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The Dichotomy Of "my Love"
I picture your sweet face and I’m torn My heart in agony trying to find yours My mind scrambling to make sense again The vague remembered scent of your skin Sweat, and man, the essence of you A sword rips open my bleeding heart The memory of your voice haunts me still Awakening me in the night with your sweet whispers Slapping me with your cruel tongue Safe arms that used to enfold me Hands strong, warm, and kind Beating out the last drums of my pulse Worldly eyes like the ocean Staring abysmally to my core Drowning me in indifference A sweet kiss on my lips Brief yet never ending Your poisonous respite

Bad Two Weeks
i had a really bad two weeks first my uncle deid and than a friend of mines kid got hit by a car and died and than my cousins wife died and there baby and than my brother in law wrecked his motorcycle and we dont know if he is going to make it and that pic of my sitting on that motorcycle is the one that got wrecked and to top it all off i have been having chest pains and the only one that knows is my sister

New Homepage For Family Member's
OK GUY'S HERE'S THE DEAL IF ANY OF YA'LL ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO READ THESE.WE REALIZE THAT NOT ALL OF YA'LL WANT TO BE BOMBER'S,SO WE HAVE COME UP WITH A SOLUTION.A FAMILY HOMEPAGE FOR ALL FAMILY MEMBER'S.THIS PAGE HERE IS FOR MY BOMBER'S SO IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER SAY SO SO I CAN REMOVE YOU FROM THE FAMILY LIST OF THIS PAGE.THAT WAY I HAVE THE PEOPLE HERE I KNOW I CAN RELY UPON AND BETTER UTILIZE THE RESOURCES OF MY BOMBSQUAD FOR TOP PERFORMANCE AND RESULT'S. I ALSO FORWARN YOU ALL,IF YOU ARE NOT A BOMBER AND JOIN A CONTEST DO NOT MAKE THE ASSUMPTION THAT THIS SQUAD WILL BE THERE TO BOMB YOU.OUR FIRST RESPONSIBILITY IS TO EACH OTHER,OUR FELLOW SQUAD MEMBER'S.SECOND TO SUPPORTER'S I.E.THOSE THAT SUPPORT/BOMB WHERE WE ARE BOMBING,REGARDLESS OF WHAT FAMILY THEY BELONG TO AND THIRD TO FAMILY CONTEST'S,I.E.LIKE BOMBFEST WHERE IT WAS THE FAMILY THAT WAS IN IT.LASTLY WILL BE THOSE NON-BOMBER'S OF THE FAMILY,IF I HAVE THE MANPOWER AVAILABLE AND NO OTHER OBLIGATION'S THEN WE WILL BE THERE.S

Can 7 Years Of Hell Really Be Over?
Well many of you know that my final divorce hearing was supposed to be last Tuesday. Unfortunately it was continued for the second time and another hearing couldn't be rescheduled until mid Novemember. So needless to say I haven’t been the happiest person. Well today I got the best news I could have hoped for. My husband finally agreed to my terms and signed the divorce papers. With him doing that I am able to go to court next Tuesday for the final divorce hearing since it will no longer be a contested divorce. As you can see I am so excited to finally close this chapter in my life and start another with a clean slate so to speak. Thank you to all of my friends who have been by my side supporting me every step of the way thru these difficult times. XOXO Nigelle A special thank you to one of my best friends on and off of cherry tap. If she’s not already your friend stop by and see her. She is an amazing person and an awesome friend. Bi~Babe@ CherryTAP Get You

I Have Figured Something Out
Its either my hair or the fact that I am from England... one of them makes women from USA NOT like me, they won't even give me a chance. They won't even say hi. When I am DJing they will come say something in the room, but as soon as I talk they will not listen to me. This also happens with 50% of the american men. Without being mean, can anyone explain this to me???? Are americans racist towards British people?????????

Very Beautifully Put
Subject: Fw: Fwd: i wish you enough Subject: I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the rea

Pondering
As I sit here in the warm glow of my computer screen, I find myself doing much the same I as I do every night. Thinking. Many of you have taken the time to read my blogs and get to know a little about me. Many of you have actually seen beyond the sexually incenuating pics which are only a means of appealing to the congregation. You have taken the time to get to know the real me away from this site whether it be on messengers or simply through messaged conversations via email. FOr this I thank you. Although many of my pics show a stern and confident face, I am all but not. I am a kind, reserved man prone to many a moments in deep contemplation. Many have accused me of being shallow or "stuck up". Well, those who know me beyond the borders of this site know all to well that I am not that. It is quite the opposite actually. I am in fact my own worst critic. I do not see myself as attractive. I just see myself as me. Plain and simple. I have much self doubt and am actually quite shy i

Bootycall Commandments
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

For Mine!
One glimpse of you sends me under my heart is beating,raging like thunder one word from you sends shivers down my spine to hear your voice is so devine i wish you was mine one touch from you melts me inside to feel you close,my thoughts i cannot hide you brush past my shoulder, instantly turn around as i stand and stare at the amazing love ive found one smile from you i cant explain deliver that smile over and over again so warm and wide,creates a dimple im so inlove with you its simple one sentence from you would make my world and day to hear that tiny voice say you feel the same way

Chapter 2: Oh, Ken!
A friend who worked at a daycare told me about a little girl who would pleasure herself with crayons. I never inquired about the details—I’ve no idea if she tried to make her pink a little pinker or if she just made a holy mess out of her pants (“Suzie! I told you not to fuck the BLACK crayons!)—but the story fascinated me. I cannot recall any erotic encounters with Magenta or Burnt Sienna, but I do recall my Barbie dolls being a bit frisky. My Barbie collection was scant—it consisted of identical twin Barbies, identical twin Skippers, and a lone Ken doll. Because of the gender imbalance in my toy collection and the impression that none of the women wanted to date stuffed animals, Ken had an active sex life. The Barbies and the Skippers would go on dates with him individually or sometimes as a fivesome, where the women had to share him. At the end of the date, the women would seductively slip off their plastic stiletto heels and tight jean jackets. Ken would stroke his helme

I Want A Woman
I Want a Woman I want a woman who will give me her heart I want a woman who misses me when we are apart I want a woman who loves to hold my hand I want a woman who will be my best friend I want a woman who is honest as can be I want a woman who will cuddle up with me I want a woman who thinks of me when I’m gone I want a woman who will hold me when I come home I want a woman who can make me laugh I want a woman who can be my better half I want a woman who wants to share her day I want a woman whose love will not stray I want a woman who is loving and kind I want a woman who will say what’s on her mind Why is this woman so hard to find Rob Hall © 2007 5-29-2007

So Called Cherrytap, "friends."
For most of this year, I had been planning a trip to New Orleans for a week. However, as the time drew near, I began to seriously think about cancelling the trip, staying home, and saving the much needed money. I decided almost at the last minute to go mainly because five of my so called, "Friends," on CT had assured me that age was just a number and that they would truly love to meet me in person. One woman lives in Tucson, AZ, one in New Orleans, LA, one in McAlester, OK, one in Tulsa, OK, and one in Albuquerque, NM. (The women in Oklahoma and the woman in New Mexico were the reasons I decided to go to my hometown for the high school Alumni banquet after all. I thought the woman in New Orleans, the one in Albuquerque, and possibly the one in Tulsa would actually come through based of past chats.) A few weeks before I hit the road, and after the fifth time I suggested to the McAlester woman that I needed a phone number and the address of a public meeting place, hopefully ne

Shattered
My heart breaks like glass shattering to pieces, how foolish I was to think it would last. Rain pours down my face concealing the tears streaming down my face. As the wind howls with my pain knowing now that loving you was in vain and things will never be the same. Wondering in an endless sea of darkness and doubt wondering if or when I'll ever find my way out. Once you were my guiding light showing me the way through the darkest of nights. As my shattered heart turns slowly turns to ice and the night grows cold and dark. I now know I was ment to do this alone to find my way from behind the shadow of your doubts. Knowing now it's you I can live without. JAK (poisonivy)

Family
What is family? This is a definition I found which fits very well into what we are as a CT family here in the LDC. A family is any group of persons united by the ties of marriage, blood, or adoption, or any sexually expressive relationship in which (1) the people are committed to one another in an intimate, interpersonal relationship, (2) the members see their identity as importantly attached to the group, and (3) the group has an identity of its own. We are all like minded people united with one another supposedly for the same cause, we are different than others in "society". Many of us are outcasts, we dont fit the "normal" ideas of what everyone thinks we should. But we ARE a family here, and I feel very strongly about this. Lately we have had some rumblings so to speak in this family. People getting the feathers ruffled because in essence they felt they were being slighted, ignored, or whatever. They then instead of coming to an elder or someone higher up about thei

Coming To An End...
Well today was the day I got to appear once again before a judge on the order on my dog;Sabatian;to be put to sleep..No good news here...they decided that because he was blind ...that he could not be a trusting animal to have...no matter we said ..it didn't matter...he has 30 days then he will be gone..he is my familiar and we all love him very much..I prefer not to ever talk about this again this is the reason for this blog...we have enough to deal with now...so please don't ask. Wonderful world we live it huh? Only thing they could say to me was 'When are you going to pay some more money'...yes I went off ..good thing my mother was there...don't think I needed to go to jail..but right now I don't really care...there is no justice...and no faith..just a lot of shit to deal with.....knowing he's in a small cage ..knowing he thinks we deserted him....and there is nothing I can do...I have nothing left but the wait now.....

A Messege From My Mom To My Son That Passed Away.
If tears could build a Stairway If tears could build a stairway And memories a lane I would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it and only god knows why. My heart still aches with sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to love you No one can ever know. But now I know you want me To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hollowed place within my heart Is where you will always stay. I will always love you and miss you Matthew!! Grandma

Yes! I've Been Censored!!
So I do MUMMs. Alot. Most of them are just satirical bits that amuse me greatly, and most folks just don't get them. This one was taken down for being NSFW, and in all fairness I can understand why... words can be so offensive sometimes. "Genital Emergency! "Alright, so I know these two girls and they are WAY too embarrassed to ask how to deal with this themselves, so I’m gonna ask for them. Apparently these girls (we’ll call them Jane and Janet) have been friends for over 5 years, and one of them (Jane) may or may not have managed to insert her Nuva Ring too far insider herself. Janet has agreed to help her if necessary, since she’s such a team player. "Here is the big question that Jane and Janet need too know: "Should Jane let Janet fish around inside her to get that Ring out, setting aside how awkward they might feel for one another the next day? Or should they wait and see if the Ring works itself out all by its lonesome?" For all interested parties, the vote worke

Why Me ? :'(
tonight i got my ass beaten by my step dad for no reason but he blames everything that goes wrong for him on me and throws me out every other day i do not know what to do i got cuts on the side of my head and he chocked me so now i can eat or drink anything i got a pain in the back of my neck and my throat hurts so bad :'(

My Time
When everything is going the way i want i am back on friday in Amsterdam,after all dark days i leave behind and still got some in front off me i will survive again,I want be much on CT anny more and in time i will be gone for good,i will concentrade myself on my work,i got good note's in one designer book last may,so that was a light for me,maybe one day my name will sta in books all over the world,lets hope,then my life and my work was not all for nothing.

Memorial Service
For those on here knows me as a real person, knows what my family has endured. We have lost our dad and brother, and now mom just called me, my oldest brother is now being shipped home too. Sweetsiren anyone can tell you my mom is the most gentle and forgiveing person, but this time she has really lost it, first time in my life i have ever heard her swear and put this war down...NOT THE SOLDIERS..... the war itself. She has always been the one to help hold us together as a family, and not just our blood family i am also talking about our military family as well...everyone called her mom, even Sarah's little one the first time he met her he would not leave her side and i think within 5 minutes he was calling her grandma). She wants Tammy and I to go to trenton's airforce base and claim his body, truthfully i don't have it in me anymore, i am so tiredof losing someone i love or care about deeply.How much more can a person really take?. I can bitch and complain on here this blog but i k

The Worst Oral Sex….ever
Most guys like oral sex….not exactly news, but stay with me here. Having your partner’s mouth on you cock is good, wondrous and fulfilling. Some ladies like to do it too, some tolerate it, some avoid it. But for the guy the result is just varieties of good….almost. Back in my younger days I dated a completely sociopathic, insane, relatively pudgy, very plain chick named Kitty. Yes, Kitty. Because an awful name is just a cherry on the top of this unappealing sundae. I was young and thinking with other parts of my anatomy. Kitty had one thing (and one thing only) going for her; She was easier than long division. She liked sex and made no bones about it. Over nights at her apartment usually consisted of sex, dinner, sex, sleep, sex and me going home. She never really asked for much more than that and given I was busy working and going through college I never really had time for much more. When she started demanding more and acting crazier and crazier that

Anothing Blog To Clarify The Nsfw Pictures
Yes its another one. I have 49 people on my family list. Those 49 do not, I repeat DO NOT come off of my family list because 3 of you guys all at the same time want access. If you really want access that bad, wait till a Happy Hour rolls around. If you really want to know when a Happy Hour is supposed to happen, go to http://www.cherrytap.com/happyhour.php and it tells you in Pacific Standard Time when there are ones happening. If a block is filled in with someones nickname and picture, thats when a Happy Hour is being hosted. Thanks again for the time to read this and I hope to talk to everyone soon :) May not be a conversation talk, but small talk is better than none right? :) Just leave me a page comment and I'll try to make sure that I get back to you if the comment is worth trying to talk to you about. So if its like, "You're so sexy" or anything of the sort. Thanks in advance okay? :) Hope everyone has a great Hump Day!

Going
Well I am going on a vacation tomorrow. I will be gone until the 19th. I am going to the Dominican Republic all by myself. I have not been on a vacation in 8 years and feel its time. So I will think of all of you while I am on the beach with BOOZE !!!!!!! TTYL

Buster King Of Ct Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=4111393480 hello ladies i hope that you all will stop bye and leave a sweet comment for buster he is in this King of CT contest and we would love it if you gave him some CT love thanks from seejaykaygee PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!

I'll Just Kill Him, And Save Her Life.
I'm overly protective of those few people in my inner circle. Those people who touch my heart get my friendship for life. So when Molly came into my life, dating my abusive step brother, she qualified for my loyalty, love, and protection. Last night I had enough of listening to her cry as she cowered in fear from his screams, his taunts..... I threatened to break his jaw, but what I really want to do is slice his throat and watch him choke on his own blood. What the fuck is wrong with men who think it's okay to not only control a woman, but belittle her, hurt her, torture her. I've seen this happen to so many of my step brothers girlfriends, and I'm not going to stand around and watch it happen to Molly who is like my sister now. She is visiting me from Washington, but there's no way I'm going to let her go back to him. I'm forcing her to stay... it scares her to think about how much this will piss him off, but she also sees the hope on the horizon. Maybe if I can get her away

I Alone
I alone can smell the sent of you although I have never been near you, I alone feel the pain that you hide behind the walls that protects your world, I alone lie awake in the night thinking of you so much that I can tast the salt of your tears, I alone would take away all the hurt,lies,guilt and anger you must lock away within your soul, I alone would walk through hells flames to your side, when all the dreams shatter and all the facts remain, I alone love you ............

Fallen Angel Radio
SO I WAKE UP TO THIS EMAIL LOL HELLO PUDDIN HEAD IS PRETTY MUCH ALL I CAN SAY BACK NOW FOR ONE THE BOUNCERS YOU SENT IT TO MUST BE AS USELESS AS YOU CAUSE THE STICKY STAYED UP YOUR LOUNGE SUCKS I GOT OVER 30 MESSAGES SAYING THE SAME THING AND YOUR PROMO AND GREETERS SUCK SO SUCK UP AND DEAL WITH IT A LOUNGE IS SUPPOSED TO BE A PLACE WHERE MEMBERS OF THE SITE CAN GO LISTEN TO THE MUSIC TYPPE OF THEIR CHOICE CHAT AND MEET PEOPLE NOT LIKE YOURS I SAT THERE READING ALL OF YOUR MEMBERS SLAMMING EACH OTHER AND OTHER LOUNGES MOST LOOKED LIKE FAKE ACCOUNTS AND GROW UP SECURITY ON YOUR NAMES WHAT THE HELL ARE U GONNA DO CYBER SLAP PEOPLE???? THERES PLENTY OF COOL LOUNGES HERE LIKE STANGS PLACE AND DAVES HIDEAWAY AND Club Revolution THERES ALOT OF GOOD ONES YOURS JUST ISNT IT THERE BUDDY YOU AND IT WELL THEY BOTH KINDA SUCK SO HERE ILL LET U ALL DECIDE SINCE HE SAID THE BOUNCERS MAY DO SOMTHING TO ME I DONT THINK SO ASSHOLE ALLS THE BOUNCERS CAN DO IS FLAG PICS AND DELETE COMM

Just Read It Please.....
Ok since ive had my last goin ive had NUMEROUS people remind me Im a fat chic! This is great I KNOW THIS i cant miss my fat ass every day! BUT if you dont like what you see that fine and dandy Im not everyones flavor but have enough common courtesy to keep your mouth shut. Not everyone was created in the image of Barbie and personally Im glad I wasnt because I AM A REAL LIFE WOMAN! Inside and out! and if you dont like what u see maybe u need to get to know me and if u cant do that ..I have 4 little words for you...........KISS MY REBEL ASS! Thank you!!! THE TEXAS BITCH!

Elite Hotties!
Hi! We are the Elite Hotties of CT! If you want to join us, there are a few rules! 1. NO Downrating 2. You MUST fan, rate, and add ALL members 3. You MUST tag your name 4. You MUST participate, this group is to HELP you and everyone else in it, if for some reason you decide to no longer participate, please contact us and let us know, so we can remove you. This is a Co-Ed Group :D *ATTENTION ALL ELITE HOTTIES* *Participate = When someone new joins, and they fan, rate and add you, you must fan, rate and accept...when someone needs your help, and you have time, please help!! Thank you for taking the time to read this, if you are just joining WELCOME to the group!! Be SURE to announce yourself as ELITE HOTTIE when you add someone, so they know to fan and rate you back :D OWNER = SxyLisa/OWNER of Elite Hotties /PLZ READ MY PROFILE/ Club F.A.R. Member@ CherryTAP MEMBERS = Shay/Elite Hotties Member@ CherryTAP no nik or skratch/2nd Alarm Hottie Member@

Fate Or Destiny
"People often meet their destiny on the road they take to avoid it" - French Proverb Many people talk of Fate and Destiny as if they are one and the same thing, but it may be interesting to examine the subtle difference between the two. It is believed by many that before we are born we make definite choices as to what we wish to learn, and the aim we want to fulfill during the coming life. It is a Spiritual decision which is rarely remembered once we are born, but in hindsight we often see that events and circumstances have led us unknowingly onwards towards our chosen destination. So our Destiny could be classified as our own personal Star. It is the Spiritual Will of the person; a deep inner need; something that drives us to do what seems impossible. It nurtures us with hope in our darkest moments; enables us to dream of better things, and resides in a place where we are destined to find our fulfillment. Destiny is what we are here on earth to achieve. It is

Love Sux
My boyfriend went back home from a 16 day vaca. We cried and cried and cried! Now he's home, and doesn't call me or sounds like he misses me, and seems angry when I phone him. WTF? Do you think he's so hurt he doesnt know how to deal with this? OR... Do you think he doesnt want to deal with this? Leave input my friends! Thank you Love you mean it!

Internet Is Working Now
I am back online at home..finally! So to all that have added me as a friend and i have not rated you yet i will get there i am sorry it has taken this long. If i haven't rated you please let me know and i will do so. Much cherry love to you all and thanks for adding me! Lucy

This Is What I'm Thinking...
So....I've noticed at least once a day I get a group of chicks at a time checking me out. They always rate only 1 picture and typically it's my profile picture. Now, this is what i'm thinking. Are they checking out my page for ME (because ironically they never send ME a friend request)...or are they scoping my guys? I'd almost bet a million dollars it's the latter. I mean, give me some credit....I ain't dumb!!! LMAO! Seriously, I know CT is about friends and that's fine...befriend whoever and as many friends as you want...but don't use me to get your guys!!! Geeze chickadees, get your own!!! LMAO...and that's all I have to say about that. *giggles* Whew!!!....damn that felt good! And yes, I am a little territorial.....roflmao.

Thursday
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Taken by powerful thoughts of lust, thou casts thy spell. Unveiled thy flesh to taunt this innocence. The ripe breast of the temptress calls the loyal one to indulge of it. The warrior unbeaten, stands helpless in thy presence. Thy lips, cherry red, speak sweetly and beckon the moment of insane passion. Whispers of pleasure forthcoming. Moments alive with passion and rapturous delight. Weak of the battle, I concede and captured is thy stance. Fallen, again this day to the trappings of the flesh." © 1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

The Mentality Of Some People!!
Vent StartI'm not one to cause shit and I'm generally a nice person. But when someone fucks with me..damn right I'm going to get pissed!So here's the deal. As i was going through my pic comments today I noticed that bbg still has my default pic ripped.see bellowWell since I'm no longer on her friends or in the fan train, I send her a messageAt the time she was online. But didn't reply. Later on tonight I look again.. she still hasn't deleted it or responded to me.So I message her againNow, I have not down rated, slammed her, stalked her, I have not done ANYTHING but ask why she still has my pic and ask that she delete it. Rather then just deleting it and handling it via private message like I(as a MATURE woman) tried to do, a few minutes after my Second message to her she visits my page and I see thisWow!! is all I have to say.Walks out shaking her head.Vent Over

Not Sure How To Handle Father's Day
OK, some people will be lost in the blog because I'm not going to rehash old ones with details that are in other blogs. Tomorrow is father's day and I really have not a clue how to handle this and I'm just hoping that writing this out might give me some insight into my own mind. Never before have I felt so close to my son, after 9 years of no knowledge though I have finally found out his name, seen pictures of him, learned things about him, and in some way feel like a father finally even though I know I am not a father to him and I'm sure his adoptive family is great to him and I thank them daily in my thoughts and prayers for all they have given him, but now that I know something about him it makes father's day a weird feeling for me. It doesn't make it any easier that people have been telling me happy father's day and I feel like I have done nothing to deserve this praise. I mean yes I know that I did the best thing for him by putting him up for adoption, but it will always be a

Some News!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought I would share this with everyone, as I am pretty excited about it. I've been waiting for something my record label was working on to happen, and I found out today that it has. As of today my music is live worldwide on ITUNES. I really am very excited about it. Been waiting for 12 weeks for them to get it all in place and finally it is active around the globe on itunes. I'm hoping my level of excitement is warranted of course. lol Anyway, I just wanted to share this news with all my friends, so if you have itunes, go get some music. If you don't, go download itunes and then go get some music! lol Thanks everyone for putting up with me. My thoughts for the day and everything else. Your firnedship is very important to me, I hope you all know that. Thanks again for your friendship and support :) Peter Britt

The Reasons.....
I keep getting messages asking why i turned HTML comments off on my page...there are a few actually so here we go. 1-I keep getting music and videos on my comments, they conflict with my song i have playing and then my page sounds like shit. I like the songs i play and if you dont please just hit the pause button. 2-I get alot of NSFW picture comments, although i am rarely on my profile page i dont need my kids seeing these comments if they happen to walk by. Besides that i really dont want to see them either. Some of them i like, others are over the top. I dont want my account deleted for a blowjob gif when i am not here to delete it before a bouncer sees it. 3-Say something original when you visit me, i love comments but i like them even more when they are something you have thought of yourself, and not copy n pasted from every other profile you visit. I realize its a pain in the ass to say hello rather than hit ctrl v. And in all honesty it angers me when i go to leave

Yay!!!
I have a job offer meeting tomorrow, I don't know exactly what that means, but I had a second interview already with the company, so I guess it means something good. I really want a job, and this is a great job, so I'm all excited, thought I'd tell you all abot it. YAY!!

Tyvm!!!
i really can't express how happy made me all the people that took the time to at least shoutbox me saying "happy birthday!" it was awesome, and appart from gifts, i really wish i could give everyone a giant hug... i tried to answer to all the messages, but couldn't do the same with the comments because they ran fast and there were many that i hadn't the oportunity to answer so i'm doing this... i saw many of you were reposting bulletins to salute me :) it was so sweet! my special thanks to YOTD , bouncer and special friend, she's a sweetheart and she made it for me :) it soooo made me smile, hugs ya dear! my other special thanks is for McBeever, bouncer trainee and my special someone :) *winks winks* he made another bulletin too that people were reposting... appart from that hunny, you know all that you mean to me: well i only can say my friends that i'll be here anytime you need me :) you know you can ask me anything you need and i'll try to help y

Breaking Up
Life has a funny and ironic way of really messing with you. And people you thought you knew, people that you thought were honest and true and that really love you - you were wrong about. If someone really loves you do they meet and get involved with someone else within a week of breaking up? Is this thier way of moving on? Or is it their way because it was all Bullshit? Everything they said and did becomes nothing. They have no respect for you if they are already jumping into the arms of someone else without anytime for both parties to have some grieving and healing from the breaking up of the relationship. I have not gone out on a date with anyone. I have not let anyone else touch me. I have not done any of these things because of respect for what we shared and respect for my ex. Even though I am not sure he deserves it but that is the way I am. I have not invited anyone new into my family but maybe I should start? Who wants to be added?

To Be A "top Cherry"...
Q & A - Take 1 Q. You asked me what I though about the site, how one comes to be a "top cherry" and if I had any advice for other cherries. (Now I feel like I am in a cherry pageant of sorts.) The answer is… World Peace! A. In all seriousness… I really don’t know why I am a “top cherry”. I am sure there is more than one reason and so it is not a straight forward answer. Plus my rating fluctuates so much that tomorrow I may not be in a top spot and that’s ok too. So instead I will tell you a little bit about me and how I use CT. I rarely send add requests. Only if I am really impressed by a profile, cause or profession and of course the occasional shallow eye candy add (who doesn’t send those?), but I accept pretty much everyone who sends a request. I don’t see a reason not to. I use my family list to keep up with the people I speak to on a regular basis and I fan those I am impressed by. I also take the time to speak to everyone who speaks to me. Sometimes it takes lo

About My Son!!!!!!
As alot of you already know my son needs a kidney to live...We have been working on this for a long time as it is a very rare decease and the surgery has not been preformed befor on some one with his illness. Now the decease has created more problems for him...His heart has started giving him problems now...In the last 4 months he hs had 2 heart attacks...making it a number of 3 as he had one at the age of 8 also...He is now 25 and doctors say he looks 25 outside but inside he is an 80 yr old man that has takin drugs forever...This is due to medicines to keep him alive over the years...If I dont respond to you here please dont take it I dont care as I do but sometimes my mind is just to scatter to chat with someone...I just keep praying and am asking you to do the same...That is all I have to hold on to....I am going insane...This one is much more than I can handle alone so I call on Jesus to give me strenght to get thru this....Thanks to all of you that take the time to read this and

Hard At Work
Seeing you walk into work today, our eyes meet for a moment,a devilish little smirk on your face. You think you know me so well, and know how to get to me, " well I am gonna make you pay today baby" , thinking to myself as I smile back. Work is slow as usual, and I keep waiting for my chance to tease you, finally lunch is over and back to the same old slowness . But I am on a mission now, wanting to drive you crazy . I walk by your desk lightly running my fingertip over your hand and up your arm as I walk by. You just look at me and smirk. On my way back to my desk I lightly brush your neck with my fingertips, softly caressing along your ear and your jawline, smiling a little looking into your eyes. You just kinda sit back and look at me wondering what is up with me cus I dont normally act like this. Sitting back at my desk I glance back and catch you watching me, you dont mind me knowing. One of the things i love about you is your confidence, find it so sexy. I

Everyone Watch Out For
WATCH OUT these haters! They have rated me 1's! 1.~*BJ*~ H.T.A.'s Sweetest Bombshell & Recruiter *Plus Size Pin-up Girl* 2.'Evan' 3. fudge887 - rated me a 3 4. '~Dj Twisted Vengeance~ Still Twisteds lil Beotch' 5. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1449751164 ] 6. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1226216865 ] rating me a 5 7.[ fubar.com photo: 3843692591 ]rated 2

Fuck You
NOW SOMEBODY HAS GOTTEN INTO MY REAL SISTER'S ACCOUNT ON CHERRY AND IS SENDING VERY RUDE COMMENTS TO PEOPLE AND ABUSING HER ACCOUNT IN OTHER WAYS AS WELL. WHEN I FIND OUT FOR SURE WHO I WILL KICK YOUR ASS!!

Cherry Tap Marriage ...
Obviously looking for that CT hubby was going to be hard ... Okay its harder than i thought ... everyone has been awesome and lol lots of fun ... alot of unique proposals too .. You were all great candidates and I will make a decision soon ... just waiting for that last one to speak out .... :P

Wtf???
So, I'm surfing through google, and I find a yahoo 360 page with my pix on it, which would be fine had the page been MINE.....which it isn't. I dunno what to do!!!! They have semi recent pix of me. This is a screen shot I took.........I have no idea who it could be. I have no idea why they would impersonate me. I mean there's nothing on the profile, but I didn't put these pix up. And I have no idea who the friends are, except that amazon lady is very familiar, I found her on Cherry Tap as well as a couple other people I know on Cherry Tap through her friends list. I dunno what to do, I already reported it. I'm waiting for a response. Because of this my profile is now private. This person updated the yahoo 360 profile on April 14, 2007. So I dunno.....what I do know is it's not me that posted that page.

Iraq
I am looking forward to Iraq for a few reasons. First off, I am very patriotic. I know (not think) that is the most honorable thing to do. I am not a war monger. Simply, I believe something has to be done. It's not going to get itself done. Better me than some kid who doesn't want to go. The one thing I love most about it is that it isn't the stupid Army we have back here in the States. I mean, the Army is the Army. Rather, it is where you actually do your job. No stupid training with blanks or laser tag gear. That's what I love more than anything. You put all the years of training to test, as one of the world's most powerful fighting forces. It sure does make my pee pee get long. When I was over there the first time, I realized everything I took for granted. Being able to get in your car and drive to a fast food restaurant. Calling a friend over to kick it. Being able to cook your own food. Going to clubs, drinking, and everything else social. And most important no family or frien

Fyi
Just to make this clear, right now, I am declaring that I will never again, under any circumstances, agree to ghost an autobiography for a vain old man who lived a hum-drum life. I will never again allow that same man to harrass me over deadlines, editorial control, or the spelling of words. Never again! Unless of course, I am offered a million smackaroos. Then I will think about it. okthanksbye. PS: For the monkey: EDIT* "Unless of course, I am offered a million smackareauxs."

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Lol
Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL

Comments
well ill try this here, i tried posting a mumm asking anyone who doesnt want comments made on their profiles to let me know, but for some reason it was removed. so, if you dont want me to make comments on ur profile, plz let me know and i wont. thanx and have a great day everyone!!! :)

You Complete Me
You give me reason, to face the cold dark days, You are the person, that showed me a better way, so many miles lay between us, but you are with me always, when I am alone and empty, I always think of you, and how much I love and need you, You are the one I live for, someday we'll find a way, to change this life and be as one. You will no longer be to far away.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Grandad's Funeral
Im just letting you all know that I wont be around today because its my Grandad's funeral later this morning. It will be a very sad day but its also a day for looking back at the good times we shared with him. And it is also a day to be grateful for what we have. I for one am very grateful for all the love and best wishes i have recieved from my friends here on Cherry Tap, you all know who you are. I want to thank you all for being there for me when i needed to talk. I love you all very much for youre support. Hope you all have a great day and take care. Love you all Willie xoxoxoxox

Scumbag Alert(1)
I going to start posting my conversations with these scumbags. All this because I wouldn't add him right away to my friends list. I surely hope that you wont let guys like this into your lives. This guy needs to grow up & act like a man & not treat women like shit. Start at bottom & go up to read. my Comments are in yellow, his is in pink. ->ACCEPTING ...: thank god, its about time, later scumbag ACCEPTING ...: its whatever. ill just ignore you. bye ->ACCEPTING ...: not too mention you nothing but a fuckign liar to boot. ->ACCEPTING ...: god you are so pathetic, leave you alone? rofl what's wrong? cant take the same crap you was dishing out to me? ACCEPTING ...: then why waste your time with someone as worthless as me? because you are bored? because you are trying to make a statement? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! ->ACCEPTING ...: now why would I want to get to know someone who treats me like a piece of trash. calls me a cunt & a whore, because I wouldnt kiss his ass and a

Censorship It!
Ok, I can't take it another second... if I don't blog about it, I am gonna explode!!!!! What really *ticks* me off is when I go grocery shopping with my girls in tow and some teeny-bopper/barely old enough to spell/emo dressed/pimple faced/plaid totting/slang jerker always finds their way to me or near me and my daughers and uses every known CURSE word known to man!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, really!? Do you have to show of your lack of intelligence near my children???? I mean come on!!! Do you talk like that to or in front of your parents? My daughters are of obvious young age, so have some common respect here! Do I walk next to you shouting words of discredibility towards your obvious dressing in the dark fashion disaster wardrobe your sporting this very evening??? NO!!! No matter how much I think it in my own head, I respect EVEN YOU enough to keep my words inside....now where is that same equal respect for me? OR better yet, MY DAUGHTERS!!!!!!!!!! I do realize we live in a society w

My Thoughts On Chris Benoit
I've been reading all the media and postings on Chris Benoit's death and i would like to say a few things. First, I admit it was wrong for him to kill his wife and son but enough is enough. There are a lot of issues that we the public do not know about regarding Chris' personal life. No one knew what was going through his mind to cause him to do these criminal things. Ever since the WWE was in court over the steriods abuse each WWE superstar has to take a physical several times a year to ensure that they are not abusing themselves internally. If the meds found in the house were prescribed are WE the public going to punish the doctor(s) who gave Chris the meds? I think not. They prescribed the meds to him but did not tell him to take more than necessary. Second, at first when it was announced that all three were dead what was the first thing done by the WWE?? They canceled the original program and dedicated the 3hr show to the memory of the Benoit's. One day later after the poli

My Mothers Is Sick
We just found out today my mom has Congestive Heart Failure. She is going for a ECG on Friday so we will no more then. She has multi. health issues and this just adds to it. Please keep my family in your thoughts and Prayers. Thank you ~SP~

My Resignation
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald’s and think that it’s a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer’s day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn’t bother you, because you didn’t know what you didn’t know and you didn’t care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make yo

Join The Devils Rejects*****
HEY IM TRYING THIS AGAIN!! IM A PROMOTER AND MEMBER OF A COOL NEW FAMILY CALLED *THE DEVILS REJECTS*WHICH ALSO HAS A LOUNGE CALLED * THE SCORPION LOUNGE* IF INTERESTED IN JOINING GET WITH ME!~*~ANGEL~*~ ~*~♥*~ ~*~♥~*~ UNITED TILL DEATH!WEVE GOT YOUR BACK !! ~*~♥~*~ ~*~♥~*~ CONTACT ME FOR THE MOST HORRIFIC FAMILY AND WICKED PLEASURES!~*~ANGEL~*~

Cherry Tap
well since I was in the hospital.. seems that I quit Cherry Tap. I went to the hospital because I thought I was ahving a heart attack. I didnt think once to stop and let everyone know on CT that I was going to the hospital.. and maybe thats my fault. So for all of you that thought becauise I said i was fed clean up to my ears at the way I was being treated on CT... then by being offline for the nite meant that i was quitting.. you can add me back or not?? I was in the hospital.. and there sure wasnt any comptuers there for me tolog in and lessen everyones worry. I was tryin to breath and not have my heart explode out of my chest.. simply that.

My Rant Of The Day 6/29/07
Dude, one thing that pisses me the fuck off is the assholes that drive their corvettes or mustang cobras, BWM's, etc. in the left hand lane right at the speed limit or UNDER the fucking speed limit! It's always some fucking cu-tip. You know what? Get the fuck over! Let those of us that can see the damn speed limit drive fast in the left lane while you insult your FAST car buy driving it in the FAST lane like a jackass. Whew. Glad I got that out of my system. I feel better now.... :) Carry on

Pray For My Daughter
I know that many of you wont even read this but if you do and you believe in God, please say a prayer for my oldest daughter Brittany. I just found out she is in the hospital with some kind of cancer the doctors wouldnt tell me much over the phone. I am leaving tonight on the first flight I can catch out of here. This has caused me to take another look at my own life so I will be taking a break from here til I get things sorted out. Please say a prayer for her....... Thank You And May God Bless You James 'AD1 (AW) US Navy' Nuwer

The Quest
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so stran

Milf
OK, here it is. As many of you know and some may not. I am a single mother of three. I have 2 boys and a girl. Well, my girl is entering the 6th grade and one of my boys in kindergarden this year coming up. Well, anyways I have been through many obstacles over the past year. To make a long story short....my question is, what is the story on the "MILF" situation?? On a seriosus note, I know I am not a bad looking mom, but the whole "MILF" thing is getting on my damn nerves. There is nothing more annoying than "men" who think they are gonna get some ass because they think some woman is feeling sorry for herself. It may be because I am a Ny'er BUT please let it be known that, this woman can do for herself. I do NOT need some dumb ass man coming along that thinks I am some lonely "chick" feeling sorry for myself. Please do note ALL..this "CHICK" does not feel sorry for herself and I am a woman that can take care of mysel, therefore if you are here for that reason..do not let MY

Last One For Today (i Hope)
Little bit of history on Raven. When I was 13 my parents got into a horrendous divorce. I just started middle school. My mother dropped me like a bad habit for her new boyfriend. I never really knew my dad. He finally wanted to get to know me, so I found a letter that he wrote me that my mom wouldn't let me see with his number on it so I called. I started to go see him and eventually moved in with my dad again. During this time I was 'diagnosed' with a mental instability. I was a cutter in short and had suicidal tendancies. I had depression. Whatever. I went to a mental institution in St John's County by St. Augustine. I was stuck there and the state wanted to keep me till I was 18 years old because I was apparently that much of a case and I attacked two guards. When I did get to leave I pulled away and I have never been right since I suppose, I pulled away from everyone. I had some bad experiences during this time period like I lost my virginity by getting raped. I'm not lo

Bloggity Game.
Starting off easy with a reposted game from our favorite jungle cat: Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses)

No Salute, No Add
I'm sick to death of fake ass people. So if you don't have a salute I'm not gonna add you. When you decide you want to be real and add a salute then I might just think about adding you as a friend. I don't care if you're hot or the sweetest person on CT, either get a salute or don't add me. I have deleted several people from my friends list because they don't have salutes. Although there are a few that still don't, it's because I either know them in real life or that I talk to them on a daily basis.

Ways To Get Blocked....
1. annoy me about seeing my private pics.. (read my profile on how to see them) 2. Rip my personal photos 3. Bieng excessivly vulgar to me (ie... we should fuck...) had that sent three times today 4. Getting pissy when I return a shitty rate to you.

Poetry
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Empty Lies
AS THE HANDS OF TIME DEAL ME A FLUKE OF A HAND I SIT AND WONDER WHY IM EVEN HERE EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WITH A SWALLEN GLAND WISHING I STILL DRANK BEER SO I CAN DRINK AWAY MY MISERY AND FORGET ABOUT MY PAST BUT ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME PEE AND THE DRUNKNESS NEVER LAST LIFE ON EARTH IS SAD AND LONELY FULL OF SHIT AND EMPTY OF LIFE EVERYONE ON IT IS FAKE AND PHONY SINFULL,HATEFUL,AND TRIFE FULL OF FALSE PROMISES AND EMPTY LIES I FIND MYSELF MISERABLE WITH EMPTY CRIES NO ONE IS REAL ANYMORE ALL THEY DO IS LIE WISH IT WAS OVER NOW THIS WORLD OF EMPTY LIES

Bullllllllllll Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell is wrong with people. I step away from my computer for 2 hrs and all hell breaks loose. I wasn't around for the fat Sonny era, but I heard he calls Canadian's Moose fuckers. Well isn't that just fucking nice. Why the hell is he knocking all Canadian's cause he don't like a few. Well this is what I have to say about this whole thing. DON'T FUCKING PUT DOWN ALL FUCKING CANADIANS SIMPLY CAUSE YOU'VE RUN INTO A FEW YOU DON'T LIKE. IF YOU DECIDE TO DO SO THEN YOU'RE AN IGNORANT MOTHER FUCKER, AND DESERVE TO BE PUNCHED IN THE MOUTH. Pic made by Marq. Marq you fucking rawk MUAH!!!!!!!!!

Are You A Fan Of Mine
Im just curious if you are a fan of mine.Im not asking anyone to fan me for the sake of fanning Im just asking for those that are friends and those that are my friends if have fanned me.i need 9 fans for 2000..Thanks for taking the tiem to check and see ..Hugs

Changes
In seeing some wonderful poetry and other writings by a couple of my friends today, I thought about trying to be creative...but then I said, "nah!" lol Just getting things out is going to have to work for the moment. I feel as though I am standing on the edge of a precipice. I have to be very careful, but at the same time life is absolutely exhilarating. I'm saddened somewhat about the door that is closing in my life, but I am so excited about my future now. For the first time in a long time my life seems full of endless possibilities. Yes, I have 3 children, but this is just going to have to be an adventure we go through together. I used to use them as an excuse to stay stagnant. "I have to stay in this relationship because no one else will want me with 3 children." "I can't go back to school because with children it will be too hard. I'll wait until later." You get my drift. But now, I'm back in school and loving every minute of it. My life is about to be REALLY ha

Men Online
I have been online for a couple years now, and I have encountered many a man. I was once very optimistic and fun..very naive and trusting in the extreme. Not to say some of those traits aren't still lingering, but they surely are not what they used to be. I don't intend to bash on men...I adore them. Tis' my weakness after all. MEN! (sigh) It is my opinion that men online are very easily categorized..maybe harshly..but if the truth hurts.. yea..you know! There is the sweet guy: always there to offer a hello. a very chipper type of man. most likely very depressed and only wanting to make you smile in a way to feel as if he accomplished his goal for the day. this man is one of the most under appreciated of all men online. he is also commonly mistaken as a stalker. there is nothing wrong with him except how he has been treated in this fantasy based land we call cyber space! There is the charmer: generally very persistant at first so as to charm you into submission. strong wil

Posse This Is For You
HERE WE GO. I HAVE HAD IT.. I'M SO DONE.. NEXT PERSON I HEAR COMPLAINING ABOUT POOR ME IS OUT.. I'M CLEANING HOUSE.. WE ARE BUSTING OUT ONE CONTEST AT A TIME THE BEST WE CAN.. WE HAVE DONE QUITE A BIT IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.. EVERYONES CONTEST GETS HELP IN ORDER THAT THEY CAME IN.. THERE IS A POSSE IM MY GIVE A AWAY RIGHT NOW THAT IS COMPLAINING ABOUT NOT GETING HELP.. HOLLY SHI_ BRING IT ON.. I'M SO ABOUT TO LOSE IT HERE.. I WOULD LOVE TO SEND THE ENTIRE POSSE TO THAT CONTEST.. HELL I WOULD MAKE GRANDMOTHER IN A WEEK.. CAUSE THATS A CONTEST THAT I'M HOSTING. HELL JUST SCREW IT.. SCREW THE BEING FAIR CRAP AND TAKING TURNS. EVERYONE GO HIT HER CONTEST RIGHT NOW.. GO HIT HER GIVE AWAY RIGHT NOW AND MAKE ME GRANDMOTHER.. SORRY SWEEP, BOOBOO, TEMPTED AND TEMPTED HUSBAND AND A FEW OTHERS WHO HAVE BEEN WAITING WITH OUT A COMPLAINT FOR THEIR TURN AT RECEIVING HELP.. WE HAVE SOME ONE FEELING SORRY FOR THEMSELVES WANTING HER PRIZE.. BUT DO I DO THAT? NO I DON'T CAUSE THATS NOT FA

My Checkup-07-12-07
the doctor told me that the cancer has not spreaded which is a good sign and im on a less stronger meds. that wont make me sleepy. so im happy bout that... i am going for surgery on july 18 to have the knot removed i will be in the hospital for alittle while as after surgrey they have to keep an eye to make sure it doesnt spread or nothing goes wrong,im really woried about that but i think it will be ok. my mom called and told me my great granny had it they did surgey and she died a coupe days later,but mom has hope for me and will be here as well as my family i will have someone keep you posted on my wellness. to all of you that has been a blessing in my life im so glad god brought you to me even though we never meet or had cross that brige i love you with all my heart. god be with me i know he is,im a fighter till the end i guess thats why i appreciate the things in life that some people dont,....i love you all...... my prayers are with all of you also..

So True I Know I Dont Care Either
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't.. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere posses

Well I Was There...
well i went to the hospital yesterday for my surgery and was there for 8 hours i was prep for it and ever thing.it is a long story but they postponed for the 27th that will be in two more weeks. so as of now i still have cancer. i want to thank everone for there love and support and prayers. love you all!!!!

Smoky Sugar
I'm supposed to be studying. And, really, I am. Every now and then. I get distracted easily, though, by various and sundry things like wine. And cigarettes. And the kitty. Tonight I decided--wise girl that I am--that food is necessary for my mind to be able to function at its highest capacity. And, yes, I could have just eaten potato chips with sour cream and onion dip like I have for the last week or so, but tonight I decided I should make real food. Because I'm supposed to be studying, I figured the best food would be the most time-consuming food. And so I grilled. I have a baby weber grill--charcoal, of course. I started the coals, topped them with some hickory chunks, then raided my garden for foodstuffs--tomato, zucchini, herbs. I used the herbs to make a flavored olive oil to coat the zucchini. The tomato went on in chunks, the zucchini sliced and slathered with deliciousness. Next I grabbed the veggie burger, blue cheese, whole-grain mustard... and my buttered

Tos #5
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My Bf Is A Cheater,find Out Why.
THIS IS THE LAST DAY FOR THIS CONTEST,MY FRIEND IS IN IT AND I RAN OUT OF COMMENTS PLEASE I NEED ALL THE HELP FROM ALL MY FRIENDS COME ON AND HELP OUT WITH 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH,,,PLEASE HELP OUT LOVE YA'LL HUGS AND KISSES WildCat JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC !

Moon River
Moon River Ernesto Cortazar Moon river, wider than a mile Im crossing you in style some day Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way Two drifters, off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see Were after the same rainbows end, waitin round the bend My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me (moon river, wider than a mile) (Im crossin you in style some day) Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way Two drifters, off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see Were after that same rainbows end, waitin round the bend My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

#1...i Like To Write About What I Like....sex
To have you laying beside me, looking at me, kissing me, fingers running thru my hair as you are kissing me passionately, tongue darting in and out of my mouth as I suck it oh so gently, knowing what I want to do to you as I feel your cock growing harder and harder I can feel it between my legs, just below my wet hot pussy....I move closer wanting you so bad.....and as I move closer, u start to move closer between my legs, as we are still kissing, I look at you and start moving down your neck and the your chest...kissing you...as I stop to nibble and suck on on your nipples ...moving down to your stomach...kissing and licking as I am watching you and your eyes are watching my every move....as I rub my wet pussy down your leg...I reach your hard cock, and I gently lick the pre-cum from your head...letting it just go slowly into my mouth in and out as my tongue brushes the top of your cock...tongue massaging it...pushing hard up and down your shaft as your cock slides farther into my

My Pet Peeves Of Ct/fubar
-People asking me stuff & when I answer them I don't even get a ty back :( -People who get mad when u drop them down off your family list...If I don't talk to u in a few months yes I delete u. Mine are all close friends & it makes it easier to find them. Maybe if you commented me more you'd be there too ;P -People who post bulletins w/out checking the facts first...snopes.com, & Google are your friend ;) -This site is temporarily unavailable or too busy. Try again in a few moments....need I say more? -People replying to my comments via mail...what the heck?? trying to confuse me? LoL! -People who don't allow html in their comments but comment me w/html ugh! -People who send u a friend request & never say anything...what's the point? -Perverts who send u unwanted pics of their privates M & F ~ O yeah there are female perverts out their too! LoL! If I wanted to see them I would watch shriveled up old fogies on cable ick! -People who get mad @ me because I don't re

#2...feeling Very Hot...mmm...
I would love to lick the precum off the head of your cock, and push my tongue against your rock hard cock all the way down to your balls.....licking your balls, and then gently sucking them one at a time into my hot moist mouth....as I reach up and take your cock into my hand and start jerking you off as I am sucking your balls.... and as you play with my nipples, they go hard and long....I start to moan, and I deeply sigh still sucking and jerking....you take me by my face and make me stop, and u pull me up to you and kiss me oh so hard but passionately....I let a moan out wanting u to fuck me, but you have more and better plans for me.... u are still kissing me and playing with my nipples, and you move down to my neck, kissing and licking...u reach my nipples and start to lick and suck on one, and I take a deep breath in, ummm...it's such a turn on for me to have my nipples played with and you knows this...u take my other breast and u take both nipples into your mouth and suck

Not Trying To Be Rude Or Mean
THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 8200 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 3000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar YOU CAN SEE IT ALL HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Stress Does Strange Things To People.
I want to scream. I want to tear my hair out. I want to spit out a stream of curse words that would make a sailor blush. Actually...I just want to get all this packing done. It sucks not having any real help. I wish I could just snap my fingers and it would all be done. So...who wants to come help?

Looking For Real Lesbian Or Bi Girls..
Hey everyone! I'm looking for real girls who like girls... not guys pretending or straight girls trying to get their kicks by chatting with a lesbian. I need somone I can get to know and maybe have a little fun with. Young or old, black or white, thick or thin... Drop me a message Muah! XOXOX Jess

Photos
All my albums are locked for now....I won't be opening ANY of them until I hear from CT Support or a CT Bouncer about the pics of me that were copied and posted on another users page. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/612759 BEWARE OF THIS USER!!! He will steal your pics too...BTW his profile says he is a woman...IT'S A MAN!!! Please do not ask to view my pics for now...I will let you know when I have opened them back up...Thank you bunches for your support!!

To My Friend, Things Get Better..
When hearts break, and tears run, life feels lonely and sad, you look back at what you had, knowing its gone, hearing your song, your eyes start to tear, then you feel the fear, fear of lonelyness in your heart, wondering why you had to part, days turn to weeks, and your eyes start the leaks, tears running down your checks, dont be afraid, dont be scared, its life changing the rules, and you have to treat it like jewels, to respect its beauty, to grace its charms, knowing it means you no harm, it will eventually send you into someone elses arms, then there will be love, sent from god above, to show you he cares, but i can see it when i try to wipe away your tears. this is to you my friend, ill try to be here till the end.......

Chickenshit Rater
plz note: I took this from my bulltin and One of my friends was nice enough to post his link for me in a repost.Yes its true he rated me a 4 then blocked me. see below......heres the email I sent him and finally his screen name sorry I cant get a direct link to his profile but since he is chicken... lol MishNumber1 = here's his link :D Mr Honesty *Justice league Clan member* Tellin it like it is!@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'FAN ME BABY. I'M SO F-ING HOT (plz fan b4 add )' on '2007-07-18 05:58:00') (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR. Founder Of Naughty Northerners' on '2007-07-18 07:27:40')

Don't Do It...lol
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e- mail list. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.

Chat Hoor Shoutbox Transcript
babyJustFo...: hi G33K1N73HP1NK: hello babyJustFo...: hi im bored wanna have fun? G33K1N73HP1NK: oh yah I like fun G33K1N73HP1NK: what like internet solitaire? babyJustFo...: LIKE CYBER G33K1N73HP1NK: I dont know that game babyJustFo...: wana know bout that?? G33K1N73HP1NK: yah what is it? G33K1N73HP1NK: is it like those people that are half human and half robot?? G33K1N73HP1NK: are those your pics? babyJustFo...: hell yhwe babyJustFo...: add me on yahoo my name is xxxx@yahoo.com G33K1N73HP1NK: I dont have yahoo, can we just chat here? babyJustFo...: how can you see me then?? G33K1N73HP1NK: Why do I need to see you? babyJustFo...: to show you what fun is G33K1N73HP1NK: are you going to draw me a diagram? babyJustFo...: so i guess you wont gonna see it G33K1N73HP1NK: I asked you to draw a diagram of cyborg fun G33K1N73HP1NK: I want fun but Im not sure why I need to sign up for yahoo to have fun... babyJustFo...: coz its much easier there G33K1N73HP1NK: easier for w

Hiya Something For The Ladies Lol
hi there ladies would love to get feed back on this i think it is so funny but i would im a guy dinner 120 bucks...... drinks 45 bucks...... condom 50 cents..... the look on her face when ya stick it in her butt priceless!!!!! what would you do if it was you lmfao!!!!!

Posting Pics..
Ok well i'm sure most know how i feel about someone i care about posting pics of such nature..... yes breast,pussy watever..... so i was wondering would it be wrong for me to do so... someone said i should post a pic.... should i? do let me know...lol wonder if i could get points..lol thanks ..... tongue.....

Why??
I need to know why is it that men are only after 1 thing sex....they don't care to get to know a girl as long as she will put out thats what they care about and it is really starting to suck...Most of them do not care who u are on the inside they just see whats on the outside how is that fair? I am not trying to insult all men out there just the ones that are like that who think women are just fuck things and not actual people....Guess what we are human too.....

Bitch I Am From Texas
TEXAS: Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world We're famous. And not becuase of that fake ass "bro-ho" "so-cal" shit that yall think makes you "Famous", fuckers. - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes like. Who wants avocados and cheese when you can have steak and potatoes?

Just Dont Get It
Ok I hav sent the last blog out twice, I see who reads it, if you want to stay on my list let me know by the end of next week cus I am not fucking around anymore. Leave me a comment or a private message or just shout at me, but I am keeping track of who I hear from if I dont hear from you your gone. Sorry but I want people on my list that I talk to and give a shit, not people who just like a high friends count. Thanks to those I hav heard from your friendship means a lot to me and you will be shown that her soon. Oh and P.S. Just rating this isnt gonna cut it anyone can hit a button take the time to leave something or I will figure you dont think its worth your time and keeping you wont be worth mine.

True Love
Ok... bare with me today as I feel like laying my thoughts out. What is unconditional love? So many of us think we knw what it is. So many of us claim to be seeking it. Do we really understand it? I think I have a good grasp on it. I may no tbe the world's leading expert. Heh..I suppose if I were I wouldn't be single right? In my opinion, unconditional love or.. . "true love" is not defined by any material possesions. True love doe snot have stipulations or requirements. There's no application to be filled out. True love is an uncontrollable longing all day to see or talk to the person you care for. It's feeling sad in the event that you do not get that opportunity. It's when you find yourself staring at the person you care for with out any given cause. True love does not require change or sacrafice. It is all encompassing. It's patient. It's accepting of every flaw, every insecurity, and yes...every issue. For true love does not discriminate against issues. So often I talk

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Wicked Continued2
Driving down the highway headed back to the station, he never realized how long a road this was. Maybe it was a combination of wanting rid of her, the late hour, no cars on the road this late at night, and he was ashamed to say it but he just plain wanted her. He snuck a peek in the mirror again , hoping she wasnt looking. She had her head back against the seat again, eyes closed. She actually looked as if she had fallen asleep. He looked at the steady way her chest rose and fell, the softness in her jaw and realized she really had fallen asleep. He started imagaining what she looked like under those clothes. In his mind, he slowly undressed her. Removing her black silk blouse, slipping the straps of her camisole off her shoulders slowly. Letting the thin fabric drop around hr waist. Revealing large firm breasts. Their snow white skin flawless. Pale pink nipples. He imagained pushing the fabric over her full hips and letting it fall to the floor. Unzipping hr black l

Night Of Tattoo
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort thru the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to Alpha and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in thru the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You ca

This Is For Everyone!!!
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights

Welp.. I'm Gonna Drive Today
Yep Yep I didn't let on in my last blog what my fears were. Driving is one of them. So no I dont drive. My hubbie is taking me to my old school's parking lot so I can start learning again. Its been 4 years since the last time. I dont know why it stopped, wish it didn't. So I advise all to get off the roads and sidewalks ;) just kidding. I'm not ready to go on the road yet. So any encouragment?? lol Scared shitless right now ...bahhhh Hey Hey You You! You all Fu-king Rawk!! haha.. sorry avril lavigne song stuck in my head..

Burning Inside
you are as beautiful as the sky, i sit and wonder why, my heart does yearn, the flames inside do burn, to have you with me, to see what we could be, together as one, being together will be fun, to respect and love, to honor and cherish, never for our love to parish, wanting you with me, i shall get on one knee, to ask you one question, you know what it would be, close your eyes and you will see, i want you with me, our hearts will soar free, intertwinned as one, under the bright sun, the warmth of your touch, would make me happy so much, never will we know unless we try, knowing we will never ask why, knowing the love i have is immense, the ways i show it will be intense, it will be all good, the way it should, you hold my heart, i truely hope we never part.........

This Weeks Winner
Ok I know I haven't done this in like forever, but I just haven't had the time. It sure as hell isn't because I ran out of stupid people. I went to McDonalds yesterday before I went to work. Not my idea of good food, but I was in a hurry. I waited in line behind these two people who were staring at the menu for what seemed like 20 minutes! I'm thinking, "THEY'VE HAD THE SAME FUCKING MENU FOR 500 YEARS! YOU MORONS!" Yet they are not my dumbasses. I finally get to the counter and place my order with the 40 year old man working the register, and he stands there staring at the register blankly. As if he'd never seen one before. I ordered a Big Mac combo meal. Nothing too complicated. Everthing on it. He didn't have to "hold" anything. But yet he was puzzled. I asked him if it was his first day? I just assumed he was new, 'cause you learn about Bg Macs in like the first few seconds of employment. He says to me "no. I've been here for about a year." That just floored me! A YEAR?

12 Pic Rating Only
CLICK ON ANY PIC OF THE ONE BELOW YOU'LL SEE THERE OS ONLY 12 PIX IN THAT ALBUM PLEASE RATE'M ALL ONLY RATING,,,AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DID............. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

I Aint Fat And I Aint Jenna Jameson!!!???
If I aint Jenna Jameson.. Dont weight 300lbs with triple q boobs or are big fat and ugly..... Nobody gives a rats ass about me... When ya think ppl are gonna jump onto to something, and dive for it and not one bite.. SLaps me in the face.. Not a good feeling..... But all the rich ppl can spend happy hours 10 times a fuckin day right ???? But cant have fun with my own pimp out or contest of myself....??? I have to be a Dj or have to be some Lord GOd of some stupid underground crew to get anything here???? Dont tell me things and not mean what you say.. BIGGGGGGGGGGG Fuckin Pet peeve of mine..I HATE drama yet once again.... THank God I never asked anyone on here for a fuckin brain or a kidney or a heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just want to have some fun with people.. And try and get my mind of of how SHITTY and in pain I always feel..I thought posting a my own contest pimping my own self out was cute and funy and funny... I never rant either.... (((((((((Starts to cry)))))))) :( oh wait I k

Update On My Heart Transplant...
Hi y'all! An update on the progress of my heart transplant... Mom drove me to my appointment with the cardiologists at the transplant center in Dallas, today...we were chatty cathies all the way there! We had a good ole mommy/daughter time! In case I hadn't shared with you...my CT Scan of July 8th came back BEAUTY-FULL and all my innerds look good (sorry took so long to update that)! As of July 12th it is officially OFFICIAL that I'm on the heart transplant list! YIPPEEE!!! I think...lol ~ I'm in "Zone 2"...there are four tiers to this...here's how that works, and I'm explaining it in very people friendly words! LOL...: ZONE 1A = These are the most critical folks on the list...they are more than likely in ICU with heavy duty meds waiting for transplant. That also means, they cannot do much of anything, except wait! No working...no stress...no walking...nuttin! ZONE 1B = These folks are next to critical...some are hospitalized also waiting, some are at home waiting. Also heavy

My Rant For The Night.
why is it that when you try to do something that you want to do, a few ppl try and ruin it for you. first they tell you that they will support you no matter what. then a month later they tell you that " your think your better then me" how is it that when you try to get ahead in anything theres that 1 person that claim they care for you. but then turn around and post crap about you in there blog, stash whatever. this is supposted to be a fun site where ppl help each other and not a competition. but to some thats all it is, its like a contest with no real prize at the end. how would you feel if you went to someones page and they were talking smak about you in a round about way and then act as if they are the victim when called out on it????

These Are Some Of The Coolest People I Have Met On The Internet
this is one of my good friends dj slipknot he is one cool f&cking dude DJ Sl1pknot aka dj Megatron~tcr dj~reeses pieces~@ fubar the bound princess she is one awesome chick lol girl can crack me up just with her lil tee hee even when she is having a bad day she trys to make urs better The Bound Princess*TCHB&SBC* HBOFBM~SQUEEKER'S FIANCE~@ fubar this is maiasy she is cool as hell and one of my good friends maiasy~ToRtUrE ChAmBeR bArTeNdeR~@ fubar now this here is dj smokeybear he is one of the coolest dudes on fubar and one f&cking awesome dj along with many others and below him is dj shawbaby his loving fu wifey this 2 are some of my closets friends they some good people to talk to ♫DJ Smokey Bear♫ Kinky & Phantom's CT son 44 ¢¾ 64 CT Bro to Dj Pistol & DJ Jes@ fubar ms shawladie she is awesome a good friend indeed always there for you DJ ShawBaby**No Touchy~* 44 ¢¾ 64**~ TC M~* Sis 2 M,K,J,S,PB, J ,G, D~~TCSBC~*wolfes BG*@ fubar dj wolfe

I'm Not Gonna Be Too Popular After This One, But I Don't Give A Fuck...
THIS BLOG IS NOT FOR SOME PEOPLE...THOSE PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE...THE REAL PEOPLE ON CT/FUBAR, PLEASE DISREGARD THIS. AS FOR THE HATERS/FAKES/POSERS/LOSERS/DRAMA QUEENS/INSECURE NAIVE SMART-MOUTHED CUNTS...ENJOY :) LET ME TELL YOU SELF-RIGHTEOUS, SCRUTINIZING, PLASTIC SURGERY-GETTING, FAKE, UP-TURNED NOSE, HEAD UP YOUR ASS MOTHERFUCKERS ONE THING: I GREW UP BEING THE FAT, UGLY, INSECURE LITTLE GIRL. I WAS PICKED ON, TALKED ABOUT, MADE FUN OF AND EVERYTHING ELSE YOU CAN IMAGINE. NOW THAT I'VE GROWN INTO MY BODY, APPRECIATE IT, AND I'VE FOUND MYSELF, I'LL BE GODDAMMED IF IT'S GOING TO KEEP HAPPENING. I LOVE MYSELF. MY WEIGHT, MY EYES, MY HAIR, MY NOSE, MY FEET, MY ASS, MY BOOBS, MY E-N-T-I-R-E BODY, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, FINE...NO ONE SAID YOU HAD TO LOOK AT IT...BUT DO THE WORLD A FAVOR: KEEP YOUR WHINING, BITCHING, PISSING&MOANING, NAIVE, STUCK-UP, AND ALL AROUND UN-WANTED OPINIONS TO YOUR FUCKING SELVES. SAVE THAT HOT AIR COMING OUT OF THAT HOLE IN YOUR FACE FOR SOMEONE WHO

Be Happy For Us.!!!!!
Well this is one blog I never thought I would be writing. Most of you know I have never believed in Fubar marriages (god knows i refused enough of them) and as far as meeting and dating someone on the net forget it. Well it has finally happened, I have met the most wonderful person I could ever dreamed of meeting. Thanks to a mutal friend of ours. We have talked and commented for awhile now and we are now ready to take the next stept. Even after spending all night talking on the phone it's like we have known each other forever..and we have so much in common...(did the 20 questions through email) You all know him as F14Tomcat, he asked me to marry him and yes we will be doing the Fubar marriage, after i talk with a pastor, but it's more then just a net thing, this is our real lives I am talking about. Two people who are in love....another word i didn't think i would use...lol I know there will be a few people pissed and shocked at this, but i had made it clear from the begining i

Dreamin About You
I was cruisin down the road on my bike and it was like i was in a dream...everything was a blurrrrr except thoughts of you. last night was awesome and holding you in my arms while to sun cam up made me feel like this was the way it should be. you smile, your touch, the feel of your body against mine was awesome... ive never felt a woman move like you do, in rythum, so soft and smooth, arching your back at just the right time, putting your hands right there and feeling the fireworks when we exploded.... i dont know how long i rode today but you were with me every mile.... you are a sweet dream baby. xo

It's A...
GIRL!!!! Awwwwwwww... it's a 3D ultrasound.. I'm 6mo. pregnant and she's just the most beautiful thing in the whole wide world.. Can you see the lil nose and lips? awwwww Just thought I'd share this excitement with my friends.. If you don't like it, don't look.

Fascinating
First time doing a blog so not sure if i am doing this right! Here we go. I cannot stand spiders, but I have been very fascinated by this spider that hangs out in the back yard near the door. I watch it almost every night. Very interesting seeing it make its web and kill its prey. Very strange but it does not change my opinion of them just intrigues me!

Nephthys
to one and all I do not normally ask anyone on here for anything..... I participate in as many of your comment contests as I can I've rated 3/4 of all your pics - if not more.... few actually know me - but thats ok.... one of the things about being here is the anonymity.... This person - called herself Nephthys - also Denise Smith - created a page - that appeared absolutely legitimate - targeted me for some twisted sick reason - and proceeded to destoy a friendship that has stood the test of time and patience..... I admit my own hand in part of the "plot" I admit my faults however - the death blow was dealt by her as she proceeded to delete not only her FUBAR page - but her email address as well.... nephthys410@hotmail.com - yeah its a dead email..... I ask that anyone that knows of this person - I know her Friends list was relatively small, but others must have seen her..... I want to find her.... I owe her a payback of ginormous proportions....

I'm Sooo Sad : (
Hey Everyone.. I bought a sticky yesterday and had over 300 viewers to it for a contest I'm in.. but only a small handful decided to actually take a second for me and vote.. i don't need comments, just 1 rate from everyone. I'm doing unbearable in this contest.. Well I hope you decide to help me out. here is the link Well Hope everyone is having a great week.. *Kisses* ~Pole Princess~ P.S If i win I will be posting Full nudes for everyone to see!!

Literal Ramblings
Hi my FuBarlicious Friends! Thought i'd give you a bit more of my ramblings... Well, more of a literal rambling i suppose lol.. But hey, thought this would be a way of getting to know Hunni's interests a bit.. For as long as i can remember i've loved to read, i think that's why im such an internet addict, all that information at my fingertips, just waiting to be soaked up. I suppose i just love the way, when you read, you are magically transported to a far away land, far away from your own reality. My earliest memories of reading just for pleasure, are of Enid Blyton & books like The Magical Faraway Tree & of course the Famous Five books. Ahhh, fond memories. I discovered the Famous Five books at quite a young age, while being looked after by an elderly Great Aunt. She had piles & piles of paperbacks, much to my delight, don't ask me where they came from, i didn't care, what mattered to me was that i was allowed to borrow them, one at a time. My love of books was so gre

Finally
They finally figured out what is wrong with me...i started having really bad pains in my side yeserday..after 8 hours in the er at the hospital in fort worth yesterday they figured it out.....i have inflamed and messed up lymphnodes in my stomach....now we just have to figure out what is causing this and then we will be able to fix it.......but today i feel good and alot better than yesterday. soo yippee now just to find a cure love ya all drew

I Give Up On Relationships!!
Well, nothing seems to work out the way I want when it comes to relationships. Every time I put my heart out there, it gets stomped on. So....time to box it back up and just not let myself get involved anymore. I'll just have fun and not let myself fall anymore.....at least not for a LONG while. Hurts too much, ya know? Who needs it anyway?

Are You Kidding?
A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. HOW THE FUCK WAS ASKING ABOUT TOWING A VAN NSFW OR OFFENSIVE?

I've Been Waiting...(to Ride This Wave)
There are no tricks for you to see, all we have, is you and me. Clear as day or a dark as night, these things we feel i know they are right. What others see, it matters not.... for it is within each other we must take our shot. With an empty cup you say you thirst, so i pour freely my love, my heart fit to burst. Drink it in, soak it up, there is plenty more to fill your cup. This man before you, is more than real.Holding out a hand, will you seal the deal? He understands your pains and fears, and with loving hands will will wipe your tears. I sell you no dreams and promise no jewels, but i ask for this chance to be greater than fools. What we share shall remain as true, as long as you have me... and i have you. Written by: Unique Dream (08/02/2007)

Getting Over Stupid Shit............
I believe that there is a person out there for everyone, everyone but me. People tell me all the time that I am to sweet for my own good. I have had people tell me that they care about me, and have feelings for me, and then...just DROP me like a bad habit. I have had people tell me that they arent the jealous type, but then get mad over a comment someone left on my profile. Does it get any better...or do the idiots still come out of the woodwork just to find me? I guess I am like flypaper for idiots. I have feelings for a person...I am bad to go and tell them how I feel, guess what HUGE mistake...lets just say that will never happen again. From now own I will hide my true feelings...forever. I will never let another person truely know how I feel no matter what the consequences or circumstances...all it does is SCARE them...I guess they get scared because they dont want someone to care about them...not show them that they love them...not open up to them and tell the truth well sorry fro

The Warmup
This is my first (innocent-ish) attempt at soft erotica...with the option to expand on it later if enough feel it's worth expanding upon. It wasn't my best day, but it also hadn't been my worst. I'd been feeling there was something lacking in my life for some time, but couldn't quite put my finger on it. I was driving around aimlessly after I finished my shift, when I noticed that I was near your apartment. I decided to drop by (risky, I know...I should always call first). I knock on your door, and you answer with a smile crossing your face. I apologize for not calling first, giving you our traditional greeting hug. You ask what's up since I never just 'drop by'. I ask you to sit down with me, and I tell you about this untold need as best I can, which isn't a lot. Suddenly, it occurs to me. I ask you if you would cooperate with me in an experiment of sorts. To do that, you would need to remain completely still, and not reciprocate anything unless I say so. The

10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye
I READ THIS ON YAHOO AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU 10 Turnoffs that Make Great Gals Wave Goodbye Most guys know from the get-go whether or not they see potential in a woman. There's that inner voice that tells you this is someone worth pursuing. When the first date ends, you're not even thinking about playing games. You know you want a second date. You wait your standard two days, call to set up that date and get the dreaded voicemail. You leave a heartfelt message, but after three days it becomes clear this great gal is not calling you back. Where did you go wrong? “Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes?” Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes? Top 10 turnoffs for women Maybe the answer is to learn the top 10 turnoffs that make great gals wave goodbye. If any of these fictional guys sound like you, it's time to change your approach. Great Gal Turnoff #1: Showboat Sammy Maybe he owns a yacht off the coast of France. Maybe he has a timeshare in the

My Salute Was Deleted Why?
Can someone please tell me - I don't understand??? I'd post the pic if i still had it. Wasn't NSFW, in the least and I included everything required. Does someone really think I'm not Tina Grant??? I'm tempted to close this account...unbelievable. This is the THIRD time, I've had to redo.

Sick And Tired!
I am sick and tired of trying to be a good friend and for the most part going unnoticed Sick of wanting to just crawl under the covers and never get out of bed Sick of working 60-70 hrs a week and STILL living paycheck to paycheck! Sick of never going anywhere because my clothes don't fit and I don't want anyone to see me like this Sick of being a size 16 and my ex husband's new size 0 wife(yes i said zero!) turning up her nose at me at work every damn day Sick of feeling like I have to beg for sex because although I know he loves me, my boyfriend isn't physically attracted to me anymore Sick of sleeping only 3 hrs at a time because i cant breathe tired of looking like this This was with $100 hair and makeup job too!SO pitiful! when i used to look like this I dont mean for this to sound like a big pity party(well maybe just a little) but i wanted to explain why I have been moody lately and not so talkative.Ill probably lose a lot of fans and/or friends over this a

Where Are You Now?
when i was born you were there. when i almost died as a baby you were there. when i watched my first football game you were there. when i got my first bike and learned to ride you were there. when i hit my first home run you were there. when i pitched my first no hitter you were there. when i scored my first basket you were there. when i drove my first nail you were there. when i drove for the first time you were there. when i got my first ticket you were there. when i woke up at 16 you were gone. when i had my first kid you were gone. when i graduated high school you were gone. when i needed you the most you were gone. you never told me bye you just left. you never tell me when youre gonna be around. you never call you never write you never care. you taught me the one thing that a person should never learn that when you love someone they leave. you taught me to not trust and to keep my heart closed. you taught me that when im down i have to pick myself up cause im t

Thats Y I Love Her(dedicated 2 My Soulmate Victoria I Love U Babygirl)
She's changed my life 4 the better and thats y I love her.She's been there 4 me always and thats y I love her.When im without her my heart feels empty and thats y I love her.When i hear her voice i get goose bumps and thats y I love her.When i sleep i dream of her and thats y I love her.I cant get her out of my head and thats y I love her.I will change my life 4 her and thats y I love her.I've been waiting 4 her my whole life and thats y I love her.If she hurts My heart hurts and thats y I love her.I cant see ne1 else in my life and thats y I love her.When im with her nothing else matters and thats y I love her.We have always been soulmates and thats y I love her.She laughs at my dumb jokes and thats y I love her.She wont let me fail and thats y I love her.But most of all SHE LOVES ME AND THATS Y I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER!!

Hrmmm
A question what is opinion on cheating, what does one have to do for it to be considered cheating....examples, kissing, oral sex, cyber sex etc...Please post your opinion. Inquiring minds would like to know... Thanks

Volunteers For A New Website
Hello everyone! :D I will be opening up a website this month for people that are into the 40's, 50's, genre type of era. It will be a place for people that are into Rockabilly, Psychobilly, surf, punk, and so on.... I will probably have it up this month but not all the features will be up and working and I will be working on it and add stuff to it as time goes by. Till then it will be a place for people with the same styles and tastes to hang out and meet one another. since most people are so use to myspace it will have a myspace look to it and you will be able to import your myspace layouts to it. Here is where you come in: I will need people to test the site out and tell me what you think I should add to it to make it different. I will need people to tell me what works for them on there and what does not. any bugs,? then let me know and I will try to have them fixed when I get a programmer. I want to make the site as user friendly as I could. together we

My Future Wife
Traces of Lace- A new love comes calling@ fubar She has been my dearest online friend since I joined this site. She is the lace to my leather. Our love has grown consistently and this morning she accepted my proposal on the phone. The best is yet to come.

For The Women
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new m

Making Love
Recently I was asked how I would like to be made love to? This is my answer: I want a man to look me in the eyes and brush the hair from my face. Place his hand on my check as he leans in for a kiss. I want this kiss to make my knees weak and my heart race. Then I want him to run his fingers down my arm as he reaches for my hand, placing my arms above my head as he is kissing my neck, and moving over my breast. Slowly working his way to remove my shirt. Once the shirt is off he pays special attention to my breast, using his tongue to to trace my bra. With one hand he undoes the snap and moves the strap of my shoulder, followed by more kissing. Once all clothing is off he leans me up on the wall and starts to kiss his way lower, placing one leg over his shoulder he moves his tongue over my clit bringing me close to orgasm. Moving to the bed where he will lay me down and crave my body and touch. Wanting to make love to me like it was the last time in his life that he would ever be

Genie
A Husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf.....Of course, the wife promptly whacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you... You see, I'm a genie , and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you each

Here I Go Again
Well...10 years of being cancer free.....and my Dr. told me today that it has come back. I don't know how to deal with it again. I've been sick for a long time now....and..well...if I don't see much of you guys on here it's because I am trying to deal with this. I don't know how to tell my daughter or my family. Send up lots of prayers for me...cause I need them. Love you all, Carol....Mischief

Eye's... What Color Are Yours??
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. i

I'm That Girl.....
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl w

An Apology Regarding A Previous Blog!
I need to set the story straight about a blog I published on fubar last night. I was angry and upset and I had not waited to get the answers I was looking for regarding the situation in question. I posted a blog regarding The Extreme X Lounge, a place I frequented quite often. The members and the staff were so much fun and had come to be my friends. I've spent many a night in there laughing and enjoying myself. Anyways, I didn't mention names but I did call a person from the lounge a player and I need to retract this statement. Beyond my better judgement I spoke to soon and slandered this person due to false information received by other members of fubar. For this I extend my deepest apologies to all the members and staff of Extreme X. I'm also sorry to the people that were involved in this outside of the situation. I hope you will forgive me and continue to give The Extreme X lounge your support as I know I will again in the near future! Thanks so much, Jackie

What Sin Do You Commit Most?
You scored as Lust, How sexy...Your sin is LUST! Everyone around you thinks your some kinda slut/manwhore. Your mind maybe attracted to things not fit for virgin ears. Though sometimes you just cant help it, it happens to rear its head every now and then, and some people are attracted to that of the same sin. Then again....maybe you just want to have some fun with someone you...well...just dont know!Lust60% Pride50% Envy30% Gluttony20% Greed10% Anger10% Sloth0% What SIN Do You Commit Most?created with QuizFarm.com

Shooter On The Road Again.
To my friends: After a 3.5 year layoff, during which I chose to work private security, The Shooter is going back in the big trucks and back on the road. I will be running a 9 state area, to include TX,NM,OK,AR,LA,MS,AL,GA and FL panhandle. To my friends, if you are interested in getting together for a cup of coffee or glass of tea and meeting in person please let me know. Leave a pvt message for me here, which I will check when I can, and I will get back to you. Hope everyone prospers and fares well. Shooter :D

Busted!
You told me you were going to go out with your friends, so I have the whole night to myself. I was rather looking forward to it. I lit some candles and got a glass of Asti. Started a bubble bath. I letting the water run a little bit on my clit. I have always loved that feeling. I sat back in the bath tub and just relaxed. Tonight was for me and I was going to enjoy it as much as possible. After relaxing in the bath, I got out and dried myself off. Rub some lotion on my body, playing with my breast and nipples a little. Then putting my robe on and went in to the bedroom. I have some music on in the background. It is nice and peaceful. I walk over to that special, private hiding place of mine and pull out a box. No one has ever seen what's in it. I would be way too embarrassing. I take the box and put it on the bed. I take off my robe and lay it on the chair. I climb on the bed and start looking through the box. The box has some vibrators, dildos and other sex toys

Colour Me Careless
COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S TOUCH IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER TO ME ALL THAT MUCH DRESS ME ARRANGE ME PUT ME ON DISPLAY IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I WAS MADE THIS WAY ~ COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S FLAIR IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I DON'T CARE PAINT ME DESIGN ME PRESENT ME ON STAGE IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER MY BODY'S A CAGE

For As Long As We Both Shall Live
love is like a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the leaves on a tree, leaving you and coming to me, with style and grace, you make my heart race, sending my soul to a special place, tender and true, that is definitely you, you opened my eyes to see, i hope you dont flee, when i get down on one knee, to ask if you would marry me, two hearts ti intertwine, like a fine wine, knowing you will be mine, everything will be fine, to have and to hold, i love you is what you will be told, to the end of time, you as my wife, would fullfill my life, to know you are there, to hear me call you dear, our lives to share, you are for me, now you must see, the love i can give, for as long as we both shall live.........

This Weekend Was Amazing
Well, we finally did it. My G/F that I met on here, and I finally were able to get together this weekend. It was absolutely amazing. We spent less than 48 hours together, but we did a lot in those 48 hours. We got some new tat's (pics to come on our profiles) - one of which we both got together. It's the Chinese symbol for LOVE. We both had it put on the back of our necks. She got her nose pierced (looks GREAT!). We had a romantic dinner together last night. We talked for hours all weekend (like we have every day since the day we met). And, of course lots of mind-blowing sex. OMG, it was abso-fucking-lutely amazing. We have known we were compatible since the beginning, but you have no idea the depth with which compatability can be taken. I didn't think it humanly possible, but it is. If there is such a thing as perfection between two people, I have most certainly found it in my soulmate Michelle 'WICKED REDHEAD'. I love you Michelle, Michael

A Favor For Your Prayers
My Grandmother has been in the hospital for over a month now from a stroke. She was in the hospital in the beginning of the year, got out, went to rehab, went home and was doing well, until she had the stroke about a month ago. She became critical this past Sunday morning and is not looking too good. My family and I are keeping hope alive and trying to do all that we can. We're Catholic and so we're strong believers in the power of prayer. Although some of you may not be religious, I ask that you please keep my family in your prayers and/or thoughts during this tough time. I know you don't know me or my family, but it will be greatly appreciated. If not, thank you for at least taking the time to read this. ♥ Lucy

Protect Isis From Panajack
I am calling for help. Panajack is telling some horrible things about Isis. He is posting pictures up that are not her and releasing personal information about her. If you knew Isis at all you know that she was a very private person and this would have hurt her deeply. Please help me. All I am trying to do is keep Isis' name pure. She was a caring and wonderful woman who does not deserve this. She has not been gone for even 24 hours and the rumors and tall tales being passed around about her are just heartbreaking. I am begging for help. Please help me in protecting her name against the horrible things Panajack a.k.a Erik Anderson is spreading about her.

Good Morning
Good morning bombers....We are bombing JeremyP today. Also, if you ever wonder what or who we are bombing, go to the family page blog folder, at the bottom of the box click on SEE ALL and find the folder that says "Family call out" or also "Members contest pics & links"...I usually post them in the daily blog also but they will always be in the other 2 folders. I have been getting alot of requests for membership where thankfully they are beng honest on thier friend request pretty much saying they need help in a contest. I am not approving those for the very reason- once they join they expect instant help- they are not reading the READ BEFORE YOU JOIN BLOG which let's them know they need to be a member for 10 days and bomb other members b4 asking for help for themselves...and when they don't get the help they seek, they get mad and quit anyway. So I send them a message letting them know to re-request to join once thier contest is over. For one, if they are in thier own contest during

Im Having My Baby!!!
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THE LAST 24 HOURS BECAUSE I AM IN THE BEGINNING STAGES OF LABOR. THEY LET ME COME HOME FOR A LITTLE WHILE, BUT IM NOT SURE HOW LONG. PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND LEAVE SOME LOVE MY BABY IS 4 WEEKS AND A FEW DAYS EARLY SO IM NOT SURE HOW LONG WE WILL HAVE TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL SO PLEASE PRAY FOR US. I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO LEVEL TO 24 BEFORE I HAVE TO GO BACK IN THE HOSPITAL SEEING AS I DONT KNOW HOW LONG IM GONNA BE GONE LOL. I ONLY NEED 180K,BUT THERE ARE 3 HAPPY HOURS COMMING UP TONIGHT, AND I HAVE POSTED ATLEAST 70 NEW PICS SO PLEASE COME BY MY PAGE AND WISH US WELL AND LEAVE US SOME LOVE! WHILE YOUR THERE PLEASE CHECK TO BE SURE YOU HAVE RATED MY PROFILE AND FANNED ME. THANK U SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE LOVE. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

Can You Imagine? Nsfw
This particular writing is just perfect for those of you that may have had an especially hard day at work today. Enjoy! ---------------------------------------------------- Can you imagine? Can you imagine, a day so long, your mind and body exhausted from the work you toil with. As you step thru my door, carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders, all you desire is for all of it to go away, if just for a moment. The stress of your life bearing down upon you, like a carnivore upon its prey, ready to consume you. You long for rest, for relaxation, your body craves attention, a break. Your mind desires to shut down, and forget everything for a while, to stop its constant whirling of information running here and there. Your head hurts, your feet are sore, and your back is weary, you have pushed yourself to physical limits and beyond, demanded by those that seek the admiration for your hard efforts. Efforts that you deserve recognition for, that you know you will never re

I Need Sex
I have heard this more times than I could shake a stick at. What would possess to think that you need sex? Like it’s fucking oxygen or something. Like not only will you die without it but prior to dying your dick will shrivel up and fall off. News flash, no ones dick has actually shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. Wait…... news update… yah still no one’s dick has shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. You’ll be ok. You’ll live. No permanent damage will occur from you not having sex for a few months. You will not be reclassified as a virgin. You will not loose your moves. You will not turn into an undesirable geezer. You WILL be ok,..... I promise.

Sex On The Beach
the sand feeling so different than the bed. the water waves tickling us just barely making it above our ankles. we lay there together, my man of my dreams. we laying there kissing hands roaming each other bodies. his lips soft and tender felt so good pressed against mines. i felt as he was untie my bra while he was beginning to nibble on the upper part of my ear. i lay there looking at the stars staring in amazement as i try to hold back the moans i had inside. he took my bra off using his mouth leaving a lil lick right in my clevage. he instantly starts sucking on my already hard nipples. i hold back as long as i can until i let out this moan. his powerful hands massaging my aching back. i regain enough compusure to grab his trunks and pull down far enough for me to grab his dick. i hold the shaft in my hand as i get a good enough grip and start stroking it slowly at first. me speeding up cause him to interupt his lil nibbling fest on my ear. but he instantly just ripped my thong off

Imature People
Is it wrong 2 have a picture of your tattoo on here,cause some dumb ass turned in my primary photo picture I had up and said it was nsfw.You people need 2 grow up you don't like my pictures or profile don't look at it.I could care less at least I have clothes on I am not showing my boobs,ass or pussy and I have no nekkid pictures on profile like more then half these people do so get a life and stop fuckin with people that are trying 2 enjoy fubar.ty

A Small Favor.
Look I'm not being mean or a bitch this is just an FYI. When I get a shout, 99% of the time I won't answer you if say "Hi" "Love your boobs" "Do you have yahoo" "Wanna cam" "You're sexy", etc. Random BS that is said to everyone I don't answer. If you read my profile, it says please only hit me up if you have something interesting or intelligent to say and the above mentioned doesn't get a response. Which of course this blog now answers the other question I always get, "Why don't you talk to me" Now you know why. Anyway I hope everyone's having a great day so far. TGIF!!!

My Mom
i am home from the hosplital. thank you all for ur thoughts and preayers they helped! My mom is doing better and we hope to have her home in the next day or so. This is the 4th time in less than 4 months she has been in there. ty all again! luvs to u all

Real Man
Sometimes I wonder about, all the things I have done to make my lifef complete and whole. But to my surprise I have yet to become the man I want to be, the man I wish to be, the man I desire to be. Most imprtantly the man I know I can be. For it is within our "Temperence" that we must learn to subdue our beastly ways. Make our life more meaningful and treat our ladies with dignity and respect and to make her days more meaningful more appreciated more loved. For our hand is the strength and comfort. And her love for us as pure as a white Dove. Let your emotion and mind run free to express the man you strive to be. See a man takes charge, informs and lays down the laws to his castle, but a real man also knows how and when to say things to avoid the hassle. Because we know there is a limit to what a woman can stand. When we get this formula right we can become a real man. Who can stop a fight with a kiss to ease her fears, not to show rage by violence or, or to her feminini

To My Surprise
To my surprise I was caught up in your eyes, though we just had met we had a night I will never forget. Full of smiles Full of laughter Full of excitement and full of adventure. Your looks are not how I measure your possibility of tranquility standing beside me. Even if it does not become to be you will remain a close friend to me. Now ponder for a monet if you will a night of dancing showing off our skillls, others wonder as we ourselves think of the possibility is this for real?.....There are many who are looking and some that may be surprised. But you attention is soley on me looking deeply into my eyes. Being hypnotized, mesmorized and even fantasize about the moment our lips touch for the first time. Our hearts Beat fast our palms start to sweat but we back away quickly saying no no not yet. Lets remember this moment and freeze it in time, just to say the will be an oppertunity you will become mine. I will cherish the moment I felt the need for you to fall under my sp

Bbw: An Annoying Term
WTH is up with the label "BBW"? I know to a lot of women it is a term that is used symbolize the acceptance of themselves as being beautiful despite their heftier proportions, a show of self-esteem, and a show of defiance to those who deem being a "plus-sized" woman unattractive, but to me it also confirms the general idea that fat women are unattractive. When I first became aware of the term, I thought it was cute. After hearing it time and again and observing society's media and fashion influenced ideas of what beauty is, the term has really begun to annoy me. Don't get me wrong, I feel larger women can be just as sexy (or more so) as the America's Next Top Model wannabees, but to me that term implies that as a rule of thumb large, fat, overweight, chunky, chubby (and any other idioms used to describe a big gal) are generally accepted as being unattractive. Should a big girl happen to actually be attractive, it has to be made clear that despite her size, she breaks the mold of bei

Live And Learn
I'M THE MAN YOU'VE BEEN THINKING OF! WHEN YOU NEED ME, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU LOVE ME, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU CRY, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU DREAM OF ME, I'M THERE! LOVE ME FOR ME! WHAT MAKES ME A BETTER MAN, IS THE FACT THAT I WILL NEVER GIVE UP AND THAT I ALWAYS FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT NO MATTER WHAT! WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU ARE TO NEVER LET GO! ENJOY EVERY MINUTE THAT YOU TWO HAVE TOGETHER AND SAVOR THE MOMENTS SPENT AS ONE! WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOU FEEL SAD, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU JUST WANNA CRY, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOUR ALL ALONE AND HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO, LISTEN TO MUSIC AND RELAX THE MIND. EXCAPE FROM THE CYBER WORLD AND SEE WHAT'S AHEAD IN YOUR LIFE. LOVE MEANS MORE THAN JUST A KEYBOARD OR A SCREEN. LOVE OVER POWERS ALL DEEP INSIDE WETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT! THIS IS HOW LIFE SHOULD BE.DON'T LIVE IN MISERY FOREVER! GET OVER YOUR ISSUES AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY SOMEONE!

Where Is She??
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

My Pregnancy Update 8-18-07
WELL ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE I LAST UPDATED LOL.. I WENT TO MY CHILDBIRTH CLASS LAST TUESDAY AND I WAS WALKING AROUND ON THE HOSPITAL TOUR, AND GOT A HUGE CONTRACTION. THEY TOLD ME TO GO UP AND GET CHECKED SO I DID, AND THEY TOLD ME I WAS HAVING CONTRACTIONS I WAS LIKE DUH I ALREADY KNEW THAT LOL SO THEY GAVE ME MEDS TO STOP IT AND LET ME COME HOME. THEN ON WED, I WENT TO THE DOCTOR AFTER HAVING MORE CONTRACTIONS AND THEY CHECKED ME AND TOLD ME I WAS DIALATING AND SOFT AND KEPT ME FOR A WHILE... ITS ALOT TO TYPE, BUT PRETTY MUCH I HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ALL WEEK LONG... I HAVE CONTRACTIONS, GO IN, AND THEY STOP THEM. I GO HOME... HAVE MORE CONTRACTIONS... GO IN.. THEY STOP THEM AND I GO HOME LOL! THEY NEED TO LET ME JUST GO AHEAD AND HAVE THIS BABY SHES ONLY A MONTH EARLY AND OBVIOUSLY SHE WANTS TO COME OUT LOL. HOPEFULLY SOON THEY WONT STOP THEM ANYMORE. TODAY I WOKE UP SICK. SORE THROAT, CONGESTED, RUNNY NOSE, FEVER.. THE WORKS, AND IT REALLY SUCKS. I HOPE IM NOT SICK W

Perjury
Subject: Two Elderly Friends Two Elderly Friends Two elderly friends, Larry and Ken, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Larry didn't show up. Ken didn't think much about it and figured maybe he had a cold or something. But after Larry hadn't shown up for a week or so, Ken really got worried. However, since the only time they ever got together was at the park, Ken didn't know where Larry lived, so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month had passed, and Ken figured he had seen the last of Larry, but one day, Ken approached the park and -- lo and behold -- there sat Larry! Ken was very excited and happy to see him and told him so. Then he said, "For crying out loud Larry, what in the world happened to you?" Larry replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail?" cried Ken. "What in the world for ?" "Well," Larry said, "you know Sue, that cute little blonde waitress at the coffee shop

Writing
A LOVE STORY.//as writ by me..copyright 2007 I GAZED ACROSS THE OCEAN IN YOUR DIRECTION, AND A SMILE CAME UPON MY FACE. I REMEMBERD THE THINGS YOU SAID TO ME AND WAS SUDDENLY AT EASE AS MY SPIRIT LEFT IN ASTROPROJECTION, FLOATING TOWARD THE WESTERN SHORES. THEN AT ONCE, IT STOPPED. IT HOVERED JUST SHY OF GOING ASHORE. MY HEART RACED WILDLY, WILLFULLY, WOEFULLY REALIZING THAT THIS WAS ONLY A DREAM. A DREAM THAT ONLY MY SPIRIT CAN INDULGE. A DREAM NOT LOST NOR WAIVERING, BUT WAINING EVER EASTWARD, UNTIL MY SPIRIT RETURNS TO ME, AND WAKES FOR THE DESIRE TO RETURN ONCE AGAIN TO THOSE WESTERN SHORES.

Usa Flag Rules...
How to Display the AMERICAN Flag http://www.ushistory.org/betsy 1. When the flag is displayed over the middle of the street, it should be suspended vertically with the union to the north in an east and west street or to the east in a north and south street. 2. The flag of the United States of America, when it is displayed with another flag against a wall from crossed staffs, should be on the right, the flag's own right [that means the viewer's left --Webmaster], and its staff should be in front of the staff of the other flag. 3. The flag, when flown at half-staff, should be first hoisted to the peak for an instant and then lowered to the half-staff position. The flag should be again raised to the peak before it is lowered for the day. By "half-staff" is meant lowering the flag to one-half the distance between the top and bottom of the staff. Crepe streamers may be affixed to spear heads or flagstaffs in a parade only by order of the President of the United States. 4. Whe

Learn To Read!!
This just goes to prove people don't read profiles. Read from bottom up. He sent me an add request, I rejected it. He sent me a rose & then asked how I was & if I got his friend's request. Freaking pathetic. jason11217...: well its nice to see ur happy married jason11217...: sorry jason11217...: i'm sorry, i'm kinda busy tonight so no, i didnt actually get to read ur profile yet ->jason11217...: wow do you just go & add people without even taking the time to read their profile? jason11217...: got a man? ->jason11217...: 26 jason11217...: how old are you?

I Can't Mumm
Tomorrow is my birthday and my freind (and singer in the band) calls to ask me out to lunch. We had a good time but really miss being together. I think she wants me to come back. I am not sure, but I do know now that I do want to go back. I really miss everyone. Here is the deal though. If I go back I have to give up a lot of things. I won't be able to play on this site, I won't be able to drinnk or smoke pot, I won't be able to have sex. Now for the Mumm. What should I do, play or not? Please comment

Not For Points
I'm very bummed out today...not even sure why I signed in.......I found out one of my best friends is dying. She is 43 yrs old. She has lung cancer....and its just breaking my heart. We had an argument a few years ago and we didn't speak.... she found my profile on myspace and told me she wanted to leave this world on good terms and put the past behind her. Of course I agreed and was so happy to have her back in my life again. She will never see her children grow up......Sorry...I guess it helps writing this down.......and no its not for points......just my feelings!

Passion Or Rage
I open my front door Alarmed at the sounds Coming from upstairs I walk slowly and quietly Moving through the house I reach my study room Opening the top drawer Of the cherry oak desk My polished chrome 45 shines I have only one thought in mind Briskly walking up the steps Opening the bedroom door unnoticed My eyes are trained on her Her naked back to me The moans and groans invoke my rage His body stiffens with readiness Her back arches with pleasure As I stand there and watch My emotions are high My blood is boiling over My eyes are fixed on my targets He sees me first Pushing her aside Terror is heard in her screams My right arm raises My index finger squeezes Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang He is a bloody mess Her screams are no longer heard What have I done........ Bang

My Mood
If anyone cares as to why I am in a bad mood (which I highly doubt) yesterday I got into an argument with a friend and I snapped to the point where I shoved her and stepped on her foot at the same time. Instantaneously I had flashbacks of all the times I was abused by my father as a child and I got this fear that I am turning into him. He abused me from the time I was 5 until I was about 14, and from there when he stopped abusing me I started cutting myself as my way of dealing with stress. Now I have reached the point where I just want to crawl into a hole and die because I am afraid that if I reacted the way I did to just a friend, I will do the same if not worse to my wife. She doesn't deserve that nor does anyone else, and I don't want to put anyone thru that. I have been nothing but a pain in the ass to everyone I have met and everyone would be better off if I were dead.

2 Young & Dumb
this chick really doesnt have a clue Brazy031: ALWAYS! ->Lexi&heart...: ok well do wat ya wanna do do, I personally DGAF, good luck, use protection Brazy031: u think? i prolly i aint gonna do nuttin wit him jus want my ex to think that ->Lexi&heart...: nah, his brother just wants to fuck ya hun Brazy031: oh well fuck it IDC anymore I been wit that dumb ass since I was 16 an i kno his brother cares about me so fuck it ->Lexi&heart...: well I hope not, thats a lil trashy Brazy031: I aint fucmin him.....yet ->Lexi&heart...: LMAO!! Brazy031: word up yo...he been outta my house since sunday an his brother done moved in ->Lexi&heart...: yeah, ok Brazy031: trust me no it aint I only did dat mumm to prove to his dumb ass I have already got rid of him ->Lexi&heart...: well its true Brazy031: fuck yo comment

Health
so my ex is all lovey-dovey with this moron who thinks the health care system in America is the best in the world... i dont get it... i dont see how people can look at systems that work like the one in France, then look at ours and call ours better... i mean think about it... France has a lower infant mortality rate, a higher life expectancy and their health care is free... and no, their tax rate isnt killing the middle class either... gee... whats wrong with the US that we cant do that? oh yeah, health care is a business here... its better for HMOs like Kaiser and pharmaceutical companies like Wyeth can make their profits than Americans to be able to afford health care... oh, did i mention that this idiot works in an ER... maybe thats why hes in favor of the system? yeah, shes gonna be all bitch about me calling him an idiot and a moron, but shes from a country with a socialized health care system that works.. she should understand

Just Dont Care
Dont tell me you love me, i just dont care.. dont tell me im special and you will always be there. dont tell me your lies..i wont believe what you say. Im tired of games day after day.. Dont tell me you love me.. because its just not true. I know better now about the things you do. so leave me alone and just go away.. I have no need for your games today.. Dont tell me you love me, It just gets old.. My name is SILVERTHORN,and im STONE COLD..... Silverthorn 68-8-23-07

I Was Just Thinking....
i know a scary thought....but I was considering holding a contest for best smile(since I have a mouth obsession), and the winner would get a three day blast... the judging would be rates only, and last 2 weeks.... I need to know some opinions on this and see who would be interested in participating...

Pretty Tied Up
We come home after the movies, the teasing we inflicted on each other while we tried to watch the movie was fantastic in the worst way. I could smell your scent in the car all the way home. I know for a fact you are soaked between your legs. You walk in the door and I follow you, the door closes behind me, I barely have it locked before you spin me around and push me against the door and kissing me deeply and passionately, ripping at my clothes to get them off. I hoist you up off the ground and your legs lock around me as I walk to the bedroom. I gently lay you on the bed and you break our kiss to whisper in my ear “Let me up, I will be RIGHT back.” I do as you ask, while you are gone, I finish removing the rest of my clothes, you return and I lay on my side, my head propped up on my hand, my other, at full attention from the ravaging you just inflicted on me. From behind your back, you reveal two silk wraps and a blindfold. I smile excitedly as you throw them at me. My look goes from

You Got Some Stupid On Your Face.
You people that get pissy over 9 and below ratings are unbelievably childish. Lame beyond words. Who gives a shit!? Is your online life THAT important to you? First off, you shouldn't have an "online life". How about a real life. Secondly, unplug your computer and go outside amongst the three dimensional people. Breathe in some oxygen, get a damn hobby. Getting upset over 00011100011101001010100110 is beyond ignorant. Do you realize that? You're getting upset over 1010101000010101010011110010101!!! Do you fuckin get that!? Oh boo fuckin who, a stranger you've never met or seen gave you a rating of 2. Someone you've never met and will NEVER meet. If other people's opinons of you matter that much, you need to grow the hell up. Unfortunately, people are entitled to their opinions and not everyone is gonna think you're so hot or so this or that. This site is for adults and I have yet to see one. Grown ass folks throwing themselves on the floor, having a fit and bitching about the dumbe

Hrmm
I hear the shower shut off just as I finish preparing, the candles are lit and flickering, just need to hit play for the music. You walk out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around you and your damp hair hanging over one shoulder as you use another towel to dry it. You walk into the bedroom to find me standing there waiting your arrival, all I wear is pajama bottoms. The ballads playing softly, candles flickering, I wrap my arms around you and kiss you deeply as we say to the music. You unwrap your towel and it falls to the floor, exposing your slender body, you press yourself against me as we continue to sway with the music. Your soft skin sending tingles through me, your scent I breathe in to the very depths of my core, this is a very special night. We work our way to the bed, continuing to kiss passionately, not frenzied or lustfully but, in a passionate loving way. We lay on the bed, our lips never parting; your arms wrapped around me, the candles continue to flicker as the music

Growing Up
MY PRINCESS STARTS MIDDLE SCHOOL MONDAY ,AND I'M VERY NERVOUS FOR HER, IM SUPPOSE TO JUST DROP HER OFF IN THE FRONT OF THE SCHOOL WITH ANY TEACHER STANDING OUTSIDE THEY TOLD ME ON THE PHONE YESTERDAY.IM FEELING OLD, AND I HOPE ALL GOES WELL FOR HER.ILL ACCEPT ANY ADVISE ...........LOL

Pics
Apparently, someone has taken some of my pics and started using them on another site. I know there is that chance when you post things online. Therefore I am removing all my pics and possibly just shutting the whole thing down. I appreciate the friends I've made here and wish you all the best. I will leave this up for a couple of days. Thanks.

Minor Fender Bender
WELL, FIRST OFF I WANT TO THANK MY FRIEND TOM FOR POSTING THE LAST BLOG SINCE I COULD NOT GET ONLINE........UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS IN A MINOR CAR ACCIDENT FRIDAY AFTERNOON. TO BE QUITE HONEST, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED EXCEPT WE WERE REAR ENDED.....MY NECK WENT FORWARD AND BACK AND MY SODA SPILLED ALL OVER MY LAP WHILE I HEARD A HUGE BANG AND FELT THE IMPACT. MY CO-WORKER GETS OUT OF HIS CAR, STARTS CURSING UP A STORM AND DOESN'T EVEN ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT. I GET OUT, WALK OVER TO ALL THE PEOPLE STANDING ON THE SIDEWALK AND SEE THAT THE WOMAN WHO HIT US, HAS A CHILD AND IS CRYING HYSTERICALLY.......SO I GO OVER TO MY CO-WORKER AND TELL HIM HE HAS GOT TO CALM DOWN AND STOP ALL THE CURSING AND YELLING, BECAUSE THIS WOMAN HAS A BABY. HE GETS RIGHT IN MY FACE, CURSES AT ME AND TELLS ME NOT TO TALK TO HIM THE WAY I AM AND THAT I DON'T KNOW HIM. SO I WALK AWAY AND GO OVER TO THE WOMAN AND HER BABY.......EVERYONE IS ASKING IF ANYONE WAS HURT AND I SAY THAT I DON'T THINK SO. THEY

Laying It On The Line!!
I wasn't sure where to put this particular blog, but finally decided it is an aspect of energy and this knowledge is so very necessary!! This blog is being generated due to a mumm that surfaced this afternoon: Girls: Meaningless sex?? I did give the short response, but I feel this needs a much longer treatment. So here goes! First, a general bit of information! We are ALL OF US energetically connected, right here, right now. The baseline connection appears to be pretty mild, but a connection it is! I found this out the usual way, I stumbled across it and then experimented, lmao! I commented once to my best friend Stacey that I felt I was bloody connected to everyone. She was horrified and said I shouldn't even speak that into existence, lol. Well, it made me think! I started sending out energetic "feelers", just to see if there was a connection, with everyone. Lo, and Behold!!! There was always just that mild twitch at my energy sensing system. I was connected to all - a mild co

The Rating System
I've noticed over the little bit of time of hanging out here that everyone either rates u a 10 or nothing at all. Not that i mind all the tens, but what i want to know is why? Its almost like people are afraid to be honest. Who's really gonna be upset if they get rated an 8? I found out the hard way that when u rate a certain woman (don't remember her name) a 4, she gets upset. *She was nasty looking* So i don't do it any more. However, I'm wondering what u guys think about that. I'm seriously debating about revamping my standards and just rating everyone who is above a six just what i say they are. Drop me some comments and let me know what u think.

Roses Are Red
roses are red, smiles are true, as my wonderful and true friend, i am glad to have you, you are all beautiful and you are all sweet, knowing you all will be such a treat, kind words will fill our heart, even if we some times part, my friendship is unconditional and true, a friendship meant for all of you, we may talk week to week, or day by day, what ever we talk in that way, as a friend i will stay, be hear for when your sad, a friend to bitch at when you are mad, things dont bother me the way they used to, because now my heart is true, things come and go each and every day, some things you dont want to say, for a real friend is hard to find, they are the ones who are always kind, greet you when your sad or mad, help you out of trouble when you are bad, to walk with you through hells fire, if that is your desire, this friend shall never tire, things may seem to be too much, helpless and hurting and such, a true friends heart is easy to touch, so to all my

Lies
I sit here and wonder why people feel they have to lie to others about things. Is it because they have nothing better to do? Do they get kicks making people feel like shit? I been led on by a story of sorts, and today was the day things were supposed to happened. But as par for the course in my life it must have all been a lie. This person had my hopes up that I might have a chance at life, only to not show up, not answer their phone or text messages and leave me hanging. With all the things in my life right now this of all things I did not need nor can handle. I honestly dont know if I will survive this or not it just might be the thing that pushes me over the edge finally. I sit here and wonder what have I done so bad to deserve this life and realize more and more I dont even want my life anymore. I just cant deal with the pain of it anymore.

My Sister
Free Graphics & Comments Codes well its been 4 yrs ago i lost my youngest sister in a car wreck she was hit head on by another truck basicly killed her on the spot threw my neice from the car still strapped in her car seat broke a few of her bones and she had road rash and she survived my nephew was still in the car in his car seat with burns on his face from hitting the seat so hard like carpet burn... and he made it out alive as well... i really am sad today because i lost some one i really love ... and today is the day i lost my 2 month old baby cousin 18 yrs ago to sids... and now one of my grandpas is dying of lung cancer and i find out today that he is on stuff to try and ease his pain he may not make it threw the day so be happy that your alive and well and know your loved... because every lil second counts.... it may be your last you never know ....

Depressing, Dont Read If In Good Mood.
John - Wanna go out for beers after my sisters wedding crap? Brad - naw not today. Not feeling great last 2 days. John - Ok bro, let me know, need to hit the padio soon. Brad. - You bought last time, my turn... Above isnt quoted, but was a MSN convo from last night. At 5:12pm today. A really great friend, and golfing buddy died. 25 fucking years old............... I just had beers with him on the weekend. He was in perfect health. Walked the golf course. And came to join me for a few beers at our favorite watering hole D'arbys. Yesterday he learned he had congestive pneumonia. Today he died. :( I am crying. And i'm pissed off at the world. Two things i have never done until about two weeks ago. This is the second BIG death in 10 days for me. Keith (ex's dad) lead a full and happy life which i thought was cut short. But Brad? 25? Who is in charge of this? And where do i kick their ass? Fuck god, Fuck the church. I've had it. Sorry, my last two b

A Story I Wrote For Someone
This is the expanded, cleaned up version. If you want to read the original, you'll have to ask Clay if he still has it, I don't think I do. I am imagining you restraining me, blindfolding me. Not knowing what you are about to do... where you are about to do it... what you are about to do it with. You teasing me, making me want you, crave you. You tease me with you lips. Soft kisses, open mouth... I feel your hot breath and it's making me want you more. You push me down gently, laying me down with my belly on the floor and my hands above my head. I hear you close to my hands, then I feel your fingertips at my wrists. The touch is like a whisper and I shiver. I inhale slowly as your run your fingers down the inside of my arms and around my shoulders and back to my wrists. I try to relax and exhale... I hear you move again and now you are at my feet. A soft touch at the tips of my toes, not too light so that it tickles. You run your fingers up the bottom of my feet u

Prayers
I don't ask for help, it's not a part of who I am. I am very much a do it myself kind of person, and I always have been. Today I am swallowing my pride and asking for help from anyone and everyone who reads this blog, and anyone they can pass it on to. I need prayers, and lots of them. If you look in my default folder there is a picture of a beautiful little girl. She's my baby. She is 4 years old, and her name is Sierra-Grace. She has had medical issues since she was born, and the blow we got today is that she may have Leukemia. I think those have to be the scariest words a parent can ever get. "Your daughter may have cancer." My heart stopped, and my throat closed with emotion. I am totally lost in this uncertainty, and don't know if I am coming or going. Please pray. You don't have to rate me, fan me, add me, I don't care, the only thing I want is your prayers, and lots of them. Thank you.

Non Fixed Mortgages
Well.. i know im going to get it for this. But.. IF one doesnt bother to get educated about the your home buying process then too bad. If you cant balance your budget and cant live with in your means... Why should government be involved? Think im too harsh? How do you feel about it?

Wide Open Web And Where I Have Been
I used to have an ISP called sigecom and recently a company out of colorado springs bought them out. They are called WIDE OPEN WEB or WOW. They started last friday to upgrade servers and the routing within the server structure from servers to hubs to links and all. My problem was that they waited until the first week of school to do this and had no clue how to even figure out how to fix the problem. It wasn't until last night when I spoke with a tech support individual and told them it was the same issue as when they upgraded to dhcp from static ip's. This finally one week later let them know that they simply needed to upgrade the modems firmware but did not consider the fact that the user cant do this on their end and that they should have done this before doing the rest of things. I am still pissed and soon to change ISP's and go with something faster and more stable. While I was gone I see that I have only received about 5 people showing me love. I guess it shows me

For The Boys
I love cock, big ones, small ones, hard ones, soft ones and in between. Each one is a challenge I guess you could say that my hobby is giving head. I'm 20 years old and I've tasted the seed of at least 30 men and I've never had one who didn't leave satisfies. My big secret is technique. I use my mouth, not my hands to bring a guy off. It's harder that way, but the appreciative grunts when a big, hard prick begins to twitch in my mouth and spit hot seed against the back of my throat is worth the extra effort. I like to start while the cock is still soft. I will lay it in the palm of my hand and stroke it gently as though it is a small animal. As the guy's cock swells in my hand, my pussy begins to quiver and the crotch of my panties dampens. When he is good and stiff, I lean down and flick my tongue against the sensitive area just below the tip. More than once, I’ve had guys shoot off all over my face at that point. I don't complain, but instead, I grab the shaft and try

Time To Clean Out The Friends List
WELL GUYS ITS TIME TO CLEAN OUT THE FRIENDS LIST IM GETTING RID OF ALL THOSE WHO WANT TO RATE NOTHING BUT MY NSFW I DONT MIND PUTTING THEM UP THERE FOR YOU GUYS TO SEE AND RATE AND COMMENT BUT I GET NO POINTS FOR NSFW AND ALL I ASK IS YOU RATE THE OTHER PICS TO THIS ALSO GOES OUT TO THE FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN HIT MY PAGE IN A VERY LONG TIME SO IF YOU WANT TO STAY AND HAVENT RATED MY PICS TODAY IS THE DAY TO DO THAT IF YOU HAVE RATED MY PG SEND ME A FUBAR Mail and i will keep you and trust me i will know the names of those who have rated and comment on me since most of them are in my family list so in all if you want to stay my friend then do what needs to be done to stay

Stuff I Noticed Or Learned
Well, I have been hanging around here for almost a month now, and yes, I know I have been a member for almost 2, but let's not get hung up on technicalities. I have been watching a lot, yeah, I have participated in some stuff as well. I have come to the realization that just because you are over 18, it does not mean you are grown up. There is a lot drama that I haven't seen since high school. I've also seen a lot of people who just don't seem to understand that there is a lot to be seen from a name, especially when it is what scrolls across the top. I know, you can have any name you want, and do what you want, but if you got a name like spank me hard, don't get upset if someone wants to talk about sex with you. On the flip side, just because someone is online, does not mean that they want to have cyber sex or even talk about it. Does it happen? Yes. Does it happen often, I don't know. If you have NSFW pictures up, it does not mean I want to see them. There are not tha

Cleaning My Lists
This is to let all my friends know... I will be going through my friends & family list today. Some people will be deleted & more than likely all family removed. Please do not freak out if you notice you are not in my family any more. Give me time to clean my friends list and re-add family please. Also, sorry I have not been making my normal comment rounds to you all. I do so love doing that too... but the opacity has made it a lil bit difficult for me even though i do not have a really slow computer or slow graphics card... that & I have been preoccupied too lately & busy. I do apologize for that and hope things get back to normal soon :) I love my friends & those who I feel are truly my friends I really do try to show that. Thank you all, KDM

The Problem With Being Divorced...
dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a boy@ -Lo: how cooooooooooooooome dawndee: i neeeeed help!!! dawndee: there is a dead mouse in the pool filter! dawndee: he has no hair! dawndee: i can't gert him hout!! dawndee: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dawndee: i tried! dawndee: i did dawndee: i really did dawndee: but he is so gross -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: and hairless -Lo: ew dawndee: and -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: e -Lo: we -Lo: weww -Lo: eeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: he moves when i try to scoop him -Lo: ewwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwwwww -Lo: ewwwwww -Lo: hes aliveeeeeeee? dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp -Lo: he aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiveeeeeeeeeeeee? dawndee: no! dawndee: he is deadddddddddd -Lo: ewwwwwwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwww -Lo: w -Lo: ww -Lo: wwwwww dawndee: and all of his hair is oooooooooooooffffffffffffffffffffffffffff -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Quote For September 1
The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: The wonderful world of home appliances now makes it possible to cook indoors with charcoal and outdoors with gas -- Bill Vaughn

Curious!!!! Please Read Nad Let Me Know What You Think!!! Please
So 3000 friends on here alot of which i talk to alot and some that are just aquaintances so to speak....I post bulletins everyday and never get viewers or friendss that will repost....How hard is it to have friends repost for me even if they dont take the time to read it? Im just curious cause any bulletin i see i try to repost..if i think its a great bulletin i will even take the time to make it sticky for a friend good friend or not.....Funny thing is if i offer a gift to have it reposted its done in no time at all..hmmmmmm just a thought

Irish Viagra
An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his help in reviving her husband's libido . "What about trying Viagra?" Asks the doctor "Not a chance," she said . "He won't even take an aspirin." "Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an "Irish Viagra." It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went." It wasn't a week later that she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!" "Really? What happened?" Asked the doctor "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate . He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye, and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent the cups and tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and took me then and there, took me passionately on

A Note Of The Absurd
Some consider me 2 be rather a hard ass of sorts im sure and its even been revealed 2 me recently that i come off az "intimidating". This iz an odd notion 2 me...i dont mean harm toward anyone. But i do think this haz made me realize something about myself in relation 2 the world of people around me.... In wanting 2 help people 2 grow 2 see and reach their full potential, u can also eazily and accidentally remind them of what failurez they can be az well. Yes my wayz are mad...and my behavior even more maddening. Therez no doubt Im obsessive so much 2 the point i rarely sleep simply becuz my brain wont stop weaving thought after thought of one problem leading in 2 thought of a nother problem needing a solution. So why are other peoplez failurez a problem that i should nurture, and especially when i can barely hold the weight of my own worldz problemz? I can pull u out of the mud, but u have 2 grab the rope i threw u 2 help yourself out(or yes i will yank the rope back and throw

Contest
Here goes a contest and i have asked friends and fans to support this contest with bombing for me and where is everyone?This goes to show where your friends stand........ href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=1249819964" target=_blank>

Hh Contest Please Help!!!!!!
ATTENTION FRIENDS,FANS, AND BOMBERS: I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A HAPPY HOUR. IT IS A RACE TO 25 THOUSAND COMMENTS. THIS CONTEST MEANS ALOT TO ME BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY WANNA BECOME A GODMOTHER BEFORE I HAVE MY BABY, AND THAT COULD BE ANYDAY NOW. LEAVE 100 COMMENTS AND GET A GIFT,500 COMMENTS FOR A VIP GIFT, AND LEAVE 1000 COMMENTS FOR A PERSONAL SALUTE, OR PIMPOUT...YOUR CHOICE.PLEASE COMMENT WITH NUMBERS IF YOU WISH TO TRY FOR ONE OF THESE. JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOUR DONE AND ILL CHECK TO MAKE SURE, AND GET YOU UR PRIZE. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP. JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN. PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN SO THAT YOUR FRIENDS CAN HELP AS WELL. THE CONTEST IS BEING RAN BY: RYELLOWFAST07@ fubar SO MAKE SURE YOU GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE FOR GIVING US THIS CHANCE. THANK YOU SOO MUCH, ۞Neabear۞@ fubar IF SOMEONE COULD PLEASE STICKY THIS BULLETIN ID REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

Update On Mary - Not Good News
This is my friend you for whom you have been bombing. PLEASE read the note from her daughter!!!! Just a short and sad update on my Mom. This morning at 5 am my mother slipped into a coma. The dr's are doing everything they can for her. For those of you that do care please keep her close in your heart and prayers. Talk to her in your mind!!!!!!!!!!!! Let her know how much we all love her and want her back. I have a friend who entered a contest and was taken to the hospital on Friday. She has been battling cancer for 11 years and has been fighting the good fight. None of us know when she might be home again and I think it would be such a wonderful gesture if we could help her win the contest. I wouldn't ask any of you to do this if she was able to do it on her own, but she isn't! At this point, she is trailing by almost 10,000 comments. The contest ends on Sept. 8. If you would be able to help and even ask some of your friends to help, I would be MOST grateful. Thank you in adva

Why? Oh Gosh Why?
Why do women like to show whip cream on their face in their pics on www.fubar.com? do they think it is sexy when it is not? do they like to look rediculouse? do they like a mess? or is there some other hiden reason(s)? please explane this to me and help me understand this better, please. ty.

The Mountains
The head lights of the old SUV shine on the dirt road as we wound our way up the mountain road. We drive higher and higher leaving the city lights behind. As we near the top there is a turn out and a jet of land sticking out over edge of the mountain about 500 yards. We stop and get out of the car. The sky is so dark the moon shines just on the edges of the distant mountaintops making them only slightly visible. The warm summer air hits my face as you go to the trunk and get the sleeping bag out. “There’s a nice spot,” I say. You take the sleeping bag and lay it out on the soft grassy ground. We take our shoes off and lay back looking at the stars. We can see billions and billions of stars. You start pointing out all the constellations to me. “Which one is that one?” I ask. “H3WPO” “You mean it doesn’t have a more romantic name?” You gently roll over and look me in the eyes. “Like what?” you ask as you lean your lips into mine and kiss me. Gently you lift my blouse a

Please Help Me Out!!!!!!!
Hi! my contest ends on sept 6th at 10:30pm est. I need RATES!!!!! All you have to do is click on the picture below and rate it when you get to the contest page!!! I really hope I can count on whoever reads this to help me out with my contest! Thank you so much!!!!

Back Rub
Straddling my body, your naked butt on mine, you grab the baby oil and gently start rubbing my neck as you toss my long red hair aside. Then you work your way down my back, alternating from gentle to strong. You start massaging my sides as you lean down, your naked body on top of me. Reaching around my sides, you massage both of my large breasts. You begin to get hard; pre-cum seeps from your erect cock down into the crack of my ass where your manhood is nestled. You rub your cock back and forth as my tight ass cheeks squeeze you. Rubbing down my back again you get to my hips, spread my legs and put your legs between them making me open them even wider. Your fingers work their magic between my legs making me squeal louder and louder, deeper and harder until I cum and wetness fills me. You taste my sweetness, then grab my hips hard and pull me up onto my knees, pushing your cock deep inside of me. Pushing and then pulling back, in and out, slowly at first, then faster and harder u

Taking Surveys That Error 1/2 Way Through
WHATS UP WITH GETTING 1/3, 1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE WAY THROUGH THE DAMN SURVEY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT ERRORS. (NOW I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT QUALIFYING TO TAKE THE SURVEY)THEN IT WON'T LET YOU REFRESH OR GO BACK SO YOU LOSE ALL THE TIME AND EFFORT YOU HAVE PUT FORTH SO FAR. (NOT TO MENTION THAT THE PREPARERS GOT THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS YOU'VE ALREADY ANSWERED. THIS HAPPENS VERY FREQUENTLEY AND I FOR 1 AM TIRED OF NOT GETTING ANY POINTS AFTER GETTING OVER 13,1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE WAY THROUGH. THIS IS BULLSHIT! YOU SHOULD GET SOME CREDIT FOR EACH ANSWER AND YOUR TIME SPENT. AFTER ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SPONSORED THE DAMN SURVEY GOT 1/3,1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE ANSWERS THEY WERE LOOKING FOR. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THIS? THIS IS A COMMON PROBLEM IT WOULD SEEM. I HAVE SEEN MUMMS ABOUT THIS SO IT'S HAPPENING FREQUENTLY. EVERY KEY STROKE IS RECORDED SO THEY KNOW WHERE YOU WERE IN THE DAMN SURVEY. THEY SHOULD AWARD POINTS ACCORDINGLY. IT TAKES QUITE SOME TIME TO EVEN TAKE SOME

Random Shyt...
life's been busy, my kids back in school, summers over, the trees are starting to turn colors, winters comin' quick, things happen that make you stop and think about life real life, people you meet, friends you make, things you see and do every day, its all about choices the choices you make define the person you are, fubar is fun you can be whatever you want to be,, nobody knows but you,,, BUT... is it really you??? you can say anything you want to whoever you want, you can pretend because nobody sees and knows the "real" you but,, is that being true to yourself??? you may have alot of "friends", but can you truly say they are friends?? do you really know them on that level?? do you really care what happens to them in real life?? do they really care about your real life?? or are they just numbers on a web site that add up to you being "popular" it sucks when you think you know someone and they turn out to be a different person when you pu

Life..or Something Like It
Just so everyone knows, I'm going to be less than 'sugary' for awhile. I don't know how to describe my feelings, so I'm not going to ramble on. If you're smart enough (and have actually read my profile), you should be able to figure it out. The changes I've made to it is the clue you need...

As Beautiful As A Sunset
you are as beautiful as a sunset, i am truely glad we have met, you are as sweet as ice cream, you are the one i would love to have in my dream, you seem wonderful and true, i promise never to make you feel blue, hopeing our two hearts become as one, truely wishing them never to come undone, getting to know each other will be fun, you are like a summers breeze, that softly blows through the leaves on a tree, bringing me down to one knee, you make my heart feel free, it is you i honestly wish to see, i have a heart of gold, a heart i hope one day you will hold, i am honest and true, i woke thinking of you, time is what i have to give to you, and someday a love that would be true, cause i could see growing old with you, you are my breath of fresh air, someone i hope to hold dear, i am truely someone who can care, but dreaming of you here, for me to be there for you, as i hope you would be for me too, this poem came to mind, when i thought of you, i hope it do

Lmao Check This Out!!!!
LOL ok now this is some funny stuff!!! I think we have all been there... looked at someones profile and not done anything .. ie rate comment etc... well check out this comment I got just cause I didn't do anything for her! LOL check it out!!! LOL How should I respond to this??? I mean she did give me points by leaving me a comment! LMAO

Ballsy Much?
->Suga Lips: good..go have fun with one of them tryme69tim...: i usually do end up having fun w htem ->Suga Lips: have fun with that tryme69tim...: i do ->Suga Lips: well why don't you go outside & ask one of them tryme69tim...: yes ->Suga Lips: do you walk up to women on the street & ask that? tryme69tim...: shaved or trimmed ->Suga Lips: thanks tryme69tim...: your hot

Contest Rules
1. THERE WILL BE A 30 DAY WAITING PERIOD BEFORE ANY NEW FAMILY MEMBER MAY ENTER A CONTEST. IF YOU ENTER A CONTEST DURING THIS PROBATION PERIOD, YOU WILL NOT RECEIVE FAMILY SUPPORT FOR THAT CONTEST. 2. STARTING OCTOBER 1ST, 2007, WE WILL ONCE AGAIN START HAVING 3 CONTEST ON THE BOARD. THESE NUMBERS ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON FAMILY SIZE AND ON THE PARTICIPATION OF ACTIVE MEMBERS. 3. WE WILL HAVE ONLY 1 FAMILY MEMBER PER CONTEST. THIS IS A MUST. THE ONLY EXCEPTION TO THIS RULE WILL BE THE GIVE-AWAYS WITHOUT A TIME LIMIT, THEN IT WILL BE APPROVED FOR MULTIPLE MEMBERS TO PARTICIPATE. 4. ANYONE WISHING TO ENTER A CONTEST MUST CONTACT THE FAMILY PAGE WITH THE FOLLOWING DETAILS ABOUT THE CONTEST, BY FU-MAIL ONLY. NO DETAILS BY SHOUT BOX WILL BE ACCEPTED. * BEGINNING AND ENDING DATES * START AND ENDING TIME (EX. 12 AM, EST) * WHO THE HOST/HOSTESS IS * WHAT THE PRISES WILL BE 5. IF YOU ARE BOMBING A CONTEST FOR SOMEONE ELSE OTHER THAN A FAMILY MEMBER

Wow...
Ok, so a friend (Your Demise) sent me a link to this guy's profile, because he had a default up that he thought I would like (about licking LOL.) So I went to the page & was nice & rated the page a 10. The guy shoutboxes me: I LICK PAI...: thanks good bye ->Suga Lips: ummm ok? I LICK PAI...: please dont add or fan me please

Spank Him Hard He Will Enjoy It
TO ALL MY FAMILY,FRIENDS AND THE FANS WE REALLY NEED YOUR HELP,MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND HE IS FALLING BEHIND FROM THE FIRST PLACE AND TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY FOR THE IS CONTEST,IF YOU CAN HELP WITH ONE VOTE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH ONE ,PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED HAVE A FABULOUS AND GREAT SUNDAY HUGS,KISSES AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Single Vs. Married
Married Vs. Single So today I went for a massage at the Massage Therapy School here in Phoenix. It was wonderful and wonderfully depressing. I’m laying there on the table, naked, under this thin sheet which was rolled down to right around my ass, fighting back tears. I realized that I hadn’t been touched by a man in so long and that honestly depressed me. Most days I’m totally cool being by myself. Today however is not one of them. Therefore, I’ve decided to make a list of good things about being single and good things about being married. You can think of this as a little married vs. single list. We’ll see what comes out on top. Good things about being single: 1. The only dirty underwear I have to pick up is my own 2. On that note my house is neurotically clean most of the time 3. I have me time without explaining to anyone what I am doing and why I need it 4. I can get a text at 3am without someone getting mad and wondering who it is 5. Having a choice with my di

Whiskey And Boredom Are The Devils Playground.
After sitting here and having a little bit of whiskey in my coffee..okay a lot of bit LOL. I have come to some conclusions. I thought perhaps I should share them with you all. Never a good thing me thinking. 1.) Crazy people don't get better. Lets be honest if you are in a clock tower dressed like a batman picking off people with a sniper rifle chances are you are going to be crazy for the rest of your life. I am not talking about people who are quirky god knows I am. 2.) If you are hitting on, hooking up with or trying to hook up with people that are 10+ years younger then you on a regular basis there is something wrong with you. I am not talking about once or twice I mean all the time. So settle down some of you! 3.) Just because I live in a glass house I will not stop throwing stones....so eat me. 4.) Any sort of alcohol goes well with my coffee. (Keep in mind I said I came to some conclusions I did not say any of them will help you.) 5.) 5. True friends don't judge.

Update On My Dad
Well here's the lastest on my dad.. which is not good .He fell two Fridays ago and we took him to our local hospital they took X-rays and said he was fine just some bruising ... said to follow up at his next VA appt.. well we did. This Friday Sept the 7 we took him to the Va and they examined him he had been retaining fluid and a lot of it I mean he looked like a giraffe with elephants feet ..well they admitted him for premature congested heart failure..(fluid on the heart and lungs) While he was there they decided to run a CT scan on this abdomen and chest well here comes the fall part they called me yesterday and said he had 4 broke ribs and a fractured pelvis..OMG I'm pissed..and they have told us he is now a non weight bearing patient which means wheel chair patient for a while the can't do surgery because the bones are still in place.. the ribs well the just have to heal on there own ..okay then today the cancer docs called me and they say mind you dad has Stage 4 lung cancer th

The Screen Name Should've Been A Clue
nazi_72: r nazi_72: answe nazi_72: are you there nazi_72: bertha will you speak nazi_72: Of the victim the victim can I become nazi_72: beautifull ->Suga Lips: I'm a serial killer nazi_72: what work do nazi_72: am mars nazi_72: beautiful ->Suga Lips: Venus nazi_72: where are you from ->Suga Lips: mmmkay nazi_72: %u0131was gald ->Suga Lips: Bertha nazi_72: what is your name ->Suga Lips: excuse me? nazi_72: let us meet ->Suga Lips: hi nazi_72: hello

I Lost My Cousin On 9/11
My cousin vinnie worked in the second tower where he died. He was 42 and left behind a wife and a 5 and 2 year old children. Plus my dad didnt work far from the towers and plus the building i was suppose to work at was right next to the towers.

The Darkest Day Pt.3
..the second plane hit the second building... I don't want to give you the impression that these events occurred back to back because they didn't. There was time. Time to alert whoever needed to be alerted. Scramble whoever needed to be scrambled. But they didn't. And because they didn't fire and death rained down from the sky once more. When the second plane hit, I was virtually right beneath it. The second tower was directly across the street. Every eye, including mine was directed at the first impact zone. That's how we saw it. Because we were looking up. Again we were assaulted by the sheer heat and force of the plane's velocity combined with the impact. Again we were forced to realize with no uncertainty that this was no accident. Real people were in those buildings. Real people were dead or dying. Trapped. And as we ran for cover and hid, in our fear and impotence, I became angry. And the most scared I had ever been in my life. Not for myself. Not because we could have easi

Anal Anyone???????
I am reposting this because I know you great people as a whole have some wonderful opinions and I would like to hear them. As I sit here trying to produce an OPORD for some upcoming hi-speed event, I was pondering why some people have anal sex phobias. Countless porn movies are dedicated to anal sex (a few are about really extreme anal sex!!!!!!!!!!!!). There are many publications about having anal sex with your partner. As for myself, anal sex is alright if I'm in the mood for it. (I'm a giver!) During my travels of the globe, I have come to this conclusion: 15% of women crave it in the butt, 30% will do it but won't tell their best friend, 5% only do it when the have had alcohol, and 50% won't even consider it (this demographic includes those prudes that won't suck a dick or get on top!) That leaves a 50-50 chance that the girl you meet will have anal sex. I know you are thinking, "why is this idiot thinking of anal sex while on the the job?", because at least once during the cour

Afk Means -
Away from keyboard ttyl means talk to you later ttys same thing with soon bbl - be back later L2R - learn to read Sorry, had to post this, no matter which of those i put in my status as i try to go to bed, i ALWAYS get one person to ask what they mean... oh by the way - "do you have yahoo and a cam?" means "i didn't read your profile but i REALLY want you to block me" really, it does... ask ANY girl on here. with that thought, i'm goin to bed

Learn To Read
->Suga Lips: lol no capshawks6...: any interest in a lover? capshawks6...: ok ->Suga Lips: I am recently separated & still haven't sorted things out with my husband capshawks6...: whys that ->Suga Lips: I don't have an interest in any men at the moment capshawks6...: do you have any interest in a very sensual man? ->Suga Lips: thank you capshawks6...: i am normal, you look very sexy ->Suga Lips: you look normal capshawks6...: do you like my pics? ->Suga Lips: thank you capshawks6...: are you a sensual woman capshawks6...: i'm doing fine ->Suga Lips: good & you? capshawks6...: hi sexy how are you Which part of "I don't have an interest in ANY men" & "sorting things out with my husband" was unclear? 8-P

Of Course!
So i saw a commercial last night for Metroid Prime 3. Wouldn't you freaking know it? It's only coming out on the Wii, so ... I have to bat my eyelashes at my daddy and wait til Christmas. But I'm sure I'll get the console and the game. :D Love my father; he rules!

Bike Week A Wild Time In Wildwood Nj.
this passed weekend was bike week here. we had over 150,000 bikers here. we all had a blast. and believe it or not i dident see any fightes at all and dident see any one get thrown out of any of the clubs eather. every one showed respect for each other even thow there were meny different bike clubs here. as the song goes,(WE ALL HAD A REAL GOOD TIME.) cant wate till next year.it seems to grow by 50,000 every year.this year was intence,full of fun and things to do.every one left there colors out side and there attatudes at the door. and all were welcome..zz..

Bye Everyone
Hey I thought I would let you know that I will be deleting my Fubar account today or tomorrow. I have no reason to be on it. It's just a meat market and I am not up for sale.Not like that . So if you want to keep any of my pictures I sudjest you go rip them right now while you have the chance before I am gone. Hugs and Kisses STEPHANIE

Days Gone By For The Complainers.lol
You know, I get a lot of shit from things I say in mumms. Mostly, it's in good fun, but sometimes... just sometimes, maybe my bitterness shines through... This isn't something I like talking about, so, if you don't like it, go slide down a giant razor blade or something. Most of the shit I get is from the women. They don't like a man voicing his opinion or something. They only want to hear what they want to hear. I told myself a long time ago, to fuck that. Tired of saying what they want to hear, changing my opinion or myself to fit some one else's ideals. If they want me, then I'm going to be me, not their version of me. Yes, I may be a tad bitter in some aspects, but no one truly knows me, do they? God damn it, if I want to scratch my balls, I'm going to damn well scratch them. This is to help certain folks to understand me a bit, and where I'm coming from. Now, it might sound negative to you, but it's not, Just the facts, as I know them. Besides, I don't give a shi

Omg What A...
Fucking cunt... you know the drill, bottom up Name: lilmisseverything lilmisseve...: Oh ok baby lets eat each otherout!! ->KinkStar S...: since i'm bi, that'd be possible darlin, but judging by your attittude, you're not my type. say what you will about me, between your tells at least 5 guys sent me shouts about how good i look ... lets see... one cunt or five cocks, i think i know where my decision leans kthxbai lilmisseve...: KINK STAR? more like FAT STRIIIIPER!!! lilmisseve...: no but I caught you playing with yourself to my pics...HOE!!!! ->KinkStar S...: aww did you catch your boyfriend jacking off to my pics? get a life lilmisseve...: lolz 4 life lilmisseve...: That shirt/braw is NOT flattering!!! you look fat and flat chested...wait you r!!!! i posted my pic on her page and blocked her ass. GUYS! stop letting your girlfriends catch you jacking off to my pics, i'm tired of the jealous ass bitches

For Those Of You Without
without sound.... one of the main things the video covers is... how to see the "private pictures" aka how to get in my family. 1. Buy me a happy hour (yeah like that's gonna happen) 2. Buy me a 7 or more day blast. 3. Buy me 2 sets of 4 tickers. 4. I decide you are a good enough friend to move you. (some temporary movement is given at MY discretion). 5. If you ask for family status, i am more likely to block you than answer you. LEARN TO FUCKING READ PEOPLE. Thank you, have a good night. Love, Sin

Which Hurts Most?
Paper cut on the fold of you pinky? or A piece of skin removed from cuticle on your pointer finger? Ouch!! to both!!! For me Pointer finger, I use it more Dam is hurts!! Keeped hurting it at every turn...lol Isn't always like that? Just Curious....lol Love You Guys!!!

What Are True Friend's?
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Comprehension...
if you have no comprehension skills please, remove yourself from my friends list and from my albums and from my shoutbox or i'll block you. i've had to block three people in the last hour because it's not worth the frustration of explaining things that i've FULLY FUCKING EXPLAINED. If you do not speak english or can't type it... doesn't matter... if you can say do you have yahoo, you should be able to READ "I don't have yahoo." seriously, guys come the fuck on here, this is fucking ridiculous. do you go to a bar and say to a chick "take your clothes off now so i can see you naked" ... no... so stop fucking doing it here. Much love to people worth talking to Sin

Massive Deletion
I feel it is time for a mass deletion of friends from my list. The past month or so I have come to learn who my real friends and famliy are on this sight. So if you want to be kept on my list please email me and let me know. Thanks Brandi

Texas Cjillie Cookoff
If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted". Here are the scorecard notes from the event: CHILI # 1 - MIKE'S MANIAC MONSTER CHILI.. . Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mil

New Update
Ok well i wanted to update everyone....last night i finally got to sleep a little before 12 and the phone rang at 1....It was the hospital...They were rushing my mom back into surgery...She had 3 blood vessels bleeding in her neck and face internally and they wouldnt stop...so they went back in and opened her back up an cauterized the blood vessels and stitched her back up...So ive had no sleep and im moody so dont mind me today please!

Mark Needs U!!
Please, my awesome family and friends, come help me bomb him...he needs 20,000 comments and I know that we can do it!!!...lots of luv and kisses to u all!...muah!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=585435&albumid=566300&i=157621639

Its A Beautiful Day In My Neighbour Hood!
such a silly bitch ;) ->papercut k...: aww you flatter me*blushes* but seein that I just wasted like 10 mins on you and are at the peak of bordom with it.. imma close this up with a fuck you and have a nice day!.. I swear if I had a dick i would drill it down your throat and make you stfu nicely.. later babes! Catherine: you are sick ->papercut k...: what bis. is it of yours who the fuck he has on his list? are you his mom?? if so omg! your son is hot! can I marry him??? please??Imma give you all kindsa grand babies Catherine: then i would have been nice to him Catherine: he should have deleted her from his family list ->papercut k...: well by the looks of it so are you.. I dont know the chick your talkin about nore do I give too sweet fucks.. I just think you baggin on people that know her for no reason is just amazing..but yet beyond fucked. Catherine: i sent her a friend request and rated and fanned her and she never returned the favor when i asked her why s

I Was A Star
as most of you know i was a great high school football player.an injury ended my career though or you would be watching me on sudays scoring.i found this old video from my senior year.remember this is from the 80's so the video quality isnt that good.but it should be easy to tell who i am.

Goin For Tests
Well as alot of you know I had my gall bladder removed in July. Every since surgery I have been sick. Well they did some blood work and my liver isn't functioning right for some reason. So my doc sent me back to the surgeon and he thinks its a bile duct that isnt working right. So I have to have a bunch of xrays done and see a specialist, cause they say that if thats it its very rare and will require surgery.YEAH!!!! I will keep ya'll updated. Just wanted you to know if I'm not acting myself lately it's because I feel soooo bad. (feel like I have the flu constantlyand have HORRIBLE pain that even the pain meds dont stop). Love Ya'll Meredith

Reasons And Explanations
I don't need to give either. I am doing so because I love you guys and apparently you can't figure them out on your own. The reason most pictures are marked private now is because no one bothers to rate anything that helps me. Now, you can bitch and whine saying that I don't rate you, however... you also don't tie yourself up and put clothespins on your balls so that i can masturbate to your pictures. You want to tell me I don't put effort into it? Go ahead, put on a waist cincher and drip hot wax all over your body and then tell me it was effortless. I do rate and fan when I get a chance to, I have been going back to rate and fan friends that I have previously missed. If you feel shortchanged, you are more than welcome to leave my circle of friends. You are also more than welcome to post in the stash item that I posted for that EXACT reason. I spent the first few weeks here mainly accepting requests and taking PICTURES FOR YOU PEOPLE. So if you feel NO effort was put in,

-------my Poem-------
From the heart. The Inner Me................Aug.7, 2007 I am the person who sits thinking of you, But you do not know me. I am the thought in your head, yet you’re confused. I am the the feeling you get when your lonely, yet you don't feel my comfort. I am the image in your head when you’re angry, yet you choose to bottle it up. I am but one thing I am your imagination, and inner fears. I want to be the person you need when you’re sad, all you have to do is close your eyes and feel me hold you. I want to be your shoulder to cry on, all you have to do is reach. I want to be the person that makes you laugh; all you have to do is listen. I am to you nothing yet, unless you let me in. It is my inner spirit I give to you, because for now I’m not found. I will watch over you and protect you, watch over you in your dreams. Because for one day it wont be my spirit, or your imagination. It w

The Sweetest Thing.....(soulful Freedom)
I have decided to be done with the bad, and start with the good so I would like to share some good secrets about myself......to level THAT bad one.... I love Hello Kitty. She makes me happy and if I weren't a blood donor, I would tattoo her somewhere on my body. I am a HUGE animals advocate. I feel that since animals don't have a voice, I should speak for them. My favorite flower: Anything but roses. Never roses. They aren't original enough. If I were to recieve an Orchid or a Daisy from a man that I was seeing...I would just melt. I don't believe in sex on the first date...or the second...or the third. I want you to know the way my heart feels before you feel my body. I believe in love....yet don't act like it. I am afraid to love because I feel that I can be so powerful inside of it....that it would make me burst. I don't know where he is but I can't wait to meet him, and show him things that no one in the world has seen before. If I like someone, I neutralize m

New News On My Mom
Well my mom went to the dr today to have her drain tube removed and got some bad news...Her eye has gotten worse..The dr thinks more nerve damage was done when they had to go back in the second time to stop the bleeding..I feel really bad for her and at a loss of what to even say to her,,I know she is pretty bummed hoping to get good news today..I know its all in gods hands so please pray she will regain the nerves to the right side of her face! And anyone having to care for a loved one like I am i commend you and have total respect for you because i know the emotional toll it has taken on me but i will keep doing it for her!

About A Ladies!!!!!
I have seen alot nice ladies that they lives too far away! I wished I asking her to going out for a dating or going out for fun! But all of them that lives over like a 300 to 2100 miles away from Albany NY! Oh Well in Albany NY Ladies just being closed mind or selfish.... I tried to finding but fewer of old ladies lives 20 to 30 miles... she is sweet and trying to helping with me but.... I just trying find out what's next?? But I feeling give up!!! I guess so I will be single forever!!! Thank u Mike!!!!!

Who
who wants to play hot topics with me? (if u dont know what that is...its a game where they ask u 21 questions and u answer them then the other person sees the answers)...i will send u a invite and u will see it in your bar tab...let me know by leaving a comment on here

This Stinks ;)
Yet again, another story that only I think is funny…*sigh* me and my stories… Yesterday I was scheduled to have RotoRooter come out and snake my main sewer line. It turned out he de-squirreled it instead. And when he told me about the dead squirrel he pulled out he said he skinned it first, so I enthusiastically asked "Was it good eatin?" Yes I knew what he meant, I have a really inappropriate sense of humor. He didn't think it was very funny. And then he started complaining about the smell. What? A dude that works in poo all day is complaining about something stinking? That's a little ironic. And here again, yes I know that dead animal smell is much worse than sewer gasses. Well, I think I pissed him off because he went and got his snake stuck in my pipe (there wasn't any way I could have put that to make it sound safe for work) and now I have to have my entire sewer line replaced. And that was yesterday in a very very small nutshell.

Making The Trip...
Well, tonight after Devlin's football practice, I have a trusted friend taking me to WV to retrieve my stuff from the house I shared with my soon to be ex-husband #2, BJ the Jerk (pics in album BJ/JERK). As you know, BJ has been a complete piece of work and no longer deserves my company... so I don't feel bad about doing this on this hand. On the other hand, I am completely floored and upset about the thought of even making this trip. I have to go get a few things that are extremely important to me, but the thought of even walking across the threshhold is making me sick (and yes I am really sick, but not from this). So much bad has happened there, that even if there was some good at some point, it has been washed away and replaced by more bad. I want to do this, it feels like it will be closure for me. But I really don't want to, cause... well, I was with him for so long and it was so miserable... I dunno, lol... Help me make some sense of my twisted up brain, lol...

Sexiest Legs Contest
OK SO I AM GOING TO BE IN A SEXY LEGS CONTEST AND I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, FAMILY, FUTURE FRIENDS, EVERYONE TO HELP!! IF YOU HELP ME YOU WILL WIN FROM ME.......................... WHOEVER VOTES ALOT I PROMISE I WILL ADD YOU TO MY FAMILY IF YOUR NOT ALREADY ADDED AND TO UPDATE IT WITH FREAKY SEXY PICS ALL THE TIME. I WILL BLOW YOUR PAGE UP AND GIVE YOU MAD LOVE... SO HELP ME WIN IT AND I WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE A WINNER TOO!!!!!!!!! LOVE SEXY RERE XOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOXO X XOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOX X XOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOX

How Often Do You
Just wondering how often some of you check back in here to my page... once a day? more? less? when you see things added/changed? while i'm on that topic... should i try to get things together to get more up at once ... or should i just do what i do now and just post things randomly? i don't know i'm in a curious mood :p ~~Sin

Happy Happy Joy Joy
Yes, I'm happy. Bats is going to be nice. I know strange but still. I found someone who is interested in me, sarcastic like me, and I enjoy hanging out with. We got a date tomorrow, but we've been hanging out for about a year already. So hey whatever happens happens.

Nsfw Markers
I WASNT AWARE THAT THIS WAS A KIDDIE SITE...OH WAIT .... ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN ADULT SITE U MFERS....U WASTES OF SPERM THAT GO AROUND MARKING PPL'S PICS NSFW...GET A MFING LIFEEEEEEEEE! ARE U FKN SRS?...ARE U THAT BORED? DID UR MOTHER DRESS U FUNNY WHEN U WERE LITTLE? DONT LOOK AT MY MFING PROFILE IF IT OFFENDS U...IM NOT PUSSYFOOTING AROUND SO THAT UR LIL VIRGIN EYES DONT GET OFFENDED...GO FK URSELF IM WHO I AM AND FK U IF U DONT LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ew! Omg!!
Uneedatowe...: that's too bad..........I'll do it by myself then..........you are georgious ->Suga Lips: uh no Uneedatowe...: like to watch me stroke my cock for you.........you're amazing........you have me that turned on .............YUP! you do! ->Suga Lips: for what? Uneedatowe...: do yo like to watch? ->Suga Lips: thanks Uneedatowe...: beautirul face and incredible clevage *Note the wonderful spelling.

Just Curious...
Maybe I'm weird, but I was just curious of anyone else had ever touched themselves and wondered what it felt like to someone else when they touched you. Maybe sexually, maybe not, but have you just wondered what you feel like to their hands? Instead of thinking about what your body feels, thinking about what your hands feel. I don't think most of you are getting what I'm saying. That or you just choose to be perverts. LOL

Wanna Know? Ask!
Alrighty Mumms are rather bad (with a few exceptions) ;) My SB is dead... Sooo... Ask me any 5 questions you want. Doesn't matter what they are. Hell, make things up I don't care. Be serious or have fun with it :D

This Is Old
You know, I have really enjoyed this site thoroughly. Lately, however, it's getting ridiculous. I got out of a certain situation because friends were involved as well as people I don't know, care for or respect. I have too much drama in my day-to-day to get it here too. I come to hang with friends and have fun. I very rarely share my home life with any of you and I ALWAYS try to keep it light, out of respect for others whom may also be enjoying themselves. This is BS. I just don't FEEL like it anymore. It has to stop somewhere. There is soooo much hatred in this world. Why add to it? It just doesn't make sense. It's ridiculous. Friends going after friends... for what? Because someone was in a bad mood one night and had eyes rolled at her? I'm taking my time to get better now. I'm not going to think about Fubar. I'm going to relax and get rid of this stuff before it turns into pneumonia. I made peace with friends over these stupid mumms that were posted. I'm out of it. Sorry

10 Reasons To Marry Me.
1. Because I am cute. (well somebody once said I was gorgeous but I think she had her glasses off at the time.) 2. If my family dies in the right order I stand to inherit a lot of money. (Remember the key is in the right order. I have a flow chart all set up.) 3. I never yell. (Well alright I used to never yell but then this run of freaking nuts that I have had the displeasure of dating happened. And I did yell just a tiny bit.) 4. I am great with kids. (Simple reason I act like a kid most of the time so they trust me.) 5. To save me from dating one more psycho. (Come on if you have a heart...marry me and take the whole choice thing out of the equation.) 6. I am amusing. (Generally more when I dont intend to be amusing then when I do.) 7. I am unpredictable. (This is such a bonus. You will never get bored. Just when you think you have me figured out...Poof I am somebody new LOL) 8. I can cook. (Of course I tend to do this while I am drunk and naked. But unless I

How Many?
I just jumped out of the shower and I was wondering. Has anyone ever been given a bath? I mean has anyone ever sat down while you were in the tub and washed you down? Or the shower for that matter. I think its one of the sexiest things I can do for a man, if I had one..LOL Just wondering..:)

An Email I Recently Received
Just wanted to share w/my Fubar friends what has got to be, hands down, the kewlest email I've recieved this year! Below I've pasted the contents. Seriously, how many times in ur life does the average person get this kind of question? LMAO. G, O'lo would like to know if u r available to jump out of a cake for his little brother's bachelor party? The date of the big event is Oct 6th. Thank you, Mari Morales Area 4 Administrative Assistant CR&BD

Tortured Love
The thought of your hands lightly caressing my stomach turns me on. Wanting to feel your body pressed against mine. Waiting for that heated embrace that will drive me to distraction. As this attraction pulls us together. Needing to taste the salt of your skin. As I trail kisses down your chest. Teasing touches of my tongue. Drives you to distraction. My fingers tangling in your hair. As I gently pull. I hear your breath catch. As I glide my lips across your stomach. My hand encircles your engorged manhood. Slowly moving up and down. Mimicking the motion of sex. Desiring to hear you moan before I take you in. I softly bite that hollow right next to your hip. Your body jerks as my tongue massages the spot I just bite. Slowly kissing my way up your rib cage. I can feel your cock getting larger in the palm of my hand. As your flesh trembles under my lips. Telling me that I am having an effect on you. As I lift my head looking you directly in the eyes. While I lick my lips. I watch your ey

Perhaps I Was Too Rash...
I previously had a blog stating I wasn't fond of many of the underage guys that seem to think they're porn star material and that I should be interested in such phrases as "I'd hitt that" or "sexxi". I have come to the conclusion that Fubar should come up with a new system of sorts. A flagging system of a new kind. Not the NSFW, if we're adults I find that sad and petty. It's merely a decent system should you be slacking off at work and need the heads up that you may need to exit a screen quickly. I want a stupidity button. As this is supposedly an online pub, I want a "Designated Driver" button. For those that are so inept that they can't spell, use punctuation, or even think. These people should not be drinking imaginary alcohol. I don't think they should even be on the internet, but I think a big "DD" symbol over their name, or anywhere on their page for that matter, is fair to give the rest of the IQ laden masses proper warning that a fucktard extraordinaire

Nbsd Family Rules
I AM PLACING THESE IN AN OPEN BLOG SO NEW POTENTIAL MEMBERS CAN SEE THEM AS WELL AS CURRENT MEMBERS. RULES:: 1} NO BULLSHIT PERIOD.~~ I know you all want to read the bulletins that is fine who doesnt want to read the drama bullshit? LOL But if you repost any or start any yourself you will be asked to leave the family. That means if someone downrates you instead of starting bullshit you will smile as best you can and go rate them a ten(or 11). 2} ADD, FAN, RATE ~~ You must fan add and rate all family as soon as you join. 3} CONTESTS ~~ If you want to join a contest let myself (Tainted*Kiss) or Jessica (Shadow) know so we can see if we are at the right place to do so. You may enter a contest without permission but the family may not be able to help you if we have a prior commitment therefore it will be easier to see if we are able to help you prior to you entering the contest. Family will always come first. I do expect each one of the bombers in this family to comment at leas

Why?
Why do some people assume everything is about them? I can't post something without someone assuming I am talking about them and it is driving me crazy!!! I guess some people on here can't figure out that some of us have lives offline too.... I'm not going to point any fingers and I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, but come on... I guess what really aggravates me the most is that I have already had this discussion before.... I'm so pissed right now that i feel like throwing my computer out the door, and I would if I didn't need it for school work.... I do want to get something strait though...I am here for friends...in case some of you don't get it, if I tell you I love or ♥ you, I am saying it out of friendship...I have no other inclinations than that...I am not now nor will be looking for love on this website.... with that said, I think its time to take a break from this site....I am tired of all the bullshit...I may be back, I might not....

Giving Thanks....
I'm back! :D I wanted to say thanks to all my friends... sweet comments, messages, gifts. I am indeed feeling a lot better. I don't SOUND better, but I do feel better. My energy is returning and the fever is gone.:) And please don't make me laugh, cuz the coughing spells last 5 to 10 minutes sometimes. The worst of it though? Let me tell you... try being the only adult in the house, lose your voice and can't even fuss at your 4 year old cuz he thought it was funny... when he whizzed on the carpet!!!! Ack! Again, I say... grrrrr MEN!!! lol I carried a notebook around when I lost my voice, wrote messages for the Kota (10 year old) and he would tell Jesse, "Mama said..." Wow! It's been fun to say the least. (Note the sarcasm.) So, anyway, I've been bad. I think I have bronchitis, but my feelings for doctors keeps me from going where I need to. I keep stalling. I don't like doctors. *crying* I know, I know... set the example for my boys. But, anyway, I will get there eventually.

Another Idiot!
Lifesez: i am calling my uncle who lives at blackjack ranch in somerseville to come inspect the baby before i buy it! Leanna_K.O...: what the fuck you need help ->Lifesez: you started typing to me cause you want to sell your baby to me and see my penis! Leanna_K.O...: fuck you, you are not getting my son now leave me the hell alone ->Lifesez: i want to buy the baby...how much i see where you live and i want to buy it Leanna_K.O...: you will come no where near my baby ->lifesez: i will come to buy your baby!! Leanna_K.O...: go to hell dirt bag ->lifesez: sell me the baby! Leanna_K.O...: what the fuck you are ass ->lifesez: i want to buy your ugly baby...how much for the littlew girl? Leanna_K.O...: fuck you you bastard you are ugly IT HAS REACHED THE POINT WHERE I WANT TO CAMPAIGN AGAINST CHILDREN ON PRIMARY PHOTOS.THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!

Right Under Your Nose
Deep inside the pain is strong Wanting and longing to be in your arms Sharing feeling but your never ready As with most fear of commintment Scares you away, Scares you of what I say Being loved in a special way We all been hurt in one way or another But don't we all deserve to be loved To be loved you have to take a chance You never know true love Could be right under your nose So when life throws you a hurtful moment Grab it and embrace it for you never know Loves right under your nose You could pass up on the best thing in life Because you scared of love Then you passed up happiness Right under your nose

Different From The Others Today...
When I brought up my kid in the other blog comment it reminded me of the whole conversation I had with him yesterday. We were outside doing some cleaning up and I told him both brothers were coming over and I was going to ask them which one wanted to take him home. We always joke around like this I'm not mean really lol He made a comment that had something to do with me not having a boyfriend. I had to once again tell him it was kind of hard to find one. He asked, and I'm not sure if he was joking or serious, if it was because of him. It made me stop what I was doing. This is the kind of thing that can just break your heart and make you feel bad. So I had to tell him to never ever ever think that it's him. lol I told him it's because most of them around here are jerks and he said "yeah! they're all buttfaces" LOL Then he keeps the conversation going on by telling me "how can they not love you?" lol he said "how can they not love your butt" omg thought I was gonna die! I told him h

Whatever You Want To Call It..
I am gonna put together a folder of my friends pix.If you want me to use a specific one email it to me,if not you are stuck with the one I recognize most from the mumms.Please Nasty comments,input it optional.. Cheers Bitches!

Sexy And Yummy Stuff
CABO WABO MAS TEQUILA cookie recipe: 1 tsp of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle CABO WABO Tequila 1 Sammy Hagar c.d. Grab your favorite Sammy Hagar c.d. and CRANK THAT FUCKER UUUUP!!! Sample the CABO to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the CABO again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the CABO is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the fucking fruit up offa thr floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the CABO to check for tonsistici

A Little Easy
spiralvayn...: aite....gnite.. ->Suga Lips: I'm going to go with GET LOST here, k? spiralvayn...: idk bout tht....bt wud u like 2 try mine.. ->Suga Lips: do I look like I need some? spiralvayn...: need some?..;P ->Suga Lips: um ok spiralvayn...: spunk = cum/jizz/creme de la creme ->Suga Lips: ? spiralvayn...: mmmm..tasty...

Life Is So Precious....
Hmmmm Today was a heartbreaking, heartfelt day. I guess I just wanted to share it. Its a shame I work so much I have no one here at home, friends wise, to share it with. So, you all are stuck listening to me lol Life, its ironic. How quickly things turn around and sometimes its for the better, but sometimes, it kicks ya in the arse. I had something really and truly life changing happen today. I got to work, and there was a Medi-Vac helicopter there. Lifeflight as some know it. I walked into a scene that just still has me going WTF??? A female, regular visitor to the mall, she was walking out to her car, just got clumsy and stumbled on the pavement. But it seems life had other plans for her. Upon falling down, landed on her head. Cracking it open, and because of the sudden trauma, she also had a heart attack shortly after. The EMTs were quick, and revived her. They intibated her and got her on the helicopter to the trauma center in St Pete, Bayfront Hospital. However, there i

In A World Of Pain
NightwishWish I Had An AngelMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com ok im doing this to avoid answering the same question all the time . some of you have seen my status as in a world of pain. thats because i have a nerve illness that is destroying the main nerve in my left arm. i am in pain 24-7 its just some days like today the pain is very huge. im use to it i had this ilnedd for 7 years now and waiting for my second surgerry to try to stop it im slowly losing the use of my left arm thats the result of it. maybe this will enlighten a few bless be all

If You Can't Bother
guys... especially those NOT in my friends list yet... please remember, i put these things up for you guys but that doesn't mean you get to just walk in, jerk off and leave. if you have not been added.... if i don't see a rate, a picture rate, a fan, something that shows that you're interested, your request will be denied. if you have been added already and have not done these things, get the hell to it, i'm going to start making lists, and blocking people... locking the albums creates a hassle, but I will do it if that's what it takes. seriously, remember i am a real fuckin person here... i don't go play with myself lookin at your nsfw's and walk away (although some of you might want me to)... don't do it to mine. Say hello (read: HELLO, not NICE PUSSY)... rate something that gives points... leave comments that say more than i wanna do you in both holes baby... seriously... i do what i can to keep you happy, and i ask very little in return... please guys, gimme some love and

9 Words Women Use
9 Words Women Use (thanks Hurley) 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

Application For Other Staff
Name:(real first and Fubar name please.. What job would you like: ENFORCERS, BARTENDERS, PROMOTERS, or GREETER Are you willing to help out with other things like reposting bullitens and helping out with keeping the lounge talking: Are you willing to listen and not complain about the music the DJ's are playing: Are you willing to be kind, and respectful to other even if you are haven a personal issues with them from another lounge: ARE YOU WILL TO NOT FLIRT WITH OTHER STAFF MEMBERS ? Are you willing to NO promote Drama in the lounge: THESE JOBS MAY OR MAY NOT GIVE YOU THE "MODS" THAT IS A CHOICE OF THE OWNERS IF YOU ASK FOR THEM YOU WILL NOT GET THEM AT ALL!!!!!!!!!

Fantasy Mart
I went to the grocery store and started to go down the meat section and saw you an old friend I havent talk to in a while I went up to u and said hey you turned around surprised and hugged me and said hey I missed talking to you and we talked for a while when we got to your car you asked me if I would like to come over to your house and I said yes we get to your house and get into the door I ask you if you needed help with putting up the groceries and you said please I started to put them up and a bottle of oil spilled all over me I started to cuss then I took of my shirt you looked over and saw me with my shirt off all oily I ask if I could use your restroom and you said yes I went into the restroom and took off my pants I saw that you were in the door way looking at me you walk over to me and start to kiss me you rub your hand on my stomach spreading the oil all over my body I start to kiss you on the neck you push me away you start to take off your shirt and bra I

Jedi Anal
need1more: oh boy ->Psychowolf...: Need1more....I Am Your Father.... need1more: ummmm you might get some of that from your moms ass or maybe some of your ladies ass. i leave evidence everywhere ->Psychowolf...: for they have the same force filled semen of yours in THEM ->Psychowolf...: Or we will trade your Mother and Sister for the same offer ->Psychowolf...: The councils deal stands at this; you give us the force imbued semen in your anus, and we give you two destroyer droids, my lightsaber, and a BANTHA need1more: all come on queer i know you dont quit that easy do ya need1more: i can play your little fucktard game all night. fuck you and fuck them and fuck her and fuck you again ->Psychowolf...: Dont make me put on my robe and wizard hat need1more: council and you can suck my dick. ->Psychowolf...: Master Yoda says the entire council belongs in your anus need1more: been watching to much tv huh. and decided to stick your queer nose into something that

My "leaving Fubar" Status
When I posted that status yesterday, several of you went crazy and freaked out on me asking me why I was leaving and asking me not to leave. I thought I should explain to you all as to why... Well, Someone threatened to kill me tonight.. and he tried hacking my computer.. hit my firewall several times.. spam attacked my Yahoo and my Fubar emails 5000 times within 10 minutes.. and said my ex should have killed me, then he said he will personally do it himself. He also said that if I tried to use any of that in court.. he will lie and say I doctored it and falsified my proof. I sent it all in a report. and when someone tried to help me by sending his own report in because when he tried to ask the man to back off and to leave me alone, my friend got deleted.. Its all bullshit. Then all I got back was the typical "Ignore and block" message. When cyber bullying, cyber stalking, and spam attacks on your emails are against the law. I find it sad.. that when we really need help here on

Comes A Time.....in Life
YOU KNOW THERE COMES A TIME IN LIFE WHEN REALITY IS REAL AND FANTASY IS JUST THAT FANTASY, HOWEVER WHEN THE TWO SEEM TO BECOME ONE, IT MAKES YOU WONDER WHATS REAL, WHATS FAKE? WELL I AM SURE I LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD AND I ALSO LIKE IN FANTASY, HOWEVER, WHEN MY REAL LIFE IS AFFECTED BY MY MAKE BELIEVE LIFE, THEN I MUST END IT. I HAVE RECENTLY COME TO REALIZE THAT FUN IS FUN AND SOME TAKE FUN A LITTLE TOO FAR, WITH THAT BEING SAID I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TO EACH AND EVERYONE ONE OF YOU I WILL NO LONGER BE ON FUBAR EACH EVENING AS I HAVE BEEN LATELY, I MUST LIVE MY LIFE AND UNDERSTAND THIS HAS AFFECTED MY LIFE IN A WAY I DO NOT LIKE. FUN IS FUN AND NO ITS NOT FUN FOR ME ANYMORE, I MAY SOON RETURN AND IF AND WHEN I DO, THEN I HOPE EACH OF YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I HAD TO LEAVE FOR AWHILE, IF NOT THEN OKAY MAYBE YOU WERE NOT MY TRUE FRIENDS ANYWAY, SINCERELY, JENNA

Last Call
The club is empty for the most part. Noone left now but the bartendr and th DJ. Neither one notices her sitting alone in the shadows. The bartendr is wipeing down the bar, finishing he heads into th back. The DJ is alone in his booth straightening up from the events of the evening. He has no idea she has been watching him all night. She had sat there watching the way he moved, enjoying the naughty smile on his lips. Watching him smile an flirt with the ladies, he knows they want him. But she isnt happy wanting him...she is going to have him tonight. She slowly stands, cautios not to make a sound. His back is turned to her. Slowly she walks towards him, her shoes silent as she crosses the floor. She steps into th booth behid him, and before he knows what is happening she has him pushed up against the wall. He is startled and starts to struggle, but she pushes her soft body against him. Her lips so close to his ear he can feel the warmth of her brath. She whisper

"something"
I’VE NAMED MY WEINIS I'V E DECIDED TO NAME MY WEINIS! EVERY GUY DOES IT EVENTUALY,SOME MEN NAME IT AFTER OTHER MEN(WHICH I'VE ALWAYS FOUND KINDA GAY...UNLESS U R GAY.THEN I GUESS IT MAKES SENSE.)NAMES LIKE WILLY OR PETER,JR.OR THE OBVIOUS...DICK. OTHER GUYS CHOOSE SILLY NAMES LIKE MINI ME OR DORK,PUD,CRANK,HAMMER,DODE ETC. ...AND OTHERS NAME THEM AFTER ANIMALS LIKE *LOOK @ THIS PUPPY* OR *THIS IS MY HOG* AND THE OBVIOUS ONE EYED SNAKE. ME I DECIDED 2 KEEP IT SIMPLE AND CALL MINE "SOMETHING" A BEAUTIFUL WORD THAT FITS N2 ANY CONVERSATION OR SITUATION THAT COMES 2 MIND, AND TURNS THEM N2 NAUGHTY ONES. HERE ARE A FEW EXAMPLES: If SOMETHING isn't right...its on the left. If SOMETHING is under the bed...your husband/boyfriend came home early. (also applies 2 SOMETHING in the closet,behind the curtains or couch!) If SOMETHINGS gotta give...it gave @the office,in the elevator,on a plane 2 new york,etc... If SOMETHING comes over you...I apologize , I just couldn't hold out any longer

Love For Our Boys In Camo!
I know that you all are probably here expecting some hot and steamy stories. Today I have to apologize for the lack of such a story as the message I have to deliver today is far different and very somber. Some of you know me well enough to understand that I carry a certain level of anti American sentiment. While I do disagree strongly with the direction the country is headed, I still appreciate the hard work and LIVES lost of our military men and women over seas. I do strongly oppose the war in Iraq, I have from the very moment we started bombing. Part of me still feels Saddam could have been dealt with far differently then the great sacrifice our country has had to endure to remove him from power. A sacrifice that we still suffer even today. This morning as I am checking out this person and that I came across dragon. I do not know this boy but I do know that all of you should stop by and show his family much love. If any of you know someone else out there in fubar let

Fly The Flag For The Right Reason
Incredible, unforgivable and shameful: Read Below NuttinButtSexxy Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833

Up For A Challenge ?
OK in 30 minutes we are having a bomb off. There will be first place prize, and a personalized bombing Tag Award, Givin to the strongest bomber over the course of the hour. Other prizes may be givin during the course of the bomb off. Who is up for the challenge ? For This Bomb Off We Will be bombing Pixie! It Will start in 30 minutes. It will be 1 hour long to show your bombing Skills!!! Prizes will be awarded to the strongest bomber !! Who is in ?? Here is the contest Link ...

Pics
BOUNCERS AND ADMIN KNOW YOU CAN NOT RATE.. YOU ALSO SHOULD NOT UPLOAD OR CHANGE ANYTHING WITH YOUR PICS. THE REASON I SAY THIS IS YOU MAY LOOSE THEM, NOT FOR GOOD BUT TILL THIS IS ALL FIXED!! THEY ARE UNSURE HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE. THEY ARE DOING A PICTURE DATA BASE REBOOT! PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS SO THAT THEY WILL CUT THE BOUNCERS A LITTLE SLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wtf
Ok, I have just been informed by a new friend that my pics are being used on a profile stating that I was leaving comments condemning soldiers and shit. I first will tell you I am a veteran myself and respect and support the troops and the sacrifices that they and I have made. If anyone else out there among my friends see's this profile would you please pass it on to me. this is the kind of hate and jealousy that is uncalled for and I will deal with them with the support of all my friends. Keith OS2 Navy Vet

Dog For Sale
Dog For Sale: OR free to good home. Answers to the name of Dolly. Excellent guard dog. Owner cannot afford to feed him anymore, as there are no more thieves, murderers, rapists or molesters left in the neighborhood for him to eat. Most of them knew him as " holy sh*t!! " Your help will be appreciated.

Prayers Are Needed For My Love Of My Life Kage And His Mom Ty
MAY GODS ANGELS WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND YOUS AND PROTECT YOUS ALWAYS : WROTE BY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW 3/14/97 PLEASE ALL PRAYS ARE NEEDED TY CHERIE HUGS

More Futardism?
Another cut and paste from a profile. I am in search of a fun,attractive,down to earth white male to have a great time with and to get to know. me im 5'3" short, curvy(but in the right places), med brown hair, brown eyes,brown sugar skin,capitvating smile,and just down right fun to be around. ...and this one's a BLACK chick, so like most forms of stupidity it knows no race, lol! Don't get me wrong I'm all for bi-racial relationships,been in a few myself, but I don't think race should be a key and deciding factor in finding the idea person.

Thank You All
I am so overwhelmed at all the love i have received over past few days, and the last 3 hours have been amazing. I am now a GodMother :D I cant possibly name everyone that has helped me but will name a few that have been here for me today and throughout my Cherry/Fu time, since the end of January when i joined this site i have made some amazing friends, had my highs and lows, and a few people have made me smile again. Anyway enough babbling, i just want to name a few people in no particular order that have stuck by me from the beginning and been with me until now: Dawn-Browneyes Ash-WiKid Paul-One Of Lifes Daz-Just Me Dee-Dee Chris-English Cherry Lyndon-Thunder Jimmy-Jables Gordon-Gordo Jen-TumsFun Wanda-Castiron Glynn-Newton Heath Without these people and those listed below i wouldnt be where i am now x x x x x ................ And now to all those that have been on my page in past few days and got me there, Thank you ThroatFawk Polski FuBob Cappy Cur MishN

Broken Again
yes i lost a great guy today, its my fault, ans i feel like total shit.. thought i finally found my love but like my mom always says i fuk everything up all the time.. i guess im just useless like i've always been told..

Love
I have found that when you least look for the things you want, the quicker they come to you... Although, I found out how easily they can pass you by. This is because you are so busy feeling sorry for yourself, or trying too hard to make it "ALRIGHT" that you do not see what is in front of your face. I met a wonderful man, on the internet...as a matter of fact, here at FUBAR. I almost passed up his friendship and the chance to be happy because I wasn't seeing the whole picture. If it hadn't been for an emergency that arose recently, I think I would not have seen exactly how much this man had come to mean to , not only me, but my children as well. So I ask this ...next time you think that you need or want more or something differeent out of your life...turn around and look ... for your dream, life, and future may be right in front of your eyes... do not give that up. Thank-you Rick. I love you!

You Want One?
I am trying to do some personal salutes, and if you are interested in having one from this hungover woman let me know in a comment here ok? Hugs and kisses P.S. It may be a bit..Takes a bit for me to get the makeup off, and today they are going to be the same pose..LOL

As He Worked
As He Worked He worked furiously on completing the task at hand. I wait patiently knowing that once he is done, my lover will come to me. As he looks over to me with a mischievous look in his eye....I see in my mind what he is thinking. I lay back and remember our last time together, so erotic and sensual I remember his touch on my skin and I shudder slightly I start to imagine my hands are his hands, tracing my breasts and lightly brushing over the nipples. The breeze makes my nipples harden and quiver with anticipation. My mouth lets out a slight sigh and I continue with my fantasy, while across the room - he looks over and smiles knowingly. One hand on my breast and the other trailing down my stomach and to my sweet mound. I let my hand rest atop this sweet mound that belongs only to him. I feel the heat reaching up to my hand and I sigh If only these were his hands.... I start to trace the outer petals of my flower and feel the cool breeze as I part them to feel the wet

Uk Troop Reductions.
Shit like this pisses me the fuck right off. The English News (generally and falsely called the National News) has been bleating on all day long about how the "UK" government are reducing the British troop presence in Afghanistan. What the fuckers DIDN'T mention is that, whilst a shit load of English soldiers are coming home, there will in fact be an INCREASE in the amount of Scottish Regiment troops serving there. HALF of the Scot's Army will be there, almost 1400 young Scottish men and women. So, from a Scottish point of view, where's the fucking decrease? And people have actually asked me why I want Scotland to be independent from the UK. ps. I know that an army of 2,800 may not seem that large, especially to Americans, but Scotland has a larger army than other countries of comparable size and population.

End Of Argument!
->lifesez/*~...: shows how stupid you are again,you got married. WHO WANTS ...: have u seen my pics of me or my hot ass wife no and u could only dream of someone that hot ->lifesez/*~...: this coming from someone with no pic.and i am glad you know so much about my sex life.shows how stupid you are. WHO WANTS ...: your mad case u cant get a bitch to fuck so u have to play with yourself while looking at all these women ->lifesez/*~...: fuck off with your homo fantasys of me nancy boy! WHO WANTS ...: ya i maybe a asshole but you take it in the ass bitch I HATE WHEN THEY STOP BITCHING SOMETIMES!ALL I DID WAS CALL HIM AN ASSHOLE FOR HIS SWALLOW MUMM.

Lifes Changes
My life as I know it has changed. Some of it for the better, some for the worst. For those who dont know me, I have a rare mental disorder called intermittent explosive disorder. I have trouble controlling my temper and impulses. I just got out of the hospital today after attempting police suicide. Me and my girlfriend had a big falling out and I basically snapped. I was hauled off to the psych ward. I'm very lucky to be alive! I'm seeking the help I need to be a better person and to be happy with life. My girlfriend has left me, but I'm hoping to prove myself to her and maybe get my family back together. First I need to focus on myself and address my own issues before I can begin to get them back. It is quite possible that wont happen, but I can only hope both my daughter and my girl will be patient and supportive. I've ignored my problems so long it cost me my family. I'm going to try my best to be a better man and father to my child. The pain right now seems almost unbearable, but I

Help.....would Greatly Appreciate Any Advice Out There
PLEASE, if anyone out there knows any thing about Sciatic nerve, and Lumbar disc damage.....I really could use your advice, support, etc of any kind. I have had sciatic pain since Jan. of this year. Progressively got worse, though I thought it was something that would go away. The last three months, I have been back and forth, with my family physician, a chiropractor, orthopedic.....Last week, had a MRI...basically, I have a Lumbar disc in my lower back, that is deteriorating, and pressing on the sciatic nerve, in my left leg. The pain is HORRIBLE, and constant. My next and only step, after my recent MRI, is a series of three epidurals, in hopes of lessoning the pain, and nerve irritation. After doing alot of reading, and researching, I have found out, that there is a BIG possibility, I may, eventually, have total nerve damage, or, it could take 3-5 years, maybe longer, before, most of the pain goes away, well enough so, I can learn, to DEAL with it. (I'm not used to just "dealing"

Lucky 2 Be Alive(more To The Story)
How did I end up in the psch ward for 2 days? After me and my gf had our big falling out, she went to get the cops. I was so angry I got my rifle out and filled the clip, went 2 the bathroom and waited, shaking like a leaf. The police entered the house. When they got to my bathroom I had already drew down on them. I'm very lucky 2 be alive. God must have bigger plans for me, idk. After a 37 min standoff, I came out in cuffs. The officer I pointed my rifle at told me " You're not going to jail, you're gonna get the help you need. Not many people point a gun at the cops and live to tell about it. I feel like I was given a second chance to do things right and I intend on doing just that.

My Contest And Closet. Does That Go Together? Haha
Oh, what have I started? My bedroom walk-in closet has become a catch all for everything! It was getting to where it was hard to put my clothes away after I washed them. I figured that I didn't do anything this morning and my morning was disappearing, I would actually spend some time doing something like cleaning! I start pulling stuff out. Going through stuff that needs to be given for donation. So, now I can see my closet floor but...it is all on my bedroom floor now. LOL I need to put it in boxes or bags to give away. I still haven't even gone through the clothes that are on the big side now. I really didn't think I would be spending that much time in my closet but I think it has been a couple of hours off and on now. I think I am going to get rid of a bunch of shoes and clothes that I haven't worn in the last year and a half. I figure if I haven't worn then in that time, I never will so why hang on to them?? It is almost 1:00pm and I am still in my pajama's and no

War In Iraq
I am tired of people bashing the war in Iraq. What I hate even more is how people say that this war is about oil. It's not about oil. We are back in Iraq to finish what we started in the first Gulf War. We've been attacked by terrorists. We are taking the fight to the terrorists on their grounds, not ours. we are protecting our nation from terrorist attacks. There is a cost for this war. Like any other war, people die. The men and women who make up our armed forces are unique in this day and age. They all volunteered to serve in our military. Nobody forced them to sign up. They did it on their own free will. They knew that there is a possibility that we could go to war. They knew that there was a possibility that they may not come home alive. The facts in this war is that Iraq harbored terrorists. Al Quada opperatives have been captured in Iraq. Terrorist training camps have been destroyed in Iraq. Iraq had weapons that they were not supposed to have under the terms of the cease fir

This Is A Friend Of Mine
This is a friend and he is BRAND NEW to fubar.....YAY....we all like new faces!!! Please stop by and rate/fan/add him please. He only has one pic right now but will be putting more up so for now just help him get some friends started!! THANKS ALL.....LUV YA & HAVE AN AWESOME WEEKEND!!! MUAHHSSSSSSSSSSS True Felt Heart@ fubar

All I Do Is Bomb :d
i wake up, i bomb:D i go to work...i come home and bomb...i go to sleep :D thats my life at the moment:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D i guess im pretty competitive when it comes to these things :) it does feel oh so good to win tho. not only because of all the hard work ive done, but also because of the friends who come by and show so much love for me...its a great feeling. i thank you all!! i have been keeping a running list of all who ive noticed dropping some comments, and helping me reach almost 25,000 points! all in 7 days...wow! these are the people i would love to thank right now...if ive left you out i apologize! send me a pm letting me know :) i want to be able to personally thank each of you. dazzy - just me clayton charley sphere freak deja lou john h maloney sirvalor1 metal ron lipsofanangel !natas asian cat jiriw wolfen114 belanger39 soupt58 gary-au-shady viper leoline JAMES!! H(in ga!!) kenneth willgummybear shan shan

Morning Kiss
Morning Kiss the morning light entered your bedroom slowly, as the sunlight starts to light up your bed, i see you there on your side, your back to me. i look over and watch as the light catches your blonde flowing hair and makes it shine like gold. your shoulders, arms, back exposed and it makes me sigh - another night of you - away from me. i see we have a distance between us again - as it has been every night since we first met. you to your side and i to mine. i move closer, to arm's length of your back, i want to touch so, you know that i am here. i can feel the heat that comes from your body - i want to touch you so, i feel that heat take over my body. i lean closer and i touch you ever so lightly, your body moves away. 'why...am i still here?' i think to myself, 'why...won't you let me leave?' i want to touch, taste, see you and yet, you seem to move from me. i reach out again and touch your hair, it feels so silky soft. as i start to stroke your hair, my body moves slowly clos

Halloween *need Opinions!!!!*
Ok, well, halloween night i'm going trick or treating w/ the girls... Not sure what they'll be yet, like most kids they haven't made up their minds... I'll go dressed as a mommy... BUT, I need to figure out what to do for 'ADULT halloween' type things... Last year, being the person I am, did the 'swat' thing. since i have the uniform and all... What should I do this year? I debated doin like a show girl or something... i dunno, i wanna do something 'chicky' cuz i always do something 'guy' so to speak (swat uniform? hello? not chicky lol) sooo anyone have any ideas????

Need Advice From Military
I sort of off handedly mentioned this in my last blog about today being my daughters birthday.My son who is 16 has talked about joining the milltary for a couple years now but I never really took it all that seriously.He originally wanted to be a Navy pilot but due to his eyesight-(he wears contacts) that could never happen.He has been maintaining honor roll and even high honors occasionally since 6th grade.He has several advanced classes and even some college credit classes.He has already had several pamphlets and information sent to him by different school and hes BARELY into his junior year.Has made plans to attend either a technical school for computer programming related studies or electronic engineering type things. He got a job at 15 and pays for his own cell phone, gas, car insurance.Hes very responsible yet lately has gotten a bit unappreciative and a tad disrespectful towards me and my bf. I know I'm babbling but the background is relevant to my questions lol OK so he te

Still Not Here
I woke up this morning from dreaming of you, I sat at the window and watched the sun rise, a world came awake but my heart was froze, we instant message, there is always the phone, but always inside me I'm lost and alone, without you to hold , there is empty cold, darkness and grey, I live for the moment, our eyes first meet, the touch of your skin, tast your warm lips so sweet, only to be with you makes me complete, I cherish you always with unending love, till we meet baby I'll swallow the tears, fight back the pain of you being, Still Not Here...

Who And Where ?????
Everyone has at least one person on Fubar who would LOVE to kiss you. So... repost this to find out who would want to kiss you and WHERE they would like to kiss you. Even if your taken do this!!! 1- Cheek 2- Neck 3- Lips 4- Make-Out 5- Down South (LoL) 6- EVERYWHERE

Wtf?
Ok I just had someone completely new with no friends or anything rip my salute pic, andnow he won't answer why Just be careful and I want to make sure I recorded this in case something funky happens later..LOL MUAH Beware..no reason to rip...:( allen35@ fubar

Still Hurt
U TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED YOU PUT ME DOWN HOPING I'LL STAY ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE BUT YOU DON'T CARE WHY WOULD YOU DARE YOU KEEP HURTING ME NOT HEARING MY PLEA I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO HEAR ME I WANT TO END IT WITH YOU AND SAY I LOVE YOU BUT I JUST CAN'T I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING IT'S OK CUZ IT'S ALL ON ME I SHO

Fear Is Only In Our Minds......
Religion: Believe whatever you want to believe but please do not preach to me that I need to find god or else I am going to hell! How do you even know God exists? Because a book was written 3500 years ago? The first writings were by Moses and then the Egyptians who used hieroglyphics written in stone, and then changed several times till we have this multitude of a book called the Bible. I personally do not care what anyone believes, to each is own, what ever makes you happy, but please please do not push your beliefs on me. Do not assume I am a “bad” person because I do not accept god into my life, I accept one person and that’s me and you want to know why? Because I know what I am and I know what I have to offer and I know myself inside and out and I accept myself and that’s all that matters. You want to discuss other religions and ideas with me, that’s great but do not tell me what I should believe because you will not win and I am not easily convinced. Abortion…….. Yes I do not

I Know
I know it's hard to find anyone smart enough on fubar or myspace to read my profile I know in your little world it's hard to find the time to actually read my profile I know it is asking too much to show me or anyone any kind of respect I know I ask too much from you when I ask to leave me a comment once a week I know when you add me and then disappear and then I delete you you freak out because I am so rude I know I am totally rude when I won't add you because you have 3,145 friends and we all know in the real world you have 3 I know you think it's cool to say thank you for the comment in an email or shout box but I think it's lazy and rude so take your lazy ass to my page and drop some love dumb ass I know you think it’s cool to drop drinking comments on my page because you have nothing better to do but I am cool without that shit I know I could go on forever but is it truly worth it I know most of you will not read this

Returning "the Favor"
Hi There! I rated, fanned, added, crushed, and googled you. I also looked you up on my space and every other social networking site I could think of. I called your house and hung up seven times over the last 2 days, built a shrine in your honor in my bedroom and hired a PI to gather more information on your daily activities. If you wouldn't mind doing the same for me I sure would appreciate it! Thanks & have a great night!!!

My Apoligies
I just wanted to let everyone know something. I have been talking to a few women on here. One I developed real feelings for, but she was far away. I wasn't 100% honest with her. I met someone else on here and met in person. I develope strong feelings for her as well. They now both hate my guts and I fully understand why. I don't blame them for that. You what it's worth, I know I'm an asshole so please keep those comments to yourself. I am a married guy that is very miserible. I am looking to leave and find someone that can respect me. But how can I do that if I cannot be honest to those who mean a lot to me. I just want to apologize to them, publicly and take whatever abuse I will get. I am very sorry for hurting you, lying to you, and hiding. When I said how I felt though, I meant that. I can only hope that one day you can find it in your heart to really forgive me. Goodbye to you. I didn't mention your names. I didn't think that would be right. Anyway I humbly apologize.

Wtf Shawn
read it and weep it. i invited him he took it outta context who here knows me and knows my lounge all i know is we dont beat round the bush in hydaway WE dont need to hide shit YOU FIND OUT REAL QUICK IF YOUR LIKED. but here ya go.. how fucking mature. (part two before he blocked me)

The Idiot Is At It Again
Hi everyone... Some of you know that I have a vicious, mean stalker here on Fubar.. He has sent me well over 7000 emails, 500 revenge and boot bots on my computer... Worse he has done was to say he will kill my family and me.. I have over 25 names of his blocked here.. and he came back today with a new one. With the same threats.. I am sick if this.. This may cause me to leave Fubar for good. Because I haven't gotten any help at all. He has researched me.. and posted my home address all over Fubar. Still when I report him here all I get is the typical "Block and ignore" response. Here is what he looks like and his page... «›-¤•.„.·´G®€w ¤ µÞ ¤ Ã ¤ §¢®€w UÞ`·.„.•¤‹»@ fubar When this first happened.. I called his dad.. which he did nothing... I called his mom.. she did nothing.. but I did find out he spent time in a mental institution there. Which scares the hell out of me. Tomorrow, I am calling the police in his hometown and pressing charges.. Like that will do any

Long Distance Relationship......
Long distance relationships require a special willingness and understanding that can test love like no other type of relationship can. It requires constant communication and a desire to continually create your relationship, using the only real tool you have... your words. In our guide, we've provided everything you need to do this and more from fun games to play to hundreds of romantic ideas to help keep your fire burning no matter how many miles may separate you.

Hostage!!
I didnt wanna write a mumm about this so i will just write a blog.. i dont know if its just me but i cant stand some people on this site..they really think they are the shit..they have pics and hold them hostage like u can only see this folder if you get me a vip..or u can only see this if u get me a blast..is seein someones pics really worth spending your hard earned money on...I THINK NOT...to all u people who do that..u can keep ur damn pics..i really think that shit is really sad..how about you spend ur own hard earned money on gettin ur own shit instead of begging others...ok now that i've vented i'm fine..lol..and if i pissed you off wit my blog..guess what?? I REALLY DONT GIVE A SHIT..LOL..PEACE!!

Vampire
VAMPIRE I smell your skin freshly bathed a scent like rarest orchids I feel your warmth my lips pressed on the pulse of your neck like an orgasm your essence floods my mouth over comes my mind sates my thirst animates my soul flushes my flesh erupts into my being ecstacy consumes every thought I drink of you hunger for more and more I am done we are one wedded soul to soul my need quenched for only a moment your aroma wafting through me surrounding me touching every cell I need you once again and forever F.M. 10/24/07

The Last Straw
If A Person is going to talk trash about someone that they don't even know, have never spoken too,Never even tried to speak to ....Only by Judging what they see in a picture ... then shouldn't they be open for communication when that person comes to them RESPECTFULLY and without malice to try to understand why it is they would LABEL them a DECEITFUL BAD PERSON??? How the FUCK do you decide you don't like a person by looking at a picture that is not offensive in any way. Just because "YOU THINK" your a psychic. Even those who claim to have the BEST psychic ability in the world ADMIT that sometimes they are WRONG with their interpretation and at least have the GOOD MANNERS to face that and admit it. I have deleted a portion of the persons name Because I don't want this person harassed in any way so please don't ask the persons name. I have nothing against this person, This person has enough on their plate to deal with at this time and I do not wish to add to their distress. I wish

Final Question
I know I have harped over this issue for so long, but since it is running wild on this site.. and it will be my final question about anything that really means anything to anyone.. Hardly anyone cares for REAL meaningful issues here anyways.. It's all about points, leveling or whatever... But... Since I am sick of the pedophiliasm that goes on here.. Someone tell me HOW can a man over 30, 40, and even over 50 ever be friends with someone under 20? 19? and 18? HOW? Besides trying to be in the kid's pants.. why would you want to be friends with someone that young? As I said.. I am dropping all REAL issues here.. Since no one cares anyways. Thank you and say good bye to the serious Cassie.

Less Fubar = Clearer Thinking
heres the deal.....and im gonna speak in amanda-nese so if you don't know me your prolly gonna get offended, mad, frustrated, annoyed or any combination of the previous emotions by this, so i suggest u take ur sensitive ass to some attention whores blog who only says nice sweet things so that everybody will love her/him and spare me the hate mail, rate hate, and retarded pessimistic blog comments you typically leave to us fed up with fubar members......TRUST ME, once you've been here long enough(length of time varies depending on your intelligence)you start to get fed up with "playing the fubar/cherrytap/lostcherry game" and eventually ponder the thought of CT suicide yourself (i refuse to use the word FU bcuz well it annoys me so NO i didn't forget that its called FUBAR now).....with that said onto my rant... FAKE!!!!!! FAKEBAR!!!! thats what this place should be called and that is the main reason for me posting this blog tonight...im sick of it.....it deppresses me honestly. MAIN

Black Man; I Underrstand Why You Are Alone In A City Full Of Women...
Black man; I understand why you are alone in a city full of women Because: You are looking for a woman who is strong, but who can submit to you, who knows when to be quiet and communicate without saying a word. A woman who likes you because of your strength but allows you to be vulnerable You want someone who is independent but makes you feel needed in her life. You're looking for someone that you can travel with, take home to mom, and bring around the boys A woman who cooks for you 2 times during the week and every Sunday so you can still have a life, because she is busy living hers as well. You are attractive and looking for a woman who also has style and flavor, who you like being seen with who looks like a real girlfriend...not like a groupie chick that always looks like she is going to the club in the middle of the day... who honestly are only with men who have money or promise. You are looking for a woman who is open to you showing her new things in the

Love As Poison
Love as poison In the history of mankind, love has been compared to numerous things. Love has been a box of chocolates, love has been a game and love has been a tear rolling down someone’s cheek. It has been the subject of both tragedy and, comedy ranging from Shakespeare’s ‘Romeo and Juliet’ to the same playwright’s ‘Much Ado about Nothing.’ Love consumes us; a fire seeking to devour us whole. But of all comparisons, I believe love is most analogous to poison. Think about it. Many poisons can be commonly found in our homes, our schools or our work-places. It can be the air we breathe or the water we drink. Wherever we look, we can find it. When we think of poison, we think of something that can hurt us greatly. Indeed, poison can inflict great damage upon our hearts and minds. It can make our heart stop or our heads hurt with a sharp pain. We can be left breathless as a result of its tremendous effects. Once introduced into our bodies, poison inevitably spreads throughout our enti

Ghost Commercial
Read the story before watching the video Strange but interesting, this is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the side of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person had been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in the middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front of the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the ad, you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background about it near the end of the commercial. A little creepy but pretty cool!

Just A Question... Any Answers?
I don't bother anyone...I keep to myself for the most part.. An incident happen where my last account was reset...As most of you know, I was a godfather and Legend on that account. I had a difference of opinion with administration and I will leave it at that,I will not get into the whole story again..People assume it was because of cheating..not so! Anyway, why do people feel the need to post shit, when they have no idea what they are talking about? Why do people post blogs about others when they don't even know what happened, why do people try to make a claim to fame at others expense? I am making reference to ~FATSONNY~, now I never bothered this guy, I don't know him and I don't care to know him, but he has taken the liberty of writing a blog on his page about me and my friend Ms. Dallas bashing us for no good reason.. This is like the third blog he has wrote about us, I think he is a little obsessed, if you ask me! He has no clue what he is talking about, but boy

Fugraphics Shoppe
Those that know me, know that I'm always making graphics and images for other people. I've never asked for anything in return for them, aside from that they are rated before they are ripped. The other day, one of our bouncers, Saspanda, introduced the idea of a graphics shoppe. Now that the fupal system is in full swing - I thought I'd give it a try. Here is how it will work: - All of the shoppe tags will be uploaded into a new photo folder, and each tag will be given a number and a fubuck value. ONLY THE IMAGES IN THE SHOPPE FOLDER ARE UP FOR PURCHASE. - Anyone who would like to have an image/tag personalized, simply contact me with the number of the tag, and the name you'd like on it. You can do this through the new wonder of FuPal - and put that information into the comment section, as you send in the # of fubucks that the tag is offered for. For example...let's say that tag #4 is 250 fubucks. You'll fupal the 250 fubucks, and in the comment section you'll type "#4 - Saspa

Aussies, Brits, Canadians, Americans
Aussies: Believe you should look out for your mates. Brits: Believe that you should look out for those people who belong to your club. Americans: Believe that people should look out for and take care of themselves. Canadians: Believe that that is the government's job. Aussies: Dislike being mistaken for Pommies (Brits) when abroad. Canadians: Are rather indignant about being mistaken for Americans when abroad. Americans: Encourage being mistaken for Canadians when abroad. Brits: Can't possibly be mistaken for anyone else when abroad. Canadians: Endure bitterly cold winters and are proud of it. Brits: Endure oppressively wet and dreary winters and are proud of it. Americans: Don't have to do either, and couldn't care less. Aussies: Don't understand what inclement weather means. Americans: Drink weak, pissy-tasting beer. Canadians: Drink strong, pissy-tasting beer. Brits: Drink warm, beery-tasting piss. Aussies: Drink anything with alcohol in it. Americans:

Suspension
He has a bed at home, which He self-built with me in mind. It has four posts with various metal rings on the posts to tie me up in any position imaginable. Above the bed, is a metal ring hanging from the ceiling... Today, when He came home, He was extra nice to me, He made me dinner and ran me a bath, kissing me and holding me, making me feel so loved and alive. He lifted me into the bath, and carefully washed me, starting with my hair, then picking up a sponge and washing my breasts, my stomach, from the bottom of my feet, up my legs, and between my thighs, with a gentle circular motion. After He finished, He picked me up, wrapping a towel around my shoulders, drying my body. He took the towel of my shoulders, ran it down my chest and stomach, drying in between my legs, and kissing my soft skin. He lent down behind me where there is a cupboard, and bought out two scarves and some rope. He ordered me to close my eyes, and kissed my closed eyes gently, putting a scarf against the

Endings
ENDINGS "Verily, the soul has no birth, no death, no beginning, no end. Sin cannot touch it, nor can virtue exalt it; it has always been and always will be, and all else is its cover like a globe over the light." Hazrat Inayat Khan This past weekend the whole family drove down to Virginia. My wife, my step daughter, her two children and I all went together. I had been going to go by myself but we decided it would be a good thing to go as a family so the kids could see a bit of Wash DC. This was a secondary reason. The primary reason for going was to meet my brother and his wife and to scatter our mother's ashes in a park she loved. Readers of my regular blog will remember that my mother died last May and I wrote about it on June 6. A few weeks after that a package arrived in the mail from the funeral home, it was a box containing her ashes. For the next few months this box sat on my desk. Occasionally I would look at it and wonder about my emotions. What did I feel?

Fight
My mom just stopped. I told her how I felt like shit today, fell down the steps, then had a tooth puttled. Then she starts to tell me how I should go see some sort of debt consolidation type place. I was sitting there shaking my head. She says.. why you shaking your head.. I said because I'm not doing it. She says why not.. I say because they'll want me to keep track of every little penny I spend for the next 3 months to come up with some sort of budget. She says yeah? So? I said I'm not doing it.. I don't have the patience to deal with it. She starts going on.. I said mom .. I'm NOT in the mood.. and shit escalated from there and BLAAAAAAAAAAM .. she left after I told her to just go home! FuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuKK *oh and edit to add.. yeah I'm sitting here majorly stressed freakin out and bawlin like a freakin baby !!

Native American Pride
1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED. 3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS. 4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IT IS UP TO YOU.THIS MUST STAY ON YOUR PROFILE AT ALL TIMES. 5.YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE ALL MEMBERS. 6.IF YOU HOLD A POSITON YOU MUST HONOR THE N.A.P GUIDELINES,POSTIONS WILL BE GIVEN TO PEOPLE OF OUR CHOICE. 7. WE WELCOME ALL PEOPLE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE OF NATIVE DECENT TO JOIN OUR FAMILY