Fubar Blog Posts 4

Death
DEATH By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary There is something about the unknown that is always a mystery Dare you go? Take a step into the world of animosity? Death and birth, heaven and hell, dark and light Fear and courage, goodness and evilness, blindness and sight Death it is I choose to tackle, for death it is we must face A destiny that each must soon allow to be in a permissible place Ah, the splendor of it all, the tunnel and the light It is a liberty that no one dares to take a bite Is it fear or is it guilt? Is it the superficial world we dare not leave? What hinders and impedes the nippy journey we will all achieve? The enemy of ones self is himself, the conflict is from within You War against yourself, a battle where no one can win in Let me speak of death in luminosity, for in it I see radiance A freedom unimaginable, almost in its brilliance I speak of it with exhilaration no human heart can comprehend Death is living;

My Fubar Friends!
Just wanted to write to all of u and say, that I am PROUD 2 have friends' like u!! Since I joined FUBAR I have had the best time online! And I THANK ALL OF U!! You have treated me so good and I appreciate it.I have gotten to know a majority of you. And for the 1's I have met and were ASSHOLES and CUNTS--FUCK U BITCHES!!--Hahahaha...I mean when I say...TY!! And I LOVE YA!!! MyHotComments

Hello My Cool Wonderful Friends:)
This is the first night since my surgery I could sit in a chair for more than three minutes. I miss being on here and all my wonderful friends:) When I can spend some time on here as I am in the healing process I will be uploading all my photos that were deleted (long story):( I am looking at my page and the wonderful job Dark princess Lilith and Her Hubby Dark Prince has been helping her work on. It takes a really special person to take the time do what she has done for me on here while I have been away. I was told I should not be sitting up for another week, but Im going mad lying in bed!!! I think I have watched every movie known to mankind and mafia biographys I could write a book, lol. When you see my page on that will be Lilith until I can really sit up long enough to work on my page once again. Thank you for all the well wishes and the comments and for those whom are closest to me the phone calls and phone texts. My sister Mindy who has called me every day, also kept

Sexiest Legs Of Fubar Contest!!!
OK EVERYONE THE "SEXIEST LEGS ON FUBAR" CONTEST HAS NOW STARTED CLICK ON THE LINKS BELOW AND SUPPORT OUR CONTESTANTS..... RATE AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN CAUSE THE LADY WITH THE MOST GETS A ONE MONTH VIP!!!! SPECIAL THANKS TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HELPS MY BEST FRIEND KRISTEN AND I BY COMMENTING AS MUCH AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE THE NEXT FEW DAYS! I LOVE YOU ALL! MUAH! XOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXO BOMBING IS WELCOME NO PROGRAMS!!!!! NO BLANK COMMENTS!!! NO BLASTING!!!! NO SCRIPTS!!!!!!! click on the pic below to vote for Kristen and I!

The Demons Inside
I'VE BEEN FIGHTING MY DEMONS FOR TWENTY YEARS, AND I'VE RUN OUT OF ENERGY TO FIGHT. THE SUN MAY BE SHINING OUTSIDE OF THIS ROOM BUT IN MY SOUL IT'S NIGHT. AT TIMES I'VE IMAGINED I WOULD COME OUT ON TOP OF THE DEMONS INSIDE MY HEAD. IN A WAY I SUPPOSE I WAS WINNING THE FIGHT IF I HADN'T BY NOW I WOULD BE DEAD. BUT NOW THE DARK CLOUDS HAVE REGATHERED, AND I'VE LOST MY LAST SEMBLANCE OF HOPE. FEAR AND DESPAIR HAVE ERASED IT, WITHOUT IT THERE IS NO WAY TO COPE. MY LIFE HAS NO PURPOSE OR MEANING THERE'S NOTHING INSIDE ME BUT FEAR. FEAR OVER WETHER I'LL CONTINUE TO FIND LIFE SO DARK AND DREAR. I'M AFRAID IF THIS GOES ON, THERE WILL BE ONLY ONE LAST PATH LEFT. IF IN MY WEAKNESS I TAKE IT I DOUBT ANYONE WILL BE BEREFT...

In My Next Life............
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. You enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You go to school, drink alcohol, party, and get lucky. You become a kid, you play, and have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby where you are loved, cuddled and people tend to your every need and whim. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap... and? Then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Jennifer Needs Our Help(please Lets Help Her Win This Contest)
My friend Jennifer is in a tough contest that ends on Friday, if you have not gone to rate and comment her contest please do so. Every little bit helps. Here is the photo link. Thanks guys she is an awesome girl and deserves to win her first contest.

Alone Again...
Not sure how long this will be posted but just wanted to share quickly with what has been going on.. For those that know, Carrie was here for a week and just left yesterday, for those that don't, Carrie is my fiance and came down to visit for a week. It has been rocky for a while between us for a while and I figured this week was going to be a deciding factor as to whether it will last between us. It didn't really prove much as the house seemed so empty afterward and I am not sure. I just know there are doubts and I did my best to make her happy while she was here. I could go on and on like I had planned but will stop it here.. Talk to you all later.. Missed you.... William............

Lets Play!!! (follow Up)
This is just to remind everyone that I'll be cleaning my closet. It seems that I have alot friends that don't keep in touch. I understand that we all have a life to live and I'm all for that. Just let me know if you'd like to stay on my friends list and I'd love to hear just one reason why. Not asking for to much. Am I? With Regard, Michael AKA: "It rubs the lotion..."

Fuck
I will fuck you with words leaving you cold and lonely These aren't meant for comfort But to enter and leave They give you pleasured pain On edge of ecstasy Meant to cut open your mind And leave worlds inside I will fuck you with words That last centuries They are but the cuts That will leave deep scars They give you pleasured pain On moment of consumption Fingering the g of your brain And leaving without mention I will fuck you with words And you'll come back for more I will fuck you with words And walk out the door.

Lifeline
The world is flat, all joy is gone Was it ever there?? I curl my knees up to my chest And sink into despair I suppose I should try to get out of this slough, But I can't bring myself to care... Life will go on without me No one will notice if I'm not there. "It's just not fair!" my spirit cries but who ever said that life was fair ?? It tramples on your hopes and dreams Innocents beware. Life's hard, it hurts, just live with it If you can't what are you doing here ?? I ask myself this question now, But no answer do I hear... Except perhaps a whisper A tiny thread of hope If there's just one who cares about me Then perhaps I'll cope. If there's one solitary being Who wants me as part of their life, Then perhaps it will bring some meaning To this dark and lonely life. Perhaps it will be a reason, A beginning and not an end ?? So I turn on the computer, And I ask "Are you there, my friends?"

Trip Home
The anticipation was incredible as I pulled into town. I was meeting Jenna for lunch and this would be our first time to meet face to face. I pulled into the parking lot and spotted her car. Pulling up next to it, she smiled and got out. Jenna was a very short girl. Not even five foot tall. She was wearing a pink v-cut top and a long black skirt. Her perky large 34D cups were proudly on display with the shirt she had on. We had lunch and talked but then it was time for her to go back to work at the library. I walked her to her car and kissed her gently before leaving. I had to go check into my hotel and run some other errands. After I finished my errands Jenna called and invited me over to hang out until my dinner plans. I met her at the library she works at. She had a little more to finish up before leaving so I stuck around and watched her. She was helping a few customers with locating the books they wanted. She looked back and nodded her head as into tell me to follo

Want Someone To Love
I want someone to hold me. Someone to love me, And make love to me. Make me feel loved, And to be desired. To share passions and dreams. To giggle at our silliness, And to hold hands and kiss. To love and want you because you love and want me. To lie in your arms because That's where it's safe. That's where I'm loved. And I'm important to you too, Cause you feel about me the Same as I feel about you. You know, I'll laugh at your jokes, And cry at your sorrow, Be obstinate and disagree Just because I want to. Cause it infuriates you. And you know I'm doing it purposely, Cause you know me. You know my moods Will change like the wind, And we'll argue and fight.... Be silly together You'll be angry with me, But you'll forgive me, Cause you know I want to be loved. And you love me, No matter what I do.

Tired Of This Shit!
AIGHT I'VE ABT HAD ENOUGHT OF THIS SHIT! SOMEONE IN MY SO CALLED "FAMILY" LIST KEEPS MARKIN PICS IN MY "FUNNY SHIT" ALBUM... I WANNA KNOW WHO IT IS! AND I WANNA NOW KNOW! THE ALBUM IS MARKED FAMILY ONLY SO I KNOW ITS GOTTA BE ONE OF U FUCKTARDS! SO FESS UP AND TELL ME AND IF U DONT LIKE ME NEMORE FOR SOME GODFORSAKEN REASON LET ME KNOW AND I'LL TAKE U OF MY FRIGGIN FAMILY?FRIENDS LIST AND U CAN DO THE SAME YA TARD! PLZ STOP MARKIN MY "FUNNY SHIT" PICS NSFW! I HAVE SEEN ALOT WORSE OUT THERE ON FUBAR! NO GROW HE FUCK UP AND LEAVE MY SHIT ALONE!

It Doesn't Get Any Better Than This!
So, Persia just found out that our favorite band Every time I Die is going to the Living Room! This is going to be the Autumn of neverending ETID!!! I so Can't wait. ETID twice in one week, with Chiodos 2 weeks before and Silverstein one week after. I am so excited!!!!

Finding The Words
I want to apologize to my friends and family here on Fubar. I am experiencing some personal (real life) issues that may take me awhile to digest. I'm worried, lost and confused right now. So please forgive me if I am short with you or dont respond at all. I need some Me time to figure all this out. Everything will work itself out I'm sure....in time. But for now, I need to find inner peace. I Love You All..XOXO Cherrybomb Big Girls Don't Cry (Personal)By FergieBest Video Codes

Ok Imma Say It
IF U WANNNA HAVE A FIXED CONTEST TO WHERE UR FRIENDS WIN DO US ALL A FAVOR AND DO A FUCKIN GIVE AWAY AND NOT A CONTEST .U DRAMA WHORES FFS GET A LIFE THERE NOW I FEEL BETTER CALLING PEOPLE CHEATERS WHEN UR FRIENDS R THE BIGGEST CHEATER I EVER SEEN HAHAHA OK I HAD TO SAY MY PEACE THANKS FOR LISTENING OH YEAH AND STOP STALKIN MY SISTER AND WE WILL BLOCK ALL DRAMA STARTING CHEATING LIEN WHORES :d

Monday Night Game
its the titans on the road against the saints.saints off to slow star while the titans go with second year qb.i am going with the underdog titans plus the 5 1/2 points.standard e gift wager 5 drinks or another bet is negotiable.i hope we have some saints fans out there.and mr.P i tried to find that mumm and show some hate,but my dumb ass couldnt find it!

The Beatles, 'i Am The Walrus'
i have just been in the mood for the beatles lately :) this song is dedicated to my friend, gluttin4punishment...anyone who helped me win the contest i was in prolly saw her helping me out. please help me repay her, and go drop a bit of lovin on her for me! shes 100% sweetheart :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!(rate and comment) I Am The Walrus lyrics I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together See how they run like pigs from a gun see how they fly I'm crying Sitting on a cornflake Waiting for the van to come Corporation T-shirt, stupid bloody Tuesday Man you've been a naughty boy you let your face grow long I am the eggman they are the eggmen I am the walrus Goo goo g' joob Mr. city policeman sitting pretty little policemen in a row See how they fly like Lucy in the sky See how they run I'm crying I'm crying, I'm crying Yellow matter custard Dripping from a dead dog's eye Crabalocker fishwife Pornographic priestess

Blocked From Comments
well for some reason ive been blocked from commenting on pics.I dont know why . theyve allso took away my mumms. i guess it was because i put one up about who does the overlooking of them. but its a free country freedom of speech is it not? its my mumm . I should be able to have an opinion on my own. shouldnt i? Im sorrey if the person who verifys them was offended . but i had tryed to post 3-4 before that and kept getting turned down. its my opinion and my mumm so i think they should be aloud up. so what if they similar to ones id done b4. so this is y I am not commenting on photoes now. it would be nice to place up mumms again too. yes im winen.

It Irks Me....
For those of you not aware.... *Stands up* Hi my name is Craig and I am a man whore. I have dated a large amount of women in my life. I am on good terms with most of them. And still talk to on a regular and semi-regular basis with about 20% of them. Yes I know what some of you are thinking....how does that work. Well I don't understand it myself. I have a pretty solid ego. I love myself (sometimes 3 times a day LOL) and I suppose I project that. I guess that attracts women. Who knows, I gave up trying to understand you people awhile ago. All that being said.... It irks me beyond words when (Wait not beyond words since I am going to now toss a bunch at you) somebody that I allow to be a part of my life and spend hours and hours explaining who and what I am. How I will react to situations and that while I may be a man whore I do have a code of morals that I live by. Sure they may not be the same as yours but they work for me. I am a generally nice person. I bend over ba

It Continues
You sick fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Trying to buy a little boy??? What the FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? GET SOME FUCKING HELP, YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE!!!!!! FUCK IT, DRIVE OFF A CLIFF, DO US ALL A FUCKING FAVOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye Mostly
so my baby girl will be born in just a couple days and we are moving to georgia a few weeks later with a month of much needed vaca. in between. so...this means im pretty much gone for a few months, so dont be offended if i dont respond to messages or whatever. it isnt personal. anyway have fun, dont forget bout me, and i will be back.

The Fubar Family
Lately, I've been struggling with so much in my life. And boy, do I get depressed. And little by little, I've been noticing...all the wonderful people that I talk to on Fubar...that do everything in their power to make me feel better. And just when I start to think that there is no one in this universe that cares, and I have no one to turn to...you guys do anything from buying me a Fubar gift to sending me a sweet text. So many of you spent a lot of your time just listening to me and letting me vent to you...with nothing wanted in return. And then I realized...I have a Family - A Fubar Family! As some of you may have noticed, I added some of you to my Family List (and no...not for the naughty pics lol). Those wonderful people that spend time listening to my BS...and the next day ask me how am I feeling. You know who you are. I love you guys. You are my family. I just wanted to say THANK YOU to all of you. If there is anything I can ever do, to return the favor...please ju

Oh Just Read It, You Know You Want To
Two things... one... check out Miss_Behavin25 She rocks, and makes pretty stuff, so go check her out and show her some love please ;) that and she's cute and which one of you doesn't wanna go look at cute chicks! Also... Reposting this blog because i STILL see it... so... Guys/Gals... I see alot of you stuck at level 5 and level 10... so public service announcement of the day: if you're stuck at level 5 at 99.99% you need to confirm your email address. if you're stuck at level 10 you need to upload a salute. if you don't know what one is, look under help, there's information on how to make one. (if you still don't get it, look at mine) So if you want to be able to increase your rating limit/photo upload space, you gotta get these taken care of. Love ya'll Sin p.s. afk stands for away from keyboard (meaning i'm not here)

Never Give Up
The smile on your face The sparkle in your eyes Shows how much loves growing deep inside Your words say friends to the end But your actions show deep love That noone could ever pretend Fear stops us all from loving at times But never give up For true love is meant for all Dont ever be scared To show someone you love them The biggest regrets would Be not telling them Never give up For every person really deserves True love in their life It may be today It may be in a year Never give up cause True love may already be here For you to embrace

Friends
Alright, I've almost permanently lost 4 friends this week...I must be doing something wrong. If you are on my friends list, it means that I have an interest in talking with you for some reason or another. Some of you make me laugh, a couple make me think, you all entertain me. I like the people on my friends list, and would like to talk to all of you...it just isn't possible. If you are on my family list it means you have impressed me somehow, or grown close to me, and I consider you a true friend...I would do anything for my friends, even the ones online. Never hesitate to ask me for anything, even if I cannot help I shall try. If I have you on my YIM, it means you are VERY close to me, and I wouldn't mind speaking to you all day every day. That isn't possible, and I am an asshole who never messages anyone first, but if you talk to me I will respond 90% of the time. For everyone I speak to: you are important to me. I consider you a friend and care about your feelings.

Love At The 5 & Dime
Love at the 5 & Dime I think it would so nice if you could buy your mates like you do your shoes and socks at Wally World. Try those puppies on if you don’t like them take them back and get a refund or exchange for a better one.. Choose your style, your color, even your length in certain departments, big, tall, short, fat, big boobs, lil boobs….just line them all up on a rack and you can find the perfect one. It would sure be better than the heartache of falling in love with someone who doesn’t know you are alive half the time, who treats you as if you don’t matter cuz you truly don’t, who makes you feel insecure and less than what you know yourself to be and whose eyes, hand and cock wander to half the girls in town. Simplicity that’s what I need ….

Enough Is Enough....
OK, so I decided to post this here, partly as a rant and venting of my ire, partly because I thought it was well written-enough to share. Partly because the Fubar audience is an appropriate place to post things like this. Sorry in advance if it's too long. I'm a windy bastard... A little background: My ex-wife of 17 years, who unbeknownst to me has surreptitiously been reading my Myspace page blogs about my affair with a woman (Christy) 20 years younger then me (no I won't elaborate. If you want to read the whole tragic story go to my Myspace page and read the blogs. The link is in my profile here), decided she would finally end her silence and spew her God-inspired wrath upon me, calling me a sinner and all sorts of crap. She made reference in the first letter to her being pregnant by me with triplets after we had separated and that I had no compassion for the loss of those babies. As you will see from my eventual response, such was not the case. Her first letter is first,

Whatever.
I'm seriously pissed. I was made to take down my primary photo (along with 4 others over my two week life here) because they were NSFW. If you're reading this at work and you get caught, it's not my fucking problem that I'm hot. I'm not naked in any of them, they're tastefully done. I'm a pin-up model and I am irked as hell that my art is being labeled as something somehow dirty or vulgar. FUCK THAT.

Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
For those of you that don't know, I suffer from carpal tunnel syndrome. I have been suffering with this since at least May 2006. For those who do not know what this is the definition is:- Carpal tunnel syndrome occurs when the median nerve, which runs from the forearm into the hand, becomes pressed or squeezed at the wrist. The median nerve controls sensations to the palm side of the thumb and fingers (although not the little finger), as well as impulses to some small muscles in the hand that allow the fingers and thumb to move. The carpal tunnel - a narrow, rigid passageway of ligament and bones at the base of the hand ¾ houses the median nerve and tendons. Sometimes, thickening from irritated tendons or other swelling narrows the tunnel and causes the median nerve to be compressed. The result may be pain, weakness, or numbness in the hand and wrist, radiating up the arm. Although painful sensations may indicate other conditions, carpal tunnel syndrome is the most common and widel

A Hard Night At Work
Third attempt. Personally, this one isn't as good as the first two. But please feel free to let me know what you think. I appreciate it. Luv y'all!!! --------------------------------------------------- “Some people!!! Grrr…” I growled, slamming the phone down, causing a coworker or two to look at me with fear and worry. It was my hundredth call of the morning, and it wasn’t pleasant. No, not at all. Computer users can be such IDIOTS sometimes, I mused to myself. I was struggling with a network project, but kept getting sidetracked by the phone constantly ringing on my desk. This last call didn’t make things any better. A user was having problems sending out a particular email. I went through the gamut of questions. “When did you start having this problem?” “Is it a work related email?” Blah, blah, blah. After ten minutes of the Q and A, I succeeded only at receiving a pounding headache from the idiocy that invaded my earspace. I patiently informed the customer

I Was A Star 2
As some of you saw in my "I was a star 1"blog,i was an awesome high school football star who broke many records.this is the video of the state championship game where i was injured.it was one of the most brutal games in nyc history.the video quality is a little better!

Fantasy Vs Reality
Been around enough to know when someone is in it for the fantasy....and someone is honest and isn't playing games.... Sadly enough, more times then not most feel safe living out their fantasy on line. Dunno about you, but to me there is nothing like the real thing.... the other persons touch a kiss simple things..... and yet it seems like its too much to ask for at times..... back to reality for me....

Stevens Song The 2nd Part
matter transfixed in a vibrant cascade torrents of waves fluxed in paradox ways echoed in symphony like a sharp chord sweeping through distance chaotic discord are you a dreamer? is it in your head? equivilant equations seem distance like answers shifting in ions and particles too webbed in a matrix that cannot remain is it all over again? all over again.... hubble shot skyward and albert was crazed peeks is high functioning mammets insane WHY CANT THE WORLD BLEED? WHY CANT THEY LET IT ALL GO NOW? WHY IS THIS HEATED? WHY MUST WE BLIND OURSELVES WITH THIS MADNESS! SOME SEE A MADMAN BUT I SEE A MAN! SOME SEE A HERO BUT I SEE ONE DAMNED ARE YOU A SACRIFICE? ARE YOU A SELF SACRIFICE?! CUS WHY? WHY why why why why why why why... We are just an advanced breed of monkeys on a minor planet of a very average star. But we can understand the Universe. That makes us something very special arent we all?

R.i.p. Buddy
Lets start off by saying.. when a friend invites you over for a beer or a game..or anything..dont pass it off by saying i cant make it unless you really cant. A buddy of mine in our company killed himself last night and just on sat he called and asked me to have a beer with him on sunday. Being I was on cq and wouldnt get off till sunday morning at 6 i knew i would be sleeping all day... we discussed how he had about a month left in the army and I would make it over there soon. Well soon wasnt soon enough ... as I said he killed himself last night which hits me in the face and makes me realize there isnt always a month. Or anytime for that matter. If you are buddies or close to someone ...make sure you take the time to stay close.. be friends.. ya never know when shit like this is going to happen. Pray for his wife and son. They made it through a year of deployement without him...now they have the rest of thier lives without him. This Spc. in the US ARMY will never be forgotten

Should I Carry On With An Online Romance?
For a long time, I have thought I was in love with a person that I met on line. For a long time I had no doubts about my feelings. Now, I'm nolonger sure. I have noticed that she has grown more distant and less able to speak the love word that would be used in every conversation we had. Do i or don't I try to keep it going?

Time To Help
I am going to be pretty bored for the next couple of days. I am off work until Sunday night. So I figured what a better way to spend my days off than helping out my friends. Most of you know who has rated whatever in your profile... well If I HAVE NOT rated your pics or your stash yet... plz plz plz, let me know! I know there is going to come a day when I will need help from all of my friends to get me the extra couple thousand I need to get to the next level. I'm hoping that by offering my help and dedicating my time to friends, someday when I ask for help, hopefully, I will get it. I love and cherish all of my friends and hope that they feel the same way about me.

Fyi Guys.......and Ladies I Know You Will Agree
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice thin

Oh Wow... Lol
LOL... how bad is this??? I am seriously addicted to chapstick! I can not go anywhere without it or I freak out! Been this way for years! So.. I am almost out now... so I call a co-worker who is out on a service call (one of my really good friends) and ask him to pick me up one on his way back to the office. He of course says he will and then laughs at me and says he understands that I must be freaking out... and he said it seriously and not being mean... lol... damn addictions...

Guys!!! Listen Up!
1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count. 2. Real men drive stick shift. 3. I will leave if you lie. 4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts). 5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so. 6. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear. 7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look. 8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. 9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her. 10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you. 11. I expect you to call me. 12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants. 13. I'm scared of losing my independence. 14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. 15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the trick. 16. You did somethin

A Bit Of Beauty In The Darkness
Today my mother would have been 60 years young had she not passed away from a massive stroke last year brought on by her diabetes. Along with Mother's Day and the date of her death, her birthday is one of the hardest days for me to handle. I had become very close to my mother after I got my own place, she and I had become real friends and at times partners in crime! I have been sad most of the day in my dark hole as I always am when I remember how much I miss her. I went to the grocery and as I came out I saw a rainbow. I live on the other side of Lexington from where I went to the grocery, the entire time I drove home that rainbow was in my front window of the car. When I pulled my car into the garage and got out to get my goodies from the trunk I saw that the rainbow actually crossed over the top of my house with the end appearing to generate from the cemetary where my mother is buried. Had she sent me this rainbow to make me smile today? I did smile through the tears tha

What A Woman Wants And Needs
Sex: Making love is a wonderful feeling. To explore the body of your woman, caressing and kissing her every curve and crease, hearing her every noise and feeling each beat of her heart is unforgetable. There are times where hard core sex is nessecarry also to releas sexual tension. laughter: I feel it is important to laugh, laughing breakes bounderies. Opens up doors to happiness. When a woman laughs I think she will feel more comfortable. Laughing also relives stress. security: Trust and comunication is a big part to feel secure. A woman needs to know she can trust and be trusted. Comunicating back and forth secures the relationship and the trust in the relationship. Listening: This is a need. Women speak for a reason "To be heard" so focus on a woman when she speaks is important. Agknoledge she is heard and understood. Body language speaks also, so paying attention is key. Listening in every way possible lets you know more about the specia

A Place
quietly i wait ~ i wait for a place to take me far away ~ from here to vanish ~ disappear ~ without a trace only for a while ~ not here nor there casing my soul ~ to calm it now something missing ~ something gone wishing it back ~ to see it, how? for him ~ my soul will long deeply aching ~ for my soul to feel wanting him here ~ needing him there in my arms ~ to hold ~ to heal this love ~ yurning within ~ to share quietly i wait ~ i wait for a place In his arms ~ close to his heart fall deep within ~ without a trace Only time ~ keeping this apart

Let The Bodies Hit The Floor.
Well closure mode is back in full swing. I finally made a decision and stuck to it in regards to the Cex(current ex). For those of you not aware of my situation I will give you a quick summary. She is a pain in my ass. I am great. Okay well the truth is we split up back in July. But since then we have been going back and forth trying to figure some things out. For the first month it was if we can work things out between us. After we (read we as I) realized it was impossible to do so. We decided to try to work on a friendship. She proceeded to ignore me for weeks at a time and then chain call me 30 or 40 times in a night until I would answer or text her. Since then we have fought back and forth. So anyway. We started to make a little progress then all of a sudden she would ask me to call and then not be there and not get back to me for a day or so. I finally hit my breaking point on Sunday while in the middle of a talk we start to make a little progress she decides she is

Is It Really That Hard?
You know I am so depressed with something i saw today.. I ask a friend of mine to get on here and sad to say she did and because she is not what most consider to be "beautiful" noone has really even taken the time to befriend her. I dont understand it at all. It almost makes me want to leave this site... someone does not have to be beautiful in the worlds eyes for anyone to make them a friend and just say hi every now and then.. sad sad sad day for me for i am understanding what the world is really about....

Back To School
Well I have finally decided to go back to college. I have not been in school since 1994, back then my children were 3 and 4 and I was going through a nasty separation(Not divorce, just together 10 years and splitting up)and I was attending Clinton Community College with a major in Criminal Justice. I wanted to be a Probation Officer. Well needless to say he made it impossible for me to attend with dragging me to court every other day and doing anything he possibly could to take custody from me, which by the way never happened. I have had full custody of my children since the beginning of all this mess and they are now 16 and 17. Anyway I had straight A's but missed so much time they were not able to credit me for the courses, so I lost the A's, and was academically dismissed. I also lost all federal funding and student loans. The requirements to return...paying a full semester out of pocket which was not possible for me at the time being a single mother of 2 small children so I le

Delete Shit
What shit should I delete in my photos? pics of me get old, so which ones suck? go ahead tell me which of my pics suck. just that I always take new pics of stuff and i think I have too many pics of me. or maybe "mumm ownage album" or i should level up or some shit for an extra 10 photos hahahahhaha

I Love You Guys
Sometime when we feel like the whole world is coming down all around us and it feels like we have lost everything. Its those times when our friends make the difference between a good day or a bad one.. I am so lucky. Even on my worst day I can't help but to smile cause as soon as I open my eyes and look around there they are my friends showing me every day and even more so when I'm down just how much they care. If feel so good to be thought about. Thank you guys so much! I have yet to feel what a bad day would feel like. I lost my entire profile and with in a week I'm only 4 levels to Godmother. I can't even pretend to take the credit for that.. That goes to my friends.. Thank you so much for making sure if feel loved. Cause I do and its all because of you my friends. I love you guys. Yes Balie I'm crying.. ty ty

No Internet Service
JUST WANTED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO KNOW I WILL BE WITHOUT INTERNET SERVICE FOR THE NEXT MONTH OR SO. SEEMS MY BROTHER IN HIS INFINITE STUPIDITY DECIDE TO TAKE THE MONEY I HAVE BEEN GIVING HIM TO PAY MY HALF OF THE PHONE BILL AND THE INTERNET SERVICE AND INSTEAD OF PAYING THE BILL GAMBLED IT AWAY, SO AS OF TOMORROW, FRIDAY, I WILL NOT BE ONLINE FOR AT LEAST A MONTHUNTILHE COMES UP WITH THE MONEY TO PAY THE PAST BALENCE AND RECONNECT FEES. JUST WANTED YOU YO KNOW THIS SO THAT YOU DO NOT THINK I AM IGNOREING ANY OF YOU. THERE ARE SO MANY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE THAT YOU WILL ALL SORELY BE MISSED AND ITS LIKE BEING RIPPED FROM MY NEW FAMILY. I WILL BE ABLE TO GET TO THE LIBRARY TO USE THERE COMPUTERS FROM TIME TO TIME, BUT ONLY FOR AN HOUR AT A TIME. BE ASSURED I WILL MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU SO VERY MUCHTHANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU HAVE SHOWN ME IN THE PAST AND I SHALL RETURN!!!!!

Im Feeling Yuckey.....
Im so tired of trying so hard .....for myself....for my kids....for my friends...and nothing coming back. Do I look like a door mat?? Do I look like I enjoy being used for whatever reason?? NO I FREAKING DONT! My soul is so sad. Things and pieces of my life have so nicely been taken from me. Do people have a conscience any more? Or am I the only one left on earth who truly cares about people. Am I the only one left on earth with morals and dignity?? Yes I may have pics of of the naughty type but still.....I dont bare all. I save that for the man I share myself with. But even that seems like its not enough.......Im sorry I am not perfect....but at least I try.

Beautiful People
I want to thank everyone so much for all the well wishes as I am healing and on the road to recovery after a reiki session yesterday before the full moon celebration with a wonderful circle of friends. Eugene just called and is on his way home from the dig site and I'm ecstatic so will not be able to get to all my friends but wanted to let you know that I'm keeping you and yours in my thoughts... {{{Hugs}}} Wishing you a Beautiful Day and Wonderful Weekend! Brightest Blessings! In Love and Light, V

The African Tiger Fish
I got these photos from a buddy of mine in Houston. The next time you're wading in a third world eco-paradise stream or lake, just remember, your place in the food chain may get re-shuffled. I bet this reduces the urge to go skinny dipping.

I Have No Fucking Clue Who This Guy Is
but he seriously hates my guts for some reason or another, he's been leaving comments on my profile just calling me a fag but has me blocked so i can't defend myself. Raydog1: Have people downrate me all you want...doesn't change the fact that you're a FAG!!! and he left one of those picture comment things saying wow according to this thing you're fucking gay. i have no fucking clue who he is or why he's pissed but quite frankly i'm glad i pissed him off cause he takes the internet way too seriously

Frozen
The creek with its rolling water Creates sounds strangely soothing Perhaps God speaks to me In ways my ears cannot understand But my soul does, and it is thankful… I stand alone, Watching the cold, crisp water Take the edges from the stones, Taking, yet giving In beautiful simplicity The years wash by so fast… I stand alone, But tears are not shed Those years are gone I look back so fondly On those days of loving hope Now but a haunting shadow Burning its image into my mind With every footstep… This world is so awesomely beautiful Beyond perfection in its glory. The sense that it makes Astounds me every second Why is love not like nature Why does love make no sense?? I stand alone. But there was one who met me here, Was it yesterday, or long ago? Are they so very different? Are we so different my love, That we cannot touch hearts Open and free, you and me? So wo

Stalkin Scrapper Lmao
I was bored last night lol!!! ->SCRAPPER: you are very welcome, anytime SCRAPPER: thanks ->SCRAPPER: but if you are , you are a hot nerd ->SCRAPPER: so not a nerd ->SCRAPPER: nahhhh SCRAPPER: im a nerd ->SCRAPPER: lol, Im just messin with ya, you are hot tho!!!! SCRAPPER: ??? ->SCRAPPER: you are so hawt!! can I stalk you??? just kiddin boredom make you do crazy stuff LOL (B)

Can You Hear Me!!??!!??
Can you hear my screamin in the night calling out your name... My pain levels are soo high... I just feel like I want to die!!!! Can you feel my body trembling in fright.... As i get colder and darker into the night... So sick of all these pills I take... Just to stop my Body ACHES!!!... Nobody wants me.. Cuz I am soo sick....I feel like I am on one hell of a trip...... All I want is someone to hug and HOLD me and tell me it will be alright... To stand beside me... To stay the night.... Would you trade YOU'RE life for ME...... But one question???????? ...........CAN YOU HEAR ME???......... You gotta be out there You gotta be somewhere Wherever you are I'm waiting 'Cause there are these nights when I sing myself to sleep And I'm hopin' my dreams Bring you close to me Are you listening? Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you

Naughty Secretary
Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone " Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids.... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day. Le

Part 2...
OK....bad family situation, going on, right now....and since my last blog, we were planning on moving, quickly....since then, we, fortunately, now, have a few months to save money/plan before we go....THANK you to all my friends, who commented on my last blog....very DIFFICULT times, lately, for us, and I TRULY, appreciate the support. (means very much) HUGS always, Dawn

Bipolar Hormonal Blog
OMG I am so hormonal,Im literally crying because of the ending of the Ugly Betty show, I hate this time of the month, anything sappy will make me cry, but I cant help it, it was sad, and if you watch the show you know what Im talkin about, sheesh, I feel dumb. But like I said Im hormonal.....haha bitch in heat,,,see mood swings lmaoooo...as always thanks for readin my crap!!!!

A 2 Hour Thing
i thought id give it a shot...a contest that starts @7 fubar time(25 minutes from now)the link is on my page in comments i cant Stephanie Lynns Page so... Here She is... If ya can come help for any length of time...its 2 contests in one...most rates or most comments.... so if ya only have time for a rate ...it will be truely appreciated...Ill be going to bed very shortly after this 2 hour bomb fest but anyone who votes for me will recieve a party time gift from me tomorrow.....Thank you for your help

My Secret Love
I see it all so vividly Like the meaning to a song Your eyes penetrating me Our mutual attraction so strong You place your hand upon my cheek And I smile at your touch We share a moment, my knees are weak As I realize it is not enough Just feeling your emotions, makes me yearn for more As you gently pull my body close And reach my hearts inner core Invigorating is your love, bold is your mind Sweet emotion is our description The true story of you & I

Muahahahaha
I love the people who block me because i said no they can't see my private pictures..muahaha like it hurts me that they blocked me. Although the downrating after saying no kinda sucks..oh well! Hope everyone is having a humorous night like me! I ♥ you all!!

On No
I just found out yesterday that I am going on a weekend retreat with some co-workers from the hospital up to a isolated cabin in the cascades. My Seahawks are playing the 49ers on Sunday at 1 PM. There will be NO TV at the cabin. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I need my Seahawks fix for the week!!!!! Luckily my husband and son will record it for me on our DVR so that I can see it when I get home Sunday night. Thank goodness for modern technology. I need my STV (Seahawks Television) LOL. Come on Hawks whoop those 9ers!!!

I Just Fell In Love!
me and a coworker were going to the post office and I saw this guy... HITTING A BABY KITTEN WITH A FOLDER! So I immediately ran over to the kitten and started screaming at the man to leave him alone. And I cuddled said kitty and I held him and I gave him a name and he purred in my arms... Oh I wanted to keep him so bad! But then he ran away. That's how I know it was a MALE kitten. :p But yeah I fell in love with the kitteh. :D

Blah Blah
Well this is my first blog pretty much ever and I hope no one spends too much time reading it cause I warn you I have nothing interesting to say. I really just wanted to try and post a blog and see how it worked. I promise i will have some more witty comments to includeon future installments.

Friends
Sometimes we forget, or don't bother to tell our friends how much they mean to us. We just assume that tommorrow when we wake up they will still be there. I know I have friends that are no longer around that I wish I had told them how much I cared and what they meant to me. So, I just wanted to tell my friends, you mean the world to me.

Will I Live To Be 80?
I recently turned 65 and had to choose a new primary care physician for my Medicare program. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he sai d I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I will live to be 80?" He asked: Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "Oh no," I replied. " I don't do drugs, either." "Do you have many friends and entertain frequently?" "I said, "No, I usually stay home and keep to myself". "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then why do you give a shit?"

This Is Serious For Women Please Repost
A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She proceeded to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He told her to calm down and listen carefully: He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. She became frightened and looked out in time to see her car door open and the guy slip out. The report is that the new gang initiation thing is to bring back a woman and/or her car.. One way they are doing

Just My Way Of Dealing With My Life For Now!
time to empty my soul for a few what do we take for granted? health ?love?money? well today my family came across a impass that will only get worse and this i know:( my father has altzhimers and ive been watching him slowly fall apart what else can you do other than be there when your needed ...well today was the the day ive been dreading he went out as normal i went to work then get a call can you come and pick him up he dosent know how to get home ........... so i did what was required and now the thoughts start to run should we sit still and take every day as it comes or try and do something how ever small it is just to make someone smile ? i for one will be there in the bad times and hope to see the good to so remember its never to hard to give somebody a few moments of your time your never know if its the last thing there remember !!

I Don't Know What To Do At This Point
i can't do mumms anymore... so this is how i do it... i found out that my 16 year old daughter is having sex... and is denying it when me and her step mother found out that the guy .... told his mom..... him and is mom have a good relationship and open... and it turns out that my 16 yr old is a lil player.... she swears up and down nothing is going on, but we believe the guy.... what NORMAL teenage boy would liar to HIS MOTHER saying he had sex with a girl when he didn't..... saying it to his dad.. maybe .. but to his mother.... question is..... me and her step mom want to bring her to the DR. so she can get a check up... just because of this new found info plus..... we feel maybe she is due to see the woman dr. are we wrong?.... and how do we go about telling her.....dad

I Am Sooooooooo Stinkin Needy!
I THINK I AM MY OWN COMPLAINT BOX. I NEED A BLAST, I NEED A CRUSH, I NEED HELP WITH MY HH PHOTO, I NEED A VACATION, I NEED A BOYFRIEND, I NEED TO SHUT UP NOW. LOL THANKS FOR LETTING ME VENT LOVE YA MEAN IT

Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.
-------READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had

Shitting Violently
So this chick posts a MuMM about drinking. I told her to drink violently till she shits herself because thats so attractive. She entered my shout box. She said, and I will quote, "your an ass" Then blocked me. Show this herpes infested cunt bubble some love! Findme3

My Brother Has A Big Heart
my brother has a big heart he is the best friend to have yet his heart was broken it was smashed the first day i met her she was sweet as an angel yet behind closed doors she was the snake of evil my brother suffered so much his heart now broken by this beast he thought he loved we warned him to be safe we told him to watch his back but she stabbed through it right through his heart my brother suffered so much his heart taken by a snake so i cut her head from her body and made the snake eat a snake my brother has a big heart he is the best friend to have yet his heart was broken by a snake who is now dead the night that we killed her she tried all of her lies yet when we closed the doors she was a snake of evil my brother suffered so much his heart now broken by this snake that is now dead we warned him to be safe we told him watch your back but she stabbed him through it right there to his heart my brother suffered so much his heart

Thrown Out Of Strip Club.........
yup I sure has fuck was.. All because I was kissing my girlfriend. What kind of shit was that.... Its not like we kissed for along time 15 seconds at most and here comes the big fat owner calling us children no less. I keep trying to see what i have that looks like a child but for the life of me I think i look full grown.. Fuck I have bigger tits than most of his dancers.. Even the ones that had implants. So anyway after that she and i went back to her house and got trashed did what we wanted and went to bed. I wasnt up in time to make it to morning classes so im heading in at 1. ok going back to the couch now. ttyl

Count On Me
"Count On Me" I know that life ain't always good to you. I've seen exactly what it’s put you through Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you You got to thinking there was no way out You started sinking and it pulled you down It may be tough you've to get back up Because you know that life ain't over yet I'm here for you so don't forget You can count on me Cause’ I will carry you till you Carry on Anytime you need someone Somebody strong to lean on Well you can count on me To hold you till the healing is done And every time you fall apart Well you can hide here in my arms And you can count on me To hold you till that feeling is gone I wonder why nobody's waiting on you I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times I'd love to be the light that finds you I see a silver lining on your cloud I'll pick you up whenever you fall down Just take my hand and I will help you stand Because you know that life ain't over yet I'm her

Blowjob Etiqutte
Guys we need to have a little respect for our ladys and girlfriends. When they are happy we are happy. Please read the following with an open mind. And try to look at it from their point of view.... Blowjob Etiquette 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extensio

He Wouldnt Give Me The Precious!
Fu-bri-InY...: bye ->Psychowolf...: We swears to serve the master of the precious. We swears on... on... on the precious. Fu-bri-InY...: beggin to be deleted, aren't ya? ->Psychowolf...: He promises to make your Butt Feel good ->Psychowolf...: Gives smeagol your precious! ->Psychowolf...: Gives it to me now!.... Fu-bri-InY...: whatever, dude. time to move on. ->Psychowolf...: Masters does dot confuse, masters is always right! He says "Smeagol, you must sticks your Penis In him to gets the precious" Fu-bri-InY...: ummmmm ok ->Psychowolf...: He wants the precious. Always he is looking for it. And the precious is wanting to go back to him... But we mustn't let him have it. Fu-bri-InY...: Masters has me confused with a flamin' faggot. I don't dance that way ->Psychowolf...: It's the only way. Go in, or go back. ->Psychowolf...: Masters said you would take it in the butt and gives me the precious! Fu-bri-InY...: no head for you! no no no no noooooooooo!

Stupid People
LOL ITS FUNNY HOW THIS SITE WORKS... SOMEONE ASKS U FOR HELP N U DO IT... BUT WHEN U ASK THEM FOR HELP THEY R NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! WHEN PEOPLE RATE OR COMMENT ON UR PAGE THEY GET MAD CUZ U DONT DO THE SAME! FRIEND REQUESTS... IM TIRED OF ADDING PPL THAT ARE ONLY HERE FOR THE POINTS N NOT WILLING TO TAKE THE TIME TO MAKE A CONVERSATION WITH ME... IF I DONT ACCEPT THEM YET AGAIN THEY GET MAD... LOOK PEOPLE IF THAT BOTHERS YOU SOOOO MUCH THEN MOVE ON TO SOMEONE ELSES PAGE N LEAVE MINE ALONE... I HAVE NO DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE FOR PEOPLE TO GIVE ME AN ATTITUDE ABOUT HOW I THINK OR DO THINGS... I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT THEY WANT! I AM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH OTHERS.. IM NOT HERE TO SLEEP WITH YA BECAUSE I HAVE A WONDERFUL FIANCEE ALREADY! IM NOT HERE TO GET ON CAM WITH YA N SHOW U MY GOODS... SORRY BUT I RESPECT MYSELF TOO DAMN MUCH! NOW AGAIN YA DONT LIKE THE WAY I DO THINGS MOVE ON! SKYE

To Those Self Righteous Bastards!
LEAVE PEOPLE THE FUCK ALONE! If you are firm on your beliefs great for you to sticking to your guns, but that does not in anyway give you the fucking right to be a cum shot those who believe in something you consider "satanic", or "evil" because you are too fucking close minded to comprehend what they are doing. I have dated Pagan, Jew, and Christian alike. I am close friends with satanist, muslims, and atheist oh my! if being associated with these peoples make me a sinner so be it, however if I am not mistaken these are the same fuckwads that eat like pigs. If I am not mistaken isn't gluttony a fucking sin? In short I am a bald headed, beer drinking, sailor swearing, ball busting, beer bellied red neck asshole and proud of. Do I do believe in god, yeah sure. Do I pray to him, after some things i have or have not seen I stop praying to him, but do I bitch and complain about it? No because it is no ones fucking business but mine. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays of all

Cold Relief ?!?
VICKS VAPORUB...TRY IT, IT WORKS I wish I'd known this when my family was young during winter colds and coughs. I am going to try it myself. Share with young parents.Isn't life strange. When we had a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Their example: Put garlic on your feet and within 20 minutes you can 'taste' it. Some of us have used Vicks Vaporub for years for everything from chapped lips to sore toes and many body parts in between. But I've never heard of this. And don't laugh, it works 100% of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with so cks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than

Last Chance For The Contest
If you want in on this contest now is the time to say so or I will cancel it for lack of intrest and give the prizes to the poor I don't need your entry right this minute but I want to know if you want to join Salute to me Contest Hey everybody, my 1st contest turned out so good I'm having another one All you have to do is make a salute to me Do something funny, make it cool. Show me your creativity Something like this is fine Make something good throw it on your page and let me know and I will rip it and you will be in This is a Bombing contest. It will run for 14 days. Try to keep your pic SFW, don't want you getting disqualified If you want to make one that you know will be NSFW you can mail that to me I would love to see it, but also make one to enter that will be SFW Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 5 points. Most points wins. Prizes as follows. 1st place will get a one month VIP or a 7 day blast 2nd plac

All W.t.c. Members
Hello All W.T.C. Members I need every1 to rate everything on our home page to help us level, we only need 1,870. Also I need for every1 to start reposting Bulletins that we Post for the Joining of the W.T.C If Any1 has any Questions Please email The founders or the Tribal Council Members Thank You Have an AWESOME SUNDAY INFARRED--Tribal Council

The Guy For Me
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word and after a moment console her the right way] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [ Back you

To Those Of You Who Respond To My Blogs
Thank you sooooo much! I appreciate you taking the time out to read them, rate and comment. It's nice to see that I'm not alone in my thoughts. I love you all and so enjoy the time I do get to spend talking with you. You make my day and I hope in some little way I do the same for you. There are a lot of beautiful people on this site and I have made some amazing friends. I just wish we could all get along as well as I do with those of you that care. Sometimes I'm having a real bad day, either from work, kids acting up or whatever and then I see your comments or talk to you and you bring a smile to my face and an awesome feeling to my heart. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart and wish I could meet you all to give you a hug and say thank you, Muahs to you all!!!

Prom
Hello everyone, I am writing this to see if I can help my son's school win a $25,000 prom.I would appreciate if you all would go to the link I will post and vote for his school; Agua Fria High School. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE :) here is the link: www.wintheultimateprom.com you can vote everyday by text or web. :) Thank you all for anything you can do to help.

Weird Dreams
had two weird dreams: one: I told Megan what I want to tell her, she ran crying two: I woke to a knocking on the door, it was Lloyd. He tried to kill me but all I could see was a shadowed outline in broad daylight. (I woke to this dream and I knew I was asleep but couldn't wake up)

Just Reminding
well folks today is going to be my last day on here for a while i will be going for my surgery in the morning and i should be back home any where between the 6th and the 8th. but probably won't get on line till a few days after that. so don't think i left for ever...lol i'll be on and off here most of the day hugs and kisses to all my friends out there

Today
is going by nice and fast. hallelujah for that though. blah, i think when i get home i'm gonna meet my sister on the porch singing the song she sang drunk as a skunk on saturday night. with luvy of course. lol maybe i'll even have ma join in. so what are we doing today fubar? :D

Jamie
what emotion is it that i feel when i think of you? when i talk to you? when i fantasize about just being with you? not just lust i don't think just love and a great admiration of what a wonderful and perfect person you are

I'm Pissed
I'm sitting here minding my own business watching the Patriots and Bengals and I look and find out that my counter for all of my pics and I find out that at least 50 of my pics from my default folder got erased and I know everybody is having a problem with them but this is ridiculous, where does this end?! It needs to be fixed and now not later!

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Always
ALWAYS How will I know you What light will I see Is this my destiny That just has to be To wander each pathway Always alone Searching for someone That may never be known Fueled by my fantasies Haunted by dreams Taunted by visions Of love yet unseen Night after night Day after day Longing for you To take my loneliness away M.P. 3-22-07

Life
I am sitting here....just got the kids off to school and am feeling rather alone. Why does life have to be so hard and unfair? I mean, it seems like nothing ever goes according to plan. My family and I are at odds over things that are totally none of their business. They get all pissed off over my PERSONAL life which I don't understand at all. I have been contemplating a major move to a new city or even a new state by the end of the school year. I think the move would be a good thing not only for myself but for the kids as well. Sorry for the rant....just needing to vent some of this frustration I have building.........

Another Butt-hurt Bitch
I left a comment telling her she had no sense of humor, lmaooo got the idea from Mels mumm earlier, lol so she got in my SB, hahahahahahaha as always bottom up pretty MOM...: u came into mine cunt ->Lexi&heart...: then why did you come to my shout box????? pretty MOM...: honestly i could give a fuck i have better things to do with my time than sit here and argue with you and yout childish friends ->Lexi&heart...: get your whole fac fixed bitch, lmaooo at the name calling, someone got there feelings hurt pretty MOM...: get a nose job bitch ->Lexi&heart...: shut up and have a cookie pretty MOM...: ok well ur a bitch BITCH i guess its true you are what you hang with ->Lexi&heart...: well you are just a whiney butt hurt bitch, dont be callin my girl a bitch k pretty MOM...: i was getting ready to delete his comments then you had to start in with your crap and so did that ashley bitch so i said to hell with you all ->Lexi&heart...: I just said "lmao Brodhams" then y

That Was Funny. =]
Apparently I'm not the only person in my fam that misses Mikey. Was talking to my brother on Saturday and he was telling me that he had a portion of a tattoo that Mike did covered up and the partial cover up cossed as much as the ink did. The thing with Miguel was this: He never charged us a lot of money, hell there were times where he didn't charge me at all and I'd have to throw money at him and run for my life. I think he just appreciated someone sitting there with him. There would be times I'd go and sit til 1 or 2 in the morning just cause he wanted to talk. ... a guy that wants to talk. what a switch! :D I got sidetracked. Anyway, Mikey spoiled the shit out of us and Ruby can attest to that. It's like when we here an ACTUAL tattoo price we wanna choke. So yeah, that's why my broski misses Miguel. :D

The Seductress
There’s a sweet seductress that roams my heart, Beauty so immaculate, it’s a new form of art. Her lips, so tender they dissolve my essence, As I fall into her grace my realization lessens. I slip into a dream, a world that belongs to just us two, Love fills the air with its mist like dew. Your skin so soft as it presses against mine, The smell of your body, so simple and yet divine. My heart races as I feel your warm stroke, I look into your eyes that were destined to provoke. Your laugh was intended to delight my soul, In your devoted arms I’m meant to be whole. I pinch myself to see if this is real, A goddess made for me, she’s completely ideal. This love so consuming will not end with my last breath. I will love you always even beyond death.

Woo Hitting Evansville Again!
Yes I have discovered I have a life outside of Fubar, although I seriously miss it sometimes I am learning how to get out and enjoy life! Wow can you believe it?..LOL I am currently in Evansville Indiana, going to hit the Octoberfest tomorrow! Woo Hoo Beer and Bratwurst!..LOL Never been to it before, but I am sure I am gonna have a blast..Blast?...Ugh Ball..LMAO Ya'll take care of yourselves this evening and tomorrow. Wishing everyone a Happy Tuesday and Wednesday fubar day!...Hugs and kisses...MUAH

My Beautiful Daughter!
I WAS SURPRISED TODAY WHEN MY COUSIN CAME OVER AND HANDED ME A 5x7 AND AN 8x10 PIC OF MY OLDEST DAUGHTER (who's now 10 yrs old).. I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SEE HER IN YEARS BC SHE LIVES IN KANSAS NOW.. I'VE WONDERED EVERY DAY ABOUT WHAT SHE LOOKS LIKE AND HOW SHE'S DOING AND WELL I NOW KNOW.. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL.. I AM GOING TO WORK ON GETTING THE PIC SCANNED AND PUT UP ON HERE.. THIS DAY STARTED OUT VERY STRESSFUL BEINGS I HAD TO BE IN COURT AND THEN TAKING MY DOG TO THE VET AND FINDING OUT THAT SHE SOMEHOW DISLOCATED HER REAR LEFT HIP AND ITS GOING TO COST $305 TO HAVE IT FIXED WHICH WILL BASICALLY CONSIST OF HER GOING THRU SURGERY IN A COUPLE DAYS.. AND THE VET BILL TODAY WAS $76 .. SO IM SURE SHE WILL BE OK AFTER THATS TAKEN CARE OF.. BUT THE PICTURES OF MY DAUGHTER SURE BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY!

My Friends Rock!!!
I work at Walmart,I make that no secret and as everyone knows Walmart is always a season ahead of the rest of the year to keep up with demand.The Christmas freight is pouring in and it has to be dealt with.Any associate there will tell you that means long hours everyday,especially for management. To put it all in a nut shell i once again want to apologize to my friends for being somewhat absent as of late.I do truly miss you all as you have given me many hours of great conversation and companionship. I try my best in between sleep (i work nights) to get on and at least show i'm still alive.Please be patient with me.Please know that i'm not ignoring anyone.I leave my computer on in the away status to at least get the on-line points. In just a little more time i will be back and will gladly pay back the ratings i owe. I love you all and hope you understand. Heather

Bad Mood Today
Ok so I know alot of you noticed I'm in a bad mood today.Here's why... I got stood up. I was going to break plans with him anyways cuz he's actin kinda shady. But damn at least I would have told him. He didn't leave me a message, call me or tell me yesterday when we spoke for 2 minutes that he was gonna break plans today. This is somebody who I've known for 3-4 years. That I FINALLY agreed to get with. NO not like that. But he claims he's loved me all these years and he has told me that for awhile. He wanted me and only me. He wants me to have his babies. He wants to marry me. LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah I'm not stupid. I really didn't believe all of it but I was starting to. I'm more pissed at myself for actually letting my guard down and trusting somebody. Whether it was completely or not..I still trusted him. BLAH ok I'll quit now. And I know I'm gonna get comments like "I wouldn't do that to you" and blah blah blah but no offense but ummm do you live anywhere ne

Been Real
sorry these arent one on one and in general to all the ones that take time to read my blogs ...im done with fubar... I gave it some time said id really think it over Im not having fun here anymore and just cant seem to meet people that are real...its all about the game...well I lose because I quit playing... have fun .. toodles

My Babydoll
oh baby doll with the pale pink lips, you make my mind crawl with wonderment. away from the reach of my yearning fingertips, i see you there. brand your image into my heart... you're so sly. the bite of your lip, the brush of your hair from your face, you make me cringe in awe. can't have her... can't have her... because i want her. wanting that sweet young flesh of flesh against my own... that erupting feel of you with me... baby doll across the room, i plead silently to you. raise your stare, look my way... just one glance, fill me up, gather my nerves into a buzzing storm of ecstasy. my eyes widened and waiting, a blush presses gently into your flawless cheeks... you smile at me because just because

Attention All. Huge Announcement!!
Hey everyone, for all those interested, my band has just released NEVER SAY NEVER, our debut album, in Canada with international release dates to be announced. Just because you don't live in Canada it doesn't mean you can't get a copy right away!!!! The album is available at www.amazon.ca for 7.99$ plus shipping (quantities are limited) or at www.hmv.ca for 9.99$ plus shipping (all prices in Canadian funds). This is the time that I need my fubar friends the most. Check out our site and if you like the music go ahead and order it online. Online cd sales is how indie bands become major selling international acts; the more sales increase the more marketing is put behind the band to ensure success! Thanks for taking the time to read this and let me know if you bought one cause I will buy a fubar gift for every person here that gets it! Thanks, Danny ONE P.S. Enter the search words ONE and NEVER SAY NEVER when trying to find us on amazon.ca or hmv.ca

Knowing You
Late at night when I'm all alone. Thought's of you drift in on a song. The music plays. As candles light dances with the breeze. This image of you in my mind. The way you look, hair as brown as an eagles wing. Eyes as blue as the Caribbean seas. And a smile that could melt the hardest of hearts. I saw you today, and instantly fell in lust. Your body so sleek and hard. Makes me see the passion I have in me. Realizing the desires I try to hide. My blood is boiling and my bodies a flame. While I imagine you stripped down and bathed in sweat. Beading on your chest. Trickling down your pecks. My tongue reaching out to lap it up. God how I want you. If only I could say why. My senses come alive at the mere thought of you. How can this be? No one has ever effected me this way. What is this attraction I have for you? Which makes me want to cry. The thought of never knowing you. Is to much to bear. You leave and a part of me dies. I want to touch you, kiss you, and know you. If only for a night

A Few More Of My Important Philosophies! *giggles*
*I have no desire whatsoever to be a grown up, and in fact I intend to fight that inevitability with all good faith, form, function and imagination. To put it simply, yes my inner child can beat the hell outta your’s. *I really do have a happy dance; I think everyone has one even if they can't admit it to themselves. It’s a blockage somewhere that inches its way up your spine though I’m quite sure it starts in your rectum somewhere around the age of thirty that tells you- you don’t. I think some call this adulthood, others call it the hill, and I just call it becoming an ignorant asshole. I highly recommend dancing by yourself as often as possible; with your help we can end this tragedy of loss of innocence, spontaneity and simple free fun. *A Dream, is the most often thing wasted. * I am not a fool because I do not see what you see, nor hear what you hear, for you are the fool for thinking I should. * I talk to myself quite often, more often than not and boy, do I have

Whats Up
sATURDAY ILL BE A YR OLDER...AND IM GONNA SPEND IT WITH FRIENDS...WERE GONNA HAVE A BBQ HERE AT THE HOUSE...THEN WERE GOIN OUT FOR DRINKS...I PLAN TO HAVE A NICE COMFY BUZZ ALL DAY LONG...MAYBE DANCE ON SOME TABLES..HA HA..NOT..IM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS..I MAY HAVE TO DANCE ON A CHAIR OR SOMETHING LOL...

Weird Creepy Stalkers
Ok. Have any of you ever chatted with someone on here and got friendly? Chatting and having good conversation and the person seems nice enough? Then it gets weird, everytime you come onto fubar they pop up and start sending messages, start saying things that just freak you out. Talking of commitment and you really dont know where that comes from? How do you tell that person to back off without being a total bitch? Hmmm I could really be a bitch but i am not that way. This person is totally delusional. I dont think he has a life at all. Fubar is his life I am thinking. Most of us are here for friends only. i know i am. I am not here to hook up with men. just wish some would realize that. So. what would you do? So what would you do?

To Brighten Any Day Xxxx
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choos

My Nephew Entered The World
XANDER LEE Born at 7:44am wieght 7 lbs 8 oz hieght 19 1/2 in Thats right my nephew was born this morning by C-sect because everytime Ally moved Xander heartrate dropped. But he is one of the the cutest babies Ive ever seen. Im going back over after school tomorrow to see them. All three are so tired and need rest so bad. Robert passed out on the couch about 11 which he needed and Ally and I played with the baby. hehe go figure huh?

What A Girl Wants...
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! What I want right now is a big bed with lots of pillows and luxurious sheets and someone to share it with. I want to curl up next to someone under a fluffy duvet to keep warm as the night air blows in over us from the open window. I want to talk quietly, sharing our hopes, fears, joys, and sorrows. I want to know that he cares about me, and isn't there just for the sex. I want to feel his arms around me, holding me, telling me I'm safe with him. I want his touch to tell me I'm beautiful. And while I'm at it, I want the night to last forever. Is that asking too much? It is what a girl wants.What do you want?

The Perfect Caress
soft yet firm lips curvy yet solid hips intense yet dreamy gentle yet rough forced yet free chilling yet steamed hot yet icey skin wet yet dry sweat streaks and screams plays and rests and creases in the seams and in between her breasts love along with all sorts of things caressed smooth yet glimmering eyes quiet yet loud noises dim yet bright tender yet strong firm yet faint distant yet near tight yet loose grips constant yet yielding dips intense yet dreamy streaks and screams smooth yet glimmering lips, eyes, and skin senses and explorations tastes and flavors new discoveries and constant pleasures love in pleasant motion blessed wavy yet straight hair uneasy yet sturdy care mild yet extreme calm yet restless placid yet feisty odd yet familiar

Once Again
Once again I have messed things up. Letting myself feel instead of chilling my heart to the world. I have always struggled with getting involved or attached to others and well now seems to be no different than the rest. I just wrote this because my heart is aching...my love to all who have felt the same way..xoxoxoxo

Size
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber tarp on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!."

Is It Enough ??
They say a friend in need Is a friend indeed. I wouldn't know Up until now I have never had one. A friend that is, Not a need. I have had needs a'plenty, Just no friends to fullfil them. But now, Just when things look blackest I seem to have found a friend. But not just one... Somehow, By some miracle I don't understand, There are people lining up To try to keep me here. To help me feel better Or to try to feel better... I certainly never expected this. I'm not sure where they came from, But they're there And deep inside I can't help feeling That these are my true friends. That I should be very grateful for them And to them. Which I am. But I'm asking 'Is it enough?' And I'm afraid I don't know What the answer is..

Trance
I can see that she wants it... She lays staring back at me. Her legs spread slightly. She's dripping wet, The glistening of her upper thighs beckons to me. As I prepare to caress her skin, I notice my palms are sweaty. A feeling of excitement passes through my body, A sense of weightlessness... I approach her, She doesn't budge. As I feel her soft skin, Her petite body nuzzles the tips of my fingers. I rub, and rub; gently. Her muscles become more and more relaxed. She seems as if in a trance, Paralyzed by passion. I enter her slippery insides. I can feel her inner walls. I can feel her draining every last drop of sperm from my body she screams and we both lay spent Isnt sex wonderful when its mixed with love.....

37 Things Girls Dont Know (fits Me) Had To Blog It
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll ob

Military Wife Basher Exposed
I want to appologize for some low life not having nothing better to do with his life. A man from Woodstock Ga has created a profile using my pics for some kind of sick twisted kick and I have been forwarded this information. I am sorry for him attacking either you, this country, or our soldiers. I am a veteran and have a son in rotc hoping to be a pilot, and by no means do I not support our troops. Whoever this person is gets his kicks attacking soldiers pages and military wives, and using my pics to hide behind, let us please get rid of him by blocking the yellow coward. It is up to all of us, my friends, my fans, and my family to come together and get rid of people like this, please go to my bulletins and repost and lets get the word out. I extend my friendship, and hope as such you will take whatever action you feel is best. please repost if you feel others may need to know. Keith this is the profile I had sent to me using my pics SexyBeyotch@ fubar and here is the re

Explaining My Family!!
Ok I talk to alot of people about my different family members from the FU!! So here Im gonna lay it out for ya! My sister Lilly and My brother in law B My niece Jay My brother Ice My brother H@rdKnCk My sons Collectadot AKA Alden & Bulldog AKA Jesse My Aunt Shyy So far that is all of us!! I will update as we get new members. I love every member of my FU Family more than anything. I will be and have been there for every one of them. Hope that clears up a little of the confusion.

Hu$tler's Is Our Name!!
Have you ever met people in this world that just fit together? I never really met many people who fit with me. But recently I have met a number of people who just get me. We all accept each other for who we are and its good enough. Its not about what we can do for each other or what we have that the others want. We actually like and care about each other. Those people mean the world to me and I know how lucky I am to find them. Other than my Hu$tler Family there are maybe two people in this world that I care about, other than my kids. I just want to say to everyone of you members of my family, and you know who you are I LOVE YOU with everything that is in me. If you ever need anything you know im here for you. No matter what time it is or what it is. If its in my power I will do it and if its not I will help get it done!! Kat and Reese you are the other two people that this goes out to. You two know how special our friendship is. Lilly and Jay I dont have to tell you that you

Contest Now Open
Who wants in? This contest is going to start very soon ------------------------------------------------- Any pic you want Contest This is a Bombing contest. It will run for 14 days. Try to keep your pic SFW, don't want you getting disqualified Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 5 points. Most points wins. Prizes as follows. 1st place will get a one month VIP or a 7 day blast 2nd place will get 1 Stock Ticker 3rd place will get a Porsche or Corvette 4th place will get a Silver Motorcycle 5th place will get a Rolex Everyone that gets at least 1000 comments will get a platinum cherry. Everyone that enters will get a trophy. All contestants are strongly encouraged to bomb themselves. No drama will be tolerated. Play nice. All decisions by the judges will be final GOOD LUCK TO ALL Anyone interested in entering please message me with a link to your picture. You can use any pic that is on your page ----------------------

I Promise
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our LOVE is my life

Wedding Date & Honeymoon
Ok well today Robert and I got our wedding date set. It will be SEPTEMBER 27,2008 and our honeymoon will be a SEVEN DAY CRUISE TO JAMAICA. We got it all finalized today and we are sooooooo excited!!!

So, Tell Me.........
Howdy y'all! I tried this awhile ago and didn't get much of a response. Actually, only two people responded, so I thought I would give it a shot again. I have 70+ people on my friend's list and I don't know anything about most of you. All I am asking you to do here is to leave me a comment telling me two (2) things about you that you'd like for me to know. It can be serious or funny. Anything at all. Just something to help me get to know a little something about the people on my friend's list. I'll start this off once again with two facts of myself: 1.) I am a smoker. I have been smoking since I was about 13 years old and have been going strong since. I don't care to hear any lectures about how I need to stop. Thank you. LOL 2.) If I could have one materialistic thing in the world, it would be a Harley Davidson Trike. Material things are not important to me, but I can just imagine being on a bike, cruisi

Fighting Mad
War it shall become, are my friends really standing behind me, we shall see. None of us here want or care for drama, and in times like this we have to get rid of it ourselves, and in our numbers as friends we can achieve this. I have been stalked, attacked, and harassed by this man off and on now for over 6 months and it is time for it to stop. He has done everything he can to bring down my character on here and this is the final straw. He has now stolen my pics to create a profile to attack our military wives and insult them and their children, and he does it in hopes of placing my face on such activity. All my friends know me better and i am hoping to see them all show their support and help me take this battle to him where it hurts. Yes, you can go view his fake profile where he uses my pics to bring hate to this site, and see the person he truely is, and you can block him so he can't downrate and attack you. However, this cost him nothing. If we want to show him the pri

Tatts...here They Are...pic Your Favorite And Show Them Some Love
Here they are your contestants, Come check out your fav or pick a friend you want to help out and go show them lots of love. Bomb them and help them win one of the prizes below. Come and show everyone lots of love. 'MR.*MAkAvEli *~*LDCF*~ *W.N.C.S*~Fubar Hubby *of* Amelia MUGSY "J.F.L"' Dark Prince..My Fubar Woman is Dark Princess Lillith SHANE gretchen 'gabbyb508' B Eric 'unpolarized' ~~slygryl~~

The Voyeur
Those cold icy eyes search for your next victim You’re disgusting a sad excuse for a human being You’re sick and you’re twisted Your perversion makes me cringe... You coward, you swine Does this make you feel like a man? Selling those few seconds for your weeks pay? Your soul is worth so little...You’re decency is beneath a penny... You’re controlled by your impulses? Well I’m going to be controlled by mine I’m not your fucking victim You can’t make me feel violated I just want you dead I just want you gone Hovering in the darkness, looming waiting for your shot, waiting for your adrenaline kick... You creep behind like the cockroach you are Scurry along, you’re so small and pitiful... Preying on the distracted, on the unaware... on the weak and the trusting... On the innocent; the innocence of this city. When I turn and yell You look like you’ve done nothing wrong Everyone here can see through your act You better run you fucker, the villagers are coming with

Best F**k Off Song When Ending A Relationship :)
Since I seemed to have been in closure mode and have ended things with my (Cex) and a woman that has been sort of part of my life for the last 5 years I have decided to pick out the best fuck you song I could think of. And so far this is what I have found LOL. Share yours if you have one please :)

Please Help ,me!
So Chantilly was nice enough to buy me a ticker and it posted.As alot of you know I am retarded @ the internets and I cant screenshot it.If you happen to catch it,please save it and let me know. THanks Me

Ten Comandments
10 Commandmentz! ONE. If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under your pictures that read "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR. Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win,you're still retarded. FIVE. Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX. If all your pictures look the same, don't post them al

Stop Asking
Stop asking me to anyone and everyone that ask me to take naughty pictures. The only one that will see me naked is my husband!! I don't take request and what u see in my picture folders is what you get.So STOP ASKING!!!

It About Me
i am in real bad pain now i went to the doctor yesterday and my ankle is broke now and my bone went out of place and i am going to have surgery monday to get it back in place i am going to go for now talk to you all later and ty for stopping by i will be back later

Leveling Oct. 6 Th
IF YOU NEED TO BE LEVELED LET US KNOW TO ADD YOU !! LilMsMaria 11,664 LilMsMaria~ Wicked Storm Crew~@ fubar Heartistic Soul Needs 4,837 Heartistic Soul@ fubar Ozzfanatic2 Needs 900 ~~Ozzfanatic2~~Wicked Storm Crew~~@ fubar $mokel0rd Needs 6,139 *Wicked Storm Crew $mokel0rd*@ fubar Baby T Needs 5,496 *Baby T*Rockstar*Wicked Storm Crew*@ fubar

One Way To Find Out If Its True...
alright. I'm giving this a shot...lmao this place says it pays ya $0.54 for every hour ya spend online if ya download thier toolbar after ya sign up...I gave it a shot. If ya'll wanna try here's the link: http://www.agloco.com/r/BBHP7635

For The Flaggers
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe for Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IT'S ONLY CLEAVAGE AND MY FACE IS SHOWING ON MY DAMN PIC THAT KEEPS GETTING FLAGGED. IT ISN'T NSFW SO BACK THE FUCK UP OFF MY SHIT. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN MOVE THE FUCK ON AND BOTHER SOMEBODY ELSE NOBODY ASKED YOU TO FUCKING LO

Massage Menu
TOMMY THE ROCK-N-ROLL SWAMI'S Massage 4 Stars list: THE SUPERMODEL (swedish-american) Full body relaxing massage. This massage utilizes techniques that increase the circulation, mobility, promotes detoxification and tones the body. Long soothing strokes and moderate pressure relieves stress and tired muscles. Designed specifically for maximum relaxation. Get ready for the best mini-vacation ever! One-hour $100.00 1-1/2 hour $150.00 THE ACTOR (deep tissue) Full body with deep tissue/acupressure in areas of complaint. This massage gets deep into the muscular structure and combines acupressure that is very effective in stripping away adhesions, stiffness and restoring flexibility of movement. Bring a bullet to bite down on! One-hour $130.00 1-1/2 hour $175.00 THE CHAMPION (spo

Love......... Maybe.........
You are my Stars You are my Sun You are my everything My number one I am nothing Without your love From the ground below To the sky above You are my goddess I worship you here When i am with you I feel no fear When we're together I'm complete I need to touch you To feel your heat We share a soul, You and I We feel each other Across the sky I long to hold you Keep you safe Hold your hand And keep your faith I am your knight Forever more I will protect you 'Till deaths door.

Explosion At Atlas Castings
Today, there was a series of tremendous explosions that rocked the Americast Atlas facility here in Tacoma, my place of employment. At this point, I have no idea how many injuries/casualties have been sustained but I'm praying tho the powers that be that none of my mates were injured or worse int he blast. My heart and prayers go out to the families who are still left worrying for their loved ones. Anyway, yeah, I'm also worried abou tmy employment status.... My job means the world to me, for it's one of the last things that brings me happiness in this life. Anyway, I'll shut up now. Again, I hope and pray that everyone in the plant is ok....

My Fantasy
I had a dream about you. You were with just with bra and panties on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suckable and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting touch

You Know You're From New York When...
You Know You're From New York When... * You think Central Park is "nature." * You're paying $1,200 for a studio the size of a walk-in closet and you think it's a "steal." * You've been to New Jersey twice and got hopelessly lost both times. * You pay more each month to park your car than most people in the U.S. pay in rent. * You go to dinner at 9 and head out to the clubs when most Americans are heading to bed. * You have 27 different menus next to your telephone. * Going to Brooklyn is considered a "road trip." * America west of the Hudson is still theoretical to you. * You're suspicious of strangers who are actually nice to you. * You take a taxi to get to your health club to exercise. * Your idea of personal space is no one actually standing on your toes. * $50 worth of groceries fit in one paper bag. * Your doorman is Russian, your grocer is Korean, your deli man is Israeli, your building super is Italian, your laundry guy is Chinese, your

Exes
Did you ever look back on some of the people you have dated and just wonder "what the fuck was I thinking?" I was just thinking about the few guys that I've been in "relationships" with and all I can do is just laugh and wonder WTF? I could also just kick myself for wasting my time with these idiots and I can't for the life of me figure out what attracted me to some of them. Oh well. It's been a whole year and half since my last relationship, so obviously I am being more precautious, or picky ;)

Patriotism!
This being my first blog I have to say what I think has been on every American's mind!!!!! YOU'RE EITHER WITH US OR A F***ING TERRORIST! "IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT!!" I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the politically correct" crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others(ARE YOU F***ING KIDDING ME). I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking a better life by coming to America. Our population is almost entirely comprised of descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things that those who have recently come to our country, and APPARENTLY some born here, need to understand. This idea of America being a multi cultural community has served only

This Shit Hurt
Things I Have Learned.......So Far 1) That my knee does not like concrete. 2) That I would rather give birth through my nostrils than feel this pain. 3) That it is perfectly ok to break the commandment "Thou shalt not kill" when the x-ray tech bends my damn leg to get that special fuckin angle x-ray. 4) That it is great to work in EMS and know about drugs and instead of the ER Doc giving me the pain meds they think I should have,they ask me what pain meds I want. Oh Hell Yeah!!! 5) Pain meds are fuckin GREAT!!!! I still feel the pain......I just don't give a fuck. 6) Pain meds make me say cuss words,especially the word fuck and even make my fingers type them. 7) That sliding across the floor on my ass is much easier than using crutches when your sides are sore and feel like both your tits are broke.However,it does not work well outside. 8) Driving with my left foot is a challenge and that I approach the windshield quickly when I brake using the foot I don't no

Oral Pleasures
Talking is so close to sex. You get satisfied after that... ORALLY :) :) :) :p :P :P PS This came out from a conversation with one nice person - sounded quite funny and witty when in live. Hope you get my point. Didn't mean to be vulgar :)

Top 5 Reasons Not To Get High.
Top 5 reasons not to get high. 3. "Weed makes you paranoid" But it's the good kind of paranoid. It's the kind of paranoia which there's no actual threat. Sober paranoia is like, "I'm in an airplane and we're going to crash, oh no!" Weed paranoia is like, "I'm in an airplane and we're going to.. oh wait, that's a squirrel." 3. "Everyone knows potheads are losers" The only way to get a bad reputation from smoking is if you talk about it nonstop like you're trying to impress people or use being high as an excuse for being stupid. I hate those people. They'll be like, "Oh shit, I spilled your beer hehehehe I'm so high." Don't talk about it, do it. The fragrance of weed reminds me of burnt pizza. Because every time I get high, I throw a pizza in the oven. And every pizza I've tried to bake have overbaked because I was baked. Then I'm sitting there contemplating, "Do I smell smoke? This is weird. I must be really high. How could I smell smoke when my nose is in th

Working Out Of Town Still
Greetings All. Well, I promised an update and here goes. I am Still working and living during the Week down at Fort Myers, Florida. We are doing the Archaeological Survey for an 8000 acre Citrus Grove (Oranges, Grapefruit, lemons, etc). We are currently nearing the project's end and up to this week have not found a damn thing other than an old Hand adzed (a wood working tool - think carved) part to a wagon hitch (prob 1920s-30s). Now at least, we have something of interest,,, a town. Yep,,, a whole Damn Town. We know that it was first settled in the early 1900 and was abandoned sometime between 1944 and 1953. It is all plowed up Grove now. We spotted it on an old aerial photo. I did some research and found out that it was a small community called Corkscrew Settlement. It contained about 20 odd families at its height and although it never had a store or a church, it did have a school between 1923-1946. Around 1946, it got its first "all-weather road" (a hard Shell road). A sm

The King Of Random Says....
I found that bin-Laden fucker. I'm going to smash his nuts with a slege hammer. I'll put it on Pay-Per-View. I need a good corprate sponser. Speak English. Ever hear the one about the 3 midgets walking down the street? Who is this Sean Early guy? Death to Chocolate. Where's that damn invisible midget? I conqured BK's Quad Stacker, and I got the crap to prove it. Cherry flavored anacid. I like the soft-core porn on Cinemax. I had a dream last night I broke the anorexic Olsen twin in half. Meg didn't find it funny. My son is the coolest thing under 3 feet tall. The talking smilies at the top of the page scare me. Or turn me on. Whatever. Dora The Explorer drinks Corona. I want to meet Lee Emery. Swingers are funny. Have we finally found a chick for the coolest guy this side of the universe? I would have never seen it coming. Stay tuned for more. SmackDown and ECW the day after Christmas!! REDGUY!!!!!! I'm B-B-Q flavor!! Let's g

Jump On Wsc Short Bus
Ladies and Gentlemen of The Storm! We are in the process of getting our own short bus, the bus will be part of the Jokers Wild Short bus line, we may even be the beginning of a complete fleet 2. Woo HOO!! All you have to do is visit Jokers Wild Short Bus Home Page and then to the blog marked "Small Bus" leave a comment that you are with WSC and want to be put on our Bus! Joker has given us 72 hours to get as many of our peeps as possible signed up or he will fill our remaining seats with random riders. There are only 25 seats available. So far we have Ozzfanatic2 as our Driver, and me Luangel ( guess i get to sit up close to my baby baby) So get on over and sign up! Heres a link to the JokersWild Short Bus Home Page. Make sure to show Joker's Wild and the home page some Wicked Storm Crew Luv!! TO JOIN THE RIDE.LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG . http://www.fubar.com/blog/134342/543895 Come Ride Our Bus!! Posted by Lucretia~~LuAngel

Bored
WELL IM BORED...I MUST BE IM DOIN A BLOG.....WELL THE PERSON IM ON THE COMPUTER FOR IS BUSY DOIN OTHER THINGS AND IM LISTENING TO THE GAME ON THE RADIO NOT WATCHIN TV TO BE CLOSE TO THE COMPUTER........SO IM BORED...... THANKS FOR CUMMING BY TO READ MY FIRST BLOG....LOL ANYWAY OUT FOR NOW

Come On Now ~fuck~
I was going to write about something totally different than what will be seen.It has been in my mind for days now ,but for now it will wait. I try my best to be kind to everyone.I may not respond at times either due to I am not here and it takes awhile to bleed off to show me offline or I simply will not talk to you because of how I am approached.When I am approached in this manner it only tells me you didn't take the time to read my profile to know about me.I put the effort in writitng what I wrote so that ya'll would have a understanding of me and so this would not happen,so when it does happen I feel totally 100% disrespected.I love to make new friends but how do you become a friend to anyone when they talk to you as if we are on ADULT FRIEND FINDER or PASSIONS or why not just type in FUCK ME NOW.Granted this is suppose to be an adult site and also like a online bar,but if someone approached me in that manner in a bar to be honest I wouild knock the fuck out of him.Is it because

Jus A Bunch O Dicks
ok so the whole u posting ur dick thing not sexy!!! now if you posted your dick in someone thats hot, or your dick near a pussy also hot, but not jus your dick and not jus naked girls... k i'm not like u I cant get off lookin at a dick i need to see it at work or at least about to go to work!!! c'mon do me a favor here I don wanna see your dick unless it is close or into some damn hot pussy ok?

So Very Upset..
I may end up having to give up custody of my kids to my ex..... Im getting no support here at home. My mom who was watching them for me, has informed me that she can no longer watch them for me.. all she was watching them for me was 30 min a day and the youngest till he went to school at noon...she had most saturdays off because of my schedule with my ex on visitation and every sunday and monday off. But yet she can spend hours on end next door at her neighbor where there is 8 kids running in and out all the time screaming and shouting.. WTF is up with that.. Either her or my stepmom made the comment I never start anything I finish but yet I have never started anything to finish it. Both are saying the other said it. So I may end up having to give john the kids just because i have no child care. i cant get the government funded daycare program to even call me back that would be my only hope right now. Hell I couldnt even go out and get a job because I have no daycare and no money to pa

Mirror, Mirror.....
Something's gotta go. As we've all noticed, life rewards people for possessing superficial things -- like money, skin-deep beauty ... well, those are the main two. Then there's also youth -- the 18-28 year old crowd get a lot of perks and we don't even recognize them when we go nose to nose with them. Personally, I enjoy life's rewards. That puts me in a bind, since there are only 24 hours in a day and I like to spend quite a few of them sleeping. I am not a slave to my cell phone as some of my friends will attest to. In fact, I am down right annoying with that. I don't listen to my messages until someone will text me and say, "Hey, I can't leave you a message. Empty the box, dork." This also makes me want to forget about exercise. As a somewhat creative type, I find laptops and microphones much more appealing than Nautilus machines. That's probably why the stereotype of a writer is someone slumped over a typewriter with a drink and a cigarette. It's hard to make time to

~what If I Liked You 2~
~you never know until you ask~ Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round Youre on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sendin all my love Along the wire They say that the road Aint no place to start a family Right down the line Its been you and me And lovin a music man Aint always what its supposed to be Oh girl you stand by me Im forever yours...faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart aint easy On this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy Of rediscovering you Oh girl, you stand by me Im forever yours...faithfully Oh, oh, oh, oh Faithfully, Im still yours Im forever yours Ever yours...faithfully

What A Fu*kin Azzhole!!!
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What To Get Into?
I am feeling a bit weird to night, what with the hangover and all...and I just want to laugh..what can I get into to do that?..Any suggestions..LOL Ok..I am smiling right now, but seriously...Fun is the word of the evening and I want some!..Oh by the way..not x rated fun either..LMAO Hugs and kisses

As The World Turns Grey
What happens when a part of your soul dies? Do you ever recover, do you even want to try? A daily pain in your heart, a wound that never heals No way to express it, unable to feel The numbness overides it all, yet you know.. the problems still exist; but you have nothing to show.. The anger, the rage and violence beneath; it cloulds all your thoughts, this anguish and grief Do not let this numbness reign over the day for life slowly drains of color and turns the world to grey Most need help, or take a shortcut, a crutch To cope with the days, all the pills, booze & such For me the booze let the color return back inside.. but for a few short hours, then that color ran to hide 'Cuz a monster was born from all the cheap beer & liquer The disgusted looks from my girl and family was the kicker This was not working, this was not me! I will not eat green eggs and ham o sam let me be! ha ha I made a little joke you see, to lighten the mood, to set me free So far laughter is

A Key To My Heart
MY HEART IS A TREASURE CHEST LOCKED DEEP WITHIN A KEY THAT YOU MAY ENTER IS YOURS TO KEEP SO WHENEVER YOU SHOULD OPEN IT, INSIDE YOU SHALL SEE STORED IN A SPECIAL PLACE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME WHEREVER I GO IT IS WITH ME IN THE NIGHT WHERE DREAMS ARE SWEET, I SEE US IN A HOROSCOPE OF STARS, A FUTURE TO BE OURS EACH DOWN I AWAKE I SEE YOU IN A SUNLIGHT OF HAPPINESS TO BE MY VERY OWN KEEP SAKE YOU ARE A TREASURE I SHALL CHERISH, SEALED WITH MY LOVE COVERED WITH LOVE

Stop Telling People Business
ok now there are two types of people on here there are friends you can trust and know you can tell them yourpproblems or about life and know there not going to tell people your business and the other type are people who at first you can trust and open up to them about your life but as the saying goes some people are wolfs in sheeps clothes and i hate them kind of people with a passion . i just want to say that if your one of them people that goes around telling other peoples business then stop that really makes you a slimball for doing that . i had the same thing done to me i open my heart to a person and they misused that and told someone if you want a great friend you have to be a great friend :) remember respecting people gets you along way in life :) :) nicole

The Daffodils ( Worth The Read)
Worth the read........ Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come to see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead. "I will come next Tuesday," I promised a little reluctantly on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and reluctantly I drove there. When I finally walked into Elizabeth's house I was welcomed by the joyful sounds of happy children. I delightedly hugged and greeted my grandchildren. "Forget the daffodils, Elizabeth! The road is invisible in these clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see badly enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "I was hoping you'd take me over to the garage to pick

Annoyed
Unless the rating counts are broken, which judging from my bar tab, they aren't... Guys, seriously, if you open a pic, rate it. i'm sick of seeing 20 people viewed something and 2 people rated it (as is the case with my birthday album) ... people keep asking for more pics and don't rate what's already there. i will be taking new pics over the next few days, they WILL be locked to family (both sfw's and nsfw's). i'm sick of this shit. if you don't want to rate shit, don't ask for more pics. Sin

Wow! I Finally Got To Talk To Baby On The Phone!
I've been trying to phone her for 3 years now, and finally got through. God is soooooooooo good to me! Oh and she just got a laptop, and will be joining us soon. You'll love her, too

Ooopsie
Not sure why but the last 2 times I've tried to stash I've gotten emails from Fubar telling me some have been offensive & removed. Now granted I'm sure some of the simone's were racey but I can't for the life of me figure out what I uploaded today that was inappropriate. However, if something I have uploaded has offended any of you please accept my apologies.

Filthy Little Girl
It had been a murderously hot July afternoon and I was dying of thirst after cleaning out the storage area in our garage. I had so much holiday junk jammed in there that my husband had been complaining that he couldn't get at any of his tools, and that he could barely close the double doors. I shuffled out from the sweltering garage and into the coolness of the air-conditioned house. As I walked down the hallway I caught a glimpse of myself in the living room mirrors. I was wearing a gray low cut tank top (no bra), old ripped Levi cutoffs and a pair of sandals. My hair was tied back in a ponytail. I was covered in a light sheen of sweat from the work I was doing in the garage, and my tank top was damp in front. The sudden cold air from the house had immediately hardened my nipples, which I could plainly see protruding from the front of my flimsy tank top. "Damn" I thought, "Hubby would be all over these if he were around." The site of my large breasts and plainly visible nipples sen

Michael My Love!
Oh lucky me! I get to go to Michigan again next month to see my man! I am so excited! I can't wait to see him, touch him, kiss him, and whatever else happens again and again and again! HE HE! I have to take my Yorkie with me this time... I hope no one kills him, cause he is soooo annoying! Wish me luck! God, I want to move him here with me ASAP!! I love you Michael, you sexy, bald FUCKER! Mmmmmmmm!

The Master Plan....
So I have this plan. I'm thinking about buying a house! This all fits in with my master plan. What I plan on doing will be tons of hard work. But if everything goes according to plan, than it will be well worth the blood and sweat layed down to see it through. I really am a crazy little man for all the RIGHT reasons though! Stay tuned for updates!

Sad, Upset, Lonely
I can officially say that I hate being single. I have been single for one day and am already sick of it. Sure, I got to spend some time with some friends today, but the rest of the day has been spent talking to my dog in my apartment and having a beer while eating popcorn and watching a movie. I miss Andy. I miss him sooo much that I don't know what to do with myself. I miss talking to him. I miss talking to someone that wants to talk to me and cares what I have to say. Someone who truly cares about me. i miss everything. I am sick of sitting at home on my damn computer wishing I was somewhere else...anywhere else. I am sick of trying not to be upset...sad....lonely. I can't help it. I am sad. I am upset. I am lonely. I want my life back. I want my love back. Why did this happen to me???

Guest Books
I don't know why people want you to sign their guest books, they sure don't want to return the luv. I sign everyones guest book that I come across, but they don't bother to sign myn!! I think its just rude. Well anyway just wanted to speak my mind.

Grandma Got Ran Over By A Broomstick
I got this off one of my wicca family yahoo groups. Its pretty good. Grandma got ran over by a broomstick Walking home from our house Halloween. Now you can say there's no such thing as witches. But as for me and grandpa, we believe. She'd consumed too many spirits. And we begged her not to go. But she'd forgot her Belladonna, So she sacheted out the door, we didn't know. When they found her the next morning At the scene of the attack. She had bristles on her forehead, And incriminating brush marks on her back. Grandma got ran over by a broomstick. Walking home from our house Halloween. You can say there's no such thing as witches, But as for me and grandpa, we believe. Now we're all so proud of grandpa. He's been taking it so well. See him in there watching wrestling, Drinking wine and dancing skyclad with cousin Nell. It's not Samhain without grandma. She's the one with the big hat. And we just can't help but wonder, Should we divvy up he

Deny This!!!
OMFG... Now, I am not being a bitch...at least I don't THINK I'm being a bitch. I'm a very nice person for the most part...unless you piss me off. But, anyway, I should be flattered that I receive so many friend requests--but, I'm not. See...guys just click "add as friend" based on whatever pic they see. However, most do not take the time to check out my profile. If they would do so, they would see that I request that they send me a message....not a blank freakin' friend request. A sweet friend gave me a blast a while back and I am still "recovering" from it...lol If any of you have ever had a blast, you know that it can be overwhelming--at least it is/was for me. See, I still have not gotten to the bottom of the pile yet...er is that the top? lol Anyway, I just feel like it's kind of disrespectful to just throw a blank friend request out there...but, m/b that's just me. I don't care about rates and all of that shit...If I did, I'd simply click on "accept all"....well, h

The Prize
With my knee wedged hard Against your clit you'd cum, mouth Surging on my cock sucking nibbling tongue swirling around the head you grind your smooth mound into my knee till you cum again sucking harder and getting your prize

The Truth About Girls And Assholes.
The age-old myth that girls like assholes is bogus. Girls don't "like" assholes. Girls love assholes, in the same way that guys love guns and fast cars. It's a power/control thing. Girls use assholes as target practice for their skills of manipulation and seduction. Defeating assholes is a hobby for girls. It's a game to them. They find an asshole and do whatever slutty behavior is necessary to break down his defenses and cause him to surrender to her bidding in the name of lust. Sometimes you hear about a girl falling for an asshole. That's because the girl fails to tear down his asshole shield. So, like the stubborn person she is, she refuses to surrender in a fleeting attempt to change him. Eventually she gets bored of his prick facade and falls in love with him because she has nothing better to do. Around that time, he loses the mystery, she no longer gets turned on by him, he's no longer attracted to her because she keeps trying to fucking change him, and her little game ends

Moving Again
Hey everyone...sorry I haven't been in touch lately. John and I finally found a house to rent for the next year and we'll be moving in this week and next week. All is well here, I'm so relieved to have a place to get my things into. The apartment is nice but so crowded. I miss my Fubar friends and family. Luv to you!

Bein Mature
I've decided that I am gonna take a break from being on Fubar. There are way too many people on here that just want to mess with peoples HEARTS, SOULS N MINDS. A long with being liars, users, players, etc. This is an adult site and if you can't be an adult then ya don't belong on here. If you can't be MAN or WOMAN enough to admit your faults, then WHY are you on an ADULT site? Do you get a KICK out of hurting people? Breaking their hearts? Messing with their hearts? Playing Mind games? GROW THE HELL UP!!!!! My REAL TRUE FRIENDS KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. ALL OTHERS CAN JUST KISS MY WITTLE WHITE HINEY!!! I will occasionally come on to rate True Friends stuff and help them where they need help. Otherwise, the rest of you can GET LOST, GROW UP N BE MAN N WOMAN enough to admit your losers.

How Horny Are You?
How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as A little horny You're a little horny. It takes a lot to get you aroused though it will be all the more enjoyable when you do. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!A little horny63% Not horny38% Super Horny31% Normal Horny19% Very horny13%

Tears Of Joy
Never thought in my entire life that Id have my kids finish high school let alone go to get accepted to college!!!! My son who turns 18 in march just called me and told me that hes been accepted to college!!!! I never once in my life wouldve thot this would happen!!!! Iam cryin tears of joy cause iam soooo happy!!! He will graduate in the spring and start college in the fall!!!! As a parent I have never been soooo proud of my kids then Iam now....

How To Get Rid Of Unwanted Men
Ladies, we all hang around bars . As women you get hit on a lot more than we male types. So here is a few things to help to get your point across: WAYS TO TURN DOWN UNWANTED MEN !!!! HE : Can I buy you a drink? SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE : I must've been given your share. HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. HE : Your face must turn a few heads. SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. SHE : Okay, get out. HE : I think I could make you very happy. SHE : Why? Are you leaving? HE : What would you say if I asked you to mar

If You Dont Wanna Get Blocked
Then its real simple Dont talk to Me like im some whore bc of my pics And rate more then my NSFW pics it gives me no points im not a point whore but why would u even waste ur rates on pics u cant even get points for it makes no since dont get me wrong i dont care u rate them but rate some of my reg. pics i like points even if u dont if i have to keep telling u guys this i will just block you And when i see someone rate my reg. pics they get 11's from me But if u dont then u get shit from me and thats it i dont care if i seem like a bitch its my page its my rules thank you

Who Hates Me
SOMETHING ABOUT ME WELL. IM 34 I AM MARRIED . SO THAT MEANS I DONT NEED ANYTHING I AM A POINTS WHORE I GUESS. BUT WHAT ELSE IS FUBAR USED FOR. I HAD A BUNCH OF FRIENDS AND FANS AND LOVED THEM ALL. I WAZ ALLMOST TO GODFATHER AND I GUESS I AFENDED SOME ONE SO THEY DELETED MY ACCOUNT SO I DONT CARE ANY MORE ABOUT THA POINTS I JUST CARE ABOUT ALL THA FRIENDS THAT I LOST CUZ OF SOME DUM AZZ DOWNRATER THAT DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT THA SITE. I SIGNED ON TO THIS NEW NAME AND IT ONLY TOO TWO DAYS FOR A FEW OF MY FRIENDS TO FIND ME. NOW THAT IS TRUE FRIENDS AND THA ONES THAT I THOUGHT WAZ MY FRIENDS BUT DIDNT WANT TO READD ME THAT FINE I KNOW NOW THAT THATS ALL YA WANT WAZ POINTS TOO WITCH IS KEWL WITH ME. TOO THA PERSON THAT GOT Y ACCOUNT DELETED WTG IT WORKED. BUT I DONT GIVE A SH*T JUST WISH YA WAZ BIG ENOF TO TELL ME WHAT IT WAZ THAT I SAID OR DID. BUT THAT PERSON WANT EVER TELL ME CUZ THEY TO MUCH OF A P*ZZY AND YA KNOW IT.

Crushes - Or Lack There Of :d
LOL I am really flattered by all of the response my "Is always crushless :P " status has gotten. It's quite kind that you all care about my fubar crush status or lack there of hehe Ok folks, there was a REASON behind my status message -- and I have said to you those individuals who asked me about it - but in CASE anyone else may be wondering ... I thought it'd be best to post a blog. The shoutbox sucks. I can't type if someone messages me as I'm responding to someone else. That makes me want to rip my purdy hair out of my head! As most may know, comments were screwed up until moments ago. Once comments were fixed, the CRUSHES disappeared. A friend of mine changed her status to "Is Crushless!" So I took it upon myself to be a smartass (that I so proudly am) and changed my status to "Is Always Crushless :P " I'm fine with being crushless heh. It truly does not bother me. I have the only man I need "crushing" me (among other things) in my home with me :D But again, thank you

First Time Out
So the first time out and as I expected it was fricken hot as hell at 5am. Unbelievable for Oct here in RI. I loaded up on bug spray (a nice earth scent...lol) and headed out across the field to my stand. It was a beautiful morning as the sun came from behind me. The dew on the grass in the field glistened, spider webs shined, and a very light breeze blew the first of many leaves to the ground. As I scan across the field I see about 20 turkeys walking my way. As they get right in front of my I notice a nice size Tom with about a 5inch beard strutting with the hens. Making a Mental note, November starts fall archery turkey season. Yeah its gonna be a good year!! Although I didnt see a deer, it was still the best feeling in the world just being out in nature. Listening to all the squirrels and chipmunks foraging for food. Birds chirping in the morning sun. And Geese flying over head with that noticable honk. Good day...good times!! More to come next week!!

Fuck You
whats the point of going to someones page, and rating anything a with something other than a 1 or 10? either u like me and/or the photo, or you dont. period. i dont sit there and teter totter in my mind about rating a 4, or 7.. gimme a 10 if you like, or gimee a one if you dont, but if you dont like, then GET THE FUCK OFF MY FUCKING PAGE AND GO FUCK YOURSELF! ahhhh...much better

My Tattoo.....man Am I An Unhappy Camper
Well this sucks big time bad! I was all excited about my new tattoo. Well, I ended up in the ER yesterday before coming to work because of it. I noticed it wasn't healing the same say my other tat did. When I got it done they told me to wash it 4 - 5 times a day (this is typical and I always do) and put something called Tat Wax on it. I was to leave the wax on for 10 minutes then dab it off with a clean paper towel..I did so. I'd never heard of Tat Wax and the ingredients looked ok. But my skin around the tat was getting red and the tat was painful...really painful. After 7 days I ditched the wax crap, as directed by Platinum Ink (where I had it done), and started using Lubriderm lotion. In the past that is all I ever used on my tatts. Well from day one if getting the ink done I noticed it looked red and it hurt. Well I chalked it up to me just being wimp and that it was normal. By day 7 the redness around the tatt was deep red and it still hurt like hell! That day I also noticed

The Last Moment
Someone once asked me, what will i do if the one that i love is going to die and I have the last moment with him. What will i do.And this is my reply. The last moment Walk with me, Hold my hands, Let us walk through the woods, The place that we used to walk Hand in hand With smiles in our faces Walk with me, Hold me close, Let us walk to the old coffee place, Where we used to have our morning coffee Gazing into each other's eyes With happiness in them Walk with me, Cherish my love for you This might be the last moment I will be walking with you My time have arrived, And its time to go I know you will miss me, But the Lord needs me now. I will be up there watching you, Waiting for you When the time comes, When The lord reaches out his hands for you, We will be reunited again. Trust me, my love, Forever inside, I wont' forget you.

Answers
Thought I would take the time to answer a few questions some friends have been throwing at me. Joyce - Convicted? No Hotwench69 - I agree, 5 is never enough and 6 is sometimes too many. Nelson - just blame it on a scorned scoutmaster from your youth. Patricia44 - It's not bragging if you have video Wanda - In the order you asked, briefs, use your imagination, by football time Sunday, pineapple juice sweetens it, and as long as my name is in there somewhere.

Friends List 2
Hi to all who read this I have over 900 friends but only hear from a few I feel that people only add for numbers..So i have am going to trim down my list to manageable number If you would like to stay on list please let me know I am sorry if this get people shitty but that life To those friend who are friends and u know who are Hugs from down under Only 7 reply so far look like it will be a big clean out

Does Life Get Better?
Ok over the past month my life has turned into a living hell... i found out i have cervical cancer, my man and i broke up, and this morning my doctor calls me and tells me that i have to have my gall bladder removed. Yesterday was the anniversary of the day i miscarried my baby... with everything goin on i just wanna give up... does life ever get better?

Mom Is Back From The Doctor's Office..........
My mom just got back from the doctors office...The mass in her lung is a blister...also called Interstitial Pneumonitis...it is left over infection of pneumonia...NOT CANCER!:-D It is treatable with antibiotics and strong decongestants....She will be on the medicine for one month...She goes back in 2 weeks for another CT of her chest.....so everything my way is copesetic...for now....relieved!:D Hope everyone is having a good day!:D

Just Thoughts
Never be afraid to show love......lavish it upon all you know....the more you give..the more you recieve... Never underestimate the value of a hug....give them freely and watch the rewards! Be a friend to all....and chances are you will be blessed with many friends.... Enjoy the beauty that surrounds you.....I believe there is a beautiful person in everyone....some just do their best to hide it sometimes... Someone once said that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder....I feel lucky that there is so much beauty to behold!

My Orgasm
Now I am sure you are all familar with the many different ways that a woman can cum. A woman can have a vaginal orgasm, she can have a clitoral orgasm and/or she can both. Some woman can just cum with straight on fucking, while as others need to either have a clitoral orgasm or have their clit stimulated inorder to have a vaginal orgasm. Some women whimper, some scream, and some women are silent. Women are all different and the only was to fully know how to please your woman is with proper communication. Well do you want to know how I cum? Okay here is how its done….Yes I am one of those difficult women who need to have both vaginal and cliteral stimulation for me to cum. I like to start by rubbing my clit softly. I always start with clitoral stimulation. I have an abnormaly tight pussy and it actually hurts me to have any sort of penetration if my pussy isn’t wet, eagerly anticipating my vibrator, a finger or my lovers tongue to give her pleasure. Si

Good Bye
Well I just wanted to say goodbye to everyone here on Fubar I will be leaving for training In Mississippi for 2 months then its off to Iraq for another 9 months. I just want to thank all of my friends on here for there support and prayers for me.

God's Garden
God's Garden God looked around his garden and found an empty place he then looked down upon the earth and saw her tired face he knew her road was getting rough that the hills were too hard to climb he knew she'd never get well on earth again so he kissed her cheek and held her in his arms he closed her weary eyelids then tenderly wispered "PEACE BE THINE" and laid her down to rest Gods garden must be beautiful for he ONLY takes the best however she didn't go alone for a part of me went with her the day god called her home!!! Ruth Rettke All Rights Reserved

About 15,000 To Go!!
Hey all its still another happy hour and she is only about 15,000 out from leveling..I love you guys for helping her, but if you have missed someting like stash or something, can you take just a few more minutes and help her? shes a super girl and will probably kill me for doing another blog on her, but shes too great! Hugs and kisses crazygem@ fubar

Feeling So Boring
Feeling so boring Hiding behind my computer screen I slink below the radar of people I don’t want anyone to know I feel so empty inside There’s nothing I have to offer Who wants to know a boring person? What do i have to offer? The world is beyond my grasp I am only taking up space even in death i will only be useless space i wander alone through my days barley leaving the security of my four walls Why do i feel so lonely? Don’t want to be annoying don’t want to bother anyone with me But is my voice worth even listening to in this big world? I just don’t want to feel so hollow inside anymore I am never right anymore all i do is disappoint everyone Why am i so boring? Would it be better to disappear completely? Gods forgotten me in this empty black hole i hide in alone screaming for someone to just notice me I stand in a room of people and feel invisible I beg for attention with every ounce of my being there’s nothing left to hide, there’s nothing left to

Time To Go
First things first. I want to thank Dave and Denise for being the bestest Fu buds a girl could ask for. You two have made my Fu experience a good one. There isn't much we don't know about this site...if only we could have figured out Baby J's password (HaHa) PIMP Daddy D...the best of the best as far as I am concerned. Ms. D...ya came along and taught this old hooker some new tricks (that just sounds so wrong) Hell, I'd prolly still be at level 10 if it wasn't for you two :-) I love you guys! Ok on to serious business... I'm going to be taking a break for a while. It isn't anything personal against anyone in particular. I have enjoyed getting to know a lot of really cool Cherry's/Fu's since I've been here. However, lately it has gotten to the point that I am really unhappy with the direction my life is going. I spend way to much time on here. To much time away from my kids. To much time focused on things that aren't real. I always try to be me...keeping it real. I never set

Kind Of Sad
I am not sure why anyone would put a crush on me, whether they like me for real or are just making sure they don't lose me in a crowd, but I seem to bounce back and forth with them. Its sweet of someone to put one on me, but can I just ask that if you are going to remove it suddenly, just don't put it on at all? I mean I think that I may have offended someone if I lose one and I hate that..LOL does that make sense? I hope so..:) Hugs and Kisses!!

My Lover's Hands!
My Lover's Hands i lay in bed alone - thinking when was the last time this happened? - it was so long ago, i cannot remember. slowly i let my hands lightly drift over my body, feeling the soft touches - my body reacts. i start to drift off and my hands rest on my breasts, fingers making circles around my nipples and they harden - i smile. i touch the tips and they harden more. again i lay my hands softly on my breasts and feel the warmth - my hands so cool begin to heat up and my body starts to move. i bring one hand up to my lips and moisten a finger - letting it trail down my chin, my neck to my breast. i touch the firm hard nipple and my body arches and i moan. my other hand, follows suit and both nipples are now moist and wanting attention. i feel my body arching upward and my legs rub together, my clit starts to harden under my rubbing and my sweet pussy starts to get wett. the thought that i can do this to myself and enjoy it - amazes me. i let my hands make circles around my

Rip...sweet Dani Killed At 15....written For Bcchik...
Mommy, I’ll miss you. I have so many questions. Why am I the one lying here? This is so unfair! Daddy, don’t cry. You have to be the strong one. Why are you blaming your self? You weren’t even there! Mommy, listen to me. I don’t want to die. Why did that man drink and drive? He knew it was wrong. Daddy, stay calm. He really regrets. Why do you need revenge? I only want to rest. Mommy, I’m scared. It’s getting harder to breathe. Why do I have to die? So young and full of life! Daddy, hold my hand. I can’t feel anything. Why is my heart still hurting? I’m not loosing you! Mommy, I’ll watch you from heaven. I’ll sit on god’s lap. Why are things like this? It is all so wrong. Mommy, please stop crying. Daddy, please be strong. Why is my life ending?

When You Hold Someone's Heart Part 2
Part 1 There is times when all things change in a single moment and we are stranded in that moment for what seems like an eternity. All bearings are lost and we are cast adrift into the nameless unknown never to be sure just what happened or why. The uncertainty of that moment affects us forever causes something far more damaging than wounds of the flesh, but scar of the spirit and soul. When you hold the heart of someone be gentle and careful since what you hold is far more precious than just a persons love. You are holding their trust and the very essence of what thy will become in the future. All love no matter what kind should be honored and cherished when it is freely given with no strings and no expectations. Unconditional love is a rare gift to give so when you receive it honor it like nothing else in this world or any other. It is more valuable than all the gold in the world and more precious than life itself. Just something to think upon and remember something so pure

Long Lost Friend
Wow..I thought this hottie fell off the face of the earth but low and behold she is stil here! Shes my fellow golfer and guess what? SHe even has the same birthday as me! Giggling, shes great!..Soo..stop by and show her some love if you get a chance.Fan and add and rate her...but please be nice...shes a sweet one..:) Hugs and Kisses! Golfin babe@ fubar

You Know Your A Fat, Nasty Bitch With An Ugly Attitude When...
You know your a FAT, NASTY BITCH WITH AN UGLY ATTITUDE when... 1......guys pick you up with SOLO seat on there bike!!!..LOL! 2......you have to PRETEND to be f@cking somebody else's ex-piece of ass, by leaving juvenile comments on myspace. ( he is an EX for a very good reason, FYI and a bad piece of ass) 3......you go to thin chicks pages to find your buddies 4. ... you wear clothes 3 sizes to small, TRYING to look thin. 5......you talk down or badly to skinny people, 'cause deep down you really wish you WERE thin. ( 'cause your sick of getting your fat ass stuck in those little chairs; everybody else seems to be getting out of just fine!) 6......you can't post your own pix on your web pages (amazingly you pick a pictures of skinny chicks for yourself ?!!??). 7. ....your B/F doesn't pick you up and spin you around. 8......you can't leave the house without a bra, 'cause your stretch mark infested utters would hit your kneecaps. 9......yo

A Wedding Invitation To All!!!
You are invited to attend the wedding of Lady Sunmaid and Templar Knight in the Wildcat Lounge October 11, 2007 at 9 p.m. EST Two hearts joining together to become one.... ~Brandy Lady Sunmaid~ ~Lady Sunmaid~Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.~I.B.I.C~Future Fu-Wifey of Templar Knight~@ fubar ~Chris Templar Knight~ ~Templar Knight~ "THE BOSS" Future Fu-Hubby to Lady Sunmaid@ fubar Sharpie is the offical for this union of love

Haha, Silly Rabbit
A little rabbit is running happily through the forest when he stumbles upon a giraffe rolling a joint. The rabbit looks at the giraffe and says, "Giraffe my friend, why do you do this? Come. Run with me through the forest! You'll feel so much better!" The giraffe looks at him, looks at the joint, tosses it and goes off running with the rabbit. Then they come across an elephant doing coke. So the rabbit again says, "Elephant my friend, why do you do this? Think about your health. Come. Run with us through the pretty forest, you'll see, you'll feel so good!" The elephant looks at them, looks at his razor, mirror and coke, then tosses them and starts running with the rabbit and giraffe. The three animals then come across a lion about to shoot up. "Lion my friend, why do you do this? Think about your health! Come. Run with us through the beautiful forest and you'll feel so good!" The lion looks at him, puts down his needle, and mauls the rabbit. The giraffe and elephant watch in horror and

Fantastic.
So. I've gotten about a lot of adds in the last week. Wooo, cool that is exciting, right? About half of them have been fucking pervs. And I tolerated it, I mean it comes with the territory. But today. I watched my alerts. And I watched. And I watched. And up until I posted my status "Closing NSFW" ONE PERSON rated any of my pictures that were "safe for work". Out of how many? 40? 60? More? That were on my page and rating random things today. Oh and don't forget the people that just go in to look! Those are the best! I am a fucking person, who happens to have NSFW pictures. This does not mean you can get off to me and not take the time to click on some pictures that you can't see places you want to stick your cock. Maybe leave a comment or two? Is that really wasting so much of your time, before you grab the lotion and rub one out? Fucking dicks. My NSFW is closed. I'll re open it when I'm not so disgusted. PS- thanks to those of you that have bothered to rate an

Put Some Clothes On
Women...why do you put up pictures of yourself that show all of you? First of all.....nobody wants to see your naked ass!!!! Well, excuse me, men do, because men like whores, easy piece of ass.....all of the above. I just think women like this make all women look like fucking whores and it makes us look bad. It's not good for our image....compare the amount of women that do this on here, to the amount of men.......yeah, the guys might have 1 pic of their dick, but it's probably not even theirs! GET A CLUE AND HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR YOURSELF!

Erotic Confession
I'll gently touch your hand, and you'll give me a look that could enslave the wildest dream. I'll raise your lips to be kissed in vain, and enchant your mouth with the caress of an eager tongue. And if you're angered, I no farther meant than to please you, release you, and receive your innocence. On your electric breasts I'll lay my hands and create light impressions to match and twin the marks of submission which earlier you left on my back. And your breasts, with a kind warm glow, they swell and talk with hardened tips. They stir, and desire to dance under my lips. accompanied by the rhythms of heartbeats and the melancholy moans played by instruments of enticement. And if you distrust me, I no farther meant than to please you, release you, and receive your innocence. I'll keep my eyes on yours, on your soft skin my hands will stay. Look at a face kissed by angels. feel skin envied by queens. All of my senses infatuated with you,

It's Nice To Make New Friends
I love to get mail, he’s one of the best. Fat women - “at least i aint ugly like your dumb ass.. wanna go i can” (this was in response to some comment I made in the mumms, please read on it gets much better, honest) Cooter - you are fucking ugly, i have fucked better looking goats than you Fat women - “LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE .... ASSHOLE.. YOU JUST JELOUSE... OH AND I WOULDNT BE BRAGIN ABOUT FUCKING GOATS.…” Cooter - “At least the goats could spell you dumb fuck“ Fat women - .leave me the fuck alone..... Cooter - “then stop replying then fatty, face it you have the hot’s for me big time” Fat women - YOU KNOW WHAT .. YOU DONT KNOW ME, SO THERE FOR HOW DO YOU KNOW I AM FAT, I AM FAR BY BEING UGLY, THERE ARE UGLIER WOMAN ON HERE THEN ME, AND AS FAR AS HAVING THE HOTS FOR YOU NOPE MARRIED TO A HELL OF ALOT BETTER LOOKING MAN WITH A BOD ANY GIRL WOULD KILL FOR ... THANKS MUCH BUT NOPE YOUR NOT MY TYPE MY HUSBAND IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cooter - “i bet my truck is

Men Are Pigs
So I keep getting alot of pig headed men straight up asking and begging to see my private folder.... well, I snapped and typed this letter back to a guy....he is no longer on my friends list, and I thought the letter I typed him should be made into a blog. How nice. ----------------------------------- Its very hard to make me mad...I don't give losers on the internet that much credit. Its not my fault half the population on this site doesn't know to read, or even use the whole left side of their brain. What pigs need to realize is, this may be an adult site, but that doesn't mean every woman on here is going to whore themselves out to strangers. Some chicks actually have brains...and things to do in life that are productive.... Now why on earth would I show you my private folder, when I don't even know you, and you have made no attempt what-so-ever to get to know me? Do you think because I'm young...I'm desperate for attention, and stupid? LOL I don't think so.... ---

Gaming Rawks My Socks
Weeeeeee! As many of you know I started a folder called "Proud Gamers". We want to show how much gaming means to us. So sick being told that games are childish, or stupid. A waste of time. That we have no life.. hehe the one that makes me laugh the most though is. "Girls can't game". I had someone tell me girls can't its law.. hahaha.. well arrest me then cause I'm breaking the law. Then I had a guy message me last night after I went against him he goes "ru really a chick? you smoked us", so I wrote back yes and he sais he was embarassed now. Wow cause a girl beat him.. when will guys just get their dick out of their asses. Us woman can do anything we put our mind too. I may not be the greatest at halo or all games.. but I will try my hardest to kick your mofuckin ass Gaming is more then sitting on a couch and messing with a controller. Its part of my life, gaming is my love. Its my way out from the world!! If you would like to be apart of the folder. Just submit me a picture

You Know Ur Aussie When
You know you're Australian when... 1. You're familiar with Neighbours, Home and Away, Playschool, A Country Practice, Norman Gunston, Barry Humphries, Blue Heelers, Ray Martin, Bert Newton, Lisa McCune, Jon Burgess, Number 96, Molly Meldrum, Kerry O'Brien, and of course, Kerry Packer and Rupert Murdoch. 2. You know that Burger King doesn't exist. It's Hungry Jacks. 3. You know that snow is a memorable and freakish occurrence. Sometimes it's even fake. 4. You know the difference between thongs and a G-banger 5. You know that "stubbies" are either short shorts or small beer bottles, a "gimp", "bogan" or "geezer" is a random idiot,someone in trouble is in "strife" and you're liable to burst out laughing whenever you hear of Americans "rooting" for something. 4. You know how to abbreviate every word, all of which usually end in -o: arvo, combo, garbo, kero, lezzo, metho, milko, muso, rego, servo, smoko, speedo, righto etc. 5. You know that some ppl pronounce "Austral

I Want To Be Still....
I have no idea where I heard that. "I want to be still." I think perhaps I was half asleep and the T.V. was on in the back round and I heard it. But that simple phrase speaks to me. I wonder if that is what true love feels like. I have loved and love many in my life but I am starting to think that I have never been able to get to the level that some of you out there have. Those of you that are married or have a boy/girlfriend that you just look at day after day and think to yourself how lucky you are to have them in your life. One of you pointed out that my plan to move in with the girl was a recipe for disaster. I think perhaps that it may be a chance for me to finally once and for all "to be still". I intend to continue my life as I normally do and be her friend. Maybe in time things will progress and change between us. I have no intention of pushing or pressing the issue. I ask each of you that read this to sit for a moment and think what that phrase means t

Mon 15th
ok guys time for me to blog again on mon the 15th of oct i go under the knife for the 15th time with my knees im not sure how long i will be out for but im trying to get the level 21 so lets hope i make whilst im in hospital its not major surgery but its a major clean out of my right knee i pieces floating round and ligament damages they hoping to stop my knee from collapsing all the time so a lil prayer and kind thoughts and some love would be nice my friends here in aussie and some abroad have been great so im now finding out who my true friends really are will keep u posted on the outcome once i get out love ya's all and u know who u are

Yep, Another Short One!
I'm off to Madison shortly for a bellydancing workshop! Probably won't be home until late. But I'll be online tomorrow, trying to catch up, lol! Have a fantastic Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings for all my friends, all over the world! You are loved and appreciated so very much. Later! Muahz!

Last Tear
The pain is real Its all I feel. These tears they fall I cannot stop them at all. Freely they flow Will they ever go? Can I forget and live without regret? This pain will disappear When I shed my last tear.

Halloween Spirit ??
Getting into the Halloween spirit ?? If you need to feel bewitched ... Request "Dennis Paul - Under a Spell" If you like Monster Rock ... Request "Dennis Paul - No Rest for Me" These tracks are available for request on Rock 365 net ... the home for music Have an awesome week !! Dennis Paul P.S. More New Cool Banners available on www.dennispaul.com

The Cleavage Contest Has Started
I was just notified that the CLEAVAGE CONTEST on Fubar has started. I am a contestant in the contest and would appreciate any and all votes to come and vote for my submitted NOT NSFW picture that is the entry pic. Here is the link to the contest pic... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&albumid=585036&i=2217506923 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&albumid=585036&i=2217506923# Thanks!!!! Tell your friends to come and vote for me also.

I Start Drama
LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO!! OH my, my tummy is hurting from all this laughing! I was just told by someone I wont mention *thank you sweetie* that some people who have blocked me on this site.. the reason they blocked me was cause I start drama. I hardly talked to these 2 ever and if I did I was very nice, gave them rates and maybe flirted a bit.. soo how they get drama from that.. is pretty messed up Sorry but that is like the funniest thing ever! But please anyone let me know.. am I a drama starter?? I just need to know this because really I'm oblivious of it.. I just try to do my best to make my friends happy on here.. wow *snort*

Midnight Madness Bomboff
MIDNIGHT MADNESS CONTEST TONIGHT AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST WE ARE HOLDING A MIDNIGHT MADNESS BOMB OFF.IT WILL END AT 2 AM EST.THERE WILL BE DOOR PRIZES GIVEN OUT.THERE WILL ALSO BE A BIG PIMPIN PRIZE GIVING TO THE STRONGEST BOMBER.WINNER WILL ALSO BE GIVIN A PERSONALIZED BOMBING TAG. THIS IS WHO WE ARE BOMBING!! WE HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE SHOWING OFF YOUR BOMBING SKILLS !!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Funny
A very sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wants her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were flapping in the breeze. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found three roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." "The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had had the same procedure done some time ago." "And what about the third rose?" she asked. "Oh, that rose is from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears."

It Grows Within, Be Thee Warned.
As the explosions fall like rain upon the earth the monster within blows across the barren flats. Pocked and scarred this charred and cracked surface is void of any resemblance of true beauty. A demon that prowls into the souls of man and woman alike and eats at the mind. Slowly it stews and chews away decency and respect. It swallows whole anything that resembles sanity or logic. As it swallows it spits back out violence and rage, set apart from compassion or care. It bakes our souls with hate, and pilfers away happiness and joy. This monster is all consuming and grows rapidly with each passing minute of its existence. A beast that is on the edge and ready to explode with emotion and pain. With a tender reassuring touch it is suddenly expelled, exorcised. With nothing to feel reassured it explodes into a wretched wacked out sense of violent acts. It is a demon that carries only one path, a path I would like to not understand. What sensual beauty lies in the prese

It Can Quickly Slip Away From Us
The Old Soul I sat in the park and saw and old soul, It seemed wrong to me how he was treated so cold, He seemed to looked for some attention from ANYONE, Though they saw him they'd still just walk by, The disappointment on his face could clearly be seen, Watching this sad sight brought a tear to my eye, So I went and sat with him hoping to make him smile, He gleamed and beamed at the sight of me like a young child, He told of his life from when he was young. That people would always consult him whether with a chore or fun, How when they were young he seemed like no great thing, But as they grew older it was to him that they be gan to cling, But in thier golden years at him do some curse, They treat his presence as if it is the worst, This hurts him so for he means no harm, He only wanted thier company and not to cause alarm, I sat and listened to this old soul speak so, The longer I sat and listened the more to me he became known,

I Am A Pisces What Are You
You have no choice now; you must take the responsible path, regardless of your own personal preference. This Venus-Saturn conjunction isn't about making you feel good or bad. It's about a higher kind of love. Push through whatever it is that may be holding you back so that you can come through for someone who needs you. PinknSexxy OK 4 EVERY ONE IS ASKING NO I DONT HAVE A MAN, I AM A VERY OUT GOING WOMAN VERY OPEN MIND CAN HOLD A MAN DOWN, LOVE THE LOVE

My Very First Road Trip By Myself...yay
So i just have to say I made my very first road trip by myself...yay. See my ex husband and i have been together for 12 years and he always drove everywhere, i never had to. Furthest i have driven is like an hour from my house. I am really bad with directions and i hate to get lost cuz i have anxiety and i will panic. So my friend came up from eugene on friday and we hung out, so last night I drove down to Eugene. it is about 2 1/2 hours away down I5. Once i got onto I5 i was okay till I hit thick fog and that sucked. I grabbed a huge rockstar on the way out of town to keep me awake. So i got there and hung out. I also got sick yesterday with a really really bad cough. so i was up all night long from coughing, and plus the huge rockstar um kept me awake. So i left and i did pretty good with driving. PPL are f**king crazy drivers here, didnt realize that before. but wow. so when i got back into porland i was suppose to take the 405 exit. I followed the signs but ppl were be

10-14-07
Today is perfect for trying out new ideas or running plans past friends and family -- you should get great responses from pretty much everyone. Of course, your quiet style isn't hurting your case any. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ I knew it, I am to easy going, I need to liven up things!!!

Poem
i am scarred by life, caged by society, leashed by morality, held my love, and smothered my commitment. a rushing of wind, eternal in it's simplicity- a scream of unimaginable entrapment; tears of claustrophobia.

The First Time
The First Time come to me lover as i spread my legs so you can stand before me with your cock so close and yet so far. i take your cock in my hands and bring it to my mouth - kissing the tip and letting my tongue trace it up one side and down the other. stroking it with my hands and feeling your cock get harder as i continue to lick it and let my tongue touch the tip opening. my lips start to part and suck in the head, tighten around it....tasting you. my lips sliding down your cock and tightening as i slide down further on your cock. i feel your hands go to the back of my head, urging it lower. my hands starting to move around you - to grab your ass and bring you closer to me. i feel my breasts slapping against your balls and i start to suck you harder and faster. up and down my mouth goes - feeling you ready to cumm. i tighten my mouth and lean my breasts against your balls, your hands against the back of my head. i take all of you into my mouth and my hands press your ass forward

Troubled
I hurt today, alone, frustrated, angered. I seek to be loved, to love someone. It always seems that its just one side. Alone in this darkness, my inner pains, outweighing the outer pains by much. I grow envious of what I do not have, it consumes me, it saddens me. I grow tired of mere words, I seek proof that someone really cares. Not all are willing to give such, for words are easier. So I sit here, in this char, the sounds of a lounge pounding through my ears, the pain of my back, my knee, and all other recent injuries are meaningless. I'd gladly take on any pain, to no longer sit alone in my darkness, waiting for someone to turn on the light. But does it occur? Will it ever? I sometimes think complete darkness, void of all thoughts and life itself, would be less painful. I guess those that really care, would hate it if it happened, but they don't stand nor walk in my shoes. It seems that they are uncaring that they walk the world alone. I envy their strength. My family w

Strength
Strength What's truth but a liar's gold? Hidden, buried Fortunes untold What's life but death's gains fold? Twisting, turning Yet still new to the old But the questions still looming Are in constant moral check For those who take to assuming Will find their minds a moral wreck So everyday themselves they'll find Making myth from what's sublime And through their troubles they are blind For the passage is open for all time.

Robs Part For Under The Influence Scene That Im Doing For Class.
::Rob enters. He wears a leather jacket and is holding a page of brightly colored stickers:: If I ever find you, I'll kill you- I'll kill you without a second thought. ::holds up stickers:: How can you sell this crap to kids? It's bad enough that its going around in highschools. What do you do- tell them that these stickers are gonna make you feel good? That they make you see funny things? Do you tell them that much? Do you tell them about the bad trips, man? The ones where you see your skin melting or feel worms crawling around inside your head? How is a seven year old supposed to deal with that, huh?Are you there to hold his hand? To help him through it? Where the hell are you when he jumps through a window trying to get away from the monster thats behind him? Are you there to call the paramedics? Are you ever there? Or are you too busy selling more acid? Telling more lies to kids to young to know the difference? Do you even bother to learn their names? How about Timmy?

One Is The Lonliest
How can I feel so alone when I have someone that makes my heart pound and rush whenever I look at them or think of them. I am feeling self pity right now not knowing where I am going to stay when I go back to the states. I feel so confused and so alone. Maybe one day I will have a place to call 'home' again. Right now I feel like a ping pong ball that keeps getting bounced off the table. Next week I am getting a new tattoo with the word strength written in Japanese Kanji on my back. Perhaps if I believe in something strong enough it will give me strength.

This Guy Was Kidding Himself.
Rememebr to read backwards, bottom to top. AND THEN BLOCKED! [hence me not loosing because im not going to sit and play his games, of course after i did a little for the fun of it:)] ->EdwardFinc...: I wouldnt lose, because i dont play games with people who arent worth my time. go find someoen else to have phone sex with, cuz i dont do things like that. I can get real sex, kinky mindblowing sex, from my boyfrined sleeping int he other room. hell i could go in there and get it RIGHT NOW if i wanted. so go find someone else to jack off to. EdwardFinc...: lets not get into a battle of whits, u'd surely loose... In the meantime, i suggest u call me, we obviously need to have make up phone sex ->EdwardFinc...: you are sadly mistaken. you obvisouly have some issues to think someone who youve NEVER spoken to before would want to talk to you on the phone, or at all, when youve got such a pompus attitude. If you had any brains youd atleast read peoples profiles, mine specificlly state

Child Abuse Please Read I Don;t Care If Anyone Does
SHE WAS ONLY 5!!!!! Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She

If You Had Sex With Me
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

Didnt Wana Haveta
Well Im obviously going to have to write up some ground rules, Just as I had on my old myspace page. Big words, normaly misunderstood words will be *'d and defined at the bottom of the page for those of you to just dont get it, or wonder on word context[also for me to use later when editing my page].Im so tired of patronizing* twits* messaging me with trash*. Im listing some things here, untill i get my about me section edited to include these things. If youd like to Shoutbox me, do so in a respectful* manner, or you will be ignored and/or blocked, depending on what youve said and my mood. Im considering making my SB family only, or friends only in the least. Im tird of the plethora* of sexual harassments* from people who I have A)Never Spoken to B)Barely spoken to or C)Have Repeatedly been told I am uninterested in talking like that. Id also like to point out, I have a Boyfriend*, whom I am very in LOVE* with. I will not and do not want to cheat on him with you. I will not and d

Hahahaha Thats A Good One
Do me a favor people.. Dont ask me to buy you a blast, vip, happy hour, or ticker message. If I had the money to buy any of that I would but I dont. You havent seen my face up in the blast area in at least two months because thats how long its been since ive had one myself. I live on very little a week with myself and my two kids. I am a full time student too. Dont try to resort to bribery saying youll give me 11s if I buy you a 3 day blast. 10 or 11s they all give you the same amount of points. I appericate any help I get dont get me wrong and if I could I would buy blasts for people all the time. But im NOT in the postion that i can even buy a 1 day blast for myself.. That should tell you something. Any blasts i have ever had have been bought by wonderful and genarus people for me

5 Years Without Evan.. Remember The Fallen Soldiers.
Well the 5th anniversary of Evan's death is coming up soon. I was going to just stay home, mope and cry for the day. Can't go to Iowa to visit his grave because I don't have the cash, and I would have to take my son. I don't think he would understand that I'm crying over his actual father. The one that helped me create him. I've been living in denial because I wanted to protect myself. Protect my son. My son who is the epitome of what his father looks like.. big built, strong, and so loving too. The harder I deny it the more my son looks and acts like him. He's so friendly like Evan was. He says hi and waves to everybody. I think of it now and I hate myself for getting married after Evan died to the asshole I named my boy after. I kick myself every day. I haven't told my (current) husband about Evan, really. I don't know why. I guess after all these years I feel like they should be kept separate. I love them both so much. I'm probably going to listen to 'It's been awhile' by Sta

Roloff Farms
Yesterday (Sunday 10-14) we went up to Hillsboro OR to the Roloff Farms where we have been 2 years in a row now for October. We go up there to pick some pumpkins and make a day trip to get away from home for awhile. The Roloff's are the stars of Little People, Big World on The Learning Channel. In my photo gallery I posted a pic of me holding an ugly pumpkin I found in the pumpkin patch. We met Amy and saw Matt and Jacob running around the farm working. We picked up 149 pounds of pumpkins and brought them back home. Tonight is the season opener on the Learning Channel for season five. We might be on TV a few months from now since the TV production crew was running around all over the place with cameras and there are cameras mounted all over to shoot things going on all over the farm to be shown on the show. And... yes, we will be going back again next year.

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong

My Life So Sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
First my husband decides this weekend to walk away from our marriage though he says he wants to work it out. Then the man I care about and who says he loves me and because he is telling me to try to work things out with my husband and that proves he loves me tore my heart out. I give up. except for djing I won't be around much because I will be too tempted to go on his page. After Debbie gets back I will be pretty much incomunicado. Those who have my number may call. Until I get my life straightened up I will be away from Fubar. Tony i'm sorry I will be pretty much wasting my VIP but I just can't be on here.

Intresting Facts
you know when you have someone who says they love you everyday n you think its that serious shit? well dont belive the hype you all know me n drew broke up n less then 2 days later hes got himself a new ho' wtf is up with that shit but in the same sence i dont care let her have him when shes finds out how over jelouse he can be i doubt it will last, but it shows that his bs never ceased n i shoulda listened to my gut when i had friends say he was sneaking on the side lines

The Hate Consumes Me
anger swells hatred swarms it swallows me whole stupid stupid bitch SHUT THE FUCK UP cunt, whore words that sting like salt in a wound the urge to hurt in return drives me consumes me tells me whispers to me he shouldn't see the light of day it drives me on YOU MAKE ME WANT TO RIP OUT ALL OF MY HAIR i'm yelling no one seems to hear the closest thing to sanity is so far away i reach out to grasp it it's barely beyond my finger tips a knight is in sight in black shining armor his heart shattered from the pain i feel unable to find me in the dark i am cloaked in my heart is solid rock like broken in to pieces like dust in the wind awaiting rescue i'm consumed by hatred hope that the dead heart in my chest will beat someday once again maybe not am i destined to be consumed for ever cold shattered stupid bitch whore cunt my name has changed so many times over the ages i cant remember what it is supposed to be was it ever said in love

"all I Want For Christmas Is My Two Front Teeth" - Written By Donald Yetter Gardner
Sometimes you just have to pause for a second to realize that the annoying distant laugh isn’t so distant. It’s you. Well, I do have to say life can be funny at times. I will be singing that “All I want for Christmas…” song this Christmas. You see, my real dental insurance doesn’t kick in until January. My current insurance has a dental option, but I might as well have nothing. What happened was this: I was sucker punched by my B.O.B. No, it’s not what you may be thinking. My B.O.B. is my Body Opponent Bag. A free-standing punching bag with the head and torso of a man. The base is filled with water. Lots of water. The weight of the water makes it really difficult to tip. Damn near impossible while punching. So, I took the soft rubbery top (head and torso) off so I could take (roll) the base to the door and empty the water. Sounds simple enough, doesn’t it? Well, it wasn’t. As I marveled at my ingenuity of rolling the base while I pushed the top away from me…I

Troubles With Warranties
The other day when I was doing and update on my computer and doing a restart caused my fan to go poof. I called Staples were I bought it and was told that if I had a warranty (thank god I have a 3 year extended) I could bring it in and they would repair it free of charge. Well, I thought that was great and then was informed that it would take approximately 10 business days to have it sent out and fixed. Now, tell me folks, how many of you could live without your computer for that long, that is 14 days with the weekends included. So I called my local repair shop, who I might add are awesome people and they told me that for about 40.00 I could get the fan replaced and the computer cleaned of all dust and debris. Well it was a heavy decision as whether to take it there and void the warranty but my friends and family members here on Fubar one out. My computer will be ready to be picked up tomorrow morning. With that being said, I will be back as of sometime tomorrow...woooooooo hooo

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Bedtime For Me!
Too Bored Tonight! Gonna crash early and I just want to say everyone have a great night..:) imikimi - Customize Your World If they get the rates up please remember me! LOVE YOU ALL Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

My Realizations........
1) Time doesnt heal ALL wounds. 2) No matter how much good you do in life, sometimes it just doesnt matter. 3) Nice girls really do finish last.... 4) Just when you think life is going to bless you, another battle begins. 5) Rather then be hurt, I would much rather never open my heart again. 6) Morals an values are wonderful traits. But having them only brings loneliness and solitude. 7) True love is just a trick played on your heart. 8) Being a workaholic isnt a bad thing. Thats it for now. Just my feelings tonight and the things these last 2 weeks that have finally become very clear to me.....

Tequila And Salt!
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 12. I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone! 13. Good friends are like

Why I Am Home Today...
Wouldn't most people be happy to have a day off? Well, I can't afford it right now. I got up this morning, took my shower, got dressed an ready, fixed my son breakfast, drank some coffee, fucked around on fubar for a bit.. Then was getting ready to leave and realized that my daughter had borrowed my car and would still have my keys. This happens alot, she is even on my insurance. I go upstairs to get the keys outta her purse, and no daughter, no keys. I come downstairs, look around, no daughter. My car is outside in the front. I try her cell and she is outta minutes. I try her dumbass boyfriend's cell and no answer. Pretty soon I have to call work. I ask if they can send someone to pick me up. (I used to be asked to pick up people ALL the time.. and I did) Sorry, new wal-mart policy, so until my daughter calls me back I am home.. I am prolly just gonna take the fuckin day off and relax. I was way too upset about this.. punched a door.. my knuckles are red.. duh.. acting l

Quotes On Friendship
Never shall I forget the time I spent with you. Please continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours. - Ludwig Van Beethoven Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive. - Anais Nin Friendship is a treasure that always help us overcome any kind of difficulty, Friendship is a comfort for, somehow which always understand worries and emotions, Friendship is a blessing because it teaches the way to live. - Unknown Friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine. - Thomas Jefferson Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself — and especially to feel. Or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to — letting a person be what he really is. Most people

Weed Is Great; The People Who Smoke It Aren't.
I love weed, but I can't stand other people who do it. Nearly every pothead I know is greedy, selfish, and never willing to share any of their drugs. These people will use anything as an excuse. Potheads take the word "flakey" to a new level. Making plans with a weed addict is like fucking a prostitute - they tell you that they're coming, but you know it's a lie. Stoners only talk about one thing: weed. I can't stand being in a room and having to listen to a group of them argue and engage in long, heated discussions about it: Stoner #1: "Dude, this is fuckin' dank herb man!" Stoner #2: "No way, that's just green bud, it ain't shit." Stoner #1: "Naw man, this is the bomb dizzity dank. It doesn't look like it, but this stuff is insane." Stoner #2: "Seriously bro, my friend had that exact same shit, it aint no thang." Stoner #1: "Yeah but he prolly got a stem, this shit's pure, dawg. Trust me." They go on like that for hours and it's ridiculous. Weed is weed; you s

Wooooooooo! Myspace Fight
this girl got so upset when i posted a bulletin about keeping god off of myspace and being the asshole i am i posted a bulletin called "Did Jesus Really Die On The Cross For Humanity?" with this pic in it and this girl got even more upset. here we go...it goes from the bottom up i'm sorry if that's really what you believe. People die, that's something thats gonna happen to everyone, bad or good. You may not like it but it's gonna happen to you too. God has a plan, it's greater then you or me. There's a reason for everything and you know what, ur not always gonna know the reason or understand it but you just gotta except it! You can take it as a bad thing that they're not with us anymore but personally, if they were saved then why are you all sad about it? Have you never heard of heaven? I personally would rather be there then alive now, so instead I celebrate that I ever knew the person and that they're in a better place. I know not everyone sees it that way but if you wa

Sex Poems
Roses are Red Grass is Green I love your legs and what's between. Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

To My Male Friends (again!!!!!)
WELL, IT HAPPENED AGAIN! ANOTHER MALE FRIEND TURNED OUT TO BE ....WELL NEVERMIND. THIS IS TO THANK MY MALE FRIENDS WHO ARE SO HONEST AND REAL AND LOVING TO ME. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND SO DO I! BUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS THE WORLD TO ME! SO PLEASE? CONTINUE TO ALWAYS KEEP IT REAL. I LOVE YOU ALL (THE ONES THAT KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO) LOVE YA MEAN IT! PEE-JAY

Blah Deleting Friends Sucks
Hey all, As some have noticed i did start deleting friends without salutes, but it's a tedious process, so i'm only doing a few hundred a day it seems. Those of you without them, please hurry and get them up if you're hoping not to be deleted... those accidentally deleted, please send new requests and put in them whatever the heck i've asked you to (it may happen more than once this week, but i'm trying to be careful, i swear).... yes, a select few without salutes are being kept, but these are people i've been talking to for weeks. showing up in my shoutbox today isn't gonna make up for a month of silence. get over it. anyhow, love ya'll, i'm goin to take a nap Sin

Some Sad News
Ok everyone i lost my dad at 12;10am and i am not doing good at all with it.I need some support big time now.We will be putting him in his final resting place...Love all you guy ty so much.... Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Funeral Blues Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted

No Drama...grow Up!!
OMG...The drama stops here!!! I can't figure out what makes some guys tick on this websight! First Things First...Buying gifts for people; I literally buy gifts for everybody on my Family list and sometimes my Friends list and I do it ALL the time! What else am I supposed to do with all those stupid "Fu-Bucks"? There is no special rhyme or reason behind it! If there is a special reason for what I buy something I will send a message with it saying so! Second....I don't really go for this whole checking out all the other guys on my page shit!! If you are that insecure of a person I really don't want you on my page anyway. If you are on my page than hopefully you are there to see and talk to me...not to check out the "competition". That is so unattractive!! If you expect me to talk to you act like a grown up and welcome to my page. If not....move on...I don't have time for you!

Boss's Day
When I got to my office this morning, there was a card sitting under my mouse. Excited, I tore open the envelope, and inside was a hallmark-inspired greeting from my secretary. "Happy Boss's Day!" I sent her an instant message: "Amy, isn't pretty much *every* day Boss's Day?" Amy lolled at me, stuck her emoticon tongue out, and we chatted for a bit about work gossip. I assigned her a project: Make a list for me of things she likes and dislikes. E.g., Milk chocolate or dark chocolate? Coffee or tea? Coke or Pepsi? Boxers or briefs? Basically, I asked her to transcribe about ten minutes worth of mumms. She failed to complete this project. She does, however, do everything else for me. She answers my phone when I am out of my office, she answers my questions when I am in the office. "Amy, if I need to have this letter hand-delivered to Ms. Smith who works on the other side of town, how do I do that?" "You give it to me." That is Amy's answer to basically

My Name Is...
Angi... Not baby, not sexy, not hun, sweetie, or sugar. So don't call me any of those names. It annoys me. I have gotten tons of emails since I've signed up saying "Hey, Sexy!" and other things. It annoys me. Angi works better than any of those names, and it's well recieved.

So I Will Clarify
Last night I made some images for a friend of mine on here that happens to use the name "Support Chronic Grow today" Not that I have to explain explain myself but I will clarify, I dont judge anyone and I dont appreciate it when people assume. If you spell out "assume" it makes an ass out of u a me both Apparantly I have a couple of people on my firends list that assume that because I made these images for a friend with that user name, I actaully do exactly that. I don't!!!!! I dont support chronic nor am I growing today but.... I dont judge others who do. So..... for those of you who might think to much and feel you must preach to me, Dont preach to the choir and dont think so much. I am not on Fubar to be judge nor counseled. You know who you are, get a clue. Sorry to come off as a bitch but hey dont judge lest you be judged is my philsosphy. Have a great day and sorry to show this side of me but I must make myself clear, if you are a per say "friend" with that mu

Crazy That..
I am sitting here crying...and I am sure its mostly because I had a long night at work and I am exhausted...but I ventured into the mumms this morning, and there was one that touched my heart. It has been ten years since my grandmother passed away. A lot has changed through the years...but yet I sit here longing to have another hug and pep talk. My grama was my biggest fan :) She'd smack me silly if she knew I was crying. She had spunk...and all the generosity of spirit and friendship I have I owe to her. She showed me how to be selfless...to put others first, priorities in place..and how to make burnt lace curtains on a fried egg. Its good to remember her...and I am sure its fine it brings tears with it. I hope everyone has a great day..this lil spaztic chick is too tired to play. Night xoxox

Isn't It Amazing?
Isn't it great that you can go from happy to crap in such a short time? I think God or the higher power or whoever created humans has a great sense of humor....not really, but it sounds good...... I found myself praying the other night that someone would just cut my feelings totally out of me. I think it would be the best thing for me at this point, at least I wouldn't let people hurt me and I wouldn't care if someone just trompled the shit out of my heart and move on. I can't stand the fact that I can let someone affect me the way that they do, and take me from one extreme to another in a short time.... I know i will be happy again sometime, but this is the period that I freakin hate the most....the period that says hey, you are a freakin failure once again... Then the next question is why bother at all? And why the hell do I question myself when I know its not always me that us messing shit up? I guess I am just as bad as the women who stay in abusive relationsh

Why Am I Feeling Like This?
WHAT IS IT WHEN YOUR FEELING DOWN FOR NO REASON? I MYSELF AM NOT SURE BUT I LOOK AT THINGS GOING ON AROUND ME AND TAKE THEM ALL IN HELPING OTHERS WHEN I GUESS I NEED HELP MYSELF:( THEN OUT OF THE BLUE COME A QUESTION AND A STORY THAT MAKES YOU SIT UP AND THINK WFT GET OVER IT THERE AS THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ... GET OVER YOURSELF AND REMEMBER THERES MORE TO LIFE THAN ME ME ME........ THEN I SPEND SOME TIME WITH A WONDERFUL FRIND THATS OPEND HER SOUL ON HERE.... SHE HAS A BEAUTFUL SOUL AND HAS HAD SUCH A HARD TIME BUT IF YOU GOT TO KNOW HER DAMN SUCH A WONDERFUL WOMAN....... YES IM TALKING ABOUT YOU.... TO MY FRIENDS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE FIND ME AND HEAL ME YOU KNOW HOW FOR NOW IM LOST AND FIGHTING THE DARKNESS ANYONE GOT A FLASHLIGHT?

Nope, The Thought Didn't Count.
Every Christmas, I'm left miserable and unsatisfied. My parents got me the wrong thing, my friends got me worthless junk, and your grandparents didn't get me anything because they hate my snotty little punkass. Then I root through a giant stocking and find a bunch of socks. Isn't that fun? Rummaging through footwear to find smaller footwear. Great. People waste money on me and say, "You're so hard to shop for!" Really? Then don't shop for me! Seriously, I won't mind. It's not like I'm going to ever use this calendar anyway. They get me calendars every year. Hundreds of them. I even got a Birds of the World calendar. That's right, Birds of the World! I hate birds and I hate the world. Get a clue. They they they they they they they they they claim that it's the thought that counts. I'm no Deanna Troi, but I'm pretty sure that thoughts don't count in this stretch of the galaxy. Plus, these morons have no coherent thoughts in their brain. All year long, their meager minds are pumping

Want A Picture??
Hey there just thought I would share some pics I have made or others have made me but I can do as well =). If you want one just ask. Let me know what you want. So here are examples Color Change Effect Rainbow Effect Lightening Effect Heart Effect Sparkles Effect Old Time Movie Effect Fire Effect Bubbles Effect Just let me know what you would like :)

Ok Been In The Hospital
I KNOW DONT WORRY LOL I WASNT HURT I HAVE A HISTORY OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION WELL I BEEN STRESSED LATELY AND REAL DOWN SO SUNDAY WAS THE BREAKING POINT HAD SOME ISSUES MY DAD SAID HE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO GET HELP I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY MEDS HOME SICK AND JUST PLAIN STRESSED OUT OF THIS WORLD SO HERE YA GO YOUR GIRL WAS LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL YOU WANT TO KNOW ME WELL HERE YOU ARE I HAVE TO TAKE MEDS EVERY DAY I AM VERRY GOOD AT HIDING IT AND COVERING IT UP TO PPL ON HERE BUT AT HOME EVERYONE COULD SEE SOMTHING WAS UP AND THEY MUST HAVE BEEN RIGHT CAUSE I DIDNT VOLENTEER TO STAY THEY MADE ME AND MY DAD DIDNT COMMIT ME SO IF I HAVNT BEEN TALKATIVE AND I DID TURN MY SHOUTBOX OFF BECAUSE I STILL AM NOT FEELING LIKE ME IM DEF NOT 100% YET BUT IM SHURE I WILL BE SOON I JUST HAVE TO GET OVER THE WAY THE NEW MEDS HAVE ME FEELING I NEVER EVER WANT TO END UP IN THAT PLACE AGAIN WELL THERE YOU ALL HAVE IT IM CRAZY HA HA WELL IM SHURE THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME ALREADY KNEW THAT MUAH HOPE E

Fresh Meat Here...lol Be Patient....
Just wanted to say hi and thank you to everyone who has welcomed me to the site. Still trying to learn the ropes, so don't take it personally if I don't get back to you. I will soon.

Fuzzy
I quit smoking today. Been like only 12 hours, but my brain literally feels like it's rattling in my head. I'm trying to stay as focused as I can on things. But I keep on forgetting things... mixing stuff up. Nothing is coming together. FUCK. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.

Warning!!!!!
SOME ASSHOLE HAS BEEN GOING AROUND TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK TO MY FRIENDS. IF ANYONE ELSE HAS RECEIVED ANY EMAILS, SBs OR ANY OTHER MESSAGES ABOUT ME OR SUPPOSEDLY FROM ME PLEASE SEND ME COPIES OF EVERYTHING THAT IS SAID. MY REAL FRIENDS KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM. SO IF YOU BELIEVE THE LIES THEN I GUESS YOU ARE NOT AMONG THE REAL FRIENDS! ONCE AGAIN HATERS HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH THEIR LIVES OTHER THAN FUCK WITH ME! MORDECHAI

Now Is Our Chance To Become Popes.
Having hundreds of hot Catholic girls on their knees all around you each day, how bad could it be? Their eyes are closed and their hands all cupped together in front of their mouths. Catholic chicks are absolutely begging for the cock. It's so obvious. To me anyway.. So anyway I've always wanted to be a Pope. And since that other dude died, now's my chance. However, I couldn't find an application anywhere on-line so I made my own. I printed one, filled it out, and sent it to Vatican City this morning. Just a suggestion.. you should probably invent your own name. I made mine "Pussy Eater Savage Henry XIXVMCLCXMCI the 38th, Emporer of Zorgtron, Defeater of the Glorginoids." That's way cooler than my real actual name. If they hung a pope, he'd be a pope on a rope. That's funny. Pope on a rope. Oh man.. good stuff. Sorry, I mean no offense to religious people. I'm just having fun. Havin' a little fun, that's all. Praise the lord and what not.

Thoughts Of You
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Lmao
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red,orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

My Crushes
To have a crush. What really does that mean? You have the hots for some one. I am just so confused. I can write this here cuz I know my "crush" won't read it. I like this guy and I am pretty sure that he likes me. I am just coming out of a three year relationship, that I had gotten into not long after a five year marriage. I am not ready for a relationship just yet. I am not ready to be with just one person yet. I like to keep my options open and see what there is to offer out there. And I know this guy likes me. He keeps trying to push the idea of a relationship on me and it makes me uncomfratable. We knew each other years back. He was married to a friend of mines best friend. He is really a nice guy, don't get me wrong, but he comes across a little stong at points in time. And as my other "crush" explained to me that sometimes guys have to be persistiant to get the girl. I mean can he really like me that much, with out really knowing me all that well? Its questions lik

Braille Is Worthless
.:..: :..:.:. :. :. .: ::. .: (Braille is worthless) When a man pays his hard earned dollars so that blind people can find their way out of libraries, you know it's time to start murdering cripples. I went to the library to pick out a new self help book. While I was waiting for the elevator doors to open, some braille dots caught my eye next to the buttons on the wall. The first thing that occured to me was "What are blind people doing in a library?" This made me think, and as my anger and frusteration increased, I came to the conclusion that even if blind people had a use for a library, having braille on an elevator is redundant because there are only two buttons - up and down. Instead of feeling twenty little metal beads, blind people just have to feel for a couple giant dots. What a waste of tax money. Thinking further about how much people like Hellen Keller piss me off, I got an idea to get back at all the disgruntled handicapped folk who petitioned the government to u

Erotic Stories
So you entered the club. You sit down at the bar. As I watch you, turning you're head around and checking out the scene. As you look my way I raise my glass to you and smile as I take a sip of my wine. I see you acknowledge with a look and a smile towards me. I walk up to you and take your forearm and steer you over to a quiet table where I convince you to sit with me We discuss generalities, and I begin to steer the conversation towards what I would like to do with you, as you place your hand on top of mine and caress it softly. Meanwhile I slide closer to you, touching my thigh to yours... I reach under the table and softly stroke the inside of your thighs, sliding my hand down to the knee and then up with my nails. You sigh and lean back as you open your legs a bit wider and I begin to trace the outline of your cock, squeezing it gently and rubbing it. I can feel it throbbing as it gets harder. I unzip your pants and slide my hand inside as I release your cock to my hand

Asshole!!
Date: Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:28:17 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: baygirlsarider@fubar.com Reply-To: nigger lover, u dont deserve your skin ARE YOU SERIOUS? MUTHAFUCKA I WOULD FUCK YOU UP I EVER SEEN YOU!!!!!!!!1

From Debbie
Albert...First let me say to you that you are the love of my life. I'm sorry I didn't have enough trust in you and your love for me.Please accept my apology. Now to friends and family...Let me assure you that things are fine between Albert and me. We could never be happier Every day we learn more about each other and that brings us closer together. If you care about Albert or me you will treat our relationship with respect and not try to bring it down.

Him And I!!
This is something i wrote a while back called HIM and i....i had a dream about me having a conversation with god and when i woke up i wrote it down and this is what i came up with...i hope you guys enjoy HIM and i The day we had a conversation it was really kinda touching At first I couldnt believe it I thought that I might be buggin I dont like the way the word is turning HE said to me There's corrupted individuals as far as the eye can see I agree I said there's no love its nothing but cowards Is it all about the cars, the money, women and power In the hood the forecast calls for nothing but lead showers And people fall everyday like both of the twin towers Do you agree I asked, lets reconcile with the past So we can move into the future, stop the ignorance at last And I agree HE said, the world today's a big mess We need to educate the youth and eleviate the stress A good idea I said, lets merge the thread and needle Try to make a world qui

Youze A Hooooooo(yes You)
Just sittin at the computer desk mindin my own buisness when the phone rings.... Dont all good stories start off with something similar? "Hello!" I answer in my ever cheerful gay phone voice "Is this Marleena?"(he said some fuckin name that was wierd I cant remember what the fuck it fuckin was) "Nope-You got the wrong number guy" "Well,,uh...uhm,..Well whos this?" "What?You called me dude" "Do you know an Angie?Someone been talkin to my wife Angie?" "Nah,son..I dont even recognize the area code or number.." "Well someones been talkin to my fuckin wife Angie!..Talked to my wife for 40 fuckin minutes!!"(He said all angry yelly) "Dude,..(I said all dry) I dont even know what your talkin about man" Then he said all calmly-"Well,you need to check your phone bill"- and hung up Good Times. Any time you meet a payment. Good Times. Any time you need a friend. Good Times. Any time you're out from under. Not getting hastled, not getting hustled. K

Getting Older Is A Gift
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken a back by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that

Taking Flight
Yesterday I went by Dr. Garwood's office to weigh....and OMG....OMG OMG OMG....I have lost another like 5 pounds....my total weight loss now is 95.5 pounds. I am sooo excited. You know, It feels awesome to put clothes on and they are huge....to go to the store and grab something in your size and have to go down instead of up a size for it to fit. It is awesome to go sit in a chair...and realize you didn't just have to squeeze your ass into it. To buckle your seatbelt and be able to breathe...or in some cars just to buckle the seatbelt at all...to sit behind the steering wheel and not have to worry about your belly restricting your steering. And this is only the beginning of the changes...I feel like a butterfly that is gaining a long awaited deliverance from the cocoon she has been imprisoned in. Watch me fly!

Typing My Heart Out.....still.
I keep coming back here. It's getting harder to type through the tears. But I need to get this out or I'll go totally off my rocker. The nights are getting longer. My pain is steadfast. Unrelenting in it's pursuit to rip me apart. I know I can't let it beat me down. But it seems the harder I try to fight it off, the stronger it becomes. It was just one word. That's all you had to say. That one word opened the gates of my hell. I honestly thought I was stronger than that. Apparently not. I'm as weak as a kitten. Oh, I put up a good front. Never letting anyone see me down. Except here. I don't want pity. I just want to feel again. More than anything.

Who Would Win In A Fight: Captain Crunch, Captain Morgan, Or Captain Jack Sparrow?
I have my money on... me. I would eat Captain Crunch, and then drink Captain morgan with Captain Jack Sparrow. When he got all drunk, I would cut off one of his dreadlocks and strangle him with it. I'd be like, "You forgot one thing, mate. I'm Caramello Koala!" Sorry, that was bad. It's a cool concept, I just delivered the whole thing terribly. I hate comedians who do that. They have really good ideas, but present them like shit and it makes me sick. Just look at this writing - terrible script. I even used the word "terrible" twice in one paragraph. I deserve to be beaten. If you live in the Atlanta area, gimme a call and we can arrange a time when you can bludgeon my face with zuccini bread. Why zuccini bread? What the hell is wrong with me? Captain Crunch tastes good, but it's really sharp and pointy on my delicate palate tissue. The best cereals are as follows: 1. Life 2. Cinnamon Life 3. Honey Graham Life 4. 2/3 Frosted Flakes, 1/3 regular flake mix I heard on the ra

Deletin Account Because My Internet Is Gettin Turned Off Soon
i left my husband 3 months ago and have been havin financial problems since then. I just came back from social services and they are gonna help me wit my mortgage but i have to contribute 85%. I have 3 young children therefore i am unable to work at this present time. I cannot afford my internet ne more so i will no longer be on yahoo either. When shit gets better maybe i will be back. If you have my cell number i might not have that any more either.

Friday
Ha Ha I've always enjoyed toady's comment, I believe it was one of the first ones I ever made? (Todays was revamped a bit) I made the words in-between all my gifs into a jpeg photo as to add a few extra characters Seems fitting to use that one after the "burn" one earlier in the week 8-p Kinda weird, I never had any male friends that I sent comments to ... So I was never too PC about addressing the comment in a flirty manner. -Well- Now I drop a daily comment at ole 'Cubby' and sometimes I think about it, Others I don't - eh, Cubs is just HAPPY just to get comments ... *cough-commentwhore-cough* Just kidding! Anyway I hope you enjoyed toady's -I always enjoy making them ... Oh & if your new to my Friends list & Would like to be included on my daily rounds? Just start leaving ME *cough-commentwhore-cough* some comments daily! :) Oh to see this as it was meant to be (on black background) Click here And for the preservation of

Members
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Naughty Application
Naughty Application JUST BETWEEN US SO BE BRAVE,FILL IT OUT & SEND IT BACK TO ME...lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. If you had me alone and all to yourself, what would you do? 25.What your number?

Update
Well, everything is getting back to normal in our life. Bob did his steroids to stop his attack and now starts meds (shots) every other day for what could be the rest of his life. We're strong and I know no man whos stronger than him so Im sure everything will be ok. I wanna thank all my girls who have been there for us thru this all. Having someone to talk to has really made this easier. I love you all and a big MUAH!!! to every last one of you.

Family List
I am redoing my family list so I can get the people I talk to or want to keep track of on it....if you are on it and get removed, you need to talk to me more, if you get added, know that you are loved:D By the way, I'm actually kind of digging the new mumm format....Its nice to get the comments from the people I actually want them from:D Plus, I can now vote on my friends mumms, because they don't have to mark them all NSFW....sorry, but there is a little point whore in all of us:D

Interesting Letter....
A husband wrote the following letter for his wife and left it on the dining room table: To My Dear Wife: You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 yrs. old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 yr. old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset - I shall be home before midnight. When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: My Dear Husband: I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about my being 54 yrs. old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 yrs. old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who is also the assistant tenn

A Blog By One Of Our Soldiers!
This blog was written by this soldier serving in Iraq, He is an incredible man stop by and show him some love and let him know you support him! ™Çörþÿ@ fubarDonkey carts are still funny to me...... The temperature is rising and donkey cart caravans are still funny too me. It is the strangest thing. I've been in Iraq for six months now and I see donkey-drawn carriages on the street daily. However everytime I see one, I laugh. I dont know why,I guess its for the same reason that people will giggle when someone passes gas or something. All I can think of is that song "Let me ride that donkey!".I guess the heat is starting to get to me....... This has been a tough year so far. The holidays came and went, they were just another day over here. No family to get together for Thanksgiving dinner,no Santa.The new year came in with a bang as rockets came at the stroke of midnight. No Rockin New Years Eve with Dick Clark though and no Easter Bunny. Instead, we were on mission hard char

40 Days' Temptation
just something i wrote a few weeks ago i think it kind of sets the tone for where ive been and where im going theres so much to look forward to in this life and im taking control of what I can in my life and going after what i want anyone whos hurt me should know ill be ok i am ok and i plan on staying that way for a very long time 40 Days' Temptation i am going it alone ive got this soul to wake ill do it all for me however long it takes and on the 40th day The serpent passed me by temptation blinding me in this lifestyle realigned i said go on let me be i don't need this anymore took a deep long breath and softly closed the door just please let me be free this yearning to subside just go and walk away old and new me to divide the hold he had on me proved I could shake it off yet so eager to return to the life from which ive crossed look me in the eye and say

I'm Losing Another Of My Babies
So, Friday I had to take Grader in for an Ultrasound on his abdomen. He has been having these episodes lately where he has been collapsing sometimes and is really weak. When he was in for his annual physical a couple weeks ago, the Vet felt a mass in his abdomen and recommended I bring him back for an Ultrasound. Well, as it turns out, he has splenic cancer that has metastisized to his liver. He isn't in any pain right now but who knows how fast this will progress. He may be around for a few weeks or a few months. Guess I will be spending that time saying my good byes.

So You All Know
2 weeks ago I got my laptop stolen. Plus I've been hanging out with my girlfriend. I'm still alive just been busy. Good Luck. I'll contact you all when I get my new comp. Right now I'm on my girlfriend's computer.

Turn The Page
When I was seventeen, I served as a legislative page. In theory, paging is a political experience, a practical encounter with how the legislative branch of the government functions. In practice, it is usually just an opportunity to drink in excess and see why the legislative branch of our government doesn't function very well. I viewed paging as, primarily, an networking opportunity. An opportunity to network with boys, that is. There was one boy in particular who I liked. Brent was twenty-four and an intern. He invited me to his parties and told me to invite a few of my friends. I did as instructed, and Ann, Mike, Peyton, and I ended up attending Brent's party. Brent was flirty. So was Peyton. We all got drunk together, had a lovely time, then went to work the next morning terribly hung over. After lunch, Ann pulled me aside: "Sugar, the guys made a bet about you. Brent and Peyton each bet $50 that they'd be able to fuck you." "Oh?" I was somewhat irritated

Baby Lewis
Finally seen my baby boy after 4/5 months , and ive got to tell you this my jaw is aching so much from smiling its unbearable ha ha ive never stopped smiling and it was hours ago,*SMILE* ive missed him so much never gonna let it happen again!!!! smile.x

My Idol...don Maddox
Don Maddox He wrote the book titled "King's Indian Attack" King's Indian Attack Building an opening repertoire can be a daunting task. So much to learn; so little time. The King’s Indian Attack (KIA) offers a remarkable three-pronged solution to this problem: 1) A universal hypermodern repertoire based on NF3/d2-d3/g2-g3/Bg2; 2) A customisable 1 e4 repertoire channelling virtually every black response (except 1…d5) into familiar KIA waters; and 3) A permanent fall back for those times you need to rest your regular repertoire while you fine-tune it, modify it, or repair holes in it. The KIA is versatile and varied enough to serve you for the rest of your career in any one of these three capacities. Don Maddox co-authored the Bluebook Guide to the Winning with the King’s Indian Attack, and he has taught and played the KIA extensively. On this CD he discusses the basic principles of the KIA theory – from both the white and black sides. The CD contains more than 20,000 games (740+

Ok I Forgot To Thanks Some Friends
THIS IS FOR MY VERY GOOD FRIEND ""DJ BABY BOY"" THANK YOU TO YOUR FRIENDS FOR HELPING OUT ALSO-LOL MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ SQUIRRELLS LOVE BERRIES, GOSH I KNEW THOSE GUYS WERE SMART... THEY SPEND THEIR WHOLE DAY LOOKING FOR THEM AND SAVING THEM FOR LATER

Nice Guys Still Finish Last....
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

Being Single Is Not Fun Anymore.
Year 1: I was too hurt to date. I couldn't let go of the fact that he had left me. We didn't have a fight, no argument, not even a disagreement. He just up and left one day. After 5 years together, he was gone. My heart in a billion pieces. I cried for months after. Year 2: I immersed myself in school. I had been laid off my job, and was having a hard time finding a new one. I had decided to finish my education. That alone, was a scary prospect. I had dropped out of high school in my Junior year. Way back in 1974. So the thought of going back to school was indeed scary. But I knew it would be necessary. I got my G.E.D. then enrolled in college in the Criminal Justice Program. I graduated with a 3.65 g.p.a. and an Associates degree of Applied Sciences. Year 3: After graduating college, I had every intention of becoming a police officer. One week after graduation, I was approached to promote a band called Raging Angel. Now, up to that point, I had been promoting bands as just a h

Another Week!
GOOD MORNING! Just Wanted to wish everyone a Wonderful Morning and a Beautiful Week! Time seems to fly when you are having fun doesn't it? WwW.SparkleTags.Com Contest is going ok and I will be posting an update later tonight. Things are going smoothly so far on Fubar..Not too much dramam going on..LOL HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

Get On Your Knees!
CAUSE IM THE FU-KING KING OF THE WORLD GET ON YOURS KNEES IM THE FU-KING KING OF THE WORLD DO AS I PLEASE SO GET UP GET OUT AND I'LL SHOW WHAT IT MEANS FOR ME TO BEAT YO ASS DOWN BOW TO ME BOW TO ME AT MY FEET YOU'LL BOW TO ME BOOOOOOOWWWWWW TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GET ON YOUR KNEEEEEESSS! HEHE SORRY BEING A LIL SHIT TODAY! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Annoyed
I come home from work, I see a new member of fubar w/o no picture joins under my profile. I have no idea who this person is...It is scary. I am annoyed and scared so I left it that, am I nuts or worrying?? Any opinions.,,I just had a non member I have no idea who it is, I'm really paranoid, not sure who they are or anything. I blocked them, since I don't know who they are. Is that a bit scary to think like that??? Any ideas on what to do?? Please comment me on opinions or comments. Thanks family/friends. Love ya. That is there homepage link: *Smiles*@ fubar It just drives me nuts, they add me , I have NO IDEA WHO THE HELL THEY ARE!!!

The Bet Is Over!!
Contrary to what CC thinks, I WON! He posted a mumm. He thinks he found a loophole, but he did not! Go look for yourselves: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=223363 I better see Suga Owns Me in his name soon or I will be kicking him in the taint!

I Am Moving Home
Hi Friends, A note to let you all know that I am moving home .. As such I will have no internet access until my ISP sorts out the new line and hits the keys, switches the switches or finishes scratching its ass ..Having an XXL Ass I expect this to take up to three weeks :-( :-( ..It would be great if you could drop me a Fu Mail when you leave me some love so I can come 'n' Luv you back when I visit or return :-D :-D ..Wishin Ya A Great Break from the Great Me .. Hee Hee .. 8-p 8-p .. :-D :-DSoooooonly Mhuuuaahhhhss

The Morning Paper!
He came out in his boxers to get the paper, never thinking anyone would be about at that hour. He reached down to get the paper and looked up in time to see her stop and turn toward the street. He could see she was wearing a white t-shirt and boxers, similar to his. She had earphones on and was looking straight out to the street as if searching for something. He watched as she put her arms above her head and stretched - her back arched back and her head followed. He saw the long black hair flowing down her back , blowing in the wind and lightly lifting away from her body. She continued to stretch and he could see the outline of her breasts against the t-shirt as she turned from one side to the other. Her feet rolling up to her toes - her calves, thighs, ass all tightening at the same time. He felt his cock start to get hard just watching as she stretched and harden that sweet small body of hers. He thought what a way to start the day, a hard cock and a beautiful woman - how to get th

Good Fun!
The Nightmare Fair Last night myself, Chris, and Cass went to the nightmare fair to see if it was scary. When we got there we couldn't hear people screaming so we thought it was going to be crap... Til we went into the damn Halls of Horror. I Don't understand myself sometimes, I refused to go into the Trail of Terror because I was afraid of the clowns and shit popping out at you, but knowing full well that you get CHASED in the Halls of Horror I walked right in with my head held high. I now know that if I was ever in the situation of having to run for my life, I'd totally succeed. There was this one room where when I saw the strobe lights I wanted to die cause I hate those and it was a prison maze. So as we're going through all I heard in a manly voice was "RUN!!!!!!!!" I turn to look and it was Chris! LOL! I never laughed so hard in my life, but when I looked behind her I saw that some weird thing was chasing her, I shoved Cass out of the way and navigate thru that maze

A Normal Day....
He always come home around the same time from work, but I never know what He will want from me. Sometimes He is sweet and warm, other times He is aggressive.. Today he came home as usual, but as soon as he opened the door, he looked at me, ordering me to come to his side. I did as I was told. He then ordered me to strip for him, a slow erotic strip. When I was completely nude, He ordered me to kneel at his feet. He unzipped his trousers, and grabbing my hair, He made me lick Him and suck Him. It felt like hours that I was kneeling there, naked and cold, licking and sucking, suddenly He yanked my head back by my hair and came all over my chest, ordering me to rub it in, and taste it, slapping my face calling me a bad girl... but He was not finished with me... He then got undressed, lying on the bed, ordering me to crawl slowly up his body, kissing and licking as I went... when I was eye to eye with him, He kissed me, whilst forcing Himself into me. He ordered me to go up and down

My Transformation
This was taken from my friends blog he wrote n made sense 2 me alot. Hope he doesnt mind LOL... ."Think positive to attract positive things... think negative and you will be overwhelmed by negative things.... LIFE IS HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE".... All my life I have been dwelling on the past bad things n forgot all the good stuff that happened in my life. Yes i went thru alot but I realized that my past can no longer hurt me n all the stupid mistakes I did in my past are in the past. As long as I dont do it again n have learned my lesson I am good. I was always so focused on the negativity of what i was going thru n the negativity of others n I became sad n miserable bc they were as well n thought why this always gotta happen? u know? But i realized yea its ok for me 2 be sad n depressed bc im human as long as i dont stay in it for so long, Bc its not healthy. Sometimes I cant help it but I am trying not to be who I was many years ago. I used 2 be a person who was depressed alot n

I Don't Understand Things
I don't understand how I can find something that makes me so effing happy... to only have it be taken away from me... I don't think that I will ever be truly happy in life... or if I ever really want to be. Why should I be when all that happens is it comes back to bite me in the a** and hurt me. I had something great this week end... and because of a misunderstanding it is gone... I was all smiles all week end and now... I just sit teary eyed at my desk wondering how I can go from being so happy this mornin to this. I feel crushed... chewed up and spit out. I live my life day to day just trying to survive in this life.. sometimes wondering why I even bother... but...I know I am here to make other people happy... even if that means that I am miserable. So... I give up... I give up on trying to be happy... I give up on trying to find somewhere for me to fit in... I just give up!

Life
"In the long run we're all dead"; as well as being a slogan on one of my all time favorite t-shirts, it's a truth.It's the one truth no one denies. No doubt about it, everything that is born dies. That's just the way it is...just a fact of life. So why does it suck? Even when it's the best damn thing that can happen to ease a person's suffering, it still sucks. God in his infinite mercy blessed my brother inlaw with Huntington's disease. One of his nastier creations, it's a genetic disease that slowy destroys your nervous system...first your motor skill, then your mind, and then the basic mechanics of life. At least he's in good company, God blessed Woody Guthrie with it too. Anyway, the disease is in it's last ugly stages. His throat has stopped working so he can't eat or drink. My brother-in-law had the courage to make a living will(which someday might actualy include provisions to die with dignity, but that's a whole other blog), so there's nothing to do but wait and w

Are You Stupid?!
Are you stupid....or just an ASS? Okay.... It's VENTING time!....LMAO!.... Sad. Yet True.....gotta do it...."They" made me! hehehehehe Let's get something straight....I'm a Bitch. I'm a bitch with a smile. And, when I LOVE ya? I really do...and not in some weirded out strange stalker type either! I live and let live and when time allows, I Spread the Love to ya all..... But I have had an AWFUL, horrible, rotten Monday and it's just friggen started........ WTF is wrong with people? First thing I get is some weird asshole..... Does he shout me with "Hi!", or "hey what's up?" or even a hello at all? NO! I get "I had a dick in my ass and one in my mouth this weekend." SO I responded with ....What's you're point? No answer.... So checked his profile...we're not friends...I haven't fanned him or anything....and he's got quite a few female friends in his list so... Then I added... Do you talk to everyone like this...or am I just the Lucky one? No answer...

I Would
What would I do to give you pleasure It is a question that is to easy to answer. I would use my eyes To take in your beauty. I would use my hands To caress every pore of your skin. I would use my lips To kiss you here, there, and everywhere. I would use my fingers To explore you wherever they may wander. I would use my teeth To gently nibble and bite. I would use my tongue To taste your soul. I would use my mouth To let you feel my hot breath blow behind your ears. Only with you asleep at my side Would I consider my joyous task complete. Sleep well, sleep tight my love For you will need your rest…. For tomorrow night.

Rippers And Pervs
ok you all know i don't say much unless something piss's me off! so here i go 1st of all i'm not trying to hurt feelings or make ppl mad but for those who don't know or just don't care ask before you rip it's only good manors! and don't go to someones page and rate 1 pic and rip 4 because 1st of all you don't get points for riped pics anyway ! so just because you thank it's funny still ask before you rip! and perv's no i don't want to watch you wack off so don't ask and don't ask me if i have yahoo or msn unless i know you i'm not talking to you on there and don't get on here and start ordering me give you my yahoo address because i don't take orders from anyone and all it will get you is a go to hell or bite my ass so if you want someone to cam you and let you cam them pick another woman because i'm sick of it ! so if you can't act normal and not like a physco idiot then do it somewhere else! i'm not saying this because i don't ppl to talk to me but what i am saying is treae me with

Another Update
The whole community, along with several others.. in fact, over 250,000 San Diegans have been mandatorily evacuated from their homes. Even Qualcomm Stadium (home of the Chargers) is now a huge evacuation center. Helped water, and pack up my friends, make phone calls to neighbors and evacuated to my friends Ellen and Bill, to his daughter's house along the coast in Leucadia. I talked to my roommate while we were driving to the coast and there are fires north of San Diego, just south of Anaheim/Disneyland in Irvine - so the 5 freeway is jammed up and there is no way for me to get back home.. I'm only an hour's drive from home and can't get there!! Fortunately, Anaheim is safe, but the ash rain and winds are taking its toll up there. I was at least able to get online to give me something to do, but may have to spend the night at my childhood friend's office in Solana Beach if I cannot drive home tonight...Not going to horn in on my friend's family, so will try and do something until

Airport
...Today He met me at the airport. As soonas he saw me he came over and kissed me, bending me slightly in the most loving embrace. He took hold of my hand and led me to his waiting car. As He turned on the gas, He looked deep into my eys, and I knew what He wanted. We drove down the road slowly, and then He pulled over. He looked at me and told me that He had been missing me for eternity, then He ordered me to hitch up my skirt and pull down my panties and bend over the seat with the door open. He then came round the car, and slapped me on the butt again and again until I squealed in pain. He then thrust himself into me hard and deep, knowing that people would be watching from the highway, but knowing also that I would always be just his. As he thrust I could feel him getting more and more excited, thrusting harder the more excited He became. I could feel Him come so deep inside, and I knew I would get no pleasure this time... but this is my pleasure...

594
I am truly hurt. Someone called me a racist because of the icon pictures I have supporting my local baseball team. The Cleveland Indians. I am far from being a racist person. If you feel that I am racist for supporting my hometown team - Then screw you!

Surprise At The Top Of The Stairs (story)
Surprise At The Top Of The Stairs by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) As you walk into this beautiful, old antebellum home, I welcome you with a warm embrace. Giving a tender kiss on your cheek just before your ear, I whisper, "there is a surprise upstairs in the second door on the left." You smile wanting to inquire further, but I press my soft, full lips to yours, giving you a passionate, yet tender kiss. I wink at you, shake my finger side to side as if to say, "Uh, Uh, Uh, ...just go upstairs." You make full eye contact with me and read me from within. Excitement stirs inside of you as you make your way up the winding staircase. You feel your heart beating faster as the blood pumps through your veins, stimulating your manhood. You reach the top of the stair case, with your heart pounding and your pants beginning to get a little uncomfortable due to the lack of room for the obvious excitement you are feeling. Walking down the hall, a lovely scent of peaches

Go Show Him Some Love He Is New N Really Great Lol
Hey guys this is one of my real friends i got to join from my work... so go rate add n fan him to make him welcome he is funny and loving a real great guy.. he is on dial up so may take him awhile to rate back but he is new so he will get to u.. LoL.. SO LOVE HIM UP HE PLZZ.. Thanx in advance i love my friends Teddybearearl@ fubar

A Dragon Feels Love Tonight
A Dragon Feels Love Tonight A dragon feels love tonight , Tho' his lover's not in sight, The spark within him still burns bright, For the one he loves tonight. He holds himself in fond embrace, Imagining his lover's face, His wings wrap 'round his vision's grace , Though 'tis only empty space. Though his love is far away, He prays his lover feels this way, Sharing dreams that hold at bay, The loneliness he felt today. He dips a claw into a pond, Watching ripples go beyond, To touch the heart of his sacred bond, Hoping his lover will respond. His tail quakes in anticipation, Of his lover's sweet felicitation, He waits with ferver'nt desperation, For their glorious unification. The dragon hopes the time comes anon, To taste of the kiss of his companion, Then his heart sings like a carillon, The beatific cant of a sweet benison. But he will wait for eternity, For his love's not meant to be, A scheme of h

Cutze16
She has lied to me as whell as a few others have to . It is really hurtful when you samething and then you or the person does not come back and fullfill there commitment to the person who they said would i will never move up with peeps like that What do yall think about liers

Fubar "top Member"
OK THIS IS WHAT I HATE...THE PEOPLE IN RED...AND FIGHTING OVER IT OMG ITS JUST A SITE YEAH YOU PUT MONEY IN IT BLAH BLAH BLAH BUT COME ON AND YOU ALWAYS SEE SKINNY PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER SEEN A BIG PERSON ON THERE YET AND I HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE LOST CHERRY WTF IS UP WITH THIS AND "THE PACKS" ITS DRAMA PACKS YEAH I WAS IN DSC BUT YOU SEEN I GOT OUT OF IT BECAUSE OF DRAMA FUCKING WAKE UP AND LOOK AT THESE PEOPLE EVERYONE THINKS THERE BETTER THEN EVERYONE ELSE BECAUSE THEY HAVE MONEY HAVE A GREAT JOB...WE ARE THE SAME PEOPLE LIVING IN THE SAME WORLD WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST FUCKING REALIZE THAT SHIT?????? ♥ CASSIE

Love
Love sat down beside me Love sat down beside me I did not know what to do It became a puzzle To be solved. How do you recognize the Beloved When he sits down beside you When she looks at you Do you know Each body thinks it knows The layers all think they know But I did not know It was a surprise. Intimate conversation is always a surprise Talking to yourself Listening to yourself reply Ears hearing Eyes softening Heart listening. Needing to be quiet and allow The voice of Love to speak. Spiraling between desire need and Calm acceptance Eager struggle and Serene observation Touching Love Holding hands with yourself Your other yourself. The Beloved wants to be known As itself, as it knows itself And creates a delicious requirement of morality and fantasy And tricks the Lover into revelation Exquisite revelation And then retreats to see What will happen How will this develop. So today I feel like breaking rules Tomorrow, well who knows When the

Daddy
i tried to sleep tonight i truly did... but every time i closed my eyes i saw him... i smelled him.. at one point i almost touched hm.. and then i realized i had fallen asleep and had merely been dreaming. but it had seemed so real. so damn real. one yr ago tonight, at 5:03 a.m. my father lost his short battle with lung cancer.. funny it really doesn't seem like it's been a whole yr. at times it seems like yesterday, or maybe last week. it just doesn't seem possible that it's been a year since i've heard his voice or held his hand, or kissed his cheek.could it really be a year since i have heard his laughter or looked into his eyes? how can it be that he is gone? how is it that one minute you are talking to someone, fighting with someone, loving someone and then the next they are but ashes in the wind? how can it be possible to miss someone so much u feel like dying? the past yr has bought a lot of changes to the things i believe. i used to believe that when we die we go to a better

You & I
You look at me with such disgust. I didn't ask to be here You treat me like a dog I don't bother you You make me clean up after you I want to cram my fist down your throat. You tell me I will never amount to anything I just laugh and prove you wrong You beat on me with no mercy I have stopped feeling the pain You talk all high and mighty I know you are weak and worthless You taught me to be an animal I learned to be a man You hurt my mother once too many I finally put a stop to it. You talk about everyone in your family I don't care anymore You wanted to keep me chained up I broke free a long time ago You are dead and long gone I am living and loving my life

How To Shower
How To Shower How to shower like a woman: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry basket according to whites and coloureds. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups. Get in shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash hair again to make sure it is clean. Condition hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with natural avocado oil, leave on hair for 15 minutes. Wash face with crushed apricot facial, scrub for 10 minutes until red Wash entire rest of body with ginger-nut and jaffa cake body wash. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower, spray mould spots with Flash. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country. Wrap hair in super