DJ BloodVixenDarkside Dollie's blog: "Shadowlands"

created on 12/06/2006 | http://fubar.com/shadowlands/b31896

posted on 02/14/2009&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:02&nbs-08:00;pm

Vanity
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Why must I be flawless to be loved I am hunman as well Flesh is always flawed So where do I stand now Out of the shadow of protection That your love afforded me Forgiveness given then ripped away Not being allowed to have my say Stealing the breath from my chest You must be so pleased with yourself And the damage that you inflict Your own Adonis you seem to be SO sure of your own perfection Your superiority a noose around my neck You make my own soul a painful place to be And I know you couldnt care less I know your only thoughts at this time Are on your wounded pride Your reasoning for cutting out my heart Is what other people will think If you show without a showpiece All of your own to give you What you cannot bring yourself A sense that you are in control In a world spinning out of rhythm Your own bastion of perfection Flawless in your eyes as long As your flaws dont show visibly Too bad your heart is not given the right to see And your soul is bound to your insistence To have what you never can Hating me because I am not your paradise Even though my heart was your haven Should you have chosen to accept An apology from my depths But to you I will never be good enough Simply because I wont kill parts of me To please you, and why should I When in the first conflict you abandon The battlefield, leaving me to birds of prey Astride your steed called Narcissism On the hill above watching Hoping to see me ripped to shreds and carried off Wishing me a demise of carrion But I have fought worse monsters than you And I fear not the birds that circle battlefields The ravens are my brothers and sisters But alas, I shall rise and walk away from you And your grand manipulations of the mind Wallow in your hatred and misery all you want Your vanity will be your undoing Your vanity already has you undone