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You Gotta Read This...
there is a guy in our office that is over the top strange (Mark) and a super cool guy (Dave). Dave just told me this knowing I was the only person he could tell, so now I'm telling all of you. Dave stepped into the bathroom, Mark was in one of the stalls making a lot of noise doing his # 2 duty (I'll try not to make it graphic cuz I'm trying to eat lunch right now). I believe the word Dave used to describe it was "greasy". Anyways, Dave sees Mark in the stall with his Bible between his feet. Dave steps up to the urinal and hears Mark say, "Hi Dave, this is Mark." Dave says, "Hi Mark, how did you know it was me?" Mark says, "Hold on a minute Dave, there's another Dave in here and I think there is some confusion." So Mark is in the bathroom, reading his Bible, making business calls, all while (I'm done eating now... hold on to your hats) taking a juicy, greasy, shit!!! How in the hell does this guy stay in business.
What kind of picture! Just was wondering what ppl would like to see here on CT! Whether it is a rose, places, or just a pose! My idea is that maybe we could all give suggestions on what we would like to see and if someone can take the picture, post it on your site, and let the person know. As for myself I love seeing pictures taken of different places which I don’t see much of here. I would also like to see pictures of activities such as dirt bike racing, surfing, snowboarding, anything that’s moving. Yes I know I can look this all up by internet but I would rather see real pictures that aren’t fixed up by professionals and are taken by my great friends here! Cheers!!
Essential Oils & Lotiions
One of the most pleasant experiences for people receiving a massage is the oils and lotions used. They feel magical when you put them on the skin, and they are! Different oils, called essential oils, have special properties that cause a variety of effects, from promoting relaxation, improving circulation, and easing soreness, to creating the feeling of being pampered. You can buy essential oils and add them (just a few drops) to your chosen massage lotion or oil, or you can buy lotions or oils with essential oils already added. Try several kinds to see what you like working with. You will find the kind of oil or lotion with the feel and scent you like using while giving the massage. Some properties of just a few essential oils include: * Camphor helps clear up sinus headaches, acne, and muscle spasms, and promotes metal clarity. * Chamomile helps eliminate anxiety, inflammations, menstral problems, and insomnia. * Geranium can ease depression, eczema, PMS, bruises, a
Booking For Odd Jobs
I've had a very busy day today, I got acupuncture done on my face and got THE BEST face massage afterwards! I also picked up a couple outfits for my last feature dance gig in Salt Lake City, I won't tell what they are so I don't ruin any suprises! But they're really different from what I usually do at my shows. Also got a cool wig to bring with me so I don't have to be bald for all my shows.. just mixing it up a bit for you guys ;) Tried to sign up at a new fitness club... a mixture between balet and pilates. We'll see how it goes. I just got finished scheduling the girls and guys for my new movie, Odd Jobs, which should release in March. I will be in the movie, along with the beautiful Claire Adams and Rico Strong, The Black Mamba! This movie will be about blowjobs, handjobs and footjobs! It will be our first time shooting a movie like this, so wish us luck!
Im Home
I been in the hospital since last thursday...They wanted me in the hospital for the pulmonary embolisms I have in both lungs. I was Given Heparin intravenously and COUMADIN. I finally got a decent blood level for the last 2 morn ... so they let me come home. Start protime tomorrow,,, Thinking the next 6 months is going to be a challenge... Got no decent veins left...they had to put a central line in on sat..Picc. Got that removed today... So bruised........ The good news????????? I STOPPED SMOKING...........6 days free! Hugsss
Men Suck!
I hate them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Off To Pillage The County School System! Be Back Later!
January 30, 2007 Dear Mrs. King, Faculty of Marvin Moss, and Administrators of Marvin Moss School: Today, I completely lost faith in the Washoe County Public School System. It's been coming for awhile. But it came today. Because today, I received a letter stating that participation in the 6th grade fundraiser for graduation is essentially, mandatory and setting forth the "marching orders" for the children of the sixth grade class. According to your letter, either the parents "donate" $52.00 or the child is expected to sell candy bars. Frankly I object to this fundraiser on several levels and my daughter WILL NOT be participating. Neither will I "donate" $52.00. And I dare the school system to deny my daughter graduation with her class. 'Matter of fact, I triple-dog-dare ya! I found this entire project offensive for several reasons and they are as follows: 1. America, by both tradition and law, GUARANTEES a free, public school education for its citizens and legal residen
I'm Feeling Horny
I'm getting that familiar feeling of horniness and I have no inspiration to satisfy myself.
I'll Be Here For U....or Not.
OK folks...just thought i would let everyone know....I'm moving from Minnesota back home to florida. I will be offline for a while, I will check in when I can. Just don't for get about me...I love all my friends, family, and fans. Don't not stop by just cause i'm not on-line. Please repost this. Thank you and will talk to all of u very soon. ♦ØŘǺĻ ḞĬXÅŦÏŐŊ™♦@ CherryTAP Blue October Lyrics Blue October Music CodesMusic Codes by
April: Sweetie
JANUARY: GORGEOUS Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy affectionate & secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk a lot! Loves to get their way! Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others *wink, wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of ANY these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. FEBRUARY: SMART Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and hu
Site Maintenance, Starting At Midnight Tonight (wednesday, Jan 31st)!
hey folks, we'll be doing another major site maintenance tonight starting at midnight PST and ending around 3AM PST. during this time the site probably won't be working. sorry for the short notice, but we're trying to eliminate the chance of more network problems like our hosting provider suffered from last night. -mike
Each Night In My Heart
flowing through my mouth from my lips I taste nectar so divine I press harder to drink my fill Hungry for what I find I hear a groan from my throat causing me to tremble and quake impatiently I whimper for all my heart, do not forsake the passion so intense brings the fire so high, i am blind how I cry, I need you inside but then I awake My heart pounds through my chest and my breath is stolen from me the love I hunger for is so far although it is mine to keep Close my eyes and I will see the face so true and my love I keep though you are so far Each night in my heart we do sleep
I Thought !!!
I thought of ways to tell you , all the love I have for you, I thought of words and jewels, perhaps a rose or two, I thought of all the ways to tell you... Then it dawned on me, the best way to tell you that I LOVE YOU, was to show you everyday, so I'll show you that I LOVE YOU, by standing right by your side, through all the daily trials...
Disappearing, Re-appearing Lyss...
I've been pretty anti-social lately. Just my usual winter blues plus a dash of frustration with people thanks to Carey's antics as well as some family issues going on. I'm sure things will look up soon enough. The really bad thing about feeling like this is that *gasp* I don't have a whole lot of interest in sex. It's rare when it gets that bad but it makes me feel even worse because it means my favorite pick-me-ups don't work. It also means that I don't feel much like pictures or camming so I have nothing new to share. If a kind, funny, intelligent, sexy man (or woman) would like to come cheer me up, I wouldn't mind a bit. ;c)
Three Ducks Walked Into A Bar.
Three ducks walked into a bar "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi, and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey?" "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."
Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder
It is a disorder of the immune system, which normally functions to protect the body against invading infections and cancers, and toxins. In Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, as in other autoimmune diseases parts of the complex immune system is over-active and produces increased amounts of abnormal antibodies that attack the patient's own organs. so that is my moms diagnosis. with all her other problems its def not a good thing so i guess we are making plans to move back to NE so that i can be closer to her to help her out.
This Shit Is Fucking Hilarious! Lol I Needed A Laugh Today Thanks Lc Man!
Click here for this guy lol I posted this response based on a blog this joke posted regarding some girl who's a 'faker' on this site and obviously duped this poor guy into believing some lies whatever blah blah blah. Click here for the blog This is what I wrote to LC Man's Blog: I'm sorry to say this but this is the downfall of people who trust others so easily on the internet. I feel sorry for this woman for the simple fact that she feels the need to lie about who she really is and what she really looks like. We are all not perfect, hell I know I'm not but despite that, I am very proud of who and what I am. As for you sir, although your actions are noble, posting a blog about such nonsense unfortunately brings you down to her level. Ignorance is bliss, you know she's fake? Block and remove her from contacting you. Online relationships are a complete waste of time especially when it is so difficult to trust people who are so far away. So many people on here lead t
I Am Not Dead
If anyone cares. I have 4 kids with confirmed Influenza(we had the flu test) Its starting to hit me. My son seems to be developing pneumonia so I have been busy with my kids and my school work. Since I had a whopping 4 comments today I assume noone noticed I haven't been around. Anyhow Anyone new I added I will get to rating ur pics asap. Now Imma put my jammies on and go watch American Idol then if I am lucky I may get an hour of sleep before I inevitably have to take Trevor to the er. xoxox
Well Friends
I have gotton my call to go to work and thats the good news ... the bad news is I won't have much time for the site ... I will be checkin in from time to time but it will be very busy for a while .... Such is the nature of my life ... Either too much time on my hands or not enough ... I will be looking for ya now and then so until we meet again enjoy your moments and live to the fullest ! Ron
Truths Of Pagan Life Part One
It sickens me to hear people insulting pagan and wiccan religions calling them stupid or satan worshiping religions well lets get the facts straight like JUDISM we Pagans and Wiccans do not give the devil, satan , lucifer or any of the *dark ones names* credit. The only use of the word satan was not as a person but as a position to prosicute humans *example* the trials that Job went thru when god allowed the satan to take everthing away from job* and that was by the jewish texts wich for the knuckle dragin brainless idiots that say but im christian the old testiments is the torah basicaly (judism) so get it thru your thick head the only ones that are living in sin is the so called hypocritical self serving idiots that call themselfs christians and forget the rulles like thy shall not judge thy shall not lie and thy shall not kill cough cough salem witch trails 17 killed in the name of god com on the bible says Thy shall not kill so lets look and see who is the biggest sinners people wh
I Can See What You See
I Can See What You See I can tell you the pain of this very once broken down man. I can look into the eyes of this man and tell how many tears he cried;I can say I'm able to tell that this man heart and life has seen turmoil,you ask how I can see what this man seen cause I am him. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson
10 Things A Military Wife Gets Tired Of Hearing!
1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I get asked this, I just want to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it when he's gone. It gives me the chance to be all by myself 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Who wouldn't want that?" Of course, I miss him. Wouldn't you miss your husband? 5. I know just how you feel. My husband was on a business trip last month for three days and I just thought I would die. A
He Is With You Always...part 2
An Original
Well everyone else seems to post poetry so ill give it a go too lol. Ring of the Phone In his room he sits alone Waiting, hoping for the ring of the phone In his room he watches tv Wondering and asking "Why doesn't anyone love me?" There is no answer none at all On deaf ears do his screams fall He's tired of this no more pain From his wrists his blood did drain Even in his death he is alone No one left to hear the ring of the phone
A Mother
Graphics & Layouts Get your own glitter and more at A mother is special. She's as soft and graceful as a butterfly, yet as strong and courageous as a grizzly bear. Her heart is large enough to hold everyone's pain and joy. Her hands are always gentle and soothing. Her arms are always warm and tender. She works hard to make a home feel like home, and she strives to make life pleasant and comfortable for those she loves. She never fails to go that extra mile to make the holidays happy and memorable. Her job is the most difficult and demanding ever known to any human being, yet she's fully dedicated to the task. She's always there for her family, guiding them and keeping them safe from harm. She owns a magical way to raise spirits and make everything feel better. And her sympathy, unselfishness and forgiveness are unending. All that anyone is or could ever hope to be can be attributed to a mother. She instills the teachings
Hoping For Hope
You show me Pieces of you That even you Never see You carry yourself In a certain way Your style and class Flow with ease Elegantly mortal Like a goddess That can tease Show me your beauty When there is No one else around Let me be The witness To what legends Are often bound It takes no effort Nothing special You must do Expose me to Everything Let me know This is true
Cosm -- Full Moon
So it's official... going to attend alex grey's full moon gathering tomorrow night... i wish i knew more people in NY! I guess i'm about to meet some. OhZee, this radical thelemic-hiphop artist offered me a chance to do a Gallery Event in Boston at the End of Feb, which will include musical acts out of boston/ny. So really, i'm going to this CoSM event so as to meet up w/ these folks and seal the deal. i'm crazy anti-social because i totally love my time alone and privacy, but i'm going where the art takes me. nervous as hell... wish me luck!
What I C
Somethin I Worte
Dark.... From cloaks of midnight black tars becomes the resting place of falling stars Reduced to crystal shards that leave falling children nicked and scarred Pavements hard admist rasict cars of blue and white lights of fire and ice Fortune through small jars behind steel bars dieing to live? were dieing for LIFE!! Loss of sight for the have nots those who got and have nothing for what they have So as times are bad in the Valley of Darkness we dream of the light that we once had Hungry as dark wraiths accross our minds crushing our spines strangling the surface of sane thought Women fallen like lucifers angels sell thier spirts with thier bodys as thier frames are bought Abandoned buildings like haunted houses.......inside the place of the ghettos lost souls The hauntings of our streets as well......loss has killed thier warmth and left them lost in the cold Smell of burnt flames old spilled intoxicants staining cement paths of destruction Buildings slante
Stupid Fucking Bears
MIAMI—The owners, coaching staff, and equipment managers of the Chicago Bears continue to vehemently deny ownership of the 12 commercial-grade snowmaking machines and six fog generators that somehow appeared on the sidelines of Dolphin Stadium late Tuesday. "I have never seen these machines before, nor has the Chicago Bears organization ever needed to use such things in the course of football operations, as our home stadium is usually well-supplied with both snow and fog," barely discernible Bears head coach Lovie Smith said while standing hip-deep in a snowdrift during his Wednesday-night press conference. "The point is they're here now and we'll just have to learn to live with it—football players, journalists, and prissy indoor-team members alike." Coach Smith went on to say that he would file a formal protest with the league to remove the domed roof that mysteriously appeared on the top of Dolphin Stadium Wednesday morning.
Ok Gang:
Here's the deal. Some of you know I live with a comp-nazi. Thus, not much of Matt online. And when I am on I don't have long at -all-. Anywho. I need to know what's going on in my world. Am I moving to Jersey before Cali? I have no idea. Let a nigga know what's up. Those that need it, have her number. They're going out of town tomorrow. Back Saturday night. I may steal the Cat-5 and hook up my box during that time. Dunno yet. Man...this blows. Meh. Shrimp?
I want to say his name, just one last time. I want to hold him tight, as if he was mine. I have vivid dreams, of memories past. When times was better, we thought it would last. A thousand tears later, he is still on my mind. Three months have passed, my soul I still can't find. Time has tested me, I love him still. he remains in my heart, where he always will.
Yet Another Person Who Didnt Like My Music In My Mumm (very Funny)
I Miss You.
I got up this morning and wanted to talk. But things are not the same. For me to see you now, is going to take more than a 15-minute walk Or simply picking up the phone and calling your name. Things have changed a lot since you departed from this old earth Your grandson is still loaded with all that potential that I was given at birth. But life has thrown me a few curves And its stresses have worn on my nerves Some of the things I’ve done are tearing the family apart. But on august 28th I get a fresh start When you left me I cried like the infant you once held And I wondered how science with all its advances had failed To keep you here with me Since you left all I’ve known is misery. You never had a chance to see your first great grandchild And now I have another son as a result of being wild. I looked at the family picture today and I almost lost it when I didn’t see your face. I can remember when we would gather for Thanksgiving
Aol Users Read This
I have received several emails from AOL browser users who are having difficulties viewing the site. The easy solution is to download Fire Fox, Maxthon or an Internet Explorer browser. Make sure to dump your cache and cookies and restart your computer. AOL browsers are a nightmare when it comes to caching old pages. In lame man or woman's terms, your AOL browser is viewing a page from over 12 hours ago. This is NOT a CT issue and there is nothing we can do on our end other then tell you to use a different browser.
A Dream...
I had an interesting dream early this morning. In my dream, I was walking in a park. I was alone, but I wasn’t by myself. There was someone with me all the time, never speaking to me, but this person was always there. I could feel their presence with me wherever I went. I couldn’t see this person, either, but I just knew that they were with me. I would turn to look, but I could never get the person into my field of vision. They always were just right on the fringe. I have no idea who it was that was with me (though, I am quite certain, before anyone tries to tell me, the person wasn’t Jesus, Buddha, the Great Pumpkin or anything like that). We walked around this park. It was a bright, warm day. It felt like spring. I could feel the warm sun on my skin and the breeze as it flowed past. I was quite aware of many sensations: the sound of people talking and laughing, children playing, calliope music and the gurgling of a fountain. I could even hear ducks quacking from off in the dist
This Pleasure Of Mine
This Pleasure Of Mine To what do I owe this pleasure of mine Which stands alone in frozen time Nerves on end, they bend like steel Exhausting gasps, could this be real The tender touch of moistened lips The gentle sway of curvy hips Like oceans waves of thunderous roar Bodies crash , still wanting more Her beauty impailed on phallic pleasure Feelings intense, too much to measure Lust unchained by rise and fall Holding to some, yet wanting all Faster we travel through passion’s quest Paced by the fall of rising breasts Closer, yet closer, the end is near Quivering flesh, the sounds I hear Collapse to me, a soul so fine Tis what do I owe, this pleasure of mine
An Imbolc Greeting
To all Of my Friend Havea wonderful Imbolc and a very Blessed Weekend.... I truly enjoy you all and i love talking to each and everyone of you .... So i am sending this out to you all to read and so that i can show all of you love and light and friendship... Blessing you you all and again Have a wonderful weekend . Hug and Kisses .... Tattooed_ Wiccan ....
Thank You For Shopping At Wal-mart!!!! Tee Hee
ONE OF MY FRIENDS POSTED THIS AND I HAD TO SHARE... TOO FUNNY!!! ~AlyCat ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking
Damn It.
Okay I should NOT be allowed to handle sharp objects! i was just opening a box with a pair of scissors and accidentally cut a piece of my finger off. This shit hurts! =(
It was 1993. I was young and unaware of anything sexual. I spent my days listening to music, stealing my sister weed and hoping to get a peek of her friends getting out of the hot tub. So far my summer vacation had been pretty boring. My parents were busy at work and there is only so much I wanted to do with my friends. My sister and a group of her friends had tickets to Soundgarden in Orlando and the only way my parents would let her go was if she took me with her. She agreed but set ground rules for me. Shut up, do what she or her friends said and don't wonder off. The bad part was that I could not attend the concert due to tha lack of tickets so I stayed in the hotel. Bored was a understatment. It was raining outside and my sister put the fear of god in me so I dared not to wonder off. Around 10;00 pm my sister friend Tammy arrived back to the room. She came in said hello ran to the bathroom and slammed the door. I ignored Tammy mostly because she always ignored me. at least an hour
Would Anyone?
Would anyone really give a shit if i put a bullet through my head...i'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired...i want this fucking operations to be done with by now so i can get my fucking life back and not be home all the fucking time
So This Is An Old Post From My Myspace But None The Less, Its Serious!
This was written in October of 2006. Since then, I havent talked to this girl. Should I try to contact her and talk to her now? So last night I went to my best friends place for a Halloween party... Im not fond at all with her boyfriend, yet I try to be nice and cooperative. Purdy much, I put on a facade when I see him. Well, he went and had called her a cunt... Right in front of me. I was taken aback and was like, "Dont EVER fucking call her that again, especially right in front of me." I was serious as a heartattack... If he would of hit her or touched her, I think I would of slit his throat with a kitchen knife, condsidering I was right by the silverware drawer. Purdy easy access if I do say myself. Well even him being serious or just joking with her, dont do that shit right in front of me otherwise, you'll hear me... Well my best friend just shrugged it off and was like, "You owe me a kiss for an 'Im sorry'." I was like, "I dont know why you let him get away with that
*TOCH* There goes bottle number three. God love the French.
1 Days Left Deleting People
friends fans family and people im fans of im deleting people who dont talk to me or dont respond when i write them if you do not wanna get deleted write me a private msg or write me a comment you have till 02/07/06 if you dont know when that is its febuary 7 2006 its a wenesday and if you dont write i will delete you and if you look and dont write im deleting you.....
Bill Simmons: Super Douche Part Ii
LOS ANGELES—Pop-culture enthusiast and sportswriter Bill Simmons, a regular columnist for ESPN's Page 2, was evidently suffering from genre confusion earlier this week when he picked Martin Scorsese's The Departed to win Super Bowl XLI. "The Departed just has a ton of upside that you can't ignore—it's got great chemistry, it keeps up the intensity all the way through, and it's got a hungry underdog coach who hasn't won the big one," Simmons wrote, adding that The Departed's only weakness may be that the film "lacks a clear cut offensive MVP to fill the role Brandon Walsh played for the great Dallas Cowboys dynasties." "This pick has nothing to do with my obvious hometown bias, but the city of Boston deserves to win the Oscar, especially after Mystic River's 2004 collapse when it eventually succumbed to Billy Crystal's heartbreaking missed field goal." Simmons added that if The Departed doesn't win the Super Bowl, it will be eerily reminiscent of the time the expansion Florida Marlins "
WATCHA!!! *stealth* *stealth* *stealth* *stealth* *stealth* KILLS YOU!
Why Don't Alot Of People Return The Luv?
I go to peoples profiles and drop a 10 on the profile...comment them, drop 10's on the pictures, add, fan them.....then I get added with no luv returned???? WTF Quit Being So Stuck Up!! LMFAO
what or when did we go to Iraq over oil?someone please tell me when we did that? since i was there in the beginning I was never told that we went to war over oil.I do know that we went to remove a mad man ffrom power,so why are people protesting over us being over there? let me know
Bright Days
The Great Spirit created a world of harmony, a world of justice, a world that is interconnected, a balanced world that has positive and negative, this way and that way, up and down, man and woman, boy and girl, honest and dishonest, responsible and irresponsible, day and night. In other words, He created a polarityn system. Both sides are to be respected. Both sides or anything are sacred. We need to do good and we need to learn from our mistakes. We need to honor what takes place in the daytime and we need to honor what takes place in the nighttime. WE learn that we need to learn and we see what we are supposed to see by staying close to the Great Spirit. We need to be talking to Him all the time, saying "Grandfather, what is it you want me to learn?" The tree has roots above the ground into the air just as it has roots under the groundThank you for showing me the tree and what part it has in the circle.Thank you for showing me the root system from the dark
Todays Test.... had a Advanced Chem test and i HATE chem...BUT i passed it with an B so not bad, I say that i hate it but....Ya ok i may like Had a Physc 3 Test also...Ya not that i got an A cause i love that class for the last 2 years...Found out today that i only need 17 credits left...EXCITED...So working on it..Between working fulltime and going to school i am draggin my ass bad!! I need a vacation which i think that its coming up soon... So today after class my friend calls me and tells me that her brother is in town and that he wants to meet me...Nah aint happening...Not looking to hook up with anyone at all, PROMISES that its not a hook up...He just thinks that im "intresting" soo...ya against my better judgement i say ya we can hang out tonight...So as u can see its 1148 and i am home on a friday night...WASNT good...Why in the hell do men think that just because they say you are hot and this and that and that means that its a Free Pass to a piece of Ass??? I
Wake Up!
Ooops I Got Drunnk Typin Wrong Deliberately...(oohhhhhhh But I Can Spell That Word Deliberately...lmao
k...CAY...So I apologize to anyone who reads this blog...I HAVE BEEN DRINKING...but i think im a fairly HAPPY which case...I LOVE THE WORLD AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN IT...except for the people I accidently ran over tonite....JUST KIDDING...SHEESH! Lol. I dont drink and drive...and well...heres a brutal honest moment in the life of a drunk am almost 30 yrs. old...(29) and dont even have my liscense..ok got interrupted by a cherry bomb...gotta go read it..Anyway..thot my readers would enjoy a moment in the life of a drunk person lmao...(i dont know what im saying) Lynnie
Homo Hotdogs
This is not an attempt to make fun of anyone. For those who know me...(really know me) Knows that I don't judge anyone for what ever reason. I just thought it was kind of cute.
Love of my Life ... My Soulmate ... your my BestFriend... Part of me ... Like Breathing .... Now half of me is left.... I dont know Anything .. At All .... Who am I to say you love me.. I dont know anything ... at all.. Who am i to say.. you need me... Color me Blue .. Im lost in you . Dont know Why im still waiting. Many Moons .. have come and gone. Dont know why im still searching Dont know anything at all... And who am i to say .. you love me I dont know anything ... at all... And who am i to say .. you need me ...Hmm ... Now your a Song I love to Sing .. Never thought it feel so Free... Now I know Whats meant to be ... And thats ok with me ... But who am i to say .. you love me .. And who am i to say ... you need me ... And who am i to say .... You'll love me ... I dont know Anything .. at all ... And who am i to say ... you love me ... I dont know anything ... at all ... And who am i to say .. you need me ... I dont know a
The Road Trip
What a busy day I had today. Surprised? Me neither. So it started out when I woke up at 5 a.m. and went to my first day of training. What an amazing workout I had, I've never worked out like this before, it felt like I used every single muscle in my entire body. It was a bit odd going into the gym in the dark, and coming out in the light. Came home at 7 a.m. and hopped into bed for 5 minutes. I realized I wasn't tired and had too much to do before my meeting. I'll fast forward to 11 a.m. when the V.P. of Evil Angel called us and needed to be picked up at the car detailer. Aiden ran out to get him and we were on the road to the San Diego area by 11:30 a.m. The germans were also along for the ride... ready to capture all that I had to offer. The ride took about 2 hours and talked about why we were on our way down there among other things, so time went by fairly quickly. We arrived at the studio and met the C.E.O. He took us on a tour and showed us how the dolls were made. It's very cool
Fuck Life
moms dying now dad is sick wtf is wrong with this world im sick of it fuck the man upstairs hes done nothing for me but make my life hell what gos around comes around
So Called Friends
One more note..I am doing a total clean sweep of my friends list..There are a lot of you that are great and would never think of deleting, but then there are others (which won't be reading this anyway)that I will be deleting. I care about the people on my list and I like getting points as well as the next person but I am not all about points. So if you want to stay let me know. I have gotten quite a few new friends lately and of course you are exempt from this unless down the line you prove otherwise. Thanks
I gotta stop adding people when I'm drunk. I just went through my friends list and found a shit load of people I never heard of. And I break all my own rules. I've add people with only one photo, which I never do. Fuckin Merlot.
Manning Busts A Move
Another Test I Took For Vanentines Day
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
What A Bummer
HowManyOfMe.comThere are:0people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?.........SEE IM A LOSER KNOW ONE EVEN HAS MY DAMN NAME!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!
Father Of The Year
How could you care about one and not the others You lying bastard you never cared about me, my sisters, and brothers You say you love her, you say you care She is only one you are a father to, how could you dare You ruined all your kids lives So take care of your own daughter you and your wife She wants to spend time with us, is all you say I know you Aaron you want a baby sitter that you don't have to pay She is the youngest, the last kid you had You better be a good father to her, instead of the run-a-way dad Those lies you told us really did hurt But we all stopped believing in you, so now your lies didn't work Your the worst kinda person in the whole world Why couldn't you be a father to all your 5 boys and 5 girls We have different last names but that's OK 9 of us never had a father, why couldn't you stay We all have talked and gotten along We also agree, it's not our fault, what you did was wrong How could you love one and not the rest We want
Momma's Boy
It was 1977 Damon Latrell was born on April eleventh The first born son of my mom and dad But they didn't stay together, but life wasn't that bad A loving mother, always said to respect that jerk When all he would do is lie and hurt She would give her last for the happiness of her kids She would say she loved us, no matter what we did She was the one who taught me to pray, before I went to sleep at night She also said "You don't have to be what people call you, and words are no reason to fight" Any problem I had my mom was always there I learned to respect people , she taught me to be fair Just her alone and she raised us all fine I have to thank God for a mother like mine Call me a momma's boy, I wont get mad But what would you call me if I was anything like my dad?
2nd Chances
Hoop Of Life!!
Even the seasons form a great circle in their changing, and always come back again to where they were. The life of a man is a circle from childhood to childhood and so it is everything where power moves In these modern times it is difficult to understand why we should think circles and seasons. People and society are always moving, through distance, over yonder, going here and going there-hurry up, grow up, be successful, climb the ladder of success, etc. The Elders tell us to slow down, to be patient, pray and think circles. Circle thinking applies to relationships, business and every area of our lives. We need to teach our awareness to look for seasons and cycles Many times we speak of the Great Hoop of life. This does not entail one thing but it entails many things in our daily life journey. We must look to Creator and the Medicine Circle of the four directions in order to find answers. Our life circle is " We are born from an earth and Spiritual seed, We grow, We di
A poem I wrote a few years ago The Quest The rainbow's light falls softly upon this place. The misty sky, twinkles with untold delight. With our hands intertwined, We walk this neverland, Seeking for reasons in this search for answers. Our Quest make take us to the darkest night, A private hell of our own fears To wich we must fight to survive. NEVER GIVE UP, FOR LOVE MAY BE AROUND THE BEND We must be we are able to rise above to soar into the light To touch the stars to be at peace with life We must look in the places Noone else would dare to find the beauty, that's been waiting there. For then we would have the key to inspire magic to awaken desire and passion to watch the seed grow into the rose But most of all to choose love as our goal
I'm This Guy
I'm the guy that doesn't mess with other girls when I have you. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who'll randomly tickle you just to hear you giggle. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who'll say i love you first because i'm not afraid to say it Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movi
Why Do I Let Him Get To Me?
I need to find another focus and get re-centered. I also need to stop letting distractions interfere with everything else in my life. Wish me luck. So I put up some new pix and stayed up pretty late waiting to share with one particular person 1st. But he's not interested. So I will share.
Train Trip
A man & a woman who had never met before, but were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed & uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired & fell asleep quickly... him in the upper bunk & her in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over & gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own freaking blanket." After a moment of silence, he farted.
What Can I Say...
Your Kissing Purity Score: 9% Pure For you, it's all kiss and no talk. You're in a permanent lip lock. Kissing Purity Test
Oh Well...
if u havent noticed by now, i hate leaving comments, whether pic or profile... nuthin personal, just dont like to... i do my best to rate everyones profile... and alot of my friends know that i have rated all their pics and stash, especially if theyre trying to level up... i honestly have never asked for help in leveling up... anyways, if u feel like u have shown me sum love and i have not returned it, please let me know... sum1 just made me feel like a worthless piece of shyte again, so i guess thats what im gonna be... its funny how a person can go from way up here (pointing up), to way down low in the matter of minutes! oh well... dats life... to all my real friends and fanz, much love to u all! ~hugz~ sarah
Beaner Is A Baaaaaaad Gurlie
���� J�...: imm can i see your box???? and can i have some 11's She wants to see my box :O And shes begging me for rates!!! BAD BAD BAD Ok I'll let u see my box if you gimme some jellybeans!
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to Alice Cooper the man turned 59 today but to his fans he will aways be 18 Lines form on my face and hands lines form from the ups and downs I'm in the middle without any plans I'm a boy and I'm a man I'm eighteen and I don't know what I want eighteen I just don't know what I want Eighteen I gotta get away I gotta get out of this place I'll go runnin' in outer space oh yeah I got a baby's brain and an old man's heart took eighteen years to get this far Don't always know what I'm talkin' about feels like I'm livin' in the middle of doubt 'cause I'm eighteen I get confused every day eighteen I just don't know what to say eighteen I gotta get away Whoa lines form on my face and my hands lines form on the left and right I'm in the middle the middle of life I'm a boy and I'm a man I'm eighteen and I like it yes I like it oh I like it love it like it love it Eighteen eighteen eighteen eighteen and I like it
Woo Hoo!! I'm A Rockstar!!
I just wanted to thank all my friends that helped me get to this level on CT and also that helped me get my 7 day blast in the contest I was in...I LITERALLY couldnt have dont it without you! thanks so much to my awsome friends! ROCK ON and keep your HORNS HIGH!!
The Sands Of Time
as my heart lies bleeding ,in the sands of time not beating,i've come to realize you were the one.the one who lifted me up when i was down,made me a king when i felt like a clown,i still can't believe you're gone. i spent a lifetime in your arms, keeping my heart safe from harm,what will i do now that you're gone?this lonliness is killing me,a moment without you , i cannot breathe, you are the half that makes me whole. if you turn to say goodbye,i know i will surely die, i don't want to face this world alone. but , if you give my heart the chance it needs, to show you that i have reprieve, then we can both see a brighter day.but, if you must go i wish you well, i will watch our heaven turn to hell,and both our blue skies fade to grey!
23 Things Parents Of Boys Should Know
1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. ) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.) Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.
Slide (fiending)
Snow blind, snow drift Tramp stamped madness The drug is an addict Kisses of blood The veins are all bursting Taste buds are cursing Here comes a fresh flood Flavor of shove Ribcage caving Crushing a lung Spit at the moan Stutter of breath Rise to new depths Switchblade caress Plasma stained mattress Dance and revel in the mess Outertwine Tense tendon line The track is mined For fine eyes to slide Bend Bend Slide Green tinged turbine Moon waves cast shine Balled and pointed ringlet Half cocked smile Nimble distress Slashing a monarchist The warmth of huddled corpses The toy is mine Slave trade mistress Fascist anarchist Cool maroon sunrays Scarlet tidings Tidal violating Skeletal masticating Orally dilating Throat splitting scream Busting at the seams with prayers to reality Hymns of servitude, dominance, depravity Death threats in a tone that speaks complimentary Actions of irrationality guided by a haggard hand of divinity Bow to he
Pagan Prayer--prayer Of Condolences
Oh mother goddess hear my prayer touch the hearts of the grieving for they need your comfort lay your never ending love around them so it will comfort their pain and help them remebr the good times so they dont fester on the lost so mote it be so blessed be
Check This Out, I Was Thinking Of Names... Lol
I'm kind of excited at the thought of being pregnate. So names started going through my mind. If it's a boy - Chance James If it's a girl - Zimora Adrian No my names not Zimora, my real name is Donna, I used this because of all the freaks out there...You know.. lol What you think of the names?
Page Re-construction
At the moment i am re-constructing my CT page and i want to do a CT family section. For those that are in my family could you leave me a comment on here or a message allowing me to use a link to your profile. Thanks Willie
Safely Accross The Ocean...
still going to be a few days to i get to Toledo... but i'm currently in canada getting fuel for the plane....gardner, new foundland
Okay For The Last Time!!!
i am NOT Persian! Got this message on my myspace:
All The Way
You have been, A friend so true, And I'm glad you know, I'm here for you. I look forward to your e-mails, Comments galore, And with your kind words, I couldn't ask for more. So happy we met, Got in touch, I can feel your grief, Your pain so much. And most times, You remind me of me, All of those feelings, How you long to set them free. I can feel what you're feeling, Deep down inside, I know of the agony, The tears you have cried. That when you close your eyes, You see his face, And it happening again, How he left this place. You remember the kisses, When he held your hand, The way he looked at you, To you let you know he could understand. How all of the little pieces, Fit perfectly together, Before he was taken, And you lost your forever. And now you need him, Want him to come back, Because you feel lost, And it's love that you lack. I know how hard it is, To want dreams to come true, And reality is selfish, Because it's somethi
I was contacted by an editor at Literotica and he said he would be more than happy to comment and edit my story. I just sent him my story called FIRST CLASS about the woman involved in group sex in the first class cabin of an airliner. As soon as I hear from him I will let you know.
My Scaryness
I woke up on thursday with a lil rash on my arms.....never thought much of it t'll friday when i took a nice hot shower and realised the rash had spread a lil more.....still not too concerned about it, I went to work on saturday....ummmm bad idea....Sunday morning i woke up with a severe rash on my arms, my legs, my face, and my eyes pretty much swollen shut...I decide then it's a good time to call in sick, and took my butt to the Hospital.....Ok i know there are alot of good doctor's out there, but some are just plain dumb....he proceeded to be extremely rude and asked me about 100 questions.....ok i can deal with the questions, cause he needs to find the source of this reaction....Well turns out he thinks it's from a food i ate.....Ummmmmm NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...sorry pal it's not...I got a severe allergic chemical reaction from work...and now i look like Freddy Kruger....I am embarrassed to go outside, because i look so hideous.....i don't even want to turn my webcam on for friend
In Case You Want To Add Me
Here are the three IM accounts i chatting, so if your bored some day with no one to talk to , just add me.. yoursweetcanuck.......AIM
Single Again
For All Of My Friends
I dont want to seem like im being a rude bitch .. if I dont get to your pages as often as Id like .. My mind seems to be on a million things and forget about focus .. Ive been finding myself zoning out .. probably the med change (Blah) .. I Adore you all .. and I will soon enough be back to my loopy self . coming by and bombing the hell outta your pages .. Big Hugs to all .. Wen :)
Graveyarding, February 5, 2007.
Graveyarding, February 5, 2007. I want to know what it says. I bet a lot of pictures are taken of this one. You'll have to excuse if they are a little fuzzy. I turned off the flash for obvious reasons, and my withdrawals were making me shake. I could not keep myself still. It was just beautiful. The pathways snaked all over the yard, so I probably walked a good three miles even though the yard itself is not that big. Cool pad. It's just so appropriate for a graveyard. Are they being protected, or are we? "The paths of glory lead but to the grave"... ah, the things I learned from Candleshoe. This one was too worn down to read, so I got a closer look. There are some amazing oak trees there. Me walking a decorative edge. I was not climbing, just reaching. I loved the flowers. Pointing to god? Nature's reclaimation. Really blurry, sorry. I just loved this! I really thinks it's amazing that the groundskeepers didn'
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Yes, it is nice to meet you too Well I have been here a time or two What did you say? Oh, my name… my name is Ojekeme My gaze was of interest to you, that’s good to know You thought I was staring, naw baby that aint so I was just wondering if you would notice me today This is not the first time that I’ve thrown a glance your way See I’ve watched you from afar for some time And I’ve conjured up all kinds of images of us in my mind Baby all the freaky things I’d do If you would allow me just one night with you Yes, I know I have some hella nerve But you would too if you was checkin' them curves It’s just like damn baby you know what you got You’re like a Hot 97 summer jam, like nuclear hot Shit, baby I’ve made love to you so many times in my mind I’m surprised you can walk straight But don’t get offended boo, all I’m asking for is a date I’m just being honest after all, cuz’ you stepped to me, right? Yeah I’ve got an animal nature but who said anything bout tonight
A Soldier's Silent Night
This is one that I did not write but a US Marine had this posted in his stash. I have only read it twice because it brings me to tears each time. Wake up America cause that dirty messy guy that you just passed up on the street with his hand out just asking for a quarter could just have been a soldier like this. We don't know what each one of them has gone through. They all have there're stories but not one story will be the same. They also have different levels of what each can mentally handle. Many have been pushed way past that breaking level in situations the average American couldn't even think of. I don't know the exact percentage but I do know that it is very high. Our homeless population isn't just boozers and junkies. It consists of more than half being war veterans unable to leave the nightmare behind. Even the sick shouldn't have backs turned to them but even more so our heroes discarded off as just a homeless bum on the street kills my heart.
Sorry Haven't Been Around
Not feeling too well lately... Hope everyone is doing great... I will try to get back around soon as I feel better!!! Take care, Gayle
For My Best Friend*in Memory*
The time has come for me to release you Free to fly high above this world. Where the flowers forever bloom & The ultimate love fills the space. In my attempt to try to keep you I've only been able to hold the anger Not realizing that I have to let you go I can't hold on. I'll no more keep your pain alive, I won't try to hold you down. I'll let you fly on to higher ground. My grief has left a numbness, as if this isn't real You are in my heart forever, but I know I have to let you free. Soar high. Laugh as a child that feels the joy of the moment. Play among the rivers flowing through the hills. Roam the fields of daisies. Fly to the top of the mountains. With closed eyes, I see you among the flowers, High above the clouds. Your presence blows through me with the breeze. Your smile beams down on through the sun. The full moon brings the light of your laughter to my mind. And the Butterfly in
I Hate Reading The Newspaper
Placebo Heart Wound
I have memories I was told Would not exist I can feel you Thinking of me I do not know Who I’ve become I do realize My throne is gone But I still have Places to sit My heart’s the same As yesterday My brain is just In the way With thoughts Of the past And excuses Of now But anyhow As remarkable as It may seem I feel I’m living In a dream As reality throws Me to sleep And relief I’m still the leader Of a parade Dragging all the Floats I made It is just good to be Back on the streets Hoping to locate Stories to share Maybe even Someone who cares And wants to hear All about My release From what had Trapped me Beneath What I used to Rise above And help understand The meaning Of a love
If Your Friends Tell You That There Is No Poison Oak Near The Ocean...
DON'T BELIEVE THEM. Climbing all through the ravine was tiring, but it was still fun. Now I have poison oak all over my lower back, my stomach, a little on my legs, some on my chest, my neck, and I'm beginning to get some on my chin. I went to the JC doctor and she didn't believe that I could have gotten all yesterday. But I did...I'm just that allergic to poison oak. I got a bunch of drugs and hopefully it will clear up soon because it fucking ITCHES!!!
Helping Folks...
Anyone else get really annoyed when they answer someones bulletin to help them level, you go there, rate whatever you can and you never get so much as a thank you?? I'm soooo annoyed with this today. At least 70% of the time I'll go and help someone w/ a bulletin just because I'd want people to come help me. But I always, always, always return love and at least drop a thank you on their page! Ugh..some people.
Tears And Anger(protestors At My Friend's Funeral)
The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only think most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amoun of words said in his protest. But at his funeral yesterday (which i was unable to attend but would have gotten national news if i had been there due to beating someone down) there were protestors. People were unhappy that he was dead. I was too but i wouldn't protest. I was pissed because they didn't give him the burial he wanted. It was hard to know that while people were mourning his death and laying him to rest in his final place others were doing something to make him turn in his caskit. But none the less they wrote a beautiful article about his funeral. -City salutes fallen hero, son buried- Sig Christenson Express-News Military Writer Pastor Timothy Hoke stood silently at the podium at Faith Presbyterian Church, collecting his thoughts on a s
Remain A Indian
We hold on to our otuhan, our give-aways, because they help us to remain IndiansOur traditional communities and villages function on interdependence. Share the deer and give freely of what you have to another. Another way to express this principle is, it's better to give than to receive. To share what you have eliminates complexity. The Elders say, live a simple life. One of the principles in the Unseen World is, the more you give, the more you get. You can become a channel for abundance for your family, tribe or community. A giving person sets up a flow or replacement. Whatever you share will be returned to you in an amount equal or greater. The Indian way is for everyone to give to another, thus the community wins. Great Spirit, today, teach me the principle of giving. Let me be Your channel of abundanceWe often go to Pow Wows and see giveaways, but how many people actually realize the significance of it? We are supposed to do things from the heart and gif
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Ohh Ohh Ohh!!
A new crush...K who is it? Tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ppl Are So Ignorant...
Savannah Goes Parking
The warm air from her car's heater soaked the chill from her bones. It was raining, again. Savannah searched the parking complex at Boston's Logan Airport for something that wasn't too far from one of the courtesy elevators. She hadn't been able to find one on the level she needed so now she was navigating the maze of the parking structure looking for a spot. "Aha!" she exclaimed, and pulled neatly into the just-vacated slot not more than twenty feet from an elevator. Checking her watch, she saw she had nearly forty-five minutes before her friend's flight arrived. More than enough time to refresh her make-up and make her way to the gate. Grabbing her purse and exiting the vehicle, she made sure the doors were locked and the security system activated. Behind her she heard another car door slam shut and looking over her shoulder she spied a delicious specimen of manhood strolling in her direction. Her tongue nearly falling to her chin she gave him the once ov
I know it's wrong. I tell myself a thousand times a day. OThers have said the same thing but I cna't say good bye to him, I just can't. The thought of him not being in my life just hurts too much. I don't even care if I just catch a glimpse of him I need to see him, need to be around him. Everytime we kiss there is this incredible feeling, a chemistry I"ve never felt before with anyone. He's a man who knows exactly what he's doing, and does everything right. He knows how to toch me how to hold me, how to kiss me and my body responds like no other. I love the way he smells the way his lips always taste like vanilla and coconut. I love it that he also can't get enough of kissing me and it's always hard for him to go. How do I know that what he says to me is true? HOw do I tell if he really loves me or is it something that he's saying just to get in my pants. I've seen way too many lifetime moves about this very thing. But am I blind to this one? I told him I loved him, truth is I don'
I Think Bout My Friends
The Buisness
Most of you who know me know that me and mine have a little business drawing blueprints for houses. My wife and best friend supply's the creative genius for the drawing and I am just the mouth peace. Here is one of the houses that we supplied the drawing for when it was finished... I f anyone knows anyone who is looking for top quality house plans at a very very reasonable price drop me a line and I'll make it worth your time...
i have some of these on Myspace as well, but for those who don't know me over there, i figured i'd just throw up a few for you all to read. hope you enjoy. "Kitten" A kitten kicks a ball of yarn Fur as dark as an autumn night The yarn is frail, falling apart The kitten paws it with delight Eyes like onyx, this kitten purrs The yarn is strewn across the floor A patch of white like a harvest moon The yarn rolls through another door Back and forth goes the fragile yarn It's coming undone bit by bit Will the kitten grow bored and leave? Or will it take the yarn with it?
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Ok,here It Is
Friendship Garden
Rhymed verse embraces a shadowed heart miles beyond our reach, we stand, far apart. Within magical shadows, of a moonlit night, there shining upon us both, a beaming light. In a magical song of the sun and moon, sung by friendship in a hearts tune. Through a seasonal changing breeze, secrets of dreams whispered in the trees. In a beautiful garden, of a deserted dream, two souls floated down a lonely stream. In a garden, where forgotten waters flow, dreams entwined under a forming rainbow. With stars shining a paths new direction, daydreamed thoughts in the waters reflection. Within a blossomed, tall standing rose, grows a friendship that a dream only knows. A garden blooms in the magic of night, dreams meet in a little moon birds flight. Dancing souls in the light of a bright star, shadows of the moon drifting from afar. Paths now turn to where friendships belong, in enchanting tunes, dreamlands enticing song. A rose sways and grows in this garden of lov
Making It Home...
shoot...i just got in to detroit....made it to my new gate...and these people are already boarding for toledo....NW a lot smoother!
So rather than wallow in misery i got proactive. Quit my job after finally getting to tell my boss what i thought of her. It was cathartic. So today I will sit, happily relaxing through the day. Tomorrow is for a new job today i'll bask in personal glee.
My Heart
With you my heart is calm, and you take my breath away. And every time I speak to you, I hardly know just what to say. You know my heart is yours, you stole it from the start. I never even had a chance, and you clearly left your mark. As I review my heart, I swore it to another. But now I give it to you, and after that no other. Always in my heart, you've changed all that I know. So even though we are apart, I know our love will grow.
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here?
To All That Helped Me Win !!
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Some Truth In That
Girls Answer For Me
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____??? I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [X] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. []1 []2 []3 []4 []5 []6 []7 []8 []9 []10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________ Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes
Well today I had my biopsy, not as awful as it seemed it would be! Everything went fine and I am home, I am a little sore now that the numbing stuff wore off, but I am keeping my word and letting you all know I am fine! I will have the results in a week, and in four weeks I go back, and if the lump is still there the dr said that he would remove all three of them through an incision so that they cannot develop into cancer if it is not already! Thanks all for your support and kind words while I have been going through this! You guys are some of the best friends a gal could ask for! HUGS AND KISSES! Jill
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I see before me A most wondrous sight A vision of beauty That takes my breath away I gaze upon my love Laid before me as a feast Her skin is soft as a rose Her eyes shining as dewdrops Moisture gathers upon her As a fire builds within The blush of passion Burning my gaze She trembles gently As if stirred by the lightest breeze Swaying ever closer As if begging for my touch I trace the contours of her face With the softest of touches Burning the memory of how she feels Into every fiber of my being Slowly I tease her body As the sun teases the bud Encouraging her to flower Even as a rose opens it’s petals I watch as she unfolds before me Blooming in all her glory A blossom coming into being Where a bud stood I wait until she’s at the peak Of the beauty held within And then I pluck her And savor the essence of love
Thoughts On Love
What is this thing called love. It comes on so sweetly, so good, so fulfilling. It is wild and free and everything you want. It is a dream that continues into the day, a desire that is met by only one. It's the touch of a hand that sends shivers down your spine and the breath you take in of that one special one whose aroma you want to always be with you. It's the need to hear their voice at odd times during the day for no real reason. It's the feeling of being safe. And then it fades somehow. I don't understand that part at all. Something that promises forever in the beginning, that feels so right and so real and so strong...where does that go? How can it end like that? Why won't it stay and keep you warm and safe? Is love only given to us for a short time (even several years doesn't seem like enough) only to have your heart break in the be sad and lonely and searching for that feeling again...only to have that repeat itself and have the cycle keep going until
I Need Answers......
The Sands Of Time!do Not Steal Or Copy Unless Asking Me First!
as my heart lies bleeding ,in the sands of time not beating,i've come to realize you were the one.the one who lifted me up when i was down,made me a king when i felt like a clown,i still can't believe you're gone. i spent a lifetime in your arms, keeping my heart safe from harm,what will i do now that you're gone?this lonliness is killing me, a moment without you , i cannot breathe, you are the half that makes me whole. if you turn to say goodbye,i know i will surely die, i don't want to face this world alone. but , if you give my heart the chance it needs, to show you that i have reprieve, then we can both see a brighter day.but, if you must go i wish you well, i will watch our heaven turn to hell,and both our blue skies fade to grey!
Mr. Thatcher (lol)
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core™ or Dri-Weave™ absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be tra
Crazy Morning!
Interesting way to start the day! I fainted, for the second time in my life and landed face first, apparently. Lovely! Nice goose egg on my forehead. My nose hurts, but I have one of those turned up noses that is soft and squishy - didn't break anything, thank the Goddess! My neck is killing me however. So, I'll call Stacey and see if she has time to work on my neck today! I'll live, much humbled, lol!! Oh, my glasses also need major straightening - at least they didn't break! My work day will start a tad later, after I get the glasses fixed! Can't drive far without my glasses, lol! Daily weather update: -6 degrees at the moment, with a projected high of 13 above. Gosh, a heat wave!!! Please be advised, all picture taking is on hold until my bruises clear up, lmao! Yes, I'm a little vain!! Have a fantastic day, everyone! Much love and hugs to the whole bunch of you, lol! Blessings all over the map! I treasure you friendship, everyone! Be safe.
For All My Girls
so i have pondered and pondered about what in the world my first blog would be about.. and i have come to the conclusion that i will just give you all my thoughts today... if i had any thoughts left that is lol. i am 30..yes 30 my life is half over..or if u are optimistic it is just beginning.. i however have never really been optimistic lol. why is it that when things are too good to be true, and you pretty much know that they are, why do we choose to believe anyway?? ultimatley getting our hearts broken into millions of little pieces? can anyone answer this question?? i would really love to know. i think the female human brain sometimes has brain farts when it comes to the tall, dark, and handsome men. i know that mine does.. i will be honest about that lol. long has past the days of just going on personality alone. now it is all about money and fame, looks and what u can get from it. i know that it feels good walking around with a studly man on ur arm that is drop dead gorgeous.
Broken Tears
Broken Tears Broken tears stream down a saddened face. Pain gets worse each days end. Visions of you, I see standing there. Stood back – the full picture I can see. Broken tears stream down a saddened face. The closer I become the less significant the world seems. I feel your pain – uncontrollable heart beats. I see your sorrow within your eyes. Wish I could take your pain. Broken tears stream down a saddened face. Wish for one last call. Last chance to say I love you. The phone rings – it is 2 o’clock. Picked up…no one is there. Broken tears stream down a saddened face. Broken tears take your place. Broken tears I cry for you. Broken tears for a love so true. DJ YANKEE GIRL February 8, 2007
You maybe noticed it already, but I put back a NSFW album. Actually... I was not planning to put some pics back, but screw the ppl who dont like it or thinks its offending. I lost weight and Im proud of my body now!
Life In The Fast Lane
Well last night was a very very busy night for me. With the Grace of GOD and my persistant work 3 lives were saved last night. One a 2 yr old child, a 16 year old, and a 56 year old. Stranage but that song "Jesus Take The Wheel" came to my mind. All 3 are doing well and recovering. Now I am off till Monday I am going to relax and enjoy my life for the next 4 days. CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU!! HAPPY THURSDAY!
Religion - Part 4
i was suprised to hear that Michael Jackson had moved to Jordan and converted to Islam. I'm not suprised he found faith with all the trouble in his life, but I was sure he would convert to Catholicism and apply for the priesthood. (Ok - even I'll admit that was baaaad)
Who Wants A Sign
YOu got 5 mins to say so!
Disclaimer...for People Who Just Don't Get It.
After my last post, I felt it necessary to do this so as to avoid further confusion. No, I'm not a man-hating bitch. No, I don't make generalizations lightly...or often. This blog is a storage place for the thoughts and feelings that I feel the need to unload for whatever reason. Maybe the emotions are too strong...or too destructive...or just too damn big for me to carry around inside of me any longer. Do NOT take anything I write in here as gospel. These words are me. They are my every breath. They are my thoughts, my emotions, my essence. You may find some of them beautiful and some of them ugly...some of them light and some of them dark. But that's all part of being human. There exists within us all a conflict between these two sides of the same coin. We are all two halves brought together to create a whole. And these words show that conflict within me. I write what I write because it makes things better. It's easier for me to let go of anger...or pain....w
All Alone
Why Men Like To Play Games With A Woman?
I Need An Answer Please...!!
Can Words Cast My Spell Can I cast my spell over you In just ordinary words Spoken so softly That you feel your inside crawl With pure visions To stroke your mind with buttery wings In a musk that needs you so That you get dizzy in anticipation And wets your lips in hunger For more bodily contact To raise your spirits so high That your mind floats In between my words and sighs The hot breath of longing To hear simple words Wrapping around your soul Yes words can stimulate you In the vibrations of their tones And in the hidden meanings That long for more Raising expectations even higher If I could say the words to lay you down In a caress of love that wraps you up In intertwining needs of climbing climaxes So sweet the fragrance needs more Gentle persuasion of words Take me To a higher plateau and ravish me In the dictionary of love Screaming more and more Until the words can calm down To a beauti
Ya all looked at my blog but only a couple rated! This is how Im gonna weed out my friends! Now get in there and rate her!! Don't let me catch ya readin this and not rating her! LOL I'm serious!
Sorry All
R.i.p. Anna Nicole Smith
R.I.P. Anna.... in your day you were beautiful and graceful... while tragedy befel you life, some of your own choosing, it is sad to see one so young gone
Oh No.. No What Do I Do??
OMG!! I did not mean to do it! All I did was send one little text message and the next thing I knew he was in front of me! I had to snap a picture as I was driving away because I knew that nobody was going to believe me!! Does this mean that I now drive the wagon to hell?
Could this be love, or is it just a disguise. When you look at me, do you look deep in my eyes. I ignore all the gossip, say fuck all the lies. Could this be love I feel. My stomach gone crazy with butterflies. I havent even met you yet, but I know I never want to forget. Baby I feel you deep inside of me. Knowing our love is so deep I'd die for you. Baby would you die for me. Could this be love I feel. Or is it just butterflies.
Another Shitty Night
Just when I was comfortable and getting used to my friends. I now am more confused than ever. You know valentines day comes up. I fucking hate it and this year isn't any different. Actually this has got to be the worst valentines day ever. You talk to people and they don't want to talk to you. You try to be nice to people and they can't even give you the time of day. I'm really tired of it. Its fucking annoying. If all you gotta do is pick up a phone and say hi. than how come i'm the one always doing it to people? how come when I actually meet a wonderful girl she lives in china. How come when I give a girl my heart she goes.. oh idk thats not what i want. Why me? do I have a target on my back? ~Timmy~
Another One
into the fires i have went and found nothing gained, Only parts of my mind and soul twisted and stained, Mine own sword has become twisted like my soul, But unlike the rest my heart is still whole, Now in the armor of the night i am the loyal knigtht, Where once i fought these demons of the night, Now i am the knight that protects them, A woman of the night has stolen my heart with her eyes and i swim in them happily. This is Reasonening of a loyal knight , this is the oath this knight makes to always be where his lady of the night needs him most. I am the knight that was once true and just for the good now i am the protecor and loyal knight of a Vampiress....
My Youngest Son
I Took My son to the Hospital today..not cool.hes been in pain for no apparent reason for quite sometime now and tylenol just wasnt cuttin it anymore, no decent parent can handle it when thier child is hurting....sooo... He has Scoliosis was the finding after numerous xrays and some other junk.~gonna have to figure how to spell that later~..(curvature of the spine) well im not surprised although just a little sad for him.Poor Baby.Horrid Day today, But I expect the worst and hope for the best..what can ya do .Prayers to my bratcake.I would gladly take his place in a heartbeat.
if ur a good woman then im sorry but for all u other women who use guys for ur own little games or say your a good woman but use a guy and cheat or with a guy until u see something better all u can go to hell. nice guys like me get shitted on becuase all u do is care about ur hairy stinky pussies or u treat guys like me like shit becuase u dont know a good thing if it bit u in the ass so this is for all u women who are whores what goes around comes around and ull get urs. for u good women im sorry but i had to let that out since a certain someone who i thought might have been a good woman ended up being nothing but a whore so i hope she gets what she deserves in the future! now for u good women out there i thank u for being a real woman and not a jackass i know some guys are the same way but i guess in this world its both ways but im a great guy and i have been hurt again by a woman so for u good women im sorry for asshole guys that use but for use nice guys we find the same types in
before i go to sleep tonight - thought id share with you another episode of me 'thinking outloud'.. this time im thinking about 'empathy'. Empathy is the idea of understanding how another person feels... ive always had a bit of an ability with that - and its not a good thing.. seriously - empathy isnt all its cracked up to be. Empathy for another human being means that you seriously do 'feel their pain'... practically literally - you know what they are going through.. but cant do much about it. my mom use to say it was like 'having your nerves laid out across the whole world.. and people walking around stepping on them.' .. that sums it up rather nicely actually. Now dont get confused... empathy is not the same as 'understanding'.. for example.. i feel for a person and what pain they are experiencing... but that doesnt mean i understand why they made the choices they did that led them there - and yes.. i still think of many.. sometimes even MOST people as irrational morons - that ma
Friday Qotd
I've run a question of the day in my regular blog for the past 5 years. I thought I'd try it out here too and see how that goes! It's Friday! Like you didn't know that already. Do you have any plans for the weekend?
An Observation
Bullshit, Talk, Words spun around the block, Meandering lies, Making people bleed inside, Drama, Schemes, Stealing peoples dreams, Wired, Tired, Destroying the once admired, Trapped, Imprisoned, Facing life however twisted, Anger, Rage, Masking all the bioling pain, Destiny, Fate, Causing reasons for you to hate, Theft, Drugs, Stealing what you dearly love, Contemplation, Debate, Searching for ways to slander their names, Confused, Abused, Talkin shit just to remain amused.
Ok, change of plans... I'm moving back to Va. before Cali. Cheaper. Closer. Not -here-. Neat, eh? My dad is attempting to buy and open a restaurant there, and wants my help. Fair enough. Now then: I just need the money for a ticket there. Goddamnit. Always a catch. Oh yeah, and apparently my sister has cancer. Word.
A Concerto
--her invitation-- "sweet angel, bring me those lover's lips, fleshly bits of the addiction i so badly miss.. let me for a brief stolen minute or two sip the sinful seduction of one passionate kiss..." --his prelude-- "oh baby, come closer to me - no wait, the lights.. what, it's too dark? oh well, just hold me tight.. help me undress, lose the shoes, close the door, and now let loose and relax, to the floor we go..." --the overture-- and slowly this place becomes a raging furnace, as waves of heat explode between us and pulsate, lying atop his warm chest, i slightly raise my head, as for the span of an eternity i stare deep into his eyes.. --the interlude-- creeping intensity - his soulful gaze lifts to meets mine, thermal chemistry - my heart reels as if drunk with wine.. bodies simmering - yet still we resist, we make not a move.. blood kindling - as we slowly begin to get into the groove... --the crescendo-- and we kiss, s
I Love You
When I am feeling so low As days sometimes go, I hear your voice in my ear you say there is nothing I can fear. And somehow I believe I know you never deceive. I try to not make it about me But this, I fear, is what you see. Just know you make it better All storms we can weather. Rain will be sun rays once again. And you will always be my friend. I love you.
For Someone I Thought Was A Good Only Friend
Your pain, your pain I am following your pain. I am watching over what you do, Watching over what you say. Drinking in the words, That penetrate my soul. The burn, of the tears. The ache, of the heart. I feel it all. Yes, this world might be "fantasy" But I feel it, it is real. Our feelings are real. My tears are salty. My eyes are red. Your words came before me, These words are now in my mind. I feel the torture of your soul. It also tortures me. You are my friend, Part of thoughts. I extend my hand to you. I want to comfort you.
Check It!
so this is me...being the croco-kitty hunter. complete with awful awful accent! hahahaha perfect. jack is the black one...but we call him yacky...because we are weird...and that's how we roll. zero is the fluffy one...i call zero a girl a lot...but she's really a he... and she totally sniffs jack's butt in this clip. the croco-kitty hunterAdd to My Profile | More Videos
Midnight Feast {erotic Story}
A Midnight Feast of More than Food © 2003 – PennWritre A midnight feast of more than mere food They stole into the kitchen of their hotel after midnight that night looking for a snack to renew their flagging reserves. They had been diligently trying out the springs of their bed since they had first checked in, but, ten hours later, he had suggested they call for room service. The hotel however, didn't seem to have all-night room services, so they decided to take matters into their own hands. "Bread, cheese, beer, mmmm," his lover reported after she had stuck her head into the open stainless steel refrigerator door. She began to reach inside and pull out her choices, giving him an enticing view of her bare behind as it peeked out from underneath his white oxford shirt. "Do you want apples or strawberries?" She asked, catching him in his perusal. She smiled. "Whatever you want," he told her. She turned back to the inside of the refrigerator. "Definitely strawberries!" He tur
Dj's Are Mind Readers
DJs ARE EXPERT MIND READERS When requesting a song from the DJ, just say "play my song", or "it goes something like this" then hum a few bars! We have a chip implanted in our heads with an unlimited database with the favorite tunes of every patron who ever walked into a bar & all songs ever recorded, so feel free to be vague, we love the challenge. If we do not remember exactly what tune you want, we're only kidding. DJs know every song ever recorded, so keep humming. Hum harder if need be ... it helps jog the memory. If a DJ tells you they do not know a song you want to hear, they either forgot that they know the tune or they are just putting you on. Try singing a few words for the DJ. Any words. It also helps to scream your request from across the room several times per set followed by the phrases, "AW COME ON!" and, "YOU SUCK!" Exaggerated hand gestures expressing disapproval from the dance floor are a big help as well, such as the thumbs down or your middle
The Box
the dark is cold and everlasting there is nothingness all around i reach for the light as it slowly diminishes i cry out i plead please not the dark i make myself very small i do not matter here the dark is slowly embracing me i take all that is good and wrap myself around it i must protect the last glimmer of light this box will not be my resting place i hold my soul close the monster in the box approaches he reaches for the goods i whimper and squeeze my soul the monster swipes at me and thats when i realize the box is inside of me
Oh Wild World, Whatever Will I Do?
Sometimes I believe my store is the origin of all dust. I looked so cute yesterday. Someone should have eaten me up. What a waste! I should not be in love with someone who does not return the feelings. Would someone be so kind as to invent the Off Button?
Poem: The Victim
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. This is from a work experience 12 years ago. Outside of the event report it is the first time I write about it. The Victim Sweet, stick in the nose smell Thick, unrelenting, unforgetable odor Slime running down wall and pipe Must find the source, must make it right In the stairwell, hidden place Open door, drop to the floor A bundle, not a gift Leave this place, leave this hell Get away from the smell Dress to leave nothing behind Perfume under my nose Return to hell, return to the smell Somebody's daughter Somebody's sister Somebody's lover Anger, beat the walls Rage, beat the doors I make the calls and go outside December's cold, I feel nothing Someone's family will cry tonight
Why are people such assholes? Why is it so hard for people to just be fucking nice? ERRR! Didnt we all learn at age 5 from the movie Bambi at least, if you can say anything nice- DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!
It was such a forbidden love, It was not born from above, It was a love for Satan and his deeds, Because no one cared about my needs, No one saw me for what I really was inside, No one knew that when I got home I cried, No one knew that I hated God and heaven and such, No one knew about why I hated them so much, I hid behind a face of smiles, I have hidden since I was a forgotten child, I have such a terrible confession, I did it because I was suffering under depression, Do not blame me for what I did, Although you cried as they lowered my lid, No one understood why I picked up the knife, No one understood why I took my life, You all blamed me, and cursed in rage, No one even cared that I was still trapped in my personal cage, I hid my voice behind shouts and cheers, I hid my feelings behind the veil of unshed tears, I will not take the blame for this change of events, There was not one thing that I could prevent, It was your entire fault you
so i understand this whole valentines day thing. its suppose to be a day to show your love or admiration for your other half. ok i get that.. but what i dont get is why does it have to be one day a year, and why does it seem to be squarly around money? dont get me wrong i dont mind the holiday, i like getting that feeling of appreaction from the other person. but cant it be something more than money. u can give the greatest gifts without money! ok sorry im done. im just sick of ppl talking about how much they spend on the other person, it should be about that.
Black Porn Vs. White Porn
There are subtle differences in our cultures, but there are very few places that show such a difference as porn movies. Man, it's like night and day. In a white porn, first off, the packaging is actually professional looking. The names of the actresses are on the package. And when you fire up the movie, there are previews of other flicks, beginning credits, nice scenery, professional editing and sound, an actual storyline, and women who don't have fresh wounds or stitches. Pity that most of the women in white porn have tits faker than Paris Hilton's hair color, and asses flatter than 3 day old generic soda, but still, good quality. Now black pornos, might actually come in an actual blank video tape cover with the title written in black sharpie!! No credits, no previews, no introduction into a story. A few seconds after you push play and BAM!!! Hardcore fuckin'!! Hell, they're goin' at it, and the camera isn't even in focus yet. You don't know how they met, you don't know what r
The Magician's slight of hand Shifts the hourglass sand. Setting into motion The sea's intoxicating potion. Clouds fade without a trace. Moonlight spills upon her face. Regimental pelicans in flight Shadow and shine in the moonlight. Tiny prism quartz command Thoughts of treasure in the sand. Stars brazenly appear Reflecting in a seawater mirror. Caressing ocean breezes Deliberately tickles and teases. Salt mist kisses her skin, Releasing childlike joy within. Soul and nature joined in fusion, The Magician's ultimate illusion.
Love Is A Gift I Give To You
The night sky twinkles above The stars mirror the light in your eyes They fill with the look of love And with the bond that ties The eyes are the window to the soul Open to expose the heart's real need What is the payment of the toll? A spark that is planted like a seed This spark is a fire burning within A desire to expand the glow To some, it's simply a sin To others, the heart will know The eyes show the love you feel The heart is open wide My soul has to close the deal Then you walk with me by my side Love is a gift I give to you My heart for you to hold If you feel the love I feel too Our hearts will warm and block out the cold
Home Sweet Home
my husband made it home everyone. he got in last night at 4:00 pm. he wil be home for 15 days, yeppis...
Pounding Headache
I woke up with a pounding headache this morning. I need to make a fundraising presentation this afternoon too. I hope I can shake it off soon so I can be effective to the presentation. Four Excedrin and a Vicodin and it is still pounding... Perhaps a hot shower will help. I need to shave my legs anyway... LOL
Anyone Live Near Findlay? Want To Kick My Ex's Ass?
So last night i call to my son's cell and some man answers the phone. In a very snide way tells me that i have the wrong number and never to call again. This morning my son finds my on myspace and asks for me to call him, but on his my cell phone instead. Apparently the new boyfriend took his phone and is using it for himself(that i got him so i can keep in contanct). So i get a hold of my son and it turns out the the new boyfriend has kicked him out of the house already. The house that I'm paying $2,500/month into. And the divorce is not completely final. So this dumbass shouldn't be there. I should go take pictures and use it in court. Anyways while i was on the phone, which i'm alloweed to do...they realized he was talking to me and snatched the phone from him. My Ex convinced her lawyer to file restraining orders that doesn't allow me visitations because of the fear that i would take him to Iraq with me....STUPID STUPID STUPID, its hard enough for people that work there and
My Prayers
I was sort of hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song. Like the kind of thing that happens, At a special place and time, That will change our lives forever, Like a fantasy of mine. The fantasy was there before, I ever knew your name, And now that I have found you, We will never be the same. So, pardon, if I look at you, Forgive me if I stare, At the fantasy I knew before, I saw you standing there. For I was always hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song
Clit Issue
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Please Help Me Out.....
Hottest Women of CT 7 Day Cherry Blast Contest Voters and Comment Bombers needed.. First girl to 15,000 wins the title of Hottest Women of CT and a 7 day blast.. Everyone Please help.. here's the link.. Show some love .. And I'll show it right back to you!! SexySherry ~Pole Princess~
An Excerpt From Chapter 3
I leaned forward to turn the radio up a bit louder as I heard one of the songs from the 80’s that I remember dancing to in my youth. It was ‘Reflex’ by Duran Duran. Oh I remember how I turned the guys on at the clubs when I was young and danced to this, including my husband before we were married. I begin to gyrate in my seat to the beat of the music and make some hand motions as if I was back on the dance floor. I picked up the hem of my skirt and began flipping it and my husband was watching me flip it and he noticed on one flip that my shaved pussy was fully exposed. I could almost feel the bulge in his pants throb as his hand squeezed the top of my left thigh even harder. His hand begins to move upwards on my newly shaved smooth thigh so slowly. I can tell he is really trying to control himself for I am sure his heart is just pounding knowing that my moist pussy in completely shaved and well exposed for his visual and touching enjoyment. I pull my skirt completely up and a
The Weight On Me
Ok, this is my first blog on this site and I know I should probably do this more often but I dont see a point in writing about what I do in my life everyday. But right now.....I NEED to blog. I have some issues on my chest that I just HAVE to talk about so I will hopefully feel relieved. Understand that this is just a random blog so what I talk about might skip from subject to subject or just may not make any sense to any of you but, fuck it.....I know what I'm talkin about and thats what matters right? Let me just say that if this blog offends anyone, I apologize for that and its NOT my intentions. I'm just someone who says EXACTLY how I feel and I dont sugarcoat (haha...even though my name says it dont mean i do it) anything. With that being said, I want to start with confusion. Right now I am so confused that I am going insane. I am SICK of being single. But at the same point and time I will NOT settle for someone who doesnt fit my criteria. Ok, that may sound a little harsh
Love (kinda Long, So Get Comfortable)
Gladly I would come to you and I would come willingly within the dark, But it seems that this hell fire love was never meant to be, I know you fear me and would worship me from afar, I realise that you love me and would always give your life for your star, But still I can’t help but wonder at your normal clothes, I can’t help but laugh at the lack of sadistic content, I feel that even though you stay by me you’d never surrender to the night, I realise now that I can never turn you against the light, I thought time would heal you and so I kept you lingering, I thought it would help but it made your wound deeper, Every cut every bruise that you endured sliced into my heart, Every cruel word you ignored pulled us further apart, I would have made you so happy; I would have given you anything, I would have shown you every pleasure you could want, But I guess that you never wanted this thing, my tainted love, You wished for me to spread my wings and fly to the l
I'm Not The Same Tony Anymore...
A lot of people on my friend's list know me personally... and many of you know how I am... or should I say how I was... I'm still Tony but I'm not the same Tony that many of you know... some of you may decide to have nothing to do with me now... and if that's how you feel, I'm not going to hold that against you... 2007 has brought many changes for me... I became single again... I was virtually homeless and almost had to stay in a homeless shelter... I've relocated back to Northwest Arkansas (I'm back in Fayetteville now)... I've realized that there are some really great people out there that have helped me through all this without making me feel like I owe them anything in return... as a matter of fact, most of them felt like I said something wrong when I told them that I would pay them back as soon as I could... I will say this, times were very rough for me but I never gave up... and now I'm stronger for it... and without help from friends (new and old), I wouldn't have made it... I d
13 Cherrytap Rules
13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those wh
Time On Cherrytap..
Just wanted all my friends to know that My mom is coming in so I may not be on CT 24/7 for a while lol Don't miss me too much haha I'll be around when I can =^.^= Cat
Another Valentine Day Alone...
Yes, is my second consecutive valentine day alone... is so sad this life when u have nobody to share with your life. I know someone of u my friends is in the same place, as i know someone have one or more (LOL) valentine. So for that Happy Valentine Day for all of you, i know need 3 more day to have it but, i will leave from my house tomorrow and i will be not able to tell you that in the 14th. So lots kisses for all of you, and i will pray the good Lord, for all of you have no one, to send to you a very special Valentine.... Ciao... Luigi
Until You
I never knew Love could feel this way, The kind of Love that makes you always want to stay, I never knew what a wonderful feeling I could get, Just by Loving you and having you Love me back, To have you do things for me,and me for you, And it is such a simple thing to do, I long to have you lay down beside me, Just to hold me, feel me, Love me, Until I met you I never knew, how it felt to be wanted just for me, I grew used to being whatever other people wanted me to be, even though it wasn't true, I never knew the feeling of having someone love me for me, Until I met you...
Our Game
Warm smile...sweet kisses...your embrace Fingers upon my skin did trace... Little circles, swirls and letters too. Your cryptic thoughts beyond my view. What sweet feelings do your words convey? Delightful play to begin my day. You tease, “Keep guessing, my dearest one. Our wondrous game has just begun.”
A Moment Like This
A Moment Like This (2)By Kelly
Will We Ever Learn To Love
I'm Fu**** Lucky!
i'm so lucky lol 3 weeks ago i had to have a surgery in semi emergency this afternoon, when i finally decided to go to my swimming pool, just when i put my foot in the first step, it breaks and i fall down to the pool... i'm very lucky i didn't break my leg, but i got 3 cuts, and my leg hurts like the hell.... well both legs, my right hand with fingers included gladly i twisted just when i was falling to another position to fall and my leg was not in a position that would make the bones break now i'm laying down on my tummy, because the bigges cut is in my butt going to the right leg, and i need to stay in this position till it start the process of healing lol lol... who's playing with the voodoo doll again? i'm not going to die! geez, stop doing it! lol
Another Survey
1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday? Akira 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? being sick 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? in bed with a fever 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? Crashed my motorcycle 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? I need food 6. How many different things did you drink today? Water 7. What color is your hairbrush? Blue 8. What is the last thing you bought? Cell Phone 9. What was the last gift you received on your birthday? A Kiss from Akira 10. What color is your front door? white 11. Where do you keep your change? Give to the kids for their piggy banks 12. What was the weather like today? Overecast and cold 13. What is the best ice cream flavor? Mint and chip 14. What is something you are excited about? Love 15. When was the last rainbow you saw? Last month, took a pic of it too 16. What size shoe do you wear? 11 17.What color are your eyes? Boring Bro
Friends are special to have They are loving and caring They are beautiful Both inside and out Friends keep your secrets They know how to cheer You up when your down Friends listen when You need to talk They help you through a problem They comfort you when Comfort is needed They give you a shoulder to cry on During your time of grief Friends will be there During all the times you need them. Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar To all my friends:: Thank you for all the joy you have given me over the years. You are all a special part of my life. I thank all of you for allowing me the pleasure of knowing you.
Scores Before Bed Time..
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.04 (23) Splendid_Beauty 3511 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.05 (148) ~Pole Princess~ 2534 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.04 (27) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 1862 comments!
Why is it that i let the opinion of some loser douchebag that has never met me bother me? Why should some ugly bitter person be able to make me feel like less of a person? Obviously the jackass in question is a shallow, insecure person himself... Who makes fun of others?....people who are insecure about themselves... Who specifically tries to make someone feel bad about their appearance? I have NEVER claimed to be pretty...much less tried to claim i was thin or whatever... I lost 128 pounds...and yes i have gained 45 back...but let me see you be allergic to what i am and not have trouble losing weight. Normally when i am this upset i would go eat...but since there is NO food that i can just go eat...i won't....not because i don't want to just cause it will be a apin in the ass FUCK THAT ASSHOLE FOR SAYIN NEGATIVE SHIT ON ME!! Seriously...he is NOT Mr maybe he needs to look inthe mirror before tossin rocks at MY window Lame ass douchebag
I definitely didn't realize that people would take things online so seriously. I asked a question and was looking for answers, but people started posting little pics in the comments so I deleted the comments. Apparently that is against some kind of CherryTap Law and when the same person kept posting the same kinds of little pic comments I blocked them because it was annoying. So now I have a whole entourage of people pissed at me for it. Geez. Sorry guys. I didn't realize it was that big of a deal.
I broke my shoutbox. And if you message me constantly to ask me about it, I will break yours too.
Pondering While Rendering
The Grand Julia Experiment is complete. Well almost. Now I start the REALLY long rendering process which leaves me unable to work in Apophysis until further notice. Basically, I get to sit here , twiddle thumbs and wait for the image to show up on my desktop for tweeks for about 5 or 6 hours... maybe more. YAY ME! So what else is there really to do but ponder things? I hate to think, it is like dreaming... there is a reason I don't sleep too much. And it is this... I don't sleep well, and when I do I dream far too long. It is the same for thinking. To much for me... At the moment I sit here and think about the way my world is at the moment. It is very colorful. This is good... but with the color comes chaos. And just because there is color and chaos, it does not by any means state that there is variety or excitement. Quite the opposite actually. I am a recluse. I create, I eat, I ponder. I create for lack of more fulfilling things to do. I am sick of retreating to my
Let me guess: You're in a contest. I don't care.
Recent One-sided Conversation...
...with a member on this site has reaffirmed my belief that humanity needs help; big time. There was one remark in particular which really caught my attention: And, I quote, "glad u saw that.... im fascist too.... ummm, people like u are the reason i wish the holocaust would have been more successful." By that, I can only assume that by "people like u," he was referring to the gay community. Not that it is stated so on my page, but I am bisexual and openly admit it. However, this person made the assumption based on little more than a photo (the one of me wearing a black corset. Very hot). Feel free to check out my page - and his - if you care to view more on this. You be the judge on who has taken the high ground. "Smitty" is his name. Nice fellow. Really makes me question the efficacy of current civil rights movements in the world. I can only hope that hate really isn't as wide-spread as I imagine.
Hate: A special kind of love given to people who suck
Hiding In The Box
I had to stop by CT one last time this morning. I had forgotten to send everyone a Valentine, thinking I would do it early that morning. So I had to put a big Valentine for all of you on my profile. Naturally I had to see what the blog comments said. I really know how to have a life, but on New Year's Day, the day I joined CT, I was left alone by the guy I had been seeing.....and knew that the end was near by his silence. I have sought my solace there on CT, trying to figure out why it didn't work for him the way it had been working for me......and feeling very inadequate as a woman. Cherrytap, as crazy as it has been for me, has helped me regain some self esteem. On the other hand, I have got to find that within myself. The great time I had at the coffee shop let me know that I do still know how to live, and it has just left me longing for more....... And as for the drama on CT, is everywhere. I work in a high school. There is drama there every day
Vee Day.
i am almost certain i am not the only person without a real valentine for the dreadful hallmark holiday on wednesday. but has anyone else NEVER had a valentine? [like myself]. i have always spent valetines day alone. it didnt use to bother me so much, but this year, its a slap in the face, really. i was just wondering how many people are in my boat and whether you: a] give a rats ass. OR b] could give a rats ass. did i just answer my own question? i think insomnia is chewing on my brain stem.
I Hate Internet Gangsters
Ok as u can see my name is (ICP IS FOR METROSEXUALS)Does not mean i hate them just Little Kids who clam to be juggalos or homos whatever like to talk shit cause i guess they think i look good.So my name came about.So then these little bitches wanna call me out like im a bitch or something.(Word to the wise I will beat a lil bitch down)But anyways im getting off topic they have threatened to kill me with there hatchets or something but for those of you that know me on a real life lvl and personal know I find it funny so to all u ICP fans that are not lame and think my name is funny (WE ARE COOL) all the others CAN GO FIST THEMSELVES
Hahaha!! Im Such A Dork!! :p
dude! im at my moms visiting...most of you so of course old pictures come out are a few lol..that i approve of lol lol...told ya im a dork! :P
Do You Feel Me????
What The Hell Is Going On?!
Just when I think I am back to normal for the most part...having cycles on my own and such...I wait for this one to come to an end and the monthly to start and here I sit at day 29 and still nothing. My last one started on day 28 and my normal cycles before the miscarriage were around 26 days. I went into the clinic a little while ago to have a pregnancy test run and it came up negative. I was scared before and NOW I am just plain confused. The lady in the lab told me to give a nurse a call tomorrow and talk to them about it and see whats going on. I am just so frustrated and confused. Whether I am pregnant or not...both answers are fine but I want to know something so I can relax!
I Quit Smoking
I finally quit smoking after almost ten years! I got these prescription pills called Chantix and they really work! So if someone out there is trying to quit smoking and they have tried everything and nothing works, try Chantix, it really does work. They are kinda expensive, but its worth it!
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:Very HighAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:ModerateDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --
Tattoo Placement
I am trying to decide WHERE i want my tattoo. Before I decided on the tattoo i need to decide on the placement since the tattoo needs to fit the area. ( read about my design ideas and what i want my tattoo to be about in my other blog titled "Tattoo design") So if my friends and any drop by readers will leave me their opions I would love to hear them. Here are places i am considering: 1) Nap of neck (Master isn't as keen on this location as I am) 2) Small of Back (very common so that sort of turnes me off to this location but it is still on my list as possiblities) 3) Front lower ab inside of left hipbone 4) Front center pubic mound area 5) Outer thigh 6) Ankle (my least favorite location) 7) Back/Shoulder 8)Front chest between breast (im not sure about this location) 9) Center upper back but not as high as neck. 10)Butt Cheek
Just A Quick Note For Valentines Day....
...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 make out ...a make out leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you don't multiply
Just Rambling Some More
Writing things down usually helps me to think better.. not that I need to think any more than I already do. It is what gets me into trouble. I haven't felt like a good friend to some of you latey. Some of ya have listened to me be moody as hell the last month or so. Some of you haven't heard enough from me. I haven't been able to decide whether I want to run and hide or stay and say F it to everything that bothers me. So I do both and get I think I try to be too good of a friend to some people who don't deserve it... and fail to be a good enough friend to those who deserve more. I guess I try to make everyone happy.. and try to be everyone's friend. I wouldn't turn anyone away who needed a friend. Sometimes it is really hard. Had a friend go off on me last week when I went ot her to talk.. and email me today asking if I was mad at her still or if we were ever really friends. She is really like the mother of all drama queens. ANd when I talk to her if som
Rectum Stretcher Lmao
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6
3 Day Weekend
I'm back from my trip to Salt Lake City! I had so much fun! I'm so glad I went and it was great to see my family and all of my old friends! I guess I'll begin on the day I arrived. It will explain how this was THE best feature dance trip I've EVER experienced. First I arrive at the SLC airport around 7pm and go down to collect luggage, I'm greeted by Brandy and Tom of Golden Trails! Two of the nicest people you'll ever want to meet! We made it to the Little America hotel and checked in. The hotel looks good so far. We get into the room and... wow, this ain't no Best Western! Which I'm usually shoved into when I go on the road! Golden Trails went all out for me and I'm so grateful for it! The next morning, we had to get a UTAH ID, this wasn't going to be a problem because I lived in UTAH and had an ID already, which wasn't expired, I just lost it. So we get to the DMV and trouble ensues. All of my paper work was under my current name, and the DMV had my paper work under my maiden name s
Commercial Ad's
OK, help me out here people..... What is the best commercial you have seen recently? It could also be an older one, but what is the best one that you remember the most? What is the worst commercial you've seen?? Are there any commercials that you've seen that make you say WTF?? Please help me out, this is research for a class assignment. Thanks!!
Things Going Great
Had a great one today. Got a couple more leads on jobs but better than that, I've got a very hot prospect and am expecting an offer by Wednesday. Went out and got a brand new battery for my pickup and so it's back in motion again. The snow has melted some and the winter storm that was predicted has been downgraded although it is still colder than I like. I got rid of the first piece of CT trash from my profile today, feels good. It was a child who was into playing games. I have no time for people like that. Fun is good but when you start talking criminal things, you go play somewhere else. It's gonna be a great week folks so smile and get that contagious good feeling started.
The Rainstorm
Stranded in your car, on the side of the road, in what seemed to be the worst rainstorm of the century. We were on our way to the movies when the rain came down so fast and with such force you had no choice but to pull over. Turning down the music you tell me that we’re going to have to wait out the storm. As the rain continued to pelt down you reach over and begin to massage my upper thigh in a very sensual way. I smile and suggest we climb into the back seat. Once in the back you continue to massage my leg, moving closer to my pussy. I pull off your shirt and begin to kiss your neck, shoulders and chest. Pulling off my shorts and panties you start to rub my clit. Taking advantage of your big back seat I grab you by the shoulders and pin you down. After completely undressing you, I give you the best hand job you’ve ever had. During this time all you can manage to do is rub my clit, which is very sensitive and causing me to become very wet. Just before you cum you turn me around and
The Scenic Route
Driving down the road you try your best to keep focused on the street, but I keep stealing your attention. Wearing a red halter-top and a short black skirt, I was irresistible. Noticing your glances I smile and begin to tease you by slowly lifting my skirt. You return my smile and urge me to continue. Lifting my skirt up further reveals that I’m not wearing any panties. This causes you to almost loose control of the car. We both laugh and I cover my legs back up. Not wanting the show to end, you turn onto a deserted road and pull over. I reach across and begin to rub your hardening cock. Desiring to feel more you undo your shorts freeing your cock. Stroking you faster causes it to pulse more and more, building up pressure. To my surprise you take my hand off of you and get out of the car. You come around and open my door. Pulling me out you press me against the car and say that you want to fuck me right here and now. You lift my skirt up and shove your hardened cock inside me. I let
Fyi - Addendum!!
I found out tonight that, if I could dance for an hour every day, I might just make it through this Mercury retrograde, lol! Belly dancing fills me with such joy! I guess I dance every night, from now on, lol!! Much love and hugs for everyone!
Mr Lonely
This Has To End.
The powers that be made me take in a full time keyholder who has been with the company for 1.5 years. She can't count the drawers. She can't open or close the store properly. She can't do the goal charts, do charge sends, check the voicemail, fill out deposit slips, follow floorplans, use the web browser, follow email instructions, or ask for help correctly. The full timer I already have is flaky enough. Now I basically should just be running the whole store by myself every fucking day from open to close. I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I WILL LOSE MY HEAD. I have eaten so much that I can't think straight. I may pass out soon.
Me So Horny
oh god, me so horny video, i made a couple years ago! Someone asked me about it, so I was dared to post it! lol enjoy! Be nice! haha
I May Never See Tomorrow
I May Never See Tomorrow ~~ Author unknown ~~ I may never see tomorrow; there's no written guarantee And things that happened yesterday belong to history. I cannot predict the future, I cannot change the past, I have just the present moments, I must treat it as my last. I must use this moment wisely for it soon will pass away, and be lost forever, as part of yesterday. I must exercise compassion, help the fallen to their feet, Be a friend unto the friendless, make an empty life complete. The unkind things I do today may never be undone, And friendships that I fail to win may nevermore be won. I may not have another chance on bended knees to pray, and I thank God with a humble heart for giving me this Day.
Lol This Is For The Males Lmao
Seriously you amuse me. Leaving stupid things on my page just "hoping" for my attention. Guess what queer boy, didn't work. You're pretty much worthless, and disgusting, and you make me puke in my mouth at the site of your enormous pig headed ass. Keep your mouth shut, and get a clue, no one really likes you. Then some people on here have the nerve to tell me, that im making some "wrong" choices with my life and with Anthony, Well there sweetheart, you really don't want to get into this, im not the one who gave up my whole life for shit. Im happy yes. And i have EVERY right to be. Then you have people who swear they were only worried about "one" thing, but the attention got to there head, and now they have to be the center of all cherry tap univerese. And the only reason they're getting all the points they get is because they spend 24 hours a day on here, or have contest and have other people give them the points for them. Oh did i say that outloud my bad. Then you have "othe
If You Will Ever Need Me
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You will never have to worry For I will always be here To chase away the sadness And wipe away a tear ....
If I Could Catch A Rainbow
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you are feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea But all these things I am finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend that's always there
Heres Two More Some Of U May Have Missed. I Put Them On My Old Blog After Some Of U Had Already Read It.
I Was A Good Son You called me a bad kid at least once a day. I never got a break nothing ever came my way. Momma, I wouldn't hurt you for anything in the world. But, Momma; you hurt me and you hurt the girls. I was a good son. I remember the way you pitted people against me. You told me I was bad and made me feel weak. You said things to hurt me intentionally every day. I feel very lucky that you finally sent me away. I was a good son. It's over now momma I'm grown and you have no power. You can't make me stop talking this is my hour! Everything I say to you taste so sugary and sweet. You tried to bring me down but I was not beat. I was a good son. I hope these words stay with you, momma, till you die. I love you momma no matter how much you made me cry. I know you can't go back and change what you've done. All I want is for you to admit the truth momma. Say it Momma, I was a good son. Joseph Lynn Bellmore Copyright ©2007 Joseph Lynn Bellmore ____
Big Goofy Bastard!!
Spanish Passion
No hay nada má delicioso que un beso sólo superado por la emoción de los segundos previos cuando los sentidos enloquecen, cuando se percibe el aroma y la tibieza de los cuerpos, se mezclan olores, sabores, latidos frenéticos Se cierran los ojos, se despiertan los sentidos, la mente se nubla, la cabeza vuela y cuesta respirar Se desea que sea eterno y sólo son segundos..... Las manos tiemblan su calor quema todo se olvida sólo queda Disfrutar...y...Sentir...
shhh break it down i don't want nobody else to hear the sounds This love is a private affair interrupt the flow, no they better not Dare Shhh we got to break it on down In the day time? uh,uh i think not i'd rather do you after school Like some homework am i gettin' you hot? in my bedroom? no! 'cuz then We have to stop i,d rather wait 'til everyone's fast asleep then do It in the kitchen on the table top Candlelight? no i don't think so the crackle of the flame will just Spoil the flow besides,i can be your fire,baby drippin' all over Like a ball of wax relax and let go I'm here to do work you, baby, so what you here to do? i know you got Somethin' special on your mind is that true? i'm here to do work you,baby And i wanna do it with you you say you wanna slow down? then listen up Girl i wanna whisper music in your ear that'll rock your, rock your, Rock your world oh, what's my name, love? i,ll ask you again And again and again and a
Mornings Should Start Around Noon
Mornings come far too early. I should still be asleep :) The snow was to start midmorning so I figured I had time this morning to get to the store.. but it was already snowing hard by 7 am. Supposed to turn to ice tonight. Got a call last night from the kid of a friend of mine. The Mom isn't so much a friend anymore. She wanted more than I did and I avoid her a bit. But she has 7 kids, and the Dad is not around. I'm not so sure she is much of a mom to them either. I guess its hard to give them the attention they need though being a single parent with 7 kids. But the kids call me when they need a grownup to talk to. The one girl ran away in the fall. She is 15. They found her in a crackhouse. :(. She was ordered to go to rehad for a few months. One of the other girls called when her boyfriend was "cutting" himself. I worry aout those kids. I know the mom is not a good role model. Well, hopefully I will get lots of work done Savemefrom work if ya don
The Biker
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud.
Please Come Rate Me And Comment Bomb Me
hey all I am in a cherry contest and am asking for all my friends help. please go comment my pic ty for all your help! Smoochessss, Crystal Ice
Valentine's Day Suck's
well v-day is less then 24 hour's away and then the day after is my 33rd b-day i a alone again on both day's i hate that shit...oh well next year i will have someone to spend both days i am not feeling sorry for myself.just writeing down my thought's.i have nothing going on for v-day,but on my birthday i am getting a pizza and watching the gatorade duel's(nascar for all who don't know what that is) anyways i hope all my family and friend's have a nice v-day
Digital Camera
Got a new camera today. I guess I will have to go play with it tonight. :) Will take new pics of me and David this weekend.
I Think I Have Lost It!!!
Do you ever feel as though you are the only sane person and everyone else is crazy or vice versa....I hit that point last week and now I have moved into complete insanity....I hate where I live, I hate my job and I have created so many problems for myself, I do not think I can escape them. I don't know if it is the intent of everyone around me to make me feel as though I have lost it or if I really have. Anyone want to join me in my craziness??
Use Some Manners Dammit!
Ok my little rant for the day! I can understand that this site is pretty much an attention whores paradise as well as a horny mans wonderland. BUT DAMN! If you want in my private folders you are gonna need to be on my friends list for one of htem and my family list for the other. THAT does not mean that as soon as I accept you as a friend, that you PM me telling me to add you to my family. That is one sure ass way to not only get you removed from my friends list, but also added to my block list! There's a reason why there are only 17 people on my family list out of the almost 500 on my friends list. Those 17 people I have either known all my life OR they have actually ttaken the time to get to know me as a person. Also, if you want me to comment bomb your pic in a contest or subscribe to a to me as a person first, hell atleast LOOK at my profile! If I think you're a cool person then you'll get my vote adn I'll do everything in my power to help you win
Baby Boomer Hits... Gotta Luv Em!
It was fun being a baby boomer... until now. Some of the artists of the 60's are revising their hits and looking really old, with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers. They include: Herman's Hermits--- Mrs.. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker. Ringo Starr--- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends. The Bee Gees--- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip. Bobby Darin--- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash. Roberta Flack--- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face. Johnny Nash--- I Can't See Clearly Now. Paul Simon--- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver The Commodores--- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom. Marvin Gaye--- Heard It Through the Grape Nuts. Procol Harem--- A Whiter Shade of Hair. Leo Sayer--- You Make Me Feel Like Napping. The Temptations--- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone. Abba--- Denture Queen. Tony Orlando--- Knock 3 Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me Fall. Helen Reddy--- I Am Woman, Hear Me Snore. Leslie Gore--- It's My Procedu
Blue Sky
If You See Cupid
i am fucking him up on site. he sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enoy This Poem I Written Awhile Back
Silent is the tongue Wondering is the soul The beat of the ehart goes on The edge of enternity is seen Windows are the eyes The touch of the hand is felt The breath of the winded life What do these things mean The mystery of man's pride To the brotherhood of men The exotic of a woman virtue Or the sisterhood of women The spirit is sound The body is troubled these things and more come naturally Yet as a thinker of thoughts A writer of words A poet of sentnces I traverse these trails in silence of the tongue I think can I be a bard Or am I a bard unknown in thoughts and words The silence of the tongue continues The voice doesn't speack The mind continues to traverse these thoughts Ever more is the silence Silence is the tongue Silence of the voices Silent's Tongue Shhhhh
Ended It
My guy and I ended it tonight for good... day before V Day right... yea... plus I gave up on someone else. Man... I hate Valentines Day
House is such a good show. I love the guy who plays him, I don't know his name but man he's awesome. I hope I end up with someone like that, smart ass but still awesome as hell. Work was good today lots of new people to meet. Hopefully tomorrow wont be too bad, it being Valentines Day and all lol. Peace
Raw Feet + Fish Fetish
Orginally we had John West scheduled to shoot with Lexi Love, but when he showed up, Lexi didn't like something about him so she said she wouldn't work with him. No big deal, we gave him his kill fee and called into LA Direct for a replacement killer! We got one. Van Damage! He didn't really do much damage to her this time, but what he did do was an amazing blowjob/handjob/footjob scene. Well, actually it was more the other way around... SHE did all the damage to him! She was literally climbing off the walls in this scene! As you can see, I got to fluff a little. Not really, but I wanted to! All I got to do was clean her feet off for her! I like cleaning all the girls feets in my movies, but I think some of them think I'm weird when I do it! Like they're thinking, "Please don't touch me when the camera's not on!" Hehe, yes, yes, I am *that* guy! Anyway, the scene went really well and I'm very, very proud of how this new movie is coming along. I just can't wait to do MY scenes in the mo
I Will Never Rank A Full Profile Again
i just finished ranking every single photo in * '»»---(¯`.bbG.´¯)---»»' * she said she needed her photos rnked soooo see her nsfw pics.. i get there after ranking 200 photos. whats there pictures she took off the net she says is her. NEVER AGAIN!!! if you have more than 20 pics. im not ranking them all ... 20 is my limit unlike most people i learn from my mistakes
Valentines Day
valentines is one of those days that some seem to work there selves up over.....on the softer side of me this says you shouldn't be like that just one day but everyday for the ones you on that monster dark side of me it says look into the true history of the day and now thats a real reason to see red and hearts.......lmao have bloddy fucking happy valentines day all
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Are You Running With Wolves ??
Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights.A mirror reflects a mans face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses. The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve. Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your mediocrity. An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they are. Friends that don't help you climb will want you to crawl. Your friends will stretch your vision or choke your dream. Those that don't increase you will event
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Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard.
Keith Asks....
What's wrong with us that we're so amused? I concur. Does anyone have a answer to said question?!
Proof That I Am Nuts :)
Barefoot in the snow. :)
Happy Valentine's Day :)
So this is what happens in my household...when i didn't drink the night before..and the cable is out.. stuffed mushrooms chocolate chip cookies blueberry muffins home made guac spanish rice home made chicken cheese peppers, onion..flautas :D now a romantic night watching Jackass part two while getting buzzed wootwhoot flowers are so overrated ^_^
Valentines Day
to everyone i know and love happy valentines day to the rest go to hell. love jami
So tired of being strong So tired of trying not to cry So tired of holding it all together I cant do it anymore! Its time to break down Its time to let it all out Its time to let the tears fall! Erin Francis Valentines Day 2007
Long Distance Valentine
here we are again facing Valentine's Day far from each other's shelter and they ask how can two be as one without ever touching but oh, my love we have touched minds hearts souls we have traveled more than most will ever have the chance for each night our spirits fly across oceans we have lain together in dreams and awoken separately with the kiss of the other still lingering on our lips we have seen deeper into ourselves than most ever dare to look for the faith we have in us comes from the most profound place inside and we live our lives together but apart with trust in the future and appreciation for the now so do not lament this Valentine's Day for cards not sent flowers not received but know instead that there is love in this world that is only for you and tomorrow will still be Valentine's Day for us
For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. ~author unknown~
Note To Self
Note to self: shoveling driveway in the morning while wearing dress/work clothes and heels is NOT a good idea.
Sexy Southerners
Southerners Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissy fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, .... As in: "Going to town, be back directly." Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin!
Hating It Right Now
so i'm in germany. now i know i should be taking advantage that i'm in europe for the next three years. but i miss home so much. maybe it would be different if ppl were somewhat nice. maybe i need to go back to the states. it's cold, and it's either rained or snow since i've been here. i have forgotten what the sun looks like. i know that sounds crazy but i've been here a month and it has yet to shine. maybe i'm just not cut out for this kinda life. someone help please?!?!?
Tear Jerker Poem
The weeper (A re-write) He sits alone in an alley, he can't be more than eight. Just a boy all alone, he is a victim of life and fate. No mother, no father and no one else to love. This child would be all alone if not for GOD's Love. He is "The Weeper" sad and alone. I watch him for a while and I shed more than one tear. I look at this child and I'm taken with doubt and fear. I have to do something I have to help him out. Why, must he suffer so, What is his pain all about? He is "The Weeper" so sad and alone. I prayed that night and ask GOD "Why", I ask all night. I ask "Why does he suffer when You could let him die"? GOd finally answered when the night was almost through. God said,"He suffers for you to see,It's all for you". He is "The weeper" so sad and alone. I cried myself to sleep not knowing what it all meant. When I woke the next day the alley is where I went. The boy was gone and a note was left where he had sat. The note said, "I'm with God MR. Tha
The Philosophy Of Sex
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --George Burns Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other e eight are unimportant." --George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone "My girlfriend always laughs during sex
Your Preference
Mumms or Blogs? Mine are Blogs, i love to write and the mumms suck now. comment and let me know how you feel
You Know What I Hate?
*Disclaimer: to no one in particular When a guy calls me "ma" or "mami". I know a lot of girls think that's cute, but I don't. I'm not your mother. Just because I'm Puerto Rican doesn't mean I wanna hear that shit, cause I sure's hell ain't gonna call you Papi, because ... you're not my father. So. I hope that's clear.
I will be in the contest everyone show me ur love and comment bomb me. Luv ya Lace
Enjoy Life.
I am shocked and amazed by two deaths this week. No I am not talking about Anna Nicole. Two of my close friends lost someone this week. A girl I used to work with lost her brother several months after finding out he had brain cancer. He was a great guy I met him a couple of times. It was so unexpected. The doctors gave him 6 months to live. He made it almost a year. I feel bad for the family and their loss. He was only in his thirties or early forties. The second passing just happened this morning I think. A friend of mines mother passed away unexpectedly. She had been sick for the past week, with what seemed to be a stomach virus. She was a frail woman to begin with. It is just shocking and so unexpected. She was only in her fifties or early sixties. It makes you think about how unexpected your life can end. We don't know how long we have, or when our time is up. This just brings up all the experiences I have gone through over the past year with the death of my s
Keepin It Real
An Entry In The Baby Blog By....angel_tears
well here is my most recent story...... On Feb 3rd 2007 I found out i was pregnant.... Woo Hoo i was the happiest person around life was great... sure my bf and i had just split up but it was ok I love kids and wanted another one... My only fear was that I would either miscarry like I did in Oct of 2000 or lose my infant child like i did in 2004... ( yes i do have a 4 year old boy who is my life)... I woke up suddenly at approx 2am i reallt was not feeling well and new some thing was wrong... As it had it I was right today on Valentines day of all days my fear came true i had another miscaridge.... I keep thinking that i should be the one who is no longer around but at he same time if i go my son is left without a mom... my only thing is how does one keep going after losing three kids.... Life is just not fair and sucks.... My life is so turned up side down right now... The only thing that is keeping around right now is the fact that i do have a 4 year old little boy who is my l
Lucky You
Lucky the eyes who look upon your beauty Lucky the sun who illuminates your path Lucky the stars who shine above you Lucky the one who escapes your wrath Lucky the food that ends your hunger Lucky the drink that quence your thirst Lucky the man who your heart posseses Lucky the man who can have you first Lucky the air that gives you life Lucky the water that bathes your shell Lucky the clothing that your body adorns Lucky the being whom you know well Lucky you are to posses such beauty Lucky you are so young to be Lucky, smile for soon it's be gone Lucky your sadness is your happiness Lucky i am and you forgotten Lucky so take advantage now Lucky come down from such high cloud Lucky in your own beauty you'll drown
For The Pervs Who Don't Read My Profile.
Here's an example of one. This guy sent me messages a couple of weeks ago about how he'd like to have me suck his cock. I tried to be friedly about letting him know that I'm not interested. He still would occasionally pop up with messages here and there, lewd, crude and ignorant in nature. Today he tried my patience with this shout box conversation: The master: wrap that tongue around my cock ok ->The master: Read my profile. The master: read it ok ->The master: Do you not understand parts of it or are you just blatently ignoring it? The master: yeah u like chicks so ->The master: Read it some more and it will tell you that I'm not here for talking about your cock or what you would like to do with it. Find someone else. The master: what are u here for ai'm not heqar to tell you about it etc I'm here to find women to suck it ok ->The master: Well, I'm not the one. I'm not interested. The master: just like that did u read my profile or look at my pic -
Okay Willie The Freak Is Nsfw
So I have moved it to another folder and also deactivated the background skin that it was on too. I wouldnt mind its been there for months and nobody had bothered with any of my stuff before, is this the backlash for me putting up with valentines day bullshit cant wait till i get me own site fixed up.
Life With Iraq
once again my life has changed drastically my husband is Iraq again it is so hard to be alone for this long and i thought it would get easier and it doesn't. I will keep you posted this is week one of 8 months. So tommorrow is my wedding aniversary and i will not be celebrating it for the third year in a row. He's somwhere between destinations so i probably won't even get to talk to him. It is in crediblely hard when you are married to your best friend and then you go from being super close to strangers, when all you talk about on the phone is paying bills and power of is very hard emotionally but i will make it i always do i love him to much
They Remember Love
He looked at her his loved one, with old and loving eyes. And vowed he would not leave her, even when he dies. He held her hand so softly, his love so deep inside. And not a soul who watched, could keep a drier eye. He smiled and kissed her sweetly, this frail and saddened man. He sat there with the memories, sitting hand in hand. I think he would have stayed there, if they would let him stay. Sitting with her always, sitting day by day. His love so great and shining, but still her eyes stayed close. Then someone had helped him, and from the chair he rose. He turned once more to see her, and said I'll see you soon. He lay a rose beside her, as they helped him from the room. That was the last time we saw him, he joined her that same night. Now those loving angels, smile down on us at night.
The pain turns to pleasure And fills that empty void The scars remind me of who I am Cleansing the anguish A bloodletting of sorts The scars lend thoughts of better days Tattered veins they flow A river of hatred and pain The scars bring change Evils of the flesh Released through the wounds The scars offer relief Bittersweet the feeling A momentary sense of solace The scars are a reflection of myself
Deleting People
i have a bunch of people on here who have added me and asked me to rank them and so forth. but then i dont ever get a chance to see the private folders. so those who have not granted me access i dont need ya so youll be deleted. dont want to hurt any feelings. so im sorry if i have :(
So my Birthday was on Valentines Day and i LOVE that day....So...decided to have an all day party...BUT DAMN mother nature kicked in and we had the winter blizzard of 07 So we had to go a diff route...So pulled out the snowmobiles and decided to do that for awhile...COLD as hell but was sooo much fun...Des was on the back of mine and it was soo cold and she kept asking me "Are we having fun yet angel?" lol I told her yes we are...Snowmobiled for over 2 hours all around the open fields here...LOVE living in the country...Then we hit the bars and well...I can say that dancing took off alot of frustration...Then we hit the strip clubs where my sis used to work and since we all know the dancers there and they all knew it was my bday i got to get up on stage and ya i did a 5 min strip show ..The tequila was flowing pretty good, I dont remember much of the club but i am reminded pretty much alot from my cousins and friends....Ended up going to an after hour club also and playi
Sk Family!
SO i decided to do a blog about my SK family...They deserve it and soo soo much more..When i joined CT it was just to kill some time and have some fun...I never expected to meet such a great group of people.. I met marq in..I think October..hes the founder of the SK family...And omg..what an amazing guy he is...We have grown sooo close..i adore him more than you could imagine...I would even concider him one of my best friends (online and offline)..He makes me feel sooo good about myself..and that takes alot for a person to do..hes always there for me no matter what te situation is..i truely love this guy..Then i met what a girl!...she is sooo cool...Soo fun to talk to...just great...:D then there was sean...i met him lookin for people for my contest...what a nice guy :)...i love talkin to him...Next i met jen...Lol i LOVE her...she is soooooooooo sooooo cool...she reminds me of me! and her have only been talkin for a few days but we really cliqued...Ive talked to mo
What Do You Owe Your Real Friends
I just entered a contest,no this is not about i was going through the bulletins i saw people that actually were mad at such and such becouse they only voted a few times and in some cases no times,for this person and they felt that these low voting people werent really friends. to say the least,i was embarrassed for these a friendship based on votes?i would hope not.the people on my friend list dont need to vote to be my frind.i talk to some every day.sometimes about contests,boy/girl friends,vacations,scooters,cars,and just life.when they are gone i honestly miss them and they votes involved. a real friend is there when you need to talk or simply want to talk. these people who get mad are just saying,hey my friendship is yours,for a my friendship,buy me.if my friends were that way im afraid i wouldnt have any at all,but they arent.i appreciate each of my friends and i dont care if they vote for me or my competitor becouse i know,for a proven fact,my
::sighs:: having a bit of a depression spout....I just got offline with my mother {Yea i know my real mother, never thought i would talk to her again..}and found out some terrible news. She had been to the doctor and had test ran and after several years of her being in pain she found out that within a year she will become a paraplegic because she has degenerative disk disease in her neck and back... Its depressing to hear her talk about it because she keeps telling me she rather die than be in a wheel chair, and as much as i hated the things she did, I dont know what I would do if she passed away, it would kill me......and knowing my mother, she has made attempts..........I dont know how to deal with sitting here typing quietly not able to hold back the tears streaming down my face because it hurts so much......
I ate dinner alone tonight, in a very nice Italian restaurant in Berkeley, California. My friends Dan and Nadya had a prior engagement for dinner, and left me to my own devices. Faced with cooking someone else's food in an unfamiliar kitchen, grabbing fast food in an wonderfully diverse area full of lovely restaurants, or eating by myself in a restaurant, I chose to eat out. And, honestly, I really liked my evening out by myself. My waitress was both solicitous and lovely. My food was wonderful. And I enjoyed both the people-watching and the few chapters of my book I devoured while waiting on my Capellini Limone. I thoroughly enjoyed watching the lively interaction of a mother and her two adolescent boys, and was able, when overhearing part of a conversation, to contribute (via the waitress) the singer of "Electric Avenue." The couple across from me were obviously on an early date; they were uncomfortable yet eager to converse, and judging from the glances they gave each o
Bush And Republicans Suck
It has Mutated...the dreaded Pandemic Sympotoms of RAIDS include forgeting about meetings in which you are warned of impending terrorist attacks in July 05' personally by CIA director, forgetting to investigate when one of your buddies is seducing boys through IM and and email, forgeting that Henry Kissinger was the architect of Vietnam and making him a leading Policy guy for Iraq. Republican Amnesia Induces Delirium originated originally in the jungles of SE Asia and was considered wiped out. The most recent outbreak originated in Iraq given poor intellectual hygene and hysteria. No know cure is know, but moderate and sane Republicans not residing in DC and Democrats seem to have natural anibodies to fight off the bug. Given that there is no known cure, all that can be done is to make the patient comfortable. Suggested pallative care includes: playing Toby Keith Records backwards, quail hunting at a canned hunting site, clearing some brush, and target shooting using Cindy Sh
Sparkling Dirt
Plunge into me and rock the earth with a quake That shakes the temple out of its foundation And obliterate me with your temptation Make me look massacred by the time we reach completion I wanna fuck like demons, without regard for well being Or reason Need to feel you on top of me stopping me from going any where And slowly start nibbling away until my skeleton is bare Drive my face into the mattress with a fistful of hair Pull my waist into the air brutalize me without care The dirty wet dream that shatters away my nightmares Unhinge my jaw with a word and a stare Dislocate my hips with a fetishist’s flare Feel me constrict around your nimble pale You be the stallion I’ll be the mare Go ahead go for more then a pair Don’t be scared, I’m not going anywhere You know… I fucking love the way you Rape me There is no escaping Rape me This is not enough C’mon Violently Rape me
Loveless Place
I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gentle arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always hoping she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes I look upon my empty pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window A single tear rolls down m
The Past
thinking back to when I was in school and young a very bad kid and really dumb starting fights and giving dirty looks when the teacher left the class I tore up her books standing up when the teacher said sit down when creighton was in my class we were the class clowns not doing home work and I cheated on test I got all D's I wasn't trying to be the best I graduated but I didn't wanna go I heard them call my name but I was a no show that was years ago I think I changed I look back on those years and it's kinda strange I think sometimes why didn't I listen I think about how much knowledge I was missing but if I could go back it would all be the same I'm a big kid and I'll never change Damon Latrell Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor
Europe Soon.
im leaving for the summer. i cant stand anyone anymore. so europe, here i come. hopefully my phone wont work there.
Into The Breach
I watch, mesmerized, as the oil lamp above my bunk sways with the pitch of the ship. It must be morning, because I feel the swells beneath me grow stronger, as the tide comes in. Walking out onto the deck, I pitch my morning cigarette into a half empty can of beer, leftover from the night before. I don't even like beer. But it was something to do while waiting for the weather to break. Looking off toward the Drake Channel, I see the fog lifting off the rise on the van Dyke, and I wonder if Bobby will bring in his catch, like he promised his wife. I know that if the weather holds, I can make for Saba and be there in two days. Maybe less, if I can manage to get a deck hand or two to go along for the ride. I know that if I hang around the bars at Red Hook long enough, I can. I set the sails and start wondering which derelict college student would be a likely candidate, and I finally settle on offering for that boy from Texas. He seems like he's got a handle on his drin
So My Interesting Evening.
Lets just start off with it SUCKED. Anthony had to deal with bullshit, and im fed up with it all. I don't see why people are all out to attack us. Dumb motherfuckers. We'll let me just tell you, you fucked up, you messed with the wrong little bitch. I hope you value your job, and the few days you have left :) ♥ Just give me my stuff back. And everything will be alright ♥ And dont threaten you'll get me deleted from here, cause sunshine let me tell you, ive done nothing wrong, and they arent gonna delete me for logging in to my account and being attacked by a middleaged, motherfucker, who prays on young girls, because "no one" else understands them. ♥ ♥ Please rate this blog, my nights been bad enough. Dumbfucks.
A Little Zen
The only antidote for the misuse of psychic powers is love; otherwise all power corrupts. It may be wealth, it may be prestige, it may be politics, or it may be psychic--it makes no difference. Whenever you feel powerful, if you don't have love as an antidote your power is going to become a calamity to others, a curse; because power blinds the eyes. Love opens the eyes, love cleanses the eyes... your perception becomes clear. Reverend's Note: This one is easy to forget. If you can get away with things, I know that I tend to go ahead and do it. This does not provide the clarity that love does. This is not necessarily love of others, but very often it is love of self. We tend to use our minds and powers to corrupt our own existence, and that causes negative effects in others. We need to remain mindful of our duty to be good to ourselves, and therefore, others will benefit from the love that radiates from our innermost being. Sometimes a shortcut does save a moment or two, but we ar
Mumms The Word
A couple of my friends have asked me why I changed my default pic. I did it because I am really tired of trying to justify who I am to people. I did not come here to get married or hook up or have sex with anyone. I came here to enjoy friends and have laughs and show some of my creativity. I was recently the subject of a mumm and a bulletin. The question was if I am a male or female. So I changed my picture hoping that it would get people off my back. I have also written a rebuttal mumm which is below. If the person who wrote the mumm can't have the balls to talk to me face to face then just leave me the fuck alone. This is the rebuttal mumm: So I Understand that I was recently an issue in a mumm. The question was if I am a man or a woman. I can tell all of you that I am 100% woman.. always have been and always will be. It's a real shame that people will stoop to looking at other people like they're some kind of circus freak. I have never judge any of you and believe me I've
Wanna Have Cyber Sex - Lmao
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wel
Someone To Love
This site has become a very lonely place for me, anyone who like the look of me, comment rate n message/add me! Always lookin for a new friend! Luv ya all! xxxxxx
This morning my husband woke up with the fattest hardon, well I just had to have it! I rolled him onto his back and started kissing his chest all over and then I worked his nipples until he groaned, using my tongue I worked my way down to his abs... you know thw happy trail and when I got to his beautiful errection I just went nuts on it. I took him all the way into my throat slowly and then raised my head up and down all the way to his pelvic bone! This went on for about 10 to 15 mintues all the way into my throat, he really got excited and began to grab the back of my head and help me get his wonderful cock all the way in... I stopped very fast and began to lick and suck on his balls until he was begging me to suck on him again. I wanted him to cum real hard for me, I got down between his legs and reached around with both hands and grabbed his ass cheeks, "For more leverage"... I took his dick into my mouth just for a tease, licking the head around and around I could feel him getting
Alright, What The Hell?
I know not a lot of people are smart I guess you could say. But why is it that when they don’t know what the hell they’re talking about the resort to racism? I mean it only shows their fucking ignorance even more.
My Friends Rock!
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRYTAP!!!! all of you guys are so sweet..thanks for being so wonderful and nice to me...i just want to let you guys know i apprecate you!! YOU GUYS ROCK!! i just wanted you all to know that!! MUAH!!!!!
Is There Any
I just want to know is there any woman left that will not hurt you y is all this going on im a good man and yet it seems to me that all i get is woman who just want to hurt me please help some one any one holla
I have just learned from BabyJesus that all the Storks have quit delivering babies and well people will have to start making their own. So, I have been trying to make a baby all by myself now for some time and still can’t seem to get it right. All I am doing is making a dang mess here and this stuff gets so sticky and gooey am I doing something wrong anyone got any advice for me.
This is a poem that my niece that I raised wrote about me hope you all enjoy it as much as I do!!!!! The Best Comments @ My Angel there is an angel in my life whose always looking out for me no matter what situation things could be she has a heart made of gold So loving, kind, and sweet with a smile so warm upon her face it cant be beat with such a kind heart shes so understanding taking time out to listen shes never demanding staying right behind me doing what it takes she knows I'm not perfect i'm gonna make mistakes My angel dont have wings heaven knows she cant fly such a person all her own shes not scared to laugh or cry Always listening with her heart theres no doubt she cares she warms my heart and soul with the love she shares My angels so close to eprfect no one could come near caring with a heart thats true my angel sent from heaven saved me with love aunt Sandi that angel is you! Love Always Marcy (she calls me aunt Sandi my real name is Cassandra so
So intense when I look into your eyes. The distance comes together and my heart begins to beat. I am amazed every single time at how you break through me. Mesmerized, thats what I call this feeling that bubbles within and it is perfectly unique
Valentine's Day (part 2)
Ok, So I FINALLY got to see my hot boy. He brought me roses and the most beautiful card that made me cry. He took me to dinner last night and we're going to the movies tonight. I know that doesn't seem like much of a present to some, but the card is the best. It actually said (although not in so many words) what I've been wanting to hear from him forever. The crew knows what I mean. (hint, 4 letter word) Please don't say anything to him, I'm posting this here cause I know he'll never see it and the fact that I just had to tell someone! I am so happy I could do the shopping wait, I usually do that anyway :-p Also, I had my year review at work and I got my raise!!! Leave me some love! *Many Meows*
You Are
I Wish
I wish I knew what true love was I wish I knew what made it real I wish I knew what lovers do I wish I could feel that joy inside I wish I could see the look in someones eyes I wish I could see how they felt inside I wish I felt a persons touch I wish I felt that I meant that much I wish I felt that I mattered more I wish I wish
Lyrics To
"P.S. MOMMA" Hey Momma this is me, your little baby boy. I miss my G.I. Joe's and the rest of my toys. But I'm at camp right now with all the other boys. And I made a new friend and his name is Roy. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s.'s you a smile. Hey momma this is me, and Roy say's to say hi. Two more weeks of basic and we'll both earn our stripes! Thanks for all of your letters they helped me to get by. And I'm sorry this is short, but they don't give us much time. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s.'s you a smile. Hey Momma this is me, fro
A faceless enemy a formidable foe Born in the shadows deep in the soul A creature of desire destined to kill Feeds on the blood of the innocent it spills Cold and calculated it stalks it's prey Grows stronger with rage with each passing day Fueled by anger the beast lives within Longing for escape the battle won't end A glimmer of hope too little too late Consumed by the love condemned by the hate
My life has basically just been directly focused on school. I am really loving the classes I have chosen. I know I am on a great path, nothing will stop me, because I will not let it. There once was a guy standing between school and I. I now know that was a poor choice, if someone loves you like they claim they would not hold you back from what you want. They would be happy for you. I realize now that he was pretty selfish, I can understand him though, he thought if I succeeded then I would leave him behind; which that was never my intentions. I loved him for he was. On a side note: I guess I do look younger then I am, I was hit on by a 16-17 year old today. : On a happier note, a poem I wrote will be getting published. Wings
Thoughts Count!
Today I woke up with a sore throat and it made me smile because I knew that I had done a great job yesterday at work! I made my way into the kitchen to make myself some fresh juice out of apples, oranges, carrots and beets. I bought my juicer about a month ago and I love it. I like to do this everyday if I am not too busy. Then I was off to work (which is literally up the stairs). I did a phone interview today for the Detroit newspaper that will be released very shortly. I also did an interview via email for the Good Vibrations online magazine which is a sex positive lesbian run sex toy retailer out of San Francisco and I thought it was a good interview. I like doing interviews but some are better than others. I feel that some questions can be a little repetative, so when I get questions that are intresting to me I am excited to answer them. I went to take a shower with my new body wash that my special fan sent to me and I was surprised at how smooth and creamy it was going on my body.
I know most of my friends are ladies on here. But anyways I'll just say it.. I"m tired of porn. The chicks are always so not pretty. Plus they are so nasty. Plus there whoo haaa is so nasty lookin.. its like someone put a belt sander on their crotch and left it on hyper drive. I'm not getting laid. I know ppl hate hearing me say that shit but its true. I'm tired of sleeping with blue balls every night. Then waking up to the same old boring shit. I wanna get some pussy. For real... I know friends and sex isn't importatn.. blah blah blah I want some pussy..on my dick.. no friends no relationship thats what i want. now i know now a days that is impossible cause you can get a half a billion different STD's but really this is fucked up. I've seen somet ugly ass mother fuckers get pussy and I haven't got any since September. You have got to be fucking kidding me. This isn't fair at all. fuck ok im done sweet dreams ~Timmy~ PS I WONT!
Fuck Off!!!
ONE GOOD RANT FOR GOOD TIMES SAKE Current mood: BEYOND PISSED I am sick and fucking tired of people! I try to be friends with them out when needed and they just fuck me in the end for no god damn reason!! I am sick of putting my trust in people as well. All I get now a days is mistrust from certian people that come and go in my life....and everyone around me acts like I just shouldnt have a care in the damn world. Well DAMNIT!!! I do care. It is my feelings that get shattered when I lose friends. It is my feelings that get distroyed when people sit and talk shit behind my back and start lies and rumors about me. I am just passed sick of it. I am tired of having people come into my life...just to toy with me. I am passed done here people. when will you people realize that I am not a fucking doormat? I am not just some fucking pawn in your fucking little High School games any longer. From now on you will see the true me. I am done taking shit from everyone!!
Movie Review....epic Movie!!!
IT SUCKED!!! It was the worst movie I've ever seen in my life. I got a bootleg copy of the DVD, and this movie was so bad that I got up and walked out of my own house halfway through it!!! At least I thought it was halfway through. When I came back 10 minutes later, the movie was over...which also makes it the shortest movie ever too! For any other film, that would be a complaint. For this one, it proves that God is a merciful being. I never thought I'd ever say to myself, "Boy...I sure wish "JAWS 4: The Revenge" was playing instead of this crap!".....but there ya go. The usual scale of 1 - 10 will now have to be changed to include zero. Zero (0) cherries and a kick in the balls for the writers for "Epic Movie"!!!
Can't Chat Much Right Now
Hey folks, just wanted to drop a line to you all and let you know that I'm not avoiding you. We are still shoveling out from a minor blizzard, and the biggest thing right now is that a couple of days ago I had Lasik surgery on my eyes. My vision is awesome, I would highly recommend the surgery to everyone! My eyes are still adjusting and trying to read the small print in the shoutbox is a real pain. So if you shout at me, I'm not ignoring you, it's just agravating trying to read all the little type. This should go away in a few days after my eyes fully adjust. Hope everyone is having a blast!
Dedicated 2 My Moma
((((FOUND ON EMANONS PG)))))))) 'You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.' David Harkins (British Poet and Painter b.1958)
This Is Me...
Things I've Learned
These are a few things I've learned over my life. I am writing them down here because I think they might be helpful to others. 1. Never tell a hermaphrodite to go fuck them self.......they can. 2. Always watch your head when going to place your little one in the car seat. The kids head is usually higher then yours is. My poor son, I think he only cried because he realised we were related. 3. When getting high don't over do it. After 6 joints you don't get any higher, just lower in your stash. 4. If all the guys at the black tie affair have the same exact tuxedo on.....they all dressed correctly. If two gals have the same dress on at it.......IT'S WAR 5. If you are over 30...don't use the trampoline you bought the kids. There come an age when one should never try to put one's ass over their head and bounce. 6. Dogs don't like trampoline's 7. Never fart around a blind skunk, it just makes them horney. 8. Having sex doggy style does not mean humping your wife's leg. 9
I Shall.
Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Saturday, February 17: If at all possible, jump out of bed and strike out in a random direction. Talk to a stranger or three; duck into someplace you've never been. New experiences feed your heart and mind now, so dig in!
God Love That Pig
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour! (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the leng
Saturday In The Winter
This has had all promise of being a lousy day but it has been pretty darn good. Woke up to more snow and cold and that delayed my trip to the gym but when I got there, I had a fantastic workout. In addition I got to see a bunch of my old friends and even workout with a former client who is begging me to come back. After the time at the gym, had a nice lunch and then watched NASCAR on TV. Now I'm playing on Cherry Tap and interacting with a bunch of my new friends here. Hope all of you are having a great day too, hope to talk to you later.
Who Wants To Win A Sexy Salute???
Only 387 Comments to go.. Whom ever get me the 15,000 comment tonight.. Wins a Sexy Salute or a Silver MotorCycle , which ever you want!! Make Sure you email me if you get it!!! and let me know you got me the 15,000 comment! Have Fun.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~
Since The Day You Were Born
Stop playing scared and realize your worth it because when you do you will meet the person thats been waiting for you since the day you were born.....
Blonde paint job A blonde, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire herself out as a handyman-type and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for her to do. "Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" The blonde said, "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told her that the paint and ladders that she might need were in the garage. The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does she realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "She should. She was standing on the porch." A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," the blonde answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats. "Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50. "And by the way," the blonde added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Ferrari."
Your Shining Light
It was morning on September 9, That's the day i lost my mind. How could this be, happening to me. My wife, my son, my baby girl, 2 years old and bouncing curls. Why would he, take them away from me? When you lose the ones you love so much. Nothing seems to matter much. You keep asking,"Where'd i go wrong? And even on your brightest day, the clouds they turn your blue to grey. Then, your shining light, Is gone. She was my wife of seven years, through the laughter and the tears. Through the maybe's, and the babies. Next, it was my only son. He wanted to grow up and run, for president. God, he was heaven sent. I'd tuck them in, kiss them goodnight. They would wake at morning's light. but that's gone, and, i'm all alone. And,as the final casket's closed, I have no one there to hold. And their shining light, Is gone. And there she is, my little girl. My light, my whole world. Never got
The Love Of My Life
i used to think that you were going to be there forever i always knew that there wasn't a storm we couldn't weather then you had to leave and left me to face it all alone when i look around at these four walls i can't help but feel that this house is not a home why did you leave me, and where did you go all these years together and i have nothing to show we were there for each other since we were kids and we always had each other in times like this but now i see you and it is time to say goodbye at times like now all i can do is cry it is so hard letting go of you and everything we've been through but it will be ok, i will be there to help you through i will go for now but i will come back to you one day we will find the love that we lost someday i brought you flowers just to show that my love is still strong no need to worry about it, i will place them on your stone . this is for anyone who has ever lost thier loved one. may you s
Sex In The Morning Or Evening Is The Best???
When I was married to my last husband (prior his death in 2002), he and I would have sex as often as we could. However, judging from some people's responses to my recent blog & Mumm regarding being awakened for sex, there are some people who simply do not prefer to have their sleep interrupted. Obviously, I would think that these type of people would simply go against the grain of having sex in the morning as well. To me, there was something nice to be said about having sex in the evening just before bedtime and, afterwards, laying my head upon his chest while snuggled up to him and his arms around me and we would talk until we could not hear the other speaking. In fact, I am not sure who fell asleep first. I may have because his voice was so soothing and mesmerizing to me. We would talk about things that happen that day, what we were planning to do the next day, what are dreams are in tandem with one another and as individuals, and the like. I also asked him a lot about hi
Blowing Off Steam...
Boy I learn a lot on cherry tap...This is sort of funny but disturbing...This dude named Big Daddy came threw my profile on Friday, and chatted with me also...Went threw rated my things and even made me a Cherry Tap tag. I left him a comment yesterday night...And wake up to a message that said please dont send me comments cause your not on my list....Ok...I was the other day...So he claims if i dont hear from someone in a week he deletes them...lmao...He posted a blog stating this, but of course i missed it I guess...So do u apologize for having a life, being sick, or what...Oh and if this assholes friends were so important...does his keyboard work...Good god does it take all kinds...To top it all off not one time has this jerk left a comment for a response..and that nice little tag he made...he posted in his pics and gets ct points.....Guess he expects a friendship to be a one way street... Ha Ha I am done...Happy Sunday....xo
True To Yourself
True to Yourself Clean and safe thats how I feel Enjoying myself cause I am real Never giving false vibes or intentions Be true to yourself is what I mention Stood up for truest feelings and beliefs And turning over still without relief Continuing on, all the way until the end I will oversee your hopes and dreams my friend...
In The Sexiest Redneck Contest
Can't believe it, I'm in another of these contests. A good friend asked me to join up so I made a photo that would go this morning and off we go. I'd appreciate any help you can give with bombing the living crap out of it. Thanks so much. Click on the image below to get there.
Age does not protect you from love but love to some extent protects you from age. Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. Choose the one who loves you, and not whom you love. Don’t forget to love yourself. Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is. For one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks; the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation. Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love. He who loves 50 people has 50 woes; he who loves no one has no woes. If you judge people, you have no time to love them. Just three words, “I Love You” , but they mean world to everybody. Kindness is love in disguise. Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. Mature love says: “I need you because I love you.” Immature love says: “I l
She Said Yes
Well everybody knows that this past week was Valentines Day and I told my wife that I had a surprise for her that I wanted to wait to tell her what it was. We went out last night (Saturday 2/17/07) with a group of our very good friends to Riders in the Country...well I got up on stage and asked my wife to marry me again and she said yes....We have been married 12 years next month.
My Babys Video
Retirement Planning
Retirement Planning: If you had purchased $1,000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49.00 Or with Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1,000. With WorldCom you would have had less than $5.00 left. If you had purchased $1,000 of Delta Air Lines you would have $29.00 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000 of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminium recycling refund, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. THEY CALL IT THE "401-KEG PLAN"
You know some people are really screwed up, how is it when you go into a restraunt or anywhere where someone waits on you and after a meal someone else had to prepare and then someone else brings it out to you, you just get up and leave without paying your bill never mind about a tip. I was at a restraunt i frequent and i was hungry and lazy and did not feel like cooking tonight, as i sat down, at the bar mind you i ordered a drink asked for a menu and proceeded to enjoy the moment of not cooking and not cleaning any dishes when the bartender yelled for the manager pointing out one of her customers had eaten and left without paying the bill. This bothers me when you are the lazy #$%^ who came in there and refused to pay for a meal that you ordered and then showed the utmost disrespect to the person waiting on you by not leaving them a tip and leaving them with the bill. To me if you do this you are just a sorry piece of shit and should be brought out back and have the shit beat
Anti-people Mode.
Yeah. So, If I don't talk to anyone on here for a little while, don't take it personal. Some shit has been going down and it doesn't find me in the best of spirits. Yesterday two items that I bought weren't rang up and therefore were not on the receipt. I don't think it was done on purpose but now I'm starting to wonder. Today someone poured a bottle of rootbeer over my white car and let it freeze. I am getting the hint that someone doesn't like me. For now, I trust no-one. And I aint in the most social of moods either. Sor.
On Why "karma" Is Horse Shit ..or...the Hindu-ization Of The West
Stand to and listen up: When people in the west talk about "karma" they are, generally speaking, referring to the notion that "what goes around, comes around" and "you get what you give". Now, properly speaking, westerners are defined as, in short, anyone who was not raised in the East. And by "East", I mean Bombay, Calcutta, Beijing, Tokyo, etc. So that pretty much leaves us western white folks, and those of colour who were born and raised HERE, in the WEST. Allright, just so we all know who we are and what we're talking about, I'll move on to bashing this stupid notion of "karma". If one more person tells me, or one of my friends, that they're going through hard times now because of "karma", I am going to jump out the window, land straight onto the deck of the Retribution with both feet, and sail my ship right up their proverbial intestinal canal, with guns blazing. Firstly, this kind of response to human suffering is: a) insensitive b) not very helpful c) not pa
Jennifer Aniston Topless At The Beach
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On Why I Am Such A Rabid Westerner
For the benefit of those who don't know me well enough, I feel like I ought to at least put a disclaimer, by way of explanation, in this particular blog section. First I want to say that the mark of a good writer is that a good writer does NOT write the same way that he/she speaks. In other words, if you and I were actually sitting in your living room, and I was a guest in your home, you can count on it that I would behave myself, and be fairly restrained about all this. I'm not as tactless as I appear in this blog. LOL! Actually, I might as well fess up here: I was raised by a CIA intelligence analyst and a former Opera singer. (I'll let you guess the gender of each, just for fun!) As such, I was raised in other countries, not in the good ole US of A, and so I have developed, over the years, a finely tuned sense of balance with regard to Neutrality. I am neither "conservative" nor "liberal", neither "Democrat", nor "Republican" and I do not subscribe to rigid "polit
Ok For Real
this needs to stop.. "if you cant repost this with ur fake 10 bucks then take urself off my friends lists plz" first of all spell *yourself* correctly second of all don't bully me into reposting your bulletin..take me off your friend's list then..otherwise the empty threat is just simple annoyance. i woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.
Cherry Tap Cheaters
Ok so I thought that I would post my first blog and take this opportunity to let everyone here on cherry tap know my true opinions on cheating. Ok so if anyone here on cherry tap has a significant other and they have been accused of cheating...i would like you to post a comment on this shit. I recently broke up with someone and then they got on cherry tap and started looking through comments. Then all the sudden I was fucking everyone who was local and posting comments on my pics. Its good to know who the assholes are. I would like to say that i didn't go looking and I could give a shit less who anyone thinks im fucking here...there are a few people that I have found on cherry tap that i think are absolutely amazing. Maybe things will happen there...but don't make accusations to justify the shit that you have done. You found someone not me. But now i have and I'm happier becuase of it...and Korr you can kiss my ass...cause you are the one that made plans with other p
What The Hell Happened To Women??
This is a question that has evaded men for centuries, I am not an expert on the subject matter as i do not think i think like a typical female at all, ya know, shopping, love, sweep me off my feet kinda shit that kinda thing, so when my ex#6 called me and began questioning such things and asked me what i knew about it this is what i had to say.. "There is no such thing as what you are looking for.. looking at it all logically and thru the ages this is what we know to be pretty much a fact from reading and such.. Women back in the turn of the century were basically promised off to this bruno or that cuz daddy thought he would be suitable, and they didnt know any better, back then women listened to their mom's and dad's and took what they said to heart and just did it blindly, plus you add into the equation the fact that having sex with your husband was a job and not for pleasure, although i dont think that all men just jumped on the hobby horse, rode the bitch to town and left her high
Dead is the feelings inside me, Nothing can make me believe, That everything will be okay, Just as if nothing happened the other day, Life was stricken from one I love, Now they fly around in the form of a dove, With tear filled eyes I stood, Endurring all that I knew I could, Untill I was broken like the rest, I know now no one is ever the best, So let me sleep with my loved kin, Fore I am the bastard son of sin.
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until , one day, he comes across a Harley with a for sale' sign on it. The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years. "Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "whenever the bike is outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in." "When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fac
Credit Card Theft/fraud
PROTECT YOURSELF IN CASE OF THEFT OF YOUR WALLET, CARDS, ETC. 1. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED." in the space. 2. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 3. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home Phone. If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS# printed on your checks. You can add it if it is necessary. But if you have It printed, anyone can get it. 4. Place the contents of your wallet on a photocopy machine. Do both sides of each license, credit card, etc. You will know what you had in your wallet and all of
It Brings A Tear To My Hairy Eyeball.
This makes me sad:
Here, is where I want To stay: You'll always take my Breath away...I pray.
Long Day
not feeling well had to get a tooth pulled the first one ever.i want so badly to eat normal food right now but cant boy does this suck.....
Sometimes I get depressed for no apparent reason and I don't like it...
Letter To My Dream Girl
There are girls and there are beautiful girls but what separates them is their simplicity. In the short run beauty certainly counts but in the long run it is simplicity that counts much. What I mean by this is that in the long run girls who are simple are beautiful girls. Beauty like the rose fades but simplicity never fades. It will remain forever from here to the eternity. They say that minds are like parachutes and they function only when open. My mind and heart have amalgamated and this had never happened to me before in my life. I cannot lie to you cause after seeing you, I am becoming more and more curious with each passage of time. The curiosity is teasing me. It teases me much and I am helpless cause curiosity is like a wheel rolling on and on. Have heard that love is a circle whose center is everywhere but whose circumference is nowhere. But I think I have now seen the circumference too and this would not have been possible sans you. The verity is that I am not only seeing the
Thank You!!
I ask myself, "How did I get into this?". I sit and look at all the things around me and all the shit I've been through. I'm getting tired of this. I feel that I'm gonna get hurt at the end, I'm about ready to prevent that from happening. I'm trying to tell him he needs space from me so he can work it out with his wife but he says he needs me. This situation in some way is revolving around me and its getting to me. I wonder what will happen at the end. Am I going to get hurt? Probably. But I gave him a warning concerning me getting hurt. IDK any more. IDC any more. Whatever happens happens. From here on out, its in God's hands and IDC any more.
My Cancer
Back in 2003 almost 2004 I was Diagnosed with Intestinal stomach cancer. For the past three – four years I have been though seven surgeries’ they have removed half of my Stomach and things keep getting worst. In the past three months I had been in a comma I have been sicker then a dog and I have been in and out of the Hospital every other day. They had given me five months ago only two months to live I have beat that and I’m here still to this day. But over the weekend I was rushed to the hospital they told me that if they did not do surgery again that I could possible end up in a comma for weeks or months instead of day this time. So within the month I will be going through another painful surgery hoping that this will get better and I won’t look like I’m 200lb anymore that I will look like I did before I caught my cancer when I was 100lb.
it just sucks so bad when you want someone so much.. and love them so much.. it does not matter.. you cant have them... very very sad... goodnight...xoxo he knows... i love him.. dearly.....
Goth Vampire Poem - Song
Are you the will know.... In Thee Night Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul Feed on my soul So we might…be together… forever Together… forever Take my the night In the night Open yourself...bare your heart So I may hold my hands In my hands Kiss your between beats Between beats So we may roam...roam the earth forever The earth forever Roam the earth...together… forever Together…forever The moon is our light Our light In the the night In the night Dans la nuit de Thee Buvez-moi pour dormir… alimentation sur mon âme Alimentation sur mon âme Ainsi nous pourrions… être ensemble… pour toujours Ensemble… pour toujours Pren
I'm Not Racist, But Damn!!!
AIGHT, SO THIS IS A REPOST OF A CONVERSATION I JUST GOT TO WITNESS. I'M NOT RACIST IN THE LEAST, GOT MAD IRISH PRIDEM AND I GLOW IN THE DARK, BUT ALOT OF THIS SHIT RANG TRUE FOR ME. SO DON'T HATE ME, JUST READ AND HAVE AN OPEN MIND. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. REMEMBER COLOR BLIND CRIMES. I echo the remark from The Sixth Circle. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Sixth Circle Date: Feb 19, 2007 3:53 PM I dislike racism of any kind, but I despise double standards. It's for this reason that I'm reposting this. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brother 9 Date: 19 Feb 2007, 20:36 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Modesty Date: Feb 19, 2007 12:40 PM You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "White C*#t" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Black, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a
Ill Try To Construct Another Poem..
Living life day to day our troubles kept inside with smiles on our faces.... Not letting many to close to see what lies inside our deep dark secret places... We Love greatly inside our own minds and dream big of things we hope to achieve.... Then go to work each day and lower ourselves to make sure its a "happy worker" and nothing else our bosses percieve.... Turmoil all over the nightly news of war and death and the fragility of the human form.... A kind word from a stranger or a helping hand from a neighber has become the exception to the norm.... Life is not easy not like when our grandparents was raised.... People have turned inward some have become crazed.... For once we need to look to our past and learn from it instead of forgetting... Before we turn into a world full of isolation with everyone regretting.... The time this world exist is now its cause TV and the internet that keeps us at home alone.... So while your reading this poem dont forget to make human contact
Nude/naughty Photos
Now that I was hacked and know for sure the asshole who did it is sending my pics all over the place, I am thinking its time to remove all of the pics that show anything.. I will leave cleavage views, but no more tits and ass and various other things such as whats in my naughty album that family members have been able to see! If you have any suggestions otherwise, let me know.. I will delete them tonight otherwise! Cindy
In the trivia game question number 2 has still not been answered correctly, see previous blog for question! Any how my nose is cold cause i just ate ice cream, i know i know, good lunch huh? LOL Anthony's so cute when he eats ♥ He's so cute when he does anything actually :P ♥ Okay so i am actually bored. So who wants there pictures rated, profile rated, and to be fanned? Any or all of the three. Just rate my blog and comment saying you have done so and ill easily do them for you guys no doubt ♥
When I Am Getting Ink Done
My arousal begins, as I picture the new creation, a memory crafted into an art, mmm how I love when the needle touches my skin The artist using my body as a canvas, the sensual shivers causing my nipples to become erect, each time the ink is placed on my skin more desire and passion is created, makes me feel like a goddess As the design is just about completed, my body has become so hot, each time the needle feels like its teasing my flesh, I can feel my wetness starting to build, another tat again has my senses awakened, The finish is now here, the creation is beautiful, and my body feeling as though its been teased with desire, now I must go and fulfill that fire
Welllll... I'm back from sunny, beautiful California. I felt really bad about missing that really bad weather out here. Really. While everyone in the northeast and north were dealing with the bad storm, I was running around in jeans and a t-shirt, enjoying the sun. And I felt soooo bad about not being around to shovel. So, miss me?! :) A week without me blogging... how did you all survive? I had a fabulous trip! Very busy, but fabulous. I'm kinda tired out from my vacation now, though, and am happy to be home and sleeping in my own bed. Not that my cats let me sleep... they apparently REALLY missed me! Anyway, I'll be posting some photos I took on that trip, because I think I took some I'm proud of. But even with levelling (thanks Roge, for all the photo rates!), I still don't have that many photo slots. If anyone's interested in seeing all of the photos I took, let me know. I did a really interesting photo tour of a "day in the life of Berkeley, CA," from which I'll
I Wish
I wish that time would move faster, so that all of my tomorrows would become yesterdays. And all I would have before me is brighter days. I wish… I wish I was free! Free as the wind on a hot summer afternoon But, no matter how long this lasts, I know I’ll be there soon I wish… I wish I could fly! Yes, I said fly, like the birds and the bees. Breeze through the trees. Until then I suffer from depression as if it were a fatal disease I wish… I wish I could run through open fields; pick dandelions and daffodils and, bask in the sun. Instead I praise God when each day is done. I wish… I wish that the things I saw were without flaw; and perfect in fashion and form. That way I might experience joy and not scorn. I wish… I wish that I had a thousand wishes; and all those wishes were covered in my baby’s sweet chocolate kisses. So that I could wish away these days that stink like fishes! I wish… I wish I didn’t receive dirty looks as a result of being labeled a croo
i swear everytime i get sick, its bronchitis, and i dont care if i spelt it wrong lol, fun times!!!any suggestions?
Okay The Others Or The Black Ones?
The Inconspicuous Guest - Erotica
There she was, laying on the bed nestled against the soft red sheets, with nothing but the thin material of the cotton sheet covering her voluptuous body. I don’t quite remember how I got to the position, nor did I know who the girl was, but at this point, I really just did not care. My eyes traced every curve of her body, starting from the breath taking face. Her eyes, hypnotic and blue, stared at me while her tongue glazed her soft pink lips, bringing out a shimmer to add to the scene. These were merely accents to her face, which although incredibly sexy, was more sultry and innocent than anything else. It was smooth, and her skin pale, with a gentle curve of her cheek that hid her cheekbones, drawing down to her chin. Who was this breath taking image of perfection that laid before me? I continued staring at her, but was disappointed as I came to the realization that the rest of what was undoubtedly a gorgeous body, was hidden. I stepped forward, and immediately realized tha
I Am Pissed Off!!!!!
I dont rant very often in public but I gotta get this out....Be warned, I am NOT in a good mood right now.... What the heck is the deal with people who *say* they are your friends and dont even bother to take the time to talk to u when u send them a message? Here lately it seems like several people are just too busy getting laid from people on here to even talk...dang it, I am frosted right now.... What tha heck? Is it that I am only good enough for your precious time if I will let you screw me on-line? Where u lying to me when u said we would be friends even if we did not play around? U LIED to me and I am furious with u about this... Yea, I have a man in my life now...Yea, I love him VERY much..... I STILL have made time for people I consider my friends.... NOW, I am almost completely shut out of several people's lives because I won't *play* anymore.... Guess that shows me allot about myself... I am only good enough for some men to just be a play toy and I
Alora On Mossy Bluff Trail
It was 72 degrees this afternoon, and we had an early out at school today. I grabbed Debbi and Alora, and we headed to Mossy Bluff Trail this afternoon. Very little is green yet, but we saw the signs of new life beginning. Debbi and I got a bit adventurous on some of the bluffs, while Alora sat back and watched us. She squealed her worry at us, and I really was despairing, thinking I would never get her to learn how to be quiet there. I gave her a task this afternoon. I told her to find 3 things there in the woods to bring home with her. She wanted me to tell her what I wanted exactly, but I wouldn't tell her anything. I just said find 3 things. It didn't matter if it had been litter along the trail, just as long as she found a way to become more aware of what was around her. I coaxed her into crossing a creek with me, climbing on steeply inclined rocks. She squealed again and clung to my hand, but we made it across. LOL....I never realized how afraid she was out there until
Lost Love
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Yet Another Relapse- Part 4
2-2-2007 TheRH Cherry Rock Star ( Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo Contest-Now Open)@ CherryTAP Well I thought i was doing well, but It turns our that toady changed that. Around 4:30PM CST I had another "episode" and was into the hospital till about 9:30 CST. Had lab work done and my med level go by a point scale. That said a normal range is 10-21. Mine was a .2, that's right a freaking .2. I ask that everyone send some love. I will only be on sceptically. RH Please Rate and Comments
My Recent Absence
Guys and sexy chics, I just want to take a minute to tell you that I have been packing to prepare for a move and my time online is somewhat limited. I'm going through withdrawals BIG TIME so I don't see my shakes subsiding anytime soon. ANYWAY, please know that if any of you decide to swing by, if only for a moment, in spite of my absence - I will be so GRATEFUL and shocked really...I can't stand when people start a page and neglect it. On my part, it's not neglection, it's other priorities - trust me and the withdrawals are killing me. grrrrr... ;-[ Ya'll be good and I promise not to shave my head. I'll go insane to a degree but trust me when I say that my vanity wins over on any momentary lapse of koo-koo'ness
Protestors In Dc
A friend of mine "Derg" posted a blog entry today that hit a sensitive spot inside my heart and so I am finally gonna voice a little bit of my feelings... IF THIS OFFENDS YOU...I AM NOT SORRY Sept 11th, 2001 the world I knew as a soldier changed more than I ever thought it would. Sure I woke up at the normal time, went for a run to the IwoJima Memorial and then I went to work. However, within the hour of showing up everything changed. Working in DC most of us were making cracks about the pilot of the first plane"what kind of an idiot","was the guy drunk?" Another plane hits and all of the sudden an alarm sounded on post "Please return to your companies immediately!" The pentagon itself had just been hit. I was 20 years old! Now here I sit almost 6 years later and it seems that everyday someone new has an opinion about the war. How our actions are illegal and immoral. How what we are doing here is wrong... WHY? Is it not also as wrong for people with anger to decided to ki
The guy I share an office with is rude to his parents, is as annoying as a jock strap full of sand, has bad skin, bad breath and BO, and he's just bought a house with his GIRLFRIEND. I love and respect my folks, I have a strange but good sense of humour (at least, people laugh at things I say. Hmm...), my have clear skin (most of the time), my breath smells of mint and I shower regularly, and I got fuckin CHUCKED. Fair? You decide. Fuck, I'm bitter.
Stuff About Me If Ya Wanna Know...
I overdo everything... Im a Dork and proud of it... I have 2 wonderful sons... I have high expectations... I am often let down and dissapointed... Music is my outlet & my savior... I am wicked sarcastic... Im loyal and I love my friends tremendously... Im from California... My favorite colors are Dark Blue,Black, & Silver... I'm a fighter, though I can also be a lover ;)... When provoked I can be viciously mean >:-[... I am strong willed and hard headed... Freedom is like breathing to me... I love on an intellectual level... I over analyze... Im too emotional yet can be too detached... Im a complicated paradox... Many people dont understand me... I love to read and write... I love to take pictures... I love CONCERTS...I have the best friends in the world... I have a low tolerance for stupid people... I hate narrow minded people...I hate liars & two faced people...I always want to hear the truth even if I wont like it or it will hurt...I am more than capable of handling it... I have a f
Welfare - Lol
A guy walks into the local welfare office, marches straight up to the counter and says, " know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job". The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holidays trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, " Yeah, Well.. .....You started it."
I Am Tried Of The Bs!!!!!
Wow this is as bad if not worst then MySpace. I joined in hope to meet cool ppl and possibly make some ppl famous by turning into e-lebrities. But no one returns messages this is other bullshit site where every1 is fake wow like we need another 1 of those!!!!
Rate Too Fast?! Are You Crazy?
one of my favorite things to do on this site is rating pics and stashes. it passes my time at work quickly. so i come in today and i'm ready to rate someone w/ 240 pics who spent their time raiting me... and the site vomits back at me and tells me that i'm rating too fast? i use firefox. each pic has it's own tab. so rather than just close out twenty pics i go through and rate, now i just close the few that managed to get rated and reload all the tabs to start over. i wonder if CT realizes what this will do to their servers... cause now we need to reload the page to get the ability to rate back. every few weeks this site gets closer and closer to useless for me... can't comment bomb. can't go on rating sprees. ..... what's next?
Yanno Babies are ADORABLE. When they are like 1. What is not adorable is a 41 year old man baby who whines for his moms tits and shits his pants. 41 year old man babies are also attention whores: who someone re-rated your profile a '1' from a '10'! IM LEAVING CT CUZ JELLY WAS MEAN TO ME (no worried i will be back under another acct) AND I WILL CHANGE MY NAME TO! BLAME JELLYBEAN!!! Its all good tho. Rush...ur an asshole...grow up! (this blog was sarcastic) xoxoxo
Booty Contract!
My Best Freind
Army Pfc. Gregory P. Huxley, Jr. 19, of Forestport, New York. Killed by enemy fire in Iraq. He was assigned to B Company, 317th Engineer Battalion, Fort Benning, Georgia. Died on April 6, 2003. Pictured with friend Danielle Scholl P.S please google the name gregory huxley and pay your respects thanks
Ok so here it goes, my first I have been on CT just a short time but i came here with intentions of meeting new true friends, ppl that i may only talk to online and never meet but that i would become close to eventually! Well i have posted many different things on my profile none of which any of my so called friends have responded to, I myself on the other hand go to my friends pages i leave comments i rate them and if they have something new i notice and participate in, i do it cause i want to become there friend i dont do it cause I want to be another number on there page, Just like i don't want my friends to be another number to me! Sure we are all here to see what level we can get to and see how many friends we can get, BUT i really couldnt care about that stuff as much as i care about meeting realistic people..... Sometimes i feel like i'm wasting my precious time even trying to get to know any of you's minus the selective few that have went out of your way t
Women Are Evil By Nature...
A woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub... She gestured alluring to the bartender who approached her immediately. She seductively signaled that he should bring his face closer to hers. As he did, she gently caressed his full beard. "Are you the manager?" she asked, softly stroking his face with both hands. "Actually, no," he replied. "Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him," she said, running her hands beyond his beard and into his hair. "I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender.. "Is there anything I can do?" "Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running her forefinger across the bartender's lip and slyly popping a couple of her fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. "What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to say. "Tell him," she whispered, "There's no toilet paper, hand soap, or paper towels in the ladies room."
My Position On Women's Underwear
All right, so this is my position on women's underwear in relation to men. Before you read the next few lines and just freak out, let me assure you that once you read the full deal, you'll understand and more than likely agree. First and foremost, women's underwear is phenomenal and great, for men that is. What? Yeah that's right, I said for men! They have all the benefits of both boxers and briefs, and none of the faults. I really wish I could wear women's underwear as the daily thing but well, society doesn't think it to be "right." Why do I say this? Well I want to tell you a little story. One summer, of 2001, some friends of mine and I were bored, sitting around as little freshmen in high school in the blazing heat. It was very hot that summer, so we decided to play truth or dare, as lame as it was it deemed to be a very fun game. We played truth or dare and I picked dare. My dare was, of course, to wear a set of women's panties and a bra, and go outside. So hey what's
Fun Joke - 2/21/07
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... but she was married. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said,"I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." The girl looked at him then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her husband.... so she called him and explained the situation. Her husband says, "Ask him for $200; pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the husband is still waiting for his wife's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the husband calls and asks what happened? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Management lesson: Always consider a business proposition in it's entirety bef
So I'm gonna devote my evening to making salutes for friends...anyone want one??
A Day In The Life Of!
So, yesterday I was running some errands. While I was leaving Rite Aid, I heard someone say, "Hey. Belladonna." I turned to see if I knew who it was. I didn't. It turned out to be Keith and Jochem from the band Caputo. They told me that they messaged me a while back and also sent me their CD but it got returned. They had a copy in the car and got it for me. Normally, I do not have time to listen to music that people send to me or give to me when they see me, but Keith and Jochem were really nice, down to earth, and not pushing their music down my throat. I really respected that, so I listened to it. I like it a lot. I think Keith has a great voice and the music is definately something I can listen to, this CD is going in my iPOD. But before I get to far, I thought this was cute. Keith told me that he REALLY liked my feet and I got excited and asked if he wanted to see my blue toes! He did! He e-mailed me later and told me that it made his year that I showed him my toes! I love guys wit
Up Close And Coochie!!
Wow! I write erotica, which some would call porn. Whatever! I thought I had seen it all. But it just goes to prove that you haven't seen shit when it comes to the internet. Some chick posted a shot of her cooch...close-up, to boot! Hey, I'm all for expression, but make sure what you're expressing is worth it. Her cooch looked like it had a sore or pimple on one of her nether lips. She had shaved, but not in awhile...which brings to me to this. Get rid of the stuble if you're gonna put it out there for all to see. I've seen tons of gratuitous tit shots, but gratuitous pussy shots? One of her other pictures was a full shot of her. Again, that's cool unless your tits are hanging 10. Hers looked like socks with oranges in them. Not a pretty site folks.
How Sexy Is Your Zodiac Sign
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:TAURUS The tease¢¾ Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! L
U And Me
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? > > > 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? > > > > 3.)Would you take me places? > > > > 4.)Would you love me? > > > 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? > > > 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? > > > 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? > > > 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? > > > 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? > > > > 10.)Would you tell me? > > > > 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? > > > > 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? > > 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? > > > 14.)Would you go to the club with me? > > > 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? > > > > 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? > > 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance wit
Poptarts To Remember
smore, choc chip cookie dough, wildberry, strawberry, blueberry,
My Movie #2
This is for a very special and sweet girl here on ct:)
How Do U Know When You've Found Love ?
Please does anyone know the true feeling of love . And when you say to some one u love them , why do they go all silent ? And can u love in more than one way ? It's so confusing ...... I know im in love , But it's hard to say why xxx
Same Old Blogs...blahhh Blahh
Same things, same idea, gets boring. You eat peas every day, and you start feeling like youre pea soup. haha Ive lost my grooove. Where the hell did it go...mmmm....Its not impressive when you sit down to write something and nothing comes to mind. ESPecially when YOU just LOVE to write thats all. Even with all my fragmented poems. haha My ex in the states, says a guy in his barracks wants to get someone to write a story on his life, make a novel. lol I was so jealous, i thought gee, the bigger part of the novel should be my story and it could be one of those ohh u know... he said SHE said novels.. lol Im being typical i know. But in all actuality, it would MAke for an interesting story. Youre asking yourslf, come on, everyone has a story they'd like to tell! What makes his, or hers any more special. I could do it, probably. And it might come out sounding interesting. The thing of it is though, Im never happy or satisfied with anything i put down. i'LL go back, and want to revise ev
New Zealand Fishermen Catch Rare Squid
WELLINGTON, New Zealand - A fishing crew has caught a colossal squid that could weigh a half-ton and prove to be the biggest specimen ever landed, a fisheries official said Thursday. The squid, weighing an estimated 990 lbs and about 39 feet long, took two hours to land in Antarctic waters, New Zealand Fisheries Minister Jim Anderton said. The fishermen were catching Patagonian toothfish, sold under the name Chilean sea bass, south of New Zealand "and the squid was eating a hooked toothfish when it was hauled from the deep," Anderton said. The fishing crew and a fisheries official on board their ship estimated the length and weight of the squid: Detailed, official measurements have not been made. The date when the colossus was caught also was not disclosed. Colossal squid, known by the scientific name Mesonychoteuthis hamiltoni, are estimated to grow up to 46 feet long and have long been one of the most mysterious creatures of the deep ocean. If original estimates are correct
SOCIALISM: You have 2 cows, and you give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM: You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM: You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM: You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM: You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other, then throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM: You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. SURREALISM: You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons AN AMERICAN CORPORATION: You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow has dropped dead. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM: You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at
Yes I Think So!!
I think this is good sound reasoning...what do you thinK? Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Easy is to talk without thinking Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. Easy is to forgive others Easy is to set rules. Easy is to dream every night. Easy is to show victory. Easy is to admire a full moon. Easy is to stumble with a stone. Easy is to enjoy life every day. Easy is to promise something to someone. Easy is to say we love. Easy is to criticize others. Easy is to make mistakes. Easy is to weep for a lost love. Easy is to think about improving. Easy is to think bad of others Easy is to receive Easy to read this Easy is keep the friendship with words DIFFICULT Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes Difficult is to refrain the tongue Difficult is to heal the wound... Difficult is to ask for forgiveness Difficult is to follow them... Difficult is to fight for a dream... Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity... Difficult to see the other side.
Just An Update
I wanted to wait a few days before writting a new blog. So I would have more to tell. Saturday the 17th Tristen, Alex and I had a birthday party to go to in Lively. The last time we where out to Lively Nicole Tristens godmom told him the next time he went out there he might be able to spend the night. Well he never forgot he packed his pj's so he could stay the night. After the party was over we Tristen asked Nicole and Norm if he could spend the night they said it was okay with them. Norm and Nicole are Tristens godparents. So that was Tristens first night sleeping away from home. He sure liked it tho thats all he talked about for two days he was driving me crazy. I didnt mind not having him here it was a nice brake mind you I still had Kieyah & Alex. Tuesday 20th I had playgroup with Alex & Kieyah I was telling the lady the does the playgroups that Alex still wouldnt crawl well as we where talking about it the little guy decided to crawl and he hasnt stopped since. I was so happy
To All The Guys Out There....
who are brave enough to post their nude pics for all us ladies to see & enjoy I wanna say...from the bottom of my heart.. THANK YOU!! You guys make my time on CT worth it.... Every last one of you are awesome...I'll try to comment as much as I can Thanks again guys!! xoxox - Betty
Kind Of Pisses Me Off!
I have people coming to me saying how awesome the licenses are that I make & how bad they want one of mine real bad, YET they use one that somebody else made as their profile pic! Don't kiss my ass & brag up my work just because you want one. I'll make it for you anyway, but when you make it sound like mine are the best & use someone else's, it upsets me I wasted my time to try to get yours done so quick & tried to make it look as good as possible! For the few of you that have been using ones I made since the day you ripped it & have sent people to me, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart! I love nothing more then seeing one of my creations pass by on the top of the screen! Rob LongdonG DragoN
Appearantly in my family, my husband has this huge halo above him while I'm the piece of shit that cant have anything or do anything. What a shocker. They want me to sale my dirtbike so that my husband can get a tool chest. Fucking nice. I'm so ready to get a divorce and move far away from everyone.
Torture Me
just end my misery. maybe its better if i just go away.....farrrr away.
Sorry 4 The Sound And I Wanted To Say More But Idk How
sorry 4 teh sound if u can't leson sorry i had a logt on my mind just watch and there is alot more in my mind too

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