. Lots of info about Native American Sundance Ceremoniy onlline if you're interested. If you think about it eat and drink for me those days. See you when I get back. (h)

Back
I'm finally back after my vacation. It was great. I spent it with John. I'm sure you all don't really need the details of that. I will be uploading pictures here in a few though. I just wanted to let everyone know that I missed you all!! Also, Do NOT rate me right now. I'll be activating a rang later. I have a bomb to use later too. Hope everyone had a good past few weeks. What gossip did I miss?

Scam Alert!!!! Playmate691988 And Wbevel74 Are Scammers!!!!
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Weird!!
I tried to sleep earlier but couldn't ... I think i'm too tired and hungover. Anyway, when I got up I noticed that my foot is a really weird shape. It is actually nearly 1/2 inch wider than the other. It isn't so much swollen but spread out further. The space inbetween my last two toes is wider than the other foot. And it is a different colour, I initially put this down to fact that it had been in a cast for several weeks ... but it actually looks like lack of circulation. It looks like it belongs on a platypus ... Roll on Wednesday!!!

Ohio Really Is Dumb
Back to Google News Ohio to test Chia Pet-like sound wall on highway (AP) – 6 hours ago CLEVELAND — Ohio plans to build a sound barrier made out of soil and plants in the state's first eco-friendly attempt at muffling highway noise. A spokesman for the state transportation department says the 12-foot high wall will be like a Chia Pet: Workers will water bags filled with soil and seeds and watch it grow. The transportation department says the noise wall will be built this fall. It will span 400 feet along a westbound stretch of Interstate 70 near Columbus. Wisconsin tried a similar idea. It built a sound wall made out of plastic forms filled with soil and plants, but removed it in 1996 after part of the barrier collapsed and weeds spread. Information from: The Plain Dealer, http://www.cleveland.com Copyright © 2010 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. Related articles Ohio to test Chia Pet-like sound wall on highway The Associated Pre

Png Today
Not really a full blog, as nothing blog worthy really happened. threw some smart ass comments her way. She said something, I can't really remember what, and I told her "You're gulliable, I like that." She had some computer problems so she came and talked to me, so I told her if she wanted to talk to me, she could just come in and say hello, she doesn't need to jam a paper clip in her computer to get me to see her. She replied that she used a binder clip. Yeah, not much happening in that arena.

The Heart That Bleeds
The Heart That bleeds Why I let you toy with the my heart that beat pure I guess inside i'm still holding on to something untrue I let you talk me into talking to you knowing i shouldn't and all you do is take needles and prick my heart so it bleeds slowly slowly it bleeds the life out of the my heart I really think it would be better to rip it from my chest In one quick blow break the ribs Pull the lung for the air I breath is hard and heavy the pain is near its end for I will never love again Make my heart cold and black so I can never love again Love in the true pain that is unseen But felt true and deep. Rip it Rip it I say take what was pure and true and Bleed it dry Cause it will never beat for the heat of you. By Warlock

Arseholes ...
PhotoSinTh...: right, do my buzz and i am done to make level 20 5:22pm more To PhotoSinTh...: k 5:24pm reply PhotoSinTh...: it says 5 out of 5 requirements and i am still level 19 5:25pm more To PhotoSinTh...: did you press the level up button? 5:25pm reply PhotoSinTh...: level up button ? 5:26pm reply

R.i.p. Brother Down
many months ago my brother was staying with me until he was able to get on his own two feet. he doesnt have a computer so i let him use mine while he was living in my house. he created a fubar account under the screen name 'Down' some people may remember him, we have a similar sense of humor (we are blood after all). just the other day i noticed he was no longer on my friends list, he doesnt have internet or a computer yet. when i asked him about it he claimed to have no idea of what i was talking about. it appears to me that since he made his account using my computer and ISP fubar admin 'assumed' that he was in fact me, even though i'm not balding however he is... (Y) way to go fubar

Dirty Little Shredder ....
A story like mine has been told before. No shiny, frilly things, Just blood, waste and gore. Used me up, threw me away. In my toxic little life, This is the routine that stays. My skin burns where you touched me. Your fingers leaving a trail of filth behind. Dying to peel it off, screaming on the inside. To forget I'll drink from the Wine. Red, smooth and numbing. Tainted by the sight of you, into the grief I am succumbing. Dirty in the water. It can't stream hot enough to make it stop. Dirty on the inside. My world came crumbling down, when you got on top.

To My Dad. Rip
It's been a month since you left. And i know Fubar is now invite only, but i hope angels can get in without one cus i want you to read this. Overwhelmed would be an understatement, i never seen it comin 1000 beats per second was how fast my heart was goin couldn't handle it, broke down, no smiles, all frowns tears so heavy i could hear em when they hit the ground punched the ground a few times and hurt my knuckles danger to myself i guess got weak and my knees buckled looked up to the sky wondering if you were already watching you knew i always avoided emotions, but this one i was not dodging feels like im playin a game of hopscotch over some landmines each one i hit is an emotional blow that hurts my heart & mind tell everyone i'm fine, and when i say it don't feel that i'm lyin feel numb but i'm cryin, what kinda feelings am i hidin? feels like my sanity is separating from my mind state gotta be strong for the fam don't want em to see me break but a the same time don't wanna bo

Foil Wrapped Chicken Bake
Prep Time: 5 Minutes. Serves 4 What you need: 2 LARGE frozen boneless, skinless chicken breasts, each cut in half. 2 cups instant mashed potato flakes 1 small can of cream of chicken soup 2 cups of EITHER berries or veggies. (Either is good, they both cook the same, but VERY different flavors.) Use frozen or fresh.. NOT canned. i cookie sheet 1long piece of HEAVY DUTY (not the flimsy shit) Aluminum Foil Ok so here's what you do....1: Take a cookie sheet.... pull out a strip of heavy duty aluminum foil about 6" longer than the pan.. lay it on the pan and fold up all the long sides about an inch2: Take two big boneless skinless chicken breasts (still frozen), cut them in half and put all 4 pieces on there3: Open a small can of cream of chicken soup, mix it with about 1/2 can of water, and pour half of that over the chicken....4: Take about 2 cups of mashed potato flakes and pour it over the soup mixture.....5: let that sit for a couple minutes to get somewhat soggy, pour the

Rip Leah...my Pretty Eagle
I've been a "parent" of Leah the Bald Eagle at Brookfield Zoo for the past 17 years. I would enjoy visiting her, taking pics and talking to her. Sure, that might seem silly to some, but she responded to it. I truly believe animal can sense when people care. Leah was in captivity because she was injured and wouldn't have survived in the wild on her own. That is the only way you will see a bald eagle in the zoo, if it has been injured and can't survive in the wild. Anyway, every year the zoo has a "Parent's Night" where you stay after the zoo closes and you can visit with your "child". They have special programs, bands, etc. This year's is next Saturday and I was really looking forward to it. Unfortunately, I won't be seeing her. Leah passed away this morning. I simply can't stop crying about this. Below is the official word from the zoo as well as a picture of her. There are several in my folder of her as well RIP Leah. May you now be able to soar free as you were meant. Brookfie

Don't F*ck With Cleveland Sports Fans, Idiot...
Lebron James' favorite baseball team, the NY Yankees played the Cleveland Indians in Cleveland the other day. Well, some douche thought it'd be cool to wear his new Miami Heat Lebron jersey to the game... (further proof "common sense" is no longer COMMON) Obviously, Cleveland sports fans said something as he walked to his seat. Things escalated, and eventually he had to be escorted out of the stadium for his own safety, as the crowd chanted "asshole, asshole" and the classic "nah nah nah nah, hey hey hey, GOODBYE"... He was given the chance to change his shirt and re-enter the game with a better seat, but the dumbass is playing the "victim" card... *rolls eyes* Lebron, we await the first HEAT vs CAVS game... *the video will be posted in COMMENTS as well for those having FuFLASH issues*

What's True About You?
You Are Ambitious You have your eye on the prize, and knowing you, it's probably a different prize every week. You have a laser focus when it comes to achieving your goals, and you stay on task. More than being a hard worker, you are a smart worker. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You don't just climb up the ladder - you skip steps. You break every rule that you can. What's True About You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Shattered
So I got back from my niece's birthday party this afternoon (SHE LOVED HER CAKE!) and the guy was at the house cutting the grass. Just my luck my car was here and a flying rock shattered my window. Then I go to do my LLC paperwork online and my debit card is MIA (100 bucks says my sister stole it). So now, I have to figure out how to get my window fixed and I have to go to the bank first thing in the AM and get a new card, and I have to get my LLC papers done tomorrow! GRRRRRRRRRRR