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My Longest Poem At This Time
"Passion’s Ocean" I feel the fire of passion in your eyes. As we lay next to each other, the tides rise. Waves of ecstasy rolling down your face. I slowly run my hands to your side as we embrace. I am lost in your eyes and feel no motion. Yet as we are together in spirit, it’s like being the ocean. You flow with me like a warm summer breeze. It is when I am with you that I feel at ease. I have felt you close to me in certain ways. It gets stronger and stronger with the passing days. Having you with me gives faith and hope. This bond we have holds stronger than any rope. I want to love you in ever way. Letting our bodies and souls flowing out more than words can say. What we have can go beyond physical touch. Where there is no misery and love means so much. I focus back in to your smile. I know to be with you, I’d cross any mile. As our love flows like a mighty river. Sometimes when I make touch with you, I quiver. We are st
poor little rabbit lol
A Shout Between Myself And Ruby Yesterday....
Start at the bottom, we're a little crazy. I was first. ->Ruby Cairo...: LET ME IN! Ruby Cairo...: ALL ARE WELCOME IN THE LIGHT! ALL ARE WELCOME! ->Ruby Cairo...: *the light?! I don't wanna go into the light! It'll burn my retinas!* Ruby Cairo...: ITS SO COLD! SO COLD! ->Ruby Cairo...: *echos* Nati??? I'm scared... HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ruby Cairo...: SOMEBODY PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!!! ->Ruby Cairo...: *HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* Ruby Cairo...: NOOOOOO! OH DEAR GOD WHY? WHY? ->Ruby Cairo...: *screams and vanishes* ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm afraid i'll be gone one day.... like that movie the forgotten... or abandoned.... NATI! DON'T LEAVE! Ruby Cairo...: wtf? ->Ruby Cairo...: GONE
Fuck Off Goodbye...
Shameful You should have ran for days You embrace you betray I am sick to say You're a sad cliché But when you ran you tripped and fell On a path that lead you straight to hell This is my salt in your wounds This is my "I TOLD YOU SO" If You Knew What I Know Would You Move Like You Do? With malicious Discontent You went about hell-bent to destroy But did you have a reason why? [Chorus:] Here's to lowering caskets Of old friends Choice and consequence We'll birth a new day With the death of an old and Start over, Start over. Here's To Burying Hatchets Of Those Who You'd Never Call Your Friend.. We'll Birth A New Day With The Death Of An Old Day And.. Start Over! Start Over! Can You Breathe In Reach And Let It Out Thee Evil Inside that's eating you out tonight With Every Venomous Move I Will Suck You Up And Spit You Get Out Of My Life, Get Out Of My Sight! [Chorus] You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Don't Act Like Your Ashamed You Let Yourself G
One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so
Cute Animal Overload (i May Be A Little Gay For This Lol)
Cute Animal OVERLOAD (I may be a little gay for this lol)
For My Son
I made this for my little boy while pregnant with him. My first cross stitch ever.
Tomorrow Tomorrow....
Jason and Wil here I come! Best part is we're staying in Asbury Park tomorrow night. Wonder what kind of mischief I can get myself into with the GOREgeous young mens....
Elderly Couple
An elderly couple was attending church services, about halfway through She leans over and says: "I just let out a silent fart. What do you think I should do? He replied, "Put a new battery in your hearing aid!"
Lost Without A Soul
Walking on the emptiness of life not knowing the meaning of happiness, every journey of meeting someone is a constant battle hoping that I fine the affection I desire wishing the feeling was mutual, looking for that piece of mind that I’m loved, ever day I walking around with a smile on my face but yet behind it lies the sadness, hurt & pain wondering what did I do with my life to be punish feeling so alone and empty inside for this long? Where so far apart from one another for so long I don’t remember the warmth of your touch the sweetness of ur lips and the simplicity of your kindness and compassion when your looking at me. As I still wonder this body of mine as we call life, I yet hope to stumble upon that thing we call love until then I hide this pain behind a smile on my face not recognizing my reflection of my soul in the mirror. Words from a crying poet Rickay Swave
Wd-40 ... Well Who Knew?
WD-40 Well, who knew...? I had a neighbor who had bought a new pickup. I got up very early one Sunday morning and saw that someone had spray painted red all around the sides of this beige truck (for some unknown reason). I went over, woke him up, and told him the bad news. He was very upset and was trying to figure out what to do - probably nothing until Monday morning, since nothing was open. Another neighbor came out and told him to get his WD-40 and clean it off. It removed the unwanted paint beautifully and did not harm his paint job that was on the truck. I'm impressed! WD-40 (Water Displacement #40) The product began from a search for a rust preventative solvent and degreaser to protect missile parts. WD-40 was created in 1953 by three technicians at the San Diego Rocket Chemical Company. Its name comes from the project that was to find a "water displacement" compound. They were successful with the fortieth formulation, thus WD-40. The Corvair Company bough
To Jo-rod
The anniversary of your death is almost upon us,April 27th will be 6 years you'd be 30 years old. No one ever gave you a chance in life. You always smiled never let no one get you down.never hurt anyone always tried to help. I know you're in a far better place and you don't have to hurt anymore. Doesn't stop our hurt. The lil punk ass Bitch that killed got away with it he done had another kid. he came to the store the other day it was like someone was sticking a dagger through my heart, I wanted to jump over that counter and just go Krazy white Bitch on him.He ain't no man.A real man would've admitted he was drivin that car. I know I'm not supposed to hate But it's hard not too hate him. You'll never get married or have kids you were only 24 years old.He may have gotten away with it here on earth but He will meet his maker. I love you and I miss ya. I'll be going to the side of the road where your Cross is to put your purple flowers. I know you go there often.
In Conclusion
The Universe
Ok here's one that I often spend long amounts of time letting screw up my poor little mind... Is the universe infinite? Personally, the limitations of my mind don't really let me accept either answer. By it's very definition, everything that exists has to be within the universe, which means there can be nothing outside of it. Not only that, but there can be no outside of it... There would have to be... nothing. Surely there would just be more empty space and then that would be more universe. So surely the universe isn't finite. You see... I'm already confusing myself. My mind can't handle this! If the big bang theory is true then it all started from one little bit which exploded and started travelling outwards. If this is true then what the chuff was there beforehand? No universe? Surely not. Even if it is true then if the universe is expanding it must have limitations and therefore can't be infinite. Anyway, this isn't going anywhere in particular. I think people have wri
Falling For Someone
Since I joined CherryTap, I have become attracted to someone and now I'm starting to fall for them. To me I think they are pretty and adorable. Age doesn't matter to me much really. I think that this person and I can have fun together and be kinky. I am starting to fall in love with them and it's driving me bonkers. Why does love have to be so hard and hurt? I was broken hearted several times and I hope I don't get broken hearted by them. Why can't I just hook up with them already? I'm like so dying to be held and kissed and hugged. I miss hugs and kisses and having fun and being happy. People ask me if I'm happy and the truth is I wasn't happy before, but I know that I would be happy with them. xoxoSheena
Do You Believe The Bible Part 3 Copied From Net For Your Inquiring Mind
Revelation 13: Saddam Hussein, the former evil dictator of a modern-day Babylon, and the Wars in Iraq -- A Bible prophecy and New Age analysis We will discuss here the issue of Iraq by using Biblical prophecy to understand the danger that Iraq and Saddam Hussein has been for the world, and why a war with Iraq in March-April 2003, Operation Iraqi Freedom, was necessary to remove this psychopath Saddam from power. First let me express my thanks to the Armed Forces of the U.S., U.K., and Australia for their great success and bravery in the Wars in Iraq. And it was remarkable that so few oil fires had been set by Saddam in the 2003 war, thanks to the efforts of the Special Forces soldiers who prevented Saddam from igniting all his oil wells on fire, as he did in 1991 with the 700 oil well fires in Kuwait. It would have been a great environmental disaster for the world if Saddam had ignited all of Iraq's oil wells on fire, as he certainly intended to do in this war. The entire world o
My Love Is Like.....
(By: Allen :) another beautiful poem from my dear) My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
My Computer Is Dead..
Just letting people know.. My Lap Top is dead.. So i wont be on much.. and when i come on.. I wont be able to chat.. I'm on someone else's computer and just on to check my messages.. When My lap top is back up and running.. I promise to get back to everyone and start rating profiles and commenting.. and Chatting.. I just don't want people upset.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ xoxoxox
Here We Go Again!!!
Well.. if any of you know.. my situation.. then you know it went bad.. then it got better... well.. guess what........ YEP... it got bad again.... once again.. she broke it off between us... god.. i love her so much... YES we still live together... on the lease for another year together...hard not to stay.. when theres no where else to go.... send me some love.. so i know im loved...
A Beautiful Day!!!
today it is 76 here..I just took my kids to the park and it was so great to see them play and have fun..I am truly blessed!!!Plus I feel really good today also..I think the chemo might be working after all!!!:-)Looks like things are going in the right direction after all..MUAH! Hugs Michele
"excuse Me.. Did You Just Accuse Me Of Being Skillful And Delicious? Guilty As Charged"
Hey Guys! I just got home. Did the kids party thing heres the cakes: Who missed me?
Specail Cherry Taps
Firugred I put something here if you go to my stash go to news and there something sort of like this special for you. Thanks and Hugs
I'm The Guy
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. This only scratches the surface of me, so if you haven't already....Why don't you come find out m
No Show....
No Show I had a date it was a no show Guess he didn’t want to go All dressed up Feeling like crap Got in my car I headed to the bar Sat down and ordered a drink Bartender said you don’t fit in here I smiled and ordered a beer Shook my head and said.. I know But where else am I to go I had a date…but it was a no show What was I to do Sit around and feel so blue Oh no, that’s not me I am divorced and feeling free Looking for something, that special someone Who will love me Where in God could he be So the bartender says When you finish your beer There is another waiting right here From that man across the way Just trying to brighten your day I smiled and said I’m ok Jessie was his name He came over and sat down I’m new to this town Just waiting on a friend He’s running late again I smiled and said It’s cool As I sat at that stool Feeling like a damned fool I looked around Felt like all eyes were on me What do they see Wondering if they could know T
Dirty Little Secret
Adored by a few Loved by some Lusted by all Wanted by many I am the fantasy Older woman Ample breasted Experienced Breathtaking Sexy Beautiful Stunning Amazing I am the friend Lover Confidant Psychiatrist Doctor Pastor I am amazing Wonderful Spiritual Easy going Attitude Fun True beauty inside and out They need me Want me Lust me Have to have me Desire me Yearn for me They want to kiss me Love me Hold me Hug me Make love to me Fuck me But they want no one to know that I am all this to them. I AM THEIR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET! Melissa 3/2007
Fun Fun Fun!!!
This was sent to me by a friend on another site. try it and see how it works for you! I know it's stupid but it's fun and I thought it might be nice to do something silly after my last blog. It reveals another side of me, proving that I'm not just about BDSM and politics. :) I was " slutty alcoholic who likes it dirty." Okay, take the phrase that relates to the first letter of your first name: A-Punky B-Emotional C-Pretty D-HOMOSEXUAL E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Gorgeous K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazing Q-Boyish R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated NOW THE THIRD IN YOUR MIDDLE NAME(if you don’t have one use your last name): A-Wizard B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Alcoholic M-porn star N-sex god O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crack whore R-Sex machine S-Prince (ess) T-CryBaby
Just A Note
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Hello my friends :o)
Weird/funny Images I Found While Browsing This Week - 3/25/07
Things That Sound Dirty At Thanksgiving, But Aren't
"Whew, that's one terrific spread!" "I'm in the mood for a little dark meat." "Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist." "Talk about a huge breast!" "It's Cool Whip time!" "If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!" "Are you ready for seconds yet?" "Are you going to come again next time?" "It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it?" "Just wait your turn, you'll get some!" "Don't play with your meat." "Just spread the legs open & stuff it in." "Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?" "I didn't expect everyone to come at once!" "You still have a little bit on your chin." "Use a nice smooth stroke when you whip it." "How long will it take after you stick it in?" "You'll know it's ready when it pops up." "Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that!" "How many are coming?" "That's the biggest one I've ever seen!" "Just lay back & take it easy...I'll do the rest." "How long do I beat it bef
Hmm How To Start.
Well let my say that there was some point in my life when things started to begin getting real ugly. My mother always was the target of my father. He is uhm how to say it very pushy and always wanted to have his right, even when he didnt had it. On one day i didnt liked what my father did to my mum and i got in the middle. Bad choice 1: never get in the middle You know why. Suddenly you are the target and get kicked from both ends. My mum didnt kick as hard as my father, but her hand was furious and sore on the cheek or ass. Soon i had the biggest of problems with my dad and yes i was i think 11 or 12 and i dont remeber quite well, but we had an place where my dad put charcoal in. An dark place, i was there lots of times. My memory of the past is blurred and i am suffering from blocking events out of my mind. To protect myself. Now i am 38 and the blurred fragments getting an shape and form and vision. I saw my father hunt my mum with an axe. She is still alive but
Karma, What A Joke...
Why does Karma have something against me? Why do I continue to treat people like they mean something when it is just gonna come back and bite me in the ass. Why does everyone treat me like I am lying to them? Do I have sucker written on my forehead? Should I take a hint a become a loner... even more than I already am? Am I being tested by some higher power? Why does people say 'nothing', when they obviously mean 'alot, but I am not gonna tell you...'? Grow up... I just want closure, sometimes...bad or good. It is better than being in the dark. I am so confused. Why do I have to beg, but everyone gets what they want. I will miss you......really...I will.
"we Will Never Forget"
This September eleventh will be 6 years, From when our skys were silent for days. And we became aware of all our fears, As we watched in a disbeliefed haze. NYPD and FDNY did everything that they can, We didn't think it could happen here ever. Nothing else mattered as long as you were American, We showed our strength as we banded together. It was a day we had no controls, That day brought us sorrow and regret. Through the loss of so many brave souls, I can tell you "We will never forget". RIGraywolf
Perfect Strangers
Can you remember,.. remember my name As I flow through your life A thousand oceans I have flown And cold spirits of ice All my life I am the echo of your past I am returning the echo of a point in time Distant faces shine A thousand warriors I have known And laughing as the spirits appear All your life Shadows of another day And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers I know I must remain inside this silent well of sorrow A strand of silver hanging through the sky Touching more than you see The voice of ages in your mind Is aching with the dead of the night Precious life your tears are lost in falling rain And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers
I spent the day traveling home from Little Rock. I am happy to be home, my cat is thrilled that I am home. Despite all of my complaining about the trip, I had a pretty good time. Last night was especially fun. After we listened to the television judge speak (this really deserves its own blog), we headed out to the bars. I drank... more than I should have, and at the end of the night ended up on the stage at a piano bar. I was wearing a suit--or part of one--and was dancing and lighting cigarettes for the pianists and the drummer. And I was flirting, of course. Some guy put his phone number in my phone and listed his name as "Mr. America." Of course, I have no idea what his actual name is, so I could never call him. Sometimes being clever isn't the best idea. This morning, when we got on a shuttle to take us to the airport, I was sharing news stories with the group--including the story about the Texan who killed his ex-girlfriend, chopped her into pieces, and then bu
To My Friends That I Have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am writing this to let all of you know that I have smoked my last Cigerette tonight and at 10:20 pm is the offical start to me quitting. I want to say I'm sorry in advance to everyone if I seem like a real jerk this week. I have been smoking for 11 years without trying to quit. This will be something new for me and I hope that you will all help out in one way or another. You all mean so much to me and I just want you to all know that. I am giving permission to everyone of you that if you see me with one in my mouth or asking for one you can take it out of my hand or mouth and throw it away or step on it to stop me. If I ask for one tell me no and don't be nice about it. Keep telling me that it will get better from here on out and give me the support that I know you all can give just like you did will everything else I have done in my life. Again I want to say thank you and please just bear with me until I can get over this bump in the road. Wish me luck any way you can eithe
Thank You My Friends..
I would once again like to thank all my friends for making my birthday such a special occasion, I realy appreciated all the comments and gifts. I especially would like to thank Debbie for all her time and effort in making this happen for me, and to one other, who will remain anonymous, but did so much just to make me smile. It was one of the best birthdays I have had in a long, long time. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart Adam
Did u notice that a lot of ppl are displaying pix of hot models that are not them.As their default pic, mostly the higher up cherries uber goober n higher... But other cherries 2, just was wondering what the trend was for.. i could name so many ppl that have done that but they are not on my friends list... Are ppl that simple and really think it is them, are they doin that to draws ppl's attention. Should Snow follow the trend? Plz reply ya opinion, i need 2 be in the know =P
Story No. 4
We are out in the hot tub one summers evening just as the sun is setting, its nice and warm outside still. We have been foolling around a bit in the tub my hands over your body, tweaking your nipples and your hands running over my chest and then down towards my groin. You reach for cock which by now is hard under your touch, you start to move your hands backwards and forwards, i tell you to stop, you say no and carry on, i'm getting closer and closer and tell you to stop again, you ignore me and carry on. Fine I say and get up to go, you say your sorry and ask me not to go but I say its too late for that now and leave you in the tub. Once inside the house i run to get the things that i need for your punishment. I creep back outside to surprise you, you still have your back to me in the tub, i pull a silk scarf out of the bag of toys that i have with me and quickly tie it over your eyes, as i am doing it i notice a little grin cross your face. I take your hands and help you out of t
I Don't Get It...
I've had to block someone else. Apparently they were unable to read my profile and still asked for my number. *head in hands* it's almost not worth it to bother with CT. I mainly log on to say hi to certain people and to vent on occasion. That's about it. But I dont' get it. I've written that I will not give out my contact information. I certainly don't have any nude photos or even anything marked NSFW. What in the world gives the impression that I want anything more than to hear a good joke or something? Am I doing something wrong here? Maybe it's time to clear out the friends list again. Ah well.
Nipples, Lack Of Underwear And Shaved Poon...
So this weekend my sisters and I were discussing nipples, areola issues, areola attacks, crossed eyed nipples, nipples that are googly, and nipples that are just erect. *cough* So anyway as with everything else, what a coincidence... no one is wearing underwear today, and at last check I need a touch up down south. That is all.
My Soul Is Yours
There is but one person that has truly touched my soul. I know that things have been hard and not exactly the way we wanted it to be.. but know that I love you and adore you. You are the reason I get up and the reason I do not want to sleep. If I die today, I know that I have truly loved and been loved. I wish I could shout it to all.. but alas that would not do.. you know that i love you and i know you love me. Someday I will show you how very much. I will be at your side always. Watching over you and taking care of you. You are not meant to walk alone. I was sent here to walk with you for all eternity. I love you
On Fear...
What is fear? In its simplest definition, it is faith in the enemy. One of the most insightful quotes I ever heard on fear came from "Point Break"... "Fear causes hesitation, and hesitation will cause your worst nightmares to come true." I never heard it said better. I'm not saying you should just go jump off a building, because once you hit the pavement, you will die if you're lucky (if not, you'll be in torturous pain and awaiting a prison sentence, since attempted suicide is a crime). Respect the realistic dangers, but if there is nothing but a "what if" to fear, then focus on "what IS" and deal with it. Fear is also black magic. It attracts bad luck to you. Honestly, look around you. Look at all of the people around you who are constantly afraid of things, and look at how much goes wrong in their lives. There is a connection. Fear is a magnet for the things you fear most. Without it, bad things will still happen to you, but at least not as often. Just ac
This Is Such A Good Idea
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline: Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem
Life Can Be Serious At Times
We all have to look at things at times with a smile... Or even laugh at things.. In a world of war, sickness, hate and so on... We just have to look at things at laugh.. Or maybe drink LOL.. It is the best medicine around to laugh .. And its free and does you the world of good... I have asked the elderly what is their secret in staying so young.. Many have answered to laugh alot and enjoy life... It is a postive way to look at things.. When things get to much for you... Go and find something or listen to things that make you laugh.. I try to look at things and avoid the seriousness.. And think of other things... Ok it can be very hard to do at times I must amit... When things get to me I can stay down for months at a time... But with help from the love of my friends I soon get back up... I even put a comedy dvd on which I never use to like... But some I laugh so much i cried LOL... And what people say at times... Or looking at emails, or video clips, or even music..
So Horny
I'm sitting here watching you needing you more and more. Everytime your dicks in me I feel as good as a whore.. Don't you want to fuck me good and cum on my tits? Or would you just like me to sit on your dick? My pussy is wet, hot, dripping, waiting for you, I want you to come here and fuck me for a few.. Make me scream, make me hollar, oh shit just choke me with your hands like they were a collar..
In Loving Memory
My Dog Is Dying...
or may already be dead. I don't know. He has cancer. Again. We can't afford to get it fixed this time. About an hour ago, he left to see the vet. I don't know if he's coming back. My mother told me, as they left..."I can't do this anymore, not if it's expensive. I can't handle it. You've got five minutes. Love your dog" And they left. I don't know if he's being put down as I type this. I really do'nt know. God this is killing me.
Going Out Of Town
Well, 7 of from my church are going to help someone in France build a house. We leave Saturday morning from here in a van, drive to Richmond VA, where we board a puddle hopper to Philadelphia. After a 6 hour layover, we get on a big jet to hop the pond to Paris. From there it's a high speed train ride south through Lyon, Valence stopping at Avignon. We then squeeze into a smaller van and drive an hour to a small town called Charols. Bob and Celia (a British and Scottish couple) will keep us in their Bed and Breakfast. The work site is in another small town called Grane. It's a stone foundation that dates back to the 12th century Roman Empire. A family will make it their home. They can't believe that 7 men will take a week out of their lives to help build with them. Two of us are professional carpenters. Two of us are carpentry hobbyists. Two are just bringing their able hands, and our pastor will be a translator when needed. I didn't mention this
Cup Of Joe... Faux Pas?
Hmmmm a nice guy you think? Well he couldn't even take a joke that I said about me not liking coffee cause it stains ya teeth... welll this was his comment to me in the shoutbox.... I truly love my Leica Camera for shots like these... so sad... Get a life man and learn to joke its only the internet...
Off The Top Of My Head
so you say that you imagined me in your dreams you felt me like i was there with you thats the trics of the mind things are not always what they seem to know me is to see me, to know me is to understand me, to know me is to want me so do you know me stranger or am I just a thought in a mind that I will never know maybe I imagine you, even like you are there in mind body and soul but at last they are just thoughts thoughts only we can see but will never connect because to know me is to love me, to feel me to never leave me, to hold me, and kiss me on my neck so am i your imagination or will one day in a crowded room will i feel you and you will be there not in my mind but flesh I will wait and see what happens but if we never meet thanks for the connect
A Life And Times
I know I write about sex or when I am just devistated..but I also get from my thousands of friends and fans that they really dont know me. I am nuts. Let's just start there. I grew up in a Chicago suburb. My prestigiuos family still resides there. Every one of them has one if not 2 degrees including my parents. My Mother has dual Masters and my Father has his Doctorates. You all say to could this woman be from that type of a background? Well, i have a learning disability Dyslexia. Now it isn't as bad of a handicap as it was when I was young. Do not getme wrong, i do have an IQ of 138..and have never been mistaken as someone lacking intelligence..maybe just making poor decisions. I met my ex husband when I was 19. I was going to College and wasnot making it very well. From there i moved to the East Coast where I had discovered how well I could hide behind Alcohol and substance abuse. I also found out that some men abuse women...Physically, emotionally, spiritually, fi
Who Wants A Nice Surprise From Embyr?
Who would like to have a big nice surprise from embyr? oh trust me you dont want to miss out on this . so hurry hurry before its to late CLICK HERE FOR SURPRISE
My Tribute To My Grand Mother
Law Of Attraction/ The Secret.
Now shall I travel my path while weak, Not knowing for what it is that I seek. So shall a light shine through, For my knowing what I am to do... Give my strength to send out, Clearing my mind of any doubt. So shall I now kneel down to fate, Allow me lift that lowered gate. Grasp my hand in giving to me, For what I shall see. Touch within that sacrifice of which is endless, Let it be a gift of a 'wanting'then a 'needing'at rest... Then look back to 'why' our path's did cross, These two cross-path's do not stand for loss... {within the desire comes the faith and within the faith stands the ability} 3-26-07
50 Ways Girls Mess Up Sex (as Written By A Woman)
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's time
What Do You Do??
Tonight i came home from work to find a bird at my front door. I had no idea what was wrong with it but it was near death. I am not sure of the name of the bird but it was a nice bird, one that you like to have around. After watching it for a while i decided it would not live and also ants where into it. So i had to finnish its life to stop it suffering. I hated to do that but what else was i to do? I feel so sad now because i did what i think was right for the bird. Still i did kill it. I killed a bird that was helpless to stop me. Was i wrong?? I sure hope i wasnt. If you read this i hope you dont feel the way i do now. To kill is easy when you have to but till kill an inicent bird, well that just something i dont like to do. I really hope i did the right thing for it. I am going to go now and sleep if i can but i am sure i will have trouble with that. My first blog and i feel so sad i had to do it.
What A Dream
I had a very fabulous dream and I will certainly need to incorporate it into an erotic story. I was in a room blindfolded and nude. The room was filled with total strangers and throughout the entire dream they showered me with kisses all over and fondling and caressing every inch of my body. I woke up so aroused I went to grab my husband but he was already up and in the shower. So... I let my fingers do the walking.
Best Friend
"Best Friend" Through thick and thin I'll stand by you, And do anything you ask me to, Climb the highest mountain, swim the widest sea, As long as you are there, to encourage me, Yes, i am a changed man, courtesy of the Corps, But I still have shoulders to cry on, that's what they're for, No matter what time it is, half past or quarter 'til, When no one else will listen, of course you know I will, Whenever you need me, just call out my name, i will be there beside you, to ease your pain, As long as you are at least my friend, My love for you will never end. -E. Dunphy (C) 2006
Run to me when he treats you poorly. Get comfort in my embrace. Only to run back when he says sorry. Why don't you just spit in my face? It isn't the first time and won't be the last. He doesn't care about you, to him you're a game. He'll do it again just like in the past. He fucked that girl without even knowing her name. You swear up and down he will change. Why don't you just leave the asshole? You can not, you'll feel strange He completes you? Makes you whole? Again and again, and time after time. Nevertheless I'm here when you cry. You cry over him and his crime. Why am I here? Because I'm a nice guy. -E. Dunphy 94% of men are assholes 04% of men are gay 02% of men are actually nice guys. (no I am not saying gay men can't be assholes or nice.)
This Song Discribes How I Feel About Men
One, two, ready go I'm tired of boys who make me cry They cheat on me and they tell me lies I want a love who'll never stray When he sees other girls, he looks away And if he never kisses me, well that's alright 'Cos we can just cuddle all night Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I don't really care that you are queer Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I never feel lonely when you are near It'll be a great romance We'll go shopping and buy tight pants You don't care how big my ass is, just how fabulous my dress is Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I don't really care that you are queer Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I never feel lonely when you are near One, two, ready go You cry at movies, on our dates Romantic comedies sure are great But when you're sad I'll dry your tears 'Cos I'll always think that you are fierce I like cigarettes, and that's no gag But you'll always be my favorite fag You'll always be my favorite fag You'll always be my favorite faaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Love Me As I Am
Love me as I am. love me for my beauty love me for my faults love me for me love me for the love i give to you love me for my giving ways love me for my anger love me for being there when times get hard love me for listening to you Just Love me as I am.
Do You Know..........?
Do you know what's LOVE? LOVE is like the wind We can't see it But we can feel. Did you feel a true LOVE?
Damn It
I dont know about anyof you guys but I myself happen to enjoy watching porn. I really dont see how any one could not like watching porn The other day I was kicking back with some homies and porn was some how on the T.V ( i wonder who putit on)EHHHHHHHHH!!! anyways and one of the homies old ladys came in and was all up tight about it. She literally looked everywhere she could except at the fucking t.v I thought that was wierd maybe shes self concious about her body or shes just a tripper cause her mans watching some hot ass bitch get down. What's your thoughts about it
How I Came Up With The Name Boo Boo Kitty Fukk
its from the movie JAY AND SILENT BOB STRIKE BACK... SO here we go I found the part Of the movie its just the words no video... Jay: What's twistin' this bitches tit? Justice: Maybe it's because girls don't like to be called bitches, Jay. Jay: They don't? How 'bout fine piece of ass? Justice: How 'bout not. Jay: Then what the fuck am I supposed to call you? Justice: Something sweet, ya big goof. Something nice. Jay: Boo boo kitty fuck? Justice: That's... a start.
To All My Friends, I Need Some Help!
Ok this is to anyone , anyone at all who can help me with converting lets say inches ovwer to millmeters. does anyone know a formula or standard conversion scale on how to do it. Anyone who can help me with this and at least show me how i can use it where it can be easliy converted from one type of measurememt scale to another,i'll make em a nice pair of moccasins, ethier black or tan, thier chocie, custom made for them! Any help i will greatly appericate it, cause i somehow need to learn to do it tonite if possible!
Ten Dirty Things You Didnt Know About Me
1. I can get you hard in just one kiss 2. I do this amazing thing with an ice cube during sex =) 3. I like it dirty 4. I like it rough 5. Spank me, pull my hair, bite me, and call me your bitch, i like it all. 6. You should see what i do with a banana during sex =) 7. Ive had 2 threesomes. 8. I swallow 9. I take it up the ass. 10. When people watch me, it turns me on.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
10 Reasons Why...not!!
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong 1. Homosexuality is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 2. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 3. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 4. Heterosexual marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 5. Straight marriage will be less meaningful if homosexual marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 6. Heterosexual marriages are valid because they produce children. Homosexual couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren
Very Emotional Video From Pink
This is an emotional video for me. I have several friends and family members fighting in the war. These are many questions i have asked time and time again. I dont think i am the only one that feels this way either. When is it going to end? All of the pain, hurt and suffering has to end.
Worried About Gizmo
I'm sooo worried about Gizmo. Hes probably around 19 years old. I really dont know his age. When I was in 4th grade I got him from a friend and he was they said already 3 years old. I have had him over 15 years. So hes a old boy,I know he is. He has been the best cat anyone could ever ask for. I love him sooo much and can't stand life without him. He is my comfort pillow. He is the only one that can take angry out of me in a instant of cuddling with him. What will I do with out his comfort.. *sigh* Why I am worried is because he was shitting out of the litterbox. kept getting smaller and smaller. he was peeing fine. for 2 days hardly anything came out. i didn't see him eat much dry food, but i gave him can cat food which is his treats and some milk to see if that would help loosen him up and plus he loves it. he enjoys both so he did eat and drink. He's been throwing up alot lately too. mostly with big huge hairballs so I gave him the stuff for it. Last night he threw up before I
Once Upon A Time
Once Upon a time, There was a beautiful princess named Easter Egg. Easter Egg was a nice girl who was sweet and loved to play in cherryland. Well she had her share of drama in cherryland but it too passed when the evil Mr Slush went to prison. The cherries were all getting along in harmony. Easter Egg had a best friend in cherryland named Poisoned Heart. They had fun being silly and stuff. One day Easter Egg met a new boy in cherryland. His name was Blame Ogre. Easter was enamored. He treated her like the princess she was until he got the awful disease. This disease changed him and it was tragic. He became green. His skin was a horrid color green and his eyes turned red. He didn't like poisoned heart and was very condescending to easter about her friendship. He became controlling and made easter a very sad girl. She didn't know what to do as she couldn't make Blame happy. Nothing she did was right. And she was sick too...not with the same illness blame had but with a very real one that
The wolf is often a symbol of loneliness or predator behavior in dreams. If you dream of a wolf, you are probably in a situation where you lack friendship or companionship. Another scenario may be that you feel others are preying on you, or you are preying upon others for personal gain. Does the wolf appear close up and snarling, or do you notice it far off at bay?
Just got news that my brother will be sent to Iraq in a few months. Kinda depressing. Its a few months away so I'm gonna try not to let it get me too down. Still scary though.
Inquisition There are so many things you need to do to please the human race you need to talk like them and walk like them and look like fantasies born Why should I be a clone? a figment of perverse imagination? Why can't they see the inner being? Does living always have to feel like a living curse? Why are all the hiding places taken? Questions asked are never answered find yourself through your tour of pain Welcome to this heartless nation where attraction is warped insane Bend over backwards hurdle over boulders Clean yourself up and cut your hair They'll never be satisfied no matter what you look like just as long as you're controllable inside like a fucking mind slave So why is it fat or thin they whine and stick their nose up their asses long hair, short hair, black or white schizophrenic tastes for schizophrenic minds Questions asked are never answered find yourself touring pain Talk into an empty well and hear your hollow
Stupid Fuckers
i dont know who or why dumb ass mother fuckers even go out of there way to rate a person a 1 i wish those people would go and just crawl in their little holes and die
Excerpt From My Ebook.
As some of you know I am writing an ebook to sell online in a web site I am trying to create. I am trying to write more of it as I find the time (and that is rare lately). I thought I would post an excerpt from one of the chapters. This scene is from the shower scene where the female lead of the story is getting ready for a private party at a hotel with her husband. They are going to a private swingers party for the first time and writing this scene really got me aroused. This is just part of the entire scene in the shower. There is some more before this section and there is more that follows too. I hope you like it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Again I lather up my skin of my right thigh with the foam crated from the shaving gel. I sneak in a quick massage of my thigh using the foam as the lubricant as my personal massage oil. "Jesus", massaging my thigh sends an even more intense tingle up into my loin and deep inside. My thigh is complet
Omg I Hit 10,000,000
This Is A Vent Blog
This is a VENT big time!!! Iam to the point to where iam about to snap and BIG time!!!! I have a roomate that needs to GO and SOON!!! she steals from me uses me pays me NOTHING!!! god i wished i had more nerve to say shit but i make matters worse i cant ask her to move cause she is on the lease!!!! to make matters worse i get home tonight from seein my kids tonight and my kitchen looks like a tornado went thru it!!!! she made french fries and left all the skins and shit in the kitchen sink!!!!! remind ya i DONT have a garbage disposble so guess who cleans out the fuckin sink?? sure the hell wasnt her!!!! and her gf (yea shes gay) is bitchin over a $100 i owe her and wants NOW but the 2 of them have my $250 digital camera and will NOT give back!!!! fuck iam about to fuckin snap BIG FUCKIN TIME!!!!!!!
Stand Here With Me
If we where together, all our dreams come true, to have you to hold, just to be with you, to spend the nights, by your side, we would face all our fears, together in this life, spending the years, looking deep in your eyes, your beautiful face, our breath and hearts, both start to race, together for always, through all time and space, doing what we feel right, in our own world, our own special place, holding each other each night, in the warm candle light, we will make it happen, we will find a way, we will someday be togehter, you will soon, Stand Here With Me..
Desert Rose (sting)
I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire Those dreams that tie two hearts that will never die And near the flames The shadows play in the shape of the mans desire This desert rose Whose shadow bears the secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume that would torture you more than this And now she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothings as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes The rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand Sweet desert rose Whose shadow bears the secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume that would tortu
Fucking Lonely
Why does shit like this always happen to me. I meet someone I know I can start seeing, we agree to continue seeing eachother, we make plans for me to drive up to Bellngham to see her, and she tells me we can "hangout" but that while I was home in the Everett area the last two weeks, she got back together with her ex and can't see me anymore. Now, I'm in no way saying I wanted to get into a relationship right away with her, but it would have been nice to have gotten to know her and see her a little more before this happened. This happened last month too. Met this girl and a week later, although it was planned before we met, she moves to Cali. The month before that, met this incredible person and started seeing her, then I go on a trip to Oregon for work, get back and on Valentines day, she gives me the old "we can still be friends" speach. Honestly, what the hell is wrong with me? Would women actually prefer me to lie to them about my intentions than be upfront about wanting to get to k
8 Months In The Making...
June 16th 2006 That was the day I fell off of a 15 foot high machine while I was working at the landfill. On the way down I landed face first on the corner of a 77 camaro, right on the side of the bumper. I suffered a fractured nose, deviated septum, and a dislocated knee w torn cartalidge etc in it, among some other scrapes and bruises. I ended up finishing the last hour of the day of work, bleeding profusely...I then drive myself home, get a shower and that was it... The following monday I go to work to report the accident and file a report and see about getting medical treatment. They then try to say they arent going to pay for my medical because they say i JUMPED off of the machine. Yea right. I finally see a doctor who proceeds to put me on medical leave and wouldnt let me work. NOW the company says they arent going to pay for my time off even though I was injured on their job. Oh yea? I get a lawyer, and FINALLY after 8 months of bsing around with them
As we walked by each other down on the beach, Cant help but to think the lessons she'd teach. Would she hold my hands tight and tease me a bit, Would she just let me at her and not give a shit. Id slide up her skirt and pull down her thong, I slide my hands up her leg, holding her strong. Kissing her stomach and nibbling on her hip, Bitting her nipples and licking her lips. Around to the back i will find the right spot, Ill know when she shivers that means she's hot. To the back of her neck and tugging her hair, To the small of her back im going down there. As she bends to the front and opens them wide, Ill spread open her lips and taste deep inside. Lay her down on her back and dont let her touch, Start bitting her neck then she starts to clutch. As i run my hands shoftly inside the thieghs, I can see her plesures right through her eyes cont.....................jw
My Teeth
hello friends and family and fans. today im having my wisdom teeth removed, and just wanted to let all of you if you would drop by and let me know you have been thinking about appointment is at 2:45 and im sure it will all go all of my close friends i love you and hope your doing well.and have a good day! much love always! -Amy
Paul Stanley Phantom On Stage
Phantom, by request For the final night of the Phantom performance Doc McGhee, Gene Simmons with Shannon and Pam with Evan attended. Evan was dressed up as the Phantom. He was singing "Music of the Night" while people were leaving. Some area TV news were there. Paul said a few words at the very end. He thanked Toronto and thanked Pantages for making many peoples dreams come true, including his. He also stated he was the last person hired to do the Phantom and is the last person to leave the stage which was quite an honor. They closed with the entire cast and employees of the Pantages Theatre on stage singing "Music of the Night". And then was closed off with a firecracker display and a spray of confetti with balloons. I'll tell you one thing though, every KISS fan in there...all they needed to see right then and there is Gene hop on stage and sing Rock & Roll All Nite Final Lair Part one Toronto Final Lair Part two Toronto
Yes Or No
I've had some people comments that they miss my stories and others private message me they miss them.. I'm going to make my decision based on comments to this blog.. So tell me.. Do your want me to repost them? Yes or No...
Ok so last nite I was very very extremely frustrated with my kids, all they have done lately is fight and argue and bicker and argue with me when i ask for things to get done. Then my youngest last nite totally wasted a bottle of conditioner and half a bottle of mouth rinse...not by use but she felt the need to play with it. So i was so upset last nite n in tears cuz i am so fed up with it and a friend of mine told me some things to try.... 1) Take all toys, games, movies everything away n put it away 2) give them a seat to sit on and all tehy are aloud to do is read 3) for dinner for the first couple of nights only a PB sandwich n glass of milk So after school today i sat down n talked with my kids and told them how upset i've been with their arguing and fighting and not helping (especially with thier bedrooms) and told them the new rules and i'm making them take all the toys and "priviledges" out n we are putting them away in the basement and they have to earn the things back t
I Can't Believe I Have Heard This Said To Me...
Yes all of these were said to me and by my hubby::: (when asked if he wants to take pics of us doing stuff) *Tara you dont have the kind of body people want to see naked ------------------------------------------------- Now for things I just really can't beilve happen to me::: Getting turned down for sex (by hubby) and finding out he took care of his own needs instead. Having to tell him yes I was serious the other night when I told you I wanted to f@#$#@k you. Being pushed away when I go to hug him.And if I keep trying he gets mad.....
Fixed Bug With Trackz And Skins!
hey folks, i caused a bug that was making it difficult for some people to create new skins and to enter new trackz into their profile. i've fixed it, so it should be back to normal now.... holler if you notice any issues with them! :-) -mike
Jesus where the hell are u? I have some shit I need to tell you, very important stuff.
Spokenword :(pagan Vs. Priest) By Marq
Preacher man (Pagan vs. priest) Round one I recall one day, I was idly walking, wearing my pentacle. When I was approached by a minister. He appeared weary an a bit cynical. Upon observing my charm, he then said. Oh poor boy, I do feel sorry for you lad. Are you not afraid you are going to hell? “Not really, hell exists in dogma, that’s your prison cell.” Cell? I am not imprisoned; with my god I am as free as a bird.” “Are you really? Or are you disillusioned and blinded by the word?” I hear not your blasphemy! Kneel now, Worship god our father! So I fell face down to kiss the ground, revering sweet Earth our mother “You deny him publicly, still you this does not bother?” To quote Nietche “god is dead” dear brother, Please know, all we have is each other.” “Oh you’re a lost cause I REBUKE YOU DEMON!” He screamed, while he opened his Cadillac door, still steaming. “Nice car there reverend, good to see you remain humble.” He glared; thumbing through his keys, stea
For All Manly Men
Brute manliness is the new ideal in the Christian men's movement. The Promise Keeper's new slogan: "It's not about learning how to be a nicer guy. It's about becoming the powerful man God designed you to be." New ministry, GodMen drew 200 members to it's inaugural conference with the declaration, "We don't force men, Christian or otherwise, to wear "spiritual bras." Found among the many books aimed at the emerging movement: "We don't need a meeting of really nice guys; we need a gathering of Really Dangerous Men... If you are going to live in God's kingdom, Jesus says, it's going to take every ounce of passion and forcefulness you've got."-Wild At Heart:Discovering the Secret of a Man's Soul "In order to become God's gift to women, we must first become acquainted with a vision of true God-designed masculinity...a version of strength and confidence that makes mere muscle and a cocky mouth seem like a plastic Tonka toy next to a monster Chevy truck."-God's Gift to Women: Discove
A Saying I Really Like.
Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! If you ask me... kind of sums up life in a way.
One Of My Better Poems. Hope You Like It.
The Dream You Live Today By J. S. Monti When your dreams became reality, And the fairy tale comes true. Did you stop to thank the many folks, Who cared to see you through? In times of trouble and in need, You called upon their names. And willingly they came to you, Like moths unto the flame. And now you think you did it all, Your fantasy come true. Could not have been with any help, Cause in truth twas only you. But that truth that lingers on your lips, Tastes sour now I’m told. For in this latest victory, Your soul was bought and sold. So now comes the harsh judgement, Upon those who’s backs you tread. For no good deed goes unpunished, In the world inside your head. How dare they think to spoil it. How dare they question you. The pain, the work and suffering, You alone went through. So in this little world of one, Where your favorite word is “I”. You grumble bout no gratitude, From those who stayed near by. But aren’t these the same fol
David And His Birthday
Well David made a choice about his birthday and Easter. He is coming here for his Easter break. To him that is the most important thing because its a longer time with me. He also informed his mother that following the party and Chucky Cheese she is to bring him to me. He told her while on the phone the phone with me last night.. he stood his ground as to what he wanted and did not give in to her. :) She tried to take this weekend away as well, but he said no to that as well.
Some Wiccan Info
Hey all! I know this doesn't pertain to not everyone is Wiccan. I have had a few requests from friends about wicca...and between my kids, hubby, home, work, and rotten computer I feel as if I am letting you guys down. I promised to send you messages with info on good reading materials and/or net sites where you can garner as much info as possible...So, I am posting a blog instead. I think this way anyone with questions or concerns can help themselves to the info at their leisure without having to worry about saving it First are some books. Remember that most books written are done so by the authors personal desires and what truly works for them. Keep in mind the most of the basics regarding wicca and the ceremonies are pretty constant. The laws, the rules, etc. Everything else is personal fluff by the contributing author. Also, by NO means am I saying run out and purchase everyone of these! Goddess knows I could NOT afford that! Pick on
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One More Kiss!
Im in mind with pain at heart Im in my soul its ripped apart Can i do my thing and carry on Im a man who should be strong I did not know it hurt so deep I dream of her in every sleep The love we had was so damn right My chest it kills its so damn tight Should i go call the one I miss Id only ask for one more Kiss But as we know id then want more Yet here i am back at her door In my mind with pain at heart Why the first kiss have to start JW
Does It Matter?
Ever wonder if what you say or do really means anything? Have you made a difference in someone's life? I do. I wonder if the things I have done have helped a friend... if I have said the right words to get them through a tough day. Sometimes I wonder if the difference I make is good or bad.... or if none of it mattered. Should I just go away or should I stay and try to help. I just wonder sometimes if it really does matter....
Personalities By Date Of Birth
Look up your day of birth and see if its true!!! 1st Day of the Month A birthday on the first day of the month means that you have a strong will, are self-reliant and independent. People may say you "think too much," because you like to plan but not to actually build. Similarly, you're better at diagnosing what's wrong than prescribing a remedy. You have a good mind and like to reason things out. Practical and idealistic at the same time, you refer most things to your head rather than to your heart. As a result, although you are capable of great affection, you are not usually demonstrative of it. In spite of all your independence you are very sensitive and need positive feedback and encouragement. You possess a great deal of unexpressed power. 2nd Day of the Month A birthday on the second day of the month indicates that you are highly emotional and very sensitive to your environment. Somewhat nervous and forgetful, you make friends easily and they have great fondness for you. Y
My True Friends
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Anyone Ever Tell You
Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just once)
Ratings And Such
I didnt think it would ever happen me, but it did... today. The pic I was using for my primary was downrated... not once, but thrice. Now, I really did not expect it at all. I always rate 10s. If I dont like something I dont rate it. Friends: I enjoy making friends and I dont mind having people on my friends list that ignore me as long as everyone understand that there are only so many hours in a day that anyone can spend rating all the fabulous stuff that everyone posts before they begin to seriously go insane, starve to death, or begin to rot in their own excrement. (sorry for the run-on sentence, but at least it didnt double back on itself with quadraloops of nonsense, lol... yes I do know someone who writes that way) You dont have to rate my stuff to be my friend or even talk to me if you dont have anything to say. Fanning: I wont fan anyone just because they fan me. I fan people who have stuff in their stashes and pics that I like, and who update with new stuff on a
To All My Friends....
Well, I am starting to feel a bit better for those of you who know I have been ill these past few days..I think whatever flu bug was trying to put me down is passing..Finally! I still cannot swallow, my throat is very sore, but my chest is clearing up and I even just got up and ate! yeaaaaaaaa Anyhow. While I have been here and there, I have discovered that there are a few on here, who have been well, lets just say they should really get a grip. Please, and I am asking so very nicely, if I havent added you to my family, then chances are I wont. Some of you I will when I level up and can allow a few more, but only a few more will be added. No, you cant see the NSFW pics without being family. I am not NUDE in them. You are not missing any ummmm private lower area shots,,ok? It is photography done for an Art Exhibit. When they are done being edited, they go to print, and are reproduced to be sold at a gallery. These are just the raw images they will be editing. When I get shout ou
New Toys For Porn?or Weird Shit I Take On Dates
1.)three legged chair 2.)scuba suit 3.)kitchen tongs 4.)hose clamps 5.) first! 6.)pop rocks...yummy on the chewy... 7.)hula-hoops .just for 8.)slip n'slide 9.)price tags..they r blacklight reactive too! 10.)and a big blue monkey suit that has wings fav
American Idol
"American Idol is the one chance some of these people have to get a singing career--" Blah Blah Blah... shut up LOL Reality TV is what it always has been. It's a twisted hoax that would be lucky to brush reality. My thoughts on this show have never changed, and they are well known by most of you. The show sucks. My contempt began with the very first season. That would be the one season where they actually played a legitimate card, and even then, they blew it. First season: Judges actually interviewed everyone trying out because there weren't as many as any other season. The process took forever but they did it. The winner was promised a record deal. By the time they got down to 6 people, they all already had record deals, so they changed the grand prize to star in a movie, but when it came down to 2 and they picked a winner, they both ended up in the movie anyway. Every season since then: There is over a week of trials singing for producers and executives before you
Vampire Story Part 1
*He presses his lips on her stomach; his tongue traveling her soft supple flesh. Soft moans escape her mouth as he takes his time with her. Lashing his tongue on her hard nipple, teasingly pulling with his teeth, she groans at the sensation, craving for him to impale her with his thick long shaft. Suck and biting her neck teasing her cunt lips with his prick. She groans at the tease and then lets out a sound of joy when he shoves deep into her at the same time he sinks his teeth into her inviting swan like neck. He bites hard and suck on her with force but she pays little attention for she was thoroughly satisfied with the cock ramming her cunt aggressively. He rises up and sees his lips in a shining crimson. She feels her neck and sees the blood all over her fingers and panics.* Her screams wake her up to a new morning. She immediately feels for her neck and sees no blood, feels no bite marks. She breaths a huge sigh of relief. Work has been the most stressful as of late. 7 women
Long Haired Country Boy(fits Me To A Tee
The Charlie Daniels Band - Long Haired Country Boy People say I'm no good I'm crazy as a loon 'cause I get stoned in the morning, I get drunk in the afternoon. Kinda like my old blue tick hound I like to lay around in the shade. And I ain't got no money but I damn sure got it made. 'Cause I ain't askin' nobody for nothin' if I can't get it on my own. If you don't like the way I'm livin' You just leave this long haired country boy alone. Preacher man talking on TV, puttin' down the rock and roll. Wants me to send a donation 'cause he's worried about my soul. He said, "Jesus walked on the water." And I know that it's true. But sometimes I think that preacher man would like to do a little walking too. But I ain't asking nobody for nothin' if I can't get it on my own. If you don't like the way I'm livin' you just leave this long haired country boy alone. A poor girl wants to marry a rich girl wants to flirt. A rich man goes to college
Help What's Going On
Dark Angel
Dressed in black to match her soul Her long dark hair cascades around her shining like silk If you look deep into her seductive brown eyes You will see the hunger Her unabated stare will show the glow of her passions And temptations of her desires She dances in darkness Playing a hauntingly erotic melody on her piano That will chill your bones And set your body ablaze with an urgent need To taste and suck and devour She is a night owl A creature of the night Spreading her wings and her words To other dark souls And now she has come for you You cannot take your eyes off this dark creature As if under a trance, you helplessly fall to her feet Every part of your lust craving flesh awakens Your body tingles with anticipation A new and arousing fear tempts you The need to explore her darkness is all you can think about Walk into the fingers of her dark flame As she takes hold of your dying soul And revives it with her wicked touches Open your heart to her S
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Mens' Mistakes During Sex
Mistakes Men Make During Sex (C'mon, you know you wanted to know. Plus, this is funny as hell.) 1) GOING RIGHT FOR THE "GOOD STUFF" Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5)
Erotica: Ice Cubes, Newer Stuff
The summer heat began to back down as the sun set. You ate your dinner thinking about it. You took a long shower thinking about it. And, as you go to answer the knock at your door, you are still thinking about it. "Something new to try tonight." I had said the night before but I had been purposely vague with my intentions, and for good reason... I had told you to specifically only wear a lace bra, thong, and a button down satin pajama shirt. As you open the door, I notice that you have followed my directions to a T. This is a good first step. I lead you into your room and tell you to lay down on the bed. I turn off the lights, close the blinds, and then reach into my pocket, handing you a long piece of cloth. A blindfold you figure out. I instruct you to put it on and lay down in the middle of your bed. It is dark and very quiet as you lay there, waiting for me to come back from the kitchen. I stand in the doorway for a few minutes, letting the tension and suspense build
My Guessbook...welcome All
Child Abuse Awareness Month/speal Up
THERE IS TOO MANY CHILDREN OUT THERE WHO NEED OUR HELP!!!!! SPEAK UP AND DON'T BE AFRAID!!!!! CHANGE STARTS WITH ACTIONS!!!!!!! WildCat April Is Child Abuse Awareness Month I THINK EVERY MONTH SHOULD BE A CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH Child abuse can be physical or sexual in nature, but it also happens in the form of emotional abuse and neglect. What is child abuse? Child abuse consists of any act, or failure to act, that endangers a child's physical or emotional health and development. Someone is abusive if he or she fails to nurture the child, physically injures the child, or relates sexually to the child. What are the types of child abuse? The four major types of child abuse are: * Physical abuse * Sexual abuse * Emotional abuse * Neglect What is physical child abuse? Physical child abuse is an injury resulting from physical aggression. Even if the injury was not intended, the act is considered physical abuse. The inju
Just For All My Cherries Mmm Xoxo
just to some that at times forget..sometimes this site becomes slow or computers dont always act remember not everyone is ignoring u they just need some patience on here U just might not be the only one that person is chatting to and having fun getting to know, and believe me i am an adult so if i didnt want to talk to u im brave enough to tell u im busy cant talk to u ...its called brutally honest.. dont ever assume things then maybe u can keep ur friends or gain some really good ones hugsssss all have a great day
Nice Guys Finish Last
I have this really good online friend... He is a total sweetheart... he is the type of friend I know would try be there for me as much as he could no matter what... he is suffering from a broken heart... he is the type of guy that if he likes someone he gives it every thing he has... and he falls really fast... but usually is the one that gets his heart broken... I started thinking about how us girls will continually complain there is no nice guys left but yet... we push the nice ones away... but yet hold on to guys that treat us like crap... so girls if you ever think to yourself y cant i find a nice guy... think about all the nice guys you might have pushed away...
Last Night
Ok last night was the worst night ever. Well...a part of it was. I had a good buzz....the DJ was wicked best girlies w/ me... Why is it that most guys have a very hard time letting the women they are with have a good time. Especially when they know you are going home w/ them at the end of the night??? How is dancing w/ a group of girls right in their plain view (when they won't even slow dance w/ you....not even once in 5 yrs.....grrr....)a bad thing??? And then he says that you are fat and that case why the hell does he care who watches you dance?
How To Explain You Are Hurt
I met someone recently & they did something that has hurt me & makes me feel uncomfortable with them. I tried to tell them how I feel but it hasn't seemed to do anything because they haven't changed what they did that hurt me. I would appreciate any replies from my friends here
Just For The Shit Of It....=)
K : You're wild and crazy. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. I : Great in bed. lol...hmmmmmmm A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other pers
Meeting Alice
Today I met Alice in Wonderland, I truly feel I fell down the tunnel and took a bite of the wrong mushroom, lol. First we went to eat at Lenny's err I mean Denny's. The place was packed and we had shitty service not the fault of the waitress either! We had a family sit next to us that was nice to us but quite rude to the waitress. Next we decide to go to the beach, haha what a joke. I took us 2 hours to find parking because we both forgot that it was the last day of spring break and the beach was PACKED!! We went into a parking garage that was full and we got to the top before a guy said sorry no spots you will have to leave (there was a guy from the hotel that took like 30 minutes to make a turn cause I think he purchased his DL from the cracker jack box. We finally find a place to park.. but we were now in Pompano Beach.. like 30 mins north of where we live hehe just driving up A1A you lose track of the towns you go through when on that road! We get on the beach and since Alic
Yes Or No
do you all think cherry tap should show who has a crush you and if you agree or disagree please explain.
50 Questions That You Had No Interest In Knowing The Answers To
1. Where is your dad right now? Sitting about in his underpants somewhere 2. Last time you kissed someone? Does your mother count? 3. Name five things you did today: 1) Had a shower 2) Drove my car 3) Drank too much coffee 4) Wrote a funding application 5) Did a show 4. What colour is your watch? Black leather (grr!) and brushed chrome 5. What kind of phone do you have? A Samsung slidey one 7. Where does your best friend work? Worcester 8. What are you listening to right now? The sound of my cells dying 9. What do you smell like? MAN!(AKA armpits and feet) 10. What colour are your eyes? Grey/blue 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? Yes! 12. What colour is your bedroom floor? White 13. Do you have a chair in your room? No 14. What are you doing tomorrow? Working 15. You know anyone who is engaged? Two people and they’re engaged to each other. Weird, huh? 16. What's your favourite number? 4 17. Do you know someone
Bondage Test
My score on The Bondage Test: Yeah, I'm learning(You scored 49 Knowledge and 92 Interest!)You are VERY interested in bondage, and have learned a good number of things about it, but you may want to invest some time and energy in finding out a bit more about the topic. Just so that what you know about bondage is brought up to speed with how interesting you find it. Link: The Bondage Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)
This is a sad day when someone is such an ass hole to mark a picture nsfw that is a memorial to a little child. People seem to want to rule everything and dont seem to care who they offend by doing stupid shit. I received a message that I had a not safe for work picture in my default folder and that it had been removed. When I checked it was the picture of a little baby that said R.I.P. Now this is just plain bullshit and if the powers that run this site dont veiw these items befor they act then delete me.
This Is Sad
Hinder Lips Of An Angel
The Kiss
The Kiss I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thr
Sex Application...have
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act?
2 Years Have Gone By??
I just cant believe it. My little man is going to be 2 in just a week. I feel like I just brought him home from the hospital. But when I look back on all the things that have happened in his short little life, it amazes me. Time seems to have flown by so quickly looking at him, but in thinking of all the days of pain, heartache and worry that drug by it seems unreal. We've had 4 deaths in the family, one of which was his grandfather, 4 births including his baby brother and my long long 9 months of pregnancy, his father and I separated, the war rages and rages on slowly every day, my god brother returned from Iraq only to be deployed again, and many many more things...but yet those moments of despair went by so slowly, and we wondered how we would ever get through those moments and if tomorrow would ever come, and yet here I am, looking at my child wondering where those days went, how all those days, 730 to be exact, flew by me, making me wonder if they were real. They didn't rea
Lover Lay Down
Spring sweet rhythm dance in my head, And slip into my lover's hands. Kiss me, won't you kiss me now? And sleep I would inside your mouth. Don't be us too shy, For knowing it's no big surprise that I will wait for you. I will wait for no one but you. Oh please lover lay down. Spend this time with me, Together share this smile. Lover lay down. Spend this time with me. Walk with me, walk with you Hold my hand your hands. So much we have dreamed. And we were so much younger. Hard to explain that we are stronger. A million reasons, life to deny. Let's toss them away. See you and me we Lay down, look see, She and he. By my lover's side, Together share this smile, Challenge the urge to cry. Together share this smile Lover lay down. Oh please, Oh please, lover lay down. Oh please, lover lay down. And you weep... Lover lay down... Cause it's over... Lover lay down Say love, say love, say love, say love, say love, Could I love you could you love m
Religion And Then Some
okay... the people who know me or the people who read my profile know im Wiccan, and very proud of it... i have NO problem with anyone else of any other religion, i could care less really. if someone wants to worship some fat guy who sat under a tree then have fun, if you want to pray to a man who died on a cross to save your soul then do it, i dont care... what i do care about is the fact that im getting treated like i worship the devil or something. i was at the funeral home tonight with my mother paying my respects to a man who passed away that i knew from my mom's work, this mad went to a church so there were a lot of people there from the church and i understand if someone has a penticle on yeah its gonna look out of place. that does not give you the right to sit there and give me evil looks like i have the number 669 on my forehead. i am a person just like you are, do not treat me any differently, all that will do is piss me off... i respect what you believe in so please
Are Long Distance Relationships Possible????
Title:long distance relationships I've been noticing people asking questions about having a long distance relationship and if true love is possible or not. I strongly believe that anyone can have a long distance relationship. how the 2 truly feel about eachother is another story. What makes a long distance relationship strong? honesty, love and care towards both people. now bad times are to be expected throughout a relationship and if you love someone enough you'll work on the issue yourself along with your partner to make sure it's resolved, walking away doesn't solve anything, it just shows that you don't love that person like you claimed you did. issues come up, resolve them than carry on, however as you carry on and as the 2 can resolve problems/issues together you will notice the relationship getting stronger, the love will be burning lol. if people say "how can you love someone that's miles away from you" it's quite simple. you love someone for who they are, not just w
Itz My Fault
It is just so friggin awesome to look outside and see sunshine. To walk out and feel the warmth on your skin. It just drips happiness through my veins and makes my body feel so alive. I love spring!
Through Midnight Eyes
Staring at YOU through midnight eyes Taking in the beauty that surrounds you The beauty within you The beauty that IS you Raping your soul in the fullness of the moon Filling it with the brightness of the sun and the sweetness of morning dew Keeping that within my heart Until Darkness falls and I can view you Through my midnight eyes! R.F.Hamlett Sr 4/3/07
Pacman Jones' Big Day In New York
Things on his "To Do" list: 1. Continental breakfast 2. Double decker bus tour of mid-town 3. Avoid strip clubs, the concept of "rain", and paticipating in a conspiracy 4. Convince NFL commish Roger Goodell not to levy a one-year suspension for his cumulative off-field shenanigans Good luck with number four Pacman. You are going to be missed by bloggers everywhere.
The Interview
So I went for my interview today with Jack Sizemore. I was as on edge, due to somewhat unrelated stress, but answered his questions the best I could and tried not to let my nerves show. I THINK I impressed him, because he started discussing benefits, pay rates, insurance, and such, and told me based on my experience I'd start out at $8/hr, where I'd put on my application that I'd take minimum wage. (The normal hire-in rate is about $6, someone else pointed out to me.) He did also tell me that he doesn't have any openings currently, but that might be just to give him time, because he also turned the interview over to one of the specialists working there for another interview. The second guy went back over some things, including questioning my motives for wanting to work there and experience with other jobs, and also discussed benefits, as well as letting me know some of the differences between County and State Correctional work. He'd overheard Jack's comments and seemed under the imp
In The "closet?"
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)Like I have said before, I am looking for a new job.  If the contents of this blog got out to recruiters, HR personnel, and the like, it probably wouldn't be a good thing.In addition, Alabama has a law where the employee can quit anytime they want and the employer can fire anytime they want, both with no reason given.Also, our children were removed from our house by the state for stupid mistakes my wife and I made.  If the guardians found out about this blog, we wouldn't be able to visit them anymore.  (The guardians (who are all relatives) are xtian church-goers.)Therefore, I feel I have to keep my decision to study Satanism on the down low.Does anybody else feel that they have to keep the fact they are in a non-xtian religion secret?  And do you have a cutesy name attached to it (like a hidden witch would be said to be "in the broom closet?"Just curious.
The blackest of hearts torn riped never to be fix never to be whole then one peice fit then anouther and anouther. Along comes the flow of live back in to the deadness the loveless ness. only to be torn riped and abused . used and discarded. thrown out left to waste and then torn , riped and never able to be repaired
City At The Edge Of The World
..... This Blog....
Okay... here's the question of the night for ya.... should I, or should I not make at least an attempt at keeping up with a blog? do you guys want to read whats in my head? Inquiring minds MUST know! :D
You're Right...
In less than a week it will be 13 years since the untimely death of Kurt Cobain. It was the 8th of April 1994... ... while I revel in memory of those good ol days... Words can not express how much I idolized the man and still do, he was a legend and an inspiration, I still miss him like it happened yesterday... I dont expect you all to feel as strongly about this as I do, his music and overall existence was a gift in my life and I will never forget him!!! Peace, love, and empathy P.S. Yes I do think he was killed!!! Credit for this amazing bulletin goes to: Miss Behavior @ CherryTAP Show her some love.
Rude People
My thoughts are if you go in and look at pics and then rate them a 1 at least have balls enuff to admitt you done it instead of hiding from it..Thats The Chicken Shit Way Out..not to mention the one whi rated my photo a 1 "you probably arent no damn better".
ok girls lets get serious... women always talking about wanting a guy that is hung....define hung...cause average is 7... and most girls are only 4 inches to 6 inches for those girls that say they want a 12 inch penis...get real...that shit just gonna wreck your insides...make you crampy....i want to enjoy sex dont know about you... so hear is a question for the laides and be honest... what size is inches....???
Summer Classes For Men
SUMMER CLASSES FOR MEN AT THE "LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS" REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Friday, August 31, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and < /SPAN> Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2: 00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into Th
The "it's Too Early" Quote
"if jesus was like im here to give u everything uve ever wanted and make all ur dreams come true id be like bitch please is 4am.... 5 more minutes"
F Is For.......failure Or.....fuck Up!!!
So, I dropped my college classes today. I swear I feel more retarded by doing that then I think I have ever felt doing anything else. I just feel like I could have been stronger or tried harder, maybe just gone through with the classes and failed miserably then just dop them. I hate being a failure, and disappointing people. I know I have and it kills me to be less than what they think of me. I feel like right now there is a huge F on my forehead that everyone can see, I hate not being good enough or at least adequate. What I dislike more than that is realizing that I am, and I am in soo many areas of my life right now. I never thought I would be where I am right now, I didnt picture this in my life. I expected so much more from myself, I am just this huge let down that disappoints everyone including myself and I hate it. I finally come somewhat closer to achieving my goal of becoming a Teacher and being able to help kids and work with dream, and what do I do? I fuck it up,
Welfare Check- How Many Agree?
Like a lot of folks in this country, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck, I, like most other employees, am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check...because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the government would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this on if you agree.
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U Mean Alot To Me!
Mrs. Retta your my baby! I love ya to death & U know it! Sweet Dreams D you are a pleasur to know! My Ass Is Red u always keep me laugh! To all my other friends and family, I cant wait to know u better! God Bless CT, lol! xoxo 'two'
I Am Home
I just got home from the hospital and I am very weak but still kickin lol I did find out that I have Seizures but still no diagnosis on my legs they took 20 vials of blood out of me and sent them all over the world to different specialists to see if they can tell us anything... I had a spinal tap which hurt like hell and I couldn't move for 2 hours after that... They took and used a tip of a safety pin and ran it from the tips of my toes all the way up to my thighs and I mean they dug in and I could not feel it... So what ever the hell is going on with my legs is slowly progressing up my legs and if they don't figure this out soon I will either loose my legs or be paralized.... They had physical therapy working with me to trying to strengthen my legs haha they laughed... Everytime they tried hard stuff with me they brought on a seizure so they had to quit... I can walk but only short distances and only with the aid of a cain, walker or wheelchair, or if I am pushing say a shopping ca
Stone Sour 'zzxy Rd' For Momma Bear
Laugh & I'll Sock Yo A$$ In The Throat
Amongst Pairs and Duets, I do not belong-I do not belong....arranged on this path -lost in a world of ghosts...have I been so damn wrong....To believe in a word or a thought, i've never held or seen.....If I ever did, it was never within my reach....I'm sick with such sadness...I can not see....above this fog or beneath my feet....Astray are my daydreams, admist the ringing in my head...Such innocent belief with which I've been lead...>Surrounded within my walls of fear and discreat, hide my true destiny , so far from me.....Acceptence -go hand in hand.....with Denial and Defeat......So close to suffering and settling-regret nothing and longing everthing with smiles......This is what has been in me all the while.................................................................
Fear. Such a small word with a incredibly huge stigma attached. Fear can debilitate one to the point of self destruction, or it can also be a beings greatest motivator. I mean without fear, where would we be? We could be locked away inside ourselves, afraid to try, that is what fear is. But those who chose to overcome this feeling, came through enormous battles and achieved more than what they ever dreamed. Same here. If I held bound to my fears, I could honestly say my life would be very boring. I would of never gone to New Orleans and I most certainly would of died in Katrina. But my fear is what got me through, yes fear is what got me to wade through the nasty waters to find my salvation. Fear of death. I do not fear death, not in the least not when it's time. But in my world, it's not time yet. I have so much left to do, many more fears to overcome and my biggest one yet. Relinquishing control is a hard one, but it is one I am ready to make. Being the self sufficient female I am,
Why Do Guys Do It?
So why when guys have like e-cock pictures, why do they always shove their hands down into the fat at the base of their dick to make it look like its bigger than it is? I mean hell, take your little pee pee and have pride in the fucking thing for cryin out loud! Using your hand to make it look bigger is just as bad as using a penis pump that doesnt work and then someone finding out you have that penis pump and have tried it! Why? Thats all this blog is asking... I'd love to fucking know... Gimme answers pansy asses! :)
i could care less what people rate my shit, cause its not there for the haters cause they all suckin on jellysickles anyways.. so dont think that since you rate all my shit a 1, that im gonna get mad or upset or some shit like that, it amuses me that you dont like them, and yet you still take the time to rate it which i find funny.. so plz, do what you want to do, caus eill always be doing what i want to do, i dont dwell on internet shit cause i got a life away from this.. i see those "CT WIFE/HUSBAND, CTGF/BF" shit and it makes me laugh... so pathetic.. plz, get overyourself, if rating my shit as low as you can gets you off, then hey go do it.. you dont bother me at all.. have a nice night
HER HEART Her heart, tender as the violets tendrils Always seeking and never finding The strong hand yet so gentle To hold and protect it. Her eyes, wise from the years Always searching and never finding The soul in his, to captivate And dance with hers so freely. Her hands, soft as a rose petal Feeling her way yet always lost Trying to touch his heart In a way he's never felt. Her mind, sharp as a tack Always wondering and not understanding What she has to do, or where to go To find the one thinking of her. How does she captivate him? How can she get him to hold her close To never ever let go To show her true love As she wraps him in an irredescent warmth Self Copyright 2007
My account was marked as abusive 2 times tonight, such BS!! Yeah im in a contest comment bombing and get shut down 2 times and get threatened that my account will be deleted, yeah ok, why dont they delete the idiots on the site, that cause such BS drama, instead of worrying about this shit!! And why dont they delete a certain user on this site that rips peoples pics of their kids and writes dirty saying on them, like hes molesting them. My god!! Just because this server is all messed up, dont give them, the right to pick on me.
A Meth Addicts Addiction
I have an addiction to Crystal Meth, Addiction is a cycle of predictable patterns of thinking and behaving, which captures a person a little more each time it is repeated. Addiction is like a thief in the night, Sometimes it takes a little, Sometimes alot but it never gets enough. It keeps coming back for more until it owns you, all of you. Remember that an addiction is formed when a person gives him or herself up to a certain behavior, this gives the behavior more power over a person than they have over themselves. Addiction is like a vise that closes real slowly, You ignore it until there is no way to wiggle free.Addictive behavior tends to develop slowly, this is why we fail to see it coming. At first I bought Meth every once in a while and only spent a few hours a week thinking about it. After a while I began to get lost in it, letting other things slide in order to pursue my addiction. It felt good, So I did it again and again, slowly it became part of my daily life and I made sur
Today Sucks Ass!!! was windy today... I was driving to work.... There were tree trimmers they had those portable signs up.... ONE OF THE FUCKING THINGS FLEW INTO MY MOTHER FUCKING CAR!!!!! I was not hurt...for that i am thankful...but mother fucker THATS MY NEW CAR!! fuckered up the passenger side..:( ps again...did i mention i drive an 07 Jeep Compass....and have only made 3 payments on it? i'm posting pics
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When You....
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I'll keep till the end For you are my life, my love and my friend Tara these words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind
I Just Got My G.e.d Scores And .....
I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whooooohoooooo
How Much Of My Staff Are Reliable True Staff?
this is the link to the contest.....Shannon put alot of hard work into this contest so i want all staff to please go and help us win this!!!!!! when you are done leave me a comment on this blog so i know what staff was there to recieve there gift! i want each staff to do atleast 100 comments!
I Hate This Posts!
Someone PLEASE tell me why the hell someone would waist their time and mine to post "this is fucking stupid" on a MUMM they didn't like? I mean come on! This is supposed to be fun right? Listen. It's like the T.V. If you don't like what you see...TURN THE FUCKING CHANNEL! Don't put someone else down because dig different shit than you. That's what makes people interesting. I mean if we all were into the same shit this would be a boring ass world. All my C.T. friends are unique. That's why I love y'all so much, and that's what interests me. So..."Here's to you hate mail poster!" You are my "dumb ass of the week!"
the steps in life are chosen carefully the stpes i take are done softly and with care. if all of humanity were merely as thoughtful the world would heal once again and the laughter would return stpes are chosen with care so as to keep peace and harmony in the cycle of life and rebirth a perfect song a perfect kiss maybe - that someone specail in your life these are all considered steps in the making of gracefulness and trust loving and caring peace and harmony these are all steps to a better tomorrow and a lasting forever in life.
Happy Easter Lmao
Yes I Deleted All My Adult Pics
I was tired of bs requests to see i may bring them back if their is a little honesty
What Do You Do Best?
I had the following conversation on Hot or Not yesterday with a boy whose profile identified him as a “professional party photographer.” BOY: ooh. you might be my favourite double match yet! are you as pretty in real life as you are in your photos? or did you just get a few lucky photos... SUGAR: I'm actually severely obese. I just found the right angles. BOY: you must be an amazing photographer. good job. i hope you have a good sense of humor also. SUGAR: Me, sense of humor? Surely you jest. What, pray tell, is a professional party photographer? The partier who takes lots of photos? Or the not-partying photographer who documents the party? BOY: you don't have to pary, to get me to tell you things. My life is like an open book... A party photographer, is the life of the party. I get people to be their best while sober, wasted and everything in between. In fact that is what i do best...helping other people strive to be their very best. What do you do best? This is wh
Long Weekend
my internet is down for the long weekend so i wont be around the next few days. some of you have my cell number if you want to catch up to me. if not i`ll be bad on line next week i hope. happy holidays all
Basket Ball
Air ball: When a shot is taken and it hits neither the backboard or the rim. Assist: A pass that immediately precedes and sets up a scored basket. Backboard: The rectangular or fan-shaped board behind the basket. Backcourt: The half of the court that is opposite a team’s offensive basket; the court a team is attempting to defend. Bonus free throw: When a team gets seven Bounce pass: A pass that strikes the floor before it reaches the receiver. Carrying the ball: Also called “palming;” a violation committed by a dribbler that involves placing the dribbling hand under the ball and momentarily holding or carrying it while dribbling. Center: Also called the “pivot player;” an offensive position typically played by a tall player who plays mainly in the key areas (at the post). Charging: A personal foul committed when an offensive player illegally contacts a defensive player who has established position or is stationary. Chest pass: A two-handed pass thrown from t
Haters Hater Hater.
I did a test by posting an mumm stating am I sexy. I got almost 300 hits and only 4 said I was sexy. Now don't get me wrong I love haters cuz if sum1 hates on You doin the damn thang. I mean I have over 200 cherry tap friends and ya'll all think other wise and I love you all for that. Me not bein ugly is wut ya'll think and I that makes me feel great cuz I have not a one ugly friend on my C-Tap list. But people ya'll should have seen how many guys voted and commented. It was crazy. Why would a man comment and vote on a other guys mumm that state ""am i sexy'' humm. Cuz nigga love to hate. And get this one lady said I was a wigga "white nigga" and she was white. The last time I checked I'm a black ma not white. So all in all it was a great mumm day. lol holla.
Rating My Pics
To whoever is rating my pic a 1,7,0r 8,don't even bother. If you can't rate me a 10,stay the hell off my page,have a great day!!!
Today at 1pm est i get an EKG (ecokardiogram)done and ay 1:30 pm est I see another specialist about my health....Hopefully they will know whats wrong with me....I'm tired of sitting around wondering wtf is wrong
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Feelen Me
So Sexie So Fine Don't you wish that you were all mine Desire Me Crave Me Lust after Me Wanna touch Me Wanna place yourself inside me You trying not to deny me Chasing me Wishing you'll catch me But I'm uncatchable It's undenialable That I am the shit The chick you wish you could get Cause I am that Dime Piece That sexieness to de desired Could I light your heart on fire Possibly but you'll never know
This Is A So Sexy Dream For So Sexy
for some odd reason i dreamt i had to write an essay, describing something.. the taste of something, in immaculate detail. i didnt understand it..and i was out of it even in my dream.. i wasnt up to the essay, telling the teacher who remarkably reminded me of fred savage that i couldnt come up with anything. the page had nothing on it. this test took place in my old childhood apt. i saw an example of the finest essay written for the exam, even though i was alone. the words were so lengthy and snobbish. so upperclass restaurant reviewer.. i cant recall every word but ceviche was included. god knows why that word showed itself in my dream. i have not come across it any time recently. im not an avid partaker of ceviche. fuck i dont even know what it is until moments ago. but yes. ceviche everybody.. ceviche!
Great Site To Check Out Your Neighborhood
When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house and red, blue, green, dots surrounding your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. The best thing is that you can show your children pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. Another tool to help us keep our kids safe. Amazing how well this is done. Know your neighbors and send on for the safety of your kids, grandkids, nieces, nephews, and others. Happy Easter. Steve
I just need to vent for a bit(so please forgive the pity party I just need to get this out) and the past few days has just been a drain on me emotionally. The smile I wear was just to much to even try and put on for today. It's a sit listen to sad songs and cry day. When you get told you are more of an obligation than a true soul mate love cuts to the quick. When you realize that you will never be that girl to the person that matters most to you. When your spouse chooses his hand over you. When they say no if you don't have contacts in and make up on you aren't pretty and then when you are done up your just eh ok. Just to have one person find beauty in have one person (other than kids) love you with a all their heart. To be that special one who holds that place in their heart. to be special enough for them to do things they really dont like doing just because it makes you happy... ok I'm done with my pity party now. Sorry I had to get it out somehow
Oh, if only I were this clever.
First D.a.g. Event Winner!!
We have a winner for our first event, please go check out the ending results!!
LET ME PLASE U ur body looks so good i can't help but to touch it starting by rubing ur back working my way up to ur neck do u feel that i'm hiting ur spot kissing ur neck now slowly movein my hand to ur chest feelin ur beautiful breast my kisses go to where my hands are as then feel my other hand move into ur thighs as i feel the wetness i move my fringers to hit ur g-spot as my head migreats down inbetween ur legs i start kissing ur lips and suck ur clit as ur moans get louder and i hear u say "i'm cuming" i bring my body up kissing every part of u while ur bodies still shakeing i then i slowly put it in still kissing u and ur body as i go deeper and deeper and deeper working it like u like it and holding u close till u climax again and again and when u had all u can take i hold u till u fall a sleep
its reached that point where i realize that i am sick of being alone, i am tired of getting burned, tired of the bullshit, tired of being taken advantage of and then dropped. i just want to be happy with someone again...
I Guess I'm A Hero.
I don't even know how to begin this. Latley, I've been feeling really down thinking about my life and how it has little or no positive direction. Yes, I can admit I've been feeling depressed thinking about my life and what my future may hold if any. Well, that's beside the point. Today at work, one of the Special Ed kids started yelling, cussing, and kicking a dog next door which has neen labeled as "the Haunted House" ever since I was a student there. Well, one of the Pit-Bulls next door didn't take too kindly to this kid. I'll call him "Marty". The Dog bit Marty's foot and yanked his leg through the bottom of the fence. As he dog was Gnawing on his foot and pulling him in, the bottom of the chain linked fence was cutting into "Marty's leg. Soon after, there was a "call 911" over the radio. My job, as the school's campus aide required me me investigate what was going on, since everything that was called over the radio was not clear due to the yelling, screaming, crying a
first impressions are important,if you want that person to like you ,you want to make the first impression a good one,you dont want to come on too just have to be yourself and let them know who you realy are.bad impressions arnt good.if you realy like the person you have to take it slow at all time's,i guess i gave someone the wrong impression that i was easy,this is not good, i am not eay at all.i like taking pictures and sometimes like taking some naughty ones but that doesnt make me easy.
Another Day
I have been on much I'm feeling Ill the past few days.I have had the shakes will bad were it afects my walking and thinking.So please bear with me
Am I Ur Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the
Omg Snowing In Texas!! Update
Does Anybody Understand
nobody seems to understand i know we have been broke up for over a year but i spent alot of my life with him and i just find out he is already getting remarried i don't understand did i mean nothing i know it is stupid to feel this way and everyone gets mad at me and tells me not to be upset but why shouldn't i be i guess i am just not feeling to good about anything anymore i want to but it is hard please someone out there tell me they understand what i am going though so i know i am not alone in this sorry i know i am babling
Everyone On My List Please Take Note And Read Please.
If you feel you've been duped by my girl pix and wish to take your rates/fans/friends back go ahead. kthx.
Lover, You Should Have Come Over..
Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong But tonight you're on my mind so you never know I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it Where are you tonight, you know how much I need it Too young to hold on and too old to break free and run Fun And he's much too blind to see the damage he's done Cause sometimes a man must awake to find that really he has no one So I'll wait for you and I'll burn Will I ever see your sweet return Oh will I ever learn Oh lover, you should've come over 'Cause it's not too late Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come Fun And he's much too blind to see the damage he's done Cause sometimes a man must awake
My Weekend Sucks
Yeah so I've been throwing up all freakin day. Just the word Vodka makes me want to throw up. And I dont understand it that Megan drank more than me. I havent been that drunk in a lonnnggggg freakin time. So I've pretty much been miserable and alone all day. Brads been treating me like shit because I'm sick. Him Megan and Jordan are at fuckin IHOP. I've never been there, wanted to go there, but I knew I couldnt make it all that way without throwing up. So I hope hes having some fucking fun while I sit here all alone miserable. I guess I'm just saying even if he drank too much and was sick all the next day, I'd be wanting to take care of him and I wouldnt fucking just leave and go to IHOP which is almost 2hrs away. I'm just really really pissed off and sick of throwing everything up. Its not like lastnight I sat there and was like 'hmm I think I'll drink thiiiiiiiis much so I get sick all day and ruin my own weekend' like wtf I'm sick of drinking vodka *gag* Nice to know t
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I Can't Sleep Without Him
I thought of him again today, as soon as I closed my eyes to fall into a peaceful sleep. I saw his face inches above my own, staring so passionately into mine. I know that look, that longing, that desire . . . I love it, I want to see it all the time. How am I to try to sleep with that image in my mind? I can’t, so I give in and let my mind wander freely to what it will. Right back to him I go those eyes that stare through to my very soul. I feel naked though I am wearing clothes, I am fully exposed and waiting for him to take me mind and body. He knows how eager I am I can see his lips begin to curl. One more moment and it begin. He swoops down and sinks his teeth deep into the flesh of my shoulder and I let a moan escape my lips. I grab his hair and hold him where he is for a moment then rip him away. The sting of the bite too much to take. I want to feel more, but I need to feel all of him. He knows what he is doing. My grip on his hair loosens and he dives onto my
Can I Enlighten You?
It was a drizzly and windy night outside. As we dined, I marveled at how the evening was progressing. The conversation in person had been altogether different from what I had imagined and even more different from our online and phone chats. He was indeed witty in a subtle way and had managed to speak to me not in a condescending manner, but as I imagined intelligent woman. Our table was in a secluded corner of the restaurant overlooking the river. Boats slowly passed ... trying to find their marinas as the storm lashed at them. Thru the windows, their lights looked musical as the rain ran down the glass, making them seem to undulate along the river. As the lightning flashed, I looked at his eyes and saw a gentleness and kindness that had first drawn me to him. Seated next to him...he had been very insistent that we sit next to, not facing....I felt a canny comfort emanating from him as more lightning flashed. Seeing me look at him, he leaned over and whispered in my
The Thing About Guys On Here..
is the lack of respect you give us women on here.Now I understand that there are some pretty under handed women on here too.The thing about it is this when you come across a good chick I mean she has looks,brains,sex appeal,her own money,and personality too boot.And what do you do?You say all the right things you know the things she wants to hear.Whether the words are in a sexual manner or just friendly chit chat.And then when we go and message you or even instant message you you guys ignore us as though we never have spoken to each other that your guys definition of friendship? If so I really don't feel sorry for myself but for those of you that do.It's sad and pathetic and to hear you spew out what we already know are lies to begin with.I have said it before and i will say it again...Wouldn't it be easier if you just told us the way it is?
She Belongs
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by
An Easter Miracle!!!!!! The True Meaning Of Easter
Ok guys this is kinda long... I will try to shorten it as much as possible. My son was born in 2000. I took him home and within a few days his face kept turning blue, his breathing was shallow, his lips kept turning white. Well obvioulsy this disturbed me enough to bring him to the Emergency room. They diagnosed my son with RSV. Okay I am thinkng no big deal... Boy was I wrong!! They decided to admit him into the pediatrics floor. There I stayed with him for 5 days. His oxygen sats kept continuously dropping and he was even more sick now. I am thinking boy this RSV is a kick in the asser. The floor Resident(Doctor) came in and said he was ok enough to be cared for at home. I said to hell he is' his 02 sats keeps dropping and hes fighting to breathe!! He continued to the nurses station and told the nurses to draw up discharge papers. I looked at my brother of whom was with me through this entire ordeal and said this ain't happening! I refuse to bring him home like this. I called my son'
family - mommy, daddy, children - & white picked fence. thats the way god meant it to be. when we fuck that up - there is nothin but pain and suffering for ALL members involved. how does one deal with the guilt - of being the ONE that fucked it up? ?
Alone this time around, Push me around push me up and push me down, Laying in a bed as empty as my heart, Trying to get my feelings out but I dont know where to start, No calls to see if I'm okay or even alive, I've lost everything my strength and my stride, No strength to go on living this way, Tears falling from my eyes like rain every day, If theres a cure for this disease please let me know, But until then i'll stay facedown in my pillow, What did I do to get a death penalty such as this?, Is there some road to happiness that I missed?, My lifes like a rainy day, But the rain never goes away, Filled with clouds dripping depression and blocking the sunlight, Staying awake sleepless and cold during the night, Im living a lie trying to be happy but I'm breaking on the inside, Every day only gets worse like a small piece of me dies, Could you help me get better maybe be my medecine?, Nevermind I realized being wi
Im Alone
this is my blog for the day the first one on cherry tap... im thinking of giving up on love ive tried and tried to find it. i either keep screwing it up, finding someone that uses me, even finding someone way far away from where im at, and even finding women that are married, than i have these women that dont know what they want. its crazy.. when is it my turn will it ever happen? i know alot of people say this shit but i really dont think it will happen. i dont know what i do wrong or what is wrong with me but it seems like i cant do it. so whatever its life and life sucks most of the time and this must be the time it sucks cause right at the moment i hate life. i just cant deal with this shit anymore. i spend my holidays mainly by myself besides my family.. have a good day
Death Is Real
When I look around, All I see is blackness. Bleakness, nothingness. Is anything real? Is anything real but this Pain that I feel? Death. Death is real. Cold morbid death, A release from the pain. A release from earthbound torments That wrack this body endlessly. Merciful death. If only I could catch you up, And snuggle cozily in your warm embrace. Death is real. Death and pain, And of the two I choose death. A ceasing of being in this forsaken barrenness That we call life. Death is real to me. Maybe too real it might seem. (c.)(2007) By KC Z.
Ok This Has Gone On Long Enough
Lady Of The Shadows - A Poem
I'm not good at writing poetry, but wrote this one about myself... Night It calls to me Beckons with its ebony caress I answer night's call Needing to be enveloped within its deepest and darkest secrets. Only within the shadows I exist Within its velvety folds I await. For what am I that dwells within the darkness? Here I belong Here I stay The Lady of the shadows.
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Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type,and we stare at our screens ... We all have to wonder what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes ... Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name ... We want recognition,but it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt ... In IMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships,but why we don't know ... But some of these friendships,will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen we can be so bold, Telling our secrets that have never been told. Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see,as though we were blind. The answer is simple,it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people,but tell someone we must ... So we turn to the 'puter and to th
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl
What Happened To Us?
What happened to us? Where did you go? If you have an answer, Won't you let me know? Our friendship is fading, One that used to be so strong, Thought it would never happen, But I guess that I was wrong? We both made promises, And now we're falling away, What happened to the words? All we had to say. Vowed we'd always be there, Right until the end, Never let go we said, No need to pretend. But now you've broken again, It's like you don't need me around, You're slowly pushing me away, Further into the ground. Never text anymore, To say if you're all right, Never say that you worry, As long as I'm out of sight. You're falling into yourself, Letting it get the best of you, You won't let me in, Won't tell me what to do. And it really hurts, Because I can't be there, A lot has happened to me, But I let you know that I still care. So what's going on with us? I'm praying for you to let me know, I feel like we're drifting, And I don't want to l
Just Found Out...
Anyone who has read my profile or who knows me outside of CT, knows my oldest son is in the United States Marine Corp...He did get to come home for the Easter holiday and is still sleeping this mornin', in my bed where I KNOW he is safe and sound for the time being...He did let me in on a bit of info tho... Come July there stands a very strong chance that he will be going back to Iraq...This will be his third time of going... I know it is his carrer of choosing but he signed up exactly 2 months b4 9/11, on July 11... Come July I will become a basket case if he goes back, and will be calling you guys and gals of Cherry Tap to become my support group....I know you all will be there for me tho, ya'll always are...Just wanted to give ya'll the heads up... My love goes out to each and everyone of you who may know or have someone in the military... Will keep ya'll updated as the time gets nearer and then passes....
Not Sure What To Do
Today just sucks! My week with my son is over and I have to leave shortly to take him home. I have told him we have to get ready to go and he just keeps saying "But mommy I dont want to go home". He keeps telling me that he wants to stay with me. I hate this! I dont want to take him home, I wish he could just stay with me. Hes said so many things to me this week that make me wonder if I am being painted the correct picture of what really goes on in his home. He is so sensitive and innocent, all of this crap with the court between his dad and me is in no way good for him. I know his father loves him as much as I do. I know that he would never want to intentionally cause him pain. I just dont think that he and his family have really taken into consideration what a custody battle does to a child. Especially one who has special needs like our lil one does. Once upon a time, my exhusband was my best friend and now it seems as though we are at war. Its wrong to make a child suff
And We Are To Choose Our Next President, How??
All I have been hearing lately about who people are going to vote for next election seems to be based on race or sex, Obama or Clinton. Seems to me we need to know more about what they are running on, let's talk issues. All the campaign ads attack the opponents, and show good family people. It doesn't tell us how they will vote on specific issues. We need to be holding them to the issues, where do they stand on the environment, the war in Iraq, social reform. Let's start asking to tough questions now, before we just get more of the same.
Ass-rod, Because We Must....
He was the update on espnews for about seven hours last night. Every other thread in my forum appears to be about him or devolve into discussions of him. It is apparently his world. And we are all just guests. Walk-off grandslam. In a massive upset, Rodriguez and his agent Scott Boras didn't immediately announce he would for certain opt out of his contract at the end of the year. They'll probably wait until Rodriguez goes on Imus to do that...
Just Need To Chat
Alright I need to vent. My friend Tammy, her husband and her two kids came over Saturday for dinner. One of her kids flushed my thermometer. How do I know its one of her kids you ask because the thermometer sits by the bathroom sink everyday and not once has my kids ever touched it. Tristen is the only one of the kids that goes to the bathroom on his own. The other two are still in diapers. So tonight my boyfriend is going to have to take the toilet apart and unplug the stupid thing. I am also stressed out because I have a shit load of spring cleaning to do and so little time. I have a lot going on this month and it needs to be done by the 26th. My boyfriend tells me he will help me but he has yet to help me with anything so far. I need to clean my basement badly and its hard for me to move big boxes around. So I kinda need him to do that. But sometimes waiting for men take forever. So I am kinda left to do it myself. My boyfriend has to work till 7pm tonight hes off tomorrow work
Ya Know
Ya know...I know we are not supposed to really care what others think of how we look and all but I get tired of it sometimes... I mean, the way I look now is NOT how i normally look....Yea, I know I aint got a models body...ick...too thick boned... But, for those of you who read this bulletin I wanna explain some things... For the last almost year I have been down with my back...I mean literally could not walk, get out of the house much, could not do just about anything.... I lived pretty much on the couch, computer chair, or my wheelchair WHEN I did go out. Which was not much because the pain was too severe. Yes, I had pain medicines....STRONG ones but they did not help with the pain because it was the disks in my back that were bad. So, I gained weight...and yes, I realize that I gained allot of weight....I could not get to the gym or even do exercises at, tell me, what was I supposed to do... I finally had back surgery in March, right after my 40th b-day.
Blinkie Attempt
Sir Walter Scott
O, what a tangled web we weave, When first we practise to deceive!Sir Walter ScottMarmion (canto VI, st. 17)
Part 1
Well im 28 and ive been in the stripclub for 5 years doing everything from Bartending to Dj, Doorman To Mgr and i have yet to find the girl im looking for im not sure what it is but i believe that working in the Adult Industry has caused my Chances In Dateing To Become More Difficult... i mean i work around women all the time dealing with attitudes cramps and men bashing as well as the ocassional Tweeker aimlessly Wondering around the club Looking for god only knows and having the other Dancers Complain to me On how Un attractive She is .... Look I know what hot and whats not and dont get me wrong i love all types of women and am not judgemental at all which is why i make the most money at my job doing what i do so im doing somthing right "right?" and ive seen alot of things that would make any guy Cringe at how women really are Ive been in the ladies room and heard what is said and what goes on and what women really think and ill elaborate on it as the days go by .. it just seems t
Online Magazine
Ok Everyone, I have to share my news with ya.....I'm in the process of starting up an online magazine, and today I got confirmation from another up and coming band that said they'd be very happy to have me interview them!!!! I AM SO THRILLED!!!! The bands that I'm going to be working with are really starting to make a name for themselves....and they actually like the idea of working with me. So.....I had to tell ya....I'm on cloud nine right now. I definitely needed something positive and exciting in my life!!! I'll keep ya posted on things!!!! Take Care, Chantal
Comedy Frauds
Everyone seems to love Dane Cook these days. His comedy shows sell out huge arenas full of backward-baseball hat wearing douchebags that love the way he screams his mediocre material so it's just 'that' much funnier. Well, turns out a lot of his jokes aren't even his. They instead belong to much funnier comedian Louis C.K. Apparently Louis nearly sued him a while back. And even though today's shitty culture we live in refuses to punish anyone for anything (Ashley Simpson, GW Bush, Larry the Cable Guy), it's nice that someone took the time to put Dane Cook's jokes side by side with Louis C.K.'s material from several years earlier. Dont Believe Me? Copy and Paste this Link and you'll see what I mean. See People used to think he was kinda funny, but when you really think about it, Now, not only is he fucking obnoxious, but he's also unoriginal! :] ================================================== For the Longest Time now,
Fu*k Off
I never could get the jealous and ignorant people who inhabit the online communities. The people who will down rate photos or have them removed by the administrators, those people who are frightened by non kosher views and beliefs, the people who are scared to accept others views and leave them be. I really can’t stand those people on cherry tap who decide that if they don’t know what a symbol is they will go and mark it NSFW with little concern of how a person will take it. I also wish there was a way to know who marked that photo so that a confrontation might ensue. Basically all I am saying is grow the fuck up, research what the hell you are about to do and don’t be a pussy and stand up when you feel like doing things that will piss off another person and take the punishment.
What Planet Are You From?
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?
What I Thought....
Back Like Cancer!!!
Shoutbox Trouble?
I'm have trouble. Anyone else haven't trouble tonight? I hear the shout sound but I'm not getting the message.
Biopsy Results.
The results are in... (warning.. icky feminine stuff below) I dont have cancer (yet). We may have caught it early enough, but my family history(uterine cancer) is definately catching up to me quick. My Doctor is refering me to an oncologist and a surgan. I'll probably be having surgery to remove the polyps and surrounding tissue. From there, more biopsys. Or, I could opt to have a total hysterectomy. I'll know more once I meet with the specialists. It really is going to be up to me and what I want. Do I just go for the hysterectomy and be done like my mother, grandmother, and great grandmother did? Or do I have the cells removed and end up having to go back for rechecks and more D&C's like my sister has been doing for the last three years? Granted, what shes been doing had prevented cancer from actually forming, but I've also watched her ger worse over the years.. Heavier, longer lasting, more painfull periods..ect. I mean, I already have the heavy and painfull periods.. do I r
Enjoy 2
Scene 2 “Loving my Pet” By HOllOW Master works his way around the corners of the bed tying Acidalia to it with soft restraints. “Are you comfortable?” He asks. “Yes, sir.” She says in a soft tone. “Good.” Masters says intently. Reaching into the chest of drawers at the side of the bed, he pulls from the drawer a bullet vibrator and a bottle of lube. Acidalia asks, “What is that for, Master?” A brief silence filled the room; suddenly it is broken with sound of the bullet. As if a swarm of angry bees have entered the room. Feeling her master’s finger spread her labia exposing her clit to allow the vibrator in. The chill of the lube causes her body to react, pulling tight at the restraints. The intense vibrations make her legs jitter at first. Master finally says to her, “it is for you, pet.” Reaching into the drawer once again, he pulls out a roll of red duct tape. Pulling off a good length and using his teeth to tear it from the roll. He pushes the
I have a lot of women visitors's sweet...but, how about a hello or something...or are you just checking me out? And your rating me 5 is too cute! Thanks : )
Deployed Again
Well the time in Qatar was fun, looking back on it. I made a lot of friends and had a good time just being me. Now it is time to serve once again. I am sitting in the airport in Istanbul, Turkey. I will move forward from here to Tajikistan for one year. It sure seems like a very long time. I love the USA and I am going to miss it!
Contests, Points And Such
Ok, so I just read a person's blog (not yet a friend but I am going to ask, in a moment) and I really have to ask the following: Do people REALLY have such pathetic lives that points, gifts, leveling up and winning contests are THAT important? I mean, really! In the grand scheme of things, in this thing called "life" its pretty sad when online adventures/ventures is even on the priority list at all. People begging to get comments on their folder pix, begging for ratings to attain the next cherry level? SERIOUSLY??? Do people REALLY do that? If getting 10's to get to the next CT level is so important that you feel the need to actually devote time in asking for points, you need a reality check.
I cancelled my VIC. I do not want to be able to rate 11's anymore. I got accused of rerating some one a 10 from an 11 yesterday. One of the top cherries. I wasn't coming back and I am not sure I am staying. Just know I am here atm LOL. Fuck the haterz and everyone else ILU "Shut Up" There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not You're always there to point Out my mistakes And
The Love Of My Life
One Year Ago...
to Gramma...I miss you everyday. Bernice RosaBernice Rosa was my grandmother. I only got to know her for 29 years. In those 29 years I learned a lot from here and I also have a lot of great memories that some others will never have. I remember being a little girl and visiting grammas house. We would take the bus to the port authority in New York and then we would get the bonanza bus to New Milford Connecticut. I remember the  goodie table. She always had all kinds of goodies to eat and a candy dish it was always full and later on in life it would be one of my jobs to go buy her candy for that candy dish. She would take me to the windmill diner where she would always order the same thing. Fried Shrimp We would have to go after 4 so that they had baked potato. When I was about 7 we moved back to Connecticut and next door to gramma. Mom worked at Kimberley Clark swing shift so my days were spent at school and after school was spent with gramma. She would walk me to the bus every morning r
Elton John - Candle In The Wind
This Song was played at my mother's funeral in 2001. This song still affects me. I love it , this was my mother's favorite song.
I miss my little buddy terribly. He's a strange, even a little funny looking, short haired domestic house cat named Monkey. My wife and step daughter named him Dylan, but I told them to me he looked like a monkey. Now I'm getting divorced and I'm not going to be able to see him again. I know this sounds funny coming from a man, but losing that cat feels like the biggest lost I've experienced in my life. I've lost my father, my marriage, and my home. But the thought of losing that ....funny, loving, little shit kills me. For me it was the perfect friendship. No drama. I didn't have to ask him what was wrong for 3 days before he'll tell me. When he wanted to be held he'd drag his fat furry ass over to me, sit in front of my chair and purr. I miss his purr. Animals don't disappoint like people do. It's a simple relationship. All they want is food, water, a place to shit and pee and your love. Perfect. They don't complain about how much you work, or how much you might stink up t
WHO KEEPS REPORTING MY PICS AS NSFW....gosh ppl can be SO stupid!!!!
Will You Answer?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo
The Big Blue Pond
Okay... so... in two days time I will be approaching Chicago Airport... once there... i have a couple hour layover and then i get to head on a very long flight overseas to Scotland.... to say I am excited really is an understatement of epic proportions... however, with that, i am scared whitless!!! have i mentioned how much i hate to fly? even having done it more recently, i still hate it though my flight to Texas was a smooth one, i still hated it.. and this brings me over a huge ocean... an ocean, i might remind you, that has the wreckage of BOTH the Titanic and the Lusitania!! AND.... i mean.. come on.... aren't there high powered boats that can get me there safely?? /sigh /tones down panic /packs Tylenol PM
I'm usually not one who complains or rants about things but this is something I HAVE to get off my chest. I'm not nor have I ever been a person who asks for help or rate my stuff etc. I have a select few friends on here that are just that "friends" (you know who you are) Alot of people in my list like to ask me to rate their stuff or expect me to vote for them in contests etc. I ask you.......When was the last time you popped by and just said HI to me ?? or even dropped a rate or 2 on my pics etc? Some friends haven't even seen my page let alone rate things. Those days are over as of right now I'm going thru my friends and even family list and cleaning out people who never talk to me or even let me know they exist I have maybe about 10 people I can count on to talk to @ any given time on here. What does that say about your so called friendship with me?? It means you want me to rate you so you can climb the ladder of CT stardom Well guess more free ride Start reciprocating o
Me Just Ramblin
grrrr i just hate being lied to. i know people are going to lie but all i ask out of people is to be truthful with me because i am truthful to them
More About Me
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: lol! of course, I'm an IT professional, it's one of the secrets of the trade. :D What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve been involved with? 25 years. Ever been in a car wreck?:: Yes. Have you ever been on a blind date?:: Yes. Are looks important?:: NO! Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: Yes By what age would you like to be married? I was first married at 30. Then again at 40. Neither one worked out, so if there is a next one, I'll try an age not ending in zero. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:: Only if it is AFTER we 've made a commitment. Have you ever made a mistake?:: I wish I could say just "a" mistake. But my life has been plaugued by them. Are you a good tipper?:: Yes, I never leave less then 15% even if the service is awful. I will go as high as 50% for exemplary
For The To Be A Better Lover! I Thought They Needed Some Help!
SIMPLE WAYS TO BECOME A BETTER LOVER 1) CREATIVITY - You should never be afraid of doing new things. Is your sex life predictable? Change it, and put some creativity into it. The way i see it, is that you should never know whats going to happen. Dont be afraid to venture outside the bedroom. Surely we can all agree that going to jail for the sake of "different" sex isnt really worth it, but being outdoors does have a certain appeal to it. I have found that garages work well, and if you have an enclosed back yard, that works just as well also. As simple as it is, sex in the shower is always a winner. When your partner is in there, just hop in and seduce him/her. Its not very hard to just think of something creative and just do it. with that in mind, we move to the next subject. 2) SPONTANEITY - There is no better sex than sex that is just spontaneous. It has a certain passion level that just isnt matched against sex that takes place at night when you both go to bed. Do you have a
Remember Our Troops
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period and there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period too. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who had taken all the desks out
The Man In My Dreams
I Just Got Served!
This morning, I was served with papers to appear in small claims court, because my ex-boyfriend wants all of the gifts back that he ever gave me. How sweet.
Metalhead & Metal At Work
The vid quality is pretty shitty because I recorded it with my cell phone. Its a quick clip of me and metal at work. while your here click the link and show him some CT love. ( Its Glue!!! ) Metal@ CherryTAP
Are We Really Free?!?!?
The 2nd is a rendition of a slave ship being docked into Latin America ... I'll get to that in my dissertation. If the above images disturb you, then I'm doing my job Let's have a discussion. I'm gonna lay it on the line, this blog may touch some nerves, it may not, but it's all in an effort to raise the consciousness of the Pan African Diaspora (African American, African, Black, Caribbean American, Caribbean, Afro European, Latin Amerian(Brazilian, Panamanian, El Salvadorian, Costa Rican, Etc...) Etc... World Wide... Even though I've seen the movie ROOTS several times in the past, it NEVER ceases to move me to the core, this along with the Slave Chronicles, Rosewood, the documentaries on Hurricane Katrina, et al...have me wondering. ARE WE REALLY FREE?!?!? Here are some definitions of the word: Freedom: 1. the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint 2. political or national independence. 3.
Bad Fucking Day!!!!
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f**in number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really ba
Didn't Expect That...
So I was walking the mall, looking for the T-mobile store so I could pay my bill. I took the wrong entrance again. Straight in, get to the long stretch of slap-happy stores and window buys, turn left. Walking passed the cell phone accessory cart with all the cell "bling" and mesmerizing light configurations for batteries, another left. Now I see my destination on the right-hand side next to Nordstroms. I walk in, pull my wad of cash out, go up to the seemingly arrogant 19 year old working there, give him my cell number, he gives me my balance, give him the money, and I leave. Walking out of the store, I stop and look either way. Do I go back the way I came or go straight through the dept. store and make my escape from the sea of spring shoppers and eye-catching items begging to be bought by me?? Fuck it. As I'm walking back the way I came, the amount of people that I'm walking passed seem to dissipate. The closer I move towards the doors to the outside, the less people there are. At ab
Wanna Be You
These women, they wanna be you for some reason I tell them we're friends, they tell me I'm creeping But they don't know, your what I need in my life And thats a friend, it's not a wife... They tell me that I should just be with you Like they really know whats best for me But we're family, which means I can't sleep with you But nobody else can see... They read your poems and think we're an item Becuase they know those poems are from the heart But they're never about sex, just the love for my friend And how you've been here fom the start... These women they wanna be you, they're aggressive But they can't be you in life And they wonder why, so I'll answer your question She's my friend everyone, not my wife.... -Nemesis the Nazerene
Cherry Tap And The Children Of Cherry Tap
I just read a bulletin and couldn't believe what it was about. The bulletin directed you to a user profile and on the profile it said that the user was going to Myspace to grow up! Then below it was an award posted for Baby J and his crew giving him a dick head thought was yes you should go to Myspace and grow childish. I don't care who gets angry with this blog it is my rant. If I want childish remarks and tags to see there are plenty on Myspace.......this is an adult site! Why is that such a hard concept for people these days? I have seen so many people posting stupid stuff and calling names putting others down and just all kinds of negative things. We are supposed to be if you have a problem with someone please don't post a bulletin about it ........take it up with them or block them ....I don't want the drama as I am sure most don't. Don't make your insults and personal issues part of this site......most don't care if you go to Myspace tha
Ok Thats It!!
ok thats it i've tryed ta be nice about this shit but i guess u cant be nice ta ppl, that same mutha f-er iz still talk shit about my gm & gn's, Look i do tha best i can I have over 200 friends, hella Fan's& im a Fan of a grip ppl its hard ta get ta every body every day so if i miss sum one one day my bad Lord 4 give me but like i said i do tha best i can but if thats not good enough 4 that person then FUC U!!
This Is What I Found Out
So I went to ask cherry support why people dont get my picture updates and they said if you crush on someone or your in their family you usually dont get any alerts.....I guess thats just the way it is.....seems silly to me cuz ur family or crushes are the ones that would wanna know about those things.... *sigh* silly CT haha well......thats all for now oh and Say hi to me people! lol
Getting To Know Me...
1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT. I have a half moon looking scar on my right elbow from being thrown into a pool & holding on to the guy...I should've just let go. It would've hurt less! 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Paint & a calander...I would love to put up some pictures though. 3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE? dark grey, with a picture of my son on the front screen. 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Rock, 80's, metal, punk, ska, country, blues, r&b, & whatever else I feel like listening to. 5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE? The ocean with a bunch of seals laying on the rocks. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? to be happy 8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN? 1:15am 10. WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP? my ex, he wasn't ready to settle down & raise our son. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? after watching horror films, yes, I'm a 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? my h
Lol Wtf
M&M Duels Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels. Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round. I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theatre of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world. Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength. In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment. When I reach the end of the pack, I am l
Give Them A Chance Before You Judge Them
Something i notice ever heard of give somebody a chance to know them before you judge them.i seen alot of people judging people before they know them,i know we are not all gq lookin ,everyone is different,some of have long hair,short hair,blad,thin,fat,muscle,just becuase we have long hair dont we are all druggies or satanists all they nice stuff lol,anyway take a cahcne and get to know them before you judge them,and if you really feel sorry for them if they cant get a date,dont give them a pity date,i seen that done around alot,just my 2 cents worth
There Is Nothing Greater In Life...
I may have only lived 28 short years on this earth but I promiss you all I have lived a full life. I have what some say life experiance and others may say and old soul! I have loved, been hurt in every way shape and form (emotional, spirital, and physical) but God has allways led me through everything. The most importante times in my life God was there 4 me. But the one experiance that only a select strong few get to experiance is that of the comradship and trust u recieve in basic training and AIT! I had my crew, we were the 6-PAC and though we dont talk to much anymore not a day goes by that i dont pray 4 them, and think about them! The true love i feel for each and every one of them I can honestly say I would jump in front of a bullet for them, if it came down to it I know that with out a doubt I would give my life for theirs and not even think twice or bat and eyelash! Untill you have experianced that kind of love and after nothing ever can really measure up! Please pray for my tea
Saying Hello
not long ago i went to the wall to see some of our great men who gave their lives for their country.many were friends id met prior to the war,most were friends i had during the war and i found a few id met during my stay in the va and rehab i walked along the wall and said my piece and remenised about their lives as id known them my eyes fell across a name i recognized from so long ago ,heather b well i suddenly froze,surely this was not the heather id know so many years ago.the heather i remembered was a petite blonde every guy fell in love with at first glance.the perfect student,popular,cheerleader and dated her on and off for several years since the 7 grade.well a i cleared my memories of her from my head i finally thought,wow,someone had the same name.i left it at that and finished my pilgramage. today,out of the blue,i rn into the heather i remembereds brother.we joked and he talked about things hed heard about me and so on.well i couldnt wait to tell him ab
It's Time For A Trip
I will be leaving for Wi. on Tues.4/17/07 after work. Going to go pick up our new yellow lab pup. Also I am having my pc redone... SO I hope I can get all my programs back up and running within a few days. I am hoping I don't not lose any of my PSP stuff... And of course that will be one of the 1st things to go back on... Oh no over a week without my PSP....What Will I do :( Monday will be the last time I will be on untill I get back....I hope everyone stays safe and I'll miss you all. Fireman 7 "Ct Fire Department"
Mmy 1st Poem.
I thought you said forever, or was it in my mind? cause now your saying "never" and the heart thats broke is mine. What happened to our living, our loving, & our laughter ? For when I die, if I should cry, its only because theres no life after. And if sometime tomorrow I should hear my maker say, "The time has come to meet me, so kneel down and pray." Once that decisions made and theres nothing I can do. Ill ask for just one favor; That I might wait for you, my single ray sun. And if life ends tomorrow, you wre the ONLY ONE!
Often I will sit in seclusion and reflect upon my choice of submission in my lifestyle. As I sit in darkness and silence, it is nights such as this, when a storm rages outside that my thoughts turn inward. I feel the unmistakable need for release, to feel a storm build within me as surely as it rages outside my windows. As I write, my nipples bound with clothespins, a vibrator buzzing against my hungry clit, I will share with you just one of the reasons I have chosen to give myself so completely to this man whom I call Master. It was one of those days where reality ceases to exist and it is just the two of us. Snuggled up on the sofa-bed in his living room, we had lazed about all day, a veritable buffet of snacks and the like littering the coffee table as we watched movies, talked, made love and cuddled some more. Wearing nothing but my collar and cuffs, I reveled in the feeling of belonging to this man. Totally sinful, yes... but oh, so enjoyable! Reluctantly, I looked at the cl
More afraid of not flying than of falling, More afraid to jump right in than stalling, More afraid to sit in silence than to speak up for myself, More afraid to sit back & watch than to stand up for someone eles, More afraid to close my mind than to open my eyes & see, More afraid to close my mind than to let in diversity, More afraid of not trying than of failing, More afraid of slipping than hanging onto the railing, More afraid to settle for less than to keep striving, More afraid of not living than of dying!
So Well Said
What do women want? Try picking up a romance novel! Not one of the Harlequin Romance as those are just sleaze on paper, and stay away from Nora Roberts and Danielle Steele cuz they're not much better. But pick up a Christine Feehan, Iris Johanssen, or Jane Feather. That's what we want. Women want a partner who is going to stand by them no matter what scars they possess, emotional or physical. We want someone who is going to view us as so precious a treasure he would do anything to protect us. We want someone who is going to go to impossible lengths to do something so embarrassing silly and romantic. We want chivalry and respect. We want to be courted and adored. We want to be loved so much that he wonders how he lived without us and wants to spend forever with us. We want someone who wants to grow old with us, and who can share our dreams (whatever they may be). We want someone secure enough in themselves and the relationship that he doesn't have to go look at porn
Im Sorrie Ladies..for What We Men Do!!!
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentle
Omg i just ate wayyyy to many mini potatoes and now i feel sick :( Lol =D
Hey Here's What I've Been Doing At Work The Past Couple Of Weeks!
Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the fixture I wrote a program to make, and the part that will be cut in it. Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the CNC machine that runs the program and cuts the parts. Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the part after I run the first program on it so it can go into the fixture! Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the completed part :D
My Best Friend Veronica
Asian Submissive (dedicated To Mia)
"Mrs. Tate wishes to seed you in the bathroom, immediately," Gordon Tate said to the beautiful oriental submissive, "you may finish polishing the silverware later!!!" "Yes, sir," Miki Lee replied while averting her master's gaze, "right away!!!" The completely naked young woman quickly made her way to the gigantic bathroom just off the Tate's personal bedroom, and as was usually the custom, Valerie Tate was lolling in the whirlpool bath, waiting for the Asian beauty to join her in the swirling waters!!! "Did you finish with the silver service, dear," Valerie Tate asked evenly!?! "No, ma'am," Miki asked softly, "almost!" "Well, I have a much more important duty for you to take care of," the fortyish woman offered gently, "now please, climb in and join me!!! As much as Valerie Tate loved a good hard fucking by a big cock, there was something very special about being breast to breast with a beautiful young woman who would do your bidding with no questions asked!!! Valerie pulled Miki's mo
My Window Cill
My Window Cill Solemn and gray The hours slip away Raindrops for my friends As I watch their falling end On my window cill The air moves the trees A soft and steady breeze That plays with my hair As I contemplate and stare From my window cill Life framed drives by In the blink of an eye So many blinks to go Wonder what will land tomorrow On my window cill Staying on my side As the world does a glide And feel all more the stuck Mired in the muck Around my window cill The frost dances on glass My fingertips make a pass Cold sticking to my skin And its all held in By my window cill So many moments spent here Emotions from joy to fear All witnessed and enclosed Or so the story goes Within my window cill
Early Day Tomorrow
I realize that many of you may not know me and the profile offers no detail, so here I am. I was born in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Although I still reside in Ontario, Canada, home is now in a place called St. Catharines. My wife, Jennifer, was missing home years ago so after about two years of marriage, we agree to move from Toronto to her hometown. St. Catharines is pretty quiet and since I have not travelled much, it is hard to relate to you all what it is like. It is fairly close to Buffalo and the Niagara Region. And, it keeps me out of trouble. Currently, Jenn and I do work at Holiday Inn while I also work as a debt collector. For those of you that have known me for awhile. I've been needing a full time job so I am truly thankful. What else can I say? I am by no means a perfect man. I have made stupid mistakes, but am learning from them. I will drawing for fun or to relax, but my passion has always been photography and just seeing what images I can create. There was a time when
Ode To A Coward
Ode to a Coward You whisper I love you And I do the same Then someone walks in And you change my name Dont ever say love again You don't know what the word means Or how it should feel to your soul Just to hear your beloved breathe Why are you so hopelessly devoted to People who don't give a fuck about you
U'll Love This 1........
You have me against the wall. My hands are spread, giving me support. My cheek leans against the tapestry hanging in front of me. Your hands move down my sides, over my hips, to my thighs. Leaning in close to my ear, you whisper, " I have to have you.” I close my eyes in a moan. I love it when you take complete control of me, not giving me any options. My blood is pounding, my pussy is wet. Leaning against me, you push me harder against the wall. I feel your groin press against my ass. You are hard and throbbing in your jeans. Your hands move slowly up under my dress, skimming my skin with a feather-touch. Just enough to drive me crazy. I moan and beg for you to touch me. You just chuckled in my ear. Your fingers move up my thighs to cup my ass cheeks. With two fingers, you pull the back of my panties together and up, forcing the material to tug up against my clit. I moan and push back against you. Sliding my panties up and down, you tease me with the material. My clit is swollen b
I'll Take You There........
I'll take you there someday. We'll pick a campsite, set up a tent and get all of our camping and hiking gear out, all the while touching and playing with each other, whispering naughty things into each others ears. You want me to take you right there at our campsite, but I want to wait until we get there. We pack some fruit, sandwiches, water, and a blanket and we start to walk down to the river. I let you lead the way, but tell you where to go, so I can watch you as you walk. You are so stunning; I have to use every bit of will power I have to wait until we get there. We come upon the path that will lead us there. We walk, admiring the beautiful scenery around us as we go. But it will only get more beautiful, believe me. Occasionally, I reach out and grab you, just to tease you a bit. In return, you stop short in front of me, so I "accidentally" run into you, so you can feel how excited I am. You turn around and we kiss deeply. Neither of us can stand to wait much longer. I turn yo
Being Stalked....
You're going to have to excuse me, this psycho texan man is stalking me and now it would seem he has his friends doing it also, so I am taking some leave for a while, meanwhile I hope these children all learn to grow up. My God The Children Do Not Give Up! I have asked politely, I have blocked profiles from contacting me, I have deleted my own profiles on ceratin websites, alas, the stalkers do not give up. It has become quite obvious that these people have such meaningless lives that they need to interfere with other people and caus drama where it is not needed. They are people that lack love and crave attention in any way possible, even if it does mean causing others distress. It is sad. Their latest plan is to put comments on a profile on Cherrytap saying that I hacked it and to send me lots of nasty messages, with a link to my profile. What will this gain? Even these peoples friends are joining in. People who do not know me! I would never ever harrass anybody or send
All About The Points
Im not about the points, PLEASE if you are going to buy me a gift do it because we have talked and become friends or at least friendly and something in the gift shop made you think..."Buck would like that". DO NOT buy me gifts because I rated your pics/stash/blogs/ ect. If I have taken the time to rate your pages its because I found you interesting enough to spend my time on, not because I want anything in return. Yes the points are cool, Its nice to be high in the lvls, I love getting a "10" all of that is what makes this site FUN. But if your only buying gifts as "payment" save your bucks. This is a general blog and not directed to any 1 person its just a little insight into who I am. Thanks for takign the time to read this, Buck
Men, You Have Too Much Time On Your Hands.
I'm sorry guys.. I just had to post these.. LOL!
Omg Jamaican Motorcycle Accidents
Can I Get ?
Can I get a HELLA YAH for all the sweet ladies in here..
i just love when you rate people and they cant even give you a curtesy rate
Deep Abyss
staring into the deep abyss i cant see where it came from or where it goes i see no future i see no love all i see is sadness and sorrow so eminent is the pain and suffering that it nearly breaks my heart there is no kindness there is no laughter only deep despare blackness then as i look closer i see a mirror and my tear filled eyes
Does anyone want an oreo? =D
Because I Can !!!
For those that are interested, I will be putting some of my NSFW pics back up today. Was made to feel not so good about them a couple of weeks ago..but Im over it..its my body and Im proud of it...please feel free to rate and comment them again !! ( thanks u guys ) and while your at it... If u havent already could you please add yourself to my guest book...comon..pleaseeee.. Love n hugz...Molly xoxoxo
Ok boys. I am going to try to write in my diary everyday (I know it wont happen). With everything that I have to do daily I might not get to do it everyday but I promise I will try. This is going to be almost as hot as doing the things I am going to write about. Watch out for my first installment soon. Maybe tonight if I can get back out here to my computer.............. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye
Am I In Ur Fan's List?
IF YES, LET ME KNOW SO I COULD PERSONALLY THANK U. JUST REPLY HERE IF U ARE.. Im so glad and happy that u all guys FAN me, thank u so much, u make me special here. love u all.. hope to hear from everyone of u soon.. thanks again.. with love, CES
Ok eveyone that can read knows that my default picture is in my PS pics my friends made of me folder. I've never tried to pass it off as a real picture of me. My default folder is all me, plus I have 3 Salutes but I keep getting messages & comments from dumbass ho faces like this... her blast... Bertrand@ CherryTAP
To My Kick Ass Friends And Fans
I Am In A Contest For Most Ratings...All I Need Is 2 Seconds Of Your Precious Time And Just rate My Pic..Dont Even have to leave a comment..I know You All Rawk And You Will Hook Me Up 8-)..Let me Know When You Rate Pic So I can rate Your Stuff 8-)Let All Your Friends Know So They Can Rate And I Can Return Favor
Dig It.
I'mma move to Texas, where I shall chill with Courty for a bit and drink her beer before we road-trip it to Cali, where I shall reach my destination in Hanford. Mmm, Cali-tastic. From there, I dunno. But I'mma do somethin'.
Answer Me This
Words or Actions, which speak louder? the words of love or the actions to another?
Love You To Death
Back To Good
This one came out pretty shitty as far as vieo quality but you get the idea. I was sick at the time and had lost weight from a bad break-up.
My Family Intro :)
EDIT TO ADD: I'm going to make the family stuff a whole seperate blog so If you've commented on it all ready don't worry about it :) Well I figure I can tell a bit about myself & my family here. So I'm 42 yrs old and married to a wonderful 40(in May)yr old man(I call him Tiger). We have 2 sons Jordan who will be 17 in April. And Colton who will be 12 in September. We have 2 dogs Ozzy who is some kind of hound mix & big. LOL And Sammy who we got from a rescue group and is a black Cock-a-Poo. We also had a Chinese Shar-pei that died last year. We'd had her longer than we had Colton. LOL We miss her. Our pets are definately part of our family. We live in a trailer on our own property. We bought 2 lots have the trailer on one and hoped to build soon on the other. My parents live across the street and a couple houses down. Which is actually pretty nice because the kids can walk down anytime they want to. Plus Jordan & Tiger help them out alot. Not to mention they've helped us out a
Friends Will Be Friends
FRIENDS WILL BE FRIENDS When I first meet my Tomaran he was and still is the truest friend my heart has ever know.But little did I know how Cherry would also bring me some friends that I will never forget and I'm writting this blog for people that want to meet ginuine people that show that they give a damn about others so as following these people are all wonderful in so many different ways Show them love & I know from experience that they will do the same in return LOVE YOU ALL!!I'M STILL WORKING ON THIS LIST SO IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR MUG ON HERE AND YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WILL ADD YOU ,IF YOU AREN'T BEING A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WON'T BE DOING SO SO PISS OFF STOP WHINING.I ALWAYS TREAT PEOPLE HOW THEY TREAT ME:) DAWN
Deleted For Cheating?
My rants here are getting few and far between, the reason is nothing changes so to blog about the same thing over and over again is like breaking your leg twice in the same place, same cast same amount of weeks...ect ect. So I get this feeling that other's here are just above the rules or they make themselves so obvious that they break the rules that something has to be done or other's will bitch about it, example?? I will not say names,but there is a person out there that I know of that was caught "RED HANDED" cheating and was only knocked down a few levels, caught by CT's King from what I understand, another I found out has multiple accounts here and uses them in contest, surprised? when you join a contest and a person has 60,000 comments..?? yeah OK right,and no one knew about these accounts until after they were deleted??so I guess this person has 9 or 10 different computers cause I was IP blocked from CT..sounds like someone higher knew and it was OK cause they were liked or used
Cum Check It Out & Invite All Your Friends!!
The Insane Asylum Lounge Click banner to check it out... This lounge is for everyone & anyone who likes a little madness. If you enjoy life & love to laugh, cum check it out! Invite your friends ;D ~~~~~Moderators~~~~~ H♥llieH♥ttie™ ☣Ste☢ens³☣ Rate me H2 The Man Without Fear ~~~~~Members~~~~~ HELLCAT Luscious♥Mami - Fan before friend, plz ~*Ms New Booty*~ jukeboxOwner & moderate in the Dream Play House Official~80s~Kitten~
Pray 4 Them!
Today alot of innocent people got killed or injured at VT in Blacksburg Va. I live 20min from their and have friends that still go there! If u could, please take a little time out of your day to remmber and pray 4 their familys! TY Love 'two'
Some Idiots Will Never Realize How Lucky They Are...
I don't know... when I look at it... I just see some people do nothing but complain about thier relationships. Why they do this? Why they do that? Do you even really care? and so on and so on.... even to the point where couples are doing thing behind each others back just because there's a trust issue or whatever it is... (Don't do that.... just talk about) but everyone has there own way of dealing with problems... Then finally some just go cheating on to the one that cares for them. Now let's just forget, for one second that at some time ago told me you couldn't be in a relationship with anyone, because for me, watching a relationship being sabotage from the outside can be just unbelievable. Honestly, the only thing that gives me comfort when people just go and forever mess things up is while I'm sitting at home staring at the ceiling just wishing that I had someone to talk to, is knowing that a lot of those idiots will never realize how lucky they are to know how precious the pers
Broken Again....
I cant believe i'm posting this.... I never thought i would feel like this..... I fell for someone i never thought i could have then feel like i could only to have that taken away in a matter of 48 hours... I just give up, not meant to be happy so why the fuck do i try? see i told everyone i wasnt meant to be. So why do i bother... better off fucking alone... live alone.. die alone.. fitting for a soldier
No More
No more do i want to feel No more tears to cry No more feeling this way Because it isnt fair to me You promised you'd never hurt me i guess that was a lie too.... I know i am not the greatest its not like like i didnt know Didnt need to remind me that i'm not there to hold you in that way that i wanted to.... So no more Cause i cant do it anymore And more importantly... I wont
Stab Wounds
A friend of mine, Thad, used to bartend part time. It's a rough bar but he made good money. Last Wed. he was trying to break up a fight and one dude pulled a knife and Thad received a good slice to the arm. Severed 4 tendons, partially severed #5. He had surgery today to reattach said tendons. I just got done talking to him on the phone and this is his woman's story but I thought it was funny. When he woke up from the anesthetic I guess he wasn't 'with it' yet. He woke up demanding a Jeager Bomb, no, not JUST a Jeager Bomb... a Fucking Jeager Bomb. I guess the nurses, whom he described as preppy, were trying to shush him up because there were other patients around but he would have no part of it. And then he made it be known he had to take a 'piss' so his woman helped him to the bathroom. She was standing behind him to steady him and he says "ya know, it feels really good you standing behind me but unless you're gonna hold my cock, back off." He doesn't remember saying a
Adult Mad Libs! Haha
WARNING: VERY! Explicit content below. If you are easily offended by derogatory remarks, read NO further. And My apoliges ahead of time. But, for the record, I was just the writer, not the word giver =p These are a few actual quotes from our mad lib games this weekend. If you dont know the game of mad libs you wont get it lol *Jack and Jill went up the swampthing to fuck a pail of semen. Jack fell down and broke his vaggine and Jill came swallowing after. *Open your windows and fill your McNasties with fresh Semen depository and then, exhale rapingly. *Ultimately, they invented the great timeskeeping devices of today such as the grandfather truck full of faggots, the pocket 50 Bob Sagets, the alarm French made baggets, and, of course, the sack full of semen watch. *Condratulations abusive mothers and child molesting fathers. You are about to give birth to a pedophile. Remember, a happy child comes from a happy beating stick. *When you board the bus, do
Love Me Easy Patrick Henry
Family First
Family First Friends may come and friends may go Family is first and this I know Putting friends first is a mistake And not one that you should make Family’s forever and this I know Friends enter your life and then they go Making friends is fun trust me with this But not something you would miss Love your family while they are here Keep their love very near Family can leave the world at any time So don’t make yourself feel like slime Family is here to comfort you I know your friends do this too Without your family you would be lost Hold on to them no matter the cost That is why I consider All of my friends, Family
Have You Ever Wished For ...
My Gramma passed on a Year ago today. I miss her alot. I find an old photograph and see your smile. As I feel your presence anew, I am filled with warmth and my heart remembers love. I read an old card sent many years ago during a time of turmoil and confusion. The soothing words written then still caress my spirit and bring me peace. I remember who you used to be the laughter we shared and wonder what you have become. Where are you now, Where did you go, When the body is left behind and the spirit is released to fly? Perhaps you are the morning bird singing joyfully at sunrise, or the butterfly that dances so carelessly on the breeze or the rainbow of colors that brightens a stormy sky or the fingers of afternoon mist delicately reaching over the mountains or the final few rays of the setting sun lighting up the skies edging the clouds with a magical glow. I miss your being but I feel your presence, In whatever form you choose to take, howev
Okay so I get the whole mumm thing now. I guess I had to find out the hard way. *sigh* Other things I've learned this morning: People are extremely crabby in the morning... wait... no I've known that. Boredome at work is a dangerous thing. Hmm... I've known that too. Is it the 25th yet?
My Godson
I not only am a Proud Navy Mom, I am a Proud Navy Godmother. My Godson has made the decision to join our U.S. Navy! I am so proud of him! Please remember to pray for all our Troops and their safe return! God Bless America!
Fibromyalgia Syndrome Awareness
May 12th is Fibromyalgia Syndrome Awareness Day. I have had this for 17+ years and I can vouch for most of the symptoms especially the pain. I looked up one of the sites listed on here and got a brief list of what it consists of so the next time someone tell you they have it you'll have an idea of what they go through. SYMPTOMS AND ASSOCIATED SYNDROMES Pain - The pain of fibromyalgia has no boundaries. Quite often, the pain and stiffness are worse in the morning and you may hurt more in muscle groups that are used repetitively. People with FMS suffer chronic widespread pain, which can be described as burning, throbbing, shooting, or stabbing, Painful areas often include the upper back, shoulders, neck, the low back, and other areas around the joints. Many people will say, "I hurt all over." Fatigue - This symptom can be mild in some patients and yet incapacitating in others. The fatigue has been described as "brain fatigue" in which patients feel totally drained of energy. Many
My Aapf Nationals Results
Competed down in Monroe, LA this past weekend and had my best meet thus far. For those that don’t know, the AAPF (Amateur American Powerlifting Federation) is a drug-free (drug-tested) federation. 8 out of my 9 lifts were good. Squatted 589.73, Benched 429.9, and Deadlifted 556.66. Totaled 1576.29lbs at a bodyweight of 163lbs. Earned an invite to the AWPC Worlds Competition this August in IL. All the numbers were personal records for me. I went into this meet relaxed which, I think, made a difference. I get some time to recoup, get a little work going and then start training again for August.
Alive Again By Artistic
she came into my life like a speeding arrow she struck my heart at full speed, I fell before I realized anything I was on the ground crawling on hands and knees I fell hard for her it became a moment of clarity and a moment of confusion she took my breath away that is when I knew something in me had died when I found myself on the ground facing the heavens, I had awaken for the first time I realized NOW, I FEEL ALIVE that was the first time I could breathe again for the first time I could see again and I saw an ANGEL to me, SHE IS HEAVEN SENT if not for her coming into my life I would still be that guy without words that guy, without thoughts I grew passionately in love I gave her, my heart I kept the arrow she struck me with since then, I have learned as if, I was never here everything had become strang to me slowly, I began to understand the meaning of lifes gifts I began to le
The Inventor
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is that you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me...." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, " Ah, yes." "Well ," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too
I Totally Stole This From Sugar.
But I lawl everyfuckin'time.
Contests - I Need Your Help!!
This is the first contest I entered EVER! So please go rate my photo? I'd love to win the million dollar mansion! LOL Thanks much love! I AM OFFICIALLY THE SECOND SEXIEST CHERRY! LOL It's ok, I'm still a winner!
I Am Leaving For A Few Months
I will not be on for a few months (personal reasons) but I will return with a happy smile seems somethings have come up I can't Ignore so I will not be on this weekend might be leaving Friday you all have a great Summer if I don't see you all..peace
Obviously I copied this from someone else, but to let you know, my answers would surprise you! If you reply to this I will honestly reply to it as well for you, you don't have to repost it. Loves, Dan 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23
~~ Thank You ~~
COOL MySpace Comments I just wanted to say THANK YOU to all that stopped by and showed me some love on my birthday...whether it was a gift, a all meant a lot to me and I really appreciate all of it!! In the immortal words of Sally Field... "You like really really like me!!" Or whatever she said...anyway...again...thanks everyone...I have the greatest friends...thank you all for making my day so guys all FREAKIN' ROCK...and mmmmmmmmuahzzzz to all of you!! ~Tammy COOL MySpace Comments
In Memory...
In Memory...© As we sit down here to learn I pray to God it’s not my turn If someone should come to take our lives Will anyone hear the screams and cries So many lives so shortly lived I wonder to myself “just what gives?” As time goes by some wounds may heal But the scars we carry are all too real The time has come to make a change To stop the tragedies that seem so strange A mother, a father, a daughter, a son In the end who’s really won To take a life and maybe your own Some the reasons are really unknown So when my time on earth here is done I pray its not at the end of a gun I wrote this poem in memory of all the innocent victims that have been killed or wounded in the tragedies that have struck our schools and colleges in the recent years. Most recently the victims of the Virginia Tech tragedy.
Adult Story... My Latest Writing..... Let Me Know What You Think
Him/Her > > It is a very warm and sunny day.. And I am > crabbing down in corbin city, on an island that you > reach by boat.... > > We are all alone and no one else in site. You're > bending over to check your handline and I come up > behind you, wrap my arms around you and bend against > you to whisper in your ear "nice veiw from where I'm > at". Then I nibbble on your earlobe as I rub your > nipples in my hands...... > > As the sun quenches my face to where my cheeks are red, > I turn to you and smile.. I see the beautiful smile on your face and I bend > over to plant a Very passionate kiss on you.. Deep, very sensual, almost sinful... > as you continue to rub my full breasts, massaging them, pinching the nipples. > I start to rub your cock through your Jeans feeling you throbbing & getting harder.. > You wrap your arms around me holding me tighter while you kiss me even > deeper..... > > Overcome with desire, I lift you up and carry you over to a blanket
What To Do....
I GOT ACCEPTED TO ODU School of Nursing!!!!! It's in VA and it's a 2 year accelerated program. I have also applied to LSU, here in Louisiana, but have not received word as of yet, but... they want me to start as a sophomore (3 years). They are both BSNs... WHAT TO DO (should I get accepted into both)??? Also, the VA Guard pays 100% TA + books, LA Guard has 100% TA "exemption" but no books. ADVICE NEEDED, lets assume I get into LSU.
Women Are...
What Do U Think!
It Makes No Sence
Off To The Beach For A Lil Holiday
GOING TO THE BEACH FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY WOOOT MUM MINDING THE KIDS - I CANT WAIT =] been about 2yrs since i had a holiday to the beach sooo excited
This Shows How Stupid People Are
this guy messaged me and said all of these things to me. his yahoo sn is warriorpt6 and the other sn is mine. if you read this i hope you want to be mean to this guy. so here it goes warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:32:30 PM): hello ! bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:32:48 PM): hey warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:01 PM): explain that deep thing warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:10 PM): after u gimme some huuuggs bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:21 PM): it was from a pappa john's commerical bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:32 PM): i thought it was funny warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:43 PM): what do ya like to do bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:34:28 PM): shop, watch movies, hang out with my friends, watch tv.....stuff like that warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:41 PM): anymore pics warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:45 PM): a cam ? bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:35:18 PM): look on my yahoo profile. there are 2 links on it to my other pics warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:36:46 PM): you wanting to die young an quick girly or w
Down Rater Bombers
when the fuck did just talking to people go away i can't even have a decent conversation any more cause i am making my list i am bombing so and so who fucking care unless u wanna play on line darts or shoot some pools that's the only bar compettition i rember pulls the stix out yo ass and fucking enjoy what this place is here for. this place has turned into a popularity contest and i don't give a shit if i am popular u know where i am if u wana talk hit me up if u wanna tell me how i got to answer emails make a list or bomb some don't fucking bother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hopefully someone ur willing to talk to my head hurts.
The Murderer " Indicative Of My Passion For Love"
"A good Saturday." it was to be that day. the day I heard of her unfaithfulness and her crime, When she killed me in my pity, when she killed me in my prime. With firey anger, I somehow remained calm--- All my yearning for her was emptied from my heart and not filled. How can I redeem our love, from the evil-willed? And after being pushed aside, I am to be kind. But they killed me in my kindness, in thier madness and thier blindness and they killed me from behind. There is sobbing in eye's, caused by her wrongs. And a long silence where we stand; but in her weeping. I bare an iron hand, I must beware of her weeping.--- cause what they've done they do not understand. As I lie in my own blood;--- The Lord in my face. they killed me,yet I'm to be the forgiver?--- The avenger takes my place, the avenger takes her from me. 'cause it was her I could not set free. Those in righteousness would not do such a thing. they would do as God would call them to. And my
Can't They Read?
Ok so I have about 10 new friends request a day, ALL MEN!!! don't these assholes read?!?! I already have a man, I had two but my hubby has run off with the pool boy, little worms!!! but any way, dosen't mean I need any more... I only need one for a few minor things around the house and to play with once in a while but can't the guys on here read? Im mean come on its in my name!!!!! Don't get me wrong I don't hate men I just am really picky about them. I don't have any trouble finding the ones I want either so why do they think just because I'm on CT I need one of them.
Yesterday my child met her father for the very first time. It's been 6 years myself since I had seen him. The past 6 years I have been trying to contact him so he can be a part of her life. I finally got that chance , it was weird for all three of us , I thought that it wouldn't go well I have alot of hostility built up for him just leaving me pregnant and never hearing from him , all of us are working on it for our child's sake. I thought it would be hard on her but she's in love with him and didn't want him to go she's so happy she got to meet her daddy!! I am glad for her and the weird part is he's actually trying to be a part of her life despite everyone trying to keep him from her , saying she's not his and everything else so cross your fingers!!!
21 Years Ago Today....
On April 19, 1986 my husband and I were married in Redlands, CA at the Astencia Mission. A beautiful outdoor wedding in the mission courtyard. Back then so many of our co-workers told us that it would not last because of our age differences. He is 12 years older than I. Today all those people are divorced and we are still going very strong with our marriage. I guess we surely beat the odds. There is a wedding picture of me posted in my gallery if you have not seen it yet.
Geography Lessons!
GEOGRAPHY LESSON PART 1- GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France , gently aging; but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia , lost some wars, won some great battles but haunted by past mistakes, still very strong and proud. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia , very wide and borders are now largely un-patrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet .. Off the beaten path, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...still desirable but only those with an adventurous spirit an
Plz Help To Fight Against This Site For Our Kids Sake!
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t
In Memory - Vt Tech Students
I used to think my life was done there was nothing but dark and cold now it's all changed and I am having fun it's called opening your heart again, so I've been told The seasons may be changing but right now it's so bright I can feel the happiness inside me starting to show it's funny how things go from darkness to light I would much rather be on this high then go back to low I have realized again that it's ok to trust it's not easy to do but slowly i begin I have cleaned up my life and swept away the dust for some reason this time I think I can win Life is full of surprises and twists you have to take each day as it comes like it or not but slowly and surely i can see throught the mist I am liking what I am seeing not just a little but a lot So just chalk it up to another lesson learned each day is going to surprise you so be prepared I feel like this is something I have earned so don't be afraid anymore, no more being scared Take each day as it comes and
Stream Of Conciousness;
I said we can run away. We can run away to a far off place where no one will ever find us. It was almost winter and the air was chilly. From the green plastic chair you stared. You stared into nothing and seemed to be thinking of the world. I think we should go to England. I know it rains all of the time and that things may seem to be dreary all of the time, but as long as we have each other, I think that we could make it work. The wind blew through your hair and you raised your eyes to my level. A look of wonder and adventure came upon your face. If you want to come with me, I am leaving tonight. Tonight and tonight only. I have a feeling that if you don't come with me tonight, you may never see me again. You looked towards the ground and looked at a bug crawling towards your shoe. You thought to yourself how insignifigant the bug was. So will you go with me? I think that if you are, you should go home now and, you know, just kind of get things ready. Wash some of your clothes do what
No this is not really a poem , more like a collection of feelings thrown out in words. ----- I hate you I hate you god how I fucking hate you Im not playing your fool ,Im not going to care Im tired of this game ,so guess what... were through no more I loves no more I cares you can choke on that ego I DONT FUCKING CARE Id rather be hit , by a bullet gone stray then spend another minute listening to the shit that you say Im better then that , Im actually too good for you so dont even bother and please dear, dont try Im done with your lies Im done with your games not even if you changed your ways you made me a fool , more like a clown but somehow you always could turn me around But not this time , I hope you choke good luck and god bless goodbye and so long I hope you are proud , I hate you no doubt
Another Song
"Right Here" "by Staind" I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just fo
A Daydream Remembered
I was sitting in my small condo on my bed wrapping gifts to send to my little brother and nephews. Startled, I hear a knock at the door. Beings I was sitting in my pajamas, a night shirt and shorts, I decide to grab my robe putting it on, on my way to the door. I peek through the peephole to find David standing on the other side. Opening the door I stood there in a bit of shock, “Hay, what are you doing here?” “Just thought I would stop by and see how you were doing. Is it too late?” He asked noticing me in my robe. “No, not at all. Come on in. I just had to get comfortable after my shower. I’ve only been home for a couple of hours from my second job.” “You have a second job?” He asks as he walks in and starts taking off his coat. “Yea, it helps me to save to get a bigger place.” He walks further in and notices the cutting mess on the bed. “Are you busy? I can come back later.” “No that’s ok; I was just finishing wrapping a few gifts for my nephews. I’ve got to ge
FIRST, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LAST BLOG...COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PEOPLE!!! Why is it that when you start talking to a guy and maybe there is some chemistry but you don't want to rush in to anything but you start to get close even though you shouldn't. And the whole time you talk to him, he is paranoid about all the other guys that comment on your page, thinkin you are fukkin everyone or going to. (even though you haven't fukked him) He doesn't want anyone to look at your pics or anything. he gets mad!! He wants you to call him all the time and tells you he is going to call at a certain time but doesn't. Then when you call him late at night he has some FEMALE answering his house fone late at night, im talkin 1 or 2 am and you know he doesnt have no sisters livin there. his family is in another state and this girl was not black, so can't try that line. She gives the fone to him and he very nervously HANGS UP THE FONE and turns them OFF..he knows he got busted... PLAYERS, I SW
Just wanted to let you know that I will not be on here the next couple of weeks. I am driving to Colorado to meet up with the hubby (he has been in Iraq for the past year and a half). Leaving this weekend for the 14hr drive, ugh! Then will spend the week with him there while he is demobilizing, whoohoo! Anway..just lettin ya know I won't be around much during that time, take care, keep in touch! ~Jan~
feeling pretty bad this morning my arthrtis is killing me feeling pretty low and down think i'll go back to bed maybe after i have had a few more hours sleep and check my email i will feel better sure hope so
Bad Manners
Bad Manners I hate people with bad manner, for something that costs nothing why don’t more people have good manners! A simple please and thank you are always appreciated but very rarely heard. My son and I went for a walk and we made an effort to smile at everyone we saw, we had few surprised looks but mostly just smiles which was lovely except for two female cyclists, leisurely peddling away on a path that could only fit them side my side as we walked I thought one would get over but no, they made us get off the path and didn’t even have the decency to say thank you, two grown adults showing my son how to act, how inappropriate! I also contacted a friend of mine, hadn’t spoken to her for a while and thought even though I contacted her last I would make first contact again, it was much appreciated, she called me back and we chatted for some time. So the morale is, even if you were the last one to make contact don’t feel bad about making the first move again, it is appreciate
My Friend :(
I feel like Ive lost my best friend , I guess In a way I have..I only have myself to blame though.How could I think that with not actually knowing a person they could be my best friend , I told "her" things I would never tell anyone.I allowed "her" to see me in a way no one has. I trusted and respected . I blame no one but myself , I was the stupid one that fell in lust or whatever the fuck it was.. I chose to not let go , I chose to be jealous ,I chose my path and I accept that . But when all I ask for is a little honesty and you wont even give me that , to protect someone else. Am I that fucking psycho in you eyes that you think I would go after someone??? I guess I totally misjudged you . I guess I was wrong to actually put my faith and trust someone , when time and time again Ive been proven wrong by everyone Ive allowed myself to love. This why I think not having "friends" is probably the best thing for me. Im sorry I troubled you , Im sorry I cared about you , Im sorry I
Im Fine
Thank for your concern , but I AM fine .Its nice to know so many of you care.This is a normal accurance for me , deppressive episodes are just part of being crazy.You really dont need to worry , I appreciate you asking and your concern , and I really am NOT trying to be a bitch , I just deal with things the best I can , and talking is not one of those ways. SO thank you for offering your ears , It does mean alot to me , but I become more closed then ever when I am like this , and talking about it is the last thing I want to do. NO , noone is to blame for my feelings right now . Im bi-polar , it just happens sometimes.So please understand If Im distant or cold ,Its nothing against you , I just need to work through this on my own , without talking about it. Thanks for understanding
How To Drive In Las Vegas :
HOW TO DRIVE IN Las Vegas : 1. You must first learn the city's name, it is: "LAS Vegas" - NOT "Vegas" 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 9:00pm . Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On 95, your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is considered "Wussy". 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Las Vegas has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, Green Valley, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you shot. 7. Road construction is permanent and continuous in Las Vegas. Detour barrels a
4/20 Horoscope
Unconditional love is like a classic car: It never goes out of style. But you can fall out of practice. You have to train yourself to love people with a boundless sense of compassion. Why not practice it on yourself first?
Getting To The Next Level!
So I've been going to the "I'm Bored" little thingy on top of my page...Im sure you all know what Im talking about, however I sit and sit and rate and rate and leave comment after comments! however damn if Im not stuck on level 11...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... anyone have any suggestions how to get to that next darn level...???? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Confused Kitty
Time Has Gone
i Knew it wouldnt last I had two things from my past After my son died I had two dogs at the time I rescued them from abouse Tryed to keep them safe One went on to help in 9/11 the other had to far to go She had been beatin and aboused Brokin ribs A cracked nose Thay choped off her tail Why no one knows Now she lays by my side Dieing of cancer No one knows why All we can pray for is you die in your sleep All I know is its out of my hands PLease all I can do is pray Go peacefully into the night Thank you my friends for your prayers May you all be blessed I know some might say its just a dog But this is my last link to my beatufull baby boy The last of my rescues Time has gone
Strength From Cherry Tap
I sat each day and night reading and typing on this site. Thinking of the persons who live behind this cyber world of hours. I emailed persons who are living through turmoil wondering just how much of a difference this cyber community could make. Today I sit here reading your words of strength, crying not so softly, as I can only wait for my flight in the morning to sit by the side of my daughter. Here I do not have to be the strength, speaking the words of encouragement as she tries to understand why God would allow her children to die. Listening to her anquish as she talks of hearing the ir pleas for her help, as she could not break the wall of flames. Feeling her pain as she wonders if her husband, critically burned, will survive. Tonight you CT Friends are my pillars, you are my strength, allowing me to cry and not be seen. To feel the numbness of the moment, yet know with a simple stroke of keys, my friends are there. So the answer to my question is sim
Vacation Shit
I'm leaving on Sunday for a few weeks, so you won't be seeing my lovely status messages for a while. In otherwords, get your donkey love somewhere else my pretties! So, spread the love, spread your asscheeks and for godsakes, don't forget to spread the Nutella!!
I've Lost!
I've lost my way, I've lost my touch. I've lost my heart, I've lost too much. I've lost anything that I've ever cared for. I've lost the memories and so much more. I've lost the feeling of tru love. I've lost the angel from above. I've lost the sight of you right now. I'm lost in this world, wondering how.
How You Are In Bed Lol This Should Be Good
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85%A Romantic83%Virgin70%Sex God70%How are you in bedcreated with
Please Read And Reply.
Ok it seems there are quite a few fake people on here whose only interest is the points they get from friending and fanning people. I've come to the realization that I don't need to participate in this childish endeavor. I sit here and read bulletins and repost them out of a good faith gesture hopefully earning the same respect. Well I was wrong. The same goes for voice messages and guestbook adds and other assorted things. I think out of 70 some odd "friends" there'd be more than 5 or 6 that would read my bulletins. Once again I was wrong. So in another gesture of good faith, which I feel in all honesty is nothing more than a waste of my time, I'd like anyone who actually considers me a friend to simply reply saying that they are my friend. After a certain point in time I will decide who will stay as a friend, family or someone I'm a fan of. To all of you who know you are my friends and family you know who you are. Anyone else who wants to actually be a friend or family member is mor
An Excursion Into Beer Adventuring With Cuthulu
Well appears that as far as my writing is concerned, the most interest is drawn from the beer posts, so without further's an installment of several combined weeks of beer exploration with a few rare treasures, and a few pittraps of dewm, Doom Dooom I tell you....(ah Zim I love him so...) This past month while going quite insane with work, I've been visited by Cuthulu Jr, a minute version of the old dark god of chaos and madness....seems he likes the suds too.... He brought the first round, which I was concerned being labeled: La Terrible by Unibroue but in fact this one was a damnably fine beverage, pours rich dark black out of the bottle, little head, which falls flat quickly, strong earthy richness of sweet yet sour cherries and figs....excellent experience if you like the darks as I do myself prefer. Also 10.5% alchohol and you can't tell :) I never pictured it, but it appears Cuthulu likes Big Dicks Arcadia's Big Dick's Olde Ale that is...wouldn't want to
My Son
My son graduared yesterday form Navel basic training and it was great to see him. I am so proud of him I think I told him a 100 times today alone. He ships out on Sunday Morning to go to school and he wont get any leave for 6 months will have to mak this last for a while.
My Light
all my life iv been surrounded by the night walking in the dark moon light guilds my way for every step i make the grave yard is my place each stone colder then the last pitch black on this night with the lose of my sight i cause of the pain of others reather i know it or not thats all i am thats all i cause anger is all i feel hate is all i give not careing for others or tragic events as i look into the distance i see a light very bright but not so clear questions run throw my mind a new sight to behold my eyes my cuoristie gets the best of me as i run faster and faster the light is a person the light is the girl those feelings of anger are no longer there the hate still lingers for most of the world as time gose on she makes me happy words are spoken hours on end she is a light the brighest of them all and she is my friend this light is my happiness this light is my peace this is the light which i am banded from happiness,
Minor Or Major Milestone! :-)
6 months ago TODAY, I pulled into Fort Worth, Texas and met Chris face to face for the first time. I was on a one week vacation as I lived in California at the time and was suppose to go back, but ended up staying. (Long Story but one definately worth hearing one day). I just want everyone to know that today marks our 6 month anniversary and although many might think that is nothing, to us it was a significant day in our relationship as it was the beginning of something that has only flourished since then. Happy Anniversary Chris! I look foward to each day spent with you. I know we will continue to build our life together as we keep moving foward in our relationship. I love you and I look foward to many more days. months and years with you.
Things I've Learned About Women
I've seen so much on the internet, from dating tips, to advice and even women themselves putting out their criteria for what makes a man appealing. At the same time I've met a lot of women in my life thus far. In addition I was married, it was horrible for the most part because the bad times seriously outnumbered the good. I've been divorced for over 6 years now, and I'm just throwing out what I've learned about women. I could be right, I could be wrong, these are just my observations. Please note when I say "some women" that does not imply "all women". I will not generalize every woman in the world, I'm smarter than that. So anyway here goes.... I've learned that some women regardless of what they say are completely vain and into looks, just like some men. I realize that my ex-wife and her behavior does not represent all women. I'm sure there are some beautiful women out there who see any relationship as a 50/50 venture and are not out to suck the living life out of
Surgery Scheduled.
Well looks like my other blog was deleted.. hmmm.. gues biopsy results are NSFW? lmaoo who knows. Anyway, talked to the surgan and surgery is scheduled to have the polyps removed on May 15th. He does not want to do a total hysterectomy because after looking at my labs and biopsy, hes confident that he can get it all. The pre cancer cells (uterine cancer, for those that missed my other blog) are currently localized to one area only. and he believes this could actually help the heavy menstral bleeding and cramping, not make it worse. but, there's always that slight chance that cancer is lingering under the tissue, so he will biopy what he takes and some healthy tissue around it, just to make sure. i'll get the results of that on my post surgery check up. hugs all, thanks for the support. ~brat
Wheee Fun! ^.^
today was kick ass. met a friend downtown at Powell's City of books. (YAY books!) then we headed off to the ZOO! ^.^ (
I Want To Be The One
I WANT TO BE THE ONE I want to be the one Who makes you laugh and smile I want to be the one Who’s life you make worthwhile I want to be the one Who makes you feel all warm inside I want to be the one Who you can trust in and confide I want to be the one Who you think of night and day I want to be the one Who takes your pain away I want to be the one Who shares the things you do I want to be the one Who wakes up next to you But more than anything else I just want to be, the one for you Robert M. Hall © 2007 03/18/2007
Video Of Roxie
Reason, Season, Lifetime
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong -doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. Th
Just Something I Wrote.
I can hear your voice when your not around.The sounds beating in my head like a drum.Over and over again.Sleep is something i can not have,dreams are to far away.The sounds getting even more loud as i lay awake trying to find that peace i once i had and still all i can think of is you and the peace your gave me.But now you have become the soul source of pain.
Jeremy Crow!
Wow, where do I begin?!! This is not only a man whom I have much respect for but a friend that connected me with other great friends! He somehow manages everyday to bring a smile to everyone's face by either putting a comment on their page, sending them a shout, rating a pic, commenting on a blog, writing a blog or even sending a text to them on their phone! (BTW JC, I don't get those still...hmmm...partially my fault, huh?! ;P) In the beginning after meeting him, I wasn't sure how I fit in with him but soon after, he surely showed me. Just follow this link and you'll figure out quickly where I fit, in Jeremy Crow's world. :) As you can see from following that link, I am called JC's Sweetest Twin for a reason and wear that name proudly and share it with another very sweet friend Laurie of whom I shall introduce to you soon too! :) If you have not met this man, Jeremy Crow, also known as "JC" or "SuperDaddyman", you have already been missing out. Now, don't let his numerous pics o
U.s. Marine
This is by CT User 346334 Link to her page. US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in battle... in lust... in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the
In Your Arms
In Your Arms 4-22-07 Friends come and friends go I’ve had many before and after you But there is one thing I know Without you I wouldn’t know what to do Happy I never seem to be I never feel that special way I’m always sad without you and me I just don’t know how or what to say You are the only one that makes me happy anymore You know me better than anyone knows me You don’t know how much of you I adore You always set my heart and soul free All I wish to do is to be able to show you how much you mean to me The only thing better then telling to you will be holding in your arms
~ Come Meet The Aussie Family ~
Today Is The Most Hardest Day Of My Entire Lifetime :(
My best friend... My companion... My family member... My playmate... My Dog... Just passed away last night, and i had to bury her today.... It was probably one of the HARDEST things i've ever had to do today... I've never cried so much in my entire life... I've never felt so much emptiness before... God Rest in Peace Nala Bear. You'll always have a place in my heart. Always! And the message in all of this, is never underestimate the power of God to giveth and taketh away. Enjoy your family, friends, anybody or anything close to you, cause you never know when you will get it taken away from you :(. God Bless Nala, who's running around in doggy heaven, no more pain, no more hurt, no more disease, YOUR IN A GOOD PLACE NOW...and i can't wait to see you again for more licks on the face hehehe. R.I.P. 4/22/2007 and God Bless all my Cherry Tap Friends!
The Passing Of Noah
This was Noah ... Noah became my constant companion during the writing of SpiritFlight. This is his only claim to fame, and eventual immortality. When I was collecting the essays which would eventually go in to SpiritFlight. He would chatter at me for attention. Over time, whenever he heard my voice he would chew on the bars of his cage and squeal at me, until I gave him a carrot. I will not say I trained him, I think he trained me. WE became such good friends that he got a separate notice in the Author's box in my book, SpiritFlight Yesterday, just as I was about to head out for work, I just noticed that the finch did not have water. I called out to the kids to make sure that the birds had water, and to check Noah's water. When my second oldest girl checked Noah's water bottle I noticed that Noah, who was laying in the cage behind his igloo did not move. This was more then unusual for him. Hearing my vice should have sent him into squeals of carrot appeal. I poked my f
Same Old Shit
well here they come again .. the same ones that had such a problem with me are back at me again lol get a fucking life people...if ya dont like me or anything i do STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE...if ya dont like me or something i have done , then stay away. simple as that...if ya got nothin better to do im sorry but... you know who you are im being nice you know there are a few things i could say as well so lets be adult here and act accordingly..thank you....T
"Pain...without love. Pain....I can't get enough. Pain....cause I like it rough....and I can't get this damn song out of my head! Help somebody sing something different!!
I understand how little high school kids get a little thrill out of all this rating and friends lists crap but us more mature people? Well, I just have to laugh. Add me as a friend and then don't talk to me at all? That is just stupid. Is it that important that we have 1000 name friends list and all the ratings? Does it somehow validate our lives? If it does than we are in bigger trouble than I thought. Thankfully, I know what it's all about, but for the future. Don't even bother adding me if you are not interested in getting to know me or even taking the time to drop me a line from time to time. If your friends list size is a true measure of your life and you as a person, than you have some serious issues. Of course, that's just my opinion, I could be wrong.
In Response To My Patriotisum.....
I recently received this message from a freind,,whose nam ei will not reave becaus i dont want anyone to respond to hi negatively for the beleifs h holds.. he a combat vet.. anis entitled to his opinion.. i just as moved y the convo and wanted to share.... >i cn see u is in need of sum special coucilin hon, which is a service da hat provides to his friends free a charge. (smiles to self). if i may step out of character for a moment. it's great to support the troops, but it is my considered opinion that the best way to support the troops is to bring em home and let em serve their own country. our boys are fighting and dying for the same reason wars are always fought, somebody gets powerful, and somebody gets rich. our boys get dead, and maimed, and are being saddled with a burden they will carry all their lives. should we send our boys out to die for the benefit of the few? i say our country is in need of repair, but the people qualified to do the job don't want it, so we're s
We Have A Winner!
Okay, folks, I now have a new winner for the weirdest question ever asked of me. On Friday night, I performed in my play. As is my habit, I journeyed to the bar afterwards with some of the cast. While we were there, we ran into some people who had seen the show. A man I had never met before began the following conversation: Him: Hey, man great show! You were fantastic. I really enjoyed your performance. Me: Thanks, I’m glad you liked it. Him: Are you circumcised? Me: …………………………………. I still don’t know what the hell he meant by that. I wasn’t wearing tights or snug slacks, after all. Some folks who witnessed this did know the man, and they told me he is weird. Yeah, I figured that out on my own. Others think h was hitting on me. So there you have it: After forty years on Earth, someone finally hit on me.
Lol Lil Farm Boy
Little farmboy comes in late for school. Teacher asks why he's late. Farmboy replies that he had to take the family cow over to the neighbour's to get her bred by a bull. Annoyed, teacher demands, "Can't your father do that?" Little farm boy thinks for a moment: replies, "Well, sure... but the bull can do it better."
Can We Have Breakfast Like This?
I've been anticipating this day for weeks. You've been so busy with work and college lately that we haven't been able to spend much time together. It was the first Saturday in two months that we were able to sleep in. I felt the sun hitting my face through the cracks in the mini blinds it was shining in my eyes as though to hint to me to start our day. I look at the clock, seven minutes after ten I look back at you, so peaceful, and wonder how to wake you up this morning. I thought that breakfast in bed would be nice, so I carefully crawl out of bed so as not to wake you up. I make my way down the hallway to the kitchen. Looking in the fridge, the choice of breakfast is plentiful it's all a matter of what I want to give you. Shifting things around on the shelves I spot what I want, reaching back I grab the grapes and the container of strawberry's nothing like a healthy breakfast. As the door begins to close something catches my eye, the can of whip cream... I start thinking ba
My Family.. Check Them Out!!
Just Wanted To give a shout out to my Family.. These are the people that Make me Smile Everytime I see them online!! You guys Kick Ass!! The Rated R Superstar@ CherryTAP bloomer@ CherryTAP masterhead@ CherryTAP STEWIE GRIFFEN@ CherryTAP &E@ CherryTAP (IM 18 )YOUNG LOVE@ CherryTAP shadow-dad@ CherryTAP Never Said I Was An Angel@ CherryTAP cheekygirl@ CherryTAP Christian1369~ Member of the UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP Nick@ CherryTAP I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE!!!!!!
Please Read!!!!!
God has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this! Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Please help...
Official Statement
1st I would like to appoligize to everyone for the heart attack this morning with the mass IM that was sent. My yahoo, voilmail, Email, and everything single sourse of communication has been blown UP!!! The reason for it was, I had someone that would not leave me alone, No matter how much I tried she would not stop . I told everyone to tell her I was dead so that MAYBE she would stop and get a life... and well, they did tell her that... and the rest is the result of what you have seen. I have no room in my life who does nothing but spread drama throughout the CR community and cause isues for both myself and my friends. And if your readying this ( like I know you are) OUR NOT A 128 YEAR OLD VAMPIRE... GET A FUCKING LIFE !!! It is people like YOU who give the community it's bad name! SO... the result of this is YES... I got rid of the MORON that had been harrassing me, and I I know that I have been replying to yahoo messages all day to most everyone who has messaged m
The Shadow Of My Dreams
she came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beconing me to come to her.she is a powerfull creature she is not to be denied nor would i want to she has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet i am not uncomfortable i am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon
In The Hotel
A flash of an intrigingly sly smile warmed my heart as I looked deep into your eyes I could tell that there was more to it. Its only been a few weeks since I have been with you but it seems so much longer. I have known you for so long yet never have we been single at the same time before. The hours spent talking pass like mere seconds in your presence. I have wanted to have you to myself for so long yet I never said anything about it to anyone before. Now we are alone in hotel room and I can feel the energy in the room. The room was poorly lit since my hands were full from the bags I was holding and you just walked in to sit on hte bed. The lone rays of light that peaked through were from the open cracks in the blinds. I look over at you sitting on the bed watching me put my stuff away. You just had this look in your eyes that made me feel that you had thought of me for the whole time I was thinking about you. It seemed like so many years. I thought I was going to be so much more ner
Little Superstar, This Is Soooo Funny..
omg this is sooo funny.. hahahahaha
Ok People We Have A Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XXXXXXXXXXXXXX Denise RBF (There r lots of things to think about but nothing to worry about)@ CherryTAP GO SHOW THE LOVE
Baby Druen
hello everyone, last night a miracle happen to me, my son druen ladanian lee black was born,,he was born at 927 pm est, weighing 5 lb 14 oz, and is 19 and 3/4 inches length, with all 10 fingers and toes,,lol ill be on and off line periodically,,so please leave a message if you need to contact me or add me to yahoo,,,rannally2005 DJ Randy
What Makes A Man A Good Man?
I need a little help here. I just need to know what makes a man a good man? I think that the number one answer is living, but I could be wrong. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT.
Mister Cock Lol
Some Quotes About Men....
All men hear is blah, blah, blah, blah, SEX, blah, blah, blah, FOOD, blah, blah, blah, BEER. -- Dennis Leary He was so mean it hurt him to go to the bathroom. -- Britt Ekland (on Rod Stewart) A hard man is good to find. -- Mae West See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. -- Robin Williams
Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,
During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 litre of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 6 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 litre of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY!
100 Useless Facts. Part One.
1. Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain) was born on and died on days when Halley’s Comet can be seen. During his life he predicted that he would die when it could be seen. 2. US Dollar bills are made out of cotton and linen. 3. The “57″ on the Heinz ketchup bottle represents the number of pickle types the company once had. 4. Americans are responsible for about 1/5 of the world’s garbage annually. On average, that’s 3 pounds a day per person. 5. Giraffes and rats can last longer without water than camels. 6. Your stomach produces a new layer of mucus every two weeks so that it doesn’t digest itself. 7. 98% of all murders and rapes are by a close family member or friend of the victim. 8. A B-25 bomber crashed into the 79th floor of the Empire State Building on July 28, 1945. 9. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. 10. The dot over the letter “i” is called a tittle. 11. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce
April 24th Friends
Lost, Drifting and Sick with Love Somewhere I forgot you, Somehow I lost the good. Sometimes I lack the knowledge, So many blessings misunderstood. Somewhere I shall find you, Somehow I’ll rise from hell. Sometimes I will surprise you, And all shall be well. Somewhere be love and hope, Somehow I’ll take you there. Sometimes you’ll need to hold me, And rid you of despair. Somewhere I’ll be what you wanted, Somehow I start anew. Sometimes I’ll seem too different, The old love lost from view. Here and now, I seek your love, I want you and claim you as my own. Every moment, I breathe your essences. My spirit soars to worlds unknown. I have hurt you, yet you linger, Stand beside me in the fire. So lucky, no, so blessed am I, You are my true desire. Let me hold and caress you, You are my lover and my best friend. I love you. I’ve always loved you, Our love’s journey has no end. Duane Ellis Copyright © 2007
I walk through this dark place in insane thought, in distant fantasies, in between the shadow of Dreams and nightmares, where the skies are perpetually crimson and the clouds azure.. Where the hills are electric blue and the water jade green Where the echoes of the long passed are carried by the winds of evermore beyond those who dwell,reside in timeless manner and with feelings ignorant of longing needs I lay my heart there at its gates, and walk forward with a gaping empty cavity in my chest, free of its consuming heaviness I've had to carry.. And my eyes brighter than all the stars lighting the night hazed only with the stain of once having been human.. and not having to carry with me the wretched scent of love in this place where you can't go.. but somewhere lying on air, through wicked thoughts of sleeping Demons and Cursed spirits, unquiet ghosts and apparitions, there I am akin to it all, like a brother left behind accidentally, and suddenly being found, bei
A fool once said its better to have loved and lost then to have never had loved at all.I say to have never have loved and not know the pain that loosing them will bring.Is much better than knowing that pain.spending a life time trying over and over to find that one shot at being happy,content,at peace with your self and never touching the one thing so many have.Love,can be over rated.
Lame Night
so boreing to be alone and wake up alone :( let me cry booo hooo .
I Liked My Horoscope Today =d
we’re going to destroy the world one day, you know. with a summer house somewhere cold and a winter house somewhere warm. both on the ocean. this time it’s not just for me. but, for you as well. my brain is splattered on the wall behind you, can you do me a favor and clean it up? it’s your fault it’s there anyway. i’ve been on the verge of breaking since you decided to skull fuck me with your words. don’t taste it, i promise it doesn’t have the perfect seasoning like it used to. just put it in the jar sitting on the shelf over there. we’ll save that one for a rainy day. I woke up this morning covered in a film of sweat. yet it wasn’t because the world had gone mad like i imagined… more so because it stayed the same. i hear they’re bombing something today. and that the grenades of choice are a pretty purple color. why would you instruct them to do such a thing? i could have sworn we had settled on that lusty orange color that we’re both so fond of. no matter

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