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New Relationship Status
i guess i shold have posted this earlier, but i thought things would change. I am now single and have been for a while, there is no more man in my life although i hope to keep him as a friend. Yea right How often does that happen. I am not exactly looking for a replacement but friends are always welcome and helpful

As I Look Into Her Eyes Of Grey,
As I look into Her eyes of grey, I see things that may or may not be, As She looks back into mine, She sees what is truly there, Compared to this beautiful women, I’m a more simple man, For She was made a women, She, is a bit more complex by nature, Then again, that’s how She was intended to be. I sometimes wear my emotions for Her, On the outside, and not hidden deep in my soul. Her emotions are there, and they are real. It is up to me to understand them as She intends. Take nothing for granted, Always follow Your Dream and Desires, For if You decide not to follow, Your life will be full of the regret of not knowing, “What if I had at least tried?” “So try with all your existence, to make Life what You want”! “If you don’t then prepare for “the not knowing”.

What Is Your Kama Sutra Position
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isStrikingShe sits with raised thighs, her feet placed either side of his waist; the man enters her and rains hard blows upon her bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

My Tops
hows it goin fellas..ladys. Ima be startin up my top fav ct dick pics...hell yeall k now you got em, i just think all the girls need to be seein em! So hit me up, let me know whats good and if you gonna let me use your dick pics. If theres already some on your pro then ill just rip it into my pro, if yuo dont have one..get one lol make sure its a good one...holla savannah

How I Ache
How I ache for you to touch me And hold me in your arms To make me feel safe and secure And protect me from all harm How I ache to just be able to hold your hand and walk To be able to enjoy each other To be able just to talk How I ache for you to kiss me To feel your breath upon my neck Not being to hold you or touch you Is making me a wreck How I ache to look at your face And see the desire in your eyes Knowing I have lost you forever Breaks my heart and makes me cry How I ache for what we had And what will never be The good times, the bad times It was all worth it to me You were the greatest love of my life and always will be Forever etched into my heart You mean the world to me Don't ever forget me or the life we once shared Know I will always love you and I will always care

Things On My Mind
Every element that exists in this universe is manifested through a thought first. These are my thoughts, my feelings. I feel like sharing some of the things on my mind, mostly about my poetry, but about a few other things too. Lets start with the poetry and see where this goes. My poetry is the only healthy release I have. I share it with the world via internet, not for sympathy, not for attention, not for advice. I share it because it is a way for me to say my feelings without having to say them out loud. I share them because I am proud of the fact that instead of just picking up a knife, I chose at least THAT time to use that energy elsewhere. I share it because I know some people can relate. I dont dare think I have the worst life in the world. Believe me, I know about the starving Ethiopians. But these are totally different struggles. They struggle to survive. I struggle to live. I have alot of issues inside that I let build to the point where the flood of chaos break

Better Days Ahead
Well, I am definatly new to this sort of thing but it is getting easier to navigate. Today was not a bad day but it was sure a long one. Tried to fall asleep but couldnt so here I sit writing this blog. With summer comming on I am hopeful that this will be the best summer I have had in several years. No more sitting around waiting on someone as I intend to find and be found by honest people. No more games for me. Life has to be better going forward than it was previously. Hope everyone is having a great time......... Till next time............. Enjoy!!!

The Sensual Crest
Just wrote this for a friend for the heck of it. Thought it was okay. So I decided to save it. 'Tween her legs the treasure lies. Her passion, her desire she shalln't deny. Damp from want, betrayed in her eyes. Breathless she awaits him. He lowers himself on her flower bare. His lips meet her's, her soul to care. Tongue testing her tender flesh. Her pearl, her bud is his quest. Moaning at his care and caress, she pushes up to take his best. Open, open, more she needs, take her passion is her whispered plea. Between his lips her swelling bud goes. Sucked softly, and very slow. Tongue caressing the sensual crest. She is his, he will do his best.

My Pics
k i gotta straight things out about my private pics there that way for a reason so u gotta ask me to see um frist but make sure im online when u ask i dont want ppl pissed off cus they asked when i wasnt here and i didnt show um

This Is To The Guys Out There ....
Someone please explain this to me, because I don't get it. You guys complain about how women have mood swings, well you guys are just as bad! You blow hot and cold! You change faster then the weather in New England. One minute you are all full of "You are so special to me" and "I want you" and "I want to be with you". The next minute you are off to the next skirt that crosses your path. Please do me a favor, don't say it if you don't mean it. Its just not far and not right. Oh, and I am not just talking about the guys here on CT. All guys!!!

Lost
something. i’m supposed to start out with something, right? although, my something seems like nothing… and my nothing seems like everything. at least at the moment it does. you can be my nothing… or you can be my everything. which would you rather? and would you rather at all? because i’d rather you did. but that’s just my opinion and opinions rarely matter. sweetheart, darling, i think i’m falling. i’m falling hard and i’m not sure where the end of the tunnel is. or the yellow brick road for that matter. but I think we have already established the fact that matters aren’t matters at all. just opinions. and those don’t matter. would you rather? would it rather? that definitely doesn’t matter… and matter is what matter is. right? sure. let’s put it this way sir, it’s like lipstick. no, it’s not like lipstick it all. it’s glorious i do believe… and red in all it’s worth. but… it’s well… it’s not what I was going for. so we try

The Encounter
The Encounter By: George Jennings It was getting late on a Friday night in a small town. The town was small and quaint, as was the hospital. Scranton wasn't exciting, much to the expression on Laura’s face. Laura was starting her night shift at Mercy General Hospital and wasn't looking forward to another night of data entry work. Sitting in front of computer all night just to stare at it blankly while entering in data that she didn't quite understand. Laura was in her mid thirties and still looking very attractive. Although, she thought that the job was aging her faster when it was really doing nothing more but making her lose sleep. Pulling on her usual nurse uniform consisting of a jacket, knee skirt, and a white blouse tucked into the skirt, with a nametag stuck to the lapel. As she walked down to the hallway to her workstation her soft, light brunette hair glistened as each ceiling light passed over her. "Hey Laura, how you doing?" asked the clerk that was going home.

Damn It All To Hell... Im A Sad Sad Ria
So, Todays just been the day from hell, I should of been smart and just stayed in bed and not answered my phone. So long story short, My gramma died :( , Now i am trying to figure out how i am going to get airfare for my family in ohio to get out to phoenix for the funeral, I dont see it happenind i need 3 kids tickets and 2 adult tickets from cleveland to phoenix, I am lucky because Josh & I are within driving distance so we can be there in less then 6 hrs. But still for me i have the issue of a hotel for 3 days, but i'll swing it no problem.My prob is now is getting the family home, I am trying to get a loan through my bank but its not going to happen because i have bad credit and my parents have to many loans out to get another. UGHHH !!!!. Ive been bawling my eyes out for a while now, and it just hit me and i think im just in a state of shock. I feel numb and cold. Im so sad. Blah. Hope everyone who reads this has a better day then me. Love n light to all. May the gods bless you al

This Is The Song I Wrote Please Do Not Rip
I can't take the pain knowing that you are leaving me for another man Please don't go out that door sit with me, let's talk this over take my hand I know we've had some good times I know you still love me to It's in your eyes Love is always enough, if you just try Give me a shot to make lt better underneath heavenly skys Choose me, love me let me be the one you count on choose me, love me I can not take life alone choose me, love me without you my hearts beats like a stone I keep dreamingabout our love I know you think of me too time will see I'll never leave you, or hurt you I'll always be there for you I'll always be Nobody can love you the way i do I devote myself to you and all that you are Please don't leave, stay and talk with me I know you feel it, the distance between our hearts is never far Choose me, love me take

Whats A Mans Worth!!!
Whats a man worth to a woman? Thts the question of the day.. I hear alot of women say tht they dont need a man for shyt. I understand tht alot of women have been hurt i can unde stand tht but what abt the men tht mean good and want to do good for u... Alot of men get treated like shyt due to past relationships tht women have had and on the real i think thts just fucked up...... See their r men out there tht will give anything to treat a woman like a Queen but for some reason they wont let them..And why is it tht a woman cant except a man for who he is or the man tht they can help him become. Heres my example: A man will tlk to a woman regardles on what type of job she has if she dont have a car if she has kids, i cant say all women but 80% of the women do. A woman wont do tht for a man it seems like they worry abt what their girl gots and so on and so forth.. Now heres the killer part, Say i was wrkin at a Fast Food place and i tried to holla at a woman. The first thing she is doin is

What A Womans Worth!!
Well u know i was goin to come back to this for the women. Yes sirrrrrrrrrrrrrr. The comments i mk pn this is strictly my own thoughts. This is what a woman is to me....... When god put then woman on earth he was to charish her and show her the meaning of love. Not to dog her in any way but to love her. Now see i love at the woman as a master piece a portait of his wrk. I mean the curves in a womans body tells it all. Now u have to have a personality to go along w/ everything. I love a woman tht can cook and show her man what real love is abt. The sayin is u " Women, u cant live w/ them and u cant live w/out them. Well i beg to differ, u have to a a woman tht is real not fake communication is then best thing u can have and if u dont have tht then ur shyt out of luck. U have to treat a Woman like a QWEEN nothing less. U have to caress her at time remember i sd its the small things.. A woman like to be spoiled thts when u give them what they need. Treat her like a pot of gold and retu

My Ex Is Officially Out Of My Life
Oh god it feels so good to know that I won't hear from her anymore. I blocked her on myspace, yahoo, and MSN. All I have to do is change my cell phone number, which will happen as soon as I get a differant phone(tracfones blow). I've learned my leason and I've learned it good. If someone doesnt love you, you can't make them love you. And you shouldn't try, you will only get hurt. The only thing that still bothers me is that there are so many women like her. They want you around, but don't want a relationship. They want the company, the cuddling, the sex, the babysitter if they have kids....but heaven forebid you have feelings for them. Then they will treat you like crap and hurt you, until you've had enough and give up. Thats what happened to me, and I hope never happens again.

My Sweet Baby Girl And I Need Ya'lls Help
Well she isn't a baby anymore but always be my baby.She is 3 but the contest owner mistakenly put her n the age 4 to 8 group.let her know but haven't heard back but if she moves her every vote comment better count Anyway plz vote and bomb away would love to see my lil girl win click this link thank you!

Have A Great Day
* Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench haswet paint, and he has to touch it. * How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked whensomeone threw a gun at him? * If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes. * Why is it called a HAMBURGER,when it's made out of BEEF? * Why does SOUR CREAMhave an Expiration date? * If "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? * Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificialingredients.... but DISH WASHING LIQUIDcontains real lemons? * How much deeper would the ocean be, if SPONGES didn'

A Dream Forever Crushed
The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it has longed for all these year

Just Aint Right
WHY THE FUCK DO I SEEM TO ALWAYS SCREW EVERYTHING UP IN MY LIFE...I MUST BE A BORN FUCK UP OR SOMETHING!!! JUST SICK AND TIRED OF ALOT SHIT....I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M TYPING ALL THIS BULLSHIT!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!!!

Daughter Hit By Car
Well drama in my life seems to be running rampid right now. My oldest was hit by a car lastnight as she was crossing the road. She sustained some pretty nasty cuts, bruises, sprains, and a serious concussion. She is home recovering. Please keep her in your thoughts today... Thanks, Kiss

Your Neighbor Might Be Witch If...
YOUR NEIGHBOR IS A WITCH IF... By: Andie Gilmour Posted: March 13th/01 Fifty sure-fire ways to detect paganism without having to resort to a dunking stool or wart-inspection. 1) Never puts any rubbish out on refuse-collection day. I mean, re-cycling and composting is fine, but you can take it too far. 2) You casually ask what phase the moon is in, and she tells you down to the exact number of days, hour and minute of rising, position on horizon, and current angle of declination. 3) All the stray cats in the neighbourhood tend to congregate in her garden (and use your own as their litter). 4) A screech owl has chosen the lamp-post outside her house as its favorite calling-post. That's just when it's getting warm at night and you like to sleep with the window open. 5) Doesn't cut down the weeds in her garden; in fact it looks more like she's cultivating them. Needless to say, you get the seeds wafting over onto your pristine lawn. 6) Most of her clothes on the wa

Wow
Today as the bus came to the bus stop one of the inbred children on the bus asked my daughter "is that your mom" she told them yes , then the little inbred told my daughter "she humped a tree" Now what the fuck is that supposed to mean?? and where the fuck does a child get this shit from ? It disgusts me , more and more everyday , and I hate to say it , but I really truely believe that half of the population of south carolina should not be allowed to reproduce.Now yes there were alot of uncared for children in the north , but I see more just neglect in the south. these parents dont give a fuck and let there kids do what ever they want , no disaplin no concern , I seemore filthy looking unattended children running wild around here then Ive seen any where. oh I still wanna know why this kid thinks I hump trees WTF

Day I Asked
APRIL 27TH 2007 .... ASKED FIESTY LIL VIXEN TO BE MY CT WIFE... SHE IS A AWESOME PERSON THAT I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE AND TREASURE MY TIME WITH.... PLEASE GO BY AND GIVE HER CONGRATS... ON OUR WEDDING....SHE IS A GREAT PERSON TO KNOW AND WILL BE A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO YOU... SHE HAS A VERY SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART! ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~Boats Soon To Be Ct Wifey~@ CherryTAP "MY SWEET VIX"

Me Chele, My Belle
You see your thoughts Swirl around you Like Saturn’s rings When allowed inside I dive off the cliffs Above your eyes Not knowing the depth But never touching The drain You show me things You could not Explain Memories of surviving Knowledge providing Strength All in that galaxy That revolves Around the gravity Of your soulshine Your mind makes you A stunning beauty Yet it is holding you Behind You will learn To trust your Heart again And turn off The mental rewind

Little Princess
Little princess, why do you weep? Has the sun left you and gone to sleep Or is it because you’re lonely, restless, and meek Little princess has God not blessed you with a beautiful child? Has he not given you His love in the eyes of a child? Little princess, why do you sigh? Have all of God’s angels left you without any stars in the sky Or is it because time has slipped through your hands, and all that’s left are grains of your Most painful times Little princes has God not embraced you and warmed you with his heart Did he not lay down his life, just to set you a part? Little princess, why do you hide? Are you scared someone will see the child inside? Or is it easy to hide fears, when no one is around to see your crystal tears Little princess don’t be silent, tell God what you seek If He made the heavens, I’m sure He has what you need Little princess He wants to make amends, ju

Please Send A Birthday Card`
125,000+ Birthday Cards Received! 33 Days until Shane's Birthday Make Your Own Glitter Graphics Shane Bernier is a courageous seven-year-old boy from Lancaster, Ontario who was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was only five. On June 6th, 2006 Shane and his family received some unfortunate news: Shane experienced a relapse after completing 108 of 130 weeks of treatment. However, despite the bad news, Shane has managed to keep a positive outlook on his situation and has made a heart-warming wish... He hasn¡¯t asked for money or toys or anything of the sort. Instead, his birthday is on May 30th and he would like to break the world record for the most birthday cards ever received. His goal is 350 million cards. With every card, Shane¡¯s courage grows. Something as simple as sending a birthday card could be enough to help Shane find peace and joy in his current circumstances. Please take the time to send a card to Shane and make his dream become a re

Think Before You Speak!!!!
Here is a little story I was told when I was young. Someone very special to me said I should share this. There were 4 children at church one day. 3 children were teasing this little girl. The little girl was crying and the pastor asked her what was wrong. She proceeded to tell him the children were teasing her. Well the pastor took the three children in a room and asked them what was going on. The children said they were teasing the little girl but they apologized to the her but she just kept on crying. The pastor gave them each a paper plate. He put a bit of toothpaste on the plate and then told them to put the paste back in the tube. He left the room and came back a few minutes later. The children tried and tried but could not put the paste back in the tube. The pastor told them that is how when you say mean things to a person once you say it does not matter how much you apologize you can never take back what you say. The moral of the story is: THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. BEC

Change The World One Week At A Time
So its crazy to think how i 1 2 3 4 weeks a month how everhtng can be so differnt ... a month ago i seriously was planning to get married i was planning school i still am doing that but i was setting up a life in my head i was really sure who i was with was who i wanted forever and 15million days :P ... thank god i am saved form that one lol i way to young i know that now... but its like 3 weeks ago i was heart broken shattered feeling lost and seeing everthing fall apart.... i was mad sad u name it i felt it ... 2 weeks ago i got hit by a ton of bricks my funding for school backed out lol needless to say i was never so sure of my love as then i never cried so hard in my life i felt as though m,y eyes were gonna pop they hurt for days .... it put things into new guild lines and what matters and what dosnt weekago.... I met someone amazing He been a good friend ever since ... a month ago i got intouch with some old friends and they helped me thru my heard times and showed me what

Freedumb
Freedumb~~~ We are free to be dumb, ignorant blind to the facts, eyes closed to the secrets that have been made manifest and brought to the light revealed no longer hidden, no longer forbidden; see your vision make your decision. Stop wishing and waiting where's your faith? Freedumb, free to be dumb, but knowledge is free and knowledge is key in a world where the ignorance of fools can enslave multitudes. Freedumb like a kingdom controlled by a king he leads you follow, you beg he lets you borrow and he wants back what you owe 3 folds tomorrow and my heart turns to sorrow. For I know that many will hear but not heed to these tools for survival they are inside you fighting against the hardest rival instinct tribal why do I do the things that I do? Cause I'm free to be dumb... Tom Thumb! I'm free to be me I don't know what you might be?! Why be a subject when you can be a KING... it might take a little time, but you can build your own KINGDOM where you can live free instead of living

True Happiness
True happiness lies within the individual, it will surface only after the person rids themselves of the hindering doubts of unhappiness which plagues the mind. An excerpt from the book i'm working on titled " Simple Sayings" This book is dedicated 2 my children for inspriation, information, motivation and to leave behind the legacy of knowledge, wisdom and overstanding to all that desire to be enlightened. Micah Shawn

Lol Booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (herinafter referred to as the Agreement) is entered into on the _______ day of __________, 2006, by ___________________, between ____________________ and ________________________. -THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: -No sleeping over unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. -No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. -No calls before 9 PM we dont have shit to talk about. -None of that lovemaking $hit only $ex allowed. -No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so dont ask. -No plans made in advance that is why you are called the backup, unless you are from out-of-town, then its only a one-time advanced arrangement. -No calling each other friends with privileges! We are not friends. -Calling out the wrong name during $ex is OK dont be offended.

Read & See
If you take the time to walk the path of my soul, swim the raging ocean of my heart, and climb the looming walls of my mind, you may get a glimpse of me. Standing way out there in the distance with a puzzled look on my face, wondering how you managed to get so far, when so few have even bothered trying. Long, slow, agonizing strides will bring you to me. Look into my eyes. See what I have seen. Life...Love...Death. Listen to my voice and note that it's not just me you hear, but everyone who has touched me in my life. Don't judge me, just listen. Hear the sorrow, but don't dismiss the love. Touch my flesh, and feel how warm, soft and giving I can be, despite the cold gust you may have experienced when you first approached me. Look into my eyes again. Do you see me now? If you so choose, you may turn around, and take those long, slow, agonizing steps back down the path you previously traveled. You will have touched me, as I will have touched you. ~Jess~

M.y.s.t.a. Rhyme Animal Anthem
Y ask Y!!!! Self explanatory....Listen closely my entire name is broken down to its very last compound. I created an acronym style of flow 4 this song i feel it was necessary in order for me to express who Mysta Rhyme Animal is in under 5min. M-Marvelous, Mucho magnificant Y- ask Why S- Siempre simply significant T- dont evn TRY A- Agressive Appearing Apprehensive ALL Allegations Appear to stack Against him http://www2.wemix.com/clip.aspx?key=C4407BF7EF1D688E

For The Record:
I don't like tubbies. I don't like rednecks. I don't like hicks. I don't like juggafucks. I don't like morphs. I don't like idiots. I don't like blind patriotism. I don't like intolerant religious drivel. I don't like attention whore bulletins. I don't like emo. Your scene sucks. /endrant

New Flavored Meth
what will they come up with next! this is TRULY sad.... OK i did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends an

Men And Women??????
i dont understand men and never will. they can tell you how much they love you and then turn and tell the next chick how sexy they are and how they want them. how is that love? why do women put up with that crap? do we really think we deserve it? that its somehow our fault? then women.....why is it that some women can talk to men on here or anywhere and know that they have a gf/wife and yet they want to talk sex to them. ask them out, get naked for them. basically do anything to ruin the relationship the guy has. do the women not think about the other woman? men dont think about anything else when they are thinking below the belt. yet why is it that people just dont care who they hurt anymore? also how is it that you can be so good to someone and they can still not think twice about hurting you? so what do we do?????

Newest Poem
to explain a bit I was talkiing with friends till the early morning hours and we were talking about life and loves and being alone and being with the wrong ones ... I let with many thoughts and as I do when I think too much I write ... it calms the mind and sets me free to rest. Being alone without someone is not a curse I am reminded of something that was worse A time I sold myself to someone cheap A time I settled for less and then did reap Pain the harvest of letting fear rule my life Of taking someone not worthy to be my wife Of giving my all to one who did not care All for the sake of having someone there seeing all I strove for go down the drain Only to find myself alone beginning again Discovery that I had be comfortable inside me Let life unfold as it was always meant to be Learn that in life I may matter not at all Being content with myself for the first to recall being with someone for the wrong reason is worse Living with the wrong one is a self imposed cu

The Top People
To what end will we drive ourselves to get to the top? Some of us, it seems, will take any road it takes to get there, and then be super-defensive if anyone says the least thing unrelated to them about it. I have never begged for ratings, added my name to some "fan train" or similar bulletin, nor have I "demanded" than someone be my fan/friend to see anything (in point of fact i am a fan of more ppl than are fans of me for one thing). Nor do I ever condemn those that do. Apparently, though, some people don't like to have these things pointed out to them, these being the same people that feel the need to beg/barter/bribe people to be their friends. I for one am proud to say that everyone on MY friends list didn't have to BUY their way their, they are there because they want to be, and they are free to leave it just the same, if they want to. I appreciate all the ratings that people give me, and despite the misguided opinions of some, i return them in kind if i haven't given them first a

Ask Away
I posted this blog so my friends can ask me questions about anything & everything...can be a question about myself or if you are just seeking advice about something. so ask away... Disclamier: All answers are based on my opionions so I can't promise that you will like them ;)

The Wrong Number . Lol
I was sitting home alone when the phone rang. I picked it up to find the sexy voice of a man that had dialed the wrong number. (Lucky for him I was alone and feeling horny as hell) he asked if he could speak to someone I had never heard of . I asked him if there was something I could help him with.he quickly said no , that he was calling for his girlfriend. I told him that I was sorry but he had dialed the wrong number but, that he could help me with something. He asked me what it was.I told him that I was horny and noone was home, I asked him if he would mind helping me . He got really quiet, and said yes he would do it.he asked me what I wanted him to do. I told him, "pull your cock out and play with it", "tell me how big it is and let me know when it's hard". He sweetly said, "it was hard when I heard your voice on the phone". He asked me what I was doing , By this time I had made my way to my bedroom where I keep my" friend", so I told him I was fucking myself with my vibrator. I c

Shorn Or Hirsute?
Well if I wanted a frank and open discussion about my best "look" I have had it in spades thanks to: a). Getting into the spirit of a "Relieve your youth" theme at a party last night by having a crew cut and losing the beard and; b). my MUM last night. Just in case you missed it here is the evidence BEFORE

More Bad News...
For some of you know my Dad fell Wed. and broke his hip.he's doing good now... Thurs nite after my Mom had been to visit my Dad in the hosp,she was in a bad car accident and is very lucky to be alive.Some guy crossed the centerline,about 4 miles from there house.They had to use the jaws of life to get her out,thank god she had her seatbelt on,they said thats the only thing that saved her life... She is still in the hospital is having problems with her hemoglobin count,shes actually in the same hospital as my Dad now..Also has a hairline fracture by one of her knees which might require surgery,dont know yet. Please keep my family in your prayers now. Will keep you updated... Hugssssssssssss Luv ya all!!!!! Julie

Are You Really My Friend?
I've decided to start to clean out my friends list. Don't talk to many but if you really wanna be my friend at least send me a msg so I don't delete you. I value my friendship but realy need to know who my true friends really are. I hope to hear from all of you!!

To The World
if i see more bs pics ill be sick,so new policy is no ratings on stock photos,if you designed it,great,but if you just added some shitty pic of nascar from the web,its just point whoringand that sucks.how many tributes can there be as well?cant anything happen withoutany false outpouring of"sympathy?"youd think this was a world of perfection and harmony the way everyone cries about"tragedy".again,i say fuck it-wheres the tribute for all the homeless that our system of govt failed to protect?or the veterans who come home maimed so we can sit on our asses all day online without worrying about suicide bombers or rockets hailing down on us.think aboutthese things as youwhine about points,nsfw or what ever else is troubling your assinine mind-you know who you are

I Went To The Sex Shop
Sooo i got the coolest new toy ever .... its a clit vib and its got 4 differnt heads and 8 diffent pulse speeds and it plugs into the comp so its dosnt need power sand its liek super vib sooo awsome never seen one like it b4 ohh and its pretty blue and i got a new Rabbit its teal blue and its got he spinnign pear shadt twriling head and the great clit vibe what more could a newly single girl want lol ahhh new shoes lol :p maybe some new jeans how bout a shopping spree lol

Do Not Read If You Are Squeamish!!!
I wish to share with everyone something that took place in a small school unknown in the South somewhere. Do not read if you are squeamish!!! There was a Teacher doing a study testing the senses of young children which involved the so called “taste test” of first graders using a bowl of lifesavers. It was reported that the children began to say: Red for a Cherry life saver, Yellow life saver was Lemon, Green life saver Lime and Orange life saver Orange Finally the Teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. (Hold on to your tummy) After eating them, none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," the Teacher said, "I will give you all a clue. It's what your mother may sometimes call your, father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out and yelled, "Oh, my God, they’re ass holes! Heheheheheehehe gotcha!

Happiness (to Nikii With Love)
I have come to learn that happiness begins within me. I can not rely on some one else to bring me happiness. Its a choice every day to be Happy. What would you rather feel? depressed, lonely, defeated I could add so many negative feeling to the mix. I love feeling the joy, the excitement and love all around me daily. It truely makes a day magical. I know sharing happiness with some one is the ultimate goal and a sure way to find bliss. If you truely aren't happy and are expecting some one else to supply you with it. You are headed for heartache when your expectations are not met. Happiness can come in many forms.. from eating your favorite ice cream, listening to your favorite song. The list of what makes you happy is endless! Write down everything that makes you happy and do them! Once you experience this happiness you want to continue this feeling! There is nothing like it in the world!! It's your world you are creating!!! Once you are experiencing this happiness you will

"so Called Friends"
I am not here for a NUMBER of friends.. i am here for real friends.. so .. if you don't post or shout out to me or contact me in some form you are NOT a friend your just a #, and i don't need numbers.. so.. either leave, or i will remove you, its as easy as that. You can state that i am a bitch if you wish too, but.. eh, i already know that, and don't care what you really think of me anyways, I have friends and don't need Fake Myspace or CherryTap Friends, now if you are really here to keep in contact, then its all good, and a lot of you are, others just rate fan for a point or 2, and those.. i really could care less about.. oh and for those that keep sayin when do i get to see ya "Privates" well, lets see..... "NEVFUCKENER" does that clear it up some? thank you.. and have a great day ;-) hugs and kisses to my real Cherry Friends Wendy

Today I Am Angry
Let me tell you guys what went down today. See my husband (whom is dead) cheated on me 3 times during the duration of our marriage. Today I went to visit his mother and take our children there to see their grandparents and low and behold there was the second bitch that my husband cheated on me with sitting in her living room! Now I did not go over there unexpectedly, I called first and there was no mention of this bitch, or I would not have gone! I find it rude for one, and for two does this mean that he was still seeing her? I don't know what to think, all I know is that it hurt and I have a habbit of turning my pain to anger! I did not grab the bitch up by her throat like last time, I just stayed away from her and made our visit short. What would you guys do? would you still talk to your in-laws? Would you lay down the law and tell them that you will not visit while any of them are around and if they continue to disrespect you you will never talk to them again? Or would yo

Ladies Should Read This
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been

My Orchid
My Orchid My orchid dews with musky cream for thoughts of you and distant dreams Its center swells with heat engorged its need unquelled awaiting more Petaled lips, those lingually teased passionate moans in ecstasy seized

Dirty Fckin P.o.s
so this morning my cell kept goin off and finally i got up and seen who it was, it was nemacolins where my mom had worked b4 she died. i listened to the vm and called the woman back. she told me that there was a collection from the other housekeepers and from joe hardy himself the owner of nemacolins for me but it was distributed to larry. the dirty sneaky mexican my mom had dated and lived with b4 she had died.she did have me fax a copy of my moms funeral bill to them and they took care of that for me. now as far as larry goes, im raging right now, cuz i havnt talked to him since the end of march and couldnt understand y. i called my uncle lenny(my moms brothr) told him so he called larry. larry denied knowin anything about the collections or ever recieving anything. this dirty basturd is living it up on the money that was rightfully mine that everyone knows dam well my mom woulda never wanted him to have. sure they lived together on and off since my parents got divorced like 6

Waiting
sitting on a park bench among the dead trees and rotting leaves, looking down to the cold, moist soil, breathing in the mist of isolation. i find myself imploding, collapsing into myself ever deeper, until nothing exists but a silent sphere upon which the world is projected in two dimensions like a silent movie. all that is seen is all that is. and even that is just a shadow of something that is passing away. the world is at its end, but it lingers unnaturally, waiting... so many times i have come here to sit and watch for you, waiting for you to penetrate the walls of illusion that surround me. it is so close that i can feel it. the anticipation is overwhelming. but the years have gone by, and you have not come. reason tells me that you never will, that i should give up all hope, but the allure of the fantasy and the fear of missing you compels me to stay just a little while longer. on many occasions i thought that i had met you. she would come into my world for a time,

All Moved.. Well Kind Of
I am back :) Move went well still have boxes all around but the place is gonna rock! Nice to be out on my own again. I love my family but after being on my own for so long you kind of miss your freedom. New job kicks ass. Best decision I ever made (well with a little help from my best friends... you know who you are) There seems to be a lot of new things going on in my life right now. Gotta love spring:) Well I guess that is it Hope all is well for all of you Kisses Jillie

Unlocked..........
I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound." My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me." "I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought

Uncle Terry
A poem writen by my son Uncle Terry I just want to let you know You meant the world to me Thank you for the stuff you’ve Done for me I used to always Look forward to your visits Always loved you even if I didn’t show it And never imagined you leavening me this way I don’t now if it would have helped ease the pain Or make it worse to know that you were dieing And maybe even suffering I mean what happened no one knows but you Your death was a surprise and you left allot behind Like your wife and the rest of your family like me No one could read your mind to see what you saw and no one will ever know now But you got your own tree I guess it represents you But no one will ever forget you tree or no tree We all loved you and will never get why you had to die But I still love you and will never forget you And I hope you’re happy up there Because if you are then I’m happy to And I never got to say good bye So good bye and I love you I deducted thi

I Wonder If She Knows??
As I sit here at night, thinking of her I wonder if she knows she's the one that's on my mind? I wonder if she knows that she's the first thing I think of in the morning when I get up? I wonder if she knows that through out the day I often times catch myself thinking about her, and day dreaming about the life we could have. I wonder if she knows that I could love her like no other ever could? I wonder if she knows that I'd give my soul to the devil just feel her soft sweet lips if only once? I wonder if she knows that I'd give my life for her, no questions asked? I wonder if she knows that I'd give her the beating heart out of my chest, just to know that I died loving her? I wonder if she knows that no matter what, I'd always stand beside her? I wonder if she knows that when I say 'I love you' I mean it unconditionally? I wonder if she knows that even tho the distance between us is great, that she's always on my mind?? I wonder if she knows that no matter

Why I Have Not Been Around
Sorry everyone i have not been around. The reason being is i currently lost a close friend. I will be attending the funeral today at 1:30 p.m. Thanks to all my friends that have been there for me. Hopefully i will be back to normal soon! Love yah all Char

An Hour Of Mommy
Sitting here, feeling the cool breze upon my rosy cheeks. Slightly turning my head to hear the beautiful voices of the birds. ARE you kidding me!!! If I wanted to be a peace I would be relaxing on some tropical paradise!! Instead Im poppin a squat on my porch,listening to my childrens wonderful voices. Diggin for rocks and worms!! Trying to convince my boys that the rocks arent dino eggs!! Whoo wait i did feel a breze across my face..its my daughter running and yelling cuz the boys are throwing worms at her...as i try to comfort her saying" It's ok auntie used to eat them, they cant hurt u!!" Now my princess is singing and dancing!! she is a chatter box every second of the day..as im listening to her, trying not to giggle cuz the boys are behind her making faces..oops she caught them...running like crazy the boys are gonna get it!! "Mommy" princess asked how come boys are always mean!!! good question baby i say...and u know what it never changes when they grow up either!!! NOw

To A Beautiful You!
Since I have been here I have met some incredibly awesome people! And if you are on my friends list then you are one! Now mind there are some special ones to me outside of my family but then again my family knows how fuckin hot they are! Anyway I just wanted to take this oppertunity to thank you for being the bright spot in my day! I love you all and am trying to give everybody the love they deserve! So in closing I want you to hold your head high, put a smile on that beautiful face, and say,"FUCK I LOVE ME!!!" ~MONKEY~

Just Wordz!
I waz once told if u Love sumthin let it go & if they Love u they will return 2 u!Theres alot ta say about that if tha Love iz there why would u let it go, why not stay & FIGHT 4 wht u want, but its alwayz like that u like tha person more than they like u & yr tha one that ends up left alone. U could have all tha friends n tha world but still feel alone wit out that special sumone ta share yr world wit.No matter how much u've been hurt & n bad relationships u say im cool & dont put yrself out there but wht happens, here u go again & i dont know about u but im a LIBRA i dont LOVE half ass or do a relatioship half ass when im n im n fully!!But i guess i get run down from tha hurt im mean dont get me wrong im a VERY STRONG BLACK MAN that wont let anything keep me down, Love iz a very POWERFUL thing that needs ta be respected & not toyed wit...I guess thats all 4 now..thanks 4 letin me vent!

Can't We All Just Get Along.......
Ok so i am sitting here minding my own business...checkin out profiles doing some rates and mumms when all of a sudden i am hit by drama...lol. so i thought i'd leave a little something for all the haters out there......... I'm a daughter, sister, mother, i'm a best friend and a lover and i live my life the best that i know how. as a nana and a mama i dont want your fuckin drama so your best bet is to move on like right now. i show love and peace...thats right and i try hard not to fight even though there are those ones i just cant stand. i am on here to meet friends and not to steal your man...got my own and one is all it really takes. i dont want to meet the ones who just cant get along i am real and my frieds they are not fakes. so to those who aren't for sure turn around and hit the door i have better things to do while on the tap just remember you be hatin when your pic i start a ratin cuz sometimes it hurts more than just a slap. i will rate you high with tens and when t

Halloween The Curse Of Michael Myers
i just watched halloween 6 tonight. not my favorite but i think i would watch it cause i have not seen it years well kind of most die hard fans knows theres another halloween 6 out there which most people call the producers cut or halloween 666 i saw the producers cut a few months ago, i had say its 100 times better then the version you can see on dvd, for 1 the producers cut relly goes in to detail about Thorn and why michael myers is trying to kill his family and the ending is alot better has anyone seen it if you seen it tell me what you think of it. if your not seen it check it out you cant bye it from shops but its all over the net heres some clips from the P-cut

[[ Been In Hospital ]]
just in case some ppl dont get bulletin i been sick but am doin better hence why i havent been around the last few days should be back by the weekend MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my bulletin

This Contest Pays Right Away
HOW MUCH IS 1+3+8+2+7+9+8+7+8+3+5+=GETS A SUNDAE WHOEVER ADDS 10 TO THE ANSWER GETS A FREE COPY OF CHERRYTAP FOR DUMMIES.WINNER IS NOT ELEGIBLE HEY THIS IS FOR FUN...SOMETIMES IT GETS BORING HERE.....ITS MIDNIGHT IN THE EAST COAST SO WEVE BEEN NUMBER 1 FOR 24 HOURS.....SO IT DONT MATTER NO MORE TY CT.AND ENJOY THE PUZZLE

By Chuck Palahniuk (wrote Fight Club)
Inhale. Take in as much air as you can. This story should last about as long as you can hold your breath, & then just a little bit longer. So listen as fast as you can. A friend of mine, when he was 13 yrs old he heard about "pegging." This is when a guy gets banged up the butt with a dildo. Stimulate the prostate gland hard enough,& the rumor is you can have explosive hands-free orgasms. At that age, this friend's a little sex maniac. He's always jonesing for a better way to get his rocks off. He goes out to buy a carrot & some petroleum jelly. To conduct a little private research. Then he pictures how it's going to look at the supermarket checkout counter, the lonely carrot & petroleum jelly rolling down the conveyer belt toward the grocery store cashier. All the shoppers waiting in line, watching. Everyone seeing the big evening he has planned. So my friend, he buys milk & eggs & sugar & a carrot, all the ingredients for a carrot cake. & Vaseline. Like he's going home to

500 Dollar Shopping Spree
WHO WAS THE 16TH PRESIDENT OF USA YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST..YOU CAN PICK ANY VIC GIFT IN YOUR WINNINGS BUDGET..JUST EMAIL ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST IF U HAVE BEEN DECLARED WINNER

Poem For Our Unborn Child (in Memorey Of)
God took you when you wern't even born, He left me with a heart all tatttered and torn. He sees your eyes, touches your face, He takes care of you when that was my place. I never got to name you I hope God picked a good one, I don't even know if you were my liitle girl, or maybe my son. Like hands on a clock, time moved on. But my heart is still breaking, my tears fall silently, To hold you in my arms will be a dream I will never see.

For 500 Dollars.
WHO IS PRIME MINISTER OF THE UNITED KINGDOM? TASHA WON THE LAST ONE 1ST PERSON TO GET IT WRONG GETS A CT FOR DUMMIES YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST..IF U WANT YOUR MONEY DURING HH SEND AN EMAIL.

First Memory Of The Cave
A new friend asked me about my favorite childhood memory. So, I decided to tell him about the cave. I was four years old the first time I went to the cave. I remember that Mom and Dad told us to hurry up and get our shoes on. We were going on one of our many Sunday trips, so we were excited.We never knew when one of these Sunday trips would happen, for I really don't think my parents ever knew until the spontaneous idea would hit my dad. We could end up close to home on an adventure along a creek, or we might end up driving across state borders just to spend a couple of hours at some great spot that Dad had wanted to check out. So, I had gotten my shoes on and had gotten bored waiting for my mom to get my younger brother and sister dressed. I happened to spot some peppermint.....the soft sugary kind......on a shelf above the buffet. I love peppermint, always have, always will. I decided that no one would miss that one piece of peppermint, so I pulled a chair up to the buffet a

Our New Baby!
Well I was at work Tuesday and i got the call, I raced home to get Heather and to the hospital i drove. the admitted her and shortly after they put her in her in a labor delivery and recovery room. After a few hours and an epidural later the doc told us we had atleast an hour well Heather's mom and sister and my self made it to her side and she started telling the nurse that the baby was here the doctor came running in while the nurse was grabbing the head and the baby caught the baby as she slid right on outat 8:19p.m. weighing 5lb 13oz.. The doc had me cut the cord. it made for a long day but it made me so proud to see my little girl!

Poem: Coming Home To Stay
Looking for someone, as beautiful as you. You can take my days of, old and make them all new. Then you can take, the shining stars at night, and turn them into bright morning light. Now lets dream of us, close in each other's arms. Knowing that there will come a day, when I will be coming home to stay. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: unknown

Adding To My "family" List
OK...I have had many many people ask me if I will add them to my fmaily list so that they can rate my private pics. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but when I get 5 people asking me this within 2 minutes of me adding 3 pics it's a little rediculous so... #1) If you ASK to be added you WILL NOT be added! Plain and simple. Those on my family list are people I have enither known since childhood or those that I actually TALK to! #2) There are NO NUDES in my private albums! I DO NOT do nudes! The only person who sees me naked is my husband (and a few select others I have slept with in my life)! #3) STOP ASKING! I really really fucking hate the fact that people can not take the time to read my damned profile enough to see that a) I don't do messenger and b) I'm not here for sex! The fact that I had to change my damned name to get people to stop asking is pretty fucking rediculous! What's worse is I still get assholes asking me to add them! WTF! IF you want on my fami

Dance With Me...
Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove Dance me to the end of love Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon Show me slowly what I only know the limits of Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the children who are asking to be born Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the end of love...

Flat Stomach
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down.. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up." If you don't forward this joke in 5minutes you will have bad sex for fifteen years.

Yearning For Love
Love Something that's alwayz scared and yet intrigued me Something that can easily be misconstrue by others Something so complex yet so simple Love Something I've yearned for Yearned for on many levels and in many ways Let me explain I yearn for the love of others as friends To be accepted as the real me To be cared about at all times To be heard even at the darkest hours I yearn for the love of a lover Not only for sex like some look for But someone I can hold Someone I can entrust my soul in Someone I can share my needs and desires with Someone I can discover my true potential with I yearn for the love of a family A family that accepts me for my imperfections A family that has my back no matter what A family that knows the true me A family that doesn't dwell on my past mistakes But help me through the future I yearn for love at all degrees Love Something that's alwayz captivated Something that can easily be misapprehended Something that I've alwayz longed

I Wrote This And Want To Share What Is A Hug ?
HUG is one, of lifes Sweet Treasures a Source of Great Blessings and Infinite Pleasures A Hug is a Cozy Shelter on a Cold , Blowy day And a Packet Full of Sunshine when the Clouds are Dark and Gray A Hug can lighten any Load , Pay back any Debt But the Very Best thing, About a Hug is that its as good To Give As to Get !

For A Platinum Cherry To You Or Anyone You Want.paid During Happy Hour.
WHO WAS THE 30TH PRESIDENT...GO CHECK YAHOO SEARCH HURRY.JUST TYPE IN WHO WAS THE 30TH PRESIDENT NEXT QUESTION WILL BE MATH NNN THIS IS THE WINNER OF THE FLASHING HEARTS nikki@ CherryTAP

School
SO i have been meaning to write about this but wow sooooooooo busy .... finding my self up at 545 am each morning and in classes form 8-4 but thne i stay longer and somedays having a night block its pretty wild lol ..... but amazing being i am doing something i love ..... but who new when i was taking sound design io would find out i need to start with Physics .... then we will do electircal work lol .... me being like an electrican kinda funny thought but none the less i will be doing it .... i will become a programer and learn to write my own programs b/c if i work on game sound i need to know how lol .... i will be an Engineer and this was something i had not so much expected ... but am way happy to learn so happy ... studing hard i just woke up form my nap so i have a fresh head to go thur my next few hoursw lol but i am truly happy doing this and i start Pro tools 2moro witch is the back bone of all sound design i cant wait ... ohh ohh ohhhh and i am going with my dad sho

To All My Friends
good morning my friends,you all are awsome and for the ones that rated me i know i have alot of pictures to rate,and i know it takes your time to rate them and i wanted to let you all know that i am greeatly thanksfull for having good friends,and most of you i will rate yours but i think i have alot of friends that i forgot to rate sorry guys i will get too you all as soon as i can,love you all have a great day,and dont for get to smile life isnt all that bad and especialy mine haveing all you as friends

Fakes? Why Care? This Is Part Of It....
"Who cares?" Why should it matter to you? This, unfortunately, is an almost common response to fakers. "if people are stupid enough to be fooled, too bad for them" "fakers don't bother me" "it's just the internet" Well, there are Many reasons why you should care. -Fakers are deceivers, they lie to everyone who comes across their profile, and those on their "friends" list. -Fakers are identity thieves. How would you feel if someone went around impersonating you in a negative light? (Identity theft is against US Federal Law) -Fakers take advantage of your fellow man...Unless you're a cold heartless person, it should matter to you whether or not people's intelligence are being taken advantage of -MySpace is a place for friends, not fakers. You go on MySpace to meet people -"It's just the internet!?" If that's the case, why the hell are you even bothering to read this? Why are you on myspace, why are you continuing to read if it's just the internet. ("just the internet is a s

From My Wife
leeann prentice: Always and forever you will always be The one and only true love for me There will never be another guy like you Thats the reason my love stays true. You're the only one who ever did care You're the one who was always there My love for you grows stronger more and more each day. It grows even though you are away You are my pride, you are my joy. With you the rest of my life I want to enjoy You're the one I want to hold I want you more than silver or gold I get weak in my heart when u come around When I hear your voice its a very pleasing sound You are an angel sent from heaven above You are the one who gets all of my love I want to be with you for the rest of my life I cant wait to be your wife Always and forever you will always be The one and only true love for me

Moving, Fighitng...
so i recently moved... we got a bigger place.. like alot bigger its pretty great... even thogh its an extra 200 bucks a month but oh well.. weve spent the past few days mooving and trying to get shit unpacked and situated and everything.. its pretty hecktic.. theres alot of getting no sleep and being stressed and frusterated... but its comming together. today me and one of my suposid best friends got in a hudge fight cuz she hasnt been helping with pretty much anything sence she mooved in or while weve been mooving and shes two faceing us with someone that screwed me and the ppl that live with us over... but shes still being her friend while shes runner her mouth about her to us so it was fucked up and today she pissed me off so i tweeked out on her about everything but now i feel like shit cuz she was my best friend and one of the only people i had left to talk to and trust so im kinda lost right now and dont know what ima do...

My Lips()
My Lips were buds of innocent untill you came one day; And drew a fountain from my Heart and careless went your way; My Lips were hungry,eager flowers curved,in ecstastic bliss to gather the soft sweetness of my next Lovers kiss* My Lips were lucious ripeness of a crushed and poisoned vine; When you bent your Lips upon me and my soft one clung to thine; My Lips are withering fading flowers,fullweary unto death...Dew with out moisture is thy kiss,Wind w/out heat is thy breath... A fugitive tears wells up from my eyes and is secretly silently shed... Are Lips that once were innocent...so withered...so parched...so dead...

Doctor Notes From Birminghan In March
I HAVE ALREADY POSTED AN UPDATE ON ALAN FROM OUR TRIP TO BIRMINGHAM, AL IN MARCH. BUT HERE IS THE DOCTOR NOTES FROM MARCH. IT IS IN MORE DETAIL. CLINIC NOTE RE:ALAN ****** MR# ******* DOV:3-8-07 HISTORY OF PRESENT ILLNESS: ALAN IS A 7 1 1/2 YEAR-OLD MALE WITH GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY BY SURAL NERVE BIOPSY. HE CONTINUES TO HAVE DETERIORATION. MOTHER REPORTS HE FATIGUES MUCH SOONER AND SPENDS MORE TIME IN WHEELCHAIR. HE IS CURRENTLY TAKING NEURONTIN AND RITALIN. HIS PAIN SEEMS TO BE IMPROVED WITH THE ADDITION OF NEURONTIN. HE STILLS FATIGUES EARLY OR EASILY AT TIMES. PHYSICAL EXAMINATION: GENERAL: ALAN IS A VERY THIN MALE WITH CHARACTERISTIC HAIR SEEN WITH PATIENTS WITH GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY. HEART: REGULAR RATE AND RHYTHM. LUNGS: CLEAR NEUROLOGIC:HE WAS AWAKE,ALERT AND ORIENTED. HIS SPEECH WAS FLUENT ALTHOUGH SOMEWHAT DYSARTHRIC. PUPILS WERE EQUAL AND REACTIVE TO LIGHT. EXTRAOCULAR MOVEMENTS WERE INTACT. VERY MILD NYSTAGMUS ON EXTREME LATERAL GAZE BILATE

Lolath Laughin Out Loud At These Hoes
Hey to all the girls on cherrytap. I'm makin it official. I'm not tryin to talk to anyone on here. You'll are all friends. I don't even want to talk to you, if you goin to act like a dumb ass bitch. Excuse my language cause i don't usually call girls names, but some just are. If you think you crazy and tend to be a bitch then don't holla at me. I'm sure i can live without you. I was livin before i even knew who you were. Now for all girls that show me love and are friends this is not intended for you. If you are new please read and take hold of these words, cause really i don't need you. I can talk to people in real life just as easily as this site. I have tons of friends. I'm only on here to make friends cause i didn't like myspace. Now everyone know that you are equal and i'm not really tryin to talk to no one. My education is more important than any girl could ever be. So if you have a problem with anything that i just typed, then kill yourself i'm sorry : )

Ok What Do You Think Is A Friend With Benefits
It seems that ppl cant figure out a friend with beenfits to a booty call well lets see what do you think let me know what your think is the difference i am very curious .. since the teens are using it often as a way to have sexual experince let me know what all the adults are doing with it as well .... if you read this give me a message .....

F**k You All
This is such a crock of shit....seems like the ONLY time anyone wants to "so called" give me the time of day is when it is covient for THEMSELVES wtf!!! I am sick and fuckin tired of when ya try and talk to someone they COMPLETELY blow ya the fuck off as its not "convient" for them!!! Makes me think to my self wtf or why the fuck do i even stay on here? People i think are my friends but just seem to come around when it is "convient" for them so guess what.....Fuck you and the rest of you fucked up people that claim to be who ya are and so forth!!! As far as iam concerned Iam NOTHING TO YOU or ANYONE else....best thing to do is just sweep me away as the dirt thats on the street....when i really need someone they are NEVER there....when i need a shoulder to cry on each and everyone of ya say "oh heres mine" but then turn around and ya turn ya back on me like usual...Or the men that sit here and say "oh iam not like that" but turn around and are EXACTLT what they say that arent... SO F

The Hurt
have you ever gave your whole heart to some one and things got rough . have you ever loved someone so much every time a fight broke out an argument it killed you inside.have you ever had some one so important to you that he or she was the reason to keep going. have you ever cared for some one so much your heart breaks with every disagreement , argument and fight.i have and this is what i feel i feel torn inside because of all the fights i feel worthless for all the wrongs i did for evey time while argueing hollaring and screaming. this person and you know who you are if your out there. i created my world and life around and now its basicly gone.. but we both made mistakes but now its as if weve given up. the more you feelings increas . the colder your heart grows . i just hope things work out in our favor. the pain i feel cuts threw me like a sword leaving never healing scars as ist waiting my heart bleeds out. all the dead days i feel all the pain is real there is only one way

Q: Why Dont People Read Profiles?
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/39555 copy and paste the url (as if you didnt fucking know already) this chick is the perfect example of why it is i think people just dont give a fuck about other people besides themselves. first of all. i absolutley hate when a person dont really give a shit about getting to know a person. they are so in fucking love with themselves that they have the nerve to: 1)come to my profile. 2)not read a goddamn thing i had to say 3)leave some random fucking comment that doesnt have a fucking thing to do with me. i mean people that arent so fucking self-centered at least say something like "just showing love" no what does she do? she uses my page as some self fucking promotion tool to have people go vote for her in some fucking contest that i dont give two shits about. non this isnt a CT contest this is some outside of CT contest. not only that but she gives me an 11 rating without paying two shits worth of attention to see what i had to say. so i

I Carry Your Heart
I love you baby. ee cummings wrote this poem. I want you to read it. I miss you! i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Ok My Week
In a nutshell!!! Monday's mail comes I get a letter from an ex of mine I haven't really seen in ten years. The only guy i believe ever loved me. I saw him a couple of months ago. When we were together he had asked me to marry hin and have a baby. I turned him down. Ever since I saw him all those old feelings came back and I have been thinking that i should have said yes. SO i get this letter and he writes pretty much the same thing I have been thinking about saying that we were to young to know what we had til its to late. So that was monday. Tuesday went to the beach with my daughter which may I remind everyone I hate the daylight and the sun. Well, I got a sunburn go figure. Wednesday the anniversary of my mothers Birthday and her Death. So, if you ever had anyone that close to you die and regretted things that happened before you could see them for the last time you will understand. Then Thursday I went to probatiobn thinking I was goin to get violated and go to jail for thirty days

Military
I have alot of military friends former and present please lets give them our full support. They are protecting us and our freedom so lets give them our thanks and our support. If at all possible lets ban together and get care packages together to send to those troops who are yet to return home where they belong. please give the troops who are overseas your love and support. There are others who are stationed here in the states or have returned from military duty to the states I also have military friends off cherrytap who deserve our praise and thanks as well. I have so many solider friends on and off this site who deserve our thanks but It would take me years to list them all :). However there are those special chosen few who know what they mean to me and to this country. All I have to say is I salute you all for a job well done.

Naacp Wins On "nigger" In Dictionary.
A Small Victory...A Giant Step (Thanks NAACP)!! There has been a change in Webster's Dictionary. Kweisi Mfume, President and CEO of the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People (NAACP) recently gave a speech at Virginia Tech Everyone was informed that a landmark decision was made last week with the people at Merriam-Webster Dictionary. They have recognized the error of their ways. So, beginning with the next edition, the word nigger will no longer be synonymous with African-Americans . It shall be duly noted that it's a racial slur and not what African-Americans themselves are. Along with this, all racial and religious slurs will finally be indicated for what they really are - cruel and evil slurs too often used to degrade people . Please share this information with others!! This change should serve notice to people, corporations, etc., that when individuals stick together to right a wrong, a change is gonna come. This wasn't just a victory for A

Story Of My Life.
Have you ever felt as if, no matter what you do, you can't win? Well this feeling is quite prevalent to me at this time. If i back off and don't say what I think or feel then I'm considered uncaring and selfish, but if I do state my mind I'm considered pushy and bigmouthed. It's a no win situation and it's driving me insane. Not that I was completely sane to begin with. We all have our issues. I guess I consider myself as sane as can be expected after all I've gone through and, considering the people I surround myself with, I think of that as a blessing. Still, I'll be damned if insanity is going to be considered an excuse for plain old stupidity. I watch my friends and loved ones make mistake after mistake and feel powerless to stop them because if I try to it just causes an argument...and I hate to argue, especially when it's with someone I love and respect beyond measure. I get so upset that I end up making a fool of myself, but I can't stop it from happening. I know I'm right...at

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me. By Ruth Bourdon

Stood Up
All week long, I had been looking forward to my date tonight. While we had talked for many hours, we hadn't met in person. However, I felt like I knew him well and he completely earned my trust. I really thought this guy could be "the one". He even said that he thought so during one of our conversations. We talked until 11 last night making plans. He was going to meet me at a local bar between 6:30 and 7 PM. I was going to have a friend wait for him with me but she had to cancel due to family plans. So, I went alone. I was a little nervous, so I went to the bar about 45 minutes early for a couple of shots of liquid courage. I wore a red top that showed just enough but not too much, a black mini skirt and heels. The guys at the bar told that I looked smokin' hot and I felt great (of course, the three shots of Jager probably helped)! But 7 o'clock came and went and he didn't show or call. I was sure that there had to be a good reason so I stayed until 8:30, but he still didn't

Early Morning Thoughts
Must be time to make order out of the chaos in my mind - I'm waking up at odd times, early morning times, with thoughts running around like their hair is on fire (I love that expression, lol!!)! First, an apology of sorts, lol! If I have disturbed you with my thoughts and rambling, either through my blogs or when we are chatting, I am very sorry! My best friend Stacey believes that I am here to make people think about things they would rather not think about, lmao! That may be! At this point in my life, I am on an adventure and exploring new and somewhat uncomfortable terrain - in my mind, at this point! I am acknowledging my Dark or Shadow side and trying to find balance within myself. You can't deny your Shadow side, my friends, because it will eventually come back and bite you on the ass!! I'm a Gemini, friends! I am now and forever wanting to learn new things, understand what makes one do the things one does. Given the opportunity I would gladly learn about EVERYTHING!! Bu

For The People Who Just Got Here
we are playing 500 and hand..u cash out when u leave not more then 5 gifts no matter how much u get..get a pimpin 1000=blueeyes tasha =500 back in 5 minutes for 500 1st to drop 3 comments winns

Cookies And Cream
MAMI IS A DIME PIECE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY TWO JOBS HOLDING HER OWN,WANTS TO BE LOVED BY A MAN AND HAVE A CHILD ONE DAY NEEDING A THING FROM A MAN IF HE IS NOT TRYING TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SOUNDS TASTY DON'T YOU AGREE JUST GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHORTY LOOKS TASTY TO ME,MAMI IS ABOUT 5'3 HELLA EASY ON THE EYES LIPS NICE AND THICK JUST PERFECT IN SIZE NO SUPRIZE MA IS A COUNTRY GIRL ALL THICK AND SHIT IN THE THIGHS PRETTY FACE, SHORT HAIR, NICE EYES.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SAYS SHE IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN FOR A RIDE, MEANING IF YOU DON'T COME EQUIPPED WITH CERTAIN QUALITIES SUCH AS BEING A REAL MAN TO THE LEFT BRO STEP ASIDE.

Just When You Think You Know Someone
Have you ever had one of those days when you wake up feeling great then someone comes at you with a total mess of nonsense that you THOUGHT was a good friend??? All this about someone complaining that I never stop by and rate their stuff SHEESH Anyone who knows me can tell you that I am always a friend 1st and foremost and I rate people's stuff when I feel like it NOT because I'm told "I do yours so why don't you do mine" You know who you are if you still get my bulletins but I doubt it cuz you deleted me as a friend, fan and family member. I have 2 words for you "GROW UP"!!!

Advanced Oral Sex Techniques - Omg!!
This was posted as a Bulletin! I figured it needed to be saved for posterity, lol! Tannim is the individual who had reposted the Bulletin, but I will try to find the original poster for proper credit! Enjoy!! Addendum: This was originally posted by Enernational! Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin, whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any

For 300
who was the 39th president....and can i need a vote on wether we should stop giving away imaginary copys of hooked on phonicsreading is fundamentall,and advanced 3rd grade math..to the people who make mistakes...im not surif the chuckle is worth hurting somones feelings 1000=blueeye..

N Love Wit Tha Tap!!
I could say im addicted to tha Tap but that wouldnt even cum close, I think im N Love wit it. Tha fun i have on here tha ppl i've met Baby I give u much prop's 4 Cherry Tap cuz without this tha friends & Fam that i do have on here i never would have met, & u r all Fuckin great. Just thought i'd i'd say that ta let u all know that i do care about u, so ta me Cherry Tap iz Tha SHIT!!!

I Guess There Really Is A Real Man Out There!!
Well For Once I Think I Have Found The Man That I Have Always Wanted In My Life...Thanks To Cherrytap For That One!! He Is Just Soo Sweet,Loving And Caring....Gotta Love Him To Death...But Dont Wanna Scare Him Away By Telling Him Those Words Just Yet....I Have Never Had Feelings For A Man In My Life Like I Do For Him!! He Is My One And Only True Love And Maybe SumthinGood Will Come Out Of This And Maybe We Will Be Together And Be One Happy Family (Just Maybe)... Well Gotta Go For Now!! *Peace*

~"little Dick" Tomtom~
Now, let me introduce you to one of my most interesting friends! :) Tom and I have been chatting for a while now and believe me when I tell you that he is a fun friend! :P He has interesting, sometimes even amusing fetishes...I'll only share with you 1 of them to get you started and that is gummies. Yep, that's right! :D Once you go check him out, you'll understand. hehehe Please take the time to read Tom's profile and if you don't, shame on ya! :P Tom is not only funny but he is nice, can hold a not only entertaining but also adult conversation (lol) and is a very caring friend. He knows that there is a time to be funny and a time to be serious. He has a cutie pie for a son and also a very cute furry "son", Buckshot (updated - may Buckshot rest in peace...he has a new "furry son" named Gator [and yes, he was named Gator for a reason...lol]). :) If you have time, you will find that he has many entertaining items of stash, blogs & pics and also some serious ones that deserve atte

Naughty
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act?

Past Present
im thinking alot today... looking forward and backward... looking at myself closely... trying to know me... lookin at my past and regretting nothing, but looking forward and seeing nothing... 05 save me.mp3

Why I Was Going To Leave
I was going to leave CT not because of any of my friends or family on here. You all are the best and I am glad to have great people like you on my friends list. I just had some home life problems and it was all blamed on the computer and stuff that he didn't feel was wrong for him to be doing so i just said screw it and was going to delete myself so there was no more fighting about the computer but things happened and well here i am back on CT. I just wanted to clear up that none of you did anything.....it was nothing to do with online i just got mad and stressed over and and said screw it....hope you all understand. hugs TashaBear

May 7th
Tomorrow will be the 1st year since I lost my Mom..she was the sweetest person I've ever known and I'm so proud to have been her son...So when May 7th arrive, I will not be mad I will will happy that she's in no more pain and sad that she's no longer here with me. She has and always will be my #1 girl til the day I die...Love you Mom..........

Poem
input your infinite knowledge and i intake it as it is inserted acting as my needle, my intravenous you expound, my veins expand you compound, my veins contract i feed off the intensity of your ingenious my addiction to our love has consumed my existence i. myself, ceased resistence i am in fact extinct involuntarily i have surrendered inebriated and intoxicated jaded becomes my jurisdiction, my ability to think i digest every word you speak with fervor, and i filter it every morsel a delicacy salivating at its sight, you talk, i chew i feed off of your speech never wasting a single letter and then it transcends into my writes, becoming the venom my pen is able to spew this love has affected me dissected me rejected me infected me respected me? this love has ensured me cured me blurred me reserved me deserved me? this love has suffocated me amputated me debilitated me obliterated me hated me? see i am uncertain of wheth

Help!!! Prove Urself Friends!!
so this is the time to prove urself my friends and for my final cut to happen anyway i joined this pin up contest that's based on votes and comments sooo go crazy and comment like crazy here's the link! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=230680&i=3648522307# Raven

When Cops Go Bad True Story
IT WAS PARTY TIME AT STEVES HOUSE.ALL THE GANG WAS THERE. ABOUT FIFTEEN OF US.JUST A GOOD TIME A FEW BEERS AND HORSE SHOES. THE TOWN WE LIVED IN WAS IN A WET COUNTY SO DRINKING IN THE YARD WAS OK AS LONG AS WE KELPT IT DOWN. THE LOCAL COPS WHICH THEY ONLY HAD 4 WITH SOME BACK UP AND THE TOWN MAYOR.ONE OLD COP CAR AND A NEW ONE ON THE WAY. THEY WERE WATCHING ALL OF US OUR LOUD FAST CARS THEY HATED US AND WAS OUT TO GET US ANY WAY THEY COULD. THEY HAD BEEN DRIVEING BY TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING TO START TROUBLE WITH,AND THEY DID THEY SAW A BEER CAN ON THE RIGHT OF WAY AND SAID WE PUT IT THERE AND TO GET IT UP.WELL KNOWING THE LAW AND KNOWING THEM THERE IS NO WAY WE'LL STEP FOOT OUT OF THE YARD THAT WOULD BE P-I.SO WE ALL REFUSED AND TOLD THEM WE DID'NT PUT IT THERE. I WAS CALLED UP FRONT CAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS THE LEADER OF THE BUNCH I WAS'NT I WAS THE SMART ONE.SO THEY TOLD ME THAT SOME ONE WAS GOING TO PICK UP THE CAN.NO WAY AND I LET THEM KNOW I KNEW WHAT TH

Outlaw Writing
Outlaw writing pushes the boundaries of societal norms and established standards to implant discomfort or alter the beliefs of the reader. Themes inside of American counterculture and unconventional forms of literature qualify as outlaw. These writers are nonconformists who are creating their works with complete artistic freedom and without fear of offending anyone. In George Saunders’ essay, “The New Mecca,” we are introduced to the middle-eastern city of Dubai where capitalism is running rampant. Conspicuous shows of consumption and the pursuit of material wealth mask the hidden underside of their stratified society where the “help” have given up their lives, values and culture to work for wages. Yet complications arise from these underprivileged folk swearing to feel grateful and content for their opportunity to send money home to their abandoned families. Saunders writes: “I say the Middle East seems something like Russia circa 1900—it’s about trying to stave off revolution in

And The Winner Is Everyyone Who Rated At Last 1 Stash Item...gets A Trophy ..drop A Comment Be Seen
EVERYONE THAT RATED AT LEAST 1 STASH ITEM THIS HAPPY HOUR.... TY.I WAS LOOKING ....EVERYONE THAT RATED DROP ONE COMMENT HERE TO BE SEEN ....AND I WILL IMMEDIATLY SEND YOU A TROPHY...SENT FROM ME NOT ANONYMOUSLY....TY.....REMEMBER IF U ARE WITHIN 2000 POINTS OF LEVELING FOR WHATEVER ITS WORTH I WILL POST A BULLY AND A BLOG FOR YOU..AAND ON YOUR BIRTHDAYS SAME DEAL......NO COET YOUR TROPHYS...SEND ME A QUICKHOUT... ANOTHER THING DONT THINK I DONT RATE BACK...I DONT APPRECIATE IT.....LOOK HOW MANY OF U THERE ARE...NOT TO MENTION THE PEOPLE WHO RATE MY STASH BUT DONT READ MY BLAST...PLUS I SPEND HAPPY HOUR NETWORKING ...AND GETTING SPONSORS TOGETHER FOR THE NEXT DAY...SO IF ANYONE ...WANTS TO SPONSOR A CONTEST TOMOROW SEND ME A CMAIL TITLE..SPONSOR CONTES...AND WHAT GIFT U OFFER....1000 DOLLAR SHOPPING SPREE MINIMUM.....BIG PIMPIN SPONSOR WILL HAVE THE CONTEST DIRECTETD TO THIER PAGE FOR CMMENT CONTEST..........DIOMAND EARINGS GETS U A T COMMENT SPONSOR SHIP.....DIOMAND RINGS..TEN COMMEN

From Another Site
Someone from another site that I know left me this for a comment this morning. It left me crying, because it was so beautiful. kjbond_killer sent me: ... yesterday at 19:55 kjbond_kil... It must have been a rainy day when you were born, but it wasn't really rain, the sky was crying because it has lost his most beautiful angel............... I was like.. "Oh! My Gods!" when I read it.

Life Sucks
I am so sick of being second best! No one really truly cares about me! I am sad, lonely, and depressed! Guys all seem to be liars, and thieves. They break my heart, and steal the pieces, my life just sucks! I need to find someone who will love me for who I am, and love my son as if he were ours, but it doesn't seem like there are any "real" men out there! I dunno what else to do other than give up. So fuck having a life and finding someone who will return my love! If this offends u then get off of my friends list cause I don't give a shit anymore!

Ever Been Blindsided...i Have
well where to start...how bout this...and just cut to it...the girl i was dating, the one that i thought was so amazing...yeah well she turned out to be a BIG FAKE...turns out that the reason she just stopped talking to me for the last two weeks of our relationship, before ending it through a text message (I HATE THAT CHILDISH BS!!!), wellll she has been engaged for about 6 weeks now...YES, THAT'S RIGHT...ENGAGED!!!!!...and the guy is a really whack job...some lil white guy that thinks he is a gangster, he apparently has threatened her ex, the guy she dated before me...so at this point i really dont know what to think...but anyways GUESS that was God's way of telling me it wasnt supposed to be... anyone that has any thoughts about this feel free to leave them please or message me

Freshly Cut Grass
I was mowing my lawn the other day, thoroughly enjoying my people powered mower (see previous blog re People Powered Mower), when I recalled part of Jenna Jameson's book--the part in which she recounts her slight addiction to methamphetamines. (And by "slight" I mean "nearly life-ending.") I say to my friend, "Jenna Jameson says that the smell of freshly-cut crass always reminds her of meth." Without a pause, my friend suggests, "I suppose that makes sense, considering that the main ingredients in meth are Sunshine and Children's Laughter."

Disagreeing With People On Ct!
How come people ignore you and delete comments if you disagree with them? It just makes you look as if you are close-minded, and you do not know how to argue because you get rid of the person who is disagreeing with you. I have never deleted an insult directed at me or a statement from someone trying to disprove me.

Unfinished Business
Everyday I think about how easy it’d be to kill myself Whether it’d be to jump off a building Or even stab myself But then I stop to think There’re still a few things I have yet to complete I use to think who would care if I die? My Parents? Please They’ve already proven that I’m a mistake Only reason they pretend to care is so no one would think differently of them. But besides them I’ve met a few friends I know most wouldn’t give a fuck Some might even forget I was ever alive But then I started to contemplate Few might actually care, cry, or even suffer And I don’t want to hurt anyone I love I also started to realize There are still a few that might really need my help And pondered on what would happen if I wasn’t there for them I’ve often thought about how easy suicide could be Whether it’d be to O. D. myself Or even hang myself But unquestionably there’s something stopping I still have lots to complete And there’s a lot I can’t leave incomplete.

Kind Of A Test
Was Just Wondering... If anybody really reads these blogs. I have a few people on my friends list that I find interesting and read whatever they write, but that's only a handful. I tend to accept every friend request that comes my way, so that makes the friends list pretty long, so I have to wonder if any of those will bother to read this. So here is the test - post a comment so I can see who really pays attention.

What The?????
wow, i just came back to my cpu and decided to check out what's going on with CT and found a whole bunch of messages from CT saying that just about all of my stash was removed, i don't think i posted anything too offensive i just thought they were funny anyway i hope nobody was offended by them(hell i'm pretty sure there's not, lol) anyway from now on i'll just look for some boring things to stash, lol

Update On My Dog Kietha
Getting ready to leave now for the vets....I thsnk everyone for their prayers but I'm heading over there to have her put down she is not doing well right now and she aint expecting it but the cancer ball has gotten much bigger the last tow days and is bleeding again.... Thank you everyone your prayers where much agratfull

Congratulations
Congratulations, my pretties. (evil cackle) You have survived another purge of my friends list. I deleted another 50+ people yesterday with a few more left to be deleted. Thanks so much to those who are interested in me, my life, my words, etc. and not just in my nsfw pics or in getting points for adding people.

Maybe....
Sitting here.....As I have been sitting here many of times contemplating on What im looking for...Does anyone really know what they are seeking? I can think of many things I may want in a relationship...What kind of guy I may be looking for, But the fact is.. I dont really know. I feel as if i met someone, felt some kind of wow then that would be it. work out all other issues later... Never know what to look for nor expect. I want that special feeling of butterfly's in my stomach at the thought of him, and when he is in front of me, it just dissapears, The feeling of happiness overwhelming me at just the thought of him, Feeling our hearts beat as one, His smile melting my every emotion. His touch stilmulating every inch of my being. Have I felt this before...Yes, And i want it again! I know there is someone out there for everyone. Maybe Trials and Error consists of filtering out the ones you seek, Until you find the one who is your AMAZING.

Sorry For Being Scarce...
Absent from the mind, Absent from the body, Absent from the soul, But are you absent? Can you be absent, but present at the same time? Are you a spirit? Can you hear me? I can feel you through the breeze, or can I? Perhaps its my imagination. Are you my imagination? I thought I saw you, but perhaps it was just a mirage. Are you a mirage? I would like to communicate with you. Are we capable of doing that? Are you there? I suppose so. But are you? Talk to me! Are you absent? Yea I may appear scarce as of late, but my dear friends, know that I think of you often and long for your banter... I miss your words, through blog and comment, I miss your photo shares and chat, I miss the lounges and quips back and forth, but most of all I miss you! Please bear with me while I attempt to get so many things in order in what is my daily existence and possibly have an opportunity to move on with my life. Some semblance of normalcy needs to be established - for no building stands

Conversation Sparks Thoughts.
I don't believe its often that a girl will come across a Man that just is the absolute right One for her. When it happens, it isn't always an immediate attachment. So, as I write these words down, they are in reference to whom I lovingly call my Demon. I think when the right One comes along, you just know without question and it won't be with finding a material object around your throat, but the whisper of His breath around your soul. It took along time before having a collar virtually placed upon me, but it is a bond that transcends space and time for me. Those intricately inked lines that bind its way around my neck hundreds of times, ending with twin barbed tails to hold the metal tag at the hollow of throat. That tag bears a simple sign of His initial in the steel. It was to be something that would never come and only once has it been tested. I'm quite enamored with words and we met on a text-based roleplaying game so many years ago. We've known the ins and outs of one ano

Blah Blah Blah....
TODAY I HAD A VERY INTERESTING CONVERSATION.... OK, SO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HOW SOMEONE FEELS, WHEN THEY DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT IT?!?!?!? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON, WHEN THEY DON'T SHARE THE INSIDE INFO??? AM I SUPPOSE TO JUST ASSUME HOW YOU FEEL??? YOU NEVER TOLD ME, YOU NEVER REALLY TALKED TO ME AND ALL OF A SUDDEN, I'M SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND???? I'M SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WITH IT ALL? NO, I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO!!!! THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS!! YOU DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT NOW! NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO CAN BE HONEST WITH ME. SOMEONE WHO CAN TELL ME HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME! SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN!! THAT'S IT... NO MORE DRAGGING ME DOWN... YOU KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE, YOU KNOW WHAT'S BEEN SAID AND DONE... AND I'M NOT LETTING YOU TAKE CONTROL OF THIS GIRL!!! I'M IN CONTROL, NOT YOU!! NOT ANYMORE... NO MORE WAITING FOR YOU, NO MORE WONDERING IF YOUR OKAY... NO MORE!!! PERIOD! I'M USUALLY A PRETTY NICE PERSON, A CARING PERSON, A

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I'm Overwhelmed!!
Hiya, family, friends, fans, & those of u still waiting on a "friend" response.. I am not ignoring or being a "Brat" towards any of u, it's quite the opposite in fact!! the truth is that i'm trying so very hard 2 give all of u the attention that each 1 of u deserves, but that seems 2 b almost impossible these past few days!! I have gotten quite a lot of friend requests (thanXXX, by the way) & i'm so behind in going through them!! honestly i just want 2 actually go & check out ur profiles individually.. Yes, that's right, i really am interested in who u r & not just going through & looking at ur profile pics that pop up on my screen when u request me, shout me, rate me, & any other time ur pic pops up, i want 2 get the full look b4 making any decisions, & i think u all deserve that, Don't u?? in any case i really am trying 2 get this done ASAP, but as u can imagine sometimes u can get really caught up in a persons profile!! :) so i'm sending out this bulletin 2 all of u who have shown m

Lifes Drama
Well life is about as drama filled as it can get with so muh shit going on i've honestly lost count on how many sleepless nights i've gotten.. Between an ex here and there and wearing my heart on my sleave i am seemed doom to get crushed one way or another. You would think it was easier for a country boy but it i guess isnt. Not to mention i get to worry about family at home, My brother being my biggest worry at the moment and his situation. For those of you still new to it all he knocked up his ex who for the most part is a okay kid, Not that i dont have my moments i wanna kick her in the ass... But then again i have those feelings towards my brother on a daily basis. Then my folks... god knows their health is getting worse as the years go by, Sending what money i can home to help too so life stays as stable there as it can be. The rest of my family sadly isnt any help they rather gossip behind everyones back point fingers and then denie it later on. It really pisse

Damned If I Do, Damned If I Don't
( CHORUS ) -IT'S ALL AROUND ME.... -CUZ I'VE SEEN MURDER.... -THOUGH GOD HAS FOUND ME.... -I THOUGHT I HEARD THE.... -SOUNDS OF A THOUSAND ANGEL'S.... -IT'S THE SOUND OF DANGER.... -I KNOW MYSELF -BUT I'M STILL A STANGER... -I'VE SEEN MURDER.... I'VE SEEN MURDER.... -I BE DAMNED IF I DO -AND DAMNED IF I DON'T -MYSELF WON'T -ALLOW ME TO FAKE ON THE PHONE -ROCKIN' THE CHROME -ANOTHER SEED GETS SOWN -ANONYMOUS -I'M HAILING FROM PARTS THATS UNKNOWN -I LOOK TO THE HEAVENS ABOVE -TO SPREAD LOVE -BUT I SEE THEY KEEP FAKIN' -HOPING TO MAKE THE BACON -MAN IS MISTAKIN' -CUZ WHO WE ARE IS NOT PHYSICAL -VERY MYSTICAL- WITH THE MIND NOT TYPICAL -BUT- THEY WANT THE CASH FLOW -THEY STEADY SCEEMIN' -FOR THE NUMBER ONE SPOT -THESE POOR SEEDS WON’T LAST THOUGH -I REALLY FEEL SOMEBODIES WATCHIN ME -FROM THE FURTHEST STAR -AND TELLING US WHO WE ARE -IN THIS UNIVERSE- WE'RE LIKE A SPECK OF DUST -YOU CAN'T EXPECT TO TRUST -MAN IS LIVING FOR THE LUST -EVERYBODY WANTS THE EYE I

What More To Say
Inside turmoil and sadness prevail. Long ago my mind set sail. How am I going to regain control? Where is the stability within my soul? When will I get you ever to see? I'm ready to cut my spirit free. This world I await to grow dark and on to the next. I stare at the sky completely perplexed. Happiness filled with pain and anguish. Contradictions unreconciled nor can I extinguish. How my tears roll and burn my heart. All I want is the best possible new start. I'm brought back to my confusion. My brain causes a serious explosion. I love her and she doesn't believe. So of my body my life should relieve. Truth escapes her ears though. I turn myself inside out, doesn't she know? Guess I'm gone and out of the way. I hope she will return to me one day.

Taking A Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself and I shot the dog

Fate
Do you believe in fate? Destiny? Soulmates? I don't. I believe we are all we have. It's up to us to put into action our love, or any other emotion that is out there. So why is it when you fall in love, it seems like it throws all of that into the wind? And for that matter, why is it that we lose our minds when we fall in love? And in some cases, our individuality. I mean, you think you have your life going in one direction, you're world is set into place. Then you fall in love and just like that, you're willing to give it all up. Crazy. I dunno. Just thinking...

Should I Have Answered?
I was sitting here last night all alone so I decided that I would have a little fun. After all, who doesn’t love a good orgasm right? So I went up to my bedroom and put all the pillows up against the headboard, browsed though a few DVDs, picked the movie I wanted and put it in the DVD player. I turned the player on and hit play so it would start. I slipped my jeans down over my hips and down to my feet where I kicked them off to the side. I pulled my t-shirt up over my head as the DVD began. Just as I was pulling my hair through the neck I heard Dasha’s voice asking for Jenna. The action would soon be starting. So I reached behind my back and unfastened the little clasps that held my bra in place and released my breasts. I threw the bra over in the corner with the rest of my clothes. Jenna was now kissing Dasha’s stomach so I started to gather up the things I wanted to use. I laid out the pink vibrator, the lubricant, the glass dildo, and the magi wand all on my bed where th

Wtf????
i am so fucking tired of people fucking ignoring me. like you cant tell me exactly what you are feeling, noooooo, dont have enough balls to open up and tell me you dont like me or that you fucking hate or you can't fucking stand me. even if all of those are not the case, people still make me worry about them wondering if they are even still alive b/c they cant pick up the phone or im me. damn i am not that hard to fucking talk to, open your mouth and move it up and down and just let me know what is going on. is that too much to ask? i guess so....

Guns Legal In Schools?!
While sitting with my father earlier today at his house the news came on tv. Most of it was bland news crap, as usual, but then appeared a man discussing the possibility of passing a law to allow people with licenses to carry concealed weapons to carry guns into schools, even elementary schools. He then went on to say that he feels that allowing this law to pass could prevent another event like Virginia Tech. He feels that if a teacher would have had access to a weapon it could have been stopped. Well where to start on this. Yes, the Virginia Tech incident could have been less severe if there were a responsible teacher with permit to carry a gun onto grounds that could have stopped the young man before so many suffered, but it would NOT have stopped it. Having means to protect yourself and your students is quite understandable and at this time some feel it is needed in order to feel comfortable in the classroom, but allowing guns on campus may not be that way. By passing this la

I Bet You Didn't Know This!!
Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca- cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. The youngest pope was 11 years old. Each King in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history: Spades_King David, Hearts-Charlemagne, Clubs-Alexander the Great. Diamond-Julius Caesar. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printer all have in common? All invented by Women. What is the onl

Real Nude/sexy/erotic Pics Of Me
Help me to understand this apparent competiton on Cherrytap. Why post these things and invite the masses to come see....why not save those for someone you may be genuinely interested in? Same with the salute pics....this is the net and yes it is nice to see the *real* person behind the icons but I do not expect too, its just a nice perc. I surfed the *Whos on Tap* and *Top Cherries* and the tops are mostly all female with uhm, risque pics...I think out of 100 people there were possibly 3 males. I'm not knocking anyone....you are all grown and can post anything you wish of yourselves in line with Taps guidelines....just trying to understand this whole concept.

For The Ladies Only, No Haters
I'm speaking to you with a soft whisper, kneeling down beside you as I look right into your eyes and share with you who I am. The truth, I haven't had the gift of having a good woman in a very long time. I'd do anything to know the feeling of being loved by someone who's gentle and loving. she wonders why I look away with sadness upon my face. I look away because when I hurt, tears have no mercy on my eyes but when I smile there isn't a brighter moment in my world than the vision of this woman. I want to trust her so I ask her from the depths of my soul to never bruise my soul, I just couldn't bare it again. With her I don't know how to be anything less than the most passionate man in her life. I'm that blink of an eye in slow motion that makes her sleep feel lonely without my existence. I'm in this woman's shadow always wanting to be found but lost in darkness. In the blinding night I carve her face in my pillow then taking my hands and finding solace with them. If you need me then

Some Thoughts On Mother's Day
My Dad died in 1989. This is important for many reasons, but for this post, it's important because the day he died, my mother was in having her left breast removed due to cancer. If anyone would have had any idea that he was going to die that day, I'm sure she would have put off what she was having done. She was like that, always putting off what was important to her for the sake of anyone that happened to need her for anything. I know this to be true, because there were five of us kids that always needed something, and she always managed to find the time and the energy to take care of everything thrown at her. This was an amazing feat, not just because five kids are a handful, but because she also worked full-time in an General Motors iron pouring foundry. She was thrown into that situation in 1962, right after my father had his first heart-attack. He wasn't expected to live over 6 months, so she did what she had to do, and became one of the very first women hired at that place.

Gotta Go.... C-ya!
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news but its time for me to go. not that some people will mind my leaving, but to those who actually have been civil to me thru my latest disaster i thank you. i thought this site would be cool, little did i know of the drama that would befall me here. anyone that wants to stay in touch probably has my yahoo id, if not send me yours and i will add you to my messenger. i just want to apologize to everyone i have caused any ill will toward. i did mean well! if you want to find me on messenger send your id to the mail here i will check this a couple times over the next week or so. once again my best to everyone!

My Tribute To Single Mothers
If there is anything I have learned from meeting people on CherryTAP, it is the strength that resides in single mothers and their determination to provide a good home for their children. What an enormous burden it is to know that you are the only person in the world who is able to provide the lifeline for your children for everything from income to food, clothing, shelter, and parenting providing the roles of both mother and father. And what a sacrifice to give up one’s own social life and opportunities for love and companionship in order to fulfill that responsibility. Mothers who do this are awesome beyond belief. Single fathers in the same situation are awesome too, but it is so much more often the mother who is faced with this burden and who accepts this responsibility so readily. To all mothers who support your children alone, I salute you for your strength, courage, and resolution. Your children are so very lucky to have you.

Chocolate Lover?
I just received a profile comment that implied that chocolate is the way to a womans heart.. I thought about this and wondered. Yes but which chocolates? the fattening ones? or the diet one? Regular or Diabetic? Fair trade or standard commercial? Dark or milk chocolate? hard or soft centres? do you have a nut allergy? is the box big enough? I promise you it really isn't that simple on product basis. Then there is the making sure that everything is transparent so that when you think Why has he given me chocolates? What has he done? is he doing? who is he doing etc etc etc it is obvious that none of these things is happening and it was simply a gift from the heart. It's a potential minefield, this is why us blokes don't give you chocolates even though we love you.

Puppy Sized
Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations with h

Thought For The Day!
As I get ready to leave for work I sit here looking through my friends list. It is long and some what impersonable but my wish is this! If you are reading this you came to it out of some form of friendship. For that, I thank you for holding some value to the things I have to say. Today as you go out into the world I challenge you to make one significant positive impact on someones day! Trust me we all need at least one person to touch our lives on a daily basis! I hope you have an awesome day and I hope the world smiles on you! muuuwah

Sweet Simplicity
We walk out into a world that scorns and judges still, while the sun shines a smile upon our skin. The wind whispers the sweet songs to cool and calm the heart and the grass plays like children to remind us of who we are. We embrace a world of hatred and evil lies in death, while the moon sends down its comfort and the stars dance with sheer delight, and the wind still sings a melody this time to calm the night. With all the stress of life, we can still see beauty's peace, if we stop and view the world with sweet simplicity.

To Answer My "do You?" Blog From Poet
an answer to your "Do You" blog.. (last one for today) Cogito, Ergo Sum When you look Do you see my fat? Or the kindness in my eyes? When you look Do you see my short stature? Or the loving mother? When you look Do you see my prominent proboscis? Or the accomplished pianist? When you look Do you see my comb over? Or the poet? When you look Do you see my advancing age? Or the wisdom of a world traveler? When you look Do you see my acne? Or the missionary? When you look Do you see my slant eyes? Or the pastry chef? When you look Do you see my blackness? Or my spiritual nature? When you look Do you see my gayness? Or the caring man within? When you look Do you see my homelessness? Or the Mother’s son gone awry? When you look Do you see my mental illness? Or the love I impart willingly? When you look Do you see my alcoholic rage? Or my helplessness? When you look Do you see my missing limb? Or the decorated veteran? Wh

I Want To Feel Again
I want to feel again I want to feel 2 hearts beating as one I want to feel a loving touch I want to feel a urning look I want to feel the warmth as 2 bodies entertwine I want to know what it feels like to feel again

Missing You
To tell you “I miss you” Is too vague For it doesn’t express my real feelings For I miss you more than words can describes For you make me whole A vital piece For you are my happiness To have one wish One wish alone It would be to have you with me always. Never to be separated To say “I miss you” Is too vague But I love you and miss you always.

Secret Love
To write about love I use to a long time ago It seemed so easy then To express myself for another Of whom I thought I searched for Now I’ve happen upon someone One I love and cherish One I'm willing to give my all Willing to devote my life to Willing to give my life for I’ve never experience feelings so strong for another She came about lighten my harden heart Broken through barriers built-up against all But there in lays problems First is I don’t believe she knows how strongly I feel But even if she knew If she found out Or even felt the same There still lays a problem It couldn’t be For her heart belongs to another One whom she feels equally strong for One whom I believe could bring her the best It couldn’t be For others would shun it Families would be sharooshed No one could understand it My love for her is strong and complex I now know her love for me she just as strong I would do nothing to hurt her So maybe it could be If our love is as strong as

Can You See?
THE SUN IS SHINING! NOT JUST OUTSIDE, BUT IN MY HEART AND SOUL. CAN YOU SEE IT? I'VE BRIGHTENED UP AGAIN, CAN YOU SEE? I'M SMILING AGAIN, CAN YOU SEE? MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHEN I HEAR HIS NAME, CAN YOU SEE? I THINK MORE LIGHT HEARTEDLY, CAN YOU SEE? I'M HAPPY AGAIN, CAN YOU SEE? I'VE BEEN CHANGING AS THE DAYS GO BY, BECAUSE I'M IN LOVE. BEING IN LOVE IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. IT'S GOT IT'S UPS AND DOWNS, BUT I WOULDN'T CHANGE IT FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. I LAY THERE AT NIGHT, THINKING ABOUT HIM. I WALK AROUND EVERYDAY, THINKING ABOUT HIM. I FEEL THE DAY, WHEN WE CAN MEET, COME CLOSER AND CLOSER. THE CLOSER IT GETS, THE FEELING OF BEING SCARED IS DIMINISHING WITHIN ME. I CAN FEEL THE SKIES WARM UP OUTSIDE AND INSIDE ME. I CAN FEEL THE WARMTH IN MY HEART. WHEN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FOREVER COLD. I THREW THE KEY TO MY HEART AS FAR AS I COULD. NEVER TO BE OPENED AGAIN, BUT SOMEHOW... HE FOUND IT AND SHOWED ME THAT THERE IS HOPE IN LOVE. THAT ALL ISN'T LOST. I WONDERED TO MYSELF

The Baby
My four-year-old niece just called to say that my sister's third child was just born. (fucking breeders) I asked my niece if she was excited about being a big sister. "Yeah, but now we have to listen to it CRY."

9 Years, And Finally I Can Know Something
His name: Micah -- he was 10 lbs, 22 inches long His Birthday: March 6, 1998 7:30 p.m. He screamed so loud right away, very pink..perfect APGAR Anybody who knows me has heard about the son I put up for adoption 9 years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't wonder where he is, or how he's doing. I never even knew his name to try to find anything out about him, I had no idea how to try and find him, no ideas at all, now the mother has found me on myspace and was able to give me some information, and she is going to call me tonight to let me know more. I can't decide if I want to be happy or sad, part of me wants to dance for joy that I can find something out, or even if she doesn't call that I have what information that I do have, but another part of me just wants to cry, I don't know how to handle this, but I know that I would rather this have happened then to have gone the rest of my life not knowing anything.

In Honor Of Mother's Day
New 'Anti-Abortion Pill' Kills Mother, Leaves Fetus Alive The Onion - May 10, 2006 - Issue 42•19 NEW YORK—Pro-life advocates celebrated approval of the new anti-abortion drug UR-86 by the Food and Drug Administration Tuesday, calling it a "safe and effective method" for terminating pregnant women while leaving their unborn children unharmed. Pfizer, manufacturer of UR-86—dubbed the last-morning-ever pill"—said the drug is intended only for occasions when the mind-set or politics of the mother threaten the life of the fetus. "This drug is designed for extreme cases in which the mother cannot or should not be saved, or when her health has been placed before that of her unborn child," Pfizer spokesman Anthony Wright said. The orally ingested drug first tests for the presence of a fetus. If the outcome is positive, a near-lethal dose of barbiturates is released, which induces a coma in the expectant mother until the child is born, at which point a second, fatal dose is relea

Why Men Suck At Relationships
So....my girlfriend and I had lunch today...and she tells me this story..i lmao so hard cause its so true....and yet the source is to ironic... Her and her hubby saw a counselor and the counselor asked her to describe how her relationship had changed. She tells him how sweet her hubby was and about the love letters and flowers and all these romantic things that her hubby use to do for her b4 they got married....and when she finished the counselor looked her in the eyes and said to her..."that was not a real relationship....See men are set up to hunt the woman they want...to go all out to win the woman....but once they get her...they dont know what the hell to do with her..." Fuck...that is why so many men suck at relationships...its all about the hunt...and nothing else...Life once again explained..LOL If my view offends you...Well...maybe it hurts to hear the truth....LMAO

Money!!
OMG @ the NERVE of some people!! They comment on things they have no clue about and don't involve them at all! "Give her back her money!" UHM ..if you don't KNOW the facts then wise up! HERE THEY ARE! GET THEM STRAIGHT ...the ONLY one who knows the slightest bit, is TINA, cuz she was there when I'd already given Amanda money to pay the Cable, and rent and they were both in default and I bitched to Tina about it all. NOT YOU!! If ever I would involve someone, it would be Tina. Amanda IS my best friend, true. I am also HERS. I love her like my own sister and always will. I will also defend her honor when it's being slaughtered by people who can't stay out of other people's business. We shared an apartment together last year also. EVERY SINGLE PAYDAY my check went to Amanda, all but $50 of it. LOW AND BEHOLD, her account at the time she deposited my money was ...NEGATIVE!! I'd give her a check for over $500, and her account was in the black more than $600 ...T

Why I Am The Way I Am (lenghty)
Yeah...For those of you who know me, you all know I am very difficult to get along with. I make no excuses for me being me because in all actuality, I gotta protect me. But to let a little bit of myself out I will share some details about me that not many people know. Bare with me. As far as I could remember, my dad has been a drug addict. When I was little he used to do some foul shit. I can remember about 15 dufferent places I have lived at before I was 10 years old, that is including a car and his friends house who had no electricity or running water. We had to shit and piss in a bucket and it was my job to empty it out when it got full. So I had to live in stench in filth. Not only that, but he used to beat the shit outa of me my mom. I remember when I was in the 6th grade he took a 4 X 4 to my back. When I was 8, He beat me non stop for 4 hours, and when I passed out, he picked me up by my balls and beat me some more. I pissed blood for a week. In the beginning it was c

Have A Good Week Y'all
I will not be on again until AFTER Mother's Day. I work for a Florist...need I say more?? So, just wanted to wish everyone of my FEMALE friends on my page a very Happy Mother's Day. I am going nutz at work....then to come home and deal with more nutty situations!!! My EX and his bitch wife are at it again with the nasty blogs, Fake profiles and harrassment. Those two just don't give up!!! Like I need this bullshit during the busiest time of year for Florists!

Ok, So I Am A Horny Devil
And what is so wrong about that. At least I am open and honest about it. I love bodies, all bodies, love looking at them, showing mine off and I find nothing wrong with that. Cherry has some of the sexiest bodies that I have ever seen. My friends are ALL in that category. Please, understand, I am a little perv at heart. But at the same time, I am harmless. Just like to flirt and have a little fun is all. Love you all! xxxooo

Too Late? No Way
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich ! husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instan

The Collar And Its Meaning
Another wonderful piece of info from Sir Critter and babydoll The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outwar

Male Submissives
Thanks again Sir Critter and babydoll Q: What does it mean to me to be a submissive male in this society? Good question. First thing that *does* come to mind, is, contradiction. This society has not gone through male liberation, and does not well tolerate submission as acceptable just yet, nor is it okay to wear or do/be anything that could be construed as feminine . For women, it depends upon who you are with as to whether submissiveness is desirable or not - with conservative groups it's the only way, but otherwise society sees a submissive woman and think she's been forced to it, but it's still generally more acceptable than in men. In addition, it's okay for women to openly wear obviously men's clothes. Men are still supposedly the 'head of the house', the dominant one. the 'breadwinner' - and in general this society seems to equate money with power and dominance - many men are threatened if their woman makes more, and if the man isn't threatened, then society acts like he

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
Well it seems the computer I use to talk to all of you ( My wonderful friends ) has seen it's last day! Until it gets fixed I will not be online as much. I thought it would take a few days to fix, but it seems I was wrong. It needs to be sent to the manufature. That means it can take weeks =( I think I will be at the doctors getting treated for Cherry withdrawls :p Any chance I have I will log online to keep sending love to all of my wonderful friends. I miss you all already. Don't forget me. I will be thinking of you all. comments might go quick, so if you want me to see your love you send to me, it will probably go better on my pictures as comments. Ok well hugs and kisses everyone. Ser William loves you..

~poem May 9, 2007~
Your Beautiful, More than I can explain, For your eyes Tell a story, Mysterious for me to proclaim. I dont know the the feelings, Of your touch to me, For this is somthing, I hope sets my heart free. To hear your words, Gently roll from your lips, Your sensitive mouth, Intensly I'd Kiss, Our eyes would meet, Locked in true emotion, To tell us stories, And our true Devotion. ~Tina~

Sexy Big Women
this is what i think there is no such thing as fat women to me and a lot of men out there they are bbw and we will always love them how they all the bbw we love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The Women Of Ct
SOME OR OF COLOR OTHERS THE OPPOSITE OF ME,IT DOESN'T MATTER THE COLOR WHERE I'M FROM JUST AS LONG AS SHE IS SWEET.I HAVE BECOME CLOSE WITH ONE MAYBE TWO WELL MAYBE EVEN THREE BUT THE BEST THING ABOUT THIS IS THEY REALLY WANT TO KNOW ME,I MEAN THE MAN BEHIND THE POETRY AND ALL THE SEXY PIX, GOT THEM WONDERING IF I AM 4REAL OR IS THIS JUST FOR KICKS.LOVE THEM ALL BECAUSE THAT'S JUST MY WAY THAT'S WHO I AM YOU SEE,I LOVE MY REAL FRIENDS A LOT BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE IN ME.THAT'S WHAT REAL FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT AND ONE OF THESE DAYS I HOPE TO MEET,THE SWEETEST OF THE CHERRIES HERE AND MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE..... PAPI...REAL LOVE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE YOU ARE APPRECIATED VERY MUCH.

Idiots In My Shoutbox #4 - Internet Threats!
After a drama-laden mumm got posted today, and I left a typical asshole comment, my shoutbox got fun! The mumm in question is this one: CRAZY PERSON USERS BEWARE I wouldn't advise reading the whole thing. It gave me a headache. It's likely to do the same to you. Anyway, my comment in the mumm was this: "Quick. Someone shove a cock in this cunt's mouth and shut her the fuck up. I'd volunteer, but I don't want her incessantly running jaw to bite mine off." It should also be noted that I also made a comment, for the sole purpose of getting a rise out of people, in an earlier mumm today about liking the sound of a baby's pelvis cracking as I sodomized it. Quite disgusting. Great bait for assholes. Anyway... My shoutbox started lighting up. This is the same conversation, between three different users. The only way that I figured out all three were related was by visiting the profiles of the other two, and realizing that they're all in each other's family. Th

Stupid People In Mumms
Stupid fucking cunts. MUMM Question: Should I that whole bottle of pills thats on my dresser, if he wont take me back? Asked by Xeno Leach These are all the comments, in order from latest on top to earliest on bottom. Just read for yourself. My genius comment near the beginning is in bold. Me: That's not what your mother told me. Oh and I'm going to blog this. I'm working on posting every comment right now. Now, follow my original directions and sodomize yourself with some forks. If nothing else, it will shut that gaping hole you call a mouth up for a while. Obsidian468 Take the pills! You'll be famous! You might even supersede Bush for a day or two! Zach i dont care about her killin her ex and his friends as long as she fuckin kills herself im happy! Obsidian468 Well, then take the fucking pills! You don't want to gyp the people that have been encouraging you all night! Come on, I laid out the entire plan for you earlier. It's so simple, yet so

Cross Your Fingers Toes And Legs..ok Eyes Too :)
i wrote this to someone who ..well whatever..but fuck it i'm excited we're lookin to move, went to look at places yesterday..the third one we looked at prompted this reaction.. *grabs your arms and jumps up and down in circles* I FOUND IT I FOUND IT! omg! love love love the house..that..hopefully we'll get.i think we find out tomorrow. It's in Northport..cutest little vintage town..BEAUTIFUL area..right off the water..it's an old victorian house..BRAND new kitchen..big too..basement with washer/dryer..the bedroom looks like it was actually molded to fit..our bedroom set..the bathroom is kinda small but cute..family room extends out into a covered wrap around granny porch..the house is yellow with red trim tons of closest and such...and only 1600 for all. Plus the town is close enough that i can walk there...my mind is going crazy with ideas lol trees everywhere..idk just love it. incidently down the street is Huntington..another small town that i love, and in the park/museum the

Baltimore V. Green Bay (tehran, Iran)
The NFL makes a lot of wise decisions. It is considering making another good one by eliminating one of its meaningless preseason games for each team. Exhibition games are a waste of everyone's time because the only meaningful thing that comes out of them is a devastating injury or two. Three would be plenty. Even better, the NFL plans on replacing the preseason week with an extra regular season game for each team. Who doesn't need more football that counts? Further, the league is exploring the idea of having every team play this seventeenth game on foreign soil. Yep, everyone gets a contest they need a passport to play in. If cash registers are ringing in your ears it is that familiar sound of the National Finance Lordship raking in more money. Frankly, I don't care where the games are played as long as they are available in high-def. (Truth be told, I don't have HDTV but I figure by the time they get around to instituting this plan--2009 or 2010--it will be installed).My guess is t

As All Know....that Read My Blogs That Is
my health has not been the greatest found out i have spontaneous pneumothorax, cause well i had a 30% collapse in my left lung twice in less then two months. i had recently gone in for a CT scan of my lungs and have discovered i have it in both lungs worse on the right then the left and my left lung is inflamed due to smoking (so i am a quiter and quiting smoking) been put on three diff inhalers and none do shit (LOL GO FIGURE), And going in for more testing on 29th of june. to find out more see if i do need surgery or not, doc says if i have another collapse in the mean time i HAVE to have the surgery :|......sux but hey may have to b done.....just thought i wld let all know how things have gone that read my blogs. : ) take care and chat soon.

Illiterate Bastuds
Seriously.. how hard is it to read a paragraph on somones page? Chances are you'll find out alot about a person before you approach them with some off the wall bull shit that's only gonna get you a cold shoulder. Lets see.. if it says I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS HOW HORNY YOU ARE.. guess what? I really could care less. There's enough people on here that might actually help u out.. so go find 'em. Yea anyway thats my bitch of the day.. LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT

What's Love- Ty ~Â© Heart-n-quill 2004 ~
What's Love ? Love is the feeling that your heart stops, when you see the one you love. Love is the feeling that your heart beats faster than you think possible, when you hear their voice. Love is when you protect the one you love, never allowing anything to hurt them. Love is putting the one you love before all others. Love is putting the one you love before yourself. Love is never letting someone come between you and the one you love. Love isn't always agreeing,but seeing each others point of view. Love is talking things thru, not just ignoring a problem thinking it will go away. Love is saying your sorry, when you are wrong. Love Should be alot like the "Golden Rule" ... Do unto others as you would have done unto you .... You love fully and completely you will be loved fully and completely. Love is like a bank account, you can't keep making withdrawls without any deposits, if you do you will eventually have insufficient funds and wonder where the love went. But, most of all love is

Vanity
Why must I be flawless to be loved I am hunman as well Flesh is always flawed So where do I stand now Out of the shadow of protection That your love afforded me Forgiveness given then ripped away Not being allowed to have my say Stealing the breath from my chest You must be so pleased with yourself And the damage that you inflict Your own Adonis you seem to be SO sure of your own perfection Your superiority a noose around my neck You make my own soul a painful place to be And I know you couldnt care less I know your only thoughts at this time Are on your wounded pride Your reasoning for cutting out my heart Is what other people will think If you show without a showpiece All of your own to give you What you cannot bring yourself A sense that you are in control In a world spinning out of rhythm Your own bastion of perfection Flawless in your eyes as long As your flaws dont show visibly Too bad your heart is not given the right to see And your soul is bound to

A Woman Fear
What is it exactly with the men now dayzs,what is it that you fear.You know i hear alot of this one statement that all men are doggs n up to no good,but i say that only comes from a person bad experiences.Ok Yes its bad how the world already portray women as bitches,hoes,slutts..in the videos the name calling when arguements arrive.One thing men 4get is that we came from a womans womb n that is god great gift to a woman so there for why disrespect the woman that have the ability to produce,populate the earth by bringing new life into the world.Now grant it the women do need the men on that half to reproduce,but on the other hand Men can become obsolete.Sexually the woman have all types of Toys to please them n most say that a woman can please another woman better than a man can physically.So i say to the fellas.No i say to the GENTLEMANs,Treat all ladies with respect,learn to find a womans necessites,passion,Joy n be beside her when it counts the most.

My First Week At Cherrytap.com
Honestly, when I first joined this site one week ago, I thought of it as a second rate MySpace that would quickly lose its novelty. However, much to my surprise, cherrytap.com has captured my interest more than MySpace over the last week. I have found that the people here are a bit less pretentious. Why that is, I don't know just yet. Perhaps the answer will be revealed in the weeks to come. I believe the way the cherrytop.com site is setup encourages more interaction, as well. MySpace may want to take notes. My only complaints, which are relatively minor, is some of the unnecessary "bells and whistles", and the "males" who have felt compelled to stop by my profile and rate me with "1's". But honestly, I think my ego can take it. :) -s

What She'll Never Know...
I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays, Evolving at the speed of light. As my eyes see all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops. I taste you. I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way. How you called me baby. The way you made me laugh. The way you touched my heart and made me believe. Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful, but in the end there is not much but pain. I allow this for some time, then I awake and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless. Wanting you to taste my soul and undeniably know that I am the one and we are one to conquer happiness together, unimaginably, the way you knew that we could and will if you say one word, Yes! Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you, keeping you from what is rightfully yours. Love. If I had your heart again? Oh, the way I would touch it, nurture it and protect it My most sacred gift God wants what I want, He

Happy Mothers Day!!
I won't be here a lot this weekend but wanted to with all the mothers a Happy Mothers Day. Hope Your Mothers Day is special:) /i154.photobucket.com/albums/s271/tashabear25/Mothers%20Day/2007-04-26_112438_Sepia_Mothers_Day.gif" border="0" /> center> center> center>

Ok So What Do U Think I Am
Grade me and send me your answer. F-= damn wat da hell happend 2 u?!! F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool, i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = ... will u go out with me seriously A++= will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND KISS ME AND DON'T STOP

Go
would you… elaborate, sir, and let me put it on display? (i’ve been dying to taste you) aching to smell the stench of your salt. dreaming of touching you… fantasizing of your salivating mess of lust for me. you’re killing me here, you know… with dark eyes and light skin… a dream of which i know nothing, but feel everything. everything. gnihtyreve. tonight smells of the shore but not of the things you bring to me. wrapped up in me like a blanket and i keep you tied in a knot. a loose chokehold really. concede to me, for i know it’s what you’d like. i can’t bear another week of this foul torture. eyes between only lines as i taunt from a twenty hour arms length. an arms length… that’s what it is, correct? a stretch? you’re a destination. “just hang in there” “you’ll see” “it’ll be worth it” “things will work out” “you’re my reason” that’s just it darling. you’re my reason. so i’ll sh

Fell In Love With Evil!!
MY ADVICE WOULD BE TO BLOCK HIM NOW... He is a VERY SICK VERY EVIL TWISTED person. I know this first hand.. That night he made me cry and took a pic of me. Well here is part of our converstation that day...HOW CAN SOMEONE SAY THAT THEY LOVE SOMEONE AND IN THE SAME DAY HURT THEM TO THE POINT OF CRYING AND NOT EVEN FEEL BAD THAT THEY MADE YOU CRY. GET SATISFACTION OFF OF YOUR PAIN ENOUGH SO THAT HE WOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU CRYING TO LATER USE THAT PICURE OF YOU IN PAIN TO TRY AND FURTHER CAUSE YOU MORE PAIN.. I COULD NEVER IMAGIN ANYONE TO BE THAT EVIL OR CREWL TO HURT SOMEONE SO BAD. TO GET PLEASURE OFF OF SOMEONE ELSES PAIN IS JUST SICK.. HE SHOULDN'T BE WONDERING AROUND CT EVEN MORE SO ON OUR STREETS. ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 3:13:03 PM): ARE YOU ON? ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 4:22:20 PM): I MISS YOU ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 4:22:25 PM): I LOVE YOU ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 5:27:54 PM): i love you ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 5:34:57 PM): hunny can i please come home..i miss you ScOTT Maldo (5

Fanning With Conditions?
Here's a concept... How about allowing people to fan you because they want to and not because you require it to be a friend? Wow, that's something different, eh? Anyhow, I feel better. If I'm one of your fans, trust me - you didn't ask for it...I CHOSE TO BE ONE, on my own accord. Night all... T

Real Imagination
if you could put the stars together they'd shine on you if you could put color together they'd cover you in rainbows if you were an animal you'd be a snake and wrap around my heart if heaven exists it would make sure you'd never ever let go of what is real ~Timmy~

The Remediation Of Smut
tapologue 1: the remediation of smut i’m supposed to say something in the netherlands about remediation. my office neighbor, quite helpfully, points out that the new jersey authorities use the term to talk about shit. i didn’t pay attention past that. something about septic tanks, if I remember correctly. (which reminds me of the tap: dating sites are sewer systems, washing new couples back out into the real world. but the tap is a septic tank. nerve breakups don’t take place on nerve, they take place in the real world. tap breakups take place on tap.) the first reflection, it would seem, the cherrySepticTank invites, concerns bolter/grusin’s slightly more appetizing idea of remediation. after years and decades of harping on the media-specificity, according to which, let’s say, the tap would afford us an entirely new experience in entirely new forms, we can finally acknowledge that it is really old wine in new wineskins. or more precisely: old wineskins refashioned to new winesk

It's Been Awhile Since I Did A 25 , So Im Going To Do A Brutally Honest One Right Now.. Muahah
1. I want to build my own bike.. actually 2 bikes my first one I designed the concept of when I was 15 , and still havent built it. Its the concept of a 78 Sportster softailed out with whitewalls and cali bars.. yeah.. its not quite a harley but not quite a chop. My second one.. Chop totally chop low low cruiser recliner type of chop to where I can sit on it and drive cross country if I feel like a road trip`. Thats the bike. 2. I fucking hate women. More accurately I hate women who lower their iq's to impress a guy. I hate fake stupid chicks or overt drama princesses. What ever happened to tomboy girl next door kinda on the friend side of lovin? whatever happened to that. 3. Tats.. i want alot of them, I have 5 now but someday the 5 I have will be a full back 2 full sleeves 2 full calfs and I want a tat on my ass. I want it simply to say , (Im not tellin haha) some of them, I plan on doing myself, just as soon as I replace all my equipement, I want to apprentice build my prof an

I Warned You Kim! You Had 5 Years! Times Up!!!!
(To give you a quick briefing as to who I'm writing about, kim is my ex wife. I have full custody of Jazmin. Our daughter. The rest will be self explained) Enjoy... _________________________________________________ Hey! kim, I warned you. I told you to start being a "mom" sucks that you can't even take care of your self. We can do this one of two ways. 1. force you to "defend" yourself in court, and still lose, and make an even bigger a$$ of your self. 2. just give up your parental rights, now! Those are your two choices. Whats it going to be? You seem to want everything that makes YOU happy. You want sexual satisfaction from ANYONE that will give it to you. You have to have the need of feeling wanted or loved. You want whats best for YOU! You can't even get a place of your own and pay your OWN bills. You think its funny to go to the bar and walk right into walls and then drive drunk, to who knows where, shall we call, your "temporary" home? kim, This I promise you

We Were In A Car Wreck And It Sux!
We have had a lot of questions from several friends online and offline and I am going to spend some time now and tell you whats going on in our life. On Friday May 11th at about 4:30 PM on our way to work an accident happened. My lovely wife Sunshyne and our 13 year old daughter along with myself were heading down HWY 321 N doing a lower then posted speed limit rate of speed (About 30-35 MPH) when a car pulled across 2 lanes of traffic cutting off a pickup truck that was in the inside lane and us in the outside lane in front of Browns Creek Shopping Center in Maryville, Tennessee. Even though the accident only took about 10 seconds to happen, for me it seemed more like minutes. Even now 2 days later I can clearly remember each and every detail. As I was coming down the hill a small blue car cut across the road in an attempt to enter the shopping center. At the entrance of the shopping center was a red Dodge Dully pick up truck waiting to exit the plaza. In the lane to my left

A Perfect Death.
I die as I sleep My dreams: A look into the future A temporary death A malicious a taunt A small taste of death to come A tease without sexual desire As I dream As I wander I hope for you. Bereavement takes me within my dreams. Everything is lost. Reality is merely a hallucination You become a vague memory. My engaged thoughts are but a dappled smudge across my mind’s canvas. You are faded still But I will know you were there. I can see the faint smear of your existence As I remember you where once present So clear and evident Erase regret in dreams Expunge the blotches of flaw and defect The mistakes-The errors Hide such imperfection form the eye of a pathetic existence A human sees not my hidden qualms A Horrible regret of what once had been. My concealed miscalculation of my implement Gone. And you are barely observable now Mercifully you remain in my mind. So obstinate, not to leave me in my

Bodies...the Exhibition
I took Matt their on his birthday yesterday, as we've both been meaning to check it out. You're seeing human bodies right in front of your face (no glass for the bodies, just the organs) I could still see pores on noses and backs, it was incredible. There's a special, all black room where nervous systems and veins were given glowing color and it could have been an art exhibit. Organs sliced sideways like meat so you could see everything... it may sound bad but it was just fascinating. Knowing that that was an actual person really gives the whole thing reverence. Tell that to the fucking soccer mom that just ushered her son to the displays that held the answers to his homework, as she read off what he was to write down word to word, not actually learning or appreciating anything. This is why scores are down and kids can't read anymore... parents just care about grades, not actual information. Anyway, sorry for that tangent. There was a room just for babies, fetuses. They had ones w

Jacob - Pre Mri
Hey everyone thanks for taking the time to read this. Jacob has an MRI tomorrow for some things that are going on with him. For those who don't know me, Jacob is my 11 year old son, he's in my pictures. He is nervous about his IV tomorrow and also being sedated and getting his brain scan done. I am asking that you just keep us in your prayers tomorrow that all goes well. Thanks. I will update this tomorrow about how things go and then once more when we get his results. We will take all the prayers we can get :)

Slap Me Again Chick
SO I'M CHILLIN WITH MY HOMEGIRL WHO IS WHITE AT WAL MART. SOME THINGS AREN'T A RACE ISSUE, BUT THIS CAN BE. WE JOKING AROUND TALKING SHIT IN THE PARKING LOT, AND SHE SAYS WHILE LAUGHING. "I'MMA SLAP YOU". I PAID IT NO MIND AND KEPT WALKING TOWARDS THE STORE. ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE SLAP ME ON THE SAID OF MY FACE. SO YOU KNOW I'M PISSED OFF. NOT ONLY THAT SHE SLAPED ME, BUT THEN DID IT IN PUBLIC. COME ON, A BLACK MAN EGO WOULD NOT STAND TO GET SLAPPED IN PUBLIC BY SOME CHICK, AND NOT SOME WHITE CHICK. SHE SAID SORRY, WHICH I CAN ACCEPT, BUT THEN SHE SAYS AFTER THE APOLOGY " I TOLD YOU I WAS GONNA DO IT. I THOUGHT YOU WAS GONNA BLOCK IT". SO IF I TELL SOMEONE I'MMA POKE THEM IN THE FUCKING EYE, ITS THIER FAULT THAT THEY DIDN'T BLOCK IT. SMMFH. SHE ALSO SAID IT WASN'T THAT SERIOUS. IF ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS, I WANT TO SEE HER SLAP ANOTHER NIGGA LIKE THAT.

Buster 1997-2007 Mother's Day
Today I buried my family pet. He was a wonderful Shelty breed dog and one of the best dogs I have known for many many years. He will be missed ... he just got old and died. He was one great watch dog and was loved by my family. He is gone but not forgotten. His place is empty, his food dish no longer to fill and his water dish is empty. He brought us joy and happiness for many years. His bark no longer heard when I return home for me to come to him. I will miss you, Buster. xoxo, Celtic

Soulmates And "your Better Half"
People may find someone that they can call a "twin flame" in that they have integrated appreciation (love) for their physical, mental, spiritual and emotional bodies; they know their roles in the relationship and play well together without power struggles... ...but there are no such things as soulmates or "your better half". These romantic ideas are based on neediness and teach low self-esteem and self-rejection. The romantic notion that there is half of you missing that you need to find...is false. You are a complete soveriegn being and a god with free will. All you need is to love, accept, trust in, have validation in and be content and happy in yourself, cause you are the only person that you have your entire life, 24/7. If you rely on others or circumstances outside of yourself for those things, you will always set your self up for disappointment. When you love yourself and abide in love, that is when life starts to truly be magical.

To My Friends
For those who wish to stay in contact here is my e-mail: Harold (Hank) Stratton silverdragon32656@comcast.net silverdragon32656@msn.com as I'm leaving CT. I want to keep in contact with my friends and those who would interested in staying in contact with me. Maybe I'll be back later, who knows. Blessing and Peace SeidrDragon

Accidents 5/12/07
So I HAVE to buy a new car now So yeah, I finally got my car fixed. It was running great, had new front tires, just passed smog, paid the registration, had just put in a new starter, new throttle positioner etc. and now it doesn't work. Why doesn't it work you ask? Well some asshole slammed into me when I was making a left hand turn. I was at the corner of Evergreen and Harbor and was going to make a left hand turn to go towards the Pomadessie bridge. I was heading to Target to buy another plant for my mom for Mothers Day. She likes to garden and she wanted a new Hibiscus, but that's off topic. So my light turned green and I started to turn. A brown car (no i don't know what the make was or who was in the car etc. it happened so fast and it was yesterday) came barreling through their red light and slammed into me. I can remember seeing the car coming at me while in the intersection and thinking "Oh shit their going to hit me!" They slammed into my drivers side. Where the hood an

Its Time
So ive been thinking of moving to California for the past 4 years and havent had the guts to go through with it. Tonight ive finally decided to go through with it. Ive realized that this isnt the town for me. Im going to visit a friend In San Diego at the end of may and my flight has been booked for some time now. Just worried about my mother. But we already talked about it and its all good. I love the weather there and the kind of people. they are more laid back and like to have fun. chicago just gets too cold in the winter and very humid during the hot summers. And the people here are just mean! and withdrawn. So im out. bye :)

Red Marbles - A Story To Touch Your Heart
RED MARBLES During the waning years of the depression in a small south eastern Idaho community, I used to stop by Brother Miller's roadside stand for farm-fresh produce as the season made it available. Food and money were still extremely scarce and bartering was used, extensively. One particular day Brother Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Brother Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure Look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger

Here We Go - Another Week!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Hope everyone had a really wonderful weekend. Already had one of my clients today postpone, which is fine, lol. I have plenty of paperwork to catch up on! Be prepared for more blogs this week - I'm in heavy thought mode these days. Lots going on, lots of things being stirred up in my mind! My favorite question keeps popping up: "Why?" A new friend of mine, who also works with energy, made the comment that he helps those that come to him and then they drift off again! I had noticed the same thing, especially of late. I'm learning to let go a little easier! But there are times, with my past life companions in particular, that letting go comes hard for me! Even remembering we are always connected, it is becoming more difficult for me to just let go. I am pondering this daily, and asking why, lol! Enough for now, lol! I'll save it for the other blogs! Have a wonderful Monday, my friends! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings

Just A Friendly Suggestion...
Obviously when we post pics of ourselves we are giving the viewer a peek into our souls, some ideas about who we are as a person. I'm all about "keeping it real" and being honest with each other, but dammit, if you're going to post pics of your exposed nether regions, please ensure that you've thoroughly cleansed your ass. Baby wipes work just as well for adults, people!

Our Hearts Are Broken
Today we lost a member of our family. Her Name was Tammy a 24 yr old blue and gold macaw. Have had her since she was a babe in pin feathers. She was like having a 2 yr old child all the time. She talked up a storm and played with us and made our lifes happier and full off laughter when we where down. She is well loved and we will miss her greatly. I am looking into adopting or to buy a pair or young single one. The lose and void felt is so hard... may our dear loved pet Macaw tammy rest in peace in the city of bird angels....

Sufi?
Okay people keep asking me am I throwing gang signs (lmfao) in my primary pic. Which obviously any gangster would know , no. And yet its So Obviously not a big fuck you.. (or is it?) So I decided first person to tell me what is the story of SUFI Gets my phone number. My real one.. No shit. Not what it is... But the story of what started SUFI. and ya just might win me. Starting now.

Thinking
i Just wish for once things would work and i wish i could be a good person to many yet it seems i fail somone in it all ,everthing i try to do good in seems to fail befor my eyes i hurt thinking of 2 people i sorta lost today and it makes me wish for some serenity but then again maybe i deserve to feel pain who knows all i know is ive done my wrong and i admit to it i jus hope everthing settles out and things go back to some normace

May 15th, 2007
"There are only so many times you can say, 'But I didn't know!' and have it be a legitimate excuse. From now on, make it your duty to find out what's going on so you can take responsible action. Life will get much better." I guess this can be true... Damn...

Story By A Special Girl...
She was on stage when he walked in. Song 2 of a 3 song set. It was a busy Saturday night and the tips were rolling in. Knowing she should go to the next guy waiting to not show favoritism, she thought twice and danced her way to his usual spot. Without skipping a beat, she knelt in front of his seat to show respect as he sat down. She then turned around and wagged her ass towards him. He placed a 20 in her garter to show he was there for her tonight. She leaned forward and whispered, "Thank you, Sir," and got up to finish her set. She made her way to the dressing room to change her costume. She knew what he liked to see her in, and scurried to please him. Putting on her smallest school girl skirt, and tightest black corset, she thought about what was in store for her tonight. Her heart began to jump as she thought of this, already starting to feel the warm dampness between her legs. She sighed, retouched her makeup and made her way to the main club. Pausing only the briefest of momen

Poem: I'll Be There For You
There is something about you, that tell's me that you're attractive, and looks for affection in a man. Needing a man to give to right, precious words that has meaning. Who can express himself in all sorts, of ways and that will touch your heart. The kindness that only a man, can give that a woman understands. With his "tender touch" and has, the words a woman needs to hear. Darlin', there's not one thing that, I would do to hurt or destroy what we have. Starting with these words I'll say; when you breath I want to be the air for you, I'll be there for you. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:10/98'

Basic Ingredients For A Healthy Intimate Relationship
BASIC INGREDIENTS FOR A HEALTHY INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP Choose a partner wisely and well. We are attracted to people for all kinds of reasons. They remind us of someone from our past. They shower us with gifts and make us feel important. Evaluate a potential partner as you would a friend; look at their character, personality, values, their generosity of spirit, the relationship between their words and actions, their relationships with others. Know your partner's beliefs about relationships. Different people have different and often conflicting beliefs about relationships. You don't want to fall in love with someone who expects lots of dishonesty in relationships; they'll create it where it doesn't exist. Don't confuse sex with love. Especially in the beginning of a relationship, attraction and pleasure in sex are often mistaken for love. Know your needs and speak up for them clearly. A relationship is not a guessing game. Many people, men as well as women, fear stating the

Thank You All Up Dated
First of all I like to thank BooBoo & Angela for sending out the bulletins for my birthday yesterday. I also like to thank everyone that stopped by with comments and gifts... Your are all great... Now for the Best Morph Contest I don't know how to thank everyone that helped pull this one off... I can't put any names here there would be to many and I would miss someone... I do know this I have a great bunch of friends here in Cherrytap. You all know who you are.. You all also have a great bunch of friends and fans... Please thank all your friends and fans that helped out... Once again thank you all so much. Fireman 7

Walk Away
So why is it so damned hard to walk away? Gawd I loved that man..I still do to this day. He has apparently moved on making me look like a fucking moron cause I'm the one who can't let go. Yeah..I have attachment issues..we knew this. But I don't fuckin cry over every guy I've ever liked. I wouldn't drop everything I have..everything I own to be out there with him if he asked. Now I might be a complete idiot for saying I'd do that. But have you loved someone so much it hurt..like literally made your chest hurt? Yeah..he's that kinda guy. But guess what...he doesn't care. And this is the part where my head realizes that I shouldn't waste my time on someone who doesn't give a flying crap about anything that I feel. Yeah..my heart won't let me. He's an awesome friend..has been for 7 years...maybe that's my problem..the whole...friends thing. Perhaps I shouldn't keep any. I'm so fuckin stupid I know..I know. And herein lies my whole problem. I can't get over him. But I can't look at him a

Fuq Hit
Actually..you know what? Fuck that last blog. Don't bother with it.. It's pointless and I was being childish. I need to get over myself..and I think will tonight. No more of this "feel sorry for me..no one loves me" bullshit I always pull. You don't like me..then fuck you too. I'm not even going to bother sharing my feelings with anyone anymore cause it's pretty much a dead end. So with that..I'm so done with that game. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool and fuck you, I'm out. ::walks away::

Crushed
I wrapped you inside my coat When they came to firebomb the house I didn't feel pain, 'cause no-one can touch me Now that I'm held in your spell A beautiful girl A beautiful girl Can turn your world into dust Sell me a car that goes Sell me a house that stands I never cared before, I never cared before I never cared before, before, before, before A beautiful girl A beautiful girl Can turn your world into dust A beautiful girl A beautiful girl Can turn your world into dust I stood in front of her face When the first bullet was shot

Mistakes Men Make Online....a Womans View
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah

I'm Here In Your Heart
Burn your sacred candles, Say your hopefull prayers, Feel the wind on your face, For soon I will be there. Resurect old memories For in them I shall be to love an visit with Like the whisper of a breeze. For as the stars burn gently And the waves crest on the beach think of me with love you'll see me in your dreams. When comets pass through and the sun burns bright the clouds drifting by I'll be in their light. In the flames of a fire, the hiss of a dragon's tail, in the beauty of a wildflower, wrapped in the coldess of hail. All of these wonderfull places Plus a few more besides, is where you'll find my soul the places where it's hides. So if you go looking, and you find it's not there, Just look into your heart My memory is always there. My touch is the wind, a carress apon your face. My warmth is the sun spinning through space. My tears are the rain Gently falling from the sky, And my friendship, the stars that are countless in the

Recent Bulletin For All Women On My Friends List.
MUST READ!!! if you have women on ur list you care about repost this (repost) date: 2007-05-15 22:58:00 NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us...Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his

Surgery
I won't be around friday. Tories having her ear surgery. Keep her in your thoughts. Its a nice day out. I am gonna move my bedroom around .....I need to put my air conditioner in. I cannot sleep when it is hot! Todays song goes out to Torie!!! SHe loves this song

Hey Guys
just passing by to check on all my friends .. i love you guys .. and i hope you guys are having a great year ... i get a new computer here in a few weeks and ill be back on line to bug you guys ... hope you guys actually miss me .. lmao ... i love you .....

Really Pisses Me Off
I was just talking to "Rob" on ct...then on yahoo. He then showed me a pic of his dick and started telling me how horny he was. I called him a butthead since he never asked me if I had a bf or if I wanted to see his dick. The asshole actually had the balls to tell me that he didn't ask because he didn't give a fuck. He then called me a cunt....then a fat cunt...and then went and rated me a 1. Ok, here's the deal....all assholes need to stay the FUCK AWAY FROM ME.

A Poem For Lisa
I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to a frog than Prince Charming I am more like Clark Kent than a super hero On a scale from one to ten I am a zero But no one can love you better than I can No where will you find any better a man I would drive across the desert just for you You are like everyone of my dreams come true I love the sound of your laughter and your voice They hypnotize me and leave me with no choice It seems like you are an angel Heaven sent I would gladly follow where ever you went You are a masterpiece, my Mona Lisa I feel taller than the Tower of Pisa You are my sunshine on any cloudy day You are my beacon when I have lost my way You are my anchor, keep me safe in a storm On the coldest day you make me feel so warm I love your pretty eyes,I love your cute smile I love your hair it does not matter what style I want to kiss you on your sweet luscious lips I want to dance with you, my hands

L.r.l.~society Of Wolves
This is a very hard Blog,for me to do.As there are many Sweet Awesome Friends in my Family List.But not being VIC,it leaves me no Choice,but to Remove all who don't have,L.R.L.~Society of Wolves after there name.I must make room for those that do.I basicly had my Favorites in this Spot for Comments..I will continue to give you all comments just the same.I must be able to Keep track of my L.R.L members.An being a man that is still relatively new to the Computer + not good at Multitasking This is the only way.I Hope there are no Hard Feelings.Most of you know I care about you very much.You all have Touched my Heart in so many ways + Befriended me when no one else would.An I will be Forever Greatfull to u-all.The L.R.L.~Society of Wolves have Merged with the Official Fallout Bombers.An I think it's going to be a Great an Awesome Bonding.And my Awesome Friend an Advisor,Recruiter,PokerPete13 agrees with me.Do u all know what a letdown other Familys show there members,in Contests.They don't

Two Steps Behind
Walk away if you want to. Its ok, if you need to. Well, you can run, but you can never hide From the shadow thats creepin up beside you. And, theres a magic runnin through your soul, But you cant have it all. (whatever you do) Well, Ill be two steps behind you (wherever you go) And Ill be there to remind you That it only takes a minute of your precious time To turn around and Ill be two steps behind. Yeah, yeah. Take the time to think about it. Just walk the line, you know you just cant fight it And take a look around, youll see what you cant find, Like the fire thats burnin up inside me. Yeah, baby. Two steps behind -Def Leppard

My Coffee
I have a awesome idea now stay with me it can get crazy in here and i meed the supprot. Giant cups of coffee and when i mean giant i mean freakin huge like 5 eet tall. Can you imagine how many happy people there would be at your work at 6, 7 or even 8 in the morning if they had a huge cup o coffee to make there day that much better and on top of that the buzz they would have damn talk the fun there. more random thought to come in Kung fu voodoo and im always looking for ideas too Later days

**jamestown's 400th Anniversary** Videos Inside!
On Sunday, May 13, 2007, a choral group made up of 1,607 members and an orchestra made up of 400 members from all over the United States joined together to perform for the 400th Anniversary of Jamestown. This group of people, who ranged in age from 6 to 93 years old, performed for the President of the United States as well as other high ranking officials such as Sandra Day O'Connor. My son's choral group from West Allegheny was in attendance and sang their hearts out! Andrew and his fellow members were in the section right in front of the video screen in the following videos. I am so grateful to the person who videotaped the concert and uploaded it to youtube! I was not able to travel with the chorus, so these videos are so precious to me! I hope you enjoy them! Battle Hymn of The Republic Make Our Garden Grow Shenendoah Shall We Gather At The River Give Us Your Tired, Your Poor America The Beautiful

Dark House
hello again cold dark night wrap me in your lack of light hide my features from the crowd then quiet my emotions loud steer my thoughts from yesterday when i allowed my heart to play smiles that played across my face lose themselves in this dark place and hungers gnawing deep inside feed themselves on dying pride all those things i had to say now simply seem to fade away this place that has no company just seems to grow inside of me no quarter asked and none to give in here where i retreat to live this house built of blacks and grays hides the joys of yesterdays crushes dreams that sneak inside gives my fears a place to hide takes the light that comes with day and holds it oh so far away smothers dreams with half a truth keeps my hopes so far aloof so when i leave this darkened place feel the cold mist on my face hear the heartbeat start to fade feel the beckoning of the grave i'll walk alone that one last time give the only thing that

Best Yo Momma Jokes
It's time 2 pull out ur BEST yo momma jokes! Itz no holds barred, so some come out swingin'! Remember this iz all in good fun, so please don't get all uppity about it! Lemme get u started... 1. Yo momma is so fat, when she turns around they throw her a welcome back party. 2. Yo momma is so stupid, she thought u called the "Family Guy" 2 fix broken homes. 3. Yo momma's so fat, she sweats mashed potatoes. There! Now u try!

A Woman's Poem
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do.

If You Bother
Reading my blog today is ur lucky day. I am gonna do a sticky bulletin and pimp out my friends. This time I wanna do noobies and ppl that really shine. Soooooooo if u think u should be on it cuz you are a good FRIEND to me speak now!

Saved
You’ve saved me From myself From my pain From my troubles From my life You’ve helped me When I was down When I cried When I was alone When I felt unloved You’ve been there for me always You’ve done so much As I look back I think Where would I be without you You are my lifesaver I wish I could show you how I feel To express my emotions To open up You are my lifeboat And I love you

Im Leavin
hello everyone. i just want everyone 1 2 know that i have enjoyed being friends with yall. but i think im going to leave cherry tap. i have my reasons. i just want everyone 2 know that i still want to remain friends with yall, but it is something i have to do. some people probably wont miss me but i know i will miss everyone. and no nobody ticked me off. but it is because of someone. the reason i am thinking about leaving. but anyways that is all i wanted to say. please comment if u would like i will probably leave off here tomorrow. so please tell me yalls thoughts i would like to hear them. yall have a great night. i hope to talk to yall tomorrow.

The Kiss
Have your speakers on to listen to my poem I am saying in the slideshow.. yep, that's me speaking.. I know it isn't that good. The audio will get better. This is my first try with audio AND video at the same time. Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshow I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face

Girl You Know Its True
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all love you

Sister-in-laws That Are Evil
i have a sister in law that i really don't like she is a evil b---- and i don't care for her at all. she has two kids by my brother and know that they are about to split up she told my mother that she never felt like she was every a part of our family. this is far from the truth my mother has been over backwards to be more than kind to her she has always tried to make her feel like she was a big part of the family. well the meat of the story is know that my brother and this evil person may be calling it quites. she told my mother that she could (never) see her two grand kids ever and not to come and try to vist them. my brother is not trying to make it any better he won't tell her to let my mom see the kids i sent him an email and no return. my question is what should my mother do are there any type of rights for grandparents?

Horoscope For 5/18/07
"It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them." "Heh." Shall no longer be an expression I will use. It's vague and meaningless. As for setting my own standards... I am quite skilled in this arena. But then again, I make the rules. So I sure as shit better be. Practice. Makes perfect.

Gm
good morning my awsome friends,i want to thank you all for being so kind for the comments and the rates on my pictures,i hope you all have a good day and rember i love you alland to keep a smile on them cute litte faces lol

Walk In The Park.....
She loved the solitude more than anything else. It was a popular park during the afternoon and evenings but in the morning there was never anyone around. As she ran the only sounds she could hear were made by her, her shoes hitting the pavement, the sound of her own breathing as she pushed herself to run faster, harder than before. She was racing against no one but herself yet determined to win, to defeat even her own record time for this 6 mile track. She knew every inch of this park, the trails and paths through the woods, the places where a couple could hide and fool around. She had spent her childhood here and every part of this park was ingrained into her memory for one reason or another. Skinny dipping in the lake, her first kiss under the covered bridge, falling from the top of a slide and breaking her arm, even losing her virginity to Darius Stone when she was 15. All of it came back to her as she ran. The sound of someone approaching her from behind didn't raise any cau

Truly Love You God
I truly love You. Even when the whole world seems to be against me and I feel alone. I know I am not alone, for You, my Father God, are with me. This life seems to be filled with trials. With bad that seems to sneak up behind us. At times it has honestly shaken me to my core. Times when I honestly did not think I could go on. But, even in those times, I reminded myself, I am not alone in this life. I know that our consequences to the actions and decisions can throw up for a loop. While we are doing what we know to be wrong, we do not think those actions will come to much. We could not be more wrong! They come around, for God's Word clearly says, we reap what we sow. In everything we do, good or bad, we will have a reaction out of it. Like the stone thrown into the quiet water of a lake. The fisherman on the side know what effect this stone will have. It will chase the fish away. Their catch of the day will be less or even cancelled. The sound of the stone is not

So What Will It Take?
OMG.. I am so fukin bored at work right now.... I am all alone.... literally..... and I sware.... when your all alone... you hear things that you never heard before... and FREAK OUT!!!... I want to go..... Isn't there anyone who can come get me?.... Take me away?... no?.... no takers... What if I give you... um...hmmm... Well I work for a Surgeon.... and you know that the Doctors offices have the best pens.... I got some... you want one?... I will give some to you if you come get me.... OH... I GOT ME A MESS LOAD OF PAPER~CLIPS..... ... um... some stampers that have Confidential... Just think of what you can do with a stamper like that!!!... Awww.. Come On!!... Your not going to be happy until I am like... sobbing arn't you?.... Please... I got Post~it note pads.... hmmmmm?

A Sad Day
As of this morning my favorite pair of boxers lost a heroic battle of comming apart from the elastic. As a result, they are no more and must be thrown away. A small service will be held later. Rates and comments are needed to cheer me up :(

Wow What A Loser
HippyHayed Productions@ CherryTAP I guess I pissed this person off it rated me a 1 and I did the same to it! So it made this picture to get even, LMAO Looks like it took a picture of her own dick. F00ken she-male! Seriously did he/she get those pics off of a Chinese adult website? ~Deleted the pic because it had her account deleted ;)~ P.S I have a much nicer couch then that old ass looking couch in the 1 pic (It is called Imported Microfiber BEOTCH!!!) and I wouldnt be caught naked or dressed on that one!

I Am 26 Dammit!
Why the hell do i keep thinking i am 28?? Blatantly 26... Sure of it... Really I am!!! But whenever i have to think of my age i keep coming out with 28!!!!!! I don't want to be any older!! *sadface* Anyway.. Just a wonder... (See i even posted this in the wrong entry thing!!! Was ment to be in "Why do i?"... I AM GETTING OLD!!!!)

To All My Dear Friends
I WILL NOT BE ON HERE AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN. I HAVE CERTAIN THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED TO DEAL WITH AND WORK ON. I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT EVER SINCE MY DIVORCE AND THE RECENT PASSING OF MY EX, I HAVE SLOWLY BEEN GIVING UP ON LIFE. EVERYDAY I SEEM TO CARE LESS AND LESS ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND ME. NOT TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO DIE OR ANYTHING, JUST NEED TO REFOCUS MY ENERGY ON MAKING BETTER DECISIONS. ONES THAT WONT END UP IN REGRET AND GUILT. I THOUGHT I WAS HANDLING THINGS OK, BUT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HAVE SEEN THE CHANGE AND SEE THAT I'M NOT THE HAPPY, OUTGOING PERSON I ONCE WAS AND AS I REFLECT BACK ON MY PAST, I TOO SEE THAT THINGS AREN'T RIGHT. IT'S TIME I QUIT USING THE COMPUTER AS AN ESCAPE AND START LIVING. SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME ON HERE IS KEEPING ME FROM MY MOST IMPORTANT PRIORITIES, NAMELY MYSELF AND MY DAUGHTER. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME TO CHECK IN, SO PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME AS I SURELY WONT FORGET ANY OF YOU.

Buh Bye Brutal
ok so like here goes im bored with ct,. and i know alot of pplz dont really like me but i dont care i just want my life back so im not going to delete brutal, but i will give it up to those who want to run it, take on the big bad boss role, if no one steps up to it, then i will delete the lounge, and save codec some money, Ill be here if you need to give others mods, but thats about it. in other words any takers? on a side note.. it wasnt any of my staff. just others, and im sick of the childish bs, so i will be the big man and step down

For Those Born From 1930 To 1979
Those Born 1930-1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter an d drank Kool-aid made with sug

Finally Let It Go
Just kinda bored looking thru where someone had just left a comment. The pics were from January and I had forgotten about them. I scrolled down getting a chuckle out of the comments left for me..and I looked and saw that face...the one that hurt me so deeply. Like the big jerk I am, I looked at his profile. Then I went to the photo galleries...to see some sort of hint of activity on his page...you know the kind I am talking about. I opened a gallery..and there I saw...he was trying to pass himself off as the man he was 20 years ago. I by all means have no right to be critical of anyones appearance, but...OMG he is a 51 year old man leaving his pics from when he was 28 on the site. One of my first rule for any relationship I have with any human being is....honesty. Like a weight lifted off my shoulders...I am fully over him. ~D~

Check The Size Of This Snake!
My grandmother sent this to me and I'm not quite sure where she got it from...probably another one of her lil email friends HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET UP WITH THIS IN THE WATER. WOW! ! !............... This picture is from Western Australia. Take a careful look at this picture; see the size of the snake and the cow being pulled out of the water.

She's Here...yay !!!
http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics She arrived at 7: 26 this morning and is healthy and BEAUTIFUL !!! Will keep ya'll updated and will have pics soon.... Mother and daughter are fine and resting well... Huggs, Kisses and Much Mad Love To All ~ Sadie Grace

Good News
this week i received a letter from social security stating they determined me to have become medically disabled on 7/1/06. this means 1. i get a back pay check anywhere from about $5000 to $13000 depending on what they decide about my work history, which is an awesome thing considering i need to get a new car anyway and 2. i will be getting anywhere from $400 to $1200 a month (again depending on what they decide about my work history) in disability payments and 3. i don't know how soon i will get these payments so for right now i am still in need of assistance. but it's great news for me! and yes i'm "better" than i was before but i still don't think i'm in a position to be working full time or even part time really (i've tried it twice and it didnt work out) so i'm thinking i can handle a job maybe 2 nights a week 10 hours or something like that, but my main focus has to be on my recovery right now (in case you all didn't know i'm currently diagnosed with ocd and bipolar dis

Proud Mom
Wanted to share this video with you all. So very proud of my daughter and all who participated in trying to pass the California Healthy Pet Act which is a mandatory spay and neuter Act. They took a trip to the State Capital in Sacramento,Ca and all came to together for this and WON!!!! WTG Nisa..love ya and so proud of you!(You can see my daughter in the video..she is shown marching..holding ajoining collars or all the dogs and cats that had been euthanized..she's not hard to spot..she was the only 14yr old kid there)

Ok Family Time To Pay Backwell
Well boy's and girl's time to pay the piper,this is what it means to be a bomb squad member.These people helped us out enormously in Bombfest and we return all that's done to us.So as alway's let's GIT-R-DONE. ~Sweet*Angel~ends the 21'st Chelle45365 of the Confederates(left her contest to bomb us) xxxdog2000 of the confederates ~TastyTease~no time limit to 20,000 Native Hunny-she helped us large

Hmm Some People
Hmm some people will never think...Will they? Hmm seems that all sorts are just plain pathetic... · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated you a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... just checked you out! This is one of the comments that she left I saw that you love honesty! How wonderful on a sight like this. A very poor quality photo. Perhaps a bit of sunlight might make you look less trailor trash... I deleted the photo comments because well they were not nice a

Tonight
Tonight, working was hell on earth! I was walking around feeling like i was in a little bobble of my own. I could hardly hear what anyone was saying to me, and could hardly answer. By the end of the day i have almost lost my voice completely. And none of those stupid ass costemers understood a damn thing! Man i cant belive anyone caould be as stupid as some of the people we have had in tonight! One man was actualy ranting and yelling at me cose the diesel pump had leaked a little bit of diesel on his hand. Like there was anything i could do about that on a sunday night. I just told the grumpy old man that the bathroom was down there on the left side. And started to deal with the next person.

Bittersweet Ache!
Tears fall. I feel only an ache inside. Today, for some reason, I am bereft. Left without the benefit of a doubt... I was busy cleaning my friend's house, trying to get it the way she likes it while maintaining all the kids...placing them in certain rooms to stay out of my way. I hurried, I rushed, My little cousin stops in and drops off her two daughters AS well.. and truth be told I don't enjoy babysitting those two. The oldest child without discipline or attention... I swear you turn your back for two seconds and there's something spilled, or something new in her hand that shouldnt be there! It drives me mad. But that's what I get when I can't say no to a young couple who needs alone time together! I manage to do alot but in the end everything still seems in dissarray.. I think its the kids. Two feet away my ex brother n law is consoling his daughter and explaining why he got mad with her earlier and how he loved her. Out of the blue tears sparkled on the brims of my eyes, I th

Last Night
after a night of heavy drinkin i woke up dazed this morning. my mouth was dry...and there was a sweetly copper somewhat familar taste in my mouth but i couldnt place it . i rolled over and felt wetness in my bed. starled i sat up and examined my bed. my pillows and blankets were splatter with blood. blood... thats what that taste in my mouth is. i get out of bed confused nd struggeling to rember last nights events... i walk into the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror. i am covered in blood. there seemes to be more of it dried around my mouth and on my hands. i turn and walk back to my bedroom and lay back down in my bloodstained bed. my god....what did i do last night?

The State Of The Church Address....
I am not what you would call the best Christian in the world. I dont even go to church, although I have very strong convictions about the ability of the church, and or the way they are in todays society. The idea of a church is great, however with the todays society having an effect on the church, the actual established entities, I believe, do not in any way shape or form live up to what God and or Jesus had intended. The church was established to worship our lord Jesus Christ, sing his praises, and bring the word of God to those who need it. The current practices in MOST, churches are an abomination compared to what it was intended. Todays churches are full of pedophiles and other bottom dwelling creatures, among other types, that we allow to step into the house of God and worship him with everyone else when the have a one way ticket to HELL. They tell you one thing and then do the exact opposite, why even bother to come into the house of the lord if your just going to disgrace his

Life Can Be So Good!!
OK so yesterday day will be the most memorable day of my life!!!! I finally got to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love and adore her. Sounds corny, I know. I feel like my life is complete now, or at least I have all the pieces. I just need to find how they fit, and talk my love into being part of my life forever.

School Report
School report calls pupil 'wally' A secondary school has apologised after a confidential report book which called pupils names like "ding bat" and "wally" was found lying in a street. The booklet, produced by The Howard School for boys, in Rainham, Kent, carried a specific message on its front page - "Do not leave lying around". It was discovered on a pavement by a shopper in Rainham who then revealed its contents to BBC Radio Kent. The school said it regretted the incident and was reviewing procedures. Described as an "Alert Booklet" for the 2006-07 academic year, the item listed the "Additional Educational Needs" of 85 pupils in Years 7 to 11. It included the full names of children, plus notes on educational progression, any learning difficulties, socialising between pupils and parental issues. The woman who found the booklet, who would only give her name as Bernice, told BBC Radio Kent: "I picked it up because it looked interesting and I thought it might be something of importan

Do The Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROP

On Saturday I Will Never Foget
It all started out as a nice warm day in may. I had plans to spend time with my family, celebrating my step-moms college grad, good food and beer. Unbenounceted to me a twist of fate awated for me and my friend,Marie, who was accompanying me for the day. Adround 1130 pm we were heading for home from Ashalnd, Ohio on US Rt. 250 and got behind a slow traveling car. I had made a joke about being behind yet another slow driver. We crossed over US Rt. 224 and kept heading north on US Rt. 250. No more than a quarter mile past that intersection fate intervened on my nite. I was sitting in the passanger seat and had looked down for a second to grab my pack of newports when Marie began to break hard. I quickly looked up and the car infront of us wasnt breaking at all. For a split second i was confused why Marie had braked so hard. I then found out why when i saw the head on collision between the car infront of us and an on coming car that had went left of center. The back end on both cars had l

Some Stuff Flagged Nsfw
well people here it is my bitch session for the day! last night i received mail from the head honchos of CT informing me that 2 of my pics had been flagged nsfw. they were both just sayings "real men eat pussy" and "if you are gonna talk behind my back ,kiss my ass while you are there" I have seen so much worse on this sight, I am guessing that it was just my turn to be screwed with. I f you are my friend and you find something I have that offends you , tell me , if you are not my friend and you find something of mine that offends you , get the hell off my page and mind your own business. Any pics i have do not show me nude or in a disgusting sexual position , so whatever you think of me is your opinion , this is just me and shit i find amusing, if you are offended then drop me as your friend , i don't give a rats ass today

Pictures Of Me And My Comrades In Afhhanistan In 2002 Before We Redeployed To Iraq During The 2003 March Invasion
"We fought so that this nation would not perish from the face of the earth" "This story shall the good man teach his son; And Crispin Crispian shall ne'er go by, From this day to the ending of the world, But in it we shall be remembered-- We few, we happy few, we band of brothers." Henry V, Act IV, Scene III. Wm. Shakespeare. A local that hated the Taliban almost as much as we did (We actually took him with us since he was so gung ho at loading with us): Local Northern Alliance friendlies: Us loading with a "Civilian Guest" from Washington: A capture of an Al Queida leader: On the move:

Sixtyfive Roses
cystic fibrosis a disease strait from birth which gives each recipient less time on this earth the cure thus far is yet to be found if we keep up the fight we'll keep making ground this disease to a child is hard to pronounce never mind the understanding of this ailment on all counts when asked what she had she said " sixtyfive roses" innocent of all that this illness inposes but growing up combating this ruthless disease gave her strength and faith in ways most cant believe to the greatest degree of life all around the strongest of persons there are to be found she watched her family struggle on day to day bases she kept on encouraging them to become their own persons on her life not to dwell so as al together theyd live their lives well she'll never be forgotten her parents wont allow it as they built the CCF foundation to help the research challenge this destructive disease that is still running strong Kin Canada states "we'll kee trudgi

To My Stalker
I have been investigating this matter (I've got a few toys myself) to track you down in case I am forced to prosecute you. I have obtained your real name, home and work address, home and work phone numbers, email address, and some interesting tidbits on your criminal history. I won't sink to your level and post it publicly, though. If you want to push the issue, your local police and the FBI will both be hearing about it. Cyber-harassment is illegal, and you have taken it too far. This is no longer a game. You have now chosen to bring it into real life, so you have two choices: cease and desist (I'm sure you're familiar with the term), or end up being prosecuted under federal provisions for cyber-harassment. What you are doing IS illegal, and I will prosecute if it does not cease with the removal of your latest profile. This is your first and last warning. By the way, you gave yourself away with the last profile. I won't tell you how - not yet at least.

Death
Death becomes her as she sits in the cold... Death becomes her as she sits alone... Lost she will never look again, Once thrown away she will never mend. Death becomes her as she cries... Deathe becomes her from all the lies... Poweful she shall become, Never under estatemate, she IS the one. Death becomes her as forever it will... Death becomes her as her time stands still... Watch her as she grows, Powerful learning & an inner glow. Death becomes her as she gages her rath... Death becomes her to never look back... Touching her power of fire, gaining great strength, going higher. Death becomes her she finds her kill... Death becomes her out of your will... Look at her in all her glory, Do you even know her story? Death becomes her for she lives in the dark... Death becomes her because tis always the start... Her pain riddled with loss, She lays her white wings down in the burnt moss. Death becomes her on this final day... Death becomes

Hmmmm Lmao
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM68%A Romantic65%Sex God63%Virgin48%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Something I Wrote
When I was just a toddler I was already a bother I rebelled against everyone most of all my father A vietnam vet the hardest man I ever met I brought out evil in him that he would later regret Feeling misunderstood and alone in my hood I was an outcast fitting in the best that I could My friends didn't care about the burden I beared Being abused and battered was my daily affair Now I'm grown up but I don't give a fuck Being mistreated in life has just been my luck I hope my dream of escape won't come too late I refuse to accept this life as my fate I am running out of time with this life that is mine Pretending I'm happy and everything's fine My smile is fake for everyone's sake If you could see my thoughts you'd only see hate My soul has lost it's bond and thoughts of love are gone I can't seem to accept the things that went wrong Everything I worked for and everything I hoped for Have been disappointing and bleak leaving me wanting for more Des

Venting... #2
I put myself and my life out on the line evryday to keep everyone safe and i dont expect anything in return but a thank you or something would be nice... Now I have put my heart out there and is it not enought for you or do you want more? Is what I do for you not enough? What do I really mean to you? If you want me to fuck off just say so? Don't worry you're not the only one that thinks this life isn't good enough.... Maybe one day you will take a step back and realize I was right or I was the one you were looking for to complete you... Just maybe you will come crawling back to me and maybe I will let you back into my life, but honestly I wouldn't hold your breath... Life moves way too fast one second you're there the next you're gone... But what the fuck did I do but you ask what the fuck did I do to you? Maybe I need to step back and say for now fuck this none of this is worth it... The pain is not worth it... So yes nothing is worth giving it everything you ever could because you wo

Time Passes By
Time passes by, and I’m still alone. Alone with my thoughts, my fears, my dreams, and my hopes. Will I ever find my true love??? Or have I already met him and don’t even know it. I try to hide my soft side and I tend to push people away when they start to get too close. I show my tough exterior because it’s the easiest to show and the hardest to hide. I’ve been hurt a lot and have tried to build a wall, in hopes that no one will penetrate it. I tend to look the other way when someone is interested in me; well that’s what my sister says. I know I should be a bit more trusting, but it’s hard when you’ve been screwed over so many times. It’s not that I have trouble finding someone, it’s finding someone I really like that is the problem. I don’t only look at the exterior of a person. I look past what’s on the outside, I’m more interested in a person’s personality then how they look. I like a man that knows how to make me laugh, one that listens to me when I say something. On

I'll Miss You, But I'll Be Around
I just changed positions at my job.. this is a good thing for me. Unfortunately, it means that i no longer sit in front of a computer all day, which also means that i will not be on here nearly as much.. :(. I will get on when i can, and i will miss my peeps when i can't.. Don't forsake an absent cherry, the stem is still attached to the tree.. ;)

Friendship Test
The reason this paper on the clipboard is blank.. is because friendships should never be tested. If they are real friends.. they will stick by you no matter what.. the good ANDthe bad. If they leave you..stop speaking to you, even though there is so much pain and hurt and self doubt.. thinking you aren't good enough.. think of it this way.. if they did leave.. it is their loss and weren't your friends anyways. Never give up.. because out there somewhere.. there is that ONE true friend just waiting for you to say..HI. So, start saying HI to people, you'll never know.. that one person might just be that "ONE TRUE FRIEND"

An Explanation
Everything you will read in this blog is nothing more than works of fantasy. We all have a deep dark side and once in a while is fun to explore that just a little. The same reason we enjoy a slasher movie is the same reason for this blog. If you just read the script for a good horror movie it would seem like the one writing it were a psycho but is nothing more than a story. Is a shame I need to explain this but from past experience if I don't I'll be swamped with mail telling me how the victim should be me. DO NOT READ anything in this blog if images of death bother you for many in this blog will end that way. Steven King makes millions writing about death and is called a literary success for it. I'm just doing it to explore another avenue of writing. To those these type of stories appeal to I hope you enjoy, to the rest of you I bid good day.

P****d Off
I posted a Mumm yesterday about the little girl Maddie who is missing in Portugal, I got some comments on it from someone who thought it was funny to make jokes about the situation and I used his CT name and link in another Mumm to highlight his ignorance. The consequences were that I had my Mumm deleted by CT and I am now barred from posting Mumm's. What the hell is going on? I post a Mumm, someone makes jokes about a very serious situation, so I reply letting everyone know who the idiot was and I get Barred, WTF? Something is seriously wrong in the CT camp if they allow others to comment on something in a totally derogatory and uncalled for fashion and then censor the person who posted the Mumm who is just defending themselves.

Jeez...wtf Is This Expanding Tits Phenomonon
Getting sick of these main pics with expanding tits....why are they permitted?..not griping too much but no class girls!!!!!! Yep,i have my FACE expanding,not my cock!!!!! And it is not about jealousy here,i have dignity and work my ass off to get where i do on here;not produce a childish stimulant for the pathetic desperado males that chase these pics/people.Just bemused as to why they are permitted when quite clearly rules are broken....HELLO.....THEY DEPICT NOTHING BUT SEXUALITY and as far as i can tell,that is not permitted..... The real reason this pisses me is that i have a single pic of me "flipping"/giving the bird and it is rated NSFW.......yet expanding tits are cool....seems a little sexist to me which is kinda like racist,etc that is another rule set in cherrytap cyber cement..... Another successful rant for the morning from The Aussie Assassin Ian Cheers all.

Another Update/ With Pictures
WELL WE HAVE NOTICED ONCE AGAIN THAT ALAN HAS GOTTEN A LITTLE WORSE. SINCE OUR BIRMINGHAM TRIP BACK IN MARCH. HE IS STILL FALLING A GOOD BIT MORE. WE LEAVE FOR OUR TRIP FOR DISNEY WORLD IN LESS THAN A MONTH, I'M REALLY HOPING HE WILL BE OK FOR THE TRIP. I TOOK SOME NEW PICS OF HIM TODAY. THESE PICS ARE FROM 12-28-06 THEN THE NEW ONES ARE FROM TODAY-5-22-07 BEFORE. 1-FRONT NOW-5-22-07 BEFORE-ON 12-28-06 NOW-5-22-07 HIS ANKLES HAS GOTTEN REALLY BAD. HERE IS A JUST BECAUSE PIC, THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE-5-22-07

Something That Has To Be Said.
Today's horoscope: The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way. Is anyone else's horoscope so frighteningly right? A lot of really good things have been happening to me lately. And I've been trying to enjoy them, but at the same time, it's like I'm waiting for the bomb to drop. This many good things never seem to happen to me at once. 1. My trip that I'm so looking forward to...I wish that I was climbing on that plane today. It's a break that I very much need. 2. Actually being recognized for my poetry and prose...recognized enough to be encouraged to submit it to a publisher. That is something I've dreamed of since I was 15 sitting down to a typewriter and hammering out my first short story. Those words are my heart...my soul...and pouring them out on paper has always been the best kind of therapy. T

Beauty Of The Mind Soul And Body
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Flaxen haired angel I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Haunting Spirit Haunting me with words that touch A spirit so dear I feel it so much In my mind and under my skin Thoughts that possess me from within Ruling my heart with feelings so d

Happy Birthday Redheadedcherry Happy Hour!!
RedheadedCherry Happy Hour!! Happy Hour is on me tonight at 10:00pm!! Sense today, May 22 is my birthday I decided to give all of you a gift. I've gotten so many birthday wishes, gifts, comments, and love that I was (and still am) overwhelmed! I didn't realize how many of you on here really do care about me :`) So, for my birthday this year, let me buy a Happy Hour for all of you! To show each one of you how much I appreciate all the love you continue to show me. Thank-you all for being such a wonderful group of friends. Your the best! A few of you asked me if you can get me something. lol, Thats really sweet of you! I'd would absolutely love it if some of you would make me a personal salute:) That would be something very meaningful to me. I can also appreciate it all year through:) I already have a very meaningful gift from all of you I have the gift of your friendship that's the best gift this RedheadedCherry could ever receive! :) I Love You All ♥

Taps
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pu

Late Night Thoughts.. All Coming 100mph.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I try to shake these feelings but sometimes, mostly at night, it's too much. I feel so empty. I feel like I have nothing going for me right now.. with the only exception being my wonderful family. I never know who my true friends are. I couldn't name a best friend for you right now. No man will give me the time of day unless he wants a quick lay. No one wants to actually give a shit about me. I worked my ass off in school, and yet am still disappointed in my grades. It's like nothing I do is good enough.. And I feel so ugly. So disgusting. I've been dieting for weeks.. and I've noticed progress.. but I want more.. I never know if what I am doing is right.. if it's working...I just want to feel attractive again.. I want to be comfortable in my own skin.. I'm sick of feeling like this. I feel like I've ultimately lost whatever it is that made people like me.. made them want to get to know me.. to love me.. I feel invisible. I feel li

This I Am
This I am , the darkness of night that brings my kindred comfort and my foes pain and fear. I am the hand of good tiding and I am the sword of woe and wrath. I am the shadows and the thoughts that lay dorment in the back of your mind. I am the scream of chaos that bleeds your ears and I am the silence the deafens you from the world around you. I am the friend and foe but its up to you to decide whom I am.

Finnal Outcome And Closing Of A Chapter.
Well the other day I decided to burn all ties to my ex and her minion xtian of a new boyfriend they both got a venomous dose of my wraith it was time i cleaned my circle of the fake and weak and make my circle strong with my true friends and loved ones and now im at true peace and as Anton LaVay said *dont waste your time on socal ingrates they will always bring you down*. Well even better news is im with my love Darkestfaery and soon ill be by her side as shell will be by mine.

Fake Patriotism?
Why is it that I see all of these fucking ribbons saying, "Support Our Troops"? To me, and being a person within the Armed Forces, I think its such a fake and inexpensive way to show this "patriotism" that the citizens of this country have. I get discusted at seeing all these ribbons because its not like buying a fucking magnet on the back of your car is going to fund the armor for the vehicles we use or IBAs our troops wear while in war. We're doing our job and we knew what we were signing up for. We all know that theres ALWAYS a chance of us getting deployed to the Middle East, Korea, Germany, or somewhere else thousands of miles away from our families. Since we all knew what we were signing up for, why dont we have ribbons saying, "Support our Police Force" or "Support our Lawyers" or even "Support our Janitors"? Again, its a inexpensive way to show "support" to our troops. Word of advice. DONT show pity for our troops. Send them CARE PACKAGES that cost 20 bucks

How I Really Feel About My Best Friend.....
TO START OFF WE HAVE BEEN BEST FRIENDS FOR 3 YEARS AND IT'S BEEN THE BEST 3 YEARS EVER... LET ME START BY SAYIN THIS, SHE IS THE MOST WONDER PERSON ANY ONE COULD ASK FOR. SHE IS THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE,WHEN I AM DOWN SHE ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH SOME HOW. SHE HAS NEVER TURNED HER BACK ON ME WHEN I'VE NEEDED HER THE MOST. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD EVER DO WITH OUT HER. SHE IS SO... THERE NO WORD TO PUT ON HER, THATS HOW WONDERFUL SHE IS. WE'VE LAUGHED TOGETHER AND WE'VE CRIED TOGETHER. SHE IS ONE PERSON I CAN ALWAYS TELL MY FEELINGS TO AND WON'T EVER LAUGH OR THINK IT'S STUPID. SOME DAYS I FEEL I OWE HER MY LIFE. SHE HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR ME. AND I KNOW I CAN'T EVER REPAY HER FOR THAT. SO IF YOU SEE HER ON MY PROFILE PLEASE STOP BY AND SAY HI TO HER, YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID... JESS I KNOW YOUR GONNA READ THIS AND IT'S FOR YOU ANYWAY, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. YOUR MY FLICKA.......

Sympathy
From The Hayes Daily News by R. W. Yeager, Norton, KS: We need to show more sympathy for these people. They travel miles in the heat; they risk their lives crossing a border; they don't get paid enoughwages; they do jobs that others won't do or are afraid to do; they live in crowded conditions among a people who speak a different language; they rarely see their families; and they face adversity all day everyday. I'm not talking about illegal Mexicans.....I'm talking about our troops. Doesn't it seem strange that Congress is willing to lavish all kinds of social benefits on illegals, but won't support our troops and are now threatening to de-fund them? Please pass this on. This is worth the short time it takes to read it. Semper Fidelis, Roadie

Almost Threw Up
Almost Threw Up I was having dinner with my friends in a crowded dining hall earlier tonight when by chance I witnessed the most egregious public makeout session happening at the table across from ours. I'm not talking about "peck-on-the-cheek" PDA. This was full-blown "Mama-Bird-Feeding-the-Chicks" face-sucking. I'm not sure what prompted this. Either he had just proposed to her or she was trying to suck his eyeballs out through his mouth. There must be some rule that PDA can never involve two attractive people. The couple in question wasn't exactly ugly, but definitely not attractive enough that anyone would want to watch them swap dinners, either. Still, I couldn't help myself from staring, my face frozen in the gaping expression of a person being choked. It was a lot like looking at an amputee: it's kind of gross and you know you shouldn't stare but you just can't bring yourself to look away. Nor was I the only one staring. My entire table watched in disbelief as the girl sid

Fade
Being alone hurts more than anyone knows.. seeing the hot girls getting fawned all over.. and their looks will fade.. and since my looks are gone now due to cancer/chemo and years of abuse, I have nothing that will fade.. so.. I am safe to be with. No expectations.. no disappointments or let downs. Why are some men so shallow? Why do they only go for a girl that is hot? Why can't they go for plain girls.. we have heart, compassion, loyalty, and with us.. our looks stay the same.. and there is nothing to fade away!

Unexpected Resolution....
I'm glad that this situation is over w/, cause he wrote back to me and apologize (which is cool) as well as when I unblocked him he reversed the 1's ratings he left...as well as I did the same to his profile. So, maybe there's hope after all for those who have gotten the same responses from our more treacherous cherrytap members. Enjoy your day everyone! Remo

Some People Piss Me Off
I'm really sick of people accusing me of shit that is none of their business or just really rude. I've dealt with quite a number of people. Who i thought were cool with me than all of a sudden are too busy to be on here. I have no idea what I do wrong. Why the fuck is your boyfriend coming on my page? why are you making me seem like someone who is harassing you when you ask me how I'm doing? i don't get it. if you got problems with your relationship..don't bring me into it. if we are friends cool but don't send me an email saying we can't be friends cause your boyfriend is angry. thats a load of shit.. I wouldn't be so angry if this just happened one time but this has happened at least 4 times to me. I have no idea what women want anymore.. nor do i want to care. all i want is to be happy.. i just someone to be there for me instead of me doing all the bullshit. it gets really tiring sometimes just keeping friends all my friends, as i've vented before, seem to chang

What Not To Name Your Dog
Everybody who has a dog, calls him "Rover" or "Buddy"... I decided to call mine "Sex." Now Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like to have a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like to have one too." Then I said, "You don't understand, I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He said I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the place was for sex. I said, "You don't understand, Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too." One day I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there looking around. I told him that I had planned to have Sex in the contest. He told me that I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand," I

Pimping My Friends
These are some of the best people I have had the pleasure to meet. If you would like to make some great friends stop by their page and say Hi. ShelleyBell@ ** Kubilay's CT wife** Devil's playmate in the palace of *SIN*ful Desires@ CherryTAP BRIGHTEYES~THE SPANKER ~ON VACATION SSR'S HEAD BARTENDER/PROMOS/PIPPI'S SECRETARY@ CherryTAP & *Head Stripper* Palace of *SIN*ful Desires@ CherryTAP CountryCop74 *** Asst. Manager - Palace of *SIN*ful Desires - Head of Security ***@ CherryTAP *** Lovin The Cherries ***Owner *Palace of *SIN*ful Desires* Lounge**Crazy B$t*h@ CherryTAP Karma-ñWº-JµggålèTTè ßîT¢h-HK-£å¢µ$hiºñ$ ÇT WîFè-§µgå'$ Øwñè®-ÐMÇ ¶î®åTè@ CherryTAP bird *Stripper* in the *Palace of *SIN* ful DesiresIve got these eye's of mine heavily fixed on someone here on CT,..is it you? .. ::Smirk::,.. he@ CherryTAP SKULL™ ~ SDMF ~ Security ~ *Palace Of *SIN*ful Desire* ~ EVE'S PET@ CherryTAP I have only had the pleasure of talking to this young lad

The Soldier's Thought
the soldier's thought the bands have now started playing their drums rolling out marshall beats arms have been polished and sharpened soon violence and soldiers will meet the hardships of living these battles will slip into a comfortable state deprivations that will come tomorrow are the comforts we cling to today the closeness that we will grow into is a bond that few brothers can know the heartache of missing our loved ones and the sadness from losing our own for this none of us here are heros just brothers who've taken a stand we don't fight for medals of laurels but for freedoms and rights due to man across fields of danger we'll look out see the foes that we must overcome knowing full well when it's over too many will never come home the tears of a wife newly widowed the questions a small child will ask are the cost of these wars we go into are the hardest parts of these tasks when we've returned from this battle don't greet us with cheers a

When You Get Old //this Is Funny
Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," She replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it?" Reporters interviewing a 104-year-old woman: "And what do you think is the best thing about being 104?" the reporter asked. She simply replied, "No peer pressure." The nice thing about being senile is you can hide your own Easter eggs. I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees, fought prostate cancer and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 diffe rent medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remembe r if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But, thank God, I still have my driver's license. I feel like my body

~the Brat's Creed~
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours..... ~~~Authors unknown~~~

What Do You Need?
Here's the deal: if you want to find out what that mysterious something is in your life that has been lacking, put Google to the test. Go to Google and type - (your FIRST name) needs. And don't cheat by looking for the one you like best; just take the first link Google gives you. Then leave a comment saying What You Need. When i Googled Willie needs, it came up with.... 1. Willie needs to get laid. LMAO

My Name Is Sarah
Sarah My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's

Just An Update Of How I Am Doing.
Well all the formal stuff is all over, now comes the time where things are gonna have to get into a new routine and all the fun stuff with acquiring a child that you really were not expecting! I am still deeply hurt that he is gone, but found a poem that really helps, and his aunts thought this is what he was trying to tell all of us. He Only Took My Hand Last night while we were trying to sleep, His voice was all we could hear We opened our eyes looked around But he did not appear. H said you've got to listen You've got to understand God didn't take me from you He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that night The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand And pulled me to his side. He pulled me up and saved me From my misery and pain My body was hurt so badly inside I could never be the same. I love you and miss you so And I'll always be near by My body is gone forever But my spirit will never die. And so you must go on no

The Cabin
Before you read I am compelled to once more warn that if you are easily upset DO NOT read this or any other story in this blog. Brutality and death are the theme of every story in this blog and I am only writing them as a creative outlet. The fantasy and the reality are extremely different, we all enjoy fear once in a while. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! The Cabin by Restrictive She awoke in a haze as she fought to focus her eyes through the fog that was clouding her vision. Horror sets in as she looks around her, as her vision clears the feeling only grows. From what she can figure she in some kind of "cabin" guessing from the wooden planks that appear to be forming walls. She is alone and as she stands she falls back still a bit unsteady. As she replays what happen all she can figure is someone drugged her food at the mall somehow then brought to this place. Seeing a window she staggers towards it and looks out, only to see woods everywhere. Slapping herself a few time to clear her he

New Story
We arrive at the bar and there is a short line for a table. We stand there and chat while we wait. I can’t take my eyes off how wonderful you look tonight. I whisper in your ear how stunning the dress looks on you. You blush and say “Thank you.” Finally our table is open and the hostess shows us to the small table near the back of the bar. We sit and talk while enjoying a few drinks. I notice how several guys around us keep looking at you. Admiring you. Lusting you. I excuse myself to go to the men’s room. After a short wait I return from the men’s room to find a gentleman in my chair talking to you. I decide to hang back in the shadows to watch and this is what I see. He is sitting there leaning into you. You are leaning slightly into him. Your brilliant smile is proudly displayed as you two laugh and talk. He orders a round of drinks for the two of you. His back is to me but I can make out his basic features. He has short dark brown hair and is not overly fit but

Poem: Our Love Hurts
Why do you hold on to such, memories that causes you to hurt. Darlin' it's because, you still love me that much. Feeling my love that inside, your heart ,mind,and soul. Is so real that you, don't want to let go. You ask yourself this question?, will he ever do it again and, my answer is NO. Because I didn't mean to, hurt you in that kind of way. I only want us to be as we were, "Living On Love" and you to be with me. Just as it was suppose to be, from the very beginning when we said I DO. Its those memories that, hurt me also and I never, want to hurt you like that again. That is why the main reason , why "our love hurts" for each other. Sign: Raymond Starns

A Real Love Story
Sorry folks, it's been an awfully long time since I've had anything worth writing about, but today I have something. I was a pallbearer at my ex-wife's grandparents funeral today and this is a story I must share with everyone. A few years ago I took my children to see their great grandparents, Robert and Cleone. It was my weekend with my kids and we went to a local park that was very near their house. It had been a year or two since they, or I, had seen them so I decided to stop and visit them. We sat and talked for a bit and I asked where Cleone was. Robert told me she had just gone to take a nap and that she had recently begun having memory problems. At the time it was thought to be the onset of Alzheimer's. He said that it would come and go, but it seemed to be getting worse. Recently she had gotten worse and it was diagnosed that, at a previous time, she had suffered several "mini-strokes". The information I got from my ex- and her siblings was that she could remember some thing

Attitude..
Im not really impressed with this whole big attitude on the internet, a venue where everyone is free to hype themselves up as whatever they wish. If you are blowing people out with your words on your page before they can even get a chance to say hi to you, letting them know "how its gonna be", and what criteria they have to meet and what actions they have to perform before you will ackowledge them as a human being, ....to me really just exemplifies your urgency to relay to people that you have ultimate control in this arena, which the need to point that out would only indicate a great lack of it elsewhere..i.e. real life. If your internet experience only exist to compensate for what you wish you were percieved as, then it and your novelty are surely destined to be short lived, and can only be maintained by invoking the curiosity of a steady flow of strangers and slight aquaintances, kept at arms reach not to see what you fear is the less interesting and unfathomably normal reality.

For Those Who Thought I Was The One....
First of all this is nothing made to be funny. Not to offend anyone, it's just something that needs to be said. What is a relationship to people nowadays. I mean we all have relationships with people whether it is business or personal. From time to time again I have been in relationships that I didn't even know I was in. For instance, ladies have you ever been in the club and a guy offers to buy you a drink and you accept it and the next thing you know this guy is following you around the dance floor all night because he thinks you accepted his gift that you were his. I call that the temporary club boyfriend, lol Or fellas have you ever had a really cool friend that you flirted with from time to time but never thought about anything serious and then maybe one day you get caught up in a compromising position and the two of you take that relationship the extra step. You wake up the next morning thinking about what you did the night prior and the female friend (who just promote

Who Are You?
Who are you? Youre the extension of my birth that will keep me forever living. Youre my heartbeat that will keep beating forever even after my death. Youre the tear of sadness that blossomed, like a butterfly, into a smile of unspeakable joy. Youre the thought that seduced my soul and made me fall in-love with you even before the concept was fully understood. Youre the first thought of a refresh mind when I awake. And you will be the last thought of a weary one when I decide to wake-up no longer. You were the opinion that turned into a fact. Youre my courage, my love, and my unfulfilled hope. You are my beginning and my middle. Yet you have given me the ability to have no known end. You are greatness! You are my son. I love you Christopher!

Me
I AM WHO I AM I AM ALL THAT IS ME I AM A BAREFOOT GIRL WHO LIKES TO HUG TREES DON'T JUDGE ME BY MY LOOKS IF YOU DO NOT KNOW ME I M PROBABLY FAR DIFFERENT THEN HOW YOU PERCEIVE ME TO BE I AM WHO I AM I AM ALL THAT IS ME I AM A KIND HEARTED WOMAN I AM THE BEST THAT I CAN BE I AM GROWING EVERYDAY WITH A POSITIVE ATTITUDE I TRY AND STAY I GIVE THANKS TO MOTHER EARTH WITH EVERY WAKING DAY I AM WHO I AM I AM ALL THAT IS ME I AM A BAREFOOT GIRL WHO LIKES TO HUG TREES

My Love
Your the dream I hold dear your the comfort in the long lost night, your my lust your my desire your the hunger that fills me your the one I yearn for. So many words I could speak of to say how much I love you yet none of them would ever come close to show it so. So I embrace you close to my being, my soul and my mind and pray to the god and goddesses above to share all of my time with you, my love.

For You
Anticipation is what holds me here longing for the day when you are near feeling your hands slide down my skin knowing that this, is where it all begins The beginning of passion when I feel your lips embracing your body in an everlasting kiss The scent of our love filling up the air pausing for a moment our eyes deep in a stare If only for a day I have you as mine I'll remember it always for all of time.

Sub? Hmmmm...........
in my on going search for personal insight, i occasionally find hints and clues to who i am. no i haven't figured it out yet. but the journey to self awareness is never a clear path. i often meet people that either influence me, or piss me off, yet interject new information or raise more questions. i recently met such a person. i know absolutely nothing about them, but interestingly enough, i find myself looking to them for clues. i have been asked, more than once, a question that i have scoffed at many times in the past. but for some reason, when asked this time, i find that i cannot dismiss the idea as rubbish. it has caused me to look back at my recent past and study my actions and reactions. i have started to see a pattern that may or may not mean anything, but cannot be ignored. i have been interested in bdsm, or more importantly, the relationship between a domme and sub, for a very long time. thought it just a curiosity at best, until recently. odd that a person i hardly

Tattoo
This is the story behind my back piece my best friend passed away he use to say all the time justkillme or justkme or justk for short so I came up with this whole thing on my own as a tribute so it is me dead riden by his head stone he is holding a shot glass his hand still has skin on it like he his burried alive and I am pouring him his last drink. Outer Limmits Tattoo Shop is where I gt it done at the artist name is Jaydee he is in the long beach Ca.shop as for how long it took I did it in 9 sittings and it took 10 weeks from start to end and that was cause the artist went on vacation lol.and no it did not hurt it felt like a rug burn.

My Thoughts For Today
hey fellow cherrytappers hope you are all having a great memorial day long weekend. well its time for one of those thoughts that come to me. first off posting comments on peoples profiles is a great thing but when people start posting comments that are demeaning to people like the one about the cat killing a retard to some it may be funny, but to alot of people that have kids or know of people with down syndrone its not funny then. that i have a problem with if people think its funny. to me everyone is created equal whether they are disabled or have special needs. they are much of a person as we are. they are no different from you and i. and should be loved and treated the same. use your heads people. what if i were to send a comment say to people saying that killing newborns is okay which is not right period you would all up in arms against me for that. not that i am saying i will its just a figure of speech. me personally i have known alot of people with CF, people that are specia

Do You Think This Is Funny?
Do you think this is funny? This boy running has downsyndrome. I AM A MOTHER OF A SON THAT HAS DOWNSYNDROME! I am speaking out...As of today I am done overlooking people's ignorance. Today I spotted this comment that has been floating around the internet for quite some time now. I have overlooked such comments in the past...but I am done overlooking them ! I felt a uncontrollable need to say what needed to be said to someone who had posted this particular comment on a profile. Below are my words to this certain person that has stooped to a level even I cannot comprehend. Thier ignorance and immorality sickens me to no end. Hi, I was cruisin around CT when I spotted a comment you had posted someone. After reading this I felt compelled to contact you. It is not a "perfect" world we live in and everyday we may see something we dont agree with .... People are not "perfect" either. I am 35 years old, at your age...I was already married and forming my own famil

Why Am I Here.
Why am I here? I am here because I want to meet some one to be with maybe and make friends get to know some of you if I get the chance. I am not here to seat on my butt for 18 and 19 hours a day like alot of people do to raise my points make more more get more friends that I can even talk to or even keep up with in the first place . How can some one keep up and talk to 1,000 people aday or even 4,000 or more . I never seen a site where a person's only goal in life was to waste there life away to be online all day and most of the night to see how many points and friends they can collect the fastest I mean yea its fun to meet and greet and make friends but wow this is realy getting crazy now. I could never do that to my self I have to work as it is any more im lucky if I can be on this site for 2 hours or so a day . I didnt make this blog either to piss any one off ok but I know this if I was with some one and she was on her most of the day and night then ther

Defined Love
Defined Love Hearts that shine like moonlight bliss Our souls are connected as we share a kiss A love defined and all so rare No other love in the world can compare To the love we have each time we talk It even shows in the way we walk We wear it as though it is a mask When each day we know it is a task To love each other and to hold Even when our future is left untold A loved defined and all so rare No other love in the world can compare.

Dancing Stars
As into your eyes I longingly gaze, Like looking into the stars above, Such dazzling beauty does ever amaze, The stars, they dance, cause I'm in love. As onto your sweet lips I gently kiss thee, Tasting a fruit that seems forbidden, You unleash bonds that set me free, Awaken emotions that long were hidden. And as into your bosom I find rest, A sanctuary for my tumultuous soul, I certainly count myself among the blessed, To have found the one that makes me whole. And throughout this universe I dare to say, There is not another that could my heart so sway.

Southerners
True Southerners are great story tellers. It's bred into their bloodline. Any mundane event can be turned into a great story with the proper amount of animation and expression, and never forget to embellish whenever it is called for. True Southerners are loyal to a fault. They will fight to defend the honor of someone even if they know that person is wrong, if it's a sibling or a friend. True Southerners have music in their blood. It doesn't matter if it is Rock, Blues, Country, or even Gospel, they can feel it in their soul. Even though he'd much rather not, every Southern Man can dance at least somewhat. "I don't care for fancy music if your feet can't shuffle around." True Southerners are not racist, but all the same recognizes that race issues are not as cut and dried as the left wing liberals want to pretend. True Southerners know that the increase in quality of life that comes from enjoying good food, outweighs the increase in quantity of life that you might get from