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What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You?
June Says That You Are Giving You are a warm person, but you never let your passions get the best of you. You are emotionally stable, and you are able to be generous to those around you. You especially love pets and children. You are a natural teacher and coach. Helping people comes naturally to you, and you always seem to know what someone else needs. You are highly emotional and sensitive, but you also have a thick skin. You can experience difficulty without letting it get to you. What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
What Dollar Bill Are You?
You Are a Fifty Dollar Bill You're a bit rare these days, though people are aware of your existence. You are pretty powerful. You might not have what it takes to roll with the common twenties or the hoity-toity hundreds, but you have your own little niche going on. You like the finer things in life, but you also know how to keep your spending in check. You are the master of discount luxury. You like to pamper yourself, but you never go overboard. Some may consider you a big spender, but you know bigger spenders! What Dollar Bill Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
Crazyness Read From Bottom To Top!
Jenna: I SEE IT LIKE I SEE IT SO JUST FORGET IT To Jenna: anyways I dont do the drama thing im far from fake and dont need childish drama in my life and get called fake when u dont even know me Jenna: GET UR PAYBACKS Jenna: U KNO U GONNA DO IT Jenna: I STILL SEE IT LIKE I SEE IT Jenna: omg i dnt wnt u to forgive me cuz i see things not like u do To Jenna: look im sorry you may be having a bad day but that does justify what was just said and done To Jenna: so now u want me to forget that u jumped down my throat for no reason when u could have approached the situation alot better how is that fair to me? Jenna: jus foget it To Jenna: I dident bring it up. I dont know what more u want me to say I have never been rude towards u or accused u of anything further more im right there on ur page u could have messeged me no? Jenna: just forget ii have a nice day Jenna: ok drop it To Jenna: im not fighting but ur being unreasonable, accusing me of being some fake asshole which im not
Ugh. Yes I'm starting my day with that "word". It's been a long day and it's been bad. I can only imagine how the rest of the day will be. I am scheduled to work until 5...which I can't do. My boss didn't ask. Which I know people will say that I have to work when I'm scheduled.  However, staying until 5 is something that only happens when someone can't be there until 5, which hardly happens. My boss is suppose to ask if a person can work over. Especially me since I don't have a car. Nope, not this time. I have to work with my psycho boss and I have no clue what I'm going to be walking in on. I just got finished taking my oldest to the dentist. He had to get a baby tooth pulled. His permanent tooth was already there and the baby wouldn't come out. What should have taken 5 minuts, took almost an hour. His grandfather, who is generally a very smart man, went stupid. I had my laptop in the car. He goes outside and UNLOCKS every door but the one next to where my laptop is. Do you really th
Crayola Mornings, And Snowy Afternoons
So, I'm still fighting this flu, and its really annoying, but fuck it.  Woke up to a decent snow fall again, and they are calling for more later on today. My son was in full force of making getting ready for school a pain in the ass this morning.  I think he was sent here to Earth to test my willpower.  But I love him for it, as crazy as that sounds. I just heard a strange noise from over by my daughter, and lo and behold, she is coloring the carpet with a crayon!  Resolve was nothing but fail, at trying to remove crayon, so I need to figure out how to get it out....ugh. I think this will be a fun week, especially considering the way things have started.  I live the High you?
Funny Story
Ok, it made me laugh anyway....   Background details: Needed to buy some of those polystyrene packaging chips for our e-bay business at work. I ended up buying a 5 foot tall bag of the stuff.   K, now I've got that out of the way, here's the main point. Was sitting on the bus with this bag in the pram area (luckily no prams came on, wasn't getting this thing anywhere else). This guy gets on, chatting away on his phone, my bag of polystyrene things catches his eye. He stands there for a good minute staring at the bag, plucks up the courage to raise his hand, extend a finger and...     wait for it       prod the bag, before promptly walking upstairs.
Suicide Girls??
so i'm takin the plunge in finally applying to be a suicide girl... yea i know finally...dang...neways i need help with pic choices to submit... this is what is says for pictures: Your pictures should give an accurate impression of what you look like. You do not need to be nude, but they must show your face clearly. Try to let your personality shine through.   so help me pwease....put the link in here to let me know which one's r good and awesome for suicide girls..not just for fubar... i am going to take new one's we'll c  
Morning ppls ... I need coffeez iz not yet fuktional ...
Jump Back And Move Forward
There is a few things I need to let out. First: I'm stressing out because of school and finals. Second: I miss Dixie so very much. I can't count the times I've cried in private. Third: I miss reading for my own pleasure. Damn schoolwork. Last: I can't wait to relax when my semester from hell is over. That is all.
(4dbhP) All day long. ALL DAY LONG!!! That is how often he has been on my mind today. I couldn't concentrate at work. I couldn't think about anything else. All I wanted to do was close my eyes & think about him.  The feel of his body as my hands slid over him. The taste of his salty skin, the way he felt as I slid my tongue & lips over him, exploring every part of him. Tasting everything, over & over.  I was so turned on thinking of him, but he would probably come home late or be in a bad mood or something else that would make my day long fantasy useless. I really, really wanted him today. The door opened. I was doing dishes & I heard it, but didn't turn around. I was listening to see if there was a huge sigh or swearing or something else to indicate his mood. I didn't hear anything. I went back to what I was doing. He came up behind me & hugged me tight. I held my breath. it was the kind of hug that had desire in it. Was it possible he was in the same mood? I prayed. I felt his br
Fuck It
fuck politics. Fuck arrogant bastards and bitches. Fuck missed oportunities. Fuck low self esteem, depression, and regrets. Fuck being different, conformity is comfortable. Fuck the common denominator. Fuck trends and fashion. Fuck magazines the media and their stereotypes of worth and beauty. Fuck the internet for cp and praise it for wikipaidia. Fuck money and lack thereof. Fuck individualism, fuck wanting clothes that reinforce yuor uniqueness or as an attempt for a personal style or identity and not finding any/ not having the cash for it. Fuck boredom and wanting to go out and having no one to do it with. Fuck wierd metabolisms, fuck living in a conservative country. Fuck want. fuck ignorance, misunderstanding, racism, sexism, and all that jazz. fuck wanting to travel and be low on funds and days off. fuck not ever being satisfied with what you have. Fuck always feeling you havent done/seen/said/achieved enough. fuck having knowledge and intellect and no degrees to prove it.
Request Page
Make your request here, and i will find & play what is requested, if you want a shout out leave a note and i will, remember no country music will be played as soon as i get 3 hrs of music i'll have a request day & maybe some bling awards So let me know what you want to hear METAL THE WAY IS SUPPOSE TO BE PLAYED WEDNESDAY-THURSDAY-FRIDAY 5-8 PM EST
Morning ~n~ Stuffz
first things first ... COFFEE, and need more of it!!!
The Vortex (its Going Around Like T3h Aids)
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you? Of course she does. Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason? Panic/anxietys fingered me once again If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass? Id do it for less Has anyone ever promised you forever? Yes Do you get high? I WOULD Something bothering you? Yes Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else? Yes...i believe this is one thing most of us will have in common What made you happy this weekend? Got to see thekids' christmas orchestra concert When was the last time you cried? Cant remember, honestly. Been mad, but havent cried in awhile What color shirt are you wearing? Green Last thing you ate? Spinach Dip/Tortilla chips Where did you sleep last night? in our bed Are you happy right now? My Life Is Content Who/what do you hate/dislike currently See, I say h
if all goes right i will be getting a cell phone later me your number so i can add you      
My Pain On My Loss Of My Brother
I Done Another Quiz
Jek Porkins
I found this page on the internet.  It made me laugh. Porkins at Hall Of Magnificent Bastards
The Past..
Thinking about things in the past thinking about all the things we thought would last. Things that dont mean what they should, things and thoughts that we always could. Dreams that we though would always come true. When in the end they never do. The dreams of childhood that we strive to believe and try to make a reality, but soon they leave. The love of a lifetime or so we believe, when in truth is revealed they always leave. Thinking about the things in the past, about all the things that we thought would last. The love of a child that we bore, but when they grow up they choose to ignore. They say that ignorance is bliss, but we find out that its either hit or miss. Hoping and praying for that dream far far away, Waiting for that day to come your way. Think about the past, and hold those thoughts and feelings close to your chest. For one day When you least expect. those things can be ripped from you to your regreat. Then your left of the memory of what you thought wa
Let It Not Be Just Words
...what I am about to place in words for all to see has been rattling in my head for weeks..possibly months. i have seen some of mankind's distaste for itself wrought upon others, and have come oh so close to adding my stamp to the havoc that others would have had to endure. thankfully, i was forgiven,, but it was a close thing.      I am not a bear with me.           may all your days be merry, and may all your days be bright. Your sounds of joy and laughter, may they all be happy and light.  to the soldier of this nation, whether the clothes be that of Delta, beret be red, black, or Green. Be you you you from a unit in the back, your support is not unseen. Stop just for a moment, and find a place to kneel. GOD gave us all a heart you see, and it's that place in which we feel...... LET THE GUNS OF WAR BE SILENT, JUST ONCE ......THIS SPECIAL WAY. MAY PEACE AND GOODWILL BE UPON YOU ALL, THIS JOYOUS CHRISTMAS DAY.        from the bottom of my heart.......
Why Women Can't Find Husbands
  A store that sold husbands has just opened in New York City, where a Woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates.    You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch... you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.The second floor sign reads:   Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, lov
A Day Of Pondering...
Ok, so I'm not exactly sure where this is going to go, but I havent blogged in way too long, (not as if anyone will prolly read this anyway) so I figured I would go ahead and jot something down... Since I have no specific agenda here, I think I am going to do what we did in college and that was just "free write"... so if this makes no sense at all, then so be it... here we go... I was contemplating the other day the fact that after 5 years since my divorce I still have no one special in my life!! This totally sucks ass, and is disappointing to me. I mean, I dont think that I am UGLY by any means, but I know that I am not a drop dead handsome man either... Kinda somewhere in between. I am an intelligent guy, and have a pretty decent head on my sholders, so WHY THE FUCK cant I find someone to share some time with me??  I'm not talking about getting married or anything like that, but someone to hang out with, share my thoughts and feelings with and someone whom I can cuddle up at night n
Soldiers On Fubar
This is something else that has plagued me since I first joined the site. Yes, I know we have troops over in Iraq and all and I am all for supporting the troops, but some of the behavior in relation to this site is kinda annoying. I find it kinda pathetic that when guys have "USMCSNIPER" in their display name and all, just to make it known. Yes you are mlitary, yes I am very thankful for the fact that you are defending my freedoms I take for granted every day,such as writing this blog (Freedom of speech for all you knowledge impaired),  but no I do not appreciate using your status and title to gain attention on a website like this.    The women on here are just as bad with this too, throwing themselves on a website just because of what they are doing for us. Strip this from them, and they will be a citizen just like you and me...   I think I am done with this one for now..
50 Q's
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Yes       2. Are you involved with anyone?   I am involved in different ways with different people.   3. Where do you wish you were right now? Europe     4. What should you be doing right now? Cleaning my garage?       5. Does sex mean love? Not at all       6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Darkness does not always equate to evil, just as light does not always bring good.     7. Are you a bad influence? I certainly hope so       8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)?  talia     9. Night out or night in? Both can be equally enjoyable with the right person.       10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? I don't believe in the notion of a soul mate nor do I care for my family. Neither.       11. What is your favorite game? Dance silly man, dance...       12. Your favorite book? Histoire de l'oeil by Georges Bataille
Young Women
why do some young women on different sites assume that i have money; and ask for it even before they know me.  that upsets me to no end
5 Minutes Is All It Takes So Do It Now
Right this very moment as you are reading this in the comfort of your home with your loved ones all around there are young men and women from all over this great country putting it all on the line for our right to be here. Take 5 minutes and let them know that we care..That they are not alone and that no matter what you think about the reasons they are out there that they are supported.
What Flavor Toothpast Are You?
You Are Baking Soda Flavored Toothpaste You are serious about most things in life, and you don't take responsibilities lightly. You'll endure what's difficult and unpleasant if you believe it's good for you. Like baking soda toothpaste! You do make time for fun in your life, but it usually comes behind everything else. You like to let loose once you've done everything you need to do in a day. So letting loose often means just reading a book before bed. What Flavor Toothpaste Are You? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist
When People Assume......
Every ideology is a mental murder, a reduction of dynamic living processes to static classifications, and every classification is a Damnation, just as every inclusion is an exclusion.  In a busy, buzzing universe where no two snowflakes are identical, and, indeed the smallest sub-atomic particle, we are assured, is not even identical with itself from one micro second to the next-every card index system is a self delusion.  Or, to put it more charitably, as Nietzche says, "we are all better artists than we realize".   It is easy to see that the label "Jew" was a damnation in Nazi Germany, but actually the label "Jew" is a damnation anywhere, even where anti-semititsm doesn't exist.  Anytime a person is labeled for their color, religion, or social class is a damnation.  "He is a catholic", "He is a Dr.", "He is homeless" to the card-indexing center of the cortex in the brain, that my experience with him will be like my experiences with others such as him.  Thus individuality is ignored
Forgive Me If I Don't Swoon
Ok, so this was in my shoutbox this morning when I got up sugardaddy: SWEET LIPS I BET THEY WORK ORAL MAJIC I would like to say that this is NOT even remotely how to get my attention. First of all, I DO NOT SUCK DICK. Sorry guys, it's true. Second of all, this may be a meat market, but I'd turn lesbian before I'd fuck or even come close to considering fucking 99.999% of the men here. (Again, I know, truth hurts.) Third, are you fucking kidding me? Has the art of masterful conversation been completely lost in this day and age? Have some pride in yourself. Do you honestly want some skank who will down any dick that comes along? Sure, it's ok in the short game, but for the end run, you need more than that. Finally, who the fuck can't spell magic? Guys, if you want to interest me, you really need to catch my attention. And this is not the attention you want. I keep telling y'all that I am a bitch like that, well I really am. And if you throw some bullshit like this in my s
Barber Shop Banter
I finally managed to visit the barber shop today.  I like my barber shop.  Frank has owned the shop for almost 30 years.  He moved to Canada from Italy in the sixties and set his shop up here on the western end of Lake Ontario and watched a town grow up around him.  He has a strong Italian accent but he's easy to understand and he'll chat if you want.  He has four other full-time barbers that work with him and I've never had to queue for a haircut.Today, all the barbers were there with only one other client.  Most of them were watching a soccer game on the T.V. and commenting on the game.  One of the barbers, Luigi got off his chair and offered it to me with his usual big smile.  Luigi is the oldest and his accent is even thicker.  He speaks English well enough to carry on a conversation and to cut hair.  He was snipping away when his cellphone rang.  He chatted in Italian and then apologised when he hung up.  "No worries, I'm in no rush".He explained that it's his grandson's birthday
Music Monday (tuesday) 12
One song... United State of Pop 2009 (Blame It on the Pop)A Mashup of the Top 25 Hits of 2009, according to Billboard.The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POWLady Gaga - POKER FACELady Gaga Featuring Colby O'Donis - JUST DANCEThe Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELINGTaylor Swift - LOVE STORYFlo Rida - RIGHT ROUNDJason Mraz - I'M YOURSBeyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)Kanye West - HEARTLESSThe All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELLTaylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH MET.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONEThe Fray - YOU FOUND MEKings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODYKeri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWNJamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME ITPitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFESoulja Boy Tell 'em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONEJay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWNMiley Cyrus - THE CLIMBDrake - BEST I EVER HADKelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOUBeyonce - HALOKaty Perry - HOT N COLD
2 Hearts Alike!
God gave us two arms so we could hold each other. Two legs so we could stand beside each other. Two eyes so we could see the beauty in each other. Two ears to hear the laughter and sweet sounds we make together. But why did he give us only one heart? Actually he made two that were exactly alike and put one in you and one in me with faith that we would one day find each other!
Me, In A Fushell...
About a week ago, I got the following message: "Why are you being so mean tonight? Is everything ok? I am not use to seeing you like this." NOT use to seeing me like that?!? ... Sometimes I forget there are ALOT of mummers here that weren't around when I first showed up. Since day one, I never cared about being popular. Hence, why I didn't care who I talked smack against. After all, I thought that was the general idea amongst "MuMMers". If I disagree with something, I'll voice my opinion. No matter what. And I think this is WHY my true friends on here know me so well. Because they know when I offer advice or show them "love"... ...they know it's REAL and NOT just for attention. I guess I've hurt alot of "friends" on here, but it's never been because I lied... It was because I'm just me.....
A Dick Has A Sad Life Cause...... (so Funny)
A dick has a sad life. His hair is a mess. His family is nuts, his neighbor is an asshole, His best friend is a pussy. And his owner beats him xD
2010 Resolutions ...
My 2010 Resolutions   Well, I will first start out with blackeye'd peas and cornbread, if you're gonns be in the south ... bring it in right.  But without the football games, or at least till AL and TX meet ... then I hope to see TX stomp a mudd hole in AL and walk it dry!!!   All of which are reachable, and to be accomplished. To find a good job To get back and finish my degree Taking my debt ratio to 0.00 Getting my son graduated from HS Getting re-aquainted with my daughters   See, nothing in here about loosing weight, being on a diet, it will be more of changing my eating habits to what I prefer and am more comfortable with. I do my meditation, now I should start to incorporate yoga with it .... that way I can spend my time with myself .. my way!!     May you find the peace and love you have so ever searched, this is the year in which to find all your love, hopes, and dreams.
A Bit Of Poetry...
Your words they hold me captive They take my breath away Forever forgetting what I was about to say I know this isn't the way of things but you swept me off my feet I hold my breath again right now Daring not to speak Every time I open my mouth  another tear trickles down my cheek Forever retreating to a land of misery I know I must let you go So you can find the one for you I am forever stuck here No matter how I feel I know this isn't about me And the things you say tell me this I wish I could run away And revel in your bliss So tore up that it must end so soon Never knowing the right way Never knowing if I'll ever have anything to say I want to close off the world forever Never looking to another new day I read so deeply into the words you spoke so clear Now I know and have alwayz known My love My Liefde My dear
1/2/10 Dibert
Coin Operated Boy
♥   You have to watch the whole thing. I said so.
Now Its Time For The Truth Im Tired Of The Lies soon to be ex, husbands page... his blogs are full of half truths ..... i have the plice reports if anyone would like to see them... he would hit me, put his hands around my throat so that i couldnt breathe, and force me to have sex, when i did not feel well or was in pain... and since june i have been tryin to get a divorce from him, but he is being a child and wont sign the papers, i have known my current man for how long i have known him, but i am only now pregnant... i admit that, but then again i would be married to my soon to be husband if he would have picked up his papers in louisianna, and as for child support, we dont need his filthy drug and whoring money,... this is the truth.
Arrow Points
I have a question for anyone that knows anything about archery. I have been searching online ALL week for this answer and got no help, so I am asking any of you that may know. I have a dual cam compound bow that I shoot and have it marked at a 55-60lb draw with 80% let off. I bought some arrows that are size 400 rather than 500 that I normally shoot. Is it possible to use a 125 grain broadhead and still get the 330fps without dropping off at the end of the flight or do I need to go get 100grain? I'd really hate to have to buy new broadheads so if you know, or find the answer online for me, you'd be greatly appreciated by me!! Thanks again!
My Misstress posted an add for me as she wanted to find me a Pet of my own.The respone she got back was overwhelming.She selected a few and sent them to me.After going through them I contacted some of them.After chatting with those I found only 2 who were serious about meeting.One mid fifties Bi male and one mid thirties Bi male.Both met all requirements of Hosting & clean.I set up an after work meet with the older one & met him at his apt.After chatting a bit we went to the back bedroom.As I undressed he came around in front of me kneeling down gently stroking my shaft as he licked my balls sucking them as he stroked my growing cock.Licking up the shaft he took me in his mouth slowly working the it all in .Fully erect he laid on the bed putting a pillow under himself so his ass was up.He reached into the night stand for some lube & greased up my cock.Slowly I worked the head inside of his tight ass.He asked how I liked it as he was mmm tight.I replied oh yes as I started pumpimg into
Call Me Jose'
      Just call me Jose!       >> JOE LEGAL vs. JOSE ILLEGAL>>>> You have two families: "Joe Legal" and "Jose Illegal".>> Both families have two parents, two children, and live in>> California .>>>>>> Joe Legal works in construction, has a Social Security>> Number and makes $25.00 per hour with taxes deducted.>>>>>> Jose Illegal also works in construction, has NO Social>> Security Number, and gets paid $15.00 cash "under the>> table".>>>>>> Ready? Now pay attention...>>>>>> Joe Legal: $25.00 per hour x 40 hours = $1000.00 per week,>> or $52,000.00 per year. Now take 30% away for state
Anam Cara
In the Celtic tradition, there is a beautiful understanding of love and friendship. One of the fascinating ideas here is the idea of soul love; “Anam Cara” may sound like some new French perfume, but it actually refers to the Celtic spiritual belief of souls connecting and bonding . In Celtic Spiritual tradition, it is believed that the soul radiates all about the physical body what some refer to as an aura. When you connect with another person and become completely open and trusting with that individual, your two souls begin to flow together. Should such a deep bond be formed, it is said you have found your “Anam Cara” or soul friend. Your “Anam Cara” always accepts you as you truly are, holding you in beauty and light. In order to appreciate this relationship, you must first recognize your own inner light and beauty. This is not always easy to do. The Celts believed that forming an “Anam Cara” friendship would help you to awaken your
Wait What?
so the color thing is what color bra you have on? lmao is this mumm material?
A Prairie Home Companion
Even though I don't get the radio show over here, I do get the e-newsletter, as it's a good way of keeping up with what Keillor's doing at the moment.  Enjoyed his response to this week's Post to the Host   POST TO THE HOST To the Host: What is your reaction to the ELCA's recent decision to allow congregations to bless same-gender unions and/or call openly gay pastors? How are the decisions playing at Lake Wobegon Lutheran? Jeffrey S. Winlock, WA -- My reaction, Jeffrey, is that I wouldn't want to be the historic First Gay Lutheran Pastor and walk around with a plaque on my back. People would expect you to be a saint and to give off radiant beams of light. They would await miracles. Pastors are servants and in the Lutheran church, congregations call their own pastors, so this decision is simply a matter of honest labeling. If a congregation wants a hetero pastor, they should have one and if they want the other brand, they can have that, too, but let the clergy be honest about w
Crazy Peoples....
There is a woman on Facebook that is deleting people from her friends list because all their animals on Farmville are fenced in. She believes it's animal cruelty and keeps posting as her status how mean we all are because the animals need to be free.I love crazy people. They are such entertainment. Just thought I'd share.
50 First Lines... And You
So, um, yeah. Some of you may remember that aeons ago, when the stars were aligned, I had a blog. No, not this one, another one. Y'know, a semi-legitimate one. Some of you might even have read it. It's called Experiments in Ontological Relativism, and Other Brain Farts. Anyway, a few months ago I started a new project on it. It's called 50 First Lines. Essentially, I'm pretty good at coming up with first lines for stories, but I never get around to really doing much with them. So I decided to give them away, for free. Freeeeeee!  Well, almost free. There is one string. Sadly, it is not that you have to give me your soul (though I still accept soul-related donations). All you have to do is credit me for the line in whatever you use it in. Yup, that's it. Then I can vicariously ride on your fame! Uh, I mean, then I can be happy to see how you've used it. Anyway, me being the attention junkie uh, good sharer I am, I figured I would let you know about it, in case anyone was interested.
Never Ending?
I have been hyper this morning and could not figure out why until now. My housemate made a gluten-free cake last night. I jokingly asked her if she put some of her Strattera in it (ADHD meds). As it turned out, she was out of butter so she used coconut oil instead. If you look up holistic diets for ADHD you will note mentions of coconut oil, baking powder, and baking soda.  Since one of them has ADHD and the other has ADD neither one of them noticed anything out of sorts. I, on the other hand...  
Football And A Starfish!
Ok, so please tell me if I'm wrong for being very annoyed right now. I got a Target gift card from my cousin and her husband for Christmas. Usually it's a $15 or $20 gift card. I just scratched off the thingy on the back and checked the balance. It's a gift card of $5. FIVE FUCKING DOLLARS. Seriously? I couldn't get that in cash? Is there something I'm missing? I'm very irritated. If money was that tight for them, the card itself would have been enough. I could barely get my immediate family gifts. Everyone else got a card. Hell, I couldn't even afford the stuff I got my immediate family. I had to get monetary help from my parents. Ugh, so pissed off right now. FIVE FUCKING DOLLARS?!?!?! *head/desk*
You're Not The Boss Of Me By They Might Be Giants
Yes, no, maybeI don't knowCan you repeat the question?You're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigLife is unfair, so I just stare at the stain on the wall whereThe TV'd been, but ever since we've moved in it's been emptyWhy I, why I'm in this roomThere is no point explainingYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigLife is a test, and I confessI like this mess I've made so farGrade on a curve and you'll observeI'm right below the horizonYes, no, maybe, I don't knowCan you repeat the question?You're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you're not so bigYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me nowYou're not the boss of me now, and you'
Walmart Taking Away Freedom Of Expression
A friend of mine works walmart. Well they just made up a new rule. No dying your hair. Period. You hair must be your natural color. If your a brunette it must be brown. No highlights. if the sun highlights your hair you need to change it back. They cant dye my hair red not even natural red. The penalty is suspension until it it reverted back, or termination. Now doesn't that go against your rights? Seriously, I understand hair dying is a body modification. But if that's the case tattoos and piercings (including ALL EAR ONES) should not be allowed either because that's a body modification. Of all the things to fight over why hair? It's not offensive. It looks pretty nice if its done right. It's creative and artistic and doesn't hurt anyone. It also goes against title vii because the native americans, indians, african americans, and hispanics use henna to dye their hair red. It's part of their culture. if you think think that this hair bull is a load of crap please message my local news
The Orchid Test
You Are Shy and Thoughtful You've always been a bit of a fragile flower. You're easily effected by the world around you. It's likely that you consider yourself to be a dork or a nerd. You're very involved in your own interests. While you are quite striking and attractive, you often don't feel that way. You don't see your own beauty. People appreciate your uniqueness and that you don't try to be like anyone else. You couldn't be like anyone else, even if you tried! The Orchid Test Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone
How To Be An Alpha Sub
How to Be Alpha Submissive without Hardly Trying Just about every one I've been reading using the phrase "alpha submissive" uses it to mean the submissive at the top of a heap of other submissives. But alpha comes from within, not from without. If you are not in a poly relationship, you may still be alpha in your submissiveness.1. Speak your mind. Sing it. Gesture, use semaphore, write...but always express yourself coherently, completely, and cogently. Do not waffle, hedge, prevaricate, filibuster, or manipulate.2. Maintain yourself as an individual FIRST and a partner SECOND. That way, when you're between partners, or you choose not to be with anyone, you have no loss of self-identity. But then, if you can choose not to be with anyone, you may already be alpha.3. Don't form the habit (or break it if this post comes too late) of automatically wondering "what would my dominant think?" Know how YOU feel about a thing first, THEN consider him. And don't change your mind if yo
An Audio Blog About Fubar & The Way To Stop Obamacare Tuesday.
So awhile back I asked anyone if they had anything blog wise that they felt worthy to share and this young lady sent me this audio blog she posted about her experiences on Fubar. It’s always nice to hear what people think in their own words. So with that, I bring you ZombieMonkey’s audio blog below.. Click for audio blog! This is also VERY important. If you live in MA and are eligible to vote tomorrow January 19 in the special election, or know anyone that does and would not like to see the huge Medicare cuts, sweetheart deals cut to Nebraska to buy a vote for health care among many other negative impacts ObamaCare will have on us all, it is imperative that Scott Brown wins tomorrow’s Senate race in MA. All we need is one vote to stop the Obama/Reid/Polosi machine forever and put a wrench in the machine of their socialist policies. The “Commerce Clause” that they are hiding under to pass this mess is unconstitutional as it taxes and penalizes everyday
Wonder Why They Call You By Tupac
You wonda why they call U bitch You wonda why they call U bitch. You wonda why they call U bitch You wonda why they call U bitch. You wonda why they call U bitch You wonda why they call U bitch. [Verse One: 2Pac] Look here Miss Thang hate to salt your game but yous a money hungry woman and you need to change. In tha locker room all the homies do is laugh. High five's cuz anotha nigga played your ass. It was said you were sleeezy even easy sleepin around for what you need See it's your thang and you can shake it how you wanna. Give it up free or make your money on the corner. But don't be bad and play the game get mad and change. Then you wonda why these muthafuckas call you names. Still lookin' for a way out and that's OK I can see you wanna stray there's a way out. Keep your mind on your money, enroll in school. And as the years pass by you can show them fools. But you ain't tryin' to hear me cuz your stuck, you're headin' for the bathroom 'bout to get tossed up. Still
This Guy Is On Fubar... I Just Fucking Know It.
The owner of this truck is on fubar... I bet you.
Joining A Cause Doesn't Mean Turning Off Your Brain
For those who don't know, I work in Washington, DC. Today, I was walking down the street on my way to get some lunch, when I passed a whole bunch of people waving signs, wearing sandwich boards, and all the usual trappings of any one of the half-dozen or so demonstrations we get in any given week. Turns out it was an anti-abortion demonstration. That's not that unusual, so I just pressed my lips together and walked on. I went to Chipotle and got a burrito (yum). But on the way back, I saw a woman holding one sign in particular that really upset me. It said "Stop ALL abortions now." Even though I am one of the world's least-confrontational people, I very nearly went up and demanded to know what gave her the gall to declare that there is never, ever a situation where abortion is the best option. Was she really so narrow-minded that she couldn't stretch her imagination just a wee bit to think of some different situations? Sure, we all hear about rape and incest being the justified case
Open Arms By Journey
Lying beside you, here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mind Softly you whisper, you're so sincere How could our live be so blind We sailed on together We drifted apart And here you are by my side So now I come to you, with open arms Nothing to hide, believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms Living without you, living alone This empty house seems so cold Wanting to hold you, wanting you near How much I wanted you home But now that you've come back Turned night into day I need you to stay. (chorus)
Psycic Memories Ch3
The air was thick, hard to breathe and heavy in his lungs like drowning in a sea of anticipation. His eyes focused steadfast on his subject from across the street. He was feeling like a Bengal tiger stalking its prey in the wild, waiting for the moment of glorious pursuit. But also feeling playful, like a young cub, with the inner most desire to slap its siblings in spar. Watching intently, intensely and preparing for contact, not a mortal chase to the death, just a scare.  Michelle sits at the second brown checkered table from the left ,in front the wide windows of the modest coffee shop. Her companion is an unknown female with short blond hair, with pink high lights.  The predator watches completely unnoticed as if he were invisible. The dark figure stands at a transit stop under the veil of the weather barrier littered with posters and advertisement, with the stagnant odor of urine prevalent. Wicked fantasies run thru his mind of slicing her and strangling the breathe out of her, wh
What African Animal Are You?
You Are a Zebra You are unique and flexible. There's no denying your individuality. And while you are very original, you're also good at blending in. You strike a fine balance. You are a fast thinker and you move with agility. You don't hesitate when action is required. You put the needs of your clan or group first. You are attentive to your family and friends. What African Animal Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself
Ask me any question about myself and i will answer it as truthfully as I can.
On The Road Again
as featured on Boobie Tassels for Buddha: Inappropriate Content with a Touch of Zen BREAKING NEWS!!! We here at BTFB have just recieved reports from our sister company, BiasNews, that police officers in the Cumming, Georgia area have been engaged in a high speed chase along US Highway 19 since early this morning. The vehicle has been identified as a multicolored 1972 Chevy El Camino SS which has reached speeds of 63 mph since the pursuit began hours ago. Cumming authorities stated the chase began when a local officer attempted to pull the El Camino over around 6 a.m. Officer Cochran of the CPS department (Cumming Public Safety) called in to dispatchers and stated that there was a goat in the bed of the vehicle which appeard to be tied to an unidentified source by an indeterminable length of rope. The registered owner of the El Camino was identified as Earl Mack Raybob Jones, a 73 year old resident of Ball
Bad Cyber 1 Of 4
BennyDiablo: I'm 5'3" and about 450 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt smells funny i need to do laundry Pants on fire: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. Pants on fire: Would you like to cyber with me? BennyDiablo: well i have never done that before ... how does it werk? Pants on fire: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. BennyDiablo: HOLY SHIT!!! Pants on fire: Whats wrong? BennyDiablo: lil dog scared the fuck outta me... I thought it was a rat. Pants on fire: No silly thats not a rat BennyDiablo: you sure? Pants on fire: Yes i am BennyDiablo: lil bastard... WTF! whos underware does he have? Pants on fire: What? BennyDiablo: nm, continue BennyD
Serenity Made Me Do It!!
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF   10. I like watching girl on girl porn....for myself *blushes*   9. I have to have my toe nails painted all the time or I basically have a panic attack.   8. I have to put an even amount in my gas tank(my sister put $30.07 in and I wanted to choke her)   7. I'm terrified of needles but I have 17 piercings.   6. I straighten my hair everyday even if just to put it up.   5. I have to tuck my foot under my knee in order to fall asleep.   4. I don't leave the house without lip gloss.   3. I hate socks! I own like 3 pair.   2. I love boobs. I have to look at mine atleast 6 times a day...ok more like 10!   1. I own 10 watches but cant bring myself to wear any of them.
Excuses Are Like...
So I have been kicking around an idea. It may stir a pot or it may just be absurd. However; I think it may be worth sharing. You know the dredded Dear John letters...I think they are kinda cool. And my thought is to make an entire blog based upon this concept for every man I have ever dated or been intimate with. Only difference is the title would Read their' names. I know very few people actually ever read my blogs so this will not be an extreme expose, but it might enlighten some to the foolishness I have experienced. It's a thought...for now. :P
A Time Of Choice
A Time of Choice Waste of time or worth the fight? Trust your heart or your knowledge of life? Hold it tightly or sadly release? Stand with strength or fall at his feet? Show how much you need him or hide it deep within? Tell him you can't live without him or let your life begin? Author: Azria (it is copyrighted) I wrote this when I was going through abuse. Reflecting on my choices and their outcomes...I'm happy with the path I chose to take. Trusting my heart meant that I would be hurt but the knowledge of what was happening and the reoccurrence of events was enough to help me to stand not only for myself but for my daughter as well. For me this portrayed the constant struggle that bound my thoughts.  
Believe Love
Believe Love Dedicated to Luke...My Heart Everywhere I am there you areIn wishes I make on falling starsWhile passing a stranger on the streetWhose eyes I never fail to meetIt's the clothes that you wearAnd the smell of your skinIt's the songs I hear that remind me of thenIt's the smile on your faceAnd the words that you singIt's the way you make me laugh and How I love wondering what you are thinkingIt's the feeling I get when you call me babyAnd how your touch can make me lose my breathIt's you that I can't help but fall intoIt's the words that you softly speakIt's knowing in my heart thatI believe in youIt's the longing, the needing, feeling likeI can't live without you Author: Azria     Copyright © 2009
Ugly Betty Cancelled
Just seen this on the BBC website : "Award-winning TV comedy Ugly Betty has been axed in the US after four series, TV network ABC has announced. The show, starring America Ferrera as a style-challenged woman working at a New York fashion magazine, was a critical success when it began in 2006. But the show has struggled recently, with ratings in the US falling from an average 8.1m to 5.3m viewers between the third and fourth series." I can only say that I'm gutted.  Man, I loved that show.
Random Sh!t About Me
Name: Mindy but everyone calls me Snow or Snowie.... yes... even offline... I answer better to it than my real nameBirthdate: January 19Birthplace: Aspen, ColoradoCurrent Location: Breckenridge, ColoradoEye Color: hazel, green, brown, blue.... they're weird.... if you don't believe me look at the pics of them... they change, My ex hubby still swears to this day I have brown eyes...I don'tHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'2"Weight: 110lb.Piercings: 2 in one ear, 3 in the other and my navalTatoos: none yet... still want snowflakes down my body though (there's a pic of the tattoo I want in my snowisms folder)Overused Phraze: "just sayin'"FAVORITESFood: TacosCandy: CaramelloNumber: 7Color: PinkAnimal: Polar BearsDrink: 7-UpAlcohol Drink: Smirnoff IceBagel: plain.... with cream cheese and raspberry jellyLetter: SBody Part on Opposite sex: the V on the lower tummy.... This or ThatPepsi or Coke: neighter.. I can't have caffiene, it makes me sickMcDonalds or BurgerKing: BKStrawberry or Watermelon: ..
This Song Makes Me Dance
hehehe...   I dance like a madman when i hear this song    
wow... a year and a half later, and I find a blog about it.   ffs, what a piece of shit!   all I have to say, is that people dont answer the phone after they...nevermind   People need to keep me out of their blogs if i dont like you..   fucking dick riding bitch    
Bug#3: The Evolution Of Music Video
"The hugely popular BUG returns to Norwich Playhouse for another programme of extraordinary, extreme and downright brilliant music videos from around the world, presented by comedy genius and music video fanatic Adam Buxton (The Adam & Joe Show, BBC6 Music).A hugely popular bi-monthly event at the BFI Southbank in London, BUG explores the range of creativity in music video today – from exciting work in mainstream videos, to off-beam DIY no-budget experimentation. BUG#3 promises more brilliant clips rarely seen on a big screen (or even a TV screen) and some incredible online discoveries – with insightful and hilarious contributions from Adam. It’s an essential night out aspiring filmmakers, music video fans – in fact, anyone who wants to see great visual creativity and great music on the big screen." That's what I'm doing tonight. Adam Buxton's website Norwich Playhouse website
Superbowl Thoughts And Prediction
Well, since there seems to be a football game coming up this weekend, I thought I'd take the time to give y'all some of my thoughts on the matter! First of all, for those of you who don't know (and haven't looked through my photos, where I have sports team logos posted of my favorite teams), I am a New England Patriots fan. So watching the way the Colts are tearing through the opposition is kind of painful to watch.  While I agree that Peyton Manning is a great QB, I also think he is a huge dork.  I would love nothing more to see the Colts get destroyed by the Saints. The problem is that I don't think that it will happen. The only games the Colts have lost this year are the games they didn't try to win.  Some will say that karma is going to come back and bite them for not trying in the last two regular season games, but I have to believe that it was the right thing for them to do. If they had the added pressure of going for the undefeated season, I could belive that the Saints cou
And Another Useless Rambling.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and it's not of being in the military, it's of trying to find love while in the military. Everyone is always so cautious about getting into a relationship with someone who is set to deploy, because not only is it heartbreaking to watch someone leave that you love, it's devestating to know that they might not come back. My Dad has always been there for me, through thick and thin, but I see how the military has affected his relationships in the past. It didn't work out with my mother, and it's not really working with my step-mom. I have guys approach me all the time, asking for a date. And it always ends up the same way...dinner, movie, and then some stupid excuse to why he has to go back to his place but I can come if I want. I want a guy who isn't going to invite me back to his place after, I want a guy who is going to walk me to my door, kiss me goodnight, and then call me the next day for another date! Is that to hard to ask for? I've asked
Virginity Not Just Lost, But Stolen.
When I was 14 my girl  friends and I loved going to the mall, but this one times I decided to stay home and watch some TV. I got bored so when 3 of my guy friends came down and asked me to come hang out with them at some old abandoned house, I thought it would be fun, We were together all the time so I felt comfortable sitting back and having a few drinks.. did I mention I was stupid? ... a few drinks led to a few more.   The next thing I remember was one of these "friends" asked me to come talk to him about something, leading me into the other room, We were good friends and I thought nothing of it  Then next thing i know he was on top of me. I dont remember even now the events after that except being dragged out by my girlfriends. One of them had a huge crush on the boy and waz mad at me because she wouldn't believe I couldn't remember what happened. After that I was taken to  the police station, I remember that clearly because the police were very unfriendly and made me f
Color Personality Test
Red is the color for passion, energy, and money making. Red with orange overtones are dynamic and love the outdoors and anything to do with people. Red with blue overtones can be energetic people with high emotions. Reds in their true red mode are sexy and seductive. Men prefer to watch a women wearing red, even though she may not be the most beautiful woman in the room. It is also the color for someone who wants to have power and be in control. Business people who want to win wear this powerful color to meetings in which they want to stand out. Red makes one feel more energetic or activated. Stop signs are red. Red gets your attention. This energetic personality craves attention and what's more they get it. Being quick with their emotions, they may erupt into a
Time For A Change. Updated 4/9
I was walking in the men's locker room at the gym and I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.... needless to say, I didnt like what I saw and I looked away.  Time for a change.  I am doing ok but I need to do better.  I weigh 195.  I am changing my diet and going to the gym more often.  I will keep this blog up to date.   2/06/10   Update: 3/12/10  184 pounds             3/18/10  190             3/26/10  186 4/09/10 186.5 *I have been lax on going to the gym but I went today and it felt great*
This Is What We Should All Know.
Let us be grateful, what we are blessed with. Let us be thankful for the love ones in our lives. Let us be grateful for the lessons we learn in life, no matter how hard, or painful the lesson is. Only by understanding that no matter, what happens in life that all things should be the way they are at all times, do we fully understand why we are and who we are, and what we are to become. ©Robert Piazza Jr.
Ok So Now That I've Mummed
what is a good piano to buy for singing? theres those ones that light up and um I used to have a keyboard but Idk what to get now I havent even started looking someone told me something about casio and that keyboards have gotten popular Im  NOT going to waste money on a shitty keyboard so PLEASE help me out please help thank you
Happy Valentines Day
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Sick Of The Jerks, Need To Vent
I feel like I'm venting a lot lately but holy crap, these jerks won't leave me alone. Now I have created an album especially for them... has a few guys already there. Two of which have made comments on a friend of mine's page! (I'm in an auction there.)  I know I shouldn't let these guys get to me but their behavior is really bothering me. Thank God they don't know me IRL or I might even be scared. Wish there was a way to get the worst of the worst flat out banned from here. :( So I block the assholes and I blog... but its the guys that should be reading my blogs that I can guarantee you never will. So what if I have cleavge shots and pics of me in my undies? That doesn't mean I'm not still a human with feelings. I still deserve respect. You want a girl with no self esteem that doesn't care what you say to her? You've come to the wrong page. I'm NOT gonna have cyber sex, phone sex, webcam, etc. So DO NOT message me telling me all about your big dick or what you would do to me if giv
Here we go guys lol Time for us to start working on what direction we would like to go with the turf I would like yall to think about where we want to go with this and what we can do to get there... talk with the others get feed back on what improvements need to take place .... find out what our strong and weak points are Remember .... This is OUR turf Lets make it work ♥
I have an idea on how to use the alternates... Your main character ....everyday play Alt 1 make into a bank for listing ( focus on properties build the cash flow.. and mainly defense  not for attack exept to hitlist) Alt 2 make into an assassin ( this one is your killer to use for war only and hitlists ) I'd like to get your feedback on this to see if we can do this and everyone elses in the turf as well so lets get this going and see what we can do
What Kind Of Heart Do You Have?
You Have an Open Heart You believe that love is a great opportunity, and you think love can come from the strangest places. You are open to whatever love may come your way. You believe that love happens for a reason. Your heart heals quickly from hurt. You are ready to love again, even if you've been recently heartbroken. Your love life is exciting and thrilling. You find it easy to love someone new - or to fall in love all over again with your partner. What Kind of Heart Do You Have? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
Intrepid Resolution
The ticket is here,Promising a paradise,There to be taken.
How shall we organize our efforts with hitlisting ? Shall we put in place specific hitlisters only? What determines if we hitlist someone or not? If a person is building their character should they be hitlisting?  How do we determine is self hitlisting is a good call or not? When we get hitlisted what determines if we heal or not ? What determines how we should go after a bounty and at what degree do we continue going after a bounty?    
Winners Of The Contest!
And the Winners of the Blog for Bling contest are…. First Place : Receives either a $20 Bling Pack or 7 Day Blast ! Ellie@ fubar Second Place : Will Receive Two Pimpouts A Day 2/14-3/14! Mz Iowa@ fubar Third Place : Will Receive One Pimpout A Day 2/14-3/14 ! Buzzkillin Beauty@ fubar Thank you for everyone who voted and participated, it is much appreciated! Now back to our regularly scheduled
Ive watched the different waves of disposition represented in the bartab today, ranging from the content, to the elated, to the opportunistic, to the contemptuous, to the down right wretched and gnashing. And I realized that I had my ideas pretty much all along, but it was really reconfirming as to just how much disfunction resides in this place, often masked by portraying a very hardcore and inpenetrable persona. I likened it to somewhat like your birthday per se, whereas you may say "eh, Im not planning on doing anything, no big deal", but yet at some point when the day arrives, it gets under your skin a bit, thinking that you should be doing something significant, or that someone else should have took the initiative, etc, and it either overcomes you with reflection or you quickly get past it. Ive watched that very transition today, repeatedly. Ive watched it go from nonchalant to literally boiling out. They want ppl to see how they feel about it, else they would just log out as t
How Do Men See You?
Men See You As Understated You are an intriguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything
Saturn's Calypso
Wavy Me (thanks Claire!)
I Love Living In The Future
So there's this document that I'm working on for work. I'm a technical writer/editor, for those of you not in the know. Anyway, in part of this document, there are a ton of mathematical formulas for statistical sampling which were done via the MS Word equation editor. All well and good. Part of my job, though, is getting the documents ready for publication on the web. As part of this, the document has to be converted to HTML, which turns all those equations into image files. Now, the problem with that is that, for screen reader/disability compatibility, all images have to have an alt text with a textual rendition of what's in the image. So I find myself in the unenviable position of having to spell out, in words, what those formulae say. Now, I'm okay at math. Not great at math, but I get the job done most times. Still, it's been a long, long time since my last math class, and some of these are pretty complex. I asked my coworkers, but no one was able to do much better. Well crap, I
Want Me? Own Me For A Month
My Uncle Jerry
My uncle has been living with a brain tumor for a while because its so embedded in his brain the surgeons just didn't want to mess with it. He has been going through radiation and chemo and it had shrunk down quite a bit but it has started growing again and its almost doubled its size in a very short amount of time. Hes had surgeries to cut off "feelers" that are trying to grow from the tumor. Unfortunately,because his tumor is growing so rapidly  he has now lost his sight, among many other problems. They have to do something about it now because the tumor is causing so much pressure to his brain. Sadly, his survival rate isn't very high due to where and how big the tumor is. Please pray for him. Miracles do happen everyday:)
Perfect By Hedley
Perfect by Hedley Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise. I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes. Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie. And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong. I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start. I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality? Making every kind of slience, It takes a lot to realize Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie. And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong. I know that I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start. I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality? When you're caught in a lie, and you got nothing to hide
Cannot, breathe think... stutter/shatter The walls are breathing for me.   Steady. steady... It's damned, doomed. Remember when I was stable?     (me neither)
A Movie "review"
This really isn't much of a review as it is me just saying that I liked a movie. Shutter Island was really good. I seen it Friday night, the theater was packed!!! Anyway, the twist in the plot was good. Some people say they seen it coming, but I didn't. The ending was kind of weird and will make you think. Like I was telling a friend of mine...if my thought on how it ended is wrong, I like my thought. It makes it much better than either of the other 2 options. That is all.
Alrighty Then..........
ok listen if any of you dumb mother fuckers have anything to say or ask or want info on me then just fucking ask me...   dont be a stupid douche and go asking people about me behind my back because it will get back to me one way or another and when you tell others not to tell me well they may not tell me but some people THEY ask may ask me why they are being asked about me     we are all adults so dont be a pussy
Rules For Women !
Rules men think women should follow.... We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. 8. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints d
My Latest Shitty Situation
This Was My Tattoo Artist..guess I Am Gonna Have To Find A New One?
THIS WAS MY TATTOO ARTIST.SHE HAS DONE OVER 90% OF MY TATTOOS. GUESS I AM GONNA HAVE TO FIND A NEW ONE YA THINK?...LOOK FOR PICTURES TO BE ADDED IN MY TATTOO CRASH FOLDER CHAMPION - Chris Gregg, owner of C&L Tattoos, said he and four other people at first had no idea what had just happened Wednesday evening when a car crashed through the front entrance window and wall of the business. According to officials, the white Grand Am rammed through the front west entrance of the building at 4807 Mahoning Ave., drove 50 feet into the store, then backed up, hit another car in the parking lot, and then crashed into the building a second time as it tried to smash through the building again. This time, the car was stopped. Champion fire officials said the driver was a Bristol woman who had been terminated a month ago from C&L Tattoos. Gregg and others at the scene identified her as Tabari Vandervort, who is in her early 30s. Fire and police crews from Champion, Howland and other depa
First off this is a social site, your gonna have those that play games and tell you one thing and do another its just like life. If you have to be 2 and get pissed of because this one chooses to leave your current location and go, then thats on them not the other place, because honestly if they were happy there they wouldn't have left the first one in the first place, get the fuck over it. But to tell someone that your not gonna be friends with them if they work here or there thats petty and bullshit. What lounges and Mafia members/players do has nothing to do with there members or even other staff. Cause if your gonna judge me, then you weren't honestly my friend in the first place, and should go, personally this site has no reflection on REAL life. Those that sit here 24/7 need to step up and get a job and a life. Take the drama up with them not me. Cause some of us don't play games or lie, life is too short to be petty. I am still gonna go to bed with a clear conscious. Get my point
Wintersmith (airborn On Valentines 2010)
Written for someone who didn't deserve it.  Feel free to share it with someone that does... If I were the Spring-maker, The flowers would wear your scent, They would spread your sweet warmth, To all who walk among them, If I were the Spring-Maker. If I were the Summer-Lord, The sun would beam your smile, To infect each weary soul, That basked under your glory, If I were the Summer-Lord. If I were the Autumn-Spirit, Shrouding the land in silent mist, The wind would whisper your name, Bringing peace to all that listen, If I were the Autumn-Spirit. If I were the Wintersmith, Each snowflake would bear your face, They would fall like your kisses, and blanket the land in your beauty, If I were the Wintersmith.
Never Enough By Five Finger Death Punch
I'm so fed up with everyone around me(No one seems to care)I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change(I'll never be the same) It's always do this, do that, Everything they want toI don't want to live that wayEvery chance they get their alwaysPushin me away [Chorus:]It's never enoughNo it's never enoughNo matter what I say It's never enoughNo it's never enoughI'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens(Everyone's deranged)I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change(Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, Nothing that you want toI don't want to live that wayEvery chance they get their alwaysShovin me aside [Chorus] I'm Done [Bridge:]In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concreteDrawn only to be washed awayFor the time that I've been givenI am what I am I'd rather hate youFor everything you areThan ever love youFor something you are not I'd rather you hate meFor everything I amThan have
Update On Contest -3/06/10
He's only about 71k from leveling. Whaddya say you go and level him or something? Rhythm and Soul@ fubar   If the link doesn't work, let me know. I'm still not a fan of the "new" blogs.
Lessons Learned On Fu..and Whats Going On With Me!
It has been quite awhile since I've blogged.It's been about 4 1/2 months.I've been pretty busy!I just hit my 90 days on my job on Monday march 8th.My job is frustrating at times but I make pretty good money and commission and found that my niche is sales.I love talking to people and getting them to buy something.It is a personal challenge and I love it.My first month there I outsold my sales manager who's been doing it three years and I had never done sales.So Im pretty proud of me!I work alot and I try to be here as much as possible and I've learned that people forget about you when your not here 24/7.Oh well what can you do?My real friends are always here for me.The two people who have stayed a consistent friend are Sexy Hot Colorado chick my #1 and Mj!They are great women!You should befriend then if you have not.Ok..on to some lessons learned here.I will be the first to admit when I started fu that I did very well here.I leveled to Oracle in no time and was very popular but I asked
Jags Are Rad!
This momma jaguar, named Lolo, is playing with her new cub at the Jordan Zoo. The mother is a melanistic, which is why her coat is black and different from her spotted baby. You can tell by her face that she’s still adjusting to being bitten… constantly… "How long must I endure this?"   "These spots won't come out!" "ATTACK!!!" I will scratch your freakin eyeballs out kid..."   "Help...." "OMG dude... you'll been biting and clawing me for e 6 hours.... stop it."   "Kill me... "
Angry Rooster Confronts Nickelback
This rooster fucking hates Nickelback.  Play both clips at same time for full rooster angst experience. YouTube Doubler
Top 3 Conservative Accomplishments
As I watch the news, or see the latest craziness from the far right wing conservatives I often wonder what merits of conservatism draws people to support it. So I decided to start asking my friends and it turned into a long running debate on whether or not conservatism had ever actually accomplished anything. My stand was that by definition conservatism could never accomplish anything, as its purpose was to withhold progress and maintain the status quo. We really couldn’t think of any great accomplishments that could be clearly attributed to conservatives. Instead in nearly every great social advancement through American history, it was conservatives fighting on the wrong side against the progressives. Slavery, Womens rights, Segregation, Gay rights, and so forth were all fights where progressive ideals overcame strong conservative opposition. Sadly we are still fighting all of these battles against conservatives who still think we’re living in the dark
There Is Nothing You Can Do...
Set fire to my hair,Cut my heart out with a spoon,I will not recoil.
The Zen Of Sarcasm
THE ZEN OF SARCASM 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbour's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 3. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 4. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 5. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 6. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 7. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticise them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 8. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is probably not for you. 9. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. 10. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person ag From Bottom Up!!!!!
Bobby: call me please????  To Bobby: awwwwwwwbyeeeeeeeeeeeee Bobby: i'd like to keep talking to you tonight, the ownly way to do that is call me. i have to logg off now... tghey are kiing me off  To Bobby: i have expensive tastes you know.....i lke to be spoiled.... Bobby: i ownly get $632 a month or somethang like that To Bobby: we'll see......  Bobby: fuck the gov. is paying me to b lazy Bobby: text me or call me please? To Bobby: damn.....thats alot of be my sugar daddy??  Bobby: I'm paying over $1,054.00 a month for rent  To Bobby: is????? Bobby: I don't have internet @ home yet.  Bobby: I'm a lil over 7" long, & 1" rond Bobby: & when i get home i'll text you my dick... hard!!!!!!  Bobby: hey, the library is gonna close soon... (308)-539-1154, thats my cell phone #. please call me? yes! text them to me To Bobby: you wanna see my tits honey?? To Bobby: awwww....well im sorry she didnt want you to....  Bobby: i still have a h
The house was quiet; he was sitting there watching a football game on television when she walked into the house. She walked over to him and kisses him softly on the lips before kicking her heals off and sliding out of the pants she is wearing. She folds her pants and lays them over the arm of the couch before curling up next to him on the couch with her feet tucked up under her ass. He leans over and kisses her forehead before grabbing her one leg a pulling it over his lap so that she is straddled over top of him. She sighs and curls up into his chest, her head buried into his neck. She breaths in deeply, taking in the scent of his cologne deeply into her lungs. She again sighs and wiggles into him closer, He wraps his arms around her as she does so, she can feel his cock bounce to life under the lace of her panties. He kisses her shoulder and she lifts her head up to look into his eyes, as she does he kisses her passionately. While they kiss they let their hands explore each oth
Stoned Thoughts
What makes you believe/trust someone? Is it one thing in particular or is it a combination of little things? Does everybody require the same things to believe/trust someone? Is there a time limit on how long it takes you to trust someone?   This isn't about anything in particular, just a thought while I was high.
Does anyone that has their settings to anyone in fubar can own me, really care who owns them?
No One
I feel as though ivefallen through the cracksno one sees me for who i amwho i want to be, for who i was.No one to hold my hand,or look in my eyesor hold me in their armsin the pouring rain.No one is what i was bornno one is what i amand no one is what ill be when i die.No one to grieve my passingno one to even careno one will even remember me.No tears, no joy, no heartbreak. No nothing for nothing.. sounds about rightwhen those that stroll by see my tombstone  in the pale moon light. they dont see the words just the words. no one special.. never has and never was.
Elusive Closure
I don't know why this has to be the way things are!   In the past several months, I have watched as people who I thought I was close to and were close to me just walk away without saying a word.  No goodbyes, no reasons, no explanations...they either delete and ignore me or they end up blocking me.  What the hell is this all about?   It leaves me so confused...what did I do that something like this becomes necessary?  Was it something really that bad that it couldn't be talked out?     Why not say goodbye?  Why not put some closure on the situation and on any feelings that we had, good or bad?  Seriously, am I asking for too much here?   I guess in some way, I am!  And I know it is something I have to accept even though I don't like it and would prefer things were different.   To those who have walked away and not said a word, please know that as much as that hurts me, I still wish you all the best in life, and I am sorry you are gone!  I give you my blessings and my best wis
I won't be on again until about 4:30 this evening. But I went to the doctor and I have a sinus infection. I'm on moxatag and nasonex. I can't work tomorrow and I'll be staying at my Mom's tonight.     Talk to you all later.
A Message From Your Bartender
From your Bartender Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'TS Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule 1: Have your shit together. Not onl
What Part Of Speech Are You?
You Are an Adjective You are a very expressive person. You have a way with words, and you're never at a loss for what to say. You can describe something perfectly. You can paint a picture with your story and make people feel like they were there. You are fanciful and dreamy. You tend toward being a little dramatic. Everything is a big deal for you. For you, a day is not simply nice. It's "beautiful," "idyllic," "balmy," or "superlative." What Part of Speech Are You? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity
My Madness ...
My head fills with inexplicable thoughts, They invade every avenue of my brain, Like ships that traverse to many ports, They come and go while I remain, Locked in some time warp of space, Sometimes no expression on my face. Why oh why do I submit to their will , Can I not withstand their force, When my mind is not blank and still, I find it filled with such remorse, I yearn for peace and tranquil rest, But I wonder if I can stand the test. These devils feed on my weary thoughts, I alone can summon my strength, I must regain my sanity of sorts, Finally after such great length, I can muster some commanding might, To rid me from this lack of light. Back I come from this twilight hell, Back I come to to enjoy the day, Away from this sorrow where I had to dwell, To the life where love lets me stay, Back to all that I left behind, Back to the sanity I regain my mind. I stand before a mirror dark , enshrouded by the gloom Where cold air penetrates the farthest corner of the
I'm Tired Of It All!!
"the Idiots Guide To Sex"
1: Eating Mexican Food is not the cause of gonorrhoea.. 2: There is no need for dice in role playing... 3: Intercourse doesn't happen on a highway... 4: If you engage in oral sex first, it's not called a head start... 5: If she says she's into "bondage," don't show her your financial portfolio... 6: You can lie down during a one night stand... 7: When a girl talks about waiting for the "right time," she's not referring to a commercial bank... 8: Only sleep with someone you love or can say you love without smirking... 9: Making out doesn't mean getting your money's worth.. 10: Sex is like The Club-Accept no substitutes...
Brand New Dj Bulletin For Minxy!!!!
10 Random Questions A Strangr Sent To Me..
1 .Where is the strangest place you've ever fallen asleep? Since I rarely sleep this one took me awhile.  I went to a UB40 concert at Merriwether Post, sat on the lawn and smoked a lot of grass.  My girlfriend and I got under a blanket and she got on top of me.  Next thing I know it's 2 hours later and she's telling me it's time to go. 2.Who is the last person you spoke to on the phone? One of my clients setting up a meeting at The Capitol Building tomorrow at 2 pm 3. What are your summer plans? The kids and I will hit all the musuems and the Zoo.  I might take a trip to Savannah to see my sister. 4. Where is your favorite place to eat on campus? Since I never went to college I will say my favorite place to eat is any local diner at 2 am. 5. What was your first pet? An Irish Setter named Jenny.  She was black and white and was the best dog I ever had.   6. What was your first Halloween costume? I was a clown.  My mom got a super cheap costume at KMart and satey pinned it so
Have To Say Goodbye..............
I will be leaving Fubar, my last day will be April 13th. My health has regretfully taken a turn for the worse and I will be trying new medical procedures that will keep me from continuing being on Fubar. I will miss all my friends that I have on here but for those that know about my illness I know you will all understand. For anyone who would like to stay in touch with me please PM me for my Yahoo email. Will miss you all, and will be giving out my fubucks to friends randomly.                   Muaaahhhhh
Wibbly Wobbly Website
check it out, it's just something i whipped up in photoshop that i will be expanding a little more as time goes by.
Why Won't They Stop Breeding?!?!?!
2:52:42 AM:  Me:   Welcome to (company name)! My name is (you know me). How may I assist you today?2:54:24 AM:  Robyn: Can you help? I have tried putting items in my SAKS BAG... it goes into the BAG, then it disappears.2:54:42 AM:  Robyn: What is going on... are you having tech difficulties?2:55:04 AM:  Me: We are not having any issues that I am aware of at this time.2:55:17 AM:  Me: May I have one of those item numbers so I can try to find out for you?2:55:24 AM:  Robyn: Sometimes, i try to add an item and it will not load into the BAG.2:56:03 AM:  Robyn: I Loaded a VINCE leather jacket... now it is gone.2:56:18 AM:  Robyn: Maybe I will try tomorrow2:56:36 AM:  Me: Do you clear your web browser cache frequently?2:56:51 AM:  Robyn: no2:56:57 AM:  Me: That could be one of the problems since we did update the check-out page in the past week.2:57:07 AM:  Me: Try that and see if it doesn't fix the problem.2:57:33 AM:  Robyn: In the pass, I could load an item... return the next day to finis
I Use My Blogs Almost!
I use my blogs almost as mumms when I have used my daily quota of mumms!  Anybody mind?  Yes  No
[i Dunno Where Sacaucus New Jersey Is...]
But they need to hurry up with my pin vise.And my metal finish.And my seam fixer.And my... everything. Third coat's down. I gotta say when the paint is still 1 or two color coats inwhite primer to black high gloss it looks kinda cool. It's not... quite right for my Kampfer. Which, when our systems went down for half an hour, I had time to look over the construction of the kit... we've got a few problems. Problems that make one consider several courses of action such as disassembling the outer plates and coloring individually and reassembling masking the holy bejesus out of the joints buying a new kampfer. ... and since most Kampfers are going for 40+ right now... woulda sworn I spent $20I think I'll piece it together.This still involves mounting a Gouf shield.Decaling.... that's plenty isn't it? ... and then I found God.     Words... Dear god where are my words?
Looking For T And A
Anyone got nice pictures of t and a?
Fictional Cyber Money
I got mildly upset at the fubucks fiasco, but a certain fubar basically said it is only fictional cyber money.  She was right or wrong?
I Go With A Black Hat
I go with a black hat to pray in synagogue, I am what is known as a black hatter. To be politically correct, should I be known as an African-American hatter?
To All U Beggers Whiney Sons Of Bitches
Unimportant Randomness
I have very little vanity and a very self depreciative sense of myself... but yesterday a stranger here on fu paid me the one compliment i'll accept... she said i have nice eyes. so this morning as i was shaving i began to think.  I do have nice eyes and they're the one trait that time can not rob me of... too much smoking, drinking and weight have robbed me of any other physical quality that may have been attractive...(ok god robbed me of a pretty face at birth)... but my eyes still persist... they're my father's, mostly... anyhow, like the title says nothing important just a passing thought... DP
You Have Got To Be Kidding Me! Lol
I received this message today. Note: Supposedly from United State Michigan but wants me to call an international number! LMAO   hello honey...   how are you doing honey, well with the look on your pics , i know that all is well with names are mike James Anderson.from united state a business man i deal on antiques 41 years old man..i must confess babe , you are so beautiful..well i was just checking my computer so i saw your profile and your pics so i thought i should get to know to you...well like i said before, am mike a business man ...i lost my wife in three years ago in an auto crash with my little boy whom i love so since then i have stay away from woman because i told myself that i was going to mourn them for three now i thougth i have mourn them enough and now i want to continue with my life that is why am here .am looking for the right woman of my life here , a woman that can show me true love and live with me all
Sleeping Like A Log?
Why is there an expression sleeping like a log, a log is a DEAD damn tree, it sleeps, maybe ,when it is a live tree, but when it is a log it's effin' dead. I want to sleep like a normal adult human!
Today's Fu Birthdays..
Here’s wishing a very Happy Birthday today to: Jezziebelle KO@ fubar And Fubar’s own… esixfiddy@ fubar Maybe I should do birthday blogs more often. Lol. Hope you all are having an amazing weekend! ….more fun this week I’m sure…
Asking For Stuff In Status (all Friends Read )
Someone "likes" Me?
Okay, is this something new or am I just not the sharpest tool in the shed today? I was on earlier and I saw the following in the My Live Feed box: Now that's really nice. However, I went to their page and it's for friends only. Kinda stupid, but whatever. Anyone have any insight on this "Likes You" thing?
How To Have Fun On Fubar
1. As soon as you can mumm, do it 2. Blog as much as possible, especially funny stuff and jokes 3. Make friends and find out about them, but don't get into drama 4. Rate profiles and photos, and thank the people that rate yours, but don't expect it in return 5. When a gift is given, at leat say thank you or return it 6. Block the donkey orifices and male progenies of female canines, and female canines 7. Have fun being yourself or someone else
Coke, Pepsi, Or Something Else?
What do you like to drink more in terms of soft drinks. Pepsi, Coke, or something else?
Red Pandas Are Just About The Cutest Thing Ever.
Red pandas are just about the cutest thing ever. These guys are native to the forests in the Himalayas, and there are only 10,000 to 20,000 of them worldwide. In the past they had been misclassified as being in the same families as raccoons and bears, but have recently been reclassified in a family all their own; they are considered “living fossils”, which means they’re more closely related to animals found in fossils than any living species. The people native to the red panda’s region call them “Wha” after the sound they make. They are slightly bigger than a house cat and eat a diet of mostly bamboo shoots and leaves. They spend most of the day time napping in the tree tops, and are most active at dusk and dawn.     Happy Earth Day People... Let's not fuck up the world for the rest of it's inhabitance as well please.
Lower Waist Appendages
How many ambulatory lower waist appendages with auditory receptors are ON this site?  A.  40%  B. Much More C Much less
Team F.u.c.t.
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This la
Job Titles And Decriptions
Founder of the GIRLZ NEXT DOOR duties include but not limited to keeping home page running and accepting requests. Founder , CEO ,& captain will make All choices involving the group together. The CEO of THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR will make All decisions and Stand in for the Founder whe She is not available. She is In charge of all issues with in the group, Involving the Group and outsiders.  If there are any problems Speak with her In an appropriate matter.  The Captain of the group will handle ALL of our ladies Requests and issues. If It can not be resolved then u Go to The CEO . If not resolved only then do u come to me. Please Follow the chain of Command. We will not Tolerate any of the ladies representing themselves as a part of This group In a negative or Crude manner. All ladies in the group need to participate on any events including reposting Bulletines and other things such as auctions.  We are here to Represent Fubar As Classy Intellegent Tastefull but Sexi Women Any Girl i
Emanon, Johnnydevil
Emanon is Johnnydevil, possibility?
Butterfly Dreams
Invading my mind A beauty unknown Scary thoughts Of happy endings Beating drum Heart pounding Melding my soul Of Butterfly dreams...  
A litany of hopelessnessoverwhelming and enveloping tormenting, tauntingthese haunting questions so confused, lost... cursing my mindrestricting my soul life in a tortured soulhauntingly unanswered  
Happy Beltaine
See the 1st comment for the video lmao
Nirvana By The Cult
I float through day and night life, well most of the timeTill I hung up my blues on a nail in your wallIt rained flowers when the music beganLove all around when the music is loudEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, yeah, yeah, yeahI wish that every day, nirvanaAlways this wayI'm not looking for girls or cheap thrills and pillsOr happy to sit on your merry-go-round, no, noI don't think there's an easy way out of hereBut when the music is loud, we all get downEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, always this way, yeahI wish that every day was like nirvanaAlways this wayTake it here, nowRun this through your headOh, every day, nirvanaAlways this way, yeah, yeah, yeahI wish that every, like the sun, nirvanaAlways this way, oh yeah, yeahEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahEvery, like the sun, nirvanaAlways this way, oh yeahEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, oh yeah, yeahI wish that every, like the sun, nirvanaAlways this wayNirvana
(broken) I Just Wrote This Feeling Lil Down ...
things will get better but do they ever its gonna be all rightbut not tonightthings will change but they stay the same people grow up people grow apartpeople just never grow upthings happen for a reason but there never seems to be reasoning try and smilewhen all ur doining is a frown am i really sad or is it just up side downstaying to strong never strongeryet never weakerit  gets better in time but that time doesnt comeyet it  seemed to have passed us by i refuse to fail but nothings  ever good enoughso i stay strongbut behind it alli feel like im made of glass glued together seems perfectly flawless but take a closer look boken  just placed back together 
Unforgiven Good Girl
Unforgiven good girl is just a pain in the derriere, I am glad I blocked him so he can't comment on any of my stuff!
Oops, Too Long!!!
As I was making this a status, I realized it was too long and I could not get out what I wanted to say. So, I thought I'd post it here and just link my blog in my status :) I'm sure a lot may disagree with me, but I guess that's the great thing about not caring eh? So, I'm just curious as to when the "higher ups" will STOP bitching about all the changes on fubar. I have agreed with all of them, minus what I like to call the belated April Fool's Day toolbar disaster, which was corrected eventually. Why, are the people that can afford to run autos every single day, while buying happy hours and bombs and blinging people continuously, bitching about the money they've spent to gain spotlight to level to 39 and 40, or are still in the process? YOU WERE GOING TO SPEND THE MONEY ANYWAYS! Let's break it down. An auto is 35 credits. There are on average 30 days in a month. 30x35 is 1,050. So, you're spending at minimum, slightly over 1,000 dollars a month on fubar by just running autos, and not
Ozarkian Hillbilly Speak; An Example
He growed up, he growed up real big, he catched hisself a fish, he knowed how, somebody learned him!
First Go At Logging A Typical Day For Me. (preface)
I recently read a book (thanks Bill) that gave me the idea of simply noting everything I do during the day for 7 days, and I started yesterday Monday May 4th, 2010. Since I was using the time to try and log most of the stuff I was doing, I figured I may as well post it up here so you guys can get an idea what it's like to be me (for good or bad). It'll be pretty boring, so unless you like watching paint dry you might want to find something else to do. I'll post the previous day every morning for the next 6 days.
Topless Blog
      Made you look!
i hate to do this but its the only way...   someone deleted my FB account... so i am asking you all to add me back i am soooooo pissed.....   I was soooo far in farmville and all my other apps I have already contacted FB about it but you know that aint gonna go anywhere
Anything Less Than Mad Passionate Love...... Is A Waste Of My Time
“Anything less than mad, passionate,extraordinary  love is a waste of my time.”                                          “Anything less than mad, passionate,extraordinary love is a waste of my time.” Mar 13, '07 6:08 AM for you Be patient with this entry. < I swear there is a point to it .As  someone said (just don't know who)There are too many mediocre things in life, and love should not be one of them. ...                               One of the most recently released movies that have perhaps hit home (cringe!), so to speak, is the low-budget "Dream for an Insomniac" starring Ione Skye and Jennifer Aniston. The lead actor used to be a child star but unfortunately, the movies which catapulted him to fame have already slipped my mind. Try to rent a copy of this movie not because of the talent of those who starred in it but because of the dialogue. One of those lines which bore a hole in my heart was, and I quote (not verbatim, though): "I DO
Really??? Does Anyone Deserve Respect Here?????
Usually i try to be positive and cheerful to you here in fuville cuz EVERYONE deserves a chance but this is ridiculous. I'm NOT worried about losing friends because it. seems I HAVE NONE.You know people talk about love and wanting and needing it.but if you DON'T KNOW LOVE,this is what happens.Too MANY folks here want to abuse and misuse people and their feelings.WHY??? IT DOESN'T MATTER TO YOU IF SOMEONE COUD USE YOUR SUPPORT FOR A CHANGE??? NAH,CUZ YOU'RE A-L-L ABOUT YOU!!! why even bother fooling with decent people??? cuz you can? FOR YOU WHO LAUGH AND SCOFF AT THIS,remember you have a life too.You have a life that can be turned up-side down at ANY GIVEN'll be the one in the end on your ass with no one to be there for your evil ass.what's so great about being evil???If you like to hurt others,you'll be hurting FOR ETERNITY.why ask other's to rate you,fan you and do this and that for you when you know you won't be decent to them in kind.CUZ YOU'RE A SOULLESS BASTARD WITH
Bloody Tears
In The End
It starts withOne thing I don't know whyIt doesn't even matter how hard you tryKeep that in mind I designed this rhymeTo explain in due timeAll I knowTime is a valuable thingWatch it fly by as the pendulum swingsWatch it count down to the end of the dayThe clock ticks life awayIt's so unrealDidn't look out belowWatch the time go right out the windowTrying to hold on, but didn't even knowOr wasted it all just to watch you goI kept everything insideAnd even though I tried, it all fell apartWhat it meant to me will eventually beA memory of a time whenI tried so hard and got so farBut in the end it doesn't even matterI had to fall to lose it allBut in the end it doesn't even matterOne thing, I don't know whyIt doesn't even matter how hard you tryKeep that in mind I designed this rhymeTo remind myself howI tried so hardIn spite of the way you were mocking meActing like I was part of your propertyRemembering all the times you fought with meI'm surprisedIt got so farThings aren't the way they
Ub40 - The Earth Dies Screaming
      A warm dry wind is all that breaks the silence, The highways quiet scars across the land. People lie, eyes closed, no longer dreaming, The earth dies screaming. Like scattered pebbles, cars lie silent waiting, Oilless engines seized by dirt and sand. Bodies hanging limp, no longer bleeding, The earth dies screaming. The earth dies screaming The earth dies screaming Your country needs you, lets strike up the band. The earth dies screaming The earth dies screaming Despite all odds we must defend our land. Half eaten meals lie rotting on the tables, Money clutched within a boney hand. Shutters down, the banks are not receiving, The earth dies screaming. 
No More
I make a pledge not to post whiny blogs or mumms.
Change In Surgery...
My niece is scheduled to have surgery in the morning.  Her Scoliosis has progressed to over 80% curvature of the spine.  What would have been a correction of the spine has now become a matter of just making sure she wont go into a wheel chair.  The surgery now will consist of her heart and lungs having to be moved out of the way completely for them to be able to take the 80%+ curvature and reduce it to 20-25%.  She will be in surgery for at least 8 hours now.  It was only supposed to take about 4 hrs and cut in the back to correct the 60% curvature.. now.. its worse.  :(  Please tomorrow, if you could... give her a thought please.  She just turned 11 when she found out in February about the Scoliosis.  She will be in PICU for at least 3 days they said.. not to mention now in the hospital overall about 14 days.. I have had people tell me they would be there for me with this, but if you could please.. find it in your heart to give her that moment, in thought and prayer if you pray.. That
Against A Master's Wishes
I arrived home at around seven at night and I was exhausted. I had been on business trip for about a week and all I wanted to do now was collapse in bed next to my slave, Dawn, get some pleasure and give her some, and fall asleep with my arms around her. I opened the front door, walked in and said, “Hey Dawn! I’m home!” Immediately, I looked down and I saw Dawn kneeling in front of me nude, her face looking straight down at the floor. Her dark red hair was flowing to her shoulders; her mouth had a ball gag in, her leather collar on tight with the leash attached, nipple clamps on tight, her body in a simple rope harness and her hands handcuffed behind her. On her stomach she had a piece of paper attached with a clothespin. I took it off and she gave a slight moan as I took the note to a nearby lamp and read it: Master, I disobeyed the orders that you left for me while you were away on your trip. I could not stop myself from fingering myself and cumming. I know I wa
Why Older Chicks Rule ;) Lmao
This is for all you *girls* 40 years and over... and for those who are turning 40, and for those who are scared of moving into their 50's ... AND 60's ... and for *guys** *who are scared of girls over 40!!!! Why Older Chicks Ruleby Andy Rooney As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to-do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of cours
What Type Of Berry Are You?
You Are a Blackberry On the one hand, you can be a bit rebellious and even somewhat naughty. You live large and refuse to do what you're told. On the other hand, you're quite sweet and even a bit sensitive. Those who know you well know that you can be fragile. Some people may be intimidated by you, but just as many people are drawn to you. You have a sparkling personality. You are confident in your uniqueness. You've never quite fit in, and you're good with that. You enjoy being one of a kind. What Type of Berry Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
It Just Looked Like Fun
Blame Philemon.  I know he got it from someone else, but it's his fault I saw the damned thing. ------------------------------------------------------------ Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room? Ummm yeah, I have some Mike's Hard Pomegranate in my mini-fridge  Last person to text you? Shawn (h) Do you think you like anyone? Yeah, but I really should stop thinking so much...   Who's the biggest whore you know? RL?  Dirty Chris.  But since none of you know him, I'll say online it would be.... hmmmm...  I plead the 5th Do you prefer to be friends with boys or girls? Srsly?  Neither.  I prefer to be friends with men; most women I know are either too catty or I'm too prone to want to switch teams ;) Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? No, but I've fallen on a cop once when I was drunk... ahhhhh Senior Walk memories Had sex in a movie theater? Not really... in high school I got fingered a few times but that's as far as it got Has any one of your f
The Trek, Highlights
Been meaning to blog my journeys, really dropped the ball on that. Just trying to take in as much as I can, and taken an assload of pix, to try and share what my eyes have seen, when I finally do plop down. Feel free to check em out, or go back to clicking penguins, or insulting strangers, or being an e-celeb or whatever your particular niche is. Its there if ya wanna browse. So far while staying in Ventura, Ive ventured as far as Santa Barbara shoreline and the Mission, then up to Riviera, where all the quiet millionares with the insane lanscaping seem to reside. In between Ive been to Channel Islands, Ventura Harbor & downtown, Strawberry Festival, and numerous spots up the 101. Sooo much to see, and so lil time, working 6 10s. Come Sunday, it takes some gumption to get on the road sometimes. Southbound of course Ive done the PCH 1 coast drive, thru Pt Mugu, Carillo, Malibu, Zuma, Topanga, ending at Santa Monica Pier, ate at Bubba Gumps and took a spin thru LA, Hollywood, Bev
Ohio, California, Florida,
Is Ohio, California, or Florida the state with the most idiots on fubar?  Or are there other regions and nations that carry that distinction?  A. Ohio B. California C. Florida D. Other  E. Who really cares, we can make fun of idiots from everywhere.
Boo Hoo
People are complaining about comments!  If you don't like it, put comment approval on, like  little emo female canines!
What My Dog Ate And Lived To Tell About It (well If He Could Talk That Is)......
So..... We had relatives in last week...Hubby's sister from New York City and her son from California. Had a great seeing and playing tourist. Instead of eating out AGAIN Friday night we decided to cook and eat at home. We stopped at my apartment to get some stuff that my mother in law didn't have and then went on up to her apartment building (which is the one right up the hill from me). Had dinner and looked through old photos that the nephew wants to scan and put on CDs and stuff. Anywhoooo, we were gone maybe 3-4 hours and when we came home there was Max, the year old Golden Retriever puppy and a chewed open bottle of Advil with 4-5 pills on the floor. Daughter ran upstairs and looked online and came running down saying we need to take him to the vet NOW. Apparently Advil is one of the deadly items for animals. I called an emergercy animal hospital that THANKFULLY we have close around here. I told them that he seems fine and is running around. They told me that by the ti
Today's Special Fu Birthday...
Here’s today ‘s special birthday fu :D….let’s give a big ol Happy Birthday lovins too… Reck@ fubar You know ya wanna :D
Old About Me....blah Blah Blah
I just moved my old "About Me" section here if anyone cares to read it. I do highly suggest reading it though, if you care to converse with me. If you've found this and bothered to make it over here in the first place then you've already got bonus points in my book...  NOTE TO THE INSECURE TYPES WHO ARE STOPPING BY TO CHECK ME OUT because you think I am gonna steal your FuMan or FuHubby. Please. I don't have a problem meeting men in real life and this site THRIVES ON flirting. It happens. If I put a heart as a profile comment it means I've stopped by and rated him, not that I want to run away with him and make babies. If you can't get over that then maybe you should try a different site. I assure you that my inbox and/or shoutbox are *ALWAYS* open if I am doing anything that is giving you that not-so-fresh feeling. Please talk to me about it like the adults we are, rather than spreading nasty rumors or gossip. If you choose to go the gossip route, just remember karma's a bitch. I am
Are People Stupid
Are people stupid, or horny f*ckers that just don't read what is next to the photo on the public profiles?
Overheard In The Burbs | He Really Likes To Swing
Woman 1: We bought the whole swing set and only person who uses it is Ken.Woman 2: That's good. My kids love ours. It's good for them to swing and play.Woman 1: Ken is my husband. -- Overheard in: Playground, Merion PA --
The Either Or Love Test
Your Love Style is Balanced You tend to approach falling in love practically. You don't let your heart get ahead of your head. You see love as an important part of your life, but it's not the whole picture. You keep romance in perspective. You see love as calming and relaxing. Being with someone makes you feel pampered and cared for. You need a stable relationship. You are swept off your feet by words of love. A love letter or love poem from your sweetie can make your heart melt. The Either Or Love Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes
I'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.
Feelings And Communication
When in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy.
Pics Of Me (please Read)
1. I will only be posting PG-13 pics of me...NO NSFW ones and don't ask to see cause u will be deleted from my friends list...go somewhere else for that. 2. NO DRAMA ON MY PAGE PLEASE!!!! 3. PLEASE Don't Take any of my pics that have to do with me please...(they are mine) pics in the tv and movie or whatever u may rip those..i don't care..if u like 4. Im a very easy going woman if u just respect my rules on my page..thanks that is all i ask
Childhood Memory
Yesterday, while watching the scroll bar for boomhoarrangs, I noticed a picture that was very familiar - someone had set their default pic as Snoopy, in his WWI flying ace outfit, next to his Sopwith Doghouse. I was carried back briefly to the beginning of the Seventies and the first house my parents ever owned. My mom's father had given us a (then) State-of-the-art Curtis Mathis console stereo, and a component 8-track deck to plug into it. There were several tapes they had bought, one of which was Snoopy And His Friends, by the Royal Guardsmen.                                         (I now own this album in vinyl form, BTW) I can remember being 5 years old and listening to that tape over and over and over... I think it broke finally, and my dad did NOT want to replace it... :P Seeing this fellow's default got me curious to see if there is a video of the band doing the song. GUESS WHAT! =D  
Drunk So Cute!
Lighthearted, Serious
Are lighthearted and serious mutually exclusive terms? A. Yes B. No
135 Blingpack Contests {revised}
THIS IS FOR LADIES ONLY   This is going to be my final contest of the summer, possibly  the last contest of the year. Depending on how things goes. You can win up to a 135 Blingpack.   The contest is Majority Salute Contest. Meaning whoever uploads/emails me the most salutes will win a 135 Blingpack at the end of the contest. 2.) Majority Salute Contest rules: a.) Must be NEW salute{s} to PeachZ b.) Either written PeachZ on body and/or paper salute c.) Can either be uploaded or emailed {if send via email pm/sb me for email} d.) must contain a 50/50 stance. {i.e. must be even on sfw/nsfw salutes. If you make 10 sfw must make 10 nsfw. If you make 10 nsfw must make 10 sfw. You get the idea.} e.) Must have face and PeachZ in each salute. {Just to verify for authentication of real salutes.} Contest will start up this Sunday night at 2000 pst, 6 Jun 2010. It will end on 4 Jul 2010 at 2000 pst. It might end sooner, depending on the stance of things. Will keep updated. Whoever makes
Rumble In The Faux Ghetto
Lovely area I live in, full of all those little kids who wish they were from the ghetto. Was out playing football today, absolutely baking hot. About 10 of these aforementioned kids roaming about throwing water at each other. At some point they take it upon themselves to throw water in the general direction of some parents/children in the youngsters play area. Fairly enough, said parents get a bit annoyed and ask them to stop, with which a torrent of abuse is thrown their way. During this "disagreement" our football happens to land nearby, and here's where things get a bit fuzzy. For reasons unknown to us, one of the guys that was playing football decides to attack one of the dads with a log, and somehow ends up with a split lip. So he's going around trying to beat this guy up until all of us put a stop to it. I hate kids...
[i Think I'm Moving]
Yeah... Grampa's thinking about leaving. See that thing on the left column of my blogs?Notice that you can't go BACK and read my old entries? That's a problem. Because I didn't back up about 650 of those 700 posts. Because I assumed that if the internet was going to swallow the fubar, I'd have more notice than this, like I did with the other 40 blog sites I've been on that DID give me due notice to back up my old posts and work. I might not part in a full capacity, but uuuh...uuuuh uuuuuuuuuh .... seriously figure out the fucking blogs. I'll let you know if and where I move. Not that... any of you would follow me elsewhere :P  
A Note......
I am going to be gone a few days,not sure how long yet.I am not one to allow people in my private life & I dont plan on starting now.I go on Wednesday so that gives me one more day,Procedure will be done on Thursday. The only thing that will be said is that I have some health issues and I am taking the first step hopefully back to recovery.I say I will be gone a few days because I am not sure if I am able to have my laptop there or not or how long they will keep me afterwards,a day a week I just dont know anything about this. There are only maybe 3 maybe 4 people on here that know what is going on and I prefer to keep that way. So dont forget to love on me.MY RANKING is bad enough since I havent really been here,just been online without much to do with this page.Sorry about that..I know I havent been talking that much lately,but so much has been going on with all this and I am trying to get my ducks in a row Keep it real and God Bless you all.... P.S I get to see my lilman in the
Fuck Poetry
How many like fuck poetry, a genre that is a little more graphic than love poetry?  A. less than 50% of fubar users B. More than 50% of fubar users
~ Harleychick's Sharing~
Wrote this last night ....Well it has been awhile since I have went on a  Harleychick's ramble and gave some insight into how my mind thinks, so I have decided I will do that tonight. Be prepared because we all know when I get started typing I can go on and on. ~Laughs~ I view many of your pages here on a daily basis. I read all about others pain, their happiness, their struggles, their trials, their support for each other, well, I pretty much see and read it all. I have to say that most of the time it is pain and heartache that I see from others. It is pain and heartache I can feel in others words. It is pretty sad to see and know that others have felt and feel the hurts and pains I have in my life. When I see that I can't help but hurt for you, wish I could hug you and tell you everything will be alright, offer you the right words you need to hear, give you a smile or a laugh, and extend my heart. I know that no matter how much you wish you could take away someone elses pain, you c
New And Improved Fu Man Whores..... Hahaha O_____o
Not only do we have fu whores but now we have fu man whores asking me to buy them ponys HAHAHAHA Omfg what is fu world coming too..... ***** **** ...: u have to balance the fu because u put a big hole in fubar so u must replace from ur own cash ***** ****...: u should buy me one HAHAHA FUK MAN I MEAN COME ONNNNNN HAHA I WOULDNT EVEN DIRECTLY ASK FOR ONE THAT JUST RUDE , LET ALONG ASK SOMEONE I DONT KNOW.... i put it in stats b4 but thats it ..... not right to put someone on the spot like that ....
Clouds in the sky,  islands in the streams, all is not what it seems. A man and his wife, hopefully for all life, walk together hand in hand, A mother, a father , a set of children, smiling serenely calm, these are the things that make me as well, calm
Be Ok
This has been on my breast cancer playlist for a LONG time... but it's more special to me now that I've seen her play it live when she opened for BNL last month.     I just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want to feel today, feel today, feel todayI just want to feel something todayI just want to feel today, feel today, feel todayI just want to feel something today[CHORUS:]Open me up and you will seeI'm a gallery of broken heartsI'm beyond repair, let me beAnd give me back my broken partsI just want to know today, know today, know todayI just want to know something todayI just want to know today, know today, know todayKnow that maybe I will be ok[CHORUS]Just give me back my piecesJust give them back to me pleaseJust give me back my piecesAnd let me hold my broken partsI just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want
Departure Party
This song was played for me at my departure party Tuesday night.... Isnt it beautiful?    
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that pa
5-28-10 Pt 4
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:16:33 PM): and that set him offkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:34 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:37 PM): ya knowkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:43 PM): if ya have no feelings for someone.Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:16:44 PM): kerry brb i need some vicks cough syrup lol 1 minkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:48 PM): you dont react to themkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:50 PM): kkDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:07 PM): backDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:10 PM): no not the vicks oneDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:13 PM): its very mildDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:14 PM): go onDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:32 PM): ive just scrolledDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:35 PM): you are rightkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:18:38 PM): but he still watches everything i do else would he know everythingDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:40 PM): that is what i said to him i saidDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:45 PM): why are you getting into such a knotDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:50 PM): i knowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:56 PM): i have always knownDeb
Horny Grasshopper
tarabitchy: hii   cancel Chat 12:57pm more To greatgal: uh,,, not likey so much but kudos to her for having the bravery to post it lol   cancel Chat 12:58pm more To tarabitchy: hiya! how are you   cancel Chat 12:59pm reply tarabitchy: good u   cancel Chat
Birthday Whore-athon!
so on thursday for my bday i'm doing a HUGE point whore-athon.....i have some ticker credits stashed away but i'd like if anyone has their credit available...can i has? please?!?!??! oh and hello everyone
Douchebag Of The Day
9:28pm cac5 17: very nice pics hun 9:30pm To cac5 17: ty 9:30pm cac5 17: welcome :) 9:40pm cac5 17: any chance you'd want in my private pics for a min. lol 9:43pm To cac5 17: Read my profile. Maybe that'll give you the answer you want 9:44pm cac5 17: nah 9:44pm To cac5 17: oh, you didn't have to. You figured it out all by yourself 9:44pm cac5 17: lol no i just honestly dont give a shit 9:45pm To cac5 17: Then don't ask :D kthnx bye 9:45pm cac5 17: i wouldnt sign off fubar tonight, your mobster might stay dead for a while :) night  *he blocked me after this* ZOMG I'm so terrified I'm shakin in my fu-boots.  I stay dead in fumafia as it were...DOUCHE
These Little Wonders....
juggalofir...: do little dicks make you laugh?       :s And good morning to you, too.
I've just returned from a lovely little trip out east with the fella, where we enjoyed a lot of seafood, too much beer and wine, and more televised sports than anyone ought to be forced to enjoy.  (Though I'll admit I did enjoy it.   A little.  But don't tell the fella, lest he get any ideas about subjecting me to more televised sporting events.) Highlights of the Boston trip: Eco-friendly hotel soap, which has a hole in the middle.  The explanation on the box was something along the lines of "people don't use the middle of the soap," but I think there are other explantions.  (I'm imagining solo male travelers spending a lot of time in the shower soaping their rope.) The 8-year-old son of the couple we stayed with for a couple days.  When we toured Concord, he was at my side the entire time, chatting about cookery, about baseball, about school and girls and whatnot.  His younger brother didn't hesitate to singsongingly identify me as the older boy's "girrrrrlfriend."  On the morning
Funny City Names
I am bored, and this is a subject everyone can have fun with... so I looked up funny city names on google and what do ya know, theres a site dedicated to just this... Funny city names from around the world...heres a few, some of which are well known already       1. Fucking (Austria)2. French Lick (Indiana, USA)3. Boring (Oregon, USA)5. Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada)6. Why (Arizona, USA) I am bored, and this is a subject everyone can have fun with... so I looked up funny city names on google and what do ya know, theres a site dedicated to just this... Funny city names from around the world...heres a few, some of which are well known already 7. Blowhard (Australia)8. Fart (Virginia, USA)9. Climax (Michigan, USA)10. Truth Or Consequences (New Mexico, USA)11.Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch (Wales). The translation of the name is ' St. Marys Church in the Hollow of the White Hazel Near to the Rapid Whirlpool of Llantysilio of the Red Cave'.The name was gi
Dear Fubar Whores...
Dear Fubar whores...   Pictures where you facial expression makes you look like you're taking it in the ass with no lube aren't attractive...FYI.   You're welcome.
Needing Prayers
I have found out today that my grandma isnt doin well.. they have found cancer in her kidneys an its spreading and because of her age and because of her health they dont know if she will be able to handle surgery..  My grandma is like a second mom to me so it pains me to see her in so much pain and hurtin from everythin she has been goin through over the years.. She is a very strong woman and has faught cancer before but im askin everyone to help and how you may ask.. all it takes is a minute to send a prayer for her to get through this and help her stay strong in her fight..  I know i havent been around much and now you know why, i have been copin with my own health and now helpin my grandma and my mom get through everything..  My mom is takin it very hard cause she is very close to my grandma so ive been tryin to get them to think positive and keep their minds off of things and i know thats hard so ive got big tasks ahead of me... I know i have many true friends on here and im gra
Join The Days Of Summer Auction!
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!
A Jewish Face
To me if someone has a kind face, no matter if they happen to be Jewish or not, has a Jewish face.
Letter Entries Pertaining To The Adventure Of The Missing Hat & Pipe. Entries Made By Dr.watson(unknown Civilian) And Sherlock Holmes (roadkillbarbie)
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island
Things A Burglar Won't Tell You
1. Of course I look familiar. I was here just last week cleaning your carpets, painting your shutters, or delivering your new refrigerator. 2. Hey, thanks for letting me use the bathroom when I was working in your yard last week. While I was in there, I unlatched the back window to make my return a little easier. 3. Love those flowers. That tells me you have taste... and taste means there are nice things inside. Those yard toys your kids leave out always make me wonder what type of gaming system they have. 4. Yes, I really do look for newspapers piled up on the driveway. And I might leave a pizza flyer in your front door to see how long it takes you to remove it. 5. If it snows while you're out of town, get a neighbour to create car and foot tracks into the house. Virgin drifts in the driveway are a dead giveaway. 6. If decorative glass is part of your front entrance, don't let your alarm company install the control pad where I can see if it's set. Th
Eminem-love The Way You Lie
Something about this song.....     [Chorus - Rihanna]Just gonna stand there and watch me burnThat's alright because I like the way it hurtsJust gonna stand there and hear me cryThat's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lie[Eminem - Verse 1]I can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now it's a steel knife in my windpipeI can't breathe but I still fight while I can fightAs long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flightHigh off of love drunk from my hateIt's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocateAnd right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates meAnd I love it, wait, where you goin'?I'm leavin' you, no you ain't come backWe're runnin' right back, here we go againSo insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' greatI'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois LaneBut when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapWhose that dude? I don't even know his name
Stuck In My Head
this song has been stuck in my head...    
A Pocket Full Of Nuthin'
   I sit here and wonder how I ever lived,    with the cards that life dealt,    wondering if the love I once had,    will ever again be felt.      I've got A Pocket Full Of Nuthin'    and it's filling up fast,    filled with Heartache and Pain,    and memories of love that didn't last.       I once was a Happy Man,     and whenever something good would happen     in my pocket it would go.     Then something happened,     and suddenly sadness would take it's toll,     and soon I would discover my pocket full     of love and memories had a big hole.        I've got a pocket full of nuthin'      and it's filling up fast,      filled with Heartache and pain,      and memories of love that didn't last.       Then I found you      soon my sadness would end,     and because of the love you showed me,     the hole in my heart like the one in my pocket     you would mend.        
Make Fun Of Me
Make fun of me, see how I add to it!
Friend's Fam Need Thoughts...
I have an old friend from HS< who is missing. She was hiking on a first date, fell over a waterfall, body is missing, presumably dead. Please, if you are religious keep her family in prayers, if not, at least keep them in mind.
Well Hey Hey Hey!
So. I miss you! I haven't forgotten about you. I still think of you, and think you're super rad. How have you been? Things are splitting apart for me- think of An American Werewolf in London. Painfully transforming, hopefully into something cool- like a werewolf. Where wolf? There wolf. Toy Story 3 is amazing and I cried.   So many changes to Fubar, I feel like an old person trying to figure out Facebook. "Like me? What's this? POINTS? This isn't Super Mario Bros!" (Yes I know we always had a point system, I'm just saying- now it calculates everything in your face, like a show-offy smart kid in class!) Haha, still getting blank friends requests- some thing never change. I am currently reading Kingsblood Royal by Sinclair Lewis. If you haven't read him you oughta, he was wicked ahead of his time and darkly funny. My copy is from 1947 and was about $4 in an antique store in Utah, so- awesome! Oh, and the book is great. :) A good new comic series out right now is I-Zombie, by
Artist: Rush Album: 1981-87 Retrospective Ii Title: Limelight Words by neil peart, music by geddy lee and alex lifesonLiving on a lighted stageApproaches the unrealFor those who think and feelIn touch with some realityBeyond the gilded cageCast in this unlikely role,Ill-equipped to actWith insufficient tactOne must put up barriersTo keep oneself intactLiving in the limelightThe universal dreamFor those who wish to seemThose who wish to beMust put aside the alienationGet on with the fascinationThe real relationThe underlying themeLiving in a fisheye lensCaught in the camera eyeI have no heart to lieI can't pretend a strangerIs a long-awaited friendAll the world's indeed a stageAnd we are merely playersPerformers and portrayersEach another's audienceOutside the gilded cage
If, A Work In Progress
I f I had arms to hold you, and a shoulder for you to cry on, Would you cry? If my heart would melt every time I mentioned your name, Would you smile? If I had the time to kiss you once and again, Would you sigh? If I sang a tune for the world to hear, Would you tremble and shake? If I said I was hungry, Would you cook and bake? If I said I was thirsty, Would you mix me a drink? If I said I was bored, would you give me something with which to think If I said you were sexy as hell broke loose, Could I give you a goose? If the world tumbled down, and you thought I might drown. Would you turn me loose? If the world was on fire,and ny soul was aflame. Would you sacrifice me for fortune and fame? If I made a gaff Would you laugh?  
Go Mad
Not that its interesting at all that I was happy and now happier.....but my new Gomad dock arrived today. And of course like a kid I couldnt wait and check it out tomorrow. I virtually ripped it out the package tonight and hooked it up. Now my new uber techified phone can dock with the car stereo,  and I can listen to all the music collection on there as well free satelite radio. Plus because its reading whatever is coming out of the phone, its auto-fades when a call comes in, and I can take it or hit send to VM, and also listen to messages, etc thru the car. I haz a technological woody.
Happy Birthday
I think everyone should go wish this girl that has no salute and calls herself Fantasy Girl, a Happy Birthday.  Classic!   Taylor@ fubar  
What Kind Of Smile Do You Have?
You Have a Big Smile You can get easily overwhelmed by your emotions. When you're happy, it's hard not to have a huge grin. You are a very enthusiastic and energetic person. Some may even call you bubbly. You're the first person your friends want to call when they have good news. You're always up for some celebrating. You're never jealous when other people are happy. You want everyone to be smiling! What Kind Of Smile Do You Have? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist
No More Alt.
No more alter ego, at least for a day! lol
I Love Life!!!
Him: Sometimes I really HATE you! Me: Why? Him: Well you're a woman but you think like a man....    
Move Along, Folks. Nothing To See Here.
What's your name spelled backwards? Adnama Ear. What did you do last night? The same thing I'm doing tonight, aside from several phone calls and this.. thing. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Probably Skype. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? That doesn't even spark a glimmer of curiousity in me. Last time you swam in a pool? A month ago. They're all giant jacuzzis right now. Like 100 kids peed in them. What are you wearing? Women's underwears. How many cars have you owned? I'm on my 5th. I miss my 4th. Type of music you dislike most? Throaty death metal. I can't understand a word they're growling. Are you registered to vote? No. Do I want to be? No. Do you have cable? The best too much money can buy. What kind of computer do you use? A work-issued Dell something something laptop. Ever made a prank phone call? I honestly don't recall. You like anyone right now? I "like" about 50 people everyday. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Will there be
Boo Boo
30 minutes into my first job today and I brake the tip of the index finger on my pitching hand.  Knocked out another 6 hours on topof that.  In hindsight, maybe I shoulda stopped to ice it.    Thanks everyone for the big assist in fulfilling my level 25 requirements.  RoK, Chelan, Raven, Pedro el Loco, and Ms D etc totally awesome.   Hups Holland.  I know they lost.  After the game I gave one of the lady Espana fans the traditional, "Good game." and took off my shirt for trade but no joy.   My youngest returns from Hawai'i first thing tomorrow morning.  She gets two weeks with her mom every summer.  I miss her.  Not in the contestant on Survivor crying when they see their loved ones kinda overkill miss but I do miss her.   I leave for vacation Thursday morning even though I've finished my last jobs  for the week today.  This is the first time I've gone on vacation without my youngest ever.  I plan on missing her in the Survivor contestant way by the time it's all said and don
Long Day 1.5
She nudges me in the side "Did you leave me?" Breaking from my little daydream I quickly recover "No, I was busy thinking about the price of tea in China. This year is going to be great. Too bad I sold my company Tea of China. I would have made out like a bandit." "Oh? You're a stock broker?" "No, in a freak inheritance, I was given stock in Tea of China and I lost it on that fateful weekend in a poker game." Actually, I had to sell the company in order to keep my blood flowing. Years ago, I received a letter in snailmail. Back when I had paper envelopes & stamps in stockpiles. Nowadays it's all about logging on, checking inbox, deleting/flagging spam. The letter was from the law offices of Dewey, Cheetum & Howe, I thought "Damn, I knew I should have made them sign that waiver." Upon reading, I can see it wasn't the case. The lawyers inform me I'm in a will of an obscure relative and I need to show up on this date for details.  On appointed day, I showed up not knowing what to ex
Making More Salutes
I am going to be making Salutes for whoever wants them. It will be first come, first serve. Let me know if you want one and what is your favorite color. Leave a comment below with what you want on it. I will try to make them tonight or tomorrow.
So I was homeschooled. From 5th grade till th end of highschool.So maybe thats why I never got into the whole drama and backstabbing thing?People need to grow up. Ok? lets work on that. OR      So on the other. You're great. I think imma keep you.Under my bed, in my pocket, and with my lady parts. Rawr.   Today was laundry day. So its been a busy day. and shitfuck man, we got tons of rain. which cooled things down a bit, but the humidity is still nasty. and thats all i have to say.     This concludes our broadcast day. Click. 
Lyndsey:diabolical Angel(inked Goddess)singing Goodnight Never Goodbye ...(rip)
Lyndsey:Diabolical Angel(inked goddess)Singing goodnight never goodbye ...(rip)
Scums That Exploit Deaths
I wont mention any names for respect to those that have crossed over and to their families. This is for the fucking retards who uses their deaths and the families grief for personal gain I hate to break to you fucking retards when people lose loved ones  ASKING FOR BLINGS AND HH DONT FUCKING HELP. If you knew the recently departed, show some fucking respect to the families. Those who passed were someones mother, father, brother sister. What if it was your fucking mother? would a goddamn Bling make feel all better? Seriously, If I ever die anytime soon and someone tries to get personal gain or attention from it I will come from the grave to personally kick your fucking ass, and I would be dead so I got a llllllllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg time to hand you your ass whoopin. You want to know how to so condolences or even how to help? Do a REAL memorial do something to honor the dead. Not use their fucking pictures just to get attention you dumb fuck! I am sure i have offended so
Kiss Hard Luck Hooker
There Are Strange People On Fu
People can be so strange....this was in a friend request...I'm sure I'm not the only one but lordy...   hello... i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance. have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow? you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female? i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives. at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at
The Ocean Is Breaking My Heart
I've never been so sure of anything till I met you you make me feel as happy as a gol digger with a rich jew you make me feel as light as air you show that you really care but you're so far from me why does this ocean have to be so mean so unforgiving and cruel I don't think its cool this ocean is breaking my heart I love you but i'm not sure I can fulfill my part all because this ocean won't let me embark all I want is you someday it'll happen but probably not any time soon :(
Would You Rather
Have a drink or a rate?
I Think Its Safe To Say.....
....that you have become a lil too immersed in your work, when you.... come home and despite your best efforts, you fall out, you wake up & look at the clock & burst to your feet in panic from how fukin late you are,   only to realize at some point between the bed & the car,   that it is actually p.m. ......of the same day.
Are You French Fries Or Onion Rings?
You Are Onion Rings You are funky and full of flavor. You definitely have a strong personality. You are willing to take risks and fall flat on your face. You rarely do fail though. You have a knack for what works. Everyone but you is surprised by your results. You are always yourself, even though you're a bit quirky and offbeat. You wouldn't know how to be anyone else. Are You French Fries or Onion Rings? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
Just Another
Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be
Impressions Of A New Fu...two Weeks
I have now been on Fubar a little over two weeks and I thought it might be helpful to my newer friends here to give a brief, and those of you who know me understand brief is not in my vocabulary, analysis and impression of my experience on this site.  I have not been sober since the first day I arrived so am not sure any of this will be meaningful as I am in a constant state of shit-facedness but I will do my best, especially in light of the fact that just this morning I received 46 martinis and am still able to sit here and write this ridiculous blog, walk upright and talk on the phone, all at the same time.  Don't tell me this place isn't magic!! If you are a man, and I am one the last time I checked, the first thing you notice on Fu are the vast numbers of incredible and beautiful women here. If you don't notice them then you are in need of a serious eye exam cause they sit in little boxes on your page, little boxes that float past you on the top of your page, little boxes that do
Iconic Infatuation!
So I have said it before I will say it again You think he is an ass I will not lie He is He is one He is one of the coolest Asses I know speaking his mind even if you cant handle all the spewage Thrashes, trashes and motivates sometimes in the most meticulous and evil way without him Some wouldn't know how to stand up or sit the fuck down... He will be... a dirty old man foul mouth  and happy.... never said you had to like it love it hate it HE will BE!
Friends And Family
Are you the type of friend that visits your friends or family ONLY after you see that they have hit your page and rated you?  Or do you visit their page and rate them anyway?  Do you ignore your friends and family when they shout at you, cuz you are too busy, or do you politely tell them HI and that you don't really have the time to chat.  Do you post Status Quotes, asking everyone for R/F/A's, Bling, or some other gifts, knowing that you aren't going to return the favor?   Of all my friends, I have about 5 that will visit my page and rate, or chat with me, without me having to initiate it.  And I love them dearly.  But I have many more that don't, or won't.     I have had friends that say right in their "About Me" that they rarely rate, chat, or even respond to personal messages, simply because they are only here for the GAME, and want to boost their egos by relishing all of the FALSE POPULARITY that Fubar offers them.  Needless to say, they are no longer Friends and I would guess
I Must See This!!!!!
I know - blog posting fiend today, but look at this!!!! video in comment
This Is Sproet's About Me.
Sproet can't decide how to describe herself in her bio and told me I should blog it so here we go:   I'm a redhead. I'm also a woman. That means I don't know what I want and I'm really pissed off about it. So if you want to friend me, get to know me. Seriously, I'm not going to accept friend requests from people I have not communicated with. By communicate, I do not mean harass me. I don't want to see your dong. Witchie, Helly... I DO NOT WANT!!!! I'm a nerd. I'm a chick so it's hot. I played in the band. I'm a fag hag. No, my boyfriend is not gay. What he does, he does for money. Don't try to do it with him because he doesn't know what he's doing anyway. Just because I talk to you doesn't mean I want to have sex with you or have you pee on me or fulfill some other weird fantasy of yours. My boyfriend can do that if I want it. That's about it. Now, go read your Fangoria magazine.
In Darkness
In Darkness   In darkness, She chooses to disappear. Slipping away silently, No one there to hear.   In darkness, It seems so simple. Quickly looking back, She grins showing her dimples.   In darkness, No one will note, The pain in her eyes. She swallows the lump in her throat.   In darkness, They can't see the pain. Always hiding the anguish. Emotions seem to drain.   In darkness, The coldness takes control.
"american" An Insult?
There is a certain two footed jackass on this site that happens to think the title "American" is an insult,  I believe being an American is an honor that involves responsibilities.  I am proud to be an American, A Yank, A Yankee Jew for that matter!
Please Welcome My Niece, New Here Today!
Please check out my niece and show her lots of love!!   Please welcome my #1 friend... my Niece... some of you may recognize her... eventually ;) YES SHE IS REAL.. THE ONE THAT MAKES ALL THOSE AWESOME PICS.. IM SO PROUD OF HER :) She's working on a Salute right now!
Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder
The typical symptoms are Raynaud's syndrome (in which the fingers suddenly become very pale and tingle or become numb or blue in response to cold or emotional upset—see Peripheral Arterial Disease: Raynaud's Syndrome), joint inflammation (arthritis), swollen hands, muscle weakness, difficulty in swallowing, heartburn, and shortness of breath. Raynaud's syndrome may precede other symptoms by many years. Regardless of how mixed connective tissue disease starts, it tends to worsen, and symptoms spread to several parts of the body. The hands are frequently so swollen that the fingers look like sausages. A purplish butterfly-shaped rash on the cheeks and bridge of the nose, red patches on the knuckles, a violet discoloration of the eyelids, and red spider veins on the face and hands all may appear. Skin changes similar to those in systemic sclerosis also may occur. The hair may thin. Almost everyone with mixed connective tissue disease has aching joints. About 75% develop the swelli
Hoar I go against my fu principles to get something I really really want or not? It's only a non-existent shiny thing after all!   Goddamn my obsession!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Ice Cream Cone Test
You Are a Mystery     Everyone thinks they have you figured out, but you're not as innocent as you look. You don't show all your cards, and you have a lot more going on underneath the surface than people suspect. You are complicated but subtly so. It takes a long time for anyone to really get what you're all about. You are good at mastering your image. You make sure that others see only what you want them to see. The Ice Cream Cone Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
Fly Lil Bat And Find The Man In You....
Batman: XOXO   cancel Chat To Batman: hola   cancel Chat Batman: hi baby how are you xxx   cancel Chat To Batman: i'm ok i guess, thanks. how are you?   cancel Chat
i have never wanted to scream and throw a fit so much in my mother fucking life!!!!!!!!! im sick im crabby and talking to the guy who is trying to get his band to give me a shot at an audition, and the fucking phone dies in the middle of our conversation. and you know me and the 13? well when i was dialing his number ends in 0013 im absolutley taking this as a sign, i know how this shit works.   what if i just blew a fucking good chance over a dead phone?   rude.   sarah
I Do It On Purpose
My 14 year old son recently compared me to Bobby Bouchers mom from "The Waterboy"   I am absolutely HORRIFIED by the display of wanton whore-ship of the many High School girls here at Lassen.   The new "game" is: (In order to preserve virginity and avoid pregnancy).....doing "What what in the butt!", and of course, the BJ's. (EEEEEEEK!)   Our conversation this morning over panckakes:   Me: Remember what we have talked about.   Josh: DEEP SIGH   Me: Let's review. If a girl looks at you?.....   Josh: She'll give me the herps.(He giggles and is entertained by my worry)   Me: No....but she WANTS to. And.....If she wants you to touch her boobies?......   Josh: I'll go on welfare (still cracking up). And girls are the Devil and....   Me: I never said they were the Devil!   Josh: Pretty much. MOM! Seriously?....I'm not stupid.   Me: I know! But you ARE my baby, and I don't want you broken before you are totally put together.   Josh: As crazy as you talk sometimes,
I Love How....
I love how people take completely non political mumms and blogs and turn them into political screeds!
The Return
It's happen once again.I've been broken-hearted and burned. I never thought it could occur, the hateful man has returned. My heart has become an iceberg but it use to be something. The pieces of my love has scattered into nothing. Dreams are shattered once more. A soul I start to lack. I'm laying in a pool of crimsom glass, the bitter man has come back. The reflective could've beens disturb me while I sleep. The agonizing taunts shred and cut me deep. I've teamed up with the bottle and my pride has dissapeared. I can't rise from the ashes but what should I blame. The murky and hefty shadow or the torturous and wicked shame?
The Keirsey Temperament Test
This is an actual psychologically founded personality test. Employers sometimes may use this test to decide what they want their employees to be doing. There are in-depth analyses of personality types, but that costs money. You might still be surprised at how accurate the free basic description is. Check it out here:   Warning, you might want to set aside about 10 or 20 minutes for this test.   My report:   Guardians are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply -- and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses. Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians t
Challenge: Unclean College Salute
I love higher education, or at least I love students of higher education. So I was thinking of something fun to do for our fans on facebook who want to earn some prizes.   So here's the deal..... 1) Make a Salute Sign like normal. ---Must say clearly ---Must have your username clearly   2) Go to your local college campus ---During the day ---While there are lots of people there (no sneaking around at night!)   3) Stand in front of the college sign "University of Fubar - Redwood City" for example 4) Make sure there are some strangers in the photo with you. 5) Have someone snap your photo. 6) Post your photo on Fubar and then POST A LINK TO YOUR PHOTO HERE :   That last part is important. I'll personally send you a reward for your efforts, and when I get bored with it I'll send something extra to a winner of my choosing.   Pretty simple. Any questions?
I'm Stupid
Okay, when I was a newb, I posted dumb mumms and got butthurt. Dammit, it's the truth. I quickly learned how to deal with it, though.   You all might remember the recent gem of some guy who had some girl but got some girl pregnant but the girl didn't like him because he had some kid by some girl? That's about as detailed as it gets. Apparently, it was a psych experiment at our expense.        To Sgt Nibble...: btw though i respect your predicament, your status is lame - you're asking people to buy you an image on a website - very lame Sgt Nibble...: its being a smart ass for all the fu whores out there that put it as theres. like i care for flashing jpeg lol To Sgt Nibble...: fair enough - i didn't catch the cynicism - seriously though, don't take the net so seriously - see previous non-previous comment - it's just a bunch of people with nothing better to do Sgt Nibble...: oh i read it and thank you. it just cracks me up how people are, that t
Connor Told Me A Joke......
So my 7 year old told me a joke as he was getting out of the car. For some reason it cracked me up. I think it was because I wasn't expecting it from him. Anyway here it is......   How do you wake Lady Gaga up?       Poke her face     The end.
Please, Punish Me Some More, Apparently I Never Learn
So when I finally think things are looking up... I need to find another health insurance company AGAIN, since this one decided to stop covering my doctors visits because of my "pre existing condition." Darn, I wish I knew it was only for healthy people, or I wouldn't have chosen to get sick! I can't take this anymore, and I don't know why they do this to people. I'm aware no one gives a shit but I needed to vent.
Not Always Right| Voodoo Or Do Not, There Is No Jedi
Resort | Orlando, FL, USA (I’m the resort coordinator and often deal with claims from guests who have had an incident.) Me: “Thank you for calling [resort]. How may I help you today?” Guest: *already irate* “You can help me by filing a claim for me! I slipped and fell on your property during my vacation and I deserve compensation.” Me: “I’m so very sorry that happened to you. Can you please provide me with your name and the dates of your stay so I can pull the incident report?” (She gives me the information.) Me: “It seems that your stay with us occurred in 2007, almost three years ago. The report says you didn’t want to file a claim at the time. May I ask why you’re just now contacting us?” Guest: “You should know! You’re the one that hired that voodoo man!” Me: “I’m sorry?” Guest: “The security guard! The security guard who helped me up! He wiped my memory
My Past Caught Up With Me...
First off, let me begin by apologizing for any typos, grammatical errors or spelling mistakes i may make ahead of time. I have never "blogged", so i beg urindulgence. however ,something pretty neat happened to me a few weeks ago and i feel the need to share the story. If no one reads it, oh well.... Many years ago,(i wont say exactly how m olany), i was working as a server at a popular waterfront restaurant on the beach. It was one of my first jobs and the restaurant still exists! One day i came to work and discovered we had hired a new dishwasher. I had always been one to make people feel  welcome ad i soon discovered that this young man was painfully shy and quiet. for good reason, as his knowledge of English was limited. For some reason i cant fathom, all of my co-workers had difficulty with his name.He was from Morrocco and before you knew it, he had been nickamed "Vic" a shortened version of his name....      Vic was . a hard worker and reliable and despite the language barrier w
CAREFUL I stared at your picture today One last time just for hate Before I lit it up and smiled While your face engulfed in flames Careful what you wish for You dreams just might come true But instead of fucking me Im gonna fuck around with you Im no one to be played with You fucked with the wrong girl Should have stuck to the pathetic simple ones That seemed to rock your world But you wanted more, you wanted me Dumb bitches made you sick But you should of know theyre what you deserve You lying fucking prick You cant handle a girl like me You cant treat me like you did them I wont sit there , cry and take it Just to keep you as my man
What Is A Fupony?
I can't help but to think that Baby J is HILARIOUS! A FuPony?   So here is what I imagined happened when the FuPony made the cut.   FUBAR STAFF: We need to increase revenue so we can actually go on a vacation that is more than 25 miles away. PLUS: We are SO sick of the Dollar menus.   BABY J: Here's an idea: Let's think of the gheyest thing we can possibly come up with, and charge an exorbitant amount of money for it! Afterall, it IS a popularity contest and EVERYONE loves to be a FuGOD! It CANNOT FAIL! *insert menacing chuckle* BRAINSTORM PEOPLE!!!   They probably came up with some pretty ingenious shit, but at the end of the day, they put them to a vote and on the "GHEY-O-METER", the FuPony took the title by a solid 69% of the vote. The only thing gheyer than a FuPony is.....Perez Hilton.   BABY J....You Sir, are Genius!   Let's look at logistics: What IS a FuPony?   1) 2 pairs of True Religion jeans.   -or-   2) 3 pairs of Diesel Jeans   -or-   3) A month o
Swimming & Veggies
So  I swam  1/2 mile tonight & my back doesn't hurt a bit..   (knocks on wood)   working my way back up to that mile hopefully.... Figures the pool closes Monday.  :(  Gonna find me some cool club to join for the winter! One that has salt water for therapy perhaps!   oh & I so love those steamed veggies you cook in the bag,  in the microwave. ya only have to dirty a fork or spoon .. you cook & eat it right outta the bag!    okay that is all  peace baby 
I Just
watched Remember Me.   And my heart fell out of my chest.     Damn you, cinema. You're good.
Papa Roach - Scars
[Chorus:1] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself Your making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:2] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much and Our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advise I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus:3] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much and Our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came arou
Mike Edwards Dead At 62
From the Washington Post today: Mike Edwards, one of the early members of the British rock ensemble, Electric Light Orchestra, died Sept. 3 in an accident. Mr. Edwards was driving a white van along a countryside road in the southwestern county of Devon when a 700 pound hay bale tumbled down a hill and landed on the windshield of his vehicle, killing him instantly, police said. He was a particularly eccentric character of the band, who was known for wearing a tailed tuxedo, and playing solo tunes using a grapefruit for a bow. He also had one particular piece, called the "dying swan," when at the end of his routine, his cello would "explode." He played with ELO from 1972 to 1974 before becoming a Buddhist, changing his name to Deva Pramada, and making money teaching the cello. He played in this piece, "Ma-Ma-Ma-Belle". Enjoy.   Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx
Does anybody use this???   I need to upload it.
Mfkn Love?
Recently one of your founders...MFKN Longhorn... made a VERY valid point.  "Are you MFKN? We're not a rating family but any one in MFKN should at least rate the Home Page, Founders and TOP 7 out of respect. It really MFKN disappoints me when I come to the Home Page and it's dry. MFKNLONGHORN" Now you all know that there are no rating requirements but it is always nice to show the people you call family some love. Even if it is as simple coming to the homepage and showing it and the top friends and fam love. It's not required but it really shouldn't have to be required to be doe. It's what MFKN is about it's what you ALL claim to be a part of.   Now, we are going to bring back something most of you are familiar with. Every week we will change the top 7 friends to the 7 people who BUSTED THEIR @$$3$ the week before. As a courtesy to them We ask you to show the top 7 love AT LEAST one time during the week they are up there. I think this is pretty reasonable.   Also, when you show
About 20 minutes ago, Karen was awakened by my incessant yelling of, "FUCK!!!! FUCK THESE PEOPLE! FUCK THESE STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS! I'LL FUCKING KILL THEM! I'M GOING TO KILL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS!" etc.   What happened, you ask? I'll tell you. The college bookstore had a copy of a book I needed. I just happened to have enough money to afford to rent it. This was Thursday. After quite a wait, the girls figured out their machine was not working. I went home sans book - extra irate since it was the last one and I know it will be gone next time I came back. This is the most related story to my current mood, but it doesn't hurt to mention that this book store has repeatedly pissed me off. It's a B&N. I LOVE B&N. Not this one. After our trip back home this weekend, we decided to imbibe a little drinky drink (that would be alcohol) and order pizza. I went to the gas station, grabbed an 18 pk and some four lokos for Karen. Card declined. Lulz, try it again. Insufficient funds. I tell the clerk
Just Sayin
I am going for surgery in the morning. Its nothing serious, but hoping it will do what is necessary to keep me from being sick all the time. I might not be on tomorrow, I don't really know, it just depends on how I am feeling. I'm not concerned, a little nervous, but not worried. I know what they are going to do, but ya know, surgery is surgery. Nerve wracking. I am not looking for sympathy or anything, I just feel the need to talk or type it out because I am at lack of better things to do to occupy my time.   I am getting closer to leveling, but still kinda far off. Oy. It will get there eventually I guess.   Well, thats it for now.
I Can't Wait...
I can't wait for my child support to kick in again. Once that does, I can use some of MY money on here and be a semi-whore again. I'm tired of being broke. =/   Anyway...I hope everyone is having a great morning. Will someone please drink a cup of coffee for me? I don't have any and I'm going crazy.   Love you all
I have recently found out that I have been diagnosed with thyroid cancer.My cancer has spread to my lymph nodes and to my esophagus. At first I was like please just take me out now please,but then came back to real life and was like hell no this is not going to stop me,there is way to much fight left in me to go away this easily.I have been going to the doctors almost everyday since then and have been having lots an lots of test I have become a guinee pig but its all good as long as it helps me and anyone else that is suffering threw the same thing. I have had thyroid disease since 1992 I had a thing known as graves disease.I had a gioder that was treated with radiation and a few years ago the tumor returned and came back.Well there is alil bit for now. I dont want anything from anyone other then prayers for those fighting for cancer in an shape or form. I love you all.   
How To... Give Proper (therefore Great) Cunnilingus.
Cunnil-wha? Cunnilingus, silly! Oral sex, eating pussy, munching carpet, etc.; cunnilingus is the act of using the mouth to stimulate the female genitals. This can include sucking or licking the outer and inner areas of the vagina, and most often involves direct stimulation of the clitoris. Some women find cunnilingus to be the most satisfying sexual act. Indeed, a great number of women report that oral sex is the only way they can achieve orgasm.  The mouth can create a uniquely intense range of sensations which many find unrivaled. So, I just take my tongue and start licking her clit, right? Sure, you could do that, but that's like being satisfied with the appetizer and skipping the main course. To give really great oral sex, you need to learn about the whole vaginal area, including the clitoris. Though the clit is the central pleasure mechanism on a woman, the entire area is fertile ground for your tongue, fingers, and toys. Tell me more about this clitoris thing! The clitoris
9 Years Ago, 10 Days Ago
9 years ago, 10 days ago today. We'll call it d-day plus 9x365+10. So 9 years ago, 10 days ago today, I was fighting for my life - fighting Nazis - in Vietnam. None of you can really understand what I went through. You weren't there. You didn't have to do the things I did. You didn't have to see the things I saw. None of you can understand what it felt like to baste a turkey with only a 20 gauge syringe and a hand grenade. I don't need to explain it. But I'd better damned sure get your sympathy. I once held a dying car battery in my arms. It was my only power source for my Ipod. When it died... I cried. I cried and I cried like a little girl. I had nothing to do with that battery's death, but yet, I had to watch it die. And I could no longer listen to my Britney Spears. You wouldn't understand. These are just some of the things I've went through. These are just some of the things I've seen. If you could have been there, then you'd understand why we should not build a mosque at ground
What's too old for a 19 year old girl to date? I'm asking because a woman at work has a 19 year old daughter dating a 28 year old. The daughter thinks it's fine [of course] and the Mom is freaking out, lol.   I'm just being semi nosy, since I was asked my yeah.   Love you, friends
A good man died today in a small Texas town. He was a man of character, integrity, and honor. His promises were never broken. He gave people everything he had if they needed it, but also made time to share small words of encouragement for folks whose hearts needed more than stuff to get by another day. He had no lofty title or riches, but he was esteemed by everyone who had the pleasure to know him.   He was not blessed with a graceful death. Cancer ravaged him, took his vitality, took his peace, took his life. The agony he bore was horrible these last few weeks, and yet he spent the energy he had trying to comfort others who would mourn him.   I do not have any shame in saying that I weep as I write this, that within me is a desire to scream in anger and pound my hands into the walls to put this pain someplace else than within me. I have a rage that consumes me. I am not like this man, I have done evils uncountable, I have destroyed so much. I have killed without remorse, stolen,
The Real Me, Like Me For Who I Am, Or Leave Me The Fuck Alone!!
I don't know how many will actually read this, but here goes.....I was talking to my big brother tonight and we have both gotten to the point of 'YOU EITHER LIKE/LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM, OR JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE'. I am a 35 y/o civilian diagnosed with PTSD, and my teeth are rotting out of my mouth, there isn't a damn thing I can do right now to get them removed. But unlike a lot of these whiney ass little bitches, I REFUSE to sit around and bitch about how sad and miserable my life is, I am going to enjoy every single moment of my life-good or bad!! But to a few guy's that I have met on this site and one on another site, I guess my FLAW'S and IMPERFECTION'S are just too much for them, well they can kiss my dying, ptsd affected greek ass.....EVERY DAMN ONE OF THEM! I do NOT want any pitty, or any sympathy, and I sure as hell don't want you to tell me that you're sorry. I am not claiming to be perfect, I had made a lot of mistake's in the past 2-3 year's, but then again, according to
[holy Crap. That Was Dull]
Go ahead and ask me.I have NO idea what I did today.Uuuh...Disassembling my Zaku I took about 5 seconds.Snapping the left hip joint off...Oh my FUCKING god... *sigh*Really pissed about that.Damn thing was way too firm fitting, and just like a dozey episode of genshiken, the damn thing just clicked and fell off when I forced the issue.I didn't cry.I'm surprised that I didn't.Then I masked every freaking contact point on my kit while the hip joint's super glue set.It's ready to paint...Kinda.I need about ... a dozen more clips and more skewers. I think I'll be happy if I get primer down on all the parts.I isolated all the unique parts (center)all the left side partsall the right side partsall the internal parts (the skeleton of the torso) (not being painted)all the head partsThe head and hands are going to be the most complicatedthoughdue to the unique nature of the shins, I decided to mask the knees rather than remove thembut back to the headAlright, the head consists of2 small rubber j
I'll never forget the first time I set off a bomb in MGS4.The way Snake just...sailed into the airand slidIt was worth setting my own claymores just to walk in front of em.*Boom*HURK!*thump*AGH*scraaaaape*/falls limpNever get tired of that.I just drove in a random direction today.Wound up... north of tecumsehadjacent to some bumblefuck offshoot of the kansas riverand after about 30 minutes eventually made it back to highway 40.That was some pretty country.The bad news is I've got zero energy.A mexican coke, a cup of coffeetwo meals and I'm still flatlined. Been like this all month.It'd probably help if I got up and out a bit.I'll probably wind up flipping a coin to see if I'll play Demon's Souls or Fallout 3.Leaning towards Fallout 3 since I want to get all the supermutants hunted, and all the Bobbleheads collected, and I can play that game offline, I've got a HUGE download of the MST3K collection going on.I'm just... bleh.Oh yeah... first coat of primer is down on about ... 1/3 of my
Fucking Pigs!
2:16pm reply hmmm: Hey cutie... will you rate my NSFW pics with brutal honesty please?   cancel Chat 2:20pm more To hmmm: thats like the 5th time you have said that to me and my answer will always be the same .............NO!   cancel Chat 2:21pm more To hmmm: I want to see a naked man i will wait for my man to come home from work...   cancel Chat
Just saw someone attempt to refute a "You're a point whore" dislike by saying that everything you do on Fubar is about points. I guessi t never occurred to this person that some people might actually do things here for the social interaction with friends. Thus, the original point is proven.
Angels Cry
 The skies are dark & grey,  it seems the sun just went away,  the days have now turned to night  all hope gone out of sight.    I sit here and wonder,  what it is I now see,  something strange  and sad to me,  Teardrops falling from the sky  I didn't know, Angels could cry.    Here I am,  cold and wet,  trying to remember,  while trying to forget,  cries of pain all around,  so we become deaf to hide the sound.    I sit here and wonder,  what I now see,  something strange and sad to me,  Teardrops falling from the sky,  I didn't know Angels could cry.
Sonnys Final Job
                                                        Sonnys Final Job      I saw a rainbow    just the other day,    it made me wonder    what uncle Sonny would say.      The reason for the rainbow?,    Sonny knew why,    It' Gods way of looking down    at us and saying Hi!     So many colors ,   Sonny Knew them all,   when Heaven needed a Touch-up   God gave Sonny a call.     He now is home,   with his Mother,   Brother, Wife and Dad,   He leaves behind a Legacy   In the children , Grand children   and great grandchildren he had.     So if you should find yourself   missing Sonny, He's now painting   the skies, and if you ever want to see   him, look into his childrens eyes.               
Frederick, a Rwandan, was just 15 years old in 1998. He was on a bus full of Tutsi's going to visit an aunt who was mourning the murder of her husband. Frederick is Hutu. A band of rebel Hutus stopped the bus and ordered everyone off. They had them march, single file, hands on their heads, into the jungle. When they got a distance from the main road, they ordered everyone except Frederick to remove their clothing. Once everyone was naked, their clothes were gathered up to be sorted and sold later. The people's hands were tied behind their backs and they were told to sit. A machete was handed to Frederick and he was ordered to start killing Tutsis. Frederick says his mind left him. He panicked and refused to kill anyone. "Kill me first!" he begged. The Hutu rebels didn't kill Frederick. Instead, they told him they would send a message with him to all of the Hutu in the area that being a friend of Tutsis is not a good idea. Frederick thought they were going to give him a note, somethi
50 Facts About Me.
1. I'm an escapism addict 2. I don't feel like myself in matching socks. 3. I'm 9 months SOBER!!
Fu-wife Apps
Ok ladies it's that time again..Sinner is looking for a fuwife! Yes it's no secret I'm a point whore..everyone on fubar knows you have to be in order to level on this site...I have had several fu-wives in the past some may call me a fu-whore for having so many it what u will!! The fact is I have paid for 97% of those fumarriages/spoiled each and every one/and paid for 97% of them when things ended. Now let it be known in this blog I have no ill feelings towards any of my ex fu-wives/ex just wasn't meant for us to stay fu-married or fu-engaged... Now I am picky when it comes to who I fumarry these days because I refuse to carry useless weight around for a fu-wife*no pun intended for all you BBW women* I got mad luv for all of you.. This is what I can offer as a fu-hubby: Profile rates and comments every day! Rate as many pics of yours allowed each day/time allotted cuz I do have a life outside fubar Shitface you 2-3 times a day unless othe
Poems From Ancient Days
The following poems were written between 1979 (yes, I'm that damned old, lol) and about 1994. All are copyrighted by Shawn Priest (me). If you're gonna use them and credit me, I thank you. If you steal them, I believe in the wheel of Fate. I won't get you, but someone will. Karma is a bitch.   No Heroes   There are no heroes, just trapeze artists Soaring above the Abyss; The luckiest ones make their catch; The famous are the ones who missed.     Loveprayer (1991)   I cannot tell you how much I love you, For words are too frail to do such emotions justice. Know that you are my cherished one, The reason for every smile, The heart of my new-found joy. You do not know how long to run my hands Through your fiery tresses And feel the electric thrill of your caress. I adore you with all I have, My magic rose of the mist.   NOTE: I wrote that one for a buddy to give to his girlfriend he was crazy about. He begged me to give him something to impress her with, and I said I
Get Over It: Some Black Men Like White Women
The inferiority complex. Colorism. He wants a trophy wife. Issues with his momma. Acting ‘”white.” Ego builder. False sense of self-worth. Rejection of his heritage. Acceptance from white society. “Doormat mentality” of women. Every time a brother walks hand-in-hand with a white woman we have some type of psychological diagnosis for him. At least one sister puts her nose up in disgust and another cuts her eyes. On the surface, the anger comes from him looking like a sell-out or choosing her as a trophy piece. “If these were slavery times, she wouldn’t dare been seen with him,” I’ve heard friends say. Jill Scott received attention from her commentary about black men with white women in her Essence piece a few months ago. “We reflect on this awful past and recall that if a black man even looked at a white woman, he would have been lynched, beaten, jailed or shot to death,” she said. “In the midst of this, black wom
What Care Bear Are You?
You Are Wish Bear You love your friends and family, and you would do almost anything for them. If someone you care about has a wish, you're going to do your best to make it come true. You enjoy helping people, but you don't like to boast about it. You work quietly. Making someone's day is its own reward. You are content to bring a smile to someone's face. What Care Bear Are You? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
Lifes Lessons
So this is a true story one name will not be revealed to protect the not so innocent. SO I signed up for this site in 2006 but had never came here to see what it is all about.  I started here about 3 weeks ago. Now mind you I have been online many years ( and should probably no better) but as a person i want to truly believe people are good and trustworthy I mean who wants to be know as the cynical b****. ANyway I had this person who was talking to me for about a week who eventually said would you mind calling me just for a few minutes so i can say hi and really know who I am talking to. Me being the person I am thought no harm in that I will call on my way to work, now mind you this person expressed interest....anyway I call talk may 15 minutes tops. So Friday night I decide at about 2 am to get some sleep said goodnight on Fu go to sleep.....about 4:20 am my phone rings....I do not even know my own name at this point and my brain cells are firing on less than 2 cylinders this is w
Thou Shall Not
I have been violated! Ever have someone come over your house and watch a show on Tivo only to leave it halfway through? At least it wasn't deleted...
Have To Work...
I work 12 hours today so I won't be here until sometime tonight. I don't mind doing the 12's, but it sure would be nice if they weren't 10am-10pm.   Anyways, the auction is going, still taking entries, but if you want to get something good, you should start now!!    I need 21 fans and 3.4 million points to level, help me if you can please, thanks :)   You all have a good day, I'll be back tonight.
Letting Go
I need to surrender to the universe and just relax. I know that when I'm relaxed, that relaxed energy allows good vibrations to come my way and I'm happier and my desires are full filled. 10 years ago I lost a baby...I'm letting it go, I'm releasing this pain and I'll let the universe discard it. I'll forever know my little girl is in a better place, I'll always know she is my first, and after last summer my last and only but I have to let this pain go. I have a good man in my life who has two wonderful sons and I have my parents who love me. I will see her again someday. Rest in Peace Teagan McKay, I love you! 11 Years ago I lost a dear friend, he was killed in an auto accident...I need to let the universe discard this too.   I need to let go of all the pain in my life, just let it go. I have an idea and I kinda want opinions... I have thought of buying ballons for each signifcant pain in my life and going someplace tranquil and releasing them, symbolically releasing the pain
It's True Love....
God Mode
Activation Date: Wednesday 20th of October 2010 @ 12:00:19 PM Expire Date: Sunday 24th of October 2010 @ 08:03:50 PM Start Points: 83,316,326 End Points: 93,316,476 Points Accumulated: 10,000,150   thanks to everyone for all the rating, polishing and bombing...was a good I go back to obscurity!
What A Wonderful Night
What a wonderful night I was walking along the beach as the sun was setting. I could hear the sea gulls biding Farwell as they were off to bed while the tide rushes in to say hello. To my surprise there you are my love waiting for me. As you gaze into my eyes you slowly undress me as I do you. Our eyes are locked with sure pleasure. Our lips meet for the first time oh how sweet your lips are. You lay me down so soft and gentle. Your mouth and hands explore my body for the first time as though you’re afraid it might be the last time. Your gentle soft kisses that started at my mouth have swiftly worked their way down to my sweet spot. As your tongue moves ever so radically on my clit I moan with sheer delight. For you have found the treasure you seek. As you taste my sweet juices my body trembles with such passion. You come up to kisses me our eyes did meet to behold a beautiful sight. My love you tremble so as I grab you with my loving arms. I lay you down beside me so I may clim
You Are Retarded -- Rant
If you claim to be either a juggalo or juggalette, delete yourself from my friends list. I choose not to associate myself with someone who cant accept the fact that ICP is just a couple of bad musicians that paint their face and your taking this thing WAY too far. BTW your hatchet, is a fucking meat cleaver! Go to school. 
About Me Raul Aka Father Of 2 Aka Bigpapa Aka Papi Aka True Friend Aka Gent To The Core
 First of all thanx for stoppin by to read dis  Blog it means alot !!! Well My name is Raul Rodriguez My Mom and Dad will be soon havin their 50th aniversary of bein married soon I am from California East La born in Chinatown at the famous GENERAL Hospital my mom nickname me elnegrito cuz i am the blacksheep of the family i did what i wanted when i wanted and the only one who control me was my mom She taught all of the values i cherish and use now... I am latino/hispanic My parents where from Ecuador and wanted to make abetter life for there family they came to USA California to start their family and give us kids of four the best in life. I am a true gent i cook provide clean house and at the beckon to my gf's  i was taught by the best my MAMA she says no one is goin to have u if u cannot do for urself first so i need the basic of how to live proper and be respectable to me first which i cherish her for that... I am me and bein me I AM VAIN... I do whatever it takes to be with one pe
Tuesday - November 9, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 9th of November.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on November 9th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....  
Stupid Encounters #55 The Birth Of A Terrorist
dawn: hi there...have ya seen a cock dye with green colore and the balls with a neon yellow if u dont add me im on my cam now my yahoo id is if u r in a good mood to have a look at me stroking my cock on the cam ? im me under yahoo ill be on now 3:49pm iC51NerdGo...: What lol? 3:52pm dawn: lol yeah i know its odd but i was a lil bit bored and i saw the dye around me so i did it r u into camming we can 3:54pm iC51NerdGo...: you know that causes cancer right? 3:56pm dawn: sorry what cancer ya talkin about and i know nothing pls can ya tell m e whats goin on 3:58pm dawn: lol ya meant the dye 3:59pm dawn: i got it now 3:59pm iC51NerdGo...: Yes it causes testicular cancer 4:00pm dawn: ya r kiddin me right omg pls say u r kiddin m e 4:00pm iC51NerdGo...: im not 4:00pm dawn: holy damn shit r ya a Dr ? 4:01pm iC51NerdGo...: Yes I am 4:01pm daw
Hate Is A Strong Word...
I hate weather talk...if it's 104 degrees outside, we're all aware...we don't need to discuss it with every person we see just to fill silence. Silence is golden, don't tarnish it. I hate when parents spank their children in public. Not only are you not getting the point across to the child, but SHES SCREAMING IN MY EAR while I'm trying to eat dinner. I hate when you are forced to ask someone how their day is and a total stranger answers with personal problems such as, "well my wife and I are in the middle of a divorce and she's taking all my money"....maybe you should have started off with the weather... I hate when people don't follow the rules at four-way stops. I understand you're trying to be polite by letting me go ahead, but YOU'RE F'IN IT UP FOR EVERYONE. I hate that stereotypes consistently define makes me feel racist...and I'm not...I'm stereotypical. On that note, if we quit labeling everything "racist" it might eventually fade. I hate palindromes. I'm
It's Baaaaaaaack...and A Note.
Hey everyone, yea I'm still been working on a plethora of things...something for the old timers here below too...I do get lot of people that have been here before, took time away and come back, years later even...just want ya'll know know that the lounge below is actually back and since so many of you enjoyed it back in the day, we can enjoy it again too!!...and of course, always looking for new friends as well...the owner is cool too, js...just click the pick below the wavey hand.. Otherwise yah, I have alot I'm working on. So stay tuned. Thanks to everyone who's kept in touch. I know it's been seriously quiet over here. And in case anyone doesn't know...check the previous blog posting for a serious, random as on that note, stay tuned and hope everyone had a great weekend...peace.
Is All That Remains
I would've kept my vows. Stayed through the rough. Would've been faithful. I guess that wasn't enough. You broke your promise without even thinking. You even moved on without even blinking. After all the damage and all the pains, my broken heart is all that remains. Now that I had time to think I,too, am to blame. It just wasn't you or the dying of the flame. I could've tried harder. I could've been a better man. As they all would say, I do the best that I can. Our love was once alive but now it's dead. It wasn't what I didn't do but what I never said. I'm sorry, so sorry my bad. I'm sorry, so sorry my bad! After all the damage  and all the pains, my broken heart  is all that remains. My broken heart is all that remains.
Shhhhhhh Don't Read If I Will Offend You...
Awaken slowly rubbing my eyes Looking around in a dazed surprise Realizing it was nothing but a dream My mind playing tricks or so it seems Still feeling your arms wrapped around my waist Slowly shrugging off the blankets warm embrace I reach to the nightstand for the paper and pen that is kept there As the memories slip away I'm left in dispair Knowing I can preserve this I close my eyes pen in hand I feel your fingertips moving my hair strand by strand Inhale suddenly feeling you there as I write it all down Gasping again hearing the sounds I feel you surround me You're all that I see I stare up at you intensely locking your face in my mind I feel your hands trailing softly down my sides I raise my head slowly locking your lips with mine Fingernails trailing down your spine Kissing you slowly forging this bond With every moment in this gentle embrace of us I grow more fond Breath in sharply feeling you stare I know where this is going and I can't wait
What Do I Want Out Of Life?
Ahh yes, the question that leaves each of us as humans perplexed. I am what most people has called very unique. I am not the kind of person that follows trends nor other people. Yes, I am well aware of how most people look at me before I open my mouth. However, if you are one of the few people that I have given a minute of my time on here, you will know, I very much think outside the box. My political stand point is Independent, as is everything else in my life. A rebel at heart, I am not and never will be a conformist. I do not conform to religion, politics, race, or anything else I read or see. My life is always based off a emotion, a wisp of a thrill, and inspiration. Something that will truly move me, something that will reach in me and pull out another side to myself that has yet to revealed it's self. I choose to make my life full of knowledge and full of reason. I am chasing life's subtle love note's. To simply lay my hands on the things majority over looks in there eve
Short, simple, and to the point. It's this simple or perhaps not for some. I do everything for a reason, let people do things for other reasons which is more than likely part of something else, which is probably not really what you think it is or intended for you to believe. Until...that one day when the pieces come together. -Then- it makes total sense. I don't get one-upped , or maybe I do, or maybe I let that happen too...or maybe I just know more or maybe I don't care or maybe it's something else..but..the...bottom line is always this: The truth is what it is. That my friends, no matter what lie, trick, manipulation, angle or whatever or whoever people try and use, at the end of the day, will be all that matters. As it should be. Think about it. Peace.
Im listening to the Jackson 5 song "i want you back"...its probably got the most recognizable bass line in music history...   damn thats good music......
Return Of Music Monday
Today's Music Monday is inspired by this blog:   The actual song starts around 1 minute in. Ever After Happily - Jay Brannan   the smell of a candlefreshly blown outthe light of the clockshines on my skinlike a sickly green moonlighton a pale white day's decayi try to wipe you from my memorybut your face won't fade awayanother boy kissed me todayi laughed in his mouthit's not funny that i'm not kissing youi'm not laughing because we fell throughit's the stories they told us when we were youngerabout life and lovehow our happiness lies in the hands of anotherwho'd fly in on the wings of a dovechoruswell, that's the way the fairy tale goesboy meets girl and they wed with rosesbut that's not the way it seems to beand i'm pissed that they lied to mecuz boy meets boy and boy runs awayor girl meets girl and she's afraid to staywe end up home alone watching court tvnot living ever after happilyyou're rightyou are prince charm
Music Monday 12/13/10
I feel like some of these may be repeats... Oh well 1.  Janglin' - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros2.  Heartbeats - Jose Gonzalez3.  Whistle For the Choir - The Fratellis4.  West Coast - Coconut Records5.  Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs  
[do I Have To Hate Everything New?]
Things really were better when I was young. I think it has... oh fuck me... stupid windows laptop with your STUPID automatic double spacing. I think it has something to do with the emphasis being on story and not technology. My favorite games all have sprites (those lil flat guys drawn with a few hundred squares of single color?) Y'know- back before polygons, havok, 3-D EVERYTHING, blood spray and voice acting? But this actually isn't about video games... Tonight my grampa gripe is about ... I could do it about contemporary cooking too- It's about mecha. In my day... The days of original transformers, and prolific Universal Century Gundam sagas Mobile suits didn't have a special attack. They didn't have a "hidden powa" drive (some device that conveniently saved your ass and had to be activated in a moment of crisis that makes binders and stabilizers look like spread wings, or makes glowy parts). You just got out there and shot fuckers. Now- I'll go ahead and make the accusatio
I Should Just Give Up And Write Nothing But. Seems To Work For Me.
Fingers trail softly a line down my face Lips locked gently in such a sweet embrace Reveling the feeling of your skin Moving so slowly embracing the spin Hands move to my hair grasping it tight Whip my head back I refuse to fight Whimper and moan as my senses overflow again My voice becoming louder as I begin to ascend Your soft lips roam down my butterfly tattoo Locking my eyes not losing sight of you I straddle so eagerly across your lap Knowing in this instant there's no turning back Run my hands over yours as you explore my every inch Lean my head back as your teeth start to pinch I embrace the pain as it flows within I need you so bad don't know where to begin Kissing you again as I move my hips  Locking against those most beautiful lips I can't get enough of you As I scream myself hoarse  No turning back we're right on course Not letting me go as I come down again Keeping your teeth locked on my tender skin  Arms locked around me holding me tight Knowing t
Dodged A Bullet, Yet Feel Like Shit...
Alright, years ago I took up a second job at a fast food joint...   I actually ended up dating the owner's daughter, even getting to know her 4-year old daughter.   Now, I knew this girl had issues but I still kicked it with her after I left her work.   ...eventually there came a time where I stopped by, and we were all cuddly and shit on the sofa...   Her daughter was upstairs with her friend, and it seemed we were all cool... *knock knock* She looked at me and said something I can't remember, but it was something like "This is not what I do all the time"... Once I saw the two guys at the door, I knew what she meant... Skinny guys in dirty jeans with dirty and ripped shirts... Long story short, it was obvious to me the hot Italian girl I was falling for was not only returning to coke but to crack... I was pissed at her letting these strangers in her house while her daughter and friend was upstairs... I... left... ... Fastforward about 10 years... I was bored on FB an
 It takes 7 seconds for food to pass from mouth to stomach. A human hair can hold 3kg. The length of a penis is 3 times the length of the thumb. The femur is as hard as concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. Women blink 2x as much as men. We use 300 muscles just to keep our balance when we stand. The woman has read this entire text. The man is still looking at his thumb.   HAHAHA!!!
Last Blog Of 2010
4 days, 2 canceled flights, 3 reroutes, a 24 hr layover, and 11500 miles later, I have made it to my siesta destination as of yesterday.. Im still having a bit of phone troubles, so this is basically to alert those that I promised I would inform when I got where I was going. If you cant be fucked reading a blog then you can just stew on your unanswered text I suppose. Its NYE here already, so I must continue getting ready and head out for the night. I wish all the best when the the clock catches up where you are, cheers to friends made and friends continued, & I will see you all in 2011. ~Maji~      
The Gate
Todays Event
As you know my Fu-Wife Anissa Christine are married now...we eloped...end of story I wanted to write personal letters to those i bombed because its NOT just about the points to me....I have truly garnered awesome friendships on here and i hope you all know that i do appreciate everything that you have done.   I hope you all have a prosperous new year and that everything you wish for is accomplished....   peace, love and SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!! Wesley, AKA Superman231,Brooklyns Finest  
I respond to your need, like a hunter to the pride. Your the passion that I seek; the huntress by my side. The bleeding of your past - I'll rip it asunder and redefine... show you wonder when all you knew was lies. Like a reef, I team with life and you validate me like the sea and tide. I'll be your foundation when you need to ride, understand you and let you soar after we collide. Instinct tells me to shield you and hold you tight; encircle you from behind. When you look in the mirror, the gaze that you feel is mine. Kaleidoscopic colors swirl in your mind - Heaven is the way we intertwine, caressing with fingertips... sexy as calypso and nakedness; the pleasure of our dance, a perfect trip. The passion of your kiss, perfect lips - I close my eyes and all I see is bliss... not just a gift, but an answer to my wish... you receive me as I crash into your hips. My gypsy takes it like a whip, and welcomes my tryst. Wear my love on your arm and let me kiss your wrist.
New Chapter
To start this one off I will say that I am happy with what I have going on in my life, but lol.. there is always a I know that some people will object to what I have planned or what is going on... All I can say is that I am sorry ahead of time but I will live my life the way I want and I want to be happy... I am used to making everyone else happy before myself but I think its time for a change. I am happy with the way things are progressing in my life... I know some stuff can still be better but I plan on making it that way soon whether some people like it or not. I love my friends to death and would do anything for them but a few I'm not sure about anymore because I don't need people that are "supposedly good friends" to be talking behind my back and callin me names. I hate fake people and I don't need those types of people in my life. For my true friends that will reacd this I thank you with all my heart for being there for me and want you to know I am about to begin a n
What Color Is Your Life Path?
Your Life's Path is Gold You seek companionship and good times. You love being around your friends and family members more than anything else in the world. You believe other people are the key to living a happy life. In return, you provide them with good company and true friendship. You are charming and outgoing. You have big personality that others don't easily forget. You love luxury and high quality goods. Luckily, you are quite successful and good at making money. What Color is Your Life's Path? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!
So... Aparently Zodiac Signs Changed Due To Earth Tilt! Wtf! I Am So Not A Pisces !
Here's your new sign below: Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Pisces: March 11-April 18 ......Aries: April 18-May 13 Taurus: May 13-June 21 Gemini: June 21-July 20 Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16
In lieu of my constant let downs by State, Federal and local government I've decided the following !! I will rip off all tags from pillows and mattresses in my home challenging all authorities in total disregard of the consequences.. They now will find out not to test my resolve.. The very thing the government trained me to do which is never say die will now be there demise!!!I feel as i've been cast out by my own country so there for feel as though i have one. pretty sad for 13 years of my life!!!! Paying into a system that only helps those who A) Are not from this country.. B) have never worked an honest day in there lives.. or C)just plain fucking lazy!!! so someone please tell me where on gods green earth is the money i paid into a system supposedly designed for this very situation.. As sad as it may seem every day you read about someone just going off and everyone who makes policy wonders. Yes there are some sick crazy fucking ones out there but what about the
Team Skins
OK, so I have made four team skins for the NFL Championship weekend. If you are a football fan and want to represent your team, feel free to rip them. (donations are welcome in the form of fubucks or 1 to 3 credit bling)   anyways here are the links for respective skins    Green Bay Packers Aaron rogers skin   New York Jets #1 fans skin   Pittsburg steelers afc champions skin Chicago Bears Cutler skin nfc champions skin     looking forward to this weekends games and will be rooting for The Packers first and foremost, and the Jets. I would like to see NYJ and GBP in superbowl 45   as you were
A Must Read!!! You Will Laugh Till You Cry :)
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest... The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer stun gun. The effects of the tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth betw
True Story
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and then buried her with their infant baby and an 8 year old daughter. The girls were buried alive! then He reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls ALIVE! The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed. The older girl was asked how she had survived and she says 'A man wearing shiny clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said'. She was interviewed on Egyptian National TV, by availed Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, 'This was none other than JESUS, because nobody else does things like this!'
i really hate it when i cant sleep......makes you start to think crazy shit..   also makes you say/type things you want to take back after you have already said it.     on a compleatly random note....the original house on haunted hill makes no fucking sense.k
[they Bleep That Line On Tbs]
27 random questions 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?Man, my hair is crazy this morning. 2. How much cash do you have on you? uuuh... $3? 3. What's your favorite word that rhymes with "DOOR?" Floor 4. Favorite planet?Urectum.   5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?Mom. 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? I only have the one, and its always on silent.   7. What shirt are you wearing? I'm wearing 2. < 20 degree weather is the shit. Olive drab undershirt, longsleave baseball style black and grey (black sleaves and neck) 8. Do you "label" yourself?I'm a fuck-god. THE Fuck-god. And/or Great Destroyer. 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?I'm not wearing them at the moment- but Converse Chuck Taylors, or as I would "name" them- "awesome Steve". 10. Bright or Dark Room? Fairly bright, my eyes are shit enough I don't need them getting worse when I'm on the compu
Howto- Blowjobs!
-SEX: can't get enough of it, and for you married men/woman who bitch and complain and constantly accuse your man/woman of cheating and you hardly ever have sex anymore... Somebody once said.. "What you don't do for your man/woman in bed somebody else will" So turn your freak on.. Here is an idea.-Because for me,if you truly don't let go of your center and only do it because it's what he wants, you'll always "suck" at it.. You have to want it, and it will turn you on like you have never known. Try fucking yourself while giving head.-C'mon, girls naturally it should just make you feel dirty when on your knees.. How can you not want to get naughtier?-GIVING HEAD:Recommendations:1. Spit on it..gag on it.. (OMG they will love you)!2. Talk dirty to it, and during it!3. Don't ever be afraid of it! Look up at him!4. Call out your name while you're cummingg...(that's a favorite, JK)5. Always, Always, learn from your mistakes (keep trying)6. Yes they do like being fingered too.. (don't let em l
Ranting ... To Release Agression
I don't do this often, but damnit I am not a happy person right now.  Realizing you get played by someone is just a pain in the ass and is worse than a case of hemroids coming out to play.  I mean WTF, a guy sees a way to take advantage of a situation and then when he gets the opportunity to get to know someone uses it and then says ... pfft!!  Well, I am not one to be handled that way.  It really makes it bad on men and others that may want to get to know me, and believe me, it's not that easy.  I do talk quite a bit on the computer, ONLY because I have absolutely no social skills off here.  I don't do bars, and I don't invitations to places that invovle others.  When I do, I am in a corner ... usually near a snack area, with a bottle of water in hand and watching what is going on around me.  I am a very shy person face to face. But what happened is just wrong.  If a person gets busy ... that is understandable.  I get  busy, everyone does .. between work, family, faith, and just all
::hooah Bitches!::
One week down of this deployment....many more to go! I haven't heard from my boyfriend since last Saturday morning at 6am. He's going to shut his phone down but he does have my email and I'm sure he has my number. Got word from a NG wife that they arrived safely and depending on what group bf is in, contact may be very limited. But her hubby said that base there isn't too bad. I'm content as long as he's safe and sound! I've been doing misty-eyed a couple times and had some serious drama to deal with but that's what you get when you decide to cut out the negative people in your life. But I've also been so busy with work last week and the juvenile hall thing. I've also written a couple letters and will send them in a little bundle when he contacts me with an address *blushes* Thanks everyone for all the supportive messages over the week! ♥ Oh and it took me forever to find an Army gf-type graphic that didn't make me want to hurl, so I'll close this blog with this gem;
Can We Say Bullcrap?
So, I see that things will soon be spiraling out of control here on fubar I thought I'd make a few pointz. If you're in my family, you're there for one of two reasons. One, you're one of my good friends and I like helping you, or we had an agreement that I could be in your family as long as I ran some version of a famp and you could be in mine if you did the same.  Let me make shit clear. I have -NEVER- booted someone out of my family that didn't deserve it. If you were a good friend, but you're not on fubar or you don't wanna play the rate or pointz game, why does it matter if you're there anyways? If you booted ME from your family after our agreement, I booted your ass back. I made it clear when we talked that if you stopped running shit, I'd boot you. Most people, I leave in at least a month of them not running hardly shit. I was even nice enough to talk to quite a few of people even though I said I wouldn't. Dont come at me and be shitty to me because I took you out and I'm not b
Fumafia Missions : Part 3. Deeper Look Into
(this blog is under construction) Below is a description of FuMafia Mission Rewards for the completion of the five stages.   Bronze Stages yield skill points Silver Stages yield cash dividends Gold Stages yield greater skill points. Platinum Stages Rewards Listed Below. 1. Break Into A HouseCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $800,000 cash.2. ShopliftCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,000,000 cash.* 5 Pipe Bombs.3. Mug SomebodyCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,300,000 cash.* 10 Pipe Bombs.4. Steal A CarCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* 5 Military Jeeps.* 5 Abandoned Storefront.* 20 Pipe Bombs.5. Break Into A BusinessCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery
Week 2
So this week was not that great, but I was still down. I lost .8...not quite a pound but with my nephews birthday and the superbowl...i am ok with it :)
For most, you don't realize or even know what has happened in past few days ... espeically yesterday.  It's because I am who I am and I don't tell or talk about it but to a few ppl.  But I am going to let you in, so if you don't see or hear from me on occassion, you have an idea on why.   I am getting away from a roommate who is abusive and a complete a$$.  that is that person and I am done with anyone trying to bring me down.  I was married to an abuser for 10 yrs.  I am not going through it again with anyone in my life.  even a friend (or someone that is supposed to be).   But last night there was a small fire in my house.  it took out my bedroom and everything in it and part of my living room.  So what I am left with is what I got.  I am lucky not more was taken out.  it was electrical from the socket in the wall.  I am now having to find someplace to live and have to get a few things.  The lucky part is most of MY actual things are in a storage unit in TX.  I just have to go an
A 5 Bling Pack Is Better Than I Thought I'd Do
It may only be the first day of this auction. I think I was too slutty wordy.  
One Day She's Going To Make Some Wonderful Guy Very Miserable..
Here is a peek into what it is like to live with a Princess...      Katie: Hey, I rented a new movie you might like, it's not a chick flick. It's about a boxer. Ryan: What's it called? Katie: I don't know, let me find movie.  *holds up movie* Ryan: Katie, That's Million Dollar Baby. I watched it like 5 years ago on HBO.. and yes, it's a great movie.. but it's hardly new..   
The Zen Rock Test
You Are Self-Aware You are a deeply introspective person. You believe that the most important thing is to be true to yourself. You are quite vulnerable, but only because you work hard to let down your walls. You are emotionally honest at all costs. You know how to express your truth. You have a serious side, but you also can be uproariously funny. You have a good sense of irony. The Zen Rock Test Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet
Just Wondering
Do you ever wonder who would have you back if bling dissappeared? I know who would do you? Chaotic times on fu
Want An Animated Picture?
Alright Whats up Everyone? A lot of people have been asking me for Animated Pics! I love to do them but there's Diff Kinds. So Let me explain the style and Prices here:    Basin Animation - up to 10 Pics you choose in a slideshow Style. 2 Million FuBucks or 1 Bling Credit. Animation with background - up to 5 Pics. 5 Million Fubucks or a 6 crt. Bling Pack.   Animation With Colorful Background - up to 10 pics or less - 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang. Like Me Slideshow - up to 10 pics or less - 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang.   Picture Animated Background - 1 picture 1 Animated Background - 10 million or a 6 Crt bling Pack. Animated Video gif - How ever long the video is + Cool Background - Auto 11 or bomb or 65 crt Bling Pack If you are looking For a Video For this picture... Please hit up Kryptonight he charges 6 Credits for each picture! His Link is:
Enter At Your Own Risk...
As I sit here and think about the last 2 months I find I am disappointed in a lot of things, but mainly in myself. I've stepped so far away from the person I am. From the person I was raised to be. I have done things that have hurt some people. It's true that it was never intentionally but nonetheless I have done it. For that I am so sorry. People come into your life when you least expect it and leave lasting impressions that will stay with you forever. Whether you meet them in person or just spend constant hours in conversations over the phone, You can’t help but get to know them and love them. It’s a crime we are all guilty of. How do you get so close to someone you’ve never really met? That’s a question I find myself constantly asking myself. It’s simple. It’s so much easier to open up to a stranger. To someone that you feel won’t judge you. However that can also backfire on you as well. For instance I’ve poured my heart out to a few p
[for One Glorius Moment I Was Thinking "mmm Coffee"]
But then I remembered we got half a foot of snow last night.*sigh*My dad wants me to see the GI specialists for a consult.I don't think its necessary since I'm responding to medication"oh we'll pay for it don't worry"... I've told him before but I really don't think its registering for him how much I resent that.Its also... really dull. Doctors are always 40 minutes late to everything.You expect ME to be on t-y'know what?I'm not even doing the doctor or healthcare rant today.I'm that fucking tired of it.I'm gonna... make mediocre coffeeI'm gonna drink mediocre coffeeI'm gonna watch initial Dand I'm gonna play more deadspace.Alright?Alright.Cuz yesterday after I dropped off my tests for the lab, I got a brevemy first breveI asked what a breve is.Because typically when something sounds good or different to me I just get it"oh that's like a latte but made with half and half"...There's a noise in Legend of Mana I've trained myself to hear when something piques my interest.It's a little exc
Changes Coming For Dutch - Changes To Fu
I am going into a curious period in my life. I am relocating it appears over the next few weeks to the North Texas (well I consider it North) area in or around Dallas. This is an economic mood, precipitated by the economy or lack of it.  As such there is a need to make a few changed in Fu, a couple for the short term.  Some may have noticed a couple of changed, people always seem to notice more than I would have suspected. First change is more a Fu requirement. I am dropping my ViP at least until I get settled in my new digs. Here are a couple of changes, most won't care...most haven't noticed.  1) Family Members - I expanded my family to 45. I added 3 yesterday. I removed all family members from Top Friends, this gives me 70 people that I can and will rate with 11's everyday. I will only have 100 for now to work with, so I won't have a lot left to do too much more.  Having fewer 11's is a bit of a motivator to make sure that I do not waste time NOT being rated or even noticed by F
It escapes me.  Over and over again. It taunts, teases. Tangible is dreamlike and yet I long to never wake. Foolish my best defense, but well intentioned as they all are. Will I? Could I? Well aquainted with you, searcher. Well met, yet I endeavor yet to sever the tie that binds. Thirst is maddening. Find me, solace. Find me, harmony. Find me. Find me well. Fill my cup.            
Don't Know What To Do....
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list. 
Good Story & Something To Think About..
This is a good story. Short but good...can you apply it to your fu and r/l??....deep thoughts..enjoy.. >:) Think about who you stand with....still peace.
Lame And Total Fail
So it's come down to creating a profile for "Fluffy" and rating ppl a 1 when they don't send friend requests out, total FAIL!!!  First, what if a person's already sent out friend requests to ALL of their friends?  Oh, you get a 1. Second, blackmailing a person with a 1 is about as adolescent as you can get. Third, there's already a few million fake accounts on this site now, I can create email addresses all day long and send requests, so that makes this an epic FAIL. If BabyJ and Scrapper want more members, maybe they should make a few more things free instead of robbing every possible penny out of our pockets. Or start treating people equal. Better yet, dump the bouncers because they're biased, self-absorbed nitwits that couldn't boil water.  So Fluffy do your best with your lame-ass 1.  I know, let's all block Fluffy, and then give Scrapper and BabyJ 1's every day. Oh, yeah, they'd just erase them because they own the site. Epic FAIL BabyJ. Grow up, you're not in the 4th gr
BAH!! i want a fucking magic wand to fix everything. :( a little bit of New infomation about Grants dissapearance (see last blog please) has narrowed the search area. BUt. still nothing. A fresh search team went out to day and for his familys sake i just hope this is brought to a close asap. I can't imagine what his wife and daughter must be going through. Be kind to people, especially your loved seriously never know when they may be taken from you.
Undying Love (poem I Wrote About My Mom Rip 3/4/11
Undying Love by Carla K What they had was magical, a love so everlasting Through good times and bad so many people wish for a chance at the love they had. Seperated by devastation when God chose to bring him Home. It was hard for us to imagine how we would make it through Days, months, years passed by None of us forgetting She never stopped loving the man she had married a lifetime ago Living in constant pain,day after day Til one day her heart stopped beating. Waiting for her at heavans gate. my dad stood there waiting. While we cry about our loss we can take comfort in knowing, they are together in heaven holding each other tight.   RIP Mom & Dad Love U!!
Secret Admirer Game
So I really suck at this game. Not a little but a lot. I will give you my reasons and probably piss a few people off. If you're offended maybe you should stop and ask yourself why....   1) If it looks like your prison picture I haven't picked it. 2) If your wife, girlfriend or other female is in the pic I probably haven't picked you. 3) If your child, grandchild or any other child is in the pic I haven't picked you. 4) If your picture morphs into something annoying as hell I haven't picked you either. 5) If I can't see your face I haven't picked you 6) If it's of something other than your face I havne't picked you (Unless it's a cool video game then possibly) 7) If I can't decide if you're male or female I haven't picked you. 8) If it's of you and a group of guys I don't know which is you so I haven't picked it in case I pick the wrong guy. 9) If you are military and I can tell you are I've picked you every time. 10) If you've picked me before I've guessed you again. 11) If
What's Going On And Why I'm Not On Here Much Anymore (for My Fam And Friends Who Care)
You know in the beginning leveling was fun and easy.   Now you have to give an arm, a leg, someone a blow job (still haven't out who yet), or sell your saggy titty shots and roast beef looking   pussy to get ahead.   I'm in a manic stage in my Bi-Polar depression so excuse me if I go to fast.   Ooooooo which reminds me Prince is making an appearence at the Bi-Lo Center in Greenville and I soooooooooooooooooooooooo    wanna go. He is one adorable little black man who has the best taste in shoes. :D  
Not A Good Night.
Came home from work, ate dinner, started playing some old school Super Mario Brothers on the Wii... One of the kids' friends (Who was playing with us 15 minutes earlier) came running into the apartment, crying. One of the kids' friends was hit by a car in front of the apartment complex. He was 16. Always there with a smile, always friendly to everyone. Dead at 16. I'm in shock, the kids are hysterical, the wife is taking it hard. Wife tried to find someone to cover her shift, but couldn't. It was rough, the accident happened right at the only entrance to the apartment complex. We had to drive past the boy's body, draped in a sheet. His sneakers still on the other side if the highway. It's going to be a long, sleepless night.   Rest in Peace, Jesse. You will be missed.
Song Challenge - Day 04
Gone To Cali And Why:)
Most of you know that I have MS. I have had it for 14yrs. I am leaving on Fri to go to California to get a new procedure done.It is not available in Canada. I will be back on the 27th of March. and will try If I am able to leave a stat letting you know how I make out...Any questions just ask me:) HUGS
30 Day Song Challenge - Day 4
Day 01 – Your favorite song (Somebody to Love - Queen)Day 02 – Your least favorite song (Lips of an Angel - Hinder)Day 03 – A song that makes you happy (Fuck You - Cee Lo Green) Day 04 – A song that makes you sad A tie between this and this    Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someoneDay 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhereDay 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain eventDay 08 – A song that you know all the words toDay 09 – A song that you can dance toDay 10 – A song that makes you fall asleepDay 11 – A song from your favorite bandDay 12 – A song from a band you hateDay 13 – A song that is a guilty pleasureDay 14 – A song that no one would expect you to loveDay 15 – A song that describes you Day 16 – A song that you used to love but now hateDay 17 – A song that you hear oft
Sexy Portrait Contest ~ Info
  As a graphic artist, I've always appreciated the beauty and sexiness of a woman, and have tried to capture that in my artwork...   What I would like to do is come up with a contest that would allow friends & family to enter a sexy pic (nsfw allowed) for a chance to have it done by me in an original piece of art -- actual, hand-drawn artwork, not photo-manipulation! My portraits have gone for up to $100, but I haven't done any in a lil while, so I'd like to do some now.   What I would like to request is this, as far as pics: a decent sized pic w/ clear definition (video cams don't really make pics I can work from) color or b/w, doesn't matter a pic you would like drawn, not just some random pic... did i mention sexy? topless/revealing welcome & the art will be respectful   I may decide to go with both a (nsfw) and "clean" winner, should there be enough entries -- I may even do top 2 of each! I will also be awarding a bling pack (25 creds) to the Top 5, and possibly more
[can't Sleep, Poverty Will Eat Me]
Subject kinda says it all.I think I'm gonna make some coffee, because its a hunger suppressant.And I did that thing where I passed out for thirty minutes and SNAPPED back awake and couldn't sleep because of all the thought and noise running through my head.*shrugs*Means the next 40 hours are probably gonna be a complete wash.... today I told someone about the last time I made a grilled cheese sandwich.I can remember every time I had cheese in the last year.2 sausage egg mcmuffins with cheese (and I only got it cuz I had a bogo)once on my birthday and my parents bought me a deep dish pizza from my favorite pizzareiaandthe pizza I got as soon as I could (the pizza that almost ended my life) after the accident.Its been almost that long since I wasn't eating just to survive....God I'm hungry."I want the good life" came into my head before I got up and wrote this.I think my perception is so skewed on what that is now, that its probably meager compared to most people's expectations....I'm go
Is It Too Much To Ask For?
Now many of you know me and some of you know me personally, but haven't I always approached you with respect? I'm asking because apparently some people haven't read my profile. I'm not against flirting, but some of you are taking this shit to a whole new level. Man, some of these motherfucking men need some damn etiquette lessons. How the fuck are you going to approach me and say "are you ready to cream" or "I'm currently stationed and my dick is hard" and "I want to rub my dick all over your body". Here's a good one..."are you single, because I'm looking for a girlfriend".  I've even got "I love you" & "I miss you". How the fuck can that be possible if we NEVER had a conversation. If we did have a conversation, it wasn't an actual conversation...more "you are pretty" or "I can lick you from head to toe." I'm getting pretty fed up. I'm going to start blocking assholes! There's only 1 person on my block list now, but I have no problem filling that bitch up. Then when I cut your vers
It Is Friday And I Am Not Naked, A Sad Sad State Of Lack Of
it has been over since my car accident and i have no one to play with my uranas
Things That Make You Go Hmmm...
Quick kids, let's play a game. Look at the pic below and tell me what doesn't belong there... Unreal. Haha Thanks. If it wonders why it's numbers
How Can I Make People Stop Liking Me ? -
If you've learned anything about me from my profile - *Hunh; easier reading Sanskrit in a mirror - I LOVE new friends, old friends and I don't particularly care whether I'm Rated, Drunk, or Blinged ever - Recently I've come in contact with a lot of swell people who seem to want to Like me, Booze me and Bomb me into oblivion . . .   Here's the catch: I'm not ungenerous or mean with my time, But - * BIG BUTT * - my computer has a tiny brain and a slow dial-up *Yes, I have a land-line - I can barely keep up with routine chores like drinks and rates - (I actually ran into a 'Bouncer' 9 times in the Gift Shop, if you can believe it) -   So I don't want people to think I'm neglecting them or ignoring them - I appreciate all the kind things my Friends, Fans and even total strangers have done for me recently - Really, really love you all - guys, gals and anything in between . . .   I'm just feeling a little sick, lazy and overwhelmed right now - *Last time this happened I we
The Pic Psycho Exposed & Somethin About Those Speedbar Cheaters...
Ahh blah. Yeah things have been crazy, yeah I know I haven't written in a hot minute.. you know when I try to do normal Fubar things like level and stuff I always find it so hard...haha..but all that's left is the leveling mumm (oh that's going to be amusing) and the spotlight (*cough need fubucks cough*) bah anyways so yeah I haven't been posting alot I know..I have this, that the next plus work, a real life yada an extra special Fu project which I'm going to need some input on from all of -you- in the near future, so stay tuned for that of course.. know when I was being linked to and was looking at alot of older profiles and blogs and all of that variety of things...and yanno....if you have been here any length of time and then actually take a minute of your day to go "omg remember when & with who..." you come up with quite a laundry list of people. It's funny how this places changes over time. It's funny how the people have changed over time, in both name and at
Old People Are Awesome
What A Mother Huh ? THIS IS MY FATHER< THE ONE WHO SEXUALLY ABUSED ME AND MY SISTER< AND MY SO CALLED MOTHER PROTECTED< HIS ASS, AND NEVER DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! WHAT A MOTHER HUH ? LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK OF THAT, goe to her page and let her know how u feel bout it, let her know shes a piece of shit!! Peggy Mcnees
I Made A Cake
Two layers of yellow cake (one dyed green, one blue) with white frosting in between.  Chocolate frosting on top and chocolate covered strawberries.  It's for my friend's birthday.  Hopefully I'll get a picture of the inside tonight.
When I Was Younger
I used to live in a house right beside a neighborhood bar. They had a small parking lot that connected to our yard. There was a small shed and a broken down fence along the property line. I used to sneak out my window to go have smoke behind the shed. I was 15 at the time and it had to be around 3am on a Friday night. I lit my cigarette leaned back against the shed and took a few slow drags and closed my eyes to relax. That's when I heard a voice, "hello". I replied "hello" and he started trying to make conversation. He appeared to be in his fifties, I wouldn't say he was dirty, but definitely not well groomed. He was wearing blue work cloths and work boots and appeared to have recently gotten of of work. After a few minutes of making small talk, my cigarette was spent and I was about to go back to bed. That's when he said it. "I have $17 and a pack of cigarettes, suck my dick and you can can have it" I was stunned but horny and running low on cigarettes. I took a step back into the sh
Finding Me...
I took a step today... and it got me thinking... and I may just be on to something... I may be on the path to finding myself again...   Today I signed up for a dance class. It was a class I have been thinking about taking for the last 2 or 3 years. I'm not sure why I never signed up for it. I think it was anxiety and fear... the very things that have been holding me back from doing anything that I enjoy the last few years. As I was thinking about this class, feeling the excitement looking forward to it... I started to think about how much I loved to dance when I was younger. I always wanted to be a dancer. I took a couple of dance classes when my father could afford it. But I'm not sure at what point I gave up on it. (I did try out for dance team in high school, however I was cut in the last round because the routine I choreographed was considered "too sexy." lol) Then that led me to think about the fact that I had other loves when I was younger that got lost along the way. I loved
Which Is More Alarming?
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me?   or     B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"?  
On March 29, 2011, I posted a picture of my daughter Mackenzie (left) and her biological half sister Lindsey (right) whom my daughter had met for the first time in her life on that day.  Sadly, Lindsey was in a fatal car accident on Friday, April 15, 2011 which took her life.  Although I didn't personally know Lindsey and God took her before Mackenzie had a chance to get to know her sister, I feel a deep loss over her death.  My love and prayers go out to Lindsey and her friends and family at this difficult time! RIP Lindsey September 22, 1990 - April 15, 2011.      “Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.”
New Skins
Many of you dont like the new profile style..BUT for those that do, and maybe a few of you will like them now after seeing my skins.. but i have done osme of of my old profile style skins in the new profile code. As well as a few new ones.. so while you are resting, check em out... new style suicide girls skin Tatted and pierced Piercing Fetish and some new ones Pon (hell drink bleach) Madness Darkness Faymus (fufame that is lol) and last but not least, for all the True Blood Fans and a Tatted and pierced, that everything
Update 4/17/11
Well I came back to PA today after spending another week in Columbus with my family. As of when I left this morning, Kyle is completely off the sedative drip and is on Methadone and Valium that they are injecting straight into his feeding tube (stomach absorbs more than IV) he opened his eyes a few times but there is no recognition or anything really, it's like the old saying, the lights are on but no one is home, at least for now... They were able to get his brain pressure stabilized enough that they pulled the drain into his brain out last night.  He's been off and on the vent to help him breathe thru his tracheotomy. The social worker got ahold of my sister in law yesterday and informed her they want to move him to another facility, that OSU is too costly, yet it's where he needs to be, with the best docs, surgeons and nurses caring for him. So at this point we don't know if it really is the cost or if they don't have any hopes of him recovering from this, we are told they want him
Chicago School Bans Homemade Lunches
Mon Apr 11, 12:29 pm ET Chicago school bans homemade lunches, the latest in national food fight By Liz Goodwin Students who attend Chicago's Little Village Academy public school get nothing but nutritional tough love during their lunch period each day. The students can either eat the cafeteria food--or go hungry. Only students with allergies are allowed to bring a homemade lunch to school, the Chicago Tribune reports. "Nutrition wise, it is better for the children to eat at the school," principal Elsa Carmona told the paper of the years-old policy. "It's about ... the excellent quality food that they are able to serve (in the lunchroom). It's milk versus a Coke." But students said they would rather bring their own lunch to school in the time-honored tradition of the brown paper bag. "They're afraid that we'll all bring in greasy food instead of healthy food and it won't be as good as what they give us at school," student Yesenia Gutierrez told the paper. "It's really lame."
Just Cuz I'm Feeling Very Grrrr Today
I'm a nice person. I always sit back and just watch all the shit hit the fan. Most would say I'm passive, weak, too nice, squishy...blah blah blah whatever. But I don't like to engage in the petty bullshit that keeps the parasites of this website running. I adore the people I've let into my life through this website. I try to see every side to every story. I try to give everyone a chance even when the world tells me they don't deserve it, because if it were me I would hope people would give me a chance to prove myself. I've been on this site for a while, not as long as MOST of you but long enough to know how things work. The constant swapping of fu-spouses, the lying, the cheating, the using, the abusing, the hurting, the fighting, the backstabbing, the twofacing, the asskissing, the ebullying...all of it. Its getting old. If you aren't happy with somebody...handle your shit one on one. Stop dragging tons of people into your problems. Stop dragging your friends down with your batte
Do You Communicate Like A Man Or A Woman?
You Communicate Like a Man When you communicate, you like to get to the point. You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that. Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself. You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows. Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings
Can We Really Be "just Friends"...
Dear Ninja, When I first joined cherrytap, all I did was surf profiles, rating pictures in search of NSFW of women. I'm a single male. I do that. Occasionally, I see a profile of someone I could like IRL. So, photo comment here and there. send drink. Open up lines of communications. I've got a few women friends that way.I have a system, friendship in fubar and if you pass my test, you actually get my YIM. She actually made my YIM list. Then I found the MUMMs and that is where most of my friendships come from.Personally, I think the majority of men make it harder for the rest of us who AREN'T much of an asshole. (For all men are assholes - all women are crazy)Anyways, I've lost contact with her for couple of years and just recently found her on YIM. if I haven't categorized it so, I might have forgotten who she was. In our conversation she brought up the amount of female friends and I was compelled to explain myself. I'm not a male slut....well I'm reformed. The point is: I
I think that bling is made in poor taste. You know the one. I'm glad that we don't have to wonder or worry about that particular monster's intentions anymore, but I will not celebrate anyone's death. Ever. It's not like someone else isn't going to step up to the plate and take his place at some point, if that hasn't happened already. There will always be people with vendettas. It's unfortunate and tragic, but it's true. Don't think you're being cute or clever by sending it to me either. I will just delete it. kthxbai!
Wind and light from below me stray ,I look down at the starsWho are you to judge this space My home My faceMy pillsMy raceI challenge you to above laws taste ,who's to succomb?You have seen what I have but havent felt what I hold Your eyes have changed to me for I have stolen your glow Did you realize?I open this door with a grand fury that no one else can hold , For its been here so long Born for you On this day I will expandYour touch will fade as I already know you are to be forgotten But I will remember Just for you To have you banashed from this world to collide with my eyes againYour steep fall I will remember and you will knowI look down at the stars And you dont compare.
For Those Who Think They Know Me Read This Part 2
It is amazing to me the seriousness in which some members here on FU actually take it. I'm gonna say this..... If you are my fan, friend, or family member, it is because I found something interesting about you either on your profile, or in a chat conversation. That being said, "Let's keep it real",  Fu is a game, and we are all playing it. Yes it is a social site, but for anyone to believe that they are actually going to meet the LOVE of their life here is ridiculous. There are a few of you that I talk with regularly, and you know who you are. I consider you to be good people and I am really glad that I have met some awesome people here. Recently, one of my friends took it upon himself to get offended and actually jealous over ranking in my family and friends, this is insane. to come at me with an accusative tone and a fit of rage as if you literally have a say in my "real" life, is over the top.  I'm here to enjoy myself, I mean no harm and I don't lie or mislead anyone I come into co
How in God's name can the Hunam Race, quantify it's existence, when half of it's population is slated for retro-active abortion on the grounds for being a complete and utter bunch of DUMBASS's and should report to their nearest military installion for early termination has a human target !
Fast Food: Please Drive Through
  It shouldn't take someone a long time to order at a fast food joint, you really dont have that much to choose from. You should know already what you getting. Take any burger joint, you have about 6 to 8 different versions of burgers.  Maybe 1 to 3 different versions of chicken sandwhiches.  A fish sandwich.  Chicken nuggets or tenders or strips and a salad.  That's basically it.  Just pick a number. Close your eyes and point at the menu.  Choose that one.  No matter how you do it, it shouldn't take that long to order from a fast food joint. Dont get me started on a chicken place. You're just choosing the part of the chicken, the side(s), and the drink. Get in, order, and move to the side.  What's worse is those who are waiting in line and still dont know what they are getting by time they get to the counter.  One of the most easiest things in the world to do is order from a fast food joint.  Then you have those who bring the whole family to the counter, and 2 of them have no idea te
The Tomato Garden.....
Got this in an email from my local Italian restaurant.....Good thing I wasn't drinking anything at the time or else I would have spewed from my nose. :P   An old Italian man lived alone in Brooklyn.  He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard.   His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament:   Dear Vincent,  I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over... I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days. Love, Papa   A few days later he received a letter from his son Vincent.   Dear Pop, Don't dig up that garden. That's where the bodies are buried.
Fake Of The Day...
Really?... Hope you all have a great weekend!!
When "i" Becomes "i"
purrrrrr   I have spent so much time and energy on my submissive side that I had forgotten how much I enjoy feeding the Dominant side. I am, after all, as much a sadist as I am a masochist.   I attended a party last night allowing my inner "steve" out. (big smile) I enjoyed needle play as the piercer for a change. I had the pleasure of introducing it to a few curious bottoms. More than that, I enjoyed a surprisingly aggressive scene with a heavy bottom. At the suggestion of a friend we negotiated some play and I must say was tons of fun! To my surprise this lovely TV bottom took one hell of beating. After over an hour of flogging, clamps, CBT, paddles, crops, bare handed spanking, biting and body blows we both relaxed in the afterglow sub/top space. Counting games, begging, the panting whispers and encouraged cries of "More please, Ma'am".....Ma'am, it had been a while since I heard such sweet words (with the exception of precious who still calls me Mistress).   "I" will alway Aka Gangland
    Uhh... Anyone else notice the recent abundant flow to the site is largely Crips and/or Bloods? They've been poppin' up left and right. I've seen threats in status messages, hateful and menacing comments on profiles and pictures. Absolutely ridiculous behavior! I mean, c'mon, Fubar isn't the cream of the crop when it comes to elite social networking sites....pfffffffffffft.....*ahem*....but don't add to the bullshit!   With that being said, I can't help but laugh!! xD  Gangsters have gone high tech. No longer will they be victims to the mean streets when they can do all their gangbangin' on the information super highway! How can you be runnin' the streets when you're runnin' a lounge? It won't be hard to find and keep a couple FuHo's, but when it's time for bitch to pay you your money, you better have a PayPal account.   Hey, e-Bone Thugs 'N Harmony, what do you claim? Wanna know what I claim: 000111010010101111000101010010100101   :N E W S F L A S H:
LulaBelle's internet is down>  If you are good friends with her and want her # so you can text her just hit me up in shout.       As you were :)
Middle Age Texting Codes:
MIDDLE AGE TEXTING CODES:ATD -at the doctor. BFF -best friend fell. BTW -bring the wheelchair. BYOT -bring your own teeth. FWIW -forgot where I was. GGPBL -gotta go, pacemaker battery low. GHA -got heartburn again. IMHO -is my hearing aid on? LMDO -laughing my dentures out. OMMR -on my massage recliner. ROFLACGU -rolling on floor laughing and can't get up. TTYL -talk to you louder! 
Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There?
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit.   Iadmit, the past few weeks, I have been thinking about suicide a lot more recently then I had been. This is totally my fault for not keeping my therapist appointments and psychiatrist appointments, but now I'm getting that knot in my throat and trying to relationaze the effect me ta
Is This A Bar Or A Brothel??
  Website for adults is NOT the same as adult website. NO WHERE on the homepage or sign up page does it say anything about !!LIVE NUDE CAM GIRLS!! !!NUDE PHOTOS WITH MEMBERSHIP!! !!DISGUSTING SHRIVELED MAN BALLS FOR YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE!!   Yeah, no thanks.   I just want to socialize, have fun, interact with my friends and not be harassed.  This is an 'online bar'. Not an online brothel. There's XXX cam sites for all that other bullshit. Take your mammoth, saggy breasts and worn out va jay jay over there. Dudes too. That 2incher does nothing for me. Besides, last time I checked... Recieving money in exchange for sexual favors/acts/etc... Was considered soliciting, right? PROSTITUTION! Yup, you're a hooker. Get a job.   Look, I don't care if you wanna cam with your friends and act stupid in a lounge, whatever. But when you're going around asking people if they wanna view your cam for money.... Get outta here with all that mess. You set the precedent for the r
Accident When I Was 17
Eighteen Days Of Death   Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.
A Month In 3 Days
I've thought about doing these 30 day challenges before and barely get to day 3.  Its hard to keep up for someone like me.  I try to workout and lose weight and by the 3rd day i'm done. I have no desire to finish anything.  Lots of shit i've worked on has never been finished.  My girlfriend is still waiting on things i said I would try to do.  She's waiting! Sigh. So i'm going to switch this up.  Going to put a month into three days!  So ten songs a day.  Im not going to just post the song or post the video.  I'm going to also explain what these song mean to me as well.  Give you the song, my reasoning, and my feelings on it and the artist.  Just posting shit is boring, give me some fucking emotion!  Watch I get tired with this by tomorrow. LOL. Another thing, i'm not doing it in order. When I say switch it up, i mean switch it up. So if you not understanding what i'm saying: - 30 songs from 30 different artists in 3 days, 10 songs a day - posting the song, my reasoning for choosin
I Don't Claim To Be The Baddest Bitch...
I don’t claim to be the baddest bitch or the cream to your coffee and I’m mean as fuck but somehow seem to keep the haters off me. But that one night when your man said he had somethin’ on his mind - He didn’t lie it was me he was thinkin’ of and my pussy he wanted to grind. Sweating, moaning, grunting, trying so hard and closing his eyes but it’s not for you sweetheart. He’s got his head between my thighs. Now I don’t mean to upset your girl, ‘cause I’d probably fuck her too. And I definitely wouldn’t be startin’ shit with me if I were in your shoes. So this is what happens when you get to sendin’ porn gif’s to BeBa – you listen to music, let the yayo flow and try to stick your words togetha   ha
  In my humble opinion, promising to love someone for the rest of your life is not reasonable. Love is an emotion, a feeling one has for another, and in its purest form has nothing to do with chemistry or physical attraction. There are many types and each type with its varying levels. Love is alive. It consumes, it grows, it changes, it rises and falls, it sparks and burns, it takes you to the heights of heaven and can drag you to the depths of hell. Love is spontaneous, untameable, unpredictable, a joy, an affliction, an intangible passion rarely the same from day to day, beyond human control, much less clear cut solid definition. Promising to love someone til death is not unlike swearing you will feel happy everyday regardless of the trials and challenges facing you along your journey thru this life. Promise honesty, promise respect, promise no matter what happens I can count on you to have my back the best you can. Those are reasonable. Two lovers bound by vows before the creato
My Quest To Quit Smoking... Part 1.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want.   That being said, I have managed to reduce my nicotine levels on my own time frame. I do this by mixing my own juices myself. when I first started, I was at 14mg of nicotine. I am now down to 4mg. This e-cigerette has not been a cheap thing for me, as I am always trying out the new technology that comes with it. But others don't have to. If you are doing this, it is totally up to you how you spend
Oh Well Life Goes On
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day.... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Point Whoring
So I 'm wondering if anyone is selling bling? I'd really like a fuAmp and a Rang. Also, If you have anyone has ability points to spare, I'd really love some of those spent on me. I need 201.   One more thing, who has a TON of pictures? I have to rate pictures every 10 minutes for 3 hours, lol. Just don't object if they are 10s cause I will more than likely run out of 11s.
Pride Becoming Prejudice
In light of recent events brought to light, I figured it was time for a new blog. First off, I'd like to say that there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with being proud of your heritage, no matter what that is. It is perfectly acceptable to celebrate yor ethnicity, nationality, sexuality, creed, gender, etc. It's wonderful to know who you are, and where you come from. You want to seek out similarly defined people here, go right ahead. The issues come in when you make a public racially exclusive group. And don't for one minute think an exclusive minority group is any less racist than an exclusive white group. If you can't see that, then your head is stuck too far up your ass to realize it. Fubar is actually one of the few social networking sites that is very adamantly against racism of any sort. They have a zero tolerance policy, and do enforce it. There is a point where Pride crosses the line into prejudice. And some really need to think long and hard about whether or not their intera

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